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Hello, Pastor Steele.

Yeah, this is Jerry Windheimer. Yeah.

And, well,

I gotta tell you, you know, the boy is acting up.

Well, you know, he's getting into fights.

He can't get along with anybody his own age.

You know, all the problems that we talked about, he doesn't seem to want to

learn.

Yeah.

Yeah, but wants to learn everything the hard way.

Yeah. Can... Pastor Steele, yeah. Can you come here?

It's an emergency.

Yeah.

Okay, good.

I'll see you in an hour then.

Alright.

Bye.

Alright, well, Pastor Steele's on her way.

Let's see what you got to say to her.

Just don't learn.

Hello. Hello, Pastor Steele. Come on in. All right.

How are you? Excellent.

I haven't seen you guys at church in a couple Sundays.

Well, you know, he's been acting up, so... Oh.

Okay, well...

I'm sure it's nothing serious, you know.

They go through these little phases. They just have things on their mind and

they just need to talk.

Yeah, well, he's right in there. Okay.

So what seems to be the problem, Tyler?

Nothing. Just no one really, just no one gets me whatsoever.

Well, I am a third objective party for you, so you can speak freely.

Your father's not in the room.

and we have privacy so actually i asked him to go so he's going to be gone for

the afternoon so we have the whole place to ourselves so don't be shy don't hold

back what seems to be i mean you're getting into fights you've been

depressed it's not really that it's it's more so like no one

everyone thinks they know me okay everyone thinks that i have a problem

Well, maybe I don't have a problem. I came from a childhood that most people

would never want to see.

What's that?

Well, I don't even know who my real mother is.

Oh. I was adopted.

Ah, I see. So, I mean... So you've been in foster homes all your life?

Pretty much.

I bounced around, house to house, home to home.

Nevertheless, the orphanages were always great. 30, what, 30, 40?

kids one room kind of like gymnasium style it's very very nice to live in to

grow up in did you ever have any connection with any of your foster moms

no not even a any kind of bonding or anything like that no no all of them

are just cold it was just nothing but a check to them that's that's that's

that's difficult that's hard i understand that that can be really hard

to grow up without a mother

I mean, it's just, people don't understand.

Well, I understand.

I do.

I really actually understand a little bit more than you would know.

For personal experience that I've had. But we're not here to talk about me,

though. We're here to talk about you.

So, do you think that all these issues are stemming from the fact that you

didn't have a bond and you're missing that?

Feeling of a mom-son relationship?

I don't really know. I mean... That's what you brought up, so that seems to me

that that might be what's really bothering you. I just don't connect with

the people around me.

And the people my age, obviously, I don't connect with.

So, that's all that I have around me. What about a girlfriend?

I don't really like any of the girls that I know.

Okay, so... Well, you're really good looking. I don't see why you wouldn't...

You know, have a girlfriend at least. No, I mean like girls like me and stuff.

I'm just not interested in them.

Why? I just don't find them too attractive.

What don't you find attractive about them?

Girls your age are in great shape. They're young. They're good looking.

I mean... I don't know. It could stem from a complex. Who knows?

I mean, you're the professional. You tell me. Well, I'm trying to find out.

It just seems to all be pointing that you're just missing...

Having a mother in your life, I guess.

Yeah, a mother, a family.

I mean, did you have one?

Well, um... You really don't want to talk about me right now?

Okay, but we can just sit and talk. All right, Rachel.

Come on, push.

Push. Push.

Almost there.

One more big push.

Rachel, due to orders from the state, we're going to have to take your son

now.

Can I please have some more time with him? I'm sorry, that's all the time we

have. Can't I just beat him?

He's sucking on my finger. Can't I just beat him? I'm sorry.

Oh, my God.

Well, take good care of him.

I'm sure he's going to a good home, right? Yeah. Hold his head.

Yeah.

Anyway, so, well, okay, here's an example.

So, say you're just walking through a supermarket.

And there's, of course, a lot of women at the supermarket.

All different ages, everything.

So, who would you be attracted to?

I don't know.

Maybe what age or what they look like.

Tall.

I mean, of course, they're always pretty.

Like, big boobs, nice ass.

Sorry for the language. That's okay.

I don't know.

The age range, I think.

Like, I mean, some of them look, you know, younger or older, but I would

assume, like, in between, like, 35, 45.

Wow. Yeah.

Well, but how old are you?

I'm only 26.

Okay. So, then.

So you are attracted to older women then?

I guess.

I don't know. It's just their look. It's not really their age per se.

Maybe it's something on the maturity level or experience or something like

that that you're drawn to.

Maybe. I don't know. I've never had... I never dated anyone. I never met anybody.

Never... hadn't experienced with anyone that age really it's just all girls my

age and you're not happy like that at all no hmm well

i don't you know i i think that maybe you should

expand and try to find meet somebody like that what like an older person

maybe whatever you know whatever you think is going to make you happier yeah

but who would like who would want

Why would someone that age want me?

Don't be so down on yourself.

You're a good-looking guy.

You're nice. You're smart. You're funny. You're good-looking. I'm not good

-looking enough to get you.

Well, I don't think that that's really appropriate, but, you know.

Well, I thought I was here to talk. Sorry.

No, no, no, no, no.

Oh, now see?

I've made you uncomfortable.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean that, really.

I did. I am here to make you feel better.

It's okay.

I understand how you feel. The abandonment.

I'm sure you probably feel like abandoned a little bit.

Maybe a little bitter to your mother that you didn't know.

Maybe.

I don't know.

You know, women give babies up for adoption usually for really good

reasons. It's usually best that they do.

What are you doing?

Nothing. What do you mean nothing? What are you doing?

