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[tense music]
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[Aaron]
Cold is coming.
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I need to be ready.
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[imitates moose call]
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Right now, it should be
prime-time moose hunting.
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If we get a moose,
we win this competition.
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There's not a doubt
in my mind.
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[Jacks]
Oh, God,
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a dead beaver.
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There's a live beaver there.
Dead beaver there.
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Whoa.
What do I do?
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If I can honor him,
then I believe
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that he is worth taking.
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I'm not ready to give up.
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I have to try
and get this beaver.
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[Will]
Holy.
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Snow.
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I have food.
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It is now
a different environment.
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Other than I haven't pooped
in a long time,
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I feel like
I have enough energy.
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Camp is officially done.
Camp Ukalaitchaq.
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I'm in to win this thing, man.
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- Yes!
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To get another
full-size adult beaver,
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to have that fat there...
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Thank you!
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I don't need
to have big game.
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Let's go!
Let's go!
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I can go deep into
this competition.
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[Medic] Your heart rate's
decreased to a point
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where it's now critically low.
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It's necessary
to medically extract you.
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♪
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[Pedrosa]
I gave my best.
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I hope the people
around the world
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can see that I never quit.
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I am humble enough
to understand that failure
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is part of the process.
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♪
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♪
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[Will]
Ooh, that's hot.
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The hot water bath--
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I got this T-shirt here.
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It was one of
my clothing items.
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I cut it in half.
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We're gonna dip
that T-shirt in the hot water.
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Ooh, that feels good,
that hot water.
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♪
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Oh, it feels good.
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Mm.
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♪
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[sighs]
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Oh, look at the--
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those are from my ears,
the two spots.
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Do not put this on TV.
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Do not let my wife see this.
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She will be grossed out.
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♪
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[whispers]
Put it on TV.
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♪
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What I'm thinking about doing
is making a wall barrier.
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Keep that north wind at bay
from hitting my shelter.
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We want a tree here.
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See if we could pull
this one over.
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And what we're doing
is making a wind block
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so all this prevailing wind
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gets blocked by this wall.
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I'm past the three-week mark--
big step.
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Got a long way to go, though.
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♪
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I feel like I could win
this competition
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for the Iñupiaq people.
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Currently,
I don't believe there is
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good representation
of Iñupiaq culture
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out in the world.
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I feel like it's a culture
that is new to most people.
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Now, I'd like something
to hold that tree up.
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Here comes the snow.
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We don't see Iñupiaq people
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on TV or movies
or in the news.
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Just within
the last five years or so
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is starting to become
an actual thing where
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we're getting represented
in one way or the other.
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Try taking every
single spruce bough
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and just throwing it up.
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We're no longer just portrayed
as Eskimos that live in igloos
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and live on the ice
and have fur hoods.
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We're getting shown
to the world,
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especially with
the younger generation,
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they're so engaged
in social media,
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and to have them kind of see
that it's OK to be Iñupiaq.
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It's OK to be Indigenous.
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It makes them proud
of who they are,
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where they came from.
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I'm making the main structure
right now.
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We'll just keep adding
all the heavy,
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thick stuff on the bottom.
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This is really gonna help
keep me warm in the long run.
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♪
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I'm extremely proud
of who I am
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and who I always have been,
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not so much growing up
as a teenager
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and having to move to
bigger cities in Alaska,
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and it was something that I
felt ashamed of at one point.
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♪
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I feel like I lost
my culture within that time,
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going to these bigger schools
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of non-Natives
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and not feeling accepted.
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Make use of all these
trees and branches.
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I would tell people
I enjoy eating seal or whale,
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and they'd be grossed out
and like,
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why would you eat that?
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And it was
extremely challenging.
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Emotionally, I was feeling
sad, kind of angry at myself,
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like, why do I have to be
the Eskimo kid?
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Why do I have to be
the Iñupiaq kid?
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And with that came
emotions of jealousy.
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Like, why can't I be
the Caucasian kid?
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♪
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I hated it.
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♪
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There were times where
I had to get dragged
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into school by the principal.
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I had to get threatened
with the police coming
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and bringing me
inside the school.
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♪
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I remember crying
at the time
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and just having to accept it
and go in.
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It wasn't easy.
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♪
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Well, we got our prevailing
wind wall here
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all finished up.
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It didn't take anything
other than picking up
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a bunch of branches
and spruce and willows
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that I already had cut
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and piling them up into a wall.
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And at the same time,
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I practiced one of our
Iñupiaq iitqusiat
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Iñupiaq values, and that's
to respect the land.
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So I showed respect to the land
by keeping it clean,
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keeping it clear.
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This isn't our home.
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It's our temporary home.
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♪
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[footsteps crunching]
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[Aaron] [whispering]
I might have found his house.
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That's his dam.
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Our snares are right up there.
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So we're gonna try
to disassemble this a bit
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just to get them
up and working.
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♪
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If you want to kill a beaver,
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wreck his dam and wait.
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He'll be out to fix it.
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♪
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Even that should...
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get him back up and working.
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He ain't gonna like me
very much.
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OK, we're gonna mosey
on out of here
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and then check the snares.
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♪
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We're not starving,
but we're not flourishing.
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So lots of improvement to do.
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♪
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Just coming up to
my first couple sets.
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This is way too early
to be stressing.
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I'm enjoying myself.
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I know this is gonna be
something
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I look back on as fun.
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But right now, it's hard work.
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Oh, there's bunny tracks.
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OK, well, that's--
that's good.
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We're getting dialed.
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It's not as easy
as a guy would think.
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The lack of calories,
the distance a guy's
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got to walk to find
some good trapping areas
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is a challenge,
but I welcome it.
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Coming up on the next set.
This is a set of four.
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We're in it to win it, man.
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Oh, we got one.
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We got ourselves a bunny.
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Perfect snare
right around his neck.
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He didn't last long.
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Ooh, we got dinner.
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This is me bunny.
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It's my first bunny
of the trip.
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It's gonna taste good.
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♪
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I got food.
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I got two days out
of this bunny too.
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We're here for one goal
and one goal only.
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Let's go through here
and walk along.
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We know there's a snare here.
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I'm not here to find myself.
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I'm not here
to enjoy the woods.
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I'm here to win,
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and that is the bottom line.
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I want the win and the money.
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Oh, there's a rabbit.
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[whispers]
I gotta get my bow.
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There's a live rabbit
right here.
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♪
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[bow snaps]
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Got him.
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OK, let's go check
the next set.
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Losing's not an option 'cause
it doesn't do nothing for you.
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I don't need
this enlightened moment.
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I need to win and win only.
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And as bad as that sounds,
that's why I'm here.
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We got a bunny!
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Three bunnies today.
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Beaver tomorrow.
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Lynx the next day.
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We'll have a balanced meal.
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Just gonna get a fire going
and cook a bunny.
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♪
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[fire crackling]
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We'll get the pot
full of water.
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I think
I'm extremely competitive,
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competitive to a fault,
even, like, where--
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like, me and Melissa
will fight over cards.
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♪
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People are like,
oh, it's just a game.
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It's like, yeah, but you're
playing the game to win.
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Why are you playing the game
if you're not playing to win?
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♪
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It's funny, though.
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Like, the demons
are creeping in.
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They're trying to
tell you to go home.
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It's like,
it's not an option for me.
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♪
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[groans]
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Be nice to make it home
for Christmas,
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but if we don't, we don't.
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I can't see anybody else
doing this, though.
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My boy, Ziga,
I don't know how he's faring.
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Guy seems awesome, but
he don't bring a ferro rod.
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I think Nero's gonna freeze
his feet off with his mukluks.
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Will's a dog,
but he's got four kids.
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I literally got nothing
to go home to.
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Oh, the heart's delicious.
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The funny thing is, I've never
been like a big heart person.
