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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:12,920 --> 00:00:15,200 She went into cardiac arrest during the night. 2 00:00:15,200 --> 00:00:18,520 The doctor's there managed to revive her, but she… 3 00:00:18,520 --> 00:00:22,320 - What? - She… She's very, very weak. 4 00:00:22,320 --> 00:00:24,600 So they don't know if she'll come around. 5 00:00:27,640 --> 00:00:30,200 What about you, Rae? 6 00:00:30,200 --> 00:00:31,800 You and Tix were really close, 7 00:00:31,800 --> 00:00:34,400 Kester says you're thinking about stopping your sessions with him. 8 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:37,160 Have you got people there for you? 9 00:00:38,200 --> 00:00:40,600 I've got loads of people I can talk to. 10 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:15,680 Oh, Tix. 11 00:01:58,880 --> 00:02:00,280 Dear, Diary, 12 00:02:00,280 --> 00:02:02,920 I've been to a place this dark once before, 13 00:02:02,920 --> 00:02:06,960 nearly made the biggest mistake. 14 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:09,720 I couldn't risk going back that low again. 15 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:13,360 I needed to talk to someone. 16 00:02:13,360 --> 00:02:17,240 I didn't deserve to be happy, not after what I did to Tix. 17 00:02:17,240 --> 00:02:20,920 Never mind I am that I'm fat, loud and annoying. 18 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:28,840 Maybe Finn and Chloe weren't lost to me, 19 00:02:28,840 --> 00:02:31,520 maybe they weren't even going out. 20 00:02:31,520 --> 00:02:33,960 Maybe it was just a kiss. 21 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:36,600 Either way I had to face them sooner or later. 22 00:02:36,600 --> 00:02:40,520 Oh, my God! What an effing night! My head is banging! 23 00:02:40,520 --> 00:02:42,920 - You alright? - Brilliant. 24 00:02:42,920 --> 00:02:44,560 Where the bloody hell did you go to? 25 00:02:44,560 --> 00:02:47,520 Don't know I woke up in a bloody field! 26 00:02:47,520 --> 00:02:50,560 And then thank God I saw Chopper in his car. 27 00:02:50,560 --> 00:02:53,000 - Have you spoke to Izzy? - No. 28 00:02:53,000 --> 00:02:55,200 - No one knows where she is. - She'll be fine! 29 00:02:55,200 --> 00:02:57,880 She was with Kendo. What if she went back with him? 30 00:02:57,880 --> 00:02:59,400 And what if she went back with him? 31 00:02:59,400 --> 00:03:01,520 She's single isn't she? It's her decision. 32 00:03:01,520 --> 00:03:04,680 Oh, my God. Whose idea was it to meet for food? 33 00:03:04,680 --> 00:03:07,560 It was my idea. This is supposed to be The Debrief. 34 00:03:07,560 --> 00:03:10,880 The best part about the night out is the debrief in the morning. 35 00:03:10,880 --> 00:03:12,600 Fuck the debrief. 36 00:03:12,600 --> 00:03:15,720 I can't eat when it feels like someone's taken a piss on my soul. 37 00:03:15,720 --> 00:03:17,520 - I'm going to lie down somewhere. - Where you going? 38 00:03:17,520 --> 00:03:20,960 - What!? What about the debrief. - Archie's right, mate. 39 00:03:20,960 --> 00:03:25,560 I don't need a debrief, I need a shower and shit load of peppermint tea. 40 00:03:25,560 --> 00:03:28,520 - I'll see youse later. - See ya. 41 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:42,280 I'm gonna nip to the toilet. 42 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:53,520 Oh, my God, Rae! I kissed him. 43 00:03:54,360 --> 00:03:56,960 - Who? - Finn! 44 00:03:56,960 --> 00:03:59,320 You know, I didn't really like him that much. 45 00:03:59,320 --> 00:04:03,040 I just fancied him because he was so fit. 46 00:04:03,040 --> 00:04:07,440 But now I really do like him. It's so nice when that happens. 47 00:04:12,360 --> 00:04:14,000 Get off me! 48 00:04:16,880 --> 00:04:18,600 - Rae? - What? 49 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:20,480 Well, me and Finn haven't spoken about it yet, 50 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:24,120 but we'll deffo be going out by the end of next week. 51 00:04:24,120 --> 00:04:25,800 And then, well, you know? 52 00:04:28,960 --> 00:04:32,720 - Rae, I'm talking about sex… - Sex. Yeah, I get it. 53 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:34,720 It's a really exciting time for you. 54 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:36,680 Yeah, it is. 55 00:04:51,720 --> 00:04:53,240 I'm just gonna go. 56 00:05:05,960 --> 00:05:07,040 Mum? 57 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:09,920 I'm just trying my wedding dress on! 58 00:05:11,080 --> 00:05:12,920 Well, I look like a dog's dinner. 59 00:05:13,120 --> 00:05:17,120 You don't, Mum, you look lovely. 60 00:05:18,120 --> 00:05:21,160 - How's Tix? - Not good. 61 00:05:22,720 --> 00:05:26,840 Rae, I'm glad you've come home. 62 00:05:26,840 --> 00:05:30,360 - I'm sorry… - It's fine. We're fine. 63 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:40,160 Mum… I need to talk to you about something. 64 00:05:41,000 --> 00:05:43,040 Well, go on. Spit it out. 65 00:05:44,080 --> 00:05:47,200 I saw something weird this morning. 66 00:05:48,840 --> 00:05:50,680 I saw Karim. 67 00:05:50,680 --> 00:05:52,480 So what? 68 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:58,360 He was with someone… a woman. 69 00:06:00,840 --> 00:06:02,080 What woman? 70 00:06:02,080 --> 00:06:06,920 I don't know. He kissed her. 71 00:06:16,640 --> 00:06:18,440 Did you look out of the window? 72 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:30,640 Everyone's got family, Rae. 73 00:06:32,040 --> 00:06:34,280 His sister? 74 00:06:34,280 --> 00:06:36,680 Why do you hate him so much, Rae? 75 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:39,720 I don't hate him. I don't know him. 76 00:06:39,720 --> 00:06:42,400 Why have you bothered to get to know him? 77 00:06:43,280 --> 00:06:44,800 Rae? 78 00:06:46,040 --> 00:06:50,160 Look, I know he's never gonna be your proper dad. 79 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:52,000 But he's a good man. 80 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:55,360 And he's part of this family and you need to start accepting that. 81 00:06:57,400 --> 00:06:59,600 I can't force you to be a part of this family. 