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[Lex Junior's "Spicy Tunaz" plays]
[woman singing indistinctly]
Open the door!
[police officers shouting]
[singing continues]
[indistinct conversation]
[sirens wailing]
[music continues]
[man] That's right.
[music continues, woman vocalizing]
[down-tempo music plays]
[gasps]
Hey.
Yo. What's happening?
Hey, hey, hey, hey.
[down-tempo music plays]
A strong wind today.
Yeah.
[music continues]
Um, my name's Michael.
I'm 17.
I'm in high school.
[school bell rings]
[teacher] Okay, switching gears.
Um, I'd like you to put your cellphones away.
Um, eyes up here.
[low monotone] Uhhhhhhh...
You could change the pitch. Ahhhh...
[continues low monotone]
[Brice] Goddamn. Loosen up. Just one more. Try.
That's for experts.
[music continues]
I guess I-I do spend a lot of time with myself.
[music continues]
[telephone rings]
[woman speaks indistinctly]
No, no, no. I got it. Yeah.
[woman] Just be careful.
Yeah, I always lock it up.
[Michael] ...fuckin' wait. Can you wait?
Film this here.
This guy looks fucked up.
[laughs]
[man shouting in distance]
[William] Every time I try, I do it wrong.
You tell me it's wrong!
What the fuck do you want me to do?!
[door closes]
Fuck.
No camera?
I don't really...
talk to my parents very much.
Um, I don't know, like, my parents were always arguing.
I don't talk with my dad a lot. He's always on my ass.
Like, he's not ever really satisfied with where I'm at.
Even if I'm, you know, doing good.
[chuckles] There's, like, a bug flying around.
[rock music plays]
[music volume increases]
[Nasreen] Is everything good?
[high-pitched vocalizing, beatboxing]
[mimics record scratch]
[vocalizing, beatboxing continue]
-Ah, ah, ah, what! -That's pretty good.
That was dope.
[teacher #2] ...she found the least common denominator,
150, which is simply what?
[girl] 100?
[teacher #2] 100. This is 100.
So that would make -- make this 34%.
Even though it's 17 out of 50 people,
it would make it still 34%, 34 out of 100.
All right? 34%. So even though they were close...
-[Michael] I like to film. -[teacher #2] ...percent bar.
Did you look at it on your percent bar?
Things that I -- that I find either beautiful
or, um...
...or scary or, you know, whatever intrigues me.
[down-tempo music plays]
My name's Jameson.
I am 17 years old.
It's hard to introduce yourself. [laughs]
[music continues]
[humming softly]
[indistinct talking]
[music continues]
[music intensifies]
[Shermanology's "Hijos de la Noche" plays]
[muffled music thumping]
[song continues]
♪ Hijos de la noche ♪
Happiness.
It's just that feeling of...
of -- of almost catching yourself
just in a moment where...
where you're okay...
...where you can just be.
[down-tempo music plays]
[gasps]
I couldn't sleep a lot last night,
so I'm kinda tired.
I guess, like, uh, I get a lot of thoughts at night,
and I just couldn't really...
um, let 'em go.
[down-tempo music plays]
[Jameson] What is the concept of being alone?
You have, um...
you have your friends and you have your family.
You have the acquaintances you see around, and -- and...
...still, it just feels like it's just...
...it's just you.
[music continues]
[laughs]
Is anyone really watching this? I mean...
[music intensifies]
[music slows]
[Michael] I have a lot of videos of you.
I watch 'em back a lot.
I feel like we're the same person.
In what way?
I always see you when you're alone.
I'm half, you know, Iranian.
See? I ne-- I never knew that, though.
-You didn't know that? -I thought you were Mexican,
to be honest.
Oh. [laughs]
To be honest, I did.
You just got that look.
All right.
[indistinct arguing in distance]
[down-tempo music plays]
Um...
Whatcha got there?
