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♫ My precious, sometimes ♫

♫ I feel so tired ♫

♫ Also, when I'm lonely ♫

♫ My tears will fall ♫

♫ Try my hardest to grow up ♫

♫ I'll keep striving forward even when I'm lost ♫

♫ Being brave in this so-called darkness ♫

♫ Only because I thought ♫

♫ Life is a winding path ♫

♫ That lets us learn ♫

♫ To be fearless ♫

♫ To fly ♫

♫ Where are you now ♫

[Go Ahead]♫ Let's go together ♫

[Episode 38]

My big bro is treating his auntie-in-law to lunch. My little big bro left first thing in the morning.

He bought McDonald's for us.

You didn't sleep well?

No.

Why did he miss one? Did you forget Chengzi is at our place?

I told you a long time ago. Yueliang stayed at her parents' yesterday.

What's wrong with you? Are you senile?

Jian,

I saw a really nice stage play script.

You want to act?

How do you know?

You will certainly go back to acting.

How could you stay at the museum?

I just didn't realize that you'd change your mind so soon.

Zhuang Bei has a friend who is a stage play director.

There is one role. He asked me to audition.

Go!

Join the play if you can. If not, then go back to work.

So you'll support me?

If I don't do well, you won't laugh at me?

Of course, I'll support you. This is your dream!

What if other people say I plagiarized and am not qualified to do wood carving, what would you think?

Bullshit! How could it be possible that you plagiarized?

The wood in your hands is like clay!

Your little hands are born to hold the wood.

I think so, too. You are born to be an actress.

I'll call to take time off now and confirm the audition. I already memorized the lines yesterday!

Fighting!

Chengzi, eat breakfast! You need to work later. Don't be late.

Can you... come in for a bit?

I saw the earphones on your desk. The wires are already exposed.

It's not good for the ears if you use earphones for a long time.

I bought a speaker for you after I finished work yesterday.

Thank you for letting me stay in your room.

I will move back to stay with my mom from today on.

Actually, I don't like pink very much.

How can you not like pink? All the girls like pink.

How can you say you don't like it directly in front of the person who gave the present to you?

Fine. Fine. The pink speaker fits my temperament well.

I appreciate your thoughts. Thank you.

When you go back, don't always rebel against your mom.

Even if you're angry with her for 100 years, she is still your mom. You'll still see each other, right?

You don't have a mom. How would you know?

I may not have a mom, but I've seen plenty of cases around me.

Take a look at your Sister Tang Can and Sister Yueliang. They're both live examples.

They are both examples for you to learn from.

What's wrong with them?

I will tell you later.

All in all, if you have problems when you move back, just tell your older brother.

You can also tell me.

Why should I tell you? Can you help me to fight with my mom?

I can't, but I can help your mom to manage you.

Eat breakfast!

Wait!

Say it.

I wasn't nice to you when I was young. I'm sorry.

When were you not being nice?

Oh my god! How long ago was that? You still remember that? You must still be dreaming.

Why would I hold grudges with a stinky kid like you?

Eat!

Sister Tang Can.

Sister?

My mom moved in today. She lives behind this building.

Building no. 8. I will move back today.

It's so close. That's good.

You don't need to hide the remote in the future.

Yes.

I didn't.

I'm used to putting the remote everywhere.

I didn't hide it. Really.

- Morning. - Morning.

You came so early today. Are you okay?

I'm good. I need to work to finish the order.

Boss Li, have you found the photo yet?

Not yet.

Then, how can you still have the heart to work here?

I really appreciate your composure.

The furniture factory has sent an email to ask about the plagiarizing.

They asked you if you infringed on the copyright or not. They already made the first batch of the molding at the factory.

If you did, then it will be regarded as plagiarizing.

You'll need to pay penalty fees for breaching the contract.

Why did you hit me? I'm saying this for her sake.

Can you stop fussing over this situation? Get to work!

What's up?

It's definitely because of Zhou Miao. Before, he publicized that we sold the copyright everywhere.

We made people jealous, so that's why the factory was contacted.

Otherwise, how can they find out so quickly?

From other people's point of view, they are doing the right thing by boycotting plagiarism.

Forget them.

