Original subtitles

- I said stop! - I didn't hear.

I'm sorry. - Listen to me.

Stop!

- In the past 48 hours...

all: Oh!

- Jungle selection has pushed the recruits to their limits.

- Give me your armband! Waste of space.

- Can't do it. - Give me your armband.

- Now... - [screams]

- Just 11 remain.

- [screams] - Oh, no.

- Who... - Get over there, you big lump!

- Will survive... - Ah.

- All the way. - The day?

- Let's sift out the weak.

- That's where it kind of freaks me out a little bit.

- [retches] - Pathetic!

♪♪

[insects chirping]

[tranquil music]

♪♪

- Good morning, my queen.

Welcome to Casa de Hannita.

- [laughs]

- What do we have?

Oh, I hate hard-boiled eggs.

Disgusting.

- Dang. Getting lean.

[laughter]

- What do you need to be at? - 15.

- How you feeling?

- My body hurts a little, because I was

cramping so hard yesterday.

They're just sore, but I feel pretty good.

- Up before dawn,

the recruits have a moment of calm before the storm

on the third day of selection.

[indistinct chatter]

- Dude.

- Really?

[laughter]

- How are the Hannah bananas? Are they ripe?

Are they ready for eating?

- Hannah bananas are, you know, hard on the outside

but soft on the inside.

- I'm the opposite.

[laughter]

[tense music]

- Yeah, gents, day three.

We started getting more intense with the course.

- They're starting to gel.

They're creating that camaraderie cell of

they want to be here.

- Really coming together.

- Let's see how those friendships

last under pressure.

- Our first task of today will be milling.

- Who would you pair in this lot?

- Who's gonna fight number 12? - Oh.

- Who should we put up against a champion boxer?

- 12 versus 2, 3,

7, 8, and 9.

[laughter]

- The Royal Rumble. - Yeah.

- [chuckles]

- And Alycia.

And Alycia. Oh, she's so cool.

Have you guys ever watched her fights?

- Yeah, she's a beast.

She doesn't have a ounce of fear.

- No.

♪♪

- Recruits!

- Oh, he's yelling, huh?

- Five minutes!

- Five minutes?

- Five minutes, and bring your mouth guards.

- Mouth guard. - Right here.

- OK. Oh, mouth guard time.

- Guys.

- The fighting is coming today.

- Yeah, it was nice knowing you guys.

- Yeah. - Show some love.

- Show some love.

A these last 12 hours and--r

- I know.

Now we're gonna beat each other up.

♪♪

- By day three, a solid bond has been formed.

♪♪

And that is when we put the cat amongst the pigeons

and stir it up to another level.

- 12. [laughs]

Champion gloves.

- So we doing face? Are we doing face?

- No.

- I'll make sure to give you the best black eye.

[laughter]

- Let's go, guys.

- Go, go, go.

- Oh.

- Oh, it's real.

- Oh, yeah. - Yikes.

- Yikes is right.

- Oh. [laughs]

- So be it, bro. I mean--

- It's not personal. - It's not personal, bro.

You're still my boy.

- Yes, sir. - You know what I mean?

Still my favorite Olympic skater, bro.

The only one I know, you know?

- I struggle with really knowing who I am off the ice.

I think this is a great opportunity for me

not to see myself as the Olympian

but who I really am on the inside.

♪♪

- Everyone here, number two? - Sí.

Yes, sir. - Sorry?

Let's try that again.

Everyone here, number two? - Yes, staff.

- Listen up.

Our world is violent.

One of the best ways to find out

what your buddy is made of is that you fight.

So we're throwing you into the furnace

to test each other and see what each other is made of.

♪♪

So when I give you the word,

grab those Bergens lickety-split.

Go!

[suspenseful music]

♪♪

Make sure you grab your boxing gloves with you.

- Let's go, y'all.

- Yeah. - 10 seconds!

- Hurry up!

♪♪

[tense music]

♪♪

- We're about to get real tough.

- Yeah. [laughs]

- How you feeling? - I'm good. You?

- Good.

My family has had some ups and downs the last few years. ♪♪

And doing something with my father

away from all the noise,

I think it'll be really good for the two of us, I hope.

