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-How are you today? -Amazing.

This could be a pretty shot, of that, huh?

You're gonna freak out. I have so much sick footage.

VHS tapes. I finally got a place that could digitize them.

I was, like, literally crying, like,

watching all this last night, I'm like,

"Bruce is gonna freak out when he sees this shit."

It's so good. It's so beautiful. It's so, like, raw and real,

and it just, like, made me remember, like, who I was

before, like, the world, like...

tried to, like, take that away from me.

That made me emotional too. It's crazy watching all that.

Just remembering, like, how confident I was and free

and that I didn't care what anyone said.

And... I don't know. Now it's like-- it's hard.

'Cause people are so judgmental, even with this concert.

I'm so nervous.

It's just a lot of pressure to, like, do all this.

And plus with Provo and Ascent and these schools,

they would make us do so much manual labor

and be carrying giant boulders and logs

and, like, 200-pound backpacks

for months in the mountains and the snow,

and my back is so up since I'm a kid.

And it's just-- it's a lot.

What they make kids do still in the troubled teen industry,

it's affected me my whole entire life and I'll never--

'Cause my body was still forming at that age, so.

Is that heat pad on?

- The heat pad is on, yeah. -Good.

Is there anything specific for, like, lower back?

Just 'cause that's where it starts hurting the most.

It's just-- it's hard to do certain things.

Just, like, kind of every time I bend down,

which I do a lot of times in the show, it hurts so bad.

Every time I'm walking, I'm just in serious pain.

Do you feel okay?

- My back is just hurting. - Oh.

I just wanted to, like, try the stairs with the heels.

'Cause I think I love these, but the dance ones just for my back.

Let's do the dance ones for right now, for sure.

This is my dream. This is what I've wanted to do

my whole life, and just to try to be confident.

Like, if I-- I can't-- I feel like if I go inside right now,

- I won't be able to talk. -Yeah.

So I'm just trying to do it now while I'm, like, real

and not going into character with people around.

Um...

but I just wanna be real for this documentary,

'cause I don't want it to be just all vague,

and I just got really emotional last night,

'cause I just thought about it so much,

and I just-- I'm just so grateful that I found Carter,

and he's just made my life so amazing.

I just feel like I can soar now,

because I have nothing to worry about,

and I have someone who's lifting me up

higher than I've ever been lifted in my life.

It's just really incredible.

Honey, half the songs are written about you.

Well, I--

♪ White platform boots that you hated ♪

♪ Red lipstick, you tolerated ♪

♪ No, I'm not your property ♪

♪ You stole my voice like robbery ♪

- ♪ Welcome back ♪ - ♪ Bitch, you've been missed ♪

- ♪ Welcome back ♪ - ♪ Where have you been? ♪

- ♪ Welcome back ♪ - ♪ I thought I lost you-ou-ou ♪

♪ I thought I lost you ♪

- ♪ Welcome back ♪ - ♪ Bitch, you've been missed ♪

- ♪ Welcome back ♪ - ♪ Give me a kiss ♪

- ♪ Welcome back ♪ - ♪ I thought I lost you-ou-ou ♪

♪ Welcome back, bitch ♪

And roll playback!

♪ Too many guys That treat me like you do ♪

Welcome back, bitches, indeed,

and welcome to my "Infinite Icon" film.

So here's the thing.

I wanted this film to essentially be

a visual memoir of my life through music.

That means you're about to experience the inside

of my brain, which means we're going to jump around a lot.

First up, let's talk about my favorite thing ever, music.

Why music? Well, let me be clear.

Music saved my life.

But let's back up a minute.

Star, you play too.

Boy, are you guys great!

I've loved music my entire life,

ever since I was a little girl.

-What's your name again? - Paula Abdul.

I always loved to sing and dance and perform.

This music just brought me so much happiness

and just so many memories.

I can hear a song and just, like, immediately be, like,

transported back to that moment.

Of course, when I was a teenager,

then I started loving it even more.

Just, like, going through things in life, like a breakup,

I remember just, like, listening to Gwen Stefani

singing that song, "Don't Speak,"

and, like, bawling in tears.

I don't even remember who I broke up with

or what happened, but I just remember being so heartbroken,

and how when I would listen to a song,

it would heal me in some way.

And then when I went into the club scene,

that's when I started loving it on an even deeper level,

just because it was just like an escape from pain and trauma

and kind of going into this other world

where I didn't have to think about anything...

sad or bad or scary.

In 2006, I dropped my first album.

It was called "Paris," because, duh.

And people were like, "Wait, Paris Hilton singing?"

Some were confused. Some were obsessed.

But me, I was just living my best pop star dream.

A dream I've had since I was a child.

All those childhood performances, music lessons,

not to mention all the nights out at the clubs

listening, dancing, feeling the music.

They all led me here.

Thankfully, that album did really well.

It hit number six on the top US album charts

and was a top 10 hit in many other countries.

And then, of course, "Stars Are Blind"

became the big breakout song.

I remember I had to, like, fight with the team

'cause they wanted to have another single come out,

and I was like, "No, it has to be 'Stars Are Blind.'"

And everyone's like, "It's reggae, like,

"that should be, like, the third single."

Like, they wanted me to go, I think, with, like, "Turn It Up."

But I said, "That's so expected."

"People are gonna expect a song like 'Turn It Up,'

"like, this kind of dance party song.

"Like, I wanna go, like, the opposite."

I loved the words and I loved the way the song made me feel,

and I just felt like it was that type of song

that would have a lasting impact.

And I was right.

What's up? It's Paris Hilton.

We're here making the video, "Stars Are Blind."

And action!

♪ I don't mind... ♪

So far, everything's great.

We got everything we needed to before the sun went down.

Paris is on.

My name is Chris Applebaum.

I am a music video director, TV commercial director.

I started so long ago.

I know you can Google me and find out how old I am.

Back in the day, I was lucky enough to meet Paris

and do some great stuff with her.

♪ Baby, I'll show you mine ♪

It was interesting because at that time,

there were people that were doing gimmicks, right?

So, Lindsay Lohan,

she never sang anything in her entire life.

She's an actress.

And she came out with a single and a video,

and I think everybody felt like that was disingenuous.

Hold up. Just so we're clear,

this is not me throwing shade at Lindsay,

or anyone, for that matter.

I love Lindsay.

Chris is just painting a picture of what life was like

for all of us back in the early 2000s.

Tearing down young, glamorous women

was pretty much entertainment back then.

But we'll get into all that later.

When we get to Paris, I was just worried that

this was the same kind of situation.

Like, how risky is that?

Knowing that the entire public

has, like, lambasted all these other actresses,

how could Paris wanna take that sort of risk?

And you can't come back from it. It's a face tattoo.

I was concerned that this was, like, a gimmick.

I'm gonna have to, like, really push you hard.

- Yeah. - You're gonna have to work

- really hard on this. - I want to.

I was over at her house in Sunset Plaza.

She said, "I am ready to take this risk. I'm ready to do it.

"Like, I want people to know that, like,

"I, you know, am a singer.

"I'm a musician. This is a passion."

So I agreed, and I said, "Let's make this great."

Everyone, that is a wrap for Paris Hilton.

Now, fast forward 20 years,

people come to me and say, say, "Oh, my God, Chris,

"that was one of your best music videos.

"That was so iconic. That was beautiful. It was so pretty."

But nobody was allowed to say that

for, like, 10 or 15 years,

because Paris was still in that category of blonde bimbo,

not to be taken seriously.

Photoshoots are the hardest part.

-Is it really? -It's whatever.

I'm a hard worker.

This is something I love to do, so I don't mind.

Did you know that everybody was sort of like,

"I don't know if Paris is a real artist"?

Most of my career before people knew

I was playing a character, I haven't been taken seriously.

- Yeah. - Which I can totally understand

because the character just seemed like, you know,

this kind of, like, bubbly airhead

and, like, socialite who doesn't care anything about

- except shopping and whatever. -Right.

So they didn't know the real me inside.

So glamorous.

I love your hat, Paris.

The media at that time

was just so cruel and vicious to girls.

-Yeah, absolutely. -Especially myself.

Yep, these are the kind of headlines I had to deal with.

At least that part's real. Anyway, we'll get back to that.

- Paris, look at me right here. - Qué bella, Paris.

They would always just try to focus on,

"Oh, she's a party girl."

- Sure, sure. - "She dances on tables.

- "She has a tape." - Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Like, just, you know,

shit that doesn't have anything to do with the music.

But I just felt that, you know, just because of my last name,

- people would be judgmental. - Right.

I'm Sarah Ditum, author of the book

"Toxic: Women, Fame, and the Tabloid 2000s."

When Paris moved into music,

I think it was seen by lots of people as, you know,

someone who already had everything that she could

possibly want kind of greedily reaching for

another kind of acclaim

in a domain that she had no business in at all.

That was quite a harsh judgment, because she'd sort of come

to public attention originally as a club kid.

And she was obviously someone who, you know,

loved music and loved nightlife to the point

that she was kind of climbing out of her bedroom window

and, you know, going out dancing all night.

There was just always something about clubs.

Like, I would feel so safe.

Calm, almost, in a way, which sounds odd.

But, I don't know, I just felt like the queen of the night.

Like, as soon as I would walk in the doors, like,

the party started, and everyone would just be staring at me.