[lighter clicks]
[music continues]
This place sucks, right?
Can I have some...of my...
Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
It's good stuff.
You snorkel?
Like in the water?
[laughs] No.
Like... [inhales]
-[inhales] -You don't know?
It's like Darth Vader or something.
[laughs] Kinda like Darth Vader.
No, I don't know what that is.
[laughs]
I can't tell if you're kidding or not.
Oh, I don't do any. Do you...?
Yeah.
I gotta go.
-Okay. -I'll see ya.
All right, we'll see.
[music continues]
[dance music plays]
[man] Hit it!
Hit it!
[man #2] Let's see. What else is there?
[music continues]
[man] Welcome to the exciting new sound, sound, sound...
[mid-tempo music plays]
[boy] It's like smoking,
like two ounces of, like, pure indica pot.
And just like -- just like...
you're just melted into, like, where you are.
[girl] Everything around me gets brighter, more fun.
Everyone's dancing better if they sucked before.
The music's better if it's sucked before.
Like, everything that sucked is a bit better.
[boy #2] I get so nervous around girls.
But when I'm in this world,
I'm not scared to be myself.
And I feel like no one's judging me.
A lot of times it's hard to be a part of the world
if you're not open to that kind of thing.
[Michael] It's not something I-I don't know too much about.
But, yeah, it's like a...
drug that they breathe in.
[girl #2] That particular drug feels like I left my body
and I'm just somewhere else.
I mean, it's all in your head,
but the world around you completely changes.
You feel kind of invincible.
Like you can do anything.
I guess I was curious.
But I guess it's, like, also kind of because of a girl.
[music continues]
[air hissing]
[teacher] Nirtraxil, Trax,
or you guys might call it snorkeling.
Extremely dangerous, highly addictive drug.
It can be taken in various forms,
most commonly inhaling from a canister,
but in more severe cases it can be injected,
which poses an even greater risk of overdose.
80% of first-time users will use again.
If you or anyone you know is using,
please seek medical help and counsel immediately.
I just don't like myself or being in my own body, so...
And the...situation I'm in
with just everything, I just -- I --
it's too much and I just want to...
escape from it.
This isn't cool, man.
This is not -- you know it's not cool.
I know, thank you. Thank you for accompanying me.
[engine revving]
[music thumping from stereo]
[tires screech]
[sighs]
I guess the scariest moment is -- is --
is when you don't know -- is when you're outside
and you're about to open the door and you don't know.
[electronic music thumping]
-Mike. -Shut the fuck -- shut the fuck up.
[music continues]
[down-tempo music plays]
[Michael] Well, you put, like, a little cartridge
into the thing
and then you put the mask on.
And then you press, like, a thing that lets the smoke
come in, but I guess it's kind of scary,
like, the seconds before doing it,
'cause I did it for the first time, and I don't really --
I didn't really know what to expect.
So it was kind of scary.
[air hissing]
[music continues]
It was quite wonderful.
[up-tempo music plays]
[music continues]
[gasps]
The come-down, like, it sucks.
And it's crazy to go from here to there so quickly.
You can really tell when someone's, like, taken too much.
They just become so, like, secluded and in their own space.
And it's depressing. Like, it sucks to be
in that zone, in that world, like, re-appropriating
everything and everything's new
and you're like a baby and naive
and stuff's way better than it really is,
and then you come out of it and you, like,
are back in the shit again.
[humming softly]
[sighs]
[down-tempo music plays]
-Hey. -Hey.
How's it going?
-Good, good. How are you? -Good.
[Jameson] Um, we're just all meeting up Saturday night.
-Shit. Okay, cool. -Yeah.
You're gonna be there, obviously, so...
[laughs] Yeah. Yeah, I'll be there.
Yeah. What are you gonna do?
-[inhales] -Okay.
[exhales]
[Jameson] When's the last time you were out in nature?
[Michael] Mm...I haven't been into the nature
in a -- in a while, I guess.