- I am not ready to fight.

- Just remember who you are.

You're invincible.

- [laughs] - Right?

- I love you. You're the best.

♪♪

- Let's go. Out, out, out!

- Come on.

- Gloves, gloves.

- Give it your all, guys. - Let's roll.

- Go, go, go, go.

- The recruits' character and control will now be tested

in the most brutal of tasks.

- Tighten it up. Tighten it up.

- One straight line in front of me.

Move.

♪♪

Listen to me.

Milling represents being on the battlefield.

Kill or be killed.

♪♪

It's petrifying.

In a combat situation, you are an absolute

violent, aggressive machine.

And few things can show true character like a fight.

♪♪

We don't get to choose our enemy.

♪♪

It's about overcoming the threat

with sheer violence and control.

Do we make ourselves clear?

[together] Yes, staff.

♪♪

- Right. First up, listen in.

♪♪

Number nine.

- Stand right here. - Number three.

- Over here.

- There's a part of me that thinks I could kick ass.

- Hard, straight punches right up the center.

- Yes, staff.

In my mind, I've been playing out how I'm gonna handle it.

Back, back, back, back, back. Mm.

Boom.

Then I can prove myself.

- Controlled aggression. - Yes, sir.

- You go, go, go until he tells you to stop.

- Yes, sir.

- To me. - Go.

- At age 53, I always want to push

myself further than I can go.

- There will only be two words of command,

fight and stop.

Are we clear? both: Yes, staff.

- Step back.

♪♪

- Fight! - Let's go, 3!

- Let's go, 9. Come on, 9.

Keep going.

- Let's go, 3. - Give it to him.

Let's go. Keep going.

- Keep punching!

- I believe that you have to have discipline,

do the right thing.

Be humble. - 3!

- Get at him. - Stay in the fight!

- Get at him. - Stand back.

Stand back and fight. - Punch!

- But am I gonna be able to do this on this course?

- Go, 3.

- 9, come on, now.

Come on.

There we go. That's what I want to see.

♪♪

- Get up, 3. - Stop!

Stop!

♪♪

- What did I just [bleep] say?

- I didn't hear you, staff. - You [bleep] heard me!

I said stop. - I didn't hear you.

I'm sorry.

- Listen to me. Stop!

- Listen to me. Stop!

Did you hear me then?

- Yes, sir. - Stand there.

Stand there.

- [panting]

- Calm down.

You didn't hear me, because red mist took control of you.

- Yes, staff.

- You have to control it.

You got it? - Yes, sir.

- Take a breath.

- The thing there was, he-- he was better than him,

but he did [bleep] up.

- Yeah.

- But he was [bleep].

[tense music]

- Number 9, winner.

Loser.

Go back.

Take your gum shields out.

Think about what you've just done.

- You ever boxed before? - Nope.

- OK.

Well, it showed.

- Yes, sir.

One thing that I'm trying to do coming into this

is park my ego completely out the door.

♪♪

Even if I get ruffled a little bit,

eating a little bit of humble pie is a good thing

and see where it takes me.

- Fall in here.

♪♪

- All right next up, number 10.

- In the selection ritual of milling,

all recruits must go head-to-head,

throwing as many punches as they can.

- This is the enemy right now.

They're coming at you, so you got to go at them.

OK? - Throwing bombs.

Throwing hard shots only. - Yes, staff.

- It's gonna be completely alien to go

and start hitting someone who's your mate.

- Stand by.

Fight!

- Let's go! - Let's go, 10.

- That's it! Don't shy!

- Get in there.

- I've been in plenty of hand-to-hand combat trainings,

and sometimes we don't put the gloves on, either,

so I'm just saying.

- Let's go, 10! - Let's go, 10!

- Push, 10. - Let's go, 10!

- You drive.

- I'm in a sport that's very focused on elegance.

- Drive at him! - Right hand!

- Get in there!

- So it is so foreign to me. - Let's go, 10!

Get in there! - Right hand!

- Ooh.

- Get back up, 10! - Yeah.

- There you go. - Ooh.

- We used to do it all the time--

go in and hurt your mate.

- Swing hard!

