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Ms. Qin just gotan urgent report from PR.

The trending topic is blowing up too fast.

So she came to talk to you personally.

If you ask me,

this is just a misunderstanding.

Matching earrings are totally normal.

People wear the same clothes too, right?

Everyone likes pretty things, right?

Right? Right.

Are you telling me this is a coincidence too?

Sorry, Ms. Qin.

I can't answer you right now.

I need to see Zhen Xin first.

What's the rush?

Take a look at this.

Three days ago.

Outside the hotel.

A fan happened to be live-streaming.

Did you change your story

to protect Feng Yunting?

Mr. Zhen, is the breakup real?

The online post claims

you broke up because of a gay film.

Feng Yunting is the real victim.

How do you explain that?

The breakup is my business.

It has nothing to do with anyone else.

"Deep In" (Episode 10)

The whole weekly trending chart

is about you two now.

If he likes men,

I'll unstan and drag him.

My feelings can't go to waste.

Oh my.

See that?

That look on Zhen Xin's face

is basically feeding the tabloids.

PR has already started damage control.

But this fire

is burning hot.

So,

Zhang Zhun,

I need you.

Zhun, Zhun.

Xie is calling for you.

Xie?

Xie Danyi?

Yes. Sorry, Ms. Qin.

I need to take this call.

Hello?

I saw the news.

I thought you might need my help.

No.

Stay out of this.

What do you need me to do, Ms. Qin?

Clarify it.

Understood.

But I need to talk to Zhen Xin first.

Talk about what?

Qin, it's not that bad.

Zhang Zhun.

You're also one of Starshine's artists.

And Zhen Xin

is someone I personally built up,

my precious Best Actor.

Do you think I'd just watch

a little thing like this destroy him?

I never wanted to destroy him.

I just...

I should take responsibility for my mess.

Qin.

Don't make things hard for him.

Let's not respond to this.

It'll fade after a while.

Ignore it?

Sweetheart.

Not everything can be ignored.

If this isn't handled well,

your career

will be over.

How about

we talk to Miss Xie first?

No.

Qin.

She shouldn't have to step forward.

That's right.

This has nothing to do with her.

I'll handle it myself.

Ms. Qin.

Ms. Qin.

Xie is asking for you.

Hello, Miss Xie.

Mm.

Mm.

Yes, yes.

You're willing to help clarify this?

I really

appreciate it so much.

Don't worry.

I'll have PR contact you right away.

We'll make sure

this is handled perfectly

and keep the damage to a minimum.

Mm.

Okay.

That's it then.

Love you. Mwah.

Qin, here's your wig.

So pretty.

Qin.

This really isn't necessary.

Silly boy.

If your career is ruined,

do you think the company

or I

will let anyone off?

Miss Xie is willing to clarify things.

For you

and for him,

this is the best choice.

Understand?

Let's go.

The director and producer

are still waiting for our plan.

Right, right. Mr. Zhen.

Let's go. They're waiting.

Wait for me.

I'll walk you out.

I'll walk you out.

Zhun.

You told Danyi, didn't you?

You pushed her to talk to Ms. Qin too, right?

Why would you do that?

Because

we want to get you back on track.

You and Zhen Xin.

It's wrong.

I know you don't accept it.

But I hope you'll think calmly.

You're a Best Actor.

Your foundation is solid. You have plenty of fans.

If you fall, you may still get back up.

But what about him?

It wasn't easy for him to get here.

Are you sure you want one impulse

to ruin his chances too?

In life,

you can't be too selfish.

Your love

may ruin him forever.

Back on track?

What exactly is the right track for me to be on?

What exactly is the right track for me to be on?

See that?

That guy.

That's the rumored third party.

I've seen everything in this industry.

But a man sleeping his way to the top

is really going all out.

Are you kidding?

He's a Best Actor.

Hey. You two.

Move over there.

Come to this spot.

Okay.

Mr. Zhang.

Well,

the crew sent a new notice this morning.

We need to split into two units.

We'll shoot the indoor night scenes first.

Yeah, I saw it.

