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Everything is turning around. I feel like I have an helicopter in my head.

No, come. Oh, I feel like I'm going to throw up.

- No. - Yes. I am. Hold my head.

I want to separate.

I want to separate, Leandro.

- Hello. - I'm Carmen.

I'm Ramiro's mother.

Yes, yes, of course. Did you already know the house?

No. I never came.

Ramiro is not well and I wanted you to know that before you see her.

I leave your suitcase by the couch.

OK.

It's good that you came. Come in, Carmen.

Hi.

I am Pedro. Ramiro's partner.

Can I see him?

Of course. Come in.

- He looks very thin. - Yes.

He lost a lot of weight in the last few months.

- Can I go to the bathroom? - Yes. This way.

How are you?

I see you're down. You should think about something else, shouldn't you?

- Did you hear me? - Yes.

You can't go on like this, my friend. Come on.

No, Lu. I don't feel like having this conversation right now.

Hello, Dani.

How are you?

Have you seen Helga?

I need air.

Hello, Lean. It's Bea.

Today we are doing the blessingway.

Are you up to take some photos?

Juli is on her way. Are you coming with her?

Juli, Bea asked me to take some pictures on the blessingway.

I don't know what to do.

I think we should talk.

Shall we meet there? Will you call me?

I don't know. Well, you tell me.

I didn't think she was coming.

What do I do with her now?

Don't worry. I'll take care.

Will you take this to the table, sweethart?

How is my son?

He's not well.

We decided that it would be the best for Ramona to stay here with us.

Ramona?

Ramiro, Ramona.

We call him like this.

Sit down here and I'll bring you a cup of tea.

Excuse him. He was very nervous about meeting you.

It makes sense. I was a bit nervous to meet him too.

He's a very good boy.

It's beautiful to see how he takes care of Ramona.

They love each other very much.

- But he's to young. - Did you see?

I was surprised too...

because your son always dated much older guys...

until Pedro came along.

All I am is a shadow.

Do you know I feel that way sometimes with you?

Alexandre Dumas.

The Corsican Brothers.

No matter how far apart we are, we have the same body.

So that, whatever physical or mental impression one of us perceives...

it has an effect on the other.

That one belongs to Dumas. Not the previous one.

- Let's see. Stand here. - Here?

Perfect. Take that off.

Hi Juli, I'm going to Beatriz's

You're there, aren't you?

I’m so stupid.

Hi Lean, glad you could come.

- I texted you. - Yes, I saw it.

- How are you doing? - Me? Good. Getting used to it.

I miss you.

- Do the guys know? - No, I didn't tell them anything.

I don't think it's the right time.

I know how to give birth.

The way the women before me gave birth.

My mother. My grandmother.

My great-grandmother. And so on to the first woman.

My body knows how to give birth...

as it knows how to breathe,

digest, beget.

It is perfectly designed for it.

- I am the one who knows. - And the one who knows, whispers to me.

And the one who knows, whispers to me.

She rides the energy of contractions, as if it were ecstasy.

- She-wolf. - She-wolf.

Hyena... fox... cat...

Panther...

I find my female of power and I become her.

And so, being her... mammal... all-powerful.

I give birth.

Let's see how the tough guy dances.

- I won a dance contest. - Really?

- Yes. - Oh.

What's wrong Mario? That sad face.

Let's see you two standing there.

How cute.

He was always running, wherever he went.

He would run to school and run back.

He would run to the bathroom and to come out, he'd run too.

I don't know why if there was no hurry.

He played running. Always alone.

He would leave the house running through the field.

Sometimes he would play and raise his arms as if he wanted to fly.

He was beautiful.

Small, not shy at all.

Children grow up so fast that you don't notice.

And suddenly they're gone.

As soon as he could, he was gone.

It sounds coherent.

How crazy Ramona is, always running.

Yes. He might run so as not to stop.

Sometimes it hurts stopping.

- I did not throw him out. - You did nothing to hold him back.

It’s true...

and I regretted it all my life.

I'm going to see him.

I don't know if it's going to be good for Ramiro if I'm here.

She wants you to be here.

We called you because Ramona wanted to see you.

- It wasn't our idea. - Vero.

He's still sleeping. It woul'd be better if you see him tomorrow.

Of course. I'm not moving from here.

I miss his smell.

It's like I can't live without his body around.

It's horrible to know he's gone.

I can't go to sleep, if he's not there.

Well, how did you do when he slept at home?

He was alive...

and happy living in his own way.

Well Ana, I don't know, stop it. I don't know, live.

Break something. I don't know, but you're still.

Do something. We live and die and it's your turn to live now.

Listen, I need you to take these papers.

