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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,805 --> 00:00:02,838 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:02,840 --> 00:00:04,339 Uh, he's here. 3 00:00:04,341 --> 00:00:06,136 It's a boy. 4 00:00:06,138 --> 00:00:08,061 He's really, really small. 5 00:00:08,063 --> 00:00:10,941 Ladies and gentlemen, Jack Damon. 6 00:00:13,379 --> 00:00:15,045 I'm pregnant. 7 00:00:15,047 --> 00:00:17,381 Lucy, oh, my God. 8 00:00:17,383 --> 00:00:19,817 I'm not gonna do that trial, Randall. 9 00:00:19,819 --> 00:00:22,985 Well, Mom, whatever you want to do, that's what we'll do. 10 00:00:25,089 --> 00:00:28,291 I'm gonna ask you for something now. 11 00:00:28,293 --> 00:00:31,760 Mom, you have to do this clinical trial. 12 00:00:35,667 --> 00:00:38,167 Okay. 13 00:00:42,216 --> 00:00:44,106 Anything? 14 00:00:44,108 --> 00:00:45,675 Nothing. 15 00:00:47,712 --> 00:00:50,580 They'll want to induce soon. 16 00:00:50,582 --> 00:00:52,882 You're only a few days late. 17 00:00:54,285 --> 00:00:57,053 What can I do? 18 00:00:58,590 --> 00:01:00,857 I'm good, baby. 19 00:01:02,708 --> 00:01:06,475 This one, however, has another request. 20 00:01:11,750 --> 00:01:14,016 Anything in particular? 21 00:01:14,018 --> 00:01:15,517 Hmm... 22 00:01:17,333 --> 00:01:19,433 Everyone always wants to hear the hits. 23 00:01:19,435 --> 00:01:21,868 Mm-hmm. 24 00:01:22,778 --> 00:01:24,778 ? Can one wrong turn ? 25 00:01:25,982 --> 00:01:28,149 ? Give me new direction? ? 26 00:01:29,418 --> 00:01:31,919 ? Can one false move ? 27 00:01:33,189 --> 00:01:35,556 ? Bring me one true friend? ? 28 00:01:37,393 --> 00:01:40,794 ? Could a stranger ever end up ? 29 00:01:40,796 --> 00:01:42,730 - ? Being you? ? - Whoa. 30 00:01:43,933 --> 00:01:46,334 - Whoa... - ? We took it back ? 31 00:01:46,336 --> 00:01:47,735 Whoa, son. 32 00:01:47,737 --> 00:01:49,736 ? In all directions... ? 33 00:01:49,738 --> 00:01:51,104 Whoa! Whoa! 34 00:01:51,106 --> 00:01:53,639 How much you pay for that thing? 35 00:01:53,641 --> 00:01:55,075 He was free. 36 00:01:55,077 --> 00:01:57,377 Paid too much, you ask me. 37 00:01:58,480 --> 00:02:00,480 ? Is there a message ? 38 00:02:00,482 --> 00:02:04,251 ? A pathway, something more? ? 39 00:02:04,253 --> 00:02:06,519 ... incredible distribution of light. 40 00:02:06,521 --> 00:02:08,855 But I'll give you a moment to think about it. 41 00:02:08,857 --> 00:02:11,892 ? Oh, in the quiet way ? 42 00:02:11,894 --> 00:02:13,894 ? You caught my eye ? 43 00:02:13,896 --> 00:02:15,762 ? Oh ? 44 00:02:15,764 --> 00:02:18,231 ? I got enough... ? 45 00:02:18,233 --> 00:02:20,233 Why, hello, Hailey. 46 00:02:20,235 --> 00:02:22,545 I was just wondering if you've given 47 00:02:22,547 --> 00:02:24,971 any thought to the question I posed to you yesterday. 48 00:02:26,474 --> 00:02:29,678 Zach, you're a really great guy. 49 00:02:29,680 --> 00:02:32,257 I mean, you're probably my... best friend. 50 00:02:32,259 --> 00:02:34,179 Can you get the pencils out of your nose, please? 51 00:02:34,181 --> 00:02:35,915 But I think... 52 00:02:35,917 --> 00:02:38,117 that us going on a date right now 53 00:02:38,119 --> 00:02:40,762 would be a really bad idea. 54 00:02:40,764 --> 00:02:43,120 You're hung up on that guy, aren't you? 55 00:02:43,122 --> 00:02:45,357 Your famous big shot one-night stand? 56 00:02:45,359 --> 00:02:49,028 At least tell me who it is. Is it a movie star? 57 00:02:49,030 --> 00:02:51,197 Not someone too old for you. 58 00:02:51,199 --> 00:02:52,387 Oh, my God. 59 00:02:52,389 --> 00:02:54,089 - Is it Leo? - Zach... 60 00:02:54,091 --> 00:02:57,092 Welcome to the Kohn Gallery. 61 00:02:57,094 --> 00:02:59,261 It's a movie star. 62 00:02:59,263 --> 00:03:00,929 Jack? 63 00:03:02,065 --> 00:03:04,248 That song is so good. 64 00:03:04,250 --> 00:03:06,034 Aw, thanks, boo. 65 00:03:06,036 --> 00:03:07,969 That's sweet of you to say after all this time. 66 00:03:07,971 --> 00:03:09,594 Like, it's so good, I think you just made me 67 00:03:09,596 --> 00:03:11,429 start having contractions. 68 00:03:20,483 --> 00:03:22,783 Jack? 69 00:03:22,785 --> 00:03:24,452 Yep, I'm coming. 70 00:03:31,427 --> 00:03:32,893 Suit's on? 71 00:03:32,895 --> 00:03:34,328 Yes, ma'am. 72 00:03:34,330 --> 00:03:35,663 Your birthday suit. 73 00:03:35,665 --> 00:03:38,699 - Only one I've got. - All right. 74 00:03:43,839 --> 00:03:47,675 That is an incredibly bulky bathrobe. 75 00:03:47,677 --> 00:03:50,435 If you think that I'm gonna stand in front of you naked 76 00:03:50,437 --> 00:03:51,912 in the daylight 77 00:03:51,914 --> 00:03:54,187 a year after giving birth to multiple children... 78 00:03:54,189 --> 00:03:55,463 Them is the rules. 79 00:03:55,465 --> 00:03:58,451 Well, the rules have changed. Have a cupcake. 80 00:03:58,453 --> 00:04:00,587 Yeah, but I don't want a cupcake. 81 00:04:00,589 --> 00:04:03,223 I want... 82 00:04:05,760 --> 00:04:07,147 Oh, God. 83 00:04:07,149 --> 00:04:10,497 Well, maybe next year, slugger, 'cause it's their birthday, too, 84 00:04:10,499 --> 00:04:13,667 and... they can't really be ignored. Sorry. 85 00:04:13,669 --> 00:04:16,836 All right, one-year-olds, Mommy's comin'. 86 00:04:20,576 --> 00:04:24,516 Okay, Bug, so now that the cake has set, 87 00:04:24,518 --> 00:04:26,395 we are gonna lay in the second layer 88 00:04:26,397 --> 00:04:27,814 - of frosting. - All right. 89 00:04:27,816 --> 00:04:31,320 We really need a full-on three-layer birthday cake 90 00:04:31,322 --> 00:04:32,611 for this guy, huh? 91 00:04:32,613 --> 00:04:34,545 I'm pretty sure Jack would be happy 92 00:04:34,547 --> 00:04:36,665 mainlining sugar right off the counter. 93 00:04:36,667 --> 00:04:39,157 - Yeah, it's tradition, Toby. - Yeah. 94 00:04:39,159 --> 00:04:42,228 Okay? It's the Big Three. There's three layers. 95 00:04:42,230 --> 00:04:43,662 Uh-huh. 96 00:04:43,664 --> 00:04:45,562 Well, Jacky Boy, it looks like it's three times 97 00:04:45,564 --> 00:04:47,187 the sugar rush for you. 98 00:04:47,189 --> 00:04:50,368 - Oh, that looks amazing, hon. - Da-da-da, no. 99 00:04:50,370 --> 00:04:51,803 Jack, it's Mommy. Hi. 100 00:04:51,805 --> 00:04:53,339 Hey, when do, uh, 101 00:04:53,341 --> 00:04:54,473 Randall and the girls get in? 102 00:04:54,475 --> 00:04:56,308 I don't know. 103 00:04:56,310 --> 00:04:57,708 Um, later today. 