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I made my decision
a long time ago.
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So good, man.
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We're going for 90,
and if we get there
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and we're still in the game,
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then we'll have to adjust
and keep going.
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♪
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But a lot can happen
between then and now.
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♪
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There's no other option.
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♪
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[tense music]
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♪
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[Aaron imitating moose call]
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[moose call continues]
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[bird chirping]
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[whispers] Shut the [bleep] up,
Tweety Bird.
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Every moose is [bleep] gone.
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I'm going to check
a bunch of snares,
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hopefully find some critters.
264
00:13:58,304 --> 00:14:00,640
All right, wish me luck.
265
00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:07,380
♪
266
00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:09,749
Not looking very good
for any big game.
267
00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:11,718
♪
268
00:14:11,718 --> 00:14:14,053
There's a fresh skiff of snow,
269
00:14:14,087 --> 00:14:16,155
no sign of nothing.
270
00:14:16,189 --> 00:14:17,924
Went and checked
the pond again.
271
00:14:17,957 --> 00:14:20,560
There's no ducks or anything.
272
00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:23,629
Made a fish lure.
Didn't work.
273
00:14:23,663 --> 00:14:28,034
We're gonna have to focus
on small game.
274
00:14:28,067 --> 00:14:31,471
Just coming up to
my first couple sets.
275
00:14:31,504 --> 00:14:36,442
Oh, my God, guys,
I think I had the lynx.
276
00:14:36,476 --> 00:14:39,312
There's tracks everywhere.
277
00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:41,881
♪
278
00:14:41,914 --> 00:14:43,850
There's that one.
279
00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:46,419
[bleep].
280
00:14:46,452 --> 00:14:48,721
He got through.
281
00:14:48,721 --> 00:14:51,190
Oh, my God.
282
00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:54,193
Like, how is that like this?
283
00:14:54,227 --> 00:15:00,133
♪
284
00:15:00,166 --> 00:15:03,369
Like, does that not mean I got
something and he wiggled out?
285
00:15:03,403 --> 00:15:06,773
♪
286
00:15:06,806 --> 00:15:09,809
The other one's pushed aside.
287
00:15:09,842 --> 00:15:16,849
♪
288
00:15:18,684 --> 00:15:20,686
Oh, there's--
289
00:15:20,686 --> 00:15:21,921
♪
290
00:15:21,954 --> 00:15:23,923
Beaver's been here.
291
00:15:23,956 --> 00:15:26,459
♪
292
00:15:26,492 --> 00:15:28,628
Oh, my God.
He got it.
293
00:15:28,661 --> 00:15:30,963
♪
294
00:15:30,997 --> 00:15:32,999
The snare's gone.
295
00:15:32,999 --> 00:15:36,068
♪
296
00:15:36,102 --> 00:15:39,071
What the [bleep], man?
297
00:15:39,105 --> 00:15:42,842
♪
298
00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:45,645
I snared him, and he got away.
299
00:15:45,645 --> 00:15:49,048
This is embarrassing.
300
00:15:49,081 --> 00:15:51,717
♪
301
00:15:51,751 --> 00:15:54,420
Snared the lynx,
but he obviously--
302
00:15:54,520 --> 00:15:56,289
I don't know--
somehow deked me.
303
00:15:56,322 --> 00:16:01,294
And, yeah, the beaver stole
one of my snares.
304
00:16:01,327 --> 00:16:04,897
Stroke of luck.
I found it in the--
305
00:16:04,931 --> 00:16:07,567
he had it on him,
and he walked it up here.
306
00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:09,001
He got it off the tree.
307
00:16:09,035 --> 00:16:11,037
♪
308
00:16:11,070 --> 00:16:12,705
I've set many a snares
in my day.
309
00:16:12,805 --> 00:16:14,640
I'm looking like
a damn rookie.
310
00:16:16,108 --> 00:16:18,578
We're gonna regroup
and figure out
311
00:16:18,611 --> 00:16:20,580
how we're gonna get these guys.
312
00:16:20,613 --> 00:16:23,950
And we'll need
some different luck.
313
00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:25,518
That's for sure.
314
00:16:25,518 --> 00:16:32,525
♪
315
00:16:39,031 --> 00:16:43,035
We gonna get you, Mr. Kitty.
316
00:16:43,069 --> 00:16:45,438
That's the big kitty too.
317
00:16:47,039 --> 00:16:49,041
If he starts robbing
my bunnies,
318
00:16:49,041 --> 00:16:51,077
that's not good.
319
00:16:51,110 --> 00:16:53,379
I don't know how many bunnies
they eat a night,
320
00:16:53,412 --> 00:16:56,282
but we gotta get rid
of this guy.
321
00:16:58,918 --> 00:17:00,520
Man,
322
00:17:00,553 --> 00:17:04,357
don't mess with
a man's bunny, Mr. Kitty.
323
00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:05,892
Two things
you don't mess with--
324
00:17:05,925 --> 00:17:10,396
a man's money and his wife
and his kids if he's got them.
325
00:17:10,429 --> 00:17:13,965
But don't got kids.
326
00:17:15,835 --> 00:17:18,204
What is going on here?
327
00:17:24,477 --> 00:17:26,479
♪
328
00:17:35,221 --> 00:17:42,128
♪
329
00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:44,564
Oh, [bleep].
330
00:17:44,564 --> 00:17:46,132
♪
331
00:17:48,200 --> 00:17:51,637
♪
332
00:17:54,507 --> 00:17:56,175
[tense music]
333
00:17:56,208 --> 00:17:57,476
[Aaron]
I'm right behind him.
334
00:17:57,510 --> 00:18:00,313
♪
335
00:18:03,516 --> 00:18:07,453
I gotta keep following
and keep our eyes up.
336
00:18:07,486 --> 00:18:10,556
He's going right
towards my camp.
337
00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:14,093
♪
338
00:18:14,126 --> 00:18:17,129
Oh, baby, come on.
339
00:18:17,163 --> 00:18:19,832
I need this more than anything.
340
00:18:21,434 --> 00:18:24,370
I need to spot him
before he spots me.
341
00:18:26,305 --> 00:18:27,840
I've had the chance at lynx.
342
00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:29,408
I've had the chance at beaver.
343
00:18:29,442 --> 00:18:31,077
I need the fats,
344
00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:33,879
but I haven't had bad luck
like this before.
345
00:18:33,913 --> 00:18:36,148
I'm gonna follow this bastard
until I find him.
346
00:18:36,248 --> 00:18:38,184
He's gotta stop somewhere.
347
00:18:38,284 --> 00:18:40,286
With the amount of food
on these moose,
348
00:18:40,319 --> 00:18:43,923
I can stay out here
for hundreds of days.
349
00:18:43,956 --> 00:18:48,127
Man, I can't
let this guy get away.
350
00:18:49,495 --> 00:18:52,632
Like, this is
a $500,000 moose.
351
00:18:52,732 --> 00:18:54,834
♪
352
00:18:54,867 --> 00:18:57,770
Stop, you son of a gun.
353
00:18:59,171 --> 00:19:02,108
This is almost comical.
354
00:19:02,208 --> 00:19:03,309
♪
355
00:19:03,342 --> 00:19:05,044
Come on, guys, root for me.
356
00:19:05,077 --> 00:19:06,579
I need a prayer.
357
00:19:06,612 --> 00:19:08,748
Come on, man.
358
00:19:08,814 --> 00:19:15,588
♪
359
00:19:15,621 --> 00:19:18,658
[imitating moose call]
360
00:19:21,527 --> 00:19:24,563
[wind whooshing]
361
00:19:26,332 --> 00:19:29,435
Wish it wasn't windy.
362
00:19:29,468 --> 00:19:31,370
This is the one day
I didn't want wind.
