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I'll be 30 in a month.

College degree. Enviable job. My family is doing well.

What are you thinking?

At the faces they'll make.

She's been with you 3 years and you thought it was forever,

so you went to live together.

Then those first times passed, as they always pass.

It's not very nice, but you started to get bored.

You began to miss something. But what was it?

We have something to tell you.

What was it that you started to miss?

We're going to have a baby.

Darling...

this is really wonderful.

Why are we looking like idiots? We should celebrate.

My heart is pounding.

We have to drink a toast! Wait!

Don't say anything without me!

I knew it. It will be a beautiful experience.

- This will be the first big change in your life. - I know.

- Won't you say anything, Papa? - I need a few minutes.

- At least say you're happy. - I'm happy if you're happy.

I'm very happy!

She's very happy.

Then I'm happy, too.

Will you get married?

- We don't know yet. - Why? - We're still thinking about it.

We've been living together, what would it change?

It's to safeguard your child.

You separated when I was 3 and you took care of me.

There's only one bottle of champagne, it's not even cold.

What do we care?

Love, you open it. I'm so clumsy.

Especially on these occasions.

- To you! - And to being grandparents.

Grandparents?

I'll become a grandma, too? I never thought of that...

- ONE LAST KISS -

Your cousin's body didn't go back to the way it was.

- She's built differently. - And Silvia?

She has two kids and she's built differently, too.

- She's enormous now. - She gave birth a month ago.

I read that only 5 out of 10 get their bodies back.

- What if you don't like me? - I'll always like you.

- Are you sure? - Yes, with pounds of cellulite,

with insecurity complexes and a behind like a blimp.

You're so handsome! How did I ever deserve you?

I'm getting ugly.

- Did you hear what I said? - Yeah.

Can't you turn off the TV when I talk to you?

- Why? - Because we never talk.

Don't start.

Something awful happened tonight.

I envied my daughter

because she still has her whole life ahead of her.

Her man still looks at her that way.

She's still far from the time when everything's the same.

What do you know? You've been moody since I met you.

- You're monotonous, repetitious. - I got that from you.

You're the one who doesn't stimulate me...

You talk of stimulation? You haven't looked at me in years.

I stopped looking for something pretty to see.

God, I'm so unhappy!

The problems start when you go home and there's three of you.

She'll be hysterical.

She'll blame you for everything that you didn't give her.

There are a million things she'll want from you!

She'll say you're irresponsible and lack paternal instinct.

- Remember the meeting, we have to destroy them. - Sure.

What a dickhead!

Don't ever think this will be a walk in the park. It won't be!

- Understand? - Yes.

- I want to leave him. - You've said that before.

It's been a lifetime of waking near him, sleeping with him,

yelling at him. I want to cancel it all!

I can do it now!

He has to be fed, changed and put back to sleep every 2 hours.

- How long do you rock him? - Between 10 and 40 minutes.

If he has gas it takes up to an hour.

As soon as you get him to sleep, he's hungry again

and you have to start over. This is how it stands.

You have to be aware that you'll age in six months.

And if you ask yourself if there's a way out,

the answer will be no. There is no way out.

Except if you run.

Dale wrote. He's coming in May.

He asked if he and Christopher could stay here for two weeks.

We'll have the baby in May.

I'm writing to tell him there won't be any room.

- I'm leaving. - Will you be late? - No, I won't be late.

This is for Marco's wedding. Isn't that a special occasion?

- Bye, love. - Bye.

It is for me!

- How old is he? - Our age.

- Have they been apart long? - Almost 6 months.

- Is she with another man? - Not yet.

She had an affair, but it's already over. Now she's looking

to fall in love. Who isn't looking for love...

Lovers. They don't need to look.

To us! To what we were and what we'll be!

And what we won't be!

To that bitch, she'll pay for what she did!

To all of them who slept around on us

and who'll do it again! Fuck off!

To your marriage, you're really fucking up!

Shut up, you have a six-month old baby.

If you had balls, you wouldn't get married.

What if Arianna came back and asked you to marry her?

I wouldn't marry her!

I'd tell her to fuck herself.

We're here, sorry we're late.

- I was getting acclimated. - You see, I brought her!

- You're the famous... - Right, famous...

- Anna. - My pleasure, Michele.

I've already told her everything about you.

Great, so if you leave while I'm talking, I'll know why.

I have to say hello to someone. See you later.

- Is this it? - Yes.

You're crazy.

For them, the objective of the contemporary artist

was to separate from the past

and immerse themselves in the contemporary world.

That made them exuberant, in continuous evolution.

I was born surrounded by paintings. My father was a famous art critic.

Oh, yeah?

How's it going with your husband?

The boat is in good shape. It just needs some work.

It's a '69 Wing. It cuts the water like a knife.

You can do the whole Greek coast and get to Istanbul.

From there, you can go wherever you want.

The essential is not to be in a hurry, and I'm not.

Doesn't the boat belong to your uncle, too?

He doesn't care a damn, he'll give it to me if I ask.

Come on, damnit, let's leave together!

- You're crazy! - When you're between the sky and sea and nothing else,

you'll tell me who's crazy here! I don't want to be stuck in one place.

- Neither do I. - Nobody wants to be stuck.

Wait!

So, you've moved house.

I put a daybed in my father's studio.

I'm there for the time being.

- Do you like it there? - I'm just there.

Separating after 18 years isn't easy for anyone.

I can imagine.

Would you like to have a drink at my place? It's very close.

Let's have a drink and talk a bit. If you'd like to.

Yes, but I've had too much already.

Come on...

- What about Luisa? - Tell her I'll take you home.

You can see her anytime, who knows when I'll see you again.

What harm is there?

We're Taurus and Pisces. A perfect match.

To give a sense to life, you have to escape, change,

screw a woman every night. Try everything.

Why are we still here? I've decided to go away.

- You've said that for 10 years. - This time I'm really doing it.

I quit the store two weeks ago.

This is so cool!

3, 2, 1 bungee!

It's so cool!

I don't know if I can do it.

It's one of the last pieces of my father's collection.

I made you another gin and tonic.

- My head is spinning. - It's just a drop.

Why are you looking at me that way?

You're very charming.

You're so beautiful.

Wait!

I have some cocaine.

- Just a little. - I've never taken it.

I did only once. I found it in my son's room.

I even told him that if I ever found this stuff

I'd throw him out of the house. In the end I was thrown out.

Sit here next to me.

What would my wife say if she saw me here with you?

Why don't you try to relax a bit?

I'm an unhappy man. I'm very unhappy being alone.

I lost my wife and I'm unable to forget her.

What should I do? Can you tell me?

I don't think you should be here with me.

I don't think you want it either.

Would you mind taking me home?

