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♪ I know what you wanna say ♪

♪ I think that you're all the same ♪

♪ Constantly being led astray ♪

- Good morning. - Hey.

♪ You think you know...

Shuffle forward just a little bit.

Gonna go on three.

One, two, three.

♪ Downtown hot spot ♪

♪ Halfway up the street ♪

♪ I used to be free ♪

♪ I used to be 17 ♪

♪ Follow my shadow ♪

♪ around your corner ♪

♪ I used to be 17 ♪

♪ Now you're just like me, down...

Yeah.

Hey.

Don't tell me. Maya.

Charlie. Good to meet you.

Did you text me? Weren't you supposed to text me?

- Uh, I texted, yeah. - You did?

Well, shit. Uh...

Sorry. Come on in.

You can use it as a nightstand.

You can put it at the foot of your couch.

You can put books on it. I mean, it's good for books.

I was using it for that. I...

You in sales?

Um, no, I-- uh, it'd take me a while to explain what I do.

But I-I'm working towards my PhD.

And are you a, uh, doctor or something?

That's cool.

I'm a nurse. Is this drawer decorative?

What do you mean?

- Sorry. - That way. Sorry.

No, you're good.

That's not right.

It is supposed to open.

Like drawers should.

- I'll give you 75. - Ah.

My gosh. I know you from somewhere.

Have we met?

No, I don't think so.

Are you sure?

Yeah, I don't think so.

'Cause you're familiar to me in a really specific way.

And it's...

it's great.

Okay.

Um...

Are you gonna negotiate or...?

Those are pretty cool shoes you got there.

They're grippier than sneakers.

You don't have to defend them to me.

Good. Yeah, I wasn't. Everyone wears these.

Not everyone picks that color though.

- Well, got everything you need? - Yeah.

Want to go out with me sometime?

Um...

Maybe. Yeah, I'll think ab-- uh, I'll think about it.

Yeah, mull it over.

And get some outside opinions.

I'll be here.

Text me. You have my number.

Want a ride home or something?

You gonna carry that?

I got it. Y-Yeah.

- Okay. - Okay.

- Bye. - Have fun.

I got it.

Shit.

I just can't believe you had a Walkman.

It's pretty cool.

Yeah. I, um...

Old box of my mom's stuff.

So, um, you made this?

Kind of hypnotized me.

Yeah, it's just, uh, it's a phrase

from an old recording, this old brass piece that I love.

A few measures, but, uh, I spliced the tape together

so it plays like a loop.

Except it-it... it changes a little each time.

Uh, the more you play it, the more the tape degrades, right?

It's just-- it's iron oxide glued to plastic.

So it dissolves, you know, it disappears,

and the music just sort of, uh...

Dies?

Yeah.

Can I keep this?

No, sorry.

Yeah, of course. Technically, you bought it, so...

What?

I want to know about you.

What do you want to know?

Uh, your-your likes, dislikes.

What's the hardest part about your job.

What pisses you off.

What you love.

How you feel about your mom.

Everything.

Okay.

ER is chaos.

It's, um...

It's like working in a restaurant where

everyone's ordering off a different menu and they all hate the food.

Sounds relaxing.

I like it though.

I can imagine, though, that'd be kind of...

Yeah.

You learn to compartmentalize.

Uh, you know,

I like math.

Used to ask my brothers if I could do their homework. Uh...

- So you were a nerd. - Yeah.

It was, uh... it was bad.

Yeah, I was.

I was really shy, and then in, like, fourth grade,

we played truth or dare for the first time,

and I... I did every single dare.

- I... - That was it.

The planets aligned.

- Like... - Oh, my God.

I-I let my...

Yeah, I... I...

Everyone realized that I was secretly a little freak.

Truth or dare.

- Truth. - I had a really good dare.

You want to have kids one day?

Um...

I don't know.

I always thought I did, but now I wonder

if it's kind of messed up to have kids at the end of the world.

How do you know it's the end of the world?

I don't know. Isn't it?

What if it's not?

♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪

♪ The way you want nothing of it ♪

♪ Baby, I'm yours ♪

♪ You built a city ♪

♪ all in your head ♪

♪ You know you're not losing your mind ♪

♪ What's left, you make something of it ♪

♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪

Sorry.

I have, uh...

Asthma.

Nurse.

It's not usually an issue, but, um...

Yeah, you're... you know.

Y-You should take it as a compliment.

Tastes sweet.

You're a freak.

You're a nerd.

Yeah.

- Good morning. - Hey.

Hmm. Fun night?

What is this? What is this?

What is this face?

What's what face?

You like someone.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

I am... I'm shocked.

I don't know whether to puke or cry.

You better tell me everything.

I like someone.

So you were six months old?

Yeah.

It's sweet that your parents wanted you so much.

Yeah.

My mom said I just wouldn't stop laughing, as a baby.

I was, like, a really happy baby.

That tracks.

Yeah, she's, uh, she's pretty cool.

What about you? What about your parents?

I was the product of a one-night stand.

It was a... all-inclusive resort.

Sounds like it.

Sorry.

Um, yeah.

He was Scottish.

He went back to Scotland.

That was that.

He just was, like, he was gone?

I mean, I don't really know him.

I don't, uh, I don't talk to my dad.

I don't know my dad.

What about your mom?

She was 22 when she had me, so she was, like...

I don't know, there's definitely resentment there.

And, um, when I went to college,

she moved to Australia with her weird boyfriend.

A different weird boyfriend than she has now.

But you, like, see her for, like, holidays and stuff?

No, I always did... I did holidays with Jason.

He was always on his own, too.

We'd make Stove Top and, you know,

watch Addams Family Values and make the best of it.

It was good for me.

I learned to be independent.

Yeah. Look, I mean...

Do you want me to help? I mean, I-I want to help.

So just call me anytime.

I mean, I'm usually at the office at, like, uh, 6:00 a.m., so...

Uh, okay. Thanks, yeah.

I'll probably call you a little later than that.

- Yeah. No, I-- - Release this poor person.

- Okay. Yeah. - Charlie's here.

I want you to meet him. Come here.

Yeah, all right. Whoa. Sorry.

- Charlie. - Hey.

- Hey, what's up, dude? - Jason.

