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I think I heard something. - What?

- I think someone's in the house.

- It's probably just Henry.

Oh shit.

Stay here.

Henry!

We made it, - I know.

- In one piece.

Good job.

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.

I'll take care of that.

- Okay.

- You won't have to lift a finger of this trip.

- Promise?

Ah. - Promise.

Got it.

- Thank you.

- Yeah.

No problem.

You doing okay?

- The real question is,

are you okay spending the whole weekend

talking about my ex?

- Yeah.

Of course, I'll be okay.

Yeah? - Yeah.

You don't have to worry about me.

All right.

Okay.

Thank you. - Mm-hmm.

- Truly, Dean.

I couldn't be here without you.

So, thank you.

- No.

I'm just lucky to be here.

- He lost his balance,

and then he,

Mike,

like, said that he had heard arguing,

arguing before,

but Mike said that he,

he heard,

he heard the arguing,

and then he,

he said he,

that he, what the fuck,

that he,

Hey, little guy.

Thanks for checking on me.

Okay.

I gotta go. Later, okay.

You're gonna be good?

Will you be good,

be good when I'm gone.

Okay.

- Deanie Bear, are you in there?

- Yeah.

- Hey, what's going on?

You've been in here for like 20 minutes.

- Does this place have bed bugs?

- No. Why?

- Well, what's this?

Oh, that looks infected, babe.

- Yeah. That's insane.

- Oh, okay. Just hold on.

- So itchy.

- We've had spiders for years

and my dad tried to fight them off,

but eventually accepted defeat.

- I think it's a little bigger than a spider.

- Okay. You ready?

Oh God. Yeah. - One, two, three.

- Just do it.

- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry. Sorry.

Okay. Okay.

We're done. We're done.

- Oh God. This is so fucking itchy.

- Okay.

Well, no, no.

Leave it. Don't scratch it.

Okay.

Okay. Just come on.

- Okay.

Don't be a baby about it. - I won't.

- Okay.

No big wild parties, sir.

No scratching.

Be good to Auntie Kenzie.

All right.

Love you. Bye.

- How you doing?

- I'm okay.

- Have you met Natalie's boyfriend yet?

- No.

I have not. Have you?

- Yeah. Yeah, I have.

- Do you like him? What's he like?

- Let's just say he is very much like a hippie.

He's way more into the hippie shit than Natalie,

which I didn't think was possible.

So it's a match made I'm sure in heaven.

Good for them.

- Hmm. That's good for her.

- It is really good for her.

- Those tiny houses is so cute.

- Yeah.

- Cute little beds and couches or something.

I don't know.

- Kind of makes you think

I could maybe be in nature every once in a while.

- Yeah.

I definitely don't need the city.

- Okay. Well, I need the city.

Are you serious?

Wait. - What?

- Do you have service?

No. - Oh.

What the hell? What am I gonna do?

You can do a couple days where we don't check your email.

You'll be all right.

No. Listen. - Yeah.

No. - You do it.

- I'm good.

That is not what I signed up for.

Hey. - Hey.

- It's good to see you.

Thanks for inviting me. - Of course.

Ladies. - Hey, Dean.

Nice seeing you again. - Likewise.

Yeah. - Yeah.

Here. - And Ash.

I've heard so much about you.

Bring it in.

- Come on in.

It's been a minute. - What's the Wifi password?

- Sorry.

We don't have any,

we're like off the grid out here,

which I don't know about you guys,

but that's exactly what I need right now.

- Mm. Yeah.

- Okay.

But what we do have is a little something special

to say welcome to the Overlook Hotel.

Ooh.

- What?

- In a relaxing little getaway.

- Oh, that's sweet.

Oh, thank you.

- These are so soft. Thank you, Nat.

Yeah, of course. - That's very sweet of you.

It's gonna be perfect

for our little psychedelic therapy later.

- Our what?

- Oh, hey, look who it is.

- Who is it?

- Who is it?

Are you fucking kidding me?

- Look, don't be mad.

I knew you wouldn't come if I,

- No, I would not have come.

- Relax.

He said he wanted to fix things.

- Dude, this is so fucking uncool.

You know it.

- Please.

Just give it a chance for me.

- Dude.

