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[tense music]

- Right, come down in it. - [groaning]

[indistinct shouting]

- You are truly in the jungle.

- Over the last three days...

the celebrity recruits...

- Everything you got!

- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

- [retches] - Pathetic!

- To their limits.

- I can't do it.

- Give me your number. - I'm gonna VW.

- Now...

- Smell the fear.

- Just 11 remain.

- Fight!

- Who...

- Is it bruised?

- Will survive the day?

- I said stop!

- If you fall down, you get back up.

- This is where it counts! The will to win!

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Today's day four, right? - Yeah.

I'm looking at it this way-- is that...

it's another four nights.

- Hey, I'm ready to hit it.

I've got a bruised rib. I got a [bleep]-up bicep.

Like, let's go. - Yeah.

- I want to finish.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

Good morning.

[groans]

- Hey, can I ask everybody a question?

- Of course.

- I want to know, what was the highlight

of your life, career-wise?

Oliver?

- The best moment in my career is yet to come.

- Yeah. - That's a good one.

- Wait-- "Journey Back to Christmas"

wasn't the highlight of your career with me?

- You guys did a movie together?

- Candace and I did a movie together

called "Journey Back to Christmas."

- I've been in the entertainment industry

for 45 years,

and I'm also known as the Queen of Christmas Movies.

- We're gonna do movie night tonight.

[laughter]

- We're gonna reenact it.

I definitely have stayed in the safety zone of my life.

But I just turned 50 years old,

and I want to see if I have the guts and the gumption

to do something this difficult

and go outside of my comfort zone.

- You got to scrape a little bit of the mud off.

- So wait--Collin, were you in the military?

- Yeah, I was in the Marines, yeah.

- Oh.

- I did 11 1/2 weeks,

but that 11 1/2 weeks was not a cakewalk.

I mean, you're up at 4:00 in the morning,

and you don't sit down, you don't get breaks--

16 hours a day. - Did you enjoy it?

- Yeah, I loved it, dude. I loved that structure.

And the biggest thing for me was the family.

I just wanted a sense of family that I never had.

- Mm-hmm.

- Yeah, this is day four.

Today is about leadership.

Ultimately, we're gonna pick them,

put them under pressure, and see if they rise or fall.

- We test leadership within the recruits

because we want to see

how they deal with different types of pressure.

Some of the recruits

might have been coasting to that point,

so we need to have a reason to get them to perform and shine.

Who have we got down as leaders?

- Number 9-- he's got a short temper.

- So let's get him out in front,

get him some leadership.

- Number 2. - Gonna be Dipsier than ever.

- [chuckles]

- Also number 8 looks kind of scared--

deer in the headlights.

Well, this is her chance to show us what she's made of.

So we'll get out there. Jen--she'll do the inspections.

Good to go. Awesome.

- Recruits! Full kit!

- Get your packs prepped, your packs ready.

Get that on.

Fill your waters.

Is it full? - Yeah.

- Anybody missing anything else?

Joining the Marine Corps,

you learn a lot about procedure and rules.

You're good to go. Your pack's good.

You good, bro? You have your cover?

So I guess I kind of am the enforcer of discipline,

routine, and stuff like that.

- Let's go! Move! Move! Move!

Grab and go! - Charlie Team, let's move.

- [exhales deeply]

- All right, listen up. Take your Bergens off.

Place them right in front of you.

Hurry up. Hurry up. Get it done.

- Take out your water bottles.

Hold them in front of you and open them.

- We told you on day one,

water bottles need to be full at all times.

That topped off? - Yes, staff.

- That's not to the top, is it?

[tense music]

- If you don't have water in this environment,

you're not gonna last very long.

Those that failed, keep that cover off.

- I drank it, staff.

- Did it taste nice? Did it taste really nice?

- Doing you a [bleep] favor here.

- Oh, you got it.

- Day four, already slipping back.

This is [bleep] poor.

Go!

Quickly!

Right now!

- I think we should make, like, canteen filling a routine,

like, a thing we do every day.

- But, Collin, most of us had our canteens filled.

And on our way out, we took the sip.

- [sighs]

I mean, that was our first check.

We should have passed it.

- Honestly, I'm afraid to be paired with Collin.

It's hard to trust someone

who is just snapping at you for little things all the time.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Everybody out! Let's go!

Quickly!

