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(bright music)

- [Ellie] Wow.

- [Clark] Yeah.

Those are some red rocks.

(Ellie laughs)

(bright music)

(Ellie chuckles)

(bright music)

- (sighs) Wow.

Okay.

It's worth it.

(bright music)

We could carve our names up here like these people.

You know, "Clark and Ellie forever."

- [Clark] Yeah.

(bright music)

- I've been thinking about us

a lot.

(wind whistling)

I think,

I think we should get married.

(Clark exhales)

Is that crazy?

(Clark exhales)

(no audio)

(gentle music)

(gentle music continues)

(camera clicks)

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- [Clark] Send me little emojis or something, like, hearts.

- [Marlon] What the fuck are you talking about?

- Do, do you ever want to be in a relationship?

Like, don't you like miss that?

- [Marlon] Oh, oh, okay, you wanna be in a relationship.

- [Clark] Yeah.

- Just, you know, take it in.

Look at this, look at this fucking view, man.

She's out there.

She's out there right now, man.

Wh-what do you wanna say to her?

She's listening right now.

- [Clark] Let's watch Netflix

and hang out at my apartment.

- [Marlon] Oh, they're running now.

- [Clark] Make some salmon together.

(gentle music)

- Hi.

- Hi. - I'm so sorry, I'm...

- It's okay. - I'm just...

I'm so sorry.

I, I am never late.

I'm so sorry.

Oh, it's- - I totally

lost track of time.

- It's alright.

- Um, chai latte. - Oh.

Thank you.

- Yeah. - I appreciate it.

I'm Ellie.

- Clark. (laughs) - Yeah. (laughs)

- Nice to finally meet you.

- You, too.

- Yeah. - I've never been here.

This is very cool. - No, it's, it's nice.

You know, I thought we'd come out into nature.

Kind of have a chance to be alone.

- Yeah, we're, like... - Yeah.

- All alone.

- Yeah, you know, throw you in my trunk. (laughs)

Yeah, that was... (laughs)

But, yeah, it's just being in nature.

I thought it would be cool.

- Yeah, no, I like, I like nature

without the...

- (laughs) Oh, without the-

- Kidnapping part. - The kidnapping.

Don't worry, I'm not crazy. (laughs)

Uh, yeah, (mumbles) do you want to walk?

- Yes.

- Alright. - I love walking.

- Great. - It's my...

It's my second favorite mode of transportation.

(Clark laughs)

So I'm an art photographer.

- Okay. - Um,

so a lot of my stuff is abstracts,

but I also do portraits.

I mean, for money I do, you know,

like anything.

I mean, no, I won't do anything.

- Like, I actually sell, like, vintage clothing.

I'll do, like, antiques.

Anything I can find

that I think that will be worth something.

- That's cool.

- Well, eventually I do wanna get into other things.

I want to have the money to be able to invest, you know?

- Yeah, me too, I want to invest.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean for that to sound like sarcastic.

- Yeah. - It just sounds so lofty,

like, I'm going to invest.

- I'm, yeah, I'm going to invest

my money in things. - But you should.

You should and I should.

I will too.

(Clark and Ellie laughing)

- You have a beautiful smile, you know that?

- Thank you.

(Ellie laughing)

- So, like, what do you want out of a relationship?

- (sighs) I don't know.

I've never been in love, so...

I guess I'm looking for that.

- I think I'm a romantic.

But it's funny,

just dealing with a lot of different situations in life,

you kind of lose that a little bit

and realize that life isn't like the movies.

- Yeah, that's for sure.

- But I still want it to be.

- I mean, we all do I think.

I think there's very few people out there

who don't, like, at heart want that.

- [Clark] Come here, I want to show you something.

- [Ellie] You're not, you're not taking me

to murder me, right?

- Oh, of course, yes.

There's going to be a stained mattress,

and that's where I murder all my victims.

- Okay. - Yeah.

- That's a little too specific.

(Clark laughs)

- Here it is. - What's?

Is it a swing?

- Yes. - Oh, cool.

Aww. - Swing on the edge

of the earth.

(both laughing)

- How does one, just jump up and go?

- Jump up. - Okay.

- It's beautiful, right?

- It is beautiful.

This is really nice.

- See?

- It's a good, good move.

- It's so peaceful up here.

(Ellie laughs)

- Yeah.

(Ellie laughing)

(gentle music)

Oh, God, there goes- - You all right?

- There goes my dress.

(laughs) I just..

Ready?

- [Clark] Yeah.

(gentle music)

- Hi. (laughing)

- I had a great time.

- Me, too.

- Um, I'd like to do this again sometime.

- Yeah, I'd, I'd like that, too.

- Cool.

Awesome.

Um...

Yeah.

Bye. (laughs)

Uh, yeah.

So have a good night.

- Okay.

You too.

Bye.

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- [Audrey] How did it leave off?

Did you guys kiss, like, what's the-

- No, we didn't kiss.

I thought he was going to kiss me,

and then it, like, it was going well at that point.

By then, like, I was like, "Okay,

maybe I'll go on a second date."

But then he didn't kiss me, so...

- Are you, like, physically attracted to him?

- Yeah, he's cute.

- [Audrey] Well, you could get laid.

- I don't want to just get...

I'm, I don't want to do that anymore.

And I don't want to date guys

that I-I go on a date with, and I'm bored.

I just, I'm never going to go on a date again.

That's, that's it.

- Well, that's boring.

- Yeah, that sounds- - Maybe you are

the boring one. - kind of boring. (laughs)

- [Clark] I sent her a conversation back and forth,

and I started off great.

- [Marlon] Oh, well, she's, she's flirting, bro.

- See? - That's flirting.

- So why does it stop?

Why is it like-

- Right, it starts to just become you a lot.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

- There's a lot of uh, there's a lot of emojis.

- What? - For someone your age.

I mean, one more, we can throw you a quinceanera.

Now, see, that's what I would assume

maybe scared her off.

Two, all right, he's playful.

Three, mm, this is kind of how he talks.

This is a language that he uses.

Four, which you have,

is too many.

- How do I lose this girl over emojis?

- [Marlon] It's the small things, man.

- I will say he does have a nice face to sit on.

- Oh, my God.

Sometimes I don't like it.

I can meet the man of my dreams, and if he didn't go down

I'd be like, "I don't even want to be your friend."

- Well, not everything can revolve around sex.

I've been in a relationship for four years.

I know what, I know what I'm getting at this point.

- But it would have been a bump in the road

if the sex would have been bad.

- True, but I could have taught him so many things.

- That's true, you can teach. - Well, it's very true.

- You can teach most guys.

- My advice always ends up in you getting laid,

but maybe not a relationship.

- [Joan] Which there is nothing-

- Which there's nothing

wrong with that. - wrong.

- You can get laid. - No.

- I have great sex.

I have no stability and I have commitment issues.

It's great.

But the sex has been wonderful, so.

- Maybe I should be trying to text her more or, you know,

showing that I care, you know?

- Okay. - I feel like maybe

if I, like, showed up at her work

and gave her flowers. - Let's go through it.

Let's really walk through this.

Let's really walk through this.

So you show up at her job?

- Yeah.

- [Marlon] What happens then?

- I, I feel like that, you know,

I show up at her job, I have roses

and she runs across- - Tuxedo.

- Tuxedo.

- Jesus Christ.

- She runs across the room, jumps into my arms,

and she's like, "I'm so happy that you came to my job."

- You have to be fucking shitting me right now.

Are you serious?

Yeah, I-I mean...

(Marlon laughing)

It's, is- - How many movies

have you watched, bro?

That's never going to happen.

- That happens- - That's not going to happen.

- That happens in every romantic comedy that I've ever seen.

- You're scaring me. I don't know if you're delusional.

Don't do that.

Don't go to her job.

Don't do that.

- Ah, shit, I mean...

- [Marlon] (stammering) Just get all the bad ideas out.

- So are you going to go on a date with him?

- (sighs) Um, yeah.

I don't know.

I think so.

Maybe.

- [Audrey] Have you guys talked?

