All language subtitles for Red Dirt_2000

For eternal times,

and colored human blood

the earth in the land of the Mississippi red.

We are going on this journey

but we stay in this place

if only in the heart.

There,
where the memory of love

forever and ever.

That we're here doesn't mean
that we belong here too.

There's nothing waiting for me out there.

And nothing is waiting for me here.

And what about me?

Let's not argue.

What are we doing?

We are related.
is it right to do that?

-What are you interested in?
-They don't.

Can it be wrong?

Have you ever felt
to be trapped in a bubble

and not being able to get out of it,

no matter how hard you try

No Answer.

No light.

Darkness only.

There are shadows everywhere.

You know that there is someone
but you can't see anything, Emi.

You can't see anything.

Absolutely nothing.

How could it come to this?

We were children, Emi.

Our whole life is here.

It does not matter.

don't do it.

What's happening?

Come over.

I felt the storm coming.

All of a sudden.

I lay there and heard my records.

I was drowning.

The water is stifling.

-Hold your hand in there.
-I have that. It's warm.

Believe me, it's warm.

Yes, but maybe a little too warm.

Not.

-What else?
-You know what he's going to say.

I have to sleep.

You all don't know
how tired i am

Who is all

You have no idea.

I need rest and no doctor.

It is nowhere quieter than here.

That is not enough.

All right then...

Call her and let me take you away.

Would that
end suffering?

You tell me.

Hold my hand.

Listen to the rain, Summer.

Just listen to the rain.

Are you sleeping

You don't remember
the night back then.

I often think about it.

-And what about you?
-What about me?

That night back then.

It rained. They slipped
from the bridge into the water.

It was an unusually cold night.

They said,
there would have been frost.

The iron bridge was there forever.

It seemed a little early for ice cream.

I had nowhere

Seen ice cream.

I was looking for

for a clue
proof of this.

What else does that matter?

I didn't see anything.

Nothing indicated
that it was the ice.

The water was cloudy.

It was high because of the rain.

You could see the car roof
Don't see at all.

It was only a few inches
under the surface,

very close to the shore.

But it didn't matter. they looked for
off the ground for several days.

I keep going through this,

as if I didn't know
how it ends.

Why are you telling me all of this?

You are dead, Summer.

That happened 1 9 years ago.

Today 1 9 years ago.
Did you forget that

For heaven's sake,
can't you let them rest?

No, I can not do that.

-How much time has to go?
-That sounds so easy.

isn't it also?

What died with them

A lot of.

-What died with them?
-Your parents.

I didn't even know her.

So many things have happened
that you don't understand.

But I wasn't in the car.

No, you weren't.

l was left here.

I got myself
taken care of you, Griffith.

I would have done anything for you.
Charlie would have given you everything.

Charlie has long been dead,
Summer.

He died when I was 1 4.

-Do you remember?
-Of course I remember!

You have him
never shown a spark of respect.

What did he do to you

Charlie treated us cool.
He wasn't even like an uncle to me.

He was never a father to me.

We wouldn't be here without him.

But you hated him.

What do you want from me?

I don't know.

And what does Elizabeth write?

She was at the Audubon Zoo on Sunday.
There are white alligators.

A whole litter.
They remind you of white chocolate.

They don't survive in the wild.

-No?
-You are easy prey.

Is she OK?

It sounds like this.

She asks about you
and let yourself be greeted.

More were released today.

What are we supposed to do?
make without men's underpants?

You forgive
no jobs lately.

Don't rattle the dishes.

It looks after
an economic slowdown.

-You could have been a secretary.
-And go to evening school?

You had your chance.

I don't know either
why I'm trying.

I'm just trying
to improve everything a little bit here.

Stop it
rattling with the dishes!

Summer is still holding
in her room?

Mostly.

We would not recognize each other again.

My own sister.

You just got older
otherwise nothing has changed.

Is that me?

One day they will
take them away again.

Maybe they'll bring too
you two gone.

-What?
-You understood me.

-And Griffith?
-He works on the farm.

What is there to do?

There is much to do,
since Lily's gone.

Has he gone crazy already?

You'd like that, wouldn't you?

I don't want this to happen
but he resembles her.

Why do not you have any friends?

I have friends!

I had a lot of lovers.
Are you jealous

And where are you now?

Where you are?

Griffith is a good friend.

-He is your cousin too.
-We can still be friends.

We have always been friends.

And then there's Elizabeth.