And even though I'm painfully shy,

all of that would melt away,

and I would just, like, be on top,

dancing on the banquette,

like, having the time of my life,

not giving a who was looking,

or, like, what people would say.

♪ Now I can breathe here without you ♪

♪ Now I can see clear without you ♪

So now, nearly 20 years later,

I've recorded my second album, "Infinite Icon."

We're on our way to Jesse Shatkin's studio.

He is the producer of the album.

He is so brilliant, so talented. I met him through Sia.

- Hello! You sound amazing. - Hi.

This album has everything.

All the history,

all the wildness that came with fame,

chaos, partying, and clubbing.

I feel more confident than ever,

and I'm stepping back into what brought me to the limelight

in the first place: music.

I'll record this part first with no one,

and then I'll do it, 'cause then I'll be too shy.

"Infinite Icon" is about reclaiming my narrative.

It's a celebration of every high, every low,

and a reminder that I've been that girl

from the very beginning.

I'm not just owning my OG status.

I'm teaching the masterclass.

Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy.

Are we able to have you guys actually

lose the heels for this and just have you a little lower?

Let's roll cameras, please.

Obviously, this song is about how to have

the most iconic night out ever.

It totally takes me back to my clubbing era,

a time when I tried to be fearless and unstoppable.

I still channel that energy any time I feel nervous,

like before my concert or when things take an unexpected turn.

All our stuff burned?

- The trailer burned down? -Yes.

- Are you kidding me? - So that's why we didn't

wanna worry you, but if you're asking for EPM,

- I had to tell you. - What?

So everything was just, like, on fire?

- Where was the fire? -Where you had the makeup.

Oh, my God.

All of the stuff burned.

-In the trailer? - Yes.

All of my things. Thank God my dog wasn't there.

-Did you finish it? - Let me call Carter.

Did you hear what happened?

Yeah, everyone's on it right now.

Everything's destroyed.

All of my diaries, everything I've written,

all the baby photos, all of my children's photos

that I didn't scan yet, of me and Nicole

- when we were babies. -You took them

- in the trailer? - Yeah, I didn't know

the trailer would light on fire.

Oh, my God, everything is gone.

This is insane.

Everything's gone?

The wigs, everything.

- Nothing is left. -What?

It looks like it exploded.

The real question right now is,

you got a two-day shoot of an epic music video.

We either do the best we can

and we're gonna figure it all out,

or, I don't know, you know?

This is one of those moments you can either... you know?

Or you literally go and crush it.

And that's the only option right now, you know?

- All right. - Okay. Here we go.

- Let's do this, bad bitches. - Okay, we got this.

When shit hits the fan,

you've got to take a deep breath,

fix your crown, and keep it moving.

I wanna take a moment here to shout out

my amazing friend Heidi.

This is not the dress I planned to wear,

because that one literally went up in flames.

But Heidi, being the icon she is,

swooped in and saved the day with wardrobe and glam.

Life doesn't stop for the drama, so neither should you.

So, day one...

was on fire.

That's hot.

That's hot.

That's hot.

That's hot.

Sliving.

A lifestyle.

If you wanna be famous,

you just need to be awesome.

She's the original influencer

and the proud owner of the catchphrase...

That's hot.

Sliving.

Paris Hilton's eyes are wide open.

-Paris... -Paris...

Paris Hilton.

I always prided myself on being ahead of my time.

Good evening, students. Let's begin.

Icons only, bitch.

♪ Turn to page 22 ♪

♪ Let's begin ♪

♪ Step one, when you gettin' ready, look hot ♪

♪ Step two, gotta catch a cab to the bar ♪

♪ Step three ♪

♪ Get a drink with a cherry and tie it in a knot ♪

♪ Step four, dance your ass off ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Loves it ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Sliving ♪

- ♪ Step one, shake ass ♪ - ♪ Shake ass ♪

♪ Post a video, make your ex-boo mad ♪

♪ Lock eyes with him when you throw it back ♪

♪ He looked at his new girl and he got sad ♪

Love you guys! All my bad bitches in the house!

♪ And if I think she a chop, I won't hype the bitch ♪

♪ Bitch, I'm at a party, takin' shots with the Hiltons ♪

♪ Hoes take shots and nobody ever hear it ♪

♪ Teardrop diamonds for them hoes in they feelings ♪

♪ Bitch, I get racks, all you hoes on clearance ♪

♪ When I tip, tell a bitch give a dance to me ♪

♪ When I trip, tell a bitch get a tan with me ♪

♪ If a bitch goin' live, she a fan of me ♪

♪ Bitch, dance with me ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ I'm a feisty bitch, I'm a pricey bitch ♪

♪ I'm a hot girl ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy

♪ Sliving ♪

♪ Step five, let him pay for your drinks ♪

♪ Step six, don't go home with no creeps ♪

♪ 'Cause when it's 7:00 a.m., go home, go to sleep ♪

♪ Stick with your girls till we rinse and repeat ♪

♪ Rinse and repeat ♪

♪ Bitch, dance with me ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Grab a seat, grab a seat ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Bitch, dance with me ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Grab a seat ♪

♪ Walk in strong like you own it ♪

♪ Bat your eyes, let him notice ♪

♪ Keep him guessin' 'bout your motive ♪

♪ Make him fall in love ♪

♪ That's what a bad bitch does ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Welcome to the Bad Bitch Academy ♪

♪ Grab a seat, grab a seat ♪

♪ Me, I'm the hot one ♪

♪ Me, I'm the hot one ♪

♪ That's hot ♪

♪ There's a party, there's a party tonight ♪

♪ There's a party downtown tonight ♪

♪ I'm dating the DJ ♪

♪ He said bring who you like ♪

♪ Simply who you like ♪

♪ We got Britt, she the fun one ♪

♪ Chad, he the hung one ♪

♪ Sage, they the shy one ♪

♪ Zane, the always high one ♪

♪ Tess is the lit one ♪

♪ Brett is the fit one ♪

♪ Oh, shit, oh, shit ♪

♪ Oh, shit ♪

♪ Me, me, me, I'm the hot one ♪

♪ Me, I'm the hot one ♪

♪ That's hot ♪

♪ Me, I'm the hot one ♪

Oh, my God, everyone.

I'm literally gonna start crying.

This is so incredible.

I am so happy to see everyone here tonight.

I love you all so much.

Like, welcome to the "Infinite Icon" experience.

Let's do this.

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ I'm givin' up ♪

♪ You were my number one ♪

♪ I put you first, I gave you love ♪

♪ I gave you all my time, my energy ♪

♪ But all along, you lied to me ♪

♪ What are you so afraid of? ♪

♪ Wasn't I good to you? ♪

♪ Don't I deserve the truth? ♪

♪ I'm just sayin' ♪

♪ What are you afraid of? ♪

♪ I would've died for you ♪

♪ Now I'm sayin' goodbye to you ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm done chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ I'm givin' up ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm done chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ I wasn't enough ♪

♪ So I'm done chasin' your love ♪

♪ I know what I deserve and what I want ♪

♪ So if you hesitate, you ain't the one ♪

♪ I'm lookin' for affection, gimme love ♪

♪ Your little sweet talk ain't enough ♪

♪ I want forever and always ♪

♪ And, baby, you ain't my soulmate ♪

♪ I'm done playing your games, oh ♪

♪ What are you so afraid of? ♪

♪ Wasn't I good to you? ♪

♪ Don't I deserve the truth? ♪

♪ I'm just sayin' ♪

♪ What are you so afraid of? ♪

♪ I would've died for you ♪

♪ Now I'm sayin' goodbye to you ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm done chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ I'm givin' up ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm done chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ Chasin' your love ♪

- ♪ Done, done ♪ - ♪ I wasn't enough ♪

♪ So I'm done chasin' your love ♪

Give it up for my sis,

Meghan Trainor!

- I love you, Paris! - I love you too.

♪ Wasn't I good to you ♪

♪ Don't I deserve the truth? ♪

♪ I'm giving up on you ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm done chasing your love ♪

♪ I was too good to you ♪

♪ I would've died for you ♪

♪ I'm saying goodbye to you ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm done chasing your love ♪

♪ Done, done ♪

♪ I'm giving up on you ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm done chasing your love ♪

♪ Done, done, chasing your love ♪

♪ Done, done, chasing your love ♪

♪ I wasn't enough ♪

♪ I'm done chasing your love ♪

♪ Wasn't I good to you? ♪

♪ Don't I deserve the truth? ♪

♪ I'm giving up on you ♪

♪ I'm done chasing your love ♪

♪ I was too good to you ♪

♪ I would've died for you ♪

Paris Hilton!

♪ I'm done chasing your love ♪

♪ I'm done chasing your love ♪

♪ Uh-huh, uh-huh ♪

♪ I'm done chasing your love ♪

I love you so much.

It's Paris Hilton!

I love you so much, sis, thank you for doing this with me.

Thank you for writing me so many incredible songs on my album.

Thank you for always being so kind and such a delight.

You're such an angel.

You're so beautiful inside and out.

And I love you to the moon and back.

I love you to the moon and back!

Stop it! I'm gonna cry.

You're the best crowd ever.

Thank you so much for showing us so much love.

I love you, Paris.

Okay, I guess it's time to talk about

what I really mean when I say music saved my life.

