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♪ I've never believed in love ♪

♪ I've never trusted anyone ♪

♪ I've always lived by reason ♪

♪ I've never followed my heart ♪

♪ Locked away with a complicated code ♪

♪ But you broke through My heavily guarded firewall ♪

♪ That used to protect my heart ♪

♪ I'm in love with you ♪

♪ I've just realized today that love ♪

♪ Is something I should get to know and explore ♪

♪ The code to my heart has been cracked ♪

♪ By the love you wrapped me in ♪

♪ Having you close puts you in my dreams ♪

♪ You're always on my mind ♪

♪ You cracked my code ♪

♪ My heart's security system is disabled ♪

♪ You unlocked my heart with a love ♪

♪ That this world has never given me ♪

♪ Can I write a new code ♪

♪ That says I love you? ♪

♪ Love you ♪

I'll have Nont handle this campaign.

I know Kit's upset that I didn't listen to him.

I hope that by doing this,

he'll see me as more than

just his little brother.

If you don't feel it, I'll stop.

Ten years of waiting.

It's finally come true.

You'll run away from your feelings.

Why do I want to get back up there?

What is this feeling?

Morning, Kit.

Morning.

You made coffee for me.

Thank you.

I'm usually a confident person,

both at work and in my personal life.

I've always known what I should and shouldn't do.

But this morning, I don't know where to start.

Kit, how did you sleep last night?

Did you sleep well?

Pretty well. I slept soundly.

Me too.

Look, my sleep score is excellent.

About last night...

What about it?

You don't remember?

All I remember is...

Mr. Roch offered to take me home.

Then everything went black.

So did he end up taking me home?

No. I brought you home myself.

So what you wanted to know about last night...

It's about Roch.

I want you to be careful.

We don't want him finding out about us.

Yes, sir.

I won't slip up next time.

Want something to eat? I'll make you some toast.

Okay?

Are you really that relieved

that I said I don't remember?

What if I told you I do?

I remember everything.

I even remember...

how happy you were.

He doesn't remember.

Then consider nothing happened last night.

That's for the best.

What's there to think about?

You don't have to make anything.

I'm not hungry.

If you want to run, go ahead.

But I won't run.

I'll wait

until you're ready to accept

that I'm no longer just your little brother.

Kit, I made pasta.

I'm fasting every day now. I'm off to work.

Kit.

You've had enough booze.

Ready to talk now?

What's going on? Tell me.

Remember the night of the party?

I was drunk, right?

I went home.

And then Kit and I...

kissed.

And then...

After you kissed...

Did you and Kit...

No, no, no. It's not like that.

We didn't have actual sex.

We just...

Well...

Took matters into your own hands?

You little shit.

Yeah, exactly.

Nont, I'm happy for you, man.

You finally got to try it.

I mean... I'm kind of happy, too.

So why the hell are you sitting here moping?

I thought he'd finally seen me for who I am.

But...

when morning came...

he was scared of me.

He asked if I remembered.

About last night...

What about it?

You don't remember?

Of course not, Kit.

I was way too drunk.

Good.

So I told him I didn't remember.

Shit.

I lied to him because I wanted him to feel better.

What did he say?

He said,

"Good."

But I do remember.

I remember everything, Sharp.

I remember how he started.

How he touched me.

How he kissed me.

I remember every second, every touch.

I remember everything.

I just don't know what's wrong with him.

Kit.

Why haven't you read my messages?

I was busy with a client.

I'm going to bed.

Kit...

After that, he kept walking away and ignoring me.

He wouldn't reply to my messages or eat with me.

Stay.

I left something in your room.

We pass each other at home, and he treats me like a stranger, Sharp.

Shit.

I don't know if he finds me disgusting, Sharp.

Or if he just regrets what he did

and wants to forget it.

Nont, I get how you feel, man.

Am I stupid, Sharp?

Huh?

Tell me, am I stupid for...

waiting for someone who doesn't even see me?

Nont.

You're not stupid.

You're just in love.

But tell me the truth.

How much longer are you gonna wait for him?

I'm not telling you to stop loving him.

I just want you to love yourself, too.

You've been hurting because of Kit

since we were in school.

Whenever he had a girlfriend, you'd end up crying.

As your friend,

I want you to know

that no matter how Kit feels,

you'll always matter.

Don't let anyone make you feel like you don't.

I think...

Thanks, man, but...

- It's okay. - You don't have to.

I... I... I think I'm okay now.

Go try that on someone else.

I don't wanna see it.

