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No, it hurts.

Please stop it. Stop. No, no!

Get off me. Get off me!

♪ Lu-la-lu-la-lu ♪

♪ Il più grande amore ♪

♪ Sei tu

♪ T'ho dato un piccolo, piccolo ♪

♪ Bacio amor ♪

♪ Provando un piccolo, piccolo ♪

♪ Tuffo al cuor ♪

♪ È tutto un piccolo, piccolo ♪

♪ Sogno d'or ♪

♪ Il nostro piccolo, piccolo, ♪

♪ Piccolo grande amor

♪ La-la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la ♪

You won't remember a thing.

But I feel it. I can feel it.

I love going down on you.

What's wrong?

I've only been reading for mom roles lately.

Are you seriously thinking about work right now?

Like compliant, "Yes, dear" mom roles.

Well, the good news is that MILFs really turn me on.

Oh, so that's why you're always talking about your mother.

That's disgusting. What's wrong with you?

Hmm? Why do you make everything so weird?

I have some weird you'll like.

Found the perfect Valentine's Day gift you can get me.

- Oh, is that right? - Mm-hmm.

What do you got?

That.

You're into this kind of shit?

I don't know, I mean-- It'd be fun.

Yeah, yeah, it could be a lot of fun...

What are these?

Nothing, it's just my crowns.

Your crowns?

Oh, I get it.

My Queen.

Fuck me.

Breaking news. Fire crews racing to get

control of a fire near Idyllwild this morning.

We are now live in an area

where homes have burned.

This is an area where fire crews have been attacking

flair-ups all morning long. Could not control the fire

as it burned overnight,

scorching over 47,000 acres.

Hundreds of firefighters aggressively attacked

the fire on the ground.

Authorities now think this fire was intentionally set.

Hey, Rose, this is Georgie from Cindy Abram's office.

She may have an audition for you.

She wants to look at you in person, so stop by today.

Bring a head shot and resume.

Rose, Cindy's ready for you.

Thanks. It's, uh, Georgie, right?

I'm so glad you finally got the meeting.

Me too. Thanks for helping me get it.

Any tips?

Don't blink too much. She says it's condescending.

The blinking.

I've been popping these things since I quit smoking.

Do you smoke?

- Yeah. - Don't quit.

That's at least 15 pounds guaranteed.

Your resume, it's quite impressive.

If you were 21. Says here you're not 21.

It took time to build that resume.

- How would a 21-year-old-- - It is what it is. Okay?

I took the meeting. You're in the room.

Thank you.

You've got a look...

A sort of face.

I'm sitting here looking at it.

Maybe you could be something.

But I dunno. Do you think so?

Yes, I-I do.

It's the only thing I've been good at since I was little.

Either way, you're unbookable in three years... two years.

Close your mouth. You're gonna catch a fly.

Can you lose three pounds by Monday?

- This Monday? - Yep.

Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday.

Can you lose three pounds?

Yeah. Yes, of course.

Georgie has the sides. What's the part?

A thinner woman.

Maybe she's starving. I don't know.

No problem. Thank you so much.

Based on what you told me earlier,

we ran a couple tests.

I'm looking at your blood work, and there are traces of HCG,

which means it's not safe for you

- to lose any more weight. - Yeah.

Can you give me something for cramping?

It isn't safe because you're pregnant.

I'm infertile. I can't have kids.

That would have been on your chart.

I see lots of other things here.

Multiple traumas, uh, depression, anxiety.

I was 5. They cut me open. I can't have kids.

I had very invasive surgery when I was a little girl, okay?

Something went wrong, and I almost bled out.

It was terrifying.

Well, regardless of your story--

It's not a story. It's a fact.

It is a fact that you are pregnant.

If what you're telling me is true, you're a very lucky woman.

Congratulations. You're gonna have a little baby.

Hello, hello.

Hey. Uh. Do you-- Do you wanna come over?

Oh, my queen is thirsty. Huh?

It's actually serious.

I need to see you.

I hear you, but now is not the most awesome time for serious.

I've gotta memorize so many lines for my shoot tomorrow.

Travis, it's a TikTok.

Please, this is important.

I will see you in a couple of days.

Okay? You are my queen. But I got to feed the fans, baby.