- For their first test of leadership,

the recruits have been taken to an abandoned hotel.

- Today's phase is about leadership.

Your mission is hostage rescue.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

When any innocent people

are captured behind enemy lines,

it's up to you, the Special Forces,

to rescue them.

If you fail at this mission,

not only can those innocent people be killed,

but so can your teammates.

And, ultimately, it will be the team leaders' actions

on the objective that will dictate

mission success or failure.

Am I understood? all: Yes, staff.

- Alpha--team leader is 2.

Bravo Team, team leader is 9.

Charlie--team leader is 8.

Make it happen. - Yes, staff.

- It is an extremely scary operation to conduct--

a hostage rescue-- because you are trying

to free someone who is in the grasp

of a very, very dangerous enemy.

- You don't leave a teammate behind.

Don't just go off by yourself. - Yeah.

- I'm gonna lead in the back. You're gonna be in the front.

You're in the middle.

- There's a lot of noise.

There's screaming and shouting.

We need to see clear communication.

We need to see a cool head prevail.

- If we find a hostage, we can secure them together.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- The recruits must rescue three hostages

held in two buildings.

Each team has five minutes

before explosives are detonated.

They must prioritize which rooms to search

by spotting signs of life--

clues that a room may be occupied.

- If Billy's just yelling in our ear, just eat it.

- Oh, yeah. - Don't react.

- I just eat that [bleep].

In the Marines, you are really pushed your limits.

It's very similar to this course.

I may have a small edge over the other recruits.

- Let's go, Alpha!

- First, Team Alpha,

led by number 2, comedian Hannah Stocking,

who the DS suspect is not taking the course seriously.

She must now prove herself by commanding her team.

- I just don't like being a leader.

If I have my choice to kind of sit in the back seat,

I will take that 100% of the time.

So I think that this course can kind of help me tap

into figuring out how to be more assertive.

- What's happening? Where's your target? Dipsy!

What's your plan?

- Having failed to spot items on the balcony

indicating recent activity...

- The enemy are coming! - Straight, straight, straight.

- Number 2 has her team search every room.

- Clear in here. Clear bathroom.

- What's happening? - Clear.

Out, out, out, out, out, out, out.

[explosion]

- In a hostage rescue, you have a limited amount of time.

- Clear. Out, out, out. - Clear.

- 3 1/2 minutes!

- Wasting time searching the wrong rooms

really is a matter of life or death.

- Closet's clear. Check the bathroom.

- Make a decision! Time's against you!

- Clear, clear. - Let's go!

- Come on. - Command and control!

- Come here. Clear the room.

- With time running out...

- Hostage, hostage! - Check the bathroom.

Check the showers. - Two minutes!

- Another hostage here.

- They eventually find two of the three hostages.

- Two hostages.

- What the [bleep] is going on?

Sort your plan out! [explosion]

Where the [bleep] are you going, Dipsy?

- Should we try this side? - What's in your head?

Where's the plan? Why are you not supporting?

- 50 seconds!

- As number 2, Hannah, loses control...

Number 7, Collin Gosselin, takes charge.

- Clear. Clear the next one.

You know, having seven other siblings,

I always felt like I was a natural leader

in tough situations.

Not a lot of people stepped forward,

but I would say I stepped forward.

I had a difficult childhood.

Anybody who goes through struggles early on--

they're definitely mentally, like, just stronger.

- 30 seconds!

[explosion]

- Hostage! Hostage!

- With seconds left,

number 14, Mauricio Umansky, finds the final hostage,

- Can't do this.

- But they're heavily bound.

- Guys, come on! Move this way!

- We can't leave our team.

- Number 2, Hannah, decides to pull her team out...

- Let's go! Speed it up!

- But leaves number 3, Oliver Hudson, behind,

trying to untie the hostage.

[explosion]

- Guys, come on, move!

We're clear! We're clear! This way!

- Number 2, Hannah Stocking, has pulled her team out,

abandoning number 3, Oliver Hudson...

- 10 seconds!

- And a hostage.

- Let's go.

[explosion]

- Stop!

What do you think that large bang represents?

- A bomb.

- That bomb there just turned you into dust.

What was the key thing about this mission

other than saving lives?

- Saving the hostages. - Time, Dipsy!

Number 7 was doing more commanding than you were.

- Yes, staff.

- That's the worst leadership I've [bleep] seen.

