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I have a right to my daughter.

You're not getting her.

"Petition for annulment"?

It'll be like the marriage never happened.

There's...

No way that he signed this.

It's over, Haley.

Man: Jake jagielski, you have the right to remain silent.

I love you.

I love you, too.

Did we have fun?

You tell me.

It's okay, Deb. I'll be here when you get out.

[ Tires screeching ]

I'm coming home tomorrow, okay?

Don't come home, Haley...

Nathan --

'cause I don't want you to.

* I don't want to be anything

* other than what I've been trying to be lately *

* all I have to do is think of me *

* and I have peace of mind

* I don't want to be anything

* other than what I've been trying to be lately *

* all I have to do is think of me *

* and I have peace of mind

* I'm tired of looking 'round rooms *

* wondering what I got to do

* or who I'm supposed to be

* I don't want to be anything

* other than me

Lucas: and hansel said to gretel...

"Let us drop these bread crumbs

"so that together we find our way home...

Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things."

This year...

I lost my way.

Nathan: and losing your way on a journey is unfortunate.

But losing your reason for the journey

is a fate more cruel.

Peyton: the journey lasted eight months.

Sometimes i traveled alone.

Sometimes there were others who took the wheel...

And took my heart.

But when the destination was reached,

it wasn't me who'd arrived.

It wasn't me at all.

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Ohh!

[ Laughing ]

Whoo!

Brooke: and once you lose yourself, you have two choices.

Bye!

Find the person you used to be...

Or lose that person completely.

Mouth: because sometimes

you have to step outside of the person you've been

and remember the person you were meant to be.

Crowd: [ chanting ] Jimmy! Jimmy!

The person you wanted to be.

Jimmy! Jimmy! Jimmy!

The person you are.

Jimmy! Jimmy! Jimmy!

Tree Hill student council is pleased to welcome -- no.

As president of the student council,

I promised you guys a good time.

I'm Brooke Davis, and I'm an idiot,

but please welcome...

Jimmy eat world?! That's a great idea!

Brooke, it'll probably never happen.

Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer,

you got the wreckers and pelt head to come and play.

You can totally land Jimmy eat world.

And when you do, I promise i won't break up with you

to run off and join their tour.

That's it, isn't it?

That's why your heart's not totally into finding

a great band for the end of the school year --

Haley and Nathan.

Yeah.

That and...

Jake.

You've been calling my attorneys a lot.

I thought I could help.

Well, you just pissed them off.

Man: "there are two tragedies in life.

"One is to lose your heart's desire.

The other is to gain it."

Little did Shaw realize at the time

that his words would be the basis of your final.

I'd like you to write an essay

on the meaning of Shaw's quote.

It's due on Monday,

and then your school year will be over.

I guess Haley's not coming back after all, huh?

Game to 11?

I'll give you 10 and the ball.

Game.

See? you'll be back in no time.

Shooting weak-ass jump shots -- that's your game.

[ Sighs ] i can hardly jump, man.

Look, I know you don't want to hear this,

but if you blow off this english final,

you're not gonna be eligible to shoot weak-ass jump shots.

It's about loss. I can help you if you want.

You don't think i can write about loss?

Erica: hey, sexy.

What's wrong?

I'm dead. I tanked my calculus final.

Are you sure? Maybe you did okay.

Erica, we hung out all week, and I was totally unprepared.

And you can't exactly bluff your way through math, you know?

Oh, god. My parents are gonna kill me.

Hey.

Hey.

You want to go on a road trip this weekend?

Okay, where?

New York, to see Haley.

All right, odd, I know, coming from me, but we do have finals.

The essay.

I'll bring my laptop.

Whoever sits shotgun can do the typing. What do you say, huh?

And why Haley? Why now?

Because we started the year together,

and I can't end it without seeing her.

Okay. I'll go. We can talk.

We need to talk.

What's wrong?