Like real nature, nature.
I guess probably when I was young,
like camping, like, maybe five years old.
-Really? -But I-I don't know...
[Jameson] With your mom?
[Michael] Yeah.
[Jameson] Just the two of you?
[Michael] Mm-hmm.
[Jameson] That's nice.
Do you miss it?
[Michael] Yeah, I guess.
[air hissing]
[music continues]
Do you believe in love?
[Jameson] Yeah.
[up-tempo music plays]
[beeping]
Hey.
[Michael] Hey.
How do you feel?
[sighs] Good.
-What's this? -Just listen.
[laughs]
Does it scare you that we're completely alone?
[Michael] What do you like to do when you're alone?
[Jameson] I like to write.
What do you love most in the world?
[Michael] I guess the feeling of, uh...
...the feeling of being loved.
Run faster!
[Michael] Whoa!
Come on.
[both laugh]
-Whoa. -You ran like...
Have you tried that?
Fuck.
Why do you think people want to escape?
Well, I guess some people don't feel comfortable
with who they are.
Why do you think people want to escape?
Because reality sucks.
[music continues]
[whispering] I love these movies.
[movie plays indistinctly]
[Jameson, whispering] They're beautiful.
I like how they talk.
Yeah, it's different.
I love the music.
[zapping]
You wanna dance?
♪ Don't waste your mind ♪
♪ Don't waste your life ♪
♪ Don't waste your blood ♪
♪ Don't, don't ♪
♪ Don't ♪
♪ Don't waste your mind ♪
♪ Don't waste your mind ♪
♪ Don't waste your breath ♪
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
Um, I think for me, happiness would be,
um, like stability,
just, like, mentally and emotionally
and, like, just in life.
If everything could just be stable for a second,
then I can, like, catch up.
I feel like in the absence of, like,
pure happiness or whatever,
the next best thing for me is, like,
whatever fake happiness I can create,
usually through doing stuff.
I guess maybe when I'm just not alone is
when I feel the most content and happy.
There's so many fucking cool people in this world and, like,
meeting them, it makes you so happy.
Like, you're like, whoa!
I just got this connection with someone.
[brushing]
[Shermanology's "Coco Loco" plays]
[woman singing in Spanish]
[laughs]
[song continues]
-You circumcised? -What?
[Brice] You got those happy eyes.
-Yeah. -You got those lovey-dovey eyes.
Mm. I don't know.
Yeah. Yeah, I think so.
You in love?
Ah!
[song continues]
What would you want to eat?
Um...
Double chocolate cookie dough from Dairy Queen
and...burgers.
I wanna have a... Quarter Pounder with cheese.
Whoa.
[song continues]
[Michael] The air conditioning's not real.
[Jameson] Are your parents out?
Yeah, I don't know, I think so, yeah.
-Wow. -I-I'm sorry.
Could you take your shoes off?
-Yeah. Yeah, of course. -Yeah. I'm sorry. Yeah.
[Michael] Just don't, like, touch any of the...stuff.
Sure.
What's up with the owls?
[Michael] Oh, I like owls. I like, I guess, animals and...
[Jameson] What are your parents like?
[Michael] My dad's very quiet and my mom's...
very loud.
-Oh, really? -Mm-hmm.
What are your -- What are your parents like?
[Jameson] Um...
well, I haven't seen my dad in a while,
but...he's a good man.
He's just a bit -- a bit of a child.
My mom, she's, um, very outgoing.
[Michael] Mm-hmm.
Cool. [laughs] Um...
Y-Yeah. I'm sorry. I don't like...
Sorry about -- I don't like people touching...
-No, no, no, I didn't mean -- -...my stuff.
My mom comes in here sometimes
and just messes all my shit up
and it fucking annoys me, you know?
[Jameson] Is there a system?
Not -- no. Um...
Well, yeah, I just like everything...
sort of organized.
