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[echoing heartbeat thumping]

[Woman] We're gonna have a little chat.

What do you want from me?

Why are you keeping me here?

What do you want from me?!

Gabriel was an organ donor.

The heart you have belongs to me.

Not you.

[ominous music]

[footsteps receding]

[door creaks, bangs shut]

[sobbing]

[sobbing]

[Director] And cut.

[tender music]

That was beautiful, Maria.

-Thank you. -Yeah.

[Director] Your agent probably discussed this with you,

but the role requires you to wear a bikini on screen.

Are you okay with that?

[inhales sharply]

[Doctor] Sometimes transplants don't take as well as we'd like,

but you are eligible for a replacement.

I'll up your dose of Mycophenolate

to two pills a day. I'll send in the prescription

and we'll keep everything else the same.

The good news is, this can bump you up higher

on the transplant list.

But in the meantime, continue to monitor

your pacemaker through the app.

And, Noah, you have it, too?

-Yeah. -Great.

And you know the drill,

no coffee, no alcohol, no smoking.

Avoid stressors.

I understand that this is hard for you.

[call rings]

[Pharmacist] Pharmacy Department, how can I help you?

Hi, uh, I just need to fill my prescription.

My doctor phoned it in. It's Maria Kuusk.

[Pharmacist] Can you please hold for a moment?

Sure.

[Reporter] We now turn to a live

press conference about Charles Walker,

the man who's been missing for weeks.

He suddenly disappeared. I don't know where he went.

I just, I don't know what to do. The police is not helping me.

Please help me find Charles, my husband.

-[Pharmacist] Maria? -Yes?

Your insurance isn't letting us refill just yet.

You should still have some left from your previous prescription.

It looks like the earliest we can do is next week.

[footsteps thump downstairs]

[distant sirens wailing]

[vehicle engine starts]

[tense music]

[Maria] Two burgers, two fries, please.

-Coming up. -Thank you.

[burgers sizzling]

I don't know what made you decide to come tonight,

but thank you. Meant a lot.

You were great. I wanted to see you play.

Um, also, I wanted to tell you that my agent called me,

and he said that my commercial's probably gonna air this month.

-What? No way! -Yeah.

That's amazing. You're gonna be famous.

We gotta hide your face from the paparazzi.

[laughs] Get over here.

-That's amazing. -Thank you.

It's just a commercial.

Hey, no, not just a commercial.

Something you've been dreaming about for years.

Who knows, maybe we'll move to L.A. now.

[tender music]

I can't tell if yours tastes better or worse?

I think they both taste terrible, okay?

-[laughs] -They're pretty bad.

You must be a little hungwy girl.

I'm kidding.

Ah here, one more. One more. One more.

And another. No?

Oh, I'm done.

Um...

What?

Uh, well I know this isn't the most romantic place...

What are you talking about?

3 AM burger at the food truck is my love language.

[both half chuckle]

Well, I've been

trying to wait for the perfect moment but...

I mean, every moment with you is perfect. So...

No. Noah, please.

[hesitates] Is everything okay?

Maria. Hey.

Are you doing this out of pity?

What do you mean?

No, I've felt a lot of things, but never pity.

No, you cannot pretend like this isn't happening.

I'm getting worse.

Every day I wonder if this is gonna be my last.

Why on earth would you want to marry me?

You're not dying.

Okay? You're gonna get a transplant.

Everything's gonna work out. Just...

I-I already got one, Noah. It's not working.

You're gonna get another one and it will work.

You know what? I'm...

I'm tired of hearing.

"You've got this, Maria. You're so strong."

People don't live as long as you.

"You should be grateful." This is...

Hey. Stop.

Look...

I'm not asking you to marry me out of pity.

I'm proposing to you in front of a food truck at 3 AM

because I love you

and I want to spend whatever time we have left, together.

And if you don't do it for me,

do it for Lena.

I'm not going to find her, Noah, and I'm too tired

to keep looking.

[soft kiss]

Can we please go home?

Yeah.

[box snaps shut]

[energizing jazz music]

[indistinct chatter]

I'm really sorry about last night. I know that you were,

you were trying to do something

something really nice and I...

I ruined it.

[Noah] Hey, hey, no. Don't worry about it. Seriously.

Okay. I'm really sorry.

[Noah] Stop.

Look, how about I ask Minnie to cover for me tonight

and I can make some dinner and we can talk?

Okay. Yeah, that sounds lovely.

-[horn honks outside] -Okay.

I love you.

[van rumbles, tires squeal]

You there?

I love you, too.

[call beeps off]

[yawns]

[exhales]

[garbage bag crinkles]

[metal door clangs shut]

[street traffic humming in background]

[ominous music]

[vehicle engine starts]

[exhales deeply]

[food sizzling]

[rock music playing]

[message chimes]

[clears throat]

[van rumbling]

[breathing nervously]

[sharp inhale]

[panicked breathing]

[muffled screams]

[elbow thuds] [abductor groans]

Ah!

[gasping]

[video chimes on]

I'm being abducted in the alley outside our building.

White van.

[footsteps approaching]

[phone beeps]

[labored breathing]

[panics]

[chain rattling]

[sobbing]

[screams]

[necklace clasp snaps]

[melancholic music]

[indistinct chatter]

-And this is you here. -Thank you.

Uh, hey everyone, this is Detective Chloe Jackson.

She's joining us from Ohio.

Looking forward to working with all of you.