104 00:04:57,710 --> 00:05:00,646 But we probably won't see them till the party tomorrow, so... 105 00:05:00,648 --> 00:05:02,932 And remember, we're doing cake and presents early tomorrow, 106 00:05:02,934 --> 00:05:05,083 'cause, uh, in the afternoon... I'm not gonna say what it is. 107 00:05:05,085 --> 00:05:08,254 - Right. - But it's a... kind of a special... 108 00:05:08,256 --> 00:05:10,256 Well, it's a secret thing just for the three of us. 109 00:05:10,258 --> 00:05:11,576 Yeah. 110 00:05:11,578 --> 00:05:13,111 I thought that you were intermittent fasting. 111 00:05:13,113 --> 00:05:14,412 What happened to that? 112 00:05:14,414 --> 00:05:15,646 Well, Miguel needs frosting. 113 00:05:15,648 --> 00:05:17,314 Oh, they don't care about our secret thing. 114 00:05:17,316 --> 00:05:19,083 No, they most certainly do not. 115 00:05:19,085 --> 00:05:21,151 - Okay. - But Jack does. 116 00:05:21,153 --> 00:05:22,319 Don't you? 117 00:05:22,321 --> 00:05:23,454 It's exciting! 118 00:05:44,743 --> 00:05:46,530 What? 119 00:05:46,532 --> 00:05:48,822 Or, "Hey, nephew. Good morning. 120 00:05:48,824 --> 00:05:50,080 Glad to hear from you". 121 00:05:50,082 --> 00:05:52,316 What? 122 00:05:52,318 --> 00:05:56,653 Look, I was just calling to say that I got your gift for Jack. 123 00:05:56,655 --> 00:05:58,622 Well, least I could do. You did, after all, 124 00:05:58,624 --> 00:06:01,157 get me a luxury mobile home. 125 00:06:01,159 --> 00:06:02,892 I mean, I got him a... 126 00:06:02,894 --> 00:06:05,979 I got him those dopey white sneakers you always wear, 127 00:06:05,981 --> 00:06:07,497 you know, with the green backs on them. 128 00:06:07,499 --> 00:06:09,265 Only, you know, in baby size. 129 00:06:09,267 --> 00:06:11,400 Yeah, the Stan Smiths. Very thoughtful. 130 00:06:11,402 --> 00:06:13,035 Which, by the way, you can just return 131 00:06:13,037 --> 00:06:14,393 and get something better, if you want. 132 00:06:14,395 --> 00:06:15,902 I mean, it's no skin off my ass. 133 00:06:15,904 --> 00:06:17,707 Nicky, they are perfect. 134 00:06:17,709 --> 00:06:20,476 Yeah, I thought they were kind of cute, too. 135 00:06:20,478 --> 00:06:22,045 You know, for... 136 00:06:22,047 --> 00:06:24,118 - a baby, not a grown man. - Okay. 137 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:26,143 Oh, you know, there are billboards of you 138 00:06:26,145 --> 00:06:27,984 all over town. 139 00:06:27,986 --> 00:06:30,802 I think it's an ad for your nipple? 140 00:06:30,804 --> 00:06:33,160 Uh, it's a cologne ad, okay? And people love it. 141 00:06:33,162 --> 00:06:35,553 Hmm. Well, it always makes me laugh. 142 00:06:35,555 --> 00:06:37,788 I think 'cause I know you. 143 00:06:39,464 --> 00:06:41,664 All right, listen, I got to get into this meeting. 144 00:06:41,666 --> 00:06:44,700 But, hey, tomorrow is my, uh, one-year sober. 145 00:06:44,702 --> 00:06:47,102 My one-year is also Jack's birthday. 146 00:06:48,540 --> 00:06:49,972 Oh? 147 00:06:49,974 --> 00:06:52,308 Thought you might want to congratulate me. 148 00:06:53,578 --> 00:06:55,878 I'll congratulate you tomorrow. 149 00:06:55,880 --> 00:06:58,947 Okay. Well, I do miss your gentle touch. 150 00:06:58,949 --> 00:07:00,916 Have a good meeting. 151 00:07:00,918 --> 00:07:02,351 Thank you. 152 00:07:06,357 --> 00:07:09,392 Gonna miss you so much. 153 00:07:09,394 --> 00:07:13,028 I think you're just scared to take your first plane flight. 154 00:07:14,299 --> 00:07:16,932 Also that, yeah. 155 00:07:22,907 --> 00:07:25,240 Impressionable children coming through. 156 00:07:25,242 --> 00:07:27,743 Keep it clean, people. 157 00:07:32,116 --> 00:07:34,516 Hey, Beth! Come on, let's go! 158 00:07:34,518 --> 00:07:36,685 Okay! 159 00:07:36,687 --> 00:07:39,621 Sorry, sorry. You know black don't pack. 160 00:07:39,623 --> 00:07:40,823 Is that a thing? 161 00:07:40,825 --> 00:07:42,725 I don't know, I just came up with it. 162 00:07:42,727 --> 00:07:44,026 Are the doors locked? 163 00:07:44,028 --> 00:07:45,560 - Gonna set the alarm. - Yep. 164 00:07:45,562 --> 00:07:48,867 Got Mom some travel books about Saint Louis. 165 00:07:48,869 --> 00:07:50,733 She's gonna be there for nine months. 166 00:07:50,735 --> 00:07:53,769 - She can get her barbecue on. - Mm-hmm. 167 00:07:53,771 --> 00:07:55,337 What'd you say? 168 00:07:56,440 --> 00:07:58,440 I said, "Mm-hmm". 169 00:07:58,442 --> 00:08:00,075 It's... it's a noise. 170 00:08:00,077 --> 00:08:02,671 Yeah, it's a noise that you make any time I bring up my mom 171 00:08:02,673 --> 00:08:04,212 going to Saint Louis. 172 00:08:04,214 --> 00:08:06,314 Set the alarm. 173 00:08:06,316 --> 00:08:08,296 All right, we got 30 seconds 174 00:08:08,298 --> 00:08:09,788 before this place self-destructs. 175 00:08:09,790 --> 00:08:11,558 - Let's hit it! - Hey, Beth, do you not think 176 00:08:11,560 --> 00:08:13,321 the clinical trial is a good idea? 177 00:08:14,791 --> 00:08:17,292 I think that your mom made her decision. 178 00:08:17,294 --> 00:08:21,529 I think the tactics you used to get her to change her mind 179 00:08:21,531 --> 00:08:24,079 are... "mmm". 180 00:08:24,081 --> 00:08:26,571 I mean, did she even tell your brother 181 00:08:26,573 --> 00:08:28,035 that she changed her mind? 182 00:08:28,037 --> 00:08:31,706 Because that's... that's gonna be something. 183 00:08:31,708 --> 00:08:34,051 I think she's planning on telling all of us 184 00:08:34,053 --> 00:08:35,858 once we get out there. 185 00:08:36,951 --> 00:08:38,580 Don't say, "Mmm". 186 00:08:38,582 --> 00:08:41,349 Look, I just hope you know what you're doing. 187 00:08:41,351 --> 00:08:43,350 - But you usually do, so... - Mm. 188 00:08:43,352 --> 00:08:44,985 All right? 189 00:08:44,987 --> 00:08:46,887 - Let's go! - Ah... 190 00:08:46,889 --> 00:08:50,357 Just 'cause you're cute. That's all it is. 191 00:08:50,359 --> 00:08:52,292 Alarm set. 192 00:08:53,888 --> 00:08:56,622 - "Abigail" for a girl? - Hmm. 193 00:08:57,473 --> 00:08:59,773 They call her Abby, rhymes with "scabby", 194 00:08:59,775 --> 00:09:01,543 and she has a terrible life. 195 00:09:01,545 --> 00:09:03,422 We should have just learned the sex. 196 00:09:03,424 --> 00:09:05,792 It would have eliminated half the awful options. 197 00:09:05,794 --> 00:09:08,427 No, it'll come. 198 00:09:08,429 --> 00:09:10,863 We both wanted it to be a surprise, remember? 199 00:09:10,865 --> 00:09:12,699 You're right. 200 00:09:14,836 --> 00:09:17,203 Jack. 201 00:09:17,205 --> 00:09:19,538 We're having a baby today. 