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We must practice the art of dying...
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so that when death comes for us,
we are ready.
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We must prepare for the hors mori,
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the hour of death.
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For what you are when you die...
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the same will you reappear
in the great day of eternity.
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Here on earth,
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everything is changing and unsettled.
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Beyond the grave, however...
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our condition is unchanging.
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Strange and mysterious it is, then,
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that God so often permits
the shadow of death...
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to be thrown down on us,
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that we may prepare ourselves
for His coming.
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And, speaking of shadows,
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I hope you all plan to watch
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today's annular eclipse of the sun.
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In God's name we pray, amen.
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- Amen.
- Amen.
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- Where are we gonna watch the eclipse?
- I'll have to watch it from Betty's.
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I'm getting my wedding dress
fitted this afternoon.
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That's right, that's right.
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Now, you remember, tell Betty,
add as much lace as she wants.
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Lovely sermon today, Pastor.
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Thank you, Mrs. Dickinson.
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I always look forward to Sundays.
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Kind of you to say.
And today will be particularly special.
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Do you plan to observe
the celestial event?
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The eclipse, Mom.
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Oh, I'll probably be too busy
in the kitchen.
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I'll be watching.
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Very good.
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And I hope you will perceive in it
some evidence of God's wonder.
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I'm just hoping I don't go blind.
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Where's Lavinia?
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God, all that talk about death
made me so horny.
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- Joseph.
- Yeah?
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I made something for you.
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No, no.
Really, I can't accept any more mittens.
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No, it's this.
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That's you.
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You recognized.
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Are you kidding?
I'd know those tits anywhere.
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I thought you were complimenting
my sketch technique.
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No, yeah.
You sketched your tits really well.
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Thank you.
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I can have this?
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Yes. It's for you.
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Because you're the only man
I ever want to gaze upon my body.
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I'mma do more
than just gaze upon that body, girl.
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My God.
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My God!
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Edward says that a man reached for a gun
on the floor of Congress
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to shoot another congressman.
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That's awful, ma'am.
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"Congressman Churchwell
reached for his gun"
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to shoot Representative Cullom,
who lunged at him
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"after Churchwell accused him
of defending the Missouri Compromise."
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So, a man nearly shot another man
because he wasn't pro-slavery enough.
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Honestly, can't anyone in this country
be civil to each other?
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Now I have to worry about Edward
and a gunfight.
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As if I don't already have enough
on my plate.
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Have you seen Ben?
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Mr. Newton, you mean?
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No. He hasn't been here today.
And I hope he doesn't come.
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Mom, why? You don't like him?
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I like him just fine.
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But I sent him home yesterday
with strict orders to stay in bed.
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He had a cough
that was positively wracking.
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Never a good sign, a cough like that.
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Aye, to be sure.
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Me husbands all had terrible coughs
like that before they passed.
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How many husbands have you had?
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Ah, what difference does it make?
They're all dead now.
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Well, Ben is coming here today.
We're going to watch the eclipse.
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Really, Emily?
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That's not a good idea.
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He should not be out in the cold.
And neither should you.
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Death is everywhere this winter.
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You know Ithamar Conkey's eldest daughter?
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She went ice-skating last week
and got consumption.
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Now she's buried in the ground.
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I know.
And the frost killed all my violets too.
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It's tragic.
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- Don't be flippant.
- I'm not.
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I loved those violets.
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He's here. I knew he'd come.
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Don't let him in.
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Ben, how are you feeling?
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I'm fine.
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Oh, no. Your cough is getting worse.
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No, I...
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Ben, you're too sick. We can't go out.
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No, we have to go. We can't miss this.
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It's okay. There will be another eclipse.
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No, there won't. Not for decades.
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And I promised you this...
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God, Ben.
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Let's just stay in.
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I'll make you tea.
We can sit by the fire and...
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No, Emily.
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The only fire that I wanna see
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is that ring of fire
around the black shadow of the moon.
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And I wanna see it with you.
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Imagine...
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darkness at noon.
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Now, come on.
Let's get your coat. Let's go.
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Okay.
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Hold this for me.
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You must be getting excited.
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Oh, I don't know.
Weddings are such a fuss.
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Especially a Dickinson wedding.
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It's all anyone in town can talk about.
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Already? It's still months away.
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Yes, well, it better be.
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Or else I won't have time
to finish this dress.
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Honey, I don't know if I measured wrong
or if you're getting a bit thicker...
