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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,520 --> 00:00:09,000 I actually have to keep working and making money. 2 00:00:09,080 --> 00:00:10,960 Or we're fucked, Clive. Fucked! 3 00:00:11,480 --> 00:00:13,760 Belle. Belle Gibson. 4 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:15,400 She wants me to help professionally. 5 00:00:15,480 --> 00:00:17,720 [Milla] Of course. She's competitive with me. 6 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:21,680 She's got her app on people's wrists in like Vietnam and Morocco… 7 00:00:22,400 --> 00:00:23,640 and Peru. 8 00:00:23,720 --> 00:00:25,600 And what are you doing? 9 00:00:25,680 --> 00:00:27,280 Just sitting here. 10 00:00:27,360 --> 00:00:29,520 My business and I often raise money for charities. 11 00:00:29,600 --> 00:00:33,040 Maybe the boys would like a play date, let's talk about what'll be possible. 12 00:00:33,120 --> 00:00:34,320 [Joe] She will kill you. 13 00:00:34,400 --> 00:00:38,040 If you go down this path, this will kill you. 14 00:00:38,120 --> 00:00:40,360 Have you ever heard of black salve? 15 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:42,040 [Milla] Don't shush me! 16 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:45,160 They fucking poisoned me, are you okay with that? 17 00:00:45,240 --> 00:00:48,560 Dad thinks I should leave you. They wonder if you do have cancer. 18 00:00:49,120 --> 00:00:51,160 Why would they wonder that, Clive? 19 00:00:51,240 --> 00:00:54,160 You can't fuck up my relationship with my child 20 00:00:54,240 --> 00:00:56,760 and then swan back in with your parents' bullshit. 21 00:00:56,840 --> 00:00:59,760 Mum, Mum. Can someone help me, please! 22 00:00:59,840 --> 00:01:00,760 [Belle's son] Mumma! 23 00:01:00,840 --> 00:01:02,400 [Clive] It's all right, mate. 24 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:04,840 - She just had a bit of a fall. - [Belle's son] Mum! 25 00:01:19,320 --> 00:01:21,760 [Natalie] Women, especially mothers. 26 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:25,480 {\an8}We have to be everything to everyone, all at once. 27 00:01:26,480 --> 00:01:29,720 I've practically worked myself into an early grave 28 00:01:29,800 --> 00:01:32,040 to give that girl everything she wanted. 29 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:35,160 If she lost her favorite teddy bear, 30 00:01:35,240 --> 00:01:38,320 would you believe we'd go as far as Toowoomba? 31 00:01:38,400 --> 00:01:40,600 Her father, my husband Andy and I, 32 00:01:40,680 --> 00:01:44,600 we would drive all the way back to Toowoomba 33 00:01:44,680 --> 00:01:48,880 to the same baby shop to get the same teddy bear. 34 00:01:49,440 --> 00:01:50,920 That's how much we loved her. 35 00:01:51,400 --> 00:01:52,280 Hek! 36 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:53,320 Who's that? 37 00:01:54,160 --> 00:01:55,920 It's a client, I didn't invite her. 38 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:59,160 Did you see it? She did the interview. This is fucking bullshit! 39 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:04,480 She's just a silly girl who's always had ideas above her station, 40 00:02:04,560 --> 00:02:08,440 living beyond her means and addicted to that computer. 41 00:02:08,520 --> 00:02:11,840 I told her, that world is not real. 42 00:02:13,039 --> 00:02:15,440 - It's not healthy. [exhales] - [camera shutter clicks] 43 00:02:15,520 --> 00:02:17,000 You were meant to protect me! 44 00:02:17,080 --> 00:02:18,880 - Were you trying to fuck me?! - What? 45 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:22,320 I'm calling 60 Minutes, okay? You won't be getting the commission. 46 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:24,160 - Don't touch me! - It's a children's party! 47 00:02:24,240 --> 00:02:25,600 - [Hek] I got it. - Is this your ex? 48 00:02:25,680 --> 00:02:28,440 He needs professional help with serious substance abuse. 49 00:02:28,520 --> 00:02:30,360 - [Hek] Go home, Belle. - You go home. 50 00:02:31,840 --> 00:02:34,040 I hope you sort out your own shit, okay? 51 00:02:36,440 --> 00:02:37,320 We are done! 52 00:02:39,520 --> 00:02:40,520 No commission. 53 00:02:42,520 --> 00:02:43,840 No problem, baby. 54 00:02:45,520 --> 00:02:46,800 Light and love! 55 00:02:47,880 --> 00:02:49,120 Light and love! 56 00:02:49,720 --> 00:02:53,080 I can't begin to tell you how embarrassed we are 57 00:02:53,160 --> 00:02:54,800 by what that girl has done. 58 00:02:54,880 --> 00:02:58,360 And for all the poor people who she has deceived. 59 00:02:58,440 --> 00:03:01,520 For the small part that we have played in her life, 60 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:05,960 I am deeply and profoundly sorry. 61 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:07,360 [camera shutter clicks] 62 00:03:07,440 --> 00:03:08,320 How was that? 63 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:09,800 [Anais] Uh, good. 64 00:03:09,880 --> 00:03:12,280 - You get everything? - Yeah. Mmm-hmm. 65 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:16,200 Uh, we did have a call from the hotel. 66 00:03:16,880 --> 00:03:19,000 Oh, did I forget something? 67 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:23,560 They had a question about the minibar bill 68 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:25,440 and the room service charges. 69 00:03:25,520 --> 00:03:26,360 Oh. 70 00:03:27,440 --> 00:03:29,080 [camera shutter clicking] 71 00:03:29,760 --> 00:03:32,880 You did say to order dinner and breakfast. 72 00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:40,560 Is that our pantsuit? 73 00:03:41,040 --> 00:03:41,920 Yeah. 74 00:03:43,040 --> 00:03:45,280 [Anais] Is she gonna put it back on the rack? 75 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:48,320 No. Okay. 76 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:51,280 This is not a true story. 77 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:52,560 Full disclaimer. 78 00:03:53,080 --> 00:03:56,560 And Belle Gibson has not been paid a cent for it. 79 00:03:57,880 --> 00:03:59,440 Neither have I for that matter. 80 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:01,480 Not that it's about the money. 81 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:04,480 That lot in there, the magazine people. 82 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:06,040 They offered me two grand. 83 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:07,960 Two grand. 84 00:04:08,040 --> 00:04:09,360 And I said, 85 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:13,320 "You are a multi-billion dollar company." 86 00:04:14,240 --> 00:04:17,840 "And I will not sell out my daughter for any price." 87 00:04:17,920 --> 00:04:18,880 "Thank you." 88 00:04:18,960 --> 00:04:20,280 That is motherhood. 89 00:04:21,040 --> 00:04:23,079 Terrible. Wonderful. 90 00:04:23,560 --> 00:04:26,000 Thankless. Rewarding. 91 00:04:27,160 --> 00:04:28,240 End of the day… 92 00:04:30,320 --> 00:04:31,800 I love my daughter. 93 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:33,680 Simple as that. 94 00:04:45,480 --> 00:04:46,720 [shatters] 95 00:04:47,280 --> 00:04:48,160 [thuds] 96 00:04:48,240 --> 00:04:53,800 [Chanelle] It looked real and it went on and on for 40 minutes. 97 00:05:04,120 --> 00:05:06,440 - [Justin] I've been thinking about Clive. - [Chanelle] Hmm. 98 00:05:07,560 --> 00:05:09,120 What's he get out of this? 99 00:05:09,200 --> 00:05:12,120 Dude, money. Bags and bags of money. 100 00:05:13,040 --> 00:05:14,520 [Justin] You think that's it? 101 00:05:14,600 --> 00:05:17,160 [Chanelle] Kinda hard to get a proper handle on him. 102 00:05:18,080 --> 00:05:20,840 Kicked puppy? Stockholm syndrome? 103 00:05:20,920 --> 00:05:22,440 He's not not complicit. 104 00:05:22,520 --> 00:05:23,920 You think he'd talk to me? 105 00:05:24,440 --> 00:05:26,800 Even off the record, could be all that's needed. 106 00:05:26,880 --> 00:05:28,240 Uh, I doubt it. 107 00:05:29,160 --> 00:05:30,920 I mean, he's a bit… I don't know. 108 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:32,960 Although, you do get a sense… 109 00:05:33,040 --> 00:05:35,520 Motherfucking cunt bitch! 110 00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:37,400 Cunt bitch! Motherfuck-- 111 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:41,760 Actually, I don't know. 112 00:05:46,360 --> 00:05:47,520 [Clive] Belle. 113 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:48,680 Belle. 114 00:05:49,240 --> 00:05:50,320 Shh. 115 00:05:50,400 --> 00:05:51,800 Come on, get dressed. 116 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:54,160 [sighs] I'm sick. 117 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:56,240 Yeah, so we're going to the hospital. 118 00:05:56,320 --> 00:05:58,600 You want your trackies or your jeans? 119 00:05:59,400 --> 00:06:00,840 [phone dings] 120 00:06:20,360 --> 00:06:21,280 Hey. 121 00:06:21,360 --> 00:06:23,040 Hey, Mills. Um… 122 00:06:24,840 --> 00:06:26,720 I… I just heard. Um… 123 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:29,840 I don't really know what to say. Um… 124 00:06:30,600 --> 00:06:32,600 I'm… I'm here, you can call me. 125 00:06:32,680 --> 00:06:34,680 Call me whenever you need. I'm… 126 00:06:35,280 --> 00:06:36,560 I'm so sorry. 127 00:06:37,320 --> 00:06:38,240 I love you. 128 00:06:41,400 --> 00:06:42,520 Chanelle? 129 00:06:43,720 --> 00:06:46,840 Clive's making me go to hospital. Will you be here when I'm back? Sleepover? 130 00:06:46,920 --> 00:06:47,880 Um… 131 00:06:49,920 --> 00:06:51,680 Millie's mum just died. 132 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:02,120 When? 133 00:07:02,640 --> 00:07:04,840 [cries] I don't know. I don't… [sniffles] 134 00:07:05,960 --> 00:07:08,160 They were on their way to Mexico and um… 135 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:10,280 I just don't, um… 136 00:07:12,760 --> 00:07:14,360 I don't really know. [sniffles] 137 00:07:14,440 --> 00:07:16,560 Are you going up there to see her? 138 00:07:16,640 --> 00:07:17,480 [Chanelle] Yeah. 139 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:19,280 She used to drive me to school. 140 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:23,280 I was there all the time. I grew up there, you know. [sniffles] 141 00:07:24,520 --> 00:07:27,040 You totally should go, don't worry. 142 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:29,720 We can do a lot of prep on email. 143 00:07:32,320 --> 00:07:33,160 Oh… 144 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:35,080 Poor Milla. 145 00:07:36,280 --> 00:07:37,520 Yeah. [sniffles] 146 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:40,520 Yeah, poor Milla. 147 00:07:55,640 --> 00:07:57,080 [siren wails] 148 00:08:11,360 --> 00:08:12,400 Come on. 149 00:08:12,960 --> 00:08:15,080 Wait, I just need to send flowers to Mill… 150 00:08:17,520 --> 00:08:18,640 What are you doing? 