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If Ecmel knew I was his son

he wouldn't have tried to kill me.

-You're wrong. -I wouldn't have ended up like this.

-Look, you don't know. -I wouldn't have lost Alya.

I wouldn't have lost my son.

I wouldn't have fallen this low. You stole everything from me. Everything!

You stole my life.

You stole my life! You stole everything I had!

I want it all back, all of it!

All of it, all of it!

I want it all back!

I want it back.

I want it back.

You said make your choice, Cihan.

I've made my choice.

Alya is my wife.

Deniz is my son.

Alya is my wife.

Deniz is my son.

I won't let them go.

No one will take them from me, no one!

What's going on here?

I want my son and my wife back, Nare.

I want my son and my wife back!

Alya.

You're my wife.

No.

I'm not Boran!

I'm not your wife anymore.

Legally, you're still his wife.

Mom.

Stay out of it.

Boran.

Alya doesn't want you. How long will you push?

So she'll stay married to you then?

You'd be thrilled if I hadn't survived, right Cihan?

But I'm here, standing tall.

Listen,

went to Istanbul to save you.

He brought you back to keep you alive.

Both of them risked their lives so you could live. Don't do this.

Boran.

While you were asleep

while you were asleep, this man, sick as he was, risked death

ignored himself and tried to give you his kidney.

He could've died. Without Alya, maybe you'd both be gone.

Alya gave you her kidney.

You're out of line, brother, stop.

You gave me your kidney?

I did!

Of course I did!

You're my son's father, of course I did. You…

Whether you woke up or not, I always wanted you to live.

I wanted you to live so badly.

Of course I did.

You're my Deniz's father.

Get a grip.

I'm not the woman you left anymore.

I've said it over and over, I'm not the Alya you abandoned.

Please, let's settle this without breaking everything apart. Please!

Look, you're Deniz's father.

But I

I'm Cihan's wife now.

Please, let's not tear our son apart.

Please!

Please, let no one break. Let no one shatter.

Let no one get angry.

Please.

As our son's father, stay with us, but let me

stay by Cihan's side as his wife. Please, get a grip.

Look, let's not break our son from both sides.

Let's not tear him apart, let's not hurt him.

Boran, please!

No. No.

I will never let you go, Alya.

-Let's forget the past. We can start over. -I don't want to!

I don't want to! I can't stay married to you.

I don't even know you anymore.

Please! I don't want this.

So what should I do then, Alya? What should I do?

Divorce you, and let you go marry Cihan, is that it?

No way!

I won't accept you being together.

I won't allow you to stay married.

Cihan.

You're going to divorce, Cihan. You will.

I won't let you stay married to Alya.

You won't let us, huh?

Fine, if that's how it is

go get your old identity back.

What are you saying?

I live under Ömer Bakır's identity.

So because I can't show myself, you'll stay married to my wife?

No.

Then

go get your old identity back.

Then we'll talk.

For once in your life, take responsibility and do it.

But even if

you drop Ömer Bakır and take back your own name

even if you walk out of this mansion and shout "I'm Boran Alboray!"

even if you accept everything

it's over!

I don't want you.

It's not about your identity. I don't want you.

I don't know you. I said I don't know you.

That's why I don't want you.

Go get the Boran Albora identity,

and then we'll talk.

If you've got the courage.

If you won't be afraid, won't hide like you did at the accident…

…I promise right here in front of everyone. I'll protect you.

I'll protect you.

But don't forget this, keep it in mind.

The day you take back Boran Albora's name

Alya will divorce you.

We'll see.

We'll see.

We'll see.

We'll see.

We'll see.

Anything else to say?

I've got nothing left to say.

We'll start by seeing my son.

Excuse me?

My son will know I'm alive.

-Boran! -Of course he'll know, Boran.

Boran, what do you think? Everyone here

you think they don't want you to see him?

You're his father, how could that be?

Of course you'll see him, he's your son.

But I'm saying not like this.

What did Alya say? Without shattering that child's life.

Right?

She said without destroying his life, she said it clearly.

If there's going to be a talk about this, not you

not me, not anyone else

Alya will do it. It's her right, she's his mother. Got it?

I have a responsibility to that child.

That child won't be sacrificed to anyone's ambition,

and have his life wrecked.

-Where are you going? Alya? -Boran.

-Alya, you're my wife. -Enough. Enough.

Look, Boran.

The law marries. The court dissolves.

But a person chooses who to stand shoulder to shoulder with, like Alya did.

-Come on, Alya. -Alya!

-Alya, you can't go. -Brother, enough.

-Alya. -Sweetheart.

-Alya, you can't go. Alya! -Brother.

-Alya! -Brother.

-Cihan. -Alya.

Please take me away from here.

-Okay. -Okay.

I'll grab our coats.

Nare, we're leaving now.

Cihan is asleep in the room, don't leave his side.

Tell Kaya not to let anyone in. Lock the door too.

-Okay. -Let's go.

-Thanks. -Deniz is in your care.

-Let's go. -Don't worry.

Come on, come on.

-Alya! -Let's go.

-Brother, enough. -Don't look back.

-Boran, calm down, for God's sake. -Brother.

-Cihan! -Okay, okay.

Where are you going?

-Careful, you'll fall. -Alya!

-Alya! -Brother!

-Slow down. -Where are you going?

Alya, where are you going, Alya?

Alya, you're my wife.

Cihan!

Cihan, where are you taking her?

Cihan!

Cihan! Cihan!

What's mine… no one can take what's mine from me.

-What are you doing? Stop, what are you doing? -No one can take it.

I'll rip my son and my wife back with my own hands.

I'll rip them back.

Rip them back.

Let him calm down.

-Let him calm down. -Brother.

Ah Alya, ah!

♪ Should I mourn the wasted yesterdays? ♪

♪ Everyone's white, am I the only black one? ♪

♪ Should I mourn the days that slipped away? ♪

♪ I'm a wound that never heals ♪

♪ Let me wake life from its negligence ♪

♪ I don't know if it will pass, even if I endure again ♪

♪ Is there a deeper pit if I destroy it? ♪

♪ If my curse holds, may it damn you ♪

♪ Should I mourn the wasted yesterdays? ♪

♪ Everyone's white, am I the only black one? ♪

♪ Should I mourn the days that slipped away? ♪

♪ I'm a wound that never heals ♪

♪ Let me wake life from its negligence ♪

♪ I don't know if it will pass, even if I endure again ♪

♪ Is there a deeper pit if I destroy it? ♪

♪ If my curse holds, may it damn you ♪

♪ Should I mourn the wasted yesterdays? ♪

♪ Everyone's white, am I the only black one? ♪

♪ Should I mourn the days that slipped away? ♪

♪ I'm a wound that never heals ♪

-Is this the place? -Yes.

This time I'll sit, thank you.

Welcome, ma'am. Welcome, Mr. Cihan.

-Good evening. -Would you like some basil sherbet?

-Well… sure. -We'll have some.

What would you like?

-Something from the finest dishes… -Of course, Mr. Cihan.

Do you remember the dinner we had alone?

Our first dinner alone.

First? Only

let's call it our only dinner alone.

-True. -Of course I remember.

Staring at you

you didn't think we'd sit face to face eating

I even said you probably didn't believe it.

-You said that. -I remember it very well.

But you were right.

Because once I started to get to know you, I realized that you

thank God you didn't tear that place down on me because

that day you could have.

And I also said something else.

"Did you think bringing me to fancy places would blind me?"

-Are you a teenager? -Teenager, teenager.

Am I a teenager? That's what I said.

I didn't eat a single bite, didn't drink a thing.

How could I?

You said Mardin's best food was there, but still

I didn't eat.

That place makes great food too,

but the best food in Mardin is actually here.

Really?

Your main courses are being prepared.

-Enjoy. -I said

the best food in Mardin is here

-that's what I think. -True.

Go on.

This time I'll try, I'll try.

Shall I start?

Let's start.

Everything I once said I didn't like, I ended up loving later.

Maybe I'll love the food too.

You will.

Do you like it?

I do.

Very good.

But the food isn't what matters.

It's who you share it with.

Whose eyes you meet as that bite goes down

that's what matters.

-Beautiful, whatever it is, it's beautiful. -Enjoy.

We were sitting at a table like this again.

Then I

I told you to marry me.

I insisted, actually.

And you refused.

When you refused, I just

said something like "geography is destiny".

I brushed it off.

You were right.

You were right to insist, right to refuse, because…

…this wasn't a choice for us. It was a necessity.

But within that destiny, I loved you so much, Alya.

I swear I loved you. I swear to God I did.

Because that destiny brought you to this land.

It brought you to me.

And now, without wanting to

again forced, compelled

I have to say the words I never wanted to say.

We have to separate.

In this family, there is no happy love.

You were so right.

I told you not to let go of my hand.