I'm pregnant.

Hello?

Hi.

You must be Martha.

Travis told me to come.

Is Travis here?

Of course.

I just came to talk to Travis.

About?

Just about... what we're going to do.

I'm his mother.

You don't think that concerns me?

- Um... - Where's your mother, dear?

Uh... I don't know.

Oh, I see. Father?

Dead.

Dear God.

What do you want?

Nothing. I mean, it, it, it, was an accident.

Yes, accidents with Travis have a theme,

always involving some convoluted story

to unwrap his package.

Oh! You don't think you're the first breeder

we've had to deal with?

I just came to talk to Travis. Can I talk to Travis?

The thought of you swapping fluids with my Travis.

What's going on?

We had a family meeting, and we both think...

...that something like this with someone like you

could really kill a career.

For both of us.

Yeah. Um...

Doesn't have to be a big deal, I can just...

- make an appointment. - Oh, you already have one.

With my doctor. I'd like him to get in there

and provide feedback so that I can make an informed decision

about which road I'll take here.

Wh-Which road you'll take?

I wouldn't dream of telling you

what to do with your body, Rose. But the body inside of you,

that's a family affair.

You'll see Dr. Alan Rosenthal.

- Now? - Oh. He's brilliant...

And discreet.

My driver will take you.

Let me handle it, dear. Big decisions like this...

take life experience and self-knowledge.

Both of which you are lacking.

Can you come with me?

Rose, I-I like you a lot... as a friend.

You like me a lot as a friend?

That's all.

You got me pregnant.

No. She said I couldn't.

Rose.

I need to go to the bathroom.

Am I allowed to go to the bathroom?

Of course. You're no one's prisoner but your own.

It's down the hall, down the stairs and to the left.

Mother.

Fuck.

Hey, Rose.

Things are moving fast over here.

Cindy really needs your audition tape by tonight.

Please send it as soon as you can.

Yes, how may I help you?

Hi, um, I'd like to make an appointment to have, um--

for an abortion...

How does that work?

You'll have to come in to fill out some paperwork.

You'll be given a pill which can be taken on your own.

Okay, so I can't just, you know, come in and have it be done?

Not at this clinic.

You're going to experience painful cramping

and heavy bleeding. You'll want to be in a safe,

comfortable environment whilst recovering.

Do you know any places to stay nearby?

Um... I am from Idyllwild,

but I just haven't been for a really long time.

I'm sorry, but the fires have

almost every place in town evacuated.

Wait a moment, I just saw the vacancy sign come on

at the Crown Inn. I've been told it's a hidden gem.

She is first administered anesthesia

to minimize any memory of the grizzly event.

The surgeon will then insert the speculum

into the vaginal canal to provide a clear view

of the area of interest...

This will spread the walls of the cervix,

allowing the surgeon to access the deepest point of concern.

Next, forceps are utilized to manipulate

and divide the tissues within the patient.

With two opposing blades,

the instrument can grasp and manipulate vaginal tissue.

The procedure is performed to fix the broken body

of the broken young girl.

Sorry about that.

It's just so unimaginably hysterical!

Right. Yes.

How may we help you?

Are you--?

Am I?

No, nothing. Um, I heard there's a room.

Indeed, there is. Did you park in front?

Uh, yeah.

Tow-away zone. We'll valet it for you.

Complimentary with your stay.

Sid. My name is Sidney. I can help you carry your baggage.

No. It's fine. I don't need any help.

Oh, my mistake.

Right. Go ahead and sign here.

- What for? - It's very custom formalities.

Just to make sure the guests don't do anything crazy

or like, tear up their room or anything.

Oh.

Yeah. And, uh, another one there.

Good. And one last one there.

Good. Very good.

Oh!

Welcome to your stay.

What's that?

Pink Milk Tonic.

No thanks.

Oh.

You probably wouldn't like it.

Oh! You've received

a complimentary upgrade to a suite...

The Lovin' Oven.

The Lovin' Oven?

The Lovin' Oven...

Come on.

What's that doing in here?

Are you?

Oh.

It's from a previous guest, then.

I will remove it at once.

Travis?

Is it that you're crazy, Rose?

Is that it? Unbalanced? Broken, perhaps?