Nont, how's it going?

Settling in with the team?

Yes, I am.

Everyone's been really nice.

I called you in today to tell you that

I'm making you my assistant.

Uh, what would my duties be?

Everything I do, and everything I don't have time to do.

I have a degree in marketing.

Sharp's the same age as you. He also has a degree in marketing.

Kit still made him his assistant.

But if you're not sure, you can think it over.

But if you say yes,

think about your salary and let me know.

I will.

That's all I wanted to discuss.

Oh, and get someone out there to help pack up my office.

That's okay.

I'll help you.

Alright, sure.

You sent for me, boss?

How's Nont doing lately?

I haven't talked to him much lately. He's busy preparing for the office move.

When are they moving in?

I'm not sure yet. Probably in another week or so.

Has he told you anything lately?

Like what, boss?

About his job at RC.

Has he had any problems?

Not that I know of.

That's all. Thanks.

Yes, boss.

(I love you, my sweet boy)

"Love"?

Almost done?

Ow.

Whoa.

You're bleeding.

It's not deep. Just a little cut.

It's pretty deep.

Wait a second.

Your hands are important. Be careful.

Thank you.

Oh, those photos are really old.

Did you and Kit go to school together, Mr. Roch?

We studied abroad together.

You're really not staying to further your studies?

I can put in a good word for you.

Thank you.

But I'm planning to go home after my exams.

Is someone waiting for you back home?

Yes.

Who is it? Can you tell me?

My little brother.

He's waiting for me. He even asked me to bring him a souvenir.

Are you two very close?

Yes. He's not my biological brother, but we're really close.

I'm really gonna miss you, Kit.

We go out every night.

Who am I gonna hang out with now?

Are you gonna miss me, too?

Are you drunk, Roch?

Do I look drunk?

Let's keep walking. It's late.

Kit and I met while pursuing our master's degrees in the US.

Kit never told me about this.

I'm not surprised.

Things didn't end well between us.

I loved Kit back then.

Romantically.

Not just as a close friend.

How do you feel about him now, Mr. Roch?

Unrequited love.

Over time, it turned into something else.

What about you?

Are you in love with someone

you've waited for so long, but who's never noticed you?

Uh...

Well, I...

Nont.

Let me tell you something.

Waiting for someone your whole life

doesn't mean you're strong.

Sometimes, you're just afraid.

Afraid to walk away.

I've been there.

Trust me.

It's not as scary as you think.

Nice house.

Mr. Roch,

I'm sorry I can't invite you inside.

It's totally fine.

Even if you did, I wouldn't go in.

I know Kit doesn't like people meddling in his personal life.

Thank you.

About what I told you today,

you don't have to tell him.

Okay.

Go on, get some rest.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Sure.

Oh, you're back.

You're still up.

Waiting for me?

No.

I was hungry, so I ordered some food.

I ordered some for you, too.

Thank you, but I already ate.

Next time, let me know, so I don't order extra.

Is something bothering you?

No.

Did I do something wrong?

Good night.

Kit, I know you were waiting for me.

I wasn't. You're overthinking it.

Why can't you be honest with me?

About what?

Everything.

What's bothering you,

or how you really feel.

How I feel is my business, not yours.

Exactly.

That's so you. You've always been like this.

I'm tired.

Tired of what?

Tired of having to guess.

Tired of reading between the lines.

I'm tired of you never being honest with me.

Do you have any idea

how long I've been waiting for you?

I've been waiting for you to see me.

Not as your little brother,

but as my own person.

What are you saying?

You heard me.

Ten years, Kit.

I've loved you for ten years.

But you had no idea

because you never really saw me.

Nont, it's impossible.

Why is it impossible?

Because we're both men?

Or are you just afraid?

We're brothers, Nont.

We've never been brothers, Kit.

We have never been brothers.

Do you understand?

We've never been brothers. Not to me!

You don't have to give me an answer today.

But I can't keep waiting without hope.

I'll sleep in the study.

I don't know if I'll lose you,

but I can't bear being just your brother anymore.

I loved Kit back then.

Romantically.

Not just as a close friend.

What about Kit?

He didn't know.

Or maybe he did, but didn't want to acknowledge it. I'm not sure.

I'm not sure either.

Mr. Roch was right.

Waiting for someone your whole life doesn't mean you're strong.

You're just afraid to move forward.

I'm done being afraid now.

Even someone I just met

can see that I'm hurt.

But the person I've waited ten years for

has never even noticed the wound on my hand.

You told me you loved me.