-Yes, a pen pal!
-What's that supposed to mean?

-You never heard her voice.
-But I did.

I hear them
when I read her words.

They have to be very powerful.

Other than that, everyone would
get smart man out of here.

-What about you?
-What about me?

Why are you still here

About three feet from this.

We have the same pattern
also in lilac.

I have seen that.

But this color
does better as a curtain.

It is more unusual than the violet.

Tender purple is a spring color.

-Three meters?
-Yes, please.

Tender purple always makes me sad.

Really.
Gray doesn't do that.

You would think
that gray makes you sad

and delicate purple lifts the mood.

But that's not the case with me.
Not at all.

-Good morning, Virgil.
-Good Morning.

You shouldn't have come here.

You can pay with me.

I would have brought it to you.

I was bored.

-When does school start?
-I don’t go.

Thank you. Come back soon.

Summers room
has about this color.

- She dies if you leave her.
-She's sick.

You've been to Grove Hill before.

You saw the insane
running through the aisles.

l was there

when you finally
you had the courage.

Nothing speaks
against nice company.

Good company?

It seems,
as if that were their fate.

That would be very attentive to you.
Let’s take the madman away!

The idea is not bad in itself.

Should she rot there?
What kind of man are you?

You tell me.

I don't know you like that.

What else should I do?

-That's so numb.
-You know I'm not like that.

Then do something for them
before you go.

I'm not saying that you are
to take care of them forever.

What should I do?
I've tried everything.

Summer is really unfortunate.

The hospital is terrible.
She can't go back there.

You would hope like Uncle Charlie
that she dies in there

That does not work.
She's not crazy.

You saw it too.
OK, pay attention.

I can't do anything about my feelings.

There was a time,
you wouldn't have thought like that.

Things just change.

Do that?

What did Lily Mae want to do with it?

No idea.

Maybe a dress.

That would suit her, wouldn't it?

Yes.

Be careful, otherwise you will stab yourself.

When did she do that?

Some time ago.

A pincushion?

She used it for that.

Lily Mae found it in the barn.

She was so happy
that she had to laugh.

For real?

What did it remind her of?

I ask myself the same thing.

I hid it on her porch
and she laughed and brought it in.

And then it stayed there.

I keep it as a lucky charm.

Imagine how we are here
could change everything.

That would be a lot of fun.

The house only needs fresh paint.

We don't have to
messing around with the idiots.

You don't know
what change means.

I just want to rent the house.

I don't want to hear any more about it.

We have never met
loved in front of a mirror.

do you notice that?

Look.

It looks like we're one.

We haven't done so much.

TO RENT A HOUSE

It will be summer soon
without us realizing it.

It feels warmer
than last year.

June in Mississippi.

It feels more like August
or early September.

I don't care.
I don't mind the heat.

Your mother was blooming
always open in such weather.

She was comfortable
and really enjoyed it.

How she did it
will always remain a mystery to me.

The sweat poured just like that.

She still likes it that way.

It is very hot for June.

She did it out of sheer malice.

Lynn always wanted to prove something.

I do not believe that.

Believe me.

-Why are you saying that?
-l know her.

Tomatoes, peppers, okra, pumpkins,

Peas and then corn.

-You don't understand them.
-No, I will not do that.

But like I said, I know her.

Maybe she has
meanwhile changed.

People don't change.

she is
allergic to air conditioning.

-What are you talking about?
-By mother.

The louvers make her sick.

The air conditioner?

Your mother is pretty foolish.
That sounds like her.

She caught a cold in her sleep.

You don't get sick like that.
This has been proven several times.

A cold
is a viral disease.

If she stays in the breeze

is cold the next day.

Scientifically proven or not.

-This is not due to the system.
-I was there.

I have
the signs left in the ground.

Of course you have.

-I know the arrangement.
-It doesn't matter.

-I'm going inside.
- It's not that hot here.

What about you, Griffith?

Do you find it all?
something overwhelming?

I'm not hungry.

You've been in here for days.

You should go out a little.

Lying around here is not good for you.

What should i do?

My back is killing me.

-I hurt everything.
-Lying only makes it worse.

It's so stuffy here.

-I turn on the air conditioner.
-I want a fresh breeze.

What are you doing here all day?

I'm in here.

What do you do?

I am, okay?

L am.
I don't feel like anything.

-This is not good.
-I'm trying to relax.

And what else?
Why are you doing it all?

