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It's all your fault, only your fault!

You're sick in the head. You hear voices. Please stop!

Stay there!

♪ Oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, make it feel right ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Hey, yo ♪

♪ I am the shadow that you chased along the road ♪

♪ And you never know ♪

♪ If I'm showing you the way or if I joke ♪

♪ Hello, I am the fever that is buzzing in your head ♪

♪ Uh-huh, I am everywhere ♪

♪ I am the prayer that you thought you'd never say ♪

♪ When memories are bleak. ♪

♪ And you don't know what you see. ♪

♪ I come again and round and ♪ ♪ round and round to make you feel right. ♪

♪ Oh, I can feel right. ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah. ♪

♪ Hello, hello. ♪

♪ What is it that you think ♪ ♪ that you achieved. ♪

♪ Please forgive me but your attitude. ♪

♪ It really makes ♪ ♪ it hard for me to leave. ♪

♪ Oh, hello. ♪

♪ I am the fever that is pulsing ♪ ♪ in your veins. ♪

♪ Mm-hmm, can you feel me? ♪

♪ I've been here before and didn't ♪ ♪ you guess my name. ♪

♪ When memories are bleak. ♪

♪ And satisfaction is what keeps me ♪

Stay there, you bastard!

Watch where the hell you're going!

Where did he go?

How the hell should I know, bro?

I told you, he's on the other side.

That can't be!

He has to be here, man!

Oh man, not this too.

Come on, come on, we gotta go!

Damn!

Rami, what's up, bro?

Nothing, I was out looting again.

Hey, please tell me you at least found something decent this time.

Depends on what you call decent.

Oh no, (laughs) what was it this time?

Should I be honest with you?

A sweat-soaked tank top, bro.

Bro, you're risking your life for a sweaty tank top?

There has to be more in there, man.

Maybe some sweaty socks.

Shut the fuck up.

I swear, I'm dying right now.

The bag looked expensive, okay?

Yeah, and now your car probably smells like a gym.

I think I lost them.

Bro, someone's gonna catch you one day.

Nobody's gonna catch me.

Everyone says that right before everything goes wrong.

How long are you gonna keep doing this?

Until I have enough money.

Then get a job!

Are you crazy?

No, but you are.

You don't understand.

Then explain it to me.

Rent, bills, debts.

Everything keeps getting more expensive. I can't keep up.

And Mira?

What about her?

She probably still thinks you're working an honest job.

Yeah.

Bro, that woman trusts you blindly.

I know.

Mira.

Hey, she's calling. Hang up.

Do you even know what you're doing out there?

No, and she won't find out either.

Yallah, hang up.

Hey, sweetheart.

Hey, where are you?

On my way.

Uh-huh, on your way.

Sounds dangerous again.

No, it's all good. I'm meeting Volkan in a minute.

You sound out of breath.

I'm just stressed.

You work too much.

When are you coming home?

I don't know. Not late.

Okay, just promise me you'll be careful.

I promise.

I love you.

I love you too.

That's crazy.

What is?

How much she trusts you.

If she knew you'd just robbed three guys.

She doesn't need to know.

Not yet.

Another round?

You really can never get enough, can you?

We just warmed up.

Okay, just one last round.

You say that every time.

Hmm, he looks rich.

The bag and the watch.

Give me the stuff.

And who are you?

I'm serious.

Don't get any stupid ideas.

You don't want to do this.

Trust me.

You picked the wrong guy to rob.

They all say that.

You don't know me.

You don't know my family.

What family?

Now give me the damn stuff.

I just got robbed.

I saw his face.

And?

You should have seen his face.

That was a mistake.

I have a bad feeling.

Please be careful, okay?

Oh, come on. What could possibly happen?

I don't know.

I just have a bad feeling.

Did you even look inside the bag?

No, not yet. I'll do it when I'm at the door.

No, Rami, not when you're at the door.

Listen to me carefully for a second.

Bro, I'm driving right now.

What's wrong with you today?

With me? You're the one with a problem.

You're talking about it like you just did some harmless little thing.

But this isn't a game anymore.

I have it under control.

Rami, that's exactly what you say every time.

