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โ We were co-creators.
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We moved
with the creation energy.
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We have been on the Earth
many, many times,
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until someone said,
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"Here, this is the place."
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And we all see
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this is in the
middle of an ocean.
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With our breath, we blow
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on the ocean,
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and the land comes from beneath.
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We go on to the land
and we take the stone
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and we crush it in our hands,
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and we throw it into the wind.
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And the plants begin to grow.
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And we take our fingers
and we put it in the stone,
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and we make a line.
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And the rivers begin to flow.
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We are so busy
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making and creating
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a perfect place
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in the middle of nowhere,
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until someone said,
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"I love this place.
I want to live here."
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But someone else said,
"You cannot do this.
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To live here, you must be
of flesh and bone."
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And he said, "I don't mind
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to be flesh and bone."
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And then,
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we awoke.
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โ We see... a place
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of lights and darkness
and colors and
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slowly, slowly coming into
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the flesh and the bones,
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we notice that we are moving,
we are moving.
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A part of our vision opens,
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and we see that
we are on the ocean
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and we say, 'Oh,'
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So we put our hands
in the water
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and we feel the water
for the first time.
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Ah! It is so warm!
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And we look ahead of us
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and we see a light.
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It almost says to us,
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โ Come, come, come to the light.
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I breathe the air for the first time,
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and I cry.
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โ You see a plant,
the plant sees you,
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recognizes you,
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knows that you are family.
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When you see a rock,
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this rock has been there
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before humans.
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They have seen us grow
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here on Earth,
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evolve into what we are today.
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โ Ko au ko te whenua, ko te whenua ko au
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I am the land,
and the land is me.
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We are the land.
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The placenta is what we call
Te Whenua... the land.
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You come from the placenta,
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and then you will
come onto the land,
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and you'll be taught
on that land,
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and you will die on that land,
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and you will return to that land.
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โ Creator, Holy Mother Earth,
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holy people all around, it's me,
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and I'm coming before you on this holy day,
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reaching out to you,
reaching out to my ancestors,
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reaching out to the
ancestors to come.
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May I ask that you be
the ones to speak here.
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Show us the truth,
show us what real love is,
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and may all the stories
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serve to show us
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the way forward.
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I'm reaching out
to the ancestors to come,
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I just ask you to,
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to call out to us
and to sing to us,
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because we're headed your way,
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walking that beautiful,
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beauty way pathway.
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Let this storytelling
be a part of that.
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All my relations.
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โ Growing up on our territory,
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it was freedom.
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Our chiefs and our
elders have always said
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that you must know the land
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like you know
the back of your hand.
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If something is
happening on the land,
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you should be able to feel it,
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on your skin, on your body.
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We're a matriarchal society,
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without mothers
we wouldn't exist.
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We call this planet
Mother Earth.
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That should tell you something.
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โ The land to us is
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not something different from us.
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The land is me, the land is us,
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and we are the land.
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From time immemorial,
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we've lived with wildlife.
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We've accommodated them
in our cultural system,
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in our clan system.
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Each and every
clan has wildlife.
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Of course, we are
brothers and sisters.
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โ Our landscape told our stories.
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We would see
the mountain ranges,
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we would see the rivers,
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we would see the trees,
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that hold it all together.
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In Australia,
we call them songlines,
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and they would help us
navigate across the landscape.
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So if you know your songs,
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then you know your country.
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And if you know your
country, you're never lost.
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Everything has a story.
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Every behavior,
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every tree, every bird,
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every plant, every animal.
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And all of those
stories are around
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love, care, respect,
humility, compassion,
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and an obligation to share.
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โ Let's start with the view from the shore.
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We were watching aliens come
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out of the blue.
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Native people, they had
so much experience with
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the ocean, with the
water consciousness.
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That the ocean would
tell them that there was
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another way,
a different way coming.
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โ The way it's told in the
books is these ships arrive
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and what do they describe,
that they see?
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Everything is flowering
and fruiting and flourishing.
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Game is plentiful,
water is sparkling.
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They even describe it as,
they've come upon Eden.
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โ The Western world,
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something happened over there
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when the inquisition happened,
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they were drawn
away from the Earth,
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and the witches and the
warlocks were all gotten rid of
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โthe witches only means
the wise ones of the forest.
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โ These witch hunts went on
for hundreds of years in Europe,
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and what that tells me is,
that's how they knew what to do.
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Who was set out on those ships?
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You know, they used to make
the children watch...
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the tortures, beatings,
the drownings, everything.
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And, um, so that
they would know,
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they would know...
in their bones,
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you know, they, they, they,
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they branded that trauma
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into those children.
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They were the ones
who were on the boats.
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โ And at that time,
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where mourning was outlawed,
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โand if you can't mourn the dead,
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then what do you do
with the energy?
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You hold it within and you
don't know how to grieve anymoreโ
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that came over
here in the ships.
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โ The people who were living here
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were understanding
themselves as being beauty,
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and the people who
were coming from Europe
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were understanding themselves
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as being in sin.
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โ They tried to say that we didn't exist,
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that we didn't have belief,
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we didn't know how
to govern ourselves,
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we didn't know how to
look after ourselves.
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You know, when they have
the Doctrine of Discovery
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that we didn't exist
until they laid eyes on us.
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โ When the truth of the matter was,
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there were millions
of human beings
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occupying this continent.
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Civilizations had
risen and fallen here.
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โ What the invading culture that
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landed here in these vessels of infestation
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so long ago,
when they came here,
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they needed to disconnect
people to the landscape.
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And so how do you do that?
You break down their culture.
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โ Remove you from the land,
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remove you from the culture,
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take you from the land,
put you on reserves.
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And when you remove the people
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from the connection to the land,
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you're taking away the heart
and soul of the people.
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โ So the world outside came to us
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and smothered
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the people of this place.
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So as the days went on,
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we lost more and more
and more and more and more,
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until we even lost ourselves.
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โ Money was not our
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economic source
of wealth and growth.
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It was the ability
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to have a relationship
with our land
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and our sky and our sea,
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and we lost that.
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โ We were taken
to a concentration camp
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in the southern part
of New Mexico,
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which is about a 400 mile walk.
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Very, very cruel walk.
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You know, there are stories of
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pregnant women
who couldn't walk,
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were, were shot and left
by the side of the road.
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Initially, the plan was
out and out,
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you know, murder, you know,
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like every single one of us
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was to be exterminated,
you know and,
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and that's what they say
about the whole continent, right,
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that nine out of ten of the
inhabitants were exterminated.
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โ My great grandmother
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were survivors of some of
these massacres that happened,
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so they were holding on
to these stories,
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and it was so difficult
for them to tell because,
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they were like four
or five years old.
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And then watching the whole
population of their communities
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wiped out in a day or two. So...
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there are stories about mothers
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sticking their children
into hollow logs
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to protect them,
you know, from the troopers
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who were coming through
on horseback
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and annihilating
a whole population.
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And then those children then
have to grow from there,
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and to deal with that, like,
how are you going to have to
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process that,
and then keep that story?
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โ The African bodies they were taking
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across the Atlantic,
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and their cultures
and their stories,
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and their mythology
and cosmology,
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became this thriving
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Afro-diasporic spirituality.
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My people are,
in a sense, like dust,
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they're, they're
indigenous and yet
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they are... diasporic,
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they're dispersed,
they're exilic, they're ecstatic,
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they're besides themselves.
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โ On this day and at this time
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we celebrate once again
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the blessings of our ancestors,
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at the starting point,
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to where the first
Africans came in,
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to the so-called New World.
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As we stand here today,
it is important that
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we reach back into our
own minds and our own spirit,
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to understand we are
spirit of their spirit,
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we're blood of their blood,
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we're bone of the bone,
and we're flesh of their flesh.