[Officer] Hey, Jackson. Hello.

And as you know, you'll be working with Sanchez

as you get the lay of the land.

No one knows Seattle better than she does.

You're in great hands.

Thanks, Chief.

Hey.

-Hey. -Welcome to Seattle.

[chuckles] Thanks, Sanchez. You really didn't have to.

Look, you can be the new kid for ten minutes or ten months.

What's a better welcome cliché than donuts, huh?

Just pass 'em around. Oh, and call me Vicky.

Thanks, Vicky.

[knock at door]

We got him. Gary Rhodes,

-the guy who abducted... -Yeah, Shirley Harris.

Yeah. That's good work, Detective.

Now, the press is gathering outside.

-Yeah, no, no, no. -It's your case.

No, you-you can speak on my behalf. It's fine.

Oh, uh, I'm getting Jackson's feet wet with a case.

Be sure to guide her well.

Yeah, will do, Chief.

Good morning, we at the Seattle PD

are proud to announce that Gary Rhodes is now under arrest.

The investigation led by Detective Sanchez allowed us

to gather all the information [scoffs]

we needed for an... [clicks off TV]

[applause]

Okay. Come on, guys, there's a 14-year-old girl

who's not coming home tonight to her parents.

How's it goin'?

Maria Kuusk. Missing.

It's good, right, that he assigned this to me?

Or do you just think he gave it to me 'cause it's easy?

Oh, no, I don't think so.

I mean, this is Seattle. We can use

all the help we can get.

Why do you uh, think it's easy?

Uh, well the boyfriend reported her missing,

but we're still within that window where

she could have just taken off, so.

Yeah, I'd start with the boyfriend.

You know, you always wanna start with the inner circle.

Closest relationships first.

-Hmm. -Actually, statistically,

the one that reported them missing is usually the one

that made them disappear.

Right.

Uh, yeah, it's Maria Kuusk, it's K-U-U-S-K.

[Receptionist] Let's see.

[keys clacking]

No, we have no one under that name currently checked in.

All right. Um, can you call this number

if she comes in, okay?

Will do, Detective.

Thanks.

[knock on door]

Noah Baker?

Detective Chloe Jackson. Do you have a minute?

Can I get you anything?

Uh, water. Thank you.

Yeah.

[water pouring]

-Thanks. -Yeah.

Uh, I'm here to collect your phone.

You mentioned an unsent message?

Yeah. Uh

it's been driving me crazy.

Did you check your other devices?

Yeah. It was unsent in all of them.

Okay. We'll recover it.

But you'll, you'll keep it on though, right?

In case someone calls?

Someone?

Yeah, like a kidnapper or something? I don't know.

We don't have much money but you got to admit,

it's pretty ominous. She's on her way home

and then she unsends a message? And then disappears?

Is that why you called the police right away?

As opposed to what?

Asking around? Seeing if she's hanging out with a friend?

I have been asking around. I'm still asking around, okay?

But Detective, I am telling you,

something happened to her.

What did she say when you proposed?

[sighs] Look

she didn't run away, if that's what you're suggesting.

I'm not suggesting anything, I just need to ask.

Well, you can stop treating me

like I did something wrong then.

I just want to find Maria, okay? And I know that

that's all you want, too, so just work with me

for a second, okay?

If she were to go somewhere, family, anywhere,

where would she go?

Nowhere.

Maria's an orphan.

She's got nowhere to go.

This is Maria Kuusk's phone.

I'll try prioritizing it but...

I can't promise anything. We're backed up.

You'll have to wait in line, you know?

Hmm, my number one rule?

Mm-hmm?

Never go out in the field with an empty stomach.

-What's rule number two? -Hmm.

Your emergency survival kit.

[chuckles]

Okay.

Mm-hmm.

You'll figure out which one works the best.

Got it.

So, how many rules do you have?

Just the two.

[chuckles]

Well, I don't want to brag or anything,

but I'm kind of known for my iron stomach. But thank you.

How'd it go with the boyfriend?

Uh, he's clean.

The grocery store and the apartment building

security cameras, they place him in those locations at the time

-of her disappearance, so... -Hmm.

You know, Maria's not in any hospitals,

there's been no ransom calls.

Something doesn't add up.

I'd search the areas around her work and home. I

mean, with her whole health history,

there's a chance she's probably passed out somewhere.

Yeah, maybe. Or ran away.

Hmm. Right? Mm!

[phone buzzing]

This is Sanchez.

Yeah, okay uh, on our way.

There's a 187 downtown. We gotta go.

-Mm. Mm-hmm. -I'll brief you on the way.

[camera shutter snaps]

[somber music]

Ugh.

Jackson?

[gasping]

[retches]

How ya doin'?

Yeah. Fine.

Here. It'll help.

Thanks.

What's her name?

Rosalie Smith.

You know I have seen things before. I've just never...

It's fine.

I don't know. Maybe the big city is just not for me.

Why were you transferred?

If you don't mind me asking.

Uh, my husband, he um

he passed away three months ago.

Oh. I'm so sorry.

His name was Edward.

Kindest man I ever knew.

It was a drunk driver.

So, I couldn't stay in Ohio anymore.

And I was born here, have family here, so.

Yeah.

Yeah, having family around makes all the difference.

Are you married? Kids? Anything?

I have a son.

[unsettling music swells]

All right, you guys, finish up.

[Girl] Chug! Chug! Chug!