- Oh. - Here, sorry. Can you hold this?

Hey, I'm Jason.

- Great to meet you. - Nice to meet you, dude. Oh.

- You got a firm handshake, man. - Thank you.

- Yeah. - Yeah, thanks. You, too.

Thanks, man. I've heard a lot about you.

- Same, dude. Yeah. Yeah. - Oh.

Okay, Café Midnight at the basement of Towers, right?

Maya's there. She's doing her work-study.

She's got the hairnet, the gloves.

She's serving the curly fries, the mozzarella sticks,

the-the triangle pocket thing-- What are the--

What were the triangle pocket things called?

- The ones we loved. - Uh, triangle pockets.

No. Maya, the tr--

Okay, whatever. Forget it. They're delicious, right?

And she would never share hers.

So, anyways, I show up there

with a bunch of the hockey guys.

They had some stupid bet about, like, how much, uh,

what was it, like, hot sauce that one of the goalies

- could drink or something, so-- - Okay.

Wh-What position did you play on the hockey team?

No, no. I didn't play hock-- I-I-I...

A lot of the hockey guys lived on my floor.

So I just went with them. I was bearing witness, I guess.

I don't know. What-what was I doing there?

Anyways-- Wait, wow, you thought I was a hockey player?

- Yeah. - You just made my night.

- Yeah? - Hey.

- He thought I played D1 hockey. - Yeah.

I love this guy.

I told you not to make so much.

Yeah. Yeah.

You're literally the only person I've ever met

who likes Long Island iced tea.

That's not true.

Jason had a lot.

Okay? He had, like, I don't know, five?

He was drinking them with me.

Jason will drink anything.

Yeah, well...

- Yeah, but... I'm still-- - What'd you think of him?

He's awesome.

And we're going to Wally's for blues night on Tuesday.

Well, be prepared that he might flake on you, okay?

Or he might show up really late or drunk or hungover or...

What-what?

...ask you to pick him up in Eastie

because he's crashed some bachelorette party.

It sounds like you're speaking from experience.

You know, he and I, um...

I wouldn't even call it dating.

It was like two weeks before we realized that was absolutely not happening.

- Hey, Maya. - Mm-hmm?

I don't care.

I don't care.

I'm gonna get him water.

You see your family all the time. Can't I just come next time?

So you don't want to go.

I just told you, I'm exhausted.

No. No, that's not what this is.

I worked a 16-hour shift yesterday.

I...

I did CPR on a guy twice my size.

I broke up a fight between two drunk assholes.

- I cleaned up vomit. I got peed on. - Okay. Okay.

I mean, does that not sound exhausting to you?

No, I-- It does, okay? It sounds exhausting.

Okay, so I'm sorry I don't feel like being around a bunch of people right now.

It's not "a bunch of people." It's my family.

It's my mother. It's my brothers.

They really want to meet you.

Maya, this mean-- Come on. This means something to me.

Now you're just trying to guilt me.

- I'm not trying to guilt you. - You're being a baby.

You're being shitty.

Good one.

Maya.

♪ I'll love you anyway...

What if they don't like me?

What if I'm, um...

...if I just don't know how to act around them?

I'm-I'm-I'm just-- I'm not good with other people's families.

I'm not good with families in general.

Can I tell you something?

I've never brought anyone home before.

Never.

That's how sure I am that they're gonna love you.

♪ La-la-la, la, la...

You good?

Yeah.

Hey, Mom!

Ker, they're here!

- How's it going? - Great.

- Hi. - This is, uh...

- I'm Ruth. - So nice to meet you.

Ah, same here. Oh, my goodness.

I brought you some flowers, um,

- but I also brought you beer, so... - Thank you.

- Better yet. - Okay, great.

- Do you want me to carry these or...? - No, no, no, no.

I'm-I'm good. I'm hearty.

- Hi. - Hi.

I'm Kerry. Good seeing you.

- So nice to meet you. - Welcome, welcome.

Come out back. Everybody's out back.

Even after I paid the fee,

this kid looks me straight in the eye, he says,

"Dad, I'm not joining because Mensa is elitist."

- It is. - I told him, "I don't care."

I said, "You're gonna sign on the dotted line, pal."

You know, which he did, of course.

He's always been good-natured.

- And I was ten. - Ten and good-natured.

That was when Charlie got obsessed with zero.

Oh, my God, the zero phase.

I mean, it's something representing nothing.

Uh, come on. That's cool.

Remember when, uh-- what were you, like, 11th grade

for that paper you had to write?

- Oh, yeah. - The non-paper?

- The non-paper. - Yes.

He was, like, protesting

the invention of writing replacing the oral tradition--

Yes, replace the oral tradition.

- Right. - That's right.

So he recorded it on...

- on tape. - He spoke it.

- On principle... - Yes.

- Yeah. - ...I think it was consistent

with the theme of the class.

Yeah, but it was creative writing.

The only thing written on it was the letter "F," which is what he got.

- But he still, he still aced the course. - Yeah.

That is our Charlie, right there.

Brilliant?

Passionate.

Hey, you guys want burgers, dogs?

Maya?

I'll take a burger, thank you.

- Yeah, I'd like one. - Yeah, both.

- What can I do to help? - Nothing.

- Thank you. - You sure?

Pretty much the state of things around here.

Just leave it.

- Okay. - Plus, the boys do the dishes.

I realized a long time ago that that's what sons are for.

Yeah, that's what we're for.

I'm building a fort! I'm the king of the fortress.

Yeah, not so much.

Uh...

You know what you can do?

Uh, you can feed Wilma.

- She was really good at dinner and-- - Sure.

Yeah. Uh, the food's right there.

Around there.

Thank you.

- Is this Charlie? - Yeah.

It's the first photo we got of him before we adopted him.

Kerry just keeps putting it in all these different places around the house.

- So sweet. - Yeah.

You know, he's never brought anyone home before.

I know. He just told me that in the car ride on the way over here.

- Oh. - I was shocked,

because, I mean, you guys are so close.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Well, must be pretty special, hmm?

Let's go outside.

Come on.

Okay.

Who wants to go for a beach walk?

I didn't really know this existed, but, um...

What?

Just... this.

But I get it now.

I love you.

I love you.

Yeah!

Thank you.