363
00:19:31,404 --> 00:19:32,838
You see tracks,
you don't want wind,
364
00:19:32,872 --> 00:19:34,507
'cause you can call them back.
365
00:19:34,607 --> 00:19:38,077
Like, they can hear a long ways
away with those big ears.
366
00:19:38,110 --> 00:19:41,113
[imitating moose call]
367
00:19:47,553 --> 00:19:49,321
It's so windy.
368
00:19:51,424 --> 00:19:53,726
I don't know what to do.
369
00:19:53,759 --> 00:19:56,562
Man, that's so disheartening.
370
00:19:58,364 --> 00:20:01,367
We could be 14 hours
behind him though.
371
00:20:03,169 --> 00:20:05,938
Hopefully he makes his rounds
and comes back.
372
00:20:07,273 --> 00:20:09,975
♪
373
00:20:10,076 --> 00:20:11,777
I haven't seen
any other signs,
374
00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:14,480
so we're gonna
get back to work.
375
00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:16,916
♪
376
00:20:16,949 --> 00:20:18,417
Oh, it sucks, man.
377
00:20:18,451 --> 00:20:20,853
That's a lot of wasted energy.
378
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:23,656
I chased him for
freaking 5 kilometers,
379
00:20:23,689 --> 00:20:28,794
and the guy didn't even stop.
380
00:20:28,794 --> 00:20:31,797
I'm going to...
381
00:20:31,831 --> 00:20:33,933
get him though.
382
00:20:33,966 --> 00:20:36,635
I am optimistic
that he'll be back.
383
00:20:38,537 --> 00:20:41,874
He went, like,
100 yards from my cabin.
384
00:20:42,975 --> 00:20:45,478
That is too funny.
385
00:20:46,512 --> 00:20:49,248
Come on, mother nature.
386
00:20:49,281 --> 00:20:52,351
Testing my patience,
God darn it.
387
00:20:52,418 --> 00:20:59,458
♪
388
00:21:08,968 --> 00:21:12,571
[Will] For the next hour or so,
we're gonna cut some wood.
389
00:21:12,605 --> 00:21:19,245
♪
390
00:21:19,245 --> 00:21:21,914
That's what that log is for.
391
00:21:21,914 --> 00:21:24,884
[saw scraping]
392
00:21:24,884 --> 00:21:29,388
♪
393
00:21:29,421 --> 00:21:31,791
That's how I planned that
sawbuck to work, like that.
394
00:21:31,824 --> 00:21:34,326
Just like that.
395
00:21:34,360 --> 00:21:37,763
The spacer--
there you go.
396
00:21:37,763 --> 00:21:41,367
Put your log back over here.
Boom.
397
00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:44,370
[saw scraping]
398
00:21:44,403 --> 00:21:51,410
♪
399
00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:57,950
Stomach--
it's cramping.
400
00:21:58,050 --> 00:22:01,053
♪
401
00:22:03,956 --> 00:22:07,893
♪
402
00:22:07,927 --> 00:22:11,030
I don't think I've pooped
in, like, 12 days.
403
00:22:11,063 --> 00:22:12,798
[sighs]
404
00:22:12,832 --> 00:22:14,834
I got gas.
405
00:22:14,867 --> 00:22:17,703
I feel my stomach
gurgling all the time.
406
00:22:17,803 --> 00:22:20,406
I just--I don't know
if it's 'cause
407
00:22:20,439 --> 00:22:22,908
I got a clog
in my digestive system,
408
00:22:23,008 --> 00:22:25,411
or I just haven't been
eating enough,
409
00:22:25,444 --> 00:22:28,781
but I feel like I've eaten
enough in the last 12 days
410
00:22:28,814 --> 00:22:31,684
to be able to poop, though,
so I don't know.
411
00:22:31,717 --> 00:22:33,686
You start to get worried.
412
00:22:33,719 --> 00:22:36,188
♪
413
00:22:36,288 --> 00:22:38,757
Finally.
414
00:22:38,757 --> 00:22:41,327
Took a long time just to buck
a few logs.
415
00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:42,828
I'm tired.
416
00:22:42,928 --> 00:22:46,365
Check that moose trail and see
if there's fresh tracks on it.
417
00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:48,634
If there is, follow it.
418
00:22:48,667 --> 00:22:52,638
♪
419
00:22:52,638 --> 00:22:54,807
I was told that
you can't just eat meat.
420
00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:56,075
You gotta eat fat too.
421
00:22:56,075 --> 00:22:58,444
Otherwise,
you're gonna get constipated,
422
00:22:58,477 --> 00:23:00,913
and your body's gonna
get backed up.
423
00:23:00,946 --> 00:23:05,284
And I haven't had any fat,
really, this whole time.
424
00:23:05,317 --> 00:23:06,585
You know, there's some fat
425
00:23:06,685 --> 00:23:08,520
in fish and all that, but...
426
00:23:25,971 --> 00:23:28,674
And what do we have here?
427
00:23:28,674 --> 00:23:30,242
Those bear tracks?
428
00:23:31,477 --> 00:23:33,712
This looks like
bear tracks there.
429
00:23:34,947 --> 00:23:37,549
So there is
a freaking bear here.
430
00:23:37,650 --> 00:23:39,685
Got me excited.
431
00:23:39,718 --> 00:23:42,621
It would be extremely
beneficial to harvest
432
00:23:42,721 --> 00:23:43,956
a black bear at this point.
433
00:23:43,989 --> 00:23:46,191
So that's gotta be black bear.
434
00:23:46,292 --> 00:23:49,628
If it were a grizzly,
it'd be much, much larger.
435
00:23:49,662 --> 00:23:52,031
I know, at this time
in the year,
436
00:23:52,064 --> 00:23:55,868
they're gonna have a amazing
amount of fat on them.
437
00:23:55,901 --> 00:23:58,671
I know fat is what
is gonna help me
438
00:23:58,704 --> 00:24:00,739
get through the winter.
439
00:24:03,976 --> 00:24:05,411
♪
440
00:24:06,812 --> 00:24:13,819
♪
441
00:24:15,354 --> 00:24:17,756
Lost his tracks back here.
442
00:24:17,756 --> 00:24:19,325
Gotta keep an eye out.
443
00:24:19,358 --> 00:24:22,928
I could get right on it
with a bow shot.
444
00:24:23,963 --> 00:24:27,633
It would be amazing.
It'd be good eating too.
445
00:24:27,666 --> 00:24:30,636
For thousands of years,
Iñupiaq hunters
446
00:24:30,669 --> 00:24:33,439
would go out in order
to harvest food
447
00:24:33,472 --> 00:24:36,875
for their families
and their communities.
448
00:24:36,909 --> 00:24:39,845
♪
449
00:24:39,878 --> 00:24:42,748
If I was home right now,
I would be looking
450
00:24:42,848 --> 00:24:44,883
for caribou and moose.
451
00:24:44,883 --> 00:24:46,952
♪
452
00:24:46,952 --> 00:24:49,788
My wife grew up
the same way that I did,
453
00:24:49,822 --> 00:24:52,558
being at camp
and doing similar things
454
00:24:52,558 --> 00:24:54,927
and same lifestyle.
455
00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:56,996
Camp is technically
a second home,
456
00:24:56,996 --> 00:25:01,000
but it feels like
a primary home to a lot of us.
457
00:25:01,033 --> 00:25:05,671
That's where we want to go
to be Iñupiaq people
458
00:25:05,671 --> 00:25:07,373
and really do things
within our culture
459
00:25:07,406 --> 00:25:11,310
that make us feel
like real people.
460
00:25:11,343 --> 00:25:13,345
Our ancestors have
grown up at these places
461
00:25:13,379 --> 00:25:15,080
and practiced
the same traditions
462
00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:19,184
and taught our parents and
grandparents all these things,
463
00:25:19,284 --> 00:25:22,154
and they eventually
get handed down to us.
