Original subtitles

OH, DO YOU HEAR THAT?

Chad: YOU COULD SEE SMOKE COMING FROM THE TOP.

THIS VOLCANO IS READY TO GO AT ANY MOMENT.

I'M SAYING, WE GOT TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE.

WHOA.

-DID YOU HEAR THAT? -OH, MY GOD.

I HOPE IT'S NOT GONNA EXPLODE ON US RIGHT NOW.

Narrator: ONE MAN...

...AND ONE WOMAN...

I'M NOT LEAVING!

...ALONE FOR 21 DAYS...

WHAT IS THAT?

...WITH NO FOOD...

OH, GOD, I'M FREEZING.

...NO CLOTHES...

...NO WATER.

GOD. OOH! OOH!

Narrator: DO THEY HAVE THE SKILLS AND THE WILL...

-HURTS.

...TO OVERCOME THE MOST PRIMAL SURVIVAL CHALLENGE

OF THEIR LIVES...

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CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS

Chad: THIS MOUNTAIN IS ALIVE

AND COULD TAKE US OUT AT ANY SECOND.

THIS IS GONNA BE MY LAST REAL HIKE

BEFORE I DISAPPEAR ON "NAKED AND AFRAID."

WHOEVER MY PARTNER IS,

I JUST HOPE THAT YOU'RE A BADASS, YOU KNOW?

AND I HOPE THIS ISN'T ALL COMING DOWN ON ME.

Dawn: THIS COURT, IT HAS A FAIRLY ROUGH SURFACE.

I'VE BEEN DOING SOME WORKOUTS ON HERE BAREFOOT

JUST TO KIND OF TOUGHEN UP MY FEET.

THIS IS THE DAY BEFORE I'M SUPPOSED TO LEAVE.

SO, HERE ARE MEDALS -- ONE FOR AFGHANISTAN,

AND ONE IS FOR WEST POINT MILITARY ACADEMY.

BAG'S RIGHT THERE. I JUST GOT TO CLOSE IT AND BE ON MY WAY.

I'M NOT GONNA TAP OUT, THAT'S FOR SURE.

FAMOUS LAST WORDS, BUT I'M NOT, 'CAUSE I'M PRETTY CONFIDENT.

Narrator: DEEP BENEATH THE CARIBBEAN SEA

LIES AN AREA OF INTENSE SEISMIC ACTIVITY

WHERE MOLTEN ROCK IS RISING FROM COLLIDING TECTONIC PLATES.

THESE CLASHING FORCES HAVE CREATED A LUSH VOLCANIC ISLAND

THAT CONCEALS DEADLY SCORPIONS, VENOMOUS CENTIPEDES,

AND THE TOXIC MANCHINEEL TREE,

WHICH LEAKS A POISONOUS SAP

THAT WAS USED BY NATIVES FOR PRISONER EXECUTIONS.

RISING ABOVE IT ALL IS THE ISLAND'S BIGGEST THREAT --

A DEADLY VOLCANO LOOMING OVER A MODERN-DAY POMPEII.

THIS IS MONTSERRAT,

ONE OF THE MOST ACTIVE VOLCANIC ISLANDS IN THE WORLD.

AFTER A LONG PERIOD OF DORMANCY,

THE ISLAND'S VOLCANO AWOKE DURING THE 1990s,

TRIGGERING AVALANCHES OF SUPERHEATED ASH

AND TREACHEROUS MUDSLIDES KNOWN AS "LAHARS."

THE VOLCANO DEVASTATED THE CAPITAL OF PLYMOUTH,

FORCING THOUSANDS TO FLEE

AND LEAVING 19 PEOPLE DEAD IN ITS WAKE.

THE VOLCANO CONTINUES TO MENACE THE ISLAND TO THIS DAY.

NATURE IS DEFINITELY SHOWING

THAT PEOPLE CANNOT SURVIVE OUT HERE.

SO, WHEW, GOT TO LEAVE THESE NERVES BEHIND.

MY NAME IS CHAD.

I'M FROM WRIGHTWOOD, CALIFORNIA,

AND I'M A SURVIVAL INSTRUCTOR,

A MARTIAL-ART INSTRUCTOR, AND A COMPUTER PROGRAMMER.

PEOPLE CLASSIFY ME A LOT AS, LIKE, A HIPPIE,

BECAUSE MAYBE I APPEAR TO BE A HIPPIE,

BUT I'M PRETTY MUCH SPIRITUAL INDIANA JONES.

MY DAD ACTUALLY TAUGHT ME

ALL THE SURVIVAL SKILLS THAT I KNOW,

SO I FEEL THAT I HAVE THE SKILLS NECESSARY

TO COME OUT HERE AND THRIVE.

HOW IT IS TODAY, EVERYONE PROJECTS AN IMAGE

OF HOW THEY'D LIKE THEMSELVES TO BE SEEN BY OTHER PEOPLE.

I HONESTLY HAVE BEEN CAUGHT UP IN THE SOCIAL-MEDIA IMAGE, ALSO,

AND I HOPE THAT I CAN COME MORE IN CONTACT

WITH WHO I TRULY AM AS A HUMAN BEING

AND LEAVE THE UNNECESSARY PARTS BEHIND.

I THINK THE NEXT 21 DAYS

ARE GONNA BE EXTREMELY CHALLENGING FOR ME.

SUCH AN ERUPTION OBVIOUSLY JUST COMPLETELY CLEARED

THE ENTIRE AREA OF ANY KIND OF LIFE FORMS.

MY NAME IS DAWN, I'M FROM QUEBEC, CANADA,

AND I'M A RETIRED INFANTRY OFFICER

FROM THE CANADIAN ARMED FORCES.

I'M AN ALPHA FEMALE.

I HAVE NICKNAMES SUCH AS "ARMY BARBIE," "G.I. JANE,"

AND I THINK THAT HAS TO DO WITH THE FACT

THAT I'M QUITE SMALL IN STATURE,

YET I WENT OVERSEAS AS A PLATOON COMMANDER

TO AFGHANISTAN,

AND THEN I BECAME A SQUADRON SECOND-IN-COMMAND

IN SPECIAL FORCES.

I'VE ASSISTED MEN LARGER THAN ME

BECAUSE THEY WERE HAVING DIFFICULTIES,

AND NEVER DROPPED OUT OF ANYTHING.