As a team, failed. Go.

- Thank you, staff.

- Oh, my Lord.

- Bravo, let's go!

- Next up is Team Bravo,

with number 9, actor David Charvet,

in charge.

- Stop!

- He is under watch after losing control

during the milling task.

- I said stop!

- Now he must keep calm under pressure.

- So I know that's what you're looking for.

- I mean, the thing about "Baywatch"

that people really didn't know

is that we really learned how to rescue people.

- Where are you going, you coconut?

- We really needed to be able to save people's lives.

- Get some urgency. Get some control.

- Let's go.

- Let's go! What's happening?

This is the ultimate test of leadership.

Let's hear some commands!

Everything will result in failure

if you get one thing wrong...

- Clear.

- Who's controlling this? Where's your [bleep] team?

Who's doing what? - Clear.

- 'Cause every mistake could result in the loss of a life.

- We got one. - One!

- Time is against us! We got 3 1/2 minutes!

- I got him, 9. - You got him? Let's go.

- Probably the most ultimate sin

that could happen in our world is to leave somebody behind.

I hear no command and control.

- Guys, you clear?

- It's something we discuss...

Time is coming! [gunshot, explosion]

One minute!

- Here's another one. Okay.

- And pray to God it will never happen.

- Team Bravo's search uncovers two hostages,

but they miss the third just inches away.

- Right here. Let's go.

- Five seconds!

- Make a right.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

[breathing heavily] - What was your mission?

- Mission is to get the hostages out, sir.

- Okay. Come with me.

Did we clear this room? - Yes, sir.

- Are you happy this room's clear?

Are we happy this room's clear? - Yes.

Yes, staff. - Good job, then, yeah?

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

Holy mac and cheese. Look what we've got here.

We've got a piece of an ear and a finger

'cause that's all that'll be left right now.

Hey! I'm talking.

Too late. He's not there now.

Fail.

Absolute [bleep] disaster.

- I thought it was only two hostages.

I made a mistake.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Are you nervous? - I'm not nervous.

I just want to be a good leader.

- You'll be fine.

- You're gonna be a great leader.

They chose you for a reason.

- Let's hit it, 8.

- Last up, Team Charlie.

The DS have put number 8, actor Candace Cameron Bure,

in charge to see if she can step up.

- This way. Go.

- Growing up in entertainment and being a child actor,

I have been directed

for most of my life.

I'm a people pleaser at home,

and so I want to challenge myself

and see what I'm made of.

Guys.

- Get back. Get out of there. - This way.

- Come on now, 8, get your head in the game.

- First to spot signs of an occupied room

is not team leader Candace

but number 13, Bre Tiesi.

- I'm very good at making decisions.

Yeah, I'm very much, let's go.

You do this, I'll do that.

Like... [snaps fingers] Okay, next.

[laughs]

- Hurry up! They know you're here!

Let's go! Make some moves!

Number 8, tell your team what they're doing.

Let's go!

Search the room. Let's go, let's go. Come on.

Oh, there he is. There he is. Get him.

- Guys, we got a hostage.

- Go, go, go. Let's go.

- Having identified the correct rooms...

- There's one more.

- Two of the three hostages are quickly found.

- Hurry up, hurry up. You got 13 leading everything.

[explosion]

- Are we going down here? We got two buildings.

- Go, 8!

You just gonna take the hostages

into an area of danger-- what are you doing?

You just leave this one here alone?

- Go, go, go.

- With number 8 struggling to lead her team...

- Where's your leader at? - Right here.

- I'm right here.

- She's not giving any command and control.

- She fails to protect the rescued hostages...

By taking them on the continuing mission.

- Keep them safe.

So we just take the hostages everywhere we go, huh?

- You are running out of time. - Go back. Go, go.

[explosion]

- Hurry up. You're running out of time.

- Go. - Let's go! Let's go!

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

All right, stop. Over here.

Go, go, go.

Stand at attention, right? Beak this down.

What was going through your head

as you were supposedly guiding your team?

- I was looking for signs of life in the building.

- Keep going. - We found hostages.

We tried to then go through the next rooms.

- You went back into another room with a hostage?

Is that what you're telling me? - Yes, we did.

- Why would you do that? - To keep them with us.

- What was part of the mission with the hostage?

To do what? - Keep them safe.

