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[Jacks]
Oh, my God.
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Live beaver there.
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Dead beaver there.
Whoa. What do I do?
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If I can honor this beaver,
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then I believe
that he is worth taking.
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- Oh, [bleep].
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These [bleep] jacks
are going for my fat.
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I will have to protect
my meat much better.
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I'm so glad that moose is...
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[bowstring thuds]
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[Aaron]
[bleep].
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The arrow hit a tree.
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Oh, my God,
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I'm gonna beat the [bleep]
out of myself about it.
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It's a sad day, though, boy.
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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Okay, day 31.
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Coming in hot.
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Just trying to fill
this glove with berries.
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We're about
right there right now.
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Hopefully we'll have
this thing topped right up,
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and we can supplement berries
as we're eating bunnies
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and hopefully moose.
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♪ ♪
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It would be hard to pick
berries when it gets cold,
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but hopefully
it doesn't for a bit.
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♪ ♪
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Yeah, the lingonberries
still got crunch to them,
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so it's nice to mix them
in with the blueberries,
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because they're getting
a little bit mushy.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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[sighs]
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Gonna go for a little walk,
see if I can find an arrow.
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♪ ♪
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Missing the moose
was a big disappointment.
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I should have been more calm,
more relaxed,
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not letting the weight
of the competition
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make me rush a shot
I shouldn't have taken.
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But I have to dig deep.
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I got to swallow my pride,
and we got to work harder now.
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♪ ♪
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I'm just gonna walk
this way for a second,
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because I shot an arrow over.
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I thought it went
in the water,
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but the water's receded
so much.
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It'd be nice to see a frickin'
broadhead sticking up.
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♪ ♪
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Wouldn't that be something?
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I don't got broadheads.
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I only have two blunts.
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I got no chances of getting
a big game with them.
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I don't know why I was shooting
broadheads at squirrels,
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though, like
when I only had a...
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♪ ♪
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Whatever.
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♪ ♪
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It's in the past.
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It's a new day...here.
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♪ ♪
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New day for luck.
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I could easily hang it up
right now, but I won't.
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No way.
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There's too many people
I would be failing--
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myself, obviously, number one,
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Travis, my brothers, my dad.
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♪ ♪
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You know, my dad
taught me how to hunt.
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No arrows.
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Damn it.
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My dad's just
a blue-collar guy
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that loves the outdoors.
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He was very disciplined.
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Zero, zilch, nada.
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♪ ♪
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Well, let's go
check on my snares.
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♪ ♪
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Growing up,
there was tough days,
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but there was a lot of lessons
and a lot of things.
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Like, even just, like,
setting snares,
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my dad taught me.
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It's a beautiful thing.
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And hopefully that's gonna
carry me through to the end.
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Oh, oh, we got a bunny.
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I see feet.
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Yeah, bunny.
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Oh, yeah, bunny.
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♪ ♪
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One bunny in the bank.
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We shall continue on.
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♪ ♪
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Coming up onto this.
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Oh, [bleep],
we got another bunny.
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♪ ♪
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Killing it.
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♪ ♪
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I knew this was
gonna be a good set.
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This is a huge trail.
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♪ ♪
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Two-bunny day, folks.
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Two-bunny day.
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♪ ♪
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I'm happy...
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happy I had a good day
like this.
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I was feeling pretty
down in the dumps.
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We're back on track.
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Put the old flag
up in the air today.
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♪ ♪
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Proud Canadian, so we will
raise her on the shelter.
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♪ ♪
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My Canadian flag.
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I declare this day Canada Day.
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I just got to do you guys proud
and win this thing.
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♪ Oh, Canada ♪
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♪ ♪
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[Andrew] Snowed
a little bit last night
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but nothing too extreme.
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So, for breakfast,
I've got the last of the hare.
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And after that,
I've got no food at all.
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I'm just gonna savor
every tiny morsel of meat.
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I think we get so used
to having food security
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in the West that it barely
even occurs to us
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that it's never really
been a normal thing.
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I'm hoping that this hare will
give me all the energy I need
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today to get everything
done that I want to do,
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which is finish the coracle
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and...
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get some fishing done.
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But we shall see.
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♪ ♪
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I've been making a coracle,
which is a small boat.
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♪ ♪
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I feel inspired.
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That's the rough shape of it.
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Now that the seat's
in position,
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I can weave more willow in,
which will help
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to clamp the seat in place.
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♪ ♪
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Nice.
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Back to the coracle.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, it's starting
to look like a boat.
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Still needs a lot of work,
but it's getting there.
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♪ ♪
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It's taken me a lot longer
to build than I'd hoped,
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because every time
I thought, I'll put my effort
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and energy into
building the coracle,
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the weather would turn.
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But now that
it's almost done,
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I just want to get it
out on the water.
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What I need to do is start
tying everything together
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so it doesn't start
to pull apart.
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And then once I've got
all the bottom part shaped
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how I like it, I'm gonna flip
the whole thing over,
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put the tarp on,
tighten that up...
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and then I have
a finished coracle.
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♪ ♪
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A coracle is a traditional
Welsh watercraft
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that would have been
a common sight on rivers
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a century or more ago.
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And there's something quite
nostalgic about seeing them.
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Always remind me of home.
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I just hope this isn't a waste
of time and energy today,
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but...
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at least
I'll have got it finished.
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♪ ♪
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I wanted to build a coracle
because it would be
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a useful way of fishing.
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It would be a way
to get to places
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that I can't get to on foot.
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That's good.
Okay.
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♪ ♪
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The lake, I can't access
huge areas of it
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because
of the dense undergrowth.
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But by using a coracle,
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I will be able
to paddle straight across
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to access areas that are
potentially good for fishing,
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as well as for hunting.
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♪ ♪
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I'll make a sliding knot here.
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That will allow me to put
some tension on this.
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So I'm just gonna roll it
into it so it's...
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well secured.
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I was thinking about names
for my coracle,
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and one that came to mind
is the Welsh word "hiraeth,"
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which roughly translates
as a sort of longing for home,
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missing all the things
that home represents.
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So I think that's
a perfect little nod
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to its Welsh heritage.
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Looks like the time has finally
come to launch the coracle.
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♪ ♪
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I'm pretty sure
I've built a very stable
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and watertight craft,
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but if the structure
is badly made,
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the whole thing
could just sink.
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♪ ♪
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My concern is that,
if I do get cold and wet,
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I could find myself
becoming hypothermic,
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and that would be
a very serious situation.
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It's all ice.
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Looks like water
a bit further out, but...
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it's still
a long way to go.
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♪ ♪
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At the very least, it would
mean having to tap out.
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At the worst, it could put
my life in danger.
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♪ ♪
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It floats,
but I'm stuck in the mud.
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♪ ♪
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Oh, [bleep]!
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♪ ♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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- [sighs]
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[chuckles]
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Okay, it didn't
damage anything.
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My foot got stuck in the mud.
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Oh, man.
Right.
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[squeaking]
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Okay, here we go.
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This is it.
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This is "Hiraeth"
on her maiden voyage.
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I'm just gonna try and catch
a fish while I'm here.
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That'd be pretty magical,
wouldn't it?
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♪ ♪
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Paddling a coracle differs
quite significantly
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from a canoe or a kayak.
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Whereas with a canoe
or a kayak,
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you paddle at the sides,
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with a coracle,
you use a sculling motion,
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which means that you almost
perform a figure-eight motion
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with a paddle
at the front of the boat.
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♪ ♪
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I'm expecting the water to be
quite deep in the middle...
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But the further I go out,
the more it becomes clear
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that the lake,
as I keep referring to it,
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is no more than
a shallow pond.
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Don't know if there is
any deep sections
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that I can try fishing in.
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Pretty shallow everywhere.
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♪ ♪
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It's disappointing,
because it means
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that it's highly unlikely
to sustain
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the kind of fish that I was
hoping to catch in there.
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♪ ♪
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This isn't quite the experience
I was planning.
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♪ ♪
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It'll be just like
the "Titanic" at this rate.
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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"Hiraeth" is a sound boat.
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The lake is the problem.
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It's not much more
than ankle-deep.
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And then as soon as you get
to slightly deeper water,
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it's ice.
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So can't catch fish in it.
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I'm starting to think
my attention
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is probably better put
towards the river now.
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I think that was a success.
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The boat works,
and that's progress.
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"Hiraeth" of the seas...
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or of the pond, anyway.
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♪ ♪
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- I see a log over here.
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We're gonna trap the beaver.
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00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,082
Perfect.
267
00:14:12,485 --> 00:14:14,687
Oh, jackpot.
Oh, wow. Look at that.
268
00:14:14,787 --> 00:14:16,956
Jackpot.
269
00:14:16,989 --> 00:14:18,358
Yes.
270
00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:21,894
Ah!
271
00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:25,998
This is what
I do every morning.
272
00:14:26,032 --> 00:14:28,601
This is my breakfast.
273
00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:30,370
This is my pantry right here.
274
00:14:30,403 --> 00:14:32,271
[lips smacking]
275
00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:37,844
♪ ♪
276
00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:41,013
Okay, I need to hydrate.
277
00:14:41,114 --> 00:14:43,216
This is my new water source.
278
00:14:43,282 --> 00:14:45,752
♪ ♪
279
00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:49,622
Initially, I was actually
going to one of the ponds,
280
00:14:49,756 --> 00:14:53,860
and it was a good 300,
400 meters every morning.
281
00:14:53,926 --> 00:14:58,364
♪ ♪
282
00:14:58,398 --> 00:15:01,634
This resource is a lot closer,
283
00:15:01,667 --> 00:15:04,570
and it's kind of a marsh.
284
00:15:04,604 --> 00:15:07,140
Definitely got to boil that.
285
00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:10,910
And saves me a lot of effort
for carrying water every day,
286
00:15:11,043 --> 00:15:12,645
which is nice.
287
00:15:12,678 --> 00:15:15,915
[sighs] First thing
on the agenda today...
288
00:15:16,048 --> 00:15:17,884
done.
289
00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:24,457
♪ ♪
290
00:15:24,557 --> 00:15:26,893
Okay, so the next thing,
291
00:15:26,993 --> 00:15:29,195
a new location for my gillnet.
292
00:15:29,228 --> 00:15:33,332
I think I've settled
around here.
293
00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:37,069
I don't see
any beaver tracks, do I?
294
00:15:37,203 --> 00:15:39,205
♪ ♪
295
00:15:39,305 --> 00:15:41,140
That might be a good thing.
296
00:15:41,274 --> 00:15:42,842
Well, it'll be
a very good thing.
297
00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,811
Okay, so...
298
00:15:44,844 --> 00:15:47,480
perfect for a gillnet.
299
00:15:47,580 --> 00:15:50,483
The beaver is the bane
of my existence.
300
00:15:50,583 --> 00:15:52,485
I put out setline.