It's such a shame that I liked Yu Fei before.

You even like Zhou Miao. It's not surprising that you liked Yu Fei.

Sorry.

Brother Ziqiu, can I get off work two hours early today?

What's the matter?

My mom is moving today. I want to go back to help her.

Sure.

We only have strawberry mousse and chocolate mousse today?

Yes.

We have fewer and fewer types of dessert.

We have to. We are unable to sell them.

How about we change to a fast food restaurant?

Go back to work.

[Zhao Huaguang]

Send over the address of the hospital to me.

Are you free this afternoon?

In a few days. I'm at Heng Mountain now.

Why did you go to Heng Mountain again? I need the photo now.

Don't you have to take care of your dad?

People say that the Wu Yue Temples has many answered prayers.

I've been praying to every single one of them.

I just left Zhu Rong Temple.

I'm going to Tai Mountain in Shandong to pray for your grandfather.

- Where's that photo of mine then? - Is the photo that important?

How did the Zhao family give birth to an unfilial child like you?

Especially how you control the lines.

The whole rhythm... The whole rhythm is extremely important.

Towards the rehearsal today, my view is that—

So fast? Are you fully prepared?

Director, I've read the script for the entire night. I would like to audition as soon as possible.

Okay, come here.

How did it go?

You...

You didn't get the role?

Just treat me as a busybody, it's okay if you didn't get the role.

Don't be so upset.

I got the role!

They said that I was very good.

They even clapped at my performance.

I got the role!

Really? Really?!

Mom.

Why didn't you wait inside?

Your dad is already here.

I wanted to wait for you to go in together.

Mom, if my dad insists on getting a divorce from you,

you must be mentally prepared.

Don't worry, I'm here.

Let's go.

Small lobster, my mom likes it steamed.

Okay.

Add less garlic.

- I want another fish, also steamed. How heavy is it? - About 1 kg.

Okay, that's it. Thank you.

A moment please.

Do you have someone outside?

I'm not that shameless.

Then, why do you still insist on a divorce?

Don't you just want me to empty the space for someone else?

I just can't deal with the oppression you've been giving me all this time.

That is why I'm getting a divorce. It has nothing to do with anyone else.

We're all civilized. Since you want me to make it clear,

then let's clear it up before our daughter and let her be the judge.

Say it if you have what it takes!

We've been married for so many years.

You have the final say at home.

I am not allowed to hold any opposing views.

Of course, Yueliang couldn't either.

You are like the first commander to the both of us.

We have to hit wherever you point to.

There can't be anything that doesn't go your way.

I'm only a small manager in my department.

You complain whenever, saying that I have no aspirations.

- I-I did it because... - Jin Yuxiang, don't interrupt me.

For half of my lifetime, I couldn't say anything in this family.

It's been to the point of divorce, just let me finish what I have to say.

You... Aren't you just—

In the past when our daughter was at home,

your focus was spread out. I was okay for a bit,

but it's like I'm in prison now.

One prison officer supervising one prisoner.

I had no opportunity of taking a breather.

I can't walk on the floor that has been mopped already. I can't make noises when I eat.

I can't lie on the bed without bathing.

I have to eat whatever you think is healthy, and I have to eat it happily.

I'm already over fifty years old.

We've been married for a few decades.

You still complain to both our mothers when we quarrel,

then the two old ladies kept calling me to reprimand me.

Asking me not to get on your nerves.

But... I'm trying to help you develop good hygiene

and healthy eating habits. What's wrong with that?

- You're right. - And I wasn't complaining, I'm just so irritated that

I just spoke of it off hand when I went home.

Yes, yes, yes. You're always right.

Anyways, I want a divorce.

Do you want the savings or the house?

Qi Guoqing.

We've been married for over twenty years.

You're going to get a divorce just like that?

For all these years, who have I been living for? Isn't it for the both of you? For this family?

I've managed our lives so well.

Now that I'm old,

you're divorcing me?

It's not easy for you,

I'll admit that. You've taken care of us so well for all these years,

but living together with you has been too much pressure and it's too tiring.

Initially, I thought that I'd just live with it.

It's okay to just do whatever you say.