464
00:25:22,187 --> 00:25:24,156
It's really important.
465
00:25:24,189 --> 00:25:27,726
♪
466
00:25:30,729 --> 00:25:37,770
♪
467
00:25:39,471 --> 00:25:41,507
Yeah,
468
00:25:41,607 --> 00:25:42,608
it's a little discouraging,
469
00:25:42,641 --> 00:25:44,777
but still a lot of time.
470
00:25:44,877 --> 00:25:47,046
I know that
this black bear fat
471
00:25:47,079 --> 00:25:48,514
will be extremely important.
472
00:25:48,514 --> 00:25:52,818
I'm hopeful that this bear
is staying in my area.
473
00:25:52,851 --> 00:25:54,853
We'll see.
474
00:25:54,887 --> 00:25:55,888
♪
475
00:26:03,395 --> 00:26:06,198
[tense music]
476
00:26:06,231 --> 00:26:13,272
♪
477
00:26:15,941 --> 00:26:19,078
[Jacks] So have I shown you
how to eat rose hips yet?
478
00:26:19,111 --> 00:26:21,447
You pluck one, all right.
479
00:26:21,447 --> 00:26:25,517
You can suck all the meat out,
the part that meets the stem.
480
00:26:25,517 --> 00:26:27,853
Mmm, oh, yeah.
481
00:26:27,886 --> 00:26:30,289
And then...
482
00:26:30,322 --> 00:26:31,890
spit out the seeds.
483
00:26:40,365 --> 00:26:41,834
Mmm.
484
00:26:46,638 --> 00:26:48,707
Rose hips and sunshine.
485
00:26:48,807 --> 00:26:49,975
♪
486
00:26:50,075 --> 00:26:51,710
This is what I do
every morning.
487
00:26:51,810 --> 00:26:53,612
♪
488
00:26:53,645 --> 00:26:55,247
This is my breakfast.
489
00:26:56,181 --> 00:26:59,518
I think today is gonna have to
be a foraging day regardless.
490
00:26:59,551 --> 00:27:02,054
♪
491
00:27:02,087 --> 00:27:03,956
Ooh.
492
00:27:03,989 --> 00:27:07,192
Something--holy [bleep]--
493
00:27:07,226 --> 00:27:08,961
has walked through here.
494
00:27:08,994 --> 00:27:14,967
♪
495
00:27:14,967 --> 00:27:18,036
That looks like...
496
00:27:18,036 --> 00:27:19,171
a cat.
497
00:27:19,204 --> 00:27:21,406
♪
498
00:27:21,406 --> 00:27:24,076
And...
499
00:27:24,076 --> 00:27:25,077
wow.
500
00:27:25,110 --> 00:27:28,180
♪
501
00:27:28,213 --> 00:27:30,682
Interesting.
502
00:27:30,716 --> 00:27:34,686
There is a lynx
wandering around.
503
00:27:34,686 --> 00:27:37,356
Um...
504
00:27:37,389 --> 00:27:39,458
so I'm gonna shift gears
and focus on
505
00:27:39,491 --> 00:27:42,394
getting a door on my shelter.
506
00:27:42,427 --> 00:27:45,197
I gotta get out of here.
507
00:27:45,230 --> 00:27:48,634
I need to make sure
that I have a shelter
508
00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:51,136
that is going to keep me safe
509
00:27:51,170 --> 00:27:53,639
and protect me from predators.
510
00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:56,909
This is my only mission
right now.
511
00:27:56,975 --> 00:27:59,444
♪
512
00:27:59,478 --> 00:28:04,149
All right, so we are going
to measure the door.
513
00:28:05,617 --> 00:28:08,120
24 is the width.
514
00:28:10,322 --> 00:28:11,890
OK.
515
00:28:13,358 --> 00:28:15,794
Well, I got lucky.
516
00:28:15,827 --> 00:28:19,231
Turns out the door
is a perfect square.
517
00:28:20,465 --> 00:28:24,236
So I'm gonna make a frame
for it first.
518
00:28:29,474 --> 00:28:31,510
[saw scraping]
519
00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:34,846
I am not truly alone.
520
00:28:34,880 --> 00:28:36,949
There's predators here.
521
00:28:37,015 --> 00:28:40,919
♪
522
00:28:40,953 --> 00:28:43,589
Oh, no.
Oh, perfect.
523
00:28:43,622 --> 00:28:45,624
♪
524
00:28:45,657 --> 00:28:47,526
You know, I've always feared
the worst in life
525
00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:50,362
because the worst
actually did happen to me.
526
00:28:50,395 --> 00:28:53,098
So going into this experience,
527
00:28:53,198 --> 00:28:56,435
that is something
that I'm thinking about
528
00:28:56,468 --> 00:28:59,404
is worst-case scenario.
529
00:28:59,438 --> 00:29:03,675
♪
530
00:29:03,675 --> 00:29:05,444
I've been in positions
in my life
531
00:29:05,477 --> 00:29:07,713
where my agency
has been stolen.
532
00:29:07,746 --> 00:29:10,115
♪
533
00:29:10,148 --> 00:29:13,085
I know what it's like
to be hunted.
534
00:29:13,085 --> 00:29:15,387
So yeah, being on high alert,
535
00:29:15,387 --> 00:29:17,956
knowing that there's predators
out there
536
00:29:17,990 --> 00:29:19,925
is--
537
00:29:19,958 --> 00:29:22,027
yeah, it's quite scary.
538
00:29:22,060 --> 00:29:23,795
♪
539
00:29:23,829 --> 00:29:25,364
[sighs]
540
00:29:25,364 --> 00:29:28,367
Well, I'm having a really hard
time today.
541
00:29:30,669 --> 00:29:35,440
Being in this place
where I am suffering
542
00:29:35,474 --> 00:29:37,442
is starting to remind me
543
00:29:37,476 --> 00:29:40,512
of when I lost my agency,
when I lost control,
544
00:29:40,545 --> 00:29:43,548
when I was living
in a dark place.
545
00:29:43,582 --> 00:29:46,918
And I don't want
to go back there.
546
00:29:46,918 --> 00:29:48,787
I think I'm just
gonna sit here.
547
00:29:48,887 --> 00:29:50,589
♪
548
00:29:50,622 --> 00:29:52,724
[exhales]
549
00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:59,164
21 years ago today,
550
00:29:59,197 --> 00:30:03,068
there was a young woman,
551
00:30:03,101 --> 00:30:05,537
19 years old...
552
00:30:08,206 --> 00:30:12,210
Just figuring out who she was,
553
00:30:12,244 --> 00:30:15,280
until one night,
her world changed.
554
00:30:16,648 --> 00:30:19,184
She was walking home.
555
00:30:19,217 --> 00:30:23,855
And on her way home,
she was kidnapped
556
00:30:23,889 --> 00:30:26,792
by two men
557
00:30:26,892 --> 00:30:30,162
who threw her into a car,
558
00:30:30,162 --> 00:30:33,732
held a gun to her head,
559
00:30:33,765 --> 00:30:38,036
took her to a park...
560
00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:40,272
where they beat her,
561
00:30:40,305 --> 00:30:42,641
they robbed her,
562
00:30:42,641 --> 00:30:45,444
and they raped her.
563
00:30:45,477 --> 00:30:50,349
They took their turns...
564
00:30:50,449 --> 00:30:53,919
destroying her
565
00:30:53,952 --> 00:30:58,290
before leaving her,
abandoning her
566
00:30:58,323 --> 00:31:00,292
broken,
567
00:31:00,325 --> 00:31:03,562
beaten, and bloody.
568
00:31:03,595 --> 00:31:10,602
♪
569
00:31:12,671 --> 00:31:14,840
[breathes deeply]
570
00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:16,875
That woman was me.
