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(Episode 37)

(Mu Han's Winter)

(Live, Buy, Build)

(Live life, Buy a house, Humans live)

(Cook rice, Write a poem, Build a dream, Smile)

How should I live this short life?

How?

Tell me, Byeol.

(Mu Han's Spring)

(Let's live for today.)

(Let's live for today. I live again today.)

(Let's live for today. I live again today. I live.)

I'm living with her.

Gosh, life is too long.

I wish I'd known sooner...

that dying isn't horrifying,

but living is.

Lucky you. You have a short life.

I have to live like this for 40 more years.

Hey, 401!

I'm talking from 501!

Can you hear me?

If you can, hit the ceiling two times!

What the...

Hey, 401!

No! Don't go!

Help! Please help me out!

Please help!

Gosh, it's cold. It's so cold.

(Soon Jin's Spring)

That's right. Every living thing...

is beautiful...

just by existing.

(I live for today, I also live today, I live.)

(I live with her, I live with people.)

My day...

is a time of living as well as a time of dying.

How will I live?

How will I die?

The one thing I'm certain about...

is that I'm not alone.

I'm not lonely anymore.

- We're living again today. - We're living again today.

(The days left)

(Sungeui Hospital)

Excuse me, I'm coming in.

- Do you like your room? - No.

- Would you like a different room? - No.

Please let me out.

Where is your wife?

I'm right here.

Please sit down. I'll explain the schedule.

You have a CT scan tomorrow at 8am,

so you shouldn't eat anything from 8pm tonight.

No eating?

The injection will be done hypodermically,

not into your vein.

It'll be done once every two days starting tomorrow.

You simply need to get shots.

So it'll be easier than chemotherapy.

Have you gotten these shots?

Have you had cancer?

Are there any side effects?

If it isn't compatible with him, he'll have stomachaches and vomit.

But it has less side effects than regular anticancer medicine.

He just has to watch out for depression.

I'm already depressed.

Do you have any more questions?

When will I be discharged?

Without any side effects, you'll be discharged in three days.

Goodness, is your blood type AB?

I knew it.

You knew what? That I'm a genius?

No. You don't have to know.

I'll leave you now.

Your birthday will be here soon.

What do you want to do on your birthday?

What could a cancer patient want for a birthday?

What's your blood type?

It's type B, right? A bad woman.

I'm type O.

A good woman.

I don't know.

Well, sure.

We haven't known each other's blood type until now.

There are so many things that I don't know about you.

For a month from now...

No.

For six months from now,

let's learn about each other quickly.

"I'm sorry I'm dying."

"We can't do anything about it."

"So just accept it."

I don't know about anything else,

but I don't think I can tell I Deun.

I Deun. You're daydreaming again.

I'm sorry.

Do you want me to teach you how to brew coffee?

Pardon?

Really?

Let's start with drip coffee.

Even if you use the same coffee beans,

coffee tastes different every time.

The taste changes depending on the barista,

and on his or her mood.

Hold it 3 to 4cm above the filter perpendicularly.

Pour it as if you're placing water above the beans.

You look at it for 30 to 40 seconds.

Think of it as a tea ceremony.

It's dripping.

Pour water again.

You repeat this process for four minutes.

Coffee is about waiting.

You can be happy while waiting.

And you can take a break and meditate.

You should take a break too.

Even if you can't drink it, you can take a break.

Then...

I will be with you at every moment.

That's what she said, but where did she go?

You locked me up here. Where have you been?

Try to bear with it, even if you feel trapped.

Getting mad won't change anything.

You've always been a loner in seclusion anyway.

This is like a hotel room. It's nice.

Why did you buy so much when you're the only one eating?

Are you here on a picnic?

I didn't buy them. Some guardian angel brought them.

I felt bad to refuse her kindness.

You aren't planning on eating here, are you?

It smells.

Should I go next door and eat it?

Stop making that rumbling noise.

Don't make me feel bad.

It's my stomach growling. I can't help it.

You don't even let me go out.

Go ahead and eat if you want.

It's not like I want to eat alone.

I can't refuse friendship.

Enjoy your friendship.