82 00:06:59,600 --> 00:07:02,720 It's you who needs to decide whether you want to or not. 83 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:07,200 Who is my proper dad? 84 00:07:09,280 --> 00:07:11,560 What do you mean? 85 00:07:11,560 --> 00:07:14,680 I know it was you who's been writing the letters. 86 00:07:21,080 --> 00:07:26,440 I just wanna know who he is. Is his name even Victor? 87 00:07:26,440 --> 00:07:30,160 Yeah. His name's Victor. 88 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:32,840 Well, were there ever any real letters? 89 00:07:32,840 --> 00:07:36,200 Has he ever tried to get in touch? 90 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:42,120 Well, does he not know where we live? 91 00:07:42,120 --> 00:07:44,880 - Yeah. - What he knows or he doesn't? 92 00:07:44,880 --> 00:07:46,320 He knows. 93 00:07:49,600 --> 00:07:52,760 I started sending those letters when you were six, Rae. 94 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:54,800 It was a stupid thing to do, 95 00:07:54,800 --> 00:07:57,080 but I guess I thought he might be coming back. 96 00:07:57,080 --> 00:08:01,560 And once I'd started, well, I didn't know how to stop. 97 00:08:01,560 --> 00:08:06,400 Once I started, I didn't know how to stop. 98 00:08:12,280 --> 00:08:16,280 It's fine. We'll talk about it later. 99 00:08:17,360 --> 00:08:19,440 You've got enough to do. 100 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:56,520 So what if my mum was starting a new life? 101 00:08:56,520 --> 00:09:00,400 So what if Chloe and Finn were lost to me? 102 00:09:00,400 --> 00:09:01,520 No matter what happened 103 00:09:01,520 --> 00:09:03,920 I'd always have the rest of the gang. 104 00:09:03,920 --> 00:09:06,920 And I'd always have my diary. 105 00:09:28,800 --> 00:09:32,880 Uh, excuse me. I left a little blue bag in here when I was here this morning. 106 00:09:32,880 --> 00:09:34,480 - Denim bag? - Yeah! 107 00:09:34,480 --> 00:09:36,200 Well, can I have it back, please? 108 00:09:36,200 --> 00:09:38,560 It's got, like, really important documents in it. 109 00:09:38,560 --> 00:09:40,640 I gave it one of your friends as they were leaving. 110 00:09:40,640 --> 00:09:43,040 - Which friend? - Pretty girl. 111 00:09:49,400 --> 00:09:51,760 I can't believe Chloe would say that. 112 00:09:51,760 --> 00:09:55,040 Sometimes I think she's being a bitch on purpose, sometimes-- 113 00:09:55,040 --> 00:09:57,920 I love Finn. I love Finn! 114 00:09:57,920 --> 00:10:00,280 I think I'd even snog his armpits. 115 00:10:00,280 --> 00:10:01,800 I'd love to snog his armpits… 116 00:10:01,800 --> 00:10:05,640 But Chloe doesn't bloody realize not everyone is rich, 117 00:10:05,640 --> 00:10:06,920 not everyone is pretty. 118 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:15,640 Go away! 119 00:10:16,960 --> 00:10:19,320 Oh, Chloe, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it! 120 00:10:19,320 --> 00:10:21,680 I just write whatever comes into my head! 121 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:25,640 - Chloe, please, I'm-- - Stay away from me, alright! 122 00:10:25,640 --> 00:10:27,320 And stay away from Finn. 123 00:11:49,200 --> 00:11:52,520 I have been to a place this dark once before. 124 00:11:56,960 --> 00:11:59,800 Nearly made the biggest mistake. 125 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:02,880 But what was the mistake? 126 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:12,000 Ever cutting myself in the first place or not cutting deep enough? 127 00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:19,080 Dear Mum, 128 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:22,400 I am so sorry. 129 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:30,200 I am so sorry that I fucked everything up. 130 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:32,200 It's not your fault. 131 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:37,720 I am not hungry. 132 00:12:37,720 --> 00:12:41,320 For the first time in months, I don't care about food. 133 00:12:41,320 --> 00:12:44,480 I don't care about filling the gap by eating 134 00:12:44,480 --> 00:12:48,320 or by hurting myself a little. The gap's too wide now. 135 00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:52,240 I tried so hard to be someone everybody could like. 136 00:12:52,240 --> 00:12:57,840 But no matter how hard I try, I will always be the same ridiculous, pointless blob. 137 00:12:57,840 --> 00:13:03,040 I'll always hurt people and I'll always let people down. 138 00:13:03,040 --> 00:13:05,400 I am so sorry, mum. 139 00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:14,200 I just hate myself so much more than I could ever love anything. 140 00:13:14,200 --> 00:13:17,400 And I guess I did achieve one thing. 141 00:13:17,400 --> 00:13:22,960 I wrote the most boring, suicide note in the history of the world. 142 00:14:11,160 --> 00:14:12,520 Hiya. 143 00:14:12,520 --> 00:14:16,320 Tix?! What's going on? Are you alright? 144 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:19,760 You're in a hospital. You're in a coma. 145 00:14:19,760 --> 00:14:22,400 Is this a dream? 146 00:14:22,400 --> 00:14:24,760 Is it my imagination? 147 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:26,680 Are you an angel? 148 00:14:26,680 --> 00:14:30,360 Look. You don't need to know everything. You're in a coma. 149 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:32,880 And I'm here to tell you that you need to wake up. 150 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:36,360 I don't want to wake up. I want to be dead. 151 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:41,040 Why do you think I was on that bridge in the first place? 152 00:14:41,040 --> 00:14:45,320 Let me show you what the world would be like without Rae. 153 00:14:54,880 --> 00:14:58,680 This is what happens if you don't wake up. 154 00:14:58,680 --> 00:15:02,480 It's closed? Because I don't wake up? 155 00:15:02,480 --> 00:15:04,080 What are you trying to say? 156 00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:06,000 Well, when you stopped coming here, 157 00:15:06,000 --> 00:15:07,600 other people stopped coming here, 158 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,640 because it reminded them of you. 159 00:15:09,640 --> 00:15:14,120 A chip shop reminds people of me?! 160 00:15:14,120 --> 00:15:16,400 Maybe this wasn't the best place to start. 