Do you want to leave?

If you can't, I'll call a cab.

- No cocaine? - No.

I'm doing something fucking stupid.

Be calm, nerves steady and have some pride! Jump!

Think of when you'll be an old shithead wearing slippers.

Concentrate and jump.

Everything's ready. You have to get pissed off. Are you pissed?

You have to get pissed off! Are you pissed?

3, 2, 1!

- Still alive? - Fuck off!

What time is it?

It's three.

- Did you have fun? - Why don't you love me anymore?

You didn't have fun.

I have the honor of toasting my son and his lovely wife.

May you be happy!

Speech! Speech! Speech! Speech!

- I'm overwhelmed. - Bravo!

I want to thank everyone for coming.

I dedicate this day to the woman I wanted to marry

before I even knew her name.

Winning her wasn't easy,

she thought I was untrustworthy and superficial.

She was right!

Wrong, she'll never find that to be true!

- Never in a lifetime! - Bravo, Marco!

You're a great man!

Kiss! Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!

- Where are you going? - I'll be right back.

- What's her name? - Matteo, he's a boy.

- What should we tell her? - We'll say something.

- Hi, how are you? - Fine.

- I haven't seen you lately. - It's been a while.

- It's crazy we're meeting here. - I'd say so.

- I was going with them... - I've been thinking about you.

- Really? - Yeah.

I think I still have your phone number.

Maybe we can see each other one of these evenings.

- I'll see you! - Yes, I'll be seeing you.

- I'll call you then. - Alright.

- See you. - Bye.

I don't remember where I've seen her.

He's cute.

I screwed him one night, we were drunk off our faces.

I went home and threw up all over.

I'd screw him again if I could. Hard!

Arianna, may I speak to you for a moment?

- Will that do? - Yes, please.

You know it hurts him to see you.

He won't even notice me with all these people here.

Why should I keep hiding myself away?

- It's not about hiding. - That's what you're asking me.

- You were supposed to come to the church only. - I changed my mind.

- He really feels bad. - He felt bad before he met me. - Not that bad.

- I'm asking you to leave. - You have some nerve!

He saw us. Your friends are worried about you.

- They're throwing me out. - You weren't supposed to come.

I was invited and I changed my mind.

It's your problem if you can't stand the sight of me.

I have to clean up my life.

If I don't get rid of your ghost, I won't be able to do it.

- Am I asking too much? - Far too much.

- Why are you such a bitch? Should I kill myself for you? - Calm down.

- Do you want to see me dead? - You should never have come.

The same goes for you. Why don't you get him out of here?

You hate me, right?

No, I'm just sorry I met you. And do you know why?

You're making yourself unbearable.

You're ruining what little love remained between us.

It's over, Paolo.

Pretend you never met me and start your life over again.

Calm down! Everybody looks at you. You look like a shithead! Stop it!

Let's sit down, who cares about that bitch. Fuck this!

- Why should I care, I feel better! - Right!

Go on, laugh. I want to see you two years from now.

No... There... There... Be quiet... There, there...

He was fine where he was. He looks scared now.

Come to Mama, sweetheart.

- Did Papa scare you? - I didn't do anything.

Yes, you always do. He was fine where he was.

- I'll come with you. - Thanks.

How the fuck much longer can I stand this?

He's selfish, egocentric, he has all my father's faults.

I never got along with him.

It must be a hard time for him, too.

It's hard for everyone. We're not kids anymore.

There are responsibilities and he has to take some, too.

It doesn't take much to be close to this munchkin.

When he feels safe he's fine, he relaxes.

Right, honey?

It must be a fabulous experience.

It's the most beautiful thing in the world.

What are you drinking?

I haven't decided yet.

Have we seen each other somewhere before?

- Why? - I think we have.

We've never seen each other before.

No, I don't think so.

- I'm Francesca. - Carlo.

Have you been to the treehouse?

- The treehouse? - There's a treehouse.

Would you like to come?

It's all about pushing. They're born sooner if you push right.

There are courses you can take. You'd better take them.

If you push too hard, like my sister did,

she strained and broke her capillaries.

- She was purple for a week. - That's awful!

- Isn't this fantastic? - It's totally absurd.

- Let's go up. - Yeah.

Come on!

Are you the groom's friend?

We went to university together.

He, Adriano and I, do you know him? Are you from Florence?

Close to it. My parents moved here 3 years ago.

I came with them. They wouldn't leave me alone.

This is great! We see everyone and no one sees us.

It is!

May I ask a question? Do you have a girlfriend?

- Why? - Just to know.

Sort of.

- Having a crisis? - Yes, a crisis!

Everyone you ask says they're in a crisis. Why?

- Who knows? - Crises come and go, right?

- Yes. - Is yours coming or going? - Coming.

- I knew it. Why? - I don't know.

There must be a reason.

The passion isn't the same as it was.

- Is that the reason? - One of many.

It seems normal that passion goes after a while.

- It's a bit sad, isn't it? - I guess so.

- What kind of job do you do? - I work in advertising.

I want to be an actress! As soon as I finish high school,

I'm going to go to an acting school.

- What do you study? - Classical studies.

- How old are you? - 18.

- 18? - You thought I was younger. - No, older.

- How old did you think I was? - I don't know.

- How old are you? - Don't ask.

- 27? - Almost 30 and it makes me sick.

Why?

Once you're 30, you'll be 40 any minute...

- Sorry. - It's okay.

Hello? Yes, I'll come down and we'll go.

I'm with three idiots who've wanted to leave for two hours.

If you like, maybe we can see each other sometime.

- Would you like that? - I would like that.

Should we go down? Well?

Whatever you say.

Of all my friends, I'm the only one who isn't married.

They all say, "You're 32, when are you getting married?"

"If you don't have a baby soon you'll never have one."

I was with someone for 10 years who wouldn't let me go out.

That nightmare is over now and I'm enjoying my freedom.

- You're right. - Sure! - Anyway, I'm Alberto.

- Do you know where they are? - Maybe here.

- Would you like my phone number? - Yes, I'd like to.

- Do you have a pen? - No, I don't.

- There she is. Come and see me at the Ducale High School. - Ducale.

I get out everyday at 1:30, except for Wednesdays and Fridays.

- Alright. - It's settled then. - Yes.

- I'll be expecting you. - Yes.

- Bye. - Bye.

Just stop!

- You're so beautiful. - So are you!

Have you seen Carlo?

- If she's with him, she's dead. - Stay calm.

- I swear I'll kill her. - I told you to stay calm.

- You'd better watch out, I'm dangerous. - Are you?

- Lots of men can tell you that. - That doesn't scare me.

- It doesn't? - No.

- You don't waste time, do you? - You're too beautiful.