Yeah, sure. Whatever.

- Okay, I'll be right back.

Jakey Pooh. - Oh my God.

- Is that you.

I'm so glad you can make it.

- I wouldn't miss this for anything.

Hey, - Hey.

Oh my God.

How have you been?

- Yeah. All right.

You? - All right? Yeah.

Not too bad. Yeah.

- Hey man. I'm Dean.

It's so nice to finally meet you in person.

- Yeah, same man.

Hey.

- So anyways, like I was saying,

- Yeah.

- We have some extra fun stuff for us to all partake in

over the weekend, which may or may not have to do with

you know who's birthday.

First on our agenda, starting with,

- Are those like mushroom, mushrooms?

- Yeah, but don't freak out.

No pressure.

Only if you want to.

But do you remember that healing retreat

I went to in Death Valley?

- Yeah. The one where you and Dean met?

- You mean the drug retreat?

- The psychedelic transformation retreat?

Yeah. - Yes, yes.

I'm so sorry.

- Anyways, I think I told you how

healing that experience was for me

and how it really helped me out after everything.

So I thought maybe something like that

could help us all heal together as a group.

But you don't have to commit to anything right now.

Just keep an open mind.

Okay.

Yeah.

- I'm down.

I haven't done shrooms since college, so.

- Okay.

Was that up before or after you dropped out?

- Carrie, come on.

- I'm sorry everybody.

I am,

it was a long drive.

I mean, God, no bathrooms or anything.

I gotta piss like a race horse.

I'm so sorry guys.

- No, you're right.

How about we all just take a moment and settle in?

Yeah.

Okay.

Dean and I will take the primary, obviously,

but there's a spare room upstairs

and then this couch pulls out

and then there's the tiny houses.

But those are kind of far, so.

- Tiny house sounds good to me.

- What? No.

What if I miss you in the middle of the night?

- You're so bad.

- Guys, I'm kidding.

It's a joke.

You really are, - Yeah.

They're so tense. So serious.

You got it? - Yeah.

I got it.

- I'm gonna go get like a snack or something.

- Yeah.

Do you wanna share the spare?

Yeah. - Okay.

It's gonna be a fun weekend. - Hmm-mm.

- Okay. So what the hell's that?

- Okay.

They have been doing that weird flirty forever.

- Really?

- Yeah. I mean, he's completely obsessed.

It's been like that since high school.

I don't know.

It's like not cute.

It hasn't been cute.

It's like honestly really creepy.

- Nice and cozy, right?

- Yeah.

Hey, I haven't seen you since Christmas.

How have you been?

- Oh wow. Yeah.

Really good, actually.

I think I told you that I started that new teaching aid job

and everyone's been so nice.

- No, Natalie.

I mean about Evan.

- Right?

Some days are harder than others,

but I mean, you know how it is.

- Yeah.

- But Dean's really been there for me,

and Carrie too.

She's been great.

We, actually gonna talk about it a lot.

Just checking in with each other.

I think that's what's helped the most,

talking to someone who gets it.

- Right.

- Can I ask you something kind of personal?

- Yeah, of course.

- So, have you and Carrie like hooked up or something?

What? No. - Come on.

- I don't even know where this is coming from.

No. - Okay.

Then why have things between you been so weird lately?

- Because she's,

- Well,

- I don't know why.

Come on. What is it? - I don't know. What is it?

- No, I don't know.

It's,

look, I feel like I never told you

how sorry I'm about the whole Evan situation.

I know how much you two loved each other.

- You don't have to say that.

You have nothing to be sorry about.

Thank you.

It means a lot.

We really did.

- So how have things been with you and,

what's his name?

- Things are great. Thanks for asking.

- Stop.

All right.

Come on. Let's go.

Let's get stuff started.

- I'm kind of surprised she's not doing

a party for her birthday.

She always does.

- She's been extra down lately

and she was really there for me this past year,

so, that's why I wanted to do something special for her.

- She's got,

What's up boys and girls? - Hey.

What are we eating? - Sandwiches.

- Oh, I need one.

Thank you. - Oh, it's for Jake.

Don't be a bitch.

- You guys owe me so much. Seriously.

Thank you. - Yeah.

Peace offering.

It's a sandwich.