Well, I don't want you to be alarmed,

but my mother took a spill in New Zealand.

That's terrible.

She's asked me to come home.

Well, you have to.

And I don't know how long for, 'cause there's a bit more to it.

[ Sighs ]

I may have a problem coming back into the states.

I'm not a citizen, and, uh, well...

Dan's trying to get me deported.

Deported?! what is wrong with you?!

Why can't you simply stay out of my life?!

Why can't you?

Oh, please.

I've been ignoring you for the last 17 years.

Have you?

Because you've been coming around quite a bit, Karen.

I mean, with all your anger and outrage.

Some would call it... Passion.

Don't flatter yourself.

Just back off Andy and Lucas and leave my world alone.

[ Grunts ]

[ Shrieks ] uhh!

Isn't that what this is really about?

God!

[ Laughing ]

[ Grunts ]

Next time that'll be your face.

You guys ready for the summer?

[ Cheers and applause ]

Yeah, me too.

But first let's give it up for the girl

who made this happen tonight --

my bestest friend, Peyton Sawyer.

[ Cheers and applause ]

Crowd: [ chanting ] Peyton! Peyton! Peyton!

Peyton! Peyton! Peyton!

Peyton! Peyton!

Jake.

You've been calling my attorneys a lot.

I thought I could help.

Well, you just pissed them off...

At first.

Then you clearly weren't going away,

so they went over Nicki's testimony line by line,

and they found something.

She lied, Peyton.

She said that she'd been away at college, but she wasn't.

She hadn't been there in months.

Well, does that even matter? Is it enough?

Yeah. any lie is a lie under oath.

Once my attorneys get ahold of her transcripts,

the judge is gonna lift the court order.

I'll have sole custody of Jenny for a new hearing

and a chance to testify against all her other lies.

That's -- that's so great, Jake.

When do you get out?

A day or so probably.

And I'm gonna come find you as soon as I do.

You did this, Peyton. You've given me hope.

And I love you so much for it.

[ Chuckles ]

Hey, hey, come on. Don't cry.

Haven't you ever cried when you're happy?

[ Chuckles ]

Peyton! Peyton! Peyton!

Peyton! Peyton! Peyton!

Come in, Nathan.

How'd you know it was me?

I could smell the confusion.

That was a joke, by the way.

Nobody ever laughs at my jokes.

That's 'cause they're not funny, coach.

A little bird told me you were moving back home.

That little bird's name Lucas?

He cares about you...

And so do I.

You've come quite a distance this year.

I think moving out of that house has been good for you.

Coach... look at me.

I'm a mess.

[ Chuckles ] no, you're just a little bit broken.

But it's nothing that a summer at high flyers couldn't fix.

Could've fixed.

Still can.

Dan Scott's not the only one with pull in this town.

The only thing that held you back as a player last season

was heart.

Now, I've watched that change over the past year,

and I've been so proud of you.

That camp has world-class trainers.

They can mend the physical part.

I have a hunch once that happens,

the game will heal your heart.

I dreamt about it...

In the hospital,

about going to that camp.

But I don't know.

My mom's coming home soon.

I got to think about it.

Promise me you'll do that.

How good is this?

Dinner together,

steaks on the grill, you not punching me.

So I got some good news today.

What's that?

Whitey thinks he can get me back into high flyers.

Well, as much as I love hearing you talk about basketball again,

I really don't think camp's a smart play for you right now.

Dad, it's high flyers.

Exactly my point. You're injured, Nathan.

You don't want the scouts to see you like that.

Plus, there's your mother to consider.

Listen, I don't like to burden you with these things,

but you're a man, so I'm gonna be honest with you.

Your mother's pill addiction started when you moved out.

In no way does that mean you're to blame, 'cause you're not.

But she's gonna be vulnerable when she comes home,

and she's gonna need you more than ever.

[ Crowd cheering ]

Okay, guys.

As student council president, i have one final duty

before the summer begins, and this is it.

