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River

Hey, so... It's great that you only have one subject left.

And you? Are you still working with your grandparents?

Yeah, I dunno. They are really old and they always need a helping hand, y'know?

I remember that one time I laughed at you

Because I didn't want to study anything...?

Yes, I was such a snub

And your mom? What 's she up to?

Nothing new... still with the cosmestics.

And what did she say when you told her?

She didn't take it well at the beginning.

But she's not a catholic or anything, right?

No.

I remember that your folks were never around. You were always on your own.

Yeah, they are still the same. And then they interfere with my life.

My dad sends me messages from that shitty state,

telling me to be a good son and that I should behave.

The other time he said

that in spite of everything I should be a man

and that I shouldn't make my mum grumble. Can you believe it?

Hey

Open your eyes Hey

Open your eyes

look up Open your eyes

look up

enjoy the good things in life...

Do you listen to bachata now?

The Morning Show.

And what are your folks up to?

They are fine, I dunno. And what are your folks up to?

They are fine, I dunno.

Over time they were ok with it.

That's great Over time they were ok with it.

That's great

They even met a boyfriend I had.

Anyway, we never speak about it or anything

So, that's how it should be.

It's the same for me...

put on good face on, and that's all.

My mom says it's my dad's fault

and my dad, the other way around.

My parents asked me about you once.

Really?

Yah, I guess they saw you like a weirdo.

The fag has spoken!

I also preferred to meet in person...

rather than keep chatting on instagram.

Yup, I also get to see how old you got.

Hey! You've aged too!

Hey, I'm blinded by your popularity on Instagram.

Stop paying followers.

I don't pay you dumb. Stop paying followers.

I don't pay you dumb.

Anyway, popular? I don't know.

I'm going to delete it anyway.

Why? I'm going to delete it anyway.

Why?

I don't know, sometimes I get a bit anxious.

And that is because of...?

Me having to share photos all the time, being aware of likes...

White people problems.

Well I don't know. It's just that..

Everyone posts photos doing things,

shopping, buying stuff, travelling

And I am brooding at home.

Yeah. I'm sure that's because of the people you follow.

Besides, you're just like them.

I bet you've already posted a photo today pretending to be cute.

No

This place is so dead

It's nice, anyway

Yeah, it has its charm.

At one time, it was very touristic

it must've been great.

These here were the changing rooms.

I like them better now.

Don't look at me like that, don't be naughty!

You're so gay.

What the fuck is this?

We didn't used to talk much between us...

No, but it wasn't necessary,

I dunno.

There wasn't much to say

or I didn't know what to say.

Were you scared?

I guess.

For me that was something I'd just say to the girls.

Really?

Yes, thinking about it now, I'm sure I loved you.

But I didn't know that was possible.

I didn't even know you well

and that didn't even have a name.

Are you seeing someone?

Whew, yeah! With lots of people.

I'm a hot player,

just like you.

Really?

How nice.

You? How nice.

You?

Well,

I was getting to know a guy, but...

nothing really happened.

Oh... that's okay.

I dated Iv'an too.

Wow, and how did you fuck?

Eh? Wow, and how did you fuck?

Eh?

Two bottoms banging butt to butt?

What are you saying asshole?

I'm just kidding.

You really liked that anyway.

Okay, don't get angry.

I know you liked both roles.

You are such an asshole.

As if you didn't.

Well, now dressed like that... I'm not sure.

Okay don't get mad.

What's wrong?

I dunno, I'm just saying.

It was a joke.

Before, you were afraid of looking gay

and now, you are the definition of it.

Okay, I was a bit dum, I know

But it looks like you are scared now.

Every gay I know is just as stupid as you.

I was asking just to know that you were into.

If you are ashamed to answer, it's okay.

You are afraid to say it. That's why you say it like that.

Why would it be wrong to say that you like something?

You've just said it and you said it with contempt.

No, that's how you take it.

No... I don't think there is anything wrong with saying

W-What you like. No... I don't think there is anything wrong with saying

W-What you like.

I think you don't say it because you feel that you are humiliating yourself. W-What you like.

I think you don't say it because you feel that you are humiliating yourself.

That it makes you more of a woman or more gay and you won't admit it. I think you don't say it because you feel that you are humiliating yourself.

That it makes you more of a woman or more gay and you won't admit it.

Is there anything wrong with that?

Come on... don't be on the defensive.

I'm trying to make a point here...

which one?

If you enjoy being... being a bottom,

why do you have to call somebody else a bottom to feel better?

Are you embarrassed to say bottom?

Okay, never mind.

I love this house.

But it's all fucked up.

What time do you leave?

I don't know yet.

Now you are one of those fags that get happy if they are told they don't look like fags, right?

Do you remember that tree we used to laugh at?

No, which one?

The one

that had a drunky face...

Oh yes. That's crazy.

At the bus stop

You could never see the face...

I'd always have to explain it to you. You could never see the face...

I'd always have to explain it to you.

You have such an imagination..

Look. There it is.

Those are the eyes,

the mouth

That could be the nose

Does it have a nose?

I see something...

Yes

and that thing coming out... could be the hair...

and stuff...

And now?

Let's go to a nice place.

I remember that one time I stayed up late thinking about you

I waited outside your house.

Really?

Yes.

That was the first time I felt like a chick.

Why?

I don't know.

It's not like I've thought about it.

But I was there... always begging,

forced to do it as you wanted.

I ended up feeling like that. forced to do it as you wanted.

I ended up feeling like that.

Me doing it to you?

Yes, when you know nothing, you don't know which things you like

And now you know better.

I just wanted to be with you.

It happened naturally.

I don't care about the way either.

It's not natural if you do it how you are told to.

And i felt like crap because that's how I was told so.

I never forced you. I mean... own it.

You never change, eh?

I don't get the complaint. You never wanted something serious.

Didn't I? I don't get the complaint. You never wanted something serious.

Didn't you put a profile pic with a girl and stopped answering?

You asked me to do that!

Those are the sort of things you never expect the other one to do. And you did it all of them

I also remember some other things...

So what do you like then?

Eh?

Sexually... Come on, you know what I mean

What?

Nothing, it's nothing.

Em, I dunno. I adapt myself.

I've been with tops, versatiles... Em, I dunno. I adapt myself.

I've been with tops, versatiles...

Bears too?

I'm sorry if what I said earlier bothered you.

No, It doesn't matter.

And you?

Me too. Wasn't it clear?

I don't know, as you insisted so much...

I never thought you were less of a man because you liked dick and the rest couldn't care less.

Are you going to invite me to your place?

Ok, no, no way. Who knows if you are not into that bareback trend?

What are you saying, you dumb?

You are the one who likes getting into the woods.

We zooned out, it's too late.

Yeah, right.

You bring all the boys here or just me.

Every single one of course.

Hey so what time is your bus coming?

The last one comes at twelve

and the next one at six.

What do you think?

I don't know. It's gonna get cold.

Once I met a boy

that reminded me of you.

Really?

You must've fallen for him.

No, dumb. Because of the gaze.

Like the fallen angel painting. Do you know it?

I'm like an angel?

No...

your gaze...

Oh. You make me look so silly.

A Little.

Thanks anyway.

You're welcome.

He also liked to lean on the walls.

I think the bus is coming.

Unless you want to go for breakfast.

It 's late.

I have to go to sleep.

It's early.

Yeah, well.

I guess I will see you again in five years.

Yes. I had enough of you for like a decade.