- So I think people admire how decisive I am.

- And also, I see you in myself.

(Joan laughing)

- [Joan] I don't know, I just feel like you do this a lot.

- [Ellie] Oh, I definitely do it all the time.

- You do this so much so I just, like, I just...

I'm not seeing anything wrong.

- So I should go?

- Yes. - Okay.

- [Joan] I think you should give it-

- I'll do it then.

- [Joan] one more date, at least.

- [Ellie] I'll, I'll do it.

(gentle music)

Hi. - Hey.

Frozen yogurt?

- Yeah. - Check one of them

off the list, so.

Yeah.

Um...

- Thanks, thank you.

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- [Clark] Are you cold?

- [Ellie] Yeah, I forgot my jacket.

- Do you want to...

- No, I- - Take my jacket.

- No, I'm fine.

- No, seriously. - I'll be fine.

I was just like, no, I'm fine.

- I brought it for you.

I thought maybe. - You didn't.

- Yeah. - Really?

- Yeah, I figured, you know,

you might be cold, so I took it with me.

- That's, uh...

All right, yeah.

That's very sweet of you.

That would be great, thank you.

- [Clark] Don't want to spill any yogurt

all over there. - Thank you.

- [Clark] Of course.

- You know, you're like...

You're kind of weird.

- Yeah?

- It's kind of cute.

- Am I wearing you down?

(both laughing)

Slowly. - Yeah?

You're kind of strange, too.

- I know.

- You're like one of those old homeless women

living on the street.

- (laughing) Shut up.

Just...

- You bumped into me,

I was walking straight down the path.

- Stop.

Stop.

- I'm so sorry.

- Oh, my God.

(Clark laughing)

That was so much harder than I pushed you.

- All right?

- Why are you down here?

- Uh, you know, I didn't want you to feel embarrassed.

So... - Why,

why would I be embarrassed?

You sh, you're the one shoving a girl.

- That's a good point.

(both laughing)

- Really hard for no reason.

- Yeah.

I'm surprised no neighbors call the cops on us yet.

Huh.

(Ellie chuckling)

- [Ellie] This was fun.

- [Clark] It was fun.

- My uh, car's

right over... - Hey.

(lips smacking)

(Ellie laughs)

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Is it, uh, stoic.

- [Ellie] Stop moving.

That's nice.

- [Clark] What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?

- [Ellie] Getting my first gallery show, as a photographer.

It was just like the moment

I thought, "I can make this my job."

What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?

- [Clark] Probably meeting you.

- [Ellie] No, (laughing) you can't.

That's not fair. - I can say whatever I want.

That is honestly the best thing.

So I can say that.

- [Ellie] Oh, okay.

What's the worst thing that's ever happened to you?

- [Clark] Finding out that my ex cheated on me.

- [Ellie] You poor thing.

- No - No, she's a bitch.

I'm sorry.

- [Clark] What's the worst thing

that's ever happened to you?

- [Ellie] When my mom died when I was 13.

- Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

Must've been hard.

- It was, and I think it triggered my chronic depression,

and that's something I still struggle with, but...

- [Clark] Thanks for sharing that with me

- [Ellie] You're welcome.

You're a good listener.

- [Clark] Thanks.

- You're good at other things, too.

(Clark and Ellie laughing)

We should go back to that restaurant sometime.

- Yeah, definitely.

We can find somewhere else,

like do something new, like, you know,

there's a few places I would love to take you.

Like, I know there's Greek and there...

(Ellie sighs)

- Do you want to come inside?

- Uh...

(casual music)

- Oh.

Yeah.

- [Clark] It's fine.

(casual music)

Is that okay?

- (laughs) It's fine.

- [Clark] Okay.

(Ellie moans)

(casual music)

- Is this okay?

- Yeah.

(casual music)

Do you have a condom?

(Clark panting) (Ellie moaning)

Will you, will you talk dirty to me?

- Yeah, I'm deep inside you.

- Yeah

- Yeah, you feel dirty?

- Yeah.

Yeah. - You dirty girl, huh.

- Yeah.

- Dirty little bitch.

- Um, yeah, that's...

(Clark panting)

- Dirty cunt aren't you?

- No, stop, that's...

Please don't do that.

Please don't say that.

- Oh, fuck, I'm sorry. - It's okay, it's okay.

No, it's fine.

(Ellie moaning)

(both panting)

Are you okay?

- Y-yeah.

- You just looked really serious for a minute.

- Sorry, I am concentrating.

(Ellie moaning)

(Ellie moaning) (Clark panting)

Are you, are you close?

- Um...

Yeah.

Are you, are you gonna cum?

- It's okay, just..

- You sure? - Yeah, yeah.

- Okay, okay.

(Clark moaning)

I'm gonna cum.

(Clark moans)

(sheets rustling)

Thank you.

- Yeah.

Yeah.

So, um, was it good?

Was it good for you?

- Yeah

Yeah.

Yeah, I, I, I, I had a, I had fun.

Did you enjoy yourself?

- Uh-huh, yeah.

(upbeat music)

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(Ellie moaning)

Oh, my God.

Keep, keep doing that.

Oh, God, feels so good.

- Oh, I'm gonna cum.

Okay, pull out. (Clark moaning)

(cum splatters)

(Ellie exhales)

- Uh...

(Ellie giggles)

(Clark and Ellie laughing)

(Ellie laughs and cries)

- You came on my face.

Why did you do that? (laughing)

- I'm sorry.

(Ellie laughing)

Oh, my God. - Can you?

Yeah, please.

- Yeah.

Oh.

Oh, geez.

(both laughing)

(casual music)

- Hey, babe.

Do you have any honey?

Somewhere here?

Oh, I don't like it like that.

Hi.

- Hey.

I think we should be boyfriend and girlfriend.

Feels right.

(Ellie sighs)

Ah, wait.

Did I say something wrong or..?

- No, I...

You are great.

And I, I really like you a lot.

And- - So what's the problem?

- This isn't a problem right now,

But if we put that label on it,

if we make, if we become boyfriend and girlfriend,

like, it's, it could definitely become a problem

and it could blow up in our faces and...

- It's not gonna happen with me.

- That is the most useless promise ever.

- I don't know.

I mean, it's- - You shouldn't even say that.

You don't know.

You don't know.

- I do know, I know how I feel now.

- Yeah, how you feel now.

I see so many people unhappy.

My dad has never remarried.

My brother's divorced.

It just always seems to go bad, Clark.

And if we don't put that pressure on,

if we don't, if we can just, like, stay happy

and stay with each other.

- That's...

I am happy for now.

Like- - Yeah, let's just leave it.

Let's just be happy together.

Why do we have to...

We don't have to, we don't have to call ourselves anything.

We're just Ellie and Clark,

and we're having fun

and but, like, I, I don't want to hate you,

and I don't want you to hate me.

- I could never hate you.

- Yes, you could.

Oh, my God, you will.

You will.

- I feel like you're just making excuses.

- Well, maybe I

am, but it's also how I feel.

I'm just not,

I'm not where you are.

- You know what?

I feel like it's just an excuse for you to fuck other guys.

Come on, where are you going?

I...

That's not what...

Hey.

Look, I'm. I'm sorry.

Can you please just stay?

- Are you gonna call me a slut again?

- No.

- To be very honest,

I'm not sure about you.

I'm not sure about me.

I'm not sure what I want.

Obviously, like, I'm a little confused

about what kind of relationship I want

or if I even want a relationship.

And,

I don't know.

Maybe it is just

not right.

(bright music)

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- All right.

- All right it's over?

- No, all right, I, we'll...

We won't call it anything.

We'll keep it casual and we'll just see where it goes.

I mean, I feel like I don't to lose you.

So if that's what it takes

and that's what it takes, you know.

Okay?

- Yeah.

- All right.

(happy music)

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(phone buzzing)

(happy music continues)

(happy music continues)

- Hi. - Hey.

Ready to go? - Yeah.

- Good to see you. - Hmm.

You too.

Do you want to walk?

- [Clark] I started woodworking.