BUT IN THE LAST YEAR,

I'VE KIND OF STRUGGLED WITH POSTTRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER

FOR, YOU KNOW, TRAUMATIC EVENTS

THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN AFGHANISTAN.

I FEEL ALONE, AND I'M HOPING THAT, WITH THIS CHALLENGE,

I'LL BE ABLE TO CONNECT EMOTIONALLY WITH MY PARTNER

AND KIND OF FIGURE MYSELF OUT.

ALL RIGHT. LET'S GET NAKED.

Chad: DEFINITELY NERVOUS ABOUT BEING NAKED

IN FRONT OF SOME RANDOM PERSON.

I'VE NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE,

BESIDES, LIKE, RELATIONSHIP-WISE.

LAST PART, HUH?

ALL RIGHT, TIME TO LEAVE THE MATERIAL WORLD

AND GET OUT INTO NATURE.

Dawn: I'M HOPING THAT MY PARTNER

BRINGS IN MORE PRIMITIVE SURVIVAL EXPERIENCE,

BUT I'LL LOSE RESPECT

IF HE'S OVERLY CONFIDENT ABOUT HIS SKILLS

BUT HE ACTUALLY DOESN'T KIND OF PRODUCE THE RESULTS,

BECAUSE, AT THE END OF THE DAY, I HAVE TO SURVIVE FOR 21 DAYS,

AND SO THERE WILL BE A POINT

WHERE I'M JUST GONNA, YOU KNOW, TAKE OVER.

ALL RIGHT. LET'S GET 'ER DONE.

SO, THIS IS DEFINITELY A FIRST.

I'M NAKED IN THE MIDDLE OF A TOWN.

THERE'S NO ONE LIVING HERE, THOUGH.

IT'S A LITTLE EERIE.

WOW.

IT'S AN ABSOLUTELY-DESTROYED CHURCH.

SO, I SEE MY PARTNER,

AND IT'S JUST LIKE MALIBU BARBIE WALKING AT ME.

I REALLY HOPE SHE HAS THE SKILLS TO BACK UP THOSE LOOKS.

HEY. HOW ARE YOU?

GOOD. HOW ARE THESE ROCKS TREATING YOU?

AWESOME.

I'M CHAD.

HI. DAWN.

-DAWN, NICE TO MEET YOU. -NICE TO MEET YOU, TOO.

Dawn: I SEE MY PARTNER, AND HE'S GOT THE LONG HAIR,

HE'S GOT THE BEARD, SO MY FIRST IMPRESSIONS

IS THAT HE'S DEFINITELY A HIPPIE FOR SURE.

ARE YOU NERVOUS, OR WHAT?

I'M MORE NERVOUS ABOUT THE NAKEDNESS

THAN I AM ABOUT ACTUALLY DOING THE CHALLENGE.

THE SURVIVAL STUFF?

SO YOU GOT SOME SKILLS, THEN, I'M GUESSING.

-I MEAN, WE'LL SEE, RIGHT? -YEAH.

ONE DAY AT A TIME. AND WHAT ABOUT YOURSELF?

I TEACH SURVIVAL BACK IN CALIFORNIA.

-OH, THAT'S AWESOME. -YEAH.

THAT'S AWESOME.

WELL, LET'S...

MOVE ON?

Narrator: ALONG WITH A MACHETE,

DAWN AND CHAD EACH GET TO BRING ONE PERSONAL ITEM.

I ACTUALLY BROUGHT A BOW-DRILL KIT,

AND THIS PRODUCES LARGE COALS.

I MADE IT MYSELF, I'VE USED IT THOUSANDS OF TIMES,

SO WE SHOULDN'T HAVE ANY ISSUES THERE.

CHAD'S PRIMITIVE SURVIVAL ITEM IS A BOW DRILL.

I'M DEFINITELY MORE COMFORTABLE WITH A FIRE STARTER,

SO I REALLY HOPE THAT HE'S AN EXPERT WITH IT.

-I BROUGHT SOME PARACORD. -YES. AWESOME.

SO, IT COULD BE USED FOR SHELTER,

IT COULD BE USED FOR MAKING NETS,

IT COULD BE USED FOR MAKING FISHING LINE, TRAPS.

WHAT ELSE DO YOU HAVE? I ACTUALLY HAVE THE MAP.

LET'S CHECK IT OUT.

SO, THAT'S OBVIOUSLY THE VOLCANO.

AND IT LOOKS LIKE IT'S RUNNING OFF,

EVERY TIME IT EXPLODES, THIS WAY.

SO, WE GOT TO STAY AS FAR AWAY FROM THIS VOLCANO AS POSSIBLE.

DO YOU AGREE? -I AGREE.

IT'S COMPLETELY BARREN.

WE REALLY NEED TO NOT STAY HERE.

THERE'S NO SIGNS OF LIFE AROUND HERE AT ALL.

I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY INSECTS, SO THAT'S SCARY, YOU KNOW?

SO, I SAY WE HEAD TOWARDS THAT WATER BEFORE IT GETS DARK...

ABSOLUTELY, YEP. ...AND MAYBE SET UP A SHELTER.

-THAT'D BE PERFECT. -ALL RIGHT.

-YOU READY? -YEAH, LET'S GO.

AWESOME. AFTER YOU, OR...?

ALL RIGHT. FOLLOW YOUR LEAD.

Narrator: DAWN AND CHAD'S COMBINED SKILLS

MAKE THEM AN EXCEPTIONALLY STRONG TEAM,

BUT THEY FACE AN EXTRAORDINARILY BRUTAL INSERTION

OVER HOT, RAZOR-SHARP ROCK AND LONG, STEEP TERRAIN.

IF THEY CAN CLIMB OUT OF THIS BARREN LANDSCAPE

AND MAKE IT TO THE LUSH INTERIOR,

RESOURCES WILL BE PLENTIFUL,

ALONG WITH A HOST OF THREATENING INHABITANTS.

WHAT DO YOU DO FOR WORK AND STUFF?

-UM, I JUST RETIRED. -REALLY?

I WAS AN INFANTRY OFFICER...

NO WAY.

...FOR 15 YEARS. NO WAY.

