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Shh, Quiet on Set.
These hoes playing on my phone.
Jay, I'm done with your ass.
Why the fuck is you even here?
Hey, man, you think you're gonna leave me, bitch?
After all I've done for your ungrateful ass?
Let me, I am tired!
Hey, ain't no leaving me, bitch.
You're mines until I say you ain't.
Get the fuck out!
Get out!
Hey, listen, you know how many hoes I got?
I don't give a fuck about none of that
you talking about right now, dude.
Fuck you, bitch, matter of fact, I'm out.
♪ Breathe in ♪
♪ Yeah ♪
♪ Yeah, I'm life ♪
♪ I'm chosen ♪
♪ I'm her ♪
♪ Eyes closed, legs crossed on the floor ♪
♪ Candles flicker, I don't rush anymore ♪
♪ I've been through fire earned my glow ♪
♪ Every scar just tells me what I know ♪
♪ I ain't loud I don't gotta prove ♪
♪ My peace is power watch how I move ♪
♪ I speak it soft but I mean it strong ♪
♪ Everything I touch turns into gold ♪
♪ I don't chase I attract ♪
♪ What's for me always comes right back ♪
♪ I forgive but I don't forget ♪
♪ I'm divine and I stand on that ♪
♪ I am that woman, yeah I know ♪
♪ Heavy on grace, heavy on glow ♪
♪ I'm that bitch but make it grown ♪
♪ So so rich, heart of gold ♪
♪ I walk like I'm paid but I talk like I'm blessed ♪
♪ I don't need permission I know I'm the best ♪
♪ I'm calm, I'm fine, I'm in my zone ♪
♪ I am that woman in my own throne ♪
♪ Mirror talk, I speak life to me ♪
♪ Every word is prophecy ♪
♪ I don't dim, I don't shrink ♪
♪ I bloom wherever I'm planted, see ♪
♪ Love don't scare me I love myself ♪
♪ I learned that shit the hard way ♪
♪ Yeah, I deserve the soft and real ♪
♪ A love that feels safe ♪
♪ A love that heals ♪
♪ I release what don't align ♪
♪ What's not pure won't cross this line ♪
♪ I trust God and I trust me ♪
♪ Everything I need is already in me ♪
♪ I am that woman, yeah I know ♪
♪ Heavy on grace, heavy on glow ♪
♪ I'm that bitch but make it grown ♪
♪ So so rich, heart of gold ♪
♪ I walk like I'm paid but I talk like I'm blessed ♪
♪ I don't need permission I know I'm the best ♪
♪ I'm calm, I'm fine, I'm in my zone ♪
♪ I am that woman in my own throne ♪
♪ I am protected ♪
♪ I am magnetic ♪
♪ I am loved properly ♪
♪ I am enough without fortune ♪
I am worth more than gold.
I am not who I used to be.
I am not what I've been through.
I am not what they have put me through.
I am peace.
I am love.
And most importantly,
I am that bitch.
Hmm.
♪ I'm calm, I'm fine, I'm finally home ♪
♪ I know I am standing strong ♪
♪ I'm her ♪
♪ I'm her, baby ♪
♪ I'm her ♪
Hey, look who decided to stop being
sad and sexy at the crib.
Girl, now don't do me.
I told you.
I had to recharge.
Girl, you've been recharged for three weeks.
You acting like
that broke rapping ass nigga was Jesus or something.
Nah, we not gonna make it about him,
because it's not about him.
I just said, I'm moving different, that's it.
Okay, Miss Affirmation Queen.
- Mm-hmm. - Well, let's eat
because I would love to toast to moving different.
Okay, me too.
Hey, how you doing?
My name is Trey,
I'm gonna be the one taking care of y'all, all right?
What can I get started for y'all?
Well, you can get your girl a mimosa
and some of them good ass shrimp and grits y'all got.
And for you?
Some peace.
But since I can't get that,
I'll take the same thing she got, the shrimp and grits.
You probably can get that.
But I'll be back.
Yeah, so what you was doing
in the house for three weeks?
Healing.
I told you, I told you, I wasn't coming outside.
Girl, you talking about it wasn't really nothing.
Your baby mama trying to fight me in front of Kroger.
Look, I am trying to change, I'm trying.
But how the hell I'ma grow
when the devil got me fighting bitches
in the frozen food aisle?
Girl, you know I'm supposed to be cooking dinner tonight.
Yeah.
Yeah, I know.
No.
Girl, because you took too long to call me.
Uh-uh.
I didn't go today.
That would be bull-
- Oh, my bad, boo. - Oh, it's okay.
Oh, hell nah.
Ain't this that bitch?
Hey, ain't you the same little thirst bucket
that's been DMing my baby daddy?
Huh?
Huh? If you can huh, then you can hear it, bitch!
Bitch, let me call you right back.
Yeah, call her right back.
Bitch, first of all, your baby daddy's page is public
and he follows me, I don't follow him.
Let's get that clear.
Oh, well, let's make it even more clear.
You're the same little heifer
that's been commenting on his page,
laughing and talking about some boy bye.
Bitch, what the fuck's so funny?
Apparently, your co-parenting situation.
Ah, ha, ha, ha.
The fuck?
Get my baby right now.
Bitch, you better back the fuck up
before that weak ass lace front be in aisle nine
Bitch, you better back the fuck-
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh!
- Bitch, my lace- - Wait, wait, wait, wait!
Wait, wait, hold it, hold it, hold it, wait a minute.
- Back the fuck up! - Whoa!
Hold it, hold it!
Damn, she done hit this bitch with some sides.
Please, wait, wait, Keisha, wait a minute.
Stop, you always messing with somebody's baby daddy.
Why you always talking about Keisha, Keisha?
This bitch approached me.
Ooh!
Hey, hold on.
I'm somebody's baby daddy.
I don't know who the problem is,
but you're not gonna be doing that in my store.
- Thirsty ass. - Whatever, bye.
- Okay, all right. - And I ain't paying for this.
- Okay! - That's a thirsty bitch.
- Keisha! - Talking about my lace front.
Damn, always causing problems up in here.
It's always Keisha.
- You are right. - Get your stuff and go.
Strike the numbers off this EBT card.
Yeah, EBT because my baby.
And this shit is raggedy.
It's not raggedy.
- Aw, whatever, fuck you. - Go ahead home.
Golly.
Wait, hold on, bitch.
Wait, let me run this back.
You said you threw broccoli at this bitch?
Not just regular broccoli.
Bitch, the organic kind.
It was $5.29.
I should have pressed charges.
You need deliverance.
That's what you need.
I need a new zip code.