202 00:09:21,742 --> 00:09:24,242 We're having a baby today. 203 00:09:24,244 --> 00:09:27,208 Okay, how we doing? 204 00:09:27,210 --> 00:09:29,377 You ready to get this little girl out into the world? 205 00:09:33,987 --> 00:09:36,922 Yeah. 206 00:11:06,378 --> 00:11:08,645 Oh, hey, bud. 207 00:11:08,647 --> 00:11:11,047 Hey, it's okay. 208 00:11:11,049 --> 00:11:13,116 Check out this cake that Mom made, huh? 209 00:11:14,152 --> 00:11:15,485 You okay? 210 00:11:15,487 --> 00:11:17,587 I'm fine. 211 00:11:24,463 --> 00:11:26,363 Go. And he is... 212 00:11:26,365 --> 00:11:27,729 He's in. Look at him. 213 00:11:27,731 --> 00:11:29,387 - Look at your shoes. - That's quite handsome. 214 00:11:29,389 --> 00:11:31,624 All right, go show 'em off. Go show off your kicks. 215 00:11:31,626 --> 00:11:32,848 All right. 216 00:11:32,850 --> 00:11:34,250 Hey. 217 00:11:34,251 --> 00:11:35,552 Hi. 218 00:11:37,754 --> 00:11:40,144 - Excuse me, ma'am, but your husband here - Jackie, look at those shoes. 219 00:11:40,146 --> 00:11:41,977 has been "oogling" me all day. 220 00:11:41,979 --> 00:11:44,547 Is it "oogling" or "ogling", by the way? 221 00:11:44,549 --> 00:11:46,048 - Ogling. - You sure? 222 00:11:46,050 --> 00:11:47,149 - No. - Huh. 223 00:11:47,151 --> 00:11:49,284 All right. 224 00:11:49,286 --> 00:11:51,487 Okay, that's my cue. 225 00:11:51,489 --> 00:11:53,756 I'm gonna go house some cake. 226 00:11:53,758 --> 00:11:54,824 All right. 227 00:12:03,072 --> 00:12:05,662 We haven't really got a chance to talk since New York. 228 00:12:05,664 --> 00:12:06,935 So... 229 00:12:08,873 --> 00:12:12,341 Randall, I know that you just wanted what's best for Mom. 230 00:12:12,343 --> 00:12:14,345 And I also know that you wouldn't have asked her 231 00:12:14,347 --> 00:12:15,908 to do that trial if you hadn't done 232 00:12:15,910 --> 00:12:17,350 an insane amount of research. 233 00:12:17,352 --> 00:12:19,275 I mean, like, Claire Danes in Homeland 234 00:12:19,277 --> 00:12:20,382 insane research. 235 00:12:20,384 --> 00:12:22,184 I get that, but... 236 00:12:22,186 --> 00:12:24,419 I want you to know where I'm coming from. 237 00:12:24,421 --> 00:12:26,021 You know? I just... 238 00:12:26,023 --> 00:12:29,191 Mom is in a really good place right now. 239 00:12:29,193 --> 00:12:31,559 She's here with her family. 240 00:12:31,561 --> 00:12:33,561 It's what she wants. 241 00:12:33,563 --> 00:12:36,631 It's what's best for her. 242 00:12:41,605 --> 00:12:43,038 Congrats, by the way. 243 00:12:43,040 --> 00:12:44,539 What? 244 00:12:44,541 --> 00:12:46,708 One year. 245 00:12:48,612 --> 00:12:51,713 Thank you. 246 00:12:51,715 --> 00:12:54,219 Does Baby Jack have an adorable outfit change, 247 00:12:54,221 --> 00:12:55,249 you ask? 248 00:12:55,251 --> 00:12:56,785 Uh, do skunks smell? 249 00:12:56,787 --> 00:12:58,101 Hmm? 250 00:12:58,103 --> 00:13:00,422 Ladies, shall we? 251 00:13:01,491 --> 00:13:02,857 Thanks, girls. 252 00:13:06,963 --> 00:13:08,062 Um... 253 00:13:08,064 --> 00:13:10,665 Guys, so I have, um... 254 00:13:10,667 --> 00:13:13,000 I have a little bit of an announcement. 255 00:13:13,002 --> 00:13:15,703 Uh... 256 00:13:15,705 --> 00:13:16,905 Oh, damn. 257 00:13:16,907 --> 00:13:20,141 I think I left my thing in the... That's odd. 258 00:13:21,444 --> 00:13:24,412 Um... 259 00:13:24,414 --> 00:13:26,981 I know in New York I told you boys 260 00:13:26,983 --> 00:13:31,541 that I was looking forward to enjoying 261 00:13:31,543 --> 00:13:34,400 however much time I have left. 262 00:13:34,402 --> 00:13:37,158 But Miguel and I have been doing the research, 263 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:38,659 and... 264 00:13:38,661 --> 00:13:41,295 I have decided to do 265 00:13:41,297 --> 00:13:43,464 the clinical trial. 266 00:13:47,217 --> 00:13:49,474 So, three weeks from now, 267 00:13:49,476 --> 00:13:52,405 Miguel and I are moving to Saint Louis. 268 00:13:52,407 --> 00:13:54,541 For how long? 269 00:13:54,543 --> 00:13:56,209 It's nine months. 270 00:13:56,211 --> 00:14:00,280 But-but then we're gonna be back here with all of you. 271 00:14:00,282 --> 00:14:02,810 We will come visit you as much as we can, Mom. 272 00:14:02,812 --> 00:14:04,310 - Yeah? - Whatever it takes. 273 00:14:04,312 --> 00:14:05,619 - Right, guys? - Thank you. 274 00:14:05,621 --> 00:14:07,955 - Thank you, sweetheart. - Yeah. 275 00:14:07,957 --> 00:14:09,322 Appreciate that. 276 00:14:13,462 --> 00:14:15,195 This is what you want? 277 00:14:15,197 --> 00:14:17,030 Mm-hmm. Yep. 278 00:14:17,032 --> 00:14:19,432 It is. 279 00:14:23,038 --> 00:14:24,538 Well, then yeah. 280 00:14:24,540 --> 00:14:26,400 You know? Yeah, of course. Whatever you want. 281 00:14:27,408 --> 00:14:29,208 Thanks for understanding. 282 00:14:29,210 --> 00:14:31,611 Of course. 283 00:14:31,613 --> 00:14:34,313 Ooh. 284 00:14:36,505 --> 00:14:39,173 Whoa! Whoa. Whoa, whoa. 285 00:14:43,005 --> 00:14:45,237 Didn't know 7:00 a.m. was amateur hour. 286 00:14:46,564 --> 00:14:48,733 Cute. 'Cause I have a faint memory 287 00:14:48,735 --> 00:14:51,200 of teaching you everything you know. 288 00:14:51,202 --> 00:14:52,324 Morning, baby. 289 00:14:52,326 --> 00:14:54,015 Morning, Dad. 290 00:14:54,017 --> 00:14:57,309 This new bay may be a lemon. 291 00:14:57,311 --> 00:15:00,135 Whoa. 292 00:15:01,260 --> 00:15:02,454 - Whoa, whoa, whoa. - Whoa. 293 00:15:02,456 --> 00:15:04,123 Sadie. Sadie. 294 00:15:04,125 --> 00:15:05,290 It's okay. 295 00:15:05,292 --> 00:15:07,426 Hi. You're okay. 296 00:15:07,428 --> 00:15:10,095 It's okay. Hey. It's okay. 297 00:15:10,097 --> 00:15:11,497 Hey. 298 00:15:11,499 --> 00:15:12,932 Let me take him. 299 00:15:15,703 --> 00:15:17,403 Come on. 300 00:15:21,742 --> 00:15:26,078 I love the way he uses color to challenge the eye. 301 00:15:26,080 --> 00:15:28,747 You see? The juxtaposition of opposing colors. 302 00:15:28,749 --> 00:15:31,183 It's just... it's so compelling. 303 00:15:35,089 --> 00:15:37,089 - If you'll excuse me. - Yeah. 304 00:15:40,094 --> 00:15:42,594 - Hey, will you cover for me? - Yeah, of course. 305 00:15:42,596 --> 00:15:45,164 - Okay. - Wait, where are you going? 