151 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:21,440 You're acting like a crazy person. 152 00:08:21,520 --> 00:08:23,760 You had a seizure, you need to see a doctor. 153 00:08:27,240 --> 00:08:29,120 - [Belle scoffs] - [unfastens seat belt] 154 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:30,360 Can you not? 155 00:08:31,640 --> 00:08:33,680 That little boy was terrified. 156 00:08:33,760 --> 00:08:35,800 - He was shaking in my arms. - [scoffs] 157 00:08:35,880 --> 00:08:37,559 I'm sorry that I collapsed. 158 00:08:38,120 --> 00:08:40,000 - Okay. - You think I'm a bad mum. 159 00:08:40,960 --> 00:08:43,280 - Like Natalie. - No, I think you need help. 160 00:08:48,200 --> 00:08:50,360 Give me my phone. Clive, give me… 161 00:08:53,800 --> 00:08:54,680 [Belle scoffs] 162 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:56,200 This is about your parents. 163 00:08:56,840 --> 00:08:59,720 Every time you go back to Adelaide, they get in your head. 164 00:09:01,840 --> 00:09:02,760 You're in my head. 165 00:09:04,800 --> 00:09:05,840 You are. 166 00:09:05,920 --> 00:09:07,000 In here. 167 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:08,520 All the fucking time. 168 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:10,680 [Belle's son groans] 169 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:16,160 It's all right, mate. Hey? It's okay. 170 00:09:22,560 --> 00:09:23,920 If you don't go in there, 171 00:09:24,480 --> 00:09:25,360 that's it. 172 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:26,840 I'm done. 173 00:09:38,640 --> 00:09:40,680 We have such a beautiful family. 174 00:09:42,680 --> 00:09:44,320 You guys have such a bond. 175 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:49,480 You're like soulmates. It would break his heart if you left. 176 00:09:51,000 --> 00:09:53,800 Kids go between households all the time. 177 00:09:54,360 --> 00:09:55,240 They adjust. 178 00:09:57,240 --> 00:09:58,840 What, like shared custody? 179 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:02,000 You, me, Nathan? 180 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:07,200 How would that even work? Huh? 181 00:10:09,560 --> 00:10:11,360 You're not on his birth certificate. 182 00:10:12,520 --> 00:10:13,960 You don't have any rights. 183 00:10:17,800 --> 00:10:18,680 [sighs] 184 00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:20,800 Which is so unfair. 185 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:22,960 I'm… I'm sorry. 186 00:10:25,920 --> 00:10:28,440 I'm sorry. Please. 187 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:32,480 Hey, I promise I'll see a doctor, okay? 188 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:37,520 I'll make an appointment. 189 00:10:37,600 --> 00:10:38,920 You can come with me. 190 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:42,480 Okay, can we please go home now? 191 00:10:42,560 --> 00:10:45,800 So bubby can unwrap his presents. Okay? 192 00:10:52,160 --> 00:10:54,960 Don't. Don't do this. Clive, please. 193 00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:59,080 I promise. I promise, okay? Please. 194 00:11:00,960 --> 00:11:01,880 Come. 195 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:03,240 Please. 196 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:05,840 Please. 197 00:11:09,120 --> 00:11:11,040 Here's your fucking phone. 198 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:13,640 Don't ever fucking do that in front of him again. 199 00:11:43,760 --> 00:11:45,720 So that right there is the OG. 200 00:11:46,960 --> 00:11:50,040 And I got you the brown rice instead of the, um, the cabbage. 201 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:51,320 It's a bit more filling. 202 00:11:52,280 --> 00:11:54,080 Does anybody want anything to drink? 203 00:11:54,160 --> 00:11:55,360 - Water? - [Joe] No. 204 00:12:02,680 --> 00:12:03,600 [sighs] 205 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:08,440 Dad, I was thinking we could use the same funeral service as Nana. 206 00:12:09,280 --> 00:12:10,160 Yeah. 207 00:12:12,480 --> 00:12:14,600 Do you remember them? Did you like them? 208 00:12:17,280 --> 00:12:18,760 [exhales] 209 00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:25,040 She died in agony, didn't she? 210 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:32,640 She died in agony, didn't she? 211 00:12:37,640 --> 00:12:38,680 [softly] Yes. 212 00:12:40,880 --> 00:12:43,160 [breath trembling] 213 00:12:50,080 --> 00:12:52,200 Thanks, Arlo, but I'm gonna go to bed. 214 00:12:52,840 --> 00:12:55,920 You guys… should probably hit the road. 215 00:13:02,960 --> 00:13:04,640 [birds calling] 216 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:12,240 [groans softly] 217 00:13:13,080 --> 00:13:15,080 [cries softly] 218 00:13:21,880 --> 00:13:23,360 Milla, you coming to bed? 219 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:24,960 In a minute. 220 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:27,000 [Arlo] Hey, Mills. 221 00:13:28,760 --> 00:13:30,520 Are you still using that black salve stuff? 222 00:13:33,400 --> 00:13:36,400 I've been reading about it and I think maybe you should chuck it. 223 00:13:39,520 --> 00:13:40,520 Mills? 224 00:13:41,720 --> 00:13:42,680 Yeah, okay. 225 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:01,680 [thuds, clatters] 226 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:19,160 Um, hey, did you see Julie's office? 227 00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:21,400 They sent a guest list for the book launch 228 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:22,720 and it's just like, 229 00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:25,080 it is a little underwhelmed. A lot of oldies. 230 00:14:25,160 --> 00:14:28,000 Think you could take a look and add some interesting names? 231 00:14:29,320 --> 00:14:30,880 You're so good at that. 232 00:14:30,960 --> 00:14:34,360 [Justin] With all those doubts, why did you keep working for her? 233 00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:35,600 I don't know. 234 00:14:35,680 --> 00:14:37,560 My guts were in a knot. 235 00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:39,680 I felt so sick… 236 00:14:39,760 --> 00:14:41,800 Like, all the time. 237 00:14:42,600 --> 00:14:44,280 She started to repulse me. 238 00:14:44,360 --> 00:14:46,440 - [Lucy] Two Buddha bowls? - [Belle] Oh! 239 00:14:46,520 --> 00:14:49,680 Yum. You have the best shiitake. Is it foraged? 240 00:14:49,760 --> 00:14:50,600 I wish. 241 00:14:51,320 --> 00:14:53,840 Hey, is that waitress looking at us weirdly? 242 00:14:53,920 --> 00:14:56,880 Uh, I don't know. Maybe she thinks you'll do a runner. 243 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:01,040 - [Belle] Look. - Hmm. 244 00:15:01,120 --> 00:15:02,480 She's a fan. 245 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:04,280 - Oh. - I'll go say hello. 246 00:15:18,880 --> 00:15:20,880 [cell phone ringing] 247 00:15:22,440 --> 00:15:23,280 Hi. 248 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:24,760 Hi. 249 00:15:26,080 --> 00:15:27,400 How… How was it? 250 00:15:30,040 --> 00:15:31,200 I, um… 251 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:34,560 I sent flowers. I don't know if you got 'em. 252 00:15:34,640 --> 00:15:35,960 We asked for donations. 253 00:15:37,680 --> 00:15:38,840 Sorry, that was bitchy. 254 00:15:38,920 --> 00:15:41,280 No, no, no, it's okay. Um… 255 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:45,080 I was gonna come up, but Arlo said that… 256 00:15:45,720 --> 00:15:47,160 he didn't think you wanted-- 257 00:15:47,240 --> 00:15:48,720 It was just family, so… 258 00:15:50,160 --> 00:15:51,600 We'll do a memorial another time. 259 00:15:55,640 --> 00:15:56,920 How's Joe holding up? 260 00:15:58,880 --> 00:16:00,600 [voice breaking] I think I have to go. 261 00:16:01,200 --> 00:16:03,400 Wait, um, Millie, I… 262 00:16:05,560 --> 00:16:09,160 [sighs] I feel like I have so much to apologize for. 263 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:13,520 But also, I told Belle… 264 00:16:14,520 --> 00:16:16,360 about Tamara and… 265 00:16:16,920 --> 00:16:19,520 she just went and posted it on her Insta 266 00:16:19,600 --> 00:16:22,160 and I've been feeling really sick about it. 267 00:16:22,240 --> 00:16:23,640 [cries] Yeah, I saw. 268 00:16:25,040 --> 00:16:26,720 I was at the morgue at the time. 269 00:16:28,080 --> 00:16:29,240 Airports have morgues. 270 00:16:30,080 --> 00:16:31,920 - Who knew? - I'm sorry, Millie. 271 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:35,480 Why? It was so thoughtful of Belle, 272 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:38,880 having never met my mother, to inveigle herself in the drama. 273 00:16:38,960 --> 00:16:40,560 Look, she's so sweet. 274 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:41,520 Breast cancer. 275 00:16:41,600 --> 00:16:44,360 I told her she can come to the launch, make note of it. 276 00:16:45,520 --> 00:16:46,440 Okay. 277 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:49,880 Millie? 278 00:16:50,920 --> 00:16:52,840 I'll leave you to it, okay? [sniffles] 279 00:16:57,200 --> 00:16:58,440 [Chanelle] That was it. 280 00:16:58,520 --> 00:17:01,680 Tipping point, smack in the face, whatever you wanna call it. I was done. 281 00:17:05,240 --> 00:17:07,240 [electronic music playing] 282 00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:13,200 {\an8}Five minutes before ETA, I sent her a text. 283 00:17:15,920 --> 00:17:17,920 Do… you… 284 00:17:18,520 --> 00:17:22,760 have fucking brain cancer? 285 00:17:24,760 --> 00:17:26,720 {\an8}I stopped for a nervous poo on the way. 286 00:17:26,800 --> 00:17:29,359 {\an8}My stationary heart rate was 99 beats per minute. 287 00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:31,960 - [door buzzes] - That's borderline tachycardia, FYI. 288 00:17:32,040 --> 00:17:33,280 [Belle grunts] 289 00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:37,120 Hi! I'm so glad you're here. 290 00:17:37,200 --> 00:17:39,280 Fun! Okay, I have a surprise for you. 291 00:17:39,360 --> 00:17:40,520 Come, come, come. 292 00:17:42,720 --> 00:17:43,560 Okay. 293 00:17:47,280 --> 00:17:48,840 [Belle chuckles] 294 00:17:50,440 --> 00:17:53,040 I don't think it's a perfect match, but it's close. 295 00:17:54,040 --> 00:17:55,000 Do you like? 296 00:17:55,840 --> 00:17:58,200 Right, um… Phew, okay. 297 00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:02,160 Can we, uh… 298 00:18:03,280 --> 00:18:05,200 Can you please just sit down? 299 00:18:05,680 --> 00:18:07,400 It's an homage, not a copy. 300 00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:09,600 Okay. 301 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:13,680 Belle. [exhales] 302 00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:15,760 Chanelle. [chuckles] 303 00:18:19,520 --> 00:18:21,680 Are we falling in love right now? [chuckles] 304 00:18:21,760 --> 00:18:23,440 [clears throat] Belle. 