No, you need to stay away
from these part-time baby daddies with full-time drama.
Friend, that's too much.
You better than that.
You're right.
You are so right.
But that's what I got you for.
To check me when I'm slipping, and I love that.
I swear, I love you so much for that.
But let me tell you what happened at the hookah bar.
Girl, I caught myself trying to date outside the box.
I never told you why I had you call me.
You did tell me to call you that night.
Tell me why.
Yeah, I don't do tap water.
That kind of mess up my third eye.
Let me ask you this.
Have you ever detoxed using sea moss and black seed oil?
Do it come with lemon pepper or nah?
No.
But for real, queen, you got to watch your vibrations.
That's why I got this copper.
So you wear this copper all day,
but you can't keep your phone charged?
Ah, you funny.
I like that.
Remind me of my BM when we first met.
Your what?
My baby moms.
You know, we still stay together,
but it's strictly for the kids.
And how old is these damn kids?
One just turned two last week.
The other one's six months.
So you got a six month year old?
So I guess y'all sleeping in the same bed
for the sake of the kids?
Well, only when she had nightmares.
So why the hell am I here?
You know what?
I am not your piece,
and I am not trying to be your acquaintance.
Hello?
Wait, what?
Okay, calm down.
Shot at Coney Island?
Again?
Okay, I'm on my, I'm on my way.
I'm on my way.
Okay, look, I gotta go.
My cousin got shot at Coney Island,
and I gotta go to Sinai.
Got shot at Coney Island?
Which one?
Welcome to Detroit, boo.
I'm feeling them energy tools, bro.
Mindful, B?
As a matter of fact, it is.
Girl, this shit was crazy.
I bet.
Y'all good ladies, or do y'all need anything else?
Look like you can get my girl a plate to go.
And your number.
I'm so sorry.
Please excuse this hoe.
I'm just saying.
I mean, I'm trying to,
but it is kind of hard not to notice you.
I mean, do you say that to all the girls
who come in here ordering shrimp and grits?
No, just the ones who burn sage
and put sticky notes all around their house
with messages on them
reminding themselves that they're the prize.
But I'll be over here.
Call me if you need me.
Bitch, he fine and he psychic?
That man just read you like a damn tarot card.
Bitch read me.
Sticky notes?
That got you written all over it.
Mm, you might as well give him your number.
You keep looking.
Alright, it's time to get up out of here.
I ain't let nobody play in my face no more.
But damn.
What if he's different?
Nigga, you really trying to act brand new
'cause you trying to fuck with this fake woke
Erykah Badu wannabe ass bitch, huh?
Watch your fucking mouth, man.
I keep telling you it ain't like that yet, nigga.
She just different so I'm trying to see
where her head at, that's it.
Yeah, she some little fine chick.
But don't forget who you is, nigga.
You ain't built for all this lovey-dovey healing shit.
The fuck is you talking 'bout?
Man, you sound like a fucking hater.
You gonna tell this grown ass man what he ain't built for?
Exactly, nigga.
Maybe I'm tired of being broke
and fucking around with these hood rat ass hoes around here.
Nigga trying to experience real love for once.
What's wrong with that?
You know that love shit gets you killed, nigga.
Man.
Fuck what this nigga talking about, bro.
You gotta do what makes you happy, my nigga.
You ain't getting no younger, bro.
Besides, man, don't nobody want to be the same nigga
chasing the same hood rat hoes around this bitch.
Don't nobody want that but this dumb ass.
What the fuck?
And that's my story.
But enough about me.
Tell me yours.
And the real one, not that cute Instagram IMDb version
you be telling everybody.
I mean, honestly,
I was a ride or die
until he ran me into a ditch.
That situation,
I lost myself.
But lately, I've just been learning my worth,
talking to God more,
and I'm going to therapy.
That's dope.
I like that.
You know something?
You're the first woman who I ever pursued
who didn't try to fix me right out the gate.
So the fact that you worried
about your own peace and healing,
I like it.
I mean, I can't heal nobody that don't want to be healed.
I learned that the hard way.
That's true.
What if I do?
I mean,
Treyvon, that's between you and God,
because I'm just over here trying to protect my peace.
That's it.
I respect it.
Me too.
♪ Baby ♪
♪ Intertwine in your mind, yeah ♪
♪ Tell your future like a psychic ♪
♪ Baby you're gonna end up right in my bed ♪
Don't fall too fast, but don't run from it either.
Protect your heart, but don't ice it out.
If he means you good, let it grow.
Slow and soft.
You came with snacks, drama, or both?
Bitch, both.
Now move, I'm trying to decompress and be nosy.
Girl.
But no, so okay, listen.
I went on the dude's page, right?
Trey, and girl, he is a whole ass vibe.
He got this grown man podcast
talking about healing, energy, accountability.
I'm like, who the hell raised you?
Okay, I peeped, I peeped.
He give off real quiet vibes, like he real observant.
It's giving I can see through people.
He got this I've been through some shit,
but I ain't trying to go back over,
and I don't see that often.
But you see them, them type of people,
they come with complications.
And I ain't trying to get trauma bonded.
Clock it, boo.
I still cannot listen to Jhene Aiko
without thinking about Marcus' ass.
Okay, I need a whole trigger warning
before I listen to her.
But seriously, though, what you think about him so far?
Mm, honestly,
I like that he makes me feel seen,
but not in a thirsty way.
Like, he curious,
but he not trying to rush me.
Like, he watching how I move, you know?
See, you deserve it.
I swear, you know you deserve this.
Somebody who's not just around,
but they actually taking the time out
to get to know you and understand you.
Girl, he sound like a keeper to me.
Yeah, the only thing is,
is I don't want to lose myself again, Keish,
because, you know, I fought way, way too hard
to get up out of that.
Well, don't lose you.
I mean, you don't want to miss out on the blessings either.
Just make sure he show you that he's worthy.
Look, girl, I love this for you.
Pour me another glass of wine.
You're about to get me emotional here
and I ain't have time. - Way too much.
- Please get me together. - Yeah.
Let me get you together real quick.
- Thank you. - Come on.
It's a blessing.
Mm-hmm, waiting on mine.
Oh, it's coming.
For some of us, the hardest thing to do
wasn't walking away from the streets,
but it was facing ourselves in the mirror
and admitting that we never learned
how to love somebody without hurting them.
She a real one.
Not the play it cool type,
just genuine.
Jay, I can't do this no more.
You stay lying.
You stay trying to gaslight me.
You come in at four o'clock in the morning,
smelling like perfume and liquor.
And you really expect me to just sit here
and keep holding you down?