I'll fall. That wasn't a lie.

It came straight from my heart.

Because our path is hard.

Our path is rough, and to some, our path is completely wrong.

But if you ask me

our path, in the middle of all this wrong

is a pure path.

If you stand with me on this difficult road…

…maybe this curse of mine will lift.

And…

I can keep loving the woman I love without losing her.

Alya, don't make me lose myself.

Let this divorce be our beginning.

Boran…

When Boran woke up, I was terrified you'd stumble.

No lie, I was really scared.

Our burdens were so heavy.

Yours

were entirely different responsibilities…

I was afraid.

But under all that weight

you were so brave.

We handled it so well.

You were so brave.

This isn't courage.

It isn't sin.

It's love.

And that's exactly why we need to divorce.

Boran is alive.

What suits our courage,

our sins, our virtues, our love

what suits our conscience is this.

We must divorce.

Yes.

We need to divorce.

It wasn't a real marriage anyway.

Ours was just a marriage on paper.

So let the divorce be on paper too.

That's how it will be.

It wasn't a real marriage.

Not once did you ever

hug me freely, from your heart.

No.

And neither did I.

♪ I'm in love but ♪

♪ Your absence drives me mad ♪

♪ Since forever ♪

But one day

I'll sit at that wedding table again.

♪ No one knows ♪

And with you, right by your side.

♪ No earthquake shakes me ♪

And I'll shout at the top of my lungs.

With all my heart, saying yes.

Yes!

♪ I sealed you in my heart ♪

♪ Bullets can't pierce my lungs ♪

Because only then

can we hug each other from the heart.

I know.

Only then can we

speak from the heart.

♪ The devil whispers ♪

Because I wanted it so much.

♪ A hundred times for you ♪

To hold you

to breathe in your scent.

♪ Even if you torment me ♪

♪ No ♪

I couldn't say it.

♪ No ♪

But maybe then

maybe we can finally say it.

We can say what we want.

Maybe.

Maybe even…

♪ Your eyes are rough ♪

"Let's have another baby, Cihan." I might even say that to you.

♪ Your hands are cold like midwinter ♪

Alya!

♪ Like a final breath ♪

♪ Even if it's cold ♪

Okay.

-Let's think of the bright side. -Let's.

There's that nonsense saying that marriage kills love.

♪ It doesn't shake me like that ♪

So

then separation, since this is separation now,

…let's think it strengthens our love.

I want to stay in love and stay married.

Alya.

♪ I chained you to my heart ♪

I want your heart and your last name by my side.

And I'm going to remind you of the promise you just made.

I'll remind you.

-I'll remind you. -Okay.

♪ For you, one should die 100 times, 1000 times ♪

♪ Even in hell ♪

♪ Even if you torment me ♪

♪ One should love only you ♪

♪ Only you ♪

How's Şahin?

Hey? I asked a question. How's Şahin?

If you dare, go ask him yourself.

Watch your mouth with me, or I'll put you under my heel!

Come on, try. Come on. Come on!

-He's a son of a bitch too! -Enough. Dad.

-Don't test my patience. -Look at me!

Words are for men who deserve them, what am I supposed to say to you?

All you deserve is a curse.

I was talking about Şahin, you were trying to take Boran's life.

You're an executioner of your own child!

May God, I swear, O Lord

may even hell spit you out.

I didn't kill him, damn it, he didn't die! I didn't kill him!

What's up, Ecmel?

Who exactly didn't you kill?

I asked how Şahin is.

She started again, saying you were killing the boy

saying he was dying, whatever.

She's rambling on as usual.

She's getting on my nerves.

Ha.

Honestly, I thought Şahin would kill you.

But thank God you're alive, you're still here.

And when you kidnapped that kid, he completely lost it.

If he hears you murdered your own child…

Oh, oh, oh!

Don't you start too!

Zerrin, come on, we're leaving.

-We're not. -What?

I'm not going. I'm staying until my brother comes.

-You're coming. -I'm not.

-You're coming. -I'm not.

Then I'll stay here too.

-You can't. -Why not?

He's your husband, isn't he? Let him stay with you.

He can't stay in my room.

Why can't I, Mrs. Zerrin?

Because why?

Because I'm staying in Zerrin's room.

-Oh really? -Good Lord!

Then I'll stay in my father-in-law's room.

You've all lost your minds.

Look, your place is with me. Her place is with her husband.

-Don't drive me crazy. -You, walk

go back, keep hugging your pillow.

Do you think I'd step foot in your room now?

There's no empty room, goodbye.

Didn't you hear Zerrin?

She'll stay with me until her brother comes.

Watch out, I've got a bad temper!

I may look small, but I hit like a tank!

Get out!

-Look at him! -Fidan, look.

Out of respect for you, I'm saying nothing.

Zerrin, I'll come get you tomorrow, you hear?

We'll see.

Go on, girl, go.

Lord of the worlds.

Ecmel.

-What? -There's zucchini in the fridge.

Eat some, it'll help your digestion.

Look!

That zucchini will…

God! Lord, give me patience.

I'll tell Erol.

He'll prepare the divorce agreement.

Then once it's signed, the case will be filed.

Fine.

Tomorrow morning we'll tell Cihan that his father is alive.

Let's tell him.

Let's tell him, but I'm so scared, Cihan.

I'm terrified.

When we sit him down and say, "Your father didn't die, he's alive," that boy

what will he feel? Will he handle it?

Will he lose his trust in us? What will he go through?

I'm so scared.

You're right to be afraid.

I'm afraid too.

But Cihan is a strong boy.

He really is.

He is.

Okay, maybe this truth will open a wound in his heart, but

we'll overcome that wound together.

Because something this big

I don't want you to carry it alone

I won't let that happen.

I'm here too.

I'm here.

Thank God you're here.

Come on.

-Welcome. -Is he still asleep?

He's asleep, didn't hear a thing.

He looks peaceful, don't worry.

I hope he always sleeps peacefully, and wakes peacefully.

Amen.

Thank you so much. You stayed with him.

Of course.

I wish I could do more.

I'll take my things then. Ümmü already packed them.

Hey, what's wrong?

She's packing her things.

Let me check my closets so nothing's left.

Hm.

They emptied them.

All of them.

Let me check the drawers too.

-These are yours. -Yes.

At least let me keep this.

At least.

Keep it.

I'll take the bathroom stuff,

-they probably didn't pack those. -Okay.

-Okay. -I'll take them.

-If it's not too much trouble. -Not at all.

Alright.

What's going on?

Why are you crying?

Everything is as it should be.

Everyone is where they should be.

Come on.

Go on, my girl, my child.

Good night.

Come on.

Good night.

Good night.

"I may look small, but I hit like a tank." What was that?

I don't know. It just came out.

But will this little tank's luck…

…be enough to drive away the troubles over our heads?

Honestly, it's not. I'm scared. Şahin will come back.

How will he face Ecmel?

Boran is your brother. How will this be settled?

I don't know, Mom.

So what about me?

Mom.

I swear, I don't want him.

I don't want to go back to that mansion.

He's your husband, girl.

Even if you don't want him, he'll want you.

Demir and I were never together.

-I figured. -How did you know?

We're women of many years, aren't we? We know things.

Sorry.

You said the child is Kaya's.

Even the blind would see it.

You're saying you don't want to go back to Demir.

We can't tell Kaya.

-Yes. -The boy is getting married.

How will this work?

-Mom. -Yes, my dear?

I have a solution.

What is it?

First promise, don't dismiss it right away.

Girl, I don't even know what it is.

It's your daughter's way out. Don't you want her saved?

By God, I want it more than anything.

Then promise me.

I promise, tell me.

How's Boran?

It took a while to calm him down.

But he's asleep now in the living room.

Here.

-Thanks. -Thanks, dear.

Brother, what happens now?

What do you mean, what happens?

If you mean the divorce…

We'll divorce.

Brother, look, but

I think Boran is still trapped in the trauma of what he lived through.

He doesn't know what he's doing, doesn't know what he wants.

He doesn't know what he feels. He's not the same Boran, we can see it, right?

But he'll understand.

One day he'll understand. He'll know what's right, what's real.

He'll divorce Alya. The woman doesn't want him.

Brother, yes. Even if you separate, what will it change?

You can't separate anymore. In the end you'll come back together.

-Yes. -He'll see it too.

Okay, you're right, but

I'm trying to understand Boran, putting myself in his place,

but there's something I can't figure out, something that bothers me.

What?

Forget everything else, at that accident

why did he choose to hide himself?

I can't get past that.

Why did he run and hide after that accident?

I keep circling back to the same place. There's more to it.

Like what?

I don't know. When he woke up, what did he say? Bulgarian something?

Yes, he said Bulgarians. He said the Bulgarians did it.

Bulgarians? I don't know.