306 00:15:45,166 --> 00:15:46,932 Is it him? 307 00:15:46,934 --> 00:15:49,068 It's him, isn't it? 308 00:15:51,004 --> 00:15:52,571 I just don't get it. 309 00:15:52,573 --> 00:15:54,739 I mean, Mom was so sure last week. 310 00:15:54,741 --> 00:15:55,964 I know. 311 00:15:55,966 --> 00:15:58,409 We had this whole talk when she came back from New York, 312 00:15:58,411 --> 00:16:01,345 and she said she was excited to spend time with Jack, 313 00:16:01,347 --> 00:16:02,413 to travel. 314 00:16:02,415 --> 00:16:03,615 She said "carpe diem", like, 315 00:16:03,617 --> 00:16:05,450 - 12 times. It was like... - Mm. 316 00:16:05,452 --> 00:16:07,619 She didn't say anything to you, Randall? 317 00:16:07,621 --> 00:16:10,288 No, she probably just sees the clinical trial 318 00:16:10,290 --> 00:16:12,757 as an investment in her future. 319 00:16:12,759 --> 00:16:14,325 Oh... 320 00:16:14,327 --> 00:16:15,508 A what? 321 00:16:15,510 --> 00:16:17,195 - An investment in her future? - Yeah. 322 00:16:17,197 --> 00:16:18,219 Yeah. 323 00:16:18,221 --> 00:16:19,592 - Question for you. - Yeah. 324 00:16:19,594 --> 00:16:21,856 Do you get progressively weirder as you get older? 325 00:16:21,858 --> 00:16:23,448 - Is that what happened? - Of course. Yes, that's what's happening. 326 00:16:23,450 --> 00:16:25,373 - He gets weirder as he gets older. - Okay. So then when does it end? 327 00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:26,595 - Course that's what's going on. - Is it like you're gonna wake up 328 00:16:26,597 --> 00:16:28,318 one day and, like, you're Steve Buscemi? 329 00:16:28,320 --> 00:16:29,840 He's... That's... Steve Buscemi is, like... 330 00:16:29,842 --> 00:16:30,959 That's his baseline. 331 00:16:30,961 --> 00:16:32,427 - Okay. - When-when it comes to Randall. 332 00:16:32,429 --> 00:16:33,577 - His baseline. - Coming from you two pillars 333 00:16:33,579 --> 00:16:35,378 - of normalcy over here. - What are you talking about? We're normal. 334 00:16:35,380 --> 00:16:37,141 - You guys are freaks. - You hear that, Jack? 335 00:16:37,741 --> 00:16:42,353 That's the sound of the Big Three just teasing and laughing. 336 00:16:42,355 --> 00:16:45,356 It's pretty much the most beautiful sound in all the land. 337 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:48,326 Hey, Kate. 338 00:16:48,328 --> 00:16:49,528 Hi. Sorry. Kate. 339 00:16:49,530 --> 00:16:51,362 - Kate. Hi. - Yes? Hi. 340 00:16:51,364 --> 00:16:53,999 Is it time to go see that guy about that thing? 341 00:16:54,001 --> 00:16:57,312 Yes, it is time to see that guy about our... 342 00:16:57,314 --> 00:16:59,603 secret, special thing. 343 00:16:59,605 --> 00:17:01,639 - Cool. - Okay. 344 00:17:01,641 --> 00:17:03,807 It's a special, secret thing just for the three of us, 345 00:17:03,809 --> 00:17:05,176 - so... - Yeah. 346 00:17:05,178 --> 00:17:06,411 Have fun with it. 347 00:17:06,413 --> 00:17:08,701 Enjoy it. 348 00:17:08,703 --> 00:17:10,379 Nobody cares about our secret, special thing. 349 00:17:10,381 --> 00:17:11,914 I know, babe. 350 00:17:15,388 --> 00:17:17,955 I wonder what happened to change Mom's mind. 351 00:17:18,991 --> 00:17:20,991 Hmm. 352 00:17:27,534 --> 00:17:30,268 Kids are all down. 353 00:17:30,270 --> 00:17:32,103 Took a while, 354 00:17:32,105 --> 00:17:35,972 with all that sugar coursing through their veins. 355 00:17:35,974 --> 00:17:38,741 Thank you, babe. 356 00:17:38,743 --> 00:17:40,410 I'm sorry. 357 00:17:40,412 --> 00:17:43,313 It's okay. 358 00:17:43,315 --> 00:17:47,317 I've just been thinking a lot about their first year, Jack. 359 00:17:48,620 --> 00:17:51,854 Kate's first tooth and... 360 00:17:51,856 --> 00:17:54,857 Randall's first words. 361 00:17:55,860 --> 00:17:59,096 Kevin's first steps. 362 00:18:03,535 --> 00:18:07,070 But then I've been thinking a lot about what his firsts 363 00:18:07,072 --> 00:18:09,473 would have been, too. 364 00:18:11,243 --> 00:18:13,243 Kyle. 365 00:18:16,514 --> 00:18:20,617 We never even say his name. 366 00:18:22,053 --> 00:18:24,053 It's like I can't... 367 00:18:24,055 --> 00:18:27,389 allow my brain to go there. 368 00:18:27,391 --> 00:18:30,560 I mean, I can't even bear to watch the home movies of me 369 00:18:30,562 --> 00:18:31,592 when I was pregnant, 370 00:18:31,594 --> 00:18:33,429 - because that's the only image I have... - Yeah. No, I know. 371 00:18:33,431 --> 00:18:34,931 I think about him, too. 372 00:18:34,933 --> 00:18:36,365 - Yeah? - Yeah. 373 00:18:36,367 --> 00:18:37,867 A lot. 374 00:18:38,903 --> 00:18:40,870 I just... 375 00:18:40,872 --> 00:18:43,506 I didn't know if there was something 376 00:18:43,508 --> 00:18:45,108 we were supposed to do. 377 00:18:45,110 --> 00:18:46,509 Yeah. 378 00:18:46,511 --> 00:18:50,980 I just knew that... 379 00:18:50,982 --> 00:18:53,782 thinking about him made me feel sad, 380 00:18:53,784 --> 00:18:55,951 and... 381 00:18:55,953 --> 00:18:59,622 I-I didn't know what to do with that. 382 00:19:01,526 --> 00:19:03,058 Me, too. 383 00:19:14,905 --> 00:19:18,974 Hey, you up... for a ride? 384 00:19:20,511 --> 00:19:23,011 Yeah? 385 00:19:28,518 --> 00:19:31,052 Well, isn't this a surprise? 386 00:19:31,054 --> 00:19:32,427 Come on in. 387 00:19:32,429 --> 00:19:33,433 Yeah, well, 388 00:19:33,435 --> 00:19:36,857 it's their birthday, and, uh, they wanted to see you. 389 00:19:36,859 --> 00:19:39,360 They couldn't shut up about it, honestly. 390 00:19:39,362 --> 00:19:40,871 Well, I do leave an impression. 391 00:19:40,873 --> 00:19:42,154 Gracious, they're getting big. 392 00:19:42,156 --> 00:19:43,163 Yeah. 393 00:19:43,165 --> 00:19:44,356 You want out of here. 394 00:19:44,358 --> 00:19:45,746 - She does. - Mm-hmm. 395 00:19:45,748 --> 00:19:48,683 Come here. I remember you, Kate. I've known you all your life. 396 00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:02,667 Okay, Jack. 397 00:20:04,537 --> 00:20:06,537 Wow, do you remember this place? 398 00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:08,505 Huh? 399 00:20:10,876 --> 00:20:12,142 This is where you... 400 00:20:12,144 --> 00:20:15,335 It's where you started. It's where it all started. 401 00:20:15,337 --> 00:20:16,359 Yeah. 402 00:20:16,361 --> 00:20:17,913 Ready? 403 00:20:17,915 --> 00:20:18,967 - Yeah. - Okay. 404 00:20:18,969 --> 00:20:20,841 Okay. 405 00:20:20,843 --> 00:20:22,966 - Here we go. - You made it, buddy. 406 00:20:22,968 --> 00:20:24,511 The Wall of Fame. 407 00:20:24,513 --> 00:20:26,781 "Yay!" 408 00:20:26,783 --> 00:20:28,548 Here we go. 409 00:20:31,754 --> 00:20:33,420 Ready? 410 00:20:33,422 --> 00:20:35,022 Okay. 411 00:20:35,024 --> 00:20:37,091 That's the picture. 