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We've talked a lot so far about the
nature of good storytelling.
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But judging from your stories, it seems
like a lot of you are just flapping in
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the wind.
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Without a voice, an instrument.
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So how do we change that?
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I know I respond to something more real.
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Maybe something like a spontaneous
overflow of emotion.
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Spoken like a true romantic?
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Give me too much credit.
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No, if you're writing emotionally,
you're writing selfishly.
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You're not connecting with your
audience.
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So readers don't connect to a story with
soul.
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Is it a well-outlined plot you most
respond to or emotion that reflects your
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own human experience?
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What matters is where it comes from.
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It comes from you.
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That's right.
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That is right. And in that way, the best
moments of writing are instinctive,
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showing who we are and what it is we're
processing from a place each
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our own.
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You up for sharing?
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The church was small but strong, resting
along the low country banks where my
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father once preached.
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On summer mornings, we'd have Sunday
school alongside the cooling creeks,
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listening to Bible stories and singing
about this little lie to mine.
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I'd sometimes sneak away, braving the
golden green marsh grass up to my neck,
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soft sun peeking through patches of
Spanish moss, heat and light upon my
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face.
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what I imagine God felt like.
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But as the tides moved out, that sun
shrunk away on
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the journey to single day.
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If I go up there now, baby, like a dog
in heat.
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Hey, you boys want some of this while I
got it out? Why don't you shut the hell
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up? You ready?
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Keep your panties on.
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Hey.
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Pick you up at 10?
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Yeah.
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You'll be there, right?
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Yeah. Huh? Yeah?
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Because we need you.
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Ten.
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We'd been friends since seventh grade,
when my mom returned us to these
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waterways with her family.
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I got caught crying in a hallway and
chased the other kids away as they
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laughed.
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A warrior, suddenly at my side.
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Most of the time I shut myself off,
drifting back into a dark cloud.
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Slow fall.
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They called it depression.
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Then asked if I was having thoughts
about suicide.
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I lied.
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Said no.
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Where you been?
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Allison called.
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They said you should be there by eight.
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The pain is a curse.
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Hand it down for my father.
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Let us remember, as the bread nourishes
our bodies and our minds, and let it
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nourish your soul and your faith.
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Looking for something he'd never find.
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But at times the pain explodes out of my
mind and hand.
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A sweet relief.
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Nothing. I bet you $1.99 you ain't got
off that damn couch all day.
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What
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are
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you doing?
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Nothing. What did you take?
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Dick, get back!
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I'm gonna kick your ass, Howard!
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Right. You ain't gonna do shit.
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Y'all know Joseph, Charlie's little
brother.
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What's up?
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Come to drink all our beer and split?
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Where's Charlie?
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He's in the study.
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Go find him.
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He's been looking for you.
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Quite the charmer.
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Gonna be.
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It means how you got an invite to my
party.
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Joseph.
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What are you doing, buddy?
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I'm all right.
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Staying in trouble?
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Yeah.
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Bullshit.
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Hey, let me go say hey to some people.
I'll catch up with you in a second,
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okay? All right, buddy.
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Where's my wife?
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Charlie was my half-brother, abandoned
by my father when he was ten.
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He made good by being himself, a wide
space between him and me.
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That's true. It's not bad.
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You just seem to have all the answers,
don't you?
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I'm not saying I have all the answers,
but we've all had those moments that
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feel right, where we feel like we're at
our best, where we're not bogged down
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with self-doubt or fear, you know, where
we trust in the world around us. Which
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is what?
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Faith.
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Striving for some sense of hope, of
peace.
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The eagle soaring through the air
achieves because of three things.
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His wing, the wind, and his faith in
both.
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Our role is to accept that who we are is
absolutely integral to that and to stop
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fighting against the concept of our
value and to recognize that the world
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cannot be what it's determined to be
without us as we are.
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What do you think, Joe?
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I like it.
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See there?
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There you go. Youth of America likes it.
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Yeah.
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What the hell are you doing in here?
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Nothing.
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Cars in my way.