I have it under control.

But this time it's different.

Don't exaggerate.

I'm not exaggerating.

I'm really scared for you.

I'm not doing this for fun.

I know, but that doesn't make it better.

You keep telling yourself you have no choice.

That you're doing it for money, for home, for the future.

But what if one day you don't come home at all?

Your wife is waiting for you, Rami.

She thinks you're out taking care of something.

You'll be walking back through the door any minute.

She doesn't know you're out robbing people.

And hoping nobody catches you.

Leave her out of this.

No, she's exactly what needs to be part of this.

She should be the reason you stop.

You don't know what things are like for us.

I do know. I know you're under pressure.

I know you're short on money.

That you're ashamed when you can't give her what you promised her.

What you promised her.

But do you really think she wants that money

if it ends up destroying you?

It's just today.

You said that last week too.

Bro.

No, listen. What if that man wasn't just some random guy?

What if he doesn't just go to the police, but knows people?

What if there's more than money in that bag?

What if there's something in there you never should have touched?

I told you, I haven't looked inside yet.

Exactly my point.

You don't even know what you're driving around with.

Maybe it's just a wallet.

Maybe it's the beginning of something

you won't be able to get out of.

You're driving me crazy.

Good. Then at least think about it.

Just once, instead of with that quick mind of yours

that always looks for the next way out.

Think about home. Think about how she looks at you when you lie.

She notices, Rami. Women notice things like that.

Not today.

They're probably still making dinner.

Another time.

Okay, bro.

Take care of yourself.

Hey, sweetheart.

Hey, sweetheart.

And?

How was your day?

Very exhausting.

I'll be right back.

Could you please throw this away?

Seriously?

That's just how it is as a man.

Seriously?

I love you too.

Where's the bag?!

I told you.

You picked the wrong guy to rob.

Enough. Move aside.

Where's the stuff?

I'm asking you one last time.

I can give it back. It's in the car.

Dude, are you crazy?

Do you really think everything will just

go back to normal because you return the stuff?

You made choices.

Choices with serious consequences.

What are we gonna do with you now?

Hey, hey, hey, that's not a toy. Please wait.

Let me call my wife one last time, please.

Your wife?

Yeah, I just want to hear her one last time, please.

I just want to hear her one last time, please. I just want to hear her one last time, please. Please.

Look at you.

You have a wife at home and you're doing this shit.

How long have you been married?

Four months.

Be glad you have a wife.

Get up and go.

Bring him back, and he should return the bag.

Okay.

Where have you been again, Rami?

What happened? Who did this to you?

Nothing, I'm fine.

Nothing?

Look at your face.

Your eye is almost swollen shut.

I told you, it's nothing.

Sit down.

I'll get some ice and bandages.

No, no.

Just look at yourself.

Who did this to you?

Nobody.

Please don't lie to me.

You come home in the middle of the night,

completely injured, and you want to tell me nobody did it?

I fell.

You fell?

On both fists of someone?

Stop it.

No.

I'm not stopping.

I'm your wife.

I have the right to know what happened.

You don't have the right to know everything.

What does that mean?

It means you should stay out of it.

Stay out of it?

Stay out of what?

What are you doing out there?

Nothing that concerns me.

Of course it concerns me.

You come home injured, covered in blood.

I'm scared for you.

Then stop asking questions.

I want to help you.

I don't need your help.

Yes, you do.

You're just pretending you're indestructible.

I'm telling you no.

Then I'll call the police.

No.

Why not?

You've been beaten up.

You're not calling anyone.

Then something is wrong with you.

Because you have no idea.

Then explain it to me.

Why not?

Because you'd look at me differently then.

What does that mean?

It means I'm not the man you think I am.

What are you talking about?

Forget it.

I shouldn't have come home at all.

You're not telling me something.

Yes, I am.

You'd be better off not knowing.

I'm not better off if you become a stranger to me.

You don't understand.

Then help me understand.

I can't.

You can.

You just don't want to.

Because it's dangerous.

For whom?

For you.

For us.

Do you have debts?

Are you in trouble with someone?

Stop it.

Are you involved in something?