571
00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:20,912
That little girl was me.
572
00:31:25,650 --> 00:31:27,953
And it's been 20 years.
573
00:31:28,053 --> 00:31:31,723
♪
574
00:31:31,757 --> 00:31:34,559
And you can never move on
from that experience,
575
00:31:34,559 --> 00:31:36,628
but there is a way
to move forward.
576
00:31:36,728 --> 00:31:41,266
♪
577
00:31:41,366 --> 00:31:45,604
It wasn't until I started
to lean into nature
578
00:31:45,604 --> 00:31:48,140
that I found that I could heal.
579
00:31:49,608 --> 00:31:52,411
I dipped a toe
into spirituality
580
00:31:52,444 --> 00:31:54,112
and therapy and nature.
581
00:31:54,146 --> 00:31:55,680
With those three things
combined,
582
00:31:55,714 --> 00:31:59,518
I found a path
583
00:31:59,551 --> 00:32:02,554
to feeling that I belonged.
584
00:32:02,587 --> 00:32:04,723
♪
585
00:32:04,756 --> 00:32:06,958
Nature taught me that.
586
00:32:08,326 --> 00:32:11,096
Nature taught me that
I belonged on this planet.
587
00:32:11,129 --> 00:32:12,898
So I studied it.
588
00:32:14,666 --> 00:32:16,067
Studied navigation,
589
00:32:16,101 --> 00:32:18,603
studied fire, studied plants.
590
00:32:18,637 --> 00:32:21,840
If I could protect myself
591
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:23,141
and not let fear
592
00:32:23,175 --> 00:32:25,610
prevent me from having
a joyous life...
593
00:32:25,644 --> 00:32:30,048
♪
594
00:32:30,081 --> 00:32:33,518
Then that's what
I was going to do
595
00:32:33,518 --> 00:32:35,954
so I could become
fearless again.
596
00:32:35,987 --> 00:32:37,923
♪
597
00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:42,494
I'm proud of myself
for doing this,
598
00:32:42,527 --> 00:32:45,997
for taking on this challenge.
599
00:32:45,997 --> 00:32:51,436
♪
600
00:32:51,470 --> 00:32:54,172
Let's go kick some ass.
601
00:32:54,206 --> 00:32:56,775
♪
602
00:32:56,808 --> 00:32:58,877
I got a lot of work to do.
603
00:32:58,910 --> 00:33:03,048
♪
604
00:33:03,081 --> 00:33:04,282
[chuckles]
605
00:33:14,693 --> 00:33:17,596
[tense music]
606
00:33:17,629 --> 00:33:24,669
♪
607
00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:27,672
[Aaron]
We got ourselves a bunny.
608
00:33:32,177 --> 00:33:35,046
Oh, he's [bleep] alive again.
609
00:33:40,418 --> 00:33:41,686
Sorry, buddy.
610
00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:42,721
Oh!
611
00:33:45,724 --> 00:33:47,759
My God!
612
00:33:53,398 --> 00:33:56,501
[laughs]
613
00:33:56,601 --> 00:34:00,472
Are you kidding me?
614
00:34:00,572 --> 00:34:07,512
♪
615
00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:09,147
[laughs]
616
00:34:09,179 --> 00:34:12,751
What is happening to me?
617
00:34:12,851 --> 00:34:15,487
It's like in golf,
they call it the yips.
618
00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:20,058
Like when you, uh,
619
00:34:20,091 --> 00:34:22,726
just can't do anything.
620
00:34:22,761 --> 00:34:25,030
I think I got a case
of the yips here.
621
00:34:27,498 --> 00:34:31,168
These snares too,
like, I don't know--
622
00:34:31,202 --> 00:34:35,407
clearly, I'm not putting 'em
on good enough, but
623
00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:37,641
this is sad, man.
624
00:34:39,444 --> 00:34:41,313
I tend to be
a pretty positive person,
625
00:34:41,346 --> 00:34:43,882
but we're in the dumps
right now, boy.
626
00:34:43,915 --> 00:34:45,917
Beaver's not back.
627
00:34:45,951 --> 00:34:50,322
He didn't even fix his dam,
so I don't know
628
00:34:50,322 --> 00:34:52,324
if the lynx got him or what,
629
00:34:52,357 --> 00:34:55,927
but we'll leave these up
and come check 'em tomorrow.
630
00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:58,997
Oh, man,
I'm not having a good day.
631
00:34:59,030 --> 00:35:02,233
My mind is trying to give
me ways out
632
00:35:02,267 --> 00:35:05,203
that doesn't make me
look like I quit.
633
00:35:05,203 --> 00:35:07,606
[bleep] like this is
making me want to go home,
634
00:35:07,639 --> 00:35:10,675
but I'm not gonna.
635
00:35:10,675 --> 00:35:13,211
Let's go check
the rest of the site.
636
00:35:13,244 --> 00:35:14,946
I might be crazy,
but I'm sitting there
637
00:35:14,980 --> 00:35:17,082
just arguing with myself
like, shut up, man.
638
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,351
You're not doing that.
639
00:35:19,384 --> 00:35:21,486
Won a lot of fights
in your life, weak mind,
640
00:35:21,519 --> 00:35:22,921
but not this one.
641
00:35:24,556 --> 00:35:26,758
[whispers]
I could be on my couch in
642
00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:29,794
like...
[chuckles]
643
00:35:29,828 --> 00:35:32,364
in not long, if I wanted to.
644
00:35:32,397 --> 00:35:36,635
I could be eating pizza
not long if I wanted to.
645
00:35:36,668 --> 00:35:40,372
All you have to do
is give up on your dreams.
646
00:35:40,405 --> 00:35:44,409
How?
Like, it's so crazy to think.
647
00:35:44,442 --> 00:35:46,745
♪
648
00:35:46,845 --> 00:35:50,281
It's like a carrot dangling
in front of your face.
649
00:35:51,683 --> 00:35:53,918
It's the same--like,
that's how I think about it,
650
00:35:53,952 --> 00:35:56,721
the same as smoking.
651
00:35:56,755 --> 00:35:58,156
Like, when I quit smoking,
652
00:35:58,156 --> 00:36:01,493
it was so hard because
I could literally
653
00:36:01,526 --> 00:36:06,031
fix the craving in seconds.
654
00:36:06,131 --> 00:36:10,468
But you'd have to give up
on all the progress you made.
655
00:36:10,568 --> 00:36:13,638
♪
656
00:36:13,638 --> 00:36:16,241
It's so--
it's just crazy.
657
00:36:16,274 --> 00:36:17,308
♪
658
00:36:22,113 --> 00:36:24,683
♪
659
00:36:24,716 --> 00:36:28,119
This is the craziest thing
a person can do.
660
00:36:28,153 --> 00:36:31,823
You have to be well-rounded
with mental toughness.
661
00:36:31,856 --> 00:36:33,291
But I fought
mixed martial arts.
662
00:36:33,324 --> 00:36:34,426
I've played rugby.
663
00:36:34,459 --> 00:36:36,728
I've played
pretty crazy sports.
664
00:36:36,761 --> 00:36:41,332
Any physical activity
that I do is hard mentally.
665
00:36:42,567 --> 00:36:44,469
Found some more moose tracks.
666
00:36:44,569 --> 00:36:46,805
♪
667
00:36:46,838 --> 00:36:50,008
This is what I work in.
This is what I grew up in.
668
00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:52,477
This is my advantage.
669
00:36:52,510 --> 00:36:54,913
I must just be missing
this guy, man.
670
00:36:54,946 --> 00:36:57,248
I can't lose.
I shouldn't lose.
671
00:36:57,282 --> 00:36:59,317
I don't know if it's
the same moose or what,
672
00:36:59,317 --> 00:37:02,520
but it went right through here.