305 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:24,400 Yeah. 306 00:18:25,040 --> 00:18:27,440 I am here tonight… 307 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:30,240 to ask you… 308 00:18:32,600 --> 00:18:34,120 do you have brain cancer? 309 00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:35,520 How'd she react? 310 00:18:35,600 --> 00:18:36,440 [scoffs] 311 00:18:36,520 --> 00:18:38,840 A river of white girl tears. 312 00:18:39,360 --> 00:18:41,360 [crying hysterically] 313 00:18:44,840 --> 00:18:47,200 - [Belle] Why are you doing this? - "Why are you doing this?" 314 00:18:47,280 --> 00:18:50,280 - "Why are you being so mean to me?" - Why are you being so mean to me? 315 00:18:50,360 --> 00:18:51,760 [laughs] 316 00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:54,080 - [continues crying] - Hey, Belle. 317 00:18:54,160 --> 00:18:56,080 What did I do? I don't understand. 318 00:18:56,160 --> 00:18:58,600 This is your inner circle, okay? 319 00:18:58,680 --> 00:19:00,040 You are safe here. 320 00:19:00,120 --> 00:19:02,200 This is where it begins and where it can end. 321 00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:03,960 I thought Milla was your inner circle. 322 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:06,560 Well, yeah, Milla's also my friend. 323 00:19:06,640 --> 00:19:08,560 But you can have as many as you want… 324 00:19:08,640 --> 00:19:11,080 I heard her cancer's back. [cries] 325 00:19:11,160 --> 00:19:14,400 No. No, actually, it's not. Where did you hear that? 326 00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:16,320 Have you two fallen out? 327 00:19:17,160 --> 00:19:19,360 I feel bad if it's my fault. Her follower numbers… 328 00:19:19,440 --> 00:19:20,720 No, Milla's not insecure. 329 00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:23,520 You said she's the most competitive person you've ever met 330 00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:26,520 in that laneway bar where we drank a bucket of mojitos? 331 00:19:26,600 --> 00:19:28,160 Her eating disorder in year 10. 332 00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:31,040 She was almost hospitalized 'cause she had to be the thinnest. 333 00:19:31,120 --> 00:19:32,720 Do you have brain cancer? 334 00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:35,320 Just show me one single piece of medical evidence. 335 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:38,440 One… One scan, one scribbled note from an oncologist 336 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:40,840 and I'll leave it alone. I'll never bring it up again. 337 00:19:40,920 --> 00:19:43,600 I threw it out. I don't want the energy in my house. 338 00:19:43,680 --> 00:19:45,320 - Who diagnosed you? - Why attack me? 339 00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:47,760 It's like I had a seizure and now everyone hates me. 340 00:19:47,840 --> 00:19:50,400 Which doctors, Belle? Let's just get them on the phone. 341 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:52,280 You've met Dr. Phil. 342 00:19:52,360 --> 00:19:54,760 Oh, for fuck's sake. Are you serious? 343 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:56,880 Dr. Phil doesn't wear fucking shoes! 344 00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:59,400 Keep your voice down. Clive's putting little man to bed. 345 00:19:59,480 --> 00:20:01,840 Know what? Let's get him up here. Clive? 346 00:20:03,360 --> 00:20:05,640 - Hey. Clive? - [Clive] Huh? 347 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:07,800 We need to talk about Belle. Just… 348 00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:09,320 - [bangs on door] - Clive? 349 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:11,840 Are you hiding in the bathroom? 350 00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:13,280 [line ringing] 351 00:20:13,360 --> 00:20:15,600 - [cell phone ringing] - I'm sorry. Excuse me. Hey. 352 00:20:16,440 --> 00:20:19,040 [whispering] Jules. Jules, it's me. Hey. 353 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:21,240 Something's happened. 354 00:20:21,320 --> 00:20:23,880 I don't know if you've spoken to anyone, but, um… 355 00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:26,480 Bella, sweetheart, just… just calm down. 356 00:20:26,560 --> 00:20:27,640 What's going on? 357 00:20:27,720 --> 00:20:28,680 Clive, please. 358 00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:32,480 [sighs] Clive, I need you to be there. 359 00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:34,400 Have you heard any rumors about my cancer? 360 00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:35,440 What rumors? 361 00:20:35,520 --> 00:20:37,960 There's stuff going around, but it's not true. 362 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:40,600 If you hear anything, please know a jealous friend is… 363 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:43,000 Hey. Hey! Who are you talking to? 364 00:20:43,080 --> 00:20:45,920 - Who is that? - I have to go. Love you. Love you. Bye. 365 00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:50,720 - [Chanelle] Who was that? - A friend. 366 00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:52,920 Right. Okay, Clive, excuse me. 367 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:55,040 Clive, can you please join us in the living room? 368 00:20:55,120 --> 00:20:56,400 - Just get some water… - No. 369 00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:58,640 Please join us in the living room right now. 370 00:20:58,720 --> 00:21:00,240 Belle, you too. Come on. 371 00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:03,320 Okay. Uh, right. 372 00:21:03,880 --> 00:21:05,960 So, look, I am not a parent, 373 00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:08,640 but I really believe that your son 374 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:12,040 deserves to know that his mother isn't dying, basically. 375 00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:15,160 And Clive agrees with me, don't you, Clive? 376 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:17,160 Yeah. Yeah. 377 00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:18,320 - Yep. - Generally, yep. 378 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:21,080 So, we are all gonna go to the hospital. 379 00:21:21,160 --> 00:21:23,640 - [cries] We already went after my seizure. - Well… 380 00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:24,800 And I decided… 381 00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:27,080 Uh, what does "well" mean, Clive? 382 00:21:27,160 --> 00:21:28,920 We already went to the hospital 383 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:32,120 and we decided I don't have time to get into it with another medical team 384 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:35,840 when I just want to enjoy the time I have with my family. [crying] 385 00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:38,960 I shouldn't have to confirm or deny, 386 00:21:39,040 --> 00:21:41,520 like, the paparazzi following Lindsay Lohan around 387 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:43,720 when she just had a miscarriage. 388 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:46,920 Her pregnancy is no one's business but hers. 389 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:47,840 [sniffles] 390 00:21:47,920 --> 00:21:50,080 You know what, babe? I… 391 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:52,920 I actually completely agree with you. 392 00:21:54,280 --> 00:21:55,880 You are a really good person. 393 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:59,360 You are. And I see how big your heart is. 394 00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:01,320 And if I didn't believe that, then… 395 00:22:01,960 --> 00:22:03,600 Look, I wouldn't be here. 396 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:05,760 I'd be talking to the media. 397 00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:13,400 Um… 398 00:22:15,840 --> 00:22:19,520 I need a peppermint tea and some snacks. 399 00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:21,720 [softly] Can you please? 400 00:22:26,320 --> 00:22:27,880 Belle? Hey. 401 00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:31,800 I know you wanna do the right thing. 402 00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:37,360 - And honestly, babe, you can survive this. - [sighs] 403 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:41,720 It's just… I mean, I get it. It's just… 404 00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:43,960 It's snowballed. It's gotten out of control. 405 00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:45,920 [scoffs] That's not what's happened. 406 00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:47,600 [sniffles] 407 00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:52,560 I'm just so tired all the time. 408 00:22:54,080 --> 00:22:55,240 - Yeah. - [sniffles] 409 00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:58,720 Maybe this will be a bit of a relief? 410 00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:01,520 - Yeah? - [sighs] 411 00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:06,400 [exhales] 412 00:23:06,480 --> 00:23:07,600 Would you be there? 413 00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:10,480 Oh, my God, of course I'd be there. 414 00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:14,720 You just got to make sure you cancel the book, you know? 415 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:16,120 No launch. 416 00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:17,840 Tell Apple you're off the watch. 417 00:23:19,120 --> 00:23:20,760 I don't know if that's possible. 418 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:25,160 But I can try, right? 419 00:23:25,800 --> 00:23:26,640 Right. 420 00:23:33,600 --> 00:23:35,240 You'll stop hating me? 421 00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:37,800 I don't hate you. 422 00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:40,760 [sighs] Promise? 423 00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:43,000 Yeah, I promise. 424 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:54,520 [somber piano music playing] 425 00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:13,520 [sighs] 426 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,840 To my beautiful, game-changing community. 