I'm telling you, stop.

I'm looking at my husband with a wrecked face.

Hurt, terrified, and angry.

- And I'm supposed to just stay quiet. - Exactly. That's what you should do.

I can't do that.

Then you're making everything worse.

I'm making everything worse.

I'm standing here trying not to watch you fall apart.

You can't save me.

I don't want to save you like a child.

I just want to know if you still want to come back to me.

I'm right here.

No.

Your body is here.

But you're still out there somewhere, with people you're afraid of.

I'm not afraid.

Yes, you are.

And that scares me more than your wounds.

Don't call the police.

Promise me.

Why should I promise you that when I don't even know if you'll come back tomorrow?

Because you have to trust me.

Trust?

You keep your life from me.

I'm protecting you.

No.

You're shutting me out.

It's better this way.

For whom?

For you, because you don't have to talk about it?

Watch what you say.

No.

You watch what you do to us.

I have other problems right now.

And I'm not one of them.

I'm your wife.

Then I'm not like my conscience.

Maybe you need a...

Shut up!

I... I didn't mean to say that.

I don't know who you are anymore.

Please.

I don't want to betray you.

I don't want to control you.

I don't want to be your enemy.

Then stop asking.

I'm asking because I love you.

Because I'm afraid that one night I won't hear the door open anymore.

Because I can't just sleep next to you while you're falling apart inside.

You don't understand what's at stake.

Then tell me.

Not everything.

Not every detail.

But enough to know if I'm losing my husband.

I've done things.

What kind of things?

Things you don't want to hear.

Maybe not.

But I'd rather hear the truth than your lies every night.

If I tell you the truth, there's no going back.

Maybe there's been no going back for a long time.

Maybe the only question is whether you keep going alone.

Or whether you finally take my hand.

I don't know how to get out of this.

Then that's exactly where we start.

You should go.

No.

I'm staying.

But you have to stop pushing me away.

I never wanted to drag you into this.

You dragged me into it a long time ago,

when you started hurting me by keeping silent.

Sit down.

I said...

No, this time I'm going to say something.

Come here and sit down.

I never wanted to drag you into this.

Then stop pushing me away.

I don't want to play police.

I just want to understand my husband.

I'm scared.

Then start there.

You don't have to say anything more right now.

What have you done?

Thank you for your purchase.

I hope you enjoy your new furniture.

See you next week.

See you next week.

Hey, sweetheart.

Hey.

Are you still out?

I'll be there soon. What are you doing?

Your favorite meal.

Then I have to hurry.

I'm so hungry.

Today was exhausting.

Yeah, I really put some effort into it.

I hope you'll like it.

Now I'm even more excited to come home.

By the way, I have something to tell you.

That sounds dangerous.

No.

That would make me happy.

Now you've got me curious.

Mira?

Mira!

Mira!

Your wife.

Look at you.

You have a wife at home and you're doing this shit.

1 year later.

She's gone! Just gone!

Why do they take you and not me?

I'm going home.

I'm going home.

I miss you.

Rami?

Who are you?

Rami, it's me, Volkan.

What, what happened to you?

You, Volkan, yeah, I remember.

What happened to you?

We haven't seen each other in a year.

It, it was the house.

Our house.

I was on my way home and then—flames, flames everywhere. I couldn't

save them. I couldn't do anything. Nothing.

I... I lost them. Right before my eyes. My life. Everything.

It fell apart.

I'm so sorry. I know how hard this is.

But you don't have to suffer alone. I know someone who can help you.

Help?

No one.

No one can heal me.

Not after what happened.

Those bastards. What did they want from her?

I was standing right there.

I know you think there's no way out.

But you have to try.

Let me help you, please.

Hey, I told you, sometimes you have to be a little persistent.

Persistent? Yeah, that's true.

I mean, who would have thought I'd voluntarily go to a therapist?

I used to think only crazy people went there.

Only the brave. And apparently you're one of them now.

Hey, it doesn't have to be perfect right away.

It's just one step at a time. Even if they're tiny steps.

Tiny steps? Yeah, sounds kind of doable.