He said something like "The Bulgarians killed me," but that's not true. It was Ecmel.

Fine, whoever it was.

But at the accident he told Vurgun, "Take me, hide me."

So Boran, at that accident, would leave Alya right there beside him,

and tell Vurgun, "Take me away, hide me."

Does that make sense?

There's something else. He's hiding something.

I don't--

He's not hiding anything.

You're just trying to ease your conscience by thinking that.

You're trying to make Boran guilty so that

you can easily say to Alya, "She's my wife."

Mom, look, if he's your son, he's my brother too.

But there's a truth, and I'm trying to reach that truth.

Not what you believe, or he believes, or anyone else.

I'm trying to reach whatever the truth is, that's all.

Let me tell you the truth. The truth is clear, right in front of us.

Tell me, Mom.

That hellspawn, that bastard Ecmel

tried to kill my son. He stole his life.

And what about Alya's stolen life?

She didn't deserve it at all. What about her life, Mom?

So Boran deserved it?

I'm not saying he deserved it, Mom!

Just listen to me for once, hear me, for God's sake!

Boran went, shot Süleyman. Killed him, came to us.

We all carried that burden, we sent Boran abroad, didn't we?

So why didn't Boran carry that burden?

Why did he leave his wife, his child, and at the accident say "Hide me, lose me"?

Why did he say that? Wasn't his wife right there?

Isn't her life a life too? Is Boran's the only one that matters?

Why did he seem afraid and say "Hide me"? It's like he ran away, Mom.

Think about it.

Since the moment he woke up he's been saying, "I want my wife, I want my child."

If he wanted them so badly, why did he abandon them at the moment of the accident?

Think about it. I swear I'd never do such a thing.

You wouldn't either, nor him, nor him.

So why did Boran?

Mom, that's what I'm trying to explain to you. Please hear me, listen to me.

No.

No, you'll never understand me.

I say one thing, you say another. Well done.

I swear I'm sick of it.

Here we are, alone.

Did we ever think we'd see these days?

I used to say no one could tear Mr. Cihan and Mrs. Alya apart.

Look at what's happened.

Alright, calm down. Don't upset yourself. There'll be a solution somehow.

Dad, how will that be?

We barely managed with Mrs. Sadakat. She was hard to stop.

Now how will they handle Mr. Boran? And he's her husband too.

Let me tell you something.

I'm getting a vibe.

What are you getting? A "vab"? What's a "vab," son?

Don't talk nonsense, speak Turkish, Kadir.

"Vibe." I heard it on TV, the fancy ones say it.

It's about feeling something.

-Feeling. -Maybe smelling, I don't know.

You catch the scent of something. Say it like that, son, that's fine.

Alright, what vibe are you getting? Spit it out.

My feeling is, hopefully I'm wrong, that in Mr. Boran's blood

flows Ecmel's blood, rushing, streaming.

And mixed with Mrs. Sadakat's blood too.

Yes, look at the result. The son of those two evil people

will show us both Ecmel's devilry and Sadakat's wrath.

I think we're facing a new kind of being.

Say "God forgive," Kadir.

I can say it, but what good will it do?

I don't know. I just hope my fear doesn't come true.

-God willing. -God willing.

Good morning, Mr. Boran.

Good morning. I guess we came early, but for breakfast…

Alright.

Ümmü, leave that, you can do it later. Come on, out.

Clear these away too.

Okay.

Come on, my girl. Let's go.

Boran.

Good morning, my dear.

Good morning.

I need to tell you something.

Alya has separated the rooms.

She's staying in the boy's room.

She took her things and moved there.

They'll divorce by agreement.

It won't take long.

Honey.

I know you're angry with me. And you're right,

but how could I ever say such a thing?

There was never a right time or place.

How could I tell you you're Ecmel's son?

Such a thing isn't easy to say.

But today I'm here, I'm by your side, my boy.

When will I see my son? How much longer must I wait?

The boy is downstairs having breakfast. When he's done, they'll talk.

Tell them to hurry.

Tell them to hurry, I've run out of patience.

Good morning, Boran.

Good morning.

How are you? Feeling better?

When Alya is my wife again

then I'll be better.

Boran.

You were the one who said "Hide me" at the accident.

-Be quiet. -Why quiet?

-I said be quiet. -Why? You were the one who ran, Boran.

Look, you're making a mistake. Stay as Ömer Bakır.

I'll arrange a country for you, you can start a new life.

Look, if I ran, I ran.

I won't give up Alya. I'll pay whatever price it takes.

The Bulgarians aren't joking, you know that, right?

Good morning.

Boran, are you alright?

Come on, let's do your check-up.

I'll wait downstairs.

Let's go, Boran.

Come, let the doctor examine you.

Come on.

Let's crack eggs together.

-Eggs? -Yes.

-Okay. Wait, I'll choose mine. -Okay.

-Okay, hold it. Ready? -Yes.

-There goes Kadir. -Wow, it broke.

This time I'll hit.

Alright, hit.

Yes! Yes! I won!

Hold it. Like a bulldozer crushed it.

-Your egg was rotten. -We'll see yours too, come on.

-Come on, Muzaffer. -Come, come.

Rotten! Here, rotten.

Alright, son, hold this.

Yours will definitely break.

Mine broke too.

-I'll hit. -Go ahead.

-Hold it tight. -I am, go on.

Oh, bravo.

Oh no! It's gone, son, gone. How did that happen?

Give me your egg. Let's see, give it here.

Give it! He won't give it.

Alright, alright. Ugh!

This is a stone! Honestly, a stone!

A stone?

Look, he's laughing. Pakize made it.

You're leading this child astray. And you're happy.

Kadir, the kid turned out smart. You turned out naive.

Hey, your voices carry outside.

Come on, Dad, let's crack eggs too.

A game? Come.

He's trying to win by cheating. Made an egg out of stone.

What? Out of stone?

-Where is it? -Give it here.

-Is this a stone? -Yes, a stone.

He made it?

-Not nice, right, Dad? -Not nice at all.

Don't.

I swear, I'd never think of that.

Don't be silly, it's not nice.

Son, is this the kind of thing you do? Never do such things…

She doesn't get jokes. Actually Mom never gets jokes.

She absolutely doesn't get jokes, but she's right.

These things aren't done with tricks. No way.

-Shall we do it for real? -Okay.

-Come on. Are these real? -Honestly, I don't know.

Come on then. Hit.

Wow!

Look at that face.

Oh!

Oh!

-Did you finish breakfast? -Yes, I did.

Alright, let's see.

We need to talk about something serious now.

What are we going to talk about?

-Shall we go up to the room? -Come on, let's go.

What are we going to talk about?

-We'll talk in the room. -Put on your coat, it's chilly.

Come, don't get cold on the way up. Come, my dear.

-Thank you. -Come.

May God help them.

-Amen. -Amen.

I lost now, didn't I?

Good morning, champ.

-Good morning. -Good morning, uncle.

We were supposed to crack eggs at breakfast,

but Mom and Dad said they need to talk to me.

Alright, we'll do it tomorrow, okay?

Okay, but I bet your egg will crack right away.

-Definitely. -We'll see.

-We'll see about that. -Come on.

Take off your coat, don't sit in it.

Come, my dear.

What is it? Are you upset about the stone egg trick?

It was a joke, Dad, just a joke.

That was just a joke, no problem there.

Now we need to talk about something more serious.

Yes.

What's wrong? Why are you quiet?

We'll talk.

It's just

what we need to talk about with you is a little difficult.

So whatever you feel

whatever it is, it's completely normal.

And we're all together. That's what matters, okay?

Of course. If you have questions, ask, alright?

-Whatever you feel, tell us, share it. -Yes.

-Okay. -Okay.

My baby.

You know, we…

Brother.

Boran, what are you doing here?

-Wasn't he supposed to see me? -They're talking.

Still talking? About what?

-Come, let's… -Enough already.

Brother, is this a simple thing?

-Kaya, stay out of it. -Boran!

-But this isn't right. -Boran, don't.

-He's my son. -I know, you're right.

-But not like this. -Deniz!

-He's just a little boy, please don't. -Deniz!

-Look, brother… -Alya, bring me my son.

-Deniz! -If you don't calm down, you'll ruin this.

Stay out of it!

-Who's calling me? -What's he doing?

Don't leave here, alright? Don't go out.

-Stop shouting. -Boran, quiet.

Boran, quiet. What are you doing? Are you crazy?

Cihan, show me my son right now. Now!

Alright, Alya will talk. We said his mother should talk, Boran.

I'll talk first. Who knows what you told that child?

What did you fill his head with?

What nonsense are you saying? Let his mother talk.

-You'll see soon. -Deniz.

Brother, don't. Please, come on.

Boran, Boran, stop.

-Stop, Boran. -Alya, bring Deniz.

Mom, who's saying my name?