Jake, I'm sorry.

I know I was,

I was a bitch up there.

I don't mean it.

- What do you want, Carrie?

- Well,

Nat said you came here to make amends

and I clearly see that's just not why you're here.

So I don't, - You know why I'm here.

- To get in between Nat and Bob Dylan over there?

I'm kidding. It's a joke.

- Hey.

What's going on over there?

- Nothing.

- All right. Your beautiful souls.

We're just gonna start with a little microdose

and then go from there.

Sound good?

- I'm not gonna like trip out though, right?

- Oh no. Not at all.

It's just enough to give you a little buzz

and kind of just get some good energy flowing.

- Okay.

- I'll save the deep stuff for later.

All right.

Little guy for you.

Get a good feeling going.

Get some good energy flowing and yeah,

nothing too crazy.

- This is gross.

- Oh, sure.

If you wanna grab your own, please.

Thank you. - Of course.

Very nice of you. - Yeah, no problem.

All right.

So feel free to just lay it back and relax.

It's gonna be kicking in in a little bit. All right.

- See you on the other side.

- Dean, I think I'm feeling it.

- Hey.

It's all right.

You need to start by taking a deep breath.

Yeah, it's perfectly normal.

It might just be hitting me a little harder right now.

That's all.

It's nothing to worry about.

- I feel like I don't belong here.

'Cause you're not my friends.

'Cause you're Evan's friends.

That's not true. - Yeah.

And if he was here, he wouldn't have even invited me.

He wouldn't want me to be here.

- Don't worry.

- My heart's beating so fast.

- Just go ahead

and out your hands right here.

- Oh no. No.

- You can just take a deep breath.

All right.

Go ahead and just like,

curl your hands.

Give yourself some physical touch,

some tender, love and care. - Yeah.

- Remember that you're alive.

Feel free to put your hands on your chest.

Feel your heartbeat a little bit.

Remember that you have a heart

that's keeping you alive and well.

It's not trying to hurt you.

Let that fear go into your shoulders.

And just allow that to just release them.

Release them right down to your rib cage.

Yeah.

Put your focus in your face in the ground.

Mutual.

Let the breath just do all the work right now.

- Hey, how you doing? You doing all right?

- Yeah.

Yeah.

I'm actually doing pretty good.

- See, I told you.

You're just gotta go with it.

- Yeah.

- I don't know about you guys,

but like, I felt

Evan's presence down there.

- Really?

- Yeah.

It was like,

like he was really down there with us

in spirit or something.

- Did you say anything to him?

- Yeah.

We basically just

forgave each other for all the stupid shit right before.

Before I could sense that he was really sorry.

- What shit?

- It was just stupid stuff.

- What was it?

- Nothing.

- But you just said that it was,

- Did you hear her?

She doesn't wanna talk about it.

Get the hint. Okay.

- It was nothing.

Just stupid stuff.

- Okay.

- I feel you on the whole Evan thing.

I mean,

I feel like we fought more

than we even got along in our whole friendship.

It was like, I don't know, you know?

- Yeah.

- But we always had each other's back. We knew it.

We were family.

Oh my God. - What?

- Spare us.

So fucking full of shit.

- You know, just because you were his best friend

doesn't mean I didn't matter,

that I didn't have some sort of relationship with him too.

- You know what mattered?

You were constantly talking shit

behind his back when he was alive.

- If you had any idea what a fucking relationship is,

an adult relationship, you would know

people don't always match up.

They have disagreements.

They don't always work.

- Okay.

I guess I've never had a real adult relationship.

No, you don't. - So I don't know.

- No, it's so,

I mean, look at you.

You're just like, "Yeah, whatever."

It's not true. You don't.

You don't know anything.

You literally recycle people like they're disposable.

It's so you.

You do it every single time.

You get a new friend once a month and then it's just over.

It's over.

You recycle through people like they're an object,

except, except the one person,

the one person that you just keep so close to you

is fucking Natalie.

And that's an obsession.

That's a one way obsession.

It's creepy. It's weird.

It's weird you're just like all over her.

- What the fuck are you talking about?

- You know what talking about.

You fucking know what I'm talking about.

You have been obsessed with her for so fucking long.

