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You never ate your sandwich?

I can't eat.

Okay. Well, um, how about we get some air in here?

No. It's a little stuffy though, right?

No, please don't, no.

Okay, okay, okay.

I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now.

But you can talk to me about anything.

Even if it's stupid or silly or doesn't have anything to do with...

what's going on. Mel, I appreciate what you're trying to do, but it's all I can

do to not go totally crazy and just start screaming.

I know. I know. That's why I think it would help you to talk it out.

And say what?

That I want him here.

That I want him back. That I want him in my bed. That I want his arms around me.

That I want him to come back.

That's not going to happen, is it?

Because he's not coming back.

I don't get it.

It's so unfair. He was so young. He didn't deserve this.

I know. It's not fair. It's not. People loved him.

They loved his music.

He made people happy. He really,

really did.

I want him back now.

I just want to see that. smile again. I want him to play his music to me. I just

want him back.

I just want him to come back.

I wish I knew the right thing to say.

There's no right thing to say.

Trust me, I've been there.

Thank you.

Just having you here, that's...

That's more than enough. Go ahead.

I just wish I knew what happened.

They said my son... Eddie's dead.

I want to know why. What happened?

What happened? All they're thinking about is who put Chloe Carter in the

hospital.

You don't think that...

No, no.

Eddie would never do something like that.

And he did not die because he was running away.

No, no, I know. I mean, it seems incredibly out of character.

Do you have any idea what did happen?

I don't.

I don't, and it's driving me crazy.

Well, when he left town, was he upset or angry?

I mean, Tyler said that he and Chloe got into a fight.

I mean, look at the source. It's Tyler Rorick. I don't believe a word that guy

says. I know. From everything I've heard, it seems to really hate Eddie for

some reason.

He does. Our lives have been chaos ever since Eddie and Chloe started dating.

He's a bad guy.

Seems that way.

I mean, I don't know him, but... For all I know, he's the one that pushed Chloe.

If you really think that, don't you think the police will find out?

No, I mean, they're just looking for an easy story, just like the tabloids.

What does Tyler say happened? He's not saying anything.

He won't even return my phone calls.

Well, if you really believe that Tyler is responsible, I mean, shouldn't we

tell the police?

Tell them what?

I don't have anything.

Yet.

What do you mean?

Well, I'm not gonna sit here and wait until the police decide that there's a

case to investigate I Lost my wife and I didn't get any

answers and that's not gonna happen to me again.

I Will get my answers this time

And

he would never do this good Chloe never

You know, why don't you sit down with me for a sec? I can't. I can't sit down.

I'm too wound up.

I mean, he doesn't have a violent bone in his body.

I know.

I know. He would never hurt anyone.

Tyler's wrong.

Actually, maybe he's just making the whole thing up.

He hates Eddie so much that... I don't know. He's trying to cover his tracks.

He feels guilty.

I know that you want to try to find these answers right away.

But you really need to give yourself some time to deal with what's happened.

You've got to let yourself grieve. Eddie's not dead.

Max, it was his car.

They found his wallet in the back seat.

But no one saw him get into the accident.

I don't think it's a good idea for you to be thinking this way.

Look, the police are asking me for Eddie's DNA because they have their

doubts too, right?

I think it's just standard procedure for them.

I mean, when a loved one or family member can't make a positive idea of the

body.

Ricky.

It's possible he's alive.

Max, let me just fix you something to eat, okay?

Thank you. I can't eat right now.

I understand.

I'm sorry. This is so horrible. I just wish I knew what to do for you.

Help me.

How?

I don't know.

Whatever it is that you need to do, I'm here for you.

It was just too young, you know? It was just too damn young.

I know.

I turned it back on when I drove over, and now it won't stop.

Who's calling?

Who's not?

No. Record execs, publicists, gossip hounds.

It's like everybody in the world is trying to get their hands on Eddie's

death, and it's only been a few hours.

Okay, well, I can talk to anyone that you don't want to talk to.

I'm not a hell with them.

No, this is not about them.

I don't care about the business right now. I care about my friend.

You're right. It's about Eddie and the people who loved him.

You cared about him too, didn't you?

Always made me smile.

So how's Lauren? Have you talked to her yet?

I stopped by her house today. She's not good. I think she's in denial.

That's understandable.

How could something like this happen? What the hell was he doing out there in

the middle of nowhere?

I'm sorry that you're going through this.

But you're not alone, okay?

Yeah, thanks.

Have you spoken to Tracy about this?

Can't deal with that yet.