But with regards to buying the house,

it made me think that you would not reflect on yourself.

You will just be more and more extreme.

No...

Didn't I already say that I was not buying it? The deposit was also refunded.

Also, I'm buying a house and not gambling.

Didn't I do it for the sake of the family?

You can do whatever you like in the future.

Yueliang is already working right now.

Our divorce will not affect her.

In the future, Dad will still care for you like before.

If you still want to be a reporter

and go to Beijing, I'll always support you.

I'll always stand by you.

Okay, okay.

If you want a divorce that badly, then let's get a divorce.

I'll see you at the registry of marriage tomorrow afternoon.

Have a nice meal. I'll go first.

I'll not interrupt the both of you welcoming a new life.

Mom, let's have this meal amicably as a family.

I have something to tell the both of you as well.

Dad, I support your decision if a divorce is what you want.

But I feel that after divorcing my mom,

you'll definitely regret it.

You've lived with my mom for over two decades.

The number of times you've cooked can be counted with my fingers.

You never had to do any household chores.

You get to have a nice hearty meal whenever you get home.

You live in a clean and organized house,

wearing clean clothes.

My mom has been taking care of the elderly on both sides of the family.

There are so many relatives to connect and exchange favors to,

my mom did all of these.

Everyone praised my mom, saying that she's very capable of maintaining the household.

I will not deny all of these.

Again, I'm not good at it.

I'm busy with work.

My mom also needs to work.

My mom has been sending and picking me up from school and tuition classes on weekends.

I remember when I was in my first year of elementary school, it was raining one day and my mom was on a business trip.

I called you to pick me up.

You drove to my elementary school.

When I was young, I liked Dad a lot

because you don't get involved with my matters.

You think that whatever I did was correct, was great.

My mom was extremely strict towards me.

She was not satisfied

with whatever I did.

But, eventually, when I grew up, I started to understand.

You don't get involved with my matters because you think it's troublesome.

You don't get into an argument with Mom,

not because you think she's right, but because you think it's troublesome to argue.

Whenever my mom scolds me,

you'll help her by saying that she's right.

Afterward, you'll give me ¥200 and apologize to me.

What do you want me to do then?

Argue with your mom every day?

A peaceful home makes everything prosperous.

Dad, we didn't have peace at home. We're just avoiding the problem.

You did and so did I.

In order to not qualify for the Politic and Law University,

I chose to skip one whole answer card during the college entrance exam,

instead of fighting for the school and major that I wanted.

What do you mean by "skipped one answer card"?

It means that I used my rebelliousness all in the wrong places.

The fight between my mom and I, I'm the only one who knows.

Qi Mingyue! You—

Why are you so foolish? Who gave you the guts?

I don't know.

I only know that I have never thought of asking you for help.

It's because you will not

offend my mom because of me.

My mom became someone that doesn't discuss things with others,

isn't that because of you?

In order to avoid arguing with her, whatever she did was okay.

You were the one who made her like this.

In the end, you're abandoning her.

How did I make her like this?

Mom, it's okay.

You can still live a good life after divorcing.

Also, you still have me.

♫ The sunset hid the light in the darkness ♫

♫ But the stars sleeplessly dismantle the shadows ♫

♫ Filled in along the gaps by the moon ♫

2:00 p.m. in the afternoon tomorrow.

♫ In the night sky, ♫

♫ there's no reason to be blind ♫

Dad, don't worry. I'll be there with my mom.

♫ If you ask it, the twists and turns before dawn ♫

♫ It's just a passing for tomorrow ♫

♫ Hence, no need to talk more in the silence ♫

I still have two more months before I go to Beijing.

Why don't I move back home and accompany you?

No need.

You still have to leave two months later.

I have to adapt to life alone.

♫ Hence, no need to talk more in the silence ♫

I never thought that you would speak up for me today.

Thank you.

No, no. I'm not biased.

I'm a reporter. I go by the facts and speak fairly.

♫ The grievance of being labeled with a price tag ♫

♫ The distance between dream and reality ♫

Coming!

Didn't you go live in other people's homes?

Why are you mopping by yourself? You can just find a cleaner to do this for you!

I will do it.

- Give it to me. - I will do it.

