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Previously, on the summer, I turned pretty.

Susanna told me that when I was born, she knew I was destined for one of her boys.

Conrad or Jeremiah.

Why did you throw it all away?

I thought that we loved each other.

We did.

You're my best friend.

So, the times I wanted to be smart.

I was just waiting.

Isabel Conkel, will you marry me?

Yes.

Is this a joke?

Don't marry him.

You and me, look me in the eyes and tell me you don't still love him.

Jeremiah, I love you.

It's not what I got.

Spelly and Conrad, all their epic, infinity, soulmate shit.

We're high functioning.

Compared to them.

We keep coming back to each other.

It feels like it's never really over.

Like, what if it doesn't work?

Where are you?

I'm in Paris.

House belly.

Do you think that she would even want it?

You're for me.

You're gonna have to risk finding out for yourself.

Art of me always believes that we would find our way back to each other.

Do what you have to do.

Don't expect me to be okay with it, but don't fucking waste it either.

Conrad.

Surprise.

Give me a hug.

Come here.

Hey.

I like your hair.

Thanks.

What are you even doing here?

Yeah.

Sorry.

It was... sort of a last minute thing.

I have a conference of Brussels.

It turns out.

Brussels is a quick train from Paris.

So... I thought it's your birthday.

Remember this tomorrow?

No, yes.

I know that.

I just... The conference starts tomorrow.

I thought that I'd try and catch you.

Take a train to Brussels later.

You probably have a ton of plans.

Yeah, yeah, and I do.

No worries.

I just showed up at your doorstep.

So... Well, um, what times your train?

They run all day.

I was just gonna... gonna take the last one.

And if I didn't catch you, I was gonna see some sights walk around.

So it's no trouble.

Well, I have plans at eight, but, um... I can hang out with you until then.

Yeah?

Yeah.

It'll be fun to play tourist again.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It'll be amazing.

Great.

Yeah.

Um, let me just drop your bag in my apartment.

And then we can go.

Okay.

We're here.

I'll be right back.

Hey.

What the fuck are you doing?

Just play tour guide for a few hours.

And then send him on his way.

Hey.

Hey.

How long have you been up?

Um... Five.

Jeez.

Yikes.

You know, I've got four courses to prep for.

30 people expecting Boston's hottest up-and-coming chef.

So... I think actually based on Taylor's new TikTok.

You are now the sexiest new chef alive.

What I let her talk me into this...

because when you crush it, every five-star in town

will be begging you to be there in Baltimore, Jay.

Hey, you know what a guardman J is?

No.

I do not.

Hey.

Do you mind, um, grabbing that?

Conrad says good luck tonight.

Seeing Brussels?

No.

Um, he's in Paris.

With Billy.

No shit.

Yeah.

Shit.

He called me last night from the airport.

Um... Not to be all up in your bed.

business.

My business has been living in your spare room for the last six months.

I think we're good.

Okay.

Okay.

What are you good?

Uh, yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I think the anticipation was the worst part.

But... Now that the Billy Conrad reunion is finally happening... it's not that bad.

Hey.

Could this be progress?

No.

Also, hey, no, put it down.

No, it's not for you.

It's one.

Only one.

Oh, hey, I would mean to tell you.

I found this in your couch.

We have a couch.

Yeah, you hate that couch.

You're always complaining about how when you work on it, your back hurts.

Oh, shit.

You're sick of me living here aren't you?

No.

Oh, and here I am picking out furniture for your apartment like an asshole.

No, Jay, that stopped.

It's not it.

I'm moving to California in a month.

What?

I know.

Steven and I finally got our seed funding a lot of it.

And it's contingent on us moving to San Francisco.

But don't worry.

Okay.

I was not about to leave you a high-end dry.

Denise, I'm so excited for you.

You earned it.

You look so hard.

Thank you.

Oh, my God.

Taylor must be pissed.

Okay.

Actually, Conclin has not told her about moving to San Francisco yet.

So keep your mouth shut today, please.

What?

Sorry, wait.

