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Since when did you start smoking?

When you miss someone too much,

you can only touch what he likes.

Who is he?

Is that any of your business?

Mr. Gao.

I hope you'll treat your life well.

Don't

give up on it.

My treatment is already over.

What right do you have to say that to me?

Today is Wednesday.

Our Wednesday.

How about we end it together, OK?

There's no need.

Tell me

about your private life lately.

Private life?

You mean sex, right?

Don't worry.

Even without you,

I still have plenty of options.

There's one standing right there.

Gao Zhun, stop degrading yourself.

You won't sleep with me, but won't let me sleep with others.

What do you want?

I...

Zou Yun.

Let's go home.

I'm hungry.

"Deep In" (Episode 11)

Actually,

your place feels like my childhood home.

Are you kidding?

You lived in a mansion.

Your family are all elites.

All rich and important.

Before they became industry elites,

I also lived

among ordinary people.

Otherwise,

I wouldn't crave your three meals a day

and refuse to leave.

Don't say that.

We're both

people who were abandoned.

Will you

go back to him?

I can't go back.

Or rather,

he doesn't want me.

It's okay.

Life still goes on day by day.

Whatever you want to eat, whatever you like,

just tell me.

I'll make it for you.

Why are you so good to me?

Well...

Don't you think

we're like two stray dogs

sheltering from rain under one roof?

Cut.

That's a wrap.

Change outfits. Next scene.

[From Zhen Xin] Tonight. I'll wait for you. Same place. [Zhang Zhun replied "Sure.]

Mr. Zhang.

Long time no see.

Qin.

Don't call me that.

Did you know

we were supposed to have a bed scene?

Too bad

Director Chen cut it.

Now Zhen Xin gets the feast,

while I get nothing.

Relax. I'm teasing you.

But

have you heard about this?

What's this?

Fifty million.

What?

You didn't know?

Best Actor Zhen

spent fifty million

just to break up.

He gave up resources at a huge cost

just to end things peacefully.

Bro.

The director wants you.

Over there.

Sorry, I need to go.

Bro.

Look.

Just look.

[News article corroborating Zhen Xin buying his way out of his relationship]

I thought he was just messing with you.

I didn't expect

him to be serious.

He actually spent fifty million for you.

Why didn't you come to me?

Don't worry.

Whether the buzz dies down or not,

you and I won't end.

We will...

Is the fifty million true?

Hey.

It was for a clean breakup.

I couldn't let a girl lose too much, right?

Why didn't you tell me?

What if telling you made you feel burdened?

What if you thought I used money to pressure you

into throwing yourself at me?

Who threw themselves at you?

Me.

I threw myself at you.

I missed you like crazy.

Zhen Xin.

Wait.

Wait.

What's with you today?

I finally snuck out.

Are you really fighting with me over the fifty million?

Zhen Xin.

Are we lovers?

Yes.

But lovers talk, eat, argue, and go on dates.

What about us?

We don't have any of that.

We don't even discuss things together.

All we seem to have

is desire.

Let's go.

What are you doing?

A date.

Watching a movie.

A midnight show for couples.

Are you crazy?

We have a packed shoot tomorrow.

No matter how busy work is,

we still need to date.

Right, babe?

Hey.

Who are you?

Damn.

[A string of messages asking about Gao Zhun's wellbeing followed by a "sorry."]

You said

if I hadn't been

raped,

I never would have met you.

But isn't it funny?

Zou Yun was the one who raped me.

So the nightmare never left me.

Even when I turned my abuser into you,

he still appeared by my side,

devouring me.

Fang Chi.

I'm glad I met you.

Even if you've abandoned me.

All this?

Did you make

I gave it a try.

But I may have used the wrong seasoning.

It doesn't taste good.

Want to try it?

This soup is pretty savory.

It doesn't taste bad.

You made it.

I'd drink it even if it tasted awful.

I didn't expect you to be so good at sweet talk.

