All language subtitles for Lost & Found Music Studios s02e12 You Could Have It All

Previously on Lost and Found.

Honestly, I never thought in a million
years that our band would be back

together. It's the best feeling in the
world.

I'm just really happy I got my best
friends back.

You need to kiss a guy who you have no
feelings for. You know what I mean?

Huh.

Staying up late and working all night,
it can grind you down. If you need

anything or anyone to talk to, I'm here.

It's nice of John to worry about me, but
I feel great.

There's nothing for John to worry about.

I wrote this song called You Could Have
It All because I finally feel like

that's possible for me.

Some stuff has happened with my family
that put me through some really dark

times. But now I have the band and I
have Michelle and it's finally starting

to feel like things are going my way.

I've been working with the band a lot
lately.

I've been recording and producing and it
feels really good.

It's Music Week.

It's a giant festival in the city.

We're recording some demos right now to
get out there before our showcase.

Music Week is an amazing chance to get
discovered.

Musicians play all across the city in
different venues.

We could get discovered this week.

Music week is super important. So I've
been staying up really late and not even

sleeping sometimes But I'm just trying
to get the tracks as good as they can be

That's

a good one, that's the one you're using
yeah, that was a really good take

Thank you so much for doing this. You're
a lifesaver. Yeah.

Are you sure you'll be able to get the
demos done by tonight?

This is a lot to take on, but I can do
it. I know I can.

Yeah, yeah, I can do it by tonight. We
could help.

No, no, I got it. I can do it.

Okay, thanks.

Yeah.

The band has put a lot of trust in me,
and I'm not going to let them down.

It's your shot.

See what you got.

Only a true light shines as bright as
you.

Now, remember, you call me as soon as
the show is over.

Let me know what time you'll be home.
Yes.

I have a plan.

Today, I'm gonna change my look and
become the brand-new me.

As soon as I can ditch my mother.

Yo, yo, who's that?

E-Dawg?

What's up?

Uh, Jude. This is my mom.

Oh.

Um... Oh.

Okay.

Um, I find I must exit myself.

I'm glad I got my first kiss out of the
way, but Jude and I have been weird ever

since I kissed John.

He seems nice.

Yeah, he is. Well, have a good show,
E-dog.

All right.

All right.

I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed with all
the work I have to do.

I'm trying not to panic, but it's really
hard.

I really want to talk to Giselle right
now. She's really good at putting things

into perspective.

Hello?

Hi, Giselle, can you talk?

Not really. We're going on in five
minutes.

What's going on?

I just feel so much pressure with all
the music stuff, and I don't think I can

do it by myself.

Well, is someone around? Maybe they can
help.

No, if I do that, they'll all hate me.

They already think I'm a failure. This
will just prove it.

Clara, I think you're just being way too
hard on yourself.

Yeah, you're right.

Maybe you can call Mom and Dad. Maybe
they can help.

Okay. Okay.

Yeah, go. You get ready. Okay.

I'll call you later tonight, all right?
Bye.

Bye.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Giselle can't help me.

I can't call my parents.

They don't understand.

I'm all alone.

So are you ready to rock music week?

I am so ready. It's going to be like the
Leia, Rachel reunion.

Spectacular.

That was really good. It's good. It's
good. Catchy. I'm so happy Leia and I

are hanging out again.

The band's back together and
everything's great.

I really, really missed you.

What did you miss most about me?

What I missed most about you is how

unstoppable you are.

Oh, that's so sweet. You know, like, no
one, no one gets in Leia's way. That's

what I keep telling people.

So, what about me?

You know, I really like how grounded you
are. You're really connected to the

Earth and... Present in the moment.

I really need you in my life.

I need you too.

We should work on the song. Right,
right, the song.

Amazing!

My friendship with Leia is so special,
and I didn't realize how special it was

until I lost it.

I just hope that never happens again.

What is going on? Just tell me right
now, because my mind is going crazy.

This is the new Ava.

Ava 2.0?

Oh my goodness, you look amazing.

This is definitely going to open up your
world.

Ava has grown so much since I've known
her. She's really coming out of her

shell. Yay!

Watch the extensions.

I need to do something big to prove to
everyone that I'm not the same shy,

scared little girl that I used to be.

Hey. What are you doing here?

I just wanted to see how it was going.
Yeah, well, I'm not done yet, so... Oh,

that's cool.

Yeah, it's... I don't know why you're
coming in here and why you're checking

on me.

Do you think I'm incapable?

Clara, I think you can do it. No, but
what you're doing right now is you're

distracting me.

Because I need time if you think that I
can finish it.

And now I don't have any time, and it's
not going to be done by tonight.

Okay, easy.

It's not a problem if it's not done by
tonight. What do you mean it's not a

problem? You don't think I can do it.

You came in here and you're trying to
take over because you you don't trust me

and you don't you don't like me what and
I don't know because I'm trying so hard

to get this done for you and Okay, I
just need time

Hey. Hey.

I just had the weirdest encounter with
Clara.

Yeah? Yeah. I went to the recording
studio to see how the songs were coming

along, and she didn't really seem too
happy that the demos weren't finished.

And she pushed me out of the control
room. Like, physically pushed you? Yeah.

I'm worried about her, man.

Me too.

Maybe we put a little too much pressure
on her to finish the demos on her own.

We offered to help.

She just didn't want it.

We should go check on her.

Make sure she's okay.

Maybe you should check on her.

She'd probably respond better to you
anyway.

Yeah, you know what? I'll do that.

I was hoping Clara was better, but I
guess she isn't.