That doesn't taste any better than you said it would.

I don't like that.

I lied. [Cell phone ringing]

I'm like, I don't want that. [Laughs]

I uh, I gotta go home.

My mom's blowing up my phone.

It's your birthday.

Can't your mom make an exception for today?

Oh, you know how she is.

Okay, then sober up first.

Don't let her catch you like this.

She's a detective, babe. She probably already knows.

[distant chatter, laughing]

I'll drive you home.

Thank you for the ride.

Happy birthday.

[dramatic whoosh]

Maria's medical file just came in.

Thanks, Chief.

Hey, so that was a good introduction

to how our homicide division works,

but I'm gonna need your help on a couple other cases.

Okay.

[distant phone ringing]

[ominous music]

[kitchen items clatter]

[inhales sharply]

[bell on door jingles]

[vehicle engine rumbles then turns off]

[man burps]

[mysterious music]

[man blows nose]

[bell on door jingles]

[bell on door jingles]

[van engine starts]

[sobbing]

[shakily] Oh.

Please. Please, come on.

[door opens and shuts]

Oh, thank God! [Sobbing]

Thank you!

Thank you.

Thank you.

Breathe.

[sobbing]

Breathe.

Deep breath.

[cuff inflates]

[air hisses]

You need to eat.

[rips off cuff]

Thank you.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait! Please! Please!

[ominous music]

[plate flops on floor]

No, please! Please! Please don't leave me here!

I want to see that plate empty before I come back.

Please don't leave me here!

Please!

[sobbing]

Please! [Door slams shut]

[footsteps approach]

[items clunk down]

Put this on.

[breathing shakily]

[hairpin clacks in teeth]

[door shuts]

[officer] I'm taking him down to the lock up. Come on!

[man grumbles]

Get him outta here.

Come on.

You're the new detective, yeah?

Yeah. Chloe Jackson.

Wright.

Uh, who was that?

He's running a meth lab in his basement.

Your work mama tipped me off.

Sanchez?

Yeah. She was getting gas or something.

That woman never turns it off.

Mm-hmm.

So, what went wrong with Maria's transplant?

Nothing went wrong.

Sometimes the body's autoimmune system

attacks the new heart because it perceives it as a threat.

Maria's on the wait list for a second transplant.

And how long is the wait?

It's usually long, but we were able to bump her up,

due to her decline.

She's up next. It could be anytime.

But in the meantime, I'm treating her with medication

to hopefully reverse the acute rejection.

But Maria hasn't picked up any of her refills.

What would happen if she stopped taking her meds?

If she missed a pill or two,

it wouldn't be the end of the world.

Okay. What about her pacemaker?

Is there any way it could be tracked?

Not if she's away from her phone.

It connects to the app via Bluetooth.

Okay.

Look, I have to ask,

why did Maria need the new heart in the first place?

I mean, she's only 29.

She had heart valve disease

that didn't respond to treatment.

We think it's genetic, but because she doesn't have

any family, there's no way to know for sure.

Okay. Thank you for your time.

Of course.

I guess families just didn't want a sick kid.

So, she never got adopted

and ended up in the foster care system in Estonia.

Do you know anything about her parents?

No. Um, Maria never looked into it.

I mean, every scenario is awful.

If they died, they gave her up, the reasons why.

There wasn't any answers that were gonna make

her feel better, so. She just didn't want to know.

Well, what about the rest of her family?

I mean, relatives? Extended family? Anything?

Uh... she has a sister.

[gloomy music]

[handle clangs]

[grunts]

[dumbwaiter clunks]

[board rasps open]

Let me outta here!!

[board creaks closed]

[hairpin rattling in lock]

Ow!

[hairpin clatters to floor]

[muffled guttural groan]

Hello?

Is anyone there?

[muffled guttural groan]

Hello?

[Maria over video] I'm being abducted

in the alley outside our building.

A white van...

C-can you play it again?

[Maria] I'm being abducted

in the alley outside our building.

A white van...

She was escaping.

Well, I traced Maria's phone location and confirmed

what she says.

No locations after that.

[tense music]

It was probably turned off or destroyed.

Can you send me that file?

Uh, hey, don't forget this.

Thanks.

[whiskey burbles]

Come on, makes the job easier.

I'm good. Thanks.

Why, are you pregnant?

Have you seen Sanchez?

What do you need? Maybe I can help.

Oh, you know what? I'm actually just

gonna go and find her. She...

Oh. Acute rejection.

Looks like she might as well be dead by now.

I'd move on to something else if I were you.

Excuse me?

[scoffs]

You'll get used to it.

-Chief. -Detective Wright.

Uh, Chief, am I supposed to be working with Sanchez today?

I can't get a hold of her.

Well, she took the day off.

It's the anniversary of her son's death.

[unsettling music]

I thought she told you?

[unsettling music]

[chair clunks]

[hand rasps on bedding]

[sobbing]

[door shuts]

Hey, where have you been?

Were you drinking? Hey!

Gabriel, I'm talking to you!

I just had like, like one drink, okay? It's my birthday.

Okay, but you are late and I was worried about you!

You're always worried!

Yes, because the world is cruel!

Cruel. I know.

Just 'cause you see the worst in the world doesn't mean

it's gonna happen to me, okay?

-[exhales] -Okay.

I made your favorite cake,

the chocolate with the vanilla and the strawberries.

Can we just

can we just celebrate?