- What? - Yeah, I'm learning

from YouTube videos. - Oh, my gosh.

That's so cool.

- [Clark] Yeah, I'll be able to make you something soon.

- A canoe?

- Uh, well... - You'll make me a canoe?

- Yeah, well... (Ellie laughs)

How's your week going?

- [Ellie] Um, kind of hard, just, ah, just my depression...

And I was really down.

But I, I feel better now.

And glad I'm with you.

- [Clark] Me too.

- Hm.

(light music)

We did a good job.

- Yeah.

We know what we're doing.

I can follow your directions very well, so...

- [Ellie] Mm.

- You know, you really look different with makeup.

- It's a good change for you. - Yeah?

- Yeah.

- It's a good change?

- Yeah.

You look better with makeup on.

What?

- I look better with makeup on?

- I thought...

Are you joking?

- No, I'm not joking.

You,

you just said something like, really not nice.

- I thought...

I was acknowledging the fact that you were dressed up.

- Do you really not understand

how, what is wrong with that, what you just said?

- It's a compliment.

- Telling me that I look better with makeup

is not a compliment.

- I meant that I like that you're wearing makeup right now.

Okay?

And I...

No, that's also not what I meant.

Okay, look, I like...

Before, I like...

I like when you're not wearing makeup

and I like when you're wearing makeup.

I like both, okay?

- Why would you say it if that's not what you meant?

- I don't know, it's like we were, we were dressing up.

I mean, I'm not really dressed up,

and I like how you look.

I'm glad that you dressed up for this.

And it makes me feel like that,

that you wanted me to notice.

So I'm paying attention and-

- But you want, you think...

(gentle music)

- Look, I don't...

I don't care what you look like in makeup.

I'm...

I'm sorry.

It was stupid.

The night's not ruined.

I just look like an asshole a little bit.

I feel like one, too.

- I'm sorry too.

I probably overreacted.

- It's not your fault, you know.

- No, it was your fault.

That's, yeah.

(gentle music)

So do we have makeup sex now?

(gentle music)

- [Clark] Ellie.

Wake up, my water just broke.

I forgot to tell you I'm pregnant.

- No, stop.

- Ellie.

- Stop it. (laughs)

- [Clark] Wake up, come with me.

- Where? Where?

- We're going on an adventure.

I used to

always go under the covers,

pretend I was in a separate world

when I had a secret to tell.

- Do you have a secret?

Yeah, you do.

You're just dying to tell me.

You just can't get the words out.

- Um... (Ellie laughs)

- What?

- I love you.

- I love you too.

(gentle music)

(bright music)

Ta-da!

This is nice.

- Yeah, I mean.

Well, not, I mean,

that's, this is a, a great view of the city.

- Yeah, maybe I talked it up too much.

I used to come here when I first moved here,

and I'd, like, ride my bike.

And then at sunset, I would take pictures.

It's really pretty at sunset.

- [Clark] I, I, I could imagine, yeah.

(birds chirping)

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(grinder whirring)

(hammer thudding)

(bright music)

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(knuckles rapping)

- Oh, my God, hello. - Hi.

- Come on in. - Hi.

- Welcome, here, let me.

I can get this stuff- - Oh.

- out of your way. - Okay.

- [Joan] Hi!

- How are you? - Oh, my God.

Thanks for coming.

Hi. - Hello, hi.

Great to meet you. - So nice to meet you finally

I have heard many things.

- Oh, I-

- Good things. - Okay.

Good. - Good things.

(all laughing)

- Happy Thanksgiving. - Hi, are you well?

Happy Thanksgiving.

- What's up, man?

Hey!

- Well, we said I love you, to each other.

- Oh, gross.

(Ellie laughing)

- I'm excited for you.

- How did that happen?

- It was just one morning,

it was not, it wasn't like a big deal, like-

- Did you brush your teeth yet?

- No.

- Ooh, I love you with morning breath.

- He meant it.

- Beer and board games are kinda like my thing.

Those are like my, my jam. - Yeah, it beats my cube.

- I don't know if you could tell that, yeah,

I play a few board games here and there.

- Maybe a few, yeah.

- Oh, my God. - Just a couple.

Do you guys game?

- Uh... - Hm.

- You know.

He's really head over heels for you too.

Really? - Yeah.

Don't tell him I said it.

So how long have you known um, Audrey, is it?

- Yes, it is.

- So, I mean, I know Ellie's side of the story,

but what's going on?

How do you feel about her?

- We laugh together a lot.

Yeah? Are you funny? - We're really silly.

- You've got good jokes?

- Um, I, I am not.

I try to be.

- You're not funny.

- I wouldn't consider myself funny, I...

- Yeah, I haven't laughed once yet.

You haven't, like, said anything funny to make me laugh.

- [Clark] Y-yeah.

- [Audrey] Am I making you feel awkward?

- No, it's, this is good.

I feel like this is, it's a great conversation, like.

- Oh, man.

Ah, you guys

had a good holidays so far? - Thank you.

- Yeah. Yeah.

- I hate that like when you grow up,

like, holidays aren't like they were.

Like, you used to anticipate the week of Thanksgiving.

- Or movies or like the shows that would come on.

Like the special,

like the specials, the Thanksgiving specials.

(all murmuring)

- [Joan] I still get excited about those.

- Fucking "Louie" is not coming back, though.

That's a fucking bummer.

- Oh, poor guy.

- He was so funny. (laughs)

- Man, like, he just... - I remember that show.

- He said things that I...

Who, who thinks like that, you know,

like just original shit. - Yeah, who thinks

it's like a good idea to just like jack off

in front of women with less power than him.

- He, yeah, you can blame him.

But he didn't know, you know.

- 'Cause, 'cause- - That it's a bad idea

to jack off in front of someone?

- Well, he asked. - The cues...

- Apparently he asked.

- Oh, he was like, "do you mind if I, like, jack off?"

- No, no. - "Right here."

- [Marlon] Well what else was he supposed to do?

[Clark] He did, he did...

- At a point you're an adult

and she could have left the room.

I think.

- At a, at a point

the woman could have fought harder

and maybe she wouldn't have been raped,

like, that's- - That's not what

we're talking about. - so crazy to me.

- Is that when I said?

I didn't say that.

- But you're defending it. - No, it's not defending it.

- You guys want pie?

- Is it not a little strange that society, regardless,

kind of determines whether or not something is good or bad?

At one point in society-

- Yes! - a young, a grown man

loving a young boy was a very okay thing.

- Absolutely. - But now it's not?

- You guys are literally- - What I'm saying

I'm not excusing it. - talking insanity.

- [Marlon] I'm not excusing it.

- And you're not even empathizing

with like what it is to be a woman.

We haven't even been able to vote for 100 years yet.

- I mean, you don't even think I can drive, Clark,

so. - What?

- We just want a little bit more equality.

We just want a voice and just be seen and heard

without men having a goddamn problem with it.

- No, you do not want equality.

You do not want, you want to have a monopoly on struggle.

- Have you ever been in a position

where you've been personally victimized-

- Absolutely - or silenced?

- What was it?

- Uh, any time I've met a police officer.

- Great.

Anytime I've been in a room with a man and they

belittle me by saying- - I'm trying to have

a nice dinner here, okay?

I want to have a good conversation and a good time.

I don't need...

Mm, anyways- - Sorry.

I just want us to get along.

- Sorry. - Is what I'm trying to say.

- Maybe we can all play a board game or something.

(car door closes)

- Well, I think that was fun, all in all.

- Yeah, a blast. - Discussion.

- What?

(Clark sighs) Oh, my God.

That's Marlon and Audrey.

- [Clark] What?

- [Ellie] Yeah, that's them.

- [Clark] Oh, my God.

- Oh. (laughing)

- Wow.

- [Ellie] Oh my, they're like nervous, walking away.

- [Clark] I've never, wha, I, what?

Huh.

- They were, they were literally

just like, attacking each other

like an hour ago. - Yeah.

- [Ellie] Aww.

It's so cute.

(bright music)

(Ellie sighs)

- I mean, this is great,

but I feel like we need snow.