[Jameson] I don't want to mess that up.
[Michael] Mm-hmm.
So you just let me know if I'm crossing any boundaries.
[Michael] No boundaries crossed or -- no.
-No? -No.
Okay.
[Michael] I'm so excited for the weekend.
Weather's gonna be nice.
I'm gonna look nice.
You gonna look nice? You gonna be with your girl?
I'm gonna look nice for Jameson.
Jameson.
-Jameson. -Jameson.
-Jameson. Jameson. -Jameson. Jameson.
-Jameson. Jameson. -Jameson. Jameson. Jameson.
[Michael] Jameson. I feel good, dude. I feel really good.
-Yeah. -[Brice] I like that.
I like -- I like seeing you like this.
[Michael] What are you thinking?
Nothing.
[Michael] 117. 116.
Third time's the charm.
[down-tempo music plays]
You come here a lot?
Yeah.
[music continues]
[inhales]
[music continues]
[air hissing]
[Michael] I feel so connected.
[both laugh]
[Michael] Does my voice sound different?!
[Jameson laughs]
[Michael] I want to know everything that's in your head.
[Jameson] Why?
'Cause I want to feel more connected to you.
[Jameson] But what if I open up and then you leave?
Do you think we can just stay here?
I want to.
[music continues]
Can you drop this to Dennis? It's his birthday.
After school?
Mm-hmm.
[indistinct conversations]
-Oh, lordy, lordy. -Happy birthday.
-Thank you. -Yeah. Yeah.
[Dennis] Thank you. Look at right here.
[indistinct conversations]
[Michael] With my real self, I feel --
I feel like I'm very obsessive, you know, and anxious at times.
I guess when I -- when I -- when I'm on it...
...it takes that feeling away.
Even when I'm off it, I guess I start to feel less obsessive
or -- or anxious.
[indistinct conversations]
-Hey. -Hey.
-Hi. -Hi.
This is my grandma. This is Michael.
-Hi, Michael. Nice to see you. -Nice to meet you.
I, uh, I was standing across the room,
and I saw you.
Oh, wow. [laughs]
[Michael] Would you want to dance with me?
Oh, sure. I'd love to. Oh, what an honor.
[down-tempo music plays]
[Nasreen] Michael!
Don't forget your dentist appointment.
-Oh. -[chair whirring]
All right.
Let me, uh, take a look at 'em.
Pay some attention to your teeth.
Wide open.
And a bit of [indistinct]
You're gonna be fine.
Ohh...
[Michael] Ah!
[ethereal music playing]
[chuckles] Should I put it on?
[laughs]
[Michael] What do you think about the world right now?
What do I think about the world?
[Michael] Yeah, sure.
It's messy. It's a messy place.
I don't know how I feel about it.
Um...
I feel like it's in an absolute state of madhouse chaos,
and everyone is doing their damnedest to block it out.
The world's fucked up. I don't know.
I don't love it.
But I'm grateful for stuff like this.
Like, nature and stuff that humans didn't fuck up yet.
I don't know. Obviously, it's like blu--
Like, it's beautiful.
It's nice, but I think there's a lot of crappy people in it.
[Michael] How do you see the future?
Um, I don't know.
In general, I think,
I want to believe that the world's gonna be okay
and, like, happy and everyone -- [sighs]
It's stupid, but, like, I want that,
and I want everyone to be happy and peaceful.
But I really don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon.
And for me, I just haven't thought about it at all.
I don't think I want to think about it.
[sniffles]
[Michael] What's wrong?
I just don't like thinking about the future.
[Michael] Why?
[inhales]
[sniffles]
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
[sniffles]
[Michael] Hi, my name is Michael.
Do you mind if I ask you guys some questions?
Are you, uh, are you guys from around?
You live here? -Um, we're from Aggasiz,
but I used to come to Hope all the time.
[Michael] Yeah? What's it like growing up there?
