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I'm a long way from home

Far as I have ever been

I wonder if there is a place for us to kick back

When the wind blows

Remember I love you so

You will never see me again

You will never see me again

You will never see me again

I thought that I was able to do what is best

But now that I don't got you here

I failed another test

When the wind blows

Remember, I love you so

I wish that I had never left

Let's do something.

Like what?

Fuck.

I don't know.

Dare me to do something.

Ange.

I dare you

to kiss

her.

No problem.

Yeah.

Get it.

Perv.

It's your turn now.

OK.

Emily, truth or dare?

Dare.

Mm.

What do you guys think?

Hmm.

Sorry, I'm drawing a blank.

Truth, then

I still don't know.

OK.

Emily, what's your biggest regret?

Oh, that's a good one.

I had a pretty gnarly haircut in first year.

Did any of you guys know me then?

Lucky you, I guess.

Can we get something juicier?

Like you're sure you never slept with your best friend's

boyfriend or brother or anything?

Have I ever slept with my brother?

Oh my God, no.

Gross.

I just mean, like, a haircut?

Really?

I know you.

You must have a better story of regret for us.

Oh, fuck.

Uh, OK.

I killed a-- I killed a kid once.

What'd she say?

What?

I mean, accidentally, of course, with my car.

Yeah.

I'm so sorry.

I had no idea.

You know, actually, in all honesty,

I really don't mind talking about it.

I feel like people think I'm too fragile or something,

but I mean, it's not like it's something that I forget,

so I try to remember her.

Do you guys want to know what happened?

Um, do you feel like this is a safe space to open up?

Not necessarily, Ange, no.

Yeah.

I just think, um, with this kind of thing,

it might be best to talk with people

who are more like a part of your inner circle,

like with this kind of thing.

But with that, though, I am truly always here to talk.

Right, yeah.

Thanks Well, you guys are boring.

Where's Charlie?

It did feel like he was here.

Hey, have you guys seen Charlie?

Who?

Charlie.

Um, I think she's with Nick?

Who's Nick?

Well, you know Nick.

I know Nick.

What are you guys drinking?

It's my lemonade seltzer.

It's her lemonade seltzer.

Can I try a sip?

Well, you could just have one.

I've got so many in my bag.

Thanks.

Geez, this sucks.

So have you seen Nick?

Not yet.

I'm hoping to.

It's just me.

Who are you?

Have you guys seen Charlie?

No.

Are you just looking for your friend?

Yeah.

Is that it?

Oh, fucking finally.

Thank God.

Where were you?

How was your night?

It was shitty.

Yours?

Bad, bad.

Very bad.

Is this yours?

Yeah, it's my lemonade seltzer.

Hey, do you want to just leave?

There's this other party.

It's going to go kind of late, but.

Hell yeah.

Should we, like, just, you want to just go right now?

Think anyone's going to even notice?

Probably not.

Wait, are you drunk?

No.

Jesus, Charlie, you should really try and sober up

before we get there, you know.

These are, like, art school people.

What do you mean, art school people?

What do you mean?

Why was your night so bad anyway?

Ah, it was that fucking Nick guy.

It's gross. - Why?

What'd he do?

I don't even know.

It doesn't matter.

All right.

You want to know what I did?

Yes.

OK, well, after I lost you into the abyss, I went to go

hang out with, like, Ange and Kale.

You know those people?

Yeah, that's shitty.

Yeah.

And they were playing truth or dare, and Ange just straight up

asked me what my biggest regret is.

Yeah. - Emily.

I know.

What, you didn't fucking lie?

Say that you cheat on your boyfriend or something.

No, no, unfortunately.

Oh my God.

Damn, you're fucked.

Yeah, I know dude, they think I need help.

Don't you?

I mean, not really.

I don't really-- I haven't felt the need to go back to therapy

in, like, over a year.

Hell yeah, dude.

Fuck 'em.

Yeah.

I love you, man.

Really.

Do you have any coke?

Yeah, actually, I got some right before we left.

Ooh.

Ooh, I had something I really wanted to tell you.

