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Richard: A month ago, you were in
med school being taught by doctors.
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Today you are the doctors.
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The seven years you spend here
as a surgical resident
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will be the best
and worst of your life.
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Meredith: There's an old joke
doctors like to tell.
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"Hey, Doc, it hurts
when I go like this."
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And the doctor says,
"Well, don't go like this."
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It's a lame joke,
but it's nonetheless true.
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Okay, folks.
Meeting time.
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As human beings,
we can't help
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but want to follow
our instincts...
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I, uh,
went back to the loft
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and got you another bag
of your stuff.
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Oh. Couldn't find those ugly,
fuzzy socks you like.
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To follow our guts...
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Our primal urges...
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Uh, some bills, some junk,
and, uh, top letter.
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No matter how much
it may hurt.
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I'll sit with you.
We can read it together.
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I got it.
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I got it.
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Alex: Dear Jo...
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Mer, this is not
the way I wanted to do this.
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Dear Dr. Bailey, I regret to
inform you, blah, blah, blah,
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that I will not be
returning to Grey-Sloan.
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The last thing on Earth
I want to do is hurt you,
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but I'm leaving.
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I already left, actually.
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I'm gone.
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This is not the way I wanted to
do this, but you know me.
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Any chance
to take the easy way out.
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Or maybe that used to be true.
I don't know.
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God, I hate nurses.
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I'm Alex.
I'm with Jeremy.
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You're, uh... You're with
the Nazi, right?
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She may not have pneumonia,
you know?
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She could be splinting,
or have a P.E.
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Like I said,
I hate nurses.
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What did you just say?
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Did you just
call me a nurse?
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Well,
if the white cap fits.
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Alex: What I do know is
I owe you the truth,
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and I don't know how else
to tell you.
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But you know as well as I do
if I showed up on your doorstep,
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you'd yell
or give me guilt or crap
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or whatever you do that
seems to always set me straight.
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We're grown-ups.
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We can't run.
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We have to face up to
the stupid things we do.
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- Alex!
- Get off!
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Supposedly, if you
face up to them,
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something good comes out of it.
I don't know what.
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You were always the one
to set me straight...
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God, I smell good!
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You know what it is?
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It's the smell
of open-heart surgery.
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It's awesome.
It is awesome.
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- You gotta smell me.
- I don't want to smell you.
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Alex: To point out when I was
being an ass. Oh, yes, you do.
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You have got
to be kidding me!
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Okay, I have more important
things to deal with than you.
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I have roommates and boy
problems and family problems.
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You wanna act like a little
frat-boy bitch? That's fine.
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You wanna take credit for
your saves and everybody else's?
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That's fine, too.
Just stay outta my face.
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And for the record,
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you smell like crap!
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Alex:
And when that didn't work,
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you'd flop in my bed
and say the one perfect thing
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that would make sense.
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But the thing is,
I can't come back.
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I can't face you.
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You can go.
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What are you gonna do
if I leave?
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It's just us now.
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There were five of us,
and now it's just you and I.
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And it can't be just me.
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It seems like
five seconds ago,
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we were the interns
hiding in the tunnels.
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Alex!
Get off.
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Look, I'm not gonna stay
in Seattle
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just because you don't want
to be alone.
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I deserve the guilt
and to be called an ass,
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but I don't want to be
set straight.
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I don't want you
to say the right thing
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because the one perfect thing
isn't in Seattle.
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Not anymore.
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Yang left me
her shares and her board seat
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and... she left me you,
too.
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It's just us now.
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I don't know... if you need
somebody to bitch to
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or just be...
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My person.
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I don't know
what you mean.
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But you do.
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Alex: Apparently,
I'm your emergency contact.
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I want waffle Sundays.
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Like a family,
all of us...
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Everybody, all together.
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Okay.
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I want to do that
as long as we can.
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- It's important to me.
- God, get off! Stop it!
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Oh, my God.
Ohh.
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But I swear, it's not
about work or you or Jo.
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It's about me.
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I left.
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And I'm with Izzie.
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Alex: This is probably the part
where you're gonna get on your phone
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and call a million times
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and leave hateful messages
on my machine
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till I call you back.
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But I can't, Mer.
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I can't lie to you,
and I can't promise
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I'm gonna come home
because it's not home anymore.
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- Go make her happy.
- Yeah.
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When you were in danger
of losing your license,
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when I called everyone
to write letters
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and show up on your behalf,
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I called Izzie, too.
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I want to say
I hoped she wouldn't answer,
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but the truth is
I hoped she would.
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I want to say,
"I had to call her for you,"
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but that would be a lie.
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The truth is
your trial gave me
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an excuse good enough
to call her.
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'Cause I wanted to know
where she landed.
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[ Ingrid Michaelson's "Turn to Stone" plays
I Alex: Today is the day my life begins.
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All my life,
I've been just me...
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Just a smart-mouth kid.
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Today I become a husband.
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Today I become accountable
to someone other than myself.
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Today I become accountable
to you,
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to our future,
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to all the possibilities
that our marriage has to offer.
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Together,
no matter what happens,
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I'll be ready...
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I wanted to know
if she was alive and well.
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Richard: Screw the DNR.
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Hand me those paddles.
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- Clear.
- I wanted to hear her voice.
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I'm a bride.
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Iz, come on. I'm getting her a real
one. I love this one,
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and that makes it
a real one.
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Alex: When she picked up,
I blurted out the whole thing
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about you picking up trash
off the street
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and needing a letter that proved
you're better than that.
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And she laughed and said,
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"Of course she'd be
trash-picking,
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trying to save the world."
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Today, Izzie Stevens,
our life together begins.
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And I, for one,
can't wait.
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And then these voices
were in the background
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and a girl was singing
this song about
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"greasy, grimy gopher guts"
that I learned in first grade
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and I started laughing and I
asked if she had kids and...
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Izzie got quiet.
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For so long, she was quiet,
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and finally, she said,
"Yeah, I have kids."
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And it turns out
they're my kids, Mer.
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She had our kids.
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I love Jo.
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Deeply. Still.
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I think I always will.
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And if it was just about
two women I love,
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I'd choose my wife.
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You know I would.
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Hey.
But it's not just her.
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Izzie made our kids.
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I snooched into a cup
for you today.
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Um... thank you?
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She was single
and wanted children
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and couldn't have 'em because
the cancer nuked her eggs.
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But she had our embryos.
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Back then
I was too freaked out
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to care about what she did with
them if we never used them.
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You think a Dixie cup
full of my swimmers
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will make everything okay?
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It's crap. This is crap.