301
00:15:52,585 --> 00:15:55,221
I put a trotline out
and a gillnet,
302
00:15:55,354 --> 00:15:59,759
and I see him destroying work
that I've done.
303
00:15:59,859 --> 00:16:03,596
My net is utterly destroyed.
304
00:16:03,696 --> 00:16:07,633
This doesn't really bode well
for Jacks's fishing.
305
00:16:07,767 --> 00:16:11,504
[bleep]. See if we can fix
this monster of a trotline.
306
00:16:11,637 --> 00:16:14,040
Look, there's
the culprit right there.
307
00:16:14,073 --> 00:16:15,308
Right there.
308
00:16:15,341 --> 00:16:18,277
Stop destroying
the things that I make!
309
00:16:18,377 --> 00:16:20,246
It's reached the point
where it's personal
310
00:16:20,279 --> 00:16:21,814
between me and this beaver.
311
00:16:21,914 --> 00:16:23,916
I spent all this time
making a net,
312
00:16:24,050 --> 00:16:26,719
and it's just destroyed.
313
00:16:26,853 --> 00:16:28,621
It's soul-crushing.
314
00:16:28,754 --> 00:16:32,492
Let's deploy this gillnet
and see what happens.
315
00:16:32,592 --> 00:16:34,827
Recently, I found
the beaver lodge,
316
00:16:34,927 --> 00:16:38,798
and now the potential to trap
the beaver is a lot higher.
317
00:16:38,931 --> 00:16:41,667
I'm channeling
the beaver animal spirit,
318
00:16:41,801 --> 00:16:43,669
and that is persistence.
319
00:16:43,803 --> 00:16:45,271
♪ ♪
320
00:16:45,404 --> 00:16:47,273
We can just pray.
321
00:16:47,406 --> 00:16:49,675
Pray that it works.
322
00:16:49,709 --> 00:16:51,277
God, I'd love a fish.
323
00:16:51,377 --> 00:16:53,045
♪ ♪
324
00:16:53,079 --> 00:16:55,481
Let's get out of here now.
325
00:16:55,581 --> 00:16:58,751
Prime time, hunting time.
326
00:16:58,885 --> 00:17:04,323
♪ ♪
327
00:17:04,423 --> 00:17:07,460
Everything is pretty scarce
here in this immediate area,
328
00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:09,561
but I still see some hare.
329
00:17:09,595 --> 00:17:10,896
I don't see them every day,
330
00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:12,531
but I try every day
to put some effort
331
00:17:12,565 --> 00:17:14,099
into procuring them.
332
00:17:18,237 --> 00:17:21,339
I didn't come into this
as a big hunter
333
00:17:21,473 --> 00:17:25,077
or a trapper or a fisherman,
but this is an opportunity
334
00:17:25,176 --> 00:17:27,413
for me to grow that skill set.
335
00:17:27,445 --> 00:17:30,283
And while
I may not be thriving,
336
00:17:30,316 --> 00:17:31,951
I'm still doing it, you know?
337
00:17:31,984 --> 00:17:33,486
I've got berries,
I've got plants,
338
00:17:33,586 --> 00:17:35,588
I've got meat.
339
00:17:35,721 --> 00:17:42,728
♪ ♪
340
00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:52,471
♪ ♪
341
00:17:52,605 --> 00:17:54,073
[exhales deeply]
342
00:17:54,206 --> 00:17:55,708
[bowstring thuds]
343
00:17:55,841 --> 00:17:58,110
Got a hare with a bow--
another one!
344
00:17:58,244 --> 00:18:01,113
♪ ♪
345
00:18:01,247 --> 00:18:02,715
Got him right in the head.
346
00:18:02,815 --> 00:18:04,116
Wow.
347
00:18:04,250 --> 00:18:07,853
♪ ♪
348
00:18:07,954 --> 00:18:10,122
And we're taking him back.
349
00:18:10,156 --> 00:18:12,158
We got rabbit to cook.
350
00:18:12,191 --> 00:18:16,696
♪ ♪
351
00:18:16,796 --> 00:18:19,165
You know, I think one of the
things that is keeping me here
352
00:18:19,265 --> 00:18:21,067
is the ability to hunt.
353
00:18:21,200 --> 00:18:23,402
Oh, yeah.
354
00:18:23,469 --> 00:18:24,971
♪ ♪
355
00:18:25,071 --> 00:18:27,607
You know, I actually thought
that hunting could be seen
356
00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:29,642
as a waste of time.
357
00:18:29,675 --> 00:18:31,277
If you have
a bunch of traps out,
358
00:18:31,377 --> 00:18:32,945
you could be sitting
in your shelter
359
00:18:33,079 --> 00:18:34,947
doing crafts
instead of hunting.
360
00:18:35,081 --> 00:18:36,716
[exhaling deeply]
361
00:18:36,816 --> 00:18:38,918
But I'm finding a lot
of power in hunting.
362
00:18:39,051 --> 00:18:40,086
♪ ♪
363
00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:41,120
[sighs]
364
00:18:41,220 --> 00:18:43,022
It makes me happy, you know?
365
00:18:43,155 --> 00:18:46,959
It helps me to shift
from a bad day to a good day.
366
00:18:47,059 --> 00:18:48,694
I really am
the Jacks of all trades.
367
00:18:48,794 --> 00:18:52,565
I know a little about a lot,
but I feel like I know enough.
368
00:18:52,665 --> 00:18:55,234
I'm living.
I'm doing it.
369
00:18:55,267 --> 00:18:57,503
Oh, yeah.
370
00:18:57,637 --> 00:18:59,605
[sighs]
371
00:19:02,508 --> 00:19:05,444
[dramatic music]
372
00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:12,518
♪ ♪
373
00:19:13,753 --> 00:19:15,655
[bird caws, Jacks groans]
374
00:19:15,721 --> 00:19:18,157
♪ ♪
375
00:19:18,190 --> 00:19:20,559
[Jacks groans]
Okay.
376
00:19:20,660 --> 00:19:23,362
My stomach is feeling
really funny right now.
377
00:19:24,730 --> 00:19:28,000
It's pretty cramped up.
378
00:19:28,034 --> 00:19:29,802
♪ ♪
379
00:19:29,835 --> 00:19:31,771
[sighs]
380
00:19:31,804 --> 00:19:33,806
[groans]
381
00:19:33,839 --> 00:19:35,741
♪ ♪
382
00:19:35,875 --> 00:19:37,243
[bleep].
383
00:19:37,276 --> 00:19:40,046
♪ ♪
384
00:19:40,079 --> 00:19:41,914
[groans]
385
00:19:41,981 --> 00:19:44,350
♪ ♪
386
00:19:44,483 --> 00:19:48,320
[breathes deeply]
387
00:19:48,387 --> 00:19:50,322
♪ ♪
388
00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:52,725
[sighs]
389
00:19:52,758 --> 00:19:57,830
♪ ♪
390
00:19:57,963 --> 00:20:00,399
Just wondering if I need
to, like, just lay down
391
00:20:00,433 --> 00:20:01,567
for a second.
392
00:20:01,634 --> 00:20:02,868
♪ ♪
393
00:20:03,002 --> 00:20:04,837
[groans]
394
00:20:04,970 --> 00:20:07,540
♪ ♪
395
00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:09,308
[groans]
396
00:20:09,408 --> 00:20:11,677
Not sure if I want to throw up
or not right now.
397
00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:13,112
♪ ♪
398
00:20:13,245 --> 00:20:16,115
[groans]
399
00:20:16,248 --> 00:20:18,918
♪ ♪
400
00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:20,853
Ugh.
401
00:20:20,953 --> 00:20:22,888
Why would this
be happening to me?
402
00:20:22,922 --> 00:20:24,323
♪ ♪
403
00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,495
♪ ♪
404
00:20:29,628 --> 00:20:32,598
Am I not hydrated enough
to digest?
405
00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:33,833
♪ ♪
406
00:20:33,966 --> 00:20:35,835
[groans]
407
00:20:35,968 --> 00:20:37,470
♪ ♪
408
00:20:37,603 --> 00:20:42,074
Oh, God,
this is really painful.
409
00:20:42,108 --> 00:20:45,478
[crying] I keep going through
these waves...
410
00:20:45,611 --> 00:20:47,079
of nausea
411
00:20:47,113 --> 00:20:48,314
to, like...
412
00:20:48,414 --> 00:20:51,350
♪ ♪
413
00:20:51,484 --> 00:20:54,320
Pain, just pain.
414
00:20:54,453 --> 00:20:57,389
♪ ♪
415
00:20:57,523 --> 00:20:59,391
And I don't know why.
416
00:20:59,525 --> 00:21:00,993
♪ ♪
417
00:21:01,127 --> 00:21:04,163
It just hurts so bad.
418
00:21:04,196 --> 00:21:06,732
[bleep].
419
00:21:06,799 --> 00:21:12,605
♪ ♪
420
00:21:17,042 --> 00:21:19,545
[bleep].
421
00:21:19,678 --> 00:21:21,080
[groans]
422
00:21:21,213 --> 00:21:22,948
♪ ♪
423
00:21:25,684 --> 00:21:27,019
♪ ♪
424
00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:29,989
[sobbing]
425
00:21:30,122 --> 00:21:33,292
♪ ♪
426
00:21:33,325 --> 00:21:35,227
Oh, God, help me!
427
00:21:35,361 --> 00:21:37,463
Please help me!
428
00:21:37,596 --> 00:21:40,232
[groans, sobs]
429
00:21:40,366 --> 00:21:45,671
♪ ♪
430
00:21:45,805 --> 00:21:49,341
[grunts weakly]
431
00:21:49,475 --> 00:21:51,210
[bleep].
432
00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:53,245
[groans]
433
00:21:55,848 --> 00:21:58,417
[groans]
434
00:22:04,223 --> 00:22:05,624
[sighs]
435
00:22:05,758 --> 00:22:07,560
I think I'm gonna
have to shift gears
436
00:22:07,693 --> 00:22:10,429
for the next couple of days.
437
00:22:10,563 --> 00:22:12,164
Okay.
438
00:22:12,264 --> 00:22:14,533
I need to rest.
439
00:22:18,637 --> 00:22:25,644
♪ ♪
440
00:22:38,324 --> 00:22:41,861
[Andrew] The official launch
on a proper body of water
441
00:22:41,994 --> 00:22:45,097
of "Hiraeth" the coracle.
442
00:22:45,231 --> 00:22:49,401
You would not believe
how excited this makes me feel.
443
00:22:49,501 --> 00:22:52,638
My entire nation
will be singing
444
00:22:52,738 --> 00:22:56,075
in jubilation that a coracle
445
00:22:56,108 --> 00:22:58,010
is being launched
in the Arctic.
446
00:22:58,043 --> 00:23:00,679
[laughs]
Ah.