What did you just say?

I'm gonna kill Taylor, please.

Oh, also.

I just found out that the bar for tonight has a leak and it's completely flooded.

I guess everything's just formed.

It's just fucked.

Taylor, please wait.

I'm sorry.

What do you want to see after this?

All the way.

The Eiffel Tower, right?

Sure.

Nice views.

There's something else we could do, um, pongliches or Jim Morrison is buried?

Yeah, that sounds great.

Yeah.

I... I've spent a lot of time imagining your life here.

And I guess... I don't know.

I'll do anything.

But I wish that I could see Paris the way that you do.

I know where I'm gonna take you.

Where?

You'll see.

Where?

Okay, I literally just moved to Boston for stupid ass.

Like, I started a new job and now he thinks that I'm

just gonna, like, up and moved to California in my life.

He hasn't said that.

He hasn't said shit.

So you think that he just wants to break up with me?

Is that your opinion?

Don't you tell me it's not that... Hey, I've said 20 places in Nada.

So, have you two had any luck on a venue?

No, we've been a little preoccupied.

We will find something.

First, I'm just trying to figure out why my

boyfriend is stealth moving across the country.

No.

First, I need to start the stock and marinate the

lamb so it times out perfectly with the scallop prep.

But none of this matters if we don't have a place for people to eat.

No, I'm sorry.

I know.

I mean, maybe we just call it off.

No.

No.

No.

Wait.

What about that disgustingly beautiful house of yours on the water?

That's the perfect vibe.

I don't know.

People will gag at the views, plus it has a huge kitchen.

I haven't been back there since... Sure.

If you're not ready to go there, we'll find somewhere else.

No.

No.

Denise, you're right.

It'll be good for me.

It'll be good for the dinner.

I'll start packing.

Okay.

Okay.

So let's talk, Steven really quickly.

You need to talk to Steve.

Okay.

I'm going to talk to that.

Okay.

All right.

Actually, let's just hold on for 24 hours, please.

This is a big night for Jerry and I just... But this is a huge night for me too.

If I pull this off, my boss will have to let me run point on one of our promo

campaigns and all I have to do is just have to figure out how to transport all

these food influencers to cousins and reroute the food

delivery truck and the rental equipment and the weights down.

Okay.

Okay.

Hi.

Hey.

You got this.

I will help you.

Now you're right.

I'm calm.

I am focused.

Okay.

Like a fucking laser and we're just going to do it.

Are we allowed up here?

It's pretty incredible, huh?

Yeah.

You come here a lot?

I used to.

When I first got here and I was still figuring

everything out, there were a lot of hours in the day.

And the manager of the bar that I work at, her name is Selene.

She used to work in this building and she's the one who told me about this rooftop.

And I don't know.

There was just something about seeing Paris from up here.

I'll lay it out.

It just made things start to click for me.

The way it all just beautifully comes together.

Just in awe of it.

It's like the human body.

If you try and make sense of it, organ by organ.

It's a syssophian task.

It's overwhelming.

But if you're able to take a step back and look at it as a whole and see how the body

works together in concert, suddenly it makes sense.

and it's fucking miraculous.

That's not at all what you meant.

No, yeah.

Oh, okay.

Yeah.

For a second.

It sounded like... Like a geek.

Like ten-year-old you.

You seem very comfortable here.

In Paris.

Can I feel that way?

Now... Took me a year today.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, I used to have to psych myself up to

leave my apartment to do the simplest tasks.

Like what?

Like... What?

Like trying to find laundry detergent at the Monopree?

I didn't know which one was laundry and which one was dish soap.

Mm-hmm.

It's harder than it seems.

And I had to ask someone.

And they couldn't understand my pronunciation of lessies.

Sounds pretty good to me.

How about you don't know what good French sounds like?

Yeah, there's just so many times where I felt like such an idiot.

But then one day I came up here to watch the sunrise.

And I remembered that thing that you said about the first time you said the Pacific.

You remember that?

You said that it felt like you were standing on another planet.