Well, maybe you should go home and be with her.

There's too much other stuff going on between us.

Right now, I need to be here.

Well, what about tonight?

Tonight?

Tonight, I want to get drunk.

Are you sure that's a good idea?

I don't care if it's a good idea or not.

You with me?

Well, wait.

What are we drinking to?

The insanity of the world.

Hey, Phil.

Long time no see.

Hey, man.

What's going on?

Not much, man.

You're pretty late.

So are you.

Yeah, it's because that was some work stuff.

Got a job?

I guess you could say something like that. Yeah.

So, uh, what have you been doing with yourself lately?

Oh, you know, this and that.

Everything's good?

Yeah, everything's great.

Oh, you hear that Colorado guy got busted?

I heard something about that. Yeah, yeah.

I always knew that guy was going to get rung up. That's why I didn't want to get

involved with him.

Bad news, you know what I mean? Yeah, yeah.

You're lucky you didn't go down with him, bro.

You can say that.

Didn't I warn you? I did. I told you that that guy was gonna bring you

trouble. Yes, you did, Ray.

Who knew you'd end up being the smart one on that count?

Look, I always know you thought I was kind of dumb, okay? But I'm actually

doing pretty good for myself.

Glad to hear it. No, seriously, man. I'm doing really good.

Legit stuff?

Legitimately lucrative.

Look,

I gotta go.

Hold on.

Just talk to me for a second.

About what?

I was thinking, uh, maybe you're looking for a new gig?

Nah, man, I'm good. Thanks, though.

It's a sweet one, man.

Trust me, all right? You'd be proud of me.

Seriously, man, I'm not into that kind of work anymore.

Look, it's low risk, all right?

He's looking for a good guy stealing cars and trucks down the docks of San

Pedro. You're not listening to me, Ray.

Look, all right, it's a good opportunity.

I mean, it's a good operation.

It's good money.

We just lost a guy.

No.

You expect me to believe that you're going straight, man?

I really don't care what you believe.

Look, you'll be doing me a favor, all right?

You're gonna make me look for a guy with your talents onto the mix?

I'm sure you'll find somebody, Ray.

So you want out of this life, huh?

Completely.

All right, then.

I'll see you around, Ray.

I'm sure I will.

What's that supposed to mean?

You're going to go legit.

Guys like you never stay that way.

You're too good at it.

I know I should have come up with a money burner.

Yeah, you should have. We had an agreement.

I know my plans fell through, but don't worry.

I'll come up with the money. I just...

Need a little bit more time.

I gave you enough time.

Nick, I don't know. I mean, you know, what do I have left? I have the house

and the clinic. What?

I have no cash. I have no savings. I have nothing to liquidate.

You just contradicted yourself, Doctor.

I'm not sure I want to know what you mean by that.

Well, you're saying you don't have any assets to liquidate. But you started by

telling me you have a house.

And a clinic.

Oh. A house and a clinic?

No. I can't do that.

Can or won't? Can. I have partners at the clinic.

And my daughter lives in the house. What am I supposed to do?

Make her homeless?

You're supposed to repay your debt.

Don't make a question of time.

If you're unwilling to liquidate your assets, then we have a more serious...

No, no, no, Nick. It's a temporary problem. That's all.

Everything's temporary, doctor.

Your house, your clinic.

Everything.

I can't just...

Get rid of my house.

Then at the clinic.

No.

Doctor, this is a real simple concept.

I loan you a large sum of money, and you pay me back in agreed-upon terms.

I will?

I know you will. I have faith. In fact, I'm going to give you five more days to

make your first payment.

Five days? Nick, hold on.

That's not enough time.

That's plenty of time.

I'll see you soon.

Wait a second.

What... What if I can't come up with it?

Where are you going to go right now?

I'm going to go to Eddie's penthouse and see what I can find.

What if I did that for you and you just gave yourself some time to grieve?

I can't do that again.

If I lay in bed, I'll never get up.

I gotta do this.

Do you, um... Do you really think there's a chance that Eddie's still

alive?

I don't know.

I gotta hang on to something, right?

Look, I know this is crazy, and I don't want to drag you into this.

But I gotta do this.

If there's still a chance that you'd do the same for Lauren, right? Yeah, of

course.

Are you sure you don't want to stay for a little longer?

Loss is a part of life, you know?

You love people, and then they go away.

Which is why you have to embrace every moment with the people that you love.

You can never live with any regrets.

Yeah, I know.

Maybe you're too drunk.

I don't care anymore.

I love you.

