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[dramatic music]

- 15 seconds to complete this. - Come on, come on, come on.

- 15 seconds. - You're here. You're here.

- [yells]

- Get going!

- Let's go!

- In the past 24 hours,

the celebrity recruits have been pushed...

- Stand up straight!

♪♪

- To their limits.

- Oh, [bleep].

- Now... - She's not gonna go on.

- Just 14 remain.

- He's a pathological liar.

- Here's your second chance.

Let's see how you deal with it.

- Who... - Do not dictate to me!

- Will survive... - Get him out!

- Let's go!

- The day?

- I can't. [panting]

♪♪

[tense music]

♪♪

- [snoring]

♪♪

- Everybody up! [objects banging]

Everybody up!

Let's go!

- Stand at attention in front of your racks!

- Get at the end of your racks right now.

Let's go.

- Hurry up, hurry up.

- All right, day two--

we need to expect the unexpected.

A warrior does not get ready.

A warrior stays ready.

So you need to ask yourself,

are you truly committed to this process?

On the parade square, full kit, 30 minutes.

[claps] Let's go.

- [bleep].

- My body is not a wonderland.

- I think my sciatic nerve is pinched.

I can barely walk.

I'm too old for that. - No, you're, like, ripping.

Yeah, they on my forehead, my nose.

- Man, I feel that first [bleep] coming on.

I don't like the feeling of it.

- Day two, and it begins.

- For some of them, this will be the hardest phase.

- Oh, for sure.

- Day two is a real awakening for these recruits.

Getting rid of the dead wood, the chaff,

the weak, is part of the process,

and it gives us a chance to see

if the cream will rise to the top.

- I think a lot of them are questioning

their decision for coming out here.

- Talking about the DS or the [bleep] recruits?

[laughter]

- So forgive me.

You were the badass girl in the--in the movie, right?

- [laughs] - Right? That was you.

- Depends on what movie and what girl,

but there's a likelihood.

I've always wanted to do Special Forces.

It's about wanting to see what my body is still capable of

while being yelled at.

- I thought you were, like, escaping.

- I mean, I feel like that's kind of--

- That's all of them?

- Yeah, it's all of them. - [laughs]

- But if I were to get to the end, I mean,

that would be the coolest thing I've ever done.

That would be so much cooler than any of the stunts

and the movies and the--'cause, yeah, I mean, come on.

- For some reason, you know what movie comes to mind?

They're, like, on the-- like, the cars in the desert.

- Yes, but I did not do that one.

That's Charlize Theron. I love her.

Yep. [laughs]

- What are you gonna do, just suck it back in?

[tense music]

- My father was in the service for some time,

and he was tough as hell.

I'm not taking no [bleep].

I ain't taking no [bleep] out here.

I told my dad about being in the course,

and he laughed at me.

He said, boy, you ain't ready for that.

- What?

- Senior staff.

- Stand there.

- He said, you gonna tap out.

I said, I ain't tapping out.

I don't tap dance, and I ain't tapping out.

- What are you doing?

- Listen, your bed,

you're getting mosquitoes all night.

This is cool.

It's a great-- this stuff is cool.

But I ain't be [bleep] outside and all that.

I'm cool.

- You want to go?

- I'm telling you, I'm not doing nothing else.

- You've done nothing.

Give me your number.

Go and take your kit and leave.

- OK.

- He's quit.

Shady.

- Is he really?

- Yeah.

- LeSean McCoy is the second recruit to leave the course.

Now just 13 remain.

- [whistles]

- Number six.

[laughs]

Easy, typical, gets everything in this world he wants.

Started out here--

- He was, "[bleep] outside, mosquitoes,

scorpions, ain't doing this."

- I'm happy he's gone.

- Oh, man, I can't believe Shady just quit.

- Get on parade!

[dramatic music]

All right, guys, come on, let's go.

♪♪

- All right, listen up.

Before we even start the day, number six is gone.

That's not the type of commitment level

that we're looking for.

That's BS.

He just wasted our time.

- I could see ticking around a few minds, when do I go?

I'm gonna go.

We don't care.

Get on with it.

Go!

Just get in the vehicle.