Like anything was possible.

Paris has become that for me.

It was really hard.

But I suck it out.

And now I get to live in the most beautiful city in the world.

I knew you could do it.

Yeah, how did you know?

Oh, come on.

What did our moms call you?

They called you a fair lallie cat.

I don't think that was intended to be compliment.

It was.

You've always been scrappy.

You've never been one to back down from a challenge.

You are competitive, especially when it comes to competing with yourself.

Mm-hmm.

Paris never stood a chance.

Do you want to come with me tonight?

Like if there's a, a later train.

Yeah, there's, there's a late train.

I, I, I don't want to intrude on.

Wouldn't be an intrusion.

Just some friends throwing me a little pre-birth day dinner.

Oh.

Yeah, you should come.

It'll be fun.

And it'll be nice to have an old friend there.

Are you sure?

I... Yeah.

Um, hey, how does this look?

Um, can you raise it up a little bit?

It needs to go lower.

Hey, hey, I need you to try this real quick.

Yeah.

Can't believe you got Denise doing the shit work for you.

Babe, I'm pretty sure she's doing it for you.

Yeah, well, everything looks great.

Okay.

Guess this is up to me now and I'll fuck anything up.

Mm-hmm.

How's this?

Perfection.

You didn't even get any of the basil wheel on it.

Okay.

I don't know what you want, Chair.

It tastes like cold tomato soup.

It's good.

I got everything.

Oh, sorry.

Hey, babe.

Hi.

Hey, Denise, can I help you help in the mudroom?

Yeah.

Sure.

Thank you for doing all of this.

Oh, my God.

Oh, of course, baby.

I don't know how much you want to impress your boss.

Yeah.

You're important it is to you.

Yeah, and work is everything, right?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Um, no, this looks great.

I'm so glad that you think so.

You know what I realized?

I have been spending so much time on this pop-up dinner that, like, I haven't even

thought about different ways that we could make our apartment hours.

Like, like, more homey, you know?

Oh, okay.

Yeah.

Yeah, I was thinking we should paint the living room.

That's just okay.

Sure.

Um, I also think we should get a cat.

Cat.

Yeah, Lucinda would never let me get one because she thinks that, like,

cats are spiteful, like, I think you and I would make great cat parents.

We'd raise our kitten if you'd just, like, an angel.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah, absolutely.

Let's maybe just, you know, take a beat on that thing.

Yeah, take a beat and dick.

What do you... Listen, oh, my God.

Okay.

If it's not important, you... Okay.

Let's get cat.

I just think that maybe we're not ready to learn.

Okay.

I can't with you right now.

I just lost my entire way of stuff.

What the hell?

Just a few minutes of promise.

You're good.

Take your time.

Hey.

It's a really great apartment.

Thanks.

I inherited it from my friend Gemma.

You'll meet her tonight.

Mm-hmm.

Compared to my old place, it's like Versailles.

I'm excited to meet all your friends.

You look really beautiful.

Thank you.

You look good.

I found it.

You're a good one.

You're a good one.

You're a good one.

You're a good one.

You're a good one.

Oh, we should go.

You know what I look okay?

Yeah.

Now we can go.

Hey, how are you?

Hi, how are you?

Hi, are you?

Hey, come on, see you.

Hey, thank you.

Good to meet you.

This is your entire Luna, the first time I've done it.

Thank you so much for watching.

Guys, this is Conrad from home.

Conrad, these are my friends, Gemma and Max.

Nice meeting you.

Here, come on.

You can be mad.

Is that bad?

I am excited.

Can't think of it.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

You're very beautiful.

Thank you.

I'll come, this is the new topic.

Hey, nice to meet you man.

Nice to meet you too.

We've heard everything about you.

You're like a legend in Paris.

Nice and kind.

What's the debut?

I am a bcave.

Hey, got your present.

Come, come, come.

Come here, thank you.

So how was your journey?

Yeah, it was all right, it was all right.

So how you all know is about?

She saved my life one of us now.