If you heard my name or saw me in a paparazzi photo

back in the early 2000s,

you knew that I was a club kid.

That was my whole personality as far as anyone was concerned.

I think when people would see me out at night...

they just saw this carefree girl

having the time of her life,

probably thinking that I'd never had problems in my life

and just looked so happy.

But deep down, I was hiding a huge secret.

I've shared parts of this before,

but if you don't know, when I was 16,

my parents were manipulated into sending me

to what they believed was a therapeutic boarding school,

part of the troubled teen industry.

They were sold lies that I'd be cared for, supported.

Instead, I was cut off from them and from the outside world.

What they thought was protection

was really confinement and control.

Inside, every part of my life was dictated,

and I endured emotional, physical, and sexual abuse.

The experience left me with trauma, nightmares,

and deep trust issues.

And for years, no one knew what I had endured.

Hi, Paris.

It's not a joke to say I needed those clubs.

The truth is, I needed community.

Because music has the power to change you.

Lyrics can heal.

♪ Do what you want to do ♪

A beat can lift you out of the dark.

♪ 'Cause you're free ♪

And so when I got out of that awful school,

I headed straight for the dance floor.

♪ You've got to live your life ♪

♪ Do what you want to do ♪

First night when I got home from Provo and I went out,

I heard this song.

I had no idea who was singing it,

but the words, like, as soon as I heard the beat,

even before the lyrics, I was just like--

I remember listening, and then when the lyrics came,

I was like, "Oh, my God, like, this is my anthem."

♪ 'Cause you're free ♪

♪ To do what you want to do ♪

♪ You've got to live your life ♪

♪ Do what you want to do ♪

Like, this is a sign. This is written for me.

And I would just, like, escape,

and I remember every time I would go out,

I would always ask the DJ,

I'm like, "Can you please play 'Free' by Ultra Naté?"

And that was just, like, my song.

And it will always be my anthem for the rest of my life.

How are you, Paris?

You look really good tonight, Paris.

-Gorgeous. - Thank you.

All right, Paris. Love your dress.

So yeah, for a hot minute in the early 2000s,

life felt like one giant afterparty,

and I was the guest of honor.

I began to feel invincible,

like hope was finally real and within reach.

Everything seemed to be going great,

and I began to dream of the life I could now have.

Love, career, friends.

It seems obvious looking back on it now,

but I was young and had no idea the destruction

of that innocence was right around the corner.

You look like a billion dollars.

You feel like everyone's looking at you, and you think

you're mad, but everyone is really looking at you.

And when that happens, however much you might feel like

you're prepared for it, it's a really disorienting experience

to be the person that everybody is looking at.

Paris! Paris!

We have one hour, right?

Paris's problem attracting the attention came

because she was so much a perfect product

for that particular time.

Even in her very first interviews,

you get the sense that this is someone with an incredible

native understanding of how fame works,

how the media works, and how the media is changing.

Paris, look at everybody. Say, quick picture?

And I think that intelligence,

that ability to play the game effectively,

was one of the things that actually made her a target.

In the early Y2K days, it was normal nature

to rake these women over the coals.

It was part of the culture

to just talk down about these women.

Because she was a woman who used her sexuality,

at a time when sexuality

was actually being weaponized against women,

she just sort of fell into this pigeonhole

of being horribly-- and to use the kind of words that

people were using at the time, the kind of ultimate slut,

and to be judged and punished and hated.

Can I take a quick picture? It's my birthday.

When the sex tape comes,

it seems to really confirm something

that people wanted to believe about her already.

She was in such an invidious position

when that sex tape was released.

The immediate assumption of lots of people in the media

was that she had released it herself to gain attention.

It had actually been leaked as a spoiling tactic.

So, you know, kind of classic revenge porn.

You know, I see this woman is going somewhere in the world,

- I'll bring her down low. -Hey, Paris.

"The Simple Life" was coming out soon,

and they planned this whole press tour around the world

where Nicole and I were supposed to go on,

you know, every single talk show.

I was in Australia, and my manager called and said that

one of the nightly talk shows had been sent a 30-second clip,

and I didn't even believe it when I first heard.

I was like-- I didn't remember even doing it.

I was like, "No, that has to be fake."

'Cause I had already seen that people were

doing fake things all the time...

um...

with Photoshop and things like that.

And then...

they sent me the clip, and I just remember watching it

and just being, like, in shock, like,

not believing what I was seeing,

and then having a flashback to the memory of him.

But he was the first guy that I met when I got out of Provo

at a club in New York.

And I was so in love with him. I was just--

he was, like, my life,

and I would have done anything for him.

He was like, "This is something I do with all my girlfriends.

"So-and-so has done it, so-and-so.

"Like, I'll show you their tapes."

I'm like, "I don't wanna see them."

And I'm like, "I don't wanna do it,"

'cause I was just a very shy person

and not sexual at all.

And I just remember him saying, like,

"Okay, fine, if you don't do it, I'll just call someone else."

It was--

that was one of the most painful experiences I've been through,

and I'm sure if I had not been through

all the other things before,

it probably would've been even worse.

Um...

Like, I was just so terrified, like,

is this gonna ruin everything I worked so hard for?

And I had always looked up to people like

Princess Diana and Grace Kelly

and all these just elegant women,

and I felt that when he did that to me,

that, like, I could never be like these women,

because no one would ever see me that way

because of what he did to me.

And that always just broke my heart so much,

just to know that--

I don't know. In my mind, I just thought my life was over.

It's like, I don't ever wanna show my face again.

How old were you when you--

when you recorded that with him?

Nineteen.

My family told me not to give it oxygen, so I didn't.

I smiled and kept going.

I thought about those words from my anthem.

I wanted so badly to feel free again,

and so I doubled down and went for my dream.

I went into the studio and recorded my first album.

♪ You've got to live your life ♪

And then...

The artist Banksy pulled this stunt

where he swapped

copies of her CD in record stores

for his own kind of doctored version

that had topless pictures of her and, like, fake song titles,

like, "Why Am I Famous?" and "What Am I For?"

My dream to build my music career felt like

it was being taken away from me before it even started.

It was completely overshadowed

by people wanting to talk about the tape.

I'd walk into a room and hear whispers, or worse,

straight-up strangers calling me a slut or a whore

like they knew me, like they knew anything.

The shame didn't even belong to me,

but I carried it anyway.

I didn't wanna go on tour,

I didn't wanna face the noise,

because no matter where I went,

it felt like the world had already made up its mind.

It almost crushed me.

I said "almost."

I was quickly learning to adapt,

finding beauty even in the darkest moments.

I sat with the pain for a long time.

Then I realized, this is my life.

Why would it give away who I know I am at my core?

I refused to let anyone else take away my power, my dreams.

So what did I do? I did all I knew to do.

I reached for my lifeline, and I kept dancing.

♪ Lightning strike the night you left ♪

♪ I don't think you meant the last thing you said ♪

♪ Behind your cigarette ♪

♪ Cigarette, ooh ♪

♪ Clouds roll in, I can't stay dry ♪

♪ A storm in my mind, there's nowhere to hide ♪

♪ Got one thing left to try, ooh ♪

♪ I got diamonds in my eyes ♪

♪ Yeah, I know that I'll survive ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ I can fix my broken heart ♪

♪ Underneath electric stars ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

Now, years later, I found myself reflecting

on all the darkness that I somehow survived.

Did I have it in me to reach back in time

and revisit my dream?

It had been so traumatic

to have it ripped away the first time.

And I remembered my anthem,

that Ultra Naté from back in the day.

And that was my starting point.

- ♪ I'm free ♪ - How long is it?

I think you only need, like, six of those,

like, sort of bars. Yeah.

You do whatever you want, do what you want...

-Yeah. - ...do what you want,

- be who you want. -Love it.

- Wear what you want. -Wear what you want.

- Right. - And be who you want.

-It could just be uh-- - I was gonna say--

I was gonna say, you should talk in your real voice right there.

When I recorded my version, called "I'm Free,"

it wasn't just a track.

It was a love letter to the song

that taught me how to dance through pain,

and reclaim my life.

Another reason why I've always loved music,

it's such a powerful thing,

where even, like, a lyric in a song

could completely change your mood,

or even change your life.

And to think that the power of music

is something that...

is just indescribable.

My hope has always been that I can give others

the same safe experience to be themselves

that I found through music.

Sing it out loud. It's a very personal song.

And so to be able to be inspired by that song...

-Yeah. - ...sample it in this way.

- Yeah. - I just, I've always

- loved her forever. -Mm-hmm.

And now you guys are gonna inspire

- other people to be free. -Mm-hmm.

Here, you know what?

What if we just, like, did, like, a voice memo of it?

The real OG wrote the playbook.

I have a PhD on the blueprint

I try to be.

But there's so much more. This is my legacy.

The Infinite Icon.

The real OG wrote the playbook.

- ♪ I'm free ♪ - I am your mother.

♪ I am the blueprint ♪

♪ The real OG ♪

♪ This is my legacy ♪

- ♪ 'Cause I'm free ♪ -Paris! We're with you!

-Paris! - ♪ To do what I wanna do ♪

♪ I'm free ♪

♪ I do what I want to do ♪

Paris, right here! Look at me!