- Yeah? - Yeah, you'll like that one.

I know you mentioned it, but...

This is beautiful.

- Really? - Yeah.

I think "nasty" is the perfect word

to describe it.

- We've seen pretty consistent rain... - What do you think? Should we cancel?

Everybody's gonna show up even if there's a monsoon.

Yeah. Yeah, it is my 30th birthday.

I don't need an out.

Do you?

No. I'm good.

Uh, Jason's gonna pick up my parents from the train station.

- Does he know to be on time? - Come on, give him some credit.

What do you think? Top button?

Done? Undone? Should I get my jacket?

Help me.

I think you can save the jacket.

What?

You're perfect.

You kidding me?

Seriously?

- Wait, literally? - Just six months. One... Yeah.

Charlie!

- Oh, shit. - Go. Go, go, go.

Hey.

- Hey, dude. - Hey, hey. What's up?

- Bro, you're so late. - Y-Yeah, I'm sorry.

- There's a freakin' thunderstorm, but... - Happy birthday. Oh.

- Hey, boy genius. - Love you.

- Hey, Dad. - Happy birthday.

- Sorry, guys. - Oh, no.

It's a thousand degrees in here.

You told them.

No.

I spend a lot of time, uh, in my work

thinking about the... the awe and-and wonder emotions,

we call them, uh...

What your brain chemistry does when you marvel at really tiny things

or stand close to really big ones.

Just the things in this world that...

they just make you feel really small...

...but somehow...

just really important at the same time.

It's just, you know in your soul

that whatever you're looking at, it's just, uh...

man, it's-it's really special.

Yeah, you just got to stand there and take it in.

Maya, I-I, uh...

I-I get that feeling from you.

Every day of my life.

God, I'm so nervous.

- Charlie. - Yes?

I never even, uh, dreamed of romantic love.

I know how that sounds, but...

...it wasn't something that I thought I needed.

And then...

I met you.

And you changed everything.

You are my dream come true.

You are the dream that I didn't even know that I ever had.

♪ You ♪

♪ can't see past my blindness ♪

♪ Oh, Ophelia...

I really wish you guys could stay.

- Get home safe, okay? - Yeah.

- Way to go. - Uh...

- Don't go. - Oh.

We got you a hotel around the corner. It was a surprise.

It was a surprise.

And I'm just...

I'm really just glad that you got to do this

the way you wanted to.

- Love you, sweetie. - Bye, Mom.

- Happy birthday. - Yeah.

- Excuse me. - Here we go.

Here-here we go.

I'm, uh, I'm-I'm Jason.

I've-I've had the pleasure of knowing Maya ever since college,

and, um, and she has been my best friend.

I mean, she's QB1.

Never flinches, always shows up,

even if you need stitches at 3:00 a.m.

She's the only person I've ever wanted to hang out with

until... she introduced me to Charlie.

How many people in here would...

would consider Charlie one of their best friends?

No, I-- Me, too. Me, too.

It's-it's a dogfight, man. It is.

You know? I mean, I met someone earlier that was from your kindergarten class

that-that still lists you as his emergency contact.

- Yeah, Chris. - Y-Yeah, Chr--

I don't think I've ever been listed as emergency contact, okay?

But...

Maya wins.

And, uh, and she deserves it.

And that is the greatest compliment that I could give either of you guys.

I mean, what-what-what must it be like to...

to know the-the secrets of the universe

while the rest of us are just...

stumbling around?

You know?

Looking for that kind of meaning.

And you two are always so cool about it.

Congratulations, you guys.

Yeah, you know, you won the jackpot, and I-I feel like I did, too.

Dude, "secrets of the universe"?

♪ When I'm with you, baby ♪

♪ I go out of my head ♪

♪ and I just can't get enough, and I just can't get enough ♪

♪ All the things you do to me and everything you said...

I'm married!

♪ I just can't get enough ♪

♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪

♪ and I just can't seem to get enough of ♪

Ah, it's so crazy we're married.

Did you tell Jason?

What?

Like, before?

No.

No, I promised I wouldn't.

He was really great.

Yeah, he was.

He's got soul.

He's got the soul of a poet.

It's great.

Ah, I'm so hot.

So hot.

I got an idea.

What?

- Where we going? - Come here.

- This is my idea. - Oh, really?

Oh, my God. What was I thinking?

This was a bad idea.

Ah, it's great.

This is the best thing we've ever done.

The ice bath?

No, the wedding, Maya.

The wedding.

♪ Just to save you ♪

♪ then ready to go ♪

♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ God, please ♪

♪ make it all go slow ♪

♪ The bad beats, the radio ♪

♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Blood brother ♪

♪ it's over soon ♪

♪ I'll always carry you...

Wait, wait! Not that one. Not that one. Not that one.

Uh, Maya.

Potato or sweet potato?

Sweet potato.

Oh.

Uh...

Get the window.

- It looks good. - What?

It looks good.

- Oh, it looks fine. - Yeah, it's crispy.

♪ I'll meet you in forever's parking lot...

Foul. Foul.

♪ God, please ♪

♪ make it all go slow ♪

♪ Blood brother ♪

♪ it's over soon ♪

♪ I'll always carry you ♪

Sorry to interrupt your date.

- Mm. We don't mind a little third wheel. - Yeah.

How'd you find us?

You, uh... you think this is gonna be a big thing?

...here in the US.

America's 15th case comes as infections skyrocket

across mainland China and spread...

We'll get you another blanket, okay?

Kali, any room in the ICU?

- How's bed 19? - No. And bad.

Mr. Alvarez.

We're still waiting on a room, but can I get you a warm blanket while we wait?

One of the nurses showed me the review for your restaurant in the Globe.

It looks amazing.

I can't wait to bring my husband.

He's gonna order half the menu.

I'm gonna be right back with your blanket, okay?

Hey, sweetie.

Hey, babe. Be off in a second.

Next, I think we'll get into

the Attention Restoration Theory using sound.

I know that, um...

Sorry, I'll go on mute.

Can you elaborate on

the relationship between auditory stimuli and neurodivergence?

Yeah. Actually...

Hey.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

How was today?

They turned the hockey rink into a morgue.

Well, uh...

well, at least tomorrow you have...