I love you.

Is she okay?

Yeah.

No. I wish I could answer that.

She's asleep, at least.

Well, hopefully she'll sleep through the night.

You know, you should get some rest, too.

Yeah. That's not gonna happen.

Anyway, that's enough imposing for the night. I gotta get going.

You know, you don't have to go. Just stay.

You know, tonight or as long as you need. You shouldn't be alone.

Thank you, but I want to go to Eddie's.

See if I find anything, any little thing that can help me.

Do you want me to drive you? No, no, please.

Stay here in case Lauren wakes up and is looking for Mommy.

I gotta go home and change anyway.

Okay. Call me later, okay?

I love you.

Before you go, just in case.

What's this?

It's your phone number.

I'm not going to call it.

It's a sweet gig, man. Come on.

Look, Ray, I'm happy you found a place. Seriously.

Glad for you, but this isn't for me.

Just take it, man. All right? Just in case.

I said you're on it, by the way.

Why do you ask?

Just take it easy, bro. All right? I'm just being polite.

You guys are pretty serious, so I want to make sure that you're still together.

Yeah, yeah, we are.

Keep it happy.

Too many questions, Ray.

I know she likes nice things.

Expensive things.

Stepping on dangerous ground here, pal.

Look, I'm telling you, man.

It's easy money and it's good money.

No nine-to-five boredom. Just fast and fun like it used to be.

Remember?

Say goodbye, Ray.

Goodbye, Ray.

Shut up.

Lauren are you here?

Lauren?

Okay, I'm trying really hard not to panic here.

Okay, okay, maybe she just couldn't sleep and she just took a drive.

The last thing I want to be is that person who always thinks the worst,

but... I've never seen Lauren like this before.

You know her better than anyone. Where do you think she would have gone?

Uh, someplace she'd feel close to Eddie.

Hey. Lauren, good to see you.

How are you?

Looks like a lot of people have been sending gifts.

Yeah.

A lot of people loved Eddie.

Still can't believe it's real.

Me neither.

He was a good man.

He treated me right.

He sure did care about you.

He talked about me?

Yeah, a lot.

Thank you for being so nice to me.

You know, I need to ask you a favor.

You want to go up to the penthouse?

I just want to be where I can feel close to him.

Of course.

Thanks.

Say something.

Whatever I have to say, you're not going to like it.

Try me.

I just used you to forget about Eddie.

I feel awful about it.

Jake, it just happened. We didn't plan it.

Yeah, but I don't know how to feel.

Well, maybe you need to stop trying to figure out how you're supposed to feel.

I wish I could.

Well, I don't regret this.

And that's the part you're gonna hate, because I do.

Hey, this is Eddie. Leave a message.

Hey, this is Eddie. Leave a message.

Jeffrey told me you were up here.

I'm sorry. You have way more of a right to be here than I am. I'm going to go.

No, please, please, please.

Stay.

You're not mad at me for being up here?

Of course not.

No, why would I?

I just needed to be where I could feel close to him, you know?

Yeah.

Yeah, me too.

Sit.

I don't know if I really have much to say, but... I know that I don't have

much to say either.

I can almost hear him playing this, you know?

Whenever he played for me, he always played that one.

It's the one I gave him.

I remember I was there for his birthday.

He loved that so much.

A gift from his favorite musician.

To my favorite musician.

Max, I don't know if I can handle this.

Yeah.

I know.

I heard the rumors.

About Chloe?

He didn't push her. He would never do that. No, of course not.

It's so not fair. I mean, it's bad enough that he's gone, but for people to

make up lies about him?

Have you called your mom?

No, I haven't. Well, you should.

She's probably worried about you.

She thinks I'm sleeping.

She probably woke up, went to check up on you, and now she's having a panic

attack.

I'll call her. I just need another minute.

You know, when I heard the keys in the door, I felt like it was going to be

him.

You know, I just thought it has to be Eddie.

Listen to me, Lauren. If he's alive, I'm going to find him.

Alive? Well, I'm just saying there's nothing conclusive yet.

But they said... If he's alive, I'm going to find him.

If he's not, then I'm going to find out who's responsible for this.

I'm taking your call. I need good news.

Actually, Nick, I want to know if you can put me in touch with somebody who

can handle a certain type of situation.

A certain type of situation?

The clinic has great insurance.

Got it.

Yeah. I could put you in touch with someone that would be helpful.

Good. Please give me my number.

Is there something else?

Say there was another problem that I wanted to take care of at the same time.

Another problem? Could you be more specific?