We should go somewhere.

We should go somewhere in the snow, like...

(gasps) You know, like two hours away from here,

there's like a small town in the mountains

that has a lot of snow around this time.

- [Ellie] Two hours?

- It's two hours away. - No, it's not that close.

- Yes, it's very close.

- Wait, you're serious?

- Yeah. - Like you want to go?

- Yeah, we can

do smores and... - Yeah.

Oh, my God, yes, let's go.

Oh, my God, I'm so excited. - Yeah.

I'm gonna give you some snow.

- Okay! - Yes.

- Okay. - This is, yes, okay.

(wind whistling)

- [Ellie] It's really beautiful.

- There's no snow.

- I mean, there's some, there is.

Look, look, up there.

- It's on, its on the top of a mountain.

It's not any snow. - It's okay, baby, it's okay.

- We're supposed to play in the snow.

We were supposed to come up here

and I was gonna show you the snow

and we're gonna make snow angels.

- I know.

Come on, we'll find stuff to do.

We'll go on a hike.

We can have sex loudly.

No one will hear us.

Look at that view.

Can't be mad at that.

[Clark] It is a great view.

(gentle music)

- [Ellie] Well, if you're gonna murder me,

this is your chance.

- (laughing) Yes.

Finally,

after months of trying.

[Ellie] It says, "Don't go in, death."

- Oh, then yeah. - Sounds good.

- [Clark] Oh, my God.

- [Ellie] That's crazy.

(gentle music)

- Feel like we're on the edge of the earth.

- Yeah.

My mom really liked hiking.

- You don't really talk about her a lot.

- Yeah, I think...

I don't really like opening up about it.

(gentle music)

I mean, she was sick for, like, three years.

I think a lot of people

that should have been there for me weren't.

But I'm trying to trust you.

(gentle music)

- [Clark] I'm here.

I'm not going anywhere.

- [Ellie] Alright, I'm going to hold you to that

(gentle music)

(bacon sizzling)

- [Clark] Hey, sleepyhead.

(light switch clicking)

Are you feeling okay?

Babe, it's 10 AM.

- I know.

Yeah, I know.

- Is it because of yesterday,

like, it didn't go the way we planned?

- No, it's, no, it's not because of that, babe,

it's not.

It's just...

I'm just having a bad day.

That's all.

I took my medication, it's not that.

- You know, I think if we go out and laugh together

and have fun and-

- I know I, I should get out and exercise

and be in the sunlight,

Vitamin D and all of that, I just...

Just not today, okay?

I can't today.

- You know, I think

what helps depression is not giving into it, you know?

- This is just something you have to accept about me, okay?

I'm not always going to be cheery and like,

if you could just be with me and not...

- Are you not happy?

Are you not happy in this relationship?

Is that like- - No, God, no.

No, I've been really happy.

These last few months have been amazing.

- [Clark] Well, then I feel like I don't make you happy

if this is going on

right now, 'cause- - It's not about you babe.

- I'm the only one here. - It's not about you.

Okay? - Come on, you can.

Come on, come on. - No.

- Come on, come on.

- Clark, I can't, okay?

I, I really want to for you.

- Don't do it for me, do it for you.

You know?

It's like you, you don't need to be stuck in this.

It's not...

You're not sick, you don't have a fever.

It's just, like, it's all in your head.

Why is it different today?

Like, why, why can't you do it today?

- I just can't.

- Well, no, I mean, that's selfish.

It's like some sort of excuse.

You wanna be like this.

- No, I don't wanna be like this.

Are you kidding me?

I hate myself.

I hate myself- - Oh, come on.

- when I'm like this.

- [Clark] No, you don't have to hate yourself,

just like, notice

that there's two people here. - Stop it!

- I didn't- - Stop, please.

Just go away-

- Go away? - if you're gonna

be like this, please.

I can't.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry, but please,

you have- - You can't just lie

in bed all day and- - You have to stop.

You have to stop, please, just stop.

Okay? - Come on, come on.

Come on, it's...

Come on, let's go.

Come on, babe, please- - Go away!

What is wrong with you?

- What do you mean, what is wrong with me?

We're in a, we're on vacation in a cabin.

That's what's wrong with me.

Come on.

Do you want me to just goes outside by myself?

That will really help our relationship.

- Yes, go outside by yourself!

Please, at this point,

please, go outside by yourself.

(Clark sighs)

(door slams)

(gentle music)

(Ellie crying)

(pan clanging)

(gentle music)

(Ellie sobbing)

(gentle music)

(Clark sighs)

(gentle music)

- God, just leave, Clark.

- I wanna be here with you.

- You don't want to stay and I know you don't.

You should just fucking go, Clark.

I know you think I'm just some crazy fucked up bitch.

And I am.

So you should just leave.

- That's too bad 'cause you're stuck with me.

- Just go, I know you want to.

Go, just go.

Just go.

Go, I don't love you.

I don't love you.

- I love you so much.

- No you don't, you hate me.

Of course, you hate me.

Of course, you hate me.

I hate me.

I hate me too.

(gentle music)

(gentle music continues)

Look, look, look, it's snow.

It's, it's abstract.

- Oh, God.

Just wait a week.

- Okay.

Is it working?

- Kind of. - Yeah?

(bright music)

Don't get

punctured.

- [Clark] Perfect time to move in.

(bright music)

(bright music continues)

- [Ellie] Are you, are you glad we're doing this?

- [Clark] What, putting pictures up?

- [Ellie] No, um, moving in together.

Are you, are you happy about it?

- Absolutely.

- [Ellie] Okay.

- Are you happy about it?

- [Ellie] Yes.

- [Clark] Good.

- [Model] Cookies for breakfast is my favorite breakfast.

- Camera please.

Thank you.

Ellie, would you be able

to get the bottle of water for them?

- Sure. - Whenever you want.

Ellie, give me the camera, please.

The camera, please.

Fast, faster, come on, Ellie.

- Sorry, sorry.

- [Greg] Come on, guys, right there.

Nice, nice, here we go.

(bright music)

- And I was, like, dropping him off at the airport.

And then we pulled, we like pulled over

and had sex before he left in the car,

which was just like so exciting and like...

- [Ellie] That's great.

That's great, that's great. - Yeah.

Yeah, I liked it.

What about you?

- It's, no, we still have a lot, but it's just not,

I mean, not, I guess not as much as we used to.

- Yeah.

- And it kind of feels like we've plateaued.

It's just not- - I mean, are you getting off?

Like...

- I haven't the last few times.

- You gotta spice it up.

- No, no, I think that's what I'm gonna do.

- Yeah. - I think I'm gonna buy

some lingerie.

I dunno, it seems so, like, cliche.

- But it's not.

It's like, there, everything's a cliche for a reason.

- True, maybe It'll be good,

maybe it'll give me some more confidence.

I've been feeling kind of self-conscious

just about my body with him, like-

- Maybe you need to do something

for yourself to make yourself feel sexy,

'cause it's like- - Yeah, I mean, maybe that's,

maybe the lingerie can do that.

- [Audrey] Yeah.

- If I find the right thing.

(Ellie sighs)

Oh, my God.

Okay.

(Ellie murmuring)

Oh, is this backwards?

Clark, I wanted to get some extra credit. (laughs)

I'm here for my detention.

I'll do anything, anything.

(Ellie sighs)

(cellphone chiming)

- Hello.

What?

Y-yeah, o-okay.

(no audio)

(door opening)

(door slams)

- Hi.

I'm here for detention.

- Wow.

- I was hoping I could do some extra credit

to make up for it.

- Absolutely.

- [Ellie] Yeah.

- Yeah.

- You don't, you don't like it?

- No, yeah, uh, sorry.

I'm just in my head right now.

I'm thinking a lot.

- I mean, I know it looked better on the model, and I...

It's kind of cheap, but I-

- Patrick died.

- Who's Patrick?

- Um, it's just a friend of mine when I was younger.

- Oh, that's too bad.

That's sad.

- No, it's, it's fine, I mean, I don't know, I...

I haven't talked to him in a while, so it's...