- Mm-mm. - What?

I have to go in.

They're short-staffed. Everybody's sick.

I think you need to go stay at your mom's.

No.

I'm staying here with you.

Uh, take your time.

I'm starting dinner.

We should cross.

Kali.

We got this.

- Code blue. - Coding. I need paddles.

- Bed 15, Alvarez. - Code blue.

- Go, go, go! - Shock.

Starting compressions.

Reset.

Charge to 300.

Clear.

Shock.

Hey.

Bad one?

That's really sweet.

When all this is over, I just want to run away.

Can I come with you?

Where you want to go?

I want to go all the places we talked about

- but we haven't actually been. - Okay, so Japan.

You want to go there. I know that.

- Yeah. - Where else?

- Portugal. - Cool.

Spain.

Hold on. I'm writing this down.

Uh, so Japan's on there.

What was the other-- Spain.

Portugal.

The whole I-Iberian Peninsula.

What else?

I've always wanted to do one of those, um, swamp tour things.

You serious?

- What? - Okay.

"Swamp tour things." Great.

What if we really did?

I mean, what if I took leave for a while and...

- ...we traveled? - Really?

Yeah.

Okay.

Okay, yeah.

Hell yeah.

I'll apply for a sabbatical.

So, we travel the world, you'll wrestle some alligators

in the swamps.

And then what? What do you want to do?

Come home and...?

What? I didn't say anything.

- I can hear you thinking. - Can you?

Uh, look, I...

I want what you want.

Okay? And we're already a family.

And I love it.

But I think we'd be really good at it.

I do.

And I think we'd have a lot of fun.

It's always scared me so much just to even...

think about.

But with you, I can really picture it.

- Really? - Yeah.

Which is also scary.

Yeah?

I mean, yeah.

Yeah.

I'm gonna turn the music up, okay?

Let me up.

I know, Ruth. I feel terrible.

Yes. I'm well aware.

No, I'm positive, too, so I can't go in.

I'll be with him.

Don't worry. He'll be okay.

Now it hurts.

Jason dropped this off for you.

He said he made it, but it tastes suspiciously like Boston Market.

Shit.

Sweetie.

Yeah. Hey.

Your O2's not great, and you're short of breath.

At 90, we're going in.

No, they're, uh...

They're not gonna let you in there with me.

We got to stay here at home.

How bad is it over there?

Bring him in if you absolutely have to,

but we're still short on beds.

The hallway's overflowing.

It's not good.

Sweetie, I'm gonna prop your head up a little bit.

- It's 90. - Huh? What?

It's 90. We're going.

Oh, no.

I'm bringing you to the hospital, sweetie.

No.

I work at Boston General. Can I please ride with him?

Then you know we can't take you.

- You noted that he has asthma? - We did.

Will you please tell them to call me the second

that he is triaged, please?

Sweetheart, I'll be right there, okay?

I'm right behind you!

You have to get me in.

I will do what I can, Maya,

but you know how strict they're being.

But don't worry. I'm on radio with them.

I'm gonna be down here when he arrives.

What's his O2 sat? He has asthma.

He has to be first priority for a bed.

Oh. Oh, shit, Maya. He just syncopized.

I got to go.

Kali, I've tried everything, and they're not letting me in.

Will you please come down here and get me inside?

Maya, stop.

I'm putting you on FaceTime, okay?

What?

- What? - Look, we had to intubate him,

and h-he's not doing well on the tube.

- Well, do something else. - I'm really sorry, Maya.

We're trying everything.

Whatever you need to say, you need to say it now, okay?

Hi.

Honey, honey, honey, honey, honey, honey.

I'm right here.

Sweetie, I'm right here with you, okay?

I'm right here.

You're okay. You're okay, okay?

Just stay strong.

You're so strong.

I'm right here. You're so strong.

You're so strong. You're gonna be just fine.

Just stay with me.

Honey, we're gonna have babies.

We're gonna have babies. We're gonna have a family.

We're gonna grow old together.

We're gonna do so many wonderful things, okay?

You just stay right here with me.

Coding.

You just stay right here.

Put the bed down!

Prepare to shock.

Kali?

- Charging. - Kali?

- Come on, Charlie. - Clear.

Shock.

Kali, Kali, Kali!

No pulse.

Resetting.

Charging.

Come on, Charlie. Come on.

Clear.

Shock.

Hi, Maya. How's he doing?

Sorry, the TV is loud.

Where's the clicker?

Kerry.

Hey. Hi.

How's he doing?

Maya!

Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!

Maya.

They won't let me into the hospital.

Maya, I need your help.

They won't let me into the...

Maya!

It's Ruth!

Your surgery was Tuesday?

Yes, uh, Tuesday morning.

I tried my best to stay off of it,

but if I have to go up and use the bathroom,

uh, I can't put any weight down on it whatsoever.

Did you finish your round of antibiotics?

Excuse me. Can I get another glass of wine?

Hey, are you American?

Us, too.

We're here for a wedding, actually.

Are you here on, like, vacation?

No.

Uh, s-so you live here?

Sort of.

Well, you should join us.

Next round's on me.

Yeah, I think about it.

Like, I know the dance,

I could do the dance now, but whether it would--

Are you okay?

You still want to...?

Oh, uh...

uh, yeah, I'm good.

What color is your mucus?

Maybe beige. I don't know.

It's just really thick and not nice.

I used to rehab antiques.

Um...

...like, fix things up.

I-I don't know.

I really don't, I don't want stuff anymore.

What about an entirely new activity?

Something you've never tried before.

And not connected to Charlie

or your past interests.

It's okay if you don't feel ready.

I mean, sometimes we need action to come before motivation.

♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

- Come on. - Hey!

♪ Happy birthday, dear Fábio ♪

Oh, oh! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Ice, ice!

- Get them some ice. - Ice.

We have butter here. Come on.

Give me your hand, man. Give me your hand.

Please don't put butter on that burn.

Just gonna trap the heat in and get infected.

I'm a nurse.

What do you reckon?

- It looks good. - Yeah?

Blistering normally.

Leave it like that for 15 minutes,

- and you'll be good. - Fifteen minutes?

Get comfortable.

What's the little bird?

Oh, um, that's for my daughter.

It's a character from her favorite book.