If Luke's worried about her, something
is definitely going on.

Leave me alone.

I'll leave you alone in a second, okay?

Do you want some water or something?

No, I just need a minute and then I can
keep working on the track.

Forget about the track.

I'm more worried about you.

Luke obviously told John that I'm not
finished the tracks.

Pretty soon everyone's gonna know that
I'm a failure.

Clara.

Everyone was right.

I should never have gotten to Lost and
Found in the first place.

I don't deserve to be here.

I just want to disappear.

Seeing Clara like this is... It's seeing
something I never wanted to see again.

It never leaves and it just haunts you.

six seven eight one two three four five
six seven eight one two leia we're not

doing that really i wanted to spice it
up a little you know stick to the

choreography no body rolls okay i feel
like leia and i are equals now maybe the

time apart was good i'm really taking
more control in this friendship five six

seven eight one two three four five six
seven eight one two three four

Hey. What's up?

I was wondering if you wanted to go to
Java Junction. Maybe get a drink.

My treat.

Luke's here. I know the drill.

Rehearsal's over.

Um... Luke.

Thank you very much for the kind
invitation, but I'm actually in the

middle of rehearsing a song with my best
friend.

So, some other time?

Seriously?

Yeah.

It's cool.

We'll do it some other time.

Anyway, I'll see you later. Okay.

Okay, bye. Have fun.

That was awesome.

What was?

The way you turned down Luke for me.

It was, wasn't it?

I am so happy that Rachel and I are
friends again.

So I'm not going to take this
relationship for granted.

Jude. Whoa.

Hey. Hey.

Uh, is there a dress-up theme for Music
Week, or... Well, uh, what do you think?

It's lovely.

You just don't look like yourself at
all. What do I look like? You see, your

other look was... And this one? This one
is more...

But that's just my opinion.

This is not the reaction that I was
going for.

I wanted to impress Jude, but he doesn't
seem impressed at all.

Rachel and I are the first to perform at
Music Week, and I'm so excited.

Rachel and

I collaborated on this song. It's called
Amazing, and it's kind of a love song to

our friendship.

We be stepping on the downbeat.

We be table dancing in the street.

Every second, every day is double speed
We get together, we go forever

Don't it feel crazy, it's oh so amazing
We tear the walls down, all

over this town now This feels like a new
beginning for us.

Our friendship has been through a lot,
but we're stronger than ever.

Claire's been in there in the dark for a
while.

She hasn't...

said anything.

How you doing in there?

Look, do you want me to call Giselle or
your parents?

No one's home.

Look, you don't want to be alone right
now.

We need to call someone.

No one gets it.

It's like my whole life, everything is
totally wrong.

And I don't know how to fix it.

I wish I didn't understand what's going
on with Clara.

But I watched my mom go through the same
thing for a long time.

I can't leave her alone.

I can't.

Aren't you up next for music week?

Um, I decided not to. What happened to
your outfit and everything? You looked

awesome.

It just started to feel wrong.

Look, I was looking forward to seeing
the new Ava.

Ever since I got here, I've been trying
to be two different people.

One at home, where I felt safe, and one
here, which was exciting and terrifying

and... Now after trying to be whatever
that was, it

just turned into a disaster.

I just don't feel like I belong here
anymore.

Ava doesn't understand that you don't
just wake up one day and know who you

are. It's all a work in progress.

Give me your hand.

You don't have to look different for
everyone to see you differently.

You just need to get up on that stage
and be yourself.

I like these extensions.

How does it look?

All the memories of my

mom.

It's all rushing back.

Everything I couldn't do.

Everything I should have done better.

I need to do that with Clara now.

I know it's hard.

When I look at you, I see a very
sensitive person.

And it's one of the things that makes
you so creative.

But it opens you up to a lot of feelings
that other people don't get.

It's tough.

My mom was like you.

I loved her a lot.

And no matter how much I loved her,

I couldn't make her happy.

I still kept trying.

She didn't see how much she was loved.

I wish she did, but she didn't.

And I think you have the same problem.

There are people who care about you, who
care about what happens to you.

I think we should call those people who
love you.

And we should bring them here.

And we should tell them that you need a
break.

Okay?

Okay.

Okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

All right, please give a warm round of
applause for Ava!

This song is dedicated to my best friend
Mary for

always supporting me.

I fought a good fight.

I was stranded in the darkness.

I had to get it right.

And figure out the answers.

There's a feeling that I get.

This is the real me. I may not be that
all out brand new Ava, but I'm not the

old one either.

Like a runaway train that ain't never
gonna stop.

Turn on my heart and make it beat
stronger.

Turn on my...

Seeing Ava up there really makes me
think that I wish we were more than

friends.

Let me see what I can do about that.

I'm gonna keep growing and changing.

I'm going to keep taking chances, and
sometimes they're going to be right, and

sometimes they're going to be wrong.

But I'm going to go for it.

It's okay.

I got a hold of Mr. T.

He called Claire's parents.

I'm glad they were able to get here in
time.

It feels like it just happened
yesterday.

I came up the stairs and I wanted to
show my mom this stupid drawing I'd done

in class.

I opened the door to her room and I
found her lying on the bed.

I thought she was sleeping.

My mom...

took her own life.

But what she didn't realize is that when
she did it took a big part of ours.

It crushed me.

I thought I'd put the past behind me.

I thought that life was gonna be easy
now.

I actually thought that I could be
happy.

I was wrong.

I'm never gonna get past what happened
to my mom.

but a solid ground it's your show you
see what you got only a true light

shines as bright as you