161 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:18,640 Where are we now? 162 00:15:18,640 --> 00:15:23,320 Her Majesty's Prison Lincoln. Eleven months in the future. 163 00:15:23,320 --> 00:15:25,280 No! 164 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:30,240 No, no! This can't have happened. 165 00:15:30,240 --> 00:15:33,520 They can't be together, they're the opposite of each other? 166 00:15:33,520 --> 00:15:35,240 I made you some fairy cakes. 167 00:15:35,240 --> 00:15:40,320 Oh, brilliant. That's not gonna get me beaten up is it? 168 00:15:40,320 --> 00:15:42,600 What happens to Chop? 169 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:48,800 Richard said that he just doesn't want to be 170 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:50,320 a part of the country club any more. 171 00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:52,480 What about you Arnold? 172 00:15:52,480 --> 00:15:54,360 Are you a member of any societies? 173 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:55,840 No, not really. 174 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:58,680 Chop's name is Arnold? 175 00:15:58,680 --> 00:16:00,560 Do you want some wine, Arnold? 176 00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:02,560 No, thanks. I don't drink no more. 177 00:16:04,880 --> 00:16:06,640 Come on, honey. 178 00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:11,200 Oh, not Finn, not Finn… 179 00:16:11,200 --> 00:16:14,560 Hi. 180 00:16:14,560 --> 00:16:16,960 - You OK? - Yeah, yeah. 181 00:16:17,680 --> 00:16:18,760 What?! 182 00:16:18,760 --> 00:16:21,680 Do you know, it has been so difficult, 183 00:16:21,680 --> 00:16:23,000 but I am so glad we waited. 184 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:24,880 'cause tonight's gonna be really special. 185 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:28,680 You know what… if we wait until Mauritius. 186 00:16:28,680 --> 00:16:30,400 Then it'd be really special. 187 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:32,440 No! Because now is really special, isn't it? 188 00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:34,960 Oh, oh, one of the candles has gone out. 189 00:16:34,960 --> 00:16:39,080 This is horrible. I don't want to see anymore of this. 190 00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:46,160 What the fuck? 191 00:16:46,160 --> 00:16:48,120 - Whoops! - What was that last one? 192 00:16:48,120 --> 00:16:49,800 Forget about it. 193 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:56,560 We were talking today about what everyone wants to go on to do and… 194 00:16:58,120 --> 00:17:02,720 I'd always thought we could have been on the radio together. 195 00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:06,640 Had like a joint DJ slot. 196 00:17:06,640 --> 00:17:10,480 No crap. Only cool tunes. No crap FM. 197 00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:16,360 Look, Rae… I really miss you. 198 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:20,120 It's bullshit that you're gone. I hate it. 199 00:17:21,560 --> 00:17:23,440 Everyone hates it. 200 00:17:23,440 --> 00:17:25,560 Anyway, look… 201 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:28,480 - He really misses me. - I know. 202 00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:32,680 - He really misses me. - Yep. 203 00:17:32,680 --> 00:17:35,320 Will he ever have sex with me if I wake up? 204 00:17:35,320 --> 00:17:37,040 I can't answer that. 205 00:17:37,040 --> 00:17:41,040 - Will he ever kiss me? - I can't answer that either. 206 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:47,960 Where is everything? 207 00:17:47,960 --> 00:17:51,680 It's gone. No one lives here anymore. 208 00:17:51,680 --> 00:17:53,120 Why? 209 00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:59,000 Your mum and Karim didn't work out. 210 00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:03,000 She blamed herself for your death. She had a breakdown. 211 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:04,600 Where does she live? 212 00:18:04,600 --> 00:18:06,880 With your Uncle Mark in King's Lynn. 213 00:18:06,880 --> 00:18:10,280 No! No! This isn't how it's meant to be! 214 00:18:10,280 --> 00:18:13,560 What did you think you could just slip out of the world 215 00:18:13,560 --> 00:18:14,960 without nothing happening because of it? 216 00:18:14,960 --> 00:18:18,480 Do you think anyone can do that? 217 00:18:27,600 --> 00:18:29,960 There is one more reason why you should wake up. 218 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:31,200 I don't want to know anymore. 219 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:32,640 No, this is nice! 220 00:18:32,640 --> 00:18:35,440 When you wake up, Finn's at the side of your bed 221 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:36,800 holding your hand. 222 00:18:36,800 --> 00:18:39,160 Your mum and Karim are in the corner. 223 00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:41,800 There's balloons and music. 224 00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:44,600 And it's perfect. 225 00:18:46,560 --> 00:18:50,360 OK. I'm ready. 226 00:18:50,360 --> 00:18:52,080 Close your eyes. 227 00:18:55,360 --> 00:18:57,320 Good luck. 228 00:19:04,440 --> 00:19:06,040 Oh, my God. 229 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:08,640 Are you alright? 230 00:19:08,640 --> 00:19:11,240 Why did you step into the road like that? 231 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:13,720 How long was I unconscious for? 232 00:19:13,720 --> 00:19:15,280 I dunno, maybe a second. 233 00:19:15,280 --> 00:19:18,040 What about the coma? 234 00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:21,320 - What coma? - Oh, no! No! No! No! 235 00:19:21,320 --> 00:19:22,960 I don't know what you're talking about? 