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You can best get to cleaning this place
out like I keep telling you. Whatever.
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The hell did you say?
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Live here for free?
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Barely got out of high school. Hey, you
don't even have a goddamn job.
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You starting to amount to jack shit, you
know that?
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You always give me such a hard time.
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You don't know what a hard time is.
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How is your mom doing?
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She's okay.
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Good.
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Do you want some of this?
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Yeah, sure.
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So, are you still thinking about school?
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You said I was thinking about school.
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Charlie, you should, you know.
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You did well.
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You know I'm going back where I belong.
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I said I'm going back.
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I'm going back where I belong.
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I was alone, but I would on occasion
take company in other folks.
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Not through easy conversation or eye
contact.
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That I make up stories about them.
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Where they came from.
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Based on a sideways glance.
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Or that night.
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A little more.
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How's it going?
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Alright.
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You from around here?
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Yeah.
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You?
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Not far.
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You and Daddy a preacher?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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You got the head of a preacher.
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The way it curves wide.
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He left his mark on you.
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The eye of God.
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There.
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Use that sight.
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You'll find your way.
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Best get to it.
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I saw something there.
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A light.
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An idea that would later live and
breathe.
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Forming like the crest of a breaking
wave.
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A reflection of what floats inside.
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Finally.
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Easy there, tiger.
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We gotta get ready soon.
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What are we gonna do?
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Pay attention.
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I won't get paid.
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You know my cousin down in Oka Coke?
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Yeah, he's lousy when it comes to
drinking, but he sniffs out the hot
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spot.
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Told him about a little juke joint
around the island he's been frequenting.
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And what happened one night when they
was all drunk as hell.
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And some serious movement showed up for
the plan.
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These three dudes come in with shotguns,
holding the place up.
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One took on cash box, get it all emptied
out.
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The other two watch the crowd making
sure some hillbilly don't play
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vigilante.
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Anything come up, they all get the hell
out.
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And by the time anyone was sober enough
to realize what the hell was happening,
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they was long gone.
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Turns out they've been hitting joints
all over the coast.
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Stealing drunk folks money while they
were too drunk to do anything about it.
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And those folks sure as hell won't call
in a pokey.
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Hell, they bust up the stills and shut
her down in two shakes. Wouldn't give a
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rat's ass past that.
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So they just kept on moving.
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Hiding in the banks.
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Scramming.
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All anybody knew was it was three black
fellas.
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Smart as hell.
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Quiet as a pack of church mice.
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Legend.
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Smells like pussy.
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Mm-hmm.
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This is serious, man.
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What, you think I don't know that?
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I ain't gonna do jack shit.
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Dang.
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How much you think we get?
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Enough.
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What? What do you think?
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You look funny.
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Yeah?
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A huckleberry here is going to save your
ass.
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Shit, nothing.
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I'm tired of busting my ass to buy a
six-pack.
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I'd rather change that shit.
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I'd be mad about it.
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I'd buff it out a little bit.
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Especially you.
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That shit you write.
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Yeah, that's right.
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I think what you do.
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You want to tell me?
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You know, skin off my ass.
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The folks look at me, they look at my
pops.
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They figure that's all they're ever
gonna get.
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It's a punk-ass brawler.
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But you...
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Step it up, Jeff.
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We weren't gonna hurt anyone.
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Gun wasn't even loaded.
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Courage was his weapon.
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Just get in there and do it.
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Two minutes from now, we'll be on our
way.
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If anybody asks the names of any Roy.
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is
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Thank you.
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That's your memory.
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And now.
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I know what it feels like to be
depressed.
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But you have something he probably
didn't have.
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What's that?
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Your imagination.
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In response to this memory, a story came
to me.
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Of a quiet man, with unseen strength.
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His horn, his voice.
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Like the song that came from me.
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Seeking a home.
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A place in this world.
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Holy shit!
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Dude, there's like a thousand bucks back
here. See, what I told you.
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They eat such dumb ass after all.
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I was messed up when that guy pulled
that gun.