Speed! Move up.

Move your ass!

[tense music]

♪♪

- Ah, what are we gonna do today?

- I'm gonna have to push.

I got no sleep.

- What made you sign up for this?

- I guess I was trying to prove a point to myself.

I don't know, conquering demons.

I don't know.

Doing "Special Forces" for me has become

an opportunity for people to see that I'm really trying.

- So did you do this to, like, clear your name or something?

- Does anyone ever clear their name?

I think second chances are out there to be given.

Not everybody's perfect.

Oh, [bleep].

This is getting unbearable.

Ah!

- Go get your Bergens!

- [grunting]

Oh, gosh.

Thank you.

- The recruits are about to face a task

that will test their ability to function

whilst being subjected to intense fear

and extreme pressure.

- Tighten it up.

- Let's go. Move, move, move.

- One straight line down this side here.

- Right. Keep it up. Let's go.

- Shoulder to shoulder.

Look at me.

In the Special Forces world, the moment we enter

the battle space, the nasty area

where [bleep] gonna happen,

we'll carry in 10 days' worth of [bleep].

But at some point, we need a resupply.

It's parachuted in, and it's down to us to retrieve it.

Turn around.

- Oh, [bleep].

[dramatic music]

- Oh, my God. - Oh, my God.

♪♪

- [bleep] me.

- 300 feet above the jungle canopy,

the recruits must work together

to retrieve two supply bags,

each weighing 17 pounds.

- Good to go.

- Oh, dear God.

- Come on.

- To pass, they must return to the bridge

in less than five minutes.

- This task, you are very exposed.

The ladders are flimsy.

They're flapping around in the wind.

- Oh, my gosh.

- You need to be physically strong.

- [bleep].

- But your mind needs to be

in a thoroughly robust place.

I've been scared.

I've been petrified.

It's about acknowledging that emotion,

but not allowing it to take charge of you.

♪♪

- Now it's serious.

- Crazy.

- Turn back around this way.

Remember, we work together.

You've got to get it done.

Buddy, buddy system.

You've got my life.

I've got yours.

You got it? all: Yes, staff.

- Everybody in the right frame of mind?

all: Yes, staff.

- Stand by.

- I don't know that I can do this.

- Hmm?

- I don't think I can do this. - You got it. You got it.

- I have no strength in my right leg.

- Don't think about that. - I can't put weight on it.

- Don't think about that.

You're good. - Just not think about it?

- First up, number 11, number 3.

- Number 3, bring your ass over here.

- Get your ass down on the ground.

Do some push-ups right now with your attitude.

Give me 50.

You're acting like you're too familiar.

Don't come over here jovial,

thinking you're gonna smile in my [bleep] face.

♪♪

Stay there.

- I'm sure this will be the last time

you have to learn this lesson.

- Yes, staff. - Good to go?

- Yes, staff.

- Number 3! - Yes, staff.

- Feet!

Quickly!

- [inhales deeply, sighs]

My sort of free-spirited nature

sometimes can, you know, get me into a little bit of trouble.

- Good? - Yeah, dude.

- It's the worst time to [bleep] have to do 50.

But when it comes to this,

I think it's gonna be different.

- Ready to go? - Yes, staff.

- All I want to see is a pass on this.

- Yes, staff.

- Hustle out there to DS Billy.

Go. Hustle out.

- Hold it there.

Happy? - Yes, staff.

- One question.

Are we hanging there and then we get lowered

down into the ladder before we start?

- Do you want me to do it for you?

- Yes, staff. No, staff.

- Good. 'Cause I ain't doing it.

It's dangerous.

Away you go.

Off you go.

Your ladder's over to your right, as you can see.

You've got five minutes to retrieve what's in the box

and get your ass back up to the bridge.

Stand by.

Let's go.

Start to climb.

You need to be moving together.

Keep moving.

- You good? - Yeah, I'm good.

You good? - Yep.

- I'm terrified of this right now.

Like, I don't know what to do.

- You want to take first crack at it, then?

- I'm shaking.

- That's where it kind of freaks me out a little bit.

Like, no, thank you.

- I got it.

The reasons why I'm doing this--

for me, it's just about just the perseverance of it all.