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โ Africa is a continent of 55 countries,
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with thousands of different cultures,
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thousands of different dialects,
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and most of us have no idea
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where we come from.
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How many of us have
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slave owner's last names, right?
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90% of Africans
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living outside of the continent,
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they have a last name
that connect them
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to ownership.
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โ We had government policies
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that said that
we had to assimilate,
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we had to en-whiten our people.
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So we had to take on this
new invading culture.
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We had to take on
their religion,
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their daily practices, so that
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we would move from the past
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into their new future.
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โ Then next thing you
know comes this axe,
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a weapon,
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and they start chopping
down the trees.
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All the trees are chopped
down in that forest.
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And then with the wood,
they build a church.
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Then all the people
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who chopped down the
trees gather in the church.
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And so, one of the people
go down to ask them,
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โ What are you doing?
275
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โ Oh, we're talking to God.
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And so the native
comes back and, and they said,
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โ Why do you have to cut down
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all of the trees
to talk to God?
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โ Many say that we chose to,
280
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that we went to
church for salvation,
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that they are our saviors.
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That's the role
they want to have.
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In reality,
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the truth behind it all
285
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is that they took away food,
286
00:29:20,571 --> 00:29:23,786
they took away human rights, basic rights.
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They punished the families
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that didn't get baptized.
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โ So we closed our eyes and bowed our heads,
290
00:30:05,743 --> 00:30:09,209
by the time we opened our
eyes, our land was gone.
291
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โ The colonizers came with the Bible
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and a pencil,
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00:30:21,814 --> 00:30:23,814
and they did not
give us erasers.
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The Cross
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came with schooling,
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and they worked together
to create uniformity,
297
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to create standardization,
298
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to create a one-world thesis,
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and the one-world thesis is
just the right environment
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for a supreme God
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who trounces all other Gods.
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Our Father Who art in Heaven,
hallowed be Thy name,
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Thy Kingdom come,
Thy will be done...
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00:31:24,914 --> 00:31:29,882
โ We see God in a different... lens.
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I see God in everything:
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in the sunlight,
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00:31:35,286 --> 00:31:38,614
the trees that are there, the water,
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00:31:38,829 --> 00:31:42,329
the air, the universe.
309
00:31:42,771 --> 00:31:46,186
You know, we respect that,
we know that's God's work.
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It was forbidden for us
to do ceremony
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or dress up... beautiful.
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It was against the law,
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we could be punished for that.
314
00:32:00,286 --> 00:32:01,871
Why they forbid that?
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00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:04,257
'Cause they didn't believe that
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00:32:04,286 --> 00:32:06,200
we were in touch with God,
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00:32:06,229 --> 00:32:08,200
and all our ancestors.
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00:32:19,414 --> 00:32:21,157
The loss of land:
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our territory, when they created
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00:32:24,271 --> 00:32:26,343
this reservation,
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00:32:28,143 --> 00:32:31,014
when you look outside,
it's only a one mile square,
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00:32:31,943 --> 00:32:34,029
but our traditional land is
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00:32:34,057 --> 00:32:35,757
100 miles all around,
324
00:32:37,486 --> 00:32:39,114
and that's not natural.
325
00:33:46,157 --> 00:33:49,571
โ The shamans had the responsibility
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00:33:50,586 --> 00:33:53,057
of... this tribe.
327
00:33:54,971 --> 00:33:57,671
Responsible for the souls
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00:33:57,700 --> 00:33:59,286
of these humans.
329
00:34:02,329 --> 00:34:04,029
โ Our spiritual leader,
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00:34:04,057 --> 00:34:05,271
he was poisonedโ
331
00:34:05,300 --> 00:34:07,257
You kill the spiritual leader,
332
00:34:07,286 --> 00:34:09,157
but then how do you,
how do you expect
333
00:34:09,186 --> 00:34:10,400
this community to survive?
334
00:34:12,186 --> 00:34:15,357
โ They banned the art of medicine.
335
00:34:16,186 --> 00:34:18,729
A lot of our healers decided
336
00:34:18,757 --> 00:34:20,800
to close off all the portals,
337
00:34:21,529 --> 00:34:24,143
and a lot of them
went underground,
338
00:34:24,171 --> 00:34:25,557
and took their
knowledge with them.
339
00:34:26,714 --> 00:34:28,514
Some died
with their knowledge,
340
00:34:29,500 --> 00:34:31,200
some continue
to practice underground.
341
00:34:34,257 --> 00:34:37,000
โ The shamans forced to
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00:34:37,029 --> 00:34:39,414
abandon the people,
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00:34:41,086 --> 00:34:42,371
that is a curse.
344
00:34:44,086 --> 00:34:47,000
If you do not have the link
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00:34:47,029 --> 00:34:48,986
between you and the spirits,
346
00:34:49,014 --> 00:34:52,514
the one who can see
what's wrong,
347
00:34:53,829 --> 00:34:55,371
we go on blindly.
348
00:35:02,129 --> 00:35:03,843
โ So I don't really know at what point
349
00:35:03,871 --> 00:35:05,286
like this conscience grew,
350
00:35:05,314 --> 00:35:06,771
or I don't know
if it was conscience
351
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:09,471
or what was it that
happened where, I mean,
352
00:35:09,500 --> 00:35:11,157
I guess what
I'd like to think is that
353
00:35:11,186 --> 00:35:13,571
it was our prayers
and our ceremonies
354
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:15,471
that shifted just that,
355
00:35:15,500 --> 00:35:17,329
that place of just outright slaughter
356
00:35:17,357 --> 00:35:19,557
of every single indigenous person
357
00:35:19,586 --> 00:35:23,257
to a place of wanting to negotiate.
358
00:35:25,357 --> 00:35:26,986
It was proposed that we sign a treaty.
359
00:35:32,643 --> 00:35:34,543
โ Our spiritual leader,
360
00:35:34,571 --> 00:35:38,257
Olonana, was forced
to sign an agreement
361
00:35:38,286 --> 00:35:40,614
for the entire Nairobi Highlands to be
362
00:35:40,643 --> 00:35:42,143
taken by the British government.
363
00:36:02,729 --> 00:36:05,100
โ My ancestor, Te Ruki Kawiti
364
00:36:05,129 --> 00:36:07,257
said no, he would not sign the treaty.
365
00:36:07,286 --> 00:36:09,954
He said, "We can look
after ourselves. Go away.
366
00:36:09,956 --> 00:36:11,831
Go back to wherever you come from."
367
00:36:12,271 --> 00:36:14,314
He did however, sign it in the end,
368
00:36:14,529 --> 00:36:16,657
to save his people, his tribe.
369
00:36:16,757 --> 00:36:18,757
or else they'd be wiped out.
370
00:36:20,514 --> 00:36:22,514
โ And in that treaty
371
00:36:22,543 --> 00:36:24,757
it said that we would send our children
372
00:36:24,900 --> 00:36:26,400
to their schools.
373
00:36:27,357 --> 00:36:29,600
The children are growing
up to be good citizens
374
00:36:29,629 --> 00:36:31,429
managers of their own homes.
375
00:36:33,086 --> 00:36:36,486
โ The first schools that started here
were called the Native schools.
376
00:36:36,514 --> 00:36:37,543
We were the natives,
377
00:36:37,571 --> 00:36:39,529
our grandparents were the natives.
378
00:36:40,671 --> 00:36:42,819
And you were not to speak Mฤori.
379
00:36:47,386 --> 00:36:50,386
โ The residential school, it was their way.