OK.

Oh, fuck.

I was making out with Nick and the whole time I just kept

thinking, I really have to-- - I'm really over it.

Fuck off.

I knew I had to tell you this amazing fact,

and now I can't fucking remember.

Where is this shit? - Charlie, no, no, no.

What?

You said I should sober up.

It's not like you're going to do all of this.

I did say that, but.

Charlie, come on.

At least just wait till I can have some too, all right?

Charlie?

Charlie?

Charlie?

Charlie?

No, no, no, no, no. Stop, stop, stop.

Charlie.

Charlie!

Charlie.

No, no, no, stop, stop, stop.

Charlie, just-- Charlie, move.

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Fuck!

Let's go do something now.

I'm sick of this.

You're sick of this?

This is my fucking life!

It's what I have to go through every fucking day.

You think I want this for myself?

You think I feel good about having to come home and start

over again?

Well, I guess therapy has spiced up once again.

Yeah, definitely.

I think they put me on suicide watch.

They did.

Yeah.

What's funny?

I was not suicidal.

Well, that's really great news.

I mean, it seems like a suitable option

for someone in my position, don't you think?

I don't really know how to answer that, Em.

It's just that I was marked by tragedy so early on,

and now it's just completely covered me.

I mean, it's the first thing you see when you look at me.

It's the only thing that you see, actually.

Life has just made it so fucking difficult for me

to want to be here right now.

I mean, what is there for people like me?

I'm like a real life serial killer on the rise, Dad.

You're not.

Yeah, but I am.

I had an idea for you.

OK, shoot.

There's this camp for damaged kids, kind of like you.

But you can be a counselor there.

You have all the certifications to do it.

Come on, don't you think I'm too scared up

to talk to any more kids?

It's up north.

You could take the train.

I could pay for it.

Then when you make the good money

that I know camp counselors do, you could pay me back.

Are the counselors supposed to be damaged as well?

Oh, I'm sure.

OK, I'll think about it.

Hi.

Hi.

How's the ride?

Um, it's OK.

I fell asleep for a while in the lounge car.

Didn't mean to. - Oh.

Did I wake you?

No, I was already up.

I'm in my room now.

Oh, good.

Dad, I think this is a church camp.

What?

God.

Dad, I think it's a God camp.

Well, is it a good camp?

I don't know.

I'm sure you can find some non-believers.

Yeah, let's hope so.

I'll let you sleep.

Good night, Em.

OK.

I'm probably not going to go back to sleep, though.

Then just look out the window.

Yeah, OK.

Happy with kids.

Hey.

Hi.

Hi.

I'm Emily.

Oh, Emily.

You're here.

Yeah.

I'm Dan, camp leader.

Welcome.

Take your bags off.

Stay a while.

Sweet.

Long trip?

Yeah, I took the train.

Ah, beautiful.

There's an introduction campfire for tonight for the staff.

Uh-huh.

And this here is just general camp rules.

Sign it when you can, and get it back to me after.

OK.

Great.

I could just sign it now if you wanted.

Um, it's OK.

Why don't you take a read through it first

and get it back to me after?

Sure, yeah, if that's what you'd prefer.

Great. Yeah.

Please.

And if you can't find me here, I'll be in my cabin.

It's the only cabin with a wood stove.

Not to brag or anything.

Not that I need it in this heat.

Not that anyone needs it in this heat.

Yeah, true.

OK.

Emily?

Hi.

Emily, this is Jo.

Did you get all that sorted out?

Oh, yes, I went in and revised the rock

climbing liability section.

It's more clear now.

Great.

Put that away.

Jo is one of our longest attendees and a second year

employee.

So if you have any questions at all, she's your gal.

Did you get here OK?

I did, yeah.

I'm so happy you're here.

Oh, thanks.

Me too.

Thanks.

Well, dinner's at 6:00 if you haven't eaten.

And you'll be rooming with Rosie in cabin 18.

Rosie, cabin 18.

- Yeah. - I think I got it.

Great.

You're here.

I'm here.