427 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:44,280 With an ache in my heart, I find space tonight… 428 00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:46,960 to let you know… 429 00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:48,360 To let you know… 430 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:50,600 To let you know… 431 00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:54,480 [typing] 432 00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:56,480 I was tragically misdiag… 433 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:13,280 I have recently been diagnosed 434 00:25:14,560 --> 00:25:15,400 with a third… 435 00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:18,480 With a third and fourth cancer. 436 00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:22,520 I now have cancer in my brain, 437 00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:23,960 liver… 438 00:25:24,760 --> 00:25:25,760 spleen… 439 00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:27,640 uterus… 440 00:25:28,320 --> 00:25:29,640 and blood. 441 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:34,600 And so, with so much love in my heart, 442 00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:37,600 I must hand the work over to everyone else at TWP 443 00:25:37,680 --> 00:25:39,720 so they can carry on our collective message. 444 00:25:42,080 --> 00:25:44,200 Although I am hurting, 445 00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:48,400 I am still here reading, listening, 446 00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:51,800 and learning from each of you. 447 00:25:52,360 --> 00:25:56,520 Let us grow our philosophy of living #TheWholeLife 448 00:25:56,600 --> 00:26:01,280 as we work towards releasing our first book. 449 00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:02,720 Yay! 450 00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:07,360 And ensure the legacies of our charity 451 00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:08,760 and our community work 452 00:26:08,840 --> 00:26:12,000 continue hundreds of years into the future. 453 00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:14,160 For the next month, 454 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:19,320 I'll be donating 95% of all earnings to the Asylum Seeker Resource Centre, 455 00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:21,960 the Bumi Sehat Foundation, 456 00:26:23,320 --> 00:26:24,520 One Girl Foundation, 457 00:26:25,360 --> 00:26:26,880 {\an8}and the Hunter Cross 458 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:29,800 and the Cross Family for a life-saving surgery. 459 00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:37,040 Thank you for all your support. 460 00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:42,240 It means the world, but please don't carry my pain. 461 00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:45,280 I've got this. 462 00:26:46,320 --> 00:26:48,400 Love, Belle. 463 00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:51,080 Kiss. 464 00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:53,360 Kiss. 465 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:08,600 It has 90,000 likes. 466 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:10,360 She does not have spleen cancer. 467 00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,960 The pink balloons, she took that from my radical self-love. 468 00:27:14,840 --> 00:27:16,680 If I call her out, people would listen, right? 469 00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:18,120 I should have done this ages ago. 470 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:19,960 Mills, I don't know. I don't think it's you. 471 00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:21,960 I don't care if I look petty. 472 00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:24,720 She can't keep lying, it's too dangerous. 473 00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,080 [exhales] 474 00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:00,640 [cell phone ringing] 475 00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:06,160 [clears throat] 476 00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:11,560 Hi. Oh… 477 00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:14,320 [chuckles softly] Uh… 478 00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:17,600 Milla? Is this a bum dial? 479 00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:21,920 Oh. Hi. 480 00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:26,120 I'm… I'm so sorry about your mum. 481 00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:28,080 I'm sorry to hear about your cancers. 482 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:31,240 Oh, thanks. I'm just… 483 00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:33,160 [sighs softly] 484 00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:36,000 I'll probably have to step away from The Whole Pantry, 485 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:38,960 but you're out there doing such good work in the space. 486 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,160 How are your symptoms this time? 487 00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:45,560 Um, I might try Hirsch again. 488 00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:47,880 Maybe even go to the clinic. 489 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:49,920 I'd love your advice on that, actually. 490 00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:51,680 Yeah, maybe we can go together. 491 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:53,400 Share a room. 492 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:56,200 You can help me with my enemas. [chuckles] 493 00:28:57,280 --> 00:28:58,240 I don't know. 494 00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:02,320 Once you take away all your shit, what's left? 495 00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:13,360 Maybe you should go regardless. 496 00:29:14,040 --> 00:29:15,440 I've heard your arm is just… 497 00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:17,760 riddled. 498 00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:21,320 That's what the internet says. 499 00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:24,240 There's a horrible thread on Reddit. 500 00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:25,800 Have you seen the video? 501 00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:27,760 People are awful. 502 00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:29,880 [line disconnects] 503 00:29:43,920 --> 00:29:46,000 - [beathing heavily] - [message sent chimes] 504 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:50,080 [phone buzzes] 505 00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:58,120 {\an8}If you claim to be organic and charge prices that reflect this, 506 00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:01,320 {\an8}we should be able to trust that what you're serving is organic. 507 00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:04,880 {\an8}This is false advertising on par with greenwashing. 508 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:06,880 {\an8}- [Arlo] Mills, we just-- Shh! - Don't shush me! 509 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:09,840 {\an8}They fucking poisoned me, are you okay with that? 510 00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:22,640 {\an8}- OMG, that blob is hideous. - She needs a doctor. ASAP! 511 00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:25,320 - Didn't her mum die of cancer? - Can't stand the entitlement. 512 00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:27,160 She's the one dishing out false advertising. 513 00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:29,440 - Organic diet freaks… - Fucking influencers! 514 00:30:29,520 --> 00:30:31,000 Get a grip, seriously. 515 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:33,360 - Kill with fake medicine. - Her mom just died of cancer. 516 00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:35,520 Having cancer doesn't give you the right to be rude. 517 00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:36,720 Can't stand the entitlement. 518 00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:38,640 Unfollow, block, delete. 519 00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:40,080 She needs to see a doctor. 520 00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:43,960 Watch this bitch have a meltdown over her fucking veggie burger. 521 00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:45,080 She won't live long. 522 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:48,000 - She's crazy. - She's really losing it. 523 00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:50,320 - What a psycho. - Shameful behavior. 524 00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:52,560 I heard her arm is riddled with it. 525 00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:54,040 The cancer is out of control. 526 00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:55,880 Cancer must've spread to her brain. 527 00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:58,160 How many people will she kill with fake medicine. 528 00:30:58,240 --> 00:30:59,920 [voices overlapping] 529 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:01,960 [screaming] 530 00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:14,160 Dad? 531 00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:20,040 Dad? 532 00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:21,720 [Joe] I'm in here! 533 00:31:23,280 --> 00:31:25,280 [breathing heavily] 534 00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:33,120 [Joe] The hose is broken, 535 00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:36,200 the thing's not even five years old, piece of shit. 536 00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:44,480 Dad, look at me. 537 00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:57,160 [breath trembling] 538 00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:07,880 - I'm sorry. - [sighs] 539 00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:09,560 I'm sorry. 540 00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:12,040 [sniffles] 541 00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:13,920 Why did she listen to me? 542 00:32:15,880 --> 00:32:17,480 I'm sorry. [cries] 543 00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:19,920 I'm sorry. 544 00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:28,440 - I'm sorry. - Come here, come here. Sweetheart. 545 00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:33,320 [crying] 546 00:32:34,520 --> 00:32:35,760 I'm sorry. 547 00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:38,280 Shh. 548 00:32:39,360 --> 00:32:41,800 [crying hysterically] Why did she listen? 