- Okay, then I'm gonna take your mind off of it.

(lips smooching)

So I think you should take your pants off.

- I'm, I'm sorry.

I think I'm just not really, uh, feeling it right now.

Um, I've got work to do and, you know,

so just gonna get back to it.

You look amazing, by the way.

- Okay.

(footsteps thudding)

Hey, babe, good morning.

You sleep okay?

- Yeah. - Yeah?

I'm gonna try to be back

around seven if you...

- It's amazing how many people

did not say anything on Patrick's page.

(computer mouse creaking)

- [Ellie] Gosh.

- Patrick's been a lot

of places. - Alright, I'll see you later.

Love you.

- Love you.

- [Greg] Ellie can I have the other camera?

- [Ellie] Oh yeah, sure.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

- How you feeling today, you good?

- Mm-hmm. - Yeah?

You want to shoot a little bit too?

- Really?

- Yeah. - Really?

- Can we get in this shot? - There you go.

Nice, good job.

- Thanks.

I'm so ready for bed.

Oh, my gosh, but today, today at work,

I got to shoot.

Greg just handed me the camera,

and it was like, it was like my shoot.

Hey.

Are you okay?

- Yeah, I'm, I'm fine.

I, I was just, you know

just thinking about Patrick and what happened and...

- Oh, yeah.

So sad.

(Ellie sighs)

That's, you know,

that's how, how it goes.

Um, I'm so tired, baby, I'm gonna go to bed, okay?

- Yeah, uh, yeah, it, it's fine.

I'm, I'm tired too.

- Okay.

I love you.

(light switch clicks) (Ellie groans)

(whimsical music)

(whimsical music continues)

(whimsical music continues)

(whimsical music continues)

(whimsical music continues)

(whimsical music continues)

(whimsical music continues)

(Ellie and Clark moaning and panting)

I want you to do something.

- What? - Slap me.

- What? - Slap me in the face.

Just do it, it's okay.

Just do it.

(Clark grunts)

- Clark, h-harder, harder.

You won't hurt me.

It's okay.

(Clark grunts)

- Is that alright?

- Yeah, it's good, it's fine.

(Clark panting)

Do you want to stop for a second?

- No, no. - No?

- No, it's okay, come on, let's keep going.

- I can feel it,

it's not hard anymore, babe. - It's...

- Honey, it's okay.

It's okay.

(Clark panting)

- I don't know, the slapping thing kinda threw me off.

- Do you like that sort of thing?

'Cause... - No, I...

Um, I guess it, it was, just never done it before, so.

- Okay.

What are you into?

Like, we haven't really talked about this,

like, do you have any fantasies?

- I don't, I don't know, I, I-

- It's okay.

It's okay.

I'm not gonna judge you if that's what you're afraid of.

- I, I don't know, I just always wanted to try anal sex.

- We could do that.

- Yeah?

- Yeah.

- Okay.

- I'm kind of into, like,

not like, super S&M, but like, sort of kinky,

like, spanking and, like,

maybe, like, like a little, like light bondage.

- Yeah?

Um... - Yeah.

- Oh, uh...

I, I guess, yeah, um...

- I mean, we don't have to, like, it's not going to, like...

I'm not, like, gonna be destroyed or anything, but-

- No, that's fine. - I just thought

we could try it, maybe. - No, no, if you're into it,

it's, it's all right, yeah.

Yeah.

- Oh shit, I gotta go.

I think I'll catch you later, okay?

- Yeah? - Yeah, I'll see you later.

- Okay.

(birds chirping)

- Hey.

- Hey. - Hey, Ellie how are ya?

- How are you? - Good, good to see you.

- Yeah, good to see you, too.

I'm, I'm guessing you're here for Clark?

- Yeah, yeah, just grabbing, grabbing Clark,

you know. - Okay.

- How are you, how are you doing?

- I'm great, I'm fine.

- Yeah, just work is good and...

- Yeah, yeah.

Feeling okay, just with everything

that's been, you know?

- Uh...

Yeah, I mean, yeah.

- Yeah? - Yeah, everything's good.

- Well, okay, I'm gonna, I'm just

gonna go grab him real quick. - Okay, yeah.

All right,

it's good to see you. - Okay.

- Clark, you look good. - Yeah.

Thank you. - Solid.

- So do you.

- Come on, man, let's get a fuckin' drink.

- Do you remember that time,

Patrick, when he brought beers to the beach,

and he had five cases of Zima

in his trunk in the hot sun,

90 degree weather.

- For days he just had them.

- [Clark] Yeah.

- I remember him being like- - He's like,

"I saved the day.

I saved the day on this one." - "Got the Zeems.

Got the Zeems, guys." - "Got the Zeems."

- "We're, we're saved."

- I was gonna bring that up to him.

Yeah.

Yeah, thank you, thank you.

Like, I needed this.

- Of course, bro, yeah.

Of course. - I needed to get out.

You got any more of these things?

- Got a few more for you, man.

I got a few more for you.

- [Clark] Good.

I'll take 'em.

(door opens)

- Hey, babe.

You were out late.

Did you have a good time with Marlon?

- Yeah.

- Yeah?

- I had a great time.

- Are you okay?

- Yeah. - You seem kind of drunk.

Okay.

Oh.

Okay.

(Ellie and Clark moaning)

Kind of like drunk Clark.

- Yeah? - Yeah. (giggles)

- Why don't you get the school girl outfit, huh?

- Uh, yeah, I do, you want me to put it on now?

Ow, ow.

Clark, that's not what I meant.

Ow, ow, ow, Clark,

no, I don't want to do this anymore.

- Oh, no, come on. - Let's stop.

Stop.

- Shh. - Stop.

I'm serious.

Stop! Get off!

Get the fuck off!

- What? - Jesus Christ.

- Ellie.

(door slams)

(Clark sighs)

Jesus fucking Christ.

(footsteps thudding)

- [Ellie] Need you to drink this.

- I had, I had some already,

I don't need anymore.

- Do you remember last night?

- Yeah, I'm sorry.

- I was telling you stop and you didn't listen to me.

There's a huge difference between you being aggressive

with me sexually and, like, not listening

when I ask you to stop.

- I, I know.

Y-you're right, I'm sorry.

Yeah.

- Do you want breakfast?

(footsteps tapping)

- [Susan] Hello, stranger.

- Hey.

- How are you?

- Good, good to see you.

- Good to see you too.

- [Clark] Patrick, you know, he's..

That was hard for me.

- [Susan] Do you need anything?

I mean, I was, I didn't know how to acknowledge it

or if I should reach out or...

But I'm, I'm glad that we're talking about it now.

- Thanks. - Yeah.

- [Clark] No, it's just funny.

Like, you're the first person that actually looked at me

and asked me if I was okay.

Like, really asked me if I was all right.

- You talk to Ellie about it?

- No, I mean,

I, I feel like I, I tried

to put myself out there, but she...

You know, she asked me if I was okay,

but it's like it's...

It wasn't genuine.

- [Ellie] He just feels like the one

I've sort of been, like, waiting for, in a way.

- Gross

- So that's real, that part's really good.

- [Audrey] Good.

- The sex

not so much.

Starting to really worry

that we're, like, not sexually compatible.

And like,

if that's true...

- Maybe forgive her for whatever it is

that you think she's not asking you or,

or isn't reading from you.

She's not a mind reader.

Like maybe talk to her about it.

Forgive, forget.

Talk to her, move on.

Right?

- Yeah. (mumbling)

- [Audrey] What does he want?

- He wants to try anal.

- Fucking men and anal sex.

- I know, what is about it? - They're like,

"I don't want to do that, that's too adventurous."

And I'm like, "You want to stick your dick up my ass though?

That's a little adventurous for me."

- I'm fine to try it, like...

- You have to put yourself first

and you have to communicate what your wants are.

That's sexy.

- I'm afraid.

Like, I'm afraid if I tell him exactly what I want,

he's going to tell me

no, and then, like, that'll be it.

- Then wh-what do you have to lose?

You have everything to gain,

including a few orgasms.

