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Sorry.

Can I ask you

something? Yeah.

It's not really my business.

Okay.

Did you do this a lot?

What do you mean, this?

Coming over to girls' houses after school and sort of seducing them or

whatever. Is that what you think this is?

Me coming around to your house with some grand plan of seducing you?

You told me you liked me.

So do lots of girls. Yeah, well, I have no idea about that.

I wasn't coming to your house with any ulterior motive. I just, uh... Just

liked talking to you.

You got nice hair with you that was seducing me.

I was trying to.

I just didn't think it would work. Oh, well, it did.

There are much prettier girls in school who like you.

Is this your first time?

Yeah.

Is that okay?

Oh, yeah. It's fine. It's just that... If you want to stop or anything, we can

obviously stop.

I doubt I'll want that.

I know, but if it hurts or anything, we can stop. It won't be awkward. You

just... You just say.

I think you're very pretty by the way Don't

Does it hurt?

I had a good one. Yeah.

Yeah, it was class.

I was watching you play.

And honestly, you looked so beautiful.

I just kept thinking how much I wanted to watch you have sex.

I mean, not even with me.

With anybody.

How good it would feel.

Is that really weird?

Yeah.

Yeah, that's really weird, Mariette.

But I think I understand this.

I know.

I think we'll be fine.

I don't have class.

You know I really love you, don't you?

I was starting to have feelings for you there at one point.

I don't know.

You just have to repress all that stuff, mate.

That's what I do anyway.

I want to have a shower.

We're not done here.

Don't ask that. Don't ask me for stuff.

Don't move.

I'll tell you when it's over and you can have a shower.

You're worthless.

You're nothing.

I feel so not myself at the moment

I'm

gonna take your photo What do you mean?

When?

Tomorrow Okay

What have you been up to?

I am on part 11.

Do you want me to... Sure, just to jump off now.

Take this off now.

Can we not do this now?

This is what you wanted.

Good.

It's been a while since I've heard from you.

Is everything alright?

I wonder if I said something stupid in my last email. I hope not, but I'm sorry

if I did.

I know you told me the reason you're not coming home at Christmas is to do with

your family, and maybe I shouldn't have brushed over that.

I'm sorry to bring this up because I know we both feel awkward about it, but

I haven't forgotten the things you told me when we were in Italy.

And I hope you know that none of those things are your fault, and there is

nothing wrong with you. Open your eyes.

I'm tired.

Open your fucking eyes. You are a good person.

And I say that as someone who really knows you.

I know I reacted very stupidly that night, and to be honest, I'm lucky that

we're still friends because it was such an idiotic thing to do.

I missed you.

It's not like this with other people.

Well, I like you a lot more than other people.

I actually don't have any condoms.

That's okay.

I'm on the pill.

Do you want it like this?

However you want.

Okay.

I haven't done this in a while still.

Next weekend.

Whenever you want.

Whenever I want. You can do whatever you want.

That's nice.

Do you like hearing me say that? Yeah, a lot.

Is that okay?

Do you want to stop?

Are

you

okay?

I'm sorry,

I just didn't want to do that.

Just, uh... I just think it would be weird.

I'm not weird, I just... I don't think that would be a good idea.

You think I'm weird?

No, I didn't say that. I just mean I just don't want it to be weird between

us.

I think I better go home now.

That's okay.

Yeah.

Listen, let me join you home, please. No, I've got to walk a bit.

Did you like that?

Yeah.

Very much.

bottles and brown paper in a mouth that slurs all the shit

that it stirs