I'm not doing anything.

I see.

You just come in here.
I liked how it was!

-Not for me!
-Put them back!

Verdi!

It was not an intention.

Look at her!

I didn't do it on purpose.

It doesn't make it any better.

You always have to come in here
and bother me?

My stuff.

-Why?
-I said I'm sorry.

Just say it:

I'll make a call for you
a small reservation.

Should I do that for you
do at Grove Hospital?

We want that for you.
That would be the best for you.

So you want
that we can get it over with?

Come on, call!

-What is the number?
-You tell me.

What is the number?

Pine apple? I would like to
Grove Hospital number.

That is the...

At some point I will
let you call

Hello, is there someone up there?

Yes I.

Who are you?

Summer.

You are right, it is summer.

-Can I help you?
-I saw your shield.

- At the bottom of the street.
-What sign?

The house for rent.

The House?

He already rents it out?

Yes, someone does that.

Are you waiting.

Griffith!

I'm looking for a house
and saw your shield.

-Where are you from?
-Where are you from?

From Morgan City, Louisiana.

From Morgan City, Louisiana.

The house is not finished yet.

Then why did you
the sign hung up?

I didn't expect
that someone comes so quickly.

l am already
on the road all afternoon.

There's Morgan in Morgan City.

Yes.

Yes, there is a lot of oil.

I have
worked on an oil rig.

In Morgan City
are you rich or poor.

You live in a big one
or a small house.

I can live in a little one
but I don't want to be smeared with oil.

It was actually not a good job.

You think you are fine.

But what do you get
at the end of the week?

That makes you think.

There is no objection
against fair work.

I agree with that.

Show me the house?

So you have your whole life
spent in Pine Apple?

Yes.

Why do you want to stop here?
Nothing is going on here.

I think so.

I'll be leaving soon.
Maybe to Montana.

Montana, that's great.

Wide open country only
as far as you can see

Nothing but emptiness.

That's right, but there are many horses.

I could work on a farm.

- Have you ever been to Montana?
-No.

But it resembles what I do.
I'm going to the sunset.

-And you stop here?
-Yes.

Yes, I just want to get away.

I don't know
how long I need it

It's just a little break.

This is a nice house.

Yes, is not it?

It’s small,
but I like that.

-Gemtlich.
-Yes, cozy.

The woman who took care of us
lived here for 20 years.

did she die?

Yes, about two months ago.
Without any warning.

At some point we all die.
I'm so sorry.

Much still needs to be done here.

-I plan to.
-Damn it.

Attention.

Why don't you rent it to me
for now? I can help you.

I work and you leave me
for living here.

Rent free?
It's not that much work.

You want it
paint safely, right?

Of course.

You see, this alone
is a lot of work.

You see, there are three, four ...

There are five rooms.

-And I have experience.
-For real?

-Yes. I used to be a craftsman.
-Are you not on an oil rig?

I did that too.

Say
have you ever been to the Gulf of Mexico?

Not yet.

There is a lot of water.

It's not a good deal.

It's your house
and of course your decision.

I drove past
seen the sign and stopped.

-I don't even know where I'm going.
-Without direction?

-I chose this direction.
-You’re just going east?

Yes.

-And your things?
-Even they are too heavy sometimes.

-That weighs almost nothing.
-That is exactly right.

Griffith!

Make that thing out.
Does he stay?

It looks like this.

Have you cleaned out the house yet?

Not quite yet.

What about Lily Mae's things?

I'll be most of it
bring to the barn.

-And the rest?
-I'll take care of it.

I think
a lot could stay as it is.

You don't even know him.

He's definitely not going to steal anything.

-Where do you want to get that from?
-I spoke to him.

You can't judge anyone like that.
You'll find that out.

There's nothing valuable over there.

He can afford it.
He worked on an oil rig.

But these people are mine
not scary and neither is he.

What do you think of him?

Griffith! What do you think of him?

Didn't he seem a little suspicious to you?

I didn't think he was suspicious.

And how did he appear to you then?

Like somebody,
who wants to rent a house.

But why?

I didn't ask him that.

-Is he working in the city?
-I don't think so.

It's not a good idea
for rent to hoverers.

-Who says that's him?
-That's obvious.

Do not worry,
he won't stay long.

He is a fool.

I never said that.

Apart from this...

I don't like
that a completely stranger lives here

and kept watching us.

It doesn't have to be either.

