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Just like your old lady.

You're gonna walk out and leave me just like she did, huh?

Go get some clothes on you.

Lies, lies, just like your old lady.

rotten slut.

I am a nice girl, Father.

Just many young lady.

Where you been?

Swimming.

Swimming?

Where's your suit?

I went wading.

Ha.

Lies.

Lies, lies.

It's just like your mother.

Spitting like this is your mother. I've never seen anything like it.

Well, I don't know what you do out in the woods all day. I can't follow you

around. I can't run around after you. You know where my legs are.

What are you gonna do? You're gonna walk off on me just like she did, huh?

Here one day, gone the next.

I'm not going anyplace, Father.

You're damn right you're not going anyplace.

Tried to do a good job.

Tried to raise you like a nice girl.

I am a nice girl, Father.

I've never been with anyone.

Look how you're dressed.

You dress like that to flirt with a gas station guy. What's his name?

Moe. Go get some clothes on you.

Run around the neighborhood like a tea pussy.

Is that what you want people to think?

Huh? Huh?

Huh? No.

Want some food?

Want some food?

Want some food?

after that damn girl again sandra wait

what what's the matter what is it

your father i'll talk to him oh no you can't go

there you've got to get away from me how me

oh bo

I'm afraid.

I'll marry you.

Come here, young lady.

Where you been? I've been looking all over for you.

You've been looking all over for me?

Well, I've just been looking all over the house for you.

Give me some food.

All right, Father.

Wait a minute.

You look like you fell on a pig drop.

I fell off my bike.

Where'd you get all that mud?

I slipped.

You slipped with who?

You're rolling around in the bush.

Well, don't you think that it's time I did Now

you sit down

here and I'll fix you something to eat

What's this?

Huh?

What's this, huh?

Never mind.

Gotta go to town to get some decent grump.

Give me the keys.

Give me the car keys!

Road's muddy.

Son.

Son.

Yes, this is the Titus Cobb residence.

Oh, yes I am.

You what?

No, I'm alright, thank you.

Sandra!

Sandra!

Sandra.

I know.

I'm sorry.

I'm not.

The sheriff called us about it.

It's a total wreck.

Bottom of the canyon.

Well, we'll get at it in the morning.

We can get at it.

Bo?

They won't bring the body here, will they?

No.

Good.

Let's go to bed.

What are you doing?

I'm packing.

What?

I'm leaving.

Leaving?

I'm selling this property to Mr. Martin.

He's wanted for quite a while.

With the money that I get, I'm going.

But where?

San Francisco, Bo.

But... I'm 19, Bo, and I've never been out of this town.

I had a chance to travel once, but he wouldn't let me.

In fact, Bo, he hasn't let me live, period.

You know what you've done for me?

For the first time, I feel alive.

And it happened all at once.

But what I said before.

Maybe someday.

But now I've got to live I've got so much to find out I've got to find out

what's outside these walls That gas station that road

Hi, Sandra.

Oh, hi, Leonard.

Are you going somewhere?

Nowhere.

You going someplace?

I'm going to San Francisco.

Oh?

How long?

I'm not coming back.

Well, bye.

Goodbye, Leonard.

Hi, Sandra.

If you're waiting for the bus, forget it.

What?

If you're waiting for the bus, forget it. I passed it hours ago and I've been

doing 90 all the way.

Oh.

Where are you going?

San Francisco.

Francisco? Yeah.

We'll be there in no time.

Let's go.

Oh. What's the matter?

My stocking. I burned it.

I'll fix that.

Here.

Try these.

Where'd you get these?

Got a whole box full of samples. I, uh, wholesale lingerie.

Oh. Thank you.

Well, try mine.

Right here?

Well, why not?

I'm harmless.

Okay, talk to her now.

Let me check these.

Oh, please don't.

Oh

Oh

Bill Gordon call me book

I

Hope you'll forgive this particular

eccentricity of mine What's funny I'm sorry

You'll understand as you get to know me better.

Ah!

Good morning, Femme Make calling.

Femme Make, only makeup, cosmetics.

I have a great sample for you this morning.

I have a tube of Power Pink with Femme Make's compliments.

Our latest in the design of natural cosmetics.

May I come in for a moment?

Free?

Have you used any of our products before?

No, I'm from out of town.

I'm sure you'll be surprised at what I have to show you. Are you alone?

Yeah.

I can't tell what you use.

I see you haven't put on for the day.

Well, I wear very little makeup.

Oh, but natural beauty like yours should be here about our cosmetics line to

enhance and highlight your healthy good looks.

Our sun cream will be just the perfect base for you.

On second thought, I wouldn't suggest Pout Pink.