549 00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:44,640 I don't wanna die. 550 00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:47,160 I don't wanna die. 551 00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:01,000 I keep looking at it every which way 552 00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:04,720 and objectively I think the book is stronger without the cancer element. 553 00:33:05,280 --> 00:33:06,560 It's much more inclusive. 554 00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:09,720 I mean, you don't have to have cancer to want to be well. 555 00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:11,280 I… [chuckles softly] 556 00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,920 I'm sick of the cancer. Let's just change the story. 557 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:18,120 Oh, honey, when I read your post, it broke my heart. 558 00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:20,160 I… I should have called you before. 559 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:21,080 Probably. 560 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:22,960 It's just been swirling around lately. 561 00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:25,200 I couldn't keep lying to everyone that things are okay 562 00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:27,280 when my body is under attack. 563 00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:30,360 I know that post has implications for the book. 564 00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:32,120 I'm more worried about you. 565 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:34,640 Thanks, but pragmatically in an optic sense. 566 00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:38,280 The recipes haven't healed my cancer. 567 00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:40,920 I'm sicker than ever, which is a problem. 568 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:43,760 That's why I want to take the cancer out altogether. 569 00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,960 Poh, do you wanna see if they're ready for us down at the cave? 570 00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:49,400 [Belle] No, let her stay. 571 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:51,480 Poh, I'd love your opinion. 572 00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:55,720 What if we call it "The Whole Pantry by The Whole Pantry"? 573 00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,800 - [Belle chuckles] - So just take your name off it? 574 00:33:59,880 --> 00:34:03,480 Exactly. Right, I don't need the ego thing. 575 00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:04,680 Look, let's remember, 576 00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:09,080 we don't buy cookbooks for the recipes, we buy them for the story. 577 00:34:09,160 --> 00:34:14,040 And The Whole Pantry, it tells a tale of transformation and hope. 578 00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:18,880 And you are a young single mother who has beaten cancer. 579 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,199 But I didn't. It's back. 580 00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:23,199 Well, you did for a bit. 581 00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:26,199 And now you're fighting it. 582 00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:28,840 Holistically and courageously. 583 00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:31,440 You're not a finished story and that's okay. 584 00:34:33,159 --> 00:34:34,000 We can say that. 585 00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:36,760 [Poh] Um, we're ready. 586 00:34:38,199 --> 00:34:40,360 [Julie] Meet Belle Gibson, 587 00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:43,280 one of Australia's greatest success stories. 588 00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:44,880 This feels a bit lame, Jules. 589 00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:47,280 Oh, I know, but it's just for us to watch back, 590 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:49,239 do some homework, you know, whatever tweaks. 591 00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:52,480 Normal interview prep, but whatever questions you might get. 592 00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:54,520 It's not like I've never done an interview. 593 00:34:54,600 --> 00:34:57,120 I know, but not with an investigative journalist 594 00:34:57,199 --> 00:34:59,000 who will just wanna rake up all the dirt. 595 00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:02,280 You know what they're like, they're just scratch, scratch, relentless. 596 00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:05,720 Um, Jules, who's that? We haven't met. 597 00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:09,120 Oh, that's Michael, that's a friend of mine. 598 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:11,040 Amateur sleuth, loves a deep Google. 599 00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:13,360 Hi, how you going? 600 00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:16,440 I've asked him to compile everything he can about you, 601 00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:18,120 anything on the public record. 602 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:19,120 [shudders] 603 00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:21,760 - That's not creepy at all. - [Julie chuckles] 604 00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:24,960 - Ugh! - I know. We wanna be prepared. 605 00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:28,920 All right, so what I'm gonna do is fire off a whole lot of questions. 606 00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:32,880 Some you won't like, but that's okay because it's just us. 607 00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:33,800 Okay. 608 00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:36,520 We're gonna help you figure out what you want to say. 609 00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:37,840 [Belle] Uh… 610 00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,040 These lights and this, um… 611 00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:43,720 Does anyone have a Nurofen? 612 00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:45,600 Poh, get a Nurofen for Belle? 613 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:47,160 If it's not too much trouble. 614 00:35:47,240 --> 00:35:49,800 All right, so let's just start with the basics. 615 00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:53,880 Okay, um, my favorite color is blue. 616 00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:56,680 I'm a Libra sun, Capricorn rising. 617 00:35:56,760 --> 00:35:58,840 [chuckles] All right, so how old are you? 618 00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:00,920 - Turning 26. - [Julie] Mmm-hmm. 619 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:03,000 And so you were born? 620 00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:05,560 8th of October, 1988. 621 00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:09,560 So not 1991, because Michael says sometimes there's this funny discrepancy. 622 00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:14,080 I know, they print it wrong once and then it gets reprinted. 623 00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:17,360 Yeah, so, um, you grew up in Brisbane. 624 00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:18,360 Correct. 625 00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:20,840 And what suburb was that? 626 00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:25,440 Um, I don't feel comfortable. 627 00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:27,520 My mum still lives there. 628 00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:31,920 I wanted to ask you about your mum, Natalie. 629 00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,960 Thanks. Um, you know, she… 630 00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:40,560 Single mum with her own health issues. 631 00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:43,000 She did her best. 632 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:47,200 [Julie] Was it an abusive situation? 633 00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:50,160 I mean, you ran away when you were 12 years old. 634 00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:54,760 Um, I've never said that. 635 00:36:56,360 --> 00:36:59,400 Oh, um, Michael found it here on Facebook. 636 00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:01,680 Can I take a look? 637 00:37:01,760 --> 00:37:04,680 Oh… Oh, God, it's just… No, it's all out of order. 638 00:37:04,760 --> 00:37:08,560 So, did you run away? What happened? 639 00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:09,920 - [girl] Are you okay? - Ah! 640 00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:12,800 I moved out. Different. 641 00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:16,480 Twelve years old, my God, Belle. 642 00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:18,680 That's too young to look after yourself. 643 00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:20,240 [nurse] We got your bloods back. 644 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:22,040 We can't find any medical reason 645 00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,680 for your chest pain and the shortness of breath. 646 00:37:25,680 --> 00:37:27,400 Is there someone to take you home? 647 00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:31,760 [Julie] Just to get back to your mum, 648 00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:35,760 just to clarify, so, it wasn't like you ran away in the middle of the night? 649 00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:37,680 Oh, no, not at all. 650 00:37:37,760 --> 00:37:40,760 Mum was in a depressive cycle. 651 00:37:40,840 --> 00:37:42,760 I just needed some distance. 652 00:37:43,280 --> 00:37:44,720 [Natalie] Where've you been? 653 00:37:44,800 --> 00:37:48,600 Hospital. The doctors think I might need heart surgery. 654 00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:49,560 [sighs] 655 00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:51,800 Mum, I'm sick. 656 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:54,280 You don't look sick. 657 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,000 Who did you live with? 658 00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:08,520 You know, the usual look around for girlfriends from school at first, 659 00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:11,640 and then my supervisor at work. 660 00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:18,920 What was his name, if anyone asks? 661 00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:21,720 No. 662 00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:24,160 I've already given you a trauma origin story. 