What happened? Why are you covering my ears?

-Shh, wait. -I'll go look.

Son, please, Deniz, I'll explain. Just wait.

Alright, wait! Wait, wait.

-We'll go out together, okay? -Okay.

I love you so much, alright?

-Alya, bring me my son! -Stop, Boran, don't.

Alya, bring Deniz. Deniz!

-Come, brother… -Dad.

Son.

Deniz.

Come here, son.

Come here, son.

Mom!

-Come to the room, the room. -Inside, come.

Did you like that?

Is this what you wanted? You kept saying Deniz, here.

Is this what you wanted? Is this how you approach a child?

You think you know everything, don't you?

Boran, my dear! I always told you, be patient.

Be patient, my dear.

He thought you were dead, my dear. The child was scared. He's just little.

Come to me, my dear, come on. Come to the living room, my dear. Vurgun.

-Come on. -Come on, carry him, come on.

Get up.

Girl, come on, what are you doing here?

Finish what's missing. Come on, do it.

-To the living room. -Upstairs.

Cihan, can I sit here?

Can Dad sit here?

-You can sit. -Thank you.

-Mom. -My dear.

Was that my dad?

It was your dad, yes.

But he died, he can't be alive.

He's alive, my baby, your father is alive. In fact, we

were going to talk to you about this. He's alive.

But we came with a funeral.

You're right.

We…

We took the funeral with you, came back. Then we buried him here, didn't we?

Then we visited his grave, but there was a misunderstanding.

That wasn't your father.

Your father is alive.

So my dad is really alive?

We made a mistake. This is the mistake we made.

Your father didn't tell us he was alive.

He couldn't tell us.

He couldn't tell us. We found out later. Your father was alive.

That was your father you saw.

Mom, so he's really alive?

He's alive, alive.

Is all this real?

It's real, my dear.

Real.

Look, let me tell you something.

Being scared, being surprised is very normal.

If you're happy, that's normal too.

Everything right now is normal and you

can react however you want, okay?

Okay.

-You can be scared, you can cry. -Yes.

You can be sad, or stay silent if you want.

Whatever happens, whatever you feel, we're with you, okay?

Always.

Why didn't you tell me this earlier?

We didn't know either.

We just found out recently. It's all very new.

Would we ever hide it from you?

Why didn't my father come earlier?

Because he was sick.

He couldn't come.

He's still a little sick now, but he's recovering. He'll be fine.

And as soon as he got better, he came.

Today we wanted to talk to you about this, to explain it to you.

Your mother was going to tell you.

She was going to talk to you, and Boran would see you then, but

your father missed you so much…

He missed you terribly. He was impatient.

He was too impatient, rushed it.

He wanted to see you, he longed for it, and that's why you got scared.

Normally we would have explained first.

But don't worry, don't rush now.

You can see your father whenever you want.

Alright?

I want to see him, but I'm still very scared.

That's completely normal, my dear. I told you, it's normal to be scared.

We're in no hurry. Your father is waiting for you.

Whenever you feel ready, we'll go,

and you'll see your father, alright?

Do you want to sleep a little?

-Okay. -Close your eyes, rest a bit.

-Shall I give him this too? -Of course, give it.

-So he won't get cold. -Yes.

-So he won't get cold. -Wrap him up tight.

Oh.

Boran, my dear, please calm down a little.

If you calm down, everything will be fine.

Everything, my dear, just calm down.

Boran, I can't believe you.

Boran, you… I said I don't know you anymore, but I didn't know it was this bad.

How can a father do this to his child? Why are you doing this?

Look, don't be so harsh. He saw his son, he saw how upset he was.

Don't you see how devastated he is?

Your son is devastated? What about mine?

Did you think about your son being devastated? Did he get hurt?

Seeing the father he thought was dead suddenly appear, shouting

did you think about what he felt, what he thought, how his heart was?

Did you think about how his heart felt?

Boran, why are you doing this? Is this how a father should be?

-Look, don't make me say it… -Is Cihan his father?

What are you saying?

-I'm asking, is Cihan his father? -Boran, what are you saying?

A better father than me. That's what you're trying to say, isn't it?

-Say it, end this torture. -Stop talking nonsense.

Alya. Forget it.

Boran, you don't realize what you're saying.

Stay out of it, Cihan. I'm talking to Alya.

You mentioned my name, so you'll talk to me.

Who else would you talk to?

Brothers, don't do this, don't talk to each other like this, my dear.

-Okay, we're calm. -Stay out of it, Mom.

Boran, you don't know what you're saying.

You don't realize where your actions are leading you, stop.

He's my son. He's my son. Did you ever think of that?

Yes, he's your son. Yes, your son!

I've been waiting for days to see him.

I breathe for him, for my son.

Yes, exactly. You waited so long, you could have waited a little longer.

Five minutes, ten minutes, a day, two days, what would have happened if you had?

Why did you act so selfishly, Boran?

Wanting to see my son is selfish?

No, that's not the problem.

Let me tell you what selfishness is.

Remember when you told Vurgun, "Take me away, hide me"?

What did the child believe then? He believed his father was dead, didn't he?

Then his mother held his hand and brought him here.

With whom? With your coffin.

Don't forget that. With your coffin.

That child thinks you're dead, Boran. Do you know what selfishness is?

It's acting without thinking how the child would react

when he sees his dead father before him.

Ignoring the child's feelings just because you want to see him.

Do you understand? What if the child had fainted right there?

What would have happened then? Did you think of that?

That's selfishness. That's the selfishness you showed.

And no one here ever said you couldn't see your son. Who said that?

Did Mom say it, did Alya say it, did Kaya say it, did Nare say it?

Who told you you couldn't see him?

What did we say? Let his mother explain.

Let his mother explain, or I would.

We said let's talk to the child first.

But you didn't wait. You acted selfishly.

Did you tell him all this too?

What did you say? "Your father abandoned you. He's not your father, I am." Is that what you said?

Did you slander me to the child?

-What are you saying? -Is it a lie?

-Boran. -Brother, look…

-What are you saying? -Please, Boran!

Cihan wants to take my wife and my son away from me.

Shut up!

Boran, I blame your behavior on the months you spent in a coma.

I blame the anger in your eyes on those months in a coma.

These words are not good words.

You are his father, but in your absence I was the one who fathered him.

No one else.

And I love that child very much, Boran.

If you ever again appear before him acting on your own

the little bond left between us will be broken.

I'll have to speak to you in a way I never have before. Don't do this.

Do you understand?

Let's go.

When will you file for divorce? Don't delay it anymore.

No one is delaying anything. No one is avoiding anything.

As you said, the day will come, and we'll all see what happens.

We'll see.

Boran, no.

I knew it. I knew it would be like this.

I knew it would turn out this way.

My hands and feet are still shaking. Still.

Honestly, what can I say, Alya? I don't know what to say.

I think harder days are waiting for us.

You were hurt, Cihan was hurt, but at least

I'll do whatever I can to make sure Cihan isn't hurt again.

Shouldn't Boran also make an effort?

Shouldn't he think too? I don't understand this.

I'm really scared now, truly scared.

I'm scared for my son, because of his state.

You're right.

You're right, but we have no choice but to resist. We'll resist.

I know.

I know.

If we don't resist, we'll both lose everything anyway.

We'll resist.

I'm so sorry.

I hope he recovers soon.

Because it's impossible to believe his state.

By the way, I'll take leave from the hospital. I won't leave Deniz alone for a few days.

Alright.

Brother, I need to go to Şahin too.

Alright, you go. We also have a meeting at the company.

-If it ends early, we'll come. -Okay.

If anything goes wrong, call me immediately.

Alright, alright.

Come on.

Dad.

-My son. -Don't go.

-What? -Don't go.

Don't go?

I'll come too.

You want to come to the company?

Yes, I'm still scared.

We'll come too.

Alright, then you come too.

Let's go to the company, spend time together, hang out together.

I've got a billiard table in my office, we'll play billiards, champ.

Okay, maybe then my fear will go away.

Son, you won't be afraid. You're a brave boy.

Alright then, get ready with your mom.

Look who's here. Look, the chief is here.

We've got a guest, and what a guest.

The chief is here.

Oh, little chief, welcome.

Wow, welcome, my nephew.

-Say "Salaam Alaikum." -Salaam Alaikum.

And Salaam Alaikum.

-Good luck with your work. -Thanks.

If you'd told us, we'd have laid out carpets, played drums and pipes

lit the grill, danced the halay.

-Do you like the company? -Yes, it's nice.

Look, here's a fountain, there's a pool, and here's a huge building.

Of course, we'll tour more. In my office there's billiards, we'll play billiards.

But I don't know how.

No problem, your uncle doesn't either.

-I'll play you like billiards. -Exactly.

Son…

-Okay, but let's tour first, right? -Let's tour first.