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You just can't go messing
with people's heads like that.
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Even if she freezes
the embryos,
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you think... you think
we'll get a chance to use them?
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You think
she'll still be here?
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You think she'll survive
all this?
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Do you think...
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She t-told me...
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She told me she was seeing
a ghost, okay?
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And I'm so used to all
the crazy chicks in my life
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that I didn't even...
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I'm a doctor.
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A doctor!
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And I didn't even think
to...
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And now she's...
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This is...
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This is wrong.
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This isn't
how it's supposed to happen.
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I know.
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It's crap.
I know.
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I hate this.
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I know.
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This isn't...
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This isn't how we...
How we were supp...
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This isn't how I wanted
to do this.
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This isn't how Izzie and I
were supposed to make a baby.
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So I signed papers
saying she could do
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whatever she wanted
with them.
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And so she used them.
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And she had twins.
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Eli and Alexis.
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I should have told Jo
or told you, but I didn't.
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I got through the trial
and then I came here
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and I met the kids.
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Met my kids, Mer.
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They're five.
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And hilarious and stubborn
as hell, just like Izzie.
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Like this little team
that gangs up on me
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with stubbornness
and sticky hands.
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Hi, horsey!
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And the second I walked
in the door,
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they wanted to show me
their rooms
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and the look on their faces
when they were showing me
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all their toys and books
and...
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asked if they could
call me...
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Dad.
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They both want to be doctors,
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and Izzie teaches them
to bake just like her.
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And they scribble
pictures of stethoscopes
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all over the walls in chalk.
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And Alexis...
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Oh,
she's got Izzie's eyes.
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And Eli smiles crooked
just like I do.
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And now I live on a freaking
farm in Nowhere, Kansas.
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And the kids play
with the chickens
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and Izzie goes to work
as a surgical oncologist.
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Oh, and she's amazing, Mer.
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The progress she's made.
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She's alive.
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And she's a miracle
and keeping other people alive.
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And I'm applying
to the hospital nearby.
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And I wanted to be mad at Izzie
for keeping them from me,
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but I can't because all I am
is grateful she made them.
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Oh, they're so damn smart,
smarter than I was at their age.
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Hell, sometimes at my age.
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And they get to
have everything...
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A home where they feel safe
and loved,
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and they play "sleepover,"
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where they just keep
swapping beds non-stop,
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all night until
they land in ours at 4:00 a.m.
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And they wake up
with two parents,
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when I rarely
ever even had one.
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Oh, I love them, Mer,
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with every inch of me
and every cell,
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and I get to be their dad.
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I'm the guy who lied
and said I only had one ball
254
00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:37,896
to get into Seattle Grace.
255
00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:39,646
And it worked.
256
00:13:39,670 --> 00:13:42,556
I got a job and a career I love
based on a lie
257
00:13:42,580 --> 00:13:45,620
that no one really cared about,
and I made it work.
258
00:13:47,290 --> 00:13:49,226
And when I look at my kids
259
00:13:49,250 --> 00:13:52,056
and doubt if I know
how to do right by them,
260
00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:56,266
I just think of you and Zola
and Bailey and Ellis.
261
00:13:56,290 --> 00:13:58,896
You're so brave. And you've
grown into this incredible mother,
262
00:13:58,920 --> 00:14:00,976
this incredible surgeon.
263
00:14:02,040 --> 00:14:04,976
You did that.
264
00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:07,476
You always said Cristina
was your person.
265
00:14:07,500 --> 00:14:09,476
Then I was your person.
266
00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:12,096
But you've always been
your own damn person,
267
00:14:12,120 --> 00:14:15,476
a force of freaking nature.
268
00:14:15,500 --> 00:14:19,186
You've never needed
anyone but you.
269
00:14:19,210 --> 00:14:20,396
And you can come here,
you know?
270
00:14:20,420 --> 00:14:22,476
You... You...
You could show up at my door
271
00:14:22,500 --> 00:14:24,556
and... and get me
to walk away from all this
272
00:14:24,580 --> 00:14:26,856
and just go back to you
and Jo and the hospital
273
00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:29,226
and everyone who helped
me get here. All: Two... one!
274
00:14:29,250 --> 00:14:31,476
Alex:
But I hope you don't.
275
00:14:31,500 --> 00:14:33,356
Mer,
you are my best friend,
276
00:14:33,380 --> 00:14:34,936
and I will miss the hell
out of you,
277
00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:40,896
but I'm finally
exactly where I should be.
278
00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:43,896
I never had that before.
279
00:14:43,920 --> 00:14:47,596
So, I hope you do come here
one day,
280
00:14:47,620 --> 00:14:50,596
but not to ask me to leave.
281
00:14:50,620 --> 00:14:53,056
I hope you come
to meet my kids
282
00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:55,396
and they get to call you
"Auntie Mer."
283
00:14:55,420 --> 00:14:59,186
Because you'll love them,
and they'll love you.
284
00:14:59,210 --> 00:15:02,396
And until you're ready
to do that,
285
00:15:02,420 --> 00:15:04,476
try not to hate me too much.
286
00:15:04,500 --> 00:15:07,146
Please?
287
00:15:07,170 --> 00:15:10,396
Alex.
288
00:15:25,830 --> 00:15:27,516
Alex: I'm sorry.
289
00:15:29,420 --> 00:15:31,686
You deserve
more than a letter.
290
00:15:31,710 --> 00:15:33,186
I'm your intern
for the day.
291
00:15:33,210 --> 00:15:35,016
Oh. Well, hello, intern.
You have a name?
292
00:15:35,040 --> 00:15:36,436
Jo Wilson.
293
00:15:36,460 --> 00:15:38,516
Oh, nice. I like chicks
with boys names.
294
00:15:38,540 --> 00:15:40,856
And this right here,
295
00:15:40,880 --> 00:15:44,766
this cowardice, this letter?
296
00:15:44,790 --> 00:15:47,306
It's officially
the worst thing I've ever done.
297
00:15:48,670 --> 00:15:50,896
But it's about me, Jo.
298
00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:52,516
It's not about you.
299
00:15:52,540 --> 00:15:55,936
I don't live in my car anymore,
jerk. It's not what you deserve.
300
00:15:55,960 --> 00:15:58,806
You deserve and have earned so
much better than this. I got you a couch.
301
00:15:58,830 --> 00:16:00,306
Hey,
powdered sugar's your favorite.
302
00:16:00,330 --> 00:16:02,396
Yeah, no.
Uh, this is great.
303
00:16:02,420 --> 00:16:04,146
You wanted to hear me
say the words.