And I'm supposed to just hold you down?
Man, here you go with all this victim ass shit again.
Newsflash, ain't nobody fucking perfect, Mya.
You knew who I was when you got with me.
No, I thought I knew who you was.
And I thought that I could love the broken out of you.
But you not even trying to heal.
You don't even do it right.
Man, you think somebody else is going to deal with you?
All that fucking attitude you got?
All that I need time to process shit?
Girl, I'm the one made you relevant.
You lucky I even still come home.
Oh, oh, you got it then.
I'm straight on this whole situation.
- Oh yeah? - Yeah.
I'd rather be by myself
than to ever let a nigga make me feel small.
Well, go be by yourself then, bitch.
Old wounds don't heal
when you act like they never happened.
I see that now.
I'm not broken.
I was just pretending to be strong while I was hurting.
And I kept calling it love.
Is this your first time reaching out for help?
Yeah, it is.
Now, you seem a little nervous. Are you?
I'm just, I'm not used to sitting down
and telling my business to a stranger.
I'm sorry.
Okay, no, I get it.
Look, we're not going to do anything deep today.
We're going to stay in the shallow water
until your soul is ready to swim.
You write poetry or something?
No, no, baby.
I just been Black and tired for way too long.
Now, tell me, Mya,
what prompted you to come through my doors today?
I just got tired of pretending.
You know, I give off vibes of peace,
but I'm really at war on the inside.
I write my affirmations down and I say 'em,
but I just don't believe them.
It's just all starting to feel fake.
That's okay.
That sounds like it may be imposter syndrome.
We'll deal with that later.
But you want to know what I'm proud of you for?
What?
That you keep showing up for you,
even when it feels fake.
Now, that's love, Mya.
So that's the work of reprogramming the mind,
because sometimes healing feels like a lie at first.
I just,
I spent so much time loving a person
who didn't even love me back.
Hell, Dr. Sabrina, I don't even think that man liked me.
He just liked how I loved him.
And I let that version of love define me
for way, way too long.
So have you ever asked yourself why?
I didn't want to be alone.
And I didn't want to feel like I wasn't enough again.
I think I was scared that if I stopped trying to fix him,
then I would have to look in the mirror
and realize how broken I really was.
Now that's brave, Mya.
To be able to admit that to yourself.
Now you're allowing truth to step in.
And truth is where real freedom lives.
I want to know that I'm enough,
even if they don't choose me.
Let me tell you something, baby.
You're already enough.
But the work is believing it,
even when those old wounds try to tell you
something different.
You're right.
Whew.
Yo.
Hey slide through.
I got something I need help Moving right quick.
Bro, I told you I'm not fucking with that shit no more.
Man, call that nigga Meech or somebody.
Look I got heat on me, nigga.
You just gonna leave me hanging when shit get hot?
You know I don't fuck with dudes like that.
That's your man's.
Where you at?
Pull up to the hookah shop in 10.
So this what the fuck you called me up here for, man?
What's in the bag, Dre?
Just gotta move something.
Real quick. Easy money, nothing major.
And every time you said that we end up ducking shots
and having to send them bitches back.
That was one time, motherfucker.
One time too many, nigga.
Look I know you on that peace and healing shit you talking
but don't forget you from where I'm from, nigga.
I don't know who the fuck you trying to convince
but you got blood in this game, Trey.
So what the fuck that supposed to mean?
That I gotta die in it?
Look, I'm gonna tell you like this, nigga.
You walk away from this shit now,
when all that podcast money run out
and that's still I rise bitch you fucking with
break your heart,
Don't come running back, nigga,
'cause she gonna do it.
So fast, nigga.
You wanna know the difference now, bro?
The difference is I'm finally living for me now, my nigga.
Not out of fear,
not out of debt,
and damn sure not out of loyalty to a motherfucker
who always keep me in bullshitting in the dark.
I told you I'm done with this shit.
I just sent a text, bro.
I don't even know why you still
fuck with that sketchy ass nigga, man.
Call me if you need me.
I ain't too far away.
So I went to therapy today and I learned something.
I used to confuse being needed with being loved, right?
But I'm learning that real love,
it's not about being somebody's crutch.
See, it's about being seen and heard and feeling safe.
Look, I know I'm not perfect but I'm healing
and for the first time
I'm not ashamed of what I've been through.
Boy, you sure look tired.
No, I'm good, Nana.
Boy, don't be coming in my house lying to me.
Now you come here every time your spirit is heavy.
Always have, always will.
Now I may be old but I ain't no fool.
Just trying to get my head right.
The world been too loud for me lately.
The world always loud, baby.
You are just starting to hear your thoughts
over all that noise.
Well, I met somebody.
Yeah, and she different too.
Different how?
Like she don't want nothing from me.
She ain't impressed by all this, this street shit.
I mean she's asked me questions
that ain't nobody bothered to ask me ever,
like who I am and not who I used to be.
Then you need to listen to her,
but don't let your past push her away
before even get a chance to try.
I know how you are.
I miss her so much.
I miss her too.
I still remember being a scared little boy
underneath this table running from her and Pop back there
fighting like cats and dogs.
You know something, Nana?
Sometimes I still feel like that scared little boy.
And you need to love him.
Love him.
Hug that little boy inside you real tight.
But stop walking around here
acting like you got to wear pain just to be respected
because trust me, you don't.
Come here.
Oh.
Clear your heart.
Come on. Come help me cook this dinner.
Come on.
What am I supposed to do?
Take a potato.
The other one. Okay, go ahead.
I don't know what I'm doing.
Well, just try it.
Surprise me.
Do I put the potato in the bowl?
No, not until you take all that off of there.
Today I ain't got no fancy topic for y'all.
No steps to healing,
none of that.
Today I'm speaking to my people who feel like
we always gotta be strong
even when our world around us is falling apart.
You know I used to think that
being numb was showing strength,
that if I didn't see it
or I couldn't feel it
then it wouldn't break me.
But what I learned is that
silence speaks loud.
Especially when you alone.
Period.
And peace ain't real unless you fight for it.
You know, recently I learned that
forgiveness doesn't mean forgetting.
It's just choosing not to bleed
on the ones who didn't cut us.
The little boy inside of me,
he still gets scared
but I'm walking him home day by day.
Peace, family.
Boy, ain't even doing shit, man.
What you doing? Man.
Man, y'all fucking with that game, man.
You seen them bitches last night, man.
Man, they was cold as fuck.
Where'd they go? - Man, I'm about to slide up.
- Man, I swear to God. - We can go together, nigga.
You know they little too, man.
Little too, man. - Of course, yo.