412 00:20:37,093 --> 00:20:39,044 Yeah. 413 00:20:39,046 --> 00:20:41,045 Yeah. Yeah. 414 00:20:42,983 --> 00:20:46,333 It's really strange, being back. 415 00:20:46,335 --> 00:20:47,768 Yeah. 416 00:20:47,770 --> 00:20:50,804 Hey, do you remember 417 00:20:50,806 --> 00:20:53,139 right after you woke up? 418 00:20:53,141 --> 00:20:54,708 It was just... 419 00:20:54,710 --> 00:20:58,445 It was just me and you right after the C-section. 420 00:20:58,447 --> 00:21:00,681 Foggy. Not really. 421 00:21:07,423 --> 00:21:08,555 Hi. 422 00:21:12,861 --> 00:21:14,260 It's a boy. 423 00:21:14,262 --> 00:21:15,861 How big? 424 00:21:15,863 --> 00:21:17,852 He's... small, 425 00:21:17,854 --> 00:21:20,165 but he has really good color and... 426 00:21:20,167 --> 00:21:22,935 How big? 427 00:21:22,937 --> 00:21:25,304 Two and a half. 428 00:21:27,551 --> 00:21:29,974 - Two... - He's small, Kate, 429 00:21:29,976 --> 00:21:32,058 and he's... and he's not breathing on his own yet. 430 00:21:32,060 --> 00:21:34,183 But he is here. 431 00:21:34,185 --> 00:21:36,041 Okay? 432 00:21:36,043 --> 00:21:38,544 And I'm here. 433 00:21:40,888 --> 00:21:42,544 And we're gonna get through this together. 434 00:21:42,546 --> 00:21:44,513 All right? The three of us. 435 00:21:45,760 --> 00:21:50,095 I haven't been the best version of myself this year, Kate. 436 00:21:50,097 --> 00:21:51,929 And I'm sorry. 437 00:21:51,931 --> 00:21:54,098 But I am still here. 438 00:21:55,235 --> 00:21:58,236 The three of us... are here. 439 00:21:59,639 --> 00:22:01,773 Yes, we are. 440 00:22:06,780 --> 00:22:09,647 But I don't know, you know? 441 00:22:09,649 --> 00:22:13,251 Your whole life has been defined by family. 442 00:22:14,246 --> 00:22:16,169 And I love that. 443 00:22:16,171 --> 00:22:18,421 I-I love watching you all together. 444 00:22:18,423 --> 00:22:21,159 And today, I was watching 445 00:22:21,161 --> 00:22:22,583 Randall and his daughters, 446 00:22:22,585 --> 00:22:24,125 I was watching you with your brothers, 447 00:22:24,127 --> 00:22:26,397 I was watching all of you, and I was thinking, 448 00:22:26,399 --> 00:22:28,688 "Doesn't Jack deserve that?" 449 00:22:30,403 --> 00:22:35,273 Doesn't he deserve someone to spend his childhood with? 450 00:22:35,275 --> 00:22:38,943 To lean on long after you and I are gone? 451 00:22:41,047 --> 00:22:43,680 Toby, what are you saying? 452 00:22:43,682 --> 00:22:45,917 I'm saying, don't you think 453 00:22:45,919 --> 00:22:48,352 our amazing little man... 454 00:22:48,354 --> 00:22:50,854 ... deserves a sibling? 455 00:23:01,934 --> 00:23:03,934 Toby, I... 456 00:23:03,936 --> 00:23:06,502 I can't get pregnant again. 457 00:23:06,504 --> 00:23:10,273 I mean, not with all the complications and... 458 00:23:10,275 --> 00:23:11,942 - I know. - ... the risks. 459 00:23:11,944 --> 00:23:13,543 No. I know. I know. 460 00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:19,582 But the Pearsons have a pretty good track record with adoption, 461 00:23:19,584 --> 00:23:21,517 don't they? 462 00:23:22,821 --> 00:23:25,188 What? 463 00:23:29,613 --> 00:23:31,900 So, you're having trouble 464 00:23:31,902 --> 00:23:34,436 thinking about the child that you lost, 465 00:23:34,438 --> 00:23:38,940 and you thought that the old man might have some words of wisdom. 466 00:23:38,942 --> 00:23:42,609 Yeah, that's, uh... that's it in a nutshell. 467 00:23:42,611 --> 00:23:44,611 Hmm. 468 00:23:46,381 --> 00:23:48,872 I did the thing about the lemons already, right? 469 00:23:48,874 --> 00:23:51,051 You did. You did. Uh... 470 00:23:51,053 --> 00:23:53,491 - A year ago today. - Hmm. Damn. 471 00:23:53,493 --> 00:23:54,859 'Cause that was a good one. 472 00:23:54,861 --> 00:23:57,228 Yeah. It had a... 473 00:23:57,230 --> 00:24:00,431 - sizable impact on our lives. - Mm-hmm. 474 00:24:05,187 --> 00:24:07,577 I-I think I told you last year, Jack, 475 00:24:07,579 --> 00:24:10,080 that my wife and I lost our first child. 476 00:24:10,082 --> 00:24:12,715 Yeah, mm-hmm. 477 00:24:12,717 --> 00:24:16,451 Well, imagine me way back then, if you can, 478 00:24:16,453 --> 00:24:18,654 full of hope, 479 00:24:18,656 --> 00:24:21,623 full head of hair, 480 00:24:21,625 --> 00:24:24,026 expecting my first child. 481 00:24:29,500 --> 00:24:32,567 I used to sing to my wife's pregnant belly. 482 00:24:32,569 --> 00:24:36,172 Never had much of a voice, but that didn't stop me. 483 00:24:36,174 --> 00:24:38,540 My go-to was, uh, "Blue Skies". 484 00:24:38,542 --> 00:24:39,942 You know that one? 485 00:24:39,944 --> 00:24:41,410 Uh... 486 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:45,781 ? Blue skies smilin' at me ? 487 00:24:45,783 --> 00:24:48,951 ? Nothin' but blue skies ? 488 00:24:48,953 --> 00:24:52,721 ? Do I see ? 489 00:24:52,723 --> 00:24:55,857 ? Bluebird singin' a song ? 490 00:24:57,127 --> 00:25:00,929 ? Nothin' but blue skies ? 491 00:25:00,931 --> 00:25:03,532 ? From now on. ? 492 00:25:07,572 --> 00:25:10,706 I sang that song every day to my unborn child. 493 00:25:13,437 --> 00:25:15,437 And then we lost that child. 494 00:25:20,451 --> 00:25:22,484 For the first month after that, 495 00:25:22,486 --> 00:25:25,920 my wife and I would... sit in our den 496 00:25:25,922 --> 00:25:29,090 and listen to that song on our scratchy old record player 497 00:25:29,092 --> 00:25:31,259 over and over and over again. 498 00:25:33,163 --> 00:25:35,163 It made us so sad. 499 00:25:39,169 --> 00:25:41,535 It was like we were punishing ourselves. 500 00:25:43,073 --> 00:25:45,072 Yeah. 501 00:25:46,708 --> 00:25:48,708 But then one day, 502 00:25:48,710 --> 00:25:51,912 my wife got pregnant again. 503 00:25:51,914 --> 00:25:54,047 And to my great surprise, 504 00:25:54,049 --> 00:25:57,417 I found myself singing that very same song 505 00:25:57,419 --> 00:25:59,819 to that very same belly. 506 00:26:03,125 --> 00:26:06,193 And then, 25 years later, 507 00:26:06,195 --> 00:26:09,529 I'd dance with my daughter to that song at her wedding. 508 00:26:12,734 --> 00:26:15,668 That song. Ah. 509 00:26:15,670 --> 00:26:18,171 It made us happy, it made us sad, 510 00:26:18,173 --> 00:26:19,337 it made us happy again. 511 00:26:19,339 --> 00:26:22,695 The whole human experience just wrapped up in that one... 512 00:26:22,697 --> 00:26:24,664 song. 513 00:26:27,148 --> 00:26:29,949 Hospitals are kind of like that, you know. 514 00:26:31,619 --> 00:26:34,612 These bizarre buildings where people experience 515 00:26:34,614 --> 00:26:37,990 some of their greatest joys and... 516 00:26:37,992 --> 00:26:42,494 some of their most awful tragedies. 