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Dear Taisei,

by the time you read this,

I will probably have passed away.

I began writing this after I fell ill.

At first, it was to remember everything between us.

But now I'm feeling a little conflicted.

Love in the Diary Box

This is the place, huh?

My grandpa was still running this shop three days before he died.

Really?

It's a bit small,

but being along the highway is great.

My bad.

It's a work habit of mine.

Shunji, I...

Nanami.

It's been 49 days since he passed.

How about it?

Maybe it's time we became an item.

Keep it on.

Shunji, I'm...

thinking of taking over the shop.

Hey, you sure about that?

It belonged to Masako.

I need to draw a line somewhere.

Excuse me, Gen?

Are these all the items that need to be disposed of?

I'll let you decide that, boss!

So you've sorted things out a bit, huh?

You were the one who told me I should declutter.

Well...

I didn't want to see you moping about forever.

Want me to put this out back?

Yes, thanks. Sorry, I know you're busy.

Nah, it's no biggie.

Damn, this is heavy.

Nanami, working hard?

Oh, Izumi!

I brought the goods I obtained.

Wanna decide what they're worth?

Mr. Takase?

Hi, boss!

Energetic as ever, I see!

Business good?

Thanks to your support.

Do you think an antique store like this can survive?

Okay, I'm heading back.

Oh, right.

Be sure to eat dinner before coming home.

Will do.

Don't overdo it, okay?

Your fiancé seems a little down today.

I think he's just worried about me.

Maybe he's desperate for some action.

Do you ever not think about sex?

Oh, that?

I thought it might be your kinda thing.

Okay, now I'm intrigued.

"He left pretty early this morning."

"I'm surprised he woke up,

given how much sex we had last night."

Wait... this is somebody's diary!

It's pretty racy, too.

I'm still in a bit of a daze as I write this.

My right nipple, which you bit upon

is still throbbing this morning.

And down there, I can still feel the strange sensation of

having you inside me.

She's so naughty!

Izumi, where did you get this?

Good question.

From some guy wanting to declutter his house.

This "Taisei" fellow?

Yeah, I think his last name was Kawai.

Then this must be his wife's.

We should probably return it.

Nah, we're not obliged to do that.

Declutter fatigue?

The booze tastes bad.

Maybe 'cause I'm drinking with you.

My bad.

Man, I miss drinking at home with Masako.

Hey, why are you getting sentimental all of a sudden?

That's why nobody wants to hang out with you.

Shut up.

Hey there, miss.

It looks like your friend is asleep.

Wanna join us older guys for a drink?

What do you mean "older guys"?

To her, we’re basically grandpas.

Don't be a killjoy!

Hey mister, do you like jazz?

Jazz?

Yeah, I love it!

Are you a musician?

Jazz, huh?

It's a dead style of music. Some songs are an exception, though.

Way to kill the conversation.

No way!

You’re the first person I’ve met who thinks the same as me.

I'm Chiharu.

And you?

I'm Taisei Kawai.

Taisei, I'm sorry about yesterday.

I know you're not a strong drinker, but I made you have too many.

In truth, I sometimes get anxious.

You take out the trash and wash the dishes.

You’re probably better at cooking than me, too.

You say we’re partners,

but I don’t have anything to be proud of.

That's why

I sometimes get you drunk, knowing you'll cry easily,

and tease you a little.

You're always so cool-headed,

but seeing you cry over a goldfish you remember having as a kid

is incredibly cute.

It's a side of you that only I get to see.

I really shouldn't be reading someone else’s diary.

Izumi, sorry for calling so late.

No worries.

I was just about to play with myself anyway.

She's as lively as ever, I see.

I’m going to return the diary tomorrow.

Okay, I’ll text you the address.

Wait, did you already read the whole thing?

No, just the beginning.

"I wonder if she knows something about the two of them."

Well? How was it? Is it raunchy?

It is, but… "I figured she'd only ask about that..."

I got fed up reading about it. "I figured she'd only ask about that..."

The gap between their life and mine is depressing.

"Izumi is such a simple girl."

Come on, read some more.

No way!

- Use it as play material. - That's gross!

"Her sex drive is seriously off the charts!"

Sometimes I pinch my clit between my fingers and move it around,

then sometimes I pull back the skin and roll it from the base.

Before long, I get so wet I can even hear it.

Yeah, I agree.

It’s not just about touching it.

Hey, stop doing that over the phone!

Why? It's fine if it's you.

Besides, you two did it tonight, right?

I've never had it done to me like that!

I guess he just ain’t good at it.

Sorry, Nanami.

I need to go, so I’m hanging up.

You need to "go," Izumi? "She means "cum," the dirty minx!"

I'll use the jacket that I... forgot I threw out the other day.

KAWAI

- Who are you? - I, um...

Sorry, I’m running late!

If you're a salesperson, I'm not interested.

I'm in a rush, so bye!

Mr. Kawai!

Hey.

Why do you like a dead style of music?

Oh, you mean jazz?

I prefer listening to it live rather than on records.

I think jazz is music for the players themselves.

So I wouldn't say I like it exactly.