Is there any?

Yeah.

And then we went Raven.

And the rest is history.

Yeah.

But most important question do you like why?

I love why.

Oh, it's my last.

Yeah, thank you.

Oh, thank you.

You see more, more, more.

Thank you.

I'm coming.

See you.

See you once again.

Sorry.

Bye.

Bye.

Park.

All right.

Thank you for coming.

Thank you.

You know, come on.

I think it was quite romantic.

What you did.

I came in here and loved it.

It's about moments before she's about to marry your brother.

Did anything that was fucked up, time ago?

To be fair, I didn't start the conversation thinking

that I was going to declare my love for her.

I think my brother might disagree with you on that one.

It's like something out of a movie.

Have the people looking at the screen, screaming, do it, do it, do it, do it.

Don't do it!

Don't do it!

Yes, in the movie he's the villain.

No, God.

If anyone was the villain, it was me.

Why haven't we asked the question we should all be asking?

What are you doing here in Paris?

He's got a conference in Brussels, so Paris is so close.

It's not that close.

It's an hour and a half.

Pack it in many of.

What?

Are there no direct flights from California to Brussels?

It doesn't make any sense.

No, you're right.

I changed my flight.

I really wanted to see her.

I don't mind my name too.

It's just all two that were Isabel dumped him.

You were careful with my feelings.

It's only been six weeks.

I wanted to take Isabel to Mexico with me to

meet my grandmother, but she shot me down.

Well, you'll always be the boy who taught me how to ride a scooter.

Oh, no.

Hey, I'll always be the boy who taught you how to ride a bike.

No, I didn't come to Paris because it's close to Brussels.

I came here because every year we would spend

Isabel's birthday at our summer house in cousins.

And she's here now.

So I thought I'd bring a little piece of cousins to her.

Okay, so the good news is I got your frat bros to sub in his waders.

Great.

Great.

The bad news is the seafood guy fucked up the order.

So there's no scallops, just oysters.

What am I supposed to do with oysters?

Um, cook them.

I'm not going to cook them.

Okay.

Okay.

I'll just, I'll serve them.

I'll serve them raw with it with a watermelon mini net.

I don't know.

Beautiful.

It sounds so good.

Um, the other thing is that the rental company

forgot the dessert ramekins forgot seriously.

Yeah, but it's not a crisis.

Wow.

Totally not a crisis.

Like I'll just go into town and try and find some.

You know, hopefully have some.

And don't it sound?

Let me help you, baby.

I'll come with you.

No, I'll do it by myself.

I don't be really good practice.

Am I imagining things or is Taylor acting like psychotic today?

She knows about San Francisco.

Okay.

What?

Yeah.

And she's pissed.

Okay.

I gotta go talk to her then.

Yeah, you can do that, but outside.

Not in here, please.

Um, that time?

Only if it's more bad news.

Yeah, it might be.

Dad, you're here.

A kid.

Surprise.

Guess my invitation got lost in the mail.

I had just, uh, I didn't think it's just not that big of a deal.

It's a dinner.

Well, Laurel made it sound like a pretty big deal and she told me about it.

I brought champagne from my wedding.

Yeah, I didn't want to go to waste.

That's very kind of you, Adam.

Why don't you take it around back?

Not in the kitchen?

No, sorry.

Kitchen is off limits to guests.

I'll see you back there.

Corey.

It is my house.

Yeah.

So fucks.

I mean, this dinner's falling apart and now my dad's here to watch a blow to my face.

It's gonna be fine.

No, I'm just... I never should have come back here.

You know, being in this house again makes me feel like the

same loser I was when I walked out that door last summer.

Places just cursed.

Maybe I should just call the whole thing off.

Okay, no.

Do not talk like that.

All right, Jeremiah, I've been watching you work your ass off for months.

All to get here to this moment, okay?

So do not let the past take that away from you.

Shit, don't let the past take this place away from you, okay?

This house is too nice.

You got a pool for God's sake.

Yeah, yeah, the pool is kind of nice.