Hi.

Hey.

You're Rosie? - Yep.

And you're Emily.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Were you sleeping?

Yep.

Big, long day of napping.

So have you been here before?

Oh, all right.

Like a-- like a counselor, camper?

Yeah, I've been here before.

I chose to be your roommate because I'm the nicest.

Oh, that's good.

I need that.

And you know the other counselors as well, then?

Mm-hmm.

For a long time. - OK.

And you're all still here? That's encouraging.

Yeah.

You're going to love them, if you love freaky weirdos

and getting sloppy drunk.

I think I'm going to unpack for a bit,

so I'm just going to hop down. - OK.

- OK. - OK.

I'll see you down there.

OK.

You like the summertime?

Yeah, it's all right.

I like the fall more.

You smoke, right?

Oh, yes, please.

Thanks.

Yeah.

I like the fall, too.

But in the summertime, there's all this mixed up hot energy

just lingering in the air, and I love that.

You know what I mean?

Yeah, I know what you mean.

So you can get away with this sort of thing out here?

What sort of thing?

Oh, you know, drugs.

Weed isn't technically a drug.

Technically speaking, I believe it is.

Yeah, we get away with a lot out here.

And the owners just don't care?

The owners are crazy, and they live someplace far away.

So it's basically just us and Dan out here.

Have you met Dan?

Is he the guy who works at the front desk?

Yeah, I met him earlier.

He's pretty--

Cute?

Yeah.

Yeah, everybody thinks so.

He's also super invested in the Lord, so good luck.

Thanks.

Under 500 calories, that's when

you have an eating disorder.

Yeah.

Under 1,000, that's just normal.

No it's not.

It is.

Everyone, stop talking, and meet Emily.

Sorry, guys.

Hi.

So lovely to meet you, Emily.

We were just discussing Nev's depressing little life.

Oh, please.

As if it's more depressing than yours.

It's a good life.

I love my life.

Emily, this is Nev, Hope, and Clara.

You know what we could talk about now?

What's that?

Who the hell decided to put us in cabin 18?

It is revolting.

I was there last year.

Pretty nasty.

I mean, it looks pretty normal to me.

Are the other ones nicer?

It's just the way it feels.

Sorry.

Is that Kayne?

Rosie, oh my God, stop.

Don't say the Lord's name in vain.

I can't believe he came back here.

Who is he?

He's from my hometown.

Back in high school, threw his girlfriend

down the stairs so bad she broke her leg

and had to wear it in a cast the whole first term.

Jesus.

Yo, Rosie, stop that.

Someone tell her to stop that.

I feel like that's something that would happen to me.

It was, like, super sweet, though.

He'd carry her books for her since she had to use crutches.

Aw.

Hey, I'm just kidding.

He's a fucking asshole.

We should slice him.

You and me.

OK.

Hello, everyone.

Welcome back.

I have really missed this, and you.

I found it important around this time of year

to reflect on why you first came to camp.

It's not always easy.

I first got dropped off here when I was 11.

My parents were getting a divorce.

Even then, I had known it.

I remember feeling so awkward, so lost.

I never had any siblings to comfort me, No close friends.

But then, thank God, came guidance.

Be that guidance that your younger self needed.

Be that for them.

That was beautiful.

Beautiful.

I will now pass this on to our lovely leader, Dan.

Thanks, Jo.

All right, yeah, this is it.

We're back here once again.

Some returning and a couple newbies, yeah?

Emily, JB, would you guys like to do a small introduction

to the group?

Do you want to go first?

OK, yeah, need the talking stick.

Let's see how this goes.

I'm JB.

Mostly, I'm just here to make some memories, friends,

and have a good summer for once.

I find a lot of peace in God.

Oh, yeah?

Oh, great.

And I am just so excited to be surrounded

by all you nice people.

That is great, JB.

We are so blessed to have you here.

It's great stuff, man.

Hi guys.

I'm Emily.

I grew up outside of the city, but I just

recently moved to the valley to be with my dad.

Now I'm here.

I've had a pretty weird year and weird ones before that too.