Everyone knows you, that's for sure,
and everyone wants to know your business.
It's super small.
Like, I mean, you got not much to do.
Just, I guess, go and get high.
Yeah. You find ways to entertain yourself,
more or less. -Exactly.
So many people that have the potential to do so great,
but then they get hooked and latched on to this drug
and it just takes over their lives.
-Exactly. -And it's not good.
[Michael] You wanna -- You wanna play a song?
Uh, yeah.
-Heck yeah. -Hecka yeah.
[girl clears throat]
[guitar strumming]
What are the lyrics again?
♪ Settle down with me ♪
♪ Cover me up ♪
♪ Cuddle me in ♪
♪ Lie down with me ♪
♪ And hold me ♪
♪ In your arms ♪
♪ And your heart's against my chest ♪
♪ Your lips pressed to my neck ♪
♪ And I'm fallin' for your eyes ♪
♪ But they don't know me yet ♪
♪ And with this feeling, I'll forget ♪
♪ I'm in love now ♪
♪ Kiss me like you wanna be loved ♪
♪ You wanna be loved ♪
♪ You wanna be loved ♪
♪ This feels like fallin' in love ♪
♪ We're falling in love ♪ -[man and woman moaning]
♪ We're in love ♪
[guitar strumming]
♪ Settle down with me ♪
♪ You'll be my safety ♪
♪ And I'll be your lady ♪
♪ I was made to keep your body warm ♪
♪ But I'm cold as the wind blows ♪
♪ So hold me in your arms ♪
♪ Oh, no ♪
♪ My heart's against your chest ♪
♪ My lips pressed to your neck ♪
♪ And I'm falling for your eyes ♪
♪ They don't know me yet ♪
♪ And with this feelin', I'll forget ♪
♪ I'm in love now ♪
♪ Kiss me like you wanna be loved ♪
♪ You wanna be loved ♪
♪ You wanna be loved ♪
♪ This feels like falling in love ♪
♪ We're falling in love ♪
♪ We're falling in love ♪
And that's it 'cause I don't know the rest.
[young women laugh]
[Jameson] I feel like I'm losing myself to it.
I don't like who I am when I'm sober,
and I don't like what's around me when I'm sober.
And -- Sorry. I don't --
I don't feel comfortable doing this.
[Michael] Why'd you want to get out of town?
[Jameson] I just needed to get out.
-[Michael] What's wrong? -Nothing's wrong.
[Michael] You sure?
[Jameson] Do you think we're doing it too much?
[Michael] Oh, fuck it.
[air hisses]
[electronic music playing]
[music continues]
[Jameson] No.
[Michael] I'm here.
[Jameson] Oh.
[Michael] I'm here.
[Jameson] I feel empty.
-[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] Stop.
[Michael] I can help you.
[Jameson] No, you can't.
-[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] No, you can't!
-[Michael] Yeah. -[Jameson] Shut up!
-[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] Shut up!
-[Michael] I can help you. -[Jameson] Shut up!
[breathing heavily]
What time is it?
I gotta go.
Hey, I gotta go. Are you coming?
Are you coming?
No, I'm just gonna stay.
[Michael] You know, I-I did...
You know, I did something I shouldn't have done.
Um...
it felt really...
You know, I felt really --
like, really embarrassed about it,
really ashamed.
[down-tempo music playing]
Jameson?
Jameson?
Jameson.
[woman laughs] Jameson.
[Michael] How old are you?
[Jameson] 17.
[Michael] What are you most scared of?
I'm scared...
of all the time I'm wasting.
And...
...that I'll never...
get better.
And give up.
[Michael] What are you running away from?
Myself.
I haven't seen you around much.
You really look fucked up.
Have you seen Jameson?
[Brice] No.
[air hissing]
[down-tempo music playing]
[air hissing]
[music continues]
[girl] If I look back on my own life,
like, my parents and my aunts and uncles,
and everybody was always going through, like, withdrawal,
trying to wean yourself off or stay away from it
to, like, balance what drugs can offer you
as, like, a coping thing.