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around here.
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Well, I haven't been holding back
at meals.
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I know some women stop eating altogether
before their weddings,
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but I can't seem to stop.
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I think maybe it's how I handle
the nerves, you know?
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Oh, yes.
I got real hungry before my wedding too.
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Real hungry.
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Maybe I should add more room
around the waist
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in case your appetite doesn't subside.
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That sounds good.
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Don't look.
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So, have you been reading
the new book I gave you?
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Oh, yes. I'm all about William Blake now.
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Which do you like better?
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"Songs of Innocence"
or "Songs of Experience"?
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You can't even ask that question.
That's two sides of the same coin.
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Totally.
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I memorized one. "The Garden of Love."
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Let's hear it.
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"I went to the Garden of Love
And saw what I never had seen
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A Chapel was built in the midst
Where I used to play on the green"
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"And the gates of this Chapel were shut
And Thou shalt not. writ over the door
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So I turned to the Garden of Love
That so many sweet flowers bore"
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"And I saw it was filled with graves
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And tomb-stones where flowers should be"
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"And Priests in black gowns,
were walking their rounds"
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"And binding with briars,
my joys and desires"
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It's so creepy, right?
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I love it.
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Hey, Emily.
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Hey, George.
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Long time no see.
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Yeah. I've... changed a lot.
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This is Ellen.
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Ellen Mandeville Grout.
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Of the Princeton Grouts.
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Emily Dickinson.
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Of... here.
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And this is?
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Oh, this is my friend Ben.
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That doesn't sound good, man.
You should go inside.
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We're just out to watch the eclipse.
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Us too.
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You know you shouldn't stare directly
at the sun, right?
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- Of course we know that.
- Okay.
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Just wanted to make sure.
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We poked some holes in a piece of paper.
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Ben made us smoked glass.
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Guess you got this covered.
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Why didn't you make those for us?
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Well, we should keep walking.
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It's good to see you, Emily.
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So, how long has he been in love with you?
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He... wanted to marry me.
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Aha. And you said...
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No.
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Kicked him out of the garden of love?
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I never said
he could enter it in the first place.
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You know, sometimes...
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I wanna ask you.
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You wanna ask me what?
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To marry me.
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No. I mean, not to marry me.
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I wanna ask you to not marry me.
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Forever.
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- I would do that.
- Really?
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Should I propose?
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I mean, no. Un-propose.
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No. No, it should be the reverse.
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I should be the one
who un-proposes to you.
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Ben Newton, will you anti-marry me?
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You mean...
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I mean to not have and to not hold
for as long as we both shall...
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Not live.
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I'd be honored.
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Here.
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There, we are now...
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not husband and wife.
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Ben...
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I love you.
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I love you too, Emily Dickinson.
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Look. It's starting.
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That was the most beautiful thing
I've ever seen.
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Yes, it...
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Oh, Ben.
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Oh, Ben. Ben, you have to lie down.
Let's go back to my house.
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No, I'll just... go home.
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No. No, that house is cold and empty.
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There's no one there to take care of you.
Come on.
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Oh, my God.
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Come on. It's okay, it's okay.
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That was so incredible.
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I'll tell you what's incredible:
this dress I'm making for you.
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Mother, we have a minor injury.
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- What happened?
- Here we go.
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- A damn prickle bush cut me.
- Helen.
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- Hello, Sue.
- Hello, Henry.
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Watch your mouth.
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We were racing and she would have won
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if she hadn't fallen
right onto a patch of nettles.
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Is that right?
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Well, I'll give those nettles
a piece of my mind.
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Scratching up my baby girl like that,
oh, no, you don't.
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Damn prickle bush.
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I said watch your mouth, baby girl.
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Now I'm gonna wash it out.
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What are you laughing at?
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Oh, yeah. Yeah, there it is.
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There we are. We are washing it out.
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Oh, no, you don't.
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Okay.
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Not bad.
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Oh, God. You're really burning up.
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Then why do I... Why do I feel so cold?
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Just rest now. Okay? Just rest.
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Well, my little Doney girl
Don't you guess
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Better be making your wedding dress
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Wedding dress, wedding dress
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Better be making your wedding dress
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Well, it's already made, trimmed in green
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Prettiest dress you've ever seen
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Ever seen, ever seen
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Prettiest dress you've ever seen
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Well, she wouldn't say yes
She wouldn't say no
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All she did was sit and sew
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Sit and sew, sit and sew
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Emily...