You're the one who told me to try to date someone older. Yeah. Or be with

someone older.

Yeah. So, how old are you?

Well, uh, I just don't think... And the girls that I know? Oh my God. Oh

my God.

Uh, Tyler, I don't think that this is really a healthy option for you right

now. Or me.

Please, that's just you.

What? You brought it up.

Oh my god.

Oh my god.

Really,

I don't think we should do this.

Um, could somebody come home, sir? No.

That's me.

What pastor doesn't wear panties?

Um, this is not right.

I think that you really should go to the supermarket or something, so...

I don't think this is appropriate.

Then why are you letting me do it?

I really think that, you know, if I can help in any way, just this little bit.

Just this little bit.

Oh, my God.

Are you sure about this?

Are you?

No.

I am.

Oh, my God. I can't believe this is

happening. Please.

It's been for me since I've been with a man.

Years.

Yeah, I belong to the church.

You know how long it's been since I've been with a girl?

Mm-mm.

Years. Really?

Well, no one can do this to me.

Looks like you're pretty healthy and... Oh, my God.

Is this wrong?

I think... I don't know.

I don't want to think right now.

This is the right way.

Oh my god.

What are you sucking at?

No. No.

Are you sure you want to do this? It's been so long.

When will I ever have another chance?

I said when will I ever have another chance?

You can't tell anyone about this, Tyler.

I won't, I promise.

I would be destroyed in the community.

Of course.

Oh, my God.

It feels really, really good.

Am I doing it right?

Yeah, you are.

I think so.

Can you ride me?

I don't have a whole lot of

experience, you know.

I think all that says otherwise.

Just because I'm a woman doesn't mean I know exactly what I'm doing. It's been a

long time.

I have no idea.

But I will try.

come true. You know that?

It is? Yeah.

Well, you're smiling now, aren't you?

Yeah.

I feel a lot better.

Good.

All right, now.

Is this what you want?

Yeah.

You like fucking your son's cock, huh? Yeah.

That fucking big cock, baby.

Mommy, come on. Come on, Isaac. Mommy.

Fuck me, my son.

Oh,

baby.

Fucking cough is so good.

Yeah, come, baby.

I want that fucking cum.

I want you to cum in mommy's mouth.

You can't let me cum inside you, mommy.

You shouldn't.

I could get pregnant.

Oh, my God.

Baby, fuck.

Yeah.

Fuck, baby.

Mommy's gonna cum again.

Fucking cum.

I would hope so.

Will you come back more?

Yes, I think... I think we should get dressed.

Is your father going to be home any minute?

Yeah, he might want to. And we need to... Some of that, huh? Yeah.

I don't even know what time it is.

But we... No, it's that way. Go, go, go, go, go.

All right. He could be back any minute.

When your father comes home, you're going to tell him that we had a talk and

that you feel better because you do, right?

Yeah. So you think that was the situation. I think you just needed a

little nurturing, a little mothering.

I can be real motherly because I have experience and I don't want to talk

about my experience, but I do.

It's not that. I don't want to stay here anymore.

Oh, you're not happy here?

No. I want to leave.

Really? I want to stay somewhere else. I think you only have like a year left

here, right?

Yeah. And you don't want to do that?

No. Well, I can do something about that.

Okay. I just need to see your papers from when you were assigned here.

They must have a file folder on you.

Um, yeah.

You know where it is?

Yeah, I think so. Okay, yeah, just get me that.

If that didn't try to hide it, just try to keep me here.

Hopefully not.

Oh, good.

Okay.

Well, it almost died.

All right. Let's see what you've got here.

Oh, wow.

They have all your history.

Date of birth.

Place of birth.

Hospital.

Oh, my God.

Do you remember that I told you? Oh, no, I didn't tell you.

I, um, 26 years ago, I had a baby out of wedlock.

And I gave that baby up for an adoption.

Okay. It was a little boy.

Okay. And he was born at the Smithfield Hospital in North Carolina.

Before I was born?

And it says here.

that you were given up for adoption at 2.30 on a Tuesday on the same date,

the same hospital, the same everything.

I'm well aware of that.

I'm your mother.

It's right there.

It's true.

Really? Oh, my God. Oh, my God. I can't believe that we just had sex.

Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I probably destroyed you. This is great.

What do you mean? This is great.

What? I got to meet my mother.

And nevertheless, like, in some crazy situations, I also got to have sex with

my mother.

That doesn't disturb you?

No. That was the best sex I've ever fucking had.

Okay, first of all, which, yeah. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Okay, you cannot tell anybody.

I don't know what we're gonna do about this. Why can I just stay with you?

Oh boy, this is getting really complicated really fast.

What do you mean?

Yeah, yeah, I don't know about that.

You're my mother.

Oh my god. We already had sex.

We did, didn't we? Was it good? Yes.

It was really good.

Oh boy.

Well, Tyler, I guess we have a lot to talk about.

Yeah.

Oh, my God.

Okay, don't say anything to your foster father. I'll handle this, okay? Okay.

Language.

That's the first thing we're going to work on.

That language.

Well, I didn't have the best upbringing, if you remember.

Yeah.

Amen.

Amen.

Is there a lip gloss on me?

A little bit.

Mm-hmm.

Life is interesting.

A small world, isn't it?

This is a little awkward.

No, not really.

This is, I mean, this is... You can't even use the word fate. This is just

like an incredible situation, like a shooting star.

You know, just something that's just like, it's amazing, just the way

everything connects, that you meet someone 26 years later.

You're a pastor, no less.

Yeah.

And you're my mom. Try to do good.

All right, well, I can't deny that, and I'm not going to deny you.

I love you.

I love you, too.