You wanna play a game though?
Nigga, you trippin'.
Playing games and shit, man.
- Play a game ass nigga. - This nigga, man.
You gonna grow up one day, nigga.
You playing all them goddamn games, nigga.
I ain't gonna lie.
Hey, hey, hey.
Where that nigga Trey at, man?
Ain't he supposed to be here?
Man, fuck that nigga.
This nigga run around the city
with some little grand rising ass bitch.
She got this nigga burning sage
now he think he better than us.
That nigga on some old rebrand shit, huh?
Man what?
You know that pussy
that have a nigga acting real brand new
around this bitch.
Nigga, you know our motto either you with us
or motherfucker, you against us.
Facts.
That nigga's blood can't be on our hands.
So what you want then, nigga?
Just trying to burn that nigga's castle down.
Show that bitch who he really is.
So what you trying to end
this nigga's love story or something?
Nah, just expose him.
I want that bitch to look that nigga dead in the eye
so she can see everything he been trying to bury.
You want her to see the little demon
he's been trying to pray away.
- Exactly. - And then what, nigga?
Then that nigga spiral.
She leave, he angry, confused.
Whole world crashing. - Makes sense.
You know who he gonna run back to.
Us, nigga.
Welcome home party already planned.
- What's up? - Fuck is you talking 'bout?
You a cold nigga, Dre, but I like it.
You ain't actually pulling the trigger yourself.
You letting life do it for you.
Just setting the stage.
Now I need y'all niggas to make sure
this thing play out exactly how I say it.
It's a bet.
So what's the move? What you want?
Chaos, humiliation, heartbreak? What we doing?
Shit, all three.
But start with that bitch.
She's soft, easy target.
So what you want us to follow her, nigga?
Nah, just apply pressure somewhere else.
Somewhere where that nigga will still feel it
but he'll keep his mouth closed.
You don't want his life. You want his peace.
Now you catching on.
Hey man, look,
I got a couple shorties in the back
and they down to do whatever the fuck we need 'em to do.
Let them niggas know
we in motion in case we need 'em.
What about the girl? What we gonna do?
Let's see how loyal that bitch is
when she see that nigga switching up.
You almost there.
Keep going straight.
I'm not about to walk you off the building.
Just calm down.
Okay, you ready?
Turn, turn, turn, turn, turn.
Open.
Oh my God.
This is so nice.
Like, really nice.
You did this by yourself?
Yeah, I mean I know it's not much, but...
You always thoughtful like this
or you just trying to impress me?
Could be both.
But no for real
I just wanted to see you with the city behind you.
For some reason that felt like the right kind of backdrop.
Look at you sounding like a hood Hallmark card.
I mean I can't help it.
I guess you bring out the poet side of a nigga.
Confession?
I listened to that voice note you sent me
probably like, five or six times.
Why?
'Cause it sounded like truth
and I ain't heard a woman speak the truth like that in,
shit, never.
Especially not to herself.
Confession?
It took me a long, long time to find myself again.
Saying those words out loud
without sounding like I'm begging.
That's different.
I heard it.
All of them.
You wanna know something, Mya?
You feel like home to me.
And I don't mean like a sense of comfort
but more like clarity.
It's like when you hear
that one voice that cut through all the noise,
that's what you feel like.
Well, why do I feel so safe with you?
Because you know I'm not here to take nothing from you
only to show you what's already here.
You ready for this?
Oh yeah.
I've been ready for something real my whole life.
Look Q, I swear to you, man,
I was on my way to make the drop.
I went to stop at the store.
When I came out, two niggas rushed me.
They went straight to where I had the bag stashed.
So what you telling me?
There was a setup?
I don't know.
It's like them niggas,
they knew exactly what they was looking for
and where to find it.
So why was you by yourself?
Where was your mans at?
Fuck is all that, nigga?
You better use your fucking words.
Look, I don't know, man.
That nigga been MIA, man,
ever since he started fucking with this bitch named Mya.
It's like one minute they cool,
next minute she trying to make this nigga do some wild shit.
So I've been keeping my distance.
Man, get the fuck out my face.
Get the fuck out, man.
Boss, go find that nigga and that bitch.
Damn.
Yeah I know.
♪ I've been waiting for somebody true ♪
♪ But all I remember now is being with you ♪
Let's go.
Man, you kind of strong, huh?
Shut your ass up.
You need to see if you still got a job
and Japan gonna fire your ass
for not coming to work the other day, boy.
Not coming to work?
Man, I can't win for losing with this dude, big brother.
You know why he don't like me, right?
Why?
I had put my little orange juice in the break room
in the refrigerator.
He drunk it.
I asked him, he denied it, you heard me?
So I put another one in there.
I mixed a little bit of my secret potion in there.
I seen him going to the bathroom with a stomachache.
You heard me?
When I seen him grab his stomach,
you know what I said to him, right?
Cardiac arrest.
Oh well.
He don't like me, you hear me?
I don't like him.
What kind of problem you talking about?
The kind that knock on doors before sunrise.
Niggas thought I had backup,
but since you didn't show,
they felt bold enough to rob me.
- What's up, nigga? - You good?
What's wrong? What you got for me?
You sure you ready for this shit?
'Cause you know it ain't coming back from this shit, right?
- It's on. - It's on, nigga.
See you in a minute.
Damn!
Let me get a Big 7, baby.
Hey man, watch where you going, man.
You don't see me standing right here?
Who the fuck is you talking to, nigga?
Yeah, talk that shit now, bitch ass nigga.
Hey man, let me get my shit in
so I can get the fuck up outta here, man.
See that's why you shouldn't be coming here
and fucking with people.
Get the fuck up and get outta my store.
I owe him more than I promised.
Bro, that don't got shit to do with me.
You brought that shit on yourself, my nigga.
Why the fuck wouldn't you take Jay Mo or Smoke
or one of them niggas with you?
Nigga 'cause they was busy.
Don't you forget who held you down with your past shit.
It was me who was right beside you
when shit hit the fan last year.
Where you at, man?
So you guys are together now or?
Mm, honestly I don't know what to call it.
I'm not gonna say that we talking
but (sighs) I know what I felt.
Bitch that kiss, oh my God.
It felt like closure
and a new chapter opening at the same time.
I really like him, Keish.
Well, Mya it's clear that he is gone over you.
You better not self-sabotage this time.
I'm not.
I'm just trying to trust it's slow,
you know, take my time.
Well, don't take too much time.
A good man like that is hard to come by.
What?
Going off the grid?
I really hope this ain't no street shit.
Keisha, I'm gonna call you back.