Keep them safe. - How do I keep them--

- Why would you take them back into another room

where there could be anything in there?

Your job was to keep them safe.

So, once you secure one,

you bring them out, and you hold them.

Everything I saw was from number 13 leading.

- Because I--

- Shut your mouth. You wasn't doing anything.

By luck, you did get all the hostages...

By luck.

But your leadership was [bleep].

- Yes, staff.

- Do you think that's a pass or a fail?

- My teammates passed. I failed.

- Damn right.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Candace, you beating yourself up over here?

- [chuckles] I just felt like,

this is me and my husband all over again,

'cause my husband has a great sense of direction.

Mine sucks.

I failed as a leader 'cause I wasn't taking charge.

So I got beat up for it.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

[tense music]

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Oh, my God.

- How are you feeling? - Fine.

I'm just kind of disappointed in myself.

- I know.

- Yeah.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- What was going on with number 8 today?

- After she failed as team leader

in the hostage rescue...

- Her lip was jumping.

- On that debrief, then? - Yeah.

- Number 8, Candace Cameron Bure,

has drawn the attention of the DS.

- There's not much personality of leadership--

not a sheep exactly, but she was not in charge.

- What do you reckon? - Mm.

- Drag her in so we can have a look at her?

- Yeah.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Number 8!

Quickly!

Follow on, 8.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

[door opens]

Sit.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

[door closes]

- Relax.

How are you finding the journey so far?

- Good. You know...

- Feel you still got a lot of fight?

- Yeah. I mean, that's why I showed up.

That's why I came here, so...

- I'll be honest with you.

I don't really get a full read of who you are at the moment.

I don't know hardly anything about you.

- I started acting at five years old.

I feel like one of the lucky ones.

Like, I've had a great experience

from being a child actor.

I've never been shouted at.

I take that back. I was shouted at once.

- Once in all your life? - Yeah.

- But how are you coping with what you're getting right now,

from me, from him, from-- - I mean, I just--

Yeah, I felt a level of anger that I don't know

that I've ever felt when you yelled in my face.

But I just controlled it.

- You were close to not controlling it.

- Looked like you almost snapped back at me

a little bit.

- Well, that was an interesting quick turn there.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- I mean, I stand up for myself in entertainment every day.

- Did you find that task pretty hard on you today

about leadership?

- [voice breaking] It just was a disappointment.

- I saw that out there.

- Honestly, like, the more I keep thinking about this,

I'm really good at taking direction.

I've been taking direction my whole life,

just being a kid actor.

And then I met my husband at 18, and he was 20,

And my husband leads.

He's a professional athlete. He's an Olympian.

I live with an alpha.

I am a beta.

[sniffles] He does everything for me.

[soft music]

- Why is that? Why does he?

- 'Cause he's a good leader.

He's a good leader.

And I realized today,

I don't lead at all.

I don't feel confident in my voice.

- What are you gonna do about that?

- I do have a spirit in me.

And so I just, at this age,

really wanted to see if I could push it.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

Yeah, I want to step up.

- You've actually surprised me a lot.

You've done them well, but we've got a long way to go.

You're gonna have to believe

in your faith deep, deep, deep, deep, deep

'cause there's a lot more cussing.

It's not personal. - Mm-hmm.

- Get stuck in. Keep fighting.

- Yeah.

- Guard!

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- I always tell my kids,

if there's something that scares you, say yes to it.

Go do it.

So I've set out to face some of my biggest fears.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- How was it?

- I cried through the whole thing.

But I've learned some things today

that I was grateful for.

[breathes deeply]

- I know.

[chuckles]

[dramatic music]

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Luckily, I was Cinderella growing up, so I know how.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- How you feeling, Dad?

- Picking the Bergen up hurts a little,

like, using the stomach to pick it up,

the pain, the rib.

- I don't think anyone wants to see their dad in pain.

Seeing a father in a vulnerable position,

it shakes you.

- How are you doing? - Good.

- Anytime that I've ever gone through difficult times

in my life, I've always gone to one of my girls.

To have Alexia there is like having my teddy bear.

Both made it halfway. - Yeah.

- [chuckles] - Pretty solid.

[tense music]

- Recruits, load up!

- [groans]

- Let's go!

- All right, let's go, let's go.

Put that on your belt. You're good to go.

Your pack's good. Is your canteen full?