304
00:16:04,170 --> 00:16:06,460
So I'm...
saying them right now.
305
00:16:09,040 --> 00:16:11,686
I love you, Jo.
306
00:16:11,710 --> 00:16:13,726
I love that you
are brilliant and brave,
307
00:16:13,750 --> 00:16:15,146
and no matter
what you go through...
308
00:16:15,170 --> 00:16:16,596
Hey, Brooke.
309
00:16:16,620 --> 00:16:18,476
Oh, wait. It's...
It's "Jo" now, right?
310
00:16:20,330 --> 00:16:22,096
You never
let it hold you back.
311
00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:24,646
Do I look like him? You
have my father's eyes...
312
00:16:24,670 --> 00:16:26,356
You have an out.
313
00:16:29,670 --> 00:16:31,976
It makes you stronger,
kinder.
314
00:16:32,000 --> 00:16:33,556
You made me kinder.
315
00:16:33,580 --> 00:16:35,016
That works?
The compliments thing?
316
00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:36,226
Mm-hmm.
317
00:16:36,250 --> 00:16:37,726
God, you're sexy.
318
00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:39,266
Doesn't work on me.
319
00:16:39,290 --> 00:16:41,056
Ohh!
320
00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:43,226
Oh. A little warning
when people are over
321
00:16:43,250 --> 00:16:44,556
would be nice.
322
00:16:44,580 --> 00:16:47,226
You loved me for exactly
who I was, and I loved you.
323
00:16:47,250 --> 00:16:49,476
I'm gonna marry
that girl.
324
00:16:49,500 --> 00:16:51,596
Ohh! Yes!
325
00:16:51,620 --> 00:16:53,186
I love you.
326
00:16:53,210 --> 00:16:56,016
Maybe it's not fair to say that,
but it's true.
327
00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:57,686
What's also true is...
328
00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:01,476
I'm in love with Izzie.
329
00:17:07,830 --> 00:17:09,056
When I asked you
330
00:17:09,080 --> 00:17:10,646
if you wanted
to move in with me,
331
00:17:10,670 --> 00:17:12,266
you said that you did
332
00:17:12,290 --> 00:17:13,596
and that you could
picture a life with me,
333
00:17:13,620 --> 00:17:15,806
but you never said anything
about babies.
334
00:17:15,830 --> 00:17:19,096
You said,
"Maybe we could get a dog."
335
00:17:19,120 --> 00:17:21,596
Do you want a dog? No,
I want to know what we're doing here.
336
00:17:21,620 --> 00:17:23,596
I love you,
and you love me.
337
00:17:23,620 --> 00:17:25,016
I know,
but when I look ahead...
338
00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:26,516
Why are we
looking ahead?
339
00:17:26,540 --> 00:17:28,686
If you had or maybe
you do have, for all I know,
340
00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:31,146
a bunch of Izzie babies walking
around with your face on them...
341
00:17:31,170 --> 00:17:32,396
And why
are we doing it now?
342
00:17:32,420 --> 00:17:34,516
And... And I'm just
the "Let's get a dog" girl?
343
00:17:34,540 --> 00:17:36,686
You always ask about Izzie,
what she was like.
344
00:17:36,710 --> 00:17:38,396
Well, that...
That girl right there.
345
00:17:38,420 --> 00:17:40,096
That... That's what Izzie
was like.
346
00:17:40,120 --> 00:17:43,186
I imagined this whole life
for her where she was baking
347
00:17:43,210 --> 00:17:45,226
and happy
and had a bunch of kids.
348
00:17:45,250 --> 00:17:46,976
Jo: Alex, if you want
to know how she is,
349
00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:48,396
you should just call her.
350
00:17:48,420 --> 00:17:49,976
And I never imagined me
in that picture.
351
00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:51,146
You should call Izzie.
352
00:17:51,170 --> 00:17:53,186
But suddenly, I am.
353
00:17:53,210 --> 00:17:56,266
Not suddenly.
That's a lie there.
354
00:17:56,290 --> 00:17:58,146
There was a part of me
that always wondered,
355
00:17:58,170 --> 00:17:59,976
always
wanted to know,
356
00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:04,356
always felt
like we left things unresolved,
357
00:18:04,380 --> 00:18:06,936
unfinished.
358
00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:11,436
So, when Mer needed all those
letters, I reached out to her.
359
00:18:11,460 --> 00:18:13,896
I reached out to Izzie
and we started talking
360
00:18:13,920 --> 00:18:15,396
and it scared the crap
out of me
361
00:18:15,420 --> 00:18:18,936
because it felt like
no time had passed,
362
00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:22,396
like Izzie and I were
kind of frozen together in time,
363
00:18:22,420 --> 00:18:24,766
and now... now we're not.
364
00:18:24,790 --> 00:18:25,856
She's not.
365
00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:27,856
She's here in Kansas,
366
00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:30,856
on a farm in this incredible
place in the middle of nowhere.
367
00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:32,766
And I never,
in a million years,
368
00:18:32,790 --> 00:18:35,936
would think I belong here,
but I do.
369
00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:37,976
And I can't lie to you...
370
00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:39,646
And pretend the truth
isn't the truth...
371
00:18:39,670 --> 00:18:42,976
That I love you
and I love Izzie.
372
00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:46,856
But if it was just me missing
her or nostalgia or whatever...
373
00:18:46,880 --> 00:18:48,186
Will you stay with me?
374
00:18:48,210 --> 00:18:49,936
I would have been able to
walk away
375
00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:51,210
and come back to you.
376
00:18:53,210 --> 00:18:55,856
But Izzie had my kids.
377
00:18:55,880 --> 00:18:58,856
And I know you get
what that really means.
378
00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:00,726
I know you of all people
379
00:19:00,750 --> 00:19:03,096
understand why
I can't just leave now...
380
00:19:03,120 --> 00:19:07,306
why I can't miss
another second of my kids' lives.
381
00:19:07,330 --> 00:19:10,186
I have a chance
to make this family whole,
382
00:19:10,210 --> 00:19:13,396
and I just hope you love me back
enough to let me take it.
383
00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:17,766
I need to give these kids
the family you and I never had,
384
00:19:17,790 --> 00:19:21,056
with barbecuing out on
the back porch and soccer games
385
00:19:21,080 --> 00:19:23,476
and movie nights
and book reports.
386
00:19:23,500 --> 00:19:24,896
Both: Mom.
