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BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST LIFE

BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST LIFE

Ji-ho, where are you?

I'm out in front of the house.

Hi.

Hi.

You live here? In this neighborhood?

Yeah.

What are you doing here?

I was just passing through the area.

I see.

-Should I give you my business card? -Yes.

I mean, okay…

Let's have a cup of tea later on.

I'm a bit out of it right now.

All right. Let's do that.

Ms. Yoon, are you all right?

-Did you get to go to the restroom okay? -Yes.

What about you, CEO? Are you feeling okay?

I think I'm all sobered up.

I had fun today, CEO.

I'll be going now.

I can take you home.

It's close by, and I'd like to walk a bit, to sober up.

So your husband will be coming out to meet you.

How dense of me.

In that case, good night.

MY ENTERTAINMENT GO JUNG-MIN

WIFE

Hello?

Ji-ho, where are you?

I'm here.

What?

Why weren't you answering

your phone?

I didn't have a chance to.

I'm sorry. I was going to call you.

Let's go in.

I drank quite a lot today.

Probably because it'd been a while.

I see.

Did you drink together?

The production company…

Yes.

The CEO is a good drinker, too.

Don't drink cold water. Drink this instead or you'll get heartburn.

Keep this by your bed and sleep.

You might wake up in the middle of the night from the alcohol.

It's warm.

Thank you.

Good night.

Sleep well.

Ji-ho.

Yes?

Again, tonight…

should we sleep together?

No. Not today.

Okay.

I'm sorry.

No. It's not that.

I'm just a bit tired today.

On those days, I snore even more.

I understand.

I'll make more tea, so have more if you need it.

Yes.

But I'm not going to get married.

I did it once, something like a marriage.

In this life, this house, Kitty and myself.

These three are what I can handle.

We dated and I got pregnant.

Since marriage isn't just about the two people.

It's a system…

where the surrounding support is more important.

When we lost the baby,

we broke up, and his family was opposed to me as well.

As for me, in my life,

I would just like nothing to happen.

MY ENTERTAINMENT GO JUNG-MIN

I met the CEO of some drama production company.

She wasn't someone common, that CEO.

She's strong, but, how should I put this?

That sturdiness isn't to break her surroundings,

but to embrace it, it seemed.

Someone like a tree, maybe?

Hello?

It's me.

Yes. I know.

It's late.

I'm sorry, but I have something to tell you.

Yes.

You're starting to write again…

Congratulations.

This person… is agonizing over it.

For starting again.

He's afraid.

It's really… a relief.

He's anxious.

Thank you.

Sleep well, Ji-ho.

Yes.

You too, Se-hee.

BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST LIFE EPISODE 14

Trim as usual, right?

No.

You're here.

Sorry to call you suddenly when you're busy.

What's there for the CEO to be busy about?

It's the employees who are busy.

Wow, Ho-rang, you've had your hair cut.

Yes.

Change of pace.

It really suits you.

About Won-seok.

He's sincere, right?

Please tell me.

I need closure too.

But I had no one else to ask, except you.

He's sincere, right? Won-seok.

For now…

yes, I think so.

Then…

even if tried to hold onto him,

he wouldn't return to me, right?

Won-seok… he thinks he's making you miserable,

So he seems to have made the decision that he must let you go.

It's not that he wants to let go?

Though I don't really know,

when one thinks that he or she is making a loved one suffer,

I think it makes that person hate themselves.

And it's also miserable.

Yes.

It's just… that this was as far as we were supposed to go.

CEO!

-Mr. Shin. -Hello.

-Have you been well? -Yes.

You just dropped by our office?

Yes, I had a meeting for the third and fourth quarter financial analysis.

Aren't you going to introduce us?

Perhaps… your…

No.

A friend's girlfriend… is what she's not.

She's my girlfriend's best friend, Ho-rang. Ms. Yang Ho-rang.

So she's your girlfriend's best friend.

Hello.

I'm in charge of CEO Ma's company's finances. Shin Young-hyo.

Hi. I don't have a business card.