Of course, come on. Come, Kadir.

You too, Old Man. Uncle.

Now, three, two, one!

Hey, Kadir.

Are you angry with me?

I'm angry, yes,

but life is short.

When you smile, it all fades away.

Smile like that.

See, it's gone now.

Gone.

I hid the truth about Boran, but I should have told you.

I'm sorry.

You never hid your heart from me.

You always kept it open.

But mine was always half-closed.

I wasn't as brave as you.

Even though you begged me so much to show that courage.

I'm sorry.

I was alone, Nare. My mother was there but not really.

I wanted to trust my father.

Every time I did, he broke me.

I couldn't protect Zerrin.

I drifted away from Kaya and Cihan.

There was only you, Nare, only you.

-I held on to you. -Şahin, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you. I'm so sorry.

If I had been there, maybe you wouldn't have pulled the trigger

maybe you wouldn't have given up on life.

-It's my fault too. I'm sorry. -It's not your fault.

It's not your fault at all. My father left us this wreckage.

Don't blame yourself.

Forget it now, come on.

Come to me.

-Come to me. -Şahin, we're in the hospital.

The nurse will come soon, wait.

She just left, won't be back for an hour.

Come to me. Come, I missed you, come on.

Alright.

But if she comes, I'll run. I'll say I don't know you.

If your mother comes, I'll say I don't know you either.

-Then we'll be even. -Don't be silly.

We'll be even.

I love you so much.

I love you too.

Come on, really!

What do you mean "come on"? Nothing, we were just talking.

You should've left this child business at home.

-Mom. -I mean, really…

-I'll sit down. -Come, sit.

Welcome.

How are you?

Thank God.

You're already fine.

Come, come, come. Hop, hoppa!

-Is it nice? -Yes, very nice.

But not as nice as Albora.

Pretty and cute.

Look, there are people in the market there, did you see?

Yes, lots of people.

Yes, we bought ice cream there together. Do you remember?

-Yes, I remember. -Okay.

-Cihan. Come. -Come.

Stay with your uncle Kaya.

Champ, shall we go play billiards?

-Yes, let's go. -Thanks.

The divorce protocol is ready.

The only thing missing is your signatures.

♪ Let these foreign days pass like this ♪

♪ Let loneliness burn me again ♪

♪ The days I looked at, full of you ♪

Come on.

♪ Let these foreign days pass like this ♪

♪ Let loneliness burn me again ♪

-Come, sit here. -Okay.

I'm the one who will have you sign this.

But it's the last thing I'd ever want in life.

But what can I say, it's the irony of my profession.

I wish there were another way.

♪ You're gone ♪

♪ Your name becomes poetry on my lips ♪

♪ You're gone ♪

♪ The love I memorized was never read ♪

♪ The footprints at my door, your daily arrivals ♪

♪ Your departure from my heart never touched me ♪

♪ The footprints at my door, your daily arrivals ♪

♪ Your departure from my heart never touched me ♪

♪ Let these false days pass like this ♪

♪ Let loneliness take me again ♪

♪ As roses in my vase give your scent ♪

♪ Did you think this false separation would break me? ♪

♪ Let these false days pass like this ♪

♪ Let loneliness take me again ♪

♪ As roses in my vase give your scent ♪

♪ Did you think this false separation would break me? ♪

♪ Let these false days pass like this ♪

♪ Let loneliness take me again ♪

♪ As roses in my vase give your scent ♪

At our real wedding, you'll be our witness.

Alright then.

I won't give that place to anyone else.

Taking this pen in my hand felt so hard.

It was so difficult.

It's become a classic for us. What has ever been easy?

True.

We've built immunity by now.

Come on, Kadir, hit it. Are we going to wait for you?

Yes. Are we going to wait for you?

Alright, can we move the white ball over here?

-Here it is, go ahead. -Now look, champ.

How do I hold it, how do I hit?

Look, hold this tightly. Grip it like this.

-Here, here. -Hold tight, hold tight.

You'll hit it here like this.

Hop, yes!

-That's it! Again, again, come. -Yes, yes!

-Is it fun? -Yes, Dad, very fun.

Mashallah, mashallah.

-Dad. -Yes?

My fear is gone, I can see my father.

But tomorrow you both be with me, both of you.

Alright, tomorrow. We'll both be with you.

Okay.

-Shall we go now? -To celebrate.

-Yes, let's celebrate. Come on. -Of course, of course.

Come on, come on, come on. Yes, yes, yes.

See who knows billiards?

What do you even know? He doesn't know anything.

My hand slipped, that's why he managed to pocket the ball.

-Hand slipped? -Yes, my hand slipped.

Hand slipped?

-There'll be a rematch. -Let it be.

-We'll stop by Şahin. -Okay.

-See you later then. -Okay, see you.

Alya, if something goes wrong, let me know.

Alright, you'll say "don't worry",

but don't worry, really.

Okay.

You'll beat Kadir too.

Hey, really?

See you, Dad.

See you, see you, see you.

-See you, Uncle Kaya. -See you, champ.

His fear is gone, hopefully Boran will appreciate it.

Hopefully.

Kadir, get the cars ready, we'll leave too.

Ipek's calling.

-Hello? -Hello Kaya.

Hello Ipek.

I missed you.

Me too. Me too.

So, did you decide on the wedding venue?

The date is near. If a hall is to be booked, my father says we're late.

So we're waiting for your answer.

Ipek, give me until tomorrow, okay?

I'm still thinking, I haven't decided yet.

Fine.

Tomorrow I have a wedding dress fitting. Come, okay?

Because I don't want to wear a dress you won't like.

I want to look beautiful, for you.

What time should I come?

I'll be there around 11:00.

-Okay, I'll be there at 11:00 too. -See you.

I talked with Ipek's father about the wedding venue.

He's waiting for my answer.

I thought it would be at the mansion but

with Boran there, I wasn't sure.

Boran isn't around anyway. We'll do it at the mansion, don't worry.

Alright, fine.

Kaya, I see how you look at Zerrin.

How will we handle that?

Didn't you say don't mess with Demir?

Yes, I did. But you're the one to be married.

You'll marry. Will I marry?

I talked to Zerrin.

A hundred times, a thousand times.

She doesn't want to be with me.

I don't know what to do, I don't know.

You'll regret it later.

And I don't want you to regret it.

The car is ready.

We can leave.

-So we're doing it at the mansion? -Wherever you want, we'll do it.

May God give me patience.

We just took you from the hands of Azrael.

What if something happens?

Look, get well properly before going out.

Mom, the doctor said walk, right?

I'm walking, I'm on my feet. I'm fine, I feel good.

Let them discharge me already. I'm bored, I'm tired.

-Oh! -Look, he said walk.

-He didn't say find the door and escape. -No one's escaping. I'm walking.

What's going on? Who's escaping?

He says he'll escape, he'll be discharged.

He insists on leaving.

Goodness! Did you send the bill?

Şahin, don't worry about the money, son. We'll give you a discount.

Go away! Enough, don't mess with me. Welcome, I guess.

-Thank you. -Salaam Alaikum.

Alaikum Salaam, Aunt. It's all good.

-What does the doctor say? -He'll come for a check-up soon.

He won't let me go like this. How could he?

-He won't. -Why not? I will.

Let me go already. I'm fed up. I have a hospital phobia.

-Really? -I need to get out.

Then you won't do crazy things like this again.

Look, we nearly died here, Şahin.

That's true.

And now you say you'll leave. Isn't your father at home?

Will you stay in the same house?

What will you do? Hold a gun to your head?

Honestly, that would suit me. Sorry, Aunt.

But I don't want him to be a father-killer.

No, no. He wouldn't do that, right?

By God above, I'd want it, but still…

Enough.

Whatever. But I will return to that mansion, Cihan.

I won't leave the mansion or the company to him.

I won't let him spread poison or overthrow you anymore.

My father cannot be the head of Albora.

Really, you had to hear this.

Some truths hurt deeply.

But this boy, despite all these truths

always stayed on the right side. Bless him.

We've always remained brothers. Bless you too.

Thank you.

-Nare. -Hm?

I have to return to that mansion.

You'll come with me, won't you?

Why are you looking at me? He's your husband.

My place is by your side.

And when you say "hit this," it kills.

-What did you say? -Nothing.

By the way, while you were lying down

I stopped all the shipments you were supposed to handle.

Now that you're up on your feet

all of them are under your control, okay?

Don't worry.

This poison won't pass through our land.

-Cihan, I want to see Boran too. -Me too.

Alright, see him then. What can I say?

You missed him anyway, you'll see him.

Tell the doctor to discharge me when he comes.

And on the way back, let's stop by Boran.

I'm so fed up.

-Why are you being stubborn? -What stubbornness, Mom?

Your wound just healed.

Look, either you get me out of here or I'll leave myself.