All right, handle your business.
Fuck, fuck.
Look, they said we got to midnight to make shit right.
I can't do this shit solo, Trey.
I ain't got your back no more, man.
Look, I told you I'm not trying to get pulled back in
for some shit that don't got nothing to do with me.
Then what the fuck are you here for then, nigga?
To make sure whatever heat you got coming your way
don't reach nobody I care about.
Nobody you care about?
Nigga, you talking about that bitch?
What the fuck? Is you playing protector now, nigga?
No, nigga, I'm playing a peacekeeper.
Don't get this shit twisted, Dre,
'cause I'll still protect mine if I got to
and I think you know that
and it's the last time I'm gonna tell you
about that B word, my nigga.
Now figure that shit out 'cause I'm done.
Yo. - You good?
Yeah, I'm cool.
Just been doing a lot of moving around lately.
Got some shit that I've been dealing with.
I can tell.
You sound like you a hundred miles away
and you've been like that all day.
I mean I don't know what you want me to say, Mya.
I told you I'd be off grid for a minute.
And I told you I'm not some temporary piece
that you dip off on when shit get loud.
It's not even like that.
I just, I got some shit from my past
and I'm still trying to untangle, boo.
I just didn't want that shit falling on you.
That's all.
Trey, don't protect me by pushing me away.
Protect me by letting me in.
You think I ain't been through shit too?
Look, you said I feel like home, right?
So don't shut the door just 'cause it's storming outside.
Let me sit in the rain with you, baby.
- You still up? - Yep.
I'm dressed. Drop the addy.
All right, I'll see you in a minute.
All right.
I'm not used to this part.
What part?
The part where somebody stays
even when I'm not all right.
Look Trey, you don't gotta tell me everything right now.
I just want you to know that I'm not going nowhere
and you need to get used to that.
It's my homeboy Dre.
This nigga I used to run with.
Well, he got in too deep with some niggas
that we both used to run with it
and now for whatever reason
they still think I'm tied to him.
Even after I told this nigga I was done with that shit,
I meant it.
Now I feel eyes creeping on me
that I ain't felt on me in years.
This shit crazy.
So what you gonna do, Trey?
What I got to,
but I needed to see you first.
I needed to be reminded of
what it is exactly I'm fighting to protect.
♪ I want your hands, I want your hands ♪
♪ Touch in a place I share with you ♪
♪ On the right side of my mind ♪
♪ My best side is pleasing you ♪
♪ Best side we can hit it, hit it ♪
♪ In the middle of true love ♪
♪ Want your hands on me ♪
♪ Both mine on you too ♪
♪ Tastes so sweet ♪
♪ What flavor is you ♪
♪ Massage my mind ♪
♪ Before I have the time ♪
♪ And I can't stop thinking ♪
♪ I can't believe it even when we're through ♪
♪ 'Cause I long, I long for you ♪
♪ You're a song, a song about it too ♪
♪ Song about it, baby ♪
♪ Show me something I don't know ♪
♪ Don't distract me from seeing in ♪
♪ Distract me from my phone ♪
♪ And I won't tell no no ♪
♪ Until I see my fingers get all happy ♪
♪ My hands might go ♪
Hey look, man, we gonna get you y'all-
Hey, you tell that nigga
he got 48 hours to get this shit together
or neither one of you will have some shit to come back to.
Let's see how long you keep up this act now.
Proud ass nigga.
Look, I hear everything you saying, unc,
but I gotta know where these niggas post up at.
I mean you know I ain't trying to start shit
but I gotta try to cut this shit off
before it get too close to her.
You sure you ready to play chess
with these killers, nephew?
I ain't got no choice, man,
because if they think touching me or mine
gonna make this nigga Dre pay up,
they dead ass wrong.
You playing protector, but protection costs.
You gonna lose your peace
trying to guard something you already outgrown, Trey.
Keish, listen.
I feel like something bad about to happen.
He moving different. He quiet.
That ain't nothing but fear dressed up like strength
and I know the signs because that used to be me.
Girl, don't assume the worst.
I mean maybe he just needs some space
to fight whatever battle he's trying to put behind him.
Look, I don't know, sis,
but you could be overthinking it.
That's the problem.
What if whatever battle he's fighting
shows up at my doorstep too?
Whoa.
Chill out, bro. It's me.
Look, I ain't coming here to fight with you, nigga.
I just came to put an end to this shit
once and for all, man.
And what, nigga? This ain't even your beef.
Yeah, but I'm the one they looking for, Dre,
not you, nigga.
Who the fuck told you that?
What the fuck you gonna do, nigga? Take the fall?
Nah, you see I'm gonna be the distraction
while you pay them back all they fucking money
and then we gonna disappear from this shit
once and for all, Dre.
Nah, nah, that's not a good plan, Trey.
That's suicide, nigga.
It's the only thing for us to do, man.
You Trey?
Yeah,
but I think you knew that shit already, man.
I seen you watching me, my nigga.
How the fuck you think you gonna steal from Q
and think that shit ain't gonna come back to you?
That ain't have shit to do with me
but I'm here now and I'm taken away.
You know, Dre did tell me you was a bold motherfucker
but being bold don't make you bulletproof, my nigga.
Like I said that shit didn't have nothing to do with me.
But y'all niggas came for y'all money
or did y'all come for blood?
Keep the money. We came for blood.
No! No!
Fuck, hold on.
Just put some pressure on it, my nigga.
Help!
Man, please hurry up, man.
My friend got shot.
So you ready to play chess with these killers, nephew?
♪ The world's been slow but feels so fast ♪
♪ And I ain't ready ♪
♪ No I ain't ready ♪
Fuck, man!
♪ Not from the shadows ♪
♪ Creeping steady ♪
♪ Not yet ♪
Help me!
♪ Not yet ♪
♪ Don't let me go ♪
♪ Happy birthday ♪
♪ Happy birthday to my baby boy ♪
Yeah.
♪ I need one more day ♪
♪ The echoes of my life they call ♪
♪ Ooh, ooh ♪
♪ Pictures flashing on the wall ♪
♪ Ooh ♪
♪ Just one more fight ♪
♪ Not yet, not yet ♪
♪ Not yet ♪
He's gonna pull through though.
And I know,
I know that I've come to you so many times before
but I pray Lord please now.
I say thank you for my baby, Lord.
I say thank you.
Damn, Trey.
You done got shot in the same world
you been trying to escape.
I know your heart though, baby.
I know you're not built for this life no more.
Wow.
He got hit and you sitting up in here like you the widow.
Wait, who are you
and why are you here?
Who am I? What you mean?