Running and hiding because it's what you know.

You know what? It's fine.

Such a heavy situation.

Um. What's the Wi-Fi?

Apologies, the Wi-Fi's only in the dining room.

But do take advantage of our spa.

It's downstairs at the end of the hall.

We're so happy to have you.

Um... key. I'll leave it at the door.

If you're gonna keep staring at me, at least tell me your name.

I'm Rose.

I'm Lillian.

Do you like this heat?

No, not really.

Then why are you in here?

I'm supposed to lose weight.

No, thanks.

I'm trying to quit too.

Sharp.

You got a boyfriend, Rose?

- Nope. - Mm-hmm.

Me either.

Looks like Valentine's Day is all ours.

What room are you staying in?

The Lovin' Oven. Aren't you a fancy pants?

What about you?

I'm in Seventh Heaven. We're neighbors.

Everything alright in there?

Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine.

It's just-- It's just cramps.

Menstruation is most painful when the moon is full.

Why is that?

Because she's at her most powerful

but also her most vulnerable.

Good luck with the weight loss.

Stop.

Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop.

Get off me! Stop.

Excuse me?

What?

An item's missing from my room.

That's very unlikely.

Well...

Has anyone been in my room?

Sid, just to tidy up.

I had some pages on the night stand,

and now they're gone.

Well, that sounds like trash, so it was probably thrown out.

What? You can't just throw out my things.

It has all my notes on it.

Well, there's recycling at the end of the hall.

Please don't send anyone into my room when I'm not there.

We'll leave you to your mess.

Sid?

I'm looking for my script.

Did you take it?

Sid, are you okay?

Sid?

Wow, Rose, you're a lot.

You been digging through the trash, fancy pants?

Uh... Yeah. I think Sid threw out my script.

Oh, so you're a Hollywood fancy pants?

The last girl that stayed in your room was Hollywood too.

Something bad happened to her.

What happened?

Stabbed. Right through the heart, they say.

It was a real bloody mess.

Well, did the police find out who did it?

The cops don't come here.

They think we're dramatic.

Our sadness will never go away.

But it can't hurt us anymore.

Our sadness will never go away.

Hey... um.

Glad your mom didn't pick up.

I'm not actually in town. I'm at this weird hotel.

Yeah, I'm sorry if it seemed like I lied to you.

Yeah, I just, I spent my whole life knowing that

I could never get pregnant, so...

I guess I'm just, um--

Maybe I'm not as broken as I thought I was.

Yeah. I just, I didn't...

didn't know I could do this.

Not that I'm... going to, but...

Yeah, I have a pill and...

Yeah, everything's gonna be fine.

Bye.

So... you do have a boyfriend?

Can you let me out?

And you're pregnant.

Please.

You have to push down.

Please!

Let me out!

Your body... - Let me out!

- ...is mine. - Let me out! Let me out!

Let me out!

Wake up, Rose.

The hills are on fire. We'll have to evacuate.

Or burn.

Oh, Rose.

Hmm... You can't stay in here tonight.

- What? - Too smoky.

You'll have to come stay at mine.

Oh. I-I think I'm good.

Well, then I'll bring over some indica

and some champagne.

Thanks, but um, I-I'm sober.

Rose...

I don't believe you.

So, is this Sid's?

Yeah, she has a ridiculous imagination. It's unhealthy.

We try to discourage it as much as possible.

What is it, like a pink Bible?

No, it's about this place.

About this hotel?

Yeah. Something like that.

Can I see it?

Just smoke it for now.

So, are you like a good actress? Hmm?

Yeah. Most of the time.

Why not all of the time?

I don't know. Sometimes it's forced.

If it feels forced, I can't fake it.

Just a life of... pretending.

What a miserable line of work.

No, I like it when, you know, I really get to do it

and actually tell a story.

Express myself.

And I think, you know, I keep playing these roles

that aren't written with any intrinsic value,

and it kind of makes me feel like I don't have any value.

Or maybe I already felt that way.

Yeah, I don't know.

I'm high.

Can I ask you a question?

Yeah.

Why are you here?

I guess I was just in a place...

...where there was nowhere else to go.

Well, you know, it can get pretty dark in here.

That's okay. I like the dark.