[head clunks on banister]

Come on.

Come here, huh? You're my birthday boy.

Come here.

Happy birthday, sleepy.

[dramatic whoosh]

[computer keys clack]

Prevents the body from rejecting a transplanted organ

and helps reverse it.

Hmm.

[dozy exhale]

[man's muffled voice] Do you know what... is.

Hello?

[man muffled] Do you know what day it is?

Uh... October 10th,

I think. Maybe 11th.

[Man] I'm sorry, Susie.

I'm Maria. Who's Susie?

[Man] I'm so sorry, Susie.

What's your name?

Charles.

Charles Walker.

I knew it! She's gonna die because of this.

-You know that, right? -Mr. Baker...

Because you didn't listen to me the first time

I told you she was missing, and that something happened.

-Mr. Baker... -You're wasted time

-calling hospitals? -I understand how you feel...

No, you... you have no idea how I feel, okay?

Because it's not your husband who's missing.

[exhales]

You're right.

You are not going to lose Maria, Noah.

I am going to find her. And you can hate me

as much as you want. I am not asking you to like me.

But I could really use your help.

[box clunks on table]

[clears throat]

How many do you need?

These should do.

[scoffs] What's the point?

We're never gonna be able to be find her anyways.

Hey, her face is gonna be all over the news.

Someone's gonna know something.

Do you know how the pacemaker app works?

Yeah. I have it on my phone.

It's pretty useless unless I'm near her, though.

[app pings] See?

When it is working,

I can monitor everything.

Send notifications to her doctor. But...

[app pings closed]

like I said, it's pretty useless right now.

[Maria] How long have you been here?

[Charles] I don't know anymore.

You have to get out of here.

[stammers] I messed up, but like, you can't mess up.

What do you mean "mess up"?

You have to get out and tell Susie I'm sorry,

I'm not coming home.

Don't say that. We're both getting out of here.

No, I'm not.

She's got you now.

What does that mean?

-[tense music] -Shh, shh, shh. She's coming.

[door creaks open]

[keys rattling, footsteps approaching]

Thank you.

[stammers] I think, I think you have the wrong person.

I don't have any money. I have a medical condition. I...

I don't want your money.

Then what the hell do you want?

Please let me go!

Please let me go!

[tense stirring music]

[car door shuts]

[pained grunts]

[breathing heavily]

[steadying exhales]

[chain rattling]

[grunts]

[door creaks open]

[door slams shut]

[grunting]

[whimpering]

[door slams down]

[pained scream]

[shackle clatters to floor]

[panting]

[door chain clatters]

No. No! No!

No!!

[grunting]

[pained groan]

[rips gown]

[winces]

[door creaks open]

[trunk beeps]

[vehicle approaches]

[blows out breath]

[door opens]

[exhausted breathing]

Ah!

[can pops open]

Wah!

[thuds to ground]

[door creaks shut]

[chain rattles on floor]

[dumbwaiter creaks]

[tense music]

[exhales]

[chain clangs]

[rapid breathing]

[pills rattles]

Uh-uh.

We're gonna have a little chat first.

This is you.

Who's this?

Is that your friend?

Your sister?

[inhales sharply]

She's your sister.

Is she alive?

Why do you carry her picture in your wallet?

I keep a picture in my wallet, too.

This is my son, Gabriel.

He died a few years ago.

What do you want from me?

Why are you keeping me here?

[ominous music]

What do you want from me?!

Gabriel was an organ donor.

The heart you have belongs to me.

Not you.

[sobbing]

Oh God.

[nervous breathing]

[timer dings]

Pregnant.

[rapid breathing]

[indistinct chatter]

Hey, Chief. You wanted to see me?

Yeah, come on in.

We have a new abduction case.

Think our rookie can handle it?

Yeah. You know uh, she's keeping up.

She's a good cop.

Sanchez, what are you not telling me?

Uh...

I just, I worry that she's getting

too emotionally involved.

I mean, look, I'm not saying that she can't handle it,

it's just, you know, it's a lot

given her recent circumstances.

Okay then, um

well I know you're swamped. I'll just give this

to Andrew or Wright.

Yeah, I can take it.

Okay.

Uh, Jackson?

-Chief. -Hey, listen,

you're doing a good job, Detective,

but I'm handing your case over to Sanchez.

I'm sorry, you're taking me off the case?

Well, let's get you fully adjusted before I give you

anything like this. Okay?

Well, Chief, I'm making progress. You can't just...

It's not a discussion, Jackson.

So, if you can give all your files over to Sanchez,

that would be great.

Okay.

[News Anchor] The local school board is expected

to release a statement before the end of the week.

Authorities are looking for 29-year-old Maria Kuusk,

who was last seen leaving work last Tuesday.

[Charles] You have to play along.

Play along with what?

[Charles] Upstairs. I didn't play along.

You have to play...

[door opens] No! No! No!

[gunshot cracks]

[panicked breathing]

[ominous music]

There's not many left so I'm spacing them out.

[pill clacks on floor]

How many others do you have?

You're not eating.

I'm a great cook.

You're gonna get caught.

[sighs]

And it might be a while,

and I might not be around when you do, but you will get caught.

Yeah, well 600,000 people go missing in the US every year.

Do you know how many of them stay missing forever?

I'm more interested in the number that are found.

Poisoning's a ridiculous way to kill someone,

if that's what you're worried about.

My boyfriend's looking for me.