You know, your hair is the same
Color like the earth out there.

It is very attentive.

You got that
probably said before.

A couple of times.

Do you have this
already told many girls?

Not many.

Why don't I believe you?

He really has one
very boring color selected.

Which would you have chosen?

-A little more lively?
-Yes.

-Orange or yellow?
-No idea.

Red would be nice.

-Red is not a color for a house.
-Why not?

-That's just how it is.
-Why?

-It’s just like that.
-You don't like this color.

-How about checkered?
-Kariert?

How did you get that?

Just for the fun of it. Sounded interesting.

-Just for the fun of it!
-I have never seen that before.

-You won't either.
-Your family is from Scotland?

No idea.

We are from the south.

We are southern statesmen.

Aren't we all?

I would never
wear a checkered dress.

How long are you going to stay here?

-Only God knows.
- Until the color is dry?

I think so.

Probably for so long
until Griffith wants rent.

It's always a good time
to move on.

Yes, is not it?

Yes.

We can still change the color.

Forget it.

White is so boring.

All houses are white.

-I want to deal with it.
-You shouldn't stop there.

- Enough of the color.
-OK.

Emily likes you.

Why are you saying that?

I can see it in her.

Did you two ever have anything together?
Did you two have sex?

-We are related.
-There were stranger things.

Emily is not what it seems.

It is not one of us.

You do not know me.

That's right, but I know myself.

-And how are you?
-How am I supposed to be?

-Honest.
-Honestly?

-Yes.
-All right then.

You like the status quo.
She wants to keep you here.

She said she was taking care of me.

She warned you?

You wanted to know the truth.

-Are you not in love with her?
-No.

Can you turn around for me?

But she is in love with you.

She's crazy.
I feel trapped near them.

If I'm only near them.

-Did she turn you on?
- She flirted with me.

Well, she likes to fuck.

If you say so.

-I can't do that.
-Now we're up here.

-Then we climb down again.
-We do it.

Then hurry up.

Do you help me or not?

-It's pretty high.
-That's not bad.

Stop talking!

-Stop talking!
-Keep your mouth shut.

We have to hurry.

-Did you never want to howl like a wolf?
-What?

You never have
howled like a wolf, right?

Be quiet!

Be quiet!

-That was just a question.
-But a stupid one.

-Lee? Scheie!
-Damn shit!

Scheie.

-I'm fine.
-I knew something was going to happen.

-I am not hurt.
-We have to get out of here!

-May finish the L
-Someone is coming.

-Should I come up?
-Let's go!

Paint the L ready!

-We don't have time for that!
-Min it done!

-I don't have time!
-Min it done!

Finish the damn L!

Come over!

Come on!

This is your chance. Howl!

Where do we find burlap?

We need some stuff.

-The L is not finished.
-I told him that too.

The eight is barely recognizable.

-It looks more like a six.
-For real?

Otherwise it is almost perfect.

Was that you, Griffith?

-We both were.
-Understand.

Mom will like it.

Did you see my name there?

I saw him on the way here.

It's hard to miss.

So Griffith is not
the only artist here?

-No, I'm part of it.
-Understand.

-Anyone should take a look at that.
-What?

-The leg.
-It's nothing.

But that doesn't look like it.

It's just my broken knee.
A war injury.

You never know. You want to
not risk permanent damage.

There are still so many barns.
Burlap is over here.

She's in a good mood.

That's more often.

-Why did you do that?
-What have we done?

You better watch out.

What do you know?

Lily Mae's house makes itself up.

We would have used it earlier
to renovate.

It never came to me
very run down before.

I wonder
whether the garden will go neglected.

Tomatoes need to be picked.

It would be a shame
to let them deteriorate.

The whole pantry is full.

There is nothing more delicious

as a fresh tomato,
when it's ripe

You pick them from the perennial,
just before it falls off.

How can you
can still hear this music?

I feel better with this music.

Let them play.

It’s so beautiful.

So beautiful.

Can't you do something else?

Just let them play.

How deep is it to the water?

Not so deep.

I come here often.
Mostly alone.

There is nobody here except the Echo.

Hi there!

Griffith Joseph

Burns!

Lee Todd!

I don't have a middle name.

Emily thinks it's strange
that I come to this bridge.

It is my haven.

Mama has the state of Mississippi
never leave.

She spent her life here
and died here.

As a child I imagined
she was the river.

Maybe it is.