♪ I'm free ♪

♪ The infinite icon ♪

♪ I'm free ♪

♪ I am the blueprint ♪

♪ I do what I want to do ♪

♪ The real OG ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm free ♪

♪ I'll do what I want to do ♪

♪ The infinite icon ♪

♪ Lightning strike the night you left ♪

♪ I don't think you meant the last thing you said ♪

♪ Behind your cigarette, ooh ♪

♪ Clouds roll in, I can't stay dry ♪

♪ A storm in my mind, there's nowhere to hide ♪

♪ Got one thing left to try, ooh ♪

♪ These stilettos are headin' ♪

♪ For the dark side of heaven ♪

♪ Where a sinner can get in, that's where I let it out ♪

♪ I got diamonds in my eyes ♪

♪ Yeah, I know that I'll survive ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ I can fix my broken heart ♪

♪ Underneath electric stars ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ It's hard to leave ♪

♪ I get what I need, out in the deep ♪

♪ That type of energy ♪

♪ Makes me go up and down, I leave the past ♪

♪ I'm not who I was in the aftermath ♪

♪ But let me go, let me go ♪

♪ Spin it back ♪

♪ I got diamonds in my eyes ♪

♪ Yeah, I know that I'll survive ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ I can fix my broken heart ♪

♪ Underneath electric stars ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' I got to dance within it ♪

♪ 'Cause it's a new beginning and I'm in it for the livin'♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' I got to dance within it ♪

♪ 'Cause it's a new beginning and I'm in it for the livin'♪

Los Angeles!

Everyone's lookin' so good tonight,

I love all the sparkles, the pink.

Woo!

♪ I got diamonds in my eyes ♪

♪ Yeah, I know that I'll survive ♪

Make some noise, Los Angeles.

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ I can fix my broken heart ♪

♪ Underneath electric stars ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ I got diamonds in my eyes ♪

♪ Yeah, I know that I'll survive ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ I can fix my broken heart ♪

♪ Underneath electric stars ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' ♪

♪ Got to dance with it, got to dance with it, ah ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' I got to dance within it ♪

♪ 'Cause it's a new beginning and I'm in it for the livin' ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin' I got to dance within it ♪

♪ 'Cause it's a new beginning and I'm in it for the livin' ♪

♪ If the Earth is spinnin', ah ♪

♪ I'm free, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh yeah ♪

♪ I'm free, oh, oh yeah ♪

♪ Boss bitch energy I'm the centerpiece ♪

♪ I don't have enemies ♪

♪ But they all wanna be me, I swear ♪

♪ It doesn't bother me, I don't really care ♪

♪ There's nothing in the world that could bring me down ♪

♪ There's no one in the room that could take my crown ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm shining 'til I'm bright ♪

♪ And it's feeling so right ♪

♪ There's nothing in the world that could bring me down ♪

♪ I'm free ♪

♪ To do what I wanna do ♪

♪ It's my life ♪

♪ I'll do what I wanna do ♪

♪ I wanna see the sunrise, dance under the moon ♪

♪ I can be here all night if I wanted to ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm free ♪

♪ To do what I wanna do ♪

♪ And he says I'm, like, gone again, I know it's true ♪

♪ Cameras flashing on my body, it's nothing new ♪

♪ Just what I do, baby if I'm being honest ♪

♪ There's nothing in the world that can bring me down ♪

♪ There's no one in the room that could take my crown ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm shining 'til I'm bright ♪

♪ And it's feeling so right ♪

♪ There's nothing in the world that could bring me down ♪

♪ I'm free ♪

♪ To do what I wanna do ♪

♪ It's my life ♪

♪ I'll do what I wanna do ♪

♪ I wanna see the sunrise, dance under the moon ♪

♪ I can be here all night if I wanted to ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm free ♪

♪ To do what I wanna do ♪

♪ I'm free ♪

♪ To do what I wanna do ♪

♪ It's my life ♪

♪ I'll do what I wanna do ♪

♪ I'm free ♪

♪ The infinite icon ♪

♪ I am the blueprint ♪

♪ This is my legacy ♪

We'll be right back.

Love you, bitches.

♪ Got on a plane, got in the car ♪

♪ I'm so tired ♪

♪ Live with the pain, live with my scars ♪

♪ I'm so tired ♪

♪ I wish I could sleep, I'm A-D-H-D ♪

♪ I'm so tired ♪

♪ But this is all mine, this is all me ♪

♪ Now I'm on fire ♪

♪ I'm on fire ♪

♪ I'm on fire, I'm on fire ♪

♪ I'm on fire ♪

♪ I'm on fire, I'm on fire ♪

♪ I'm on fire, I'm on fire ♪

♪ Live without your love ♪

Walk to the right.

Prop them, and then you go again from the point.

♪...Your love, don't wanna live without ♪

Point!

Again. Oh, good, P.

♪ I wouldn't be living at all ♪

-Repeat one more time. - ♪ I don't wanna live without ♪

Hold!

- Brava. -Brava!

Okay, so we're going to take lunch now, P.

Uh, I'm going to go back to the room, quickly,

just to, like, cool down...

You should chill for a second.

- ...I'm, like, so hot. -Take a beat.

- Could you... -Do you know

if there's IMAX at the Palladium, like, at MSG...

It's all about the images and pictures,

where it's like, people are just going to be like

this the whole time with their phones.

Then you see me, and then me.

Yeah, all I'm suggesting is that you--

Everyone will be watching through their phone.

-For sure, but just, um... - It's the world we live in now.

Just pause for one second. Just remember it's the--

I have ADHD, don't tell me to pause.

-Okay. - Because I have a brain

like a Ferrari with no brakes.

Yeah, and the Ferrari's goin', baby.

- The Ferrari's going. - Okay, so you can't stop

- the Ferrari. -All right.

Um...

Growing up with ADHD and not knowing what it was,

it was overwhelming, because I would just have

so many thoughts going through my mind,

I would always get distracted.

Your emotions can just be, like, very up and down.

- They're around the corner. -Paris,

- get crackin', champ! - They don't hear me!

No, no, no, no, no. Of course.

Not knowing was just always very confusing to me.

I just felt very overwhelmed.

Okay, where's my notebooks?

My brain is constantly going, so I'm constantly going.

But when I was a kid,

I thought something was wrong with me.

I couldn't focus,

couldn't pay attention in school,

and I got in trouble for it.

I was made to feel stupid.

To make matters worse,

I had a voice in my head that was the worst critic,

presenting ugly and painful representations

of life, and of myself.

Always telling me that I was dumb,

and couldn't do anything right.

I now know that the mean voice

is actually a fact of life for someone with ADHD.

It's even got a clinical name, default mode network,

otherwise known as DMN... DMN...

...or as I like to call it, the demon.

Demon... demon...

The demon is always there in my own brain

with negative self-talk,

just making things harder than they already are.

So when stuff was happening like that sex tape disaster,

you better believe the things

the demon was saying to me were far crueler

than anyone in the public ever could be.

The vilest things being said about me

were happening right inside my own head.

I knew somewhere, deep down,

that if I listened to that demon

and I listened to all those hateful comments

out there in the world,

that I would never recover.

So I decided to find the light within the darkness.

With a lot of effort,

I learned to harness that demon.

I stopped letting it haunt me, and started letting it push me

to build, to create, to shine louder than the shame.

What once tried to break me

became the fire that fueled me.

They do say that one of the most powerful

healing tools is laughter.

So I laughed.

Not right away, but eventually.

I found a way to reclaim the moment

that was meant to humiliate me.

If the world was going to turn me into a punchline,

I decided to own the narrative, and flip it on its head.

That's when everything changed.

I wasn't the victim of the story anymore.

I was the author.

We were getting all these offers from every big, you know,

talk show person, nightly, one-hour shows.

And then we got a call from SNL, and they had a script.

It was very tongue-in-cheek, very fun.

Here, now, is Paris Hilton.

So, your family, I don't know if a lot of people know,

the Hiltons own hotels all over the world, right?

Yes, they're in New York, London, Paris.

Is it hard to get into the Paris Hilton?

Actually, it's a very exclusive hotel,

no matter what you've heard.

Uh, do they allow double occupancy at the Paris Hilton?

No.

Is-- Is the Paris Hilton roomy?

It might be for you,

but most people find it very comfortable.

The reaction it got,

that helped, like, take me out of, like, my rut

of, like, wanting to hide from the world.

So I'm so grateful for Jimmy for being so kind.

Thanks for, uh... thanks for coming on.

♪ Me, I'm the hot one ♪

Then I took it even further,

because, of course I did.

I filmed this little commercial for Carl's Jr.

You might have heard of it.

Me, a Bentley, a bikini, and a burger.

Let's talk about the context of this commercial.

Right beforehand, this sex tape of hers had come out,

and everybody was so, like, you know, was wondering, like,

does she really want to do this,

because this is a little scandalous.

♪ Never been ♪

♪ In love ♪

I think one of the best things about that commercial was that

we fought at the very end to have a close-up of her face,

where she's looking right at the camera, and she's smiling,

to let us know that she's the one who authored this,

that she's the one who is in control of her sexuality.

She's in control of her image.

One of the most incredible things about Paris was that,

like, she very much understood what people thought about her,

but she also wanted to have full control over it.

You know, the context for this was, like, at that time...

Yeah. No one had ever done anything like that.

No one had ever done anything like that,

and in a lot of ways, like, you were reclaiming your image.