And you know who also knew about that?

Evan knew.

Yeah. Yeah, that got you.

He knew the whole time and he didn't say anything

because he fucking pitied you.

- Enough.

- Fuck.

Can we just

try to have a half decent time, please?

Carrie, - What do you want?

- It's just like, not the same.

I wonder why? - Jake.

What? - Just stop.

- Okay.

- Just go.

Shit.

- Before you say anything,

I know I could have handled that a lot better.

I just,

I don't fucking get it.

I've been calling him, I've been texting him.

I've been doing everything in my power

to reach out to him and he's done nothing.

He just completely ignores me.

And then at the funeral,

I mean, who fucking ignores someone at a funeral?

What?

- You were there downstairs that night at the party?

- Yeah. Why?

- I don't know.

I guess I'm still trying to wrap my head around everything.

- Yeah.

- So Natalie had already gone home?

- Yeah.

I mean, they fought and then she left

like 15 minutes before it happened.

- And so then, Jake and you were downstairs?

- I mean,

I was downstairs in the bathroom

and I know Jake said that he was in the kitchen with,

when he talked to the police but...

Okay.

You have to promise not to say anything,

- Obviously.

- No, I'm serious.

Because what I'm saying,

I'm not saying that anything happened,

anything bad happened.

I just,

I'm pretty sure I saw Jake

walk down the stairs after Evan fell.

- Did you,

did you tell the police?

- No.

- Why not?

- I was fucked up. Everyone was fucked up

And Jake said he was downstairs.

So like, what am I supposed to think?

And I didn't wanna think about the alternative.

- What?

That he like pushed Evan or something?

- I'm not saying that Jake pushed Evan.

- Okay. So then what are he saying?

- I'm just saying the whole thing is fucking weird,

the whole scenario.

- Well, Jake wouldn't push Evan.

They were best friends.

He wouldn't,

he wouldn't do that. - Yeah, you're right.

- Hey.

- Hey.

Can you go find Jake for me?

- Maybe I could send him a text

if your parents aren't too cheap to buy a router.

- Maybe he left. Hmm?

- Carrie, please.

- I don't know.

You orchestrated this whole thing, dude.

- Hurry up.

We're going on a hike.

- Oh, I was just gonna take one now and one later.

- Yeah. Whatever.

Just come on. Hurry up.

Take them.

- Do you guys have gummies?

- Yeah. Yeah.

We have everything, baby. - Oh good.

- You wanna try one of these?

How strong are they? - I think like 10 milligrams.

So maybe just have that.

Yeah. All right. - Here you go.

- All right. Let's go.

- Hey, so I know that we haven't like,

had a proper talk in a while.

- I know. I know.

And we should have because

getting caught up in the middle of that bullshit,

like that was completely unfair to you.

And I'm, - It's okay.

Look Ash, I'm really sorry. - It's all right.

- Like, I'm in the middle of that.

It's all right. - You've clearly had it worse

than the rest of us.

And like, I can see that.

There's something about that night

that doesn't sit well with me.

What do you mean, - Guys, hurry up.

You gonna miss it?

- All right. I'll tell you.

- Boy.

- God.

The memories.

- Wow. This is really pretty.

Where? - Right there.

- Nat, are you okay?

You look pale.

- Yeah. I'm fine.

I think I'm just,

I'm just gonna, - Whoa.

- No, no, no, no.

Oh my God.

What's happening?

- Yo, what the fuck did you give her, dude.

- I don't know. I don't know.

What do you mean you don't know?

Are you fucking serious?

What's this?

- I just gave it to her.

She asked for it.

She said she wanted to take two of 'em,

Do we call and ambulance? - And so I gave her two.

No, we are not calling a fucking ambulance.

What the fuck is wrong? - Are you crazy?

- What? No.

Are you crazy? - Oh my God.

Natalie, baby, baby, - You're got a mountain.

You can call it. - Baby, I promise you.

You're fine. You're fine.

No, get the ambulance. - No, no.

It's fine. - Yo, look at me.

It's fine. - What do you mean it's fine?

- Oh my God. Everybody calm down.

We've handled this before.

We've been through this before.

- Before? This has happened before?

- Oh my God.

Dude, will you stop being such a bitch.