Yeah, it is.

Sorry.

Nice.

Yeah.

I'm glad we met.

Yeah, you got this killer, okay?

Okay.

Okay.

Nope.

Is that way?

Yep, thank you.

Got it.

Yep.

Open my neck.

All right.

Oh.

And I told me, yeah, because you always locked my neck.

Oh, my God.

Beautiful.

Okay, I will.

All right, where's my present?

I'm joking.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Okay.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

So... the need out of it.

Not your boyfriend.

I never said he was.

If I could sit in there and want to mess with white men.

Do you memorize every little thing I've ever seen?

Is that?

Yeah.

So... no, Kaylee tonight.

Oh, well... she left me so... no, Kaylee ever?

Oh, I'm sorry, man.

No, that was the breaks.

You, uh, seen anyone?

I'd not at the moment.

No.

I mean, you're not getting any.

I knew you guys would flame out.

We should go on to single screws.

I highly don't single screws is her even a thing anymore.

Oh, they are.

Apparently they're 24-7 all you can drink fuckfasts.

Sick.

I'm telling you that, Bob, and a little two piece in the Caribbean sun?

You.

Laurel.

You do well.

You are so gross.

No wonder Jeremiah didn't invite you.

She's mean.

I'm getting a refill.

What?

I was joking.

I am glad he showed up, though.

At least he's trying.

It's nice to be with everyone again.

Yeah.

But I miss Belly.

Yeah, can you believe our little girl turns 20 too long?

Remember that summer she turned three?

She massacred that cake and then it was frosting everywhere.

Hi!

Uh, would you like a glass of the, um... something... something French?

Sure.

Thank you.

Okay.

Alright.

I love-li.

tell me when?

Just a little more.

Just a little.

Here you go.

That's great.

Alright and you?

I don't know if you can.

Alright.

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serveuld livebe that our children stand here.

To Dog of Sh Do you remember earlier when I said that

I wanted to bring a little piece of cousins to you?

So you did get me a gift?

Kind of.

I collected this.

When we were back for the 4th of July, a few years back at summer.

Yeah, I remember that 4th.

Yeah.

I knew that I wasn't gonna be back for a long time.

And so whenever I really miss home, I take this out.

And it makes me feel closer to everybody.

And I thought, since... I don't know, since you won't be back for a while,

that you might want to have it.

Thank you.

Baby, come on, call me back, please.

Is that thing that's gonna keep going off?

Yes, seeing that I'm doing 500 things at once?

Yeah, probably.

Just keep stirring things.

I am not stuck.

Why is this better?

I have not.

Sure, Ramakins.

Thank you.

Baby, you're back.

You look so nice.

I know you're pissed.

I'm not pissed.

Why aren't you pissed?

Did you do something?

Like make a major life decision without telling me.

You know, you look, I thought the things were like really clicking with us.

I felt good about her.

They weren't.

No, no, no, no.

They are.

They are.

We're clicking.

We're clicking.

We're clicking.

We are clicking.

We're amazing.

Yeah, I mean, we're so amazing that you're gonna move 3,000 miles away without it.

I never said that.

Okay, no.

I must admit it's the part where you ask me to come with you.

I already made you move to Boston.

First of all, you didn't make... Nobody makes me do anything.

Okay, yes, I'm sorry.

Okay, I'm just saying.

How can I ask you to do this?

Move to California for me.

Oh, my God, God forbid.

Things didn't work out.

Yeah, okay, so thank you.

So you don't think things are gonna work out.

I didn't mean to do that.

No, it's really good to know that.

So I don't waste it.

No, I didn't mean to like that.

That's not what I did.

That's what I did.

That's what I did.

Hey, guys.

Look, I love you to dance, but for the love of God, get out of my kitchen.

Sorry, sorry.

Sorry, sir.

Baby, please.

It's not what I'm... I don't know where I'm going to work out.

It's not what I'm going to do.

It's not what I'm going to do.

It's not what I'm going to do.

It's not what I'm going to do.