Then later...

Hey.

Bro.

Hey.

Bro.

I'll let you two talk. Go ahead.

Thanks.

Bro.

Danyi's interview video is out.

Starshine's PR really did their job.

Now everyone thinks it was crew hype.

Danyi...

How is she?

She looked fine in the video.

Bro.

Danyi said

she'll wait at home for you.

That wasn't in the script.

Oh.

Hey. Bro, your drink.

[He's calling Danyi]

Hello?

I'm sorry, Danyi.

I...

Helping with the clarification

was my own choice.

You don't need to apologize to me.

Danyi.

I mean

what happened between me and him.

You two...

I have feelings for him.

Danyi.

I...

I'm truly sorry.

I can't be with you any longer.

At a time like this,

this isn't the moment for that.

Just focus on filming first.

We can talk

about this later.

Look.

We're so alike.

We're both trapped in love,

both judged by desire.

We are not the same.

Not the same.

Not the same.

At first,

I didn't know I'd fall for a man either.

You're not resisting me.

You're resisting yourself.

In this play,

everyone else acts with a mask on.

But you

have to take off your mask

and live.

Maybe

it was never about men or women.

It was just

that it happened to be him.

Because it was him,

I became who I am now.

Mr. Zhang.

Mr. Zhang.

Are you ready?

I'm ready.

My dark circles are a bit heavy.

I want a little more powder.

Mr. Zhang.

Let's hold off on touch-ups.

The crew arranged promo material.

The director wantsyou to record it first.

Promo material?

Yes.

It'll be a livestream.

Okay.

I'll be right there.

Okay.

Based on the leaked information,

Mr. Zhen's character takes the lead.

But Mr. Zhang used to do action scenes.

You must be physically very strong.

Do intimate scenes put pressure on you?

Of course there is pressure.

But Mr. Zhen

is very professional on set.

He isn't bulky,

but

he feels good to hold.

Hey. Bro.

Did you two plan that interview?

Genius.

Now netizens say you and Mr. Zhen don't get along.

They're totally convinced

the rumors were crew hype.

Look,

Fan wars rage, and my OTP is kissing!

I'm turned off. Only fans think fan service can turn real. Your ship is fake.

But Mr. Zhen

is very professional on set.

Doctor.

You...

You're Dr. Fang.

Yes.

I am.

Dr. Fang.

Don't leave me.

Please.

Don't leave me alone.

Okay.

I won't leave you.

I'll take you somewhere fun now.

Want to go?

Yes.

Wherever Dr. Fang takes me,

I'll go.

Okay.

Let's go.

I'm telling you,

that guy on the dance floor just now

was totally top-tier.

Too bad.

The guy in the whitecoat got him first.

Sir?

Hey.

Where are you going?

Fuck.

Come in.

Sir.

I brought you this coffee specially.

Thanks.

I don't need it.

And don't bring me any again.

Anything else?

Sir.

I saw you at Puzzle Bar last night.

The person with you...

who was that?

A friend.

We hadn't seen each other in a long time.

We had a few drinks.

If you like drinking,

my friend brought back two cases of good wine from Chile.

How about tonight.

I bring them to your place?

No need.

I don't like drinking.

And I don't like people coming to my home.

Sir.

Fang...

That person

doesn't want you anymore.

Sir.

I can do it too.

Instead of finding someone else,

you might as well come to me.

I'm clean.

You're a bottom, right?

We'd be perfect together.

Your collar is buttoned so high today.

Afraid people will see your marks?

Anything they can do,

I can do too.

Do what?

Become the relationship in your fantasy?

Let you do whatever you want?

Or satisfy those

twisted needs for control?

Justin.

I'm your teacher.

In this industry,

I can destroy you.

Don't have any ideas about me.

Otherwise,

I won't mind using any means against you.

Get out.

I clearly saw you with someone else last night.

Why can't it be me?

We've arrived.

You're not him.

Move.

It's all the same with the lights off.

Move. I'm sick.

Only my Dr. Fang can touch me.

You're sick.

Damn.