447
00:23:00,779 --> 00:23:02,648
No, they won't give
a [bleep], but...
448
00:23:02,748 --> 00:23:04,316
Anyway, I really care.
449
00:23:04,350 --> 00:23:06,318
But this is a big deal for me.
450
00:23:06,452 --> 00:23:08,587
And if I can catch some fish,
451
00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:12,091
I am gonna be
one happy survivor.
452
00:23:12,124 --> 00:23:16,061
♪ ♪
453
00:23:16,195 --> 00:23:17,830
Now that I'm confident
in the fact
454
00:23:17,863 --> 00:23:20,399
that my boat is
an effective watercraft,
455
00:23:20,432 --> 00:23:23,235
I think it's time
that I tested it on the river.
456
00:23:25,771 --> 00:23:28,007
That's a very different
body of water.
457
00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:30,109
I'm very aware
that falling into the river
458
00:23:30,209 --> 00:23:33,045
would present
much more serious hazards.
459
00:23:33,078 --> 00:23:34,914
It's certainly a lot deeper.
460
00:23:34,947 --> 00:23:36,982
There's quite
a strong current,
461
00:23:37,116 --> 00:23:40,319
and I could potentially
get washed downstream.
462
00:23:40,352 --> 00:23:43,789
But the chance of catching
fish is much higher.
463
00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:45,524
Right, let's try it.
464
00:23:45,557 --> 00:23:47,493
So there's my bait...
465
00:23:47,526 --> 00:23:50,763
my hand line ready to go.
466
00:23:50,796 --> 00:23:52,364
And we're in.
467
00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:56,936
So no weight.
Just letting it drift.
468
00:24:02,074 --> 00:24:05,210
My dad's always been
interested in kayaking.
469
00:24:05,244 --> 00:24:06,779
♪ ♪
470
00:24:06,879 --> 00:24:09,882
He always inspired me
to be getting outside.
471
00:24:09,915 --> 00:24:12,117
I think this might be
one of the best days
472
00:24:12,251 --> 00:24:14,053
we've had yet
473
00:24:14,153 --> 00:24:15,688
in terms of weather.
474
00:24:15,721 --> 00:24:17,189
♪ ♪
475
00:24:17,222 --> 00:24:20,559
He claims he was the first guy
to kayak-fish in the UK.
476
00:24:20,592 --> 00:24:22,995
I can't verify that,
unfortunately.
477
00:24:23,095 --> 00:24:26,231
♪ ♪
478
00:24:26,365 --> 00:24:27,533
Come on, fish.
479
00:24:27,566 --> 00:24:28,801
♪ ♪
480
00:24:28,834 --> 00:24:30,402
Come on.
481
00:24:30,436 --> 00:24:33,639
And every summer we'd take
a kayak and go catching fish.
482
00:24:33,706 --> 00:24:35,541
♪ ♪
483
00:24:35,674 --> 00:24:37,509
Come on, fishies.
484
00:24:37,643 --> 00:24:39,111
♪ ♪
485
00:24:39,211 --> 00:24:42,481
So by being on the coracle,
it reminds me of my family,
486
00:24:42,514 --> 00:24:45,751
and it reminds me
that I haven't seen them
487
00:24:45,884 --> 00:24:47,286
for a very long time.
488
00:24:47,353 --> 00:24:50,522
♪ ♪
489
00:24:50,556 --> 00:24:53,592
[object clattering]
490
00:24:55,361 --> 00:24:57,563
No fish, unfortunately.
491
00:24:58,731 --> 00:25:03,302
I've just used probably
several thousand calories.
492
00:25:03,435 --> 00:25:05,771
So the plan is to take
a break from fishing
493
00:25:05,871 --> 00:25:07,806
and not catching fish,
494
00:25:07,906 --> 00:25:10,209
go and check the snares.
495
00:25:10,242 --> 00:25:12,177
Take the bow...
496
00:25:12,277 --> 00:25:14,346
hopefully...
497
00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,015
get something.
498
00:25:16,081 --> 00:25:19,885
♪ ♪
499
00:25:19,918 --> 00:25:23,756
This is really
quite energy-sapping.
500
00:25:23,789 --> 00:25:25,824
My inability to get food
at the moment
501
00:25:25,958 --> 00:25:28,827
is becoming a real problem.
502
00:25:28,961 --> 00:25:31,196
♪ ♪
503
00:25:31,296 --> 00:25:33,298
I'm aware that
my calorific input
504
00:25:33,399 --> 00:25:35,067
is extremely low.
505
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,236
I'm feeling tired.
506
00:25:37,336 --> 00:25:39,238
And calories
I waste at this stage
507
00:25:39,271 --> 00:25:41,840
could cost me a lot of time
at the end.
508
00:25:41,874 --> 00:25:46,045
We're going on a little
scouting-cum-hunting mission.
509
00:25:46,145 --> 00:25:48,147
I'm gonna try and explore
a new area
510
00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:50,449
which I think
could be quite productive.
511
00:25:50,482 --> 00:25:51,550
♪ ♪
512
00:25:51,683 --> 00:25:54,686
I am literally desperate
for food right now.
513
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:56,088
♪ ♪
514
00:25:56,188 --> 00:25:59,358
I am so hungry, and...
515
00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:02,828
I didn't think I'd be going
back to that situation.
516
00:26:02,961 --> 00:26:05,597
So there's
a good game trail here.
517
00:26:05,631 --> 00:26:07,833
That first two weeks
was tough,
518
00:26:07,966 --> 00:26:10,803
getting into
that sort of ketosis state.
519
00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:14,473
And then I had a few hares,
and my body started to adjust,
520
00:26:14,606 --> 00:26:16,442
and I started to feel
really good.
521
00:26:19,445 --> 00:26:21,346
♪ ♪
522
00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:25,084
But it seems to be
occasional runs of luck,
523
00:26:25,117 --> 00:26:28,520
followed by a sort of period
of not much.
524
00:26:28,554 --> 00:26:30,422
Wind is in my favor.
525
00:26:30,556 --> 00:26:32,925
I've always seen nature
as my safe space,
526
00:26:32,958 --> 00:26:35,994
a place to go
when life becomes tough.
527
00:26:36,028 --> 00:26:40,666
But nature doesn't feel
quite so welcoming anymore.
528
00:26:40,799 --> 00:26:42,968
I feel a lot smaller
and a lot more vulnerable
529
00:26:43,001 --> 00:26:45,070
to the whims of nature,
530
00:26:45,204 --> 00:26:47,806
and I'm well aware
that the circumstances
531
00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:49,842
that are keeping me out here
can change
532
00:26:49,875 --> 00:26:51,844
as quickly as the weather,
533
00:26:51,877 --> 00:26:54,313
and I think I've come
to terms with that.
534
00:26:54,413 --> 00:26:57,749
♪ ♪
535
00:27:00,352 --> 00:27:04,957
♪ ♪
536
00:27:05,090 --> 00:27:07,092
[bowstring thuds]
537
00:27:17,603 --> 00:27:19,805
♪ ♪
538
00:27:19,905 --> 00:27:22,641
Someone's looking out for me.
539
00:27:22,741 --> 00:27:24,676
Who, I don't know, but...
540
00:27:24,776 --> 00:27:26,678
definitely feels
like someone is.
541
00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:28,280
♪ ♪
542
00:27:28,380 --> 00:27:31,750
I've never had a solid belief
in any one faith,
543
00:27:31,884 --> 00:27:33,785
but I think
when you're out here alone,
544
00:27:33,919 --> 00:27:36,955
you can't help but analyze
the meaning of life
545
00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:40,259
in a much more in-depth way
than you might
546
00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,728
under normal circumstances...
547
00:27:42,761 --> 00:27:45,330
Okay, this one's ready to cook.
548
00:27:45,430 --> 00:27:48,600
Because being out here,
you're a part of nature.
549
00:27:48,700 --> 00:27:50,269
If things aren't going well,
550
00:27:50,402 --> 00:27:52,604
it's almost as if nature
is against you.
551
00:27:52,704 --> 00:27:55,240
And then all of a sudden,
things start to come.
552
00:27:55,340 --> 00:27:57,509
This will definitely go
a long way to helping
553
00:27:57,609 --> 00:28:00,445
to put more back in
where I need it.
554
00:28:00,546 --> 00:28:03,482
It's like
if you suffer enough,
555
00:28:03,515 --> 00:28:04,950
the rewards come.
556
00:28:05,050 --> 00:28:06,251
♪ ♪
557
00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:08,520
I don't know
what I've done, but...
558
00:28:08,554 --> 00:28:11,657
thank you,
whoever you are.
559
00:28:11,757 --> 00:28:13,926
Very well done now.
560
00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:20,399
The skin looks just crispy.
561
00:28:20,499 --> 00:28:22,467
Perfect.
562
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:30,475
Mm, mm, mmm.
563
00:28:32,477 --> 00:28:35,647
Oh, a couple of these a week,
a couple of hares a week,
564
00:28:35,747 --> 00:28:39,484
the odd fish,
that'll be amazing.
565
00:28:39,518 --> 00:28:42,354
80, 90, 100 days, no worries.
566
00:28:44,423 --> 00:28:46,391
Mmm, mmm.
Oh, my gosh.
567
00:28:46,525 --> 00:28:47,859
Wow.
568
00:28:51,463 --> 00:28:54,366
[dramatic music]
569
00:28:54,433 --> 00:29:00,639
♪ ♪
570
00:29:00,739 --> 00:29:04,009
[Ziga]
Gosh, look at these mountains.
571
00:29:04,042 --> 00:29:05,944
♪ ♪
572
00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:09,348
Mountains are pretty much
without snow.
573
00:29:14,653 --> 00:29:17,623
It's gonna be a very nice day.
574
00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:19,725
Yeah, unfortunately,
a bit too warm,
575
00:29:19,825 --> 00:29:22,995
but I think meat can handle it,
576
00:29:23,028 --> 00:29:26,465
at least for one more day.
577
00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:29,835
Don't want to dry all the meat.
578
00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:32,304
It was so nice to have
some fresh one
579
00:29:32,437 --> 00:29:35,007
for cooking.
580
00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:36,575
Okay.
581
00:29:38,577 --> 00:29:41,847
It's finally time
for breakfast.
582
00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,883
♪ ♪
583
00:29:44,916 --> 00:29:48,453
I'm very thankful
for all this moose meat.
584
00:29:48,553 --> 00:29:51,657
I'm not thinking
about any other game.
585
00:29:51,757 --> 00:29:53,792
I don't need anything else.
586
00:29:53,925 --> 00:29:58,263
The moose is gonna get me
all the way to the end.
587
00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:00,899
Okay, time for food cache.
588
00:30:03,735 --> 00:30:06,605
I can smell
some unpleasant smell.
589
00:30:12,044 --> 00:30:16,515
I think it's just the hide.