Love! I've been looking for you for an hour, where were you?

I was right here.

Sweetheart...

Did you see how beautiful Adriano's baby is?

We'll have one like that, too. Aren't you excited?

Yeah...

What are you thinking?

Of chasing her to tell her

how wonderful it was to meet her. Really wonderful.

Look here, guys!

Remember that you'll be a father six months from now

and thoughts like this aren't very nice.

Finally! Papa asks about you continuously.

How is he?

You're going to regret everything you're doing.

- I won't regret anything. - Don't raise your voice.

Go and say hello to him! Just go!

Hi, Papa.

Paolo's here. Do you want to say hello?

He asked if you've been to the store. Tell him you have.

I was there, Papa. Everything is fine.

Don't worry about anything, alright?

- You're fooling with us. - Be quiet! - Why?

- That's what I've decided. - It's not what he wanted. - Please...

- There has to be a why! - There is! - What is it?

I want to start feeling that my life has some sense to it.

What do you know?!

Why are you staring at me?

What would you do if I died?

I'd buy a nice double-breasted black jacket.

Seriously, would you feel my absence

or would you replace me with another younger wife

who'd get along well with your silence?

Would you find a woman as boring as you are?

Do we have to poison this dinner, too?

I've decided to leave you and this time I'll do it right.

- Is that true? - It is.

You can't live without me.

- Really? - You can't.

- And it's not because you're weak, as you like to think. - Then why is it?

Let's listen to the professor!

Because you still love me.

- I wouldn't be so sure. - That's a pity!

You'd live better if you learned that and acknowledged it.

I've decided. From this moment on, we're no longer together.

- Do you understand? - Yes.

- Well? - I don't agree.

I don't care if you don't agree.

It's for me.

Did you hear what I said?

I don't care if you don't agree.

- Hello? - It's me.

- What do you want? - Don't get upset. I apologize for today.

- I don't want to hear it. - May I come to see you?

- Why? Are you with someone? - Yeah. - What are you doing?

- Give me a break... - I want to know!

- Do you want to know if I was making love? - Were you? - Yes.

Alright? Feel better now? Anything else you want to know?

Have you lost your voice?

Think twice before you call me again.

You think of me in bed?

- You're crazy! - Yes, I'm going crazy!

I'm going away until I feel better.

- I'm really leaving this time. - It's a good idea.

- Do you think so? - You can't go on this way.

Yes, I can!

- Don't call me anymore. - Where did I go wrong?

You've been locked in there for 20 minutes. Are you okay?

At least answer me!

- I'm fine! - Come out and give me a hand!

The baby is hungry! Come out and help me!

- What should I do? - What do you think?

Come to Mama, she'll feed you.

Don't ask me to come with you to parties and weddings anymore.

He's not going to let us sleep tonight either.

- Will you put him to sleep? - I'll do it!

You don't listen, I don't know why I bother talking.

I've given up on you as a life partner.

And he deserved more for a father.

- Really? - Yeah, he deserved more!

- I have news for you. - What's that?

I don't love you anymore!

When I wake up next to you I feel anguish.

Since he was born I don't recognize you.

Neither do I! I thought you were better than this.

- Did you? - Yes!

Perfect! I'm leaving. Don't look for me!

I won't bother! Get out!

If you go out that door I'll be really pissed off!

What else is new!

Your father is an asshole.

- Who is it? - A neighbor.

Get out of the way!

Don't say anything.

- What are you here for? - I don't know.

Months and years will pass by. Maybe you'll always hate me.

Maybe someday you'll think of me and I'll be here waiting.

You've gone crazy.

- I can't live without you! - Get off her!

I love you!

I love you. Haven't you ever felt like I feel now?

You have to live it to understand.

- Why are you in your underwear? - Get out.

- Do you want me to go? - Yes!

Okay, I'll go!

During this time,

women must take a hard look at their emotions, upsets, and worries.

Seen from outside, they can seem disproportionate.

Speaking of them to someone is a way of exorcizing fears

or at least not allowing them to become overwhelming.

Do you understand?

It says you mustn't hold everything inside.

What if we bought our own house instead of paying rent?

Come! Come with me! Come!

Don't worry, everything's fine.

- Who is it? - Alberto.

- Holy shit! - It's me. - Who is it?

A friend, don't worry... Wait!

This isn't right.

I'll go and see what he wants and come back.

- What should I do? - Wait for me! I'll come back.

Here I am, damnit, here I am!

It's really over this time. I can't stand her anymore!

Did you fight again?

You're doing well at work. If we bought a house

we'd spend the same as we do in rent. What do you think?

What do I think?

I think it makes me anxious. It sounds so... final.

We're about to become a family. That's no small matter.

- I never thought it was. - So what's the problem?

We haven't made love in 7 months.

I even called her mama once. It was horrible!

You'd have already broken up if it weren't for the baby.

The baby is a fantastic experience!

She's the one who took it this way.

Why did she take it this way?

She's become like every other ball-busting mother alive.

- Why? - I don't know.

- Hello? - I'm coming to your house! - Hello?

- Who is it? - Hi, I'm Gemma.

Listen. Remodeled house. Parquet floors,

100 square meters. Cassia area. Double bath.

30 square meter garden. We could get a dog.

Parking space, storage. 900 million lire.

God, how much? That's too much!

Will you come and get me tomorrow?

What do you say, love?

Will you come?

What happened?

- Give me that joint. - Hi. - This is Gemma.

- I've decided to leave. - Oh, come on!

Don't make that face. You make me nervous. I'm really doing it this time.

What are you doing here so late at night? I'll tell you!

- You fought with Livia again. - I can't stand her anymore.

She's a ball-buster, I've always told you. You're unhappy

and don't say you're not or I'll have a stroke.

You have 80% reason to leave everything and come with me. You come too!

Where?

Look at you! You wanted to work for Greenpeace.

Now you're pirating CD's and screwing

someone new everyday. And you're still missing something!

What do you hope to find this way?

Do you want to find yourself repressed and pathetic at 50?

You come with me! Period!

I don't screw someone new everyday.

It's the truth. You'd better know it now.

- He wants to embarrass me. - Anyway it's okay, I do the same thing!

Great, you've found each other. Good for you!

I've said it before, but I'm rotting here. I can't stand it.

I'll blow up if I stay. We either go now or never again.

We're not 20 anymore, but luckily we're not 40 yet

because at 40 the good life has passed you by.

I have to break out of the anguish of my father's illness,

forget that slut and get away from here.

That's all! What's wrong with that? What I am asking for?

I'm only asking to leave.

Are you coming with me?

Have you ever wanted to cheat on me?

- Do you have to think about it? - No.

- Well? - The answer is no.

Why not?

Because I'm in love with you.