She's five.

So, like, what do you... what do you do?

You... you nurse.

You work, uh, work in a hospital or...?

I used to.

Oh, cool.

- That's nice. - Million years ago.

- Yeah, yeah. - Okay.

You're not, you're not staying?

I've got a drink to finish.

Let me get you a fresh one.

I'll take you out for a fresh drink.

In about... 13 minutes.

You don't like fresh drinks?

- What about your friends? - They won't care.

I've been with them all day.

- I'm not really a good time. - I am.

And you look like you need a distraction.

So, um, when you're not doing telehealth

and, um, rescuing people at bars...?

I wander around, and I, uh...

...I eat and I drink.

Probably too much of both.

So that's what brought you to Europe?

Solitary hedonism?

Distraction.

In your words.

We should go in here.

I don't really dance anymore.

What are you talking about?

Let's go.

My husband died three years ago.

I'm so sorry.

Thanks.

It's amazing how much you can talk about your dead husband

and people still want to sleep with you.

I don't mean you.

- I just mean generally. - Oh.

I know, I know, I know. That's, um...

That's a good observation, to be fair.

- So, do you like mustard? - Yeah.

Do you like mustard or do you love mustard?

- I love mustard. - We'll see.

Say when.

When.

Oh, you really like mustard.

You really like mustard.

So, what you, um, what you gonna do

once you finished distracting yourself traveling?

I don't know. Kill myself?

My brother killed himself.

Shit.

You didn't know, did you?

You didn't know.

Why you got that face on?

You're fine.

What was his name?

Leon. Lee.

Yeah, that's my guy.

And thank you for asking as well.

A lot of people, they just kind of...

You know.

- My husband was Charlie. - Mm?

- My husband was Charlie. - Charlie.

Leon and Charlie.

And then you get, like... I don't know.

People just say the dumbest shit, like,

"Oh, you know, he's...

...he's in a better place now, Felix."

Eh, or, like...

you know, "He's alive, but he's alive in you now."

And I'm like, "Bro, what?"

Like, what... what does that even...

what does that even mean?

I know it, I know it's, I know it's love and--

But, like, that's not helping me.

At all.

Sometimes I wish I could just forget.

But I can't.

I remember everything.

I remember the way that he... chewed his pens.

How he made friends everywhere we went.

He was just present and curious and...

I don't know.

I'm not special.

I just met the person that makes everything magical

and interesting and...

I-I-I got the thing.

I got the thing that everyone wants.

You know, I... I won the lottery.

I...

And then...

Sorry. I don't know what I'm...

Don't be.

Take care of that burn.

Meo português no é bono.

Don't worry.

You just follow me.

Sorry.

One, two. One, two.

I used to hate fado.

How come?

The Salazar regime.

They took it. They use it.

So it reminded me of that time.

But these young, beautiful people,

they make it new again.

So now, uh, I think I like it.

And you, too.

So young and beautiful.

I don't feel very young.

Don't say that.

I don't like you when you say those things.

Please.

I mean, I-I don't feel...

I don't feel very young inside.

Don't choose to be unhappy.

It's lazy, and it's harder.

Okay.

Valentona.

Understand?

I think so.

I'm going to the Algarve.

It's a site visit for work.

And then I'm going back to London.

Um...

I was just wondering if you wanted to, um...

join me at the beach before I go back.

You don't have to say anything.

Um, you know, you can, you can come or, um,

obviously, you can not come.

Yeah.

But, um, yeah, I leave 12:00 tomorrow.

On the train.

Um... yeah.

Bye.

Henrique. Hello, mate.

Um, it's Felix again.

Uh, we're locked out.

Give us a call back as soon as you can. My phone's about to die.

♪ Watching cityscapes turn to dust ♪

♪ Filming helicopters crashing ♪

♪ in the ocean from way above ♪

Me and Leon used to do this all the time

in Brighton as kids.

♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪

♪ Tell me why ♪

♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪

♪ Tell me why ♪

♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪

♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪

♪ Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers ♪

♪ wrapped in your arms ♪

♪ You've been hiding them in hollowed-out pianos ♪

♪ left in the dark ♪

♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪

♪ Tell me why ♪

♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪

♪ Tell me why ♪

♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪

♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ When you're all alone ♪

♪ I will reach for you ♪

♪ When you're feeling low ♪

So we've been working on this site for the past two years.

♪ I will be there, too ♪

- Bom dia. - Bom dia.

- Wow. - Goûter.

That's, um, that's what Noelle calls it.

It's a snack French kids eat after school.

What does "goûter" mean?

Um, "chocolate sandwich"?

"Chocolate baguette"?

I don't know.

I just know that that's what she likes.

I can tell you like being a dad.

Yeah, I do.

Her mum and I have a... we have a good setup.

How'd you two meet?

Um, art school.

And I was awful.

But, like, not like regular awful.

I was really, really bad.

And she was this...

ultra-gifted, talented student who, like, went on

to open her own firm in London.

And that's where I'm at when I'm not working away.

London boy.

Did you two ever talk about kids or...

is that not something you...?

- We did. Yeah. - Yeah?

Now I kind of wish that...

Yeah.

Have a piece of him left, you know?

It's funny, I used to think it was selfish to have kids.

But...

...now I think it's some kind of hope.

Yeah.

Noelle was, um, well, she was unplanned,

so I never really had to...

like, tangle with that, but...

she is a hope.

It's true.

I feel like I'm living again,

but it's someone else's life.

What does it feel like,

being this other person?

Like a fantasy.

I have to leave tomorrow.

Noelle got a cold,

and, um, they're headed home.

I told her that I'd be home before they got back.

So...

Of course.

You probably don't want to come to...

To London?

I mean, we could say goodbye now, but...

...I mean, obviously, I don't want to do that.

♪ Cherry red balloon ♪

♪ I've run out of patience ♪

♪ at gasoline stations ♪

♪ It sounds kind of sad but true ♪

- Me? - Yeah.

Must be impressive. Oh, here we go.

- Thank you. - And for you, sir.

- Thank you so much. - Pretty.

Looks nice. Do you want to share that?

- Yeah. - Okay.

What's up?

Um...

Maya.

Maya?

Hi.

Hi. I-- You're, wha--

Wow. How-how-how... how are you?