590
00:30:16,615 --> 00:30:18,617
[grunts]
591
00:30:35,767 --> 00:30:37,436
[bleep].
592
00:30:37,569 --> 00:30:43,675
♪ ♪
593
00:30:43,709 --> 00:30:45,377
[bleep] damn it.
594
00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:46,678
[bleep] damn it,
[bleep] damn it,
595
00:30:46,812 --> 00:30:49,247
[bleep] damn it.
596
00:30:49,348 --> 00:30:51,616
I really have to figure out
what is happening.
597
00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,251
♪ ♪
598
00:30:53,285 --> 00:30:55,954
It's maybe just slivers,
599
00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:58,390
but they are spoiling.
600
00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:01,493
They don't look the best.
601
00:31:01,526 --> 00:31:08,500
♪ ♪
602
00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:12,371
There's one part
that is kind of...
603
00:31:12,471 --> 00:31:15,507
suspicious to me.
604
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:20,212
Definitely have to take action
with this food.
605
00:31:20,312 --> 00:31:23,348
And this weather...
606
00:31:23,482 --> 00:31:25,717
sucks.
607
00:31:25,751 --> 00:31:28,720
Things are turning...
608
00:31:28,754 --> 00:31:32,324
in direction that I don't like,
609
00:31:32,357 --> 00:31:34,126
and I should stop it.
610
00:31:34,226 --> 00:31:36,161
No question.
611
00:31:36,194 --> 00:31:38,397
No matter how much energy
I spend,
612
00:31:38,530 --> 00:31:40,632
this is now...
613
00:31:40,766 --> 00:31:43,635
number-one priority...
614
00:31:43,735 --> 00:31:45,604
is meat preservation.
615
00:31:45,637 --> 00:31:48,974
♪ ♪
616
00:31:49,074 --> 00:31:52,577
I had a lot of time
to preserve this meat,
617
00:31:52,677 --> 00:31:54,646
but I didn't do it.
618
00:31:54,679 --> 00:31:56,248
I was lazy.
619
00:31:56,281 --> 00:31:58,316
I was hoping for cold weather
620
00:31:58,417 --> 00:32:01,286
and to process meat slowly,
621
00:32:01,386 --> 00:32:05,524
with cooking
a few pieces each day.
622
00:32:05,557 --> 00:32:08,360
But now I will have
to smoke everything.
623
00:32:08,393 --> 00:32:11,696
♪ ♪
624
00:32:11,797 --> 00:32:13,832
I feel a lot of pressure,
625
00:32:13,965 --> 00:32:17,035
because I really
don't want to be remembered
626
00:32:17,068 --> 00:32:20,338
as guy who shot a moose
and let it spoil.
627
00:32:20,439 --> 00:32:23,608
Guys, this food cache
was really a mistake.
628
00:32:23,708 --> 00:32:26,011
It's definitely one
of the worst days so far,
629
00:32:26,111 --> 00:32:28,647
and I have to give
everything--
630
00:32:28,747 --> 00:32:31,516
everything--to prevent this.
631
00:32:35,053 --> 00:32:38,356
Okay, now things are getting
632
00:32:38,457 --> 00:32:40,559
under control slowly.
633
00:32:42,928 --> 00:32:45,430
Let's keep on processing.
634
00:32:45,564 --> 00:32:48,266
♪ ♪
635
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:52,370
I have to carefully cut away
all the surface
636
00:32:52,404 --> 00:32:54,439
from big pieces
637
00:32:54,539 --> 00:32:57,209
and then interior cut
in small pieces
638
00:32:57,242 --> 00:33:00,312
and prepare them for smoking
in my shelter.
639
00:33:00,445 --> 00:33:03,915
And I want to smoke everything
in one round.
640
00:33:03,949 --> 00:33:06,518
I know these parts
can be super chewy.
641
00:33:06,551 --> 00:33:08,453
♪ ♪
642
00:33:08,553 --> 00:33:12,357
Success, for me, it's not
necessarily winning at all,
643
00:33:12,457 --> 00:33:16,995
but, still, I would like
to represent my country.
644
00:33:17,095 --> 00:33:19,531
It's what defined me,
645
00:33:19,631 --> 00:33:23,335
and we have a great source
of knowledge
646
00:33:23,435 --> 00:33:25,704
from our old people
647
00:33:25,837 --> 00:33:28,507
that were living close
to nature.
648
00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:31,476
And I think
that this old knowledge
649
00:33:31,610 --> 00:33:33,778
was disappearing.
650
00:33:33,912 --> 00:33:35,947
But now I think
we are starting to realize
651
00:33:36,081 --> 00:33:40,352
that we are missing this part
of being connected to nature.
652
00:33:40,385 --> 00:33:42,387
When these old people
will die,
653
00:33:42,487 --> 00:33:44,656
a lot of knowledge
will die with them.
654
00:33:44,789 --> 00:33:49,528
So that's why I feel
so passionate about it.
655
00:33:49,628 --> 00:33:52,964
And I just want to pass
this down
656
00:33:52,998 --> 00:33:55,033
to my son...
657
00:33:55,066 --> 00:33:57,802
because I think
it's important for kids
658
00:33:57,836 --> 00:34:00,639
to grow up finding joy
659
00:34:00,739 --> 00:34:03,475
in simple things.
660
00:34:03,575 --> 00:34:06,545
Another round of jerky...
661
00:34:06,678 --> 00:34:09,848
and then another
and then another.
662
00:34:09,947 --> 00:34:11,616
And then also this.
663
00:34:11,716 --> 00:34:13,985
Oh, gosh, it's gonna be
a very long night.
664
00:34:14,119 --> 00:34:15,820
Very long.
665
00:34:15,954 --> 00:34:18,757
Inner peace is actually
much more important
666
00:34:18,790 --> 00:34:21,560
than what you are showing
on the outside,
667
00:34:21,592 --> 00:34:25,397
and I want to live
this way for him.
668
00:34:25,429 --> 00:34:26,998
♪ ♪
669
00:34:27,098 --> 00:34:31,803
I filled the shelter
with jerky.
670
00:34:31,902 --> 00:34:34,139
I have to sleep outside.
671
00:34:35,940 --> 00:34:38,208
[sighs]
672
00:34:38,310 --> 00:34:41,279
So today's diary...
673
00:34:41,379 --> 00:34:43,614
no more spoiling.
674
00:34:45,483 --> 00:34:47,518
That's all.
675
00:34:52,157 --> 00:34:55,594
[dramatic music]
676
00:34:55,726 --> 00:35:02,634
♪ ♪
677
00:35:02,734 --> 00:35:05,437
- Yeah, if "Alone"
was a board game,
678
00:35:05,537 --> 00:35:06,638
which it should be,
679
00:35:06,738 --> 00:35:09,274
because that would be
a kick-ass board game.
680
00:35:09,307 --> 00:35:10,642
Like, you got
your stereotypical
681
00:35:10,675 --> 00:35:12,477
sort of, like, characters
that you could choose from,
682
00:35:12,577 --> 00:35:14,012
you could play.
683
00:35:14,112 --> 00:35:16,815
There's, like, the hunter.
684
00:35:16,881 --> 00:35:18,149
♪ ♪
685
00:35:18,283 --> 00:35:21,119
There's the fisherman.
686
00:35:21,252 --> 00:35:22,954
♪ ♪
687
00:35:23,088 --> 00:35:24,789
There's the forager.
688
00:35:24,923 --> 00:35:26,658
♪ ♪
689
00:35:26,758 --> 00:35:30,028
And, you know,
there's the trapper.
690
00:35:30,061 --> 00:35:34,265
And the game board--
the land decides for me
691
00:35:34,399 --> 00:35:37,035
which role it's gonna play.
692
00:35:37,068 --> 00:35:40,005
And it's basically
telling me just,
693
00:35:40,105 --> 00:35:42,474
dude, you're the trapper,
694
00:35:42,507 --> 00:35:45,477
and that's the role
you're gonna play.
695
00:35:45,510 --> 00:35:47,445
And I'm like...
696
00:35:47,479 --> 00:35:50,682
okay, that's what I'm doing.
697
00:35:52,517 --> 00:35:54,919
That would be pretty cool...
698
00:35:55,020 --> 00:35:57,622
an "Alone" board game.
699
00:35:57,756 --> 00:36:00,625
All right,
let's finish this off.
700
00:36:00,759 --> 00:36:03,561
Get a fire going.
Try this guy out.
701
00:36:03,595 --> 00:36:05,730
Might as well
just cook up my meal.
702
00:36:05,797 --> 00:36:11,970
♪ ♪
703
00:36:12,070 --> 00:36:14,372
Food's over the fire.
704
00:36:14,472 --> 00:36:17,676
So I'm gonna keep working
on my wreath
705
00:36:17,709 --> 00:36:19,444
for my door.
706
00:36:19,544 --> 00:36:21,680
I've got, like, the main frame
sorted out.
707
00:36:21,713 --> 00:36:23,148
Coming along quite nicely.
708
00:36:23,281 --> 00:36:25,150
I'm just gonna pop down
and grab some
709
00:36:25,283 --> 00:36:29,587
of the lighter, thinner stuff
and kind of add it to this,
710
00:36:29,721 --> 00:36:32,157
and then I'm gonna mount it.
711
00:36:32,257 --> 00:36:36,828
It's gonna be one of my fun
self-care morale projects
712
00:36:36,961 --> 00:36:38,329
for today.
713
00:36:38,363 --> 00:36:40,065
♪ ♪
714
00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:42,534
I'm eating well.
Digestion's well.
715
00:36:42,667 --> 00:36:46,037
Just feel like I'm starting to
just hit my stride out here.
716
00:36:46,137 --> 00:36:48,239
Got my bundle.
717
00:36:48,373 --> 00:36:51,643
But fishing's been a bitch.
718
00:36:51,676 --> 00:36:54,212
Not really much method
to what I'm doing here.
719
00:36:54,245 --> 00:36:55,647
I'm just...
720
00:36:55,714 --> 00:36:57,315
♪ ♪
721
00:36:57,348 --> 00:36:59,684
Kind of going with the flow.
722
00:36:59,784 --> 00:37:01,920
On the surface, it looks
like a fisherman's dream,
723
00:37:01,953 --> 00:37:05,190
but there is just snags
everywhere.
724
00:37:05,290 --> 00:37:07,959
Every time I cast out,
always getting snagged,
725
00:37:08,059 --> 00:37:11,262
always just losing line
and hooks.
726
00:37:11,396 --> 00:37:13,965
There.
Pretty happy with that.
727
00:37:13,998 --> 00:37:16,267
It's a cool-looking wreath.
728
00:37:16,401 --> 00:37:19,471
Time to go put it on my door.
729
00:37:19,604 --> 00:37:22,574
So right now I don't want
to just put all this energy
730
00:37:22,674 --> 00:37:24,275
and effort into the fishing.