673
00:37:02,554 --> 00:37:05,523
[footsteps crunching]
674
00:37:12,030 --> 00:37:15,567
We want him
to come back to here.
675
00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:18,570
This is the perfect
shooting spot.
676
00:37:24,909 --> 00:37:27,912
[imitating moose call]
677
00:37:34,119 --> 00:37:38,089
If we get a moose, I'll have
all the fat, all the food.
678
00:37:38,123 --> 00:37:41,726
We can ride this out
till we win.
679
00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:44,796
[imitating moose call]
680
00:38:01,212 --> 00:38:02,347
[bleep].
681
00:38:10,488 --> 00:38:17,495
♪
682
00:38:36,848 --> 00:38:39,884
[steady breathing]
683
00:38:43,788 --> 00:38:44,856
[bow snaps]
684
00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:50,829
[tense music]
685
00:38:50,829 --> 00:38:53,765
♪
686
00:38:53,798 --> 00:38:55,266
[bow snaps]
687
00:38:55,366 --> 00:38:57,335
[Aaron]
[bleep].
688
00:39:15,753 --> 00:39:18,790
[imitating moose call]
689
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:28,766
[imitating moose grunts]
690
00:39:41,312 --> 00:39:43,248
[Aaron] I shouldn't even
be shooting at a moose
691
00:39:43,281 --> 00:39:46,684
with only one broadhead anyway,
but
692
00:39:46,684 --> 00:39:49,053
I'm taking chances.
693
00:39:49,087 --> 00:39:50,755
They're not paying off.
694
00:39:50,788 --> 00:39:55,126
♪
695
00:40:05,403 --> 00:40:10,008
♪
696
00:40:10,041 --> 00:40:12,010
We're gonna back out here.
697
00:40:12,043 --> 00:40:14,512
♪
698
00:40:14,612 --> 00:40:16,447
[chuckles]
699
00:40:16,481 --> 00:40:19,550
I can't believe I just missed.
700
00:40:19,584 --> 00:40:24,255
The arrow hit a tree
right in front of him.
701
00:40:24,289 --> 00:40:26,524
I missed by 2 inches.
702
00:40:26,557 --> 00:40:29,427
And, man,
is it ever devastating.
703
00:40:29,494 --> 00:40:33,798
♪
704
00:40:33,831 --> 00:40:35,800
Perfect setup.
705
00:40:35,833 --> 00:40:38,136
♪
706
00:40:38,169 --> 00:40:40,171
How the--
707
00:40:40,204 --> 00:40:43,308
♪
708
00:40:43,408 --> 00:40:47,078
Oh, my God.
He was standing right here.
709
00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:50,715
I had that lane.
710
00:40:50,748 --> 00:40:54,052
Oh, my God.
711
00:40:54,085 --> 00:40:56,788
I should [bleep] quit.
712
00:40:57,689 --> 00:40:59,791
I'm feeling like the moose
is slipping away.
713
00:40:59,824 --> 00:41:01,926
I don't got a chance.
I don't got broadheads.
714
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:03,828
I got to find another arrow
and a broadhead,
715
00:41:03,861 --> 00:41:06,264
and hopefully I can get
another opportunity.
716
00:41:06,297 --> 00:41:09,467
Because this is--
this is not good.
717
00:41:09,500 --> 00:41:11,002
♪
718
00:41:11,035 --> 00:41:13,671
I'm so sad right now.
719
00:41:13,705 --> 00:41:16,708
I just missed the moose
at 20 yards.
720
00:41:16,808 --> 00:41:18,409
I didn't take a follow-up shot
721
00:41:18,443 --> 00:41:20,445
because I don't have
a broadhead with me.
722
00:41:21,846 --> 00:41:24,449
This is so embarrassing, man.
723
00:41:26,684 --> 00:41:28,186
It is what it is.
724
00:41:28,286 --> 00:41:29,787
I'm not gonna beat myself--
725
00:41:29,821 --> 00:41:31,723
I'm gonna beat the [bleep]
out of myself about it,
726
00:41:31,723 --> 00:41:34,625
but it is what it is.
727
00:41:34,726 --> 00:41:36,594
I can't rewind time.
728
00:41:36,627 --> 00:41:38,963
Timber missed a moose,
and he got it.
729
00:41:40,231 --> 00:41:42,967
It's a sad day, though, boy.
730
00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:47,338
That moose was
essentially the win.
731
00:41:47,372 --> 00:41:49,007
♪
732
00:41:49,040 --> 00:41:50,641
What a greasy move.
733
00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:54,245
Mother nature,
what a greasy move.
734
00:41:54,278 --> 00:42:01,285
♪
735
00:42:12,830 --> 00:42:15,533
[Jacks]
Ta-da!
736
00:42:17,402 --> 00:42:20,238
The door shuts,
blocks most of the wind.
737
00:42:20,238 --> 00:42:22,774
I am safe from predators.
738
00:42:22,807 --> 00:42:25,576
So we're chinking
the shelter today.
739
00:42:25,610 --> 00:42:29,447
I have all this mud
from the shoreline.
740
00:42:30,915 --> 00:42:33,251
Let's go and do this
before the mud refreezes.
741
00:42:35,353 --> 00:42:37,121
Holy.
742
00:42:38,723 --> 00:42:40,391
Whoa.
Alrighty.
743
00:42:40,491 --> 00:42:42,560
Steady as we go.
744
00:42:42,593 --> 00:42:45,229
Ah, steady.
745
00:42:45,296 --> 00:42:47,598
♪
746
00:42:47,598 --> 00:42:48,599
[grunts]
747
00:42:50,468 --> 00:42:53,171
The sun was able
to melt some of it,
748
00:42:53,204 --> 00:42:55,206
enough for me to be able
to collect it.
749
00:42:56,674 --> 00:42:59,811
[sighs]
The problem is
750
00:42:59,844 --> 00:43:02,213
mud's really heavy,
751
00:43:02,246 --> 00:43:03,915
like, really heavy.
752
00:43:05,349 --> 00:43:08,386
I'm starting to realize
that sustaining
753
00:43:08,486 --> 00:43:11,956
out here for the long term
is a serious gamble
754
00:43:11,989 --> 00:43:13,991
and a lot of work.
755
00:43:14,025 --> 00:43:17,662
While I may not be thriving,
I'm still doing it.
756
00:43:17,695 --> 00:43:19,363
You know?
I've got berries.
757
00:43:19,397 --> 00:43:20,698
I've got plants.
758
00:43:20,798 --> 00:43:23,267
But I'd like
to be doing better.
759
00:43:23,301 --> 00:43:25,870
Alrighty.
760
00:43:25,903 --> 00:43:28,206
I have no idea how much mud
it's gonna take
761
00:43:28,239 --> 00:43:30,641
to chink this shelter,
762
00:43:30,641 --> 00:43:33,111
but we're about to find out.
763
00:43:34,946 --> 00:43:38,649
You know, in trauma recovery,
there are three Rs
764
00:43:38,683 --> 00:43:40,685
that aid in trauma recovery.
765
00:43:40,718 --> 00:43:43,754
And one is rhythms.
766
00:43:43,788 --> 00:43:45,590
The other is relationships.
767
00:43:45,623 --> 00:43:47,592
And the third is reward.
768
00:43:47,692 --> 00:43:52,029
Wow, I'm really enjoying this.
[chuckles]
769
00:43:52,130 --> 00:43:53,331
I'm really enjoying it.
770
00:43:53,364 --> 00:43:56,000
It's, like, really therapeutic.
771
00:43:56,033 --> 00:43:58,803
Things that have repetition
772
00:43:58,836 --> 00:44:02,039
actually can help recalibrate
our emotional states
773
00:44:02,073 --> 00:44:03,608
in our brains.