I'm a good talker, but I need to do.

[grunts]

- Do not drop it.

Drop it will result in a fail.

- Let's go.

- [bleep].

- Don't keep me waiting any longer.

Don't mess it up now by being too slow.

- After being punished by DS Q with 50 push-ups,

number 3 is fighting exhaustion.

- Let's go!

You need to move.

- Ah!

I'm up.

- Come on, let's go.

Come on, number 3! - Come on, baby, come on.

- He's leaving you way behind.

- You're almost there.

- Time is against us, number 3.

Don't let this go now!

Figure it out. Get it done.

- [bleep]. - Brute force and ignorance.

Come on. This is the important bit now.

- Come on, baby, come on.

- Come on, 3, you need to be up here.

- Come on, come on, come on.

- Come on, 3. Don't blow it now.

- [gasping]

My elbow. - Deep breath.

Come on. Deep breath.

- I'm shot, bro.

- Deep breath. - Forget shot.

- Deep breath. - Breathe, go.

Here we go.

- You're almost there.

- Come on. 15 seconds.

- Just get over the rail.

- You're here.

You're here.

- [yells]

- Oh, God.

- Oh, [bleep].

- Here we go. - You're almost there.

Almost there. - Come on.

- Hundreds of feet above the jungle tree line...

- Don't blow it now!

- Number 3, Oliver Hudson,

is close to retrieving the supply drop.

- [yells]

[dramatic music]

- Oh, God.

- Oh, [bleep].

- Fail!

♪♪

- Seeing him just fall, though, was like a real stomach drop.

It's gnarly.

- End result, fail.

"I can't do it" is not in our vocabulary, is it, number 3?

- Yes, staff.

- Not only did you let yourself down,

you've let him down. - Yes, staff.

- He was helping you.

You own that. - Yes, staff.

- Go. - OK.

Coming from, you know, a family, you know,

who have done incredible things,

the fear of failure has definitely been a big pattern,

a component in my life.

Sometimes it's just easier to make some sort of an excuse.

- What happened?

- I got too comfortable with Q.

[bleep] myself.

[bleep] stupid.

And then I had to do 50 and stand like that, burnt.

- Number 4, get over there.

Go get your harness on.

- Staff, I can't do this, staff.

I can't put any weight on this leg.

My right foot's going numb.

My sciatic is pinching.

It's just--I can't do it.

- This is [bleep].

- I understand what you think, sir.

- I think this is [bleep]. - I can't do it.

I've reached my physical limit.

My body's telling me to stop.

And I have to listen to it before I injure myself further.

- Stop crying. Grow up.

Get your head up. - There's no reason

you can't walk your happy ass over there,

crawl over the side of that,

and go down that ladder and back up.

- Staff, I'm sorry.

I'm gonna--I'm gonna VW.

- You're gonna VW? - Yes, staff.

- We had a conversation yesterday about second chances.

- Yes, we did. Yes, we did, staff.

- So I gave you the opportunity.

You've just gone back to the same [bleep].

So a leopard don't change its spots, does it?

- That's not true, staff. - It is.

You ain't [bleep] me.

Give me your armband.

Waste of space.

You've had a great opportunity.

All you've done is talk yourself out of it.

You've gone back to being who you really were.

No character, no balls.

- You're out of here. Bye.

- Yes, staff.

- You are pathetic!

- [sobbing]

- Number 4, George Santos...

- I didn't want to quit, damn it.

- Is the third recruit to leave the course.

♪♪

- Another one gone.

- Get on the freedom bird and get the [bleep] out of here

if you don't want to be here.

Does anybody else want to go?

all: No, staff.

- I don't want to see that pathetic-ness.

- One step at a time. - One step at a time.

Just keep moving. - Mm-hmm.

- Yeah.

- We got this.

[tense music]

- Scared of heights?

- Yes. - Why?

- The inevitable.

- Just don't hit the floor.

♪♪

Step on, step over, and wait there.

- Stepping over that ledge gets real.

- Are you OK?

- No, I'm not OK.

I don't think I can do this.

- Bre, you can do this. - No, I can't.

No, there's no way.