731
00:37:24,409 --> 00:37:25,810
♪ ♪
732
00:37:25,844 --> 00:37:28,113
That's pretty good.
733
00:37:28,146 --> 00:37:30,215
Hopefully the lake,
I mean, fully freezes over,
734
00:37:30,348 --> 00:37:33,118
and I can walk on it, and
I can just drop a line down.
735
00:37:33,218 --> 00:37:35,920
But for now, I'm good as gold.
736
00:37:35,954 --> 00:37:37,789
[sighs]
737
00:37:37,889 --> 00:37:39,090
♪ ♪
738
00:37:39,124 --> 00:37:41,392
Wreath done.
739
00:37:41,526 --> 00:37:44,596
[chuckles]
740
00:37:44,696 --> 00:37:47,265
Pretty damn happy with that.
741
00:37:47,398 --> 00:37:48,967
It's time to eat.
742
00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:50,802
Time to eat.
743
00:37:50,835 --> 00:37:53,071
♪ ♪
744
00:37:53,204 --> 00:37:56,040
Anybody who sort of,
like, knows bushcraft,
745
00:37:56,074 --> 00:37:59,677
survival skills,
they can see that...
746
00:37:59,711 --> 00:38:02,747
what I'm doing out here
is nothing special.
747
00:38:02,847 --> 00:38:03,915
♪ ♪
748
00:38:03,948 --> 00:38:06,251
We have a leg,
and I have the other leg,
749
00:38:06,351 --> 00:38:09,287
the head, and the ribs tonight.
750
00:38:09,387 --> 00:38:11,623
I'm not really pulling out
any, like,
751
00:38:11,756 --> 00:38:15,093
crazy advanced tricks
or techniques or anything.
752
00:38:15,193 --> 00:38:16,761
I'm keeping it simple.
753
00:38:16,828 --> 00:38:18,163
♪ ♪
754
00:38:18,196 --> 00:38:19,430
Ah, yum.
755
00:38:19,564 --> 00:38:21,466
Yum, yum, yum, yum.
756
00:38:21,599 --> 00:38:24,636
Working the basics,
working the fundamentals,
757
00:38:24,769 --> 00:38:26,171
they get you to places.
758
00:38:26,271 --> 00:38:27,572
They lead to success.
759
00:38:27,672 --> 00:38:29,073
I'm gonna drink
all this broth.
760
00:38:32,076 --> 00:38:33,511
♪ ♪
761
00:38:33,611 --> 00:38:35,480
But it wasn't until my son
came along, and I was like,
762
00:38:35,580 --> 00:38:37,615
what sort of childhood
do I want to give him?
763
00:38:37,749 --> 00:38:41,219
And, immediately, I was like,
I want him to be outside.
764
00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:42,987
But I didn't know
where to start at all.
765
00:38:43,021 --> 00:38:44,422
And I literally
just hopped online.
766
00:38:44,556 --> 00:38:46,758
I was like, how to do things
outside with your kids?
767
00:38:46,791 --> 00:38:48,793
And then all of a sudden,
I came across bushcraft.
768
00:38:48,893 --> 00:38:52,130
And so I did my very first
bushcraft course,
769
00:38:52,163 --> 00:38:54,032
and I just loved it.
770
00:38:54,065 --> 00:38:56,968
And I want to have
these experiences with him
771
00:38:57,068 --> 00:39:00,271
that bring him and I together
but also give him skills
772
00:39:00,405 --> 00:39:03,641
and appreciation
for the outdoors.
773
00:39:03,675 --> 00:39:04,843
Wow.
774
00:39:04,943 --> 00:39:07,512
The water level--
starting to really drop.
775
00:39:09,848 --> 00:39:12,317
There's lots of little fish
that have just been caught,
776
00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:15,019
stuck in here.
777
00:39:15,119 --> 00:39:18,656
I'm just trying to
get them onto land.
778
00:39:18,723 --> 00:39:20,625
♪ ♪
779
00:39:20,758 --> 00:39:22,327
Oh, there's some more
just here.
780
00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:24,162
Whoa, there's
a whole bunch of them.
781
00:39:24,195 --> 00:39:25,430
♪ ♪
782
00:39:25,563 --> 00:39:27,465
They're alive.
783
00:39:27,599 --> 00:39:29,968
Water level's dropped, and...
784
00:39:30,001 --> 00:39:31,970
thus, being caught out.
785
00:39:32,003 --> 00:39:34,172
And there's
some bigger ones here, too.
786
00:39:34,239 --> 00:39:35,907
♪ ♪
787
00:39:35,940 --> 00:39:38,209
Another one just here.
[grunts]
788
00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:40,044
Holy crap, there's heaps.
789
00:39:40,144 --> 00:39:42,247
Look at them all.
790
00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:44,249
Holy [bleep].
791
00:39:44,315 --> 00:39:47,318
♪ ♪
792
00:39:47,418 --> 00:39:49,654
Whoops. Threw that one back
in the water.
793
00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:50,955
♪ ♪
794
00:39:50,989 --> 00:39:52,123
My hands are getting frozen.
795
00:39:52,223 --> 00:39:55,159
I need to actually get
my waterproof gloves,
796
00:39:55,260 --> 00:39:56,995
I think...
797
00:39:57,095 --> 00:39:58,796
and come back
and finish this off.
798
00:39:58,930 --> 00:40:04,502
♪ ♪
799
00:40:04,636 --> 00:40:06,871
I remember back
on day one or two,
800
00:40:06,905 --> 00:40:11,643
I saw, like, one or two little
whitefish near Broken Bridge.
801
00:40:11,743 --> 00:40:14,045
Just gonna get ones
I've collected
802
00:40:14,078 --> 00:40:16,014
in the bag first.
803
00:40:16,114 --> 00:40:17,248
Start a count.
804
00:40:17,282 --> 00:40:18,549
♪ ♪
805
00:40:18,683 --> 00:40:20,618
I didn't really think
anything much of it.
806
00:40:20,718 --> 00:40:23,254
I just grabbed them
and used them as bait.
807
00:40:23,354 --> 00:40:25,023
It's maybe one of those
little signs
808
00:40:25,156 --> 00:40:26,858
which I might have
picked up on back then,
809
00:40:26,958 --> 00:40:28,726
but I'm very, very grateful
810
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:30,561
that the fish
are getting stuck.
811
00:40:30,595 --> 00:40:33,564
One, two.
812
00:40:33,598 --> 00:40:36,968
You have these ideas about
bringing in these massive fish
813
00:40:37,068 --> 00:40:39,203
on these lines or in your
gillnet, and it doesn't work,
814
00:40:39,237 --> 00:40:41,572
but it doesn't mean
that there's not fish around.
815
00:40:41,673 --> 00:40:44,309
14, 15.
816
00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:46,177
And this bridge
that I've built--
817
00:40:46,311 --> 00:40:47,979
I never thought of it
as some sort of,
818
00:40:48,079 --> 00:40:49,714
like, horizontal fish weir,
819
00:40:49,847 --> 00:40:51,549
but now that
I actually look at it,
820
00:40:51,683 --> 00:40:53,651
that's exactly
what's happening here.
821
00:40:59,023 --> 00:41:01,659
I'm not sure whether the fish
are just trying to migrate
822
00:41:01,759 --> 00:41:05,964
through to the big river or
something else is causing them
823
00:41:06,064 --> 00:41:08,232
to come through here,
but food's food,
824
00:41:08,366 --> 00:41:11,402
and that's a sustainable
food source right there.
825
00:41:11,436 --> 00:41:13,638
88, 89.
826
00:41:13,738 --> 00:41:16,908
So now I need to reinforce
this fish wire
827
00:41:17,041 --> 00:41:19,210
to adapt something that nature
828
00:41:19,310 --> 00:41:21,312
kind of really provided
for me.
829
00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:23,047
Wow.
830
00:41:23,147 --> 00:41:25,049
Just wow.
831
00:41:25,149 --> 00:41:29,554
And I'm just gonna keep
working this as long as I can.
832
00:41:29,587 --> 00:41:34,192
Nature is like, hey, Nero,
you're actually listening.
833
00:41:34,292 --> 00:41:36,527
♪ ♪
834
00:41:36,561 --> 00:41:40,198
I've got 89 in here.
835
00:41:40,331 --> 00:41:42,333
Grab, like,
an average-size one.
836
00:41:44,335 --> 00:41:47,405
There's your average-size
little guy.
837
00:41:49,841 --> 00:41:52,677
For the guy who can't catch
anything, any fish,
838
00:41:52,710 --> 00:41:55,413
who's caught two pike
this whole entire time...
839
00:41:57,382 --> 00:41:59,817
I just increased...
840
00:41:59,917 --> 00:42:02,320
my fishing total
841
00:42:02,420 --> 00:42:04,922
up to 91 fish.
[chuckles]
842
00:42:06,891 --> 00:42:09,560
There's a whole meal
right there, easily.
843
00:42:09,594 --> 00:42:11,796
There's, like,
89 little, bite-sized pieces.
844
00:42:11,929 --> 00:42:13,664
I'm not gonna gut them
or anything.
845
00:42:13,798 --> 00:42:15,733
I'm just gonna cook them up.
846
00:42:15,833 --> 00:42:18,336
But that's just...
847
00:42:18,403 --> 00:42:19,670
♪ ♪
848
00:42:19,804 --> 00:42:22,473
[splutters]
849
00:42:22,607 --> 00:42:24,308
Cray-cray, man.
850
00:42:24,442 --> 00:42:25,643
♪ ♪
851
00:42:25,676 --> 00:42:28,046
The land provides.
852
00:42:28,079 --> 00:42:30,081
It nourishes me.
853
00:42:30,181 --> 00:42:31,682
I will be fed.
854
00:42:31,716 --> 00:42:34,485
♪ ♪
855
00:42:34,519 --> 00:42:36,587
Thank you.
856
00:42:40,158 --> 00:42:41,559
[dramatic music]
857
00:42:41,692 --> 00:42:46,731
♪ ♪
858
00:42:46,831 --> 00:42:49,033
[Nero] Let's see what
little fishies are stuck.
859
00:42:49,167 --> 00:42:50,468
♪ ♪
860
00:42:50,601 --> 00:42:52,804
Wow.
861
00:42:52,837 --> 00:42:54,439
Holy crap.
862
00:42:54,472 --> 00:42:56,174
I got a burbot.
863
00:42:59,544 --> 00:43:01,212
Got my bag o' fish.
864
00:43:02,947 --> 00:43:06,451
I tell you what, though, like,
I know it's a big, big choice,
865
00:43:06,484 --> 00:43:09,187
because, yeah,
it's one of your ten items,
866
00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:12,757
but having salt?
867
00:43:12,790 --> 00:43:15,126
Oh, my gosh.
868
00:43:15,159 --> 00:43:19,530
It's just--that is a block
of morale right there.