I wasn't shocked.

I was scared.

I was scared that if I reciprocated, everything would change.

I was scared I'd hurt you.

Or I was scared that if I actually loved you,

I'd have to accept who I really am.

Am I dreaming?

Nont, I made fried rice with Chinese sausage for you.

Come sit down.

Give it a try.

How is it?

It's pretty good. It'd be perfect with a little Maggi seasoning sauce.

You love salty food. You'll end up with kidney disease.

You know, men like us struggle to find someone to care for us when we're old.

Uh...

I mean, men who work as hard as we do.

I see.

Right.

Sit down and eat with me?

I'm free today. I can drive you to the office.

Nont.

I've been thinking about what happened last night.

I need some time.

But while we're living together,

could you not bring it up again?

When I'm ready, I'll give you an answer.

I understand.

I'll go get dressed, then.

Then I'll drive you to work.

Eat up.

Kit, I've waited a long time.

But this time, you've given me hope.

If I'd taken the SkyTrain, you wouldn't be stuck in traffic.

It's fine. I'm not in a hurry.

So, when are you gonna start driving?

No way, Kit.

I'd rather take a rideshare.

Nont.

Roch told you about me and him, didn't he?

How did you know, Kit?

I know Roch well.

If you're curious about Roch,

just ask me.

I'd rather you hear it from me.

Well,

if there's anything you want me to know,

just tell me.

I've known Roch for a long time.

He once told me...

he loved me.

You're really not staying to further your studies?

I'll quit my PhD and go back with you.

Please?

I love you, Kit.

I love you so much.

I don't feel that way about you.

Just give me a chance.

Roch, stop!

So, did you turn him down

because he's a man?

That's not how I see it.

Even if Roch were a woman,

I'd still have done the same.

Then...

what...

kind of guy do you like?

Honestly, I don't mind men confessing their love to me.

I just didn't feel that way about Roch.

Then what kind of guy would you feel that way about?

I'm still figuring that out myself.

Thank you for being honest with me.

♪ When closeness starts to stir up feelings ♪

♪ And my heart starts to get carried away ♪

♪ As our bond begins to change ♪

♪ Every time I look at you ♪

♪ My heart ♪

♪ Flutters more than I can bear ♪

♪ Before I knew it ♪

♪ Before I realized how I felt I couldn't stop it anymore ♪

I hope you find yourself.

♪ It's too late now ♪

♪ I'm already yours ♪

♪ Somehow I gave my heart to you ♪

♪ I don't even know when it happened ♪

♪ Someone who's always here ♪

♪ Someone you know so well ♪

♪ There's something I've been waiting to say ♪

Welcome, everyone from RC Capital.

We all know each other, so no need for introductions, right?

But I do need to make one.

I'd like to introduce my new assistant, Mr. Nontawat.

Yes.

If you need to reach me, just go through him.

Is your wound healed?

You just lifted a heavy box.

It is.

Mr. Nont, I need to talk to you.

Sure.

Mr. Roch, excuse me for a moment.

Hey.

Kit.

What's up, Kit?

Nothing.

Eh?

Stay here. Go back in later.

Uh...

I need tomorrow's schedule.

Nont, let's get lunch.

- Oh... - I already have plans with Nont.

Huh?

We have to run an errand for my mom after lunch, too.

- Huh? - Stop saying "huh."

Come on. We'll be late getting back.

Uh...

Mr. Roch, you'll have to excuse me.

Go ahead. I'm not holding you here.

Pulling me away again.

Kit, we didn't make plans.

We're making them now.

Let's make it a standing date.

Every day at lunch, unless I have to meet a client,

you have to eat lunch with me.

Are you jealous, Kit?

I'm not jealous.

You're my brother. I'm just worried.

Brother again.

Kit, stop calling me your brother.

Just call me Nont.

Then you stop calling me that, too.

I do that out of respect.

What, do you want me to call you "boss" like Sharp does?

No.

Fine.

I'll stop calling you my brother.

I'll just call you Nont.

Thank you.

How is it? Taste good?

It's interesting. My first time trying it.

Anyway, what did you wanna talk about?

Well...

Kit really confuses me.

All of a sudden, he's been paying a lot more attention to me.

Maybe he's finally realizing his feelings.

I'm sure he hasn't.

Hey, I'm gonna be blunt. Who made the first move that night?

Why do you wanna know?

I'm just curious.

Tell me.

Kit did.

I'm just making sure.

Then let me sum it up.

Kit's a top, and you're a bottom.

Because you and I are the same.