517 00:26:43,965 --> 00:26:47,033 All under one roof. 518 00:26:49,237 --> 00:26:52,538 I think the trick is... 519 00:26:52,540 --> 00:26:55,006 not trying to keep... 520 00:26:55,008 --> 00:26:58,076 the joys and the tragedies apart. 521 00:26:58,078 --> 00:27:00,813 But you kind of got to let 'em 522 00:27:00,815 --> 00:27:03,649 cozy up to one another. You know, 523 00:27:03,651 --> 00:27:05,951 let 'em coexist. 524 00:27:05,953 --> 00:27:09,287 Hey, Toby, our marriage barely survived the year. 525 00:27:09,289 --> 00:27:11,289 We have a son with special needs, 526 00:27:11,291 --> 00:27:14,632 we have a crazy mortgage, and adoption comes with risks. 527 00:27:14,634 --> 00:27:16,829 You know? I just think we're setting ourselves up 528 00:27:16,831 --> 00:27:18,530 for a major body blow here. 529 00:27:18,532 --> 00:27:20,532 Yeah, maybe being in the NICU 530 00:27:20,534 --> 00:27:24,069 just made us emotionally high. 531 00:27:25,709 --> 00:27:27,598 I mean, will we even really want this 532 00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:29,874 once we've left the parking lot? 533 00:27:29,876 --> 00:27:31,443 Probably not. 534 00:27:31,445 --> 00:27:33,611 Yeah. 535 00:27:42,022 --> 00:27:45,023 And I think that if you can do that, if you can 536 00:27:45,025 --> 00:27:46,958 manage to forge ahead 537 00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:52,163 with all that joy and heartache mixed up together inside of you, 538 00:27:52,165 --> 00:27:55,466 never knowing which one's gonna get the upper hand... 539 00:27:55,468 --> 00:27:57,602 All right, we're out of the parking lot. 540 00:27:57,604 --> 00:27:59,436 Yeah. 541 00:28:00,673 --> 00:28:02,673 I still want it. 542 00:28:03,943 --> 00:28:05,810 Me, too. 543 00:28:07,079 --> 00:28:08,946 Well, there you have it. 544 00:28:14,020 --> 00:28:16,353 Boy or girl? Boy or girl? 545 00:28:16,355 --> 00:28:17,855 - Ma'am? - It's okay. 546 00:28:17,857 --> 00:28:19,924 - She's my sister. - It's a girl. 547 00:28:19,926 --> 00:28:21,826 Oh, thank God. 548 00:28:21,828 --> 00:28:24,495 Let me see my niece. 549 00:28:24,497 --> 00:28:26,531 Oh. Yes! 550 00:28:28,700 --> 00:28:30,367 And, 551 00:28:30,369 --> 00:28:32,736 well, life does have a way 552 00:28:32,738 --> 00:28:34,704 of shaking out to be more beautiful 553 00:28:34,706 --> 00:28:37,508 than tragic. 554 00:28:40,193 --> 00:28:41,950 Not as good as the lemon thing, 555 00:28:41,952 --> 00:28:43,813 but it's the best I can do at short notice. 556 00:28:45,817 --> 00:28:47,317 - It's pretty good. - Yeah. 557 00:28:50,433 --> 00:28:53,356 Come on, George. Come on. 558 00:28:53,358 --> 00:28:55,024 Come on. 559 00:28:55,026 --> 00:28:57,512 He was cooped up in a small pasture 560 00:28:57,514 --> 00:28:59,848 with three other horses before we found him. 561 00:28:59,850 --> 00:29:02,818 You're asking him to be still when all he wants to do is run. 562 00:29:04,054 --> 00:29:05,987 Come on, George. 563 00:29:05,989 --> 00:29:08,990 Little early to give up on him, don't you think? 564 00:29:08,992 --> 00:29:12,094 You haven't even given him a chance to be himself yet. 565 00:29:12,096 --> 00:29:15,063 Whoa. Come on. There you go. 566 00:29:15,065 --> 00:29:17,132 You're getting too tall and too smart. 567 00:29:18,435 --> 00:29:20,602 I got to shower and head to the office. 568 00:29:20,604 --> 00:29:21,970 Okay. 569 00:29:21,972 --> 00:29:24,706 - I love you, honey. - Love you. 570 00:29:44,357 --> 00:29:46,892 Okay. 571 00:29:46,894 --> 00:29:49,527 And how are we feeling today? 572 00:29:49,529 --> 00:29:51,629 Same... really. 573 00:29:51,631 --> 00:29:54,365 I'll take "same" every day. 574 00:29:56,937 --> 00:29:59,637 Oh, blood work looks good. 575 00:29:59,639 --> 00:30:02,507 Everything seems... 576 00:30:03,610 --> 00:30:06,444 Sorry. 577 00:30:06,446 --> 00:30:09,347 I just still can't believe I'm here. 578 00:30:09,349 --> 00:30:12,383 Uh, bulimia. 579 00:30:12,385 --> 00:30:15,986 I didn't have my period for years. 580 00:30:15,988 --> 00:30:19,056 They told me I'd probably never have children. 581 00:30:19,926 --> 00:30:22,026 Well... 582 00:30:22,028 --> 00:30:24,395 you definitely proved them wrong. 583 00:30:28,901 --> 00:30:31,202 Madison, this is your... 584 00:30:31,204 --> 00:30:33,938 third appointment alone. 585 00:30:33,940 --> 00:30:36,173 Is there anyone you can... ? 586 00:30:37,944 --> 00:30:40,478 I haven't told anyone. 587 00:30:40,480 --> 00:30:42,447 I'm, um... 588 00:30:42,449 --> 00:30:46,551 I'm not close with my family, and, um, 589 00:30:46,553 --> 00:30:49,354 I only have one good friend, and I can't tell her. 590 00:30:51,057 --> 00:30:54,190 I told a barista at Starbucks. 591 00:30:54,192 --> 00:30:56,326 He was not invested. 592 00:30:58,731 --> 00:31:02,532 And the father... ? 593 00:31:02,534 --> 00:31:06,169 We barely know each other. 594 00:31:06,171 --> 00:31:09,272 Actually, the only thing I definitively know about him 595 00:31:09,274 --> 00:31:11,274 is that he... 596 00:31:11,276 --> 00:31:14,143 comes from a long line of great love stories. 597 00:31:16,482 --> 00:31:18,882 And this... 598 00:31:18,884 --> 00:31:21,451 This would not be what he wants. 599 00:31:24,256 --> 00:31:26,356 There's no way he'd... 600 00:31:27,693 --> 00:31:29,693 There's no way he'd want this. 601 00:31:33,765 --> 00:31:35,899 Little early to give up on him. 602 00:31:37,269 --> 00:31:39,335 No? 603 00:31:39,337 --> 00:31:42,671 You haven't even given him a chance to be himself yet. 604 00:31:50,122 --> 00:31:51,788 Hey, Mom. 605 00:31:52,817 --> 00:31:55,518 Hey, sweetheart. 606 00:31:55,520 --> 00:31:57,653 We were just about to, uh, 607 00:31:57,655 --> 00:32:00,356 show Beth and the girls Hollywood Boulevard 608 00:32:00,358 --> 00:32:02,962 and the, um... 609 00:32:02,964 --> 00:32:04,387 the... the footprints. 610 00:32:04,389 --> 00:32:05,460 - Footprints, yeah. - Yeah. 611 00:32:05,462 --> 00:32:07,762 Did you get enough to eat? 612 00:32:07,764 --> 00:32:10,966 Uh, no. Movie stars never get enough to eat, Mom. 613 00:32:10,968 --> 00:32:12,472 Have I taught you nothing? 614 00:32:12,474 --> 00:32:14,474 Silly. 