869
00:43:19,564 --> 00:43:20,798
That is just--
870
00:43:20,898 --> 00:43:23,234
like, psychologically
and intuitively
871
00:43:23,367 --> 00:43:26,838
as, like,
to help with hydration
872
00:43:26,938 --> 00:43:29,407
and water retention.
873
00:43:29,507 --> 00:43:32,877
And, yeah, intuitively for me,
it was like that--
874
00:43:32,977 --> 00:43:37,849
salt is the right choice
for one of my ten items.
875
00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:39,517
[soft music]
876
00:43:39,650 --> 00:43:42,053
It's a good--good size.
877
00:43:42,086 --> 00:43:43,121
♪ ♪
878
00:43:43,154 --> 00:43:44,755
We're gonna smoke that up.
879
00:43:44,822 --> 00:43:46,424
♪ ♪
880
00:43:46,557 --> 00:43:47,925
I'm sure people wonder, like,
881
00:43:48,025 --> 00:43:50,228
why would you do this
for a TV show?
882
00:43:50,361 --> 00:43:51,696
♪ ♪
883
00:43:51,829 --> 00:43:54,999
I'm here for my own
personal growth and journey,
884
00:43:55,099 --> 00:43:57,869
but also because,
being out here,
885
00:43:57,969 --> 00:44:00,471
I think about my relationship
with my dad growing up
886
00:44:00,605 --> 00:44:03,508
and just get this sense
of just absence.
887
00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:04,775
♪ ♪
888
00:44:04,876 --> 00:44:07,278
There's our burbot liver.
889
00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,679
Into the pot it goes.
890
00:44:08,779 --> 00:44:09,714
♪ ♪
891
00:44:09,814 --> 00:44:10,948
Start counting.
892
00:44:11,082 --> 00:44:13,484
My parents were working
a lot of the time.
893
00:44:13,584 --> 00:44:15,720
They were supporting us
economically,
894
00:44:15,753 --> 00:44:17,121
but I didn't understand
that as a child.
895
00:44:17,221 --> 00:44:19,924
All I saw was that they spent
a lot of time working
896
00:44:19,957 --> 00:44:21,859
and not a lot of time with me.
897
00:44:21,959 --> 00:44:23,194
Oh...[sighs]
898
00:44:23,227 --> 00:44:25,229
I'll try and space these out.
899
00:44:25,363 --> 00:44:26,597
Some of them are
pretty damn small.
900
00:44:26,697 --> 00:44:27,932
There's a couple larger ones
901
00:44:28,032 --> 00:44:31,636
I might just slit
down the middle.
902
00:44:31,669 --> 00:44:33,437
Help dry 'em out.
903
00:44:33,471 --> 00:44:35,173
You had this idea
as a child of, like,
904
00:44:35,273 --> 00:44:37,475
what your relationship
should be with your dad.
905
00:44:37,508 --> 00:44:40,211
And we'd go through
little bits and pieces,
906
00:44:40,311 --> 00:44:42,246
but it wasn't what I thought
907
00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:44,715
a relationship with my dad
should be like.
908
00:44:44,849 --> 00:44:46,517
There's 23.
909
00:44:46,551 --> 00:44:47,985
It always just left me
in a place
910
00:44:48,119 --> 00:44:50,588
of just uncertainty
about myself.
911
00:44:50,721 --> 00:44:53,257
That big guy there is 44.
912
00:44:53,324 --> 00:44:55,359
♪ ♪
913
00:44:55,393 --> 00:44:56,994
All right,
get this hanging in Grug,
914
00:44:57,128 --> 00:45:00,264
and then I'll hang those two
separately in Grug.
915
00:45:00,398 --> 00:45:02,333
I'll gut that one as well.
916
00:45:02,366 --> 00:45:05,870
And smoke away.
917
00:45:05,970 --> 00:45:08,272
That's why I make the effort
with my boy.
918
00:45:08,406 --> 00:45:09,440
♪ ♪
919
00:45:09,473 --> 00:45:11,075
Being outdoors with him,
920
00:45:11,175 --> 00:45:12,810
it's so important to me.
921
00:45:12,910 --> 00:45:14,712
170 fish.
922
00:45:14,845 --> 00:45:17,648
That might make me
the most successful fisherman
923
00:45:17,748 --> 00:45:19,850
in "Alone" history.
924
00:45:19,951 --> 00:45:22,720
I don't want him to feel
the way that I did.
925
00:45:22,820 --> 00:45:25,590
That's my goal as a father.
926
00:45:25,723 --> 00:45:26,991
♪ ♪
927
00:45:28,125 --> 00:45:29,627
Good to get some fish
into my system.
928
00:45:29,727 --> 00:45:33,998
I don't know, like, how much
fats and oils are in whitefish.
929
00:45:37,735 --> 00:45:38,903
Pretty mild, actually.
930
00:45:39,036 --> 00:45:40,972
Not really a lot
of fishy flavor at all.
931
00:45:43,441 --> 00:45:46,043
This is the sort of fish
I could get used to.
932
00:45:46,077 --> 00:45:47,612
No bones.
933
00:45:47,645 --> 00:45:50,915
Well, there are bones, but not
picking bones out of meals.
934
00:45:53,351 --> 00:45:55,319
Life be crazy.
935
00:45:55,419 --> 00:45:58,322
[tense music]
936
00:45:58,356 --> 00:46:05,396
♪ ♪
937
00:46:08,266 --> 00:46:10,801
[Jacks] So I'm not really sure
what's going on.
938
00:46:10,835 --> 00:46:12,036
♪ ♪
939
00:46:12,069 --> 00:46:17,241
My first theory is that--
940
00:46:17,275 --> 00:46:22,280
I realize that while
I'm disinfecting the water,
941
00:46:22,313 --> 00:46:27,885
it's not actually pulling out
what might be in there,
942
00:46:27,918 --> 00:46:30,154
and that is iodine.
943
00:46:30,187 --> 00:46:32,957
Maybe a small portion
every day,
944
00:46:33,057 --> 00:46:37,161
it's actually stripping
my stomach
945
00:46:37,194 --> 00:46:40,798
and killing good bacteria.
946
00:46:40,931 --> 00:46:42,967
Theory number two.
947
00:46:43,067 --> 00:46:48,172
So about 12 years ago,
948
00:46:48,272 --> 00:46:51,042
I had my gallbladder removed,
949
00:46:51,075 --> 00:46:54,378
and I think
what's happening is that
950
00:46:54,478 --> 00:46:59,517
bile is building up
in my stomach.
951
00:46:59,550 --> 00:47:04,989
So what that means is
I need fat.
952
00:47:05,089 --> 00:47:07,925
♪ ♪
953
00:47:07,958 --> 00:47:10,561
Um...I need fish.
954
00:47:10,594 --> 00:47:12,830
I need a beaver.
955
00:47:12,963 --> 00:47:15,032
I need something.
956
00:47:15,166 --> 00:47:19,403
So I'm gonna check
that beaver trap.
957
00:47:19,470 --> 00:47:26,210
♪ ♪
958
00:47:26,310 --> 00:47:29,680
You know, and I think
just that subtle movement
959
00:47:29,780 --> 00:47:34,051
of using your body,
it's just a really nice
960
00:47:34,151 --> 00:47:38,823
distraction from how
uncomfortable I am right now.
961
00:47:38,956 --> 00:47:40,725
It's also
a really nice distraction
962
00:47:40,758 --> 00:47:43,594
from how serious is this?
963
00:47:43,627 --> 00:47:45,529
I'm not ready to give up.
964
00:47:45,629 --> 00:47:48,999
I'm not ready to remove myself
from this experience.
965
00:47:49,133 --> 00:47:51,302
I want to thrive.
966
00:47:51,435 --> 00:47:55,239
And if I leave,
no one will see my comeback.
967
00:47:56,607 --> 00:47:58,709
You know,
with a half a million dollars,
968
00:47:58,843 --> 00:48:01,245
I could have a home.
969
00:48:01,345 --> 00:48:04,949
It's the thing that I crave
the most in my life right now.
970
00:48:05,082 --> 00:48:06,150
[tense music]
971
00:48:06,250 --> 00:48:08,386
You know, like,
I live in a vehicle.
972
00:48:08,519 --> 00:48:11,155
And I love traveling.
973
00:48:11,288 --> 00:48:13,391
I love meeting new people.
974
00:48:13,424 --> 00:48:16,360
It allows me to teach
in the Eastern Woodlands.
975
00:48:16,394 --> 00:48:18,596
It allows me to teach
in the desert.
976
00:48:18,696 --> 00:48:22,566
But at the same time,
living in a van,
977
00:48:22,666 --> 00:48:24,635
it can be pretty isolating.
978
00:48:24,769 --> 00:48:26,871
And as I get older,
979
00:48:27,004 --> 00:48:28,406
I think there is
something to be said
980
00:48:28,506 --> 00:48:31,709
about planting roots
and creating community.
981
00:48:31,842 --> 00:48:35,079
Someday I might have
to pull these traps,
982
00:48:35,112 --> 00:48:36,881
'cause they're just too far.
983
00:48:36,914 --> 00:48:38,015
♪ ♪
984
00:48:38,115 --> 00:48:41,485
I want to host a holiday
for my family.
985
00:48:41,519 --> 00:48:44,121
I've never done that ever.
986
00:48:44,155 --> 00:48:45,623
I want to cook for them.
987
00:48:45,756 --> 00:48:49,160
I want them to be in my home
and see what brings me joy
988
00:48:49,293 --> 00:48:51,128
and share it with them.
989
00:48:51,162 --> 00:48:53,864
Careful, steady.
990
00:48:53,998 --> 00:48:58,602
And I would give anything
for that right now.
991
00:48:58,636 --> 00:49:00,237
♪ ♪
992
00:49:00,337 --> 00:49:01,338
Hmm.
993
00:49:04,375 --> 00:49:05,476
Okay.
994
00:49:05,576 --> 00:49:06,744
What's happened here?
995
00:49:06,877 --> 00:49:07,878
[tense music]
996
00:49:07,978 --> 00:49:10,881
I'm at the beaver trap area...
997
00:49:10,915 --> 00:49:13,684
but both the snare, the anchor,
998
00:49:13,717 --> 00:49:15,920
and the float are gone.
999
00:49:15,986 --> 00:49:19,890
♪ ♪
1000
00:49:19,990 --> 00:49:22,326
It looks like
I caught a beaver,
1001
00:49:22,359 --> 00:49:23,994
but where is it?
1002
00:49:24,094 --> 00:49:28,966
♪ ♪
1003
00:49:29,066 --> 00:49:31,836
Maybe I'm lucky.
Maybe he got out.
1004
00:49:31,936 --> 00:49:33,804
What if he went off
in a different direction?
1005
00:49:33,838 --> 00:49:35,806
What if he was coming out
when he got caught?