Really?

Yeah.

Prove it.

Why did you hurt it?

Nobody cares about your stories. They suck. Get over it.

But it's my favorite thing in the world.

Nobody's listening to you. Do you understand?

- Shut the fuck up and get out. - Whoa. Take it easy, huh?

I mean... are you okay?

Oh, please. She's fine.

You don't even listen to me either.

See?

Here, finish this.

Let's go, Sid.

Stop. Stop. Get off me. Stop.

Ow. It hurts. It hurts.

Get off me!

Stop! Stop!

I can feel it--

This pain is yours.

But that doesn't mean you have to feel it.

Hello?

Are you kidding me?

Cindy. Hi!

What time is it? - Where's the fucking tape?

Um, I'm sorry, I was trying to tap into it last night,

and I just want it to be special. It has to be special.

Are you gonna stop fucking around and do your job?

- Yeah. - If I don't find solid gold

in my inbox within the next hour,

this is the last time you're hearing from me.

Our sadness will never go away, but it can't hurt us anymore.

Now it leads us--

Now it leads us out of the dark.

The entire universe starts and ends with you now.

Our sadness will never go away.

Want some company?

I'm taping an audition. I can hear you mocking me next door.

Me? Mocking you? Wait!

Give me 10 minutes and I'll be done.

Careful, Rose.

What-- aren't you hurt?

That's a loaded question.

I'm just looking for my pink notebook that you stole.

Rose!

Turn that shit off.

Can I have some privacy? I have a ton of work--

Sidney! You're supposed to be in the kitchen.

I need to find my notebook.

Well, come on, then, darling. Up you go.

I'm working on something here.

Oh, it is a disgusting hot mess in here.

- It's the Lovin' Oven. - And now you're sweaty!

Have you eaten anything today? You really should eat something.

But not too much because your clothes won't fit.

Can you please do this somewhere else?

Ha, ha! I knew it. Were you hiding from me? Rose, was she?

You are a little liar, aren't you?

Take pill. What pill?

Hmm.

Rose, you're hiding something.

I'm just trying to do my audition.

Are you finally getting scared?

- What? - There's a fire, remember?

It's why you're drenched in sweat.

I'd think a fire would be a serious thing,

but you don't seem to care.

What am I supposed to do?

Hmm.

I'm sure you'll figure it out.

Our sadness will never go away. But it can't hurt us anymore.

Scrambled eggs. You really should eat something.

What? I don't want anything. Please take it away.

Travis.

Rose. - Fucking psychotic serpent.

- Aren't you a charmer? - Do you mind?

Your eggs have been discarded.

Yeah, I'm not here to eat.

Happy little cheerful, decent guy.

No, she is starving her way to the top.

- What's the soup of the day? - That'd be lentil, lentil soup.

It's always fucking lentil. Bring me one.

That looks disgusting.

- It's not so bad. - Cindy, hi.

Then you eat it.

Where's the fucking tape?

- It's, it's uploading right now. - I said eat it.

My Wi-Fi's spotty, but it's, uh, it's coming.

Go ahead.

I had a pink pill. I need that pill. Where is it?

Pink pill. Sounds fattening.

Did you take it?

I'm sure you took it and you just don't remember.

- I forget things all the time. - Stop fucking with me.

Did I say you could stop?

Isn't she gross?

Look at you. You're disgusting.

Listen, my mother is uh--

Tell her it's under control. I have it under control.

I know. Can you tell us where you are?

Please, I want to be there...

...with you.

Rose, this should not be a whole thing, okay?

Why are you being so dramatic?

Calm down, what is wrong with you?

...Are you okay?

Mom!

Sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, so sorry. No!

Look what you did, you little bitch.

Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

Where is she? Mommy, don't hurt me.

Where is she? Find her, Travis! Find her now!

Ow... ow!

Oh. You heard about the fire.

I had a pill, and now it's missing.

- That's impossible. - I have to call a doctor.

Well, why don't you, then?

'Cause my phone's been destroyed.

Oh. You do love a mess, don't you?

Can you just help me call a doctor?

Oh, is that the role you're playing?

- What? No, it's not a role. - No, it isn't.

It isn't a role you can take off when you feel like it,

because you put on this role, and then you play it forever.