It also, I don't know, I love, like I said,

having fun with my image,

taking control of the narrative, almost, in a way.

It's just kind of like a tongue-in-cheek nod to it,

but in a way where it's like, I'm the boss and this is hot.

Yeah.

And I loved pushing boundaries and just, like...

-Yeah. - ...doing things my own way.

Quite a lot of energy.

I love those.

-Hi Allen, good morning. -Hello.

I still have dark days. We all do.

But there are times, even today,

when that demon is on full blast.

Perfect example,

this was the day before my concert at the Palladium,

and I was caught in a mental storm.

We are all here for you, and you inspire all of us,

each one of us, every single day.

I'd been up all night obsessing about the details

of every lighting cue, every costume change,

every choreographed move, just everything.

- I told you, you got this. - I'm so nervous.

Nerves are good. Nerves mean you care.

- Yeah. - If you didn't give a,

- you wouldn't be nervous. - I was so tired this morning,

because I couldn't sleep last night

because I was redoing all the visuals.

But I'm so ADD.

I was just like, literally, the whole body of work,

like, zooming in with the visuals,

like, screenshotting every thing.

- We love you so much. - Yeah, sorry, I'm crying,

I'm just, like, so overwhelmed,

and there's just, like, so many emotions,

I'm just like, oh, my God.

I should be so happy and sober.

I am, but it's like, I don't know what it is.

It's like, I can't be as fully happy as I could be.

And that-- It's just like, something always holds me back.

But it's like, no matter what I do, nothing's enough.

I'm just like, blah! It's like, when is it going to be enough?

It's like, I work so hard, and, yes,

I want to keep striving for all of that success.

I love it, but at the same time,

I just wish I could be, like, actually as happy

as someone would be if they had all these things.

Your caring and the emotion that you're showing now

and putting into the energy that you do...

- Yeah. - ...is what gives back

to the people that adore you.

All of these people that follow you on social media

that have been in love with you for decades,

like, you're doing this for them.

Wait, I totally forgot to say one thing.

During that time of the Carl's Jr. commercial,

people were confused about what it was I did.

Like, back then, you were pigeonholed

into being just one thing in a career.

People always wanted me to pick a lane, be one thing.

But within the space of one year,

I was a reality star with The Simple Life,

starred in my first movie, The House of Wax,

released my first album, Paris,

not to mention modeling, DJing, building a brand,

and being a badass entrepreneur.

So, yeah, picking a lane. I wanted to do it all.

You never heard much about multi-hyphenates in those days.

But my ADHD makes me refuse to be contained to one category.

So I leaned into it.

Thank you for making me this art. I love it.

This is cool. Puppies.

These piles, it's designs for product lines,

for music, for cookware, homeware,

my new bedding line,

furniture line, new skincare, new makeup.

Isn't that cool?

Jewelry line, dog jewelry line, dog clothes.

And I became the ultimate multitasker,

which seriously helps, if you want to grow a brand

and an empire.

Girls, chill.

Of course, these days, I've added more hyphenates.

Advocate, ally, and most importantly, mom.

One, two, three! Woo!

Woo!

Thanks to a lot of love in my life,

and especially the support I've gotten from Carter...

One, two, three.

PARIS:...I now see ADHD not as a disorder,

but as a full-on, turbocharged,

glitter-dusted superpower.

♪ Now, look at me, I'm the best I can be ♪

♪ I was so down, thought I'd never be free ♪

♪ My superpower was right inside, see? ♪

♪ It was A-D-H-D ♪

♪ A-D-H-D ♪

♪ Thank you to me ♪

♪ Thank you to me ♪

♪ My superpower was A-D-H-D ♪

On this new album, I wanted a song

that would inspire and empower others with ADHD,

so that they could also come to embrace it

as their own superpower.

♪ They all remember me ♪

♪ All the glamour and fantasy ♪

♪ You know in reality ♪

♪ That loving you is my legacy ♪

And down the runway. Here we go. Walk!

With your hands up.

All the way onto the platform.

I just wanted to let you know,

uh, Sia and Kathy Griffin are here.

♪ We'll make history ♪

♪ 'Cause loving you is my legacy ♪

Turntable, start!

Queen! Queen! Queen! Queen!

- Oh my God, that's-- - Queen, queen, queen!

- Hi. Surprise, honey! - Surprise.

Oh, my God, I didn't know you guys were coming.

- I came to give you a hug. - Well--

I'm sorry, I look like Carrot Top.

Anyway, you are working your ass off out there.

- I love it. It's "Legacy". - Thank you.

It's crazy! I've never worked that hard.

- I'm so excited. - Yes, you have.

No, no, but in a different way.

You'd probably off the stage. You might fall off the stage.

- Yes. - Guys, this is Sia and Kathy.

-Hi! -Hi!

You guys, that was unbelievable.

It was so good.

-Thank you. - It was crazy.

I was so proud.

We can't wait to see the whole show.

Like, you're working so hard.

- Yep. - It's amazing,

you know, all the, like...

The sh-- the effort, and the choreography is crazy.

I've never had anything choreographed like this.

- It's a lot of fierceness. - Yeah.

- Came to give you a hug. - Yeah, we just wanted

- to give you a hug. - I love you.

- We love you. - It could be the most

incredible album ever. I'm so proud.

I'm gonna make you so proud of this concert.

I know, I know. Amazing. I'm with it!

I'll be there whenever you want, honey.

Thank you so much. I love you.

- It's Thursday. - Oh, I love you, too.

Love you, too. Mwah, mwah, mwah.

- I'll see you there. - Okay.

- Bye, queens. - Legacy, legacy.

Icons only, bitch. Love you.

- I can't... -You're still good.

Who told-- How did they know we were here?

-I have no idea. - That's so cute.

I saw two people dancing.

- It was like-- -I know.

- I was like, who is that? -Yeah.

- Literally. - I had no idea.

-No idea. - That's cute. Oh!

That was great, everyone. Uh, let's continue.

Sia and I have been friends for a few years now.

Of course, we all know Sia's brilliance as a musician.

I know, right?

When we first met, we totally hit it off,

and bonded over the fact that we are both neurodivergent.

Sia was diagnosed with autism as an adult,

and like me, found that it answered

a lot of questions for her

about how she navigated her world.

Sia and I both know music is a powerful way

to tell a story.

She ended up becoming the genius behind my album.

Thank you for being my inspiration.

You are the most gorgeous, beautiful,

angelic voice in the world,

and I am just so honored to work with you,

and I'm so happy that you and Jax came here

to support me tonight.

She is my executive producer and biggest cheerleader.

Second to Carter, of course.

Hi. Pretty in pink.

- I'm dressed in pink. - Hi, sis.

Mm! Mm! I'm learned. Mwah! Mwah!

- I finally learnt the air kiss. - Yes.

Come with me.

- I brought you some presents. - You're the sweetiest.

I brought you my new blanket line.

Oh, your cooking stuff.

My new baby line clothes for Summi.

Oh, my God. You have a baby line?

- Yeah. - Thank you. I'm so excited.

- All right, that's awesome. - It's so cute.

You're gonna love it.

- Thank you, baby. - Ready?

Yeah. Come join me, bup bups, if you can get around my frock.

This is so cute.

This was when I was singing ADHD, and then

they did the playback of it, and we heard it,

and then you started, like, screaming,

"Oh, my God, this is amazing."

Like, just basically, like, being, like--

- Cheerleader. - A big cheerleader.

Spending time with you and Carter,

he kept calling it-- calling ADHD your superpower,

and-- and I loved hearing that,

because I had gotten an autism diagnosis.

I saw how he was reframing it for you,

and I wanted to reframe it for everybody else in that way.

And that's why that line to me is so powerful.

It really resonated with people.

I've had moms and dads even come up to me and say, like,

my daughter, or my son is eight years old,

and they're having so many problems in school,

but I played her your song, and now it's like her anthem,

and every morning she's singing it,

and she now feels proud of her superpower,

and it's really just been life-changing.

You're not broken, and you don't need fixing.

That's what I think is the most important

message from that song.

Once more, I have found that music is a force for good,

and has the power to provide answers,

and safety, and community.

Music gives us a language to fight back.