FINDING OUT MY PARTNER WAS IN THE MILITARY IS CRAZY,

BECAUSE THAT'S PROBABLY THE EXACT PARTNER

I WAS HOPING I WOULDN'T HAVE.

YOU KNOW, PEOPLE NEED TO SPEND THEIR WHOLE LIFE OUT IN NATURE

TO REALLY DEVELOP THESE SKILLS,

AND IT'S NOT SOMETHING YOU PICK UP ON A FEW MONTHS

IN A SURVIVAL TRAINING IN THE MILITARY.

I'M WORRIED SHE MIGHT NOT HAVE THE SKILLS TO CUT IT OUT HERE.

Narrator: DAWN MAY NOT BE AS WELL-VERSED AS CHAD IN PRIMITIVE SURVIVAL,

BUT AS A WAR VETERAN TRAINED AT WEST POINT,

SHE BRINGS TOUGHNESS AND PROVEN LEADERSHIP SKILLS

TO THE CHALLENGE.

DAWN HAS BEEN ASSIGNED

AN INITIAL PRIMITIVE SURVIVAL RATING,

OR PSR, OF 7.1.

AS A SURVIVAL INSTRUCTOR,

CHAD ENTERS THIS POST-APOCALYPTIC LANDSCAPE

WITH AN ARRAY OF PRIMITIVE SKILLS,

BUT HIS OVERCONFIDENCE COULD HURT HIM

ON THIS MONUMENTAL CHALLENGE.

CHAD ALSO BEGINS WITH A PSR OF 7.1.

-WHEW. -YOU OKAY?

SO, THESE ARE VOLCANIC ROCKS MIXED WITH, LIKE, PUMICE STONES,

AND THEY'RE EXTREMELY SHARP.

PAIN IS JUST WEAKNESS LEAVING THE BODY.

YOU KNOW, YOU SEE THOSE PEOPLE WALK OVER, LIKE, COALS?

IMAGINE IF THAT WAS JUST ALL, LIKE, RAZOR-SHARP GLASS.

THAT IS BASICALLY WHAT WE ARE WALKING OVER,

AND IT'S HORRIBLE.

STARTING TO SMELL MORE LIKE SULFUR.

YEAH.

-OH, DO YOU HEAR THAT? -OH, YEAH.

THAT VOLCANO'S CRAZY.

THE VOLCANO TOTALLY KNOWS WE'RE HERE.

I JUST HOPE THAT IT STAYS MELLOW THE WHOLE TIME THAT WE'RE HERE,

'CAUSE LAVA WOULD BE AN INTERESTING ASPECT

TO THIS PARTY.

HERE, IT GOES FROM, LIKE, LIGHT TO DARK IN, LIKE, THAT.

-YEAH.

IT LOOKS LIKE WE HAVE LIKE MAYBE ANOTHER HOUR LEFT OF SUN.

HOO-HOO-HOO.

THERE'S A BIT OF THORNS HERE.

THE THORNS ARE, LIKE, AS BIG AS A PINKY NAIL.

I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA CROSS THROUGH HERE.

SHE DID IT.

DAWN, YOU'RE CRAZY TO CHARGE STRAIGHT THROUGH THINGS.

Dawn: SOME PEOPLE JUST BY DEFAULT BECOME THE LEADER

AND SOME BECOME THE FOLLOWER,

AND THIS MAY BE A SITUATION WHERE I MAY BE THE LEADER

AND HE MAY BE MORE OF THE FOLLOWER,

AND I THINK WE'RE BOTH FINE WITH THAT.

YOU OKAY?

IT'S DEFINITELY GETTING DARK.

HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU THINK WE HAVE NOW?

WE HAVE LESS THAN HALF AN HOUR.

Chad: WE CANNOT HIKE IN THE DARK OUT HERE.

THERE ARE HUGE THORNS EVERYWHERE.

OH, MY GOD.

I DON'T THINK IT'S GONNA BE DARK, LIKE, IN CALIFORNIA DARK.

I THINK IT'S GONNA BE PITCH-BLACK DARK OUT HERE.

WHEW! THORNS RIGHT THERE.

Dawn: I'D LIKE TO PUSH ON. OHH!

Dawn: HONESTLY, EVERY STEP IS PAINFUL,

BUT I'M NOT GONNA LET THAT GET ME DOWN.

I'M GONNA STAY POSITIVE AND MOVE ONE FOOT AT A TIME

NO MATTER HOW PAINFUL IT IS.

IT'S BETTER TO DO THAT THAN STAY IN THE PATH OF THE VOLCANO.

OW.

THEY'RE ALL OVER THE DAMN GROUND RIGHT HERE.

ALL RIGHT, SO IT'S PRETTY MUCH LAST LIGHT RIGHT NOW.

WHAT WAS THAT?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT HANGING OUT HERE FOR THE NIGHT?

WE CAN'T EVEN SEE ANYMORE, SO WE DON'T HAVE A CHOICE.

Chad: IN A NORMAL SURVIVAL SITUATION,

WE DEFINITELY WOULD HAVE MADE SHELTER RIGHT AWAY

WHEN WE STILL HAD LIGHT,

BUT WE HAVE TO GET OUT OF THE WAY OF THE VOLCANO.

TO BE STUCK IN THAT FLOW WOULD JUST BE ABSOLUTE DEATH, DAY 1.

WELL...

WHOA. -DID YOU HEAR THAT?

-WHOA. OH. -DID YOU HEAR THAT?

Chad: OH, MY GOD.

I HOPE IT'S NOT GONNA EXPLODE ON US RIGHT NOW.

I DEFINITELY WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

Dawn: TODAY IS DAY 2, AND THE PRIORITY 100%

IS TO GET OUT OF THE PATH OF THE VOLCANO.

AND WE NEED TO DO IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

I THOUGHT WE WERE TOTALLY, LIKE,

OUT OF THE VOLCANO'S WRATH BY NOW,

BUT WE ARE STILL, LIKE, IN ITS PATH FOR SURE.

THIS ISN'T AN EXTINCT VOLCANO.

THIS ISN'T SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED 1,000 YEARS AGO.

THIS IS SOMETHING THAT IS A THREAT RIGHT NOW,

AND IT COULD HAPPEN AT ANY SECOND.

-OH, WOW. -LIKE, WOW.

LOOK AT THAT VOLCANO.