No. I see.

Yeah.

That could be arranged as well.

Listen, I gotta go.

Sorry you think this was a mistake.

Look, none of this has anything to do with you, but it's just everything to do

with my life and what's happened.

I wish I could be mature and say I get that.

Yeah, but you don't.

I don't even know what to think.

Neither do I, except that it's probably not even the right time to talk about

this. You're right.

We both should go home and just get some rest.

Yeah, as if that'll happen.

Listen, Kelly, I, uh... Jake,

it's cool.

Whatever, we can talk about this whenever you're ready.

Yes, we will.

Hey.

Hi.

Can you come over?

I can't sleep.

You can't.

Why not?

I just have some things I need to take care of.

At this time of night?

Yeah.

Okay, well, can you come over first?

My dad's not home.

I miss you.

Aiden, I can't, okay?

Okay, what's the matter? Why do you sound so mad?

Nothing, I just ran into Ray.

The loser?

I thought you didn't hang out with him anymore.

Well... Haven't seen him in a while.

Okay, so, wait, what did he say?

Uh, nothing. It was just weird.

Okay, well, can you come over and we'll talk about it?

Please, I'm lonely.

Yeah, okay, just for a little bit.

What are you looking for?

I'm not sure.

You want some water?

No, what I want is for you to call your mother.

Yeah, I texted her.

Good.

Max, do you think Eddie loves me?

Of course he loved you.

More than he's ever loved anybody.

It's just I'll never get to hear him say it to me, you know?

I just, I feel like I can't breathe.

It's gonna be okay.

How can you say that?

I mean, I don't know. I guess I've been there.

So, yes, it hurts.

And it's painful, but the pain is gonna lessen.

And you just have to be strong.

I want to, but... Oh, you have to. You have to.

Do it for him.

Hang on.

Do your music, too.

You be so strong.

I don't know. I guess I have a purpose now.

Not to protect Eddie.

I'm going to try and be strong, too, then.

For Eddie and for you.

Yeah.

Yeah, you do that.

Tracy?

Trace?

Trace, are you home?

Hey, any news?

No, nothing.

Are you drunk?

I was drinking.

With?

Just at the office.

Why the hesitation?

Look, is that what you really want to talk about right now?

No.

I want to be there for you when our friend dies.

I want to be with you, or at least know you'll answer my phone calls.

I don't know where we stand.

Yeah, this is going to be one of the hardest things you've ever had to do.

What happened to us?

How did everything get so bad so fast?

And I'm sorry, but you're going to have to do this alone.

I'll be in a hotel if you need me, but I think it's better for both of us if you

find someone else to share your pain with. Tracy, don't do this. Not now.

We both know that we cannot repair this marriage, Jake. Not anymore.

Especially not with all this happening.

Look, I'll go to the hotel.

This is your house. It's fine. It's our house.

It's my fault.

I'll leave.

Okay, so where are you going to go?

Somewhere quiet.

Somewhere where no one will ask me about Eddie or why I'm not living at home.

I really hope this is just temporary.

Yeah, me too.

Do I have to go now or can I sleep on the couch tonight and go on away in the

morning?

Good morning's fine.

Thank you.

Good night, then.

Tracy?

Look, whatever we've been through, we can work it out.

Let me know if you want to talk.

Glad you came.

Why wouldn't I come see my girl?

Because you're always distracted?

Or because you have something to do in the middle of the night.

Are you stealing again?

No.

Do you swear?

Adriana, I'm done with that.

Okay, then where were you going when I called?

I was just trying to line up some legit work. If we're moving in together, I

need to find the rent somewhere.

Um, yeah, I have a meeting to talk to you about that.

Talk to me about what?

About moving in together.

And?

And I don't know why I should consider it.

Do we have to talk about this right now?

Yeah, Phil. Okay, we do.

It's killing me. Look, I can't sleep. I can't think about anything else. I just

want to know what my future is.

Okay. Where is this coming from?

My dad is talking about moving to Miami, and everything is moving so fast. Where

did Miami come from?

I don't know.

Okay, he's just all of a sudden being all fatherly and caring, and now he's

talking about moving to Miami for some job offer he got.

Do you believe that?

No, of course not, okay? It's because he's in trouble. It just has to be.

So what did you tell him?

I told him that he was mental if he thought I was going to Miami with him.

Good.

Yeah, but I still don't know what that means for us.

It means we're moving in together. There's nothing he can do about it.

Phil, I need to know that we can actually handle this together.