387
00:19:31,580 --> 00:19:33,266
Alex: I didn't know
she would have my kids,
388
00:19:33,290 --> 00:19:35,806
and now that she does,
389
00:19:35,830 --> 00:19:38,556
I don't know how to look anyone
in the eye if I don't stay
390
00:19:38,580 --> 00:19:41,856
and do everything I can
to make this work...
391
00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:46,306
Make this a life,
make this a family.
392
00:19:46,330 --> 00:19:48,226
You were wrong.
393
00:19:48,250 --> 00:19:50,976
You're not
the "Let's get a dog" girl.
394
00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:52,186
And I was never holding
a candle
395
00:19:52,210 --> 00:19:53,646
or those pieces of paper
396
00:19:53,670 --> 00:19:57,146
thinking anything
would ever change.
397
00:19:57,170 --> 00:19:59,356
When I asked you to marry me,
I meant it.
398
00:20:01,750 --> 00:20:03,596
Alex: And we'll be together
forever, right? You and me.
399
00:20:03,620 --> 00:20:05,186
And if we have kids,
we'll be great.
400
00:20:05,210 --> 00:20:07,596
I'll be a great dad,
and you'll be great,
401
00:20:07,620 --> 00:20:09,016
and it'll be just us.
402
00:20:09,040 --> 00:20:10,806
We won't need anybody else,
okay?
403
00:20:10,830 --> 00:20:14,226
When I told you I love you,
I meant it.
404
00:20:14,250 --> 00:20:17,646
But Izzie has our kids, Jo.
405
00:20:17,670 --> 00:20:19,306
Our kids.
406
00:20:19,330 --> 00:20:22,396
And the way you and I grew up,
I...
407
00:20:22,420 --> 00:20:25,056
I-I came to meet them,
to start to know them.
408
00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:27,476
I missed five years
of their lives.
409
00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:29,266
And not because I was a junkie
like my dad
410
00:20:29,290 --> 00:20:31,896
or off my meds like my mom.
411
00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:35,516
I didn't exist to them until
I walked through the front door.
412
00:20:35,540 --> 00:20:39,766
And once I did, I had this
family I never knew I had
413
00:20:39,790 --> 00:20:43,436
on this insane farm,
and I wish I'd...
414
00:20:43,460 --> 00:20:46,436
I wish getting everything
I always wanted
415
00:20:46,460 --> 00:20:48,726
didn't have to hurt you
in the process.
416
00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:02,356
But I can't lie to you.
417
00:21:02,380 --> 00:21:03,896
And I can't come home.
418
00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:05,856
Alex: Are you asking me
to a dance?
419
00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:09,556
No, I'm... I'm asking you
to come back home.
420
00:21:11,420 --> 00:21:13,186
I'm not coming home, Jo.
421
00:21:13,210 --> 00:21:14,187
I can't face you.
422
00:21:14,211 --> 00:21:15,766
I can't look you in the eye
423
00:21:15,790 --> 00:21:18,096
because I wouldn't be able to
walk away.
424
00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:20,476
Maybe "I love you"
is wrong to say,
425
00:21:20,500 --> 00:21:24,436
but thank you
for making me better
426
00:21:24,460 --> 00:21:26,686
and taking care of me
when I needed it,
427
00:21:26,710 --> 00:21:30,686
for taking care of yourself
when you needed it, too.
428
00:21:30,710 --> 00:21:32,056
I went to a lawyer.
429
00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:33,896
I signed divorce papers.
430
00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:36,646
I left everything to you.
It's yours.
431
00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:40,146
You worked for every cent
you ever owned and then some.
432
00:21:40,170 --> 00:21:42,766
I also left you my shares
in Grey-Sloan.
433
00:21:42,790 --> 00:21:45,596
Whatever you choose to do with
them, I know it will be amazing.
434
00:21:45,620 --> 00:21:47,556
Just like you.
435
00:21:49,250 --> 00:21:50,766
You know, I, uh...
436
00:21:50,790 --> 00:21:53,686
I barely saw you
this week,
437
00:21:53,710 --> 00:21:57,186
and it sucked.
438
00:21:57,210 --> 00:22:00,056
I'll find another job.
Whatever.
439
00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:03,646
I, uh, but I don't want
to never see you again.
440
00:22:03,670 --> 00:22:08,476
Oh, you deserve everything good
in this life, Jo.
441
00:22:08,500 --> 00:22:11,356
I hope you find
so much better than me.
442
00:22:11,380 --> 00:22:12,596
Thank you.
443
00:22:12,620 --> 00:22:15,976
I'm... I'm sorry.
444
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:18,646
I don't know how to end this.
445
00:22:18,670 --> 00:22:20,460
I don't want to.
446
00:22:22,540 --> 00:22:24,766
Goodbye.
447
00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:37,186
Alex: I'm guessing
you're not surprised by this,
448
00:22:37,210 --> 00:22:40,146
and definitely not happy
about it.
449
00:22:40,170 --> 00:22:42,096
They called me Evil Spawn
most of the time
450
00:22:42,120 --> 00:22:44,186
growing up in your hospital.
451
00:22:44,210 --> 00:22:45,646
Nice panties, Yang.
452
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:48,976
In your dreams,
Evil Spawn.
453
00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:50,476
It's probably
one of the better nicknames
454
00:22:50,500 --> 00:22:52,856
I had most of my life,
to be honest.
455
00:22:52,880 --> 00:22:54,896
I earned the name.
456
00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:56,726
I know it, you know it.
457
00:22:56,750 --> 00:23:02,056
Morning, people. Hell,
you probably know that better than anyone.
458
00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:04,646
Truth is, you didn't like me
very much in the beginning.
459
00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:09,226
I didn't really like you much,
either.
460
00:23:09,250 --> 00:23:11,096
Sloppy, sloppy, sloppy.
461
00:23:11,120 --> 00:23:13,686
Redo these and return them to me
before lunch, understood?
462
00:23:13,710 --> 00:23:15,596
- Understood.
- Karev, don't tempt me.
463
00:23:15,620 --> 00:23:17,266
And, Karev, see the chief
by the end of the day.
464
00:23:17,290 --> 00:23:18,476
What for?
465
00:23:18,500 --> 00:23:20,146
Do I look psychic to you?
He's the chief.
466
00:23:20,170 --> 00:23:21,186
He asked, you go.
467
00:23:21,210 --> 00:23:22,936
Karev,
go stand in the hall.
468
00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:24,936
Karev, cover the pit.
Pit!
469
00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:26,596
Hate being an intern.
470
00:23:26,620 --> 00:23:30,896
You were mean and impatient...
and knew everything,
471
00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:32,266
and you liked everyone else
but me,
472
00:23:32,290 --> 00:23:34,186
even when you pretended
you didn't.