I will be going ahead, CEO.

Right, Ms. Ho-rang.

-I will call you. Take care. -Yes.

Bye.

I heard from CEO Ma that you are headed to Sillim-dong.

-Yes. -I will give you a ride.

The bus in this neighborhood comes really late.

No, it's okay. You don't have to.

I'm not a bad person. I have known CEO Ma for a long time.

You must live there?

No. Just…

I just need to get my things.

I see.

But then, Ms. Ho-rang, do you really not know who I am?

-Pardon? -I want to get married.

Don't Marry Date! We chatted on it after you accepted my Like.

Honestly, earlier I was really startled.

I recognized you at first glance.

I see.

After I installed that app, the first person I talked to was you.

But you haven't replied since then,

so I thought I was rejected for sure.

That…

That time,

I too just registered for the first time, so I just replied without a thought…

since it was CEO Ma's app.

Are you…

trying to draw a boundary now?

-Pardon? -What's this?

Being startled like that, acknowledging as such?

For real, an irrefutable parting?

Thank you for giving me a ride. Take care.

Yes…

Take care.

LET'S LOVE FOREVER, SEOK RANG

HONEY, HON, HON - LOVE YOU

100TH DAY — ON CAMPUS

OUR HAPPY HOME

YANG HO-RANG, I LOVE YOU

What you said was right.

Now, I…

will be true…

to my heart.

Why are you here?

You didn't leave?

No, since you said you were here to get your things,

and I thought maybe they would be heavy.

And I noticed you weren't in great condition.

I beg your pardon?

-Give it to me. I will give you a ride. -No.

I would be too burdened if you did this.

By looking, it's obvious that you are about to get sick.

You've got a body flu, acknowledge to the left, right, acknowledge to the front?

Pardon?

Your face shows you're on the verge of collapsing.

How could I pretend not to notice and just go?

Give it to me, Ms. Ho-rang.

Should I now?

We will proceed with the lawsuit as discussed.

ACCUSER: YOON JI-HO

In the process,

you would have to personally be investigated as the victim.

Are you all right with that?

Yes. I already know that.

Thankfully, you have the call and text records with that assistant director,

so that will help.

Once their side starts playing with the media, it will be noisy,

since we're dealing with the media industry.

Yes. Once it starts, I should prepare myself.

Okay. Then we will proceed as is.

And also,

this is the contract.

20 70-MINUTE EPISODES PAY: $92,000

There's no need for you to sign right away.

You can take it and look through it,

and if you want any adjustments to be made, you can just tell me.

But…

the amount is…

You want to negotiate?

It's less than the amount you expected.

No.

I think it's too much.

Ms. Yoon,

you can't be like that.

Pardon?

Even if you are surprised,

you should go out and be surprised on your own.

We are doing a contract,

so how could you show what you feel in front of the enemy?

CEO,

you are not the enemy though.

It's not a lot.

By our company's standards,

that's the entry wage for newbie writers.

Our company doesn't sign contracts with writers all that often.

But if we do,

we do it the right way.

If we think it's a person we will be working with for a long time.

-CEO. -Yes?

Today…

should we eat?

Sure.

REMEMBER:

NOT THE NUMBER OF PROJECTS, BUT THE QUALITY THAT MATTERS

MY DREAM WAS TO BECOME A WRITER.

AREN'T YOU GREEDY FOR MONEY? YES, I'M VERY GREEDY.

I GREW UP IN A VERY POOR FAMILY. I STARTED THIS LINE OF WORK

BECAUSE I NEEDED MONEY RIGHT WAY.

WORKING FOR MONEY IS EASY.

DON'T JUST SAY GOOD OR BAD. SOMETIMES YOU MUST SHOW IT.

MY ENTERTAINMENT GO JUNG-MIN

Ms. Yoon, did you cure your hangover this morning?

I drank warm honey water before sleeping,

and I feel okay.

Did you husband prepare it for you?

Yes.

My husband prepared it for me.

Before we sign a contract, I have a question to ask you.