Adriana, after everything we've been through, I think moving into an

apartment together is not going to be that challenging.

House.

Come again?

House. Okay, not an apartment.

We're going to move into a house.

Okay, like a really nice one, like this one.

Slow down, Ivana.

All right, we're going to move into what we can afford.

Okay, Phil.

I've never had to struggle before.

I don't know if I know how to. I don't think it's in my DNA.

Look, look. I like nice things, too.

Okay? We'll get there.

Maybe not right out the gate, but... You're not really doing the best job of

convincing me that this is the best plan.

What do you want me to say?

I want you to say that I don't have to worry about being comfortable or being

happy.

Just give me a reason not to go to Miami with my dad.

You didn't have to come. I was so worried.

It's okay. Max is here.

Yes.

Hi.

Thank you.

For what?

For talking to me.

Telling me that Eddie loved me.

Whether it's true or not.

Of course it's true. You better believe that.

Okay. Sweetie, you better go, okay? Let's give Max some time here alone.

Okay.

We're gonna get through this, you know?

We are.

I just wish... I know.

I know. We all wish we had him here.

He's very lucky he found you.

Okay. Forget the apartment. We'll find a nice house.

A really nice house.

Yeah.

Okay. Maybe not a really nice house, but something where we're comfortable.

I want my own bathroom.

You can have your own bathroom.

And storage.

Sure.

Whatever you want.

Okay. So how are you going to pay for this?

I'm going to go work for my dad.

Okay, you'll hate it and be miserable.

Don't you said you wanted your own bathroom?

Yeah, but I'm not gonna be happy if you're not happy.

Okay, see, you haven't thought this through. No, I will be fine working for

my dad.

As long as I make good money.

And I will.

Because I'm good with all this business stuff.

It was true.

It's not like I'm not gonna be promoted. It's my dad.

Okay, you don't know that. Yeah, I do.

Look, it's all gonna work out.

You don't need to stress about this.

Okay. Feel better?

A little.

Look, when the baby comes, we'll decide what to do, but either way, we're family

now.

I love you.

It's all gonna work out.

I love you, too.

Kelly?

What are you doing here? It's not even light out.

I'm usually here before light, but you never are what gives.

I was with Jake last night. He was really upset.

I know.

I still can't believe Eddie's dead.

How freaky is that?

It's horrible.

Is Jake okay?

No.

Poor guy.

I mean, what's he gonna do?

You think he's going to shut down the agency?

I mean, Eddie was his main number one client.

I slept with Jake.

Excuse me?

It wasn't exactly a normal night last night.

So you were both really sad? Something crazy happened?

End of story, right?

I'm in love with him.

Okay, maybe not end of story.

Do you, uh...

Do you know how he feels?

Sorry, but stupid question.

No, it's not a stupid question. He doesn't love me. He's never loved me. So

what the hell am I doing?

He won't leave Tracy.

I don't want him to.

Good, because you're too smart and talented to attempt homewrecking.

God, such an awful word.

Yet perfectly fitting.

I don't want it to happen again. I just... Good.

I just, I might go crazy if it doesn't happen again.

Oh, boy.

God, and I just, I feel disgusting even talking about this after everything

that's happened today. It's okay.

But, and listen to me very, very carefully.

If you want to stay here in this job, you have to take this secret to your

grave. And you can't be in love with Jake anymore. That's a definite no-no.

Wow, Stephen, you're just full of words of wisdom today, aren't you?

Wisdom you should follow.

I will.

I swear.

Don't, no, don't, don't get that. Don't get that. Shut up.

What is it?

It's Kim.

Eddie Durant's dead.

What? Yeah, it's car accident. She said it's all over the news.

Lauren must be freaking out right now.

You know, a few weeks ago, I would have loved to see her lose something she

cared about, but it's... But not like this, not with death. No, I mean, of

course not. It's just this is so... Hey, hey, hey.

We're not those people.

Yeah, I guess we're not.

Man,

I should probably go check on Melissa. No, don't leave me. I don't want to be

alone.

That's my cue.

What are you still doing up?

Thinking.

About?

Miami.

I don't want to see you, kid. Not right now.

Are you still thinking about moving there?

It's a great city. I love it there.

It'll be a tough adjustment at first, but... I know without a doubt, you'll

end up loving it.

I'm not going with you.

It's not a choice.

Yeah, it is.

I'm moving in with Phil.

We're gonna get a place together.

This is the hardest...

Thing I've done This is the way

I've become

Do you see

Rise and fall

This is the one thing

That I fear