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That freaked me out.
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You saw it happen, didn't you?
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But man, you better speak up.
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That could have been bad.
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My father once did go away to return.
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Good. He's here.
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What's this?
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Don't fucking ranger.
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I think it's pissed.
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Ross, fire!
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Rossi!
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Is he alive?
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One,
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two, three.
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I got it. What up, buddy?
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Yeah, I can take a shower, you stink
ass.
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How the hell you been?
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Good.
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I'm good.
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Yeah.
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You packing?
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Man, that better not be the only reason
you come to see me.
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Of course it ain't. I love me some
Russell.
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Yeah, right.
269
00:35:05,370 --> 00:35:06,370
What you got?
270
00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:14,480
You'll like this.
271
00:35:15,460 --> 00:35:16,460
This stuff?
272
00:35:18,220 --> 00:35:19,760
Put the two asses in the bath.
273
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:22,480
Get your feet off the couch.
274
00:35:24,060 --> 00:35:25,140
Hell yeah.
275
00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:26,920
Put this up in the ounce.
276
00:35:27,420 --> 00:35:28,760
I'm gonna put your boy here.
277
00:35:29,260 --> 00:35:30,280
He's such a badass.
278
00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:32,720
Usually there's a ceiling on this shit.
279
00:35:33,940 --> 00:35:35,060
Out to that shit, too.
280
00:35:37,740 --> 00:35:39,020
Sure you got this kind of dough?
281
00:35:39,260 --> 00:35:40,260
Yeah.
282
00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:41,840
I've been working.
283
00:35:44,299 --> 00:35:45,760
Hey, go hang out with that chick.
284
00:35:47,380 --> 00:35:48,380
What's her name?
285
00:35:48,860 --> 00:35:50,560
Lydia. Yeah, that's it.
286
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:51,960
You all still talk?
287
00:35:52,780 --> 00:35:54,060
No, it's been a while.
288
00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:55,440
Smart move, man.
289
00:35:55,940 --> 00:35:56,940
That chick?
290
00:35:58,240 --> 00:35:59,780
She got Elton Titus and shit.
291
00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:01,760
That's what I'm saying.
292
00:36:02,040 --> 00:36:03,060
Yeah, me and dad bad.
293
00:36:03,380 --> 00:36:05,880
Her belly button's so big you could eat
oatmeal out of it.
294
00:36:06,780 --> 00:36:08,240
And get your feet off my couch.
295
00:36:08,520 --> 00:36:11,600
Do I have to tell you twice? You want me
to write it down for you? What about
296
00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:12,780
streams? You want some of those too?
297
00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:14,760
Somebody get the telephone, please.
298
00:36:24,940 --> 00:36:25,940
Hey!
299
00:36:26,900 --> 00:36:28,460
You the brains behind this operation?
300
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:31,840
Not hardly.
301
00:36:33,020 --> 00:36:34,280
You don't talk much.
302
00:36:34,920 --> 00:36:37,520
But, uh, who else would you rather ride
with?
303
00:36:39,860 --> 00:36:40,860
Hey!
304
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:42,400
Watch your neck.
305
00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:44,080
All right, brother.
306
00:36:44,980 --> 00:36:45,980
See you soon.
307
00:36:48,300 --> 00:36:49,300
Send it later.
308
00:36:56,140 --> 00:36:57,140
Woo!
309
00:37:00,100 --> 00:37:01,100
Man,
310
00:37:02,660 --> 00:37:04,340
that's cool as hell.
311
00:37:04,880 --> 00:37:06,260
Once a lot of sun, you saw him.
312
00:37:06,820 --> 00:37:07,880
Kind of laying low.
313
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:09,640
How come?
314
00:37:11,660 --> 00:37:12,900
It was about a year ago.
315
00:37:13,600 --> 00:37:16,260
Rusty convinced me to go see some pic to
his feet.
316
00:37:16,940 --> 00:37:19,140
Now, he was drunk as hell when he picked
me up.
317
00:37:19,780 --> 00:37:22,720
Three hours later, we was both back.