It's not what I'm going to do.

Can we talk about this?

And for real, please?

I just don't understand the way you wouldn't tell me.

Ted, I don't even know what to tell you.

I'm not even sure I'm going to say yes.

I mean, any of you, of course you're saying yes.

This is your dream.

Not to mention, Denise will kill you.

You fucked this up first.

Yes, okay.

Ted, living with you, being with you, that's my dream, too.

Okay, but if that's true, then...

Like, why wouldn't you just ask me to come with you?

Be honest.

Are you thought I'd pull a tailor and freak out?

No, Ted, no.

Look, if you asked me a year ago to move across

the country with you, I would've lost it.

Completely.

I am probably blown us up again.

But I'm not scared of us anymore.

I am scared of you not knowing that.

Okay.

It's not that, Ted.

I... I don't want you to have to give up anything for me.

Okay.

I watched you do it for Lucinda.

And I just don't... I don't want to be the person that's holding you back.

Yeah, but you're not holding me back, dummy.

I want to be with you.

I mean, you know, I also want to be the baddest bitch in VR.

But I have just to give a shot of doing that in San Francisco as I do in Boston.

Better.

Okay, but... What?

What do you... I mean, you really just pack up and move to California for me?

I mean... Not for you.

With you.

I think if that's what you want.

No, Ted, I love you.

I love you so fucking much.

Okay, I can't... Like imagine what my life would be like without you.

I feel like fate.

I think I can see it.

I meant to be careful.

I feel like this is unconventional.

Oh my god, oh my god.

We're moving to California.

Wow.

Wow.

Is this crazy?

Yes.

Yes.

I don't know, though.

I don't know.

So, where's the good app?

Well, I could... Why would you open your mouth and say that?

Did you

have a good birthday, felli?

Do you want me to clear?

Is it about now?

No.

No.

No.

I want you to call me belly.

And it was a pre-birth day.

I have only been 22 for about an hour and a half.

But yes, it was a very good birthday.

It was perfect.

Can I admit something here?

Before I came here, I thought that you might be hiding out.

Like, maybe you were punishing yourself.

For everything that happened.

Like, you'd sent yourself in the exile.

And not because I thought you deserved that.

But more because that's kind of what I was doing for a long time.

And maybe a part of me wanted to believe that this was temporary.

That he would just forgive yourself and come home.

All right.

And no, I know.

It's totally on days.

I get that.

You're not hiding out.

You have made this amazing life for yourself.

And I'm just happy I got to see it.

Me, too.

You know, I'm all wrong.

Well, I think I was kind of hiding out at first.

It was really hard and really lonely.

And I guess I kind of did think that I deserved that.

No, you're not the villain, right?

Come on.

We both know I am.

I came between you and Jerry.

I broke your family.

We all broke it.

It was not on you to keep our family together.

We were kids.

We weren't trying to hurt each other.

And I can guarantee you.

That whatever promise is we made back then.

Nobody would hold you to them today.

Let me just speak for myself.

I won't.

Jerry knows I'm here.

And he's okay with that?

I don't know.

He said good luck.

Like, good luck.

I like.

Good luck.

There's a full moon tonight.

I like being under the same moon as you again.

Billy, I... I want to take you to one more place.

One.

There.

They're looking.

They're dispatchables clean out there.

Awesome.

You good?

Yeah.

About to be better.

Just a trial run on the desserts.

So if it doesn't go well, I'm going to send you to go get Twinkies.

Oh, it'll be fine.

Okay.

How about... You're going to be the taste taster.

Ready?

Okay.

All right.

Wow.

What's up, this?

All right.

And here you go.

Okay.

Oh, look at that.

How is it?

Oh, my God.

This is amazing.

Really?

Seriously.

It's so good.

Oh, my God.

Cool, but it'll be an awesome platform trip.

There's incredible, dude.

Oh, it was my momma here to see this.

Well, Adam seems pretty impressed.

Yeah, well, making cake isn't exactly saving lives.

Oh, my God.

So the eldest boy is in med school.