What rotten luck.

Anyone else can.

Just not you.

Because he said

he

doesn't like you.

Cut. Transition.

Zhun.

Look who's here.

Zhun. Senior.

I'm back again.

You two talk for a bit.

Wh-why are you here?

Here to surprise me on set?

Well.

What set visit?

I got dragged back for reshoots.

Huh?

You didn't know?

We...

They changed the ending.

Our scenes together

were all changed.

I suspect...

Best Actor Zhen had a hand in it.

Don't make wild guesses.

I saw the news.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

It can be handled.

It's all that psycho's fault.

Damn it.

Hey.

I have a scene with him tomorrow.

A scene together.

The kind where I beat him up.

When the time comes,

I'll teach him a lesson for you.

Really, don't.

And Senior,

don't go too hard.

Hard?

Me?

Heavy-handed?

Heavy-handed?

He's not a stuntman, after all.

Where are they?

Laying low.

They said the two units will shoot separately.

Today they're with Director Chen.

Shooting the therapy room scene.

Oh.

That's good.

This rewrite is pretty good.

It suits my taste.

But Director Chen,

for the kiss scene later,

can we fake the angle?

You do real takes for male-male scenes,

but fake it for male-female scenes?

Don't mess around.

If this gets confirmed,

it won't do you any good.

And

if you want to go crazy,

don't drag the whole crew down with you.

The producer

and your Qin

nearly blew up my phone last night.

Mr. Zhen, Director Chen.

Long time no see.

Xun. Sit.

Why are you here so early?

Your scene is later.

I came early to watch and learn.

Mm.

Later we're shooting.

Too bad we're split into different teams,

can't check out your costume today.

I prepared so much for this scene,

Hope you get to see my best performance then.

Mr. Zhen.

What are you smiling at?

Work messages.

Work messages.

Work messages can make you smile like that?

Then when

will you smile more

at your work partner too?

Director Chen.

We're shooting in sequence, right?

Right.

Oh.

You two talk it over.

I'll go set up Camera A.

Okay, Director.

DP.

Bring Camera A over. Let me check the angle.

Mr. Zhen.

I feel like

you've changed lately.

Before,

you were pretty arrogant.

But now,

you're kind of likable.

You mean I've become slick?

No.

Every part of you

has this about-to-blow-up vibe.

Anyway, you broke up with your girlfriend.

So why don't you

come see me tonight?

No.

Thanks.

Why act so pure?

If you're not interested,

then I'll go find Zhang Zhun.

I've been taking the medicine.

My sleep is much better.

My mood is more stable too.

Mm.

Control the dosage yourself.

Pair it with counseling.

This past month,

has he contacted you?

No.

After that call,

never again.

Then if

he calls you,

will you answer?

No.

That's why I'm in so much pain.

Because...

I'm sorry.

No therapist

wants to fall for a patient.

I feel like I'm going crazy.

I think he loves me too.

Fang Chi.

You know the consequences of this.

As your supervisor,

I can't turn a blind eye.

As your friend,

I can't watch you sink deeper.

It's too late.

Let's pause the therapy.

I won't come next week.

Fang Chi.

Just let me be like this.

Now, no matter what I'm doing

or where I am,

he's the only one in my mind.

Dr. Fang.

Didn't you say

you and I were just a dream?

Then why can't I wake up?

Don't go.

Don't.

Mr. Gao.

You're awake.

You are...

The property security guard.

Xiao Zou.

Mr. Gao. It's me.

Zou Yun.

When I got off shift last night, I saw you lying in the snow.

I couldn't wake you up.

And I didn't know your door code.

So I could only bring you to my place.

Then

why am I...

Your clothes

were filthy from you throwing up last night.

I had no choice.

I had to take them off for you.

Sorry.

Please give my clothes back.

They were too dirty and smelly.

So I washed them. They're not dry yet.

How about

you wear mine for now?

No.

I only wear my own clothes.

So

please give them to me.

Mr. Gao.

There's hot porridge and flatbread.

Eat with me.

No, no need.

I have things to do. I'll go.