318
00:37:23,340 --> 00:37:24,340
Hey!
319
00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:28,360
Howdy. Hey, do you know where It'll Do
is?
320
00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:30,600
Excuse me?
321
00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:32,578
It'll Do.
322
00:37:32,580 --> 00:37:34,220
It's my girl's place.
323
00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:39,180
Ben, I have no idea what you're talking
about, but I suggest... You move on. Oh,
324
00:37:39,200 --> 00:37:40,200
I forget people.
325
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:41,280
Oh, great.
326
00:37:41,660 --> 00:37:42,660
Night for nothing.
327
00:37:44,780 --> 00:37:46,560
You gonna let her talk to you like that?
328
00:37:46,880 --> 00:37:47,880
You know what?
329
00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:49,360
No.
330
00:37:55,780 --> 00:37:56,780
Hey.
331
00:37:58,620 --> 00:37:59,640
I brought faith.
332
00:38:02,400 --> 00:38:03,680
I know you know the place.
333
00:38:04,440 --> 00:38:05,720
What place is that?
334
00:38:07,300 --> 00:38:09,360
My girl's house, you bitch.
335
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:18,780
Hey, where's the ass?
336
00:38:25,620 --> 00:38:26,620
Watch it.
337
00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:29,080
Rusty brought a sheet of ass to share
with the girls.
338
00:38:29,360 --> 00:38:31,440
Now, he didn't know what to do with it.
339
00:38:31,740 --> 00:38:34,620
So he did what any clear-thinking drunk
would do.
340
00:38:35,140 --> 00:38:36,320
Shoved him up his ass.
341
00:38:51,319 --> 00:38:55,980
They never found the hit so they just
left him alone to sleep it off
342
00:38:55,980 --> 00:38:59,660
But he wasn't doing much sleeping
343
00:39:38,020 --> 00:39:39,020
What you writing?
344
00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:45,620
Nothing. What you writing over here?
What is this?
345
00:39:45,980 --> 00:39:47,300
You gonna let me grab it like that?
346
00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:48,760
Huh?
347
00:39:49,260 --> 00:39:51,000
Come on.
348
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:52,280
I don't know.
349
00:39:54,720 --> 00:39:55,720
Jeff.
350
00:39:57,380 --> 00:39:58,380
Stop.
351
00:40:07,460 --> 00:40:08,460
That's fascinating.
352
00:40:59,940 --> 00:41:01,960
Yeah, maybe she lets you send her like,
do Kate, huh?
353
00:41:03,240 --> 00:41:05,280
You got me in misery.
354
00:42:19,050 --> 00:42:20,590
A waste in time.
355
00:43:01,330 --> 00:43:04,290
How's it going?
356
00:43:05,470 --> 00:43:11,690
What? Nothing I'm Alan
357
00:43:11,690 --> 00:43:15,850
What? The name's Alan
358
00:43:22,310 --> 00:43:23,630
Nothing much, Alan.
359
00:43:25,690 --> 00:43:26,690
And Rebecca.
360
00:43:28,890 --> 00:43:29,930
I mean, sure.
361
00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:58,820
My place of peace was always the water,
where the loud buzz of fear and doubt
362
00:43:58,820 --> 00:44:05,320
washed away, and all that remained was
me, pure as a simple story.
363
00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:21,220
His horn was a gift, beats of grace that
sprung forth like a fountain.
364
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:30,920
soaring over a saltwater creek, made
closer to the ocean with each stride.
365
00:44:37,680 --> 00:44:42,640
But when the last note drifted down and
then away, he was left with the same dry
366
00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:49,600
sorrow, where fear lurked, and touch was
cold as
367
00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:50,600
midnight.
368
00:44:54,600 --> 00:45:00,280
In those small hours, he'd look up into
a black sea, dotted with stars like
369
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:05,480
lanterns on a foggy shore, lit for the
lost fisherman.
370
00:45:34,860 --> 00:45:36,180
Are you kidding me?