473
00:23:34,210 --> 00:23:35,436
Are you sure
they're balloons?
474
00:23:35,460 --> 00:23:38,186
You have reason to believe
they're not balloons?
475
00:23:38,210 --> 00:23:40,146
This one here's
got a face.
476
00:23:40,170 --> 00:23:42,096
They all do.
477
00:23:42,120 --> 00:23:43,686
I'll be damned.
478
00:23:43,710 --> 00:23:46,476
They're Judys.
Judys?
479
00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:51,436
He swallowed
the heads of ten Judy dolls.
480
00:23:51,460 --> 00:23:54,306
Alex: Or you were convinced
I had "it"...
481
00:23:54,330 --> 00:23:57,976
That something that would make
them great someday.
482
00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,646
Hell, you named your kid
after O'Malley.
483
00:24:00,670 --> 00:24:03,476
And Mer named her kid after you,
and you...
484
00:24:05,170 --> 00:24:08,146
You just seemed like all
my other teachers before you
485
00:24:08,170 --> 00:24:11,186
who took one look at me,
decided I was garbage,
486
00:24:11,210 --> 00:24:13,856
and that was
all I'd ever be.
487
00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:15,896
But here's the thing.
488
00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:19,766
Unlike everyone else,
you let me grow the hell up.
489
00:24:19,790 --> 00:24:22,646
He saved a baby's life. You
gave me crap when I deserved it.
490
00:24:22,670 --> 00:24:25,016
You pushed my buttons
and my limits when I needed it.
491
00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,476
What the hell? You are not some
hotshot surgeon right now.
492
00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:29,556
Yeah, it's a teaching hospital
and all that,
493
00:24:29,580 --> 00:24:32,936
but you did more than that,
and you know it.
494
00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:34,726
Why is there a trailer
in my parking spot?
495
00:24:34,750 --> 00:24:38,146
Is one of these yours?
My bad.
496
00:24:38,170 --> 00:24:39,226
And, sure,
it'd be pretty great
497
00:24:39,250 --> 00:24:41,356
if I just
stayed there forever
498
00:24:41,380 --> 00:24:43,516
and repaid you
for everything you did for me.
499
00:24:43,540 --> 00:24:46,670
But you and I both know
I can't.
500
00:24:48,460 --> 00:24:50,306
Never could.
501
00:24:50,330 --> 00:24:52,396
You helped me
grow the hell up,
502
00:24:52,420 --> 00:24:54,396
and you took a bullet
out of my stomach.
503
00:24:54,420 --> 00:24:55,556
You paged me?
504
00:24:55,580 --> 00:24:58,186
I did. I have a surgery.
505
00:24:58,210 --> 00:25:01,056
You're actually gonna let me
near a patient? You are the patient.
506
00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,146
Get in there and get
on that table. Oh...
507
00:25:04,330 --> 00:25:06,356
I don't need a reminder
of this thing.
508
00:25:06,380 --> 00:25:08,306
I'm gonna carry
that day around with me
509
00:25:08,330 --> 00:25:09,806
every day
for the rest of my life.
510
00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:11,976
I don't need a reminder
every time I look at you.
511
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,976
And I'm tired
of bullying you,
512
00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:17,056
so I am asking you,
513
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:20,670
please, get in there
and get your shirt off.
514
00:25:23,290 --> 00:25:25,016
You protected Jo
from herself,
515
00:25:25,040 --> 00:25:26,596
and if I started
the whole list
516
00:25:26,620 --> 00:25:28,016
of everything
I learned from you,
517
00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:29,896
I would never stop writing.
518
00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:31,856
And right now my hand hurts.
519
00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:34,806
So just know this.
520
00:25:34,830 --> 00:25:37,476
It took me
a long time to say it,
521
00:25:37,500 --> 00:25:39,830
but I'm a good peds surgeon.
522
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:42,766
I'm an okay guy.
523
00:25:42,790 --> 00:25:44,896
I'm still trying.
524
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:49,096
But I'm a really
damn good surgeon.
525
00:25:49,120 --> 00:25:50,436
We got movement!
And I don't mind saying it now
526
00:25:50,460 --> 00:25:52,766
because I didn't
figure it out myself.
527
00:25:52,790 --> 00:25:56,896
You kicked my ass
and asked more of me than anyone
528
00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:58,646
and hired other teachers
who kicked my ass
529
00:25:58,670 --> 00:25:59,936
and asked more of me.
530
00:25:59,960 --> 00:26:02,396
Karev, I hear that
you're the future of peds.
531
00:26:02,420 --> 00:26:05,186
Excuse me? Yeah, a little birdie
named Bailey whispered it in my ear.
532
00:26:05,210 --> 00:26:08,096
I want you to work with me today so I
can see if she's right. What did she say?
533
00:26:08,120 --> 00:26:09,856
That you're the best babysitter
in the hospital.
534
00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:11,306
Shut up.
535
00:26:11,330 --> 00:26:13,096
Alex:
And I know who I am.
536
00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:16,436
I'm not that guy with a million
Catherine Fox Awards on a shelf.
537
00:26:16,460 --> 00:26:17,516
Goodbye, Mom.
538
00:26:17,540 --> 00:26:20,186
Bye.
539
00:26:20,210 --> 00:26:23,146
Bailey: A junkie dad,
a crackpot mom,
540
00:26:23,170 --> 00:26:26,476
and somehow Karev
still became a doctor.
541
00:26:26,500 --> 00:26:29,226
I'm not easily impressed,
but I'm impressed.
542
00:26:29,250 --> 00:26:31,306
Alex: I became the guy you
trusted to run the hospital
543
00:26:31,330 --> 00:26:32,227
and keep your secrets.
544
00:26:32,251 --> 00:26:34,266
And now...
It's okay.
545
00:26:34,290 --> 00:26:36,936
And now I'm a surgeon,
a friend,
546
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:40,146
a father of two incredible kids
with Izzie Stevens,
547
00:26:40,170 --> 00:26:43,686
which I'm sure is breaking
your brain.
548
00:26:43,710 --> 00:26:45,806
But it's true.
Nothing!
549
00:26:45,830 --> 00:26:47,646
I'm all these things.
550
00:26:47,670 --> 00:26:49,146
She been out there
all day?
551
00:26:49,170 --> 00:26:51,436
And by the way,
I have a shot
552
00:26:51,460 --> 00:26:53,646
at being Chief of Peds
at Shawnee County here,
553
00:26:53,670 --> 00:26:56,516
but I'm guessing
you're the last person
554
00:26:56,540 --> 00:27:00,556
I should put down as a rec
right now.