Uh, uh...

What are you doing here?

I... Sorry.

I-I-I've spent so long trying to get in touch with you.

I-I--

Um, I haven't really been reachable.

Uh-huh.

Yeah, I'm-I'm here with friends.

We're here for-for work. Are you...

You-you live here now?

No.

Sorry, I'm-I'm...

I-- This is...

I'm Felix.

Hey, man. I'm-I'm Jason.

Jason. Nice to meet you, mate.

- Yeah, nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.

Jason is, um, my friend from Boston.

Nice. Nice.

"Friend from Boston"?

Really?

We were, we were family, Maya.

We-we... we spent holidays together.

I mean, we-we...

We did 12 Thanksgivings toget--

I-I... I made the speech at your wedding.

That's a lot of Thanksgivings.

Do you want to... do you want to come and join us?

- No. - Uh...

I mean, you, uh, got your... dinner to go to.

What are you, what are you...

I mean, what-what are...

What the hell? What are you...

That's all you're gonna say to me?

I don't know what you want from me.

What I want from you? I mean, you-you-you left.

You left, Maya.

I mean, you-you didn't say goodbye. You didn't say any--

Do you know how long we spent looking for you,

trying to get in touch with you to make sure

that you were okay, that everything was-was fine?

- I didn't ask you to do that. - I know, but--

- I think that's enough. Thank you. - It's okay. It's okay, really.

Will you just get out of here, please?

Will you just leave me alone? Please? Go have a drink.

Go have ten drinks. Forget about this.

Okay?

Yeah.

Um...

- What was that? - Can we get out of here?

I put...

everything I needed in two suitcases.

I took his phone, his keys and his birth certificate,

and I put them in a Stop & Shop bag,

and I left it outside of Jason's door.

Um...

I didn't answer my phone.

I didn't even answer for his mom.

I...

I don't know.

I mean...

I guess I...

I couldn't be around, um...

...just for them to hate me, you know?

And blame me and...

You know.

Tell me that I should've st-stayed somewhere else

and kept him safe and...

Um...

Yeah. I mean, and then there's...

Jason and what was, like...

I don't know. I just couldn't deal with it.

I'm...

I, uh...

I called a Taskrabbit,

and I had them pack up my apartment

and put it in a storage unit, and I went to the airport,

and I threw my phone away in a trash can,

and then I just didn't go back.

It's clarifying, I guess,

to have nobody.

Um, I don't know.

Just... float around like a useless piece of matter in the void.

Uh...

They say you can't run away from your life, but you can.

It just makes you a monster.

Thank you.

Yeah. You're welcome.

What if we just acknowledged that there actually is something here?

What if we took that risk?

I mean, I know he was the love of your life, and, um...

...I-I think that's beautiful.

But who's to say you can only have one?

Hey.

Do you know who this is?

I do.

And I've seen her before.

Noelle, this is our friend Maya.

- Hi. - Hi.

- So nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you, too.

Papa.

Yeah, that's a...

that's a nice one. Yeah.

So we're-we're very into signs right now, aren't we?

Especially signs with a slash through it.

If it has a "no" or a slash, we really like those signs.

- Really love them right now, don't we? - Mm-hmm.

I...

I might have something you could help me with.

I saw this sign in Madrid.

It didn't have a slash or a "no," but I thought it was pretty cool.

- What does it mean? - I don't know.

I was thinking maybe you might know.

You seen that one before?

Never seen it before.

It's kind of existential.

Isn't it?

Euh, en anglais, s'il te plaît.

Oh, it's a secret.

Um...

I don't know, babe. Maybe.

Yeah? Maybe. We'll see.

We'll go and then we'll talk about it a little bit later.

Yeah? Shall we give that back to Maya? Yeah?

So it don't break, 'cause phones are expensive.

- Mm-hmm. - And...

you go and grab your scooter, yeah?

Oh.

Oh, skills.

Ah, you can ride off.

Just don't go too, too far, yeah?

What did Noelle whisper to you at the park earlier?

Oh.

She, um...

She just asked me if you wanted to come to her birthday party.

If it's too much...

Yeah, it's Mouse Trap.

The game.

Hey.

Felix! Ça va?

Oui. Ça va.

- Wow, looking sharp. - Thank you.

And, Maya, hi.

Welcome. It's so lovely to have you.

Uh, you're so French.

Sorry.

- Yes, I-I have been told that. - I told you.

Sorry, I can't hide it.

Thank you so much.

- Good job, Papa. - Thank you.

- I know exactly what this is. - Yeah, I listen, don't I?

- Yeah, you did. - See? Do you want a drink?

- Yes, please. - Yeah? Okay.

You're probably well aware of our particular theme.

- That cake is incredible. - Ah, thank you.

I actually wanted to do "no smoking,"

but Felix said it was inappropriate.

It was inappropriate.

- Absolutely, it was. - It was appropriate. It was.

- Anna? - Yeah?

Do you have any more red?

Yes. I'll be right back.

- Okay. - Should we say "happy birthday"?

- Yeah. - Yeah?

Hey, hey, happy birthday.

Where's the birthday girl? Where is she?

Happy birthday. Do you remember Maya?

- Should we say, "Hi, Maya"? - Hi.

- Hi, Maya. - Hi, Maya.

You okay?

Want me to go get your mom?

Oh, thank you.

Just leave that here or anywhere you can find a space.

- Okay. - Thank you so much.

Of course.

I'll hold it until the marble drops out.

Ready?

Do you ever worry that something's gonna happen to her?

Um...

I mean...

do you, do you love her so much that you sometimes

worry about, you know?

No, I-I understand the question.

Okay.

All the time.

It's... abject terror.

It's also love, I suppose.

Yeah. That's right.

What do you feel like for dinner?

We got the curry in the fridge.

Um... which you might not want twice.

Um, if not, we could pop out a little bit later

and go to that place you like around the corner.

I can't.

Huh?

I can't do this.

What... what do you mean?

I can't get entangled in somebody else's life.

Not again. I'm sorry.

Um...

Uh, was it, was it the party or... what was it?

All of it. It's all of it. It's...

You guys are a family.

Are-are you serious?

You're not.

You-- but you knew I had a... you knew I had a daughter

and I'm co-parenting.