236 00:19:22,960 --> 00:19:25,560 Oh, everything's still shit! 237 00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:31,200 Why were you on the bridge? 238 00:19:31,200 --> 00:19:33,560 I was going for a walk. 239 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:36,040 How can you even drive, anyway? 240 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:37,800 I thought you were like 14. 241 00:19:37,800 --> 00:19:39,360 I'm 17. 242 00:19:39,360 --> 00:19:42,760 Seventeen and you still shout names at me in the street? 243 00:19:42,760 --> 00:19:44,960 Well, you're always looking at us like knobheads. 244 00:19:44,960 --> 00:19:49,280 Maybe that's because you shout the words "fat bitch" in my face every other day, 245 00:19:49,280 --> 00:19:51,440 Are you gonna tell anyone I ran you over? 246 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:55,360 I don't care enough to tell anyone. 247 00:19:56,520 --> 00:20:01,000 Look… I'm sorry about calling you Jabba and that. 248 00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:11,000 You know, I wouldn't mind, but it's so uninventive 249 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:14,440 and so unfunny it makes me want to punch myself in the tit. 250 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:17,920 I'm sorry. I didn't know you was alright. 251 00:20:17,920 --> 00:20:21,200 Exactly. It shouldn't matter. 252 00:20:21,200 --> 00:20:23,640 You don't treat people like dirt. 253 00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:28,920 I already know I'm shit, I don't need reminding. 254 00:20:28,920 --> 00:20:30,880 - Do you want me to ring anyone? - No. 255 00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:32,000 What about your mum or someone? 256 00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:33,720 - No! - Well, what about your mates? 257 00:20:33,720 --> 00:20:34,960 I said "no" alright! 258 00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:36,800 Look, I haven't got anyone to ring anyway. 259 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:39,800 Why don't you just go home? I said you didn't have to wait with me. 260 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:41,600 What were you doing on the bridge? 261 00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:44,840 Look, I'm not going anywhere until you've rang someone. 262 00:20:44,840 --> 00:20:47,040 Who do you call in an emergency? 263 00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:53,280 There was one person missing! 264 00:21:16,360 --> 00:21:19,320 - Come in. - I was looking for Kester. 265 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:21,840 Dr. Gill has taken a leave of absence. 266 00:21:23,640 --> 00:21:26,200 You must be, Rae. 267 00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:30,080 Dr. Gill said you might be back. 268 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:40,640 Hello? Anybody home? 269 00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:45,600 Hello? 270 00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:56,000 Hello? It's Rae! 271 00:21:56,000 --> 00:22:01,840 Rae? What you doing here? 272 00:22:01,840 --> 00:22:05,240 I called your number and your wife gave me this address. 273 00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:09,160 Jesus, what have you been doing? 274 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:22,760 I'm really sorry you had to see me like that, Rae. 275 00:22:22,760 --> 00:22:27,040 Like what? I didn't see anything. 276 00:22:29,880 --> 00:22:32,440 What happened to your bookshelf? 277 00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:37,360 Oh, it thought it could beat me, but I had a hammer. 278 00:22:37,360 --> 00:22:40,000 So there was only ever going to be one winner. 279 00:22:42,680 --> 00:22:44,880 Why are you on leave from work? 280 00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:51,680 Well, I thought… with what happened with Tix, 281 00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:54,600 and then… with you leaving… 282 00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:58,000 I thought it'd be a good idea to take some time off, 283 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:00,480 and, you know, sort myself out. 284 00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:09,040 I like your flat. 285 00:23:09,040 --> 00:23:12,320 Yeah, it's nice isn't it? 286 00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:16,520 I never thought I'd be living in a one bedroom apartment 287 00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:23,040 and assembling a flat pack wine rack in my late 40s but there you go… 288 00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:29,080 You know what's really nice? It's really nice to have some… space. 289 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:35,800 It's nice to have a… a fresh start. 290 00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:48,680 What happened with Tix wasn't your fault. 291 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:53,160 And me walking out wasn't your fault. 292 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,440 I like that you're a mess. 293 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,400 That's what makes you real. 294 00:24:01,360 --> 00:24:03,120 Like us. 295 00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:34,120 I nearly did something stupid. 296 00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:39,000 How stupid are we talking? 297 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:41,400 The stupidest. 298 00:24:42,520 --> 00:24:45,280 What made you want to do something like that? 299 00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:48,840 I just can't see a way out. 300 00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:52,240 I can't see any way out. 301 00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:53,880 Of what? 302 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:57,720 Of being me. 303 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:01,000 Did anything in particular happen? 