Tree Hill high, school is out, and it is time to party!

Please welcome Jimmy eat world!

[ Cheers ]

[ Jimmy eat world's "work" plays ]

* if you only once would let me *

* only just one time

* then be happy with the consequence *

* with whatever's gonna happen tonight *

* don't think we're not serious *

* when is it ever not?

* the love we make has given its take *

* I'm game to play along

* all I can say

* I shouldn't say

* can we take a ride?

* get out of this place while we still have time *

so it's kind of weird --

us living under the same roof.

It's not that weird.

Yes, it is.

Who would've thought this could've happened

back when we were together?

[ Chuckles ]

You been talking to Peyton much?

A little bit.

But I wish I was in her life more, you know?

I guess I know what loss you'll be writing about for your essay.

I lost myself this year, Brooke.

And when I did, I lost some people I truly care about.

Oh, by the way, um...

Since we're coming up on New York, i hope you'll understand

if we spend most of our time with Haley.

It's just...

Important that I focus on her today, you know?

Of course.

Everything else can wait.

* get out of this place while we still have time *

* we still have time

[ guitar solo ]

* can't say i was never wrong *

* but some blame rests on you *

* work and play

* then never okay to mix the way we do *

* all I can say

* I shouldn't say

* can we take a ride?

Haley: no! [ Shrieks ]

[ Laughing ]

* we still have time

* oh, oh, oh, oh

* oh, oh, oh

* oh, oh, oh, oh

[ cheers and applause ]

[ Laughing ] Lucas!

Oh, my gosh. Hi.

Well, well. It's about time the tribal leaders

came to collect their squaw.

Oh, shut up, Chris.

Yeah. shut up, Chris.

All right. I'm going.

Oh, I see you couldn't stay away from me.

Get out.

[ Laughs ] I'm sorry.

Oh, it's good to see you, too, Brooke.

You too, fugitive girl.

Well, so what are you guys doing here?

We brought your english assignment.

My -- oh, my gosh. Finals.

Oh, god, that just feels like a totally different life.

[ Knock on door ]

Joey z.: Let's go, diva.

Hey, Joey z., this is my friend Lucas and my friend Brooke.

What's up, guys?

Sorry I got to drag her away, but we've got three meetings

and a satellite radio interview.

You ready?

Um... [ coughs ]

I'm just feeling a little [Coughs] fluish.

Haley... yeah, I --

[ coughs, clears throat ] it's totally going around.

Cover for me?

Really, because I'm sick as a dog here.

Haley, no, no, wait. Guys...

I'm gonna be sick.

It'll be okay.

Dan can't actually affect me legally.

But if you leave the country...

Yes. he could create quite a bit of red tape

that would hold up my return to the states.

I'm gonna miss you.

Unless you come with me...

Bring Lucas...

Take the summer...

A few years beyond that.

Oh, Andy, i would love to.

Honestly, there's nothing i would want more,

but...

[ Sighs ]

With Deb's troubles and the businesses and...

Keith.

Come on in. What do you think?

Now, this is what I'm talking about.

So what --

what do you guys want to do today?

You want to take a limo to see the city?

I was thinking we could just talk.

Yeah.

Um, I'm in New York City,

and my parents have resumed allowances.

I would be crazy not to shop right now,

so I'm gonna leave you two alone, okay?

Good luck. See you. Bye.

[ Door closes ]

What you walked in on in the dressing room was innocent.

Sure. it was!

Look, I'm not with Chris, okay?

We were just kidding around, like...

We used to do?

Yeah.

[ Sighing ] i miss you so much.

Erica...

Come on, mouth. Give me some mouth.

You're supposed to be helping me.

Take it from someone who was obsessed

with trying to be perfect.

It's not about perfect.

It's about living your life and doing the best you can.

You're pretty great, you know that?

Yes. [ chuckles ]

I'm so great that I'll make you a deal.

