Original subtitles

mune ni idaku kimi eno kotoba

These words I hold for you within my heart,

胸に抱くキミへの言葉

itsuka tsutaetai na

I wish I could tell you someday.

いつか伝えたいな

koboreru binetsu takanaru kodou

Almost feverish as my heart beat faster,

零れる微熱 高鳴る鼓動

hajimari wa wakaranai kedo

I had no idea what that feeling was at first.

始まりは分からないけど

ichido kizuita kesenai omoi

But once I realized it, I can no longer erase my feelings.

一度気付いた 消せない想い

uso niwa mou dekinai kara

I can no longer lie to myself.

嘘にはもう出来ないから

deatta no wa arifureta guuzen dato shitemo

Even if meeting you was just pure accident,

出会えたのがありふれた偶然だとしても

tokubetsu na imi wo kanjiteru

I can sense a special meaning to it.

特別な意味を感じてる

kimi no soba ni irareru koto wo

For letting me stay beside you,

キミのそばに居られることを

itsumo kamisama ni kansha desu

I thank God every day.

いつも神様に感謝です

mayoi no nai kimi no yokogao

I want to keep looking at you from your side,

迷いのないキミの横顔

zutto nagameteitai

your profile is always without a trace of hesitation.

ずっと眺めていたい

kimi to futari sugosu jikan ga

The time I spent alone with you,

キミと二人過ごす時間が

yuruginai chikara wo kureru yo

gives me unwavering strength.

揺るぎない力をくれるよ

fui ni ukabu kimi eno kotoba

Unknowingly these words for you came to my mind,

ふいに浮かぶキミへの言葉

itsuka tsutaetai na

I wish I could tell you someday.

いつか伝えたいな

You should just die...

I wish...

...you'd just die!

Oh, crap!

Unforgettable Sentiments

Oh, good morning, Rin-kun.

Morning.

Why didn't you wake me up?

We don't have school today.

Please wait a moment.

I will reheat the miso soup right away.

Oh, it's okay.

I'm meeting Asa-senpai.

Are you going out?

Yeah, so I don't need breakfast.

Bye.

See you later.

Now, while Rin-kun is out,

shall we do the dishes and get the cleaning all done?

Please help me, Rimu-chan.

8 Years Ago

She was apparently in an accident returning from a trip.

Along with Mr. and Mrs. Tsuchimi.

I imagine it will be hard for him to raise his daughter alone.

I heard he'll also be looking after the Tsuchimi boy.

My...

I'm sorry, Rin-kun. Take care of Kaede for me, okay?

Don't worry about me! Right?

Yup.

Kaede?

Kaede!

Kaede-chan!

Kaede-chan! Kaede-chan!

Kaede-chan!

It will be 2 weeks now since your daughter was admitted to the hospital,

but the loss of her mother must have been a tremendous shock to her.

It's as if she rejects the very idea of living...

Doctor...

It can be anything.

Give her the strength to live...

Give her something to live for and she will surely...

Kaede-chan.

Kaede-chan, can you hear me?

What happened to your mother is so sad.

You know, there's something I hadn't told you yet.

The truth is, the reason your mother died...

...is my fault.

I got lonely being at home by myself,

so I asked them to come home before they were supposed to.

Then, they were in the accident on their way back...

So...

Kaede-chan?

Really?

What?

Is that...

...true?

Kaede!

Father...

Thank goodness! Kaede!

Thank goodness! Thank goodness!

Thank goodness!

This will be your room starting today.

All the big things have been moved in,

so once you're settled in, come on down with Kaede.

We'll have dinner.

Yes, Sir.

--We'll be going now! --We'll be going now!

See you later. And be careful.

Kaede-chan, morning!

Morning!

Hey, did you do your homework?

Of course!

So, how about it, Rin-kun?

Have you settled into life in this house?

Yes.

That's good to hear. How about you, Kaede?

Are you getting along with Rin-kun?

Yeah.

That's good to hear.

Hey, did you practice your recorder?

Oh, I didn't.

I didn't, either.

I actually practiced a lot yesterday.

Really?

I dropped it. Pick it up for me.

Pick it up.

Okay.

Why?

Why did Mother die,

while someone like you is alive?

I'll never forgive you.

You should just die...

I wish...

...you'd just die!

This is...

Mother!

It's addressed to me...

The day... Mother died?!

"Kaede, when you've recovered from your illness,"

"you can come with me next time."

Illness?

My illness?

What?

Yeah, Kaede's come down with a fever again.

Yeah, it looks like she's relapsed.

I'm sorry to interrupt your trip, but...

Where's Mother?

Don't worry. She said she's coming back soon.

Are you really okay? I'm so worried.

I'm sorry, Rin-kun. Take care of Kaede for me, okay?

I'll be fine.

Don't worry about me!

Don't look!

You were lying?

Why?

Why?!

Was it my fault?

No, it's not.

Did I...

...kill her?

No!

I did...

I'm the one who...

...killed my mother.

Kaede!

Kaede!

You okay?

Kaede?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm... I'm sorry. I'm sorry!

I'm sorry! I'm... I'm sorry. I-I'm... I'm sorry.

I'm sorry....sorry. I'm sorry....sorry. I'm sorry.

...sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I owe it to Rin-kun for who I am today.

So, I will do what I can for Rin-kun...

For Rin-kun...

Why ever not?

I think the two of you should get this Lovey-Dovey Tropical Juice

and enjoy it together.

No, thank you.

Get me a normal parfait.

I am sorry to hear that.

Then, please allow me a little time.