Dude. - Jesus Christ.

What is wrong with you? - I'm about to,

- I'm doing fine. Okay.

I know exactly what to do in this situation.

This does not look normal. - Baby, baby.

I promise you, you're gonna be okay.

We just need to get you back to the house.

We'll get the Narcan and drink you some water.

We're gonna fucking carry her.

What do you think?

- Hey, hey, hey.

Everybody, shut the up.

Let's fucking calm down.

And let's just wait a minute, okay?

Let's get her some shade.

It's really hot.

It's really fucking hot.

Why are we taking Narcan?

What the fuck are we taking?

- It's okay. It's okay.

It's okay.

She doesn't have to turn off.

Thanks. - Yeah, of course.

- Sorry bro. I can take it from here.

Here you go.

- All right, baby.

Baby, are you okay.

- Yeah, I'll be right down.

You're really good at that.

- Yeah. It's not that hard.

I mean, I just dump a bunch of lighter fluid on it, I guess.

- I know. I meant the building.

Jake, can we finish that conversation?

- Yeah. Look, so here's the thing.

I know you and Carrie are really close,

but I just get this weird feeling

that something's off

whenever she tells her side of the story about the party.

- Why is this the first time I'm hearing of it?

- Well, I didn't know how else to bring it up before,

but it basically, her story is completely inconsistent

with everybody else's.

- Okay. But like what's...

Like, I don't understand what's inconsistent.

- So the important thing about firewood is,

you always wanna make sure that, you know,

the kindling is always dry.

Hey. - Hey.

- So what were you guys talking about?

- Nothing.

- What?

You don't have the balls to say it to my face.

- You know what?

Yeah, Ash and I were talking about how it's too bad that

nobody really knows what was going on

with Nat and Evan that night.

- I think the fire needs some more fluid.

- It is too bad 'cause what I'm supposed to fucking know?

- Yeah.

Except you know exactly

what the fuck I'm talking to you about.

- Except I don't.

And it would be really nice if I did.

- Who's ready to fucking party?

Okay.

Word.

Word.

All right.

Phase three commencing right now.

Boom.

Interesting music choice. - Where's Natalie?

- She's chilling.

Just wiping the rest of the vomit off.

Hey,

I'm gonna get some more water.

Okay.

- You don't wanna help her?

- Come on.

- Dean's acting really strange.

- Yeah, dude, he is like high as hell.

- No, I know that,

but he's acting weirder than usual.

He's just, I don't know.

It's like something's off about him.

You don't see that.

- I don't know.

Natalie knows how to pick him.

- Carrie.

- I'm sorry. You know, that's not what I meant.

He's just like a greasy beater kid.

- Yeah, but it's not just that.

It's like, I don't know.

It's something else. He's weird.

- He's so sweaty.

Yes. And other things. - I don't know.

I don't know what is going on, man?

- Oh my,

Nat.

- Time to get on my level, bitches.

- Are you okay?

Are you feeling better?

- Yeah. Oh no.

I'm like flying high right now.

Did you see the fucking moon?

- Okay.

All right.

I'm convinced.

I want whenever the fuck she is on.

- All right.

Well, - I'm ready.

You're ready? - Okay. Yes, I'm ready.

I'm ready to have something. - Oh, thank God.

Queen Carrie. Right, hey.

Carrie wants to have some fun now.

- Yes. Fucking finally.

Let's get with it. - Yeah. It's going good.

I just lit this fire for us.

- Lose this shit.

- Okay. Take your pick.

Try to open.

Jake, peace offering.

There you go. Enjoy, man.

Ash.

- I'm good. Thanks.

- What? Come on.

Are you, - Come on.

What? - Oh my God.

You gotta take it with us? - Yeah.

- I'm good.

Oh my God. - You see this little baby one

right there? - The little baby one.

Just take it. - Okay.

But I don't even,

like, what is it?

It's just a bunch of stuff like,

- Just,

it's just, grab this one and,

don't throw it away.

Yeah. - I'm not. I'm not.

- Okay. Swallow it.

There you go. Yes.

- Amazing.

- All right, baby.

- Hey.

Wait, what's this one?

- I don't really know if I remember.

- Yeah.

- Okay.