Yes?

Regarding the person you told me about before.

The one you almost married.

Yes.

If you were to meet him again,

how do you think it would be?

Even if you meet him again,

do you think…

you will love him still?

Does this question…

have anything to do with the contract?

Yes.

It is an important question that is related to the contract.

Honestly,

I met him.

That friend.

The day when we went to your neighborhood,

that day, by coincidence.

That's why right now, your question…

is a bit…

all the more…

strange,

As I feel it.

For me, on that day…

He came to get me.

Se-hee did.

The way I see it, you have never faced the world properly.

Using the company as an excuse and your mom as your shield,

you lived just criticizing the world.

For once, grab the world and stand properly in front of it,

facing it head on.

That's what I think you must do. And when you start,

I will be by your side to hang in there with you.

Hello. Have you been to K Ventures again today?

Yes, I needed to discuss some additional investments with them.s

Okay. Work hard.

Wait…

Mr.Park.

Would you like to smoke a cigarette with me?

-Right now? -Yes.

No. I'm okay.

What do you want to say?

It was 2015 when I came to this team,

and it's already been three years that we've worked together.

If you calculate it by work days, it would be 800 days.

If you calculate it by time, it's 7,200 hours.

-Is that so? -Yes.

But you know,

those many hours,

for me, in general, it was horrible.

-Horrible? -Yes.

When it's company dinner day,

I would be pondering how I should smile at your innuendos.

And if it was after my vacation,

you would probably ask where I went with my boyfriend.

Then what would I give as an answer?

When I didn't feel good,

I'd be afraid you'd ask, "Is it that time of the month?"

So I couldn't even act as if I was sick.

So when I think about you,

all I have are horrible and painful memories.

But you are still a colleague I've worked with for 7,200 hours.

Isn't that so sad?

Well.

So what do you want?

For all the hurt that I've received,

I want you to apologize.

-What? -I need to receive an apology from you.

In a place where everyone from our team is present,

please apologize officially.

-Apologize? -I really want…

to end this horrible connection with you.

Today, I talked to you sincerely,

please show your sincerity too.

Then, I am looking forward to it.

When the leaves are

Woo Woo Soo-ji falling

Soo-ji, what is it? Did something happen?

No.

It's nice to see you.

Why are you so cute?

What you said was right.

I just avoided it and cursed.

I have never conversed with Mr. Park looking him in the eyes.

He is a big shot's son and the head of a family, though.

My Soo-ji is really cool.

This punk! Come here!

What's wrong with you?

You don't like this?

No.

So you don't like it. At least not yet.

When the leaves are Woo Woo Soo-ji falling…

MY ENTERTAINMENT GO JUNG-MIN

Go Jung-min?

Jung-min?

How in the world…

could you two meet like this?

Does your wife… No.

Does Ji-ho know?

Well, how could she?

This unbelievable situation.

So they are working together?

Probably.

Shouldn't you be the first one to tell her about it?

It's not even a job where they'll only bump into each other.

If it's a production CEO and the writer, then they'll see each other a lot.

What…

should I say?

How much should I tell her?

That she was someone I dated long ago?

Or…

that the time I spent with her was stained…

ин my pride and my foolishness?

Whatever I say, she would get hurt…

because Ji-ho is…

a transparent person.

To add my stain

to her transparent self…

I don't want that.

I didn't mean Ji-ho, though.

I was talking about Jung-min.

I was going to ask how you are going to explain

Ji-ho to Jung-min.

I thought you still had Jung-min in your heart.

Isn't that why you married…

with a contract?

After all, Ji-ho has just…

a contractual relationship with you.

Wasn't she… just a tenant to you?

So you weren't worried about Jung-min.

I had thought that as we lived on,

one day, I may meet her again.

I had even practiced for that moment.

"How are you?"

"It's been a long time."

However,

from the moment I saw her,

what I was most worried about…

was only one person.

Just when…

did this begin?

The only thing that was left in my life…

were just dry leaves.

That's what I thought.

That for the rest of my life, I would only be waiting for them to fall.