You're good at this stuff, huh?

So, how was he?

When he kissed and touched you,

was he really good?

What kind of question is that? Why do you wanna know?

It's important, man.

Just tell me.

Come on.

He was pretty good at kissing.

Huh?

He was so good that I...

could barely breathe.

But when it came to...

touching me down there...

I think he was just acting on instinct.

Aha!

I get it now.

Here's my conclusion.

Kit's a late bloomer.

What's that?

He blooms late.

He takes longer to figure out what he's into.

That's why he needs a little help to figure himself out sooner.

What kind of help?

Porn.

Porn?

Watch it with him.

Are you crazy?

How am I supposed to do that?

He asked me for more time.

I don't want to pressure him.

Then watch it in secret, but make sure he sees.

Let him see what sex between two men looks like.

There's nothing weird about two men having sex.

Sometimes the body knows before the mind does.

Is that what you do with your boyfriends?

All of them.

We're gay. No one teaches us this stuff.

We learn as we go.

Alright, I'll send you a link, okay?

What kind of friend are you?

The kind who loves you dearly.

Go for it.

Sharp told me to watch it in secret,

but make sure Kit sees.

Nont, I'm home!

What's this?

Porn.

I know it's porn, but why are they...

Why? Why are they both men?

Kit, I like men. Did you expect me to watch women?

Turn it off.

No.

What did you say?

I said no.

If you don't wanna watch, you can leave.

Turn it off, Nont.

No.

Nont, give it here. I'll do it.

Hey.

Whoa.

- What, Kit? - Nont.

- Kit. - Nont.

Kit.

Do you feel what I feel, Kit?

Sharp was right.

Sometimes the body knows before the mind does.

Let's take this to the bedroom.

I don't know how.

It's okay.

Just follow my lead.

I want you to see me

as more than your little brother.

I've seen you since you were a kid.

So why...

is my heart beating so fast right now?

I want to see you, too.

What now?

You don't have to change anything.

Just be yourself, Kit.

I'm scared.

I'm afraid I'll do it wrong.

How about you kiss me?

Can you hold me, Kit?

I'm ready now.

Did you like it?

I'm not sure if I liked it.

But I didn't want it to end.

Why are you smiling?

I'm just happy.

Get your boss to the office ASAP.

What's so urgent, sir?

Something that could put our company on the map and send our stock soaring.

What's the gist, sir?

Tell Kit we've secured an investor from the US.

But we have to decide within 24 hours.

Got it, sir.

Hello. What's up?

Boss, it's urgent.

Mr. Roch called.

An investor from the US has given us 24 hours to decide.

Okay, I'm on my way.

I know it's Saturday.

I'll take you out to eat after this meeting, okay?

Mm, okay.

Can we do this every day?

(Kittipat Auttawarakul's Vision for Turning No Secret Lab into a Leading Software House)

If you think Kit is just lucky, born into a wealthy family,

and that's how he's gotten to where he is,

you're wrong.

He wasn't just born with a head start.

He's a man with a dream,

a dream others can't keep up with.

His company rose to prominence at an incredible pace.

And none of this happened because of luck,

but because of hard work.

In the eyes of investors,

Kit is a top-tier young businessman who's practically perfect,

and seemingly out of reach.

But right now, in this moment, I've finally reached him.

What's wrong?

I'm just a lucky man.

I got sent these two photos last night.

Is it true?

Did you and Boss really get married?

I love you.

But I have to make a decision.

Lately...

I've been the happiest I've ever been.

Photos have surfaced showing that your spouse is a man.

It's true.

That's right. It's nothing.

When you said there was nothing serious between us,

did you mean it?

You chose the company! You chose money!

I didn't choose!

I want someone who'll stand by me,

not someone who'll keep me hidden!

♪ When closeness starts to stir up feelings ♪

♪ And my heart starts to get carried away ♪

♪ As our bond begins to change ♪

♪ Every time I look at you ♪

♪ My heart ♪

♪ Flutters more than I can bear ♪

♪ Before I knew it ♪

♪ Before I realized how I felt ♪

♪ I couldn't stop it anymore ♪

♪ It's too late now ♪

♪ I'm already yours ♪

♪ Somehow I gave my heart to you ♪

♪ I don't even know when it happened ♪

♪ Someone who's always here ♪

♪ Someone you know so well ♪

♪ There's something I've been waiting to say ♪

♪ But I don't know how to say it ♪

♪ Being by your side like this ♪

♪ Makes me feel so good that I still... ♪