Dawn: IT'S CRAZY.

YOU COULD SEE SMOKE COMING FROM THE TOP OF THAT VOLCANO.

GET HIT WITH A LAVA FLOW AT ANY SECOND,

OR JUST GET IMPALED BY, LIKE, ROCKS FALLING FROM THE SKY.

I MEAN, THIS IS THE MOST REAL-DANGEROUS PLACE

I'VE EVER BEEN TO IN MY LIFE.

WE NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THAT, AND WE REALLY NEED WATER.

-WOW, YEAH. -SO I'M NOT GONNA STOP HERE.

WE'RE STILL, LIKE, DIRECTLY UNDER THE VOLCANO.

YEAH.

AND THERE'S NO WATER.

EVERY STEP'S JUST, "I NEED WATER."

IT'S CRAZY HOW MUCH WE NEED IT, YOU KNOW?

OHH. -YEAH.

I'M SUPER DEHYDRATED RIGHT NOW.

I HAVE GOT TO GET TO *BLEEP* WATER.

THE SUN IS JUST POUNDING ME.

I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS.

-THE SUN? -YEAH.

YEAH, LET'S GET IN SOME SHADE,

TAKE A BREAK FOR JUST A SECOND.

I FEEL LIKE I COULD BORDERLINE THROW UP.

-YOU? -YEAH, JUST, LIKE...

YOU DON'T FEEL GOOD?

I JUST STARTED GETTING A HEADACHE

WHEN WE WERE CLIMBING THAT LITTLE MOUNTAIN.

WELL, WE NEED TO GET YOU WATER.

YEAH.

Dawn: HEY, BUDDY.

OH, THAT'S A LOT.

I DON'T WANT TO SAY THAT'S BLOOD.

-NO. -THAT'S NOT BLOOD.

NO, IT'S NOT.

YEAH, WE NEED TO GET YOU WATER NOW.

CHAD'S GONNA BE LOOKING AT HEAT EXHAUSTED AND DEHYDRATION

A LOT MORE QUICKLY

BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT HE JUST LOST A LOT OF FLUIDS.

Chad: I DON'T WANT TO QUIT, BUT MY BODY IS JUST TELLING ME

THAT MAYBE IT'S NOT FOR ME.

WHAT ARE YOU SINGING, CHAD?

A SANSKRIT MANTRA.

I'M USING MEDITATION RIGHT NOW BECAUSE MY BODY IS DEPLETED.

I'M FEELING EXTREMELY LOW RIGHT NOW.

THE BODY IS A GIANT BATTERY, AND I'M TAKING THE TIME, REALLY,

TO SIT DOWN EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE AND RECHARGE IT.

SO, I'VE NOTICED ALREADY THAT CHAD IS A SPIRITUAL PERSON.

I CAN BE A LITTLE BIT SPIRITUAL,

BUT I'M NOT RELIGIOUS AND I DON'T DO MANTRAS.

WE'VE GOT TO BE GETTING CLOSE TO WATER.

I DON'T THINK WE'RE SUPPOSED TO DIE ON DAY 2, YOU KNOW?

THIS MUST BE WHAT ALL THE LAHARS ARE ABOUT --

THOSE VOLCANIC FLASH FLOODS WITH ALL THE DEBRIS.

YEAH, I CAN SEE THAT THIS WOULD BE REALLY DANGEROUS.

IF IT STARTS RAINING UP HIGHER ON THAT MOUNTAIN,

IT COULD JUST COME AND WASH US RIGHT OUT.

WE SHOULD PROBABLY GET ACROSS THAT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

AH.

AHH.

OOH.

HOW YOU DOING, CHAD?

ABSOLUTE -- UGH -- BREAKING POINT.

AHH!

WE HAVE NOT FOUND WATER YET, WE HAVE NOT MADE SHELTER YET.

I'M NOT GONNA GET YOUR HOPES UP,

BUT IF I WAS TO ASSESS THIS

LIKE I WOULD IN THE CANADIAN WILDERNESS,

I WOULD SAY THAT WE'RE DEFINITELY

COMING ACROSS A WATER SOURCE.

NO WAY. PLEASE BE WATER.

I HEAR IT. PLEASE.

OH, MY GOSH!

-YAY!

OH, MY GOD.

THERE'S A *BLEEP* POOL.

AAH!

LIKE, OOH.

NEEDED IT.

OH, THAT IS FRESH WATER.

SO REAL.

OH!

IT TASTES PERFECT.

IT'S AWESOME.

Chad: FINDING WATER IS, LIKE, THE BIGGEST THING OUT HERE,

BECAUSE IT'S SUPER HOT, THE HUMIDITY IS 90%,

AND WE'RE JUST SWEATING CONSTANTLY.

I WOULD NEVER, EVER, EVER RECOMMEND

DRINKING OUT OF STREAMS,

BUT JUST LIKE IN HAWAII, JUST LIKE IN FIJI,

ALL THIS WATER GOES UNDERGROUND

AND FILTERS THROUGH DIFFERENT LAYERS OF VOLCANIC ROCK.

THIS WHOLE ISLAND'S A GIANT CHARCOAL FILTER.

I KNEW IF WE JUST GOT TO WATER, ME AND YOU COULD KICK ASS.

-OH, GOD, YEAH. -YOU KNOW?

OH!

I'M SO GLAD I JUST DIDN'T LAY DOWN AND DIE.

-I WOULDN'T HAVE LET YOU. -GOOD. I'M GLAD.

I WOULDN'T HAVE.

GOOD.

I'D BE PRETTY SCARED TO BE ALONE DAY 2.

YEAH. I JUST KIND OF HATE BEING ALONE.

-THAT'D BE REALLY SCARY. -THAT WOULD SUCK.

YEAH.

DO YOU WANT TO HAVE A FIRE TONIGHT?

I DEFINITELY DO.

YEAH, FOR ME, SHELTER'S PRIORITY.

OKAY.

...LIKE, HITTING US, YOU KNOW, A FLASH FLOOD.

WHY DON'T WE LOOK UP HERE,

BECAUSE DOWN THERE, WHERE WE JUST CAME FROM,

THERE'S NO PLACE THAT'S GOOD.

LET'S DO IT.