615 00:32:17,854 --> 00:32:19,610 Mom, you know, I was really surprised 616 00:32:19,612 --> 00:32:22,044 about your announcement earlier. I just... 617 00:32:22,046 --> 00:32:26,181 You-you seemed so adamant in New York, you know. 618 00:32:26,183 --> 00:32:28,716 No, I-I-I know. I, um... 619 00:32:28,718 --> 00:32:31,386 I guess when I really started to think about it, I... 620 00:32:31,388 --> 00:32:35,190 Mm, I just had a change of heart, that's all. 621 00:32:36,393 --> 00:32:38,359 It's a big change of heart, though. 622 00:32:39,863 --> 00:32:42,396 I think I just came to... 623 00:32:42,398 --> 00:32:45,800 view it as... a-an investment in my future. 624 00:32:50,239 --> 00:32:51,940 What did you say? 625 00:32:51,942 --> 00:32:54,776 Hmm? What? 626 00:32:56,145 --> 00:32:57,811 That's what Randall said. 627 00:32:57,813 --> 00:32:59,447 Oh. 628 00:33:09,092 --> 00:33:10,624 Hey, Kevin? 629 00:33:10,626 --> 00:33:12,559 Hey, Rebecca, what do you say we get out of here 630 00:33:12,561 --> 00:33:13,594 and go see those Hamptons? 631 00:33:13,596 --> 00:33:15,096 - No, I... - Rebecca. 632 00:33:15,098 --> 00:33:18,565 Let's get Miguel and the girls and just clear out. Okay? 633 00:33:20,269 --> 00:33:22,769 - Hey, Miguel? Girls? - Okay. 634 00:33:28,043 --> 00:33:29,877 What'd you say to her? 635 00:33:29,879 --> 00:33:32,168 - Sorry? - Oh, no. Like hell you are. 636 00:33:32,170 --> 00:33:34,848 What did you say to Mom to convince her to go to Saint Louis? 637 00:33:34,850 --> 00:33:37,651 - I have no idea what you're talking... - Don't do that. 638 00:33:41,189 --> 00:33:43,400 I did whatever I needed to do 639 00:33:43,402 --> 00:33:45,770 to give our mother the best possible chance. 640 00:33:47,069 --> 00:33:48,725 You couldn't do it, huh? 641 00:33:48,727 --> 00:33:50,888 You just... you couldn't let her side with me, Randall. 642 00:33:52,225 --> 00:33:55,349 Did you just say I couldn't let her side with... 643 00:33:55,351 --> 00:33:56,366 You know what, man? 644 00:33:56,368 --> 00:33:57,970 - We're not doing this. Yeah. - No, like hell we're not. 645 00:33:57,972 --> 00:33:59,605 She was clear about what she wanted. 646 00:33:59,607 --> 00:34:02,296 She was clear, Randall, that whatever good time 647 00:34:02,298 --> 00:34:03,976 she had left, she wanted to spend with her family. 648 00:34:03,978 --> 00:34:05,420 And whenever that good time inevitably comes to an end, 649 00:34:05,422 --> 00:34:06,911 Kevin, every one of you will regret 650 00:34:06,913 --> 00:34:08,915 not having fought for more of it. 651 00:34:08,917 --> 00:34:10,475 Don't do it. Don't walk away. 652 00:34:10,477 --> 00:34:12,377 Randall. 653 00:34:13,321 --> 00:34:15,155 Randall. 654 00:34:16,391 --> 00:34:18,291 - Randall. Hey, hey. - What, man? 655 00:34:18,293 --> 00:34:20,793 - Man, take your hand off me. - Oh, what are you gonna do, huh? 656 00:34:20,795 --> 00:34:21,861 What are you gonna do, Randall? 657 00:34:21,863 --> 00:34:23,096 I'm not some out-of-shape purse snatcher. 658 00:34:23,098 --> 00:34:24,264 You gonna sucker punch me? 659 00:34:26,101 --> 00:34:28,435 I did what I needed to do to help our mother. 660 00:34:28,437 --> 00:34:30,302 - Okay? - Yeah. Regardless of what she wanted, right? 661 00:34:30,304 --> 00:34:32,304 Regardless of what she needed. 662 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,774 Who the hell is it? 663 00:34:35,776 --> 00:34:37,609 - What? - Hey. 664 00:34:37,611 --> 00:34:39,844 Sorry I'm late for the party. 665 00:34:39,846 --> 00:34:41,846 This is really not a good time, Madison. 666 00:34:41,848 --> 00:34:44,259 Actually, it's a perfect time. I'm taking a walk. 667 00:34:44,261 --> 00:34:46,194 Randall. 668 00:34:47,897 --> 00:34:49,988 What's going on? 669 00:34:49,990 --> 00:34:51,557 - Where is everyone? - This is literally 670 00:34:51,559 --> 00:34:55,227 the exact definition of "not a good time". 671 00:34:55,229 --> 00:34:56,795 Kevin... 672 00:34:56,797 --> 00:34:59,565 we need to talk, and... 673 00:34:59,567 --> 00:35:01,567 we need to do it now, before I lose my nerve. 674 00:35:01,569 --> 00:35:04,455 Look. Just, I'm... 675 00:35:04,457 --> 00:35:07,381 I'm not sure what we need to talk about, honestly, okay? 676 00:35:07,383 --> 00:35:09,005 Uh, look, you were lonely. 677 00:35:09,007 --> 00:35:11,442 I get that. I was, uh, heartbroken. 678 00:35:11,444 --> 00:35:12,960 And I don't know why we have to relitigate 679 00:35:12,962 --> 00:35:14,452 the whole stupid thing. I just... 680 00:35:14,454 --> 00:35:16,614 - You know, we made a mistake... - I'm pregnant, Kevin. 681 00:35:18,985 --> 00:35:21,352 You're the father. 682 00:35:23,256 --> 00:35:25,256 It's the question I would ask. 683 00:35:25,258 --> 00:35:28,859 And... you are. 684 00:35:31,998 --> 00:35:34,265 I'm sorry. 685 00:35:38,138 --> 00:35:40,869 I know I am a complete stranger to you. 686 00:35:40,871 --> 00:35:42,772 I am just your sister's friend. 687 00:35:42,774 --> 00:35:46,588 And... I honestly know nothing about you, 688 00:35:46,590 --> 00:35:50,492 other than how much you love your high school girlfriend. 689 00:35:56,255 --> 00:35:59,456 I've decided I'm gonna go through with this. 690 00:36:02,294 --> 00:36:04,461 You don't know my medical history, 691 00:36:04,463 --> 00:36:07,664 but this is kind of a miracle for me. 692 00:36:10,135 --> 00:36:15,172 But I need you to know I will not ask anything of you. 693 00:36:15,174 --> 00:36:17,640 Emotionally, financially... 694 00:36:17,642 --> 00:36:20,609 all of it. 695 00:36:20,611 --> 00:36:23,574 You can still find the great love story you deserve. 696 00:36:23,576 --> 00:36:24,642 Madison. 697 00:36:30,621 --> 00:36:32,722 I think I might pass out. 698 00:36:32,724 --> 00:36:35,028 I'm just... I'm gonna... I'm not walking away 699 00:36:35,030 --> 00:36:36,559 from this conversation, okay? 700 00:36:36,561 --> 00:36:39,162 - I just... I need a minute to... - Yeah. No. 701 00:36:39,164 --> 00:36:40,329 I'm sorry. 702 00:36:40,331 --> 00:36:41,764 Just... 703 00:36:41,766 --> 00:36:43,733 One second. 704 00:37:02,271 --> 00:37:04,527 You know what, Kev, I'm not gonna walk away from this. 705 00:37:04,529 --> 00:37:06,285 - Randall, please, I can't do this right now. - You think you know what's best 706 00:37:06,287 --> 00:37:07,590 for her because you spent a day with her? 707 00:37:07,592 --> 00:37:09,358 Because you took her to a movie premiere? 