I swear I won't stay here, I'm fed up.

-No way. -How will you leave on your own?

-What do you mean fed up? If you're fed up, you're fed up. -Just walk me a bit, okay?

-So the doctor sees me walking when he comes. -Okay, walk then.

Let's see your stance. Come on, walk, show us.

Come, let's see.

-I'm walking. -Right, left, right.

-Slow down. -No, really, I'm fine.

Stay back, stay away from here!

Hey, calm down!

Slowly, slowly, slowly!

I came not to fight, but to talk.

Lower your weapons, open the door.

Ecmel Albora, you are not allowed to enter this mansion!

Well, look at that.

Mom, what's happening?

Move a little, I'll get out.

Lock the door.

-Take the car back, don't let Deniz see. -Well, well, well!

Look who's here!

Cihan's hero!

Get out of here!

I will see Boran.

Take your men and get out!

I won't leave without speaking to my son, without seeing him.

He is my child!

Your child? Are you a father?

Do you think you're a father?

Get out of here!

I will speak to my son.

I will see my grandson too.

Give me that!

Stop!

Don't you ever call my son your grandson again!

I'll shoot!

You've truly become Cihan's woman!

The same fire, the same hatred

the same arrogance.

I'll shoot, I'm not joking! Move your car!

Move your car, my son will pass!

Calm down.

Move it, move!

Step away.

-Step aside. -Open the gate.

Wow!

Wow!

-Get out! -Tell Boran.

I won't leave without speaking to him!

I'll wait for him right here!

Shut the gate in his face!

Close it!

Mr. Şahin, we're starting your discharge process now.

We'll send you home but with some conditions, of course.

You won't overexert yourself.

If you feel pain, discomfort, redness around the wound

you must contact us.

-If everything's clear, alright? -Okay, okay, okay.

You insisted so much anyway.

I don't think anyone can keep you here anymore.

Still, he must be very careful, right?

Well, it's up to him. The bed is here.

-We'll call him back if needed. -Thank you, doctor.

-Get well soon. -Thanks.

-Here you go, get well soon. -Thank you.

-May God bless you. -Thanks.

Take care.

Come on, let's finally leave this hospital.

Pack everything. Where are the shoes?

There. Don't look at me like that.

-I'm fine, you heard it. -Zerrin.

If we follow the instructions, there's no problem, I'm fine.

Alright, put his shoes on too.

I've had enough.

I'll tell Kaya about this child, enough.

-Brother. -I'll tell Kaya.

-Because it's unfair. -Didn't we talk about this?

I see how the child is inside.

Demir won't let me go. They'll take this baby from me too.

Zerrin, if you leave it to me, I'll handle Demir

who is Demir? Who is this Demir?

-You don't know. -I won't allow such a thing

-Brother, didn't I tell you? -Okay? That child…

-What's happening? -He says he'll tell Kaya about the baby.

Don't! It would be a disaster.

-Aunt, you found out too? -She did.

Demir won't let her go.

Demir won't raise that child. Don't drive me mad.

He's my nephew. I won't allow such a thing.

I have a solution.

Fine, if your solution is better than mine, we'll try yours.

-We're ready. -Slow down.

Alright, take it easy.

Tell me, Şehmuz.

Alright, hang up.

What's wrong?

Ecmel showed up at the mansion gate. Let's go.

-What, what? -Come slowly, slowly.

-I've got your bag, Şahin. -Come on, come on.

Şahin, slowly.

Mrs. Alya.

Hasn't he left?

No, still at the gate.

-Will you take Deniz? -Mom, what's happening?

Nothing, my baby. It's not about us.

Come on, walk.

Did you inform Cihan?

I did. They're on their way.

Şehmuz, what's happening?

-What's going on there? -Madam Sadakat, it's Ecmel Albora.

Sweetie, go to your room, quickly.

-What is it? -Ecmel Albora.

He wants to see Mr. Boran.

He's at the gate.

Despicable filth!

Scum!

How dare he come to my door?

-He came to the door, did he? -Demon!

-You didn't open it, right? -It's locked.

Cihan is coming.

That bastard came to the door?

With what face did that bastard, that vile dog, come?

-Boran, where are you going? -Mr. Boran?

-Boran! -Boran!

-Boran, my dear, wait. -Mr. Boran.

-Boran, don't! -Boran! Boran!

-Look, don't! -Open the gate!

Boran, don't do it!

-Open the gate! -Don't open it!

Mr. Boran!

-Open the gate! -Boran!

Listen to your mother!

What is it, huh, what?

Do you want me to shoot you in the forehead? What is it?

Boran, look

my men will stay outside.

I'm alone. We'll just talk.

Hear the matter from me too.

Don't listen, my dear, don't listen!

Don't listen to this snake, this viper!

His tongue is poison, his tongue! He's a devil!

He's malignant! This traitor, this

this enemy of morals, don't listen to him, my dear!

Boran!

Don't!

-Let him speak, come inside! -Oh, Boran!

You'll regret it, you'll regret it so much!

-Who let him in? -I did!

He says he has things to say, let him speak, go on.

With what face did you come here?

With what conscience did you come shamelessly?

Both of you, be quiet!

You're both my sons, you'll listen to your father!

Boran, I didn't know you were my son.

Sadakat hid it from me. This woman didn't tell me!

Despicable filth, despicable! I'll tear you apart!

I'll tear you apart, damn you! I'll tear you apart!

-I didn't know. -When Boran was in my belly

you threw me off a cliff!

-Enough, enough. -Boran, I didn't know, son, I didn't know.

I didn't know you were pregnant. I swear I didn't know.

This woman did me great harm. First she had me imprisoned

then she took the tribe from me.

-I should have shot you! -I wanted revenge.

Would I have harmed you otherwise?

She did it all, it was all because of Sadakat!

-May your hand break! -How could you try to harm my son?

You kidnapped a little child, you tried to kill him!

Look.

Did you kidnap my son?

Did you kidnap my son?

Did you kidnap my son?

I didn't want to, it happened unwillingly. Look, I'm sorry.

If I hadn't kidnapped him, maybe we'd never have met, son.

They say every evil has some good.

So you're saying it was good you did it, you bastard?

Alright then. Alright then!

If that's the case

go on then, shoot me!

Free yourselves from this shame. Save me and yourselves.

Come on, don't hesitate, shoot!

Don't live with this shame any longer.

Save me and yourselves from this shame!

-Come on, shoot! -Get out!

Shoot, damn it!

Boran, I made a mistake.

Look, forgive me, son.

You, you are my children.

You are my son, Boran.

Get out, get out!

You are my son.

You are my children.

Close the gate.

Şahin and Zerrin came to see you.

Come, Zerrin.

Come on, Şahin, come upstairs.

Come on, all of you upstairs.

Still following her like this.

-Are you alright? -I'm fine, I'm fine.

We heard Ecmel out. What will you say?

Boran, they are your siblings. They are not your enemies.

The children of the man who tried to kill me

cannot be my siblings.

You heard him. Will you still sit here?

-Mom! -Mom, be quiet!

You're right, Boran.

Your reaction is justified, we understand you.

Yes, we are Ecmel's children.

There is nothing defensible about what he did.

But the most important thing now is that you are alive.

It's very hard for us too.

But still, deep inside, we are glad.

Now we have an older brother.

Boran, no one can deny what you've been through.

Everyone is aware.

We are that man's children, not his actions.

Please don't blame us.

Even though you knew what Ecmel did, you stayed by his side, silent.

And now you tell me not to blame?

How many times did my mother tell you Ecmel is a murderer? You didn't believe.

Did you really tell him this?

-You never surprise me. -What? Yes.

Yes, I said it. Didn't I say it? I told you too.

Neither you believed nor they believed. Did they? No.

When we found out, we were devastated too.

Is it easy to accept that our father did such a thing?

Brother, brother, he's their father

their real father. Isn't it normal they didn't want to believe?

They're very sad too. Brother, you weren't like this.

-What happened to you? Don't do this. -And you

you went and married the son of that killer!

-They married, they're married. -Mom!

Shame on you too, Nare, shame on you!

You married the son of the man who tried to kill your brother?

-What are you saying, Boran? -Brother!

Get a hold of yourself! You can't blame Nare!

Let him come, let him!

Let him finish what his father started, come!

What fault is theirs?

Why do you take out all your pain on everyone?

-You stay out of this! -Boran!

Boran, your mind isn't clear. Don't say things you'll regret.

My mind is clearer than ever.

And you knew Ecmel was a murderer

-how did you allow them to marry? -He didn't allow it.

-I married secretly, okay? -Calm down.

We've loved each other since childhood.

You know this! Don't you?

Why do you act like you don't know? What happened to you?

Just because you're hurt, must everyone else be hurt?

-Is that what you want? -Nare, Nare.

Leave it, he won't understand. Don't waste yourself.