That’s so true.

Deep down, everyone’s playing for themselves.

So recordings don’t really mean much.

Do you go to live shows these days?

No.

I used to go to this one place a lot, though.

So…

Do you like sex?

Hey, keep your voice down!

Excuse me!

My apologies.

Did you know?

Meat and alcohol are natural aphrodisiacs.

Ah, yeah...

Do you like having sex?

Or don't you?

Which is it?

I don’t dislike it.

Let’s go.

Okay.

What?

After a dramatic encounter like that, you just went home all dejected?

Well…

How was it?

Did it feel special? Did you get wet?

No… Well, maybe.

So you’re not denying it?

It’s not like that…

It’s just…

he's nothing like Shunji.

But guess what?

What?

He was meeting a woman.

Oh, his wife?

No, it didn’t seem like it.

She was young.

A younger woman, huh?

Maybe she’s pretty experienced.

If it were me,

I'd go with a guy like him if he could satisfy my sex drive.

Shunji, what are you up to?

Rather, what are you up to this late at night?

Sorry, I gotta go.

Your boss friend?

Geez.

Shunji, wait.

Yeah?

What am I to you?

Why do you ask?

Are you happy being with me?

After all this time, you ask me now?

I’m sleepy.

Good night.

Huh?

What are you...?

Mister?

Do you have some kind of mental hang-up?

You’re not getting hard at all.

Geez, talk about frustrating.

I'm sorry. I’ve... got a lot on my mind.

I know.

You older guys are pretty sensitive, right?

It’s okay. Call me again sometime.

She smelled really nice…

Okay.

Oh?

Really? You spat out your booze?

What?

Her cleavage?

Was she that much of a knockout?

Huh?

You couldn’t get it up?

Taisei,

come meet me at the bar.

I wanna hear all about it.

Man, this is a lot of stuff!

Okay, I’ll buy all of this for now.

Thanks.

Yet another box for the warehouse.

Oh wait, Izumi.

Want to go for a drink?

There's a bar along along the seafront. You know the place.

Oh, that joint?

A friend of mine is coming, but it might be a bit awkward.

You went to his place the other day. The guy who wanted to declutter.

Oh, you mean Mr. Kawai?

Yeah, that’s him!

He’s been pretty down lately.

Then drinks are on you!

Deal!

Nanami?

Want to go out drinking?

Sorry to keep you waiting.

Okay, so here's 8,600 yen.

Please write your name and address here.

Wow, I’m soaked.

The rain is pouring down.

Izumi? Are you okay?

Hey, Izumi?

Izumi? You there?

Ah, this isn't what I planned.

Don't play dumb!

Oh, Izumi!

You’re so tight!

Oh, Gen!

It feels so good!

Thanks.

"How long are you gonna keep me waiting?"

Mr. Kawai?

Didn't you come to my place the other day?

I’m Nanami Shiraki.

Are you meeting someone?

Well, I was supposed to meet a friend.

It seems I got stood up, too.

Shall we have a drink?

I see.

Your grandfather, huh?

Yes.

I’m taking over his shop and reopening it.

Drop by sometime.

An antique shop?

It must be hard knowing what will sell.

I have an eye for what people want.

Why do you want to run an antique shop?

Good question.

Because it was ran by my grandparents and I love it very much.

They were always kind and always smiling.

It was just that kind of place.

I see.

That’s so lovely.

It must be nice.

- Here. - Thanks.

Are you okay?

Maybe you shouldn’t have anymore.

You can't drink so much, right?

Huh?

Thanks for this.

My pleasure.

So...

when I visited your house the other day...

Yes?

I wanted to talk about something.

Go on.

I...

I know.

I know that you’re a very passionate person.

And that you understand people’s feelings.

You're the only person who would say that to me now.

Okay, let’s call it a night.

Yeah.

Today we heard the test results.

Apparently I only have six months to live.

Oh no!

"Dear Taisei, by the time you read this, I will probably have passed away."

Nanami.

Sorry, but I gotta go on an urgent business trip.

I’ll be gone for about three days.

Okay.

"Starting today, you’re away on a three-day business trip."

Same here.

You’ve only been gone an hour,

and I already miss you.

But at least it gives me time to write this,

so I’ll write down all the things I don’t want to forget.

I'm short on time, after all.

The day after you met me, you proposed.

You gave a presentation at my company,

and we hit it off over drinks at the after-party.

The next day,

we went to a gallery to see an exhibition of a painter we both like.

When we left the gallery, you suddenly proposed to me.

"OPENING SOON"

I said yes right away,

and you looked more surprised than me.

Later, you said I was an "inspiration,"

but I felt the same.

I felt you were somebody I wanted to be with.

Marriage might have been a bit of a leap,

but somehow I felt it would be okay.

And then you made love to me for the first time.

At first, you kissed me cautiously,

and slowly took off my clothes.

I thought maybe you weren’t very experienced,

but that was a trap.

By the time you’d licked me so much my whole body was sticky,

I couldn’t stand it anymore,

and ended up blurting out, “Just put it in already.”

Every sensitive part of my body was throbbing with passion.