Dawn: THE NEXT PRIORITY IS TO BUILD A SHELTER

AND HAVE SOME TYPE OF ROOFING OVER THE TOP OF IT.

I DON'T WANT TO BE TOO FAR AWAY FROM THE WATER.

I MEAN, WE COULD TRAVERSE A LITTLE BIT, SAY, CLOSE.

OR WE COULD JUST SAY THIS IS IT.

Chad: I LIKE THIS SPOT, KIND OF.

Dawn: YOU KNOW WHAT? WE COULD WALK AROUND A LITTLE BIT MORE.

YOU NEVER KNOW.

YOU MEAN UP THERE MORE?

NO, ACTUALLY, GOING UP THERE, THOUGH, THERE'S NO CANOPY.

IN THE SUN, YEAH.

LET'S SAY WE PUT, LIKE, THE POSTS

ON EITHER SIDE OF THESE TWO TREES.

I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE, WHEN YOU ATTACH YOUR SHELTER TO TREES,

YOU ATTACH YOUR SHELTER TO BUGS.

Chad: REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO BE PAIRED WITH A MILITARY PARTNER OUT HERE

BECAUSE THEY'RE JUST TOO DOMINEERING FOR ME.

HAVE, LIKE, THE A-FRAME THING...

-YEAH. -...FROM THERE,

AND THEN DO, LIKE, WHATEVER.

FINE SOLID-WISE, THEN YEAH.

I HAD MY REASONS, AND HE HAD HIS REASONS,

BUT HE JUST DECIDED THAT,

YOU KNOW, HEY, WE'LL DO IT YOUR WAY,

AND SO WE DID IT MY WAY,

AND WE JUST CARRIED ON WITH THE NIGHT.

NO, IT DOESN'T LOOK EVEN.

WELL, WE'RE DEFINITELY NOT SEEING EYE-TO-EYE

ON SHELTER-BUILDING, WHICH SUCKS,

BECAUSE I TEACH SHELTER-BUILDING.

AND SOMETIMES I'M BEING, LIKE, MICROMANAGED BY SOMEONE

THAT DOESN'T NECESSARILY HAVE THE SAME SKILL SETS AS ME.

I JUST -- I DON'T KNOW.

THE SUN IS DEFINITELY SETTING, AND...

YEAH.

REALLY HAVE TO FINISH THIS NET

AT LEAST, YOU KNOW, ENOUGH

SO THAT I CAN LASH THOSE BIG LEAVES AND PUT THEM ON IT

SO THAT WE CAN HAVE OVERHEAD PROTECTION FOR TONIGHT

IN CASE THERE'S RAIN.

SO, I REALLY HAVE TO HURRY UP, THOUGH,

BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE MUCH LONGER.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT IT BEING THIS LENGTH?

I KNOW IT'S KIND OF SHORT, BUT...

OKAY.

HOW'S THAT?

THAT'S AMAZING.

THREW TOGETHER THE SHELTER, HAPPY WITH IT FOR NOW.

I'M SURPRISED WE ACTUALLY GOT THIS UP AND RUNNING.

Dawn: LAST NIGHT WAS PRETTY ROUGH.

JUST PRETTY MUCH RAINED FOR HOURS AND HOURS NONSTOP.

I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH IT RELATIVELY WELL.

IT'S MORE CHAD THAT HASN'T REALLY BEEN DEALING WELL WITH IT.

BUT STILL MAINTAIN A POSITIVE ATTITUDE, THOUGH.

BUT, NO, I DON'T WANT TO BE COLD AGAIN LIKE LAST NIGHT,

THAT'S FOR SURE.

SO, MY PARTNER BROUGHT A BOW DRILL.

I DON'T KNOW. THERE'S ALWAYS BEEN ISSUES

WITH BRINGING BOW DRILLS,

ESPECIALLY TO A WET ENVIRONMENT LIKE THIS.

Chad: I'VE BEEN MAKING FRICTION FIRES PRETTY MUCH MY ENTIRE LIFE,

SO THIS IS SOMETHING I'M SUPER CONFIDENT IN.

LET'S SEE YOU DO YOUR MAGIC.

ALL RIGHT. SO, HERE WE GO.

LET'S SEE HOW WE DO IN THIS HUMID ENVIRONMENT.

-YOU NEED HELP? -NO.

*BLEEP*

NOW, IF IT WAS A FIRE STARTER,

WE'D BOTH BE...ALL OVER IT.

HE'S PUTTING A LOT OF EFFORT INTO STARTING A FIRE

WITH A BOW DRILL, AND IT HASN'T WORKED.

BUT YOU KNOW, HE BROUGHT A BOW-DRILL SET FOR A REASON,

SO OBVIOUSLY HE HAS A LOT OF EXPERIENCE

WITH A BOW DRILL, OR HE WOULDN'T BRING IT.

SO WE'LL SEE.

REALLY DIFFICULT, BECAUSE WE NEED TO ALIGN THE VISIONS.

WE BOTH WANT THINGS DONE.

IT'S IMPORTANT THAT WE BOTH HELP EACH OTHER TO GET THEM DONE.

Dawn: I'M KIND OF STRUGGLING A LITTLE BIT

WITH MY PARTNER'S ABILITIES AT THIS POINT IN TIME,

BUT IT'S NOT FAIR FOR ME TO JUDGE HIM.

HE'S ACTUALLY TRYING.

BEING IN THE MILITARY, TEAMWORK IS IMPORTANT,

AND IF PEOPLE ARE STRUGGLING, YOU HELP THEM OUT.

I WENT FOR ANOTHER WALK AWAY FROM THE SHELTER

JUST TO SEE IF I COULD, YOU KNOW, FIND ANYTHING.

I FOUND A NEST, WHICH I THINK WOULD BE GOOD

FOR MY PARTNER FOR HIS BOW DRILL.

IT'S ACTUALLY REALLY GREAT FOR TINDER.

I ALSO GOT SOME COCONUT HUSK.

MY PARTNER'S GONNA BE SO HAPPY.

AT THE END OF THE DAY, THIS IS TEAMWORK.

WE'RE BOTH GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH THIS TOGETHER.

Dawn: LOOK WHAT I JUST FOUND.

NO WAY.

Chad: DAWN FOUND THESE TWIGS AND JUST, LIKE, A BIRD'S NEST, SO...

DAWN.