Well, fuck it.

Fuck it. - Fuck it.

- Oh yeah.

To Evan. - To Evan.

- To Evan.

Cheers. - Cheers.

- Feels good, right?

Yeah. I told you.

- Wait. I want something to drink right now.

- You want something to drink?

- I worked hard building

this thing, all right? - The moon is so bright.

It's like a big cookie in the sky.

Ow Dean, that hurts.

Dean, stop. Stop, stop, ow.

Dean.

Did you ladies bring your bathing suit?

Yes. - Okay, good.

Go grab 'em because it is a hot tub time.

- Oh my God. Yes, yes, yes.

- Oh shit. I don't think I brought mine.

I guess I could just wear my underwear.

- Sounds good to me.

One second.

Go, go windy. - Oh God.

- Can you gimme a,

can you gimme a tent?

What? - Gimme a tent.

Here. No.

I don't know. Oh. - Yeah. Just like that.

- There you go.

Oh, you want some? - What is that?

- That's my secret recipe.

It's fucking good.

- Hell no. That shit reeks.

No.

- Oh my God.

Okay.

- What the fuck?

- Okay.

Are we doing this or what?

- All right. It's hot tub time.

- Something, finally. Thank you.

- Okay. Where's Jake?

All right. All right.

Everyone, let's go this way. Come on.

You too, cutie. Let's go.

It's cold. Let's run.

Yo.

Oh my God. Relax.

What is that?

You wanna try some? - I don't know.

Do I?

What is it?

It's a hybrid. - What does that mean?

- It means life and death.

- Okay.

- You should have seen your fucking face.

- No. What is it?

Does it look like this?

- It looked like,

it looked like this.

It looked like this.

- No.

- Fuck. What is that?

I love it. It's so fun.

You okay? - I'm happy.

- You're happy?

I feel happy. - Exactly.

- I feel so happy.

Oh, okay. Go, go, go.

Fucking get,

- I think the worst part is all this shit

he should have been there for.

You know, I didn't even go to my own graduation

when I got my MA.

- Oh, Nat.

I mean, it's okay.

He would've wanted you to celebrate.

- I know. I do.

It was just,

just the thought of looking into that crowd and,

and not seeing that he was there.

- You guys wanna hear something fucked up?

- Yeah.

What?

- I've been texting Evan ever since he died.

- Really?

- Yeah.

I mean, I just like send him updates about our lives

and just like, tell him what's going on.

- Fuck, Carrie.

- What?

I mean, it makes me feel like he's still here.

Like, I have someone to talk to.

- Damn.

You slid into a ghost DMs.

That's some freaky shit.

- You're a fucking douchebag.

- Jake.

Jake. Hey, Jake.

- Yeah.

- Has anyone figured out what that guy's problem is yet?

- Just shut up right now.

- Seriously, why are you guys friends with him?

- I'm not in the mood right now.

- You gotta admit sketchy as shit.

He claims this Evan guy was his best fucking friend,

but has not a good thing to say about him

since we've been here.

And honestly, I'm starting to get sick

of him drooling over you every time I turn my back.

- Okay. Yeah, we're not talking about this.

- Can't be the only one who's noticed it.

Back me up here.

- Why are you being such a dick tonight, Dean?

- He's been doing it from the second we got here.

I'm just trying to look after you. Come on.

- Just go.

Dean, just get the outta my face right now, okay.

Or I gonna go home and you can find your own way back.

- Fine.

I'm leaving.

Fuck.

- Fuck.

I'm sorry guys. I just... - That's okay.

- Can you guys just go find Jake?

I need a moment.

- Yeah, I have it. I got it.

- Are you sure?

Is that a good idea?

- Yeah, it's fine. We're good.

- I'll play nice.

- Thanks.

- Jake.

You in here?

Jake, wanna talk?

- We can't let them ruin all the fun, can we?

I am gonna go finish Carrie's thing, all right.

Do you need any help? - No, it's okay.

Can you just get her and Jake

and head up to the trail in like 10 minutes?

- Can do.

- I am good, Dean.

I've got it.

Seriously.

Can you just gimme a fucking minute.

- Jake?

- So are you done being a douchebag?

What are you doing in here? - I fucking knew it.