(door lock clicking)

- Hi. - Hi.

I just wanted to tell you

that all that stuff I was saying about, you know,

the kinky stuff and bondage

and, like, I really like that stuff,

and I kind of need it

to be in our sex life.

I want to do it with you.

I want you to do those things to me

'cause I love you and I..

I want to have sex with you.

I hope that is okay.

- You know,

I feel like you have

a filthy, filthy mind and,

and you need to be punished.

(Ellie laughs)

It's not funny.

- No, sir, it's not.

- Get down on the floor,

on all fours.

(Ellie clears throat)

(Ellie moaning) (Clark panting)

- Oh, it's so good.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

Use me.

I'm gonna cum.

I'm gonna cum. - Yeah.

Yeah. - Oh.

(Ellie moaning) (Clark panting)

That was really good.

- I'm surprised at myself.

- I was surprised to.

I didn't even ask you,

you just, you just slapped me, in the face.

- I guess I keep learning more and more about myself.

- Hey, do you, um...

Do you ever think about us getting married?

I mean, to each other.

(Clark laughs)

(gentle music)

- Yeah.

- Yeah?

- Yeah, I, I've thought about it.

(wistful music)

(wistful music continues)

Man, you're gonna be away for a while.

- Yeah, but, I mean, I'll call you,

I'll call you every day

and we can Skype.

- Well, I mean, you could come back

on, like, anytime that you have off.

- You know, I don't think you have time.

I would love to.

- You know, I could come and visit, you know,

have a romantic fling in the desert

by a cactus or something.

- That, as nice as that sounds,

I don't, I don't think we have the money.

(wistful music)

- [Greg] Nice, Annie, play with me a little bit.

Come on, come on, nice.

Nice.

- They have, like, a very limited crew,

but it's still like, very, like,

intense and like...

We're, like, working together.

Like, he's not even treating me like,

like his employee anymore.

Like, he's treating me like

a fellow photographer, which is amazing.

- [Clark] I feel like I'm there.

I feel like, you know,

I am your biggest fan.

I am gonna cheer lead from 100 miles away.

(wistful music)

(Ellie chuckling)

- He loves you, loves you not?

- He's just, he's a dork.

(voicemail beeps)

- [Ellie] Hey, it's me.

I thought I'd try and catch you before you went to bed,

but I guess I didn't.

Sorry, work's been so crazy.

I'll try you tomorrow.

(voicemail beeps)

- [Clark] Returning your call.

Let me know when is a good time for you to talk.

I miss you.

(wistful music)

(wistful music continues)

- Oh, my God.

(camera clicking)

- [Greg] Ellie, get back to work.

- [Ellie] Sorry.

(wistful music)

(voicemail beeps)

- [Clark] Hey, just had a free minute

and seeing if you were around.

- Ellie, you coming? - I miss hearing your voice.

Call me when you can.

I love you. - Ellie, hurry up.

♪ You're gonna miss the midnight train to Georgia ♪

(drumsticks thudding)

(cymbal crashing)

- I mean, to only have been

playing five years, you're not bad.

- Well, yeah, I mean, I don't always

get a chance to come out, so it's...

- A little, what is this?

- It was a Valentine's Day thing,

but I, I, I feel

that well... - Do you know

what month it is, bro?

- Yeah, I'm gonna give it to her when she comes back, okay?

She's, she's away.

She's away, so I have plenty of time.

- Yeah, well, that's great, man.

How, how are things with Ellie?

- Oh, you know,

it's good, it's good.

We talk on the phone as much as she can, you know,

it's like she doesn't always respond,

which I understand, she's working.

She's, she's got a lot on her plate,

and I, I, I'm trying to get things done and, you know,

not focus on her, but I can't help it.

It's like, man, I'm in love with this girl, so...

- Do you feel like she's being a good partner

to you right now?

- Ye, uh...

- I mean, I'm just sensing- - I don't know.

- I'm sensing hesitation. - I don't know, I...

Yeah, yeah, it just feels lonely

a little bit, you know?

I don't know. - You should tell her this,

man, I... - Just...

- No, you should tell her this man,

'cause I'm sure if she felt you were neglecting her,

you would fucking hear about it.

You know what I mean?

- Yeah, I will, I'll, I'll say something to her.

(wistful music) (camera clicking)

- [Ellie] We shot out at this reservoir the other day.

And it was like, as the sun was going down,

it was just so beautiful.

So we just got done for the day.

So we're gonna go to the pool.

- Oh, that's...

That's nice.

- [Ellie] Well, oh, shoot,

Babe, I gotta go, that's Greg calling.

- Oh, okay.

Yeah, yeah, it's...

I, I have stuff I gotta do too anyway, so...

(phone beeping)

(wistful music)

- Ooh, I'm surprised. - That's nice, that's nice.

(cellphone beeps) (Ellie laughs)

I like that. (cellphone beeping)

Oh, God, stop.

Not you, sorry.

- [Greg] What happened?

- Just my- - Hm?

- My boyfriend. - You okay?

- Yeah, he's just being irritating.

He's like...

- What he needs to be babysit or what's going on?

- I don't know, maybe I should have left him with a sitter.

- Yes, you should have.

(wistful music)

(phone ringing)

- Hey, sexy mama.

- [Ellie] Hi, babe.

- [Clark] Can't wait to see you in a few days.

Uh, is something wrong?

- No, no.

Um...

So the trip got extended two weeks.

I'm really excited, actually.

Like, it's really good.

The client really likes us.

It's fucking amazing.

I can't believe it.

But I do miss you.

I would like to see you.

- [Clark] I dunno, did you have, like, a choice

to, to do this, like, why?

I mean, do you wanna stay away?

What's going on?

- Um...

- [Clark] I don't know, this feels kinda selfish to me

in a way, you know.

- You think I'm being selfish for doing my job?

- [Clark] I mean, you can find another job.

It's just, it's a photography job.

You're freelancer.

So other jobs pop up. - This is like everything

I've been working for.

Of course I'm going to...

They could extend it for a year and I'd say yes.

- [Clark] See how you sound?

I, um... - It's fucking selfish.

- I don't know what to tell you.

You're being less mature

than I could have even imagined you to be.

So I'm going to hang up right now.

If you can't handle me being away,

doing my job, doing what I love,

maybe that's, this is just not gonna work.

Fucking A.

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(Ellie sighs)

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- So, that's right. - We're gonna, um...

- I'm a very peaceful guy.

- We're heading out. - What?

Come on.

- [Crew Member] You've been working us so hard, man.

- How old are you?

Ellie, please.

No, I would like for you to hang.

- Okay. - Please.

- Alright.

I never do this, so...

- So how is Clark?

(Ellie sighs)

Oh, wow. - He's fine, he's fine.

- Okay. - It's almost like

he doesn't know what to do without me.

Which kind of, like, is romantic, I guess, but, like...

- Not really. - Not really.

- Yeah, not... - Not, not, not at our age,

you know, he needs to have his own life.

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(Susan laughing)

- You...

- Yes, I'm fine. - You all right?

- So, how's Ellie?

- Not currently around.

- Oh. - Well, no, she uh,

she's doing a job, and, you know.

But,

currently around...

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Like, in your life. - I mean...

Yeah, still, still there,

but it's just like it's more,

she's into what she's going,

like, what's going on with her.

She's like, it's more about work

than it is about, you know, the relationship.

- That's hard.

- [Clark] Yeah, it is.

- [Greg] I'd like to see more.

- What more do you want?

- More like, more, like more of your personality

and not being like, so serious about it.

And so, you know,

I'm very focused on this

because I feel like you are this photographer

that has been shooting for Vogue

and all of those things.

- Well, that's how I feel. - That's, that's

what you doing. - That's how I feel.

- Somebody like you that just looks gorgeous.

Um, I don't...

Listen, take a compliment.

What, why, why?

It's, that's the truth.

You are.

- I like your place.

- Yeah, and uh...

That's my bedroom.

- (laughs) I see.

- Yeah.

- [Greg] And I forced you to make vodka

right now and- - No.