That could be a good thing.
Winding along the river ...

l don't feel tied to any place.
We moved often.

I'm not tied to any place either.

Look at your feet.

Do you think
this stain will ever go away?

Clear.

Not even scrubbing.

I do not believe that.

Everything has its price.

What would be the price to leave?

-Determination.
-And the price for staying?

Emily.

I wouldn't have expected you.

It didn't sound like Griffith.

I heard the music.

I didn't want to bother you.

I am very young in this photo.

How old are you now?

Nineteen.

These plates ...

You take me to a far country.

Excuse me the other day
was so rude to you in the garden.

My mother is a sensitive issue.

We never got on well.

I would have thought
that you are much older.

If I didn't know now.

You have your father's nose.

-He was a handsome man.
-Was he that?

-But he wasn't a good man.
-I'm afraid he wasn't.

He shouldn't have left me here.

You have Griffith.

The tomatoes fall from the perennial.
This is a pity.

I want to
forestall the squirrel.

The air has become thinner.

Not that fat?

Unusual.

Right.

What are you reading?

I don't read that.

It's been there for a long time
and dusty.

I don't read much.

I'm more of an ear ... for music.

l love books ... read.

Would you mind a lot?

I got on well with mom,
Papa-Daddy and OnkeI Rondo,

until my sister SteIIa-Rondo
separated from her husband and came home.

Mr. Whitaker.

Of course I like myself
with Mr. Whitaker,

as he did for the first time
appeared in China Grove.

And SteIIa-Rondo
brought us apart.

She told him I was one-sided.

Larger on one side,
as on the other.

This is a calculated,
intentional lie.

They are both the same.

Do you mind the music?

It fits together well.

SteIIa-Rondo is exact to the day
Twelve months younger than me.

That's why she's so spoiled.

She always got everything.

And then she threw it away.

At eight, her daddy gave one
beautiful string of pearls.

She has it while playing baseball
just thrown away.

With only two pearls.

-Here? Are you sure?
-I like it here.

Me too.
I have a good feeling.

So what.

It's going to be great, Griffith.

I think so too, Lee.
It's a crazy idea.

-Makes no sense.
- none at all.

But that's good. Apparently
let's do something right.

When do you move on?

No idea.

I don't know that myself.

-Have you had enough of me?
-No.

For sure?

Somehow
I got used to you.

Maybe when we're done with that.

Then we take our time.

I want to get ready.
I can't stay here forever.

I don't either.

Stop it.

Who do you want to fool?

-You still don't believe me what?
-That you go? Honestly no.

I don't have to listen to that.

Maybe you should.

I will go.
Why is it so hard to believe?

Everyone pretends I have no courage.
What shoud that?

Can you tell me that?

You're a good friend.

Honest.

You mean very much to me.

You just want to stand around stupid
or will you help me?

I help you.

-I won't stay here.
-No?

-No.
-I believe in you, Griffith.

I believe in you.

Do you think there was someone up there?
Or was it all a conspiracy?

A conspiracy?

Yes, something like that.

It never actually happened.
That could be a good thing.

-How did you get up there?
- Definitely not by car.

I agree. Certainly not by car.

I'm scared, Lee.

Then come with me.

-You don't even know where you're going.
-So what?

-Come along.
- But where to?

l don't care.
We're helping each other.

It would be something like a fresh start.

-Do you belive in it?
-Do not you?

-I would like to consider it possible.
-Then do that!

Doubt as much as you want
but believe in me.

If not, I'll tie you up

and just take yourself
in my truck.

You have no choice.

All right then. When?

For real?

Swear in everything you love.
-Good.

-Schwre.
-I swear it.

- Swear to me!
-I swear it.

-I swear.
-I swear.

-You smell delicious.
-And so easy.

-Just cut and bake.
-Very easy.

-But we have so many.
-Back on.

We freeze them.

-Is that possible?
-Why not?

That worries me.

It doesn't need that.

Just a little, I wanted to say.
Do we have freezer bags?

Just kidding.

You know, sometimes it's good
easy to bake.

-It's fun.
-Right.

And you have to go after it
don't even wash off a lot.

How about a glass of milk?

Why are you staying here, Emily?

What?

What keeps you here

You are so young

I can't go.

You will meet people.

-I like it here.
-What do you like?

Except for Griffith.

I just have to move out of home.
I can't stay there.

do not let you
paralyze from this city.

It was good enough for you.

It wasn't.

Aunt Summer ...