It is terrifying to see.
[girl #2] I've had amazing moments on drugs
that I will remember forever.
Then I also know that abusing them can be super awful
because it's like, "When are you abusing it?
When does it not become just, like, fun?"
[girl #3] I don't really do a lot, I guess,
and it's nice to know that there's something --
There's lots of things out there
that I can use to alter who I am.
[girl #4] I've been struggling a lot with feeling like
what I'm doing is really selfish,
but in the moment, it doesn't feel
like there's any other option.
I've just been doing stupid shit,
like drinking and doing Xanax, for example.
And I don't know, a lot of people die off that mixture
and I think I'm just being an idiot.
But I also don't know how else to get through a day sometimes,
so [laughs] it's just messy.
[down-tempo music playing]
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
What have I done?
What have I done?
[electronic music playing]
[Brice] Mikey!
My boy!
[laughs]
[Michael] Oh, my God.
[Brice] Oh.
Hey, man,
tonight we gotta do something.
[echoing] Come on, man. Wake up.
Gotta go clubbing or something.
Let's go.
[dance music playing]
[man] Color pink and bright hues of life.
[music continues]
Where's my bike?
Oh, we should get stuck.
Get stuck in the mud.
Like a stick in the mud. Crazy and wild.
[music continues]
Where Were You?
Where Were You?
I Was Trying To Find You.
I Couldn't Find You.
I Think I Love You
[music continues]
[music continues]
[ethereal music playing]
[air hissing]
[down-tempo music playing]
Apparently he's kind of junky.
He's the only one that, like, um, injects, uh,
injects the drug instead of just, like, you know,
breathing it in like we all do.
[music continues]
If you overdose on it,
it's almost like where you're in your own mind,
if that makes sense.
It just kind of takes you through your memories
in a way you --
You're kind of going through,
You're reliving things from the past.
[Michael] Um, hi.
I'm Michael.
You know, I guess I'm a bit of an introvert.
I'm a little obsessive.
[inhaling deeply]
[girl] Love is really scary
in the sense it makes you really realize
that you can be your own company.
You're constantly needing for something
or someone to fulfill your desire-- desires,
or some wishes that you can kind of...
[man] Pink and bright hues of life.
[man speaking indistinctly]
Why am I so obsessive?
What am I?
Can I find myself?
[girl] I'm alone.
[electronic music playing]
I feel...
really lost.
I don't know how I'm gonna get through it.
It's like the next fucking minute.
It's just all too much. It's just...
It's too overwhelming, all of it.
And I don't want to be here.
[music continues]
[screaming]
Jameson!
Jameson!
Fuck. I should have fucking lost her!
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
[intense music playing]
[music continues]
[gasps]
[coughs]
[breathing heavily]
What the fuck?
Oh, fuck.
[breathing heavily]
Uh. [inhales]
[down-tempo music playing]
[breathing heavily]
[music stops]
Can I sing a song or...
[singing along with recording] ♪ It's just like Heaven ♪
♪ Being here with you ♪
♪ You're like an angel ♪
♪ Too good to be true ♪
♪ But after all ♪
♪ I love you ♪
♪ I do ♪
♪ Angel baby ♪
♪ My angel baby ♪
♪ When you are near me ♪
♪ My heart skips a beat ♪
♪ I can hardly stand on ♪
♪ My own two feet ♪
♪ Because I love you ♪
♪ I love you, I do ♪
-[Michael] Hey, I can't move. -♪ Angel baby ♪
I can't move my arms.
-Calm down. -♪ My angel baby ♪
[Michael] I can't move, I can't fucking move!
♪ Ooh, I love you ♪
-I'm not gonna move. -[Michael] We gotta get out.
-[Jameson] I'm gonna stay. -[Michael] Look at me.