But this soup

really was made especially for you.

Because I moved in today.

Really?

Honestly,

I thought

you were going to leave.

Here.

Look.

I bought these specially for you.

I know

you only wear good things.

So

I went to a luxury store

to buy them for you.

These

were also prepared for me, right?

They're just sleeping pills.

They'll help you sleep better.

My intentions were good.

As for those,

they're my private collection.

You ruined me.

But didn't you enjoy it too?

How did I ruin you?

I helped you open the door to a new world.

If it weren't for me,

would you and that doctor ever have gotten together?

Huh?

You already got what you wanted.

Why did you still come near me?

Because you were amazing.

So amazing I couldn't forget you.

So amazing

I wanted another taste of you.

But who knew

after that time,

you became cautious.

I didn't get another chance.

Instead, I had to watch

that doctor reap the reward.

Can you go upstairs by yourself?

Mm. Hey.

Do two grown men need to say goodbye like that?

Do rich people all have problems?

What's wrong with liking women?

Yes.

We're not from the same world.

You're up in the sky.

I'm down in the mud.

Every time you looked at me,

it was like looking at a stray dog.

So

I wanted you to submit beneath me,

to beg beneath me.

But who knew

your taste

would be surprisingly good?

You raped me.

That's a crime.

Didn't you enjoy it too?

Actually,

I'm really, really curious.

With him,

was it as good as with me?

You're not even worthy of mentioning him.

Is that so?

Looks like

I'll have to help you go over it again properly.

What did you

put in the soup?

You want me dead?

That would be too easy on you.

I can't beat you.

And I can't overpower you.

Only by feeding you enough sleeping pills

can I kill you with my own hands.

You ruined my life.

Then let's go to hell together.

You want to kill me?

Too bad.

My body is strong enough before the drug kicks in.

No.

Before you stop breathing,

I'll love you one more time.

Stop!

Stop!

Gao Zhun.

Gao Zhun.

Cut.

That's a wrap.

Not bad.

Mr. Wu.

Later, get one extra shot of you going up and down the stairs.

Okay.

After this scene,

I'm wrapped.

I'm out of here.

You're not going anywhere.

Our crew has been

all over the trending list these days.

The film festival has sent me an invitation.

The opening red carpet is the day after tomorrow.

The whole crew will walk it together.

Get your outfits ready.

Something this good?

Then I'll bring Zhun.

Thank you, Director.

Thank you, Director.

Let me be clear.

The trending topics these two days

are all about you two not getting along.

Our film is a romance.

Happy ending.

We can't play it like this.

On the red carpet,

you two must behave properly.

Behave how?

Act like our CP is madly in love?

Do some proper fanservice.

But watch the limits.

Don't overdo it.

Or the livestream will cut you out.

Got it.

Mission guaranteed.

Don't be nervous.

I'm here.

Sign closer.

Put our names together.

Is that okay?

Should we avoid suspicion and space them out?

Did you forget what Director Chen said?

Sign openly.

Still not used to it?

It feels a little unreal.

After all, I've wanted to walk a red carpet

for a long time.

You'll get used to it.

Bro.

Something happened. You two need to leave now.

Get security here.

What happened? Bro.

Let's get out first.

Go. The car is waiting in the back.

Right.

Stop filming.

You two,

photos of you watching a late night movie together are online.

Have you two confirmed your relationship?

May I ask, is it true, as online rumors say,

that you fell in love while filming?

Make way, make way.

Tell us something.

Stop pushing,

Spread out everyone, stay safe!

Hello?

Zhun.

Why haven't you called Grandma in so long?

Grandma.

I've been filming.

It's been busy, so I didn't...

Oh.

The TV has been talking about you lately.

I saw it all.

Is it true?

Zhun.

I don't expect you to bring glory to the family

or become someone great.

I just hope you're safe,

steady,

and living happily.

But the way you are now,

are you happy?

Grandma.