One of the few things
that I know in my heart

is where I belong.

-It’s so beautiful out here.
-You're right.

Just look at this garden.
What a case.

This basket will be too small.

The okra and the gourds.

There is much to do.

I'm happy to be out again.
Really, Emily.

-Where should we start?
-Isn't it too hot?

A little bit maybe
but the sun will do me good

Just see how pale I am.

This garden
looks really gorgeous.

-It's a little overgrown.
-He is perfect.

I have to catch a breath.
I'll take off my shoes first.

Much better.

So then.

Have you seen Griffith again?

No, maam.

He is a calm boy.

You know
whether he was ever in love?

I don't either.

He spends a lot of time with Lee.

-You are inseparable.
-Unfortunately.

There is nothing besides the two.

He has never had many friends.

What kind of friend is Lee?

That's exactly what I thought.

He is so taken with a stranger.

I was always in the way of Griffith.

Even when he was a child.

I was dependent on him.

You were always there for him.

No was not me.

I needed him
but I couldn't always give.

The whole life
was about me.

-He doesn't see it that way.
-But I.

You are almost done.

It is still white.

Yes that's it.

You don't have to like me.

I'm just scared
that he gets stuck here.

Griffith will do
what he thinks is right. As always.

But is it right for him?

-Isn't that the same thing?
-I agree.

-Summer needs him now.
-And why?

He has obligations.
He can't just go.

- She needs other help.
- She tried that.

-Then she should try again.
-And if it doesn't work?

Then it's time to go.
Sometimes it's the best.

Griffith can't.

Don't you want the best for him?

Don't you know what's happening to him
if he stays here?

Why are you here?

Can you answer me

You understand nothing.

-He is a friend.
-He is my friend too.

All my life.

Why do you want him?
make it so difficult?

That is the last thing I want.

Then leave him alone.

-I can not do that.
-Why not?

Why not?

Why can't you?
leave in silence?

Life is bothering you.

I can't read today.

You have probably read enough.

Sometimes it's about perseverance.

And if you don't
can hold out?

Then you lie still

close your eyes,

and at some point everything disappears.

I don't think it does.

Why don't we drive
a little out?

I beg your pardon?
Leave the house?

It's time, isn't it?

-Are you serious?
-Yes.

I could drive.

If we have problems

let's just turn it over again
and do what we have to do.

I don't know.

We make it.

-I'll go crazy.
-Then go crazy.

Maybe you need that.

Just go crazy.

Nothing will happen.

-That's scary!
-What? That nothing will happen?

Listen,

if you want i turn around

But you've been lately
only in the house or in the garden.

It’s scary
and exciting at the same time!

And maybe it's good
if you go crazy

Maybe that's the answer.

Since when are you
a brain specialist?

Come over,
let's go out a bit.

We have to get out of this house.

For real.

We couldn't
need some fresh country air?

Yes, we could.
Or not?

I'm careful.
We only drive around the farm once.

But it's a Lincoln.
You can't drive it.

Clear.

-Do you have a driver's license at all?
- Put on your favorite dress.

And my light hat.

-I haven't had it in so long.
- They go well together.

They belong together
but they are crumpled.

-Is that an exaggeration?
-No.

- not at all.
-No?

No no no no.

What was I thinking?
I'm going crazy.

You will not.

-No.
-Change your clothes.

-Maybe another time.
-Come on.

Come on, change your clothes.

-How are you back there?
-Good.

How are you up there
Everything works?

Everything great.

My goodness

Emily!

Drive into this field!

-It's your pincushion!
-Summer.

Just look!

It's Lily Mae's pincushion!

Right, it's Lily Maes, Summer.

isn't it beautiful?

-l love it!
-me too.

She has to see that.
Lily Mae!

Just see
what Griffith did for you!

Can you see it honey

Yes, she can see it.

Oh yeah.

You can see it.

I miss her, Griffith.

Everything will be fine.

isn't that so

Lily Mae?

I'll give you a three.

-What should I do?
-A bomb.

-A head?
-A bomb.

-OK.
-Are you ready?

Okay, you won.

Wait, I'm drowning.

-It's time to leave.
-I need a few more days.

You have to tell her.

I still have a few things to do.

You have to get out of here.

But how?

I help you.

I'll watch
that you can finish quickly

You’re waiting for that
your whole life.

I have to pack my things.
One week.

-We don't need much.
-One week.

One week.