Yeah, Noah. I know who he is.

Your case was just assigned to our newest rookie

who happens to faint whenever she sees blood.

No!

[Maria and Vicky grunting]

[echoing heartbeat thumping slows]

[audible breathing]

No! No! No! No! No!

No! No! Help! Help!

No! No! Please! He's alive.

He's still alive! Stay with me. Please stay with me.

Help!! Help! Please! Help! Stay with me, please!

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

[exhales]

Thanks, boss. Thanks for coming.

Yeah.

[somber music]

It looks like he's sleeping.

When he was little, he would sleep a lot.

I was so worried but all the doctors said he was healthy.

I called him my little sleepy bug.

[chuckles softly]

Do you think that I could just

have a minute alone with him?

Of course.

[somber music continues]

[exhales shakily]

[keys rattling, footsteps approaching]

[panicked breathing]

[door unlocking]

[door crashes]

You need to eat.

[crickets chirping]

[exhales]

Tell me about your sister.

Did you grow up here? Grow up together?

Come on.

[weakly] We grew, we grew

we spent a few years in an orphanage in Estonia

until she was adopted by Americans.

So, I came to America.

You came here to find her?

I thought that maybe if I made it as an actor,

Lena would see me on the scree-,

on the screen. I don't know. It's all I had.

So, you haven't seen her since you were a kid.

Is that right?

Should could be dead for all I know.

Here. Come on.

Come on.

[slurps soup]

Good girl.

Am I dying?

You're not dying.

I feel like... my body's given up.

You're just sedated.

I gave you something so you can rest.

Why don't you just take it?

My heart.

His heart.

Isn't that what you want?

You want your son's heart?

I want my son back.

The man you shot

he had another organ, didn't he?

His liver.

[spoon clangs in bowl]

How many more have you killed?

Why don't you just take it?

I'm dying anyway. Why don't you just take it?

I'm not gonna kill you Maria.

As long as his heart is still beating,

I will keep you alive.

[door slams shut]

[door locking] [pained sob]

[digging]

[dirt spraying]

[ominous music]

[News Anchor] Authorities are asking for the public's

assistance in the continuing search for a young girl

-in Seattle, Washington area. -I recognize her scar.

Anyone with information

is asked to contact Detective Jackson.

Lena, what's wrong?

[footsteps approach]

-Hey. -Hey.

[scoffs]

You kept this?

Yeah, it's um

it's motivation.

Maria left you a voice note telling you where

she was taken from. She described a white van.

So, I've pulled all the traffic camera footage

from all possible routes

within a ten minute window of her abduction.

So, we're looking for a white van?

With a plate we can identify.

[scoffs]

[restaurant din]

They pulled me off the case.

What?!

Why? No, no, no, that can't be. You can't stop.

I'm not gonna stop looking for her, okay?

I just, I needed to be honest with you because.

Detective Sanchez is taking lead on the case.

So, she's gonna be your main point of contact

moving forward, okay?

-Sanchez. -Yeah.

Well, I haven't heard from any Sanchez, so.

Well, I'm, I'm sure you will, soon.

[phone buzzing]

-[call beeps on] -Hello?

-[Lena] Detective Jackson? -Speaking.

[Lena] You're looking for Maria Kuusk.

Uh, yeah. Do you... do you know her?

[Lena] She's my sister.

I found it.

[exhales]

[intrigiuing music]

[gentle music]

[winces]

"Now I die and vanish."

And in an instant, I am nothing.

Souls are as mortal bodies.

[Gabriel's voice echoing] But the knot of causes in which

"I am entangled recurs."

What happened to you?

No.

[blinds clatter]

Come on!

[door crashes open]

[drawer rasps open and shut]

These will be more comfortable.

This will get you through the day but try to get some rest.

I gotta get to work.

As you've already discovered,

the window's sealed and the glass is bulletproof.

There's plenty of books if you get bored.

[door shuts]

I feel like I'm losing her all over again.

What if this is the closest I ever get?

Hey, we are going to find her.

Yeah, I was notified that a new detective

has the case now.

Uh yes. I'm just helping her out on the side.

We really can't afford to waste any time on this.

Right. Well, I'd like to speak

-to the main detective as well. -Of course,

and she will be in contact with you, I'm sure.

But we just really want to keep things moving.

I found the van that took Maria. It turns

out it was a rental. I'm actually

headed there now, so anything that I find out, I...

Okay, I'll come with you.

No, um, you should really just go home.

Detective, she's my family.

It was October 3rd.

And for how many days?

Three days. We just got it back.

Okay. And who rented the van?

Um...

Amanda Williams.

Amanda Williams. Can you print that out for me, please?

Along with her license as well.

[printer whirs]

Do you have camera footage from October 3rd?

Uh, no. We were updating our security system that week.

Okay, so you're telling me that your camera broke

right before someone used one of your rentals

to abduct a woman?

Show me the van.

[mysterious music]

[key rasps on shelf]

[key clacks in lock]

[door creaks open]

[gentle grunt]

[drawer rumbles open]

[paper rustles]

[somber music]

"Dear Mom,

I've always wondered what gives our lives meaning."

[Gabriel] There's this theory I was thinking about

that I found in one of my dad's old books.

Imagine you'd have to live your life over and over,

you know, like everything's happening the exact same way.

-Okay. -You know, like,

like time repeating in an infinite loop.

Or let's say you cheat.

-Hey. -Okay.