Where is Auntie-in-Law?

She has her own family as well.

Then you can call me and I can come back to clean for you.

I thought you didn't want me as a mom anymore.

That's crazy. Can I abandon my mom so easily?

Also, I discovered that I'm really similar to you.

You are my daughter. If you don't resemble me, who do you resemble?

Drink water.

Yes. I resemble you!

If Yunyun were also here, she would probably also resemble me as well.

What?

Crazy.

What have you been up to for the past few days?

I went to work at Brother Ziqiu's cafe.

Why did you go there? You are not allowed to go there anymore.

Why not?

Can't you see they hate us?

He Ziqiu even didn't come for your brother's birthday.

Now, he wants you to work for him. What is he thinking?

What is his intention?

Mom! Brother Ziqiu is not the type of person that you imagined!

Can you not always think of people in a bad way?

Every one of them is busy every day.

How can they find time to hate us?

Persecution Mania!

Why did you do that? It hurts!

Were you bewitched by drugs? You betrayed your mom!

How is this a betrayal? What I said was the truth.

What truth?

You were brainwashed! Your older brother also!

I'm your mom. Will I harm you?

Why can't you listen to me,

or are you all fed up with me?

You dislike me? You don't want to listen to me?

You're at it again. All right.

I will stop talking. What you say doesn't work anyway!

What do you mean by "it doesn't work." You just don't want to listen to me talk!

I can't hear! I can't hear.

Little Big Bro, what brings you here?

Let me see who is working so hard.

I came to pick you up. I brought coffee for you all.

Thank you.

Zhou Miao, drink coffee.

I don't want to. I'm afraid this will stop me from falling asleep.

He didn't sleep well last night. Forget it.

It's okay. We have exactly three coffees. I will drink one.

Thank you.

Little Big Bro, don't you have a part-time job in the evening?

I already took some time off.

We'll go back home for dinner.

Sure! Then call Older Brother on the phone to tell him.

I told him. He told me not to wait for him.

Can you hurry up? So slow!

Immediately! I will wash my hands.

Let's go.

I'm leaving, Senior!

- Bye-bye. - Bye-bye.

- Come visit when you have time, Ziqiu. - Bye-bye.

What's wrong with you?

Look at her. She pretends that nothing happened.

She's not stressed, but the rest of us are worried to death!

Didn't I tell you? There's no evidence for this. Who will listen to you?

I don't believe it's so hard to find a photo!

I think there is no such photo!

There is a photo for sure! Didn't Li Jianjian tell us?

How can you believe her like this?

What do you mean?

Juanjuan, you are innocent and pure.

So you never suspected that Boss Li plagiarized?

Who will admit it if she plagiarized?

Look at Yu Fei.

He is a little famous in the industry.

He has works and talent. He even had his own show.

Is it necessary for him to plagiarize?

What on earth do you mean?

I already made it so clear.

Looks like you're the only one who thinks Boss Li is talented.

In my opinion, her works are just so-so.

She is a craftsman at most.

She is not even close to being an artist.

Yu Fei is different.

He is always with the artists.

For a long time, he was in Paris, the city of art.

I think, she can't get the evidence.

She signed the contract with the furniture factory.

This was written down in black and white.

She'll need to pay the penalty fees if she breaks the contract.

So much money. Do you want to pay it with her?

Are you stupid? Does this have anything to do with you?

You started the studio together. You deserve the profit.

She plagiarized by herself.

Also, we are victims of plagiarizing as well.

It's already good that we don't ask her to compensate.

What on earth do you mean?

My little fool!

What I mean is that she signed the contract.

The name is hers. If you dissolve the partnership with her, then you don't need to pay the penalty charges.

Why do you want to pay together with her?

Dissolve the partnership?

We can become business partners. I'll graduate next year.

Juanjuan, I know you are very kind,

but think about it. I won't hurt you. I'm doing all of these for you!

Good advice is harsh to the ear. Really.

I even want to show you my heart.

All right. Stop talking.

Okay. How about I take you to eat something delicious tonight?

I don't have an appetite. I'm going home.

That's also fine. Then think about it when you get home.

Wait a moment. Your apron!