663 00:38:24,240 --> 00:38:26,280 Brain cancer… You don't need this. 664 00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:28,120 Why do you want it anyway? 665 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:31,320 That's so disgusting when I told you it's off limits. 666 00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:32,280 [chuckles] 667 00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:36,640 That's like, not important or interesting. 668 00:38:36,720 --> 00:38:37,960 They might still ask. 669 00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:40,800 It's a micro detail of a whole other part of my private life. 670 00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:43,480 I mean, I'm… I'm more than happy to, like, 671 00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:45,320 deflect and just like… 672 00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:50,320 "Sorry, that's not relevant to my current situation," you know? 673 00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:52,040 To all those sorts of questions. 674 00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:55,640 We frame the narrative… not them. 675 00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:02,680 [exhales] 676 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:05,600 Yeah, I just… [inhales deeply] 677 00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:08,680 …don't think that's quite gonna cut it with the tabloids, 678 00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:11,960 but, um, yeah, let's just keep going. 679 00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:16,360 Um, I hate to be a brat, 680 00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:19,000 but this is Panadol, not Nurofen. 681 00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:24,480 [Poh] Julie? 682 00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:29,440 Belle wants to leave. She says her migraine's getting worse. 683 00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:31,000 Yep. 684 00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:28,880 And what are you treating this with? 685 00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:30,880 Um, black salve. 686 00:40:40,320 --> 00:40:41,920 Here, here 687 00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:44,920 and… here. 688 00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:49,280 The sarcoma I identified in your right forearm five years ago 689 00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:51,840 has metastasized via the lymph nodes. 690 00:40:51,920 --> 00:40:53,920 It is here in your right lung 691 00:40:54,520 --> 00:40:55,680 and in the rib, 692 00:40:56,480 --> 00:40:57,640 sacrum… 693 00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:01,880 and left femur. 694 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:05,000 Okay, so what do we do now? 695 00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:09,520 So it's… [inhales deeply] …some radiation, chemotherapy. 696 00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:11,880 I mean, you're the boss, do we… 697 00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:16,240 Is there experimental trials, the immunotherapies. 698 00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:19,640 Unfortunately, Milla is no longer eligible for those trials. 699 00:41:22,560 --> 00:41:23,400 Why? 700 00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:26,880 She may have been once. That is no longer the case. 701 00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:28,160 I am very sorry. 702 00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:33,600 What does that mean? You mean, what, she's not worthy of a trial? 703 00:41:33,680 --> 00:41:35,480 She's 28 years of age. 704 00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:36,880 It's too far progressed. 705 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:41,480 I am going to refer you 706 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:44,560 to a good palliative care specialist up your way, 707 00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:45,680 and a counselor. 708 00:41:46,240 --> 00:41:47,880 Obviously, you're not there yet, 709 00:41:47,960 --> 00:41:51,040 but it might feel comforting to be prepared. 710 00:41:55,640 --> 00:41:57,120 How long until I am there? 711 00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:01,320 I would say under three months, as a guess. 712 00:42:01,400 --> 00:42:03,080 You know what, fuck three months! 713 00:42:03,640 --> 00:42:07,160 Right, my daughter has come to you for help, and you're gonna help her! 714 00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:12,120 You doctors sit here like you're fucking gods! 715 00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:14,240 Be a god and move a fucking mountain! 716 00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:15,760 [voice shaking] Daddy, he can't. 717 00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:17,560 I mean, what is this? You tell me? 718 00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:19,200 Is this… You're punishing her 719 00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:21,640 'cause she didn't listen to you in the first place? 720 00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:22,560 [Dr. Xiu] Joe… 721 00:42:24,160 --> 00:42:25,160 It's medicine. 722 00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:28,160 It doesn't have personal opinions. 723 00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:33,160 Your daughter has a cancer that has spread, and I am sorry, 724 00:42:33,240 --> 00:42:35,520 but it is killing her very quickly. 725 00:42:37,240 --> 00:42:38,360 [crying] 726 00:42:38,440 --> 00:42:40,080 [whispers] I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 727 00:42:42,600 --> 00:42:44,800 If you can save her, please. 728 00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:47,720 - Please, save her. Please. - [Milla] Daddy. 729 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:48,640 Please. 730 00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:52,560 Hey. Hey. 731 00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:55,200 Fucking do something! 732 00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:56,240 [Milla] He can't. 733 00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:00,120 It's okay. 734 00:43:01,360 --> 00:43:03,320 - It's okay. - [Joe] I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 735 00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:06,440 Let's go. 736 00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:25,080 [indistinct chatter] 737 00:43:32,320 --> 00:43:35,440 [Julie] So, let's just fast forward to Melbourne. 738 00:43:35,520 --> 00:43:37,960 All right, you've had your stroke, 739 00:43:38,040 --> 00:43:41,440 had your cancer diagnosis, and you're at which hospital? 740 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:43,520 Uh… 741 00:43:44,240 --> 00:43:45,760 Peter MacCallum Cancer Centre. 742 00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:49,400 Mmm-hmm. Do you think your oncologist would be happy 743 00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:53,880 to be in some articles or do some press with us? 744 00:43:53,960 --> 00:43:56,800 I don't think so, because I left his treatment plan. 745 00:43:56,880 --> 00:43:58,200 He didn't like that. 746 00:43:58,280 --> 00:44:00,480 [chuckles softly] They're so territorial. 747 00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:06,000 [Julie] Well, that's… I mean, that's fine. We can… 748 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:08,560 We can use the written medical records. 749 00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,600 - Got them handy? - Absolutely. 750 00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:16,200 Some of them were at my mum's place, so it might take a minute to unearth. 751 00:44:18,320 --> 00:44:19,640 She's a bit of a hoarder. 752 00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:33,280 [sighs] 753 00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:36,280 It's going to be great, I promise. Yeah? 754 00:44:36,360 --> 00:44:38,360 [upbeat music playing] 755 00:44:43,200 --> 00:44:45,360 - Very good job with the presale. - Oh. 756 00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:46,880 A lot of excitement here. 757 00:44:46,960 --> 00:44:48,080 Thank you, Jeremy. 758 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:49,800 That's a lovely scarf. 759 00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:54,840 You look beautiful. Are we waiting for Clive? 760 00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:57,480 - Oh. No, he's at the footy. - Oh. 761 00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:59,000 You know, boys and football. 762 00:44:59,080 --> 00:44:59,960 It's better. 763 00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:02,640 His social anxiety. And my son loves him. 764 00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:05,080 Um… just one second. 765 00:45:05,160 --> 00:45:06,920 - Okay, I'll see you up there. - Okay. 766 00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:09,600 Hey. 767 00:45:10,120 --> 00:45:10,960 Hmm? 768 00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:14,480 I promise you, I swear I asked them to take my name off it, 769 00:45:14,560 --> 00:45:17,000 but they wouldn't let me out of the contract. 770 00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:18,640 Hey, look. 771 00:45:18,720 --> 00:45:20,000 Don't worry about it. 772 00:45:20,920 --> 00:45:23,080 I'm just here to watch you lie 773 00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:24,720 to a whole room of people. 774 00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:28,000 And for the canapes… which are delicious. 775 00:45:29,680 --> 00:45:32,240 Hey. Hello, hello, hello, everyone. 776 00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:34,000 Hello. Welcome. 777 00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:36,280 Let's get this show started, shall we? 778 00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:37,400 [crowd cheering] 779 00:45:37,480 --> 00:45:39,640 It's so lovely to see you all here. 780 00:45:40,200 --> 00:45:41,520 I miss you. 781 00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:44,880 For those of you who don't know, my name's Julie Gibbs. 