Okay, you um

you rob a bank. You know?

-Sounds exciting. -Yeah, I can do that.

You get away with it. You know, there's a thrill.

But um...

I mean, would you do it again?

Like, if you were to, if you were to relive the same life,

would you live through that event

and its consequences a million times?

No.

I guess if I wouldn't do it a million times,

why would I do it once? [Laughs]

What about, what about this life?

I mean, if you were to

relive this exact, same life again a million times,

you know, would you?

Is this... this life worth reliving?

I'd relive this moment.

[chuckles]

[tender music]

[Gabriel] "This is a life I can't continue living."

[Maria] "I hope one day you can forgive me."

[doors rumble open]

Lena Anderson?

-Yeah... -I'm Detective Sanchez.

-Do you have a moment? -Yes. Yeah, hi.

Yes, I actually wanted to talk to you.

Great, great. I've been meaning to talk to you too,

actually. I'm sorry I couldn't get to you sooner.

No, no, no, that's okay. Detective Jackson

said that you've been putting in the work.

Yeah, so, look, I'm not going to lie to you, Mrs. Anderson.

This is a really difficult case.

And I'm doing my best here but I can't be worried

about you and Maria at the same time.

Sorry, worry about me?

Yeah, well, you've been going around asking questions

here and there.

I need you to leave the detective work to me.

-Yeah... -Look, I understand what

you're going through, I really do.

But you're just making my job harder.

And you're putting yourself in danger.

Do you understand what I'm trying to say?

Yes. I'm... I'm so sorry.

I wasn't trying to cause any trouble.

It's okay. I know you weren't.

[unsettling music]

[footsteps thump on creaking stairs]

[gasps]

[rapid breathing]

No, please. Please, please, please!

Help!

[sobbing]

[gun cracks]

No!

No!

Please help! Help me!

[slams gun on window] Please!

Help!

Please!

[slams gun on window] Help!

No!

Oh God, please!

[footsteps thudding on floorboards]

[sniffling]

[door rasps open]

[wind whistling]

[slow, echoing heartbeat]

[sniffling]

[gasps]

[somber music]

[music races]

I'm not gonna die here.

[tense music]

[door rattles]

[cupboards pop open]

[shrill beat]

Jackson.

[keyboard clacks]

[clears throat]

Where were you this morning?

Kitchen homicide, you threw up.

-[exhales] -I waited for you.

We were supposed to talk to the ex-husband.

Right. I'm sorry,

I'm just, I'm swamped.

You eaten?

Look, I gotta tell you, Jackson, I don't like this.

I took the case so you could stay close to it

but don't go behind my back. It's not your case anymore.

I thought I could be helpful. You know,

come to you when I had something substantial,

and I think I'm close, Vicky.

I had the forensic guys look at the van.

Nothing. Not a single fingerprint, hair, saliva,

nothing. It was cleaned meticulously.

That means we're dealing with a pro.

-Okay, all right. -This changes things.

I appreciate the help, I do.

Okay? But I appreciate communication more.

Now, if you don't mind, I will take it from here.

I just can't believe someone used a dead

person's ID to rent the van.

Okay, your heart is way too much

in the game on this one.

It's gonna cloud your perspective.

You need to get some distance.

Well, at least now we know that there's a woman involved.

Hey Jackson, saw the news.

Still wasting department resources, I see.

At least I'm not drinking on the job.

[huffs]

You're a bully, Wright.

It's not my fault you're wasting time on a corpse.

-All right, come on, Wright. -Found the body, did you?

If you want to work on something useful,

I've got a list of missing kids

who have their whole lives ahead of them.

Okay, come on, Wright!

Who the hell are you? Huh?

Why do you get to decide whose life matters?

We can't save every life, but every life we do save,

it matters to the people who love them.

[chokes back tears]

You know, she doesn't do it as much anymore but

she used to have this need to constantly document everything.

How long have you been together?

Five years.

I, I want to know

everything. I mean...

What's her favorite movie?

You know, what's her favorite food?

How did you two meet?

[sobs]

She can tell you that.

I should have never stopped looking for her.

Hey, hey. No. No.

It's okay.

[stammers] I was just told that

there's no way she'd be alive.

You know, with all her, her health issues

in the foster care system.

[sobs]

Hey.

Hey. You're here now.

Mm-hmm.

[doorbell chimes]

-Hey, what are you doing here? -Hey.

Yeah, sorry to stop by unannounced.

I was trying to get a hold of you.

Okay. Can I get you a soda or something?

Oh, I got us beers.

I uh

haven't had a drink since Ed died, actually.

Seems to make me even more sad and anxious.

Yeah, it never really helps the way people think it does.

Besides, work makes me anxious enough as it is.

You live alone?

Uh yeah. But my, my parents, they live in town, so.

Hmm.

[cap pops off]

Here, I got plates.

Hmm.

You don't have to tell me or anything, but um

what happened?

Oh. Yeah.

Occupational hazard. I was being choked.

Those are burn scars.

Well, it was with a pair of hot tongs.

Oh, my God.

A long time ago. It's fine.

So, what made you want to be a detective?

Don't really fit the profile, huh?

Well, I mean, you're really smart but,

like I said, you do wear your heart on your sleeve.

[exhales]

I love puzzles. And I love people.

Hmm.

And you?

Well, for me initially, I liked the rush.

I was like a lion going after its prey.

But then I became a mother and everything changed.

