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I'm not going out tonight. Mom and I really don't want to. It's raining.

I'm just going to stay and read a book.

Yeah, call me a nerd, whatever.

Okay.

Bye.

I was just looking for a book and I went through the old stuff.

I really need to put that stuff away. Your dad hates that I leave it lying

around.

Yeah, I actually found this letter and it says something about you

and secrets.

And it's like a confession.

I was hoping that this day would come.

Zoe, we need to talk.

About what?

My past. A part of my life that I've kept hidden.

But you deserve to know.

Honey, I'm home.

Uh, be there in a sec.

We'll talk about this later, okay, sweetie?

Okay.

Zoe, we need to talk.

Okay, keep talking.

Cecilia? The stuff that you read in those letters, it was from a different

time in my life.

I made some bad choices, and I hurt some people.

What kind of choices?

I was involved in something that I really shouldn't have been, and I kept

secrets from everybody, including your father.

I had sex with a woman, and I broke her heart.

Now I see why you always tried to keep your past such a secret.

Yeah, Zoe, I didn't want my past to affect our family or our relationship.

Well, I'm 19 now. You didn't have to keep it such a secret.

I hope this doesn't change the way that you see me.

Of course not. You're my stepmom, and you've always been there for me.

That's what matters.

And...

I should probably tell you a secret, too.

Of course.

If you want to, honey, you know you can trust me with anything.

But it'll be our little secret, right? You won't tell your daddy?

Promise I won't. Okay. Our little secret, Mama. Okay.

We'll get some sleep, honey, okay?

I'll see you in the morning.

about your life before you met dad.

I want to hear more about this woman.

Honey, it's okay. You know your dad's gone to the hardware store.

Yeah, he gets lost in there.

But I want pins and needles.

Tell me about this girl.

Okay. It was a really difficult time in my life.

I liked her a lot.

She reminds me a lot of you, actually.

I just lost somebody really close to me.

I made some questionable choices afterwards.

I actually left her for your dad.

Oh, wow.

Do you still regret leaving her?

Meeting your father was a turning point for me, but I'm not sure it was for the

best. I feel like I'm just running from my problems instead of facing them.

Still running?

Meeting your father helped me in some ways.

He helped me confront my past and make amends.

But I'm not sure that was the right thing to do either.

I feel like I'm just lying to myself and to all of you.

Oh, I didn't realize Dad was that kind of person.

I didn't know he made you do that.

He's a good guy, Zoe. I mean, because of him, together we're a family.

I'm glad I found you.

I like you.

I like you a lot, Mommy.

Thank you, Zoe, honey.

I just want to be the best mom to you I can be.

I just... I wish you could be true to yourself.

Thank you, honey.

Zoe, I've kept something else from you.

Something about my past.

What is it?

Before I met your father, I was going to run away with that woman.

And the shame and guilt I've carried with me for years.

Oh, I had no idea.

You loved her that much?

I never told your father because it's part of my life. I wanted to forget.

But it's not fair that I keep it from you.

You don't have to carry that coat alone, Cecilia.

I'm so blessed to have you, Zoe.

There's something I have to tell you, Mama. Something I've been keeping to

myself.

Zoe, what is it?

You can talk to me.

I... I've been having...

some feelings for you for a while

now. And the letter just made it way worse and I feel

really ashamed.

Zoe, why didn't you tell me sooner?

You know you could talk to me about anything.

Well, I didn't know how you'd react and I thought that maybe...

You would feel hurt or angry or you would tell my dad.

I'm not angry.

I'm surprised.

But you have every right to be honest with your feelings.

I don't know. I just thought maybe you would feel like I was trying to

embarrass you or you wouldn't understand.

Honey, you could never embarrass me.

I mean, I'm always here for you and we can get through this together, okay?

Is it wrong that I feel this way?

No, love is, it's beautiful.

But you felt ashamed and you ran away.

Yeah, but I was wrong.

Do you feel the same?

It's not that I don't, it's just, it's complicated.

I know, but it doesn't have to be.

Can we pretend?

Pretend you're my lover.

I do love you.

Can I be your lover?

I've been wanting to do that for a long time.

You have?

I love you.

I love you too.

I'm tired of running.

Mommy's wanted this for a long time, baby.

Me too, mommy.

Show mommy your body, okay?

Okay.

I've never done this before, Mom.

It's okay, baby.

I'll show you what to do.

Okay.

Do you like it when

Mommy touches you there?

Yeah, I do.

Do you want mommy to touch you there?

Yeah, just like that.

I'll put this leg back.

Are you comfy, baby?

Do

you

like

it when mommy looks you there, baby?

Tell mommy how much you like it.

Sweet little pussy.

Yeah.

Pretty little pussy in your ass, baby.

Do you want mommy to lick your ass?

Yes, please.

Yeah, tell me to.

Please lick my ass, mommy.

Mm, sleep with you.

Please. Good girl.

See baby, just like that.

Oh, yeah, right. Mommy's face like that.

good or pussy taste good girl good girl good

girl you know like this baby you're doing so good just like that just like

that yes yes yes uh-huh

See you like that, baby.

Good girl.

Good

girl,

just like that.

You make mommy feel so good, baby.

You make mommy feel so good.

Just rub your pussy while I cum on your mouth.

Does he just like that way he looks at my ass?

You feel so much better than I imagined.

You're so good, baby.

You're such a sweet girl. You're so good to your mommy.

Let's see if they have.

Keep doing that.

uh-huh

Yeah.

You're such a good girlfriend.

I love you like that.

Yeah,

like that, like that?

Tell mommy how good it feels, baby.

Yeah, it's so good.

You make mommy feel so good.

Oh, you make mommy feel so good.

Uh-huh.

Do you want to come with mommy?

Yeah, you want to come with mommy? Yeah, you want to come with mommy? Yeah,

you want to come with mommy? Yeah, you want to come with mommy?

Yeah, you want to come with mommy?

Uh-huh.

Just like that.

And then you're going to rub your pussy against mommy's.

Does that feel good?

Does that feel good rubbing mommy?

Oh, he's so good.

Uh-huh. Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh. Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

So good.

You're a good girl.

Uh-huh.

Uh-huh.

Oh, do you want to come with mommy? Baby, keep going.

Yeah, keep going.

Yeah, keep going.

Baby, come with mommy.

Yeah, come with mommy.