782 00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:47,160 [crowd cheering] 783 00:45:47,240 --> 00:45:51,320 I'm the director of Penguin's Lifestyle in Print Lantern. 784 00:45:52,240 --> 00:45:57,080 And I'd like to welcome on the stage the young woman of the moment. 785 00:45:57,160 --> 00:45:59,160 She's a mother. 786 00:45:59,240 --> 00:46:01,440 She's a cancer survivor. 787 00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:04,560 She is an entrepreneur. 788 00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:06,320 And now she's an author. 789 00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:08,080 Belle Gibson. 790 00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:09,760 [crowd cheering] 791 00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:27,640 Oh, thank you. Thank you so much. 792 00:46:27,720 --> 00:46:29,800 Wow. [chuckles] 793 00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:31,520 This is a privilege. 794 00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:34,800 I can't believe I'm standing here before all of you. 795 00:46:34,880 --> 00:46:36,720 - [scattered applause] - Whoo! 796 00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:37,680 [Belle] Um… 797 00:46:38,360 --> 00:46:41,720 I wanna thank my mum. 798 00:46:43,720 --> 00:46:45,360 And my partner, Clive. 799 00:46:47,040 --> 00:46:48,480 And my beautiful son. 800 00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:52,880 Of course, my… my besties. 801 00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:55,200 You always have my back. 802 00:46:55,280 --> 00:46:56,800 Do you have brain cancer? 803 00:46:57,360 --> 00:46:58,960 I don't take that for granted. 804 00:46:59,960 --> 00:47:01,960 I couldn't let this moment pass… 805 00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:05,080 without paying respect 806 00:47:05,640 --> 00:47:08,080 to my friend and mentor, 807 00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:10,360 Milla. 808 00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:14,840 Unfortunately, she couldn't be here tonight 809 00:47:14,920 --> 00:47:17,320 for reasons I'm sure you can all understand. 810 00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:22,560 But I know this has brought her comfort, so… 811 00:47:23,920 --> 00:47:24,800 [clears throat] 812 00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:31,960 [Milla] I'm not alone. 813 00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:33,320 And I'm not broken. 814 00:47:34,240 --> 00:47:38,280 I'm allowed to be loud. I'm allowed to take up space. 815 00:47:38,360 --> 00:47:40,520 I am stronger than I know. 816 00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:43,240 So look out, world, and hear me roar. 817 00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:45,680 I used to bite my tongue… 818 00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:47,280 "I used to bite my tongue…" 819 00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:50,280 - [Milla] …and hold my breath. - "…and hold my breath." 820 00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:52,800 - [Milla] Scared to rock the boat… - "Scared to rock the boat…" 821 00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:54,440 - …and make a mess. - "…and make a mess." 822 00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:56,480 [Milla] I let you push me past the breaking point. 823 00:47:56,560 --> 00:47:58,520 "I let you push me past the breaking point." 824 00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:01,720 - [Milla] I stood for nothing… - "I stood for nothing." 825 00:48:02,680 --> 00:48:06,280 - [Milla] So I fell… for everything. - "So I fell… for everything." 826 00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:11,880 [woman coughs] 827 00:48:18,160 --> 00:48:20,840 ♪ You held me down, but I got up ♪ 828 00:48:21,560 --> 00:48:23,800 ♪ Get ready 'cause I've had enough ♪ 829 00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:26,840 ♪ I see it all, I see it now ♪ 830 00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:30,520 ♪ I've got the eye of the tiger ♪ 831 00:48:30,600 --> 00:48:32,160 ♪ The fighter ♪ 832 00:48:32,240 --> 00:48:34,720 ♪ Dancing through the fire ♪ 833 00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:37,880 ♪ 'Cause I am a champion ♪ 834 00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:42,280 ♪ And you're gonna hear me roar ♪ 835 00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:43,600 ♪ Louder ♪ 836 00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:46,280 ♪ Louder than a lion ♪ 837 00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:48,920 ♪ 'Cause I am a champion ♪ 838 00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:54,480 ♪ And you're gonna hear me roar ♪ 839 00:48:54,560 --> 00:48:56,120 [crowd cheering] 840 00:48:57,360 --> 00:48:58,200 Wow! 841 00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:03,440 [Julie] Thank you. 842 00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:06,440 Hey, Millie. 843 00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:09,480 What do you want me to do? 844 00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:13,080 Just… Just tell me. Whatever you want me to do, I will do it. 845 00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:16,600 I wanna destroy her. 846 00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:19,040 Okay. 847 00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:22,280 Wait, I don't know if I mean that. 848 00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:23,480 Hang on. 849 00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:28,440 Arlo brought home a kitten. 850 00:49:29,120 --> 00:49:30,040 Really? 851 00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:32,040 What's its name? 852 00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:34,320 Lila Fowler. 853 00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:38,160 'Cause she's beautiful and a bit mean. 854 00:49:39,880 --> 00:49:41,360 She has the best face. 855 00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:46,640 You should come and see it. 856 00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:50,360 Yeah. [sighs] I'd love that. 857 00:49:52,720 --> 00:49:53,800 What about Belle? 858 00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:57,640 Are you saying you don't want me to go to the media or…? 859 00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:00,480 You know what you need to do. 860 00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:06,080 I just don't wanna think about it anymore. 861 00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:07,040 Um… 862 00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:09,520 How are you feeling, Mill? 863 00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:10,560 Tired. 864 00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:12,760 All the drugs. 865 00:50:14,560 --> 00:50:15,720 Crazy dreams. 866 00:50:16,640 --> 00:50:18,520 I'm gonna come see you really soon. 867 00:50:19,840 --> 00:50:20,720 Okay. 868 00:50:25,200 --> 00:50:28,280 [Chanelle] I tried to book a flight a bunch of times, but… 869 00:50:31,040 --> 00:50:32,920 I just… I don't wanna see her like that. 870 00:50:35,760 --> 00:50:39,120 And I know it's selfish, and I'll probably regret it later, but… 871 00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:40,760 You're scared. 872 00:50:42,600 --> 00:50:44,040 Fuck you, you're scared. 873 00:50:47,120 --> 00:50:48,480 I'm shitting myself. 874 00:51:08,000 --> 00:51:08,840 Mate! 875 00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:11,240 Coming in! 876 00:51:25,920 --> 00:51:27,680 - [Sean] Is that from Lucy? - Yeah. 877 00:51:28,240 --> 00:51:29,640 [Sean] When is she back? 878 00:51:30,400 --> 00:51:31,240 Uh… 879 00:51:32,760 --> 00:51:34,040 Ask Instagram. 880 00:51:37,440 --> 00:51:38,840 - [Justin grunts] - [Sean] Ah. 881 00:51:38,920 --> 00:51:40,320 Looks nice. 882 00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:41,440 Baby lambs. 883 00:51:42,040 --> 00:51:44,040 [chuckles] I'd love a lamb. 884 00:51:48,360 --> 00:51:51,160 Listen, mate. Um… 885 00:51:51,240 --> 00:51:55,360 I couldn't help but notice you haven't filed a story in weeks. 886 00:51:55,440 --> 00:51:57,960 It's getting a touch awkward in there with the grown-ups. 887 00:51:58,040 --> 00:52:00,760 - I filed yesterday. Twice. - Hmm. 888 00:52:01,440 --> 00:52:03,720 A good story. I should have clarified. 889 00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:06,480 [sighs] Might take some time off. 890 00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:08,520 Yeah, it's not a bad idea. 891 00:52:11,480 --> 00:52:15,040 Can I tell you about the extremely thoughtful present that I've brought you? 892 00:52:15,720 --> 00:52:17,200 Hot sauce for my eggs? 893 00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:20,200 I have brought you hot sauce for your eggs, yes, that is true. 894 00:52:20,280 --> 00:52:22,280 But also, hang on, 895 00:52:22,800 --> 00:52:24,960 I was looking at these, and… 896 00:52:26,360 --> 00:52:27,280 Casseroles. 897 00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:29,440 - Casseroles? - Casseroles. 898 00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:31,680 Chanelle said Belle didn't pass on the frozen food 899 00:52:31,760 --> 00:52:33,760 to that poor little dude with cancer. 900 00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:35,000 Right? 901 00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:39,200 Do you think she passed on cold, hard cash to faceless charities? 902 00:52:41,080 --> 00:52:42,280 Charity fraud. 903 00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:44,800 That can be legaled. 904 00:52:45,520 --> 00:52:47,440 That can be legaled to fuck. 905 00:52:47,520 --> 00:52:50,400 {\an8}"100% of all sales from The Whole Pantry app this month 906 00:52:50,480 --> 00:52:52,920 will go to Hunter for his life-saving treatment." 907 00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:55,560 "#BrainCancerBuddies." 908 00:52:56,440 --> 00:52:58,480 - 100% of all sales. - Hmm. 909 00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:01,240 No overheads that month, Belle. 910 00:53:01,320 --> 00:53:03,880 So generous. What an angel. 911 00:53:05,400 --> 00:53:06,800 We don't mention her health. 912 00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:08,480 Not a hint. Not a slur. 913 00:53:08,560 --> 00:53:09,760 [laughs] 914 00:53:09,840 --> 00:53:11,840 I'm very good. Hug me. 915 00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:14,880 [both grunt] 916 00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:17,000 - Charity fraud. - Mmm-hmm. 917 00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:18,360 Where are my keys? 918 00:53:18,440 --> 00:53:20,480 - I'm gonna make these up to go. - Yeah. 919 00:53:20,560 --> 00:53:21,560 Give me an address. 