- You're trying to practice skills

that are important, you know,

whether that's mental skills or physical skills...

- A win. - You need to go all in.

- All right 2. Let's go, 2.

Punch, 2. Let's go, 2.

Punch. Lift hard, 2. - Let's go, 13! That's it.

To the body, to the head.

- We want to see if they can come back from that

and still remain close.

- A draw. - You OK?

- I got hit in the head...

♪♪

- Number 8.

- Come here.

You got your mouth guard?

- Boxing goes against everything that I think

is good and right and true.

- If you fall down, you get back up

and keep smashing, all right?

- It feels so wrong to punch someone.

- You keep smashing.

- Number 8, Candace Cameron Bure,

now faces number 15, Alexia Umansky...

- Who is 21 years her junior.

- Sorry, I'm shaking a little.

- Grab it out of there. - Thank you.

- I don't fight. I've never fought in my life.

I don't know if I have a real temper.

I don't know if I'm brave. I think I'm brave.

♪♪

- You punch, punch, punch, and you attack.

She's trying to kill you. You go at it.

Got it? - Yes, staff.

- To me.

You good? - Yes, staff.

- You know what you gotta do?

- Yeah.

- Yeah, but she's got youth on her side.

- Fight! - Come on.

Come on, 15.

Punch! - Let's go, 8!

- Punch, 15! - To the head, 8!

- 15, punch.

Punch, 15.

You keep going! - Let's go, 8!

- Seeing Alexia suffer is gonna be

one of the most difficult things

I'll ever have to deal with.

- Let's go, 8! Smash!

- You know, I'm her father.

I've been taking care of her all of my life,

keeping her safe and protecting her.

- This is where it counts.

- Knock her block off! - Take it out, 15!

Fight! The will to win!

- Stop!

♪♪

Number 8, well done. You won.

You lost.

Go. - Over here.

♪♪

Great effort. That's what I'm talking about.

You're in the fight.

- Come here. Look at me.

Look at me.

That was your first time getting aggressive like that.

Look up. Put your head up.

Put your head up. Hold your head up.

You did that.

- You were amazing.

Revel in that [bleep].

It's not personal.

♪♪

- The final recruit to fight...

- 12, come into the middle.

- World champion boxer Alycia Baumgardner.

♪♪

- When I'm staring somebody across the ring,

I don't see anybody beating me.

♪♪

- I want a volunteer.

♪♪

This is gonna sort the mice from the monsters.

♪♪

- Because I don't know whether I'd want to fight her.

[laughs]

- I want a volunteer.

♪♪

Number 10.

Glove up.

♪♪

- All right.

This the type of [bleep] I like to see.

- I'd never run away from a challenge ever.

- Someone that's looking and ready for the test.

- My parents were my role models,

my superheroes.

The mindset of keep going and keep pushing through

is what I've been taught my entire life.

- This is your second fight, right?

You know what to do.

- Let's go, 12.

You're clear on your instructions.

Remember, this is controlled aggression.

♪♪

- Number 12.

Number 10.

♪♪

Stand by.

Fight! - Hands up!

Let's go!

- Come on, 10.

[suspenseful music]

♪♪

- Let's go!

- Hard as you can, 10.

- After everything that has happened,

there's nothing that can stop me.

- Let's go. Let's go, 10!

Get--

♪♪

- Get back up!

Let's go, 10!

- There's absolutely nothing that will get in my way,

whether that be in sports or in life.

- Big shots, 10.

- Keep punching, 10. Keep punching.

- Step it up, 12.

- Let's go, 10. - Yes.

- That's it, 10.

- There we go. 10, swing!

Take your time. - Get on him!

Let's go! - Come on, 10!

- Stop!

Step back.

- Fair play.

- Remember at the start, I told you it's about

doing things we don't want to do.

♪♪

Your act of bravery by standing back in there,

that's what we're looking for.

That was a draw.

♪♪

Good effort.

Disappear.

- Good work.

12, you gave number 10 good training.

- That took a lot of guts to go in there.

You should be proud, though.

- Yes, staff. - Should be proud.

♪♪

- Go compose yourself.

♪♪

- Thanks for stepping up to the plate.