Is your canteen full, Mo? - Yeah, I just filled it.

- We're gonna be late.

Oliver, come on. You ready? You should just stay ready.

Push it out, guys. Come on, together.

- Can I say one thing to you real quick?

[clears throat] All your intentions are great.

It's just about tone. As a young boy--

'Cause sometimes when you talk,

it's like you don't trust that I know things as well.

- Yeah, yeah.

- That's my advice to you in this but in life in general.

And that will help you with your friends

and chicks and all that [bleep].

- Yeah. - You know what I mean?

- Yeah. - That's it.

- At a very young age, I was just kind of, like,

thrown into this world of TV cameras and lights.

You really feel alone,

and, like, it's just hard to be yourself.

Come on. We don't want to get consequences for being late.

People coming and going out of my life

and not being able to build stable relationships.

- Come on, then, let's go!

- For their next test of leadership,

the recruits will now face

one of selection's most notorious rites of passage.

- Let's go! Get out of the vehicles!

Hurry up!

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

Move up.

- [groans]

- Two ranks.

- Straight across, straight across.

- Great work, Mauricio. - Get up in there.

- All right, listen up real quick.

In Special Forces, we have to be prepared for everything.

And today...

that's chemical warfare.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

It's gonna be hard to breathe. You can't see.

You're going to struggle.

Right, this is your new kit. You put this kit on.

You will have your gas mask in your hand.

Make that happen right now. - 2, 2, you're on this side.

- Get your mask out. Hurry up.

Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up, come on.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

What are you doing?

- Staff, I am going to have to VW.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

I physically can no longer continue.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Is this real? - My rib is just hurting.

And if I'm gonna be coughing and not being able to breathe,

I feel like it's gonna break further.

- You're about to walk off on your daughter right now.

You know that, right? - [sighs]

- Are you sure?

- [voice breaking] No, I'm not sure.

I'm not sure at all.

[tense music]

- What are you doing?

- Staff, I am going to have the VW.

I physically can no longer continue.

- Are you sure? - No, I'm not sure.

Not sure at all.

[sighs]

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

I can no longer go on.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

Thank you for everything. - All right.

- It's hard to see a world where my dad

leaves the course before me.

But if it happens, I, above all else,

want to shock myself and discover myself.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Mauricio Umansky...

- Hey.

- Is the fifth recruit to leave the course.

Now just 10 remain.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up. Come on.

- In an isolated compound deep in the jungle,

the DS are filling a room with tear gas.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

Working in teams,

the recruits must locate two pieces

of military intelligence--

one, the name of an enemy ship,

and, two, its coordinates.

- All right, listen up real quick.

- After all three leaders

failed the earlier hostage rescue,

the DS assign new ones.

- Our teams have changed.

Bravo--number 10, you're now team leader.

8, 13, and 15, work as a team.

all: Yes, staff.

- All right, so what's our plan, boss man?

- I'm gonna be leading in there,

trying to talk as much as I can.

We just have to keep communicating.

My whole career I've been skating by myself,

just me, since I was around maybe seven or eight years old.

- The point is that you're choking and dying.

- Let's go.

- But working within a team is new to me,

so I hope I won't fall into, you know, being the lone wolf.

- Team leader, take a knee.

All right, listen up.

We have this enemy vessel. We don't know its name.

- Yeah.

- All right, you good to go? Let's do this.

- Thank you, staff.

- Being gassed is like your lungs are exploding.

Your eyes are burning.

[explosion] - Let's go! Let's go!

- You may be in the worst pain of your life.

- Right through there! Go, go, go!

- You need to step up, keep the team together,

and get the job done.

- [coughing]

- [continues coughing]

- Team leader, number 10, Maxim Naumov,

searches for the ship's name.

But after just a few seconds, number 13, Bre, panics.

- Number 8, Candace, quickly follows her...

- Oh! - [coughing]

- Abandoning the mission.

- [spits] - [groans]

- Number 15, Alexia, and 10, Maxim,

escape with the ship's name but not its location.

- Right, come down here!

- [groans] - Stop moaning.

We haven't got time for this [bleep].

Number 13, stand up. - [spits, groans]

- Stand there.

So what happened? - We died.

[chuckles] - You didn't die.

You're still alive, which tells me

if you'd have stayed in there, you'd still be alive.

Right, number 10, you were the leader.