304 00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:06,360 Loads of stuff happened. I was upset about Tixie. 305 00:25:07,320 --> 00:25:10,760 I stood her up. I forgot all about her… 306 00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:15,600 She over exercised and her body couldn't take it. That's not your fault. 307 00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:18,040 Anything else? 308 00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:20,520 Chloe found my diary… 309 00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:24,120 …so now everyone is gonna know how messed up I am. 310 00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:27,240 But that's not everything. 311 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:33,720 It was my mum's wedding today, it's the reception now. 312 00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:36,120 She's gonna be so angry that I missed it. 313 00:25:36,120 --> 00:25:39,200 I had a kind of argument with her this morning. 314 00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:43,200 And she told me that my dad has never tried to get in touch. 315 00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:47,600 And that I need to make more of an effort if I want to be part of the family. 316 00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:51,040 We never talked much about your dad, have we? 317 00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:55,240 He left when I was really little. 318 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:59,680 I guess I'm pretty lucky in a way because I never got to know him. 319 00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:04,280 I'm not angry about it. 320 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:08,640 I don't even think about him. 321 00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:14,640 I remember when I was seven I went around to Chloe's house 322 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:19,400 for a sleep over and we got up because she'd had this brilliant idea. 323 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,240 She'd been watching people sledging on TV, 324 00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:26,280 and she wanted us to get an empty pillowcase, 325 00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:29,960 put our legs in and sledge down the stairs. 326 00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:37,120 It's funny now, but we were there crying our eyes out 327 00:26:37,120 --> 00:26:39,880 and Chloe's dad came running out from the lounge 328 00:26:39,880 --> 00:26:41,520 and he had to pick one of us up first, 329 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:44,720 and he reached over me and picked up Chloe. 330 00:26:44,720 --> 00:26:49,640 And afterwards, we were sitting in the lounge and her Dad, 331 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:54,480 well he just sat with her on his lap, stroked her hair. 332 00:26:55,240 --> 00:26:57,000 Did you wish it was you? 333 00:26:57,000 --> 00:27:00,480 Maybe. I dunno. 334 00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:03,080 I guess I just feel like I'd missed out on something. 335 00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:09,760 I felt sad about that. I still feel sad about that. 336 00:27:09,760 --> 00:27:13,320 I mean, it's not fair is it? 337 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:17,120 That a little seven-year-old doesn't have a dad. 338 00:27:17,120 --> 00:27:18,320 It's not her fault. 339 00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:20,280 Her? You are that seven-year-old, Rae. 340 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:23,040 - You're talking about yourself. - Yeah, I know I am. 341 00:27:23,040 --> 00:27:28,200 But what I'm saying is that it's not right to do that to a seven-year-old. 342 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:31,120 To do that to you. To leave you. 343 00:27:31,120 --> 00:27:36,240 Fine. It's not fucking right to do that to me! 344 00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:39,080 I wouldn't do that if I was someone's parent. 345 00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:41,480 I wouldn't do that. 346 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:44,480 So why did I have to wind up with some prick for a Dad 347 00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:46,720 who doesn't even want to see his own kid? 348 00:27:47,400 --> 00:27:49,720 His own fucking kid! 349 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:53,200 He doesn't even know what I'm like. 350 00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:55,920 He doesn't deserve to know you, Rae. 351 00:28:07,120 --> 00:28:10,120 What? 352 00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:13,240 - How do you do that? - Do what? 353 00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:16,800 Five minutes ago, I said I wasn't even angry about it. 354 00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:20,680 I didn't do anything. 355 00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:25,560 Rae… Rae, Look at me. 356 00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:31,000 What ever situation you find yourself in, 357 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:35,160 there is always, always, always a way out. 358 00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:36,880 - Yeah? - Yeah. 359 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:40,560 I am not going to leave you and I am not going to give up on you. 360 00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:44,440 Your dad did what ever he did, not because of anything you did, 361 00:28:44,440 --> 00:28:46,640 not because of anything you are. 362 00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:48,920 So you can't spend the rest of your life 363 00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,200 being afraid of people rejecting you. 364 00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:54,040 And you have to start by not rejecting yourself. 