Get your stomach filled.

Then I'll eat...

this tasteless food alone.

Stupid drumstick.

I'm starving.

Gosh, I'm so angry.

I feel dizzy.

I feel like I'm dying.

They say you shouldn't bother people when they're eating.

Are you enjoying eating...

- in front of a sick person? - No.

I'm not just sick, I'm terminally ill.

You know there are sick people everywhere.

You look the healthiest of them all.

Also, a living person should live.

A living person? Does that mean I'm a dead person?

I'm a living person too.

You won't die from skipping a meal.

If you want to eat with me, you have to get better.

You want to eat with me, don't you?

Don't look at me. Just go to sleep.

Go to bed.

I'm going to eat.

Don't look at me.

Honey.

Honey, you're still pretty even if you don't dress up.

We're going to take our clothes off anyway.

I don't care how you're dressed.

Just come out.

Freeze. Put your hands up.

What?

I said put your hands up.

It's been a while.

Today, I'm a cop.

Are you not mad at me anymore?

You and Mu Han both...

helped Soon Jin.

Good job.

We'll be able to sleep comfortably now.

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Who is that? Who's ruining the mood?

I'm sorry for visiting at such a late hour.

I'm Officer Kim from Seoul Western District Patrol Division.

I'm Officer Lee from the same patrol division.

What brings two officers...

to my house?

You both are unbelievable.

Your wife is guilty of impersonating a cop.

And you're guilty of special larceny.

You know what I mean, right?

Why are you just standing there? Let's go to my place.

Let's go home with me.

Let's go to my house.

You did it out of love,

so I'll just let you off with a penalty this time.

Oh, okay. Thank you.

You guys can go home now.

Okay.

Excuse me, Officer Kim.

Can I take a look at the CCTV footage one more time?

- Why? Let's just go. - Just one more time.

I can't get you out.

Loosen up. Please don't do this to me.

Don't add onto the hardships I'm going through right now.

I really can't take any more trouble.

My goodness.

I'm so impressed.

You're the best, honey.

What?

Even after watching this?

Can we keep the tree?

Are you doing well?

I'm...

doing well.

Are you doing well?

I'm...

doing well.

Why aren't you answering me?

I have no energy because I'm so hungry.

If I had the energy to run away, I would've.

Don't even dream of running away.

Lying in bed helplessly like this...

makes me feel like I'm really about to die.

I felt like I could live.

But here, I keep thinking about death.

Then let's talk about living.

What do you want to eat once you get discharged?

Homemade food.

Then...

where do you want to go?

Home.

What do you want for your birthday?

I'm contemplating on what to get for you.

Time.

I'm not scared of dying.

But I'm really scared of wasting time like this.

I don't like the way I look in a patient gown.

I seem pitiful.

I want to live a free life...

without having to have this stuck on my arm.

Even if it's for a day.

I don't want to live pathetically anymore.

I like how you look in a patient gown.

Who wouldn't...

feel nervous at a hospital? Everyone feels that way.

Even I don't think you're going to die,

so stop whining.

Your IV ran out.

I should ask the nurse to change it.

Code blue. Code blue.

There's a code blue in Ward 21, Room Number 2103.

Code blue. Code blue.

There's a code blue in Ward 21, Room Number 2103.

Do you want to sleep over?

Should I...

go over?

Where's my dad?

He went to get a checkup.

He'll be here soon. You can sit there and wait.

Why did you bring a suitcase? Are you going somewhere?

You can't leave.

Your dad needs you by his side...

more now than ever.

He needs you more than anyone else.

That's why I'm here.

Can you move over so that I can unpack?

What?

I'm not on perfectly good terms with my dad.

But like you said,

I feel like he needs me by his side more than ever.

Please move so that I can decorate my bed.

What?

You're older than me, so I'm sure you know this already.

But a lover can never amount to...

a family member when someone's sick.

A family member is always better than a stranger.

"A stranger"?

Do you think I'm a stranger to your dad?

I learned from my mom and dad...

that couples become meaningless once they break up.

So you are a stranger.

You'll just have to face reality.

We're not going to break up.