-Let's go. -Şahin, let's talk properly.

Do you accept this inside? Sit down!

Mom, don't, don't!

You can't go to the house of those who made me suffer.

-Boran, stop. -Hands off me, hands off!

-Şahin. -Hands off!

-Kaya, take him, Kaya! -You let go!

-Let go, let go! -You let go!

Take Şahin, take Şahin.

You go ahead, I'll come too.

-Come on. -Wait downstairs, I'm coming.

-Nare, I said you can't go! -Boran, she will.

-She's going to her husband's house, Boran. -She can't.

Cihan, look… Cihan, how can you allow this?

How can you let her go? How can you allow this disgrace?

I'll tell you, Mom, I'll tell you.

Like Nare, he doesn't care about what happened to me.

If he cared, he wouldn't protect the children of the man

who tried to kill me, and send Nare with them!

What I care about, forgive me

-your clouded mind can't grasp. -Oh really?

Yes. Let's talk properly now. Listen to me carefully.

Look, those people leaving, those children

they are your real siblings.

Those children truly love you.

Look, that Şahin

the moment he heard his father Ecmel gave the order for your death

the moment he learned it, out of shame and sorrow

he took a gun in his hand and shot himself. Am I wrong, Mom?

-It's true. -Yes, it's true.

Look, that boy learned this and went to shoot himself.

We barely brought him back to life.

We barely got him to the hospital, he survived.

Before even being discharged he said, "I will see Boran."

He came here to see you. What happened to the boy now?

Now how does he look at you? Think about it.

That's what I care about.

I care about you hurting him like this.

And Kaya, that Kaya

when he heard your name his eyes would shine.

He was so eager for you, he adored you.

Now he doesn't want to look you in the eye.

He doesn't want to be where you are, Boran.

That's what I care about. Is this normal? Look at the man you've become.

Alya and Cihan, if you hurt them I care about that.

If you disturb their peace I care about that.

I have to. I'm not selfish, but you are.

You've stopped thinking of anyone. You weren't like this.

That's why I say

if you don't think of anyone here

then I won't think of you at all. Know that.

Mom, stop doing this.

You're taking sides. Don't, it's wrong.

If it's true, you'll say it's true. It doesn't matter who's beside you.

-Say it, say he's right. -Cihan.

-Why are you always on Boran's side? -It's not like that.

-Sometimes you have to speak the truth. -It's not like that, okay.

Alright, it's not like that. You're pushing too hard. You're brothers.

Cihan, what's happened to Boran?

This isn't the Boran I knew. He's become someone else.

His problem is with us. With me and Alya.

He has no problem with you, but acting like this, I don't know.

He'll regret it anyway, just give it time.

-Zerrin, don't be upset. -I'm fine.

Anyway, let's go.

Rest, Şahin, you need to rest.

Yes, I'm out already, I'll rest. See you.

-See you. -Take care.

-Take care. -Okay.

-I'll walk you out. -Okay.

Cihan, I'll call you in the morning.

Don't tell him, okay? Please.

-Be careful. -Okay.

What did Zerrin tell you?

She said don't look too much with those beautiful eyes, it bothers me.

That might be difficult.

Now it's time for Cihan to see Boran.

I hope this reunion won't hurt as much as the last.

He's so right.

My son will reunite with his father. I should be happy.

But I can't be.

I'm afraid.

Then I'm ashamed of my fear.

Boran's not doing this because you don't care for him.

Boran's problem is that when he woke up

he didn't find the Alya he wanted to see.

And he's right. I wouldn't want to lose you either.

If I lost you, I'd probably do worse.

No, you wouldn't.

-Are you sure? -Wouldn't I?

You

wouldn't burn anyone, wouldn't hurt anyone.

The fire inside you would burn you, destroy you, but you'd never reflect it on anyone.

You wouldn't.

Mom.

Are you alright?

Your shouting at the gate about shooting you didn't work.

-That act of regret doesn't fool Boran either. -Şahin…

But now you're making us pay for your sins.

Let him not believe.

He's my son after all.

In that mansion he will see the true face of Sadakat and Cihan.

When he comes to his senses, he'll stand by his father.

But you, Şahin.

For years you never left their side!

And you still speak with their words.

If your conscience were on the side of truth and justice

I would have run to you.

Hopefully Boran will believe me, not you, in the end.

But from now on, neither in the company nor in the mansion

will I allow your treacheries.

-Oh really? -Really.

You think so.

Soon you'll see the truth.

This is just the beginning, Şahin.

Soon you'll see the rest.

The rest too.

We'll see.

Oh Lord!

Mom.

Mom, don't upset yourself anymore.

Look on the bright side.

At least now you don't have to destroy yourself trying to protect my father.

Keep smiling like this.

We'll be fine.

We'll be fine.

I'm fine, son.

You be well

I swear I don't want anything else.

You don't have any pain, do you?

-No, Mom. I'm fine. -But Şahin, you need to rest.

Come on. We barely got out anyway.

-Come on, dear. -Well… Brother.

Well… I know everything piled up, the hospital and all.

But now Demir will show up.

Before he does, I need to tell you something, and it's urgent.

What is it? What will we talk about?

Let's not talk here. Let's talk inside.

-Okay, come on. -Let's go.

Brother, here's the thing…

Say it, Zerrin.

Go on, say it.

The father of my baby is Kaya.

What are you saying, Zerrin?

What Kaya?

Am I the last to know?

Why do I always learn everything last in this house?

Don't get up.

Why didn't you tell me this until now?

Brother, I asked them not to. Don't blame them.

-I insisted. -Good grief!

-Şahin, enough. You're sick. -Come on.

-Sit and talk, for God's sake. -Good grief!

Good grief!

No, the stupidity is mine! I should have realized.

When Nadim came to the mansion, he was telling the truth.

Demir can't have children.

Luckily, we were never together.

Who else knows about the baby?

Alya and my brother know.

-Really? -Şahin.

I'm sorry.

So what happens if Kaya finds out?

That's why I want to talk to you.

Look, Cihan insists he'll tell Kaya.

-What? He will? -Yes.

Brother, I told Cihan too.

Demir won't divorce me, he won't let me go.

-He will. -He won't!

I live with him. You don't know how obsessed he is with me.

-He will, Zerrin. He will. -He won't.

From now on you can't stay with Demir. This will end badly.

Exactly.

That's why I have a solution.

I told Mom too.

What solution?

-But you must accept it. -Don't drive me mad! Say it.

I…

What?

He's here.

Brother, listen. I beg you, I have no other way left.

Please… Please accept it.

Brother, look, I'll go now.

Before school tomorrow morning I'll call Cihan.

Let's all go together and convince him, please. This is my only way. Please.

Good evening.

Get well soon, Şaho.

I'm glad you were discharged early, my friend.

Since you didn't leave, Zerrin anchored herself here too.

Mrs. Zerrin, if you have no excuse left, let's go home.

All right, stay well.

Since you can still come to this mansion, it means Kaya hasn't learned the truth.

-Unbelievable! -Zerrin, go inside.

Yeah, he hasn't learned.

But if your tongue slips again, I swear I'll throw you to Ecmel.

What are you saying? What?

Ecmel told me, if your father does anything to you, let me know.

So I understood he has something to scare you with.

Did you understand?

Ah! You got scared!

Don't be scared anymore.

Truth has a bad habit of coming out.

I'll find out what you're up to anyway.

That's when you should be afraid.

Hey!

What's up, Kadir, what's that in your hand?

A cucumber. Don't you see, a flower.

Come on Kadir, I'm too busy. I can't deal with you.

Why the tension on your face this early?

I came with a flower. Look, see, ask.

I can't ask, Kadir.

I still have to prepare breakfast. I can't deal with you.

Alright.

Go prepare. I'll sweep here.

-Really? -Yes, take it.

Water this too. Give it, I'll do it. What is it?

-Look now. -It smells nice too.

Like you.

Here. Look.

I pressed it.

Wow! You know so much, Kadir! Amazing.

Here, look, it turned blue.

If you don't clean it, it turns blue. See, it turned blue.

Amazing, amazing. It suits your hand too.

Of course. Go now. You'll wilt my flower.

-Go. -Okay fine, I'm going.

Go, water it.

♪ Don't let my flower wilt ♪

It's too early. Why are you awake?

I waited for you.

Oh! You know about cesarean, apparently.

-Come help. -No.

You take the scalpel, I'll keep the gun.

Alya.

I heard you held a gun to Ecmel's head.

But Alya

stay in your field.

Ecmel is my business.

By the way, I told Zerrin. I told her I'd tell Kaya about her child.

-Just so you know. -Cihan.

She reacted like you did. She panicked too.

Then she called, we talked. If it's okay with you, we'll meet at the hospital.

Alright. I'm curious what she'll say.

-Let's go. -Okay.