I'm pretty happy now.

Happy?

As long as you're happy.

As long as you're happy,

when I go underground one day,

I can answer to your parents.

Zhun...?

Zhun...?

Grandma.

Are you crying?

Did Grandma say something wrong?

Grandma.

You didn't do anything wrong.

Zhun.

Whatever others say,

we'll pretend we don't hear it.

Every family lives its own life.

But this thing with you and Danyi...

Grandma.

Let me talk to him.

The neighbors are all talking.

I really couldn't stop them.

I'm sorry.

Thank you for being with my family.

Zhang Zhun.

This is the second time.

You're gambling everything you have.

Danyi.

Turn back.

Grandma and I will wait you at home

No matter...

No matter what,

I won't come back.

I'm sorry.

Zhen, blink if this schemer has trapped you.

The film's shameless hype is disgusting!

Zhang Zhun looks pathetic throwing himself at him.

He'd lose all dignity just to get famous.

Zhen Xin used to date gorgeous women.

He'd have to be blind to choose you.

He makes one gay film and thinks he's gay now?

Disgusting marketing.

Boycott the film.

Zhang Zhun, get out of showbiz.

Don't taint our Zhen.

I'll have my team suppress these comments.

Just like the fifty-million rumor before.

Don't be afraid.

Your birthday is on the fifth next month.

What gift do you want?

Hello, Qin.

You don't have to say it.

I won't agree.

Arranging a new rumored girlfriend right after my breakup?

How is that any better than watching a movie with a man?

What do you mean we won't have a future?

You're you. We're us.

That's right.

He and I are together.

We're gay.

Are you satisfied now?

What are you doing?

Coming out.

I, Zhen Xin, own what I do.

No.

Absolutely not.

Why not?

Do you regret it?

No.

I don't regret it.

But we still can't come out.

Why can't we?

I can't be that selfish.

I still have Grandma,

and my family.

You still have me.

Am I supposed to live off you?

Do you have endless fifty millions?

Zhen Xin.

Besides all that,

I have to think about my family.

We live our own lives.

What does it have to do with them?

This is between us.

My dad died early.

My mom died of illness when I was thirteen.

My grandma raised me in a small county town.

No matter how hard it got, I never saw her cry once.

But yesterday, she and...

Anyway,

I don't want to see her, at her age,

unable to even hold her head up outside.

We can get through it.

Think of Gao Zhun and Fang Chi.

They were so desperate back then.

Didn't they get through it too?

We can too.

That's fiction.

It's fantasy. It's a script.

It can't happen in real life.

The story is fake.

The feelings are real.

You're too deep in character.

I'm too deep in character?

Did you forget who called me Fang Chi off set?

When?

Can you really say

we weren't in character?

Yes.

We were in character.

There's one week left.

Then filming wraps.

We...

We should get out of character too.

Come on. You guys.

Take a look at how you've been these past few days.

We wrap in four and a half days.

The rest are all big emotional scenes.

Things have been heated these days.

And you're all a little off.

How about we add a table read tonight?

Get immersed.

Sort out the emotions.

Director Chen, I have plans tonight.

If it's a table read, do it daytime or another day.

Zhou Zheng.

Arrange it.

Adjust the schedule. Table read first.

We'll read now.

Okay

Come on.

Let's turn to Scene 88 first.

Look at this scene.

[From Grandma:] No matter how busy you are, call Danyi.

[We've already broken up]

Okay.

I was wrong.

I wasn't calm.

Whatever you say, I'll do it.

We'll be together anyway.

I'll listen to you.

Do you know what you look like now?

Like a proud leopard

begging for a hug inside.

Put your phones away.

It's table read time.

Did you just come back from some big event?

There is an important event tonight.

Wait for me.

I'll be ready soon.

Zhang Zhun.

Will you

spend the rest of your life with me?

Is this his confession setup?

Passcode...

It couldn't be my birthday, right?