What if you're ever attracted to someone else?

Why should I be?

- It could happen. - Maybe to you.

- I know it won't happen. - Why?

I'm stronger than you. I always have been and always will be.

If I ever find out you've cheated on me, I'll kill you.

Do you understand?

Yes, I do.

Sleep now, love. Your eyes are red.

- Good night. - Good night.

Good night.

Did you do it?

Marco's beyond help. You're on the edge. Carlo can be saved.

- When do we leave? - As soon as possible.

- We'll take the boat and go to Turkey. - Just wait for me!

We'll work as volunteers in Africa,

we'll open a school for scuba diving in Polynesia.

Or we'll go back to Patagonia.

We'll do something, but we won't be sad.

- He said we're three assholes. - Better assholes than unhappy.

Don't think too much or you'll never leave.

You'll find yourself a clone of your father at 60

and if you think about what you could have done and didn't,

you'll spit in your own face

because the good life has passed you by.

How much money do we need?

In Tanzania you can live for 2 years on 10 million lire.

Here for 5 months and you're even pissed off.

Once we're gone we'll decide whether to come back or not.

What should I do, take a leave of absence from work?

Sure! You have a house, a bitchy wife and a kid here.

You know the only thing you can do... is get out.

We just have to decide.

- You're all dead inside! - Fuck off!

- Fuck off. Fuck off! - Fuck off!

- Let's tell them all to fuck off and leave. - Yes!

- Fuck off! - Yes! Yes!

We can do it!

I can't leave him on my own.

I have to see Eugenio.

See Eugenio? You haven't in two years.

Nearly three.

You need an affair. Something with no strings attached.

That was the most important affair

I had as a married woman. - It was the only one.

If I have to begin somewhere I'd rather begin from there.

I still dream of him sometimes. That must mean something.

Bulgari, hello? How may I help you?

It's not the taste that makes it different, but the thickness.

We've thought of a slogan to accompany the campaign.

"Creamy enough to swallow whole."

In two months we'll unveil the Queen Bar!

- It'll be a huge hit! - A huge hit!

Hi, Uncle.

Where were you? It's been two weeks...

I've decided not to come back. I've really thought about it.

I don't want to keep working here.

- This is your store too! - I know!

- So, what are you saying? - I need to give some sense to my life.

Some people are born to sell Christs and Madonnas...

And some guys are bullshitters like you. Are you on drugs?

- Come on. - Come on?

You're so conceited and you're treating me like an imbecile.

- I'm no fool. You'll find out someday. - Okay.

- Your place is here, where your father put you. - No, it's not.

I'm talking about duty.

This is our living, it's everything we have.

- It's not enough for me! - Not enough for you? - No.

If your father were well, you wouldn't say this to me.

If he were well, I'd say it to him.

- Really? - Yeah.

Tell him! He can still understand you.

You won't do it, do you know why?

Because you have no balls.

That's why you came to me, but I can't do anything.

I can only ask you to be reasonable.

You can give me permission to put the boat in the water.

I want to fix it and go away.

I'll pay for the repairs.

I need it for a while. I want to take it to Turkey.

Your father and I gave our lives for this business.

I know how to sail it, don't worry.

- You make me so sad. - So do you!

- Do I? - Yes, you make me sad!

We have nothing more to say. In fact, do me a favor,

I want you to leave. Get out!

Get out.

No boat, huh?

What do you have to tell me?

We've had an idea. I want to know what you think.

- What's it about? - I'll tell you when you return.

- When are you coming back? - I don't know.

We have an appointment in half an hour for a sonogram.

I forgot.

I told you yesterday, too.

Don't tell me you can't now. Hurry, we'll be late! Okay?

- Okay. - I'll wait for you! - Bye.

- Hey. - Hi.

- I was passing by and saw you. - So, you weren't coming for me!

- I would have come to see you soon. - Liar. - I swear it.

- I live very close. - I'll take you.

- I live really close-by. - I'll take you!

- I'm happy to see you. - So am I.

- Where should I go? - Straight ahead. - Alright.

What did you do yesterday at the wedding? Was it fun?

- Weddings always make me sad. - Why?

They're big shows of good intentions. Great loves,

passions, eternal words, and two years later you're in court.

That's a question of who you meet. Stop, we're here.

- You really are close. - I told you so.

Being disenchanted is awful. How can you fall in love

if you don't think it can last forever?

- Don't you think so? - Yes.

- Is it yours? - Yeah. Sorry.

- A text message? - Yes.

- LOVE, HURRY UP! -

- Sorry, I have to go. - Alright.

Can you come to a party with me tomorrow?

It's my friend's 18th birthday.

If you're free, we can go together. What do you say?

- What do I say? - What do you say?

Alright, why not?

- I'll give you my numbers. - Alright.

What would you do if I were in your place?

Call me tomorrow at this time and we'll arrange things.

Don't leave me flat.

- Bye. - Bye.

What the fuck are you doing here?

- It's really late. - I'm here, I'm ready. - Let's go.

Stop here. How much, please?

- May I ask a question? - Yeah.

Is our relationship only about sex

or do you care a little for me?

I care a little for you.

I knew it.

- Does Bonetti still teach here? - Yes, he's in class.

- When does he get out? - At 3:30. - Thanks.

Come and eat. I've called you four times.

It's 90% sure it's a girl.

A girl...

Oh, God! Love, it's a girl...

You have to follow your heart.

There are no tactics or strategies in life.

In love it's only destiny that deals the cards.

- Is he really cute? - He's gorgeous.

I left the cell phone on. Should I answer it?

Mama! It's a girl! She's beautiful! She's fine!

It's so wonderful!

- This feels so wonderful. - What a joy! - This is a joy.

I'll call Papa and tell him! I'll see you later.

Hello?

That was my daughter.

- She said she's having a girl. - I'm happy to see you.

So am I.

So many feelings! Aren't they too much all together?

Now that I'm here and I can look at you,

it's as if we never stopped seeing each other.

You don't know how many times I thought of you.

I thought of you, too.

- Really? - You know it's true.

No, I don't know, tell me again. Did you really miss me?

Yes... yes...

My love!

I'm so happy to see you!

Why did you disappear?

- Let's not talk about it. - No, I want to!

- Why did you disappear? - You know why!

- I want you to tell me. - I always thought...

that if we stopped seeing each other I'd find a way to save my marriage.

- Did you save it? - No, I can't say that.

It's water under the bridge!

The important thing is that I'm here. Don't you think so?

I'm with another woman.

Is she important?

- What do you mean "important"? - Do you love her?

Are you in love with her?

We have a baby.

He's a year old.

You have a year old baby? What should I say?

I'm going to be a grandmother and you have a year old baby.

That's life and more, right?