380
00:36:50,657 --> 00:36:53,371
It was the priests and the nuns,
381
00:36:55,386 --> 00:36:58,714
want to take, want to make
us something that we weren't,
382
00:37:00,514 --> 00:37:01,771
trying to 'civilize' us.
383
00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:04,429
We were civilized. We were civilized.
384
00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:07,686
And they were trying to civilize us,
385
00:37:08,214 --> 00:37:10,514
because we don't kill.
386
00:37:10,543 --> 00:37:13,629
Today, โlook in the worldโ
today, today,
387
00:37:13,771 --> 00:37:16,557
people kill, and they are civilized.
388
00:37:16,586 --> 00:37:19,171
โ We did have a lot of fun,
389
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:22,443
and we are sorry we are going.
390
00:37:22,657 --> 00:37:26,814
โ A lot of them, a few more missions
like Santa Teresa , that'd be lovely.
391
00:37:27,443 --> 00:37:30,186
I think that's what the
little black kids like too.
392
00:37:33,014 --> 00:37:34,857
โ Every Aboriginal family
393
00:37:34,886 --> 00:37:36,471
or indigenous family in Australia,
394
00:37:36,500 --> 00:37:38,871
is impacted from
the Stolen Generation.
395
00:37:38,900 --> 00:37:42,771
They brought in that old
harsh way of segregation,
396
00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:44,429
and they enforced that onto
397
00:37:44,457 --> 00:37:46,157
the indigenous population here.
398
00:37:49,714 --> 00:37:51,786
โ We had to prove that
we were human beings.
399
00:37:52,943 --> 00:37:55,900
They were trying
to tell themselves
400
00:37:55,929 --> 00:37:57,886
that we weren't
actually human beings.
401
00:37:59,029 --> 00:38:02,029
So this is when theโ
we shifted from just,
402
00:38:02,057 --> 00:38:04,986
you know, outright genocide to
403
00:38:05,014 --> 00:38:06,800
"Kill the Indian, save the man."
404
00:38:06,829 --> 00:38:09,157
This was the name of the campaign.
405
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:34,000
โ 1950, I came here.
406
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:37,529
Just a little guy.
407
00:38:40,614 --> 00:38:43,414
โ I came here, 1954.
408
00:38:50,457 --> 00:38:53,800
โ Where you used to hear 150 kids,
409
00:38:54,571 --> 00:38:57,743
all in these yards
over here, now, it's a...
410
00:38:58,543 --> 00:39:00,157
it's a silence.
411
00:39:04,629 --> 00:39:06,829
But you can hear
them screaming yet.
412
00:39:26,614 --> 00:39:29,414
โ We were at home,
when the cattle truck
413
00:39:29,443 --> 00:39:31,186
from the residential school
414
00:39:31,714 --> 00:39:33,386
come to pick us up.
415
00:39:34,171 --> 00:39:36,500
I remember,
I was seven years old.
416
00:39:36,529 --> 00:39:37,829
There was a little excitement:
417
00:39:37,857 --> 00:39:40,600
"Hey, we gonna go out.
We gonna have a car ride."
418
00:39:41,786 --> 00:39:44,157
But I didn't know
that trip would change
419
00:39:44,714 --> 00:39:46,300
the rest of my life.
420
00:39:56,043 --> 00:39:58,757
โ Their goal, was to make
421
00:39:58,786 --> 00:40:02,414
our own culture so repulsive to us,
422
00:40:02,443 --> 00:40:04,686
that we would never
think about going back.
423
00:40:04,714 --> 00:40:06,343
โ We were traumatizedโ
424
00:40:06,371 --> 00:40:09,286
I was beaten at school
for speaking my language,
425
00:40:09,614 --> 00:40:13,414
in the seventies, literally beaten.
426
00:40:13,971 --> 00:40:16,229
โ "That's an evil tongue you're talking"
427
00:40:17,129 --> 00:40:19,086
โthat's what she was saying to meโ
428
00:40:19,114 --> 00:40:21,286
and she got these pliers,
429
00:40:21,314 --> 00:40:24,600
and grabbed the pliers and
430
00:40:24,629 --> 00:40:27,843
put it right at the very
tip of my fingernails,
431
00:40:27,871 --> 00:40:32,486
and pulled my fingernails out.
432
00:40:33,086 --> 00:40:34,786
And while she was doing that,
433
00:40:34,814 --> 00:40:37,071
she was saying to me,
434
00:40:37,100 --> 00:40:40,343
"You're not supposed to be talking
435
00:40:40,371 --> 00:40:42,800
that gibberish
you're talking."
436
00:40:44,857 --> 00:40:46,314
โ Being exploited,
437
00:40:48,014 --> 00:40:51,729
and witness other
boys being exploited,
438
00:40:54,343 --> 00:40:56,871
by people who had
439
00:40:58,243 --> 00:41:00,629
an addiction in hurting
440
00:41:00,657 --> 00:41:02,200
and touching you,
441
00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:06,186
that was the hardest part.
442
00:41:11,143 --> 00:41:12,600
โ My dad went here.
443
00:41:13,886 --> 00:41:17,729
You know, my dad was an
angry man, really angry.
444
00:41:20,943 --> 00:41:23,229
He was hung up in there,
445
00:41:23,257 --> 00:41:25,100
got the lash.
446
00:41:25,129 --> 00:41:28,586
My dad and his brothers, you know,
447
00:41:29,129 --> 00:41:31,914
and how many other men that resisted,
448
00:41:32,471 --> 00:41:35,300
you know, the,
the priests in the school.
449
00:41:36,057 --> 00:41:38,271
He took from here his anger,
450
00:41:38,300 --> 00:41:42,971
you know, and it's
in here, in the blood,
451
00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:44,786
blood memory, you know.
452
00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:50,229
And I carry that on,
to my children, my son.
453
00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:56,429
Intergenerational trauma,
454
00:41:56,457 --> 00:41:58,243
I passed that to my children.
455
00:42:00,571 --> 00:42:03,243
It don't matter how much
I say, "I'm sorry,"
456
00:42:04,371 --> 00:42:06,200
can't take away that trauma.
457
00:42:26,614 --> 00:42:28,486
โ In the first generation,
458
00:42:28,514 --> 00:42:30,843
indigenous men were killed
459
00:42:30,871 --> 00:42:32,957
and women were sexually misused.
460
00:42:32,986 --> 00:42:36,143
And in the second generation
of those people who were
461
00:42:36,171 --> 00:42:39,757
defined by that, who
survived those massacres,
462
00:42:39,786 --> 00:42:41,157
were forced to work,
463
00:42:41,514 --> 00:42:44,186
for tea, flour, sugar
464
00:42:44,214 --> 00:42:46,043
and alcohol.
465
00:42:46,071 --> 00:42:48,957
Alcohol was introduced
in the second generation.
466
00:42:48,986 --> 00:42:50,643
And then in the third generation,
467
00:42:50,671 --> 00:42:52,629
spousal assaults started to move in.
468
00:42:52,657 --> 00:42:55,129
Some men started to hit women.
469
00:42:55,157 --> 00:42:57,857
Who did they have to take
their, their distress,
470
00:42:57,886 --> 00:43:00,757
their pain, their rage,
their anger out on,
471
00:43:00,786 --> 00:43:02,629
except those around them?
472
00:43:02,657 --> 00:43:04,200
Because they couldn't
have taken it out
473
00:43:04,229 --> 00:43:06,429
on the colonizers,
they'd have been shot,
474
00:43:06,457 --> 00:43:08,671
or they'd have been imprisoned.