Look at me.

Being rash again.

I always forget my place.

That's not what I meant.

I just

don't really like porridge.

Last night,

sorry for the trouble.

Thank you.

Handsome.

Alone?

Let's get to know each other.

So cold.

Ah?

Get lost.

I gave you respect, and you threw it away.

Who are you?

Huh?

Get lost.

Let's go. Mr. Gao.

Why are you here?

The night before last,

I also saw you outside this bar.

I suddenly wondered

if you'd gotten drunk again

and left yourself on the street.

So I came to check.

Then I saw someone harassing you.

How should I thank you?

Buy me a meal.

I'm...

hungry.

Here.

Eat something.

What?

Not used to roadside places?

No.

I just don't have much appetite.

Hey.

No matter how hard things get,

as long as there's good food

and good drinks,

nothing is a big deal.

Hey.

Before,

the one took you home...

why isn't he here with you?

How could he not be here with you？.

He's my doctor.

I've gotten better,

so we won't see each other again.

I get it.

Some people,

once they enter your heart,

never leave.

Actually,

the one trapped inside isn't someone else,

it's yourself.

When that person leaves,

you end up unable to get out.

Hello?

Where are you?

I...

I'm eating with a friend.

What do you mean?

You knew I came back today,

yet you're eating with a friend in the middle of the night?

Since when do you have friends?

Gao Zhun.

Stop acting with me.

I don't agree to your proposal.

Come back right now. The two of us...

Linlin.

I've already told you.

I've fallen for someone else.

I can't love you anymore.

Stop being stubborn.

I left the compensation agreement in the study drawer.

Sign it.

This is my sincerest apology to you.

I won't be going backfor the next couple of days.

You

should move out soon.

That drink is strong.

It doesn't suit you.

Don't worry about it, Mr. Gao.

Why doesn't it suit me?

I'll make it suit me.

You're in a lot of pain, aren't you? Mr. Gao.

I understand that kind of pain.

Because once,

I also used this kind of pain

to replace the pain in my heart.

What pain do you have?

Loving someone you can't have.

Just

the impossible kind.

So I'm always alone.

He and I

aren't right for each other.

So.

I also love someone I can't have.

Come on.

Don't overthink it. Eat more.

Come on.

It's fine.

Come on.

Cheers to the past.

Slow down.

This isn't my home.

And it isn't Dr. Fang's home.

I'm not staying.

This is my home.

You've been here before.

It's okay.

You take the bed.

I'll sleep on the sofa.

That's settled.

Dr. Fang.

I need some water. Dr. Fang.

Mr. Gao. Mm.

Drink some water before you sleep.

Come on. Take it slowly.

Why did it take you so long to answer my call?

And why did you open the door so slowly?

I was napping.

What is it?

I want to stay with you for a while.

Stop messing around.

I've made my stance very clear.

We shouldn't see each other anymore.

Take good care of Gao Zhun.

Take care of him?

Who knows what shady people he's fooling around with out there?

Impossible.

I've been back for a week.

He hasn't been home at all.

He won't even answer my calls.

If that's not someone else outside, what is it?

Sorry, the number you dialed is unavailable.

Please try again later.

Well?

I wasn't lying, was I?

Enough, Fang Chi.

Let's stop worrying about him.

We...

Where are you going?

Where would you go?

Where could you even go?

Let's make hot pot tonight.

You know what?

With you here, my place feels more alive than when I was alone.

Is it really okay

for me to stay at your place like this?

What's not okay about it?

You can stay as long as you want.

I'm sleeping on the sofa now,

and I'm used to it.

I didn't expect to sleep so peacefully at your place.

This is my favorite song.

It's Cantonese.

I don't understand the lyrics.

Mr. Gao hasn't come for days.

I can't reach him either.

Dr. Fang.

What?

Here to see Sir. Gao?

I slept with him.

I'm warning you.

Some things can't be said carelessly.

What?

You don't want him anymore,

but he can't sleep with someone else?

Let me tell you.

He didn't just sleep with me.

He slept with many others too.