My dad suggested I come, actually,

so that's why I'm here.

Yeah, I think that's all.

Thanks.

Welcome, Emily.

Welcome.

Yes.

All right.

Well, the kids come tomorrow, and we will welcome them

with love and trust, the same way

you've welcomed back your returning friends here today.

Remember, everyone, these kids live really tough lives.

We want camp to be a for them.

The most fun they're going to have all summer.

Yeah?

Yeah?

Great.

I'm keen to see how you are with them.

Be gentle.

Be patient.

And for the Lord's sake, just please be good, yeah?

Yeah.

All right, yeah.

Great.

Woo!

He's so hot.

Oh my God.

That guy from last year.

Kayne?

He was so obsessed with you.

We fucking wrecked him.

Yeah, we did.

To another year.

Another year.

Cheers!

OK, see, and that's why I was so excited when I saw Emily

sitting there on her bunk.

I thought, amazing, another gorgeous weirdo

like the rest of us.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

So, Emily, what was it like growing up in the city?

Oh, I grew up outside the city.

I don't know.

It was all right.

We used to go there all the time.

It's cool.

The city, I mean.

Yeah, kind of.

So do you guys travel together a lot or how

do you know each other?

We met here.

We travel together sometimes.

We get around.

Hope.

Hope.

Can we show Emily the attic?

Yeah.

Tomorrow night, come to the attic above the dinner hall.

Me?

Where's Emily?

Where is Emily?

Oh.

She can't even move, can she?

She doesn't even know where she is.

Emily.

Wake up.

Kids arrive in, like, an hour.

Let's get ready.

OK, just give me a minute.

OK.

I'll just see you out there, then.

OK, sounds good.

First day of camp is the best day of camp.

Yeah.

What do you think of Emily?

I'm actually really excited for these kids.

I know, me too.

Well, I don't know.

I hope they're not as annoying as last summer.

- Oh, they will be. - There was, like, the one.

There was that fucking--

I swear, I was about to.

I know, right?

Hi guys.

Hi, hey.

There you are.

How you doing?

I'm OK.

Hey, did I fall asleep at the fire last night?

Shit, did you?

I don't know, we were all pretty wasted.

Yeah, I think I did, but I woke up in my cabin.

Nice work.

Here they are.

Little nightmares.

Welcome to camp!

Are you two sisters?

No.

Do we look like sisters?

Yes.

And she's the older one.

Oh.

Great.

Hey, how's it going?

I'm OK.

Just OK?

Is it your first time at camp?

I guess.

Are you excited?

Yes.

Are you my leader?

Seems that way.

You looking for four leaf clovers?

How'd you know?

Lucky guess.

Have you ever found one?

Yeah, maybe once when I was little, but not in a long time.

Oh, you can't get to heaven

Can't get to heaven

On roller skates

On roller skates

Because you roll right by

'Cause you roll right by

Those pearly gates

Those pearly gates

Oh, you can't get to heaven on roller skates

Because you roll right by those pearly gates

I will not grieve

My Lord no more

Are you still coming with us tonight?

All together now.

Yeah.

I will not grieve my Lord

I will not grieve my Lord

I will not grieve my Lord no more

OK, that's enough.

OK.

Well, you guys look cozy.

Yeah.

Did everyone have a good first day?

Yeah.

When are we going swimming in the lake?

After your swim test, which is?

Tomorrow.

OK, guys.

Good night.

You're really good with them.

You know, the kids.

Thank you.

I've been here for years.

It kind of just comes with time.

And I had one once.

A kid?

Yeah.

Can you believe it?

I can barely take care of myself.

Yeah, I can believe it.

You seem like you'd be a really good mom.

Well, I wasn't.

That's OK, though.

I'm excited for tonight.

Yeah.

What are we going to get up to?

We're getting fucked up.

Oh, really?

Where?

First the attic, and then we shall see.

OK, cool.

You think I should be getting changed?

Sure. Do you want to borrow something?

Sure, yeah.

This would actually look really good on you.

Oh, you think?