I know that that can be difficult to feel

like you've got to hit a woman.

You stepped up, and you made it about what it was about.

And that's business. - No, it's respect.

- Respect, yeah.

Good [bleep]. - Well done.

- Thank you. - Seriously.

- Mm-hmm.

[gentle music]

- Great job, bro.

- I love you, man.

I'm sorry about that.

- I want a rematch.

- Remember, as soon as we finish a task, we do what?

- Get ready to go again.

- We get ready to go again.

Go!

[tense music]

♪♪

- I cannot wait for the golf competition.

[laughter]

- I love it, because Oliver is like,

let's not hit in the head. And he hit me in the face.

He hit me in the face.

I was like, all right, it's on now.

But I didn't hear him say stop. I really didn't.

- Yo, I'm sorry.

I know that's hard for you to hold back.

- No, no, the holding back is composure.

Like, that's not a bad thing.

- Because I didn't want you to--

yeah. - It's all good.

You did exactly what you were supposed to do.

- OK.

- Like, don't take anything away from what you did.

- Great job, everybody!

- Ah!

Is it-- is it bruised?

You see a big bruise or no?

Nothing? - No.

- All right, good.

- I thought it was gonna be a lot worse.

- We have at least two more things coming today.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure.

- Yo, Max. - Yo.

- Come here real quick.

- Oh, we're so-- we're so doing this, bro.

- I'm telling you. - We got this, bro.

I'm with you 100%. - Do it for your family. Do it for your parents.

You know what I'm saying? - I hear what you're saying.

- Absolutely, bro.

[soft dramatic music]

♪♪

- All right, gents.

First test, milling.

- I think overall, that has been one

of the best bunch of recruits. - Yeah.

- Only one discrepancy, which was number 9.

I was literally almost on his shoulder screaming stop.

- I think there might be a temper there.

I'm definitely gonna keep an eye on him.

- Number 10.

I didn't expect that.

- Yeah, the courage that he had

to get in there with number 12.

- I mean, he's definitely committed,

but he's just got a barrier up.

I mean, he's just so robotic, stoic.

I'd like to find out more about what's going on inside.

Let's bring in 10. - Yeah.

[tense music]

♪♪

- Number 10!

- Uh. - 10.

- 10.

- Armband, armband, armband.

- You're good. - Go, go, go.

♪♪

- Right here.

Put your hands on the wall.

- Yes, staff.

♪♪

- Sit.

♪♪

- I'm gonna go straight in and ask

why you volunteered

to fight number 12.

- Um, well, nobody raised their hand,

and I just decided to step up.

I'd take the hits so that they didn't have to.

- Good on you.

- You seem, to us, to be very laser-beam focused.

- Yeah. - Where does that come from?

- That's just from my parents.

They were two-time Olympians and world champions.

They raised me to be a champion.

I mean, I'd give anything to have

some more time with them, but--

[somber music]

♪♪

- I know it's a difficult thing,

but can you talk about what happened?

♪♪

- So it's national championships.

My dad and my mom, they were both there.

After I finished my competition,

I flew back home.

♪♪

And uh... [clears throat]

Um...

♪♪

Yeah, my mom calls me, and she--

she said, I just want to make sure

that you know that we're proud of you and that we love you.

And as a Soviet, Russian family,

we never said I love you out right like that.

And I said, I love you, too, and all that.

And that was it.

And then the next day, you know,

I was supposed to pick them up.

[clears throat] And I kept texting them.

I said, have you guys landed?

And all of a sudden, I get a call.

♪♪

There was an accident with a helicopter.

♪♪

God, I haven't relived that moment in a while.

♪♪

Everybody on board is gone.

♪♪

And that was it.

That was [bleep] it right there.

My whole life flipped upside-down.

♪♪

- What did it feel like becoming

an Olympian a year later?

- Bittersweet. - Yeah.

- Bittersweet. I trained my whole life for it.

The only thing I wanted was to hug my dad and hug my mom

and tell them I made it.

And yeah.

♪♪

- You should understand that you're doing really well.

But sometimes when we're out there,

you're so focused that there's nothing else.

You're quite non-emotional.

We want to see more of you out there as well.