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- Emily...
- Just rest.
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You're gonna be a great poet.
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You're a true genius.
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You're gonna write things...
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that the world will never forget.
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Ben, I...
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I only wish I could live to see it.
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Don't say that. You're not...
You're not gonna die.
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You're gonna be okay, Ben.
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What is he doing in there?
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He's resting.
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I'm taking care of him.
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He shouldn't be here, Emily.
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Where is he supposed to go?
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Don't bring death into this house.
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What difference does it make to you?
You're dead inside already.
261
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What are you doing, Maggie?
262
00:18:31,904 --> 00:18:33,664
Talking to God about this and that.
263
00:18:34,865 --> 00:18:38,035
Look, I know you're Catholic and all,
but you can pray in the house if you want.
264
00:18:38,118 --> 00:18:41,158
Oh, that's okay.
I'll leave the house to you Protestants.
265
00:18:42,164 --> 00:18:43,254
How's he doing?
266
00:18:45,083 --> 00:18:46,383
Do you want to join me?
267
00:18:50,214 --> 00:18:52,844
Praying's not really my thing.
268
00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:56,601
You're some kind of atheist, are you?
269
00:18:57,554 --> 00:18:58,764
Not exactly.
270
00:19:00,474 --> 00:19:01,484
Then what?
271
00:19:03,769 --> 00:19:04,769
When I was 16,
272
00:19:04,853 --> 00:19:09,483
I was sent for a year
to Mount Holyoke Female Seminary.
273
00:19:10,025 --> 00:19:11,985
The headmistress was a devout Christian.
274
00:19:13,153 --> 00:19:18,033
She was determined to see every young girl
find Christ and get born again.
275
00:19:18,617 --> 00:19:22,697
Every week, we'd have a meeting in the
chapel, and she would ask all the girls...
276
00:19:22,788 --> 00:19:24,828
If you can feel God in your hearts...
277
00:19:27,042 --> 00:19:29,842
if you've ever heard Him guiding you...
278
00:19:31,046 --> 00:19:35,296
or felt His overwhelming presence
in a time of need...
279
00:19:36,093 --> 00:19:39,393
If you have, stand up.
280
00:19:41,348 --> 00:19:45,478
At first, I was one of about a dozen girls
who didn't stand up.
281
00:19:47,396 --> 00:19:50,356
But as the weeks went by,
fewer and fewer of us stayed seated
282
00:19:50,440 --> 00:19:52,690
when the headmistress commanded us...
283
00:19:52,776 --> 00:19:57,276
Stand up and declare
that you have found Jesus in your hearts.
284
00:19:58,824 --> 00:20:03,504
By Christmas, only a handful of girls,
including me, didn't stand up.
285
00:20:04,913 --> 00:20:08,423
Those who didn't stand
were said to have no hope.
286
00:20:11,420 --> 00:20:12,420
That was us.
287
00:20:14,173 --> 00:20:15,513
The no-hopers.
288
00:20:17,384 --> 00:20:20,104
It's not that I didn't wanna find God.
I did.
289
00:20:23,098 --> 00:20:24,768
With all my heart, I did.
290
00:20:26,435 --> 00:20:28,095
But I wasn't gonna lie about it.
291
00:20:30,189 --> 00:20:34,069
I wasn't gonna say that I felt something
in my soul unless I really did.
292
00:20:36,028 --> 00:20:39,528
And every week that went by,
I tried to feel it.
293
00:20:39,615 --> 00:20:41,825
I wanted to feel it. But I didn't feel it.
294
00:20:44,328 --> 00:20:46,328
At least, I didn't think I was feeling it.
295
00:20:49,958 --> 00:20:52,538
And it seems like something
you would know if you felt it, right?
296
00:20:58,550 --> 00:21:00,090
One day, in the spring...
297
00:21:01,428 --> 00:21:05,598
a junior at the school,
a girl who had just been born again...
298
00:21:08,310 --> 00:21:09,350
she died.
299
00:21:10,437 --> 00:21:11,857
Of who knows what.
300
00:21:14,399 --> 00:21:17,029
The headmistress
called us all into the chapel.
301
00:21:18,737 --> 00:21:21,867
We stared at that corpse
for what felt like hours.
302
00:21:24,576 --> 00:21:26,866
And then we returned to our seats
and she said...
303
00:21:28,330 --> 00:21:33,040
Will all those who now feel
the presence of God stand.