Definitely.

OK.

Kids kind of suck sometimes.

And Eden is the trickiest one in the group,

so don't be hard on yourself if you can't get through to her.

Oh, do you know her?

Yeah, she's been coming here for, like, three years, I think.

That's weird.

She told me this was her first time at camp.

Really?

See, that's what I mean.

They're all fucking psychopaths.

They make me feel like I'm going crazy sometimes.

Yeah.

I know what you mean.

So have you been coming here for a long time?

Yeah.

Did you come here as a kid?

Yeah.

I met Clara here when I was 15 and the other girls later.

Wow.

Cool.

Mm-hmm.

So are you guys all religious then?

Fucking religious?

Jesus, no.

Like, Christian?

You thought we were, like, good Christians?

Jesus, no.

I don't know.

I was confused.

I mean, it's a God camp, isn't it?

Well, it's a God camp if you're Dan.

Half the staff doesn't even know there's an attic up here.

Oh, so you guys just set it up yourselves?

Mm-hmm.

Pretty much.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

I'll explain what we do for you.

The rest of us already know.

So we are putting our wishes out into the universe tonight.

Sounds middle school, I know.

But when I tell you it works, it works.

But you must do it right and well and exactly how I say.

You share your wish with us.

You share your wish that is true.

You sip your wine, but not just a sip.

You sip it till it's dry.

Close your eyes for five whole seconds.

Watch your wish come true.

Hope, do you want to start?

Sure.

Might as well.

I wish to not feel that guilt, to never

feel empty or unsatisfied.

Yeah.

My turn.

I wish my family would take me back.

No.

You tried that last year.

Please.

Well, it hasn't come true.

Because it's boring and it's not what you truly want.

Oh yeah, Clara.

What do I truly want?

Probably Dan.

He wouldn't.

He might.

He'd want to marry me.

Is that such a bad thing?

I truly wish to fuck Dan really, really hard.

Happy?

Oh, is it my turn?

Just be honest with yourself.

OK.

I think that I wish for peace.

Yeah.

Like, I just want to feel good, you know, just a moment of pure

good.

No more mourning or grief, just forgiveness.

Myself, mostly.

Sparks fly.

Sparks fly.

Everyone is here.

Yeah.

Do you want me to introduce you to anyone or?

In a bit.

I'm just taking it all in still.

Yeah.

You wanna sit?

OK.

I'll be right back.

OK.

I love this song!

Summer forever!

This is so fun.

I'm so happy that you're here.

Do you know why I'm here?

I mean, why I came here?

No.

Do you?

My best friend ODed in my car four months ago on my drugs.

Fuck.

I hit a four-year-old girl with my car when I was 16.

She ran into oncoming traffic.

Triple fuck.

Come here.

OK.

You know you didn't do anything wrong.

You know that, right?

I don't know.

I do.

I don't feel completely innocent.

Who does?

Hey, girls.

You think it's his first party?

Yeah, definitely.

Oh, shit.

He's going to come over here and tell us how much he loves us.

Shit, you're so right.

You want to do something fun? - Yeah.

Come on.

Come with me.

I love you guys.

Oh my God.

Is he fucking praying?

Of course he is.

What are we doing here?

We're going to invite him.

To the party?

Yeah.

Hey, girls.

What's going on?

Well, we were just in the neighborhood

and wondering if maybe you wanted

to come to a small gathering happening out by the field.

Small gathering?

Come party.

I can't.

I can't.

I have games to plan.

Come on, Dan.

Show the crew you know how to have a good time.

I don't know how to have a good time.

Then let us show you.

Please?

Look, everybody's here, Dan.

I can see that.

Look who we brought.

Drink up, Dan.

You girls are crazy.

Come on, Dan.

Just a little.

Have you seen Nev yet?

Not yet.

Unlucky.

Dan, she's right there.

See?

Dan.

Come on, Dan.

We could stay right here.

Dan, don't be such a child.

When you want things in this life,

you have to go out and take them.

Onwards.

What are you doing here?

Oh, how kind of you to join us.