Have fun at the same time.

Just add another layer.

- Absolutely. I'll try my best.

♪♪

- Guard!

♪♪

- It never gets easier, unfortunately.

♪♪

- Good to go, 10. - Thank you, staff.

But instinctly, what I've trained my whole life

to do as an athlete is put my feelings

and emotions to the side.

But deep down, I am a very emotional person.

- How are you, brother? - I'm good.

Whew. [bleep].

- You all right? - Yeah, no, I'm all right.

I mean, it's-- it's tough.

It's tough in the sense of it's personal.

- Yeah.

- And it was-- it was emotional, for sure.

Never did I think it was gonna be like this.

So Godspeed, and we'll keep [bleep] pushing.

- Let's go. - Job's not finished.

- I'm trying to be a good recruit, GI Joe.

And that works for like 13 minutes.

And then I revert back to me.

[dramatic music]

- Some of y'all ain't ready for this.

- After a 10 mile journey at sea

amongst a remote cluster of islands...

- Let's get ready to go do this.

♪♪

- The recruits are about to face...

♪♪

- There they are.

- The ultimate test of trust.

- Wow.

- All right, in Special Forces, our teammates are everything.

The team is your mission.

You want to bring everyone back home,

you got to be able to trust each other.

Eyes on DS Rudy.

[suspenseful music]

♪♪

- Look at that. He's right on the cliff.

- [bleep].

- You're not smiling now, are you?

Don't be scared.

- Oh, my God.

- That's wild.

- Bro, they don't even give me one day in-between the heights?

- He's in position now.

- In doing the brakeman task, you're putting your life

in the hands of someone else.

- Hands on your head.

- Oh, my God, his hands are off.

- Your arms look big, Rudy. They look good.

- Thanks, bro.

- Falling backwards off of a 260-foot cliff edge

only secured by rope is scary as hell.

- Stand by!

- The only thing stopping you from crashing

into that pontoon below is your rope buddy.

♪♪

- [exhales]

- Go!

♪♪

- [bleep].

- Once you fall, you're falling at rapid speeds.

They'll need to brake your fall quickly with control.

♪♪

- Brake!

♪♪

- What the hell?

- Wow. - That's insane.

♪♪

- That person's life is in your hands.

You got it?

[together] Yes, staff.

- The second I saw that, my mouth went totally dry.

- Same. - Whew.

♪♪

- 12, let's go.

- Good luck.

- Number 10. - Yep.

- Stand by.

- Come to me. - OK.

- First to attempt the brakeman task

is number 12... - Relax.

- Alycia Baumgardner.

- Who's braking for you? - 10.

- Trust him? - Yes, sir.

- You're gonna have to.

Number 10, over here.

- Having fought Alycia earlier...

- You look petrified.

- Number 10, Maxim Naumov,

is now responsible for braking her fall.

- It's imperative that you get this right.

She's gonna come hurtling down,

and you'll see number 12 getting bigger quickly.

- That's pretty gnarly.

- When I say brake, you're gonna do that.

Loads and loads of weight on it.

Pull it down.

Keep it tight. She will stop.

OK?

♪♪

- Start walking down. - OK.

[sighs] Oh, Lord.

- There she is.

- Oh, my God. - She's doing it.

- Ooh, Lord.

- Don't go too fast, because you'll go upside down.

- Arms in the back. - Yeah.

- So you can do that.

- Right. You're here.

That makes sense.

- Push your hips forward. - OK.

- Legs straight.

Otherwise, you're gonna hurt yourself.

- Deep breath.

- Right there. Steady there.

♪♪

- Put the brake on. Aggression.

Stop her from dying.

- Wow.

♪♪

- Put your hands on your head and keep them there

until you come to a stop.

- Nice and tight, yeah?

- Yeah. - Stand by!

- Uh-oh, here we go.

- [exhales deeply] - Go!

♪♪

- Brake!

Pass!

- [bleep].

♪♪

- I'm afraid to fall on my ass.

- That was intense.

This is dangerous. - Yeah.

- My heart rate up. - You did it.

- But we did it. Thank you.

- Absolutely. Of course.

You got my back earlier today.