And don't worry, I won't throw you into the deep end. Not yet.

Thank you. I think that's the first thing I've been able to say without fear in weeks.

Maybe I can survive this.

What? What is this supposed to be? Who's going to help me? My doctor or what?

Something like that.

And where is he?

Wait a second. Be patient.

We're here.

What's happening here?

Come on, we have to go inside.

Where did you find the doctor?

I'm wondering that myself.

How long is the journey?

We'll be there in a minute.

Are you ready?

Come on, do it.

That's him.

Rami. Since his wife died.

He can't sleep anymore.

Nightmares, panic attacks.

Alcohol. He's at the end of his rope.

Well, then you're my favorite patient.

I have trouble sleeping too.

Lie down, please.

How long have you had this?

How old are you?

Have you ever experienced anything like this before?

Why do you think you're in this situation?

What happens now?

Have you eaten yet?

No.

Here, this will give you strength.

It's okay. Just one small step.

You can do it. This will help you.

I couldn't do anything.

Ahhhh!

Where am I?

Hello?

Wow.

Where am I?

Rami? Rami?

Can you hear me?

Who are you?

Rami, the things you're seeing right now,

those are your memories.

What does that mean?

It means you're seeing the most beautiful

and the worst moments of your life.

And we're going to erase the worst moments now.

Rami, you're in another dimension right now.

What? That's my house.

You're in the past. Stay calm. Observe. But don't be afraid.

How can that be? She's alive.

You mustn't be afraid. Everything here is part of your

memory. If you get scared, you'll be pulled back.

Mira!

Rami? Rami, can you hear me?

Mira!

Stay calm. You're safe. Here, take a glass of water. Breathe slowly.

I don't understand. What just happened? I can't

do this. I saw Mira. I have to get out of here.

Mira!

Mira, Mira.

Dude, you sound like death on vacation. Did you sleep?

Have you lost your mind, Volkan?

What the hell did you inject me with? I almost died in that basement.

My whole body was shaking. I couldn't breathe anymore.

Calm down, Rami. Those are withdrawal symptoms.

Your brain has to get used to the truth first.

The truth? I had hallucinations.

I thought the walls were eating me alive.

This isn't a doctor. This is some junkie lab.

You said you'd help me.

You don't help anyone like this, Volkan. You sent me to hell.

And? Was she there? In hell?

I saw her.

See? That's what matters.

The real world has nothing left to offer you, brother.

Only pity and bills.

But there... she's alive.

Do you really want to give that up? Just because your body is shaking a little?

I can't do this anymore, Volkan. I'm losing it.

You only lose it when you stop. Come on.

The doctor is waiting.

He says the second session is the most important.

That's where the circle closes.

Would you like to hear her again? Smell her perfume?

When? Now. I'll pick you up.

Ten minutes. Be ready, Rami.

Everything gets resolved today.

You mustn't be afraid over there.

Mira.

Is she at home? No.

Who are you?

Hey, what are you doing there? Hey! Can't you hear me? Who are you?

No, that's not me. This is a nightmare. Stop, Rami, stop!

Rami, why did you do that?

No, Mira, don't go in there!

No! No, why? No!

Mira, I found you. Thank God, we have to get out of here. The house.

I saw someone in there. He looks like me. He's doing terrible things.

There is no one else, Rami.

Yes, he is in there. He wants to hurt you.

You're sick, Rami. You always have been sick.

We tried to help you. I tried to help you.

But you let the voice become louder than mine.

No, no, I love you. I would never hurt you...

You didn't give us a chance. You don't need medication from a doctor, Rami.

You need someone to fix your mind, but it's too late.

Don't go away, please. I need you.

You're alone, Rami. You've always been alone inside your head.

Mira, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I should be lying there.

Not you.

Can you hear me?

This is all my fault.

All because of me.

I should have stopped.

I should have just left while I still could.

But how was I supposed to know I was messing with the Mafia?

I thought

I had everything under control.

I thought I could buy us a better life.

And now

you're lying here.

Why did they take you?

What did they want from you?

You were just sitting in this house waiting for me.

You had nothing to do with it.

I was standing right there.

Why didn't they take me too?

