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Sir.

Nothing can stop me.

Not that doctor.

Not these shears.

Not anything.

Leave.

Or I'll...

What?

Stab yourself?

I don't believe you would...

Fuck.

You really did it.

Don't touch me.

Dr. Fang will be angry.

He'll be angry.

He'll be angry.

Okay, okay.

I won't touch you.

Sir.

You need a doctor.

I'll call a doctor.

Leave.

Leave.

Fine.

Okay.

Don't do anything rash.

Hello?

Emergency services?

Someone is hurt here.

Send someone here quicklly!

He'll be angry.

He'll be angry.

Dr. Fang.

Did I do well?

"Deep In" (Episode 9)

Hello.

I'm Gao Zhun's emergency contact.

How is he now?

He's over there.

Mr. Gao, I got your medicine.

Thank you.

Put it on the table.

Thanks.

It's me.

What happened?

How did you faint from stress?

You're worried about me.

What happened?

Just...

Some company matters.

I rushed to handle them.

Then I got dizzy.

But I'm fine now.

Company matters?

Was it Justin?

Don't overthink it.

It's handled now.

Now that you're here,

let's go back.

Okay.

What do you want for dinner?

Japanese food or hot pot?

Anything is fine.

You pick.

Okay.

I'll find one near your place.

Dr. Fang.

Can we park above ground?

You know

I don't like underground parking.

Dr. Fang, why are we here?

Fang Chi, say something.

Take me to your car.

What are you doing?

Therapy.

Now?

Here?

Yes.

Do as I say.

Where's your car?

Over there.

Right now,

what do you feel?

Fear.

Unease.

Anxiety.

All of it.

Is that all?

Get on.

Lie down.

You won't listen to me?

Then don't come to me again.

Alright.

Imagine that man

as me.

But...

He wasn't like this.

Then how was he?

He...

He was on top of me.

He hit me.

He took off my pants.

Grabbed my thigh.

What else?

He was rough.

He said,

"So what if you're rich?"

"You're still getting fucked."

What else did he say?

He put my leg on his shoulder.

Asked if it felt good.

Like this?

He took my pants off then.

You're inviting me

to enjoy this kind of pleasure.

Is this how you were with Justin too?

What?

How do you have...

Justin sent it to me.

I told you to stay away from him.

Not to be alone with him.

Did you listen?

You want to be raped again, don't you?

No. That's not true.

I did listen.

I stayed far away from him.

Liar.

What did you say at the hospital?

Since you don't trust me

why should I still treat you?

You don't...

You don't like me near him.

I was afraid you'd be angry.

That's why I hid it.

Look if you don't believe me.

This is...?

From the shears.

It's not serious.

Justin tried something with me.

He got scared off.

Dr.Fang.

I really listened to you.

I'm sorry.

I misunderstood you.

But self-harm is wrong.

If it had gone any deeper... I'm not afraid.

More than death,

I'm afraid of you being angry.

Like now.

Gao Zhun.

Promise me.

Don't hurt yourself again.

Also,

I'm just your therapist.

Your choices shouldn't be for me.

I'm doing it for myself.

I need you to treat me.

You know how afraid I am of this place.

Every time I dream of it, I can't sleep all night.

But once that man became you,

I stopped being afraid.

I even

long for it.

Because you

are different.

Dr. Fang.

Be the man in my nightmare.

Only then

can I escape the pain.

You...

Do you know what you're doing?

I do.

I'm asking you to treat me.

Cut.

Okay, you are good.

Why didn't you undo his belt yourself?

Why wait for him to do it?

I... Director.

At this point, Gao Zhun

has given himself up.

He's luring Fang Chi into simulating the assault.

Him undoing his own belt

makes sense, doesn't it?

For Gao Zhun's motive alone, yes.

But the heart of this scene is Fang Chi.

That wall of rules he has

has to be torn down by his own hands.

No matter how much Fang Chi likes Gao Zhun,

all he feels now is heartbreak

and fear that he'll get hurt.

Gao Zhun is forcing him.

With wounds of both mind and body,

he's putting pressure on Fang Chi.

That's why Fang Chi loses control.

That's why he loses himself

and goes along with Gao Zhun,

using this extreme way to escape the nightmare.

This is rescue.

How is that rescue?

Isn't that hurting him all over again?

Who said love only protects?

It can also be a blade.

Besides, this is drama.

We need extremes.

Mr. Zhen.

Don't be so nit-picky.

This scene

is the film's climax.

Only when it's darkest

can the light break in.

When rules break,

the heart can see clearly.

Come on.

Let's get ready.

Director.

The producer needs you.

Oh Mr. Jiang.

Hello.

I know.

Okay.

He has his take on the story.

We...

Do you think Fang Chi would hurt Gao Zhun?

In the script,

he does.

Is the trending news true?

What?

You're getting married.

To who?

Who else?

Your girlfriend.

Xiao Chen.

Yes. Phone.

This is the set. You shouldn't do this here.

Bro. I just...

Shut up.

[#1 Topic: Zhen Xin is getting married.]

All right, all right.

On set, the scene comes first.

Let's shoot first.

Don't panic.

Cutie Qin is working on that.

Let's get into character first.

This set today

has to be finished.

Okay?

Departments, get ready.

Both of you,

get into character. Okay?

Come on.

You...

[Feng Yunting]

Come on. Pick it up.

Action.

Dr. Fang.

Let the man in my nightmare

become you.

Only in this way

can I escape the pain.

No.

I can't.

Fang Chi.

Please treat me.

Help me.

Help me forget him.

Help me forget how it began.

Help me forget the pain.

Okay.

I promise.