♪ I am the Blueprint ♪

♪ Loves it ♪

♪ The real OG ♪

♪ Slay, slay ♪

♪ This is my legacy ♪

♪ Slay, loves it, living, the real oG ♪

♪ I am the blueprint ♪

♪ The infinite icon ♪

♪ This is my legacy ♪

♪ Slay, this is my legacy ♪

♪ Slay, this is my legacy ♪

♪ Slay, this is my legacy ♪

♪ I am the blueprint ♪

♪ The infinite icon ♪

♪ This is my legacy ♪

♪ This is my legacy ♪

♪ This is my legacy ♪

♪ Got on a plane, got in the car I'm so tired ♪

♪ Live with the pain, live with my scars ♪

♪ I'm so tired ♪

♪ I wish I could sleep, I'm A-D-H-D ♪

♪ I'm so tired ♪

♪ But this is all mine, this is all me ♪

♪ Now I'm on fire ♪

♪ Sometimes I wanna fight it ♪

♪ Sometimes I freeze, I fly, yeah ♪

♪ Sometimes I can't deny it ♪

♪ So I just keep on trying ♪

♪ Sometimes I wanna crumble ♪

♪ Sometimes I'm gonna stumble ♪

♪ My mind is always runnin' ♪

♪ Sometimes I feel like cryin' ♪

♪ Now, look at me, I'm the best I can be ♪

♪ I was so down, thought I'd never be free ♪

♪ My superpower was right inside, see? ♪

♪ It was A-D-H-D ♪

♪ My hands were shy, yeah, could never be me ♪

♪ Look at me now as I laugh nervously ♪

♪ My superpower was right inside, see? ♪

♪ So, thank you to me ♪

♪ Thank you to me ♪

♪ Thank you to me ♪

♪ My superpower was A-D-H-D ♪

♪ Back on the road, up in the air ♪

♪ I'm so tired ♪

♪ Words in a book, so much to share ♪

♪ Am I on fire? ♪

♪ I'm a deer caught in the headlights ♪

♪ Sometimes I freeze, sometimes I fight ♪

♪ Tonight, I fight ♪

♪ Sometimes I wanna fight it ♪

♪ Sometimes I freeze, I fly, yeah ♪

♪ Sometimes I can't deny it ♪

♪ So I just keep on trying ♪

♪ Sometimes I wanna crumble ♪

♪ Sometimes I'm gonna stumble ♪

♪ My mind is always runnin' ♪

♪ Sometimes I feel like cryin' ♪

♪ Now look at me, I'm the best I can be ♪

♪ I was so down, thought I'd never be free ♪

♪ My superpower was right inside, see? ♪

♪ It was A-D-H-D ♪

♪ My hands were shy, yeah, could never be me ♪

♪ Look at me now as I laugh nervously ♪

♪ My superpower was right inside, see? ♪

♪ So thank you to me ♪

♪ I am the gracious, majestic, don't fake this ♪

♪ I'll smile, I can take it, I'll smile, I can take it ♪

♪ I am the gracious, majestic, don't fake this ♪

♪ I'll smile, I can take it, I'll smile, I can take it ♪

♪ I am the gracious, majestic, don't fake this ♪

♪ I'll smile, I can take it, I'll smile, I can take it ♪

♪ I am the gracious, majestic, don't fake this ♪

♪ I'll smile, I can take it, I'll smile, I can take it ♪

♪ So thank you to me ♪

♪ Thank you to me ♪

Thank you to all of you.

This is dedicated to my ADHD fam.

We are amazing, we are together, we are unbeatable.

We are everything.

I love you all.

And it's not over yet, I'll be right back!

I love you so much, I'm literally in hysterics

crying right now.

Ah, I have the best fans in the world.

♪ Legacy, legacy ♪

♪ My legacy, legacy ♪

♪ Legacy, legacy, legacy ♪

♪ Legacy, legacy ♪

♪ Legacy, legacy, oh ♪

♪ Legacy, legacy ♪

♪ My legacy, my legacy ♪

♪ Legacy, legacy ♪

♪ Legacy, legacy, legacy, legacy, legacy, oh ♪

I mentioned earlier that a lyric in a song

can change your mood or even change your life.

Music carries our truth farther than words alone ever could.

I remember first hearing the lyrics

to Madonna's song, "Vogue."

"You try everything you can to escape the pain

"of life that you know.

"When all else fails,

"and you long to be something better than you are today.

"I know a place where you can get away.

"It's called a dance floor."

And I felt that in my core.

Growing up, those lyrics weren't just words to me.

They were a lifeline. The dance floor was that place.

It was freedom, it was family.

It was where I could lose myself

and find myself all at once.

After I left the troubled teen schools,

I spent much of my adult life haunted

by recurring violent nightmares.

Night after night, I was kidnapped in my sleep.

Taken, locked away.

I'd wake up in a cold sweat over, and over again.

Those schools taught us to keep the secret.

To carry the shame.

But nightclubs became one of the few places

where I could escape that darkness.

Where the music drowned out the noise in my head.

And it was there that I found others.

Who needed the same thing, a refuge, a sanctuary.

Thank you, you're the reason I do this, you!

Those lyrics were not just about the music,

and how it made me feel.

It was Madonna herself.

The way she stood up for the LGBTQ+ community

when so few others did.

The way she made people feel seen

and celebrated, not just accepted.

That kind of allyship,

that bold, fearless love left a mark on me.

She showed me what it meant to use your platform

to fight for something bigger than yourself.

And I've carried that with me ever since.

I need water. Time out. My mouth is so dry.

I need a water.

♪ Your love ♪

I need a water so bad. I can't talk anymore.

My mouth is so dry, like, I can't sing or talk.

Here, here.

- Don't freak out. - No.

There's-- Remember I told you when we first came in here,

there's going to be a million more, 55 more lights.

- Yeah. - You have to remember that.

- Yeah. Okay. - We have to rehearse, hmm?

Don't let the lighting freak you out.

- Okay? - What do I do now,

that every time my mouth is going to get dry in every song?

I can't just stop every time.

Can I tell you also, it's-- you're a little nervy today.

- The nerves are coming out. - Yeah.

Okay? But, just, we have to work through the nerves

to get to the other side.

- Right. - I promise you,

I've been performing my whole life.

I know what this feeling is. Slow down.

Okay, deep breathing. Everyone knows you're human.

So when anyone asks me why I care so much,

why I get so nervous before performing,

it's because this isn't just a show for me.

It's a chance to create a space

where everyone can feel free, safe and celebrated.

Exactly as they are.

Nightclubs have always held a special place in culture.

Long before there was visibility or protection,

There was the dance floor. It was a sanctuary.

A place where people could shed the fear,

the shame and the judgment,

And just be bold, beautiful, free.

♪ Legacy ♪

♪ I don't really care what they think they know ♪

That's where I first witnessed

what chosen family really looks like.

The art of self-expression as survival.

So every time I step on stage or create a new song

I think of that feeling, that energy,

and I want to give it back.

That's why I go so hard.

Because if my legacy can help create more Of those joyful,

affirming spaces for others,

then it's all worth it.

We love you, Paris.

♪ Destiny ♪

♪ Tonight we'll make history ♪

♪ 'Cause loving you is my legacy ♪

Obviously being LGBTQ myself,

and seeing how people respond to her in our community,

it's fantastic.

She is truly an icon for our world.

Yas, queen!

I love this community so much.

You are unapologetic, you are free, you are real,

you are beautiful.

I'm just so proud to be here.

I think she's a beacon of light

for a lot of these kids out there

who have not a lot of people to turn to.

And I think that she always creates a safe space

for these kids to come to, and to go to her socials,

And to go to her events,

and just be a part of her whole world.

I'm so grateful that the community has embraced me.

But if I'm being real,

they're the ones who gave me the greatest gift.

Showing me what it truly means to live your truth.

For so long, I was weighed down by shame

over what I went through in the troubled teen industry.

I buried it so deep,

I couldn't even look at it myself.

The first time that I started talking about my nightmares

With Alex, the director of the documentary,

This is Paris...

it was the first time I'd told anyone about it.

When she put the camera down, I pulled back and I was like,

"Don't use any of that, I don't want this in the movie,

"like, we're not putting this in."

I was terrified that if people knew the truth,

if they saw past the sparkle, the success, the smile,

they'd see what I was really hiding.

A scared, broken girl,

who'd been made to feel like she didn't matter,

like she wasn't enough.

What I've come to understand

is that the shame I carried isn't unique.

So many people are made to feel that same heaviness,

the pressure to hide who you are,

to silence your truth,

to carry pain that was never yours to begin with.

It's a weight that can break you.

If you let it.

We both have nightmares.

That's why speaking out matters.

Because whether you've survived a broken system

or spent your life being told you don't belong,

that shame is never yours to hold.

And once you realize that, once you say it out loud,

you take your power back.

That's what connects us, the shame, the silence,

the longing to be seen.

That's why I use my voice,

for the kids still searching for their light,

and for the adults still aching to be heard.

Because we all deserve safety, freedom,

and a life lived in the open.

So I took a deep breath,

and finally agreed to let the producers

include my story in the documentary

and in that moment,

the silence that had controlled me for so long

finally broke.

It's made me so strong and not ashamed of who I am.

I'm so proud because I am a warrior.

And I've been through hell and back,

but every time I just come out stronger.

-We love you. -Yes, we love you.

We're so excited.

We cannot wait for your show tonight, break a leg.

All the way from Florida for you.

And Texas, Austin.

- And Colorado, bitch. - Hey, Ohio over here.

Paris, I'd love for you to meet your very first fans in line.

Hi.

- Love you. - Absolutely love you so much.

I remember driving by, I was like,

"I have to say hi to them,"

My driver's like,

"Let's just go in, like, you have a busy day,"

and I was like, "No, no, no."

Like, they are the first people who got here.

It's like, the morning, they want to be the first ones.

Like, I have to get out and go and say hello to them.

I'm so happy that I did.

- Thank you so much. - Oh, my God.

- Bad bitches for life. - Yes, goddess.

I really see them as, like, my family,

my brothers and my sisters.

I love Paris, and I was able to...

When she was coming out on the scene was when

I was first starting to come out.

And I just felt so connected.

And I just-- she just allowed me to be the person who I am.

And I have so much confidence because of her.

And I'm so glad to be able to send this message to her.

- We love you, Paris. - Thank you, Paris.