475
00:43:08,700 --> 00:43:10,657
Then there's the fourth generation,
476
00:43:10,686 --> 00:43:13,143
spousal assaults started
to move to children,
477
00:43:14,329 --> 00:43:16,914
and as it moved to children,
those children grew up,
478
00:43:16,943 --> 00:43:19,857
so then we had,
kind of like an epidemic,
479
00:43:19,886 --> 00:43:22,843
of us internalizing our,
480
00:43:22,871 --> 00:43:25,071
our pain, our distress.
481
00:43:26,357 --> 00:43:28,614
And in the fifth and sixth generation,
482
00:43:28,643 --> 00:43:30,229
it becomes cyclic.
483
00:43:39,100 --> 00:43:41,314
โ I was born from the
Sodom and Gomorrah
484
00:43:41,343 --> 00:43:43,757
of my country's greed,
485
00:43:43,786 --> 00:43:46,200
the burning accumulation
486
00:43:46,229 --> 00:43:48,314
of my country's greed,
487
00:43:48,343 --> 00:43:50,671
the consummated degradation
488
00:43:50,700 --> 00:43:52,329
of my country's greed,
489
00:43:54,757 --> 00:43:57,514
Suckled on the nipple of agony,
490
00:43:57,543 --> 00:43:59,957
of my people suffering.
491
00:43:59,986 --> 00:44:03,143
Gazed into the salty, hollow eyes
492
00:44:03,171 --> 00:44:04,929
of my people suffering.
493
00:44:04,957 --> 00:44:08,214
I was raised in the fire
of destruction,
494
00:44:08,243 --> 00:44:12,786
with my ancestors' blood
on my hands and my feet,
495
00:44:12,814 --> 00:44:15,686
cried in the corners
of the nation's darkness,
496
00:44:15,714 --> 00:44:18,714
with my ancestors' blood
on my hands and my feet.
497
00:44:19,814 --> 00:44:23,657
I was raped, then married
to colonial oppression.
498
00:44:23,686 --> 00:44:26,600
Split in two by the principles of hatred,
499
00:44:26,629 --> 00:44:28,800
bore the offspring of victimhood.
500
00:44:29,343 --> 00:44:32,829
Split in two by the principles of hatred,
501
00:44:32,857 --> 00:44:36,229
fed the household of
internalized injustice.
502
00:44:36,257 --> 00:44:38,600
split in two by the principles
503
00:44:38,629 --> 00:44:40,786
of my country's hatred.
504
00:44:41,057 --> 00:44:44,686
In my broken raging
twisted damned emptiness,
505
00:44:44,714 --> 00:44:48,257
my exile to the margins
of your unconsciousness,
506
00:44:48,286 --> 00:44:51,371
my imprisonment
to your broad ignorance,
507
00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:55,314
my enslavement to your
single-eyed bigotry,
508
00:44:55,343 --> 00:44:57,886
my alienation to your kindness,
509
00:44:58,729 --> 00:45:01,143
I fell down to the bottom.
510
00:45:14,371 --> 00:45:16,214
โ I was seven years old
511
00:45:16,243 --> 00:45:18,286
when we moved to Denmark,
512
00:45:23,971 --> 00:45:26,714
because my big sister
513
00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:31,529
had turned in my father for rape.
514
00:45:37,643 --> 00:45:40,357
As I got closer to puberty,
515
00:45:40,571 --> 00:45:43,200
my body started changing,
and with that,
516
00:45:44,429 --> 00:45:46,343
I was more and more
scared of him.
517
00:45:53,714 --> 00:45:57,629
The first time I was 15,
518
00:45:57,657 --> 00:46:01,243
and I had tried to commit suicide,
519
00:46:04,329 --> 00:46:08,943
and from then on I started to write.
520
00:46:08,971 --> 00:46:10,671
I didn't know at the time,
521
00:46:11,429 --> 00:46:14,471
but I started to connect
with Spirit.
522
00:46:19,843 --> 00:46:21,457
โ The darkness has fallen,
523
00:46:22,500 --> 00:46:25,714
and the demons stand at
the uncurtained window.
524
00:46:27,186 --> 00:46:28,771
Fear is sleeping.
525
00:46:29,614 --> 00:46:31,986
The whispering voice of Myan
526
00:46:32,014 --> 00:46:33,686
gently assures me:
527
00:46:34,029 --> 00:46:36,614
"The table is being prepared,
528
00:46:36,643 --> 00:46:38,300
rest now,
529
00:46:38,329 --> 00:46:40,786
and let strength be renewed."
530
00:46:45,143 --> 00:46:47,771
This one was after my father died.
531
00:46:49,657 --> 00:46:52,286
So, my father was a pedophile.
532
00:46:54,243 --> 00:46:58,243
And so, darkness was...
a time of terror.
533
00:47:00,943 --> 00:47:03,186
I remember at ten,
534
00:47:03,214 --> 00:47:05,929
praying to forget.
535
00:47:20,771 --> 00:47:23,729
โ Then I had my first relationship
536
00:47:24,629 --> 00:47:26,800
and suddenly I was pregnant
537
00:47:27,986 --> 00:47:32,529
โyou know, Inuit
sees children as a gift
538
00:47:32,871 --> 00:47:35,957
from Sila, from ancestorsโ
539
00:47:36,971 --> 00:47:40,814
and... he came,
540
00:47:44,700 --> 00:47:46,571
and I remember seeing him,
541
00:47:47,257 --> 00:47:51,229
thinking... how I had been treated,
542
00:47:52,729 --> 00:47:55,057
how can anyone
543
00:47:55,314 --> 00:47:57,400
do this to a child?
544
00:47:57,429 --> 00:48:00,071
I was like that.
545
00:48:00,100 --> 00:48:02,471
How could anyone treat me so bad?
546
00:48:11,186 --> 00:48:13,943
โ I began to wonder,
547
00:48:13,971 --> 00:48:15,886
how did he get there?
548
00:48:17,729 --> 00:48:22,357
Whatโhow was he dehumanized?
549
00:48:23,843 --> 00:48:26,757
I knew, through the Indian Act.
550
00:48:26,786 --> 00:48:29,286
I knew, through Indian
residential school,
551
00:48:30,857 --> 00:48:33,029
I had that understanding,
552
00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:37,529
but it seemed there were really
553
00:48:37,557 --> 00:48:39,800
big pieces I was missing.
554
00:48:42,471 --> 00:48:44,814
How is it that
555
00:48:44,843 --> 00:48:47,129
a human, a father,
556
00:48:50,386 --> 00:48:53,543
could have his heart
557
00:48:53,571 --> 00:48:57,743
and his mind, so distorted?
558
00:49:06,900 --> 00:49:10,529
โ And I got weaker
and weaker and weaker.
559
00:49:12,143 --> 00:49:14,229
In the end,
560
00:49:14,257 --> 00:49:16,843
I was, I had to
561
00:49:18,614 --> 00:49:20,986
let go of my child,
562
00:49:22,114 --> 00:49:24,529
because I had promised
563
00:49:24,557 --> 00:49:26,314
to never harm him,
564
00:49:27,914 --> 00:49:32,114
and I'd give my trauma to him.
565
00:49:32,143 --> 00:49:35,114
I could see the patterns come.
566
00:49:37,171 --> 00:49:39,329
And I remember laying next to him,
567
00:49:39,357 --> 00:49:42,229
while he slept for his nap.
568
00:49:42,957 --> 00:49:45,129
He was two years old,
569
00:49:46,514 --> 00:49:49,600
and I knew that
when he falls asleep
570
00:49:50,443 --> 00:49:52,700
I would leave him.
571
00:49:53,286 --> 00:49:56,571
I loved him more
than I loved me.
572
00:49:56,600 --> 00:50:00,014
I wanted to take care of him,
I never wanted to leave him,
573
00:50:00,543 --> 00:50:01,957
but I had to.