Let that man

become me.

So what if you're rich?

You're still getting fucked.

Feel good?

Say it.

Does it feel good?

Cut!

Good work, Mr. Zhen. Take a break.

Mr. Zhang, you're up.

This way.

Bro.

I checked with the AD.

You can wrap and go back today.

Want to go now?

Phone.

Miss Feng called several times.

I was filming.

You saw Weibo, right?

I didn't do it.

Not you?

Then it would be myself?

My agent already called the police.

Wait.

Wait for the Weibo AI agent to tell me the marriage papers are done?

Spreading rumors 500 times can mean jail.

The police will trace the IP.

It'll be handled soon.

Anything else?

Some good news.

Thanks to that fake news,

my endorsement was signed today.

You'll be free soon.

Tell him not to worry.

After shooting the last scene,

we'll wrap up for today.

Hey.

Why is he back again?

I don't get why you got your ear pierced.

Are we dropping the later scenes?

Of course not.

I'm tough.

The swelling will be gone tomorrow.

Besides,

who looks at ears?

Why?

This is the big screen.

I just wanted to.

You...

You always act on impulse.

Qin Yao really doesn't keep you in check.

So reckless.

Hey, Xiao Chen.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Weibo is already a mess.

And he still smiles at you?

And you too.

Why even respond?

Really...

After filming, come alone to Room 1638 at the Grand Hyatt.

I'll wait for you there.

Let's go.

Okay. That's it.

Surprised I'm here?

Too many eyes at the crew hotel.

Some things are safer said here.

Nice earring, right?

Why?

I wanted to match you.

But it really hurt.

I only got through it by thinking of you.

Hey.

I booked this room.

Can you two flirt after I leave?

So

what is this?

Someone

insisted I explain it to you myself.

The marriage news is fake.

The trending topic was bought by a rival.

I hope you won't overthink it.

I won't.

I never take gossip to heart.

Still,

thank you.

No need.

I keep my promises.

If I promise something, I see it through.

Look how worried you were.

Look at him.

Much more mature and calm than you.

Fine.

I won't be a third wheel.

Right.

I've handled the media.

I hope this little incident

won't affect our agreement.

I'm leaving.

What agreement?

We're in the same industry.

What else could it be?

A clean breakup.

Let's go.

[You think you're] still filming?

Don't you think

we're more dramatic than the show?

What are you doing?

Try it.

Red wine flavor.

Hello, Senior.

It's me.

Fang Chi.

I remember you have a therapy room in the CBD.

Can I borrow it for a while?

Okay.

Thanks, Senior.

Secretary Feng.

Notify every patient except Gao Zhun

that starting next week,

sessions will be at a new location.

I'll send you the address later.

[Gao Zhun: Can I see your earlier today?]

[Unpin]

Hello?

Fang...

Dr. Fang.

You finally answered.

Where did you go?

Why is no one at your home?

The clinic is empty too.

Did something happen to you?

You...

Why aren't you speaking?

Are you...

abandoning me?

Mr. Gao.

Your treatment is over.

But I'm not healed yet.

Your nightmare is gone.

Mr. Gao.

You'll get better with time.

Please let me see you.

Whatever we need to say,

let's say it face to face.

Sorry.

This is not right.

I'm the doctor.

You're the patient.

I've already

made too many mistakes.

You did nothing wrong.

I wanted it.

Enough.

Gao Zhun.

Listen to me.

You need to move forward.

You mean

we're over...?

When did we ever begin?

Treat it as a dream.

No.

If it's a dream, I can't wake up.

Please.

Don't.

Don't leave me.

Once a week.

Even once every ten days or half a month.

I don't like you anymore.

I'll stop liking you, okay?

Just let me see you.

Don't leave me.

Don't...

don't force me...

Please don't...

We can't...

keep making this mistake.

Cut.

Where is he?

He cried too hard.

He's in the restroom calming down.

Don't.

There are people outside.

Your eyes are red from crying.

The show is fake.

You and I are real.

I know.

But Gao Zhun's pain...

I...

I understand it completely.

If you understand Gao Zhun,

then you should know.

Fang Chi's love never changed.

And off set,

I've always loved you too.

Are they calling us for pickup shots?

No.

It's Feng Yunting.

My engagement to Mr. Zhen

and marriage

are complete nonsense.

The so-called leak

is now being handled by the police.

Is this just your side of the story?

Does Mr. Zhen feel the same?

In fact,

Zhen Xin and I have broken up.

Because of the fake marriage news,

we've both thought a lot.

About this relationship,

we both need some space.

Who proposed the breakup?

I did.

He agreed.

So this was your agreement.

Miss Feng really had to suffer for this...

Zhang Zhun.

There are things I must tell you myself.

I love you.

Not Fang Chi.

It's me.

Zhen Xin loves you.

I know.

I love you too.

I'm at the crew hotel.

Send me your room number.

I'll come to you.

Why are you here?

Is something wrong?

[Best Actor Zhen Xin's Set Romance Turns Sour.]

[The Third Party Is a Man?]

[Zhen Xin and Zhang Zhun bonded through filming.]

[Matching couple earrings on their left ears.]

[Who is Zhang Zhun?]

[Couple earrings? That's hilarious.]

[If he didn't hype himself, no one would know him.]

[If Zhen Xin is gay, I'm unstanning.]

[That's disgusting.]

[Is every guy trying to get famous by queerbaiting now?]

[Dig up everything on Zhang Zhun.]

Last night,

I actually had a gift for you.

Pick one.

Choose carefully.

This is my first gift to you.

Oh.

This one.

These two are a pair.

You and I can wear them as a pair.