304
00:21:33,377 --> 00:21:34,667
And every girl stood up.
305
00:21:38,465 --> 00:21:39,675
Every single girl.
306
00:21:41,176 --> 00:21:42,216
Except me.
307
00:21:44,429 --> 00:21:45,429
Emily Dickinson...
308
00:21:46,473 --> 00:21:48,063
do you feel nothing?
309
00:21:49,643 --> 00:21:52,653
And then she looked around
the whole room and said...
310
00:21:52,729 --> 00:21:53,899
Emily Dickinson...
311
00:21:54,898 --> 00:21:56,148
you are hopeless.
312
00:22:08,245 --> 00:22:10,075
And that was the end of my education.
313
00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:16,592
Well, I'd say perhaps that headmistress
had a flea up her arse.
314
00:22:18,255 --> 00:22:20,545
No one is hopeless in God's eyes.
315
00:22:23,135 --> 00:22:25,005
Maybe you should give it another go.
316
00:22:34,313 --> 00:22:35,313
Hey, Maggie...
317
00:22:36,982 --> 00:22:38,482
you can't ever quit this job.
318
00:22:48,911 --> 00:22:52,001
Remember,
you must not only paint the light.
319
00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,460
You must also paint the shadows.
320
00:22:55,584 --> 00:22:57,254
Very nice, Jane.
321
00:22:57,794 --> 00:23:01,304
You've really captured
the green hue of the pheasant's neck.
322
00:23:01,381 --> 00:23:02,551
Awesome, Jane.
323
00:23:02,633 --> 00:23:03,723
Great work.
324
00:23:04,593 --> 00:23:05,933
Sorry I'm late.
325
00:23:12,768 --> 00:23:13,888
What's so funny?
326
00:23:14,353 --> 00:23:17,903
Oh, nothing, I'm just trying to paint
this pheasant's bust. You know?
327
00:23:19,733 --> 00:23:22,073
Yeah, its bust. And its ass.
328
00:23:23,445 --> 00:23:25,355
This pheasant is thick.
329
00:23:28,242 --> 00:23:29,242
I don't get it.
330
00:23:30,661 --> 00:23:33,121
Joseph Lyman showed us
the picture you gave him.
331
00:23:33,789 --> 00:23:36,499
- What?
- Your nude self-portrait.
332
00:23:36,583 --> 00:23:37,923
He showed it to everyone.
333
00:23:38,001 --> 00:23:39,091
The whole town's seen it.
334
00:23:39,169 --> 00:23:40,709
The freaking mayor saw it.
335
00:23:43,048 --> 00:23:44,128
Why would he do that?
336
00:23:44,216 --> 00:23:45,216
Why wouldn't he?
337
00:23:45,300 --> 00:23:47,010
Joseph's a creep. We all know that.
338
00:23:47,761 --> 00:23:51,271
The question is,
why would you expose yourself like that?
339
00:23:51,348 --> 00:23:54,478
Yeah, Lavinia.
Haven't you ever heard of modesty?
340
00:23:55,602 --> 00:23:57,902
Students, focus on your paintings, please.
341
00:23:57,980 --> 00:24:00,270
This still life
demands your full attention.
342
00:24:00,357 --> 00:24:03,857
Oh, my God. I love you. You are so stern.
343
00:24:05,028 --> 00:24:06,108
Get back to work.
344
00:24:11,994 --> 00:24:14,124
Ben! Oh, you're awake.
345
00:24:14,204 --> 00:24:15,664
Yes, I'm feeling a bit better.
346
00:24:16,373 --> 00:24:19,423
That's great. How's your throat?
347
00:24:19,501 --> 00:24:20,711
Doesn't hurt as much.
348
00:24:20,794 --> 00:24:22,004
Is that chicken broth?
349
00:24:22,546 --> 00:24:24,796
Yes. I just made it. Are you hungry?
350
00:24:24,882 --> 00:24:25,922
Ravenous.
351
00:24:27,092 --> 00:24:28,222
Oh, great.
352
00:24:34,099 --> 00:24:35,519
Let's get some fresh air in here.
353
00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:39,979
Yes, please.
Some fresh air would do me good.
354
00:24:40,063 --> 00:24:41,743
- There.
- And maybe that fly will go away.
355
00:24:41,815 --> 00:24:42,815
Fly? What fly?
356
00:24:44,651 --> 00:24:45,651
That one.
357
00:24:49,198 --> 00:24:50,198
Where?