Yeah.

Come dance with me.

Come on.

- One dance, yeah? - One dance.

One dance.

Yeah.

He's looking kind of scared.

It looks like she got her wish.

Not yet.

Look up.

Is it real?

Let's find out.

OK, now stay in the water for five whole minutes.

And if you don't sink or drown, you get a wristband.

I'm going to count for y'all.

1, 2, 3.

Are you not hungover?

Are you kidding?

6, 7, 8, 9, 10 11.

I mean, you don't really look it.

Good genetics.

16, 17, 18.

OK.

I need somebody to take over counting.

I'm going to take a break.

Thanks.

19, 20.

Did you have fun last night?

Yeah.

Most fun I've had in a while, actually.

I love that, like, ritual thing that we did before.

Is that what you call it?

Sure.

32, 33.

Hey, five minutes is not up.

Don't you want a wristband?

My stomach hurts.

OK, well, you're going to have to retake the test if you

want to swim while you're here.

OK, come on.

Let's go for a walk. Come on.

Just meet us back at the cabin, OK?

Yeah, sure.

40, 41.

Do you think you're having cramps?

Maybe?

Have you ever experienced this kind of thing before?

No, not like this.

OK.

I think maybe you've gotten your period.

So we're just going to go back to the cabin,

and I'll get you some stuff, and you can just

go sort yourself out, OK?

Hey, Eden, it's all right.

You don't need to get upset, OK?

For the sinkers.

Feeling any better?

No.

Fair enough.

But I think today's your lucky day.

Oh my God.

Where did you find it?

Just over there.

I love it.

Yeah, I thought you might.

So are we good?

Did you just ask if you were good?

No, I mean, like, you and I, we're, like, friends, right?

Cool.

Well, I think it's almost dinner time.

So if you want to just head back to the cabin

and wait for the rest of the group,

I'm going to go on a little walk.

OK, sure.

All right.

See you.

Am I interrupting?

You couldn't.

I'm boring myself to death up here.

You OK?

Yeah.

This girl, Eden, in my group, she

just got her first ever period during the swim test,

and I just kind of, like, dealt with it, but I don't know,

it feels kind of wrong.

Like, shouldn't that be her mom or her older sister

or something who talks to her about that?

Yeah, probably.

But you had no choice.

I think that's cool.

She's going to remember you forever.

That sucks.

Yeah, kind of.

Oh, and like, Dan's being really weird with me too.

He just, like, straight up ignored me on my way over here.

But I don't know, maybe he's just

having a bad day or something.

It's because he fucked Nev.

Big deal.

It was for him.

Why?

Did he-- did he really like her or something or not like her?

He was a virgin.

No.

Yeah.

It has been our mission for years.

Looks like Nev just had to put it out into the universe.

But, yeah, it totally, like, fucks with his morals, right?

He was saving himself.

He's probably having an identity crisis or more than that.

I don't know.

I don't really deal with the whole self-righteous God,

but I think the general punishment

is to burst into flames.

He's been dancing with the devil.

Fuck if I know.

Still, pretty bitchy of him to ignore you, though.

Yeah.

Geez, poor guy.

Not our problem.

Do you want to do something after dinner tonight?

Like just you and me?

Yeah.

Sure, yeah.

That'd be cool.

Well, actually, we'd have to invite the others.

Oh, right.

Yeah, we always hang out all together.

Yeah.

For sure.

You know, honestly, I think I'm just going to go straight to bed

tonight.

I'm so tired after yesterday.

Yeah, yeah.

No worries.

Save yourself.

Tomorrow's a big night.

Why?

Full moon.

Come on.

Oh my God.

Not on my team.

Green team wins.

Let's go again.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Good job on your swim test today.

Thank you.

You killed it.

Do you guys remember last year when that kid almost went under?

I wasn't paying attention.

I feel like we're all growing so much this year.

Do you guys feel that?

Yeah, totally.

I definitely feel that.

There you are.

Hey.

Hey.

Staying back?

Yeah.

No worries, girl.

I'll see you in the morning.