I'm the love of his life.
He ain't told you about me?
Me and daddy go way back since diapers, boo.
We fall out from time to time
but he always find his way back to mama.
I was with him right before it happened.
Wait, come again?
Yeah, he was at our house
and I told him not to leave
that them niggas was out there looking for him
and he still went out there like he Superman.
He should have just stayed home.
None of this would've never happened.
You good?
I'm cool.
Well, you don't look good.
Look Trey, I know you don't fuck with me like that no more.
But I still care about you.
I don't wanna see you hurt.
Look Trey, I miss you
and what we had together we was fire.
Don't act like you don't miss me.
Don't act like you don't miss this.
All right, Vanessa.
Don't, man.
What?
We don't even fuck around like that.
Are you fucking serious?
About her?
Yeah I am.
And I'm serious about not going back into some shit
that I finally prayed my way out of.
You and me both know you was never good for me or my mental.
You called me over here
because you said something about danger.
So don't twist concern
with thinking you still got access to me
'cause you don't.
This shit is dead.
Fucking trick.
Fuck you.
Why you looking at me like that?
You ain't the only one that care about him.
Me and Trey, this a forever thing.
Like I said,
he was at home right before it happened.
Yeah, but he left you.
Okay.
We'll hear soon.
We'll see what he want when he wake up.
- Oh, he already told me. - Move.
Trey, you better wake the fuck up soon
because your ass got so much explaining to do.
Oh.
Girl, what's wrong?
I thought you said he was stable.
He is but I'm not.
Girl, what the hell that mean?
Why the fuck his ex coming here talking about
they was together before everything happened?
Said he left her house right before he got shot.
Wait what?
Yeah, and I'm sitting here,
sitting here all night with this man praying to God,
asking that he make sure that he live
and she come in here me like I'm an extra.
Now I stood tall but I felt dumb as hell covering for him.
I mean do you actually believe her though, Mya?
I don't know. I don't want to.
The longer I sit here
I keep asking myself, why wouldn't he tell me?
I mean if it was innocent, why hide it?
Maybe he was just trying to protect you?
Oh man, protecting me is telling me the truth.
Not giving this bitch the one up.
Trey promised me that he was gonna be different.
That he was gonna be my peace, not confusion.
Man, I've been down this road before
and I'm not doing that again.
You know what?
Let me get the fuck up outta here before I lose myself
trying to love on a nigga that still got ghosts in his bed.
I'll walk you out.
Oh please, I'm just here to check on you.
What? I don't need you to do that.
You said what you had to say already.
Now you can go.
Um, well, I'm just here to let you know that little shorty
that was waiting over you for you to open your eyes.
Yeah, she left hurt. Real hurt.
I just thought you should know.
What the fuck did you do, Vanessa?
I didn't do nothing.
I just told her I saw you,
which I did.
I just didn't tell her the whole story.
So you made it sound like we did something
knowing damn well we didn't?
You so fucking foul for that, man.
Oh please.
Huh, if she left that easy she not built for this life.
Not like I am.
You a street nigga, boo.
Them kind of girls don't last.
She didn't leave easy.
She left hurt.
And that's the difference, Vanessa.
You so fucking evil for coming in here
trying to ruin the little bit of happiness
that I do have left when you was the one who left me
and now I gotta fix this shit
all because you wanted to play these childish fucking games.
Or maybe it's a sign you back up in this hospital bed.
And who here? Me, not her.
Yeah, you here now but you been gone
and the only reason you here
is because you smelled a weakness on me.
She was here when it mattered.
That's why I'm going after what's real.
And I'm saying fuck what's familiar.
You really chasing a bitch who didn't stay here
until you opened your motherfucking eyes?
She didn't run from this.
Your lies and manipulation is what pushed her away.
But it's cool
because I'ma fix it
and when I get outta this bed
I'm gonna show her who I really am.
Now you tried to spin the block once before
and like I said I'm not going.
Now get the fuck outta here, Vanessa.
Nigga, fuck you.
All nurses to the nurses' station.
Why don't you just let me know?
I'm still here.
We good, bro. All well.
Cardiac arrest, you know.
- What's up, my nigga? - What's up, cuz?
Hi you, that's right.
Mwah, look at you.
- You all right? - Yes, love you.
- I love you too, Auntie. - All right.
Okay.
We'll be back to see you, you don't wanna tire you out.
- Alright. - Okay?
- Okay. - Hang in there.
I got you. What's up?
I'm gonna get you put outta here.
Hey fam, come in.
Who came with you?
What's up, man? You good.
Hey, what's up? You've reached Mya.
I'm unable to answer my phone right now.
If you leave your name, your number and a message-
Hey baby.
Look, I know you left me
but I'm still here
and I'm not going nowhere, Mya.
Not until you let me show you
why you let me in in the first place.
I know I should have told you about Vanessa
but I could tell you nothing happened.
She tried it but I shut that shit down, Mya.
You right.
You definitely should have told me about her
and you should have told me you was going to see her.
I thought I was protecting you.
You was trying to protect me?
Trey, you knew I was gonna look at you crazy
for even entertaining that girl.
But now all of a sudden you was trying to protect me?
You say you want peace,
but peace not about holding onto your bullshit
until it boils over, Trey.
It's about being honest even when you're uncomfortable.
You know I sat in the hospital holding your hand,
praying for you,
just to get blindsided by your ex.
Like I'm some type of placeholder.
Mya, you know you not no placeholder.
You are everything to me
and I'm here now trying to fix it.
Mm-mm.
I want action.
I want accountability.
I want growth from you.
So what you saying Mya?
That we done?
Trey, I'm saying I'm choosing me
like I told you I would.
Look, I spent way too much time trying to shrink myself
to fit into somebody else's potential.
I'm not doing that no more.
Not even for you.
Mya.
Please, Mya.
Mya, you said you was done settling
so don't go try to run back to what broke you.
Even though it felt good when he was holding you.
Am I crazy for still loving him?
You're not weak 'cause you still care.
You're strong.
You chose peace.
You okay?
No and I hate it.
And do you know I feel that man everywhere around me.
That's love, Mya.
No it's not.
That's pain dressed up like love.
So what you gonna do?
I already did it.
Closed the chapter.
But did you lock the door, is the question.
Did you lock the door?
I'm just saying things happen.
It's life, like get over it.
Fucked up, huh?
I mean I gave her everything I had.
That still wasn't enough.
Nephew, love ain't about giving what you think is enough.
It's about giving what the person needs,
even if it make you uncomfortable.
I ain't never had nobody believe in me the way she did.
Nah, for real.