I was the target, damn it, not you.

What did you do to them?

Nothing.

You were the only pure thing in my life.

And those bastards, those cowardly dogs,

just blew up the whole house.

Just to send a message.

They wanted to break me.

Well, they succeeded.

I'm finished.

I need you.

I miss you so much.

A glass of Jack, please.

Mr. Malik, we have the results of the clinical examination.

What you're experiencing—the voices, the visions

those are symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia.

What does that mean?

It means that you hear and see things that seem completely real to you,

but that do not exist outside your perception.

Volkan exists.

That's how it feels to you.

No.

Not just to me. He was there.

He spoke to me.

He told me they were going to try to help me.

We need to begin medication immediately.

Antipsychotics, to block the dopamine receptors.

Without help, the hallucinations will get worse.

You have to understand, the people you're talking to,

they don't exist.

They say I'm alone.

In your case, it is genetic.

Your mother, your father, both took their own lives,

because they suffered from the same psychosis.

The illness often emerges after severe trauma.

Mr. Malik, we need to take you to a secure psychiatric facility.

It's about the incident at your house.

You are not safe for yourself or for others.

There is a warrant out for your arrest.

You are wanted for the murder of your wife.

Mr. Malik, don't do this.

It's your fault. All because of you, because of me.

Because of me?

I'm the only one who showed you the truth, Rami.

While the others called you sick, I set you free.

You killed her. There was no Mafia.

You made me blow up the house.

You showed me Volkan. You showed me the doctor.

All lies.

I gave you what you wanted.

An end to the debts, an end to the fear.

And now look at you.

You want to go to prison?

Do you want them to lock you in a tiny cell

and pump you full of drugs until you forget her name?

Until you forget how she laughed when she danced?

They want to keep us down, Rami.

Just like they did to your mother.

And your father.

Remember that the blood in your veins doesn't belong to them.

They found the way out. They were braver than you.

I just want to be with her. I miss her so much.

Then go to her.

She's waiting. The table is set.

The food is warm.

She's holding the baby shoes and waiting for you to walk through the door.

For you to walk through the door.

But you'll never get there if you stay here.

There are only handcuffs and shame here.

Open the drawer, Rami.

You did everything right.

You set her free.

And now you have to set yourself free.

Do it for her.

They'll forget me.

Not if you go now. Then you'll stay with her.

Forever.

I'm coming home, sweetheart.

We're coming home.

♪ Feed your feet for the one ♪ ♪ that is your sleep ♪

♪ No more ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one ♪ ♪ that is your sleep ♪

♪ Silent steps on another breath ♪

♪ Mask on tight like I'm dodging death ♪

♪ Pocketing dreams leaving the rest ♪

♪ If you wanna leave now, gotta ♪ ♪ leave in my dress ♪

♪ Better let go, it is all a mess ♪

♪ Cameras are flash, make you paranoid ♪

♪ You can run, but you can't avoid ♪

♪ Taking it now is a better choice ♪

♪ As undone, done, you can hear my voice ♪

♪ This ain't a lie, just the path you rose ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one that you sleep ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one ♪ ♪ that is your sleep ♪

♪ No more ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one ♪ ♪ that is your sleep ♪

♪ No more ♪

♪ Eye to eye, can you see right through ♪

♪ All right up up the web, eye through ♪

♪ Gate just shut, no way to leave ♪

♪ Run, run, run, but it's up my sleeve ♪

♪ This ain't a lie, just a track of weed ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one that you sleep ♪

♪ Feed your feet, I don't wanna ♪ ♪ let you sleep ♪

♪ No more ♪

♪ Feed your feet, I don't wanna ♪ ♪ let you sleep ♪

♪ You don't know, I know, you don't ♪ ♪ know, I know, you don't know ♪

♪ You don't know what I know, oh, ♪ ♪ you don't know what I know ♪

♪ You don't know, I know, you don't ♪ ♪ know, I know, you don't know ♪

♪ You don't know what I know ♪ ♪ oh, you don't know ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one that you sleep ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one that you sleep. ♪

♪ Feed your feet for the one that you sleep ♪