That if I lived on, quietly, alone, then that would be fine.

That's what I thought.

To be in a position to make decisions that affected another person's life…

I didn't want to do that anymore.

ALTHOUGH NOTHING CHANGES IF YOU CRY ABOUT IT

Making someone cry…

I thought it would never happen again.

Here he comes. Unit 401!

What about Se-hee?

He left work already.

Are you screwing up the company's program just because of your ex-girlfriend?

After just two weeks of employment?

Pardon?

I'm sorry.

But…

how did you know?

How could I not know?

It's written all over your face.

My face?

Break-ups happen when people date.

Why are you making it so obvious?

-As if it happened for the first time. -I only fell in love once, though.

Is that a fact?

Then it must have been your first time doing that too?

My first time doing what?

What would I mean? Breaking up.

Good job today.

Goodbye.

Ms. Ho-rang, you seem to be very busy.

Did you get home safely that day? If you're not busy,

how about dinner tonight?

Ms. Ho-rang!

I'm not late, right? The moment you replied, I started the engine.

-No. -You must be hungry.

-What would you like to eat? -Never mind food. How about a simple beer?

Beer?

I am in total agreement with that.

Let's go.

Cheers.

You must be very thirsty.

Did you get home safely that day?

I had…

a boyfriend for seven years.

However, recently we broke up.

To be honest, the day you gave me a ride,

I was picking up my stuff from the house that we had shared until then.

However…

How could you have so little stuff?

-What? -It's understandable.

Even if you date for a long time, when you break up, there isn't really…

that much stuff to pack.

I dated my first girlfriend for seven years.

But why did you two break up?

We just fought a lot because of the topic of marriage.

Turns out, dating and marriage are very different.

So how will you overcome this situation?

-What? -Your breakup.

Have you come up with a plan on how to get over it?

Well, I don't really have one as of right now.

Time is medicine, they say.

How can time be medicine? Time is time.

The thing I hate the most is stupid, clichéd, tripled-said phrases.

You can't get fooled by clichés, Ho-rang.

Tripled-said? How's that?

You see, for a person, when they really want something,

they have to say it out loud for it to happen.

So every morning, noon, and night, I said my wishes out loud, looking at the mirror.

So what did you say?

"I can forget her."

"I can overcome this breakup."

"Like a zombie spirit, I will end this for all and get the whole world."

Please don't use obscure idioms with me as I'm not that smart to understand them.

Those aren't obscure idioms, merely slang used by teens.

What?

Why do you use their words?

It makes me feel better.

It also makes me feel younger.

I've been here… before.

DIRECTOR GYE YONG-SEOK

Some man told me this was for Unit 401 and left it here.

Okay.

Since you told me not to call you, I'm leaving your bag here.

Yes. I know that you came before to leave some stuff.

I see.

I didn't know she got married.

I'm sorry.

I just had a lot of drinks that night, so I don't really remember.

I'm being serious. Please believe me.

I will do whatever I can to make up for it and I will pay you as much settlement…

So first, could she please withdraw the criminal complaint?

I need to work on this new project.

What?

I had a dream about me…

walking alone in an endless tunnel.

I… well…

I thought you knew about it.

I think I need to talk to her directly about it.

Then, sorry for bothering you. I'll talk to her.

Sit down.

You will talk to me.

Properly. And tell me everything.

Thank you for telling me something that's hard to share with anyone.

I also have something I'm curious about.

If I…

met Se-hee again, would I love him again?

If my answer was yes,

what would your conclusion be?

If that was your answer,

I would probably end up being your enemy.

Then were we supposed to be fighting?

Right here, grabbing each other's hair?

I would probably have waited… for Se-hee's heart.

You would've waited.

Why? Is it because it's a contract marriage?

Even if it was a real marriage,

I would've done the same thing.

Being a married couple doesn't mean you automatically…

have all of each other's heart.

Is that so?

However, honestly, isn't that what marriage is?

Isn't it an institution to show that you have each other's heart

and are officially declaring it?