I got your back here.

Hell yeah.

♪♪

- What a beast.

- David, that's who's saving your ass.

♪♪

That man is saving your ass.

- [bleep].

♪♪

- Right, number 3, stand here.

You're gonna save old "Baywatch's" ass.

- Yes, sir.

- Hopefully, if all that's done well,

he hasn't smashed into a thousand pieces.

- Have a nice look down there.

- I hope he's still not pissed from this morning.

- Who? - Number 3.

- How did you find that fighting this morning?

- [sighs]

- It's not nice, is it? - And I honestly didn't--

couldn't hear you.

- You need to be [bleep] switched on.

Part of that not hearing me is because you've seen red mist.

And that's about control.

- Yes, staff.

- The mindset of a Special Forces soldier is unique.

From one minute you've gone from battering each other

to the next thing, you've literally got

to save each other. - You're not punch drunk?

You don't want to kill him?

- He seems like a nice enough guy.

- [chuckles]

Let's get into serious mode. - Yes, staff.

- You have to be able to switch it off

as quick as you switched it on.

- Right, you need to pay attention now.

You've got the hands right. That's good.

Put the brake on.

There we go.

Don't lose your balance. - Got it.

- Legs are straight, shoulder-width apart.

Lock your legs straight.

That's it. - There he is.

Look. - Right, brake on.

- Put your hands on your head.

- [bleep].

- Stand by!

Go!

♪♪

Brake!

♪♪

Pass!

- That was hella impressive.

[gentle music]

- Thanks. - Well done.

Good effort.

- How are you, bro?

Thank you.

♪♪

- Look at me. You OK?

- No.

- In the brakeman, there's no room for error.

[suspenseful music]

- [sighs]

- Put the brake on.

No, no, you need more than that,

because he is massive. - One hesitation...

- 13, you're halfway down.

Look where you're putting your feet.

- Oh, [bleep]. - Focus.

Can you think of anywhere on this planet you'd be safer?

- On the floor.

- Hands in the proper position.

Not like that.

No. This is gonna be a disaster.

13's really pulled the short straw.

- One mishap...

- Right, put your hands on your head!

And keep them there until you stop.

- [whimpering]

- Stand by!

♪♪

- And it could be catastrophic.

- Go!

♪♪

And he's gone.

♪♪

Brake!

- Open your eyes!

- Go!

♪♪

Brake!

♪♪

Pass! - Wow.

- Yeah, baby.

- Good for her.

[gentle music]

♪♪

- All right.

15, 8.

- Last up, Alexia Umansky.

- Alexia, you got this.

- Got this.

- Tasked with breaking her fall is number 8,

Candace Cameron Bure. - You're gonna be great.

- My mouth is dry.

- Let's go. Right here.

- Good luck.

- [exhales]

[suspenseful music]

- You've seen what's gonna happen here, right?

- Yes, staff. - Don't get it wrong.

Your partner, number 8, trust her?

- Yes, staff. - You do?

You're gonna need to, that's for sure.

- [exhales]

After the hardships I've gone through,

I'm not too quick to trust just anybody.

- Get your left hand off. Lean out.

Legs straight, and keep them apart.

Balance yourself.

- I definitely have more of a shield up now.

- Put the brake on. Put the brake on.

No, no, no, what are you doing?

Don't-- don't lean backwards.

Just pull it in. There we go.

There we go. That's enough.

♪♪

- Step down. More.

Legs apart.

- I wish she wasn't here.

Even though I am very protective as a dad,

I want to see what kind of grit she has.

- 15? - Yes, staff.

- Come further down the rock face.

- She has lived a very privileged life.

This, for Alexia, is a moment, you know, to get uncomfortable.

- Right, steady there. Steady there.

Oh.

- Oh, my God.

- [bleep].

- Get your feet on the rock face.

- I can't reach the rock.

I'm trying really hard. - OK.

Put your hands on your head, both hands on your head.

Smell the fear.

- Now you're getting nervous, isn't ya?

Stand by!

- I cannot handle the stress right now.

- Go!

Hands on your head!

- [bleep].

- Oh, my God.

- Brake!

- Oh, my God.

- Right, number 8, you did well.