I have to wait for the next train.

They are bringing me more documents.

I'll catch up with you later, okay?

The guys are going to be waiting in the flat, in Vicente Lopez.

They'll be listening to Lause's fight.

But if goes someone else goes, they won't let him in.

Anyway, they know you're my brother.

It’s easier this way.

Don't worry, I've wanted to go to Buenos Aires for a long time.

You have to give the papers to Chueco.

- Done. - Thank you.

Hello.

Hello.

Talk back or stop calling to Norbert’s phone.

Hello?

How are you?

Very nervous?

Not nervous. Anxious.

I want it to happen right now.

How did you see Bea?

Splendid, she has an enormous strength.

Huge.

Well, I've got to go. I've got a couple of things to sort out at home.

You? Juli?

- Kids? - Kids.

Well, eh. She wanted to at one time.

I didn't wanted to.

Now she doesn't want to.

And after my dad's death, I really don't know.

I feel insecure about being a dad.

I don't know. It scares me.

What are you afraid of?

Dying scares me.

Leaving him alone.

Not being there when he needs me.

That scares me.

Doesn't that happen to you? Haven't you thought about it?

I'm not going to leave him alone, not even dead.

I see you later.

Gabriela?

Come in.

I'll be right with you.

Would you share a glass of wine with me?

No, thanks. I don't drink alcohol.

Good.

There's not a lot of non-alcoholic things in this house.

- Water? - Yes, water is fine.

Thank you for inviting me.

Thank you for coming.

Do you like it?

The view is very nice.

Norberto liked it too.

When he came home,

he used to smoke there, on that terrace.

You know I was aware of you, right?

We had an open relationship.

We were so free...

We had our permissions.

- We took our time. - Oh, no, sorry, forgive me.

I don't want to be rude, but I was no permission.

I know you were not a permission.

Please.

I don't have anything to feed you.

Do you want me to cut some cheese I have?

No, I'm not hungry.

Me neither.

I always wanted to see this house.

it intrigued me.

Can I stay for a time?

Yes.

Thanks.

I want to see the photos, can you show them to me?

- How are you? - Good, and you?

- Would you like a beer? - No, no. A water.

- Are you sure? - Yes.

Excuse me. A mineral water for the lady, please?

- What happens? - For the "lady".

Whenever you order something for me in a bar...

you always say: "For the lady".

Is it wrong?

I don't know, but it seems like I'm a stranger, like...

I don't know.

If I say "My lady"?

You wouldn't like it either.

Obviously.

- Would you have wanted to? - What?

To get married to me.

Are you proposing to me right now?

No.

- Would you like to? - No.

Why don't we talk abour what we came here to talk about?

Okay.

When are you coming back?

No. I think the question is different.

The question is if I'm going to come back.

I didn't wanted to be fatalistic.

I don't think so.

What... What did I do?

- Nothing. - Nothing?

- Nothing. You did nothing. - So?

So...

I don't... I don't love you.

- You met someone. - No.

No, Lean. I don't.

So how does one stop loving like that?

From one day to the next? How does one do it?

No. It's not from one day to the netx one.

This has been going on for a long time and then...

your dad died and...

we postponed it and that's it.

Do you love me?

Do you really love me?

Well, this is not love.

If we got married, I don't know. If we had a child...

Something that would transcend us.

- No. - Ah?

It was an ambush.

They shot us.

When they announced martial law,

we were already dead.

I should have gone.

I should have gone myself.

Norberto is everywhere here.

No.

Norberto is in one place only.

There’s only stuff here.

There is nothing of his in my house.

It's as if I have nothing to say goodbye to.

I thought I was going to see you at the funeral.

No, I wasn't ready.

I also didn't know if I wanted to be there.

Or even if I could go.

You're right.

I could have called you.

When I heard about you, I felt dizzy.

Then I understood.

And the first time you called.

I realised I missed him talking to me about you.

Yes.

I still haven't decided what to do with his things.

If I had Norberto's stuff I wouldn't part with it.

I do.

I don't want to stop my life at this time.

I need to move forward.

Take what you want.

Would it do you any good to you if I took his things?

Probably.

I thank you, but...

As if I were an intruder, I'm touching everything.

No, I don't want to...

You are so cute.

Are you staying today?

Yes.

- You didn't show me the photos. - Oh, yes.

And what do you think about this birth?

The truth? It scares me.

- Me too. - Yes, I'm afraid they'll have it in the house.

What if anything happens?

Crazy, isn't it? They're going to have a child and we're not.

Mom?

You are here.

- Sorry. I didn't wanted to bother. - It's OK.

I thought it was a dream.

No, son. It's not a dream.