555
00:27:00,580 --> 00:27:04,186
Okay, look, the... the kids
keep asking for pizza sushi,
556
00:27:04,210 --> 00:27:06,596
and I have to go tell them
that's not a thing.
557
00:27:06,620 --> 00:27:09,556
And if I say any more
in this letter,
558
00:27:09,580 --> 00:27:12,266
there are going to be feelings
all over the place.
559
00:27:12,290 --> 00:27:14,516
Yours, not mine.
560
00:27:14,540 --> 00:27:17,436
And, really,
I'm just writing to say goodbye.
561
00:27:17,460 --> 00:27:19,476
And thanks.
562
00:27:19,500 --> 00:27:21,056
And that sounds lame and small
563
00:27:21,080 --> 00:27:22,306
compared to everything
you've done,
564
00:27:22,330 --> 00:27:26,856
but there it is.
565
00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:29,120
Goodbye, and thanks.
566
00:27:31,210 --> 00:27:33,170
I love you, Dr. Bailey.
567
00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:36,726
Dr. Alex Karev.
568
00:27:48,750 --> 00:27:53,186
- Richard, alcoholic.
- Hi, Richard.
569
00:27:55,620 --> 00:27:57,976
See one,
570
00:27:58,000 --> 00:27:59,896
do one,
571
00:27:59,920 --> 00:28:02,726
teach one.
572
00:28:02,750 --> 00:28:05,976
That's been the motto
of every hospital I run,
573
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,806
every teacher I've loved.
574
00:28:08,830 --> 00:28:14,356
I loved being a surgeon,
saving lives,
575
00:28:14,380 --> 00:28:18,146
giving people back
their families,
576
00:28:18,170 --> 00:28:21,936
their loved ones,
and their friends.
577
00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:27,396
Giving them back to them
when all seemed lost.
578
00:28:27,420 --> 00:28:30,306
And I loved my students,
not because of ego...
579
00:28:33,581 --> 00:28:35,476
I'm done.
I'm done! I'm done!
580
00:28:35,500 --> 00:28:40,016
But because it gave me that
same rush, that same feeling...
581
00:28:40,040 --> 00:28:43,476
That's why I'm the chief.
582
00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:47,096
It's like you're helping
to keep people alive,
583
00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:50,726
keep families alive.
584
00:28:50,750 --> 00:28:53,226
And then this morning,
I wake up to a letter
585
00:28:53,250 --> 00:28:56,976
from a student of mine,
who, well,
586
00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:01,056
let's just say he's not the one
I would have put money down on.
587
00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:03,356
What happens, uh,
if I... if I take the exam
588
00:29:03,380 --> 00:29:05,646
for a second time
and I don't pass?
589
00:29:05,670 --> 00:29:08,056
You will no longer be a surgical
resident at Seattle Grace.
590
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:10,186
Failing again
is not an option.
591
00:29:10,210 --> 00:29:12,096
Alex: What's the big deal? Richard: Well,
the big deal is you're...
592
00:29:12,120 --> 00:29:15,856
You're sweaty and you
and you smell.
593
00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:17,976
And you're not going
into my OR.
594
00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:19,096
What the hell's the matter
with you today?
595
00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:20,686
This is a teaching hospital,
okay?
596
00:29:20,710 --> 00:29:22,596
You were the chief
for 20 years.
597
00:29:22,620 --> 00:29:24,806
You're supposed to be
teaching your residents.
598
00:29:24,830 --> 00:29:27,226
Oh, I think I taught you
something today.
599
00:29:27,250 --> 00:29:30,356
You don't give up a
once-in-a-lifetime surgery,
600
00:29:30,380 --> 00:29:33,936
not for any reason,
not for anyone, not ever.
601
00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:36,146
But he... he did the work.
602
00:29:36,170 --> 00:29:39,306
Yeah.
He... He showed up.
603
00:29:39,330 --> 00:29:42,766
He... He stepped up.
604
00:29:42,790 --> 00:29:45,556
Became an excellent student,
605
00:29:45,580 --> 00:29:48,556
- a stellar surgeon.
- 10 blade.
606
00:29:48,580 --> 00:29:50,226
Richard: You're an underdog,
aren't you, Karev?
607
00:29:50,250 --> 00:29:51,686
It's not that you don't
have the skills.
608
00:29:51,710 --> 00:29:53,056
You have the skills.
609
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:56,226
But you're scrappy.
You're a fighter.
610
00:29:56,250 --> 00:29:58,186
I like that.
611
00:29:58,210 --> 00:29:59,726
I always root
for the underdog.
612
00:29:59,750 --> 00:30:02,896
A fine teacher.
613
00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:06,856
He was working
with the best of the best.
614
00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:10,896
But instead,
615
00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:13,436
he chose to abandon it all
616
00:30:13,460 --> 00:30:17,686
for who he says
is the woman he loves.
617
00:30:17,710 --> 00:30:22,556
And for the two children
they now have.
618
00:30:22,580 --> 00:30:26,226
You know, I wanted to
look him straight in the eye
619
00:30:26,250 --> 00:30:29,556
and yell at him and...
And tell him
620
00:30:29,580 --> 00:30:31,306
that he's made a mistake,
621
00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,880
that it feels like a mistake.
622
00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:37,806
I've been there before,
yeah.
623
00:30:37,830 --> 00:30:41,596
I've fallen in love with two
people at the same time,
624
00:30:41,620 --> 00:30:42,750
and...
625
00:30:44,750 --> 00:30:47,516
And I know all you can do
is go with what your...
626
00:30:47,540 --> 00:30:50,556
Your bones and your guts
and your heart tell you to.
627
00:30:50,580 --> 00:30:53,726
I wanted to grab him
and shake him and tell him,
628
00:30:53,750 --> 00:30:56,266
"Don't give it all away.
629
00:30:56,290 --> 00:30:58,306
Not now.
Not for... for this."
630
00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:06,686
But I missed my chance to watch
my own child grow into an adult.
631
00:31:06,710 --> 00:31:10,686
And I would give anything to
have those years with Maggie.
632
00:31:10,710 --> 00:31:12,330
I'd do anything.
633
00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:17,186
I guess, um...
634
00:31:17,210 --> 00:31:20,516
I just wanted
to say goodbye.
635
00:31:20,540 --> 00:31:22,766
I just wanted
to say goodbye.
636
00:31:22,790 --> 00:31:24,726
Hey, Dr. Webber.