So even if you have a change of heart,

it ties you down and makes it hard for you to leave.

I'm not quite sure,

since this is my first time getting married…

and experiencing love, too.

There are a lot of things I don't know.

But there's one thing I'm sure of.

A heart isn't something that is taken or grabbed.

It just comes to you.

Please keep it a secret…

from Se-hee that I know about this.

Be well.

Go back and live like nothing ever happened.

Instead,

don't ever love anyone.

You don't…

deserve it.

I know, right?

A heart wasn't something to be taken or grabbed.

Imagine, she already knows that.

I'm envious of you, Ms. Yoon.

Your phone call was long.

Yeah. It was the lawyer.

There's a problem with Ms. Yoon's criminal lawsuit.

What?

-What happened? -About that…

The assistant director went to beg her to drop the case…

But he got beaten up. Pretty badly, I hear.k

By whom?

Ms. Yoon's husband.

What?

He… hit a person?

It's been a long time.

Mr. Park, you did well this year.

Let's have another good year.

Hey, should we all have a toast?

Fill your glasses.

Everyone fill their glasses.

You should give the toast, Mr. Park.

All right!

There's not much more left of 2017.

Our team leader, who we respect,

we love you!

And our business team family, this year, you have all worked so hard.

With love in our hearts…

for our Team Leader,

when I say, "Team Leader," you say, "We love you."

You got that?

That's right, the apology.

I'm sorry, Ms. Woo.

Well, take a drink and let's forget everything, okay?

What is he talking about?

All together now. Team leader,

-We love you! -We love you!

Drink up.

Let's drink.

Where shall we go for the second round?

Did something happen between you two?

No. Nothing happened.

Drink.

Yeah.

Drink, drink.

Have a glass.

Chief.

-Okay, I'm leaving first. -Have a good night.

-Don't be late tomorrow. -No, team leader.

-Goodbye. -See you!

-How about we have a round two. -Deal.

Let's have some beef sashimi. Then, karaoke! Deal?

-Karaoke, deal! -Let me briefly stop by the office.

Wait for me!

Okay!

-Come to the beef sashimi place. -Oh, yeah.

Yes! A deserted island.

Oh no.

-Whose turn is it now? -Whose turn?

Yes, baby?

Language was created for humans to communicate, right?

That's right.

If you can't communicate with words, it's not a human you're dealing with.

Of course. Either they are an animal, insect,

or a water flea.

-But why are you asking that? -Oppa.

Were you sincere when you said you'll have my back once I begin?

Of course I was sincere.

What are you doing?

-Take your turn. -Hurry and roll the dice, CEO.

-CEO. -All right.

Roll the dice well.

I love you.

Hello? Hello, baby?

What was that? Sounded like her last will and testament.

-It's your turn, CEO. -Hurry up.

No way…

Goodness, I lost.

No, no, no, no!

What do you mean "no"?

You have to buy Seoul now, CEO.

That scaredy cat, seriously.

Ms. Woo needs to show her body in her profile picture.

B? B? No, no no.

A full A. A very full A.

If only I wasn't married, I would totally do it… with Woo…

Oh yeah, with her…

Why did you come here?

There's something I need to finish up.

Oh, yeah?

Hey, Ji-ho!

What?

Let me roll the dice.

I'm buying Taipei.

I was going to buy that.

They say that a rabbit plays king when the tiger Ho-rang's not around.

What? Is this all Won-seok's land?

We raised a baby tiger.

You should have bought it earlier.

To catch a tiger, you need to enter the den.

-Let's stop playing this now. -Why?

-It's getting fun. -It's not. We're not children.

We just play stuff like this every day.

Let's go have a drink! My treat.

Really? Your treat?

Yes. I will treat everyone today. Let's have a crazy night.

Then I will be going first.

Bo-mi should come too.

No thanks, I have plans today.

At this time, what plans?

Should I call it, plans with myself?

Have fun. I will be going first.

It's Friday, right? Bo-mi must be going to Itaewon again.

-Itaewon? -There's a famous figure shop there.