- In the Special Forces, we have to function through fear.

- There's no way.

- You can do it.

It's in here.

Come on.

I'll throw you over.

We're looking for those who will commit to the task

and carry it through, no matter how terrifying.

There you go. There you go.

- No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

- Do it, or give me your armband.

- No, no, no.

Oh, [bleep].

- There you go.

See what I'm talking about?

You have to take a breath.

Stand by.

Let's go.

- You got this, girl. - Well done, 13.

Here we go.

- Bre, you got this. Your kid's watching.

Come on.

- My kid told me I was an idiot for this,

and he's only three.

- There we go.

Control your fear.

Move your feet.

- Are you good?

- I'm getting there.

- Come on, step, step.

Keep moving.

It's like teaching a baby to walk.

And get the job done.

- You got it? - No.

Sorry. - It's OK.

- Come on, number 9. You're keeping her hanging on.

She's burning.

You've secured it.

Now start climbing.

- Oh, [bleep].

- Shut up.

Stop the groaning.

You cannot afford to become a liability.

- Yeah.

- Not just to you...

- Oh.

- No, no "oh." I don't want to hear it.

But to the mission.

Don't blow it now.

Three seconds.

- Hook it over. That's it.

- Pass.

- Up.

- 14, you're fighting with your arms.

You're gonna burn out.

It's all about the legs.

Well done, 15!

Come on. - [grunting]

- Don't let your-- - Ah!

- Don't you--coconuts!

- Oh, no.

- [bleep].

- You've just failed your daughter, not only the task.

How do you feel about that now?

- Not good.

- She gonna talk [bleep] to her dad forever now.

- Ugh.

- Sorry.

- Child labor was better than this with no drugs.

- Come on.

15 seconds to finish this. - Yes, I can.

- Don't blow it. Get your asses over.

- She got it.

- Well done.

That's a pass.

Disappear out of my sight.

Go!

- Fair play.

- I didn't think she'd go. - No, I didn't.

I thought she was gonna [bleep] off.

- You guys are so--

- Oh, my God, that was awful.

- You guys did great.

- I never want to do that ever again in my whole life.

Thank you. I've done it. No, thank you.

- The last two, number 1 and number 2.

- I'm so sorry you didn't have a better partner.

- No, you are the best partner, Ruby.

You're a beast.

- Because I am a bit of a people pleaser,

I would absolutely hate to be the person

that let people down.

- How you feeling, number 1?

- Nervous, staff.

- You step on the box, get in position.

Come on, then, impress me.

- If we don't get the result that we want, that's on me.

And that will be hard.

My foot goes...

- Wherever your foot feels comfortable.

- What do you mean?

- Don't grip it like a vise.

Just relax on it. Hold it.

Go.

[dramatic music]

♪♪

Nice and steady.

♪♪

- Come on, girl.

- [grunts] - Think.

Start making a plan of how you're gonna

recover this now.

- Oh, my God.

- It's not difficult.

- I'm not the kind of person who will pull out

because I think it's too tough.

- Move now. This is good.

- I will keep pushing.

- Slide that over. - Yep.

- But after I broke my neck, I'm still scared of

even, like, getting an injury or something.

Like, I don't want that.

- Here we go.

- Ruby's doing great.

Just got to go a little faster.

- It's in the legs.

This is where it counts.

- [whimpering, grunting]

- Come on, come on, come on.

- You ain't gonna fit through there, are you?

What are you doing? - [bleep].

- Oh, my God.

- I know--

- Are you messing me around?

I've never seen anything like it.

- Yes.

- Take a breath.

Come down to Earth.

Relax.

It was a pass.

It was a calamity pass.

It could have been done better.

Would you agree with that?

- Yes, staff.

- To the vehicles!

Get the Bergens in the vehicles.

- Go, go, go!

- Get the car.

[tense music]

♪♪

- One more in the lead vehicle!

- Oh!

Just, um, hit my head.

- Oh, [bleep].

- OK, keep your legs bent.

OK, keep your legs bent.

OK. Just take a minute.

All right.

- I didn't faint. I hit my head.

- Oh, you hit your head?

- Yeah, and it just went, like, crunch, crunch.