Coming together to the cafe where Kareha-senpai works...

Won't it give rise to really embellished rumors?

Would having rumors about you and me...

...be bad?

Besides, I have reflected on what I did since then and...

Senpai?

Asa-senpai. Come on, are you listening?

N-Nope, I wasn't listening.

Please listen to me.

Sorry, I need to go to the ladies' room.

Senpai?

Asa-senpai?!

Asa-chan!

Are you all right, Senpai?!

Asa-chan!

Yeah...

Just keep going and pick me up like a princess.

Senpai...

I just got dizzy when I stood up.

Maybe it's because I stayed up all night yesterday.

Are you really all right? Can you stand up?

I don't wanna stand up.

What?

I want you to keep holding me like this.

Honestly...

Welcome home. That was quick.

Yeah, Asa-senpai suddenly wasn't feeling well, so I walked her home.

Asa-senpai?

She said she'd just pulled an all-nighter, but...

I wonder if she's okay.

I see.

Have you eaten?

Oh, now that you mention it, we didn't have time to eat anything.

I will prepare something for you right away.

Please watch TV or something while you wait.

What is it, Primula?

Rin, um...

Oh, yeah, wanna play a game together or something?

I'm going to go change, so wait a minute.

Oh...

Okay.

A-chan?

Yes.

Are you okay? I brought you medicine.

Thank you. You can leave it there.

You shouldn't push yourself too hard, or you'll worry Ri-chan.

Sheesh! You're such a meanie.

I'll wake you up for dinner, so you get some good rest.

I will.

Are you done with your coffee?

Yeah.

Rin-kun, do you have any plans for tomorrow?

How would you like to go shopping with Rimu-chan?

You need some clothes for fall, don't you?

Then, shall we all go out to eat together, since it has been a while?

Oh, I'll get it.

Senpai?

Yes! It's Asa-senpai!

Yeah, I'm totally fine now.

Sorry about today.

Yeah.

Oh, and it's not exactly to make up for it, but...

I was thinking of asking you out this time.

Yes!

Yes, of course, I will go!

With you treating this time.

Yes!

Then, I will see you tomorrow.

Was that Asa-senpai?

Yeah, I'm going to go see a movie tomorrow.

What?

But what about the shopping trip?

Shopping trip?

Nothing...

Is something wrong, Kaede?

It was nothing really.

Okay.

What time will you be coming home?

Let me think...

I will prepare dinner, so it is ready when you come back.

You can go ahead and eat without me.

I see.

Well, I'll be going now.

Kaede, what about the shopping?

I'm not going...

I don't want to go...

Rin's late...

He must be with Asa-senpai.

Rin-kun left the house so happily, after all.

Kaede...

It was the first time...

It was the first time I ever saw Rin-kun look so happy.

It's okay?

It's okay as long as Rin's happy?

As long as Rin's happy...

...you're okay?

Of course, I am.

Taking care of Rin-kun is what I live for, after all.

As long as Rin-kun is happy, that is all that matters.

Kaede...

Yes? Is this Rin-kun?

Is that you, Kaede?

Actually, I've been invited to eat at Asa-senpai's place.

So, I don't need dinner tonight.

Oh, Ama-san, that is too much...

Ri-chan, you're young, so you can eat plenty, can't you?

Well, resign yourself. I'll vouch for the flavor, at least.

Honestly!

Anyway, sorry, that's the deal, so I'll be coming home late.

I see.

Kaede?

I'm sorry about yesterday.

Asking you something so weird...

Um...

Kaede?

Kaede?

Kaede...

Kaede!

Kaede!!!

Hey, there! Thanks for having me!

Please feel free to come right on in.

In that case, don't mind if I do.

Leave.

What?

Please leave. Please leave.

Please... Leave.

Leave... Leave...

Kaede...

Leave!

Leave! Leave! Don't come to this house, too!

Kaede!

Give back... Rin-kun!

Kaede!

Kaede!

No! Why?!

Why are you doing this?!

Kaede!

What's gotten into you?! Calm down, Kaede!

No! Let me go!

That's enough!

I wish...

...you'd just die!

Kaede!

Why would you say such a thing?

Rin-kun...

I...

Senpai?

Asa-senpai!

Are you all right?

Asa-senpai?

Senpai!

Senpai!

Asa-senpai!

Senpai!

futari de aruiteru

二人で歩いてる

Together we walk,

futari de sagashiteru

二人で探してる

together we search,

demo hitomi ni utsuru no wa

でも瞳に写るのは

but reflected in your pupil...

yurameiteiru kimi no katachi

揺らめいている君の形

...is your own flickering form.

kimi to boku to no aida ni aru no wa

君と僕との間にあるのは

In the moments we were together,

yume tachi ga mazariau noizu no umi

夢たちが混ざり合うノイズの海

the dreams blended into the sea of noise.

kawaranai mono

変わらないもの

Those unchanging things...

kimi no naka ni dake ikizuiteru

君の中にだけ息づいてる

...live on only in you.

sekaijuu de dare mo sawaru kotonai sono takaramono wa

世界中で誰も触ることないその宝物は

In the whole world, nobody could touch that treasure...

kitto kimi no tame ni nani yori tsuyoku kagayaku kara

きっと君のために何より強く輝くから

...for it surely shines brighter than anything, for you.

Preview

I will never be forgiven.

I will continue to take care of Rin-kun, no matter what happens.

Because that is the one thing I can do.

Next time on Shuffle! Episode 20, "Indelible Sin".

Indelible Sin

Rin, please, don't go!