Does he look like you?

I waited so long for you!

Don't tell me this.

I hoped for months that I'd have the courage to leave him.

- I tried so hard. - You couldn't do it.

That's what you wanted.

Don't you feel anything for me now?

My life has changed.

Why haven't we seen each other for three years?

Why are you with another woman?

- Why do you have a baby? - That, too.

I'm asking stupid questions.

I look pathetic to you, don't I?

I have to tell you that, if we could go back, I'd follow you anywhere.

I could leave him now. I'm much stronger now.

It's too late for us.

You're saying that because our age difference is evident now.

How old is your woman? Is she a girl?

- Are you with a young girl? - Calm down!

Sure! I have to calm down! I have to calm down!

This situation has become pathetic. Goodbye!

You have to know that I've loved you all this time.

So have I.

Would you like to make love to me?

Forget I asked that question.

I'll make a new life. I'll do it, you'll see. Goodbye, love!

Don't move for anything.

- Does it hurt much? - A bit.

- Ready? - Yeah. - I'm going!

- Did it hurt a lot? - It fucking did.

Good morning, ma'am.

- Is my husband in there with someone? - Yes. - Never mind.

- You can't disturb him. - I'm still his wife. I do whatever I want to.

- He'll be really angry. - He'll be angry with me!

- Here we are! - What happened?

According to you, nothing?

- I'm working. - I can see it.

Come back in 40 minutes when I'm done.

- I have to talk to you. - Can't we talk in 40 minutes or tonight at home?

- She's my wife. Don't worry. - We have to talk right now.

How scary! I'm actually getting a reaction!

You've been drinking!

I'm leaving you tonight, dear! I'm leaving forever!

Alright. Now, leave!

I cheated on you! Did you hear what I said?

I cheated on you!

So sorry for the disturbance!

One moment, please.

What a move! The first time in thirty years!

- What's this about? - It happened 3 years ago.

I saw him again today and if he'd asked me to follow him,

I'd have gone without even coming home.

- I hope this isn't true! - Too bad for you, it is!

What's it feel like? This is real life! Answer me!

Do you hate me or does this leave you indifferent?

Do you see me? Hear me?

You've never done anything to save our marriage.

I'm speechless! We'll talk tonight.

Sure! There's something more urgent than your personal life, right?

- Exactly! - What exactly?

You don't know what to say now either!

There is nothing exact in our lives!

In all this time you've made me feel so alone!

Don't raise your voice!

- That's why I betrayed you. - I don't want to know it!

- And I liked it! At least I enjoyed it with him! - Shut up!

That certainly isn't normal for you. You're sick.

- No, it's not normal... - No. You're sick.

I'm trying to feel alive. You're dead and you don't know it!

What did you want? Adolescent passion,

a baby with a young husband? What did you want from me?

Our life hasn't been as awful as you believe it to be!

- I still have beautiful memories! - Lucky you!

You're burning everything!

- What are you doing? Be quiet! - I want to destroy everything.

You have to depend on someone in order to tell him

that he stole your freedom! You're a cactus with thorns!

Yes, a cactus with thorns.

I don't fucking know what that means, but that's what I think of you!

- Wonderful! - Yes!

- Then we agree on that, too! - Yes!

Where do you get out?

Hello?

- I've left your father. - What happened?

This time it's forever! I'm going to Luisa's.

Call me when you like on the cell phone.

I'm happy for you and the baby you're carrying.

I'm not jealous of you. I'm happy!

Mama...

The mattress begins to swell and tries to suffocate me.

I throw myself out the window and see my husband chasing me.

He says "Stop". But I can't stop myself.

Does it mean that I want to go back to him and I can't,

or that I want to leave but I'm afraid?

We go through the Sahara Desert and go into Chad,

then Central Africa, Zaire, Zambia, Botswana and Capetown!

There we'll decide to go back or go on to Australia.

Capetown to Sydney takes only 18 days by boat.

And to cross all of Africa?

It can take us 3 months or 3 years.

- Sure. - Start to relax. - That's the trip's philosophy.

I feel like the first time I went away from home.

You'll get used to it. This is your last chance to change life.

We're only too late after we're dead, remember that!

Some Danes went on bicycles from Copenhagen to Mykonos.

Are we going to travel Africa on bicycles?

We'll use motorcycles. A good one costs 10 million lire.

That's 30 million for three.

We could buy a camper for half of that. We could sleep in it and spend nothing.

Fuck, it's her!

- Yes? - Will you be late?

Didn't you say you didn't want me in the house anymore?

Please, I need to find some peace.

When are you coming home? I need some milk, too.

Matteo will be hungry in half an hour.

- I'll be there soon. - I'll wait for you.

- Alright. - Bye.

Who sells these campers?

Love, stop!

I can't stand going on like this anymore!

We have to try to be happy again, you and I. Understand?

Understand?

- What have you done? - What?

- Did you get a piercing? - So what?

When did you do that? Are you crazy?

- Don't you like it? - I hate it, look at yourself!

How can we ever go back to loving each other again?

- Put this milk away! - It's never too late!

If you really wanted to, we could be better than before!

That piercing looks awful! You look like an asshole!

- Do you want to know something? - What?

I'm really thinking of leaving here.

You could introduce me to your friends, can't you?

We're almost a couple now, right?

- I don't know about that. - Why not?

Why are you so scared? Do you see other girls, too?

I don't believe that you want to go away.

You want to really leave me?

Yes...

Why?

We're not happy together anymore.

It won't be easy to leave the baby, but this isn't my place anymore.

It's so obvious.

What else can I say to you?

Are you thinking of me?

I'll get a job, I'll find a place to rent.

You're getting too old for these things.

- My age again! - Be reasonable!

I am! My life has gone to pieces.

Do I have to give up? No!

- Was he so important? - He was important for me.

It's over now, that's what counts!

Affairs can happen! Papa will understand, right?

Do you think it's too late for me to begin my life over?

Do you think I'm so old? What age would you think I am

if I weren't your mother? - The age you are.

That's not so old!

- It's not young either. - Never a kind word.

You've been together forever.

You're in a phase where you need each other.

Don't throw that away.

Hello?

It's Carlo.

How are you? I'm studying, what about you?

- I'm at Sothens. - Where?

- My agency. - What's it called?

Sothens and Sothens.

I wanted to say, if you like, we can get together tonight.

- The party! Where shall we meet? - I don't know.

- Can you pick me up at home? - Sure!

- Do you remember where I live? - Of course!

Alright.

No, it's alright.

- I'll be waiting! - Okay.

- Wonderful. Bye. - Bye.

- I'll tell Giulia I'm out with you. - I'm a bad bullshitter.

Forget it, I'll screw it up.

I need to feel alive again. You have to understand me!