- How about I send you off? - No thanks.

Did Ling Dad pour like this first?

Just pour it. Pour and finish it.

Yes. As long as we're happy. Drink it.

Have some watermelon seeds.

Thank you, Sister Xiao Zhu.

Ziqiu, what's the situation between your mom and Uncle Li?

What situation?

When you are not here these days, it's very exciting here.

Your mom came to see Uncle Li to learn how to cook your favorite dish.

In the end, they met Grandma Qian and Teacher Zhang eating here.

Didn't my dad break up with Teacher Zhang?

Break up? They were never together.

But Teacher Zhang was being really sarcastic.

She said she liked Uncle Li because of his personality and Uncle Li just likes good looking women.

This embarrassed Uncle Li a lot!

At that moment, your mom stood out and said,

"You like his personality, he likes my good looks.

No one is more noble than the other."

Auntie He is really cool!

I also heard today that Uncle Li asked your mom to go

to the book store tomorrow.

They even started to date?

How come he never told me about this?

I assume he is embarrassed.

It's not like I stopped him from dating people. Seriously.

Don't betray me!

Slowly!

- Dad. - How can you drink tea before eating dinner?

Hurry and go back home! I already prepared the food ingredients. I just need to cook them.

All right. I know, Dad. Go do your work now.

What are you thinking about now?

Nothing. Focus on your work.

We will leave to go home now.

- Little Big Bro! - What?

If my dad marries Auntie He Mei,

we'll all be on the same household register!

What's wrong? You don't agree?

No, it's not that.

Didn't she dump Dad before?

It's been 20 years, what if she dumps Dad again?

Also, Dad is very simple-minded with relationships. I'm afraid of him getting hurt.

You are right.

Tomorrow. The bookstore. Us...

- No! - Yes!

- No! - Little Big Bro...

I said no, so it's a no!

Little Big Bro...

I said no, so it's a no. I'm not your boyfriend. Don't act all cutesy with me. It doesn't work.

- Then forget it. I will do this by myself tomorrow! - I'm telling you, don't go.

Go help wash the dishes in the kitchen if you don't want to leave.

Dad, bye-bye.

- Bye-bye, Dad. - I'll see you in a bit, Dad.

Which table was it?

Son, so your mom moved today?

Yes. They did.

They didn't ask for help?

They probably didn't. I don't know.

Don't talk about it while enjoying our meal. Ling Dad, have some ribs.

Xiao Jian,

are there any new news

to report to me lately?

Dad, I—

How could I have new news every day?

My life is like plain water. Nothing interesting.

Plain water?

Ziqiu, how about you?

I don't have any either.

The business is good?

Good. Profitable.

How about you? What are you going to do tomorrow?

Me? What else can I do?

I just go to the restaurant.

Then, go to the market to buy groceries.

What puzzle are you guys making?

Secret.

Secret? You three together,

there won't be good things.

What if there is a good thing?

Secret? You cause trouble every time as long as you three get together.

Secret...

Don't cause trouble all the time...

I already told the director.

I will remember the lines well these days.

Then, I will quit my job.

You also don't have to pick me up to go to the theater especially.

You behaved like my agent.

It's quite convenient for me to take a taxi from here.

It's okay. I go in the same direction.

Come on. Is it the same direction?

You didn't fall for our main actress, did you?

What are you talking about? I don't even remember what she looks like.

Come on. She looks like a good girl.

You like the good girls, don't you?

After I get familiar with them in a few days, I will help you to ask.

Don't mismatch people! She is not even as good-looking as you!

What do you mean? Am I the lowest standard?

No. What I mean is...

you are good-looking.

So you are unlucky.

You don't like me, the good-looking type.

No taste, no good fate!

At that time, didn't I—

All right.

I forgot about it a long time ago.

I was just impetuous at that time.

It's better to be friends with you.

Such a faithful friend!

I will go back to talk to my mom tomorrow.

If she doesn't agree,

I will keep on fighting!

Don't be short-tempered. Talk to your mom nicely.

If you think you can't do it, I can go with you to talk to your mom.

Are you out of your mind? Why would you come with me?

Yueliang!

You are here as well, Auntie.

Right.