- No? - You didn't force me.

- What?

- You didn't. - I didn't?

- No. - No?

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(both laughing)

- You know, it's nice to see your place.

- Um, yeah, glad you came by.

So, yeah

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- Hi, hi, hi! - Oh, my God.

Hi.

Oh, my God, you surprised me.

Hi.

- Hi. - I missed you.

- [Ellie] I missed you, too.

- Oh.

Oh, my God.

Um...

Yeah, um...

- It's good to see you. - You too.

- Let's get out of here.

Um, I'm want to get out of this place for a little bit.

And- - This apartment?

- Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Okay.

- Yeah, - Okay.

Hi. - Hi.

(driver chattering indistinctly)

Yeah, that's it.

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(Ellie laughs)

- How's your day?

- Amazing.

- Not you, I'm asking our driver.

- Oh, never mind.

Yeah, how's,

how's your day going? - Good.

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- Ken, I'm late. - It's five minutes to five.

- It's good to see you, Ken.

- It's wonderful to see you, again.

I've got so much to talk to you about.

Shall we go someplace now?

- [Woman] Oh no, I'm in a hurry.

- [Ken] But I have so much to say.

- [Woman] Well, call me up sometime.

No, you can't do that either, can you?

Well, I'm going to be married.

- [Ken] Well, then you are going to do it?

- [Woman] Yes, Ken and I'm late.

What time did you say it was?

- I have to tell you something.

When I was away, we were drinking

one night in Greg's room,

and it was just me and Greg and...

We were just talking,

and I was kind of irritated with you and um,

I thought about kissing him,

but I didn't.

Well, I, I just thought of you

for the whole rest of the trip and how much I love you

and how much I want to make this work.

Please don't, please don't be mad at me.

I mean, I know I should of told you sooner.

I just, I didn't want to ruin anything, and I,

I love you so much, Clark.

I love you so much.

Please don't hate me.

(Clark mumbling)

What, what did you say?

- I kissed Susan.

(insects chirping)

- Are, are you..

Wh, uh, when, when did you do, when did you do that?

- Uh, when you were away.

Why did you?

Where did you, where did?

Where, like where?

Did you see her somewhere and you just...

- I don't know, you know, she contacted me and...

And I, I don't know, things were...

Things felt weird between us,

and, and I just needed a friend to talk to,

and, I don't know, we were hanging out,

and then it just, it, it happened.

(Ellie moans)

- You, you made it happen, though.

You let it happen.

You did that.

Who are you?

Like... (sighs)

I did this,

like, I am here because of, like, because of you,

like I, I didn't even

want to be in a monogamous relationship.

And I, I did that for you because-

- Ellie... - Because you wanted to.

And then I was really happy.

I've been really happy.

And like, I went away,

and you just...

I went away.

- Ellie... - That's what you do

when I go away, you just... - No.

- I don't...

I don't, I don't know.

- E-Ellie. - No, just, I...

- [Clark] Ellie, look, I'm sorry.

- Don't please, I don't...

- I'm sorry, you know,

I made a mistake.

It won't happen again, okay.

- (sighs) So what, what am I supposed to say to that?

You made a mistake, and I should forgive you?

- I, I don't know, can we just start over

and pretend like this never happened?

Like... - No, we def, no we can't.

No, we can't do that.

- I was confused.

- So what were you confused about?

You didn't know if you loved me anymore?

- Not gonna, I do love you.

I just...

I don't know, sometimes you make me feel

like you don't care.

And I, I felt like from the beginning

I was walking on, walking on eggshells around you.

And I,

I feel like I'm not getting the love from you.

And I, and I don't know.

I don't know. - I'm not giving you

enough love?

- No, I felt like I had to go in search for it.

I, I, I don't know, I-

- This is my fault?

Are you fucking kidding me right now?

This was my fault

because I don't love you enough?

I have opened my heart to you.

I was there for you when your friend died

even though you were being- - You were, you were...

You were there for me when my friend died?

- [Ellie] Yes, I was.

- You were there for me when my friend died?

When I couldn't even talk to you.

Every time I tried to bring it up-

- You did want - you had something

else to do. - You didn't want to because

you're a fucking coward. - You were so into

your own fucking job. - Why don't you just admit

that you're a fucking coward?

And that's why this happened.

- That's not who I am. - So the second I'm gone,

the second I'm gone, you turn to the closest thing

that you can find to give you comfort.

Now you're trying to pin this on me.

The shitty thing that you did,

you're trying to put it on me

and say I don't love you enough.

Well, guess what?

I was in the same situation and I thought of you.

- You wanted it, it's the same thing that happened to me.

I stopped it too.

I made that mistake- - No, you didn't.

but I fucking stopped it too. - Because you kissed her.

No, you didn't, because you kissed her.

I didn't.

I didn't.

(insects chirping) (dog barking)

(sighs) Fuck you.

(door slams) - Fuck!

(dog barking)

Come on, there's no reason

to be out here at night. - Don't wanna talk to you.

- We shouldn't be out here.

Ellie, why don't we just go-

- Stop.

Stop. - Ellie, please, please

- Stop, stop.

Get away from me, I don't want to touch you right now.

- Okay, well, well, why, why don't we

talk about- - Get away from me.

Get away from me.

I do not want you to touch me.

I don't want to be near you.

- Why, can't we- - Back up.

- Ellie, please. - Do you want to talk to me?

- Yes. - Then back up.

(cars rumbling)

More.

(cars roaring)

- Ellie, I'm sorry.

There's no excuse, I know that.

I don't expect you to forgive me quickly, I don't.

I don't expect you to forgive me at all.

I just want us to come back from this

and talk to each other.

And, and-

- You think it's easy just to,

to imagine

this ending and

just not having you in my life anymore?

- Look, everything's gonna be okay.

- No, it's not.

- Things are gonna be better.

- How?

How are they gonna be better?

- We're gonna talk

about everything.

We're not gonna hold secrets from each other.

I'm not gonna push you away in stupid ways anymore.

(insects chirping)

- I think it's too late.

- It's not.

It's not too late, you know.

(Ellie crying)

We'll talk to each other- - Back up, back up.

I want to forgive you.

I want it just to be okay.

I would love that.

I would love that.

- Why can't we?

We will be okay.

We're gonna be fine.

- I don't know how.

I don't know how.

- We will, please.

(Ellie crying)

(Ellie sniffling)

(insects chirping)

(cars roaring)

- Hey, it's your guys anniversary.

Are you excited?

We're excited.

Well, I, I can't believe it's been this long.

- Woo, Vegas!

- Vegas!

Viva!

Viva Las Vegas.

- You're gonna get in some anniversary celebration.

- Ooh, wow, guys. - Yes.

- We're gonna, we're gonna go on a hike.

- Yeah - What?

- At Red Rock.

I know, it's crazy.

We're gonna go to Vegas for our anniversary

to go on a hike at Red Rock?

- Yeah, well, we're gonna go to Red Rock.

It's beautiful. - Man, you guys

are just known for your adventure.

- No, it's nice. - It's a little nuts.

- Seeing nature.

- Oh, shit.

I missed that turn.

- That's why we have the GPS, babe.

- [Audrey] I just missed the turn, it's no big deal.

- I mean, I...

All right.

I just, I know you like to figure it out for yourself.

- Well, I'm not figuring anything out for myself.

I, I just missed a turn.

I'm using the GPS, what are you talking about?

- Where the fuck are we?

What are you talking about a turn?

- Why are you yelling at me?

- Because it's more than just you in the car.

- [Audrey] Then maybe we shouldn't be blowing up like this.

(screams) Like a fucking psychopath.

- [Marlon] I'm not trying to be a psychopath.

- Well, then the key to stop- - I wish you would follow-

- being a psychopath - the rules.

- is stop being a psychopath. - Just follow the fucking map.

What are you fucking talking about?

- I looked at the GPS. - Just because you have

been there and you think- - It says where were going.

- that you can remember- - Shut up!

- how to go.

- Okay, I can't drive like this.

- You have this fucking ego. - I can't fucking...