Every Friday she calls it an appointment with herself.

She must be geeking out at that shop.

It does suit her well.

Since you mention Itaewon,

should we go to a club, just us guys?

Club?

Yeah. Club. What's the use of not using our perfectly fine bodies?

We should play hard while we're single, isn't it so?

It seems like you go clubbing a lot.

I haven't gone even once.

I think my ears are going to bleed.

I didn't know it would be like this either.

I think my eyes are going to bleed.

Let's not stay here. Let's go down there and have fun!

-No. -You should go ahead.

Then I'll be downstairs. Follow me later.

Yes. Yes.

I'll be going down.

Yes.

Yang Ho-rang, I will forget you.

Yang Ho-rang, I will forget you!

I will forget you!

Let's go!

Him? What's with him?

Bo-mi!

Get down!

Hey, I'm so scared.

Then do you want to go to the internet cafe?

Let's go!

You said you had plans.

On the stage, you talk with your body and not with your mouth.

With my body?

Se-hee. Can you do me just two favors?

Later on, when she says she wants to write…

ASSISTANT WRITER: YOON JI-HO

…can you allow her to do so?

Even if it's later on, so that she is able to write

and not give up on her dreams.

So that she doesn't live like her mom.

Please do that.

GO JUNG-MIN

Hello?

MY ENTERTAINMENT WRITER'S CONTRACT

KOREAN/LEADING WRITERS

Excuse me.

By chance, do you have this book?

IF YOU CRY ABOUT IT, NOTHING CHANGES

The one that was here was sold today.

Thank you.

Yes.

Hello, father-in-law.

A bit…

You hit him a lot.

Will it cause problems…

for Ji-ho?

I think it'll be okay.

Just in time, I just met the CEO from that side.

We know each other from before, so he won't make it a bigger problem.

Okay. Thanks.

That…

Me being Ji-ho's husband,

does that affect you?

And Ji-ho's writing career?

Is that why…

you came to see me?

Because of the dregs of an old love…

that I might ruin Ms. Yoon's work?

Hurt her career?

Yeah.

When I got married,

Ji-ho's mother asked me a favor.

When Ji-ho would want to write again…

she asked that I allow her to do so.

So she doesn't give up on her dreams,

she asked me to do that for Ji-ho.

But honestly,

so I just promised…

that I won't be a hindrance.

But…

you do know

how to make Ji-ho… not give up on her dream.

So that is why you came to see me.

To an old flame you met after 12 years, this is all you have to say?

I hate you for this, a little.

I'm sorry.

But then, there was nothing that I could do.

I only found out today why she decided to stop writing.

And the only thing that I could do was swing my fists.

I heard you used to be a very good producer.

Jung-min…

Not as my wife,

but please look at her as a writer.

I ask that of you.

Words are born from a person's mouth…

WORDS ARE BORN FROM…

…and die in a person's ear.

IF YOU CRY ABOUT IT, NOTHING CHANGES

But some words don't die…

GO BACK AND LIVE LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED.

…they go into a person's heart…

and continue to live.

Those words that lived in my heart for 12 years,

how did they suddenly…

disappear completely?

I tried so hard,

but those words…

would not be erased.

I have something to ask you, too.

You.

Have you confessed your love to her?

What?

Confessed.

"I like you," or…

well…

a confession similar to that, have you tried?

No. I just… Must one say those words out loud?

So you haven't.

Do you know…

that you never did that…

for me, not even once?

Confessed.

-I will be going. -Okay.

Words, too…

have to get into a person's heart to live on.

They need to come out of the mouth in order to reach the heart.

It was no coincidence.

So now,

drawing a line on purpose,

please don't.

It was due to those words.

It's no one's fault is what I think.

Like how some waves just flow by…

while others break apart.

It's just how it is.

So…

Her warm words…

kept on piling up.

You too, Se-hee.

You shouldn't worry too much either.

Just because you've lived yesterday,

it doesn't mean you know…

everything about today.

In my dead heart…

her warm words…

WE

…lived.