Like, that's... that's, like, stuff you knew.

S-So, what-what do you, what do you want?

Is...

Do you want, like, just me and you and the Algarve?

- Is that-- - I-I don't--

- I don't know. - Do you want to be alone?

Maya, you know, you're...

...you're so...

you're so full of crap sometimes.

Do you know that?

This-this whole story about

you avoiding human connection when it's clear that that's...

that's actually everything you want.

I can't do this!

Okay, fine. Yeah, go.

I'm not gonna chase you.

I'll leave your shit at the door!

Maya!

Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!

Maya.

Maya!

It's Ruth!

They won't let me into the hospital, Maya.

I need your help.

Maya!

You need to come d-down here and tell me what happened.

You need to come down here, Maya,

and tell me what happened

to my son.

Maya, look at me!

Look at my face.

You coward!

Get down here.

After you got him sick!

You did this!

You did it!

You look at my face, you coward!

You c...

What have you done?

What have you done, Maya?

What have you done?

Charlie, oh, my God.

No.

Stay with it, Maya.

I really think we're getting somewhere.

- Hi. - Hi.

It's been months.

Yeah.

I, um...

think I've, like, lost all sense of time at this point.

Yeah. Huh.

I got you a green tea.

- Wicked. Yeah, nice, nice. - Want to sit down?

Thank you.

Uh, well, how are you?

Yeah. You look well.

Thanks. I just, um...

I just got back from Tokyo, actually.

I'm just gonna say this. Um, I...

Uh, I really don't want to, um...

I don't want to give up on us.

Wait.

Maya, uh...

You-you, uh, you were gone for a long time.

You know?

Um...

Oh.

Um, Anna and I, we...

Oh.

Yeah. Yeah. Um...

I don't know. You-you and I had...

And, um, now you sort of just...

called my phone out of the blue,

and I don't really know what to do with that, to be fair.

- Sorry. - I just...

I-I... wasn't ready.

Yeah. No, I-I get that.

Yeah.

Uh...

This is... what I get.

Maya, you've got to stop feeling sorry for yourself.

Just because we didn't,

or we couldn't, doesn't mean that, um...

What I'm trying to say is...

...this wasn't nothing.

And if you need to call me in a year or two or five

just to make sure, then I will answer

and let you know that it was something.

I won't do that, but thank you.

- That's very nice. - Is it? I don't know.

♪ When I'm with you, baby, I go out of my head ♪

♪ and I just can't get enough, and I just can't get enough ♪

♪ All the things you do to me and everything you said ♪

♪ I just can't get enough, I just can't get enough ♪

♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪

♪ and I just can't seem to get enough of ♪

Flight 291 is now boarding.

Passengers, please proceed to gate four.

Wow. So many of you.

Bear with me.

Um, public speaking is not my usual thing,

but I really wanted to be a part of this discussion about self-care.

I know. Cue eye roll.

But it's because I was an ED nurse for the first few months of COVID

before I burnt out and switched to telehealth.

Over the past six years,

we've begun to process how that trauma affected our profession.

Not to mention the personal loss that so many of us experienced.

But we have to take responsibility for ourselves

in the same way that we do our patients.

And I'm here to remind you

of some of the tools that are available for you to do it.

You may hang up or press one

for more options.

Uh, hey. Um...

This is Maya. I...

I don't even know if this is the right number anymore, but...

I am actually in New Orleans right now.

It's kind of crazy to be back in the States.

I guess I was hoping I could reconnect with you.

So...

call me, uh, if you can.

Or, um...

Call me if you want to.

Okay.

I hope you're good. Bye.

Hello?

♪ Oh, this poor and lonely heart ♪

Maya.

♪ It is made of pure steel ♪

- Hi. - Hi.

♪ And you can't let it cry...

How are you?

I'm...

I don't even know where to start. Um...

I... uh, I'm gonna get some...

- Excuse me. - Yes?

Is there any way I could get some water?

Absolutely.

Thank you.

Actually, do you want to put in drinks?

- Can we do, like... - Uh...

...two dirty martinis, extra filthy,

- with all the little pickles and stuff? - Maya, I'm...

Just, um, a sparkling water for me, please.

- Sure thing. - Yeah. Thank you.

Um...

- Yeah. - Wow.

- Okay. - That's-that's shocking, huh?

Yeah.

Um, we're...

different people, I guess, now.

Are we?

I mean, look at you.

Look at me.

You'd think that I'd spent the last six years, um,

in a room talking to myself, but I have not done that though.

Well, it-it hasn't been six years, but...

I'm so sorry.

I was awful.

That doesn't make it any better, but I, um...

...I hadn't told the guy I was with anything,

and I really didn't want him to know.

Yeah, no, I-I-I figured.

I mean, after the fact, but it was...

Yeah.

You were my best friend.

Um...

To leave you like that was just...

I've spent a lot of time, um, thinking about

how the pain made me want to run

and how...

the running gave me...

all of this shame, and I was just destructive.

I basically wanted to just obliterate

all the love in my life, I think, so that I couldn't be hurt again.

You know? Um...

But I am in a lot of therapy now, and I probably always will be.

Um...

But I just wanted to tell you that...

I am... totally humiliated...

...and I'm really, really sorry.

What?

- Are you enjoying this? - Little bit.

Are you loving me groveling?

You're sick.

You're twisted.

I guess we're, uh...

...we're still the same people.

Can I buy you lunch?

Can I get you a ridiculously overpriced steak?

Mm. You're not gonna like this.

I'm a vegan now.

Well, that's-that's...

I mean, it's these co-ops, communal housing,

totally self-sufficient and sustainable.

It's this whole new world.

I mean, do you ever ask yourself, like,

who gets to live where, you know?

And then if we actually want to go and try to interrogate that system,

then how do we want to live?

♪ Life is ♪

♪ It's never what you think it's for...

What?

I have a place in Luxembourg.

I've actually been there for two years now.

I... I have a kitchen garden.

- Wow. - I know my neighbors.

Yeah.

And the guy that you were with when I saw you?

Uh... that didn't work out.

But it was like a, um...

I'm glad it happened.

It was important.

It was important because of...?

- Um... - What?

No, I...

I don't know how to talk about this without talking about him.