I’d never felt anything like it before.

While kissing me,

you slowly rubbed your tip up and down my opening,

coating your manhood with my warmth.

But that only heightened my pleasure even more.

When you finally entered me,

my whole body tightened and broke out in goosebumps.

When I opened my eyes, you were gazing at me.

You wouldn’t turn off the light, so I was really embarrassed.

I’m used to it now, though.

Then you kissed me again,

and started moving slowly and shallowly.

As my body began reacting to the rhythm,

you suddenly slid all the way in.

At that moment, it felt like electricity shot up from my hips,

and my mind went completely blank.

I don’t remember much after that.

Mr. Kawai?

Stop.

Stop?

Of course I should!

So...

About when I visited your house the other day...

Oh, right.

What about it?

The truth is,

I know a little about you.

Like what?

Well, it's kinda hard to say.

This is your wife’s diary.

My wife’s diary?

Wait.

How do you have this?

Nanami.

Shunji!

This is Mr. Kawai.

Nice to meet you. I’m Shunji Takase, Nanami’s fiancé.

Your fiancé?

Shunji, why are you here?

What about your trip?

Ah, I wrapped it up in a day.

Nanami.

When you get home tonight, we need to talk.

Okay.

See you later then.

Well, Nanami, I’ll be going.

Hey, wait a moment!

"Are you feeling up for some fun now?"

I’m gonna put it in!

Do it.

It feels good.

You’re hitting really deep.

You’re doing great today, mister.

Oh, yes! That's so good!

Fuck me harder!

It's so good!

Oh, yes!

You’re full of energy!

This feels amazing.

You're fucking me so hard!

I’m gonna cum.

I'm gonna cum too!

Right now!

That felt amazing.

But…

You were thinking about another woman, weren't you?

Not that I care.

We only met randomly in a bar anyway.

In the end,

I guess I just wanted someone to be with again.

Again?

Yeah.

My wife died three years ago.

I thought I’d try loving someone again, but...

Did she reject you?

It was my own fault for getting carried away.

She is engaged.

So it's a lost cause?

Or is there still a chance?

Mister, remember jazz?

What do you mean?

You play for yourself.

Maybe then she’ll fall for you.

Especially if there’s something that connects you two.

The diary.

Let’s break up.

If we do it now,

we can part ways without things getting messy.

Shunji, who did you give that ring to?

Someone you don’t know.

So you were seeing another woman?

We’re not married, so it’s none of your business!

You started that antique shop without consulting me, too.

What? I'm not allowed to do what I want?

Are you stupid?

That shop will never make money!

You should’ve just sold the place.

Then you would’ve made some money.

You're such a jerk.

I guess I didn't know you at all.

Well, I only have myself to blame.

Your words just now

are nothing but selfish, arbitrary shackles!

Well, I refuse to spend my life shackled like that!

I’m leaving.

Hey, where will you go?

I’ll stay at the shop.

Don't be like that!

You don't need to leave right now!

Right?

We could...

do it one last time.

This is for the best.

But now I'm feeling a little conflicted.

I originally meant to leave this diary for you,

but if I do that, it might close off your future.

I shouldn’t keep such a wonderful man tied down forever.

This is how I've come to feel.

I’ll hide this diary where it won’t be easily found.

It’s not an ideal solution, but it’s the best I can do.

Taisei, please,

even if you read this,

I want you to find a new partner.

I’m not asking you to forget me.

After all, that’s why I wrote this.

But if this diary helps you to meet someone, I’d be very happy.

And if someday you no longer need this diary,

I’d be even happier.

Goodbye,

Taisei.

Thank you for everything.

Now it's down to you to make her yours.

Masako!

Masako...

It’s Nanami.

"I broke up with Shunji."

"I moved out too."

What?

"Where are you? Wanna come over?"

"Thanks."

"Can I come now?"

"Sure. Come right over. I’ll be waiting."

Hey!

- What's wrong? - Listen up.

Nanami broke up with her fiancé, so get moving!

Oh, really? Am I not allowed to stay?

- Get outta here! - Seriously?

Get a clue! She just broke up with her man!

- Hurry up and get dressed! - Okay, I guess I'll wear this.

That’s Nanami.

She’s pretty.

Not as pretty as me, though.

Like I said, you were my inspiration.

No.

You were mine.

Huh?

Okay, time for me to go.

Masako...

Do you think I can do this?

Don’t be stupid.

If you let her slip away now, you’ll regret it.

Do your best, Taisei.

Live happily for me, too.

Nanami!

I’m sorry I read her diary.

I feel like I’ve been stripped naked.

Isn’t that unfair?

All I know about you is that you have a shop and a fiancé.

I broke up with him.

But it won’t work. I can’t replace Masako.

Nanami…

I want to get to know you better.

Not as someone’s replacement.

This is my inspiration.

I want you.

Inspiration?

Yeah.

Besides, I don’t think you really know me yet.

You’re right.

I want you to know more about me, too!

I can't take anymore.

Just put it in already.

Nanami, I'm gonna cum.

I'm gonna cum!

Nanami!