I've never cheated on Livia.

That's why you're exploding!

I can't now. Tell him to call me back in 5 minutes.

I have 5 minutes to save your marriage?

You worry too much, you have your life and we have ours.

Try not to leave each other.

The bad things she says of me, I've thought of her.

- You still love each other. - I don't know, anyway...

This is our life, you have better things to think about.

- You're right. We all have our own lives. - Exactly.

When will you see her?

I don't know.

Tell her to come home. Try to convince her.

What is it, Giulia?

I've spoken to Papa. Can I see you?

I want to be alone and think a while.

- There's nothing to think about. - Yes, there is.

Come to my house as soon as you can, alright?

- As you like. - It's important, understand? - Yes.

- I'll see you later. - Bye.

Mama...

I'm doing this for your own good.

How can you know what that is if I don't know myself?

- I'll see you later. - As you like.

- Bye. - Bye.

It was made in Russia

and modified by a crazy guy. He did Paris-Dakar 3 times.

He never made the last trip, a stroke killed him.

- Poor man! - Sure, Paris-Dakar 3 times!

4 bunks, the style is a bit spartan.

It's not designed for family travelling.

- No families. - Good.

The water tank holds 900 liters, you'll cover the whole desert.

- We like it. How much? - The price I told you.

- That's too much. - It's a bargain.

Will it blow up on us?

It'll do 400,000 kilometers without a single repair.

Hello?

Sit down. Hold his hand.

You'll feel better soon.

Don't leave us! Please...

Please...

Your parents are a rare case.

It's hard to find your soul mate!

- It's once in a lifetime. - You have to catch it.

This is my chance.

Where are you going?

We haven't decided yet, maybe Africa.

Africa?! Will you take me with you?

I don't think so.

Love, are you here?

Look what I bought!

I'm moving to Alberto's tomorrow.

It's useless to fool ourselves.

Did you hear what I said?

I don't know if you realize what you're doing.

Do you know how much he'll miss you?

You're his father, you're not just anybody!

You go out every night, don't you want to stay with me?

I don't go out every night.

As soon as you can, you leave me.

I have to see Adriano.

He's leaving his wife, he needs to talk.

- Will you have dinner with him? - Yes.

- Will you come back late? - I don't know. - Wait!

- Did you like the carriage? You didn't say a word. - It's great! I told you.

- Are you sure you're okay? - Sure!

- You look nervous. - It's because of Adriano. I told you.

Don't hide anything from me.

Do you think I'm hiding things from you?

It's my mother.

- Hi. - Hi.

- Did you come in the car? - Yes, it's there. - Let's go.

My dress is clinging, you can see everything.

- I won't look. - Not until I'm dry! - Alright.

- Where are we going? - Straight ahead.

If we haven't made love in so long, it's your fault.

I think it's your fault.

There must be a way out, right?

No, there isn't!

We don't like each other now!

We were in love once, we're not anymore.

We can torture each other for years and what for?

It's over.

You say no, but it's better for you, for me and for him.

He shouldn't grow up with parents who hate each other.

It's better for everyone!

That's how it is.

Hello?

Yes, he's here. It's Marco.

Yeah?

What a nuthouse!

I said nuthouse!

- This is Mariposa, the birthday girl. - Happy birthday!

- Thank you! - That's Sara and that's Adele.

That guy is gone!

Your call is being transferred, you may leave a message.

Carlo, both you and Adriano have your phones off.

Marco called. I'm going to Paolo's, his father died.

Everyone is going. I hope I see you there.

I'm going.

- What will you do? - You know.

Why are you being so obtuse?

I have to try and hold out a bit longer.

You're not going through an endurance test!

I have to prove to myself that I can do this, maybe I can.

I need to believe a bit more in myself.

I'll make it. You'll see.

You have to be calm and serene.

Things will be fine. Your mama knows what she's doing. See you.

I found this! Mariposa told me she thinks you're so cool!

- Really? - Yes. Fancy it?

- Yes. - I'm the only one who drank from it.

This is great, let's go!

Is all of this normal for you?

I've never felt like this before.

I'd do anything for you.

I want to spend my whole life with you.

What if I fall in love?

I'm sorry, we're closing, ma'am.

- Good evening. - My condolences. - Thank you.

- They're in the living room. - Thanks.

Thank you for coming.

How are you?

How will I ever understand what's happened?

It takes time.

It's the idea of death that's incomprehensible.

The last thing I said to him was bullshit.

What should I do now?

What should I do?

He knew that you loved him.

- Where's Carlo? - He went out with Adriano.

Adriano is inside.

Is he?

This is Virginia.

I brought a cake. Would you like some?

No, thanks. I'm going to my room.

- See you later. - Yes.

- Hi. - Hey!

Carlo isn't here!

- Why? - I don't know, he was busy.

He must be home now, did you try calling?

- We're leaving! - Why? - I'm going with Carlo.

- Wait for the cake! - I have to go, love you!

- Bye. - Bye. - Bye.

He's not there. Did you tell him you were coming here?

That you were coming to Paolo's?

I don't want to get involved in your shit!

What shit?

What's happened?

- What shit? - Please...

- Why won't you tell me? - You should talk to him.

What does that mean?

Giulia, you're only hurting yourself, stop asking.

- I'm hurting myself? - Yes!

What the fuck do you mean, hurting myself?

- Is he out with a girl? - I don't know!

- You don't know? - I don't know!

What are you doing?

Calm down! There are people who are suffering here.

Your call is being transferred...

- Where is he? - He went out.

Carlo, call me as soon as you hear this message!

What the fuck are you doing? Calling him?

To tell him what? Who the fuck is she?

- I don't know. - Yes, you do.

Do you know her?

- Don't you know her? - He only just met her.

- It's not what you think! - Shut up! - She's just a friend!

I'll kill him!

She's just a friend!

I feel like I'm ten years younger.

Do I make you feel that way? Do you like feeling that way?

Have you decided to make me lose my head?

No, you make me lose my head!

Can we go to my house? My parents are staying in the countryside.

I want to sleep with you.

I can't. I have to go back...

I'm not in an easy situation.

Which is?

I can't sleep away from home.

Don't think that I don't want to...

I can't think of anything I'd like to do more right now.

What's the problem?

- What's the problem? - What is it?

Your call is being...

- How's it going? - Fine.

- Were you sleeping? - No.

Will you have a drink with us?

- No. Really! - Has something else happened?

I'd like to be alone.

Really.

- As you like. - Good night.

Good night.

She's just a friend.

He'll come home now.

I have to be calm!

I have to be calm.

- Promise me something. - What?

Go to her and leave her! Promise me or come with me.

- I'll see. - Promise me.

I need a little time.