365 00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:55,640 You don't deserve it. 366 00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:59,160 So from now on, people either accept you 367 00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:01,160 for who you are or they can fuck off. 368 00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:04,080 Because you're an amazing person, Rae. 369 00:29:08,200 --> 00:29:11,680 I think we can still probably make the reception. 370 00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:16,000 No, I can't go. I can't face them all. 371 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:19,680 Yeah. Yeah, I think you can. 372 00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:23,520 Come on. 373 00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:36,600 …bloody dress! 374 00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:41,600 - Don't turn around. - I'm not turning around. 375 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,240 I'm ready. 376 00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:55,160 Wow. 377 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,000 Do I look alright? 378 00:29:58,000 --> 00:29:59,800 You look fantastic. 379 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:03,080 Right, let's do this. 380 00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:04,640 I'm not going in. 381 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:11,200 What? I can't go in on my own. 382 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:12,880 Yes, you can. 383 00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:24,760 Go on. Go on. 384 00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:28,440 Just… 385 00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:06,960 This is awful, maybe I can just hide. 386 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:12,640 Oh, my goodness. I'm so sorry I'm late! 387 00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:17,560 Wow, Mrs. Hotty Pants, look at you! 388 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:20,840 Right! Where did you get to last night? 389 00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:24,120 I had to get a taxi back about 3ish to escape that drug dealer man! 390 00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:25,360 - Really? - Yeah. 391 00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:26,800 Izzy where the fuck have you been? 392 00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:28,480 At home. Why? 393 00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:30,560 I was worried about you. Everyone was. 394 00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:32,320 What happened between you and Kendo? 395 00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:33,320 Why do you care? 396 00:31:33,320 --> 00:31:35,440 I don't… I just… 397 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:37,920 Just do what you want. Yeah? 398 00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:44,560 Um… Rae, Can I have a word please. 399 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,560 Rae, I'm only here because of your mum. 400 00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:04,280 I don't know what to say. Have you told everyone? 401 00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:07,440 No, I haven't told everyone, Rae, and you know why? 402 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:10,880 - Because I'm a good person. - I know you're a good person. 403 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:15,120 I won't tell anyone, Rae, but you need to stay away from us. 404 00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:16,440 I don't want to be anywhere near you 405 00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:17,760 and they were my friends first 406 00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:19,160 so that's the way it's gonna be. 407 00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:35,320 There's a feeling I get. And its roots are deep and rotten. 408 00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:43,480 It's when you realize something is fading into a memory before your very eyes. 409 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:56,200 Hi, hi, everyone! Hiya! 410 00:32:56,200 --> 00:32:59,680 I know usually it's the groom who says a few words, but… 411 00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:02,200 …we thought it'd be better if I took the honors. 412 00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:08,160 Oh, Karim. My Beasty. 413 00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:11,160 I love you so much. 414 00:33:12,360 --> 00:33:14,280 I want him to feel at home tonight, OK? 415 00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:17,560 So let's show him how we party in Lincolnshire! 416 00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:24,240 We've… We've had quite a difficult time recently, 417 00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:30,600 so it's really nice that we have something we can all celebrate… together. 418 00:33:33,280 --> 00:33:35,600 Does anyone else want to say anything? 419 00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:40,440 Fuck it. 420 00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:42,960 Yeah, I do. 421 00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:51,880 Hello… 422 00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:55,600 Hello! Um… 423 00:33:55,600 --> 00:34:01,760 Well, firstly, I just want to say congratulations to my mum and Karim. 424 00:34:01,760 --> 00:34:05,320 I'm really sorry I missed the ceremony. 425 00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:10,960 Karim makes my mum really happy, and that's all I care about, 426 00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:14,080 Well, that's all anyone should care about. 427 00:34:14,080 --> 00:34:17,520 And we deserve a bit of happiness, 428 00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:22,320 we deserve to smile more and we've definitely done that since he arrived. 