1006
00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:38,409
♪ ♪
1007
00:49:38,442 --> 00:49:42,079
Doubtful from the way it looks.
1008
00:49:42,112 --> 00:49:48,352
All I see is essentially
debris of a struggle.
1009
00:49:48,486 --> 00:49:50,721
So something happened.
1010
00:49:50,821 --> 00:49:53,357
It could have got
tangled in the snares
1011
00:49:53,491 --> 00:49:56,393
and died somewhere,
1012
00:49:56,494 --> 00:50:00,030
and I'm starting to fear
that I'm not gonna be able
1013
00:50:00,064 --> 00:50:03,968
to retrieve his body
to properly honor his life.
1014
00:50:04,034 --> 00:50:05,836
♪ ♪
1015
00:50:05,936 --> 00:50:10,274
Look at all the stumps
from what the beaver has taken.
1016
00:50:10,374 --> 00:50:12,409
Just like me.
1017
00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:15,513
And I think about its home
and its family.
1018
00:50:15,613 --> 00:50:17,781
And those are
the things that I want.
1019
00:50:17,915 --> 00:50:19,750
What a horrible thing.
1020
00:50:19,884 --> 00:50:25,589
♪ ♪
1021
00:50:25,723 --> 00:50:27,591
What a horrible thing.
1022
00:50:27,725 --> 00:50:30,361
[ominous music]
1023
00:50:30,394 --> 00:50:33,063
♪ ♪
1024
00:50:33,197 --> 00:50:35,599
I would always
respect an animal
1025
00:50:35,733 --> 00:50:38,969
out of being compassionate.
1026
00:50:39,069 --> 00:50:41,805
But I think that there is
a very good possibility
1027
00:50:41,839 --> 00:50:44,909
that I killed this animal,
1028
00:50:44,942 --> 00:50:49,847
and my biggest fear
just came to life,
1029
00:50:49,947 --> 00:50:52,683
that I became the murderer
that I didn't want to be.
1030
00:50:52,716 --> 00:50:54,518
♪ ♪
1031
00:50:54,652 --> 00:50:56,887
I am not okay right now.
1032
00:50:56,921 --> 00:51:00,758
♪ ♪
1033
00:51:00,858 --> 00:51:05,996
I did the thing that I was
so afraid that I was gonna do,
1034
00:51:06,030 --> 00:51:10,000
to take its life and not
have the ability to honor it.
1035
00:51:10,034 --> 00:51:11,835
♪ ♪
1036
00:51:11,936 --> 00:51:14,238
[sniffs]
1037
00:51:14,338 --> 00:51:15,940
The only thing I can think of
1038
00:51:16,073 --> 00:51:17,841
is to just pray
that he got out.
1039
00:51:17,875 --> 00:51:20,210
♪ ♪
1040
00:51:20,244 --> 00:51:22,246
I feel absolutely awful.
1041
00:51:22,279 --> 00:51:25,115
♪ ♪
1042
00:51:25,149 --> 00:51:27,685
I feel like I don't deserve
to be here anymore.
1043
00:51:27,718 --> 00:51:30,688
♪ ♪
1044
00:51:34,158 --> 00:51:37,094
[dramatic music]
1045
00:51:37,161 --> 00:51:43,133
♪ ♪
1046
00:51:43,233 --> 00:51:44,068
[Jacks] I don't know.
1047
00:51:44,201 --> 00:51:45,369
I keep thinking
about the beaver.
1048
00:51:45,402 --> 00:51:46,804
♪ ♪
1049
00:51:49,607 --> 00:51:51,508
[tense music]
1050
00:51:51,642 --> 00:51:53,477
I don't know.
1051
00:51:53,611 --> 00:51:55,112
♪ ♪
1052
00:51:55,245 --> 00:51:57,548
I just wish I could see him.
1053
00:51:57,681 --> 00:51:59,116
♪ ♪
1054
00:51:59,216 --> 00:52:02,953
I have seen no sign
of this beaver for days.
1055
00:52:03,087 --> 00:52:04,555
[sighs]
1056
00:52:04,655 --> 00:52:06,890
Man.
1057
00:52:06,924 --> 00:52:09,326
Maybe I can still honor
this one in some way.
1058
00:52:09,360 --> 00:52:10,828
♪ ♪
1059
00:52:10,961 --> 00:52:13,597
I'm taking
the beaver trap down.
1060
00:52:13,631 --> 00:52:16,066
That last one that's there.
1061
00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:18,535
I decided to stop
pursuing the beaver.
1062
00:52:18,602 --> 00:52:20,371
♪ ♪
1063
00:52:20,471 --> 00:52:23,240
Even though I know
that I need fat,
1064
00:52:23,273 --> 00:52:27,277
it feels like nature is
turning its back on me.
1065
00:52:27,311 --> 00:52:29,013
♪ ♪
1066
00:52:29,113 --> 00:52:31,682
And in the back of my brain,
all I can think about
1067
00:52:31,782 --> 00:52:34,218
is how I wish I could
call my mother
1068
00:52:34,318 --> 00:52:36,286
and tell her, "I love you."
1069
00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:37,388
♪ ♪
1070
00:52:37,488 --> 00:52:39,890
The frozen berries
taste like candy.
1071
00:52:39,990 --> 00:52:42,760
I would say my childhood
was pretty normal.
1072
00:52:42,793 --> 00:52:45,396
My mom and I had
a really great relationship.
1073
00:52:45,429 --> 00:52:48,766
She cared a lot about other
people, quite literally.
1074
00:52:48,799 --> 00:52:50,567
I mean, she was a nurse.
1075
00:52:50,668 --> 00:52:54,238
But my mom was always putting
others before herself,
1076
00:52:54,371 --> 00:52:55,839
and she was always
kind of putting
1077
00:52:55,973 --> 00:52:58,308
self-care to the wayside.
1078
00:52:58,442 --> 00:53:00,444
Out here, I'm realizing that
1079
00:53:00,544 --> 00:53:02,346
I'm not very different
from her,
1080
00:53:02,479 --> 00:53:04,848
and I never made
that connection before.
1081
00:53:04,948 --> 00:53:07,284
Self-care should be
a priority.
1082
00:53:07,384 --> 00:53:10,020
I only have one shot
on this planet.
1083
00:53:10,154 --> 00:53:13,290
I only have one shot to be
the best version of myself
1084
00:53:13,323 --> 00:53:14,792
I could possibly be.
1085
00:53:14,892 --> 00:53:19,530
♪ ♪
1086
00:53:20,998 --> 00:53:22,366
Here we go.
1087
00:53:22,466 --> 00:53:25,469
Being a hunter,
you're tapping into
1088
00:53:25,602 --> 00:53:29,239
a law of nature
that you are a part of.
1089
00:53:29,273 --> 00:53:33,644
And with those laws comes
responsibility
1090
00:53:33,677 --> 00:53:35,713
and also consequence.
1091
00:53:35,746 --> 00:53:40,050
I knew that going into this,
but this is the first time
1092
00:53:40,150 --> 00:53:41,719
feeling the weight.
1093
00:53:41,752 --> 00:53:45,355
And I'm feeling a darkness
and a guilt.
1094
00:53:45,456 --> 00:53:46,757
Better.
1095
00:53:46,790 --> 00:53:48,826
And that's the biggest lesson.
1096
00:53:48,959 --> 00:53:51,762
I need to step up
and move forward.
1097
00:53:51,829 --> 00:53:53,764
♪ ♪
1098
00:53:53,797 --> 00:53:55,833
[sighs]
1099
00:54:01,839 --> 00:54:04,475
Mm, that sun is very warm.
1100
00:54:09,246 --> 00:54:10,714
Whoa.
1101
00:54:11,682 --> 00:54:13,283
Huh. Really?
1102
00:54:21,725 --> 00:54:22,893
[water splashing]
1103
00:54:24,695 --> 00:54:25,863
[suspenseful music]
1104
00:54:25,996 --> 00:54:28,565
No...
1105
00:54:28,599 --> 00:54:31,201
[bleep]...
1106
00:54:31,301 --> 00:54:32,803
way.
1107
00:54:32,836 --> 00:54:39,877
♪ ♪
1108
00:54:46,350 --> 00:54:48,485
Oh...
1109
00:54:48,585 --> 00:54:52,222
my [bleep] God!
1110
00:54:52,356 --> 00:54:55,793
Whoo!
1111
00:54:55,926 --> 00:55:00,264
I got a [bleep] fish finally!
1112
00:55:00,397 --> 00:55:02,533
Yeah!
1113
00:55:02,633 --> 00:55:04,434
Ha-ha!
1114
00:55:04,468 --> 00:55:07,738
Yes, yes, yes,
yes, yes, yes, yes!
1115
00:55:07,838 --> 00:55:10,707
[uplifting music]
1116
00:55:10,841 --> 00:55:15,212
♪ ♪
1117
00:55:15,245 --> 00:55:16,680
Hey, chill, buddy.
1118
00:55:16,780 --> 00:55:17,681
Chill.
1119
00:55:17,748 --> 00:55:19,783
♪ ♪
1120
00:55:19,917 --> 00:55:21,919
[groans]
1121
00:55:22,052 --> 00:55:26,323
Look at the [bleep] size
of this fish.
1122
00:55:26,356 --> 00:55:27,658
Holy [bleep].
1123
00:55:27,758 --> 00:55:28,926
Ow.
1124
00:55:28,959 --> 00:55:30,828
♪ ♪
1125
00:55:30,961 --> 00:55:32,329
Finally!
1126
00:55:32,429 --> 00:55:33,630
Yeah, buddy!
1127
00:55:33,764 --> 00:55:35,165
Whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo!
1128
00:55:35,232 --> 00:55:37,234
♪ ♪
1129
00:55:37,334 --> 00:55:39,670
Thank you, gillnet.
Thank you, universe.
1130
00:55:39,803 --> 00:55:40,737
Thank you, fish.
1131
00:55:40,804 --> 00:55:44,007
♪ ♪
1132
00:55:44,041 --> 00:55:46,443
I'm gonna cook him really good.
1133
00:55:46,543 --> 00:55:49,446
[tense music]
1134
00:55:49,513 --> 00:55:53,217
♪ ♪
1135
00:55:53,317 --> 00:55:54,918
[sighs]
1136
00:55:55,018 --> 00:55:56,286
Mmm.
1137
00:55:56,320 --> 00:56:00,224
♪ ♪
1138
00:56:00,357 --> 00:56:01,391
Oh, my God.
1139
00:56:01,525 --> 00:56:05,028
♪ ♪
1140
00:56:05,162 --> 00:56:07,831
I don't care if
my stomach hurts after this.
1141
00:56:07,965 --> 00:56:11,034
It's so buttery.
1142
00:56:11,134 --> 00:56:12,636
Oh.