371
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:37,520
Whoa.
372
00:45:38,400 --> 00:45:39,440
What, punk?
373
00:45:40,820 --> 00:45:43,280
Sorry. Hey, damn straight, you're sorry.
I had to beat your ass.
374
00:45:46,220 --> 00:45:47,220
Little faggot.
375
00:46:03,690 --> 00:46:08,010
Send me a seat on the carousel.
376
00:46:08,410 --> 00:46:13,250
Play me an old song that we loved so
well.
377
00:46:13,930 --> 00:46:18,830
We'll keep on riding around and around.
378
00:46:19,150 --> 00:46:22,550
Every night life's up and down.
379
00:46:27,330 --> 00:46:29,270
Oh, love, the change.
380
00:46:30,470 --> 00:46:31,990
Life's up and down.
381
00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:35,020
Damned if we don't.
382
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:37,200
Damned if we do.
383
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:40,140
But I remain whole.
384
00:46:40,500 --> 00:46:42,740
Each night I pray.
385
00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:46,820
Good Lord, we'll find a way.
386
00:46:49,240 --> 00:46:50,240
Look at ya.
387
00:46:50,720 --> 00:46:52,660
Couple of sorry sons of bitches.
388
00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:57,560
You killed my face.
389
00:46:59,180 --> 00:47:00,180
Let's go.
390
00:47:03,020 --> 00:47:04,020
Where are we going?
391
00:47:04,380 --> 00:47:05,380
It's gonna rain.
392
00:47:08,300 --> 00:47:09,320
It's gonna rain.
393
00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:12,580
Fucking weatherman over there.
394
00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:23,340
Keeping dry?
395
00:47:24,080 --> 00:47:25,520
Got whistlers, sure as hell is.
396
00:47:27,660 --> 00:47:28,660
Let me get you off.
397
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:32,360
Three shots of bourbon.
398
00:47:39,240 --> 00:47:40,340
Y'all get yourself one too.
399
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:45,160
I can do that.
400
00:47:56,520 --> 00:47:57,520
The bar keys.
401
00:48:08,230 --> 00:48:09,230
Y'all set?
402
00:48:09,270 --> 00:48:10,270
I think so.
403
00:48:11,070 --> 00:48:12,070
Keep them coming.
404
00:48:43,390 --> 00:48:48,030
We'll be right back.
405
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:19,178
How you doing?
406
00:49:19,180 --> 00:49:20,180
How you doing?
407
00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:21,960
Uh-uh.
408
00:49:22,160 --> 00:49:25,660
We, uh... We gotta finish this whiskey.
409
00:49:29,920 --> 00:49:31,900
I... I can't drink that.
410
00:49:32,680 --> 00:49:33,680
Yeah, you can't.
411
00:49:36,140 --> 00:49:37,460
I don't want it.
412
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:41,300
Uh, Joseph could be in a pussy.
413
00:49:58,150 --> 00:49:59,150
But I'm the asshole.
414
00:50:00,730 --> 00:50:01,730
That's rich.
415
00:50:02,170 --> 00:50:04,110
You're a strange little bitch who never
talks to nobody.
416
00:50:04,630 --> 00:50:07,710
I've never seen you with a chick. I've
never seen you with anybody.
417
00:50:09,970 --> 00:50:12,670
You're just lucky Howard and I'd let you
hang out with us. Fuck you!
418
00:50:20,830 --> 00:50:21,830
You done?
419
00:50:40,140 --> 00:50:41,760
Is that so bad, huh?
420
00:52:49,830 --> 00:52:50,830
Where'd you come from?
421
00:52:52,350 --> 00:52:53,790
Same place you going.
422
00:53:23,880 --> 00:53:24,980
This is all a gift.
423
00:53:26,980 --> 00:53:28,520
A guide to your truth.
424
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:32,800
As real as this here sand and sea.
425
00:53:35,340 --> 00:53:36,340
What is it?
426
00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:40,680
My story.
427
00:53:41,840 --> 00:53:42,960
The one you see.