Is that my phone? - I knew it, Carrie.

I knew I'd find something.

Jake give the phone. - "Please."

I'm so sorry, Evan.

I never meant to hurt you.

"I love you so much. It was an accident."

- I literally have no idea

what the fuck you're talking about.

- You're so dumb.

The least you could do is delete this shit.

- I don't know what you're talking about.

- Carrie, just admit what you did.

- Admit what?

- You killed him.

You pushed him off the balcony.

I have proof.

I was, - I have proof, Carrie.

There's so much.

- What proof do you have exactly?

- Look at all these messages, these apologies.

- Yeah, I'm sorry that my best friend fucking died.

What do you want from me?

- I saw you walk up those stairs with him.

- Yes. I went upstairs, I went downstairs.

That's what people do at parties.

- Oh my God.

You don't even care, do you?

You're a fucking psychopath.

- I'm a psychopath?

Are you crazy?

I am hurting.

You think I don't hurt from all of this?

That I'm not like,

fucking broken from everything that has happened.

Are you crazy?

- I don't know.

You seem pretty fine to me.

- I've had to be fine.

I have fucking had to be fine

because Evan would want me to be fine.

- Are you hearing yourself?

Carrie, look,

I shouldn't have gone through your things.

I know that. I'm sorry.

And,

I know whatever happened that night wasn't your fault.

Well, can you can take this.

Here. Go ahead.

But I need to know the truth

'cause I need to understand what happened so I can move on.

And I know you loved him. I loved him just as you did.

We were like a family.

You're like my sister, Carrie.

- Then why'd you leave?

You just,

you just went away.

- No, I was fucked up.

I didn't want to talk to anybody and,

- It was like nothing,

like I didn't ever exist.

- No, Carrie.

I should have reached out to you I know.

I am sorry.

- I thought you'd never forgive me.

- It's okay.

- It was an accident.

- I know. I know.

- I didn't mean to do it.

I know. - It just happened.

It's okay. - I just,

it happened so fast.

- It's okay.

- And I didn't mean it.

I didn't mean it.

I would never do anything.

- I know.

- You have to believe me.

- I know.

Everything will be all right.

Everything will be all right.

Evan's gonna get the justice he deserves.

What? - Carrie, I got you.

- I got you. I got you now.

- You're a piece of fucking shit.

What is wrong with you?

What the fuck are you gonna do with that?

- I'll give you one guess what I'm gonna do with it?

- You're a bad person.

- Hey, at least I didn't push

my best friend off of a fucking balcony.

- Fuck you.

Get out.

- Carrie, hey.

Carrie.

Guys, are you in here.

- I'll be right down.

- Oh. Oh my god.

Oh fuck. Oh my God.

- Sorry. Are you okay?

- Yeah. Yeah.

I'm fine.

- Did you talk to Jake.

Where is he?

- Yeah, yeah.

It was a really good conversation.

- Okay. Where is he?

- It was so good that we,

he wanted to walk.

- Okay.

Well, Nat said that she wanted all us,

all of us to go meet her and Dean up on the trail so.

- Perfect. That sounds like good.

- Are you okay?

'Cause you seem, - I'm fine.

- Oh my God. Your hand.

- Carrie, what happened?

That is a lot of blood, Carrie.

- I'm used to it.

It just like happens for me.

I'm have low iron or something.

I don't know.

I'll take care of it.

Let's actually just go do that.

Yeah.

Carrie, come on.

Come on, Carrie. Come on.

Where are you going? It's this way.

- I just,

I need a second.

Just gimme one second, okay.

Okay. - Yeah.

- Do you want me to stay with you?

- No, no.

- Nat.

Nat.

Nat.

Dean.

Guys, this,

The fuck is that?

Hey, we gotta get outta here.

Carrie, now.

Get in. Get in the house.

- What is going on?

- We need to get the outta here.

You need to get your keys. We're leaving.

Nat.

Nat, are you in here 'cause we need to go?

- You took so many drugs.

- No, I saw something out there. Okay.

Trust me. Just please believe me.

- No, no, no, no.

You're tripping. You're tripping.

- No, no, no. I'm not.

I'm not high, okay.

You have to believe me. I'm not high.

There's something out there.