1143
00:56:12,669 --> 00:56:17,241
This beaver has taught me
a lot about persistence,
1144
00:56:17,341 --> 00:56:19,443
has taught me
a lot about family,
1145
00:56:19,476 --> 00:56:21,411
and it's taught me
a lot about home.
1146
00:56:21,511 --> 00:56:23,080
Is the other side done?
1147
00:56:23,213 --> 00:56:25,716
♪ ♪
1148
00:56:25,849 --> 00:56:26,984
Oh, it is, thank God.
1149
00:56:27,117 --> 00:56:28,051
Okay.
1150
00:56:28,085 --> 00:56:29,920
♪ ♪
1151
00:56:30,020 --> 00:56:31,321
Mmm.
1152
00:56:31,421 --> 00:56:34,191
My obsession with home
is growing out here,
1153
00:56:34,224 --> 00:56:36,960
and the beaver
showed that to me.
1154
00:56:36,994 --> 00:56:38,395
Ah!
1155
00:56:38,428 --> 00:56:40,130
♪ ♪
1156
00:56:40,230 --> 00:56:41,565
[laughs]
1157
00:56:41,598 --> 00:56:42,566
♪ ♪
1158
00:56:42,599 --> 00:56:45,435
So now I have an opportunity
1159
00:56:45,535 --> 00:56:48,405
to live a life beyond
my wildest dreams.
1160
00:56:48,438 --> 00:56:49,773
I have to win.
1161
00:56:49,840 --> 00:56:51,141
♪ ♪
1162
00:56:51,275 --> 00:56:52,142
I needed this.
1163
00:56:52,276 --> 00:56:54,077
I needed this so bad.
1164
00:56:54,111 --> 00:56:57,547
Oh, it's [bleep] awesome!
1165
00:56:57,648 --> 00:57:01,084
♪ ♪
1166
00:57:04,054 --> 00:57:06,890
[dramatic music]
1167
00:57:06,924 --> 00:57:10,594
♪ ♪
1168
00:57:10,694 --> 00:57:15,165
[Ziga] Here I can collect clay
for a project.
1169
00:57:15,198 --> 00:57:20,537
I will show you how to make
a very quick pot.
1170
00:57:20,637 --> 00:57:22,205
That's very nice.
1171
00:57:25,475 --> 00:57:28,245
So what's happening today?
1172
00:57:28,345 --> 00:57:31,248
Well...you know,
1173
00:57:31,348 --> 00:57:36,153
it's my son's
and father's birthday.
1174
00:57:36,186 --> 00:57:40,924
Brought all this clay up here
and made a--made a pot.
1175
00:57:40,958 --> 00:57:43,126
It ended up quite nice
and big pot.
1176
00:57:43,226 --> 00:57:44,361
Quite useful.
1177
00:57:45,762 --> 00:57:48,131
So what I'm going to do now
1178
00:57:48,231 --> 00:57:51,501
is focus on birthday stuff.
1179
00:57:51,635 --> 00:57:54,471
[soft music]
1180
00:57:54,604 --> 00:57:55,672
♪ ♪
1181
00:57:55,706 --> 00:57:59,009
I finally finished
processing meat.
1182
00:57:59,042 --> 00:58:01,745
I'm storing it in the shelter
1183
00:58:01,878 --> 00:58:05,515
and also in my trousers
and my T-shirt.
1184
00:58:05,649 --> 00:58:06,683
I just use whatever.
1185
00:58:06,750 --> 00:58:07,951
♪ ♪
1186
00:58:08,085 --> 00:58:11,188
It feels very good
that meat is secure.
1187
00:58:11,321 --> 00:58:13,423
And I really feel
that now, finally,
1188
00:58:13,557 --> 00:58:16,026
I have some time to take rest
1189
00:58:16,159 --> 00:58:19,629
and do stuff
that I want to do.
1190
00:58:19,763 --> 00:58:22,733
Well, I have to pick up
some food.
1191
00:58:22,766 --> 00:58:23,834
♪ ♪
1192
00:58:23,967 --> 00:58:25,469
I'm dedicating this day
1193
00:58:25,502 --> 00:58:30,273
just to do something
for my son and my father.
1194
00:58:30,340 --> 00:58:32,142
♪ ♪
1195
00:58:32,275 --> 00:58:34,978
Okay, lingonberries are out.
1196
00:58:35,045 --> 00:58:36,346
♪ ♪
1197
00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:39,049
Now also crowberries.
1198
00:58:39,082 --> 00:58:42,319
So I made a pot from clay.
1199
00:58:42,419 --> 00:58:46,323
I'm making a cake
and a candle.
1200
00:58:46,356 --> 00:58:48,992
And in the evening,
I'm going to eat it
1201
00:58:49,126 --> 00:58:52,529
and light a candle
and think about them.
1202
00:58:52,629 --> 00:58:53,663
[tense music]
1203
00:58:53,797 --> 00:58:55,265
I will wash these berries
1204
00:58:55,399 --> 00:58:59,136
and start making marmalades.
1205
00:58:59,202 --> 00:59:00,203
♪ ♪
1206
00:59:00,237 --> 00:59:02,806
My son is turning two years,
1207
00:59:02,839 --> 00:59:06,576
and my father is turning 67.
1208
00:59:06,710 --> 00:59:11,581
It feels quite bad
not to be there with my son.
1209
00:59:11,715 --> 00:59:14,151
I mean, he's only
two years old now,
1210
00:59:14,251 --> 00:59:17,421
and he probably
doesn't miss me,
1211
00:59:17,554 --> 00:59:19,623
but it's more for me,
you know?
1212
00:59:19,756 --> 00:59:22,159
I feel very bad
because I would like
1213
00:59:22,192 --> 00:59:25,862
to be there and see him
playing and developing,
1214
00:59:25,996 --> 00:59:28,031
and I just can't.
1215
00:59:28,165 --> 00:59:32,869
♪ ♪
1216
00:59:33,003 --> 00:59:35,005
Okay.
1217
00:59:35,038 --> 00:59:37,607
Marmalade is cooking.
1218
00:59:37,674 --> 00:59:39,309
♪ ♪
1219
00:59:39,443 --> 00:59:44,714
Now I need to find appropriate
candidates for candles.
1220
00:59:44,748 --> 00:59:47,184
But I'm here
for a good reason.
1221
00:59:47,317 --> 00:59:51,388
The candle is basically
going to be a Swedish torch.
1222
00:59:51,421 --> 00:59:55,792
And I believe this can really
benefit also his future.
1223
00:59:55,892 --> 00:59:58,161
And there's gonna be
a lot of time
1224
00:59:58,195 --> 01:00:01,031
when we will spend
amazing time together.
1225
01:00:01,131 --> 01:00:04,134
So I should keep on
pushing here.
1226
01:00:04,201 --> 01:00:10,807
♪ ♪
1227
01:00:13,710 --> 01:00:16,780
[singing in Slovenian]
1228
01:00:36,967 --> 01:00:40,003
[speaking Slovenian]
1229
01:00:42,806 --> 01:00:46,776
This is cake.
1230
01:00:46,877 --> 01:00:49,045
Bor, two years.
1231
01:00:50,881 --> 01:00:55,652
I will eat this cake
and think of my son
1232
01:00:55,752 --> 01:00:57,821
and also of my father
1233
01:00:57,954 --> 01:01:01,892
and all the good times
we had together.
1234
01:01:04,628 --> 01:01:08,231
I'm glad I made
something for them
1235
01:01:08,365 --> 01:01:10,167
and I thought about them.
1236
01:01:15,705 --> 01:01:17,841
Yeah, I don't--
I try not to think too much
1237
01:01:17,941 --> 01:01:19,543
about this stuff,
because, of course,
1238
01:01:19,676 --> 01:01:21,444
it makes it harder for me.
1239
01:01:23,413 --> 01:01:26,983
But, yeah, today is the day
to think about them a lot.
1240
01:01:27,117 --> 01:01:29,152
[tense music]
1241
01:01:29,252 --> 01:01:33,590
My parents actually enabled me
amazing childhood,
1242
01:01:33,723 --> 01:01:37,294
and I would definitely love
to give something similar
1243
01:01:37,394 --> 01:01:39,996
also to my kids.
1244
01:01:40,030 --> 01:01:45,669
And I feel that it's not going
in a very similar way.
1245
01:01:45,802 --> 01:01:47,671
It's very good.
1246
01:01:47,771 --> 01:01:49,606
Going always for newer
and newer projects
1247
01:01:49,706 --> 01:01:52,475
and making a career,
1248
01:01:52,609 --> 01:01:55,879
it's not necessarily
the best thing for your child.
1249
01:01:56,012 --> 01:01:57,080
♪ ♪
1250
01:01:57,180 --> 01:01:59,082
I think I will sit
on the candle.
1251
01:01:59,149 --> 01:02:00,684
♪ ♪
1252
01:02:00,717 --> 01:02:04,354
My brother and my sister,
they both have a son
1253
01:02:04,387 --> 01:02:07,190
of the same age as my son.
1254
01:02:07,324 --> 01:02:10,160
This can be amazing thing
for my son growing up
1255
01:02:10,193 --> 01:02:12,329
and having these strong bonds.
1256
01:02:12,429 --> 01:02:14,030
But my sister and brother,
1257
01:02:14,130 --> 01:02:16,533
they both live
in the same town
1258
01:02:16,633 --> 01:02:17,968
where my parents are.
1259
01:02:18,001 --> 01:02:20,604
And at the moment,
I live in the capital.
1260
01:02:36,319 --> 01:02:40,156
Being so much time away
from everything,
1261
01:02:40,190 --> 01:02:44,194
I realize I would like
to be more social,
1262
01:02:44,227 --> 01:02:46,830
going more
for type of holidays
1263
01:02:46,963 --> 01:02:49,432
that I had in my childhood,
1264
01:02:49,566 --> 01:02:53,970
and also enable something
like this for my kid.
1265
01:02:54,070 --> 01:02:56,773
Time to start the candle.
1266
01:02:56,806 --> 01:03:01,478
Maybe I should start doing
things a bit different.
1267
01:03:01,511 --> 01:03:04,114
That's my wish
for his birthday.
1268
01:03:04,147 --> 01:03:07,150
♪ ♪
1269
01:03:08,818 --> 01:03:11,187
Happy birthday, Bor.
1270
01:03:11,321 --> 01:03:13,356
Happy birthday, Primoz.
1271
01:03:15,091 --> 01:03:16,760
[speaks Slovenian]
1272
01:03:18,228 --> 01:03:22,632
I miss you,
but I'm here for a reason.
1273
01:03:26,202 --> 01:03:29,205
There will be a lot
of good times together.
1274
01:03:31,274 --> 01:03:32,842
But not now.
1275
01:03:34,210 --> 01:03:35,578
Not yet.
1276
01:03:37,747 --> 01:03:40,684
[howling]
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