358
00:24:50,616 --> 00:24:52,326
Right... there.
359
00:24:52,409 --> 00:24:54,619
You hear it buzzing?
360
00:24:55,662 --> 00:24:56,662
And that one.
361
00:24:57,915 --> 00:24:58,915
And that one too.
362
00:24:59,666 --> 00:25:01,076
They've been driving me crazy.
363
00:25:03,754 --> 00:25:05,264
There are no flies, Ben.
364
00:25:06,089 --> 00:25:09,089
There are no flies in this house.
Believe me, my mother wouldn't hear of it.
365
00:25:09,510 --> 00:25:11,930
Flies are her mortal enemies.
Besides, it's winter.
366
00:25:12,721 --> 00:25:13,971
All the flies are gone.
367
00:25:14,765 --> 00:25:16,885
Oh, this window is stuck.
368
00:25:18,644 --> 00:25:19,854
Get them away from me!
369
00:25:22,147 --> 00:25:23,187
Ben?
370
00:25:23,273 --> 00:25:25,363
Ben, calm down. There are no flies!
371
00:25:25,442 --> 00:25:26,442
They're everywhere!
372
00:25:27,486 --> 00:25:28,796
- Ben, not everywhere.
- They're everywhere.
373
00:25:28,820 --> 00:25:31,990
And calm down, Ben! It's okay.
Let me just get this open.
374
00:26:33,594 --> 00:26:34,604
Okay.
375
00:27:03,498 --> 00:27:04,828
Haven't done this in a while.
376
00:27:04,917 --> 00:27:06,247
I shouldn't be here.
377
00:27:06,668 --> 00:27:08,168
I should be watching over Ben.
378
00:27:08,253 --> 00:27:10,133
You mean, you're not happy to see me?
379
00:27:10,214 --> 00:27:11,674
Why am I in here?
380
00:27:12,299 --> 00:27:15,469
Just relax, Emily. Let's take a ride.
381
00:27:15,552 --> 00:27:17,852
How can I relax when my friend is dying?
382
00:27:21,058 --> 00:27:22,058
You.
383
00:27:24,144 --> 00:27:26,314
You're the one that's doing this to him.
384
00:27:26,396 --> 00:27:27,396
Who, me?
385
00:27:27,481 --> 00:27:29,941
Please, don't take him from me.
386
00:27:30,025 --> 00:27:32,275
- Please.
- I take who I wanna take.
387
00:27:32,361 --> 00:27:34,741
No. No, there has to be a way.
388
00:27:34,821 --> 00:27:37,621
I'll do anything. Anything you want.
389
00:27:38,033 --> 00:27:39,833
Right now, I want you to smile.
390
00:27:40,536 --> 00:27:42,536
And stop ruining our date.
391
00:27:44,957 --> 00:27:47,457
I get it. You're jealous.
392
00:27:47,543 --> 00:27:48,883
- "Jealous"?
- Yeah.
393
00:27:49,294 --> 00:27:52,054
You're jealous. Because I love him.
394
00:27:52,965 --> 00:27:56,295
I love him more than you.
And that's why you wanna kill him.
395
00:27:57,177 --> 00:27:58,677
Don't be ridiculous.
396
00:27:58,762 --> 00:28:01,892
If you want me so bad, you can have me.
Just don't take him.
397
00:28:02,975 --> 00:28:04,577
- What are you doing?
- Giving you what you want.
398
00:28:04,601 --> 00:28:07,941
- Isn't this what you want?
- Get off me! Are you crazy?
399
00:28:08,605 --> 00:28:10,145
You still don't get it, do you?
400
00:28:10,816 --> 00:28:12,146
This isn't about you.
401
00:28:12,943 --> 00:28:15,283
You thought this was a love story
between us.
402
00:28:15,362 --> 00:28:18,162
Some kind of romance. But it's not.
403
00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:21,030
I don't love you. You're not special.
404
00:28:21,660 --> 00:28:23,120
Hey. Stop these horses.
405
00:28:25,497 --> 00:28:27,497
You don't bargain with me,
Emily Dickinson.
406
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:29,080
I'm everything.
407
00:28:29,168 --> 00:28:30,588
And I'm everywhere.
408
00:28:31,336 --> 00:28:35,006
No one escapes me.
And nobody understands me.
409
00:28:35,090 --> 00:28:36,090
Not even you.
410
00:28:38,886 --> 00:28:39,886
Now, get out.
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