574
00:50:04,857 --> 00:50:06,729
He should live happy.
575
00:50:08,629 --> 00:50:10,214
Not the way I lived.
576
00:50:10,929 --> 00:50:12,814
Not my childhood. Never.
577
00:50:16,186 --> 00:50:19,057
โ And then finding out at 36,
578
00:50:19,086 --> 00:50:21,171
he'd been sexually abusing
579
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:24,829
my two daughters,
who were 3 and 7 at the time.
580
00:50:25,214 --> 00:50:27,629
I reported my father
to the police.
581
00:50:28,529 --> 00:50:30,829
And he went to jail.
582
00:50:30,857 --> 00:50:34,529
So my children wanted to know
583
00:50:34,557 --> 00:50:37,714
about their Ya'a,
about their grandfather.
584
00:50:49,657 --> 00:50:53,486
โ I didn't have a chance against
585
00:50:55,414 --> 00:50:57,914
this deep, deep, deep trauma
586
00:50:57,943 --> 00:51:01,143
that goes even beyond this life.
587
00:51:01,214 --> 00:51:05,343
So, I didn't care if
I lived or died anymore.
588
00:51:06,643 --> 00:51:10,686
And when I did the
last suicide attempt,
589
00:51:11,871 --> 00:51:13,157
I...
590
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:17,357
I actually got- left this world
591
00:51:17,386 --> 00:51:19,386
and went to the realm of the dead.
592
00:51:20,500 --> 00:51:22,543
I remember closing my eyes,
593
00:51:24,429 --> 00:51:27,086
and I went to a place
where I thought,
594
00:51:27,114 --> 00:51:29,286
"What is this?"
595
00:51:30,671 --> 00:51:33,929
And then this peace was there,
596
00:51:34,057 --> 00:51:37,757
and this peace,
I was like, 'Wow,'
597
00:51:37,786 --> 00:51:40,586
and I closed my
eyes again and I felt it,
598
00:51:40,614 --> 00:51:43,943
but this time,
I met something,
599
00:51:44,457 --> 00:51:46,300
and I opened my eyes
600
00:51:46,329 --> 00:51:48,829
and I had peace in this world.
601
00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:41,286
โ My children, they're the ones
602
00:52:41,314 --> 00:52:43,943
who showed me that I had to learn
603
00:52:43,971 --> 00:52:45,214
how to forgive.
604
00:52:45,557 --> 00:52:49,471
It's embracing both sides:
605
00:52:51,286 --> 00:52:53,500
it's me embracing
606
00:52:53,529 --> 00:52:56,229
my father as a pedophile,
607
00:52:57,286 --> 00:52:59,243
and myself as a victim.
608
00:53:00,871 --> 00:53:04,829
A willingness to come to
a place of understanding,
609
00:53:04,857 --> 00:53:08,443
acceptance and forgiveness,
610
00:53:09,514 --> 00:53:12,643
and not the kind of
forgiveness that I was
611
00:53:13,529 --> 00:53:15,771
trained to understand
612
00:53:16,071 --> 00:53:19,114
as a religious person,
613
00:53:19,814 --> 00:53:21,857
but the forgiveness
614
00:53:23,629 --> 00:53:25,629
that brings wisdom,
615
00:53:28,414 --> 00:53:31,257
so that you can be medicine
616
00:53:31,286 --> 00:53:32,986
for other people.
617
00:53:35,471 --> 00:53:37,171
โ Something else came,
618
00:53:39,286 --> 00:53:43,457
this tiny flame,
like in the qulleq (oil lamp)
619
00:53:43,943 --> 00:53:47,700
This tiny flame... in the igloo,
620
00:53:47,729 --> 00:53:50,643
that just lights up everything,
621
00:53:50,671 --> 00:53:52,086
it was there.
622
00:54:00,400 --> 00:54:03,143
โ It's in that stillness and quietness
623
00:54:03,171 --> 00:54:05,929
that the supernatural
624
00:54:05,957 --> 00:54:09,457
shows what it is that's needed,
625
00:54:10,957 --> 00:54:13,700
and this is the mystery
626
00:54:13,729 --> 00:54:15,771
that we learn in ceremony,
627
00:54:17,771 --> 00:54:19,357
and this is forgiveness.
628
00:55:00,714 --> 00:55:02,129
That which is known in Heaven...
629
00:55:02,157 --> 00:55:04,543
โ If you visited a healer priest
630
00:55:04,571 --> 00:55:06,571
in Yoruba land,
631
00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:09,014
โthe Babalawo is what
we will call themโ
632
00:55:09,043 --> 00:55:13,000
the Babalawo would
go into a divinitry space.
633
00:55:17,286 --> 00:55:20,043
I greet the divine chain of Heaven,
servant to the King,
634
00:55:20,071 --> 00:55:21,900
I call upon the spirit
of the gentleman
635
00:55:21,929 --> 00:55:23,929
to positively deliver...
636
00:55:41,600 --> 00:55:45,271
โ When the priest makes that divination,
637
00:55:45,300 --> 00:55:47,043
they can see who you are,
638
00:55:47,071 --> 00:55:49,657
and what your obstacles in life are,
639
00:55:49,686 --> 00:55:51,814
and they then prescribe
640
00:55:51,843 --> 00:55:55,429
what initiation you need to have,
641
00:55:55,457 --> 00:55:57,286
in order to regain health.
642
00:56:01,657 --> 00:56:03,529
โ In regards to your children,
643
00:56:03,557 --> 00:56:06,971
was there a difficult birth
with one of them or...
644
00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:08,000
โ Both.
645
00:56:08,029 --> 00:56:10,614
โ Circulation has been stuck, stagnant,
646
00:56:10,643 --> 00:56:11,971
I can't move forward.
647
00:56:12,929 --> 00:56:17,014
โ The Western culture
very much focuses
648
00:56:17,043 --> 00:56:21,629
on the individual in terms
of healing and therapy,
649
00:56:21,657 --> 00:56:24,286
instead of looking at the collective.
650
00:56:24,314 --> 00:56:26,486
โ What happened to
you when you were small?
651
00:56:26,514 --> 00:56:28,643
What did your
parents do to you?
652
00:56:28,671 --> 00:56:31,243
And then we trace trauma
along those lines.
653
00:56:31,271 --> 00:56:34,400
U.S. American psychology is premised
654
00:56:34,429 --> 00:56:36,771
on the stability of the individual
655
00:56:38,014 --> 00:56:40,971
as an isolated, dissociated self.
656
00:56:44,814 --> 00:56:46,443
โ When we're trying to understand
657
00:56:46,471 --> 00:56:50,014
the trauma that our people
have been through,
658
00:56:50,043 --> 00:56:51,957
the very word 'trauma'
659
00:56:52,814 --> 00:56:54,857
is building empires
660
00:56:55,757 --> 00:56:58,129
that promotes yet again
661
00:56:58,157 --> 00:57:00,786
a neoliberalistic way
662
00:57:00,814 --> 00:57:05,443
of commodifying our hurts.
663
00:58:05,929 --> 00:58:08,229
โ If we look at healing
664
00:58:08,257 --> 00:58:11,171
from the perspective of,
let's say, a medicine person,
665
00:58:11,200 --> 00:58:14,400
we're going to start with
dealing with the imbalances.
666
00:58:15,286 --> 00:58:17,914
Because, from that perspective
667
00:58:17,943 --> 00:58:21,357
we deal with the root cause,
668
00:58:21,386 --> 00:58:24,129
instead of chasing symptoms.