774
00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:05,076
♪
775
00:44:05,109 --> 00:44:08,112
This might not be one of
those jobs you can do in a day.
776
00:44:08,146 --> 00:44:10,047
♪
777
00:44:10,081 --> 00:44:14,118
The repetition and the rhythm
actually calm my mind.
778
00:44:14,152 --> 00:44:16,687
♪
779
00:44:16,721 --> 00:44:20,324
There were times where
I thought that living
780
00:44:20,358 --> 00:44:22,026
in trauma was my life.
781
00:44:22,126 --> 00:44:25,062
There was nothing past it.
782
00:44:25,163 --> 00:44:26,964
It was my relationship
to the outdoors
783
00:44:26,998 --> 00:44:30,034
that helped me to navigate
through that trauma.
784
00:44:30,067 --> 00:44:31,669
Oh, yeah.
785
00:44:31,702 --> 00:44:33,404
This is awesome.
786
00:44:33,437 --> 00:44:35,439
Awesome!
787
00:44:35,473 --> 00:44:37,975
This is good
788
00:44:38,009 --> 00:44:39,143
for today.
789
00:44:39,243 --> 00:44:40,478
[sighs]
790
00:44:40,511 --> 00:44:42,747
I'm pretty hungry.
791
00:44:42,847 --> 00:44:45,950
I'm gonna go check
my traps over there.
792
00:44:46,050 --> 00:44:48,886
♪
793
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:51,656
Wow, my mood's
really changed today.
794
00:44:51,689 --> 00:44:52,823
I don't know.
795
00:44:52,857 --> 00:44:55,159
I'm in a new
state of mind today.
796
00:44:55,193 --> 00:44:57,795
I'm feeling really good
today and optimistic,
797
00:44:57,828 --> 00:45:02,800
and, like, my curiosity
is just alive right now,
798
00:45:02,833 --> 00:45:06,037
and all I want to do
is go explore.
799
00:45:06,070 --> 00:45:09,674
My first solo hike was
800
00:45:09,707 --> 00:45:11,976
the Laugavegur trail
in Iceland.
801
00:45:12,076 --> 00:45:15,580
This was my first time where
I got to take the skills
802
00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:17,715
that I, at that point,
had only learned
803
00:45:17,748 --> 00:45:21,152
on my own
and really test them.
804
00:45:21,185 --> 00:45:23,187
There seems to be
quite a few tracks,
805
00:45:23,221 --> 00:45:27,558
so this is good.
806
00:45:27,592 --> 00:45:29,760
So day one,
when I was in Iceland,
807
00:45:29,794 --> 00:45:32,063
I was in an earthquake,
witnessed an avalanche,
808
00:45:32,163 --> 00:45:33,431
and I fell in a crevasse.
809
00:45:33,464 --> 00:45:36,400
Everything terrible
that could possibly happen
810
00:45:36,434 --> 00:45:38,035
actually happened.
811
00:45:38,069 --> 00:45:39,237
See, look at that.
812
00:45:39,270 --> 00:45:41,372
Look at all the traffic
right there.
813
00:45:42,807 --> 00:45:44,508
Wow.
814
00:45:44,609 --> 00:45:46,077
But it was huge for me.
815
00:45:46,110 --> 00:45:48,779
That's what
really, really helped
816
00:45:48,879 --> 00:45:51,682
strengthen my relationship
with my body
817
00:45:51,716 --> 00:45:54,485
and to have it back.
818
00:45:56,487 --> 00:45:58,522
Oh, he's in my snare.
819
00:45:58,556 --> 00:45:59,523
All right.
820
00:45:59,557 --> 00:46:02,693
Well, today is
a good [bleep] day.
821
00:46:03,894 --> 00:46:05,997
I caught a hare.
822
00:46:06,030 --> 00:46:08,132
Hey, buddy.
823
00:46:11,636 --> 00:46:15,006
Let's go back
and process this guy.
824
00:46:15,039 --> 00:46:19,677
♪
825
00:46:19,677 --> 00:46:22,313
Nature has this
incredible ability
826
00:46:22,413 --> 00:46:24,882
to give you the answers
827
00:46:24,915 --> 00:46:26,884
to what you're looking for
in life.
828
00:46:26,917 --> 00:46:28,419
I'm sorry.
829
00:46:29,720 --> 00:46:31,489
Thank you for your life.
830
00:46:31,522 --> 00:46:33,591
Thank you.
Thank you. Thank you.
831
00:46:33,624 --> 00:46:37,395
Survival skills saved my life
in more ways than one.
832
00:46:37,428 --> 00:46:38,996
♪
833
00:46:39,030 --> 00:46:41,966
It's what helped me to heal.
834
00:46:41,966 --> 00:46:45,303
If my journey can help
somebody else,
835
00:46:45,336 --> 00:46:46,971
and nobody has
to walk the path
836
00:46:47,004 --> 00:46:49,674
that I've been through
in my life
837
00:46:49,674 --> 00:46:52,643
living in a state
of suffering,
838
00:46:52,677 --> 00:46:55,046
if I can change
one person's life
839
00:46:55,079 --> 00:46:56,781
and say,
"Hey, did you ever think
840
00:46:56,881 --> 00:46:58,883
"about leaning into nature?
841
00:46:58,916 --> 00:47:00,351
"Let me show you
842
00:47:00,384 --> 00:47:03,154
what it can do and how
it can change your life,"
843
00:47:03,187 --> 00:47:05,890
then...
844
00:47:05,923 --> 00:47:08,359
that would make
all of this worth it.
845
00:47:08,392 --> 00:47:10,194
It would make all my pain
and suffering worth it,
846
00:47:10,194 --> 00:47:12,163
to help others,
847
00:47:12,163 --> 00:47:14,865
show them that
there is another way.
848
00:47:14,965 --> 00:47:16,200
[breathes deeply]
849
00:47:16,233 --> 00:47:18,235
Thank you, universe,
for this meal.
850
00:47:29,180 --> 00:47:31,115
I feel like a whole
other person right now.
851
00:47:31,148 --> 00:47:32,683
Oh.
852
00:47:35,052 --> 00:47:37,488
Got a rabbit brain
roasting on some coals.
853
00:47:40,191 --> 00:47:43,794
Got rabbit blood all over my
hands and all over my pants.
854
00:47:43,828 --> 00:47:46,564
I can feel my body
being replenished.
855
00:47:50,835 --> 00:47:52,670
I finally feel like
I've become
856
00:47:52,703 --> 00:47:54,605
the person I'm supposed to be.
857
00:47:54,638 --> 00:47:58,275
♪
858
00:47:58,309 --> 00:48:01,278
It's a beautiful day.
859
00:48:01,312 --> 00:48:04,915
Nature has definitely
allowed me to develop
860
00:48:04,915 --> 00:48:09,520
a connection with who
I call my authentic self,
861
00:48:09,553 --> 00:48:11,355
who Jacks really is.
862
00:48:11,389 --> 00:48:14,992
You know,
that person hides a lot.
863
00:48:17,595 --> 00:48:24,034
And so in nature,
that person gets to be free.
864
00:48:31,609 --> 00:48:34,445
[tense music]
865
00:48:34,478 --> 00:48:41,519
♪
866
00:48:43,421 --> 00:48:45,523
[Nero]
Eagle footage.
867
00:48:48,959 --> 00:48:51,662
Do something, eagle, for me.
868
00:48:51,762 --> 00:48:53,597
Fly away or something.
869
00:48:55,199 --> 00:48:56,767
It's a good reminder.
870
00:48:56,801 --> 00:49:00,805
I gotta put the food away.
871
00:49:00,838 --> 00:49:03,240
Keep it away from scavengers.
872
00:49:06,477 --> 00:49:08,679
Damn.
873
00:49:08,712 --> 00:49:12,249
I'm gonna work on the food
caches this afternoon.