AND THAT'S A PRO TINDER BUNDLE RIGHT THERE.

ALL RIGHT.

YOU GOT THIS.

-THERE YOU GO. -WOW.

YOU ARE SO GOOD.

OH, MY GOD. THAT'S CRAZY.

OH, MY GOD. THAT IS AN AMAZING PULL.

RIGHT?

AWESOME!

OH, GOD, YES.

OKAY, CHAD, YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE NOW THE FIRE GOD.

I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYONE

START A FIRE THAT QUICK BEFORE IN MY LIFE -- WITH A BOW DRILL, TOO.

THAT'S CRAZY. IT'S AWESOME.

DAWN NICKNAMING ME THE "FIRE GOD"

IS DEFINITELY AN EGO BOOSTER,

AND THIS IS JUST A HUGE VICTORY FOR OUR TEAM. I'M SO EXCITED.

THIS IS JUST EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN HOPING FOR

AND EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN TELLING MY MIND TO KEEP ME PUSHING.

HERE WE ARE. THIS IS THE GREATEST MOMENT

OF THE ADVENTURE SO FAR.

YEAH!

MMM!

I'M ON AN EMPTY STOMACH, I'M FEELING NAUSEOUS RIGHT NOW,

AND WE NEED TO FIND FOOD.

I KEEP FINDING PARTS. LOOK AT IT.

THIS IS PART OF THAT STINKING TOE.

YEAH. YEAH, I'VE SEEN THEM ALL OVER THE PLACE.

-YEAH. SO... -BUT IT'S EMPTY.

HOPEFULLY, WE CAN FIND A FULL ONE.

THAT'D BE GREAT.

OH, CHAD, STINKING TOE.

-AWESOME. IT'S FULL? -IT'S FULL.

-YEAH, IT'S COMPLETELY FULL. -NO WAY.

FINALLY, ONE THAT'S NOT EATEN.

THERE'S ONE RIGHT HERE, TOO.

-AWESOME. -AND ANOTHER ONE.

THIS LITTLE SEED- -- RIGHT HERE -- LOOKING THING,

SEED-LOOKING THING,

THEY CALL IT A STINKING TOE BECAUSE IT SMELLS.

I'M JUST GONNA CRACK THIS OPEN, AND THEN I'M GONNA EAT IT.

IT'S LIKE A POWDERY-LIKE SUBSTANCE INSIDE

THAT YOU CAN ACTUALLY CHEW,

BUT YOU NEED TO BE AROUND WATER

BECAUSE IT REALLY DEHYDRATES YOU.

SO, IT'S PRETTY POWDERY.

ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO SWALLOW THIS?

LOOK, THERE'S LIKE SIX SEEDS INSIDE STINKY TOE.

THEN YOU JUST, LIKE, SUCK AROUND IT,

AND THEN YOU GET, LIKE,

THE NUTRIENTS FROM THE SHELL, TOO.

IT'S GOOD, THOUGH, RIGHT?

MMM!

SOME GOOD COALS NOW.

I THINK WE'RE DOING PRETTY GOOD, RIGHT?

IT'S LIKE WE'RE... -YEAH.

...ON VACATION.

PRETTY MUCH A VACATION.

YOU'VE GOT, LIKE, YOU KNOW, WATER CLOSE BY AND GOOD SHELTER.

IT'S SUPER COMFORTABLE.

BUT, HONESTLY, THOUGH, CHAD, LIKE, WHAT CAN GO WRONG,

LIKE, AT THIS POINT? LIKE, NOTHING.

KEEPS GETTING BETTER.

BY DAY 21, WE'RE PROBABLY GONNA HAVE,

LIKE, CELLPHONES OUT HERE.

YEAH, NO, I'M BUSY, ALL RIGHT?

I TOLD YOU I CAN'T TALK RIGHT NOW.

Dawn: HONESTLY, I'M REALLY ENJOYING MY PARTNER RIGHT NOW.

HE'S SUPER DOWN-TO-EARTH, HE'S DRIVEN, HE'S DEDICATED.

AND, YOU KNOW, HE KNOWS HIS STUFF TOO,

SO I'M REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE HIM AS A PARTNER.

ALL RIGHT.

YOU COLLECTED A WHOLE BUNCH OF REALLY GOOD KINDLING,

SO I'M GONNA GO GET A LITTLE BIT MORE

SINCE IT'S SO DAMP.

I DON'T WANT TO RISK THE FIRE GOING OUT.

YEAH, GOOD CALL.

BUT, YEAH, YOU PULLED YOUR WEIGHT ON THAT,

SO I'LL GO GRAB SOME MORE, AND WE'LL BE GOOD, YEAH?

-AWESOME. THANKS. -OKAY, YEAH.

I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.

Chad: DAWN IS DEFINITELY CHANGING MY OPINION I HAD

ON MILITARY "SURVIVALISTS."

DAWN REALLY IS A BADASS.

I MEAN, SHE'S DEFINITELY NOT YOUR AVERAGE WOMAN.

I MEAN, SHE'S BEEN THROUGH WHAT MOST MEN COULD NEVER EVEN DO.

AND THAT MILITARY ASPECT OF NEVER LEAVE A PERSON BEHIND

IS INGRAINED DEEP INSIDE HER.

IT'S GREAT. I COULDN'T ASK FOR A BETTER PARTNER, REALLY.

Chad: AH! *BLEEP*

OH, MY GOD, DAWN!

-YOU OKAY? -AH!

MEDIC, CAN YOU CAN DOWN HERE?

Man: CHAD, WHERE ARE YOU?

OH, MY GOD.

Dawn: YOU OKAY?

OH, MY GOD.

CHAD JUST CAME BACK. HE HURT HIS SHOULDER.

HE JUST FELL OFF THE MOUNTAIN. IT LOOKS PRETTY SERIOUS.

THE MEDICS JUST GOT HERE,

AND CHAD IS NOW GETTING A SLING PUT ON.

IT'S DEFINITELY PAINFUL,

BUT MORE IN JUST DISBELIEF THAT, UH...

IT LOOKS PAINFUL, I'M NOT GONNA LIE.

YEAH, I CAN DEFINITELY SEE IT PROTRUDING.

YEAH, IT IS.

OKAY, YEAH, PLEASE.

OOH, YEAH.