- OK.

[dramatic music]

♪♪

[tense music]

♪♪

- I didn't faint. I hit my head.

- Oh, you hit your head?

- Yeah, and it just went, like, crunch, crunch.

- OK.

- Can I get up now, do you think?

- Yeah. Yeah. Do you feel better?

- Uh, yeah.

♪♪

- Sure you're OK? - Yeah.

- Sure you can crawl back in here?

- Yeah. - Sure?

- Yeah.

♪♪

- She's definitely not well. She was on the floor.

- Oh, no. Really? - Yeah. She was on the floor.

♪♪

- Go!

Quickly!

♪♪

- Let's go eat, guys.

I think we all need some energy.

- It's only our second day.

- I feel like we've lived here for three months.

- It feels like six years.

[laughs]

- What do we reckon?

- Number one passed the task.

Then she hit her head.

She looked very wobbly and frail.

- I'm worried about her state of mind.

- Damn shame.

I thought she was, like, checked in, 100%

- So what do you want to do?

- Well, let's bring her in, man.

- How you holding up?

Yeah.

- Number 1!

- Yes?

- On me.

- Number 1, actor Ruby Rose,

is being brought in for tactical questioning.

- This could sort of explain a little bit

about why she's so sort of intense, shaky.

[tense music]

♪♪

- [speaking indistinctly]

[metal door groans]

- So how are you finding the course so far, 1?

- Um... [clears throat]

Well, I think it's a great course.

I just--I'm pretty bad at it.

I can't do things right.

- Who said that you're doing bad?

- I know I'm doing bad.

- We've only been here 24 hours.

You've done two tasks.

You've done well in both of them.

Where's this self-deprecating view come from?

- I wouldn't know where to start.

- OK. Why have you come here?

- I'm a physical person.

I miss the stunts.

And I knew this would have that same feeling.

- I heard about your injury in the papers.

- Yeah.

Uh, "Batwoman," like, 16 days into a pilot,

it was, like, the most heavy stunt day of all.

I broke my neck.

Like, I almost severed my spinal cord.

You're hot until you break something,

and then you're so disposable.

I mean, I was blacklisted from the industry, but that's--

like, I really don't care about that.

- Are you sure?

- I--

[sighs]

I--I've had such levels of trauma in my life.

[somber music]

I find things hard.

- Where does that come from?

- I didn't have loving parents.

[sniffles]

♪♪

Um...my dad, like,

just wasn't around.

High school was tough.

Obviously, people thought I was weird.

I am weird.

Um, walk to school and get beaten there.

Walk home, get beaten again.

It's like, I wouldn't recommend it.

♪♪

- You've had a rough ride, OK?

Whatever those demons are that have accumulated

over a course of a lifetime,

you've got to use this course

as some means of a circuit breaker.

Because at the moment, you're carrying that into this.

And you're the only one that can work it out.

Don't try and think about what we're thinking.

And don't try and think, oh, no, I've made a mistake.

They're gonna get rid of me. I'm gonna hand the armband in.

Don't do that.

- Yes, staff.

- Guard!

♪♪

- I have not loved myself in so long,

and I have spent 39 years being petrified.

I've been working on it, but it's still hard even now.

Hi.

- Rough day?

- Yeah.

♪♪

[tense music]

- [grunts]

♪♪

I'm cramping everywhere now.

[laughter]

The hardest thing that I've had to overcome is myself.

For me, it's getting out of my own way,

not getting so defeated when things get tough.

Ow, but this hurts now.

- Recruits!

- Oh, [bleep].

- Will you tie my shoes, bro? - Yeah.

- Thank you.

- Let's go, guys. Hustle.

- Come on, come on, come on.

- Good? - Yeah, you're the man.

Thank you.

- Let's go!

[dramatic music]

Keep it tight!

The recruits need to take this course seriously,

because this terrain is no joke.

♪♪

- Stay as one.

- The jungle will throw everything at you all at once.

With heat, humidity, it's claustrophobic.

And of course, there's the enemy that you cannot see.

Fall in! Let's go!

The only way to understand it is to experience

an immersion into jungle combat conditions.

- All right, listen in.