428
00:56:23,850 --> 00:56:24,850
Hey, man.
429
00:56:26,190 --> 00:56:27,190
You all right?
430
00:56:28,550 --> 00:56:29,550
Yeah.
431
00:56:30,670 --> 00:56:31,670
I'm fine.
432
00:56:34,350 --> 00:56:35,350
Where's Jay?
433
00:56:37,790 --> 00:56:40,030
No idea.
434
00:56:45,750 --> 00:56:46,890
But, man, you want to get out of here?
435
00:56:49,510 --> 00:56:50,530
We need some women.
436
00:56:51,180 --> 00:56:53,080
Good luck. You look like shit.
437
00:56:56,100 --> 00:56:58,680
I still get more ass than that dress.
438
00:57:01,620 --> 00:57:03,420
Yeah. Right.
439
00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:40,720
Hey Hey How's
440
00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:44,640
it going?
441
00:57:45,320 --> 00:57:49,960
Good How are you?
442
00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:56,320
Fine
443
00:58:16,740 --> 00:58:17,740
Stay clear.
444
00:58:18,280 --> 00:58:20,160
She swooned from the moon.
445
00:58:23,780 --> 00:58:25,320
I'll always be here.
446
00:58:30,800 --> 00:58:33,420
What was that?
447
00:58:38,340 --> 00:58:39,760
Just on my rope.
448
00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:48,260
Land from the moon.
449
00:59:02,820 --> 00:59:03,820
15.
450
00:59:40,420 --> 00:59:41,420
There she is.
451
00:59:42,200 --> 00:59:43,200
Oh, shit.
452
00:59:44,440 --> 00:59:45,440
She's so cute.
453
00:59:48,780 --> 00:59:49,780
It's too dark.
454
00:59:51,280 --> 00:59:52,280
Huh?
455
00:59:55,440 --> 00:59:56,440
Hey.
456
00:59:56,960 --> 00:59:57,960
Hey.
457
00:59:58,320 --> 00:59:59,320
Where you been?
458
01:00:00,180 --> 01:00:01,180
Just hanging.
459
01:00:01,740 --> 01:00:03,020
You want to go with us?
460
01:00:03,800 --> 01:00:04,800
Where?
461
01:00:05,780 --> 01:00:06,940
We'll figure it out.
462
01:00:10,399 --> 01:00:11,399
What's up, Chief?
463
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:12,680
Why don't you tell me?
464
01:00:14,660 --> 01:00:15,660
You coming?
465
01:00:16,320 --> 01:00:17,440
Oh, well, where are you going?
466
01:00:18,160 --> 01:00:19,360
That's really none of your business.
467
01:00:19,620 --> 01:00:21,080
I'm about to make it some of my
business.
468
01:00:21,780 --> 01:00:24,500
That's a good one. You picked it up at
play school?
469
01:00:25,240 --> 01:00:26,240
No.
470
01:00:26,260 --> 01:00:27,720
No, we got a place for you here.
471
01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:29,820
Why don't you get your ass back home?
472
01:00:30,540 --> 01:00:33,500
Why don't you walk your ass back to me,
little cronies, before you find yourself
473
01:00:33,500 --> 01:00:35,960
in a situation you can't handle? Is that
right? Yeah, that's right.
474
01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:38,780
Keep pushing. I'm going to lay your ass
out.
475
01:00:52,900 --> 01:00:53,900
You coming?
476
01:01:01,540 --> 01:01:07,520
A deep silence overtook the plain,
filling his heart with comfort.
477
01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:16,300
He was home, protected by the great oaks
that lorded over him,
478
01:01:16,740 --> 01:01:19,860
entrusted with a flock to pasture.
479
01:01:21,700 --> 01:01:27,320
Planters and craftsmen trekking to hear
him speak and sing each sunlit Sunday
480
01:01:27,320 --> 01:01:28,320
morning.
481
01:01:30,360 --> 01:01:32,960
But darker waters lay yet another test.