DO YOU THINK THAT HE CAN CARRY ON, OR...?

Dawn: CHAD WAS A REALLY NICE GUY.

I THOUGHT THAT THIS WOULD BE A GOOD OPPORTUNITY FOR ME

TO KIND OF EXPLORE MY, YOU KNOW, EMOTIONAL SIDE, MY PERSONALITY,

JUST KIND OF FIGURE OUT,

YOU KNOW, HOW I COULD INTERACT WITH ANOTHER HUMAN BEING,

YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU'RE TIRED AND HUNGRY AND THIRSTY

AND COMPLETELY, YOU KNOW, NAKED, MEANING VULNERABLE,

LIKE, OUT IN THE WILDERNESS.

AND SO, I'M NOT GONNA GET THAT OPPORTUNITY

BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, CHAD GOT INJURED.

MY BIGGEST CHALLENGE FOR THE NEXT 16 DAYS

IS DEFINITELY MYSELF AND MY MIND RIGHT NOW.

IT'S BEEN RAINING AND WINDY, COLD,

AND THIS IS GONNA BE MY FIRST OFFICIAL NIGHT ALONE.

NOW THAT I'M ALONE, DAY 5,

I'LL JUST HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF TIME,

JUST OVERANALYZING THINGS

AND ALL THE MISTAKES I'VE EVER MADE IN MY LIFE,

OR ALL THE MISTAKES THAT HAVE BEEN MADE TO ME,

AND I HOPE IT DOESN'T GET ME DOWN.

FOR THE NEXT 16 DAYS, I'M JUST GONNA, YOU KNOW,

TRY THINGS OUT THAT I'VE NEVER TRIED BEFORE,

AND IF I FAIL, I FAIL. LIKE, WHATEVER.

BUT, YOU KNOW...

YOU NEVER REGRET THE CHANCES THAT YOU TOOK.

YOU ALWAYS REGRET THE CHANCES THAT YOU DIDN'T TAKE.

IT SMELLED LIKE SULFUR THIS MORNING,

AND THERE WAS DEFINITELY RUMBLING FROM THE VOLCANO.

I GOT A LITTLE NERVOUS THIS MORNING.

I KIND OF FIGURED THAT, UH-OH, MAYBE THIS IS GONNA BE IT,

EVEN THOUGH I REALLY WANT TO CONTINUE ON THIS JOURNEY.

THIS IS CHAD'S BAG.

I JUST CUT IT OPEN TO TRY TO MAKE A SKIRT.

ALL RIGHT.

MAYBE CHAD LEAVING WAS GOOD FOR ME,

BECAUSE I ALWAYS DISTRACT MYSELF

WHEN I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT MYSELF

AND THINGS THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH,

THINGS THAT I'VE SEEN.

AND I ALWAYS AVOID THE HURT, THE PAIN.

AND I CAN'T DO THAT OUT HERE. IT'S JUST ME.

THERE WE GO. SURVIVOR BAG.

I GOT CLOTHES.

I'M NOT COMPLETELY COVERED ==

THERE'S ONE SIDE THAT'S NOT SO MUCH --

BUT IT'S BETTER THAN NOTHING.

I JUST CAN'T SLEEP.

I'M IN MY HEAD, AND I DON'T KNOW.

I JUST HAVE A MASSIVE AMOUNT OF ANXIETY RIGHT NOW.

AND JUST...IT'S CRAZY.

THAT'S THE MENTAL GAME.

LIKE, MY BIGGEST CHALLENGE LITERALLY IS MYSELF OUT HERE.

IT'S COMPLETELY NUTS.

AND NOW I JUST CAN'T KIND OF MASK IT

WITH MEDICATIONS OR ALCOHOL.

AND THAT'S WHERE I'M AT RIGHT NOW.

LAST NIGHT WAS EXTREMELY LONELY.

LIKE, I REALLY COULDN'T SLEEP. I WAS TOSSING AND TURNING.

AND I WAS JUST REALLY IN MY HEAD.

AND LOOKS LIKE FIRE'S PRETTY MUCH OUT.

IT'S JUST KIND OF GETTING TO ME, I GUESS.

I DEFINITELY WANT TO TRY AND GET A FIRE GOING

JUST TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY AND HELP ME OUT MENTALLY.

*BLEEP*

*BLEEP*

TAKES SO MUCH TO JUST KEEP ON GOING.

I'M STILL PISSED THAT HE DIDN'T BRING A FIRE STARTER.

TAKES A LOT OUT OF YOU.

*BLEEP*

UGH!

I'M GIVING UP.

I'M JUST TIRED OF THE STRUGGLE.

YOU KNOW, YOU HEAR NOISES, AND THEN YOU REMEMBER THINGS.

THINKING ABOUT THE WORST THINGS THAT HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO YOU,

YOU JUST KIND OF, LIKE, PLAY IT OUT IN YOUR HEAD.

YOU KNOW, EXPERIENCES THAT I'VE HAD IN MY MILITARY CAREER

WITH THINGS THAT HAVE DONE TO ME,

THINGS THAT I'VE DONE TO OTHER PEOPLE,

ALL THESE THOUGHTS GO THROUGH MY HEAD HERE,

AND IT'S WORSE WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO TALK THEM THROUGH

OR HAVE ANYTHING TO HELP MANAGE IT.

THERE'S JUST SO MUCH PRESSURE.

I COULD SEE HOW PEOPLE TAP OUT.

Narrator: FOR THE LAST 3 DAYS IN THE JUNGLES OF MONTSERRAT,

DAWN STRUGGLES TO ESCAPE HAUNTING MEMORIES

BROUGHT ON BY PTSD.

300 MILES AWAY,

CHAD DEALS WITH HIS OWN PAIN AND SUFFERING.

Chad: I'M JUST IN DISBELIEF.

I REALLY HATE THAT A CLUMSY FALL TOOK ME OUT OF THIS.

I REALLY WANTED TO COMPLETE THE 21-DAY CHALLENGE, YOU KNOW?

Narrator: DOCTORS DETERMINE

HIS CLAVICLE HAS BEEN TORN FROM HIS SHOULDER BLADE.

Chad: DAWN'S SUCH A GREAT PARTNER.

JUST, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE TAUGHT ME.