I'll give you a tube of Malibu's Dusk. It will accentuate the fullness of your

lips.

Yes, you definitely should.

Should what?

The mascara.

Your eyes.

The most important part of your face.

Eyes are everything.

Your vision connects the whole being.

Your eyes are the center of contact.

Whatever happens to you finally appears to you initially through what you see,

which triggers results.

Oh, yes. I was going to buy a pair of false eyelashes.

Nonsense, my dear. You don't need them. May I apply some mascara?

Then fold.

I'll show you.

Oh, yes, I like her. Good.

Good, my dear.

Now, we must do something with those eyebrows.

There.

You know, you're quite beautiful, my dear.

And... and something else.

I can't put my finger on.

Now, just one more touch-up.

I forgot my sample case.

Who? Who's this woman?

Miss Lynn, how do you do?

That's my bra!

Give it back!

It might be when it's dusted.

You're lucky, my friend, at a vacancy.

Apartments like these are hard to find in Sausalito.

I don't know.

I want it to be closer to town.

Ten minutes over the bridge, you're in San Francisco.

This is the place, my dear.

Believe me, very quiet and private.

Everything is much more liberal here, freer.

Nobody, but nobody lives in San Francisco.

I mean...

conservative over there.

I really don't know how to thank you. You already have, my dear. Well, I'm

really tired.

You're right, dear.

I must go now.

You have my number?

Uh, yes.

Miss Lynn, 332-0975.

Cross out the Miss Lynn. I didn't give you my real name.

Oh?

I shall remain anonymous, my dear.

This is an unlisted number.

I hope you give me a call when you get your telephone.

I was 17.

I think he was maybe 20.

Imagine a 20-year-old man who was a virgin, who sat alone watching an

American erotic movie.

Oh, yes.

Oh, yes. I didn't know he had no hope.

When I decided to approach him, I watched him constantly.

But he only watched me.

Ah, oui.

Je me suis levée et je commençais de s'approcher lentement pendant les

chaises de Louis.

Ah, oui.

Il a fait semblant d'avoir ennuyé aussi quand je me suis aussi

près de Louis.

Ah, oui.

C'était que je n'y étais pas.

J'ai pris sa main.

Et j'ai pris la main soufflée de sa mère comme ça.

Mais oui.

Il m'a regardé un peu honteuse, mais il n'a fait rien.

Alors j'ai touché sa genou.

Rien. Sa cou, encore.

Rien. Et sa genou encore.

Il n'a fait semblant de partir.

Alors je lui ai touché plus intime.

Il a couru de cinéma de beaucoup de pêche.

Je l'ai suivi, bien sûr.

Mais oui.

Bien sûr.

Will Winnie want me to come back again?

I'm too much, huh?

Thank you.

Step forward, please.

Name? Sandra Cobb.

Miss or Mrs.? Miss.

Mark Taylor.

Fill out this application, please.

You don't have any experience.

However, the appearance is attractive.

I think I might have a job for you.

How would you like to be a receptionist?

Oh, yes, a receptionist.

Sit at a desk, take phone calls, write letters.

Listen, I'm very busy now.

Why don't you have dinner with me this evening?

I really don't think so.

Fine. Then I'll be able to explain to you in more detail the position I'd like

to put you in.

Two more scotch and water, please.

Oh, really wonderful.

Relax. Enjoy yourself.

I have some good news.

A job for Sandra.

Oh, I'm really glad, Mr. Taylor.

Call me Mark.

I was so worried about finding Sandra, by the way.

Now you can relax, dear.

I talked to your employer after you left.

He's very anxious to meet you.

Now, here's the address.

You start first thing in the morning, 10 o'clock.

Be neat and be on time. You won't have any trouble.

I'll turn up and let you down.

I hope not.

My fee is two weeks and your first month's salary.

Do you have any friends here in San Francisco?

No boyfriends?

No.

You must be lonely.

At times.

You know, a pretty girl like you should, uh... What?

I said a pretty girl like you should... What? What? What are you...

What do I want?

Yes.

Well.

Do you want to leave now?

Mr. Taylor.

plays out.

There's something I must tell you.

What is it?

What isn't bad.

Well?

Well, I would like to see you from time to time.

Children? It doesn't have to interfere with us. Oh, it does.

Well, don't decide that now.

Listen, we'll talk tomorrow, huh? Yeah.

Remember, you start your job tomorrow.

Sure.

Tomorrow?

Goodbye.

Dr. Lockhart?

Dr.

Lockhart? Yes?

I'm Sandra Cowell.

The Mark Taylor Agency?

Oh, yes, of course. Please, sit down.

Thank you.