(Audrey screams)

- I should probably go to the bathroom.

- Fuck!

- There's probably a spot- - Okay, I'm turning.

- [Marlon] What the fuck now?

What are we doing?

- [Audrey] You're having a tantrum.

I'm getting out. - This is not,

this is not the time for one of your fucking episodes.

Now what?

Don't leave me here.

Please. - Are you happy?

- Okay.

- [Ellie] Oh, I didn't know you were actually peeing.

Okay.

- Get two things accomplished.

Two birds with one stone. - You're so stupid.

(Marlon and Audrey arguing indistinctly)

- [Audrey] Throw it you fucking savage.

Yeah, just throw that stick.

Real mature. - Okay, babe, babe,

you know what? - No!

- This isn't, this isn't

how I wanted it to go. - No, I'm done.

- [Ellie] We don't fight like this, do we?

- [Clark] (sighs) No.

- [Ellie] I mean, they make up quick.

(Audrey screams)

It was a pretty bad one last month I guess.

- You wanna forget about it and try to have a little fun?

- We'll have fun, have fun this weekend.

- Okay.

It's Vegas. - It's Vegas.

- Yeah. - It's Vegas, baby.

- Yeah, woo.

- What are we gonna do when we get there?

- I don't know, I, everything?

- I want to go on the roller coaster.

- [Clark] Yes, yes, I will go on the roller coaster

with you. - I might throw up, though.

- [Clark] Okay.

- That was a good little break, guys,

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- Clark..

- What?

- [Ellie] Hi.

- Hi.

I have a secret to tell you.

Okay, I, I've called you here

to tell you

top secret information.

- [Clark] Really?

- Yes.

I love you.

- Oh.

Well, I love you too.

(knuckles rapping)

Oh, okay. - Room service.

(TV chattering)

- Hi, good morning. - Hi.

(Marlon imitating horse neighing)

I thought, I thought you were room service.

- The queen is here. - Giddy up.

- The queen has arrived. - Giddy up.

- You guys have a good night?

- [Audrey] Yeah, how was the rest of your guys evening?

- It was good.

- It was good. - Are you guys still drunk?

- I mean, it's Vegas, man, you know.

- We did have a drink this morning.

- Yeah. - Celebratory drink.

- Right.

You know, when you accomplish something you want to...

- [Ellie] What did you accomplish?

- Uh, we got married.

- [Audrey] Yeah.

- What? - Are you joking?

(both laughing)

- No. - You joking.

- No. - No, we really got married.

- We went to the chapel.

- Well, we were talking.

- We were walking

by the chapel. - Walking and talking.

- and I just looked at her and she looked at me.

- And we just knew it was right.

- And we knew, like we knew.

- [Audrey] I know it sounds so crazy, but like..

- Wow, congratulations!

- Congratulations. - Thank you, bro.

- Congratulations.

- Fucking thank you.

We couldn't have done this without you guys.

- [Ellie] That's amazing.

- [Marlon] We would, we would not have met without you guys.

I mean, we wouldn't have met, I mean.

So uh, we wanna, we wanna celebrate.

- [Audrey] Yeah, we want to take you guys out to dinner.

- We wanna take you two

and fucking celebrate with us, man.

- [Ellie] Yeah, of course.

- Absolutely. - Yes.

- So get ready? - We're gonna do.

- Meet us in the lobby?

- Yes, celebrating.

- [Marlon] Alright, this works too.

- Wow. - To the pool.

(door closes)

(Clark scoffing)

(Ellie scoffing)

- I can't..

(laughs) I can't believe they got married.

- Do you know how irresponsible that is?

- They seem like they're in love.

- In love?

- I mean, to be truthful,

like, I've never seen Audrey this happy with anyone.

- Yeah, and they're going to be angry

when it doesn't last a month later.

And I'm going to have to, like,

talk to Marlon, coax him out of, like, an angry,

sad, drunken stupor, you know.

- Well, like, why have they known each other for six months

and we've known each other for a year

and we think it's so crazy

that two people in love would get married?

- It's better to just hold off and wait.

Wait till you're ready.

- I'm really, really happy for you guys.

And, uh, congratulations. - Congratulations.

- To Audrey and Marlon.

- Seriously, Audrey and Marlon.

- [Marlon] Seriously.

(Audrey and Marlon baby talking indistinctly)

- [Ellie] Do you feel like

it was, like, the right thing to do?

- Yeah.

Yeah,

I do, which is crazy to me.

But it was just about us, and

it was our moment.

- Yeah. - But it's like

I've been with people for three years

and not felt a shred of the, like, connection

that I do actually feel.

I mean, how do you feel about everything?

- I'm still kind of mad at him, but

I still really love him.

And I don't want like, part of me doesn't want to,

like a part of me is like, "Oh, I wanna hate him."

- Yeah. - But

(sighs) I can't.

I can't explain,

it's like,

yeah, I love, I love him.

- I think that's a great place to be.

- It is. - Right?

- Yeah. - I mean,

especially after all you guys have been through.

Like, fights are gonna happen.

Like, we definitely fight.

- Wait, wait, what, what's going on?

- The last few months and weeks with her,

they've just been indescribable, man.

It was just all right, man, it was all right.

And even if it wasn't, I just,

I just had to make the choice, man, you know.

- I don't know, I just feel like

maybe I'm not sure about anything, you know?

- Hey, just, we're young, we're young.

We, we, we've got, we got our whole ahead of us, man.

Let's just make a mistake.

Make a mistake, fuck it, you've got time.

If it's a mistake, make it.

- Man, I wish I was...

I wish I was like you, man.

- I mean, what scares you more?

Having it forever or losing it forever?

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- [Ellie] Wow.

- [Clark] Yeah.

Those are some red rocks.

(gentle music)

- [Ellie] I'm, I'm too high.

- Just fall backwards. - I can't.

I can't.

Oh, God.

Oh.

Thank you.

- [Clark] You were almost goner.

- I know.

So are you taking me up here to murder me?

- Absolutely.

- I knew it, I knew it.

- The long con.

That's my- - It was good.

It was a good one. - plan from the beginning.

- It was a good one. - Trick you into thinking

I'm not gonna do it.

And then do it.

(gentle music)

- (sighs) Wow.

Okay.

It's worth it.

(gentle music)

We could carve our names up here

like these people,

you know, Clark and Ellie forever.

- [Clark] Yeah.

- Happy anniversary.

- Happy anniversary.

- It's been

a year, that's crazy.

That's so, that's so crazy.

Isn't that crazy?

- Yeah, this reminds me of going with you up to

that swing.

- I've been thinking about us

a lot.

(wind whistling)

I think,

I think we should get married.

I love you.

Like I would have run away

so long ago, like

with anyone else.

And it's not that you're perfect.

I mean, neither of us are perfect,

and we've got shit to work on, like a whole bunch.

But I want to do that,

and I want to, like, commit to it.

I don't think I've ever said in my life.

I do, I love you, I think you're a good guy.

I think you're my person.

I want to do it and I want to do it with you.

I want to build a life with you.

Is that crazy?

(Clark sighs)

(Clark sighs)

- I think we should end this.

(wind whistling)

- Like now?

(wind whistling)

Well, fuck me then.

- I'm sorry.

It's not working.

You know, it's not working.

- It's just too, it's too easy to just give up, Clark,

like, feel like I've really changed.

And you have too.

And, like, we'll never know

if this is just a rough patch

unless we keep going.

And I, I love you.

And I know you love me

like, we have to just try, like.

Like, don't you want to just,

don't you want to try?

- I just can't.

You know, it's,

doesn't feel good.

- You just want to, like, give up on us?

(wind whistling)

Like, we've worked so hard.

We've...

Oh, God.

We, like we came...

(Clark crying)

- I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

(Clark exhales)

I'm sorry.

It's over.

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(Ellie crying)

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- Hey, Ellie. - Hi.

- Good to see you.

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The view's pretty damn good.

- Yeah? - Yeah, it's more than good.

- I like it. - It's like, amazing,

actually.

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- Okay, yeah.

- One, two, three.

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