All right, what's the number?

It's, um, Renaissance Clinic on Mary Avenue.

Can you look it up? Thank you.

Closed.

No, they can't be. I'll just go there.

Apologies, but your car is unavailable at this time.

- Unavailable? - It was struck by a golf cart.

- Look, just give me my keys-- - Sid is handling the repair.

Just give me my goddamn keys.

It is unsafe to drive in these conditions.

Can't you feel the heat rising?

The flames are closing in, and you're too scared to move.

Smoke catches in your throat. It stings your eyes.

Tears burn worse than the flames.

As you swallow, you can feel black ash

burn its way down into your womb.

Best to stay put for now.

Our sadness will never go away.

But it can't hurt us anymore.

Now it leads us out of the dark.

The entire universe starts and ends with you.

I stand in awe of the pain we've carried.

Not in fear. For the weight of this journey adorns us

like a sacred crown...

Follow me. Yield to the pull.

Allow the black hole to consume you.

For in its embrace lies not your demise.

But the transcendence of your being.

Hello?

Hello?

Wow. Just wow.

Brilliant... moving... beautiful.

Cindy?

You like the tape?

Dear Rose, looks like you get to live another day.

One of the best auditions I've ever seen.

- Really? - Truly.

Thank you.

Thank you!

Let's do what's next. I've got the full script for this.

I want to get it to you ASAP so you can be ahead of everything.

Great.

I think I can get them to accept your current weight.

Great...

I'll express the pages to you right now.

Has to be secure post, though. No e-mail allowed.

Um... Rose...

What's your address?

I'm not home right now.

I'm just away for a few days.

Not a problem. Just give me the address of where you are.

I'm in... Idyllwild.

Idyllwild. That's great.

At what address?

Um...

Tell me where you are, honey. Give me the address.

Rose.

Address, please.

Rose.

Rose.

Give me the address.

Don't get any closer.

Go away!

Everyone is looking for you, Rose.

Sid?

The crown appears in many forms.

She carries it with her everywhere

Sid.

All will be clear inside the Anemone Room.

But Ada’s pain looms large, with deep cold darkness all around.

It's all right.

Did she follow you?

Sometimes Lillian hides in the shadows

so she can find a way inside.

Sid...

where are we?

She wants to break me until I disappear.

She'll keep doing it over and over again.

She wants this place to be hers.

Whose place is it?

It's yours...

Can you take this off me?

This?

Please...

I don't want it anymore.

Yeah, sure.

You're okay.

It's so hard to keep believing.

I know.

Sid... How do we get out of here?

You wanna go?

Where?

Where can you go?

I thought you were listening to me.

Why aren't you listening to me?

Why aren't you listening to me?

Why won't anybody listen to me?

I can feel your fear.

It's everywhere.

The anesthesia may never wear off.

Look at what you've done to this place.

Look at it. It's just ruined.

Like you ruined me. You ruined me.

All you are...

is pain...

pain...

You broke me.

Can you even remember a time when you weren't?

Can you even remember...

She's so broken.

You won't remember a thing.

Mom! Mommy!

You won't remember a thing.

But I feel it. I can feel it.

This pain is yours.

Take it back.

Bye, Mom.

Rose, I know where you are.

You don't scare me.

What does, then?

Becoming someone like you.

Oh. And what am I? A concerned mother.

It's no surprise you haven't seen that before.

Your son hates you.

I want you to stay away from me.

Forever.

You're so small, Rose.

You're a tick.

Sid.

Come here.

It's okay...

Come on.

Make her feel it.

Drink with me.

Drink it.

It isn't pleasant to dwell in the past.

Drink it, it's your turn.

I don't want to.

Oh...!

Well, I said that it's your turn.

What are you doing?

How does it feel?

I don't want to feel it.

Eat it.

More. No.

That's remarkable.

The pain we carry.

Generations of it.

Doesn't it make you mad?

Yeah.

There you go.

I'm sorry.

It's okay, Rose.

Where is she?

- Where is she, Travis? - I don't know.

This is the address Cindy sent me to.

Where is she?

I don't know.

Where is she, Travis?

I don't know. Please don't be mad at me. Rose!

Find her, Travis!

- Rose! - Find her now!