Now, tell me about yourself.

Well, there's really not that much to tell.

I'm new in town. Oh, where are you from?

Woodley.

I'm sorry.

This is my first job.

What would be your first job? Here as your receptionist. This would be your

first job?

You haven't done reception work before?

Would be.

Do you mean that I don't have the job? Well, I am interviewing a few girls

today. I haven't hired anyone as yet.

Mr. Taylor said that. Taylor said... It really doesn't matter.

Well, he obviously told you that you had the job.

I must be playing nasty games.

Can you type?

Some. Well, you look good and sound good and you have charm.

I'm a psychiatrist, as you know.

If you were my receptionist, you'd have to answer the phone, handle mail,

appointments, and make coffee.

Not difficult, really.

Oh, you can make coffee.

Oh, yes, very good coffee. And handle appointments.

I hope so.

Yes, I think I'll give you a try.

Can you start tomorrow?

Oh, yes, I was ready to start today.

It's five days a week, 9.30 to 5.

I'll be here.

See you next week, Mr. Adams.

Good night, Dr. Lockhart.

Oh, yes. Good night.

Good night, Sandra.

You haven't scheduled any more patients for this afternoon.

I know.

I'm tired.

You know, Sandra, some of my patients get me to wondering as

to whether I'm all right.

What is it, son?

Funny. For a moment there, you reminded me of my father.

I was a little girl.

I did love him before he... Before he what, son?

The last few years before he died were really bad.

His drinking got worse, and as I grew older, he would accuse me of doing

terrible things.

And just what did he accuse you of doing?

Running around with boys and sleeping with every guy in town.

And did you do these?

Of course not.

You experienced no sex of any kind?

Not with anybody else.

You mean you masturbated?

Yes, I masturbated.

And you're still a virgin?

No. As a matter of fact, I... You were going to say?

All those things my father accused me of doing, well, I tried them.

All of them.

And they weren't so terrible.

In fact, they weren't terrible at all. They were beautiful.

I loved those experiences.

I had orgasms that were blinding.

And do you know what?

I don't feel a bit guilty.

Not one little bit.

You sound as though you've had hundreds of sexual experiences.

Please don't misunderstand me.

I don't bounce from bed to bed.

If I meet someone I like, and we just feel like talking, okay, we just talk.

If we feel like making love, well, that's okay, too.

And no inhibitions?

No guilt feelings at all?

Not at all, Doctor.

Am I, uh... Well, do you have many patients like me?

I think you're asking me if I think there may be something wrong with you.

No, I don't think so.

I feel it's not important whether you think I'm alright or not.

Does that make sense?

Sandra, it doesn't make more sense than anything I've heard in my office for a

long time.

You're a very fortunate girl.

You've found something most people never find in a lifetime.

You can enjoy what you enjoy, giving and taking pleasure.

And as you say, that's okay.

You're a complete person, Sandra.

You know yourself, and you like yourself.

And that's okay.

That's okay.

Hi. Well, why don't you come in and sit down?

Well, how are you?

Well, I'm just fine. And you?

Good, I guess.

Hello?

Oh, um, could I call you back later?

Okay, fine. Bye.

I'm really glad to see you.

What brings you here?

You.

You know, you're all I've been thinking about ever since the day you left.

In fact, you're all I've been thinking about.

Hey, I love you.

I want you to come home.

I am home.

Home with me?

I want us to get married.

Uh-uh.

I really couldn't.

I need you.

You can have me.

But here you are in San Francisco.

That's right, Bo.

I like it here. I'm happy here.

But... We could still see each other.

else. Maybe there is, but that doesn't stop us from seeing each other. The hell

isn't. Why? Why?

Yes, why?

All right, look, look, Sandra, we'll, we'll, we'll forget everything. We'll

start clean.

To forget and start.

I really couldn't, Paul.

Sandra, you're going to get messed up here.

I don't think so.

I'm a loving person.

There's nothing wrong with that, is there?

You said there was someone else. You admitted it.

I don't belong to one person.

I don't belong to anyone.

There's a difference.

If you really loved me, you'd want me to be happy.

Wouldn't you?

Look, if a person loves someone, really loves someone, he would hold that person

in his palm like this.

Not like this.

Do you understand that, Bo?

That's what I'm offering you.

A chance for us to enjoy each other, not smother each other.

Hold your palm open.

And give me a chance to move in and out.

I'll do the same for you.

Yeah, I do understand what you're saying, but I don't know if I could let

you.

Have an affair with someone else?

I'd let you.

Damn it, Sandra, that's no good.

That's freedom.

Everybody talks about freedom, but when the time comes to deliver, zap goes that

fist.

I always love you.