TRUST ME, I'LL BE VERY SAD THE REST OF THE DAYS

KNOWING THAT YOU'RE OUT THERE ALONE.

Narrator: AS A RESULT OF HIS DAY 5 MEDICAL TAP-OUT...

...CHAD'S PSR DROPS FROM A 7.1 TO A 4.9.

DAWN'S PSR WILL BE RE-EVALUATED AT THE END OF THE CHALLENGE,

AS SHE ATTEMPTS TO OVERCOME HER DEMONS

AND MAKE IT TO EXTRACTION.

Dawn: SOMETIMES IT'S REALLY HARD TO STAY POSITIVE.

SO I'LL JUST DO WHAT I USUALLY DO,

AND JUST COMPARTMENTALIZE,

AND JUST PRETEND LIKE EVERYTHING'S PERFECT IN MY LIFE

WHEN IT'S NOT.

I'M A MESS.

LIKE, I REALLY NEED TO JUST DO SOMETHING POSITIVE

TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY AND STILL GET OUT THERE

AND AT LEAST BE A LITTLE BIT PRODUCTIVE.

I'D KIND OF LIKE TO JUST GO HUNTING FOR SOME CRAWFISH,

BECAUSE YOU ACTUALLY DON'T HAVE TO COOK THEM.

YOU CAN EAT THEM RAW, AND SO I DON'T NEED A FIRE.

TODAY, I WON'T QUIT.

TODAY -- I WILL SAY IT AGAIN -- I WON'T QUIT.

THAT'S MY MANTRA.

OHH, IT'S JUST SO...

YOU KNOW, IT'S JUST A STRUGGLE NOT TO QUIT, YOU KNOW?

IT'S JUST, UGH.

I SEE ONE.

NOPE, COULDN'T GET IT.

ALMOST HAD IT.

*BLEEP*

UGH, SO CLOSE!

GOT ONE!

WHOA, YOU ARE N-NOT GOING AWAY.

ANOTHER ONE.

I GOT TWO CRAWFISH, SO I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THAT.

IT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER ACTUALLY CRAWFISHED BEFORE,

AND I CAUGHT THEM WITH MY BARE HANDS, WHICH IS KIND OF COOL.

OH, MY GOD. SO GOOD.

YAY.

AS MUCH AS I TRY TO STAY DISTRACTED DURING THE DAY,

AT NIGHT, THEY'RE LONG AND COLD, AND...

YOU'RE PUT ALONE INTO AN ENVIRONMENT

WHERE YOU HAVE TO SURVIVE,

AND YOU'RE NATURALLY HYPERVIGILANT.

AND IT JUST PLAYS A TOLL ON YOUR BRAIN.

HELLO?

MM.

AND THAT'S HOW I WAS IN THE MILITARY

IN MY PERSONAL TIME,

AND THAT'S WHAT KIND OF BURNT ME OUT.

LIKE, I'M REALLY FACING IT ALL.

I FEEL LIKE IT'S EVEN HARDER FOR ME TO FIGHT THROUGH

JUST WANTING TO GIVE UP.

JUST THINKING IN MY HEAD ABOUT JUST DIFFERENT STRUGGLES

IN MY LIFE, JUST BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING BUT TIME HERE

TO CONTEMPLATE MY LIFE,

AND I ALWAYS PUT SO MUCH PRESSURE ON MYSELF.

IT SUCKS BEING ALONE

WITH THE PERSON THAT YOU JUDGE THE MOST...

...AND THAT YOU'RE THE HARDEST ON.

I REALLY HOPE SOMEDAY

THAT I FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN.

THERE'S JUST TOO MANY THINGS GOING ON IN MY HEAD.

AND I'M NOT READY TO, UH...

...DEAL WITH IT LIKE THIS.

I'M -- I'M TAPPING OUT.

WHAT'S GOING ON? HOW ARE YOU?

I THINK I'M AT A POINT WHERE I'M GONNA TAP OUT.

CAN I ASK WHY?

EVERYONE THINKS THAT I'M, LIKE, THIS STRONG PERSON,

AND THAT'S BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS PORTRAYED THAT.

BUT I'M AT A POINT WHERE I NEED TO GET HELP AND SUPPORT.

OKAY.

Narrator: UNABLE TO ENDURE THE MENTAL ISOLATION,

DAWN LEAVES THE CHALLENGE ON DAY 9.

Dawn: I'VE REALIZED THAT I CAN'T DO IT ON MY OWN.

I THOUGHT I COULD, BUT BEING ALONE WITH MYSELF,

IT MAKES ME REALIZE

THAT YOU CAN'T JUST GET BETTER ON YOUR OWN.

AND I DO WANT TO GET BETTER.

AND, HOPEFULLY, SOMEDAY I DO.

Narrator: ALTHOUGH THE VOLCANO REMAINED SUBDUED,

THE JUNGLES IN MONTSERRAT PROVED TO BE FORMIDABLE.

DAWN LED OFF THE CHALLENGE WITH HIGH ENERGY,

BUT AFTER LOSING HER PARTNER,

AN UNSTOPPABLE FLOW OF NEGATIVE EMOTIONS

MELTED HER SPIRIT,

AND DAWN TAPPED OUT ON DAY 9,

DROPPING HER PSR FROM 7.1 TO 5.4,

AND SHOWING THAT SURVIVING ONE'S SELF

CAN BE TOUGHER THAN SURVIVING A VOLCANIC ISLAND...

HEY, EVERYONE.

SO, IT'S BEEN A FEW MONTHS THAT I'VE BEEN BACK FROM THE SHOW,

AND AS YOU CAN SEE,

THERE'S A LOT OF SNOW OUT HERE IN CANADA.

IT'S A LITTLE COLD RIGHT NOW, BUT, YOU KNOW,

JUST DOING THAT CHALLENGE AND THE SHOW REALLY INSPIRED ME

TO GO GET THE HELP THAT I NEEDED IMMEDIATELY,

AND I'M STICKING WITH IT RIGHT NOW,

AND I'M HONESTLY IN A BETTER PLACE NOW THAN I'VE EVER BEEN.

I DON'T REGRET IT, AND I NEVER WILL.

AND THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST FEW MONTHS THAT I'VE HAD

IN A VERY, VERY LONG TIME, SO PLEASE GET HELP.