669
00:58:24,157 --> 00:58:26,486
โ They understand at a deep
670
00:58:26,514 --> 00:58:27,886
molecular level,
671
00:58:27,914 --> 00:58:30,214
that the individual is not theโ
672
00:58:30,243 --> 00:58:33,114
is not the item of issue,
673
00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:37,043
but the self is more porous,
674
00:58:37,071 --> 00:58:40,414
the individual is a large body
675
00:58:40,443 --> 00:58:44,229
that extends beyond
the boundaries of the skin,
676
00:58:44,257 --> 00:58:46,429
the individual is a terrain,
677
00:58:46,457 --> 00:58:47,714
or a territory.
678
00:58:51,929 --> 00:58:55,214
โ We fail time and time again
679
00:58:55,243 --> 00:58:58,200
in mental health, and behavioral health
680
00:58:58,229 --> 00:58:59,729
in the Western community.
681
00:58:59,757 --> 00:59:01,300
We are failing people
682
00:59:01,329 --> 00:59:03,914
all over the world, and then we take
683
00:59:03,943 --> 00:59:07,657
what we are still failing,
into indigenous communities
684
00:59:07,686 --> 00:59:09,800
and we want to indoctrinate them
685
00:59:09,829 --> 00:59:11,871
in the same failing system.
686
00:59:11,900 --> 00:59:14,200
โ The couch is too tiny a space
687
00:59:15,200 --> 00:59:18,400
to do the work of healing, right,
688
00:59:18,514 --> 00:59:21,729
but sometimes, we have to bring
something incomprehensible
689
00:59:21,757 --> 00:59:22,929
into the world.
690
01:00:14,900 --> 01:00:17,186
โ I believe healing
was always around us,
691
01:00:17,214 --> 01:00:19,257
no matter what age we were.
692
01:00:21,257 --> 01:00:24,429
I don't know how we
understand it, but we lived it.
693
01:00:30,057 --> 01:00:33,729
As a young child,
I can remember being told
694
01:00:33,757 --> 01:00:35,957
to put my hand on certain people
695
01:00:35,986 --> 01:00:38,700
and leave it in a certain space,
696
01:00:38,729 --> 01:00:39,971
and then they would say,
697
01:00:40,000 --> 01:00:42,171
"Oh, I can feel it coming through."
698
01:00:45,014 --> 01:00:47,257
It was just knowing.
699
01:00:53,043 --> 01:00:55,843
I hear the word trauma,
700
01:00:55,871 --> 01:00:57,571
I don't understand it,
701
01:00:57,600 --> 01:00:59,471
I don't see it in the body
702
01:00:59,500 --> 01:01:02,086
in the way that it's described.
703
01:01:06,743 --> 01:01:09,243
If we know how to smell the body,
704
01:01:09,271 --> 01:01:11,471
โand when I talk about smelling,
705
01:01:11,500 --> 01:01:14,586
I'm not talking about the
physical odor of the body,
706
01:01:14,614 --> 01:01:17,657
I'm talking about the
spiritual odor of the bodyโ
707
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:22,629
when we can smell that, you can
708
01:01:22,657 --> 01:01:26,157
almost smell which organ
it's coming from.
709
01:01:29,957 --> 01:01:32,743
We aren't taught as
children how to smell,
710
01:01:32,771 --> 01:01:34,557
we know it instinctively.
711
01:01:38,771 --> 01:01:41,514
Someone who has cancer
in the chest or the breast,
712
01:01:41,714 --> 01:01:43,586
their body exudes a smell.
713
01:01:44,129 --> 01:01:47,014
Everything has to do with
the physicalness of here.
714
01:01:47,043 --> 01:01:49,957
I don't see emotion.
I know where it is,
715
01:01:49,986 --> 01:01:52,029
and I know what they're doing.
716
01:01:52,057 --> 01:01:55,814
But my job is to align
this, this and this.
717
01:01:55,843 --> 01:01:57,343
When those are aligned,
718
01:01:57,371 --> 01:02:01,457
the emotion won't have
any way to interrupt them.
719
01:02:07,614 --> 01:02:10,943
Healing is intergenerational,
720
01:02:10,971 --> 01:02:14,300
but it's also multi-generational.
721
01:02:14,329 --> 01:02:18,871
I see it common at a time frame
722
01:02:18,900 --> 01:02:21,729
maybe two or three elders past.
723
01:02:22,471 --> 01:02:24,800
And if we could
take people back to
724
01:02:24,829 --> 01:02:26,829
just beyond that time frame,
725
01:02:26,857 --> 01:02:31,157
and weave that
energy and clear it,
726
01:02:31,186 --> 01:02:34,100
then come back to here now.
727
01:02:34,129 --> 01:02:37,129
Most times it stops it
going any further.
728
01:02:54,671 --> 01:02:57,843
The work we're taught is instantaneous
729
01:02:57,871 --> 01:03:03,657
if the person allows us and
opens their mind up to the possibility.
730
01:03:35,571 --> 01:03:38,586
โ My mom grew up Laสปau Lapaสปau,
731
01:03:38,614 --> 01:03:44,057
my dad grew up Ha,
by using words to heal.
732
01:03:44,086 --> 01:03:48,829
Both of them are healers,
one with herbs, one with words.
733
01:03:53,000 --> 01:03:54,957
The words of the Hawaiian people,
734
01:03:55,000 --> 01:03:57,386
they were able to bring life
735
01:03:57,414 --> 01:03:59,071
to one who is dying.
736
01:04:00,343 --> 01:04:02,214
With words, they were able
737
01:04:02,243 --> 01:04:05,443
to bring death to one
who is passing.
738
01:04:08,371 --> 01:04:11,543
The ancestors had very much
been a part of my life.
739
01:04:12,714 --> 01:04:15,343
Why did I become a warrior?
740
01:04:15,371 --> 01:04:18,286
When I came into the world,
it came with me.
741
01:04:31,514 --> 01:04:32,857
I was in Vietnam,
742
01:04:34,314 --> 01:04:36,529
and I had an explosion that
743
01:04:36,557 --> 01:04:38,214
took away my legs.
744
01:04:39,083 --> 01:04:41,029
And all of this...
745
01:04:42,724 --> 01:04:44,537
is artificial.
746
01:04:44,942 --> 01:04:48,252
But it was this time
that I began to see
747
01:04:49,111 --> 01:04:51,541
how it is that I am connected to
748
01:04:52,100 --> 01:04:54,557
ancestors that I never met.
749
01:05:04,671 --> 01:05:07,843
When this happened,
I knew, in two minutes' time,
750
01:05:07,871 --> 01:05:10,486
all the blood
will be out of my body,
751
01:05:10,514 --> 01:05:12,729
I will go unconscious,
752
01:05:12,757 --> 01:05:14,257
and then I will die.
753
01:05:17,157 --> 01:05:19,943
So in two minutes,
I must make the words
754
01:05:19,971 --> 01:05:21,557
to make things happen.
755
01:05:22,171 --> 01:05:24,429
I closed my eyes,
756
01:05:24,457 --> 01:05:26,029
and I said to myself,
757
01:05:27,043 --> 01:05:29,629
"Come, I need your help."
758
01:05:30,786 --> 01:05:32,157
I fell asleep,
759
01:05:32,943 --> 01:05:35,314
almost instantly,
760
01:05:35,343 --> 01:05:37,800
and when I woke up, I
761
01:05:37,829 --> 01:05:40,500
I said, "Oh, I'm still here,"
762
01:05:41,957 --> 01:05:44,086
and I looked at my wound,
763
01:05:44,114 --> 01:05:46,029
and it was not bleeding anymore.
764
01:05:47,343 --> 01:05:49,471
I was terribly afraid,
765
01:05:49,500 --> 01:05:52,157
now is the moment of my death.