-Where are we going?
-Didn't you want to go west?

T for Texas!

T for Tennessee.

I don't like waking you up.

I didn't sleep soundly.

You go away.

With Lee.

How did I know?

Where to?

To Texas.

I don't know exactly where yet.

ln the west.

You always wanted to go there.

Even as a small child.

I wish I could stay
but I can not.

No you can not.

I have to go, Summer.

Waiting outside
the whole world on you.

You have done nothing wrong.
It was up to me.

Why are you saying that?

I wasn't there.

I want to tell you so much.

It wasn't our fault.

I know that.

It was'nt easy,
but we survived.

Please dont go

with a bad feeling
away from here.

I don't have a bad feeling.

Do not worry about me.

Life is getting better and better.
I can do it.

I'll be back.

I won't
stay away forever.

Yes, you will.

You'll.

He is not here.

Where is he?

He drove into town.

What are you doing there?

l help him
sort these things out.

He can't take everything with him.

How do you mean?

We go away together.

When did Griffith
decided to go?

-Some time ago.
-When?

does it matter?
Does he have to tell you everything?

Yes, he has to.

why is it
a cousin so important?

- You have to ask him that.
-I wonder.

-He'll tell you everything anyway.
-He doesn't need to tell some things.

Why is it so important to you?

Who knows why I'm here
stopped at the ass of the world.

Maybe because of Griffith.

I can't tell you why,
but everything that is important to me

him as far away as possible
to get away from you and from here.

Why did you not tell me,
that you go with him?

I don't know for so long.

With him you go away
but not with me?

-Why are you doing this?
-Because it's not right.

For many reasons.

-Nothing has changed.
-It is going to be.

Because you don't have the courage.

When will you finally stop?

I haven't seen anything yet.
My life is...

You spend all your time
to run away, but from what?

Am I running away? No.

I'm here
here on earth and am satisfied.

Then maybe you should
expect a little more from life.

Look at you.
What do we have? Nothing.

Do you think that will change?

Ever?

I'll wake up one morning
and the world is at my feet?

I'll get all of that
what i deserve

What is it, Griffith?

What are you looking for?

Could our lives be empty?

We have each other.

That is no longer enough.

And when will it be enough?

When I get out of here

I can do you now
no longer see.

So that's it?

It's over?

It's easier that way.

The life
is not always easy, Griffith.

Hello, Lynn.

l can't forgive you
if that's what you want.

I don't ask for that either.
Posey was also my sister.

The accident would never have happened

you wouldn't have
slept with her husband.

It should never have happened.

No, but I have the car
not driven off the bridge.

-You made her do it.
-The road was icy.

-The sheriff confirmed that.
-I haven't seen any ice.

I don't either.

But it was there.

You took my child from me.
Posey couldn't have children.

You couldn't give him up.

I tried it.

I gave them my little Griffith,

so they can him
raise as their own child.

I thought I had no choice
but it was a mistake.

God had the grace to intervene.

It wasn't God, Summer.

Call it what you want
but here we are

and I cannot say

that I wish
life would have been different

because that would be a lie.

Did you tell Griffith?

You know I don't have that.

What will he think of me?

She was my sister.

I'll never forget that,
as long as I live.

It won't be one of us.

But now I'm leaving her alone.

Are you listening to me at all?

Then leave it alone.

Nobody was there for us.

Didn't you notice?

Didn't you see
that i am suffering?

For me there was only Griffith.

And I held him tight

as if he were the only light
in the dark Mississippi.

Nobody would
take me away again.

No way.

That's all,
what i have to tell you

I had to you
just see again.

If never again.

And you have.

Yes.

Are you packing?

Why are you here?

I brought Summer to mom.

What for?

It was Summers idea.

For real?

And what have they got?
had to say?

they only have
Talked about the past.

Summer lives there.

-You didn't choose it.
-Of course she did.

We can no longer
talk to each other?

Talk to me.

-What about you and Lee?
-We go away.

I mean
is there something between you?

-You love him.
-As a friend.

No, it's more than that.

-Why do you say something like that?
-You're together all the time.

You disappear for days.

And I see it in your eyes
Even now when I look at you

Why don't I have it?
seen before?

It triggered all of that, right?
You fell in love with him.

You are ridiculous.

Stupid whore!

Stop it.

Don't you have something to tell me

-What?
-Why didn't I know?

-You were afraid.
-We were friends.

Does it matter now?