For every sentence you write of your essay,

I'll give you a kiss.

Mmm.

You think I could get an advance?

[ Chuckles ]

[ Sighs ]

Jake's getting out of jail.

Oh, that's great, Peyton.

And he's getting Jenny back, too,

so I'm gonna go see him right now.

Tell him i said, "hey."

Hey, Nathan.

I'm sorry I'm happy.

Sometimes they come back, right?

Man: jagielski, far window.

Peyton, you don't have to --

hi, Jake.

How's your sex life in there?

What do you want, Nicki?

I just came to say goodbye.

You're leaving before the hearing?

Yeah.

This game's gotten old.

Well, I guess it's just as well.

Once the judge hears my side of things,

it's not gonna matter if you're there or not.

Do you know how it feels, Jake,

knowing that you'll never see your daughter again,

knowing that she'll never be a part of your life?

You'll never see her walk,

hear her laugh, or watch her grow.

[ Sighs ]

Goodbye, Nicki.

Goodbye, Jake.

Oh, one more thing.

Yeah?

The next time you want to hide my daughter,

you've got to do better than Florida.

Do you know how it feels, Jake,

never to see your daughter again?

Because you will.

Nicki...

Say goodbye to daddy, bunny...

Forever.

Nicki.

[ Telephone thuds ]

Guard!

Nicki!

Somebody stop her!

She's got my baby! Nicki, come on!

Nicki!

Nicki!

I'm guessing you're here because of Nathan.

Kind of.

You know he told me not to come home, right?

You know that.

Look, mostly I'm here because of us, Haley.

I was sitting in class,

and I looked over and saw your empty seat,

and it struck me that not too long ago,

it was just you and me.

Yeah.

[ Chuckles ]

And suddenly it felt wrong that you weren't there.

And you think I was wrong for leaving?

Here's what I think.

You stood by me when I left the river court,

because a voice in my head told me that it's what I had to do.

So I'm here for you, hales,

and I always will be...

Even when i don't understand it.

Thanks, Luke.

Thank you.

[ Sighs ]

Because...

Sometimes I don't understand it either.

Um, oh, my god. Haley James?

We just saw you play last night? Could we get an autograph?

Um...

Yeah, sure.

Thanks.

What's your name? Jennifer.

[ Guitar playing ]

* if you leave me, what else can I do? *

* Lucas and Haley aren't back yet *

* but you can come into the devil's lair *

* drop your things

* have sex with Chris Keller *

* whatever

here's the deal.

Brooke Davis thinks Chris Keller can self-serve Chris Keller.

In other words, you can go --

Haley: oh, hey, Brooke.

What's going on?

She was just hitting on me.

Hey, we missed you at the on-air.

How's the flu bug?

Oh, it'll pass. Thanks.

How'd it go?

Without you, there was more time to talk about me.

It went great.

[ Chuckles, wheezing ]

What?

I can't breathe.

There's no room with Chris' ego. Can we go?

Yes, let's go. You can show me what you got.

You can show me what you got, too.

[ Laughs mockingly ]

Lucas, it was good seeing you, buddy.

[ Door slams ]

Whoa, are you angry, or are you just hitting on me?

You ever try singing with your jaw wired shut?

I guess you're angry.

Do you think this is a joke?

Because it's not.

You're messing with people's lives -- people I care about.

Messing how? You mean having sex with Haley?

[ Chuckling ]

'Cause I never did that, okay?

Is that what you needed to hear?

How's Nathan doing, anyway?

[ Chuckles ] don't go there.

Come on, man, you don't think i think about the guy?

I'm a songwriter. I carry all that crap around.

Then you should know how he's doing.

He's terrible!

Oh, he should be. Haley's a great girl.

It would suck to lose her.

And you don't feel the slightest bit guilty about that?

No, and I'll tell you why.

This is a one-in-a-million chance we're taking here.

You got to be selfish as hell.