We want to see and be able to understand

what you are capable of in this environment.

You are gonna be set off on a route.

When you are on that route, there are obstacles,

so you need to step up to the plate--

aggression, and move with purpose.

- [sneezes]

- We're gonna start working in pairs.

In the jungle, we never go anywhere on our own.

Is that understood?

all: Yes, staff! - Right.

14, 15, let's go!

Come on, hurry up!

Let's move!

Over the log.

Tuck in.

- Here.

- In temperatures of over 95 degrees...

- Next pair, catch the person in front.

Come on then!

- The recruits must navigate an assault course...

- To me, let's go!

- Covering over 1,500 feet.

- One elbow in front of the other.

- Good job, 15.

- Come on!

- Don't wait for her!

Take her!

- 11 and 3, couple of big lads.

Right, let's go. Come on, then.

- This task is about getting you ready

to move around a battlefield.

- Number 3, get your ass over here now!

Roll down!

- It's conditioning.

- Number 3!

Five presses for being so [bleep] slow.

- I've seen grown men, exhausted,

sit on their Bergen and cry...

- Low crawl, low crawl, low crawl!

Get through it as fast as you can!

- Because of how horrendous it is physically.

We want to see commitment and drive.

- Tack it, go!

Go on, number 10.

- Everything you got!

- Save the best till last.

Number 1, are you good?

- Um...

- What are you doing?

Come on.

♪♪

[dramatic music]

- Number 1, you gonna be all right?

- Um...

- Are you good?

- Um, I just don't know if I can do it.

- What's going on?

- Um, this is way harder than I thought it would be.

And I don't know that my body is like what it used to be.

And I don't know that I can bounce back and keep going.

I can't do it.

I have to give you my band.

- OK.

Look, stop beating yourself up, all right?

- I've spent the entirety of my life surviving.

What I'm learning how to do now is take care of myself

and know when to sort of say, I don't think I should do this.

- Take it easy.

- I think that's where the best, like, freedom

and maybe even the most success will come from.

- Ruby Rose is the fourth recruit to leave the course.

- [sighs]

- [panting]

- Sprint!

Why are you walking, gypsy?

- The remaining 11 are struggling to survive

the extremes of jungle immersion.

- Let's sift out the weak.

Keep going!

Come on. You got this!

Attack it, attack it!

Yeah!

- [panting]

- When you're done, get over here.

Get some water on yourselves.

Drink some water.

20 seconds, and we're gonna go again.

- Well, what we're gonna do now is,

you are gonna move all in one go.

It's like the grand national.

Every person for themselves, all at the same time.

Let's go!

Go!

Move!

Push past.

I want to see some want to be at the front.

Good effort, number 10.

Let's move!

- Number 10, Olympic figure skater Maxim Naumov,

forges ahead.

- Stay low, stay low.

- On his tail, number 12,

world champion boxer Alycia Baumgardner.

- That's what I want to see.

Let's go, 10!

- The mentality of an athlete and a soldier

is probably not that different.

I'm in this, and there is no giving up.

No chance.

- Number 12!

To me, let's go.

- I'm sorry, but I'm a competitor.

- Let's go!

- I'm gonna have a switch.

- All the way!

- And that switch is game on.

- Go, 12, go!

Catch him up!

- [bleep].

- Speed it up!

- As the pace intensifies...

- Hurry up!

- Number 3, actor Oliver Hudson...

- Come on, hurry up.

You're moving like a sloth!

- Is falling behind.

- There are certain moments where I can really find grit.

- Number 3!

Get over there, you big lump.

- Ah!

And then there are certain moments

where I'm like, if I push through,

my heart's gonna stop.

- Roll down it!

Roll down it!

Come on!

- I wish I had more grit.

- Coming to you, Rudy.

- Let's go!

Attack it. Attack it!

Yes!

- Number 12 and number 10 race for the finish line.

- Come on. I need you in the front.

Good effort, number 10.

Number 12, good effort.

- Good work.

- The jungle immersion task...

- Don't stop moving. Don't collapse.

Get some water on board.

- Is over.

- Hey, get me, get me.

- Number 3, why are we waiting?

Why are you walking?

Let's move!