766
01:05:52,186 --> 01:05:54,600
There is no more blood
coming out of my body.
767
01:05:55,243 --> 01:05:58,743
I closed my eyes again,
and fell asleep.
768
01:06:10,329 --> 01:06:13,243
And I woke up and, my goodness,
769
01:06:13,271 --> 01:06:14,686
I'm still alive!
770
01:06:15,514 --> 01:06:18,629
So I started to take
my shirt off and everything
771
01:06:18,657 --> 01:06:20,957
and I started to tie up myself,
772
01:06:22,357 --> 01:06:25,557
and... it was all good,
773
01:06:26,171 --> 01:06:27,629
I didn't feel a thing.
774
01:06:34,314 --> 01:06:36,443
And I was laying in the grass,
775
01:06:36,471 --> 01:06:39,014
waiting for the helicopter
to come to pick me up.
776
01:06:40,171 --> 01:06:42,000
Then I began to realize,
777
01:06:43,186 --> 01:06:46,300
"Wow, if not for them,
778
01:06:47,214 --> 01:06:48,714
I would not be here."
779
01:06:52,014 --> 01:06:54,143
So, I will tell you,
780
01:06:55,000 --> 01:06:56,243
if you call,
781
01:06:57,214 --> 01:06:58,500
they will come.
782
01:07:31,686 --> 01:07:34,057
โ I come from a shamanic lineage.
783
01:07:35,786 --> 01:07:38,457
My great grandparents
were shamans.
784
01:07:46,614 --> 01:07:50,243
Growing up, I had
times in my life when
785
01:07:52,386 --> 01:07:54,857
I didn't know it was my ancestors,
786
01:07:54,886 --> 01:07:57,257
but they came, and I just knew,
787
01:07:58,900 --> 01:08:01,900
and I was 15,
788
01:08:01,929 --> 01:08:04,971
when I started to leave town,
789
01:08:05,000 --> 01:08:06,914
and go to the mountains.
790
01:08:19,486 --> 01:08:21,314
I got in contact with
791
01:08:21,343 --> 01:08:23,086
the source of life.
792
01:08:23,729 --> 01:08:25,314
I didn't understand it,
793
01:08:26,686 --> 01:08:29,143
but I had let go of everything.
794
01:08:29,700 --> 01:08:33,157
And that's all that was left
was the spirit world.
795
01:08:45,757 --> 01:08:48,486
I had been dancing with it
my whole life,
796
01:08:48,514 --> 01:08:49,900
without knowing it.
797
01:08:50,810 --> 01:08:52,982
The struggle with myself and
798
01:08:53,154 --> 01:08:54,498
not letting go of me,
799
01:08:54,506 --> 01:08:56,178
so the spirits could come.
800
01:08:56,671 --> 01:08:59,429
That's the dance.
Taught me to let go,
801
01:08:59,457 --> 01:09:02,200
and I tried to hold on
so I didn't break.
802
01:09:04,029 --> 01:09:06,143
To break is the only solution.
803
01:09:07,400 --> 01:09:08,814
Yeah.
804
01:09:15,471 --> 01:09:18,386
Healing is to understand who you are,
805
01:09:18,414 --> 01:09:20,457
to take away all
806
01:09:20,486 --> 01:09:22,600
that's not supposed to be there,
807
01:09:22,629 --> 01:09:26,386
all the stories that you
have held on to, the emotions,
808
01:09:27,857 --> 01:09:31,186
all the heavy energies
go back to where they belong,
809
01:09:31,757 --> 01:09:34,386
so that you can get your full power
810
01:09:34,414 --> 01:09:37,786
back into your body, so that
there's room for your soul.
811
01:10:03,157 --> 01:10:04,829
โ You were born into beauty
812
01:10:04,857 --> 01:10:06,386
as beauty for joyful life.
813
01:10:06,414 --> 01:10:07,586
That's the truth.
814
01:10:12,443 --> 01:10:14,757
โ Even in our ceremonies we say,
815
01:10:14,786 --> 01:10:17,143
the ceremony house itself
816
01:10:17,171 --> 01:10:20,543
is speaking to that
original order of beauty.
817
01:10:25,000 --> 01:10:27,543
Its construct is telling
the story of that.
818
01:10:27,571 --> 01:10:30,414
So viscerally, when we
enter that ceremony house,
819
01:10:30,443 --> 01:10:32,229
we're already in that space,
820
01:10:32,257 --> 01:10:35,014
and the beauty, or that divine order
821
01:10:35,043 --> 01:10:37,000
is sung back into us again,
822
01:10:37,029 --> 01:10:38,529
and so that when we exit again,
823
01:10:39,214 --> 01:10:40,800
we're restored.
824
01:11:01,657 --> 01:11:03,529
โ You are the dreams of the forest,
825
01:11:03,557 --> 01:11:06,314
the dreams imagined you
and manifested you.
826
01:11:11,757 --> 01:11:13,300
You're the dreams of the rivers,
827
01:11:13,329 --> 01:11:14,957
the mountains and of the sun.
828
01:11:16,743 --> 01:11:18,329
You are the dream of the prairies,
829
01:11:18,357 --> 01:11:20,729
the grasses, the birds and animals.
830
01:11:22,943 --> 01:11:24,400
The only thing left up to you
831
01:11:24,429 --> 01:11:26,143
is your connection to them.
832
01:11:31,757 --> 01:11:33,414
What disconnects us is when
833
01:11:33,443 --> 01:11:35,857
we begin to think of self only.
834
01:11:35,971 --> 01:11:38,357
That's disrespecting
the dream that you are.
835
01:11:41,386 --> 01:11:43,229
Who needs power when
you have all those
836
01:11:43,257 --> 01:11:45,457
that dreamed you into being.
837
01:11:45,486 --> 01:11:47,286
You are also mystery.
838
01:11:47,314 --> 01:11:50,057
You are that dream,
the dream of the mystery.
839
01:11:55,314 --> 01:11:57,857
โ Creator, Mother Earth,
840
01:11:57,886 --> 01:12:00,514
thank you for the food
You've given us today.
841
01:12:02,371 --> 01:12:04,043
Thank you for the women.
842
01:12:04,486 --> 01:12:08,029
Thank you for the men
to protect them.
843
01:12:08,057 --> 01:12:10,471
Allow us to be part of
your grace.
844
01:12:31,986 --> 01:12:34,114
โ When we go into the sweat lodge,
845
01:12:34,143 --> 01:12:35,886
we're neither male or female,
846
01:12:48,357 --> 01:12:51,614
we're going into the
womb of Mother Earth,
847
01:12:51,643 --> 01:12:54,386
we're going for cleansing,
848
01:12:54,414 --> 01:12:57,414
we're going for connection
to all that was good,
849
01:12:57,443 --> 01:12:59,900
from our ancestry.
850
01:13:02,314 --> 01:13:04,529
It's like in ceremony,
851
01:13:04,557 --> 01:13:07,143
when we finally reach
852
01:13:07,171 --> 01:13:10,086
reach for it with everything
853
01:13:10,114 --> 01:13:12,029
to cling to it,
854
01:13:12,057 --> 01:13:14,186
it takes us to the other side.
855
01:13:15,243 --> 01:13:18,114
It takes us into sacred ceremony.
856
01:14:38,143 --> 01:14:41,329
โ We connect to Mother Earth
by putting the ocre on our bodies
857
01:14:41,357 --> 01:14:43,000
to reinforce that connection.
858
01:14:43,486 --> 01:14:46,600
โ We're wearing the blood
and bones of our ancestors,
859
01:14:46,629 --> 01:14:48,586
the old people that have
been put in the ground,
860
01:14:49,657 --> 01:14:50,986
that have become the ground.