In that moment I felt a little bit of pressure,
I folded.
Nephew, that pressure ain't love.
That's fear.
Fear of not being ready.
Fear of not being worthy.
You ever think maybe you're tripping on yourself
'cause deep down you feel like you don't deserve her?
I don't.
Shit, I still don't sometimes.
Then earn it.
Stop trying to be perfect, nephew.
Be present.
Be accountable.
Be real.
She didn't ask you to save her.
She asked you to show up.
Let me ask you something, unc.
What's up?
How you know so much about love?
I lost mine.
I had a girl just like Mya.
Smart, soft,
stubborn as hell.
I chose the streets over her one too many times.
Now I talk to her through her headstone.
Damn.
So if you gonna fumble, Trey,
fumble loud, fumble honest.
And you fight like hell to get your woman back
'cause that's what men do when they find something rare.
I just want her to feel safe with me again.
Then be safe for her.
And remember, nephew, she ain't the enemy.
Your past is, your habits are.
She your peace.
You just let her be it.
Go ahead and fix it, nephew.
You need my help?
Shit, I got a shit load of love letters
in the box in the closet.
I'll ghost write a text for you.
You a fool, man.
Yeah, but I move forward and listen.
You should try it.
Man, you coming over here fucking up my evening
with this relationship shit.
- I'll take a little. - Yeah, yeah. Come on, man.
My dawg.
Healing ain't always pretty.
Sometimes you gotta bleed out before you grow back stronger.
I'm learning that real love requires truth
even when you scared to lose it.
I lost her.
And not because I cheated
and not because I lied about what I did,
but because I didn't say what I should have said.
I didn't make her feel safe when it mattered the most.
And that's on me.
♪ Yeah, yeah, hey ♪
♪ Block party buzzing here ♪
♪ The speakers hum, kids on the black top ♪
♪ Hoops and bubblegum ♪
♪ Real smoking up, smell the summertime ♪
♪ So grandma's folding chairs, story time unfold ♪
♪ Catch the vibe, it's electric in the air ♪
♪ Sidewalk chalk dreams, bright colors everywhere, hey ♪
♪ Sunshine and smiles ♪
♪ Laughter in the breeze ♪
♪ Families united under shady oak trees. ♪
♪ Sunshine and smiles ♪
♪ You can feel the glow ♪
♪ Love for the block, it's a show we all know ♪
♪ Uh, uh, yeah ♪
♪ DJ spinning classics, vinyl crackle charm ♪
♪ Water balloon battles, no one's coming to hum ♪
♪ Little man's first bike, training wheels off ♪
♪ Pops teaching dominoes ♪
♪ The table's getting soft ♪
♪ Candy lady posted icy cups for a buck ♪
♪ Fire hydrants, grandkids, hollering what's up ♪
♪ Side by side, we built this from the ground ♪
♪ A bit of love in the heart makes the world go round ♪
♪ Sunshine and smiles ♪
♪ Laughter in the breeze ♪
♪ Families united under shady oak trees ♪
♪ Shady oak trees ♪
♪ Sunshine and smiles ♪
♪ You can feel the glow ♪
♪ Love on the block it's a show we all know ♪
Hey baby. Hey come here.
Come here real quick.
Let me see your shirt.
Oh my God, he really put this whole thing together.
Go ahead. Thank you, baby.
Damn, that's crazy.
It ain't that bad.
Look at the kids over there dancing and stuff.
Mm-hmm.
I just came for the lemonade.
What's wrong?
Keish, that's him.
What school you go to?
Girl, look like he over there in service mode.
Look like he really is trying to make a difference, Mya.
Girl, I don't know if I'm still mad,
proud of him or both.
I got a lot of shit going on.
I'm proud.
- I'm still mad. - Girl, come on.
Put your shoe out there while you clean it.
Yeah, clean. Put your shoes and shit.
There she go, man.
Mya and her friend I was telling you about.
- Damn, she fine too. - Hey, whoa.
She don't play that shit, bro.
- Man. - The fuck she won't.
Quit playing, nigga.
I don't play either, nigga. I'm a coach.
My bad then.
All right Coach Carter, you do your thing.
Watch how she hold that boy.
Excuse me, queen.
Welcome to our little give back kickback.
Looking like a East Side Barbie, I respect it.
Boy, that's the worst pickup line I've ever fucking heard.
Hey, my bad.
No disrespect, Mya.
I'm just saying you beautiful, hot as hell,
and you got that I'll beat your ass
and pray for you type vibe going.
I like that shit.
Yeah, but that cologne I don't like.
It smell like back child support and court dates.
I'm good.
Hey hold on, hold on, hold up.
Come on, man.
I know you got a little crush on me.
You know, women like a little flirt
when they throw out a little insult too
when they feeling a nigga.
No, I like to flirt
and throw insults when I'm carrying mace.
Hey. Oh chill.
Hey, I come in peace.
I'm just saying. My bad, Mya.
So you here to give back
or you just trying to bag a blessing?
Shit, why not both?
Well, I done been blessed, stressed and ghosted
by three versions of you this whole time.
I'm good.
Hey hold on. Hold on.
What if I'm the upgraded version though?
4.0, gainfully unemployed and with a LLC.
What the LLC stand for? Lying?
Yeah, okay. Yeah, crack your jokes.
I'll have you laughing real soon
in the passenger seat of my Altima though.
And what year is that?
It's '24.
Hey look, don't even worry about that.
Just know the AC work eventually.
Yeah, I'm good. You have a good day.
Bye.
You gonna walk away from something great, girl.
Yeah, I did, my lunch break.
It's some ice in the cooler for that L.
Yo, man, she like me, bro.
She like me for real, man.
She's just playing hard to get.
Oh, I'll be right back.
I see somebody down here.
You know you ain't have to come, right?
I just came for the lemonade and the peace of mind.
But yet you found me anyway.
I saw him today and I hated how proud I was.
Pouring for ghosts now?
A lot of memories.
She used to sit right here in this chair,
feet up on my crates, pop her shit.
"I love you, nigga, but you ain't going to get it right.
"You ain't never gonna change, nigga."
Do you ever regret it?
Every day.
By just losing her though.
I regret waiting too long
to become the man she knew I could be.
She believed a version, I mean that I hadn't met myself.
Damn.
She sound just like Mya. - Exactly.
We always think we got time, nephew.
Time to say the right things.
Time to show up, time to change.
Funny how time got a way of disappearing on your bullshit.
I ain't even trying to end up like that.
I wanna make it right.
Start with honesty.
Can't build nothing real on silence and secrets.
To that woman that taught us how to love
even when we didn't know how to receive it.