I don't know what it was, but it wasn't,

- What the fuck is going?

- That's what I'm talking.

- Okay. Okay.

I'll get the keys.

- Nat, are you guys there?

Shit.

Where did I put them?

Jake.

Jake.

Okay. I got them.

Oh my God.

It was Dean. - What?

- That thing out there,

and then he was acting all strange all night.

Come on. We have to go.

Oh my God.

Carrie.

Please, why is it, - Oh, the cars are fucked.

- No, no, no, no, no.

Don't say that. Don't say that.

Don't say that. - All the cars are fucked.

All the cars are fucked.

Oh shit.

- What do we do?

- Go, go, go, go.

For what? - No. Go inside.

- Okay. Okay.

Gimme a second.

Gimme a second.

- Go. Go.

Okay.

- Okay.

Shit.

Just lemme think. Just gimme a second.

Okay.

We need to hide, okay.

Get a weapon. Get a weapon.

Go in the kitchen.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay. Let's go upstairs.

Go. Go.

- I can't see it.

Where is it? What happened? - Shh.

Hey, over there.

I think that, that might be like a neighbor or something.

- It's too far. It's way too far.

We can't make it.

- Okay.

Looks like we have another option.

Can you hear anything?

- What do we do?

- Okay. Okay.

Okay.

One second.

Okay. Okay.

We're gonna lay low and we're gonna stay quiet.

All right. - Okay.

Oh my God.

Shh.

Shh.

- What the fuck?

What the fuck?

- Over here.

- What the fuck?

What the fuck is that?

It doesn't even make any sense.

It's like, Dean.

Like what? I don't even understand.

Like, what is,

What happened?

What universe is...

This does make sense?

- Shh. Shh.

I need you to be,

okay.

I gotta think.

I gotta think.

Oh my God. I feel sick.

Okay. Okay. - I feel fucking sick.

- Okay. You ever seen "McGyver"?

No. - Gimme your knife.

Give it to me.

- I'm gonna take this twine

to make a spear, okay.

Wrap it around. - A spear?

- Yeah. Wrap it around.

Here.

- I don't,

I mean, I don't even remember what a spear looks like.

This makes no sense.

- All right. Just give it to me.

Just give it to me. - Okay.

It's like Girl Scouts.

- Yeah. For about eight years.

- I miss Evan.

He was so good at learning.

- Yeah, he was.

He taught me a lot about

what he learned from the Boy Scouts

because we just learned how to sell cookies and shit.

Take that.

- What? What?

- I gotta finish making mine.

- Maybe we should just stay here.

I think actually, it would be good.

It would be very good.

It keeps, - Carrie,

if you wanna stay here, that's fine with me,

but I'm gonna get the hell outta here, okay.

- I don't wanna go without you.

- All right, then.

Are you feeling great?

Okay.

One,

two,

three.

- Do you see it?

- No.

We should go that way.

Baby, let's go.

- Dean?

What did you take?

Yeah. Fuck you, motherfucker.

- Carrie, what the fuck?

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Stay with me.

I'm gonna get us some help, okay?

Just let me,

I gotta,

I'm gonna lift you, okay.

I'm gonna, - No, no, no.

Fuck. Stop.

Stop.

Ow. Fuck. - I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I can help you, okay.

Just gotta let me help you.

No.

I'm done. I'm done.

I'm serious. Just stop.

- No, no, no, no. Don't say that.

Don't say that because you're not.

I can help you.

- No.

Seriously, just go and get help without me.

- Someone will be driving by

and I can help you. - No,

- I can help you.

- Please.

I deserve this. I deserve this.

I really fucked up.

We were arguing. - I know.

- No, and it just happened outta nowhere

and I really didn't mean to do anything.

It was just,

I pushed him and I didn't think he would fall

and I'm so sorry.

- Who did you push?

- I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

Okay.

Okay.

- You looking for me?

Come, motherfucker.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Help.

Please, please, please. Stop.

Please.

- Wait.

Oh my God.

Are you okay?

- Get in.

- What happened to you?

- Just drive.

- Are you all right?

- Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine.

I just,

I can't really explain it.

So just drive.

But thank you.

Thank you for giving me help.

I just need to get the hell out of here.