861
01:14:58,529 --> 01:15:00,157
You're dancing
862
01:15:00,186 --> 01:15:01,929
with people that have
been here for thousands
863
01:15:01,957 --> 01:15:03,414
and thousands of years.
864
01:15:05,414 --> 01:15:06,757
And we become those people.
865
01:17:40,629 --> 01:17:42,829
โ They failed to take my language away,
866
01:17:42,857 --> 01:17:44,986
my language is my wisdom.
867
01:17:56,657 --> 01:17:58,329
You can never erase it.
868
01:18:01,514 --> 01:18:02,929
โ In the Lakota language,
869
01:18:02,957 --> 01:18:04,714
there is no true word for love,
870
01:18:06,157 --> 01:18:08,743
but accept love as
no beginning and no ending.
871
01:18:10,586 --> 01:18:12,800
Mahashani means "you are my skin."
872
01:18:15,514 --> 01:18:17,143
I, I cherish my language
873
01:18:17,986 --> 01:18:20,529
and anything that's left from it
874
01:18:21,071 --> 01:18:22,529
not to define,
875
01:18:22,557 --> 01:18:24,886
but to interpret the spirituality of earth.
876
01:18:25,900 --> 01:18:28,529
โ It's not just for each native nation
877
01:18:28,557 --> 01:18:31,643
to retrieve or, you know,
remember that language,
878
01:18:31,671 --> 01:18:34,457
but that vibration
and that understanding,
879
01:18:34,486 --> 01:18:36,357
that paradigm
880
01:18:36,457 --> 01:18:38,629
is key for human presence
881
01:18:38,657 --> 01:18:40,571
on this whole planet, I would say.
882
01:18:42,543 --> 01:18:44,957
โ We are gifts from the stars,
883
01:18:44,986 --> 01:18:46,486
we have become Earth beings.
884
01:18:48,071 --> 01:18:50,357
Our responsibility is about
885
01:18:50,386 --> 01:18:53,914
having to learn how to
have peace with Earth.
886
01:18:54,314 --> 01:18:55,614
We haven't learned how to
live with the Earth,
887
01:18:55,643 --> 01:18:57,429
we're still living on the Earth
888
01:18:57,457 --> 01:18:59,986
politically, mentally, physically,
889
01:19:01,457 --> 01:19:03,157
religiously,
890
01:19:03,543 --> 01:19:06,543
we're still living
on the Earth as domination.
891
01:19:08,743 --> 01:19:10,543
โ We live in a civilization that says
892
01:19:10,571 --> 01:19:12,400
Get well, get well, get well.
893
01:19:12,429 --> 01:19:14,286
It's about you, it's about
you, it's about you.
894
01:19:14,314 --> 01:19:16,643
It's about what you can
take from the dreaming world
895
01:19:16,671 --> 01:19:19,257
and apply to your own self.
896
01:19:19,286 --> 01:19:22,700
It's about your
notion of what's right.
897
01:19:22,729 --> 01:19:24,629
It's about your sense
of righteousness."
898
01:19:24,657 --> 01:19:26,000
And what this does
899
01:19:26,029 --> 01:19:28,129
is that it exteriorizes
900
01:19:28,157 --> 01:19:29,657
the flow of the river,
901
01:19:30,643 --> 01:19:33,100
and it blinds us
902
01:19:33,129 --> 01:19:34,586
in a death trap.
903
01:19:37,586 --> 01:19:39,014
Our nervous system
904
01:19:39,043 --> 01:19:41,586
is not limited to our bodies.
905
01:19:42,314 --> 01:19:44,814
The nervous system is forests
906
01:19:44,843 --> 01:19:47,514
and rivers and mountains,
907
01:19:47,543 --> 01:19:48,957
and the past,
908
01:19:48,986 --> 01:19:50,229
and the yet to come.
909
01:20:28,529 --> 01:20:32,029
โ The word decolonized is not enough.
910
01:20:32,057 --> 01:20:33,643
That, this is a curse.
911
01:20:35,014 --> 01:20:38,729
So to deconstruct, to decolonize,
912
01:20:38,757 --> 01:20:40,671
is about reversing.
913
01:20:44,014 --> 01:20:46,514
Our medicine people would say,
914
01:20:46,543 --> 01:20:49,371
"You cannot reverse a curse."
915
01:20:49,700 --> 01:20:51,857
A curse can only be transformed.
916
01:20:53,414 --> 01:20:55,700
โ Only colonized people
917
01:20:56,043 --> 01:20:57,371
colonize people.
918
01:20:58,557 --> 01:21:01,143
It's not just Inuit that needs to heal,
919
01:21:01,171 --> 01:21:03,586
not just the colonized.
920
01:21:03,614 --> 01:21:07,071
The colonizers need even
more healing than we do.
921
01:21:10,457 --> 01:21:12,414
A person in pain
922
01:21:12,443 --> 01:21:14,614
reacts to the world in pain,
923
01:21:17,757 --> 01:21:20,929
a person in peace reacts with peace.
924
01:21:20,957 --> 01:21:23,086
That's why we need to heal,
925
01:21:23,257 --> 01:21:25,586
so we do not bleed out
on each other.
926
01:21:29,357 --> 01:21:31,986
Now the white people are looking for
927
01:21:32,014 --> 01:21:35,343
help amongst the indigenous
natives and the aboriginals
928
01:21:35,371 --> 01:21:37,871
because they do not remember.
929
01:21:37,900 --> 01:21:40,657
We Indigenous people can help.
930
01:21:40,686 --> 01:21:42,686
Use my roots to dive
931
01:21:42,714 --> 01:21:44,457
into your own culture.
932
01:21:45,800 --> 01:21:48,957
Because I can
awaken my ancestors,
933
01:21:49,114 --> 01:21:50,514
I did that in a ceremony,
934
01:21:50,543 --> 01:21:51,757
so could you.
935
01:21:54,014 --> 01:21:55,471
We have a birthright,
936
01:21:57,229 --> 01:21:58,943
we have a heritage.
937
01:22:01,243 --> 01:22:03,614
It's still yours to take.
938
01:22:47,857 --> 01:22:50,357
โ Holy people all around, it's me
939
01:22:50,586 --> 01:22:52,886
coming before You
on this holy day.
940
01:22:52,914 --> 01:22:54,700
I just want to give thanks,
I want to give thanks,
941
01:22:54,729 --> 01:22:56,100
I want to give thanks.
I want to give thanks
942
01:22:56,129 --> 01:22:57,343
for this beautiful life,
943
01:22:57,371 --> 01:22:59,157
I want to give thanks
for this beautiful home,
944
01:22:59,186 --> 01:23:02,729
I want to give thanks
for this Mother Earth,
945
01:23:03,957 --> 01:23:06,329
so powerful, so beautiful,
946
01:23:06,357 --> 01:23:08,014
you placed us in paradise.
947
01:23:28,443 --> 01:23:30,029
Open the soil of the hearts
948
01:23:30,057 --> 01:23:32,386
for something new to grow
949
01:23:32,414 --> 01:23:36,000
from the seeds of all of
these powerful stories,
950
01:23:36,029 --> 01:23:38,071
some of them very hard stories,
951
01:23:39,357 --> 01:23:41,600
to release them, to
952
01:23:41,629 --> 01:23:44,043
to feel heard, to feel seen.
953
01:23:45,014 --> 01:23:47,714
And that's such a huge
part of, of the healing.
954
01:24:53,386 --> 01:24:55,257
In beauty, it is finished,
955
01:24:55,286 --> 01:24:58,871
in beauty it is finished,
in beauty it is finished,
956
01:24:58,900 --> 01:25:01,471
in beauty it is finished, Aho.
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