So I'm gonna call a whambial in Jesus.

No, honestly, I barely know the guy.

But from what I've seen, your brother's pretty annoying.

Why are you just gonna be like, oh, yeah, that's Dr. Fisher, do you?

Oh, for the rest of his life.

Like, big what?

I saw you at my rehearsal dinner eating a very weird about his clinical rotations.

They're just as obsessed with him as everyone else.

Okay, no, dude, you are the one who is obsessed with him.

And I don't know why you're a fucking 10.

I'm a 10.

Oh, my God.

Okay, please don't pretend that you don't know your gorgeous.

All right, you're basically a model.

Oh, so I saw Taylor and Stephen out on the dock.

It's a place to say I think she's going to SF with him.

Yeah.

Yeah, I've never doubted it.

Oh, I know you're gonna miss them.

That must suck.

Yeah, I've never really been alone.

I've always been scared of that feeling.

You know, after Billie and I got engaged, she

told me she wasn't going to Paris anymore.

Deep down, I knew she really wanted to, but she gave up on that for me.

And I let her just because I didn't want to be alone.

Anyway, I think it'll be good being on my own.

Yeah, and you won't have an anal retentive roommate to put up with any more.

So it's pretty good.

Okay, shut up.

You know I'm gonna miss you.

No, you are.

A lot.

And now I'm kind of kicking myself or not.

No.

Yes.

Oh, sorry.

Sorry, was that not okay?

Well, you can't believe the kissing never meet me.

No, I can't believe no baby is kissing me.

Thank you.

Thank you, everybody.

I just wanted to thank you all for coming tonight.

I love getting the chance to cook for you all many for the first time.

But hopefully, not the last.

Oh, good.

Yeah, I got one.

Cheers.

Cheers.

Cheers.

This is so good.

Hey, Jer.

Can we talk for a minute?

I kind of got to work on the desserts.

Please.

Why don't I get invited to your big night?

I'm guessing you're still mad that I cut you off.

I get it, Dad.

You think I'm a fuck up.

And maybe I was.

But not anymore.

Do you think that's how I see you?

I'm so proud of what you pulled off tonight.

Okay?

But I'm not surprised.

I mean, I've always known what you're capable of.

I've always been proud of you.

I thought that went without saying.

I guess I should have said so.

Brody.

Thanks, Dad.

All right.

Don't stay inside too long, huh?

Okay.

People want to see your face.

You got it.

This one.

Here we are.

Isn't it so pretty?

I mean, look at the way that the light hits the water.

It's like magic.

It is.

Brother would you dance with me?

Do you remember the last time we danced?

Not my finest moment.

I was such a brat about it.

I had envisioned, like, this perfect prom movie.

You know, we danced for hours and go back to the hotel.

And... Yes, Conrad.

Have sex.

Instead.

Instead, I held it you in the rain, ran off like a little bitch.

You know, I'm not from her member.

It's pretty unforgettable.

Oh.

Almost as unforgettable as you telling me to fuck off at my mom's funeral.

I said, go to hell.

Not fuck off.

That makes it a lot better.

I don't feel like a million years ago.

You know, for a while.

Your letters kept me going.

However, I was lonely or...

I was home.

I was just sitting reading.

I remember them over and over and over.

Why don't I take you so long to write me back?

Because I had to move on.

I had to, like, over the past and I couldn't do that if I was told.

to hang on to you.

Yeah, have you moved on?

I'll take your moments.

In your garden room.

They got no idea about me and you.

There is an indentation.

In the shape of you.

Major mark on me.

A golden die too.

I won't.

It's a patience, bining.

And it's a patience, my hands are shaking.

I'm holding back from your back.

I love this silence.

It's a patience, bining.

It's a patience, bining.

It's a patience, bining.

It's a patience, bining.

It's a patience, bining.

It's a patience, bining.

I'm not even going to try.

And if I get burned, at least we were electrified.

I'm spilling wine in a vista.

You kiss my face and we're both drunk.