When things aren't working, there's nothing to do.

- Easy for you to say. - Of course!

It's a whole other question.

How can I sleep without you?

Can you tell me how?

You'll manage somehow.

- Goodbye, baby. - Don't go.

I have to go, it's late.

Then go, it's now or never.

- Good night, love. - Good night.

Shit.

Where the fuck are you?!

- I've had an accident! - You bastard!

- I've had an accident! - Who the fuck were you with?!

Shit!

I knew it! Fuck, I knew it!

Holy shit!

What will you tell her now?

You're in deep shit.

You'd better invent a good excuse, Giulia's not stupid.

- She'll know if you bullshit. - Why did you cheat on her? Why?

Here I am!

What happened?

Bastard! Why did you lie to me?!

Calm down! You'll hurt the baby!

What were you doing all night? Where were you?

- You know! - That is?

- I was with Adriano. - With Adriano? - I swear I was with him.

You lying bastard! You make me sick!

It's him, go on ask him.

Giulia knows everything! I didn't tell her.

Now what happens to the trust I had in you?

And all the dreams we had?

I didn't do anything wrong!

- Who is she? - She's nobody!

- I want to know who she is. - It will never happen again!

Who is she? Did you cheat on me? Tell the truth!

Tell me!

Just a kiss!

- It won't happen again! - You make me sick!

- Who's Francesca? Who is this slut? - Enough!

Did you want to go to bed with her?

- Is she prettier than me? - Giulia, please.

Liar! What am I doing with you? You bastard!

What am I doing with you? You bastard!

We still have so much to do together.

- We were building a family. - In fact.

I'm in my third month and you tell me "in fact"!

What will you do to me 10 years from now?

I'm leaving you!

Get out now, come back only for your things.

Is that clear?!

You're going too far. We're having a baby.

I'm the one having a baby.

Pregnant is the word. I'm pregnant, not you!

She's better off with no father than a shit like you!

- Stop kidding! - I'm not kidding!

I don't think one kiss after 3 years together is so bad!

- It can happen! - Not to me!

Stop yelling! You'll hurt yourself!

You have to leave.

Calm down.

You make me puke! One time was enough to lose me forever!

You have to leave! Get the hell out!

- Where the fuck can I go? - Who cares! Go to her!

You have to go out.

What the fuck are you doing? You don't scare me!

- What the fuck! - I said leave, now do it!

Get out!

Fuck off! You wanted this!

You wanted this!

When you see you're wrong, it'll be too late!

Suddenly free. That's what she wanted.

Free to do what you want,

to not tell anymore lies, to see her without any shame,

to fall in love with her, even if she is only 18.

Finally free!

Isn't that what you've always wanted?

What happened?

- May I still come in? - No, I want you to leave.

I've decided to go back.

Take your time. Try to think about it.

I'm doing something that I don't want deep inside of me.

That's what you think now!

I don't know what to do with my freedom.

I feel like my life makes sense only next to him.

Without my house, the things I'm used to,

I have no place to go.

He's loved me in his own way for 30 years.

It wasn't what I wanted, but now I want to grow old with him.

- Hi. - I thought you'd gone without saying goodbye.

Sorry, I forgot my house keys.

Where did I leave them?

Where the fuck did I leave them?

You can't wait to go back to her, can you?

Don't ask me anything.

- What did I do to you? - Nothing, sorry!

- I have your keys. - Do you want to play games?

- I'll wait for your call. - Yes, I'll call you.

- Is Paolo at home? - Yes.

- How are things, ma'am? - Awful. - Sure...

- It's terrible. - I can imagine.

- You can't imagine! It's terrible. - That's true...

Your friend is here.

- Is your father still alive? - Yes, he's fine.

- It's a terrible loss! Stay close to him while you can. - Sure.

- Do you want some coffee? - I don't want anything.

He won't leave you alone!

I went to the car dealer. Someone else wants to buy it.

The guy asked me what we were going to do.

What should I do? Put down a deposit?

Life goes on! Have you already forgotten about everything?

- I'll write you a cheque. Insure it and take it home. - Good.

I'm leaving. Come back later, the house will be empty.

Please talk to me. Things can't end this way.

You're telling me? Move your foot.

I made a mistake. I panicked thinking my life would be over.

- Is anything wrong? - No, nothing's wrong.

Open up. You have our baby inside of you!

Maybe I won't keep it!

Don't piss me off!

Don't even think about something like that!

I'll think what I please. We're not married.

We're both free, that's what you wanted.

- You abort and I'll do something bad. - Just do it!

Is your male pride acting up? You're pitiful!

- I never stopped loving you. - It's too late.

- Try to think and be reasonable. - I've always been thinking.

- Move that fucking foot! - Giulia, please...

The funeral is later. Will I see you there?

Shit!

Grant him eternal rest, Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon him.

Why are you rushing to leave? Give yourself some time.

- How long? - A year.

I can't stand her for another week.

Staying with Alberto isn't good for you.

Come stay with us. You need time to think.

You're not ready to leave your son behind.

If you go, you'll find him so changed you won't know him.

It would be awful if he didn't recognize you!

I have to resolve the situation.

- Is there another woman? - I wish!

Livia is a difficult person, but she's intelligent.

She's fascinating. You must have loved something about her.

I need constant excitement in my life to be able to go on.

When you're together for long you reach a time of stasis,

but it's only an apparent stasis.

It's a different way of going forward.

If you can appreciate that, you feel unique.

You always love the same person without thinking of escape.

If I didn't have her, I'd have no place to go.

My life would be less.

Normality is the true revolution.

You did what any of us would have done.

You met a girl, you went out and you got laid.

There's nothing wrong with that. Fidelity is a true utopia.

- What now? - What now?

How do I address the question?

Fuck!

Baby...

What happened?

He'll hate me only if you make him think of me

as a superficial father. - That's what you are.

No, that's what I feel I am.

In six months, a year, I'll be back.

I'll take Matteo and you can leave, like I'm doing now.

Maybe in six months we'll get back together, who knows?

Anything can happen.

I can't even hate you anymore.

That's why we're breaking up.

We don't have any strong emotions anymore.

Fuck you!

Please love, call me, call me...

1, 2, 3, call me...

Mama, please, get out!

Hello?

It's me. Is it too late? Am I bothering you?

God damned son of a bitch!

Hello, Carlo?

Your call is being...

Hello?

- It's Paolo. - What time is it?

- Did I wake you? - No, but I have to get up early.

I'm leaving.

- I'm sorry about your father. - I'm really going this time.

It will be good for you.

Right, good for me!

Call me when you get back, so you can tell me about it.

- That may be a long time. - It will be when it will be.

- Are you in a crisis with him? - Well...

We can see each other right now if you like.