Can you look at me? -No. I want to stay here.
[Michael] Look at me.
[Jameson] You can do whatever you want.
You should leave.
[dance music playing]
[Michael] I'm not just my thoughts.
I'm not my obsessive thoughts. I'm not my obsessive thoughts.
There's more to me than just my thoughts.
[music continues]
[music fast-forwarding]
[Michael] Jameson!
[sad music playing]
Hey.
Hey. Hey. Look at me.
Just open your eyes.
Please stay. Please don't go.
Please. I'm sorry.
Okay? I love you. Fuck!
Please. Please.
Fuck. Fuck! Please.
It's okay to not be okay.
You're worthy. You're worthy of love.
You're not a burden.
You're not the depression and you're not the anxiety.
And please don't ever give up.
[Michael] You are not your obsessive thoughts.
You are not what your mind makes you think you are.
You are you.
I am Michael.
[Jameson] It's okay to not be okay.
You are worthy. You are worthy of love.
[Michael] You are not your obsessive thoughts.
You are not what your mind makes you think you are.
You're not a burden.
You're not the depression and you're not the anxiety.
You are you.
Please don't ever give up.
[Michael] I am Michael.
[Jameson] It's okay to not be okay.
You are not a burden.
You are not the anxiety and you're not the depression.
You are loved and you are worthy of love.
And please don't ever give up.
[mid-tempo music playing]
Learn to love yourself and forgive yourself
and just...love.
[music continues]
[music continues]
[music intensifies]
[music continues]
[Cannon Division feat. Old Man Saxon's "Forever Faithful II" playing]
[Cannon Division] ♪ Seek your soul with your consent ♪
♪ Hundred miles an hour if I can ♪
♪ Wonder if I'll ever see again ♪
♪ An easy love I can't repay ♪
♪ Over and over, our world decays ♪
♪ Whisper slow ♪
♪ There's a lot at stake ♪
[Old Man Saxon] Shattered glasses.
But I still see the sun rise.
Blurred vision from broken thoughts.
[man] Broken thoughts.
[Old Man Saxon] Understandably so.
[man] Understandably so.
[Old Man Saxon] This pain comes in stages,
a menage of emotions with acceptance at the end.
This can't be rushed. -[man] No.
[Old Man Saxon] This can't be rushed.
But it's there waiting. -[man] Waiting.
[Old Man Saxon] Waiting for the next step from you.
Grief does not change.
Only reveals who you are.
[Cannon Division] ♪ I need a seventh sense ♪
♪ In the arms of the maker ♪
[Old Man Saxon] Only reveals who you are.
[Cannon Division] ♪ Some silver linings never show ♪
[Old Man Saxon] Will you stay faithful?
[Cannon Division sings indistinctly]
♪ Will it break up? ♪
♪ How can I leave him ♪
♪ With a wandering mind ♪
♪ As she slipped away ♪
♪ Those silhouettes running wild ♪
♪ But these deceiving tears ♪
♪ Nothing is protected now ♪
[Old Man Saxon] Where do you stand?
By my side or is there doubt?
Faith is cliché for a reason.
The substance of hope.
Deliberate confidence.
Unwavering faith.
Forever. -[man] Forever.
[Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪
[Old Man Saxon] Forever faithful.
All things are possible.
Can't see the linings.
Because what is the outside made of?
Broken pieces, a tattered cover.
A shell of itself.
Meant for you to look the other way.
That's all I see. -[man] That's all I see.
[Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪
[Old Man Saxon] That's all I see.
But I stay... -[man] I stay.
[Old Man Saxon] Forever faithful.
But I stay forever faithful. -[man] Forever faithful.
[Old Man Saxon] What I need is unseen but felt.
So I stay forever faithful.
[Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪
[Old Man Saxon] So I stay forever faithful.
[Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪
[man] Forever faithful.
[Cannon Division] ♪ Forever faithful ♪
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