Thought I could fix the world.

Trying to make the world a better place for my son.

If you ever have kids, parenting is the scariest thing

you're ever gonna do.

What happened to him,

your son?

[softly] Still fixing him.

What?

Look, the Chief and I really need you to work on those

other cases. They're simpler.

And this case is obviously getting to you.

Vicky, you don't need to take me off.

Look, I need you to stop trying to help with the case.

All right? I've been doing this a long time. I got this. Okay?

Besides, trying to bury yourself in work doesn't make

the grief go away. Trust me.

[door opens and shuts]

[exhales sharply]

[gentle birdsong]

Hey, sleepy.

I found a doctor that's gonna get us your medication.

My refill's ready at the pharmacy.

It's not safe to go that route.

[finger clacks on vial]

No, please, please, please please!

-Shh. -No, no, no. No more. Please,

-please, please! Please, no! -It's gonna be okay.

No, no. [Sobbing]

Shh, shh, shh.

Please, stop. Stop.

Shh. Shh.

Let's get breakfast.

Hope you like it.

Strawberries are really fresh.

Your hair's too long.

We need to do something about that.

[scissors snip]

You'll have to forgive me. It's the only haircut I know.

[scissors snipping]

[gloves crinkle]

[sobs] I'm not him.

You know I'm not him.

Wait, you don't like it?

This isn't going to bring him back. Please kill me.

Please let me go. Please!

No, no, no. Hey. Hey.

-You have to stay. -No.

Shh. It's okay.

I will let you talk to your sister if you stay.

She's a real estate agent in Denver.

She married a lawyer.

She has a two-year-old boy named Oliver.

You're lying. No, you're lying.

No.

Okay, look, look, look.

-Look. -Please.

Hey, I found her.

And I will let you talk to her if you stay.

You just have to stay.

[sniffles]

Will you stay?

Where is she?

Look...

I will let you talk to her.

You can talk to your sister.

If you stay.

-[sniffles] -Shh.

Shh. Will you stay?

-[relieved exhale] -I'll stay.

Oh.

[sobbing]

[ominous music]

Ignorance is bliss, some say.

I don't think that's true.

I crave the life I haven't lived.

The things I haven't seen. The love I haven't given.

Instead, I relive the same day over and over.

Day that I loathe.

[sink water rushes]

No rest for the wicked, right?

Checking out, 415.

[keys clacking]

[unsettling music building]

[keys clacking]

[knock on door]

Hope you like sushi.

I thought you were leaving today?

Yeah, I gave up once. I can't do that again.

I'm staying a few more days.

She's already missed two IV treatments.

She's running low on pills.

-What's the point? -Okay, stop, stop, stop.

She's all over the news. Her commercial's out there now.

Someone's gonna talk.

[phone buzzing]

[call beeps on]

Hey, uh Detective Jackson, I'm here with Lena.

Great. I actually need to speak with both of you. Um,

do you remember Charles Walker? My

my motivation?

Yeah...

He had a liver transplant.

Do you have a pen and paper?

Uh...

Lena, I need you to talk to a woman named Susie Walker.

Susie Walker, okay.

Her husband, Charles Walker,

he disappeared about six months ago.

So, he...

I'm trying to piece it altogether. But

they stopped searching for him

so Susie's not gonna to talk to me.

She hates the police.

But we need as much information about this transplant,

as possible.

I heard they stopped the search.

Police is not gonna help you.

They didn't help me.

If you want to find your sister,

you'll have to do it yourself.

My sister had a heart transplant

and she was abducted.

Do you think my Charles was abducted, too?

I don't know. Okay? But this is too big of a coincidence.

What hospital did Charles have his transplant at?

I'm sorry, miss, I don't have access to that information.

Right, well someone must have it.

You'll have to check in with reception.

This... this is ridiculous.

You know people are going missing over this?

I can't help you. It's the law.

Information about donors and recipients

is confidential.

[mysterious music]

[phone buzzing]

[call beeps on]

Lena?

You-you did what? No, no, I...

I asked you just to talk to Susie.

Look, just leave the rest to me, okay?

I got this.

[knock on door]

[phone buzzes]

[call beeps on]

Dr. Wilson?

Hey, did you find...

-[whispers] What is it? -Just...

No, we're still looking for her.

Thanks for letting me know.

I'll be in touch as soon as I hear something.

[call beeps off]

That was Maria's doctor.

She's next on the wait list for a new heart.

Her transplant's gonna be ready tomorrow.

[exhales]

-I need your help. -My help.

I need to know about how to find an organ donor.

Without the consent of the family, you mean.

Look at you.

Okay, don't give me that look. Okay? This is important.

What does Maria's transplant have to do with her abduction?

Okay, so I think that Maria and Charles Walker

are connected. He had a liver transplant

and then disappeared.

So, I need to know who that organ donor was.

I'll see what I can do.

Dinner's ready!

[footsteps approach]

[paper flaps loudly]

-Where did you get that? -Printed it.

They don't just mail things, Mom. Everything's digital now.

We talked about this, Gabriel.

Do you know how hard it is to get in?

I mean, other mothers would be proud.

Why can't you just be proud?

I am so proud of you, sleepy. You don't...

Stop. Please. Please,

please don't call me that. All right?

I'm not a child anymore.

Okay.

How about you just help me set the table?

I'm going to college. All right? You can't

you can't keep me in this house forever.

I am your mother and you are not going.