920 00:53:38,600 --> 00:53:41,840 - [Fiona] What can I tell you about Belle? - [Justin] How long you known her? 921 00:53:41,920 --> 00:53:44,600 We met in a hospital, would have been about a year ago. 922 00:53:44,680 --> 00:53:46,680 Was that when you started working together? 923 00:53:46,760 --> 00:53:48,480 I wouldn't say we're working with her. 924 00:53:48,560 --> 00:53:50,680 She offered to raise money for a surgery for Hunter. 925 00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:52,240 She's got an online platform. 926 00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:53,200 That's generous. 927 00:53:53,280 --> 00:53:54,600 Yeah, it's incredible. 928 00:53:55,480 --> 00:53:57,920 Sorry, I don't understand. What's the angle here? 929 00:54:00,120 --> 00:54:02,120 - [Harris] I got it. - Harris, give it back! 930 00:54:02,200 --> 00:54:05,200 Harris! Mum! Give it back! 931 00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:11,200 [man] Okay. All right, come on, shower time. Rinse off. 932 00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:12,160 Take your time. 933 00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:15,480 - He always takes my stuff. - Okay, just take it easy. Come on. 934 00:54:15,560 --> 00:54:17,720 {\an8}[Fiona] There's a neurosurgeon, Dr. Teddy Mac. 935 00:54:17,800 --> 00:54:20,080 - Heard of him? He's on telly. - [Justin] No. 936 00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:23,120 He takes on all the cases no one else will at a cost. 937 00:54:23,200 --> 00:54:25,720 $60,000 before the surgery, the other half after. 938 00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:26,760 - That's a lot. - [scoffs] 939 00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:29,480 It's impossible. 940 00:54:30,520 --> 00:54:33,480 I'm not working, I'm caring full time, the hospital appointments are… 941 00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:36,320 I don't know what you've been told about Belle, 942 00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:38,800 but it couldn't be further from the truth. 943 00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,760 Without her help raising money for Hunter, we… 944 00:54:45,560 --> 00:54:46,760 That money… 945 00:54:48,600 --> 00:54:49,840 is it in your account? 946 00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:51,920 No, because we haven't booked the surgery yet. 947 00:54:53,280 --> 00:54:55,720 We agreed that's what it's gonna be used for, so… 948 00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:01,240 No. 949 00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:03,960 [Justin] Belle hasn't paid that family, fuck all. 950 00:55:04,600 --> 00:55:05,560 [Sean] Holy shit. 951 00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:07,880 Well, I just contacted Consumer Affairs. 952 00:55:07,960 --> 00:55:10,560 The Whole Pantry isn't a registered fundraiser. 953 00:55:10,640 --> 00:55:12,200 She could be facing criminal charges. 954 00:55:13,120 --> 00:55:14,400 I'll see you back at the office. 955 00:55:15,000 --> 00:55:16,240 It's getting exciting. 956 00:55:30,680 --> 00:55:31,920 [inaudible] 957 00:56:17,880 --> 00:56:20,280 [cell phone ringing] 958 00:56:46,080 --> 00:56:47,240 [cell phone buzzes] 959 00:56:52,640 --> 00:56:55,280 [Milla] For the first time in my journey with cancer, 960 00:56:56,520 --> 00:56:57,800 I am really unwell. 961 00:56:59,840 --> 00:57:01,200 If it was an option, 962 00:57:01,840 --> 00:57:04,600 I'd be returning to conventional medicine. 963 00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:07,120 But it's not. 964 00:57:08,840 --> 00:57:10,840 When I was diagnosed with cancer, 965 00:57:11,560 --> 00:57:13,360 I believed it was my fault. 966 00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:15,320 It wasn't. 967 00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:18,880 I believed it was up to me to cure myself. 968 00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:21,920 It wasn't. 969 00:57:23,360 --> 00:57:25,880 I thought I could become whole through diet, 970 00:57:25,960 --> 00:57:28,160 and by listening to my own instincts. 971 00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:31,000 But I was wrong. 972 00:57:31,920 --> 00:57:34,200 And I'm sorry for not being honest with you. 973 00:57:35,640 --> 00:57:37,440 I wasn't being honest with myself. 974 00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:51,440 - You've got this, Milla! - You killed your mum. 975 00:57:51,520 --> 00:57:54,120 - How many people will die because of you? - Stay strong. 976 00:57:54,200 --> 00:57:57,120 Please contact me ASAP. I feel you've allowed negative energy in. 977 00:57:57,200 --> 00:57:59,240 {\an8}Love you, Milla. Keep fighting! 978 00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:01,040 {\an8}I have a healer in Indonesia… 979 00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:03,840 [soft piano playing] 980 00:58:19,400 --> 00:58:21,560 Hello? I'm here. 981 00:58:22,480 --> 00:58:23,720 Ah, shit. 982 00:58:24,600 --> 00:58:25,840 You're in the bath. 983 00:58:27,040 --> 00:58:29,280 Did you want me to jump in? [chuckles] 984 00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:30,960 You can try. 985 00:58:35,360 --> 00:58:36,640 [Chanelle] Arlo and Joe. 986 00:58:37,960 --> 00:58:39,520 A love story for the ages. 987 00:58:40,000 --> 00:58:41,280 [chuckles softly] 988 00:58:46,240 --> 00:58:49,320 [laughing] 989 00:58:56,240 --> 00:58:58,120 Hey, do you remember in grade one… 990 00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:01,680 that day I wet my pants. 991 00:59:02,720 --> 00:59:04,840 And it got all over your homework diary. 992 00:59:05,520 --> 00:59:07,440 God, everyone laughed at me. 993 00:59:08,040 --> 00:59:09,600 And you told them all off. 994 00:59:10,560 --> 00:59:11,720 You were fearless. 995 00:59:14,280 --> 00:59:15,240 At five. 996 00:59:17,720 --> 00:59:18,640 You still are. 997 00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:32,840 I'm so fucking scared. 998 00:59:37,360 --> 00:59:38,320 [sniffles] 999 00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:42,600 I'm so fucking scared. 1000 00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:46,000 [cries] 1001 00:59:46,880 --> 00:59:47,880 Honey. 1002 00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:58,520 [breathes deeply] 1003 01:00:01,760 --> 01:00:03,760 [exhales] 1004 01:00:07,440 --> 01:00:08,600 [sniffles] Hey. 1005 01:00:10,320 --> 01:00:11,960 [sighs] Where you up to? 1006 01:00:12,040 --> 01:00:13,960 I'm where the dog ear is. 1007 01:00:15,400 --> 01:00:18,240 "Jessica Wakefield had come up with a brilliant idea." 1008 01:00:19,640 --> 01:00:21,360 "For as long as Jessica could remember, 1009 01:00:21,440 --> 01:00:24,640 Elizabeth had always outshone her when it came to giving gifts." 1010 01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:29,040 "It wasn't that Jessica didn't have good ideas." 1011 01:00:29,680 --> 01:00:32,000 "It's just that Elizabeth was so hard to compete with." 1012 01:00:33,080 --> 01:00:35,200 "Liz was perfect at everything, 1013 01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:39,080 Jessica thought, sighing. And she was organized…" 1014 01:00:42,520 --> 01:00:46,720 Miss Gibson, please find below a list of 21 questions. 1015 01:00:47,480 --> 01:00:49,960 We will need your response by 2:00 p.m. tomorrow. 1016 01:00:50,880 --> 01:00:52,120 One. 1017 01:00:52,200 --> 01:00:56,160 You say a large part of everything the company earns is donated to charities. 1018 01:00:57,240 --> 01:01:01,480 Which specific charities have received support from The Whole Pantry? 1019 01:01:02,440 --> 01:01:03,440 Two. 1020 01:01:04,000 --> 01:01:06,080 Can you provide tax receipts? 1021 01:01:06,160 --> 01:01:07,240 [Sean] Three. 1022 01:01:07,320 --> 01:01:10,800 Why have you not passed on the charitable donations you publicly promised 1023 01:01:10,880 --> 01:01:12,600 to the Asylum Seeker Resource Centre, 1024 01:01:12,680 --> 01:01:17,120 the Birthing Kit Foundation, One Girl, the 2H Project… 1025 01:01:17,200 --> 01:01:19,000 - The Cross Family. - [Sean] The Cross Family. 1026 01:01:19,080 --> 01:01:21,840 The Bumi Sehat Foundation… 1027 01:01:21,920 --> 01:01:23,120 The Schwartz Family. 1028 01:01:23,720 --> 01:01:24,640 [Justin] Four. 1029 01:01:25,120 --> 01:01:27,720 If the funds were never received by these organizations, 1030 01:01:27,800 --> 01:01:30,960 then for what purpose were they used? 1031 01:01:31,040 --> 01:01:31,880 Five. 1032 01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:34,200 - And quickly, can you please clarify… - [phone dings] 1033 01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:37,680 …at which facility you were diagnosed with cancer? 1034 01:01:38,880 --> 01:01:41,840 Six. What stage was it at diagnosis? 1035 01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:45,960 Seven. What was the precise prognosis? 1036 01:01:46,040 --> 01:01:49,480 Eight. Did you receive chemotherapy and radiation treatment? 1037 01:01:49,560 --> 01:01:51,840 Nine. At which facility? 1038 01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:55,920 Ten. What is the current status of your cancer? 1039 01:01:56,000 --> 01:01:57,520 Eleven. What is your age? 1040 01:01:57,600 --> 01:02:00,760 Twelve. Can you confirm your full given name as there is… 1041 01:02:00,840 --> 01:02:04,720 Thirteen. Will you provide information on the last hospital you presented at? 1042 01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:07,520 Fifteen… Sixteen. Will you provide the name of the doctors… 1043 01:02:07,600 --> 01:02:10,320 What treatments… Eighteen… 1044 01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:12,960 If you have made donations to other organizations… 1045 01:02:13,040 --> 01:02:15,440 Can you provide us with a copy of your medical records? 1046 01:02:15,520 --> 01:02:19,200 Twenty-one. If not, will you provide us with permission 1047 01:02:19,280 --> 01:02:23,920 to contact your current doctor to verify your health status? 1048 01:02:24,480 --> 01:02:27,000 We look forward to hearing from you. 1049 01:02:27,560 --> 01:02:28,760 Boom. 1050 01:02:28,840 --> 01:02:31,000 Fuck! 1051 01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:32,800 ["Flagpole Sitta" by Harvey Danger playing] 1052 01:02:32,880 --> 01:02:36,520 ♪ I'm not sick but I'm not well ♪ 1053 01:02:36,600 --> 01:02:39,720 ♪ And I'm so hot ♪ 1054 01:02:39,800 --> 01:02:43,880 ♪ 'Cause I'm in Hell ♪ 1055 01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:45,640 ♪ Been around the world and found ♪ 1056 01:02:45,720 --> 01:02:48,800 ♪ That only stupid people are breeding ♪ 1057 01:02:49,320 --> 01:02:52,120 ♪ The cretins cloning and feeding ♪ 1058 01:02:52,200 --> 01:02:54,880 ♪ And I don't even own a TV ♪ 73020

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