Sleep good.

Hello?

Hey, Dad.

It's me.

Emily, finally.

Yeah.

Sorry I haven't called.

The reception out here isn't so good.

My cell's actually hardly working.

Oh, I see.

Well, I'm glad you found some time to talk.

Yeah.

Are you OK?

No.

What's going on?

Just everything.

I'm just kind of freaking out right now.

Are you taking care of yourself?

No.

Is there anyone there you can talk to?

Sort of, yeah, actually.

There's a few people.

Oh yeah?

You made a friend, then.

Yeah, kind of.

Well, that's so great.

Are you just having a moment, then?

Yeah.

I'm gonna be OK, though.

I know you will.

I am so proud of you.

Thanks, Dad.

I think I'm gonna go now.

I started waking once, twice, three times without my body.

I walked over to your house in the cold summer morning.

Your mom stared at me with pity.

The moon turned to red.

The lake knows more, but she still won't tell me.

Eden?

Eden.

One, two, three, four.

Hey, Rosie.

Hey, Rosie, wake up.

It's pouring.

Rosie, it's pouring outside.

Come on, get up.

Tell them it's a crafts day.

OK.

Hey, guys.

Everyone needs to get up now, OK?

It's raining outside, so we're going

to have a crafts day today. So just get up, up, up, up.

Come on, everyone.

It's too early.

It's 8:00.

It's 6:30.

Oh, shit.

Um, sorry, guys.

Just-- yeah.

Takes a while to get used to it.

Being out here.

I just feel like I'm losing my mind.

I don't know.

Maybe I'm just homesick.

What do you miss about home?

Not much.

My dad.

I miss my dad a lot.

You're close?

Kinda.

Actually, we're really close.

He's become more like a friend to me recently.

It's good to miss him.

It's important to remember people.

Every day I'm here, I feel like I

remember him less and less.

Maybe it's time to go home.

Eden, what is that?

Eden, what is that?

What is this?

Oh my God.

She's drawing us but all fucked up and evil.

Because you are evil.

Wait, Eden, stop.

Eden!

Eden, stop!

Stop, Eden!

Eden!

Hey!

Eden!

There's something evil here, isn't there?

You and all your friends were really nice.

Right, you're really nice, OK?

But I don't know you, and I can't trust you.

I'm so sorry.

I don't know if you're even there at all.

I'm fucking up that little girl.

I know I am.

Hey.

Hey, she was already--

Don't you-- just fucking leave me--

She was already fucked up.

Oh my god.

She's disturbed, Emily.

That's why she's here.

I have to go home.

I have to go home.

What's home?

Huh?

Sounds like you had a pretty good life, huh?

Stable job.

Washed up college parties.

Long, dark days spent in your childhood bedroom.

A daddy who tends to hover.

You think I don't understand?

How the fuck do you think I got here?

Hey, I don't know what exactly happened to you, what

you've done or been through.

I know what it's like to be lost,

to be lost with a guilty conscience about some fucked up

shit that should have never happened.

You found us, Emily.

You found me.

And I need you the same way you need us.

Help me.

We're just like you.

The rest of it does not make any sense.

I know.

Help me.

Stay here.

Fall from grace now.

Into what?

All of this.

Do you feel like one of us now?

Sorry?

She's asking if you feel like one of us now.

How did we do that?

Magic.

And we can just do that all the time?

So in our world, when we sacrifice someone,

as we did with Dan's virginity, we

get these powers, new things we can do, new strengths.

Sucks to suck, Dan.

So you're just feeding off other people, breaking them down

to fill yourself up?

Sure, if you want to be a pessimist.

It's kind of sad.

You know when you get really drunk, like, really fucked up

and maybe you'd been hurt earlier by someone or something,

and all of a sudden you just don't care anymore?

Yeah.

And all the people in the room just don't matter, even the ones

you love or loved when it's just you.

Because it is just you, Emily.

It's just you and it's just me.

Or at least it was before all this, before we came together.

Don't you get kind of nervous, though, doing this kind of thing

at God camp?