You saw how cute Pedro is?

He's the best thing that ever happened to me.

I'm glad, son.

Come.

Sit down.

We were too long apart.

How are you?

I'm fine.

It's weird.

I feel fine right now.

It's probably because you are here.

Are you going to stay until I feel better?

Yes, son. Yes. Yes.

I'll ask Pedro to take you for a walk around the city.

My son...

Forgive me.

For not being the son you wanted me to be.

You forgive me, for not being the mother you deserved.

Why are you here?

I think I needed to come back to this air.

I am so tired.

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror...

and I think it's too late to repent, but...

I can't help it.

I'm not sure if I deserved to be here today.

I'm not sure.

Good.

Very good.

Breathe.

That's it, a gentle massage.

Very good. When the contraction comes, you bid.

That is perfect.

Good.

Good! Good!

One more. One more.

Pedro!

Pedro!

Ana.

Can I have one?

Last night he told me that he was feeling better and...

that you would take me for a walk around the city.

Typical Ramiro.

To say something and do exactly the opposite.

How long has it been since you last saw each other?

I saw him... three times since he left home.

When he told us he was gay...

it wasn't easy for me.

His father was very conservative. He had...

a very rude character.

He told him he was dead to us.

And I... I couldn't answer.

I couldn't defend him.

And I paid...

a very high price for that.

I missed many years of his life that...

I will never get back.

It's a nightmare.

I'll miss him a lot.

I missed him my whole life.

- It's unbelievable. - It was amazing.

Do you realise that every time we see Alba...

we will remember what we saw today?

Let's go.

What are we going to do with this flat?

We'll have to cancel the lease and that.

I'm going to miss it.

Stay then.

We talked it over, Leandro. We've made the decision.

That's not what I mean, Julieta.

I'm saying stay in the flat.

I'm going to my dad's.

Really? Finally.

Do you want me to come with you?

Nobody's been in there for six months.

I think it is time.

And the memories and stuff?

I'll have to deal with it.

Well, I'll have to deal with yours in here.

There is no other choice.

I'm sorry I left like that, I had to work.

That's fine.

I brought you some of Norberto's stuff.

No, but, I was planning to come back today to help you today.

No, it's better if I do it myself.

- But I can... - We have to move on, Ana.

And you can't help me.

We can't do this together.

We'd be finding Norberto every time we see each other.

We'd be looking for him in each other.

No, it doesn't make any sense.

Listen to me Ana.

Stop looking for him in the present.

You won't forget him.

Don't be afraid.

Do you feel better this way?

Tomorrow I will be better.

Bye, cutie.

Bye.

Ramona loved to sing.

And to dance.

It was as if she was flying when she did it.

Because she loved to laugh.

To be happy, to enjoy life.

She loved to live in freedom.

She couldn't conceive life any other way.

She empathised with everyone, she made this beautiful family.

She made this family.

Oh, silly me, I don't have to cry.

She didn't like us to cry.

♪ I am all that I remember and you are all that you have forgotten.♪

♪ I move among things, you among tired ghosts.♪

♪ When the prison was disarmed, the penance was to love you. ♪

♪ You don't escape backwards, you escape forwards.♪

♪ The devil has a tail he can't hide. ♪

♪ No matter how much disguise you put on, you'll always be noticed. ♪

♪ I am all that I remember and you are all that you have forgotten. ♪

♪ I move among things, you among tired ghosts. ♪

♪ The truth is a faithful dog ♪

♪ that lives in every house...♪

♪ that bites those who don't take care of and it and... ♪

♪ defends those who guard it. ♪

♪ The delicacy that lambs dream of one day eating. ♪

♪ Is a raw wolf with live hair about to eat. ♪

♪ I am all that I remember and you are all that you have forgotten. ♪

♪ I move among things, you among tired ghosts. ♪

♪ I am all that I remember and you are all that you have forgotten. ♪

♪ I move among things, you among tired ghosts. ♪

♪ I am all that I remember and you are all that you have forgotten. ♪

♪ I move among things, you among tired ghosts. ♪

The taxi arrived.

Carmen.

I'd like you to come back, whenever you want.

And I want you to come to my house.

Yes, I would like to.

- Goodbye, Pedro. - Have a good travel.

Excuse me.

Thank you.

You can't sleep in this cold.

I don't know why it's always cold when I'm travelling.

Do you want me to ask the driver if he can turn down the air?

No. The problem is me because of my age.

You don't look cold.

No, I'm fine for now.

That is more than enough.

Are you going or coming back?

I'm going on holiday.

- You? - I visited my son.

What is your son's name?

Ramona.

Ramona was my son's name.