It makes me so emotional.

- I love my fans so much. - Thank you.

Just hearing them say that just means the world to me.

I hope they know how much they touch my heart.

Getting real, getting honest unlocked something in me.

A kind of freedom I had only ever tasted

in flashes, years ago, on the dance floor.

When the music drowned out the noise of the world.

There's this idea that if you stay silent,

you stay strong.

But for me, silence was the thing that kept me stuck.

What I've learned is that speaking your truth,

even when your voice shakes, is what actually sets you free.

Real power lives in vulnerability,

in using your voice,

and standing up for yourself, and for others.

Because once you've found your voice,

you can help others find theirs, too.

That's where the healing begins.

Through my documentary,

my memoir, and all my advocacy work, like,

slowly, those nightmares started fading away.

And now, for, like, the past, like,

two years, I only have dreams

about going to clubs, and parties, and just the most fun.

It feels good to, like, have dreams about only fun,

happy things now, and not one nightmare at all,

which is so crazy to me.

Like, I can't believe that I don't have nightmares anymore.

It's lit.

♪ Don't wanna live without ♪

♪ L-l-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be living at all ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without ♪

♪ L-l-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be living at all ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without ♪

♪ L-l-l-l-love ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be living at all ♪

This is what it means.

Woo!

Let's do this.

♪ I don't really care what they think they know ♪

♪ They only see all the glitter and gold ♪

♪ Everybody leaves when the curtains close ♪

♪ But it's me and you at the end of the show ♪

♪ In the car, on the beach ♪

♪ In your arms, all I need ♪

♪ I know they all remember me ♪

♪ For the glamour and fantasy ♪

♪ We know in reality ♪

♪ That loving you is my legacy ♪

♪ Your touch is a guarantee ♪

♪ Your kiss is my destiny ♪

♪ Tonight we'll make history ♪

♪ 'Cause loving you is my legacy ♪

This song is dedicated to my fans,

so I decided to bring two of them up right now.

Sophia and Louisa.

Happy birthday, sweetheart.

♪ 'Cause loving you is my legacy ♪

♪ I don't really care if we stay or leave ♪

♪ Let's go ♪

♪ If it's cool with you, then it's cool with me ♪

♪ Never knew love could be so sweet ♪

♪ When I'm with you, all the best things are free ♪

♪ In the car, on the beach ♪

♪ In your arms, all I need ♪

♪ I know they all remember me ♪

♪ For the glamour and fantasy ♪

♪ We know in reality ♪

♪ That loving you is my legacy ♪

♪ Your touch is a guarantee ♪

♪ Your kiss is my destiny ♪

♪ Tonight we'’ll make history ♪

♪ 'Cause loving you is my legacy ♪

Yeah!

♪ Legacy ♪

♪ Legacy ♪

♪ Legacy ♪

Is that fun?

- Yes. - Are you nervous?

- Yes. - Me, too.

- How do you feel? - Good.

Is this the best birthday ever?

Yes.

Loves it. Well, I love you girls so much.

I'm so happy you came to my show.

And this song, "Legacy," is dedicated to all of my fans.

You guys are the reason why I do what I do.

And I wouldn't be who I am without you.

And you know, your girl has been through a lot,

but you all have always been there for me through everything.

And I'm so grateful to all of you,

each and every one of you.

All my little Hiltons.

All the little Hiltons in the house.

Make some noise.

Oh, my God. This is the best night ever.

I love you girls.

Happy birthday.

So this next one is one of my favorite songs of all time.

Let's go.

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ So I was thinking to myself when you pass me by ♪

♪ Here's what I like ♪

♪ And you were with somebody else ♪

♪ But you can't deny ♪

♪ That's me in your eye ♪

♪ Do you know what it's like ♪

♪ When it's wrong but it feels so right ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can stop us, tonight ♪

♪ I can do what she can do so much better ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can turn out the light ♪

♪ I'm gonna make you feel all right, tonight ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Baby, you and I, we got what they'll never be ♪

♪ You know I'm right ♪

♪ So tell me what you're waiting for ♪

♪ When you're here with me ♪

♪ Most guys would die ♪

♪ You should know

♪ What it's like

♪ When it hurts

♪ 'Cause it feels so right ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can stop us, tonight ♪

♪ I can do what she can do so much better ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can turn out the light ♪

♪ I'm gonna make you feel all right, tonight ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ I gotta tell you something ♪

♪ It's something that you just might like ♪

♪ No, it's not the same thing ♪

♪ Yeah, you'll learn I'm not too shy ♪

♪ You and I, we can do this thing tonight ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can stop us, tonight ♪

♪ I can do what she can do so much better ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can turn out the light ♪

♪ I'm gonna make you feel all right, tonight ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can stop us, tonight ♪

♪ I can do what she can do so much better ♪

♪ Nothing in this world can turn out the light ♪

♪ I'm gonna make you feel all right, tonight ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da ♪

♪ Da-da, da-da-da-da-da

See you in a few.

Next 'fit.

I feel like people are finally starting to

see me for who I really am and not

the way the media has painted me for so long.

When I started showing my true side

and being vulnerable and real...

Showing who I really was was when people got

to see me on, like, a human level.

Remember those headlines I mentioned back in Chapter One?

These days, they hit different.

Sure, there are still haters. You can't avoid that.

But now there's this new kind of acknowledgment,

a deeper kind of appreciation.

And, yeah, that feels good.

Not just because it's flattering,

but because it means something real.

There's been a shift.

It proves that when you reclaim your own narrative

and speak it out loud,

people start to see you differently.

They see you clearly.

And I've seen how being real, unfiltered, unapologetic,

Can actually change the way people think.

Of course, the best reward has been

my personal life, my family.

I fell in love with Carter right after

I finally spoke my truth. It's wild.

Like, the moment I let go of all the pain I'd been carrying,

I made space for real love to find me,

as if the universe had been waiting for me

to heal so it could send him to me.

Before I met Carter, I had already made a decision.

I had my eggs frozen.

I was like, "I don't need a man.

I'm successful.

I can support a family. I can do anything.

Like, I don't trust anyone,

so I'm just gonna be a single mom.

And the walls I had built around my heart

from just so many years of pain and heartbreak...

that I just never could let anyone in.

And then this little angel came into my life...

and my life has changed ever since.

- Teenie-weeny, no. - Teenie-feety.

Teenie-feety.

The way I always talk about Paris and I is we were not love

at first sight because we knew each other for ten or 15 years.

I always joke that if she would have just looked at me along

those ten or 15 years,

but we'd always say hi to each other,

but we definitely were kiss at first sight.

And I think, like, it was just kind of the perfect time.

She was ready.

You know, I didn't realize at the time

why it was the perfect time,

but now looking back, like, I honestly just thought

that documentary was a documentary

about all her success and entrepreneurial stuff.

It wasn't until I watched that, that so much more made sense.

We got him, Marc.

All right.

- Time to go be a pop star. - Yeah.

One of the things that makes me proudest

the last few years is, like, I think people are starting

for the first time to see the real Paris.

Right? For 20-plus years, they only knew

the character, Paris Hilton.

World Pride. Oh, you are such a boss. I love you.

Thank you for choosing me as your teammate.

- Yes. - Let's go.

All right, the queen has entered the building.

What I would like Paris legacy to be is that she left

the world better than she found it.

She left the world more sparkly than she found it.

You know, she always says, "I hope when they call me iconic

"in the future, it's because of the huge impact

"I made on the world."

She inspires some people to be unapologetic

and that feeling that you don't have to conform,

but you can live your life however you want to be.

And I think if that all happens,

the world's going to be a better place.

Paris. Paris. Woo-hoo!

You're so corny.

I am the biggest dad joke.

She's such an incredible mom.

She has this inner playfulness

that just makes every day so fun, right?

If we're getting on a flight at the airport,

just her scooting around on her little motorized suitcase

makes you smile, and makes it fun.

It's what sliving moms do.

Let's go!

And being a mom, it's the most beautiful thing

I've ever experienced.

The kind of love that's so deep it changes you forever.

When I look at my babies' faces,

I see everything I was ever meant to be.

London and Phoenix are my whole heart.

My Cutesie Crew, every smile, every cuddle,

every little moment with them feels like pure magic.

They've given my life a new kind of sparkle.

One that's deeper, softer, and so full of love

it takes my breath away.

Our life together is more magical

than I've ever dreamed.

Carter is my home, my safe place, my twin flame.

Every day with him feels like a fairy tale,

only it's real, and it's ours.

I hope my legacy is that I was just

a little extra wind beneath your wings.

Family isn't just who you're born to or marry into.

It's also your chosen family.

The ones who just get you,

who see you in ways no one else can.

Okay!

When I look back, it's not the chaos

or the headlines, or the flashbulbs

that stay with me.

It's the music, the clubs, the friendships,

the inside jokes at 2:00 a.m. when you're laughing

so hard, you forget the madness outside.

Coming down to Sunset, and just being in a club again.

I used to, like, live for this on the schedule.

Like, Mondays here, Tuesdays here, like,

it was so much fun.

Don't tell me, if I could guess

what your favorite club was on Sunset.

Can I guess? And you tell me if I'm right?

Mm-hmm.

- Dublin's. - Yeah.

- Am I right? - Yeah.

I don't even know why I feel that way.