482
01:01:34,920 --> 01:01:40,200
The youngest son of a humble maid caught
in the purse line of his daddy's shrimp
483
01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:41,200
boat.
484
01:01:43,820 --> 01:01:45,860
What world would allow such pain?
485
01:01:47,800 --> 01:01:48,800
Let's go.
486
01:01:49,480 --> 01:01:50,480
Okay.
487
01:01:58,220 --> 01:02:00,280
Hey bitches, wait up!
488
01:02:09,300 --> 01:02:11,920
What dark heart of God lay shadow to the
door?
489
01:02:13,380 --> 01:02:16,020
I think we all probably feel the same
thing.
490
01:02:20,020 --> 01:02:25,900
And there's never going to be any
comfort
491
01:02:30,730 --> 01:02:37,550
a love out there from God or nowhere
else to
492
01:02:37,550 --> 01:02:38,550
lighten the load.
493
01:02:45,270 --> 01:02:52,110
When we stop and be
494
01:02:52,110 --> 01:02:57,790
still, we know that ain't quite right.
495
01:03:07,140 --> 01:03:12,840
This is born from some strange
496
01:03:12,840 --> 01:03:16,180
deep-seated love.
497
01:03:18,560 --> 01:03:24,580
Some gentle hand that knows and
498
01:03:24,580 --> 01:03:27,960
wants what's best for us.
499
01:03:32,170 --> 01:03:38,990
When fear and doubt comes down, we
shouldn't be running
500
01:03:38,990 --> 01:03:39,990
from it.
501
01:03:42,290 --> 01:03:47,750
We shouldn't count to that raging beat
we call the devil.
502
01:03:48,450 --> 01:03:55,090
We should be beating it back, destroying
it with the one weapon we
503
01:03:55,090 --> 01:03:56,090
have.
504
01:04:22,860 --> 01:04:26,500
to do better in the wake of all that's
not.
505
01:04:29,800 --> 01:04:36,540
Will and weakness and joy and pain
506
01:04:36,540 --> 01:04:43,460
carry one grace to dry mouth
507
01:04:43,460 --> 01:04:48,840
and parched lip like water in the
desert.
508
01:05:08,010 --> 01:05:09,010
Be free.
509
01:07:10,090 --> 01:07:11,230
The road is long.
510
01:07:12,650 --> 01:07:13,870
With a lot of bends.
511
01:07:15,210 --> 01:07:17,390
Mapped in a way we're not meant to see.
512
01:07:18,790 --> 01:07:20,750
Shifts that change everything we know.
513
01:07:23,210 --> 01:07:24,630
I could be strong.
514
01:07:25,310 --> 01:07:26,590
I wasn't useless.
515
01:07:28,150 --> 01:07:31,770
It was better when I wasn't alone.
516
01:07:34,990 --> 01:07:35,990
Joseph.
517
01:07:37,210 --> 01:07:38,210
Joseph.
518
01:07:49,160 --> 01:07:55,420
Joseph. Where are we?
519
01:07:58,960 --> 01:08:00,300
Joseph's staying at his brother's.
520
01:08:50,600 --> 01:08:51,600
You be good.
521
01:08:54,439 --> 01:08:55,439
I will.
522
01:09:18,800 --> 01:09:19,960
I'll see you later, brother.
523
01:10:17,060 --> 01:10:18,060
Where did you sneak in?
524
01:10:21,720 --> 01:10:22,940
Just a little while ago.
525
01:10:24,440 --> 01:10:25,440
Hope that's okay.
526
01:10:25,840 --> 01:10:26,840
Oh, of course.
527
01:10:27,820 --> 01:10:28,820
Everything all right?
528
01:10:55,560 --> 01:10:56,560
I'm afraid something.
529
01:11:11,500 --> 01:11:12,020
I
530
01:11:12,020 --> 01:11:21,720
released
531
01:11:21,720 --> 01:11:22,720
it.
532
01:11:23,580 --> 01:11:24,760
For the first time.
533
01:11:27,660 --> 01:11:32,720
My own meager song of my own simple
journey.