429 00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:25,640 Rae! 430 00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:31,240 And… 431 00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:38,560 …and the second thing is I just wanted to tell everyone the truth… about me. 432 00:34:40,200 --> 00:34:46,800 Um… in the Spring I was admitted to a mental home 433 00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:49,840 because I kept trying to hurt myself. 434 00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:52,600 I am actually mad. 435 00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:54,760 And I do really weird things 436 00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:59,240 like turn light switches on and off in divisions of eight. 437 00:34:59,240 --> 00:35:04,800 I've cut myself. I burn myself with hot water. 438 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:06,120 Well, I used to. 439 00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:08,120 And I've got this funny relationship 440 00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:11,680 with a larder in our house where mum keeps like sweets and biscuits and crisps 441 00:35:11,680 --> 00:35:13,600 and all the things that we shouldn't eat. 442 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:15,880 Sorry, Mum. 443 00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:23,560 And I… I keep a diary of all my thoughts. 444 00:35:23,560 --> 00:35:27,840 And most of the time I don't even think about what I'm writing. 445 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:34,040 Like when I write about my friends, when they make me angry, 446 00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:37,040 but it doesn't mean that I don't love them. 447 00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:41,680 And you know, I write a lot about boys. 448 00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:44,720 I've fantasized quite a lot about about, um… 449 00:35:44,720 --> 00:35:48,720 …doctors, teachers, actors, pop stars… 450 00:35:48,720 --> 00:35:53,760 …any man that I've come in contact with in any way really. 451 00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:58,200 But, well, some more than others. 452 00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:04,320 So, um… Well, that's the truth. 453 00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:08,600 So, thanks, thanks for listening. 454 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:26,480 Hello… Hello… 455 00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:36,640 I need to say something! I need to say something! 456 00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,880 Izzy, I fucking love you. 457 00:36:38,880 --> 00:36:42,400 That's the truth. I love you. Come here! 458 00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:54,320 I need… I need to say something. 459 00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:56,160 I'm uh… 460 00:36:57,560 --> 00:37:03,640 Uh, I'm just so pleased to be included in your special day, 461 00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:05,440 a wonderful celebration. 462 00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:11,800 Come here, Rae. 463 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:24,960 That was very brave of you. 464 00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:30,120 You look like you're having nice time. 465 00:37:30,120 --> 00:37:32,240 I'm having an awful time, Rae. 466 00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:34,440 Why, what happened? 467 00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:37,440 My best friend never came to my wedding. 468 00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:43,400 [breathes deeply 469 00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:45,960 I had to think about everything today. 470 00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:49,960 And I know this morning I said I was fine 471 00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:55,040 about the letters and about Dad but… 472 00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:59,280 I'm not fine. 473 00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:01,480 I don't think I've been fine for years. 474 00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:03,160 Well… 475 00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:05,080 I wrote them because 476 00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:06,160 I wanted to make you feel 477 00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:07,400 like you had someone there. 478 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:12,520 Mum, I did have someone there. 479 00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:21,000 Have I still got chance to be part of this family? 480 00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:27,520 Rae… you are this family. 481 00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:32,080 I love you more than anything on earth. 482 00:38:32,920 --> 00:38:34,920 If I didn't, I'd be in Tunisia 483 00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:38,040 where it's 30 bloody degrees everyday. 484 00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:41,720 Come here… 485 00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:50,560 Mum. We'll never be a hugging family will we? 486 00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:53,240 Can I have the bride and groom, please. The bride and groom! 487 00:38:53,240 --> 00:38:54,960 That's me, so come on! 488 00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:01,160 Hi, everyone. Hi, again… 489 00:39:01,160 --> 00:39:04,440 Thank you for coming to celebrate our wedding, 490 00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:05,760 we really appreciate it 491 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:09,360 and wondered if you would join us in our first dance. 