You can tell me how things are. I'm here on your street.

Don't start again.

I won't start.

- I said when you come back. - Yeah...

- Have a good trip. Good night. - Good night.

Hello?

- It's Francesca. - Mama, hang up, it's for me.

- Are you still with him? - He's leaving now.

- What happened? - His phone is off.

Maybe the battery's dead.

Bullshit. It's over, I can feel it.

You're bringing bad luck on yourself. I told you so.

It'll be fine. Go to sleep. You'll see him tomorrow. Don't worry.

- Can you call me back? - What?

- To see if my phone's working... - I can't now. Sorry. Good night.

Hello?

Aren't you excited about the idea of breaking loose

from everything we've done up until now?

It's a strong feeling, isn't it? What do you say?

- Francesca, breakfast. - Get out.

- What's going on? - Nothing! I said get out!

Go to hell!

- I'm asking a leave of absence. - Giulia's disappeared.

If he tries to stop me, I'll get a medical certificate.

Her cell phone is off.

She's probably at her mother's. What the fuck do you care?

You always wanted her to leave and that's what she did!

Hello?

- It's Carlo, is Giulia there? - Yes.

If she tries to leave, stop her! I'll be right there.

Hi.

I know I'm being a pain in the ass, but I had to come.

Hi, love.

I bought something for you. I wanted to give it to you.

Won't you take it?

Don't you want to know what it is?

It's my favorite. I reread a passage and thought of you.

I thought about you all day yesterday.

- Aren't you running too fast? - I was running after you.

- I'm not the exceptional person you think I am. - Why not?

I'm having a baby with a woman I still love very much.

It's true.

You told me you wanted to leave her.

The truth is that I need to be with her.

I'm sorry.

There's nothing else to say.

How? You didn't tell me she was having a baby.

The only thing I want is to be happy with her.

You're hurting me! We could have had something beautiful!

For one moment I thought so, too.

Then what's the problem?

- Try to understand. - What?

My place is somewhere else now.

It's not your fault or mine. It's just how it is.

Even if you stay with her, I'll accept that.

Then maybe things will fall into place...

Nothing will fall into place if we keep seeing each other.

Trust me, that's how it is.

Goodbye, baby... Forgive me if you can.

- Don't go, love. - Don't pull me...

It just makes it harder, please. Please, please.

Carlo called before.

You didn't tell him I'm here, did you?

It's not the time to run away.

- You told him! - Don't be angry.

I asked you not to tell him anything!

- You're expecting a baby. - I'm the one who's expecting!

Things happen. He was wrong today, tomorrow it may be you.

- Please! - I cheated on your father, too. - That's your shit!

- We're still together, right? - Stop it!

Love, life is also made of compromises.

I won't end up like you.

Why? How did I end up?

Have you seen yourself?

Don't be foolish.

- Hello?! - It's me. - What the fuck do you want?

To talk.

Get out of here! Leave!

Are you happy?

- What should we do? - Let him in.

- Wait, let me speak to her again. - Alright.

Love, open up. Carlo's not here, he's inside with Papa.

We shouldn't take for granted the love they feel for us,

little ways they care for us,

or a life that seems always the same,

or the bodies that fall apart with age.

Open the door.

We mustn't think that married life becomes monotonous.

You're still in love with him.

I hate him!

We have to listen even when they repeat the same things.

We mustn't stop finding them attractive,

or stop being kind and considerate.

You really aren't able to let him go.

If I want to, I can.

If people have been marrying for thousands of years,

there must be a reason.

Your way is with him now.

You have to get back the things that made you happy.

And take care of your daughter with him.

That's the only thing that counts now.

Do you think you can stay with her for a lifetime?

I know that's what you think.

It will never be like it was.

You can't know that.

Come on...

It will be fine...

What will you name her?

We haven't decided yet.

When your daughter is grown and tells you she's pregnant,

if you're still together, you'll be in our shoes

and you'll suddenly feel old.

You'll ask if it was worth the trouble

to spend all those years together.

Will it be worth the trouble?

I think so. At any rate, talking is useless.

Words are like a passing breeze. If you're still together,

it means you've found the way to do it

and as it's never easy, it means you believed you could.

I hope you never stop believing.

She's waiting in her room.

Take care of her.

#...crying#

#calling you#

#as if you weren't here#

#next to me,#

#with me.#

It will never happen again, never in my life.

- Was it only a kiss? - Yes.

If I were stronger, I'd end this right here.

I hate you.

- Do you know how I hate you? - Think of our daughter.

Why did you do something so awful to me?

Because I was scared I wasn't ready for something this big.

I don't want to hear it!

Let's stop talking and just be together, it's worth the trouble.

We still have so much to do together.

I love you, I love you...

We're made for each other, we've always said that!

- We were wrong. - We weren't wrong!

- I was wrong. - Give me another chance. Just one.

You'll see, I'll grow up, love...

How the fuck will you ever grow up?

We can marry if you still want to.

We'll marry as soon as we get the papers.

I really mean it. I'm not just saying it.

Think of our daughter.

We can begin again, we just have to want it.

We'll marry and we'll be happy, you'll see, love...

Why can't I hate you?

We were made to be together, you'll see...

There you are.

Now you decide that your eternal adolescence is over

and it's time to grow up... and you will grow up.

Everything changes. And this time things will change.

You'll have a bigger house, a pool, a garage, a nice lawn,

flowers on the patio and fancy doors.

You'll name the dog Marx and the boat Giulia.

You'll have health insurance, life insurance,

a full fridge, so you won't ever feel poor,

a hand woven rug, so you'll still feel young

and windows where the sun always shines in.

You'll have your happy family, your healthy children,

and you'll have her, who'll always remind you of it all.

Isn't that what you've always dreamed of?

To our lives!

To what we were and what we will be!

That's how it went. Some of us left and some of us stayed.

I decided to stay.

I keep telling myself I'll be a father soon.

I try to become familiar with it

because I still don't really know what that means.

Sometimes I wonder where those three are, what they're doing.

I like to think that someday I'll join them

and stay with them for a while. That makes me feel good.

The hand you see belongs to Sveva,

the prettiest little girl I've ever seen.

They say she looks like Giulia. Maybe that's why I love her so.

She's 12 months old. She's learning to talk.

She says television, sky, sun, tummy, mama and papa.

Giulia grows more beautiful everyday.

She's obsessed with her body.

She swims three times a week and runs every day.

What harm can that do?

Sveva's favorite thing is dancing to Strauss with me.

First she looks into my eyes, then she laughs...

and then she sleeps.

I can stare at her for hours.

I listen to her breathe and try to see myself from outside.

That's when my life seems very rewarding.

I'm not lacking for anything.

Is this happiness?

I think it is.

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