You're just jealous!

I mean, you're not even scared of the world,

you're scared of being replaced.

-Gabriel! -And you know what?

Oh, I am, I am gonna replace you.

Do not talk to me like that.

I'm gonna make friends, and, and I'm gonna have

a girlfriend, and I'm gonna

-get married. -Gabriel, stop!

And I'm gonna have kids.

And I'm gonna let those kids experience the world!

[soup bubbling]

Thank you for cooking.

Um...

I was thinking maybe one day I could help you.

Maybe we could make something together.

Yeah, that would be nice.

[slurps soup]

When can I talk to my sister?

Soon as you're feeling better.

I wanna talk to her.

And you will.

We both know I'm not getting better, I'm dying.

[exhales] You're not dying, sleepy.

I'm taking good care of you.

Your meds will be here tomorrow and I even found

a doctor willing to do your IV treatments at home. So...

[soup splashes]

[nervous breathing]

[tense music]

[exhales]

You think you can hurt me?

You can't even make it up the stairs yourself.

[Gabriel] And I'm gonna let those kids experience the world!

You stop! Stop talking!

I made you and I said that you are not going!

Are you trying to kill me? Is that it?

-You want to kill me? -Mom, stop!

Look at what you're making me do.

You were never gonna let me talk to her,

-were you? -I will let you talk to her.

No, you can't! You can't risk it!

Give me the knife!

Put the knife down!

-I'm not afraid anymore. -No, no.

-Do you wanna leave me?! -Please, please!

[sizzling] No, please! I'm sorry!

I'm sorry! Okay? I'm sorry! I'll stay! I'll stay!

I won't go! I won't go!

-[gasping] -Ah!

Okay, I'll stay. I'm sorry. [Gasping]

I'm sorry. I'll stay.

[sobbing]

Oh! Oh! Oh!

[panics] It's okay. It's okay.

It's okay, sleepy.

No, no, no. It's not that deep.

You're gonna be fine.

You're gonna be fine.

You're gonna be okay.

I know why Gabriel killed himself.

It was because of you.

[whispering] What?

Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I hope you find her.

Hey did you

did you look at these?

The less I know, the better.

I never touched this, okay? We clear?

Clear.

[footsteps thud away]

[envelope crinkles]

Kidney transplant. Donor Gabriel Sanchez.

Patient Charles Walker. Donor Gabriel Sanchez.

Maria's heart. They're all... Sanchez.

[chilling music swells]

[engine revving]

[siren wailing]

Hey, it's Jackson.

I found Maria and two possible homicide victims.

Look, I need backup. Now.

Is your radio not working?

I-I can't use it. The suspect has one too.

What? Okay. What's the address?

It's 768 Crimson Drive.

You're kidding, right?

That's Sanchez's house.

Yeah, I know.

[phone buzzing]

[call beeps on]

Yes?

[Detective] Noah Baker? This is Detective Wright.

We found Maria. I need you to come with me.

[intense music swells]

[engine shuts off]

[distant dog barking]

Shh, shh, shh. Come on. [Groans]

-I need to see. I need to see. -Don't touch me.

[groans]

Oh, you're gonna need stitches.

[knock at door]

Help!

[knocking continues]

[magazine clacks in gun]

It's me. It's Detective Jackson.

It's just me, Vicky.

Let's talk. Come on in.

[door slams shut]

Maria!

-[gasping] -Maria! Maria.

You're gonna be okay. Okay? It's fine.

You're all right. [Cocks gun]

Drop your weapon!

Hands behind your head. Turn around. Do it now.

-Not gonna happen. -Put it down.

Heh.

Where is Charles Walker and Ashton Smith?

Tell me!

In the barn.

You took people lives, Vicky!

I put my son back together.

When did it start?

You think I'm gonna give you a confession, Jackson?

You already did.

Hmm. Cute.

So put the gun down.

I can help you.

I've called Wright.

Everyone is already on their way.

So, please just put it down!

I am not leaving my son.

I can help you.

Vicky, you can still do the right thing.

You're not a mother.

You don't get it.

-I'm sorry. -Vicky, I'm pregnant.

No!

-[gunshot cracks] -Ah!

[groans]

[gasping]

Hey, it's just a graze. It's okay.

Get out of the house. Go! Go!

Shots fired. Suspect down.

[gasping]

Ah!

[moans]

Vicky, don't... move!

[gasping sobs]

[groans]

Please.

Stay where you are. Sanchez, please.

Stay where you are!

Please!

Don't make me do this.

Don't make me do this!

Sanchez, please!

Please, Sanchez, no!

[groaning]

[door opens]

[exhales]

[ominous music]

Oh, God. Vicky.

[cocks gun] No, no, no, don't.

Don't, Vicky, please. Please, I can help you.

Please.

I'm gonna see my baby.

[gunshot cracks]

[gasping]

[echoing heartbeat flatlines]

[Gabriel] Now I die and vanish.

And in an instant, I'm nothing.

Souls are mortal as bodies.

But the knot of causes in which I am entangled recurs.

[echoing heartbeat revives] [gasps]

[sirens wailing]

[app chiming]

[suspenseful music]

[tender music]

No, no, no. Maria!

No, no, no. You're okay.

[gasping]

[relieved exhales]

It's all good.

[weakly] You found me.

[shallow breaths]

[tender music]

[police radio chatter]

[tender music swells]

[crying]

[inhales]

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