Number 15, you started to plummet towards Earth.

Your hands went like this.

You were absolutely petrified, weren't you?

- A little bit, yes.

- The task is to hold your hands in that position

and remain so because this whole thing is about trust.

Now, because of that, as a pair, you fail.

- Yes, staff. - All right?

[tense music]

- [breathes deeply]

- I am emotionally exhausted today.

I'm cooked.

Officially cooked.

- I just don't want to ever do that again.

- I'm just upset, because I failed.

And everyone passed, right, except me.

Wow.

[tense music]

- Well, home sweet home.

♪♪

- Crazy day.

- There's been a few times where I've gotten in the car

and reached for my pocket to get my phone out.

- Oh, it's happening to me a lot now.

- Just to take selfies, though.

- Of me. - Just me.

- Me and the scenery.

Me and my hair.

[laughter]

♪♪

- 15.

- What was that?

- I think that was someone.

- Following her earlier failure

in the brakeman task

and concerns about her emotional resilience...

- 15. - 15.

- I'm leaving. - Let's go.

- The DS call in number 15 for tactical questioning.

- Talking about airing your dirty washing on TV.

♪♪

- Sit down.

♪♪

- Relax.

♪♪

- How you feeling?

- Um...

it's just intense.

- It's intense. - Yeah.

- Why are you [bleep] getting all upset?

- I'm a very emotional person.

- What did it feel like coming into the course

with your father?

- We just are best friends.

We really are.

I've been on reality TV since I was 13 years old,

and that's brought us very close.

This is the biggest adventure yet.

- Is the reason you're there because of your dad?

- No, honestly, it's all for me.

I want to feel proud of something.

I want to tell people I have grit

and strength and courage.

After what happened to me, it's been hard.

- OK.

- Just expand on that a minute.

♪♪

- Seven years ago, I was on a trip with some friends,

and, you know, I was with people I trust.

And I was put to bed,

because I had a little too much to drink.

And I woke up, and I could tell

something had happened.

♪♪

I didn't even have the power or consciousness to say no.

I felt completely objectified.

And I had a lot of pain and anger for that.

Then at the one-year mark, I decided

that happiness is a choice,

and I was gonna choose to put it away.

♪♪

But it still hurts.

[somber music]

- The pain you went through, the anger, all of that,

find a way to use it in a positive way for you.

I think if you do this truly for you,

you might just make it to the end.

- And I would like that for myself.

I really would. I want it for me.

- Well, only you can do it.

Guard!

- I was taken advantage of.

My family to this day does not know.

- Step down.

- When you bring other people into it,

it just becomes more of a conversation.

And maybe a conversation is what I needed.

But I just wasn't ready.

I was not ready for that.

♪♪

I'm back.

- Lexia!

How was it?

- Emotional.

- What were the highlights or--

- I have something I went through that

was definitely the hardest thing I ever went through.

It's hard to talk about, because you don't know.

♪♪

I was taken advantage of by a friend.

♪♪

And you guys not knowing-- it's not anything

I ever wanted you to know

but I kind of wanted to protect you guys from.

- I don't know why you would need to feel like you would

need to protect us from that. I mean--

- Once you bring it to other people, it's hard to--

it's not just yours.

I feel like it's more like--

it's not just your own concern, you know?

Like, it just becomes everyone else's concern.

Um...

but I have definitely healed.

I've come a long way since then.

♪♪

- [sighs] - Sorry.

- Don't be sorry.

♪♪

I love you.

- Thanks for sharing. - Good for you, girl.

- That's so [bleep] powerful.

Proud of you.

♪♪

- Next time...

- Let's go! - Secure the hostage!

- Go, go, go.

- Where the [bleep] are you going?

- We can't leave our team.

- That's the worst leadership I've [bleep] seen.

- Your job was to keep them safe.

- Because-- - Shut your mouth!

- The gas isn't affecting me at all.

- Go, go, go. - What are you doing?

- [speaks indistinctly] - Oh, my [bleep] God.

- Ugh.

[suspenseful music]

- Stop moaning. Don't touch your face.

- That was a fail.

- Stop feeling sorry for yourself.

- Get me out.