You're either all in, or you're out.

You don't think I've tried to talk to her about it

in the middle of the night on some random bus ride?

Hell, man, I've talked to her

a lot more than you have these past few months.

Listen, Luke, i know she's your friend, so...

You can hate me for helping her chase her dream, but...

I'm just trying to help her now, you know?

The same way you are.

The rest -- it's up to her.

[ Guitar plays ]

Hey, tell Brooke i said hi.

[ Guitar resumes ]

You don't lock your door at night.

No one can hurt me.

Nah, that's where you're mistaken.

Is that right? That's right.

You see, I know about your little tax-evasion scam.

And more than that, i have proof of it.

[ Chuckles ]

You know, I don't have any idea what you're talking about.

Really?

I see you've got a new security system installed.

Who installed it?

Got to diversify your portfolio, Dan.

Security's good business. I should know.

I own the company that put your system in.

Huh.

I have your ledger.

You're bluffing.

Well, we'll see about that.

[ Chuckles ] you know, leave all this.

I plan to redecorate when I buy this place, anyway.

[ Jimmy eat world's "polaris" plays ]

* I say it straight and plain

* I know I've made mistakes

* I've always been afraid

* I've always been afraid

* a thousand nights or more

okay, sorry about today with the fans earlier.

We were talking, and I just --

that's okay. It's okay.

Actually, it was kind of cool to see how far you've come.

You know, I'm proud of you.

But...

It's killing him, Haley.

I guess I just don't understand

why it has to be one or the other --

music or Nathan.

I noticed you weren't wearing your wedding ring.

It's not because of the record label...

And it's not because I don't love him.

I just...

I feel like i don't deserve to.

[ Sighs ] things were so much simpler

when it was just the two of us.

But it's not.

* when you go, I'll let you be *

hey. hey!

How'd your essay go?

I did the best I could.

* I'm done, there's nothing left to show *

* try but I can't let go

* are you happy when you're standing still? *

* do you really want the sugar pill? *

* I'll wake up tomorrow, and I'll start *

* to another, it feels so hard *

* as a train approaches, getting on *

* as I'm sure your kiss remains employed *

* am I only dreaming?

* you say that love goes...

Nice try, hargrove.

* anywhere

* in your darkest time

* it's just enough to know it's there *

* when you go, I'll let you be *

* but you're killing everything in me *

* when you go, I'll let you be *

[ cheers ]

* but you're killing everything in me *

[ cheers and applause ]

We've got to get out of town before I spot another sale.

I'm gonna go find somebody to carry these.

[ Chuckles ]

Here. um, it's my english final.

I pulled an all-nighter. [ Chuckles ]

Aren't you supposed to be trashing hotel rooms?

I mean, what kind of a rock star spends the entire night

doing an english final?

Well...

I am still tutor girl, right?

Besides, it was...

It was a pretty easy topic for me.

So...

Maybe this means you're coming back soon?

No.

I'm not coming home, Lucas.

This is my life now.

Oh. um...

I want you to give this to Nathan for me, please.

[ Sniffles ]

Please, Luke.

* when you turn out the light *

* did you think that I wasn't gonna be all right? *

* kicked out of your...

So I guess this is goodbye.

Yeah, I guess so. [ Chuckles ]

[ Sniffles ]

I...

Will always be there for you, Haley.

And you'll always be my best friend.

[ Cheers and applause ]

[ Slow music plays ]

Hey.

Come here.

It's all gonna be okay now.

Peyton... shh.

I have to go.

What? no. don't.

Nicki found Jenny.

What do you mean?

She has her, Peyton.

What? how?

I don't know how, okay?

But I have to go. I have to find her.

I'll go with you.

You can't. But --

Peyton...

You can't.

[ Sighs ]

Why not?

I mean, what is the point of school and grades

and all of this if I'm numb?

God, Jake, i can't be without you.

I love you.

[ Sighs ] you're meant for better.