492 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:12,920 It's a really special song for us. 493 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:41,440 I can't believe you just did that. 494 00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:44,240 Listen, Chloe, the things you read, 495 00:39:44,240 --> 00:39:46,400 like the things about Archie… 496 00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:48,760 I don't care what you tell people about me, 497 00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:52,680 but you can't say anything about anyone else. It's not fair. 498 00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:54,280 What things? 499 00:39:56,120 --> 00:39:59,280 Look, Rae, what I said in there, I didn't mean it. 500 00:40:00,480 --> 00:40:03,040 You can have it back. 501 00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:13,000 This is what you were angry about? 502 00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:14,840 Wouldn't you be angry if your best mate 503 00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:16,440 said you didn't deserve someone! 504 00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:21,080 What are you laughing at? 505 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:23,760 - Chloe… - What? 506 00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:25,280 I didn't mean it. 507 00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:28,600 Well, me and Finn aren't going out now anyway. 508 00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:33,120 We spoke about it and we just decided we're different people. 509 00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:36,680 Now, we both know that's total bollocks. 510 00:40:36,680 --> 00:40:38,040 It's 'cause he's not interested. 511 00:40:39,360 --> 00:40:41,760 So your welcome to him, I guess. 512 00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:44,280 Am I a bitch, Rae? 513 00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:45,560 Everyone can be a bitch. 514 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:48,040 Yeah, but some more than others, isn't it? 515 00:40:48,040 --> 00:40:53,920 Chloe… you're not a bitch. 516 00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:56,360 Alright then, I'm not! 517 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:57,640 - Are you coming in? - Yeah. 518 00:40:57,640 --> 00:40:59,080 I'd like to give you all the precious gift 519 00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:01,360 of one of the greatest song of all time. 520 00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:04,480 And if anyone asks you who made you rock out to this, 521 00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:07,560 you tell them it was Arnold Peters. 522 00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,160 Yeah? 523 00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:12,200 ♪ How many special people change ♪ 524 00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:15,400 ♪ How many lives are living strange ♪ 525 00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:20,360 ♪ Where were you while we were getting high? ♪ 526 00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:22,640 - Archie… - Yeah? 527 00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:24,760 ♪ Slowly walking down the hall ♪ 528 00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:28,280 - Where's Finn? - He said something about going to the Chippy. 529 00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:33,200 ♪ Where were you while we were getting high? ♪ 530 00:41:33,200 --> 00:41:36,480 ♪ Some day you will find me 531 00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:13,280 Finn. 532 00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:15,160 Why didn't you tell me? 533 00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:17,360 I'm so sorry. 534 00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:24,680 I want to tell you something. 535 00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:27,680 What? 536 00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:32,480 I'm no good with words. I'm no good with speaking. 537 00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:02,520 Finn… don't say that if you don't mean it. 538 00:43:05,240 --> 00:43:07,320 I don't believe you. 539 00:43:07,320 --> 00:43:10,320 I don't… I don't care if you don't believe me. 540 00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:19,680 So what now? 541 00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:52,040 Your Auntie Bet's got terrible spelling. 542 00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:54,040 "Congratulations on your weeding"? 543 00:43:57,080 --> 00:44:00,280 Aww, thanks for the wedding card, Rae! 544 00:44:00,280 --> 00:44:01,920 What wedding card? 545 00:44:01,920 --> 00:44:03,800 The one you left on your desk. 546 00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:08,320 Oh, fuck! 547 00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:15,440 That's not for you. 548 00:44:15,440 --> 00:44:17,960 Oh, it's for your other mum, is it? 549 00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:20,920 You talk more random than duck's shite sometimes, you. 550 00:44:24,520 --> 00:44:30,560 They are… um… it is there home in… 551 00:44:30,560 --> 00:44:33,360 They had born… They're born… 552 00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:09,880 So, why don't you tell me how you're feeling? 553 00:45:11,640 --> 00:45:14,080 Same old. 554 00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:16,040 I just wish I could make Tix better. 555 00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:19,280 It's a really good sign that she made it through the night. 556 00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:23,560 So I don't get where I am. 557 00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:26,440 I tried to do something stupid. 558 00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:30,920 So do you think I need to come back into the hospital? 559 00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:32,640 No. 560 00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:35,360 So do you think I'm better? 561 00:45:35,360 --> 00:45:37,160 No. 562 00:45:37,720 --> 00:45:39,400 So what? 563 00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:42,520 I think you're ready to start therapy. 42631

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