Are you still doing that part-time job?

Yes.

But I think I might quit soon.

Good. Good thinking.

Yes.

After I quit, I think I'll start writing again.

By writing, you mean what?

That drama?

Yes.

Didn't you say you quit that? To focus on homemaking?

Yes, but…

a good opportunity came to me somehow,

so I thought I might try to start again.

What about kids?

-What? -When are you going to have a baby, then?

I haven't really…

You should think about having babies, even though work is important.

You're still young, but Se-hee's not.

Use that to pay off the loan.

When you have a baby, use the money to offset the costs.

-What? -I promised him I would do this…

when he got married.

I don't think it's something for me to accept.

Then who should?

Of course, you should give it to Se-hee directly.

What would he and I meet and talk about?

He wouldn't take it anyway, so it's right for you to take it.

The wife taking care of these things behind the scenes…

is important, too.

Let's go now.

Wait, father-in-law.

I have something to say to you.

It's cold. Please take care.

HO-RANG

-Where are you? Why aren't you coming? -I'll be coming in a bit.

What time is it! Hurry and come home!

Hey, am I a kid? Don't-go-over, triple, tuna board!

-See you later! -Over triple?

What tuna?

At least she seems to be in a good mood.

Cheers.

Soo-ji.

You know The Graduate?

Of course. It's your favorite movie.

I saw that over ten times.

I saw it for the first time when I was a first-year in high school.

When Benjamin barged into Elaine's wedding and led her out, I fell in love with that.

How should I say it?

To my 17-year-old eyes, that seemed so romantic.

That's a famous scene. Lots of parodies were made of it, too.

But…

After I was over 20, I saw it again,

and I noticed something different.

Like what?

Both of their expressions afterwards.

After they fled excitedly from the wedding,

they rode the bus.

But strangely, they had no words to say to each other.

Feeling anxious and empty.

I didn't notice that when I was young,

but I started to notice that scene at some point.

Why?

You see that scene between you and your landlord?

Are you having a hard time?

Yeah.

Now?

All right.

It's so cold.

Hurry and go on.

No. Why?

Hurry and go. CEO Ma's waiting.

Then call me after you've arrived. Okay?

What happened? Are you all right?

What happened?

Did you do something to Mr. Park?

Your way didn't work, so this time, I did it my way.

What your way?

I punched him hard in his stupid mouth.

What?

You did good. Good job!

Come here!

I only knew after love came that the reason our marriage was easy…

was because there was no love.

I'll pay half the cost of your wedding attire.

No, it's all right.

It's not that much anyway.

But you had to pay for shoes and bouquet, unlike me.

So I'll deduct them from next month's rent.

Marriage is supposed to be done out of love.

But why…

Then what about kids? When will you have a baby?

After there is love, why is it that the wounds just get bigger?

Have you confessed your love to her?

Words, too, have to get into a person's heart to live on.

They need to come out of the mouth in order to reach the heart.

Yeah, I know that too. It's very awkward.

But more so than I imagined…

it suits you.

Let's give it a good try today.

You went to Soo-ji's?

Yes.

I had a can of beer.

I see.

Did signing the contract go well today?

Yes. The CEO is really quite nice.

I see.

That's a relief.

You seem tired.

Maybe a bit worn out…

today.

Hey, Kitty! You came out to greet us?

I have something to tell you.

Yes. I have something to tell you too.

Maybe it's not very noticeable?

-Now… -We…

You go first.

Yes.

So…

Now, we…

No. You go first.

Now, we…

Our contract…

I'd like to end it.

Words…

are always…

slower…

than the heart.

BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST LIFE

The bigger the love, the bigger my disarray.

Isn't that Ho-rang?

She looked like a duckling who got rained on.

Which sentence is less cheesy for confessing?

Who else would be the friend of a friend of a friend of CEO Ma?

It's me.

Would you like to go on a date with me?

What exactly is marriage?

Do you know, Se-hee?

A marriage out of love would be a happy thing. Wouldn't it?

WE