- Yes, staff. - What was the mission?

- The mission was to get the coordinates.

- So where's the coordinates? - I don't have the coordinates.

- You don't have the coordinates?

- No, we failed, staff. - So you bailed?

- Yes, staff.

- Thought, [bleep] it, I'm out of here.

- Yes, staff.

- You saw her bail and were like,

that seems like a [bleep] great idea.

Shambles.

Right, that was a fail.

Let's go. - Go. I'll go behind you.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

It's tough.

I mean, failing on my own is one thing,

but failing with a team is a whole nother thing.

- You did not let us down at all.

You know, you really didn't. - Babe, it wasn't you.

I [bleep] ran.

[groans]

- Who's ready for Team Alpha? Who's ready?

- I am. - I'm ready.

David, you good? You need help?

- Let's go, let's go.

- Next to face the tear gas, Team Alpha,

led by NBA champion Matt Barnes.

- My job every night was to guard

the best players in the world-- so Kobe, LeBron, you name 'em.

[explosion]

- I want to do whatever it takes to make sure my team

gives their best effort.

- Yes, sir.

During the Second Gulf War, the threat of chemical

and biological warfare was real.

If gas is used against us

at the point where you feel somebody's taking your life

and you're gonna [bleep] die,

it's not an excuse not to continue the mission.

- Under the leadership of number 11, Matt...

- Team Alpha quickly identifies the ship's name...

And then search for its coordinates.

- Coordinates, coordinates.

[people coughing]

- Out to me. Steady there.

Hey, slow down, slow down. Get up.

The three of you, come over here.

Right, don't touch your faces.

- [spits] - [groans]

- Right, number 11, what was the mission?

- To find the ship and report to you the coordinates.

- What ship? - The "Severus."

- Okay. What have you given me here?

- Those are the coordinates to it.

- Right, that's a good pass. Well done.

Get up there. Go. - Lead the way.

[dramatic music]

- [sighs] Thank you, team.

- That hurt like a [bleep], and I'll never do it again.

That [bleep] was tough. - Your voice was calm, bro.

- Yeah.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- [exhales deeply] - We got this. We got this.

- Last up, Team Charlie will be led

by number 7, Collin Gosselin,

a former Marine Corps recruit.

- I have been back-to-back fail, fail, fail, fail.

Yo, I need a pass really bad.

So please help me pass this, bro.

[tense music]

- Team leader, number 7, you're gonna be in charge.

- Last to lead his team into the gas-filled compound

is number 7, Collin Gosselin.

- Ready to get this done, right, guys?

- The idea of what it even feels like--

like, I have no clue.

- Don't run out.

Whatever you do, don't panic and try to dip

out of the building, you know?

Focus. - [exhales deeply]

- I had a lifelong dream

to serve my country in the Marines.

And, unfortunately, it was taken away from me.

[explosion]

I believe because of my mother's claims,

my dream was shattered.

I still feel hurt.

[explosions continue] We got this. We got this.

I guess this is a chance to prove that I can do it.

[all coughing]

- Number 7 locates the ship's name...

and instructs the rest of his team

to search for the coordinates.

- Where are you going, you mophead?

- What's going on? - Where is he?

Where is 7?

[grunts]

- Number 2, stand up.

- Ah! - Number 7, over to me.

All three of you over here.

Right, listen to me.

Number 7, so that's the vessel. - Yes.

Found "Severus," sir.

- I think the ocean coordinates are pretty important.

You got those as well? - No.

- What happened to you in there?

- I panicked.

- Number 2, what happened to you?

- I thought I was gonna die.

- Thought you were gonna die? - Yeah, that's a fact.

- Are you dead?

The big guy I am, I'll get it done,

and you [bleep] it up. - Yes, staff.

- That was a fail. - Yes, staff.

- Go.

- At 21, I've been through a lot of difficult things.

The abandonment between me and my mom,

I had learned that you can't always rely on other people.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Q, do the honors, please.

- Ooh, number 14.

Grandpa's gone. - [chuckles]

Today was all about leadership.

But overall, the leadership was missing.

It was lacking big-time.

So let's talk about the gassing task.

- Number 7 was so adamant on proving himself as a leader,

[bleep] going over, then going back and forth.

He wasn't gonna come out. - He was last out.

- Yeah, 2 was just looking for the exit.

3 was not much better.