Even if that day comes,

and we do break up,

I'm never going to become a stranger to your dad.

You better keep that promise.

There's no need for a pinky swear.

If you're not going to become a stranger, what are you going to be?

His person?

Hang out with your dad...

and have dinner with him.

At night an adult has to be vigilant and guard him.

Otherwise, your dad won't listen.

You know, reward and punishment.

What do you mean by being vigilant?

Your dad tries to escape at every chance he gets...

even if I watch him.

He has to get the new medication,

so I have to keep my eye on him.

I'll do that.

This isn't a hotel. Why are you fighting over to stay?

Which one should I pick?

Fight. Fight.

Please step aside.

When will Chairman Park Geun Myung be summoned?

Did you find any evidence?

Please say something.

Please say a word.

The prosecution searched and confiscated...

Chairman Park Geun Myung's...

company and house this morning.

Chairman Park has verbally abused...

and physically attacked...

his employees and subcontractors regularly.

He is also charged for intentionally concealing...

the danger of a jelly snack...

that resulted in the death of a seven-year-old child's in 2007.

The danger was known from the development stage.

Chairman Park Geun Myung's wrongdoings...

This is good news. He's been caught. He can't escape this time.

The minutes from the advertisement meeting...

was disclosed.

The trial will go well.

So you should eat now.

I'll eat later. I can't eat right now.

Okay. Don't eat.

Keep starving. Don't sleep.

Act like the world just ended. Live like a ghost.

Why do you feel betrayed?

Why are you hurt? Who is making you feel hurt?

Is it Soon Jin or her man?

Did they have an affair like us?

They love each other.

They'll overcome the past, death, and just love each other.

What right do you have to disapprove their love?

If people can choose who they fall in love with,

you and I wouldn't have been in love,

and Ji Soo wouldn't have been born.

You couldn't do it. Why are you getting mad at him?

You should go thank him.

He took care of the problem that you couldn't.

I'm sorry.

I mean...

What I'm trying to say is...

I thought it wouldn't work.

I thought it wouldn't.

I pretended to have forgotten it. I pretended to be okay.

I had actually given up.

I felt like that would make it disappear.

I wanted to forget.

But I couldn't forget. I couldn't solve the problem.

I couldn't let go nor hang on to it.

Like Son Mu Han said,

I was living in the past.

(Investigation under custody seem inevitable.)

It's my story that's on the news,

but it doesn't feel like it.

It doesn't feel real.

What have I been doing all these years?

It's not you. Anyone in that situation...

would've done the same.

Mu Han did what he did only because he was dying.

Will you look at me?

Will you look at me?

Please come out of your past, Kyung Soo.

Ji Soo and I are waiting for you.

Shall we go for a walk? It feels stuffy in here.

I'll feel better if I get some fresh air.

You can't because you might get an infection.

Let's go for a walk after you get your shot.

You had no problem rolling on grass with ticks.

Why are you worried about an infection?

I'll go alone then.

I won't get infection.

Just wait three hours. You can wait.

("I Can't Tickle Myself" by Lee Hui Joong)

Is the title of the book "I Can't Tickle Myself"?

He's right. I don't feel ticklish.

I guess I can't tickle myself.

What are you doing? Stop it.

I'm trying to make you laugh. Stop frowning.

He was a grandfather. The patient from last night.

He was 93 years old.

Why did you...

look into that?

In case you're bothered by it.

I've been a cancer patient for six years.

I would've died already if I was bothered by such a thing.

I'm fine, so don't think about that.

I won't die. I will not die.

So...

I made the second appointment in four days.

That's the only time the doctor is available.

What?

You made what?

Second appointment?

Who gave you permission?

I told you I wouldn't do it.

Why do you keep deciding these things alone?

Then let's decide together.

I want you to continue the treatment.

2, 3, 4 times.

Until you get better.

I don't want to get injections and live pathetically.

I don't want you to live your life taking care of a sick man.

What's pathetic?

Why is trying to live pathetic?

I'll take care of you anytime.

So please live even if you have to struggle.

Then from this moment on,

I will decide the end of my life myself.

(Episode 38 will air shortly.)