637
00:31:24,750 --> 00:31:26,356
I-I didn't want to work here,
either.
638
00:31:26,380 --> 00:31:29,476
You know, at Grey-Sloan,
I inherited a-a legacy.
639
00:31:29,500 --> 00:31:31,186
Bailey's legacy,
your legacy.
640
00:31:31,210 --> 00:31:32,596
You know, I mean,
every choice I made,
641
00:31:32,620 --> 00:31:35,436
I heard your voice in my head...
"Don't settle. Do better."
642
00:31:35,460 --> 00:31:37,556
At Grey-Sloan,
failing was our last option.
643
00:31:37,580 --> 00:31:39,056
But here,
failure's the culture.
644
00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:40,596
But we can change that.
645
00:31:40,620 --> 00:31:42,266
Help me turn
this place around.
646
00:31:42,290 --> 00:31:44,266
Help me do the impossible.
647
00:31:44,290 --> 00:31:47,396
I wanted to say thank you
for helping me
648
00:31:47,420 --> 00:31:52,766
to be a better doctor,
better teacher.
649
00:31:52,790 --> 00:31:54,096
I mean, anything.
650
00:31:56,290 --> 00:31:57,476
But he up and left...
651
00:31:57,500 --> 00:31:59,596
Karev! Do better!
652
00:31:59,620 --> 00:32:04,016
With only a note
and an apology, and that's it,
653
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:07,726
not considering that I might
want to say goodbye
654
00:32:07,750 --> 00:32:09,146
as a teacher...
655
00:32:09,170 --> 00:32:10,686
Watch your back,
Karev.
656
00:32:10,710 --> 00:32:12,806
I may decide to teach you
something tomorrow.
657
00:32:13,581 --> 00:32:15,436
Time of...
658
00:32:15,460 --> 00:32:16,646
as a colleague...
659
00:32:16,670 --> 00:32:18,356
Time of death... 15:42.
660
00:32:18,380 --> 00:32:20,856
As a friend.
661
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:22,056
See one.
662
00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:24,476
Do one.
663
00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:27,096
Teach one.
664
00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:32,516
I've
seen people leave.
665
00:32:32,540 --> 00:32:35,436
I've done the leaving.
666
00:32:35,460 --> 00:32:39,556
Woman: Richard! Richard!
Richard!
667
00:32:39,580 --> 00:32:41,226
Richard: I was gonna ask you
to be by my side
668
00:32:41,250 --> 00:32:42,266
for the rest of our lives.
669
00:32:42,290 --> 00:32:44,146
I'm not sorry
about a damn thing.
670
00:32:47,670 --> 00:32:50,880
And lately, it seems like
all the people I love just...
671
00:32:52,330 --> 00:32:54,646
they just disappear.
672
00:32:54,670 --> 00:32:58,266
And...
673
00:32:58,290 --> 00:33:00,436
I can't...
674
00:33:00,460 --> 00:33:03,686
find a way to make it stop.
675
00:33:15,290 --> 00:33:17,266
Alex, if you want to
know how she is,
676
00:33:17,290 --> 00:33:19,646
you should just call her.
677
00:33:19,670 --> 00:33:20,646
You should call Izzie.
678
00:33:20,670 --> 00:33:21,597
No.
679
00:33:21,621 --> 00:33:23,396
No, it's okay.
680
00:33:23,420 --> 00:33:25,016
No.
681
00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,686
I mean,
I-I-I don't need to call her.
682
00:33:27,710 --> 00:33:30,186
I know how she is.
683
00:33:30,210 --> 00:33:32,356
I mean, she's, uh...
684
00:33:32,380 --> 00:33:35,056
She's married
with three kids,
685
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:40,686
and she lives somewhere,
I think, uh, kind of woodsy?
686
00:33:42,540 --> 00:33:44,896
And she's a surgeon
and she goes to work every day,
687
00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:50,436
so she refuses to hire help,
so her house is always a mess.
688
00:33:50,460 --> 00:33:53,646
And it has Christmas decorations
all over it
689
00:33:53,670 --> 00:33:59,016
because she won't let
her husband take them down.
690
00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:00,686
It smells like muffins,
691
00:34:00,710 --> 00:34:02,686
and she's...
692
00:34:02,710 --> 00:34:04,120
She's smiling.
693
00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:10,016
When I picture her,
she's always smiling.
694
00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:15,146
I don't need to call her because
I want it to stay that way.
695
00:34:15,170 --> 00:34:19,330
I picture her
as happy as I am with you.
696
00:34:20,750 --> 00:34:22,556
You imagined
a whole life for her?
697
00:34:22,580 --> 00:34:25,356
Oh, yeah.
It's way better than wondering.
698
00:34:29,670 --> 00:34:31,516
Hi, Izzie Stevens.
Washington.
699
00:34:31,540 --> 00:34:34,516
Hi, Alex Karev. Iowa.
700
00:34:34,540 --> 00:34:35,806
What program are you in?
701
00:34:37,830 --> 00:34:38,597
Seriously?
702
00:34:38,621 --> 00:34:39,726
Seriously.
703
00:34:39,750 --> 00:34:41,266
Morning, Dr. Model.
704
00:34:41,290 --> 00:34:43,016
Dr. Evil Spawn.
705
00:34:45,540 --> 00:34:47,056
Do you ever wake up
in the morning and realize
706
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:50,436
nobody likes you
and, I don't know, care?
707
00:34:50,460 --> 00:34:52,226
Oh.
708
00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:53,356
I think
somebody likes me.
709
00:34:53,380 --> 00:34:55,356
What is she doing?
710
00:34:55,380 --> 00:34:58,096
She's hanging out
with Alex.
711
00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:04,856
There's a discussion
we could have
712
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:07,056
if you wanted to have
one.
713
00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:09,226
I kissed you
with tongue...
714
00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:13,396
Get used to it.
715
00:35:13,420 --> 00:35:15,146
Ow!
716
00:35:15,170 --> 00:35:16,476
Izzie:
I care about you.
717
00:35:17,670 --> 00:35:19,516
And I'm not gonna stop
caring about you,
718
00:35:19,540 --> 00:35:21,146
no matter how hard
you push me away.
719
00:35:21,170 --> 00:35:22,436
Shut up
and get out of my room.
720
00:35:22,460 --> 00:35:24,096
No.
721
00:35:26,670 --> 00:35:28,146
And I know
you care about me, too.
722
00:35:28,170 --> 00:35:29,856
It is not too late
for us.
723
00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:31,016
Admit that
you care about me, too.
724
00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:33,306
I know you do.