Do you want to know something?

Yes.

You know how I used to come here when I was younger, right?

One of those troubled kids.

Yeah.

I hated it.

I hated being here so much.

My parents sent me every year, and I always wanted to leave.

I didn't believe in God.

Not one bit.

Then, after feeling useless for three years, one night

around the fire, I just gave up and gave in.

That's when I was 15.

And it was so strange, because that night,

that was the night I was led to the clearing, embraced.

God brought me to the devil and to my closest friends.

And now to you.

Hold on.

How do you know you let God in?

I was desperate.

And--

No, not you specifically.

I mean, how do you know you let God in?

How does that feel?

I mean, it didn't really work out for me, Hope.

Maybe it could for me.

I mean, that's how people deal with this.

Right?

God's like freedom for some people?

Maybe it could be for me.

Things will fix up, Hope.

You'll see.

I feel like doing drugs.

Do you have any?

Hop in.

Thank you.

I'm serious.

They say these woods are alive.

Who says that?

Everybody.

It's one of my favorite places.

When I hit that little girl with my car, I saw her coming.

It's not like I was even distracted or a bad driver.

My brakes just weren't particularly good.

Before that, though, I was untroubled.

I remember when I was a kid, I was happy.

I mean, it was kind of lonely, but I was happy.

I guess that night when she took those drugs from my bag,

they'd been cut with something bad.

Something really fucking bad.

And I never went back to our apartment.

I made my dad go get my stuff.

Share with each other what we're reflecting

on when we get back home.

He's a virgin.

No.

I swear he's a virgin.

I can see it.

He's a virgin.

Follow me.

Wake up.

Wake up for me.

Follow me.

it's just like weed, a very mild high.

Are you sure?

Where are the kids?

Uh, they all left.

We waved goodbye.

Where were you?

Probably up here doing this.

It's the best.

I think I feel the best right now.

You guys can't leave me, though.

We wouldn't.

Ever.

Don't think about that.

Check to see if he can hear.

Hey, babe.

Want a blowjob?

He's out.

Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over.

As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me.

Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over.

As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me.

Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over.

As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me.

Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over.

As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me.

Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over.

As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me.

Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over.

As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me.

- Hello? - Emily.

Hi.

I Was trying to reach you on your phone,

but I wasn't able to.

Maybe the service isn't so good out there.

No, it's not.

How are you?

I miss you.

I miss you so much.

And I'm doing a lot better, Dad.

I made some friends here, and they really care about me,

and they listen to me.

That's so great.

Yeah.

I couldn't remember if you were traveling back

tonight or tomorrow.

If you stayed back for a few days,

I could drive up to get you, and we

could road trip home together.

Oh, yeah?

I just had that idea last night.

I thought it would be a good way to end your time there.

I think I'm going to stay.

And wait for me to pick you up?

No, I-- I think I'm--

I think I have to stay.

The girls and I are going to take a trip together.

Oh.

Well.

Well, that makes me sad.

And happy.

Me too.

Oh, Em.

What are we going to do?

You are so brave.

I am so proud of you.

Dad?

Jo?

Jo, what's happening?

I thought I could help you see.

I thought you would see.

All you.

God led us to evil.

It's funny the places you go when you're

so close to something else.

In my final moments with you, I thought of her hair,

orange and soft.

I cut a piece of it off before I left you in my car.

Burn with me, soft and orange.

Walked 10 miles to a hole in the ground

The only ghosts that I see

Are pieces of you still reflected in me

I hope you destroy yourself

Drive fast into the burning bridge

And leave me on the side of the road

But you'll live

It will be a ritual of remembering

Hang your family from your living room ceiling fan

With your small intestine

But they'll live and it will be

A ritual of remembering

You said no matter how many candles I light in a black mass

I will never change everything that I still lack

But I'm still waiting for pieces of your ear in the mail

And I'm still carving I am my own god

Deeper into my forearm every day

So what the fuck has changed

Yellow paint won't save the world

My little Van Gogh

You deserve so much more than this

You deserve so much more than this

You deserve so much more than this