-You lied to me.
-I have not.

You knew,
that there was more than friendship.

How can you say that?

We have something
felt for each other.

Or am I imagining it?

-I don't!
-That's not true!

You are a liar!

-Look at your life.
-I don't want to talk to you.

I give up.
Then just stay here.

You want that anyway.

Isolate you and oust everything.

-l hate you.
-Do not say that.

Not if the truth is
that you love me.

Now get out of here!

Get lost!

I only came

to say goodbye.

I'm busy.

Are you going somewhere?

Next week.

With the Southern Crescent

to New Orleans.

ln the early morning.

So many trains pass through here.

Who would have thought
that I take one too.

I can understand
that you hate me

The color is dry.
Do you still want to go to Texas?

I don't know. Maybe east
Towards Atlanta.

A big city.

-New Orleans isn't small either.
-No it is not.

-l will never forget this place.
-I'll have a hard time too.

You do, don't you?

You love him.

We tried it
and have lost.

His love was for you.

l ...

Here. The keys to the house.

What did you do to him?

It is not about,
what I did or you.

He hasn't eaten in days.

It's none of my business anymore.

Maybe I should be happy.
-No, you shouldn't.

I feel a lot for him.

Not like me.

That's why you stayed
Is not it?

Goodbye, Mr. Todd.

Goodbye.

I want to talk to you, Griffith.

Not in there. Out here.

There is something,
that I have to tell you

I can't wait any longer
because it's so late.

I'm your real mother.

You are not.

Yes I am.

No.

Mom is over there in the river.

Stop telling me that.

-It's where it belongs.
-But I'm here.

When I'm down there alone
sometimes she speaks to me.

Have I ever told you about it?

-That she calls my name?
-No.

No I have not.

I only told Lee about it.

Do not tell me,
that I didn't hear it.

Not now.

Maybe it was me.

The voice of my heart.

I expected honesty from you.

I'm so sorry.

I wanted to protect you.

Protect me?

Why did you wait so long

I tried it.

You should have told me.

You never wanted to hear the truth.

I would have got you inside
can never love again.

And on the outside, buzzer?
What about it?

I tried it.

It would have been easier

if I had known
that I belong here.

Have you ever doubted it

What is he doing now?

Leave him, Emily.

It's okay.

I will miss you.

Take good care of yourself.

I will.

He burned it.

He did.

Don't let anything happen to him.
I would die.

You know
I wouldn’t allow it.

Griffith feels a lot about him.

-He's not that bad a guy.
-No he is not.

How life plays ...

Now...

you have to think of yourself

I can do it.

Most certainly.

I don't know
what else to say.

Farewell

Aunt Summer,

I love you.

Come on, get out with you now.
The door is open.

Now go on.

Go on.

I didn't think
that I would see you again

I didn't have myself
expected.

He is in the cemetery.

Thank you.

Hi there.

I had to see you again.

I haven't had a chance
to say goodbye.

And I said things to you
that I regret.

I assume
We are no longer friends.

I'm so glad to see you.

That is nice.

Emily is gone.

I talked to her
before she left.

For real?

It is in New Orleans.
She wrote to me.

She wanted the alligators
see at the Audubon Zoo.

Alligators?

They look like they are
made of white chocolate.

She always wanted to see her.

I've never
seen a white alligator.

No?

Or just heard of one.
And I'm from Louisiana.

I always thought
Pine Apple is the quietest place.

Now he is.

-You like it.
-No.

No it does not.

Before, I liked it a lot better
to be honest.

Autumn is coming soon.

I can smell it.

It is time,
get your hiking shoes out.

Autumn...

I should be on my way
as long as it is bright.

It gets dark soon.
Where are you going

-ln the west.
-Yes.

Will you write me
when you arrive?

Yes I will. Certainly.

So then...

Farewell, my friend.

Lee, you were right.
I'm an idiot.

I never said that.
No way.

I don't want to think
life that I loved someone so

but much more
Was afraid of it.

There is so much,
that I want to tell you

Shut up, Griffith.
Keep your mouth shut.

For eternal times,

and colored human blood

the earth in the land of the Mississippi red.

We are going on this journey

but we stay in this place

if only in the heart.

Where the memory of love
forever and ever.

You know I'm with you.

Again and.

For Mama Toni and Papa Guy,
that mean the world to me.

TlTELBlLD, Berlin
Subtitles: F. Kosslick, S. D�rfler and others