I care about you.
725
00:35:35,460 --> 00:35:37,806
I care about you.
I care about you.
726
00:35:37,830 --> 00:35:40,596
I...
727
00:35:43,290 --> 00:35:46,056
Oh! You make me
want to be better.
728
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:47,856
You make me
want to be good.
729
00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:49,766
And I think I can.
730
00:35:51,460 --> 00:35:52,936
And if you want to be scared,
that's okay.
731
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:54,306
Just be scared with me.
732
00:35:54,330 --> 00:35:56,170
I don't want to be
the future of this hospital.
733
00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:09,686
I didn't know you still
felt that way about me.
734
00:36:09,710 --> 00:36:10,936
Me neither.
735
00:36:15,580 --> 00:36:17,396
What?
736
00:36:17,420 --> 00:36:19,146
I love you.
737
00:36:19,170 --> 00:36:20,516
I freaking love you.
738
00:36:20,540 --> 00:36:22,266
I can totally see you
in ten years...
739
00:36:27,540 --> 00:36:28,806
You're gonna be
a rock star, Alex.
740
00:36:28,830 --> 00:36:30,356
Shut up.
741
00:36:35,670 --> 00:36:37,516
I love you.
742
00:37:00,540 --> 00:37:02,596
You taking my spot
on the couch tonight?
743
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:07,396
Miranda, is...?
744
00:37:07,420 --> 00:37:10,056
Alex Karev
isn't coming back.
745
00:37:10,080 --> 00:37:12,896
Left his wife,
746
00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:16,266
his friends, his job.
747
00:37:16,290 --> 00:37:21,580
Alex Karev is now a father
of two with Izzie Stevens.
748
00:37:25,330 --> 00:37:28,726
And, if they take my
recommendation seriously,
749
00:37:28,750 --> 00:37:32,790
he'll soon be Chief of Peds
at Shawnee Memorial.
750
00:37:36,170 --> 00:37:37,596
What's this got to do
with Joey?
751
00:37:39,750 --> 00:37:42,556
Now,
it is a matter of luck,
752
00:37:42,580 --> 00:37:47,436
of grace that Alex Karev
is who he is today.
753
00:37:47,460 --> 00:37:52,306
He could have just as easily
been lost to this world,
754
00:37:52,330 --> 00:37:54,856
aimless.
755
00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:58,476
But he survived his home,
756
00:37:58,500 --> 00:38:01,726
his family,
his foster homes
757
00:38:01,750 --> 00:38:03,726
and became a man,
758
00:38:03,750 --> 00:38:06,726
now a father,
759
00:38:06,750 --> 00:38:10,726
a fine surgeon by luck,
760
00:38:10,750 --> 00:38:13,356
by chance.
761
00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:18,726
Joey's future shouldn't
be a matter of chance.
762
00:38:18,750 --> 00:38:22,420
A child's future
can't be a matter of luck.
763
00:38:26,420 --> 00:38:29,096
Okay.
764
00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:30,936
"Okay"?
765
00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:34,266
Just like that? "Okay"?
766
00:38:34,290 --> 00:38:37,646
I just wanted to
talk about it.
767
00:38:37,670 --> 00:38:39,726
I mean, you and I,
look, we... we both make
768
00:38:39,750 --> 00:38:43,436
these big, sweeping decisions
without each other.
769
00:38:43,460 --> 00:38:46,266
You... You had a heart attack
and didn't tell me.
770
00:38:46,290 --> 00:38:48,726
You... You had a miscarriage
and shut me out.
771
00:38:48,750 --> 00:38:51,436
You... You change
careers like sweaters.
772
00:38:51,460 --> 00:38:55,096
Yeah.
773
00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:58,806
And I am down
for all of it. I...
774
00:38:58,830 --> 00:39:03,096
All the change and the easy
and the hard that comes with it.
775
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,096
Of course Joey
should have you.
776
00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:06,806
Should have us.
777
00:39:06,830 --> 00:39:09,436
He should have a family.
778
00:39:09,460 --> 00:39:12,096
But...
779
00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:18,880
that family needs to learn to
talk to each other first, okay?
780
00:39:22,290 --> 00:39:24,686
I'm sorry.
781
00:39:24,710 --> 00:39:25,726
I know.
782
00:39:25,750 --> 00:39:27,250
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
783
00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:33,766
Congratulations,
Miranda.
784
00:39:33,790 --> 00:39:34,806
It's a boy.
785
00:39:34,830 --> 00:39:36,936
A teenage boy!
786
00:39:38,830 --> 00:39:41,356
It's another boy.
787
00:39:51,790 --> 00:39:55,266
You can quit hovering.
I'm not hovering.
788
00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:09,516
Okay, whiskey it is.
789
00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:18,146
Pierce is paging me
for a cecal bascule
790
00:40:18,170 --> 00:40:19,766
for one of
our cabbage patients.
791
00:40:27,290 --> 00:40:29,766
Today I am working.
792
00:40:38,250 --> 00:40:39,266
Mine, too.
793
00:40:39,290 --> 00:40:41,976
We hold onto hope,
794
00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:44,356
thinking one small detail,
795
00:40:44,380 --> 00:40:46,476
one tiny piece of information
796
00:40:46,500 --> 00:40:48,596
will somehow
make things right,
797
00:40:48,620 --> 00:40:50,146
make it different,
798
00:40:50,170 --> 00:40:52,396
make it okay...
799
00:40:52,420 --> 00:40:55,096
stop the world
from spinning off its axis.
800
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:58,476
Mom, Uncle Alex said when
I finish my science project,
801
00:40:58,500 --> 00:40:59,806
I'm supposed to show him.
802
00:40:59,830 --> 00:41:01,096
Can you show me?
803
00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:02,856
He helped me
come up with it.
804
00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:04,766
It's a dog feeder.
See?
805
00:41:04,790 --> 00:41:06,356
When the dog walks
on this lever,
806
00:41:06,380 --> 00:41:08,396
the pulley tips
the bucket over and...
807
00:41:08,420 --> 00:41:11,096
That is so smart!
808
00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:13,096
All we need is a dog.
809
00:41:14,920 --> 00:41:18,186
So, can I show him?
810
00:41:18,210 --> 00:41:22,096
Can we go and show Uncle Alex
right now, please?
811
00:41:24,210 --> 00:41:26,056
Come sit here.
812
00:41:33,580 --> 00:41:35,356
And I just got a letter
from him.
813
00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:38,516
When the truth is...
814
00:41:40,380 --> 00:41:43,096
There's really
no good way to say goodbye.
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