I'm not. You are.

Mnh-mnh.

Hey, maybe I'll find Jenny sooner than later.

Maybe I'll be back in no time.

You won't! You know you won't!

Come here.

[ Sniffles ]

Listen to me. [ Cries ]

I need you... To get past this.

No!

I need you to forget about me and move on, okay?

[ Sighs ] you're too amazing to carry this around.

You're -- you're too full of greatness and...

[ Sighs ]

And I love you too much.

[ Cries, sniffles ]

I have to go.

No!

[ Sniffles ]

I can't have Jenny be with Nicki.

[ Inhales deeply ]

* and all I want is what you got *

* all I want is what you got *

[ crying ] Jake...

[ Sniffles ]

Thank you.

You know, I could've held you in my arms forever.

It still wouldn't have been long enough.

[ Cries ]

[ Jimmy eat world's "hear you me" plays ]

* there's no one in town i know *

* you gave us someplace to go *

* I never said thank you for that *

* thought I might get one more chance *

* what would you think of me now? *

* so lucky, so strong, so proud *

* never said thank you for that *

you miss Haley, don't you?

You gonna be all right?

Yeah. it's just hard to let someone go, you know?

It's okay that you're into Peyton.

I've been avoiding it the whole trip,

but I found the things in your closet, and it's fine.

[ Instrumental solo ]

* so what would you think of me now? *

* so lucky, so strong, so proud *

I just wanted to say goodbye before I left.

You're leaving now? Tonight?

I think it's best.

For mum and...

And for you.

Andy...

Oh, and, uh, I need you to give this to Lucas.

Of course.

* may angels lead you in

* may angels lead you in

* may angels...

Andy...

I love you, you know.

I do.

And I love you, Karen.

Somehow it just doesn't seem to be enough.

[ Guitar solo ]

* if you were with me tonight *

Brooke: George Bernard Shaw once wrote,

"there are two tragedies in life.

"One is to lose your heart's desire.

The other is to gain it."

Clearly, Shaw had his heart broken once or twice.

* may angels lead you in

* hear you me, my friends

* on sleepless roads...

Where you been?

I went to see a friend.

Yeah. anyone I know?

Not really.

You know you're bleeding?

Yeah.

It should probably hurt, but it's kind of weird.

I don't feel anything.

Nathan: as far as I'm concerned, Shaw was a punk.

'Cause you know what? Tragedies happen.

What are you gonna do -- give up? Quit?

No.

I realize now that when your heart breaks,

you got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive,

because you are.

And that pain you feel? That's life.

The confusion and fear?

That's there to remind you

that somewhere out there is something better,

and that something is worth fighting for.

* hear you me, my friends

* on sleepless roads, the sleepless go *

* may angels...

Haley: this year i got everything I wanted

and everything i wished for.

But in a way, i lost even more.

Haley, the new tour posters are here.

What's this?

Um, nothing.

That's just stupid kid stuff.

What do you think? Wow.

* may angels lead you in

Lucas: Shaw was right.

As we strain to grasp the things we desire,

the things we think will make our lives better --

money, popularity, fame,

we ignore what truly matters -- the simple things,

like friendship...

Family...

Love...

The things we probably already had.

Mouth: so Mr. Shaw thinks

that getting your heart's desire is a tragedy?

I say he's wrong.

I mean, clearly Shaw never kissed Erica marsh.

* a song for a heart so big

* god wouldn't let it live

* may angels lead you in

* hear you me, my friends

* on sleepless roads...

Peyton: yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic.

But gaining your heart's desire?

That's all you can hope for.

* may angels lead you in

this year i wished for love...

To immerse myself in someone else

and to wake a heart long afraid to feel.

* on sleepless roads, the sleepless go *

my wish was granted.

And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy.

[ Motorcycle engine turns over ]

* may angels lead you in

because I wouldn't give it back for the world.

[ Cheers and applause ]