- Tang Can, you finished work? - Yes.

Then I will leave first. WeChat me if you need me.

All right.

Is this your boyfriend?

No, no, no.

My senior in school before. We are good friends.

Tang Can, take my mom back first.

I need to talk a bit with Senior.

Do you have something to talk to him about?

Yes. About some legal advice.

I will come back soon.

Yueliang also knows him?

We all know each other.

Auntie, I will walk you upstairs first.

Senior! Senior.

I didn't plan to go upstairs. No worries. I won't bother you anymore.

I know. I know.

I...

I want to apologize to you.

Sorry.

Why do you say sorry to me suddenly?

You declared your love to me earlier.

I shouldn't have done that to you.

It's the past.

You just don't like me and you have the right to reject me.

Yes, I do.

But I shouldn't have rejected you in this way.

You like me. I should have felt grateful.

Also, you were not wrong at all.

I dampened and harmed you.

I was thinking,

"Why did I dislike it so much at that time?"

Why was I afraid of your love declaration so much?

I couldn't figure it out, so I kept thinking.

But now I know,

I didn't hate you.

I hated myself.

Why?

You probably don't know much about me.

I always feel very inferior.

I can't think of any strengths that I have

to make everyone like me.

You told me before,

you fell in love with me at first sight.

I was terrified.

Because once you knew the real me,

your fantasy would definitely be disillusioned.

H-How could it be?

It will, because...

because I'm a person who likes to avoid things.

I'm afraid of trouble.

I'm indecisive as well.

I even feel annoyed with myself sometimes.

I'm also especially... especially afraid of disappointing people.

I actually really hate myself for being like this.

I thought before,

"If I were a boy,

I wouldn't like a girl like this."

Falling in love at first sight...

is actually is quite terrifying.

It means...

in this person's eyes,

she is shining

and perfect.

I'm not that kind of person.

I'm a person full of loopholes.

After you tear off the disguise,

I'm a coward.

Then right now, you've torn it off?

Yes.

Li Jianjian told me,

her older brother said,

people grow up in one moment.

Only you, yourself know at that moment.

I couldn't figure it out before,

until...

my dad decided to divorce my mom.

I realized that I should grow up.

I should support this family. I'm responsible for this.

Y-Your dad and your mom... divorced?

Maybe I talk too much.

I think their divorce

is not necessarily a bad thing.

Also, don't look down on yourself.

Everyone has their weaknesses. I also have many weaknesses.

I've also...

hurt someone who confessed to me.

Now, I regret it a lot.

People make mistakes, right?

Thank you, Senior.

I treated you so awfully before and now you are still trying to comfort me.

I'm not trying to comfort you...

But to be honest, you make TV programs

to help people who are in need of help.

Are there any people like you in the world?

You are beautiful and kind.

Thank you, Senior.

You are a really nice person.

It's me that can't appreciate it...

All right. Let's not thank each other anymore.

Just don't be so terrified when you see me in the future.

I won't.

I'm very grateful if you can forgive me.

It's in the past now. We don't need to talk about this.

Senior, you are handsome and kind.

How can I accept this?

Then can I add you back on WeChat?

Probably... not.

I was kidding with you. I will scan yours.

Thank you, Senior.

♫ Thinking about when we first held hands ♫

♫ You held on tight like I’m all you had ♫

♫ One's getting bigger ♫

♫ and one's getting smaller ♫

♫ All those years let us meet in the middle ♫

♫ Goodnight, goodbye, my children ♫

♫ Perhaps when you leave here ♫

♫ Perhaps the road home is getting longer and longer ♫

♫ Walk slowly and don't look back ♫

♫ I will keep guard here ♫

♫ Looking at your back view from afar ♫

♫ I'm like the house you used to live in ♫

♫ One day you will find a new life ♫

♫ Just like a leaf ♫

♫ fluttering to a distant tree branch ♫

♫ All those years seems like yesterday ♫

♫ Goodnight, goodbye, my children ♫

♫ Perhaps when you leave here ♫

♫ Perhaps the road home is getting longer and longer ♫

♫ Walk slowly and don't be sad ♫

♫ I will keep guard here ♫

♫ and watch you fly far away ♫