I just, like, remember

there was, like, a twinkle in your eye.

I know.

It was only when we left the club.

It was when we left.

And they would just be insane.

But when we were inside, it was just like...

I don't know, it was like our own world.

We're safe. Yeah.

Nicole and I might have seemed

like an unlikely duo, but it just worked.

She was, is, hilarious.

Razor sharp, totally unfiltered.

We were opposites in the best way,

bonded by the same twisted humor

and a surreal Hollywood upbringing.

We grew up in the same paparazzi-fueled storm,

trying to find ourselves while the world watched.

Almost no one knew what I'd been through

at those troubled teen schools.

I kept that secret buried deep.

Not even Nicole knew.

Like everyone else, she found out

when my documentary This Is Paris came out.

I'm very proud of you.

I'm obviously, like, you know,

learning all about it in real time,

you know, and I think, like,

you being on a discovery, there is,

you know, so much that we push down in our bodies.

And I'm really happy for you that you are, like,

opening yourself up and, you know...

Thank you.

Sharing it with people who need to hear it, and...

As a kid, it was just so traumatizing

and horrible to go through that, I think to protect myself,

like, I didn't even want to think it was real.

But when you stop carrying your secrets alone,

something shifts.

It opens the door to connection, to healing.

Nicole will always be one of my people.

We've grown up, found our peace, and come out the other side.

I'll always be grateful for the laughs,

the love, and for surviving it all together.

But the fact that I can talk about my pain

and turn it into a true purpose has been...

- so cathartic. - I'm very proud of you.

Thank you.

It's just so badass.

Just to know, like,

they messed with the wrong girl.

Yeah.

And now we can look back

not just with relief, but with real fondness.

I really see my album Infinite Icon as, like,

the third chapter of, like, a trilogy, almost,

finding out who I am, and reclaiming my story.

Just following the dream

that I had when I was a little girl.

-What's your name again? - Paula Abdul.

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Even though the gods are crazy ♪

♪ Even though the stars are blind ♪

♪ If you show me real love, baby ♪

♪ I'll show you mine ♪

Thank you for joining me on this journey, this visual memoir.

I hope more than anything it's given you a little hope,

a little strength, a reason to keep going,

to keep choosing the life, even when it's hard to find.

♪ Even though the stars are blind ♪

♪ If you show me real love, baby ♪

♪ I'll show you mine ♪

Infinite Icon is not the end, it's just the beginning.

It's a portal to infinite possibilities.

A universe where we can all feel seen,

safe and free to be exactly who we are.

Let the music guide you.

Find your beat, Write your lyrics.

Dance in your own rhythm. This is your space.

Own it, live it. Slive it.

It's you and me to infinity.

♪ Ah ♪

♪ To infinity ♪

♪ Your love came down like Heaven on Earth ♪

♪ You stopped the world when you put me first ♪

♪ I finally get what I deserve ♪

♪ It's you and me to infinity ♪

♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ Made a wish on a shooting star ♪

♪ And I waited patiently ♪

♪ For your love to find my heart ♪

♪ Knowing you could save me ♪

♪ Ooh, baby, baby, ooh, you make me crazy ♪

♪ Now nothing can faze me ♪

♪ Ever since your love came down like Heaven on Earth ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ You stopped the world when you put me first ♪

♪ I finally get what I deserve ♪

♪ Oh, it's you and me, you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me, you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me, you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me to infinity ♪

♪ You and me, oh-oh ♪

♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ You're my man, I'm your moon ♪

♪ You came falling from the blue galaxies above ♪

♪ Now you're in my arms and I'm not letting you go ♪

♪ 'Cause, ooh, baby, baby ♪

♪ Ooh, you make me crazy ♪

♪ Only love will save me ♪

♪ Ever since your love came down like Heaven on Earth ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ You stopped the world when you put me first ♪

♪ Me first ♪

♪ I finally get what I deserve ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ It's you and me, you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me, you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me, you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me, you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ To infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me ♪

♪ You and me ♪

♪ You and me to infinity ♪

♪ To infinity ♪

♪ You and me ♪

♪ You and me to infinity ♪

♪ To infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me, to infinity ♪

♪ It's you and me ♪

♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪

♪ To infinity ♪

♪ I used to be an island when I was young ♪

♪ Too proud to rely on anyone ♪

♪ But then I saw you smilin', and I was home ♪

♪ Now you're the air that's fillin' up my lungs ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ Everything about ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without l-l-l-love ♪

♪ L-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without l-l-l-love ♪

♪ L-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

♪ L-l-l-love, yeah ♪

♪'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ Everything about ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without l-l-l-love ♪

♪ L-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without l-l-l-love ♪

♪ L-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

♪ You go down easy, I see you see me ♪

♪ Right in the middle of a crowd ♪

♪ You go down easy, I see you see me ♪

♪ Don't wanna be without you now ♪

♪ You go down easy, I see you see me ♪

♪ Right in the middle of a crowd ♪

♪ You go down easy, I see you see me ♪

♪ Don't wanna be without you now ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without

♪ Love ♪

- ♪ Everything about ♪ - ♪ Sin tu amor ♪

♪ Love ♪

- ♪ Sin tu amor ♪ - ♪ Everything about ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without ♪

♪ Love ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without l-l-l-love ♪

♪ L-l-l-love ♪

♪ L-l-l-love, l-l-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

♪ Don't wanna live without l-l-l-love ♪

♪ L-l-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

♪ L-l-l-love ♪

♪ 'Cause I wouldn't be livin' at all ♪

Are you guys having fun?

Me too.

I've had a lot of iconic nights in my life,

but this is the one-- most iconic one yet.

It's so good to see everyone.

Hi baby, I'm doing this.

All right, well,

is everyone ready to hear the most iconic

pop song ever made?

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Ah, maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah ♪

♪ Ah ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Ah-ah, maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ I don't mind spending some time ♪

♪ Just hanging here with you ♪

♪ 'Cause I don't find too many guys ♪

♪ That treat me like you do ♪

♪ Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride ♪

♪ But when I walk, they talk of suicide ♪

♪ Some people never get beyond their stupid pride ♪

♪ But you can see the real me inside ♪

♪ And I'm satisfied ♪

♪ Oh no, oh ♪

♪ Even though the gods are crazy ♪

♪ Even though the stars are blind ♪

♪ If you show me real love, baby ♪

♪ I'll show you mine ♪

♪ I can make it nice and naughty ♪

♪ Be the devil and angel too ♪

♪ Got a heart and soul and body ♪

♪ Let's see what this love can do ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Ah-ah ♪

♪ I could be your confidante ♪

♪ Just one of your girlfriends ♪

♪ But I ♪

♪ Know that's ♪

♪ Not what you want ♪

♪ If tomorrow the world ends ♪

♪ Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love? ♪

♪ Now tell me, who have you been dreaming of? ♪

♪ I and I alone ♪

♪ Oh no, oh ♪

♪ Even though the gods are crazy ♪

♪ Even though the stars are blind ♪

♪ If you show me real love, baby ♪

♪ I'll show you mine ♪

♪ I can make it nice and naughty ♪

♪ Be the devil and angel too ♪

♪ Got a heart and soul and body ♪

♪ Let's see what this love can do ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Excuse me for feeling ♪

♪ This moment is critical ♪

♪ It might be revealing ♪

♪ We could get physical ♪

♪ Oh, no ♪

♪ No, no ♪

♪ Even though the gods are crazy ♪

♪ Even though the stars are blind ♪

♪ If you show me real love, baby ♪

♪ I'll show you mine ♪

♪ I can make it nice and naughty ♪

♪ Be the devil and angel too ♪

♪ Got a heart and soul and body ♪

♪ Let's see what this love can do ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Even though the gods are crazy ♪

♪ Even though the stars are blind ♪

♪ If you show me real love, baby ♪

♪ I'll show you mine ♪

♪ I can make it nice and naughty ♪

♪ Be the devil and angel too ♪

♪ Got a heart and soul and body ♪

♪ Let's see what this love can do ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect ♪

♪ I and I alone ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect ♪

♪ Oh, no ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

I love you all so much!

Thank you, my amazing dancers.

You guys were amazing. Woo!

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

♪ Ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ Maybe I'm perfect for you ♪

I love you, guys!

Never forget, you're princess!

Love you, everybody!

Whoa!

We all did it!

When she came on stage for the Infinite Icon Experience

at Palladium, I definitely cried.

To hear that roar of the crowd and just see how much...

it also meant to other people.

Paris! Paris! Paris!

Paris! Paris! Paris!

She said, "That was the best night of my life, Carter."

And I said, "Well, it's probably

"the second best night of your life, yeah?"

And she, like, only Paris can, like,

kind of got closer to me, held my hand and said,

"Carter, I've been dreaming of this day

"well before I ever dreamed of getting married."

I've had a lot of iconic nights in my life,

but this is the one-- most iconic one yet.

Paris has accomplished so much,

but the one thing she always dreamed of,

being a pop star, music just kind of feels like

unfinished business to her,

I think, you know, she wants people to take her

seriously as a musician, not just

Paris Hilton, who launched music.

And when she says music saved her life,

I think she's being pretty serious about that.

♪ I know they all remember me ♪

♪ For the glamour and fantasy ♪

♪ We know in reality ♪

♪ That loving you is my legacy ♪