- [panting]

[tense music]

[coughs]

- Oi!

♪♪

- [retches] [bleep].

- Now stand up and throw up.

- [retches]

- Just throw it all down his [bleep] back.

I don't care.

- [retches]

- That is a small taste of the jungle, a very small taste,

so you understand what it feels like.

- Get ready to move.

Let's go!

[tense music]

♪♪

- I think the next 24, we're gonna lose some folks.

Just don't let it be you.

- All right, Q, you want to do the honors?

- Number 6, quitter.

- He goes, I'm one of the greatest

football players of all time.

If that's one of the greatest, and you last one [bleep] day,

I hate to see what the worst would be.

- Number 4, goodbye.

- This was his golden opportunity,

and he hasn't changed, so done.

- Number 1, canceled.

- Just like "Batwoman."

Anyway.

Something to bear in mind, number 3,

he looks like he's freaking on his ass.

I'm not sure if he's looking for a way out.

- [breathing deeply]

- Let's check him out.

- I'm not doing great right now.

- You're not doing good right now?

- Ooh-whee. [bleep].

♪♪

[tense music]

♪♪

- [grunting, mumbling]

I don't know, I'm not doing amazing right now.

Dizzy, dizzy, dizzy.

♪♪

- Number 3!

- The DS call in number 3, actor Oliver Hudson,

for tactical questioning.

- So his mom's Goldie Hawn,

and Kurt Russell is his stepfather.

- Let's walk.

- Because his mom, his dad, his sister,

all been successful actors.

[metal door groans]

- Stand still.

Sit.

♪♪

- How you doing?

- I'm doing better than I thought I'd be doing, honestly,

given these circumstances.

- Can you explain that?

- I had no idea of what this really was.

I mean, what we did today when I threw up everywhere,

that was huge for me.

I was this close to being like, you win.

That's it. You win.

You got it. You win.

- Why?

- I didn't want to seem weak.

I don't want people to see my vulnerability.

It's almost embarrassing.

You know, I'm like, [bleep], am I gonna stay here, honestly?

- So why have you come here?

- I've been successful in what I do.

But I see something.

And when it gets too big, I--

I just quit.

[soft music]

- Where do you think that comes from?

- Probably

lack of self-esteem in certain areas of my life.

You know?

You obviously know who my family is, right?

- Yep.

- My sister hit huge quickly, and that was her path.

And I have learned to accept my path.

You know what I mean?

- You say your sister, she's-- she blew up and all that.

Is this an insecurity thing or maybe a competitive thing?

- I don't think it's competitive.

I think it's comparison.

And comparison is death.

And this is the [bleep] thing about me too.

I care too much about what people think.

- Well, I'm understanding that that is the thing

that has had the big impact on you.

- Yeah.

- It's stopping you from pushing yourself.

You've proven to yourself today

that you can do something that you didn't think you could do.

- Yeah, that's right.

- Use it.

Use the lesson that you learned there,

the thing that you're proud of today,

and make it the thing that you're proud of tomorrow.

And every day is just the third run.

- Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

- You can do the third run.

♪♪

- Good?

- Good.

- Guard!

♪♪

- My mom's like, when you were little,

she's like, you would start something.

And if it got too difficult, you were like--you just quit.

Oh, yeah.

- Away you go.

- I think for me, it's about

breaking through some barrier.

I pushed up against it forever,

and then it's just about ramming through it.

And then once you get through it, you're OK.

- How'd it go?

- We just talked about the reasons why I'm here,

you know, my insecurities

and lack of self-esteem in certain areas,

and the idea of, like, pushing through [bleep].

Because the truth is, is I quit in my life.

So it's about me sort of getting out of that space.

- Absolutely.

- You got this.

- The worst part is, I sit down,

there's like one of those, like, two-way mirrors.

And I'm like, [bleep].

My hair's like...[hissing]

[laughter]

- Next time...

- That person's life is in your hands.

- You look petrified.

- Stand by.

- Smell the fear.

- Steady now.

- Our world is violent.

- We're about to get real tough.

- Fight!

[dramatic music]

Stay in the fight!

Stop! Stop!

I said stop!

♪♪