708 00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:11,569 I think I know what's best for her because she told us, 709 00:37:11,571 --> 00:37:13,237 - Randall, and you took that from her. - How dare you, man? 710 00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:14,972 How dare you waltz in here after 40 years? 711 00:37:14,974 --> 00:37:17,140 - How dare... - No, no, no. How dare I what? 712 00:37:17,142 --> 00:37:19,076 How dare you pretend that you give a rat's ass 713 00:37:19,078 --> 00:37:21,245 about what anybody else wants other than you? 714 00:37:21,247 --> 00:37:23,828 You want Mom to spend more time with the family 715 00:37:23,830 --> 00:37:25,482 because you want to spend more time with her. 716 00:37:25,484 --> 00:37:27,617 You want Mom to decide with you. 717 00:37:27,619 --> 00:37:29,686 - You, you, you. - Are you kidding me right now? 718 00:37:29,688 --> 00:37:31,621 - This is about me? - Huh. 719 00:37:31,623 --> 00:37:33,957 This isn't about me, Randall. This is about you. 720 00:37:33,959 --> 00:37:36,914 It's not about Mom. It's about you wanting to save Mom. 721 00:37:36,916 --> 00:37:38,163 - You have no idea. - That's what this is about. 722 00:37:38,165 --> 00:37:39,863 You have no idea what you're talking about, Kevin. 723 00:37:39,865 --> 00:37:42,065 You have no idea what it means to actually take care of people. 724 00:37:42,067 --> 00:37:43,767 Oh, yes. Oh, exactly. Because I left, right? 725 00:37:43,769 --> 00:37:45,435 Because I left and you stayed and played martyr. 726 00:37:45,437 --> 00:37:47,530 I stayed, and I took care of our family, man. 727 00:37:47,532 --> 00:37:49,565 Well, you did a good job taking care of Dad, didn't you? 728 00:37:49,567 --> 00:37:51,541 - What the hell is that supposed to mean? - You want to do this now? 729 00:37:51,543 --> 00:37:53,737 - Please. By all means. - You want to do this now, finally, after all these years? 730 00:37:53,739 --> 00:37:55,645 Let's do it. You know, this whole narrative 731 00:37:55,647 --> 00:37:57,071 that you keep spinning, this narrative 732 00:37:57,073 --> 00:37:58,515 that you took care of the family, 733 00:37:58,517 --> 00:38:00,601 where the hell did that come from? Huh? 734 00:38:00,603 --> 00:38:02,519 - 'Cause all I know is, if I had been there, - Mm-hmm. 735 00:38:02,521 --> 00:38:03,973 I would've walked through literal fire, 736 00:38:03,975 --> 00:38:05,455 and I would've pulled that man out. 737 00:38:05,457 --> 00:38:07,323 Mm. 738 00:38:07,325 --> 00:38:08,991 Well, Kev, I guess we'll never know, 739 00:38:08,993 --> 00:38:10,727 because you weren't there. 740 00:38:10,729 --> 00:38:13,977 And he died ashamed of you. 741 00:38:13,979 --> 00:38:16,602 And I think... I think that's the part 742 00:38:16,604 --> 00:38:18,167 that really gets you, isn't it? 743 00:38:18,169 --> 00:38:19,975 The shame that he felt for you 744 00:38:19,977 --> 00:38:22,006 and the pride that he felt for me. 745 00:38:22,008 --> 00:38:24,498 I mean, you're not even chasing Dad's shadow, Kevin. 746 00:38:24,500 --> 00:38:26,075 You're chasing mine. 747 00:38:26,077 --> 00:38:28,244 But you'll never be him and you'll never be me, 748 00:38:28,246 --> 00:38:30,413 because you'll never know what it's like to devote yourself 749 00:38:30,415 --> 00:38:33,248 to anyone other than yourself. 750 00:38:33,250 --> 00:38:35,551 You'll pretend, 751 00:38:35,553 --> 00:38:38,186 but it'll just be a performance. 752 00:38:38,188 --> 00:38:41,657 A tired, stale performance. 753 00:38:41,659 --> 00:38:44,726 Like all of your performances. 754 00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:52,935 You know, I used to think the worst thing that happened to me 755 00:38:52,937 --> 00:38:54,937 was the day that Dad died. 756 00:38:59,977 --> 00:39:03,511 It's the day they brought you home. 757 00:39:03,513 --> 00:39:06,080 Hand to God, Randall, the worst thing that ever happened to me 758 00:39:06,082 --> 00:39:08,182 was the day they brought you home. 759 00:39:34,076 --> 00:39:36,744 ? Blue skies ? 760 00:39:36,746 --> 00:39:39,346 ? Smilin' at me ? 761 00:39:40,394 --> 00:39:44,820 ? Nothin' but blue skies ? 762 00:39:44,822 --> 00:39:47,854 ? Do I see ? 763 00:39:49,791 --> 00:39:52,592 ? Bluebirds ? 764 00:39:52,594 --> 00:39:56,096 ? Singin' a song ? 765 00:39:56,098 --> 00:40:00,300 ? Nothin' but blue skies ? 766 00:40:00,302 --> 00:40:03,904 - ? From now on ? - _ 767 00:40:07,109 --> 00:40:08,942 Hey, old man. 768 00:40:08,944 --> 00:40:10,744 We got a meeting to hit. 769 00:40:10,746 --> 00:40:12,445 Kevin. 770 00:40:14,482 --> 00:40:16,816 ? Never saw the sun ? 771 00:40:16,818 --> 00:40:19,152 ? Shinin' so bright ? 772 00:40:19,154 --> 00:40:21,555 ? Never saw things goin' ? 773 00:40:21,557 --> 00:40:23,389 ? So right ? 774 00:40:24,700 --> 00:40:27,734 ? Noticing the days hurrying by ? 775 00:40:29,831 --> 00:40:31,898 ? When you're in love ? 776 00:40:33,401 --> 00:40:37,403 ? My, how they fly ? 777 00:40:37,405 --> 00:40:39,706 ? Blue days ? 778 00:40:41,142 --> 00:40:42,975 ? All of them gone ? 779 00:40:44,645 --> 00:40:49,147 ? Nothin' but blue skies ? 780 00:40:49,149 --> 00:40:52,785 ? From now on. ? 781 00:41:05,332 --> 00:41:08,734 I'm so sick of chasing ghosts. 782 00:41:08,736 --> 00:41:11,737 I'm tired of doubting myself. 783 00:41:14,642 --> 00:41:17,977 I'm all in, Madison. 784 00:41:17,979 --> 00:41:20,779 Whatever you need, I am all in. 785 00:41:36,263 --> 00:41:37,596 How are you? 786 00:41:44,204 --> 00:41:46,404 I want this. 787 00:41:46,406 --> 00:41:48,240 And maybe I-I didn't think it would... 788 00:41:52,279 --> 00:41:54,279 I want to be a father. 789 00:41:57,651 --> 00:41:59,551 I think I'd be great at it. 790 00:42:01,654 --> 00:42:03,787 Hi, Mom. 791 00:42:05,758 --> 00:42:08,992 The love of my life will be my child. 792 00:42:08,994 --> 00:42:10,727 Hey, Dad. 793 00:42:12,042 --> 00:42:13,842 Hey, kiddo. How are you? 794 00:42:17,803 --> 00:42:19,303 Children. 795 00:42:21,641 --> 00:42:24,241 It's twins, Kevin. 796 00:42:25,911 --> 00:42:27,911 Hey, baby. 797 00:42:29,515 --> 00:42:31,182 Are you okay? 798 00:42:31,184 --> 00:42:32,449 Yeah. 799 00:42:32,451 --> 00:42:34,350 Yeah, I'm okay. 800 00:42:38,990 --> 00:42:40,856 What's her name? 801 00:43:14,025 --> 00:43:15,825 Hope. 802 00:43:15,827 --> 00:43:17,559 Her name is Hope. 803 00:43:22,270 --> 00:43:25,270 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 55278

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