Everyone thinks that they know us.

But they know nothing about all of this silence.

It's a patience, bining.

And it's a patience, my hands are shaking.

I'm holding back from your back.

I love this silence.

It's a patience, bining.

It does really weigh in my hands.

It's shaking from all this.

Ah!

I'm leaving everything just out.

I don't want you like a best friend.

Oh, my love is just so you can take it off.

Take it off.

You can see the best of me.

Last back to my mistakes.

My breath of my earthquakes.

Even in my worst life.

You saw the truth in me.

And I woke up just in.

Now I wake up by your side.

My one and only my life line.

Now I wake up just in.

Now I wake up by your side.

My handshake can't explain this.

I don't want you to let go of my spine.

You know, I... I... I used to wish for you every birthday.

Thanks, they're gonna be forever.

It's probably everybody back home wishing you a happy birthday.

Yeah.

Oh, my God, it's... it's 4am.

What time it needs to be in Brussels for the conference tomorrow?

Well, I was...

thinking... the first day has really just opened up

your marks and welcomed you in seconds to get it.

Got a more name.

No, no.

I mean, you can't just change your plans for me.

Yeah, it's like, you know, I'm not gonna change my plans for you.

Yeah, I wouldn't expect you to.

Okay, good.

So... I have a life here.

I know.

I totally get that.

Good.

Where are you going?

I used to be.

I don't want to get to use your... your med school, you get it.

Yeah.

Yeah, of course.

I think it should be there for the first day.

What, uh... one's the next train.

The first one's, uh... I have five.

But... we could... still get breakfast, and I want to... have plenty of things.

No, I mean, I'm not really hungry.

So... Yeah.

No, I'll just take the... by the end.

Is everything okay?

Did I do something?

Kind of... what do you think is happening here?

I thought... you and I... You show up at my door... unannounced on my birthday.

Yes.

What even was your plan?

I didn't... I didn't have a plan.

I just... I thought I... I wanted to see you.

I wanted to tell you... Tell me what?

Then I love you.

And?

And I wanted... to know if... any part of you still left me.

You know, let me anymore.

I've always loved you.

That's the problem.

I think that's the problem.

How are we supposed to know if we love each other because we want to,

and not because we were told to?

You think that I love you because when I was six years

old, my mother thought that we should get married?

No.

That's not... that's not what I mean.

I just... I mean...

If your mom hadn't gotten sick again, would we have even gotten together?

You know, or would you just have gone off to football camp that summer?

I never looked twice at me.

Again.

You know... if we didn't lose Susanna... would it... lose so large for us?

What if... what if you only love me because that's

what your mom wanted and then your mom died?

That is not... why I love you.

Try it.

Everything.

Not to love you for the sake of care for the sake of...

I'm not dragging you down with me in my grief.

I have fought it.

Way before the summer that my mom got sick.

You've always been a precious person to me.

I have always cared about you.

And then at some point... I started to see you differently.

And that scared me because... I didn't want... things between us to change.

But the way that I feel about you... belly... has nothing to do with my mom.

If I met you for the first time tonight... I would love you.

Come on, Margaret.

I mean, how do you know that?

Because I've changed everything about myself and

the one thing that never changes is that I love you.

I called her and I... I wish that I could be as sure as you.

But I can't... I'm sorry.

I'm not.

I'm not trying to catch that dream.

I haven't hurt that belly.

All this time, I wanted to believe I changed.

That I'm not the same girl I was.

But I am still her.

And was that girl so bad?

She followed her heart no matter what.

And despite all her mistakes... I have to believe she's still worthy of love.

I still love her.

And I still love him.

I have brown hair and brown eyes and I will always love Conrad Fisher.

This is the second...

Conrad... I choose you with my own free will.

If there are infinite worlds... every version of me chooses you...

in every one of them.

I love him, belly.

I love you too.

I didn't go back that summer...

but eventually I did.

Nothing beats coming home after you've been gone a long, long time.

And just as it always had... the beach house held a million promises of summer.

And what just might be.