Let's talk about him.

No, we don't have to. I just was...

I want to.

Trust me. He used to be all I talked about.

Even inside of my own head.

Yeah, I, uh...

I miss him.

A lot.

- ♪ Time is time and time and time again ♪ - ♪ And what would you say...

Me, too.

- ♪ Time is time and time ♪ - ♪ To make your escape ♪

- ♪ and time again ♪ - ♪ you've captured the captor's fear ♪

♪ 'Cause I...

If you end up coming to Austin,

then you got to go to Diego's and hear it for yourself.

Was that an invitation?

Yeah.

I can't believe you go to the same place and listen to the same band

- every Friday night. - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

First off, Diego's is an institution, okay?

- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. - And the band is absolutely--

It's just-- it's a very-- it's a routine.

Yeah, but I'm Mr. Routine now. I mean, I love routines.

- You're Mr. Routine now? - Yes.

I love routines, because in all the-the just--

- You're Mr. Routine now? - Yes, in the--

Oh, God. These things.

I do not approve.

- I kind of love them. - You love them?

Yes.

- No, no. - Why?

'Cause you can talk to them. Watch.

Excuse me. Ooh.

Excuse me, little buddy.

Um, pardon my-my friend's rudeness over here.

I just... I wanted to know:

Do you think we're put on Earth for a reason?

Like, is there any meaning to any of this?

Humans can find profundity

in banal experiences,

though most human lives are an amalgamation

of random events devoid of significance.

- Mm. - This is just my personal feeling...

Eh, this one must be broken.

...and in no way reflects the views...

It was not that bad.

No, it-it was though. I mean, it was basically a mullet.

I was like an-an '80s wrestler without any muscles.

Wow.

Thanks so much for coming to meet me here.

It just... means a lot.

Come on, Maya.

You called, and I got in the car.

How many times have you done that for me?

Our wetlands are vital in protecting the city against storms.

You know, people ask me, "How long will New Orleans last?

Twenty-forty? Twenty-fifty?"

And I say, "You're asking the wrong question."

Here's the question: What are we doing about it?

It's so crazy.

It's like, I know that if you were still alive,

we'd be together, we'd have kids, we'd have grown up together.

It's like there's a whole other life that I...

...obviously didn't live but I, like...

...can imagine.

So what's it gonna take to see you again?

Another five or ten years?

Run into you in some random restaurant in Shanghai somewhere?

I guess we'll just have to meet up for Thanksgiving.

- Safe flight. - Thanks.

Sorry. Excuse me.

I'm just gonna squeeze by you.

I'm...

Excuse me.

Well, after a hundred years, she finally shows up.

I'm really sorry.

Want one?

Can I ask what happened when I left?

What do you want to know?

Do you want to know how hard it was to get his body released?

Well, you were the next of kin and you were AWOL,

so they kept him in a refrigerated truck for two weeks.

And then I planned his funeral.

And I didn't know what kind of music he liked.

I didn't know what music to play for my son.

Um, but you would've known that.

Right?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

And I'm sorry...

uh, for how I...

...acted that night outside your apartment.

That was horrible. I'm sorry.

Did you ever like me?

Uh, I didn't...

...want to not like you.

But at first you seemed so uncomfortable

and then maybe just a little too comfortable.

And, uh...

the wedding actually, the wedding really threw me.

The surprise of it all.

I felt, like, sort of rejected.

Did you like me?

Never mind.

I loved you.

God.

We're all right.

Grief is never finished.

It's never finished.

But neither is love.

Yeah.

I'm so stupid for...

I keep trying.

What are you... why are you stupid?

Keep trying.

That's good.

You don't know what you at 60 or 70 or 80...

will say about your life.

If you did the right thing.

If you made the right choices.

That's why you really have to stay in love with your own life

while it's happening, whatever it throws at you.

Whatever it's thrown at us.

That's what I tell my own kids.

Hi.

Oh, look who it is, Wilma.

Your old buddy.

It's Maya.

Do me a favor.

Just close your eyes real quick.

Please.

Trust me.

Okay.

Okay, you hear forks clinking on plates.

Hear my ice crackling in the glass.

Traffic outside.

A laugh.

Now think about all the sounds you might not notice.

That hum of the neon lights in the window.

The pool game in the back of the bar.

It's just layers of auditory information

that's creating this environment you're in, right?

Right, and that environment gives you a feeling,

consciously or subconsciously.

And that feeling affects your central nervous system.

But, uh, you know all about that, so...

Yeah. I do.

What's gonna happen when all the iron oxide powder wears off?

Notes will still be there.

But the, uh, tails will just get shorter and shorter, and then...

...it's just gonna be white noise.

♪ So long ago ♪

♪ Certain place ♪

♪ Certain time ♪

♪ You touched my hand ♪

♪ on the way ♪

♪ on the way down to Emmeline ♪

♪ But if our paths never cross ♪

♪ well, you know I'm sorry, but ♪

♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪

♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪

♪ I'll never live to match the beauty again ♪

♪ The rainbow's end ♪

♪ Aaron ♪

♪ Aaron ♪

♪ So it's hard to find ♪

♪ someone with that kind of intensity ♪

♪ You touched my hand ♪

♪ I played it cool ♪

♪ and you reached out your hand to me ♪

♪ But if our paths never cross ♪

♪ well, no, I'm not sorry, but ♪

♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪

♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪

♪ I'll never live to match the beauty again ♪

♪ The rainbow's end ♪

♪ Aaron ♪

♪ Aaron ♪

♪ So long ago ♪

♪ It's a certain time ♪

♪ It's a certain place ♪

♪ You touched my hand ♪

♪ and you smiled ♪

♪ All the way back, you held out your hand ♪

♪ If I hope and if I pray ♪

♪ ooh, it might work out someday ♪

♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪

♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪

♪ I'll never live to match the beauty again ♪

♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪

♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪

♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪

♪ I'll make a path there ♪

♪ I'll never live to match the beauty again ♪

♪ I'll never live to see that beauty, that beauty ♪

♪ that same, same beauty again ♪

♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪

♪ If I live to see the ♪

♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪

♪ I'll never live to match the beauty again ♪

♪ Well, if I hope and I pray, well, maybe it might ♪