- Those two didn't give a [bleep].

They were out of there.

- Bottom line is, lack of communication,

lack of leadership.

Number 7--he lost command.

- So let's bring him in. - Yeah.

- Number 7!

- Number 7.

- You got one minute. Speed it up!

- We all have to overcome our own personal struggles.

And after years of exploitation on TV,

I didn't seek revenge on other people.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

I seeked to make better my situation.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

[door closes]

[tense music]

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

[door closes]

- What happened

in the gas-chamber training today?

- I failed to give a proper line of instructions

to my team,

and I guess without proper direction,

they both ran out.

- They bailed, didn't they? - Yeah.

- Very rarely can one operator complete a mission alone.

It's not possible under the combat stress.

How's it going with you and your fellow recruits?

- I think sometimes

when the rest of the group are conversing,

I just struggle to, you know, mingle myself in there.

I guess I just don't put myself out there.

It's hard to trust.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- Take a couple breaths.

We want to learn a little bit more about you.

How'd you grow up? What was it like?

- It was pretty tough.

I mean, it wasn't a conventional childhood.

- Okay, tell me about it.

- I was on TV since I was three.

- Wow.

- I'm one of eight kids, and I'm a sextuplet.

So I guess we were some, you know, attraction as kids,

like, kind of forced on the TV.

My mom--I guess you can say she's like a drill instructor.

I was scared of her as a kid.

When I started to see things for what they were,

which was, I was being exploited as a kid,

I realized I didn't want to do it anymore.

After I voiced that I didn't want to be on TV,

I was pulled out of school.

I was isolated from my siblings,

my best friends, and my own house.

She kept me away from everybody.

I had nowhere to go.

Because I was a problem child,

she sent me off to an institution.

For 3 years at age 11, I was alone.

Kids came and went. I made friends, and they left.

And I just never had to rely on anybody but myself.

[solemn music]

It's tough.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

I went through high school and had struggles

with relationships and friends and all that stuff.

And after I graduated, I enlisted in the Marines.

- Marine Corps? - Marine Corps.

And it was [bleep] awesome, man.

I never knew what that brotherhood was like

until I was enlisted in the Marines.

I was 10 1/2 weeks in.

My mom made a statement on Instagram

that I had all these crazy diagnoses

and emotional disorders.

It got back, man.

You know, Navy chain of command told me to go home

and get a psych eval, and they dumped me off, man.

It'd be difficult to ever get me back there.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- How did it make you feel? - [sighs]

- My only shot ever at a family

was joining the Marines, literally.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

It sucks.

[voice breaking] That's the life I want.

- It's all right, bud.

- It's horrible.

I'll probably never get my chance again.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- A lot of us in the Special Forces,

we come from tough backgrounds.

Find a way to use it in a positive way for you

'cause we're only halfway through the course.

There's still a lot of opportunity to improve

and to learn more about yourself.

The military is a family.

And I have a good feeling that if you start getting around

those other fellow recruits,

they'll be more apt to get around you.

- You're now in the place

where you're getting a piece of that dream.

Keep pushing forward, and you're gonna do well.

- Yes, staff.

- Guard.

♪♪ ♪♪♪♪

- I still-- I think I have trouble

being vulnerable sometimes.

But I really want to do this course

because I'm not defined by my struggles.

I'm defined by my successes and the things I overcome.

That was a lot. - What did they say?

- They noticed how, like, I don't always, like,

indulge myself in the group.

They're right. You know, I just--

As a kid, like, my mom separated me from my siblings.

And, like, they would all eat dinner as a family,

and then they would go, and then I'd eat my dinner alone.

- I'm sorry about that, Collin.

- I got to learn to just be able to be around people.

- Here we go. Family.

♪♪ ♪♪

- Good night, bubba.

- Good night, everyone. - Good night, guys.

- Mm-hmm. all: Amen.

[smack] - [bleep] mosquitoes.

- Next time...

- Oh, hell, no.

[suspenseful music]

- I got his ass. - Come on, then, let's move.

- Ah! - We are in enemy territory!

- I'm sinking. My foot is stuck.

[people groaning]

- Do you have a problem? - No, staff.

- The disrespect from you is crazy!

- Extra has been compromised!

- Let's go!

- [grunts] I'm stuck in this [bleep].

- Has to be the worst thing I've ever done in my life.