And to the second chances that we pray we get.
It's all love.
It's all love, baby.
You look lighter,
but your energy is really heavy.
What's going on?
I saw him yesterday, Dr. S.
How did that feel?
Like my heart wanted to run to him
and then my mind pulled me right back.
I was so proud of him.
But then I couldn't,
I still couldn't help but feel wounded by how he played me.
So what are those wounds saying?
I mean they're saying that love
shouldn't come with confusion.
They're saying that I already chose me.
They're also telling me that if I give him a second chance,
it might just cost me my peace.
But what is your heart saying?
My heart is saying, what if he's finally ready?
And what if he had to lose me
to understand what he already had?
So what's the real fear?
I'm afraid that if I choose him again
and he fumbles me again
that I might not have the strength
to heal from this a second time.
So let me say this to you, Mya.
Whatever choice you make,
make it from a place of power and not a place of pain.
"You are worth more than gold.
"I told you I was rooting for you and I still am.
"Even if it ain't next to me.
"I did the work, I looked in the mirror.
"Not for you, but because I needed to see myself for real.
"You ain't gotta come back.
"But if your heart still beats for what we could be,
"I'll be at that rooftop where it all started.
"No pressure, just presence.
"And if you don't show, I'll understand.
"But I had to leave the door open just this once.
"Love Trey."
Why you love me so soft?
'Cause those other guys loved you too hard for too long.
I don't ever want life to not be like this.
- It don't look bad. - No, it's cute.
Mine look pretty good, man.
It look good.
How you think mine look?
What?
You're messy.
You something else.
I never felt this safe with anybody.
Stay.
This time I'm not running back.
I'm walking forward to love I can trust
because this time he's ready.
Damn, you really came.
I almost didn't.
I sat in my car for 20 minutes arguing with myself
'cause I thought that if I came up here,
you was just gonna hurt me all over again.
And even if you didn't show up,
I would stay here all night long just to feel close to you.
Trey, you broke me.
Not because you lied, not because you cheated,
because you left me to carry this love all by myself
while I was drowning in it.
I never meant to hurt you, Mya.
Just I never been loved like that.
The kind of love that sees you and still stays.
So I panicked, baby.
I panicked and I let my past talk me outta the best thing
that has ever happened to me.
Trey, you told me you were different,
said you were safe
and I still ended up in the same pain.
And I hate myself for that, Mya.
But baby, I promise you if you give me another chance,
I will love you out loud.
Not in secret,
not scared,
but out loud.
You ain't perfect.
You're messy.
You're mouthy, you're stubborn as hell.
But you're mine if you'll still have me.
I didn't come here to hear pretty words, Trey.
Then let me show you
in presence,
in action every day.
Not just in moments like these,
but even when shit starts to get a little real or boring.
My heart still beats loud for you, Trey,
even when my mind told me to walk away.
Just stay.
I'm not going nowhere no more.
Now shut up and kiss me.
It's funny how love doesn't leave loud.
It lingers in the way he used to hold me without asking.
And the way his eyes would quiet all the noise in my head,
I tried to forget, tried to erase him from my prayers,
his scent from my pillow,
from the space on the couch where his hoodie still lives.
But peace got a memory too.
And mine keeps whispering his name in the stillness.
It wasn't perfect. He stumbled.
He hid things he should have said.
But love ain't the absence of mistakes.
It's the presence of growth after them.
I told myself I wouldn't go back
that if he couldn't love me right the first time,
he didn't deserve a second.
But what if this ain't going back?
What if this time I'm meeting him
where he finally found himself?
So I'm not running, I'm not begging.
I'm not losing myself to prove a point.
I'm showing up because this time
he's ready and so am I.
Mm-hmm.
Shit.
I don't know why bro trusted you the way he did.
I always told him you was a fucking snake.
But I guess he had to see skin shed for himself.
And even though I almost cost my brother his life,
he still refused to turn back
to the same old traitor he used to be.
Nigga even told me to let you go
and let the universe deal with you.
The thing with that, nigga,
that shit taking way too long for me.
Nigga, I never liked you.
I swear I should have killed your bitch ass
when I had the chance.
You know what your problem is?
Nigga, you talk too fucking much.
Nigga, shut the fuck up and do what you came here to do.
I swear to God, nigga, if you let me live,
I'm killing you and the one you love.
♪ I love my shorty ♪
♪ Late nights riding with my shorty ♪
♪ Told her if I'm gone don't let these streets ignore me ♪
♪ She shaking, can't breathe ♪
♪ Mascara a mess, red stains on her shirt ♪
♪ From the weight of the stress ♪
♪ Everybody solid 'til the pressure applies ♪
♪ Two choices get heavy and somebody decide ♪
♪ Lord, see cheap everybody bend ♪
♪ When survival involved that's when morals end ♪
♪ Blood on the lawn, stains on my hands ♪
♪ Trusted my brother, he turned to a man I don't understand ♪
♪ Heart full of pain, truth for the lies ♪
♪ She said she stable, she froze when the moment arise ♪
♪ Blood on the floor, tears in the rain ♪
♪ Tired of singing songs when the real one falls to the pain ♪
♪ I gave them my soul, they wanted my life ♪
♪ End of the movie, this credit's a ghost in the night ♪
♪ I watched envy grow in niggas I raised ♪
♪ Same ones I helped now moving away ♪
♪ They say it's business when lines get crossed up ♪
♪ But if feel personal when you feel that loss ♪
♪ Yeah, time slows down ♪
♪ Whole world went still ♪
♪ Eyes wide open couldn't change what it is ♪
♪ He look me dead in my face, damn man ♪
♪ That betrayal hit deeper than any pain ♪
♪ Shorty screaming telling me stay ♪
♪ My body feel weak but my mind still awake ♪
♪ If this the end, let 'em know the name ♪
♪ I tried to escape this unforgiving game ♪
♪ These streets don't love you back ♪
♪ They pretend promise you glory and show you the end ♪
♪ Everybody want to shine ♪
♪ Nobody want to fall to mirrors on wall ♪
♪ And candles involved, no, no ♪
♪ Blood on the lawn, stains on my soul ♪
♪ These streets taught me hustle ♪
♪ Never let go ♪
♪ Heartbeat fading, yeah ♪
♪ Am I getting cold ♪
♪ If I don't make it home, tell my stories, bro ♪
♪ Blood on the lawn, end of the fight ♪
♪ Smoking to hell, why they whispering my name ♪
♪ Lights stay out, the screen go black ♪
♪ This for every real one that ain't coming back ♪
Some stories don't get closure.
It's true.
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