534
01:11:35,000 --> 01:11:36,540
A march to courage.
535
01:11:39,140 --> 01:11:40,600
Warriors at my side.
536
01:11:45,720 --> 01:11:48,940
Howard started working on one of the
horse farms on John's Island.
537
01:11:50,260 --> 01:11:51,840
He met a sweet girl there.
538
01:11:52,460 --> 01:11:54,140
A free spirit who liked him.
539
01:11:56,420 --> 01:12:00,880
They settled together at her family's
old house on the river, where she paints
540
01:12:00,880 --> 01:12:03,780
old bottles and scraps of driftwood and
sells them at a local gallery.
541
01:12:07,240 --> 01:12:12,260
Most nights they smoke a J before
dinner, and after a few beers, skinny
542
01:12:12,260 --> 01:12:14,380
dip off the river shore.
543
01:12:20,080 --> 01:12:23,480
Alan became a rigger on one of the cargo
ships we used to watch float by.
544
01:12:26,090 --> 01:12:30,570
About eight months ago, he dove from the
deck 50 feet up to save a fallen sailor,
545
01:12:30,590 --> 01:12:35,410
then held tight the unconscious body
while the waves beat them both.
546
01:12:37,030 --> 01:12:38,030
The man lived.
547
01:12:39,310 --> 01:12:40,770
Alan was made third mate.
548
01:12:42,590 --> 01:12:46,190
He bought a small cabin on one of the
marsh rivers that used to bind us,
549
01:12:46,570 --> 01:12:52,810
returning there every time they hit
port, floating with the rise and fall of
550
01:12:52,810 --> 01:12:53,810
tidal creeks.
551
01:13:01,380 --> 01:13:03,980
I imagine he might watch me with pride
from that perch.
552
01:13:05,700 --> 01:13:09,080
Because gone are the days of the sort of
fear that cut me at the knees.
553
01:13:10,680 --> 01:13:15,840
It began with that bold kiss under a
comfort moon from the first person I
554
01:13:15,840 --> 01:13:16,840
shared my writing with.
555
01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:21,740
And despite all my doubt, those words
didn't strike me down.
556
01:13:23,020 --> 01:13:25,340
They would return to me, tenfold.
557
01:13:27,540 --> 01:13:30,500
With moments of connection that brought
back that warmth.
558
01:13:33,190 --> 01:13:34,670
That born-again feeling.
559
01:13:36,310 --> 01:13:37,830
The sun on my face.
560
01:13:52,130 --> 01:13:53,130
It's rough.
561
01:13:53,510 --> 01:13:54,550
Need some work.
562
01:13:59,170 --> 01:14:00,170
What do you think?
563
01:14:05,130 --> 01:14:06,130
It's who I am.
564
01:14:08,910 --> 01:14:10,390
Spirit, did that change me?
565
01:14:11,770 --> 01:14:14,310
Well, you'll have plenty of those.
566
01:14:17,750 --> 01:14:19,150
Those are, uh...
567
01:14:34,500 --> 01:14:35,920
Wow, man, he's great. Hey, Joseph.
568
01:14:36,540 --> 01:14:37,540
Hey, wait up.
569
01:14:38,420 --> 01:14:40,940
Hey, was, uh, was all that real?
570
01:14:42,400 --> 01:14:43,400
Real to me.
571
01:14:45,900 --> 01:14:46,900
That's a good answer.
572
01:14:48,900 --> 01:14:49,920
Hey, let's go grab a beer.
573
01:14:50,860 --> 01:14:51,860
Can't.
574
01:14:52,440 --> 01:14:53,440
Gotta meet tomorrow.
575
01:18:23,180 --> 01:18:24,720
We'll be right back.
576
01:18:58,480 --> 01:19:01,260
We ain't lost on the promised land.
577
01:19:01,960 --> 01:19:03,820
On the promised land.
578
01:19:04,220 --> 01:19:06,240
What you got to say, Edwin and Darius?
579
01:20:17,860 --> 01:20:19,480
happening. We're
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