Where are you going?

-Good morning to you too, Mom. -Good morning.

Boran is pacing inside the walls, excited to see his son.

-Where are you going? -He will see him, Mrs. Sadakat.

It's still too early. My son is sleeping. Let him wake up, have breakfast,

and be ready.

We'll come by then. Right now I have surgery. I'm going to the hospital.

If he had been patient, he would've seen him yesterday. As Alya said, he must wait.

He will learn patience.

Did you sign the divorce protocol?

Yeah, I spoke with Erol. We signed. He'll file the case.

Soon a court date will be set.

-Any other issues? -Have a good day.

Thank you, God bless.

-The ink is running low. -There's a spare.

Let Zerrin come and say whatever she has to say. I'm tired.

Shall I order you tea?

You can later. Thanks.

Come in.

-Good morning. -Good morning.

-Come, Zerrin. -Thanks.

Welcome, Aunt. Come.

-Sit down. -Good morning.

-Good morning. -Good morning.

-Good morning. -Good morning, good morning.

Good morning. Since you came as a family, it must be important.

-Exactly. -Go on.

-Then I'll start. -Okay.

Zerrin told me the baby is Kaya's.

I see.

But apparently everyone already knew.

-Again I'm the last to know. -I told Cihan to stay silent.

But later I had to say it myself.

Now since this concerns Kaya, he is the main party

-he must be told. -Cihan!

I swear I've had enough, I will tell him.

-Brother… -I've had enough already!

-Cihan. -No listen,

that's why I'm here. Don't tell him.

But I have a solution.

-A solution? Tell me. -Yes. I told mother too.

-Okay. -I'll tell you now.

Alright, tell me. Explain.

Go on, explain.

Zerrin wants you to send her secretly abroad.

Abroad?

-With the child? -Yes.

Please, send me, I'll raise him there.

Until I can stand on my own feet, he'll stay with me.

But when the time comes, I'll tell Kaya myself.

You'll tell Kaya when the time comes, is that it?

Send me, but let no one else know.

I don't even know how I'll leave.

Mom, don't. It's tough for all of us, especially you.

But…

…if Demir won't agree to divorce, this looks like the only sensible way, Cihan.

I've got a better way for Demir, but no one accepts it!

Brother.

Abroad.

Abroad, is that it?

Cihan… this is my only solution. Please.

Send me away, don't tell Kaya.

-With the child? -I know, it's hard.

For me too… It's hard.

But what can I do, I have no other way.

Brother.

Brother, I think we should tell Kaya.

But at the same time I'm very afraid of what will happen.

This seems best for all of us.

And Zerrin and the baby will be under our protection.

Accept it, please.

-Fine. -Really?

-Yeah. -Thank you. Thank you so much.

What will I do? How will I endure?

Mom, it's okay.

We'll find a way. Promise.

Promise we'll find a way.

You did all you could. Enough now, don't think about it.

-You're out too. -I had work at the hospital.

He's impatient to see Cihan.

We'll go to him now.

My boy.

Mom, did you come from the hospital?

What do you think?

What are you doing? You did it so nicely!

Now I'll tell you something.

Your father wants to see you.

Do you want to as well? Do you feel ready?

Yes, I feel ready.

Shall we go?

Okay.

Where are they? Why haven't they come?

It's so late!

Be patient, honey.

They went to him. They'll be back soon.

Have they come?

They're coming now.

My son.

Deniz.

Dad.

Come, son, come.

I've reunited with you, my Deniz.

My son. How I've missed you!

My son, how I've missed you!

How I've missed you!

Cihan, did you see how much your father missed you!

You missed him too, didn't you?

I did, but at first when I saw him I was a little scared.

I'm sorry, son.

When I suddenly appeared I scared you, didn't I?

I'm sorry. But I

when I saw you I couldn't resist. I missed you so much. I wanted to hug you.

Then later my mom and dad told me everything.

Right, Dad?

Yeah

I thought you were dead.

No, son, look I'm here.

I was so sad.

But when uncle Cihan became my dad my heart hurt a little less.

But now you're both here. My heart is whole.

I'm your dad, son. Decide who you'll call dad.

Can't I call you both?

Of course you can. Of course. Say whatever you feel inside.

Say whatever you want.

Okay.

Mom, can I go downstairs and continue my drawing?

-You can. Come. -My son

I just saw you. Can we spend a little more time?

Let me hug you a bit more.

Let me finish my drawing, I'll come back again, Dad. Okay?

-Okay. -Okay.

Come.

Now look

instead of hugging the child, instead of easing the longing

instead of relieving the yearning, why do you confuse the child, Boran?

I am his father.

Yes, you are his father. No one denies that.

But don't confuse him like this. Don't.

Cihan.

-His father is Boran. -Mom, who denied it?

Who said otherwise?

Boran, this won't do. Boran.

Boran, this won't do.

Your ego is not more important than this child.

Your pride, your ambition are not more important than this child.

You must leave some things to time. Some things happen with time, Boran.

No one take offense, but this child's well-being

what this child feels is more important than

your ambition, ego, and pride. More precious.

Give it up. Not everything happens instantly. Wait for the right time.

Alright then. Come on.

Cihan, leave.

Hey. Boran. Boran.

Boran, calm down, my dear.

Come on, a little patience. Calm.

Come on, my dear. If you act like this, you'll lose.

If you act like this, you'll lose. Sit down.

Calm down.

Look, the hearings are soon.

The hearings are soon. They'll be completely separated.

They won't come together again, okay.

Come on, calm down.

Yes, Erol?

Alright, hang up.

The divorce hearing date has been set for early next week.

4 DAYS LATER

Until we arrive, let Deniz stay inside, alright?

-I'm with him, Mrs. Alya. -Thanks.

The principals are ready.

Alya Albora's attorney, Lawyer Erol Taşkın, is present.

Let's ask the parties separately.

Alya Albora,

did you read and sign the protocol?

Does your request for consensual divorce continue?

Are you under any pressure?

I read, understood, and signed.

I signed with my free will, Your Honor, there is no pressure.

You may sit.

Cihan Albora,

did you read the protocol and do you accept it?

Is it of your free will?

I read it, I accept, Your Honor. It is my free will.

You may sit.

It has been observed that both parties

declared they signed the consensual divorce protocol of their own free will.

Alya Albora, you speak first, my daughter.

You made a joint decision.

What is your reason for divorce?

You signed the protocol.

Is there violence, threat, or pressure?

No, absolutely not, Your Honor.

Then the reason?

The reason…

…we cannot get close to each other, Your Honor.

We always want to stay distant.

We never miss each other.

Even when we come together

we want to distance again, we don't want to be together.

Then he never listens to me.

He never understands.

And I don't listen to him.

I don't want to understand.

We tire each other. Most of all, we tire each other.

And I don't love him at all.

He doesn't love me either, I know very well.

So we don't love each other. We want to divorce.

I want to divorce.

Your spouse said you are now strangers,

and that you don't love each other. What do you say, son?

Your Honor, whatever my wife says is true, she is right.

I agree with every sentence. How can I put it

neither she wants me much nor I want her much.

Neither she loves me much nor do I love her…

…very much.

Alright. Sit down.

You previously filed for divorce in our court.

I was curious, I checked.

In your statement there, you said this. I'm reading.

"Actually, I began to know her after we married.

Because she told me new things about myself

I began to know myself too."

Your Honor, my wife Alya Albora is a very good spouse.

At the same time, a compassionate and selfless mother.

A very good and respected doctor, and of course for me, much more importantly

a very brave woman.

In short, Your Honor

I do not want to divorce my wife Alya Albora.

I want to continue our marriage. Because I respect her greatly and I…

…love her.

That's what you said, son.

It hasn't even been a year.

What happened that in such a short time a man who said these words

can now say he doesn't love?

-Many things changed. -Yes.

-Many things changed, Your Honor. -Is it that easy, son?

In marriage, there are distances.

But I see in you the character to overcome them.

No.

The statements contradict the first case.

Counselor, the statements don't add up in my mind.

I understand, Your Honor, but in the time mentioned

the parties declared their marriage had become unbearable mutually.

That's why we urgently applied to your court.

Your Honor!

These two, they

they must divorce. You must divorce them.

-They don't love each other. -Mrs. Sadakat.

-You must divorce them. Divorce them. -Be quiet!

Sit down!

If you speak again I'll have you removed from the courtroom.

The court has deliberated.

The statements in the divorce case recently filed in our court,

and the statements in this session

considering the short time passed,

and their claims that common life could not be reestablished

due to the inconsistency of their statements

since the requests are contrary to procedure and substance

our court finds it impossible to accept them,

and rules to dismiss the case.

The case is rejected.

This

what is he saying now?

English translation and adaptation: set.willow6a@gmail.com Based on official Turkish subtitles: www.sebeder.org