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O God, the Eternal Father, we ask thee, in the name of thy Son, Jesus Christ, to

bless and sanctify this water to the souls of those who drink of it, that

they may do it in remembrance of the blood of thy Son, which was shed for

them.

And they may witness unto thee, O God, the Eternal Father, that they do always

remember him, that they may have his spirit to be with them.

Amen.

Amen.

Do you think you'll be able to make it to Relief Society on Wednesday?

Yeah, it's going to be at 7, right? Yes.

And you?

I'm definitely coming in and bringing my cookies.

We should all bring a dessert and do like a dessert potluck.

That's a wonderful idea. I'm also going to have a scrapbooking project, so could

you bring your scissors?

I will. I just got a new one, so I have like 20, so it'll be plenty for

everyone. Perfect.

You know what I was thinking?

I was thinking we could do a non-member testimony night.

That is a great idea. I have a lot of non-member friends, and I really think

that us bearing our testimonies is a great way to expose everyone to the

gospel. That's a wonderful idea.

I'm going to miss you guys. I'm going to go out to coffee.

I'll miss you too.

Okay. All right. I'll see you guys Wednesday, okay? All right. Good to see

you.

So I'll tell you. Oh, Sister Ferris, I need to talk to you for a minute.

Just give me a second, okay?

You were awesome.

Great job on that basketball game.

Yeah. So, Mrs. Ferris. Yes, Bishop Bond. How are you doing today?

Good, thank you. That's good to hear.

I need to speak to you in my office.

Okay.

It's about the letter of recommendation.

Oh, yes. Yeah, that would be great.

Okay.

4 p.m. work for you? Yeah, I can make that work.

Okay, great. I'll see you in a couple of hours. Thank you. All right, great.

Bye, Bishop.

Who would have thought?

so you can jump that high yeah it's amazing

Just a minute.

Alicia, hello.

Hi Bishop.

Come on in. Have a seat.

You know why I asked you here?

Wasn't it about my referral letter?

Yes, it was.

I bet your parents are extremely proud that you decided to apply for BYU.

Yeah, they really are.

That's great.

The Lord has big plans for you.

Do you think so?

Without a doubt.

has testified of it.

Wow.

Yeah. Pretty exciting, huh? Yeah.

So, tell me, how's your mom and dad?

They're great.

My dad's finally home from out of town, and he's not leaving again for the rest

of the summer, so I'll get to spend plenty of time with him before I go off

to school. Good. And your mom?

Yeah, yeah. She's good, too.

Great. And what about your brothers and sister?

They're great. My brother just got engaged last weekend.

That's right.

Congratulations on that. Thank you.

So, and your schooling?

School is great.

I'm about to graduate at the top of my class.

And, yeah.

And your friends?

My friends are good, too. I mean, they're all kind of, you know,

scrambling, getting ready for graduation.

filling out last-minute college applications.

Well, not really what I mean. I mean, like, are your friends, you know,

remaining on the straight and narrow?

Um, I mean, yes, I would assume so. Yeah, I know, a little bit of peer

pressure, but I mean, for the most part, they're... Yes, um, they all seem

to be doing well, and, I mean, I see them here every Sunday, too, so...

Okay, and what about your boyfriend?

What was his name? Johnny?

Yeah, he leaves on his mission next week, so... Oh, really?

Where? Which one? He's going to South America.

Ah, good for him.

So, you do know the reason why he asked you here?

Well, I thought it was about my letter.

Um, yes.

But...

I need to be very truthful about it.

And I'm not sure of your worthiness of it.

Because I didn't take the sacrament today.

You notice that?

Yeah, I did notice that.

Is there anything that you want to say?

Is there something that you feel a little guilty of?

Alicia,

I know you're 18 years old now, and I

know you're at a point that you're kind of exploring and everything and kind of

testing the waters, so to speak.

You know, what's right, what's wrong.

But, you know, I'm sure that anything you've done could be forgiven.

Right?

Look, I need you to trust in the Lord and the

repentance process.

Only then,

Can you truly be forgiven?

And only then can I write that letter of recommendation to you.

That's all I want.

I just, um, one slip up.

One slip up?

Just one?

Just, yeah.

Boyfriend.

that that's probably one of the most important laws.

Yes.

So... Why

don't we start from the beginning?

We were watching a movie.

What kind of movie?

Um, it was just a scary movie.

So, just a scary movie, just something happened, startled you, you jumped into

his arms, that was it?

Right? No.

No, we were, we were, um, we were laying on the couch.

How were you laying?

He... Were you facing each other?

On our sides and he... Where was he?

He was behind me.

Behind you?

Yes. So his front of his knees were to the back of your knees?

How close was he to you?

He was so close that he could feel the heat from your body.

Yes.

Go on.

He started to...

Massage me.

Where?

Where?

At first, just on my arm, hand, and then he reached for my

breasts.

Over your shirt or under your shirt?

It was under.

Over or under your bra?

I wasn't wearing one.

What do you mean you weren't wearing one?

What were you wearing?

I was just in my pajamas.

It was late.

And at that point, was the Holy Spirit with you?

Or did you feel the Spirit leave?

I don't know.

It all happened so fast.

Go on.

What happened next?

Then he reached into my pants.

Over or under your panties?

Tell me.

You know how the Lord can know when you're lying.

It was under.

Yeah.

He put his fingers inside of me.

Yeah.

He started moving them around.

Yeah.

He did that for a minute and then he took off the rest of my clothes and

kept touching me.

Was he pressed up against you?

Yes.

Was he erect?

Yes.

I need you to be very specific about what happened next.

Did he put his penis inside of you?

Answer me.

God will know if you're not telling the truth.

Did he put his penis inside of you?

He did.

Did you like it?

Did it feel good?

Did you orgasm?

What? Did you orgasm?

Answer me.

Did he stay in that one position?

Or did he move you around in different positions?

He went on top of me.

Yeah?

Did you get on top of him at any point?

Is it because he didn't want you to, or is it because you were afraid?

How did that make you feel?

I don't know.

So tell me what else you did.

He... Did he turn you around? Did you face each other?

He was kissing me.

Yeah, kissing you where?

Here.

Yeah, kissing you on your breasts?

I still have marks on me.

Marks? What do you mean marks?

Alicia,

did he hit you?

No, they're just from his kissing.

Oh, the kid's cool now.

Oh, okay.

I need you to show me.

What? Show me.

But... Show

me.

What? Show me.

I think we're gonna need to see the whole area. Why don't you take your

dress off?

Take your dress off.

Go on.

And while you do that, I'm gonna read a little scripture to you that's

fitting.

You should know about it.

It was actually on the board today during class.

It's Hebrews 4.13.

Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight.

Everything is naked and exposed before the

eyes of him to whom we must.

Give a count.

Try to face me.

Do you know what that means?

I don't know.

Look at me.

That means that God has already seen all of you.

Do you deny God?

No. Are you denying the opportunity to go to the school that you want to go to?

No.

Then take off those bras.

Put my hands on you.

as you sit down on my desk.

Your body is a temple.

And as a priesthood holder,

I'll get my letter.

As soon as we do, thank the Lord.

your boyfriend to know that you're not pure do you i mean

what would everybody think i mean nobody

wants a piece of bubble gum after

You know.

One time?

Yes.

because you wanted to do it, right?

Then keep going.

Don't even.

You want to be forgiven?

On today.

for I know that all of his promptings are directly from your guidance.

Thank you, Father, for helping Bishop Vaughn guide me through

the repentance progress.

Bless me on this journey back to worthiness.

In the name of Jesus Christ.