874
00:49:12,283 --> 00:49:14,618
So I'm gonna make a fourth one.
875
00:49:14,652 --> 00:49:18,155
I'm gonna try and make it out
of one of the beaver pelts.
876
00:49:18,155 --> 00:49:20,724
Get it set up.
See if it works.
877
00:49:20,758 --> 00:49:25,729
♪
878
00:49:25,763 --> 00:49:27,431
I'm really happy
with the layout
879
00:49:27,531 --> 00:49:29,233
and the setup with my shelter.
880
00:49:29,266 --> 00:49:32,603
I've got food to last
a long time
881
00:49:32,636 --> 00:49:34,038
and need to better preserve it
882
00:49:34,071 --> 00:49:35,940
and make sure that
it doesn't go off.
883
00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:39,677
Right now,
it's about
884
00:49:39,710 --> 00:49:41,178
storing food.
885
00:49:41,278 --> 00:49:43,514
But I'm starting to learn
that I can really just
886
00:49:43,547 --> 00:49:45,549
start to sink into
this experience
887
00:49:45,583 --> 00:49:48,152
with the confidence that
everything's working for me.
888
00:49:48,252 --> 00:49:51,455
Let's get that beaver pelt
into a bit of a bag.
889
00:49:53,591 --> 00:49:57,595
So the question is,
how do I want to do it.
890
00:50:00,865 --> 00:50:03,634
I've got paracord there,
punch holes is there,
891
00:50:03,667 --> 00:50:05,135
there, there, and there.
892
00:50:05,169 --> 00:50:08,272
And then just have the rope
which comes through
893
00:50:08,372 --> 00:50:11,375
and brings them together.
894
00:50:13,244 --> 00:50:19,750
♪
895
00:50:19,750 --> 00:50:21,418
It feels really good
to be able to come back
896
00:50:21,452 --> 00:50:26,957
to my shelter and just
recharge and regather myself.
897
00:50:26,991 --> 00:50:31,028
And it feels like home.
898
00:50:31,061 --> 00:50:34,265
I think, psychologically,
you know, us humans,
899
00:50:34,365 --> 00:50:39,637
we need a place to call home
and having connection.
900
00:50:39,670 --> 00:50:42,306
We talk a lot
about connection.
901
00:50:42,339 --> 00:50:44,875
I think all Australians
find it,
902
00:50:44,875 --> 00:50:49,013
in some way, difficult
to be connected to land.
903
00:50:49,046 --> 00:50:50,347
♪
904
00:50:50,381 --> 00:50:53,717
Australia's got this
weird sort of conundrum
905
00:50:53,751 --> 00:50:56,153
where we want to be connected
906
00:50:56,186 --> 00:50:58,455
to our land
and to our country,
907
00:50:58,556 --> 00:51:02,126
but because of our past,
there's a bit of a stigma
908
00:51:02,159 --> 00:51:04,728
that we can't be
connected to land.
909
00:51:04,762 --> 00:51:06,630
♪
910
00:51:06,664 --> 00:51:10,568
With colonialism,
we came into Australia
911
00:51:10,601 --> 00:51:12,236
as an invader.
912
00:51:12,236 --> 00:51:16,206
♪
913
00:51:16,240 --> 00:51:18,909
And we've pushed
the First Nations people
914
00:51:18,909 --> 00:51:20,711
up in the northern parts
of Australia.
915
00:51:22,313 --> 00:51:24,281
So they don't have
their land anymore.
916
00:51:24,315 --> 00:51:26,350
But now we've come
onto this land.
917
00:51:26,350 --> 00:51:28,919
We have all of this history
and guilt
918
00:51:28,919 --> 00:51:31,355
with what we've done
in the past.
919
00:51:31,355 --> 00:51:32,923
And so therefore,
we don't feel like
920
00:51:32,957 --> 00:51:35,926
we have the right to have
connection to that land.
921
00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:38,963
So Australia is this place
with a whole bunch of people
922
00:51:38,963 --> 00:51:41,765
and not really
anybody connected to the land.
923
00:51:41,799 --> 00:51:43,834
She ain't pretty, but...
924
00:51:43,834 --> 00:51:47,004
♪
925
00:51:47,037 --> 00:51:48,772
She'll hold some food.
926
00:51:48,806 --> 00:51:50,240
And I think
that's something that
927
00:51:50,274 --> 00:51:51,875
we really need to try
and come together
928
00:51:51,909 --> 00:51:53,844
and work through.
929
00:51:53,844 --> 00:51:57,281
Beaver naturally goes
in beaver cache.
930
00:51:57,314 --> 00:51:59,783
When I first came
to the delta,
931
00:51:59,883 --> 00:52:02,086
I had these expectations
and these ideas
932
00:52:02,119 --> 00:52:05,990
of how I thought it should be.
933
00:52:05,990 --> 00:52:09,360
And I was really resistant
at first.
934
00:52:09,360 --> 00:52:11,328
Nice and high.
935
00:52:11,362 --> 00:52:12,763
♪
936
00:52:12,796 --> 00:52:14,999
It's taken me a while,
but finally,
937
00:52:15,032 --> 00:52:18,769
I'm really feeling like
I'm meant to be here.
938
00:52:18,802 --> 00:52:20,804
The land wants me to be here.
939
00:52:20,838 --> 00:52:23,240
♪
940
00:52:23,273 --> 00:52:25,809
And the more that
I spend time,
941
00:52:25,843 --> 00:52:27,478
the more that gets reinforced,
942
00:52:27,511 --> 00:52:30,814
and the better
and deeper my relationship
943
00:52:30,848 --> 00:52:32,883
with the land becomes.
944
00:52:35,519 --> 00:52:38,422
Sunset over the mountains.
945
00:52:38,522 --> 00:52:39,857
Beautiful.
946
00:52:44,595 --> 00:52:48,432
Feels so surreal
to be here sometimes
947
00:52:48,532 --> 00:52:51,235
on this journey,
948
00:52:51,235 --> 00:52:53,437
out here on this land.
949
00:52:53,470 --> 00:53:00,544
♪
950
00:53:01,078 --> 00:53:03,514
And I'm grateful
for this place.
951
00:53:05,015 --> 00:53:08,352
It's given me life.
It's sustaining me.
952
00:53:08,452 --> 00:53:13,157
♪
953
00:53:13,190 --> 00:53:15,592
I'm becoming a part
of this place.
954
00:53:15,659 --> 00:53:19,363
♪
955
00:53:19,396 --> 00:53:21,799
And it's becoming a part of me.
956
00:53:21,799 --> 00:53:28,806
♪
957
00:53:48,525 --> 00:53:52,162
[Will]
I finished up my carvings.
958
00:53:52,162 --> 00:53:55,599
We got a little spoon set here.
959
00:53:55,632 --> 00:54:00,237
This one is for Cassie, Inukuk.
960
00:54:00,270 --> 00:54:04,108
And we have a little bit
smaller of a spoon.
961
00:54:04,208 --> 00:54:07,911
This is for Willow.
She's a middle-aged girl.
962
00:54:07,945 --> 00:54:09,446
We got the middle-aged spoon.
963
00:54:09,446 --> 00:54:12,349
And then...
964
00:54:12,382 --> 00:54:13,717
my baby,
965
00:54:13,751 --> 00:54:15,753
baby of the house, Taliiraq,
966
00:54:15,853 --> 00:54:17,721
Kenna Rose.
967
00:54:17,721 --> 00:54:21,759
[speaks Iñupiaq]
Spoon for the baby.
968
00:54:21,792 --> 00:54:24,495
Baby spoon for the baby.
969
00:54:24,528 --> 00:54:27,598
My son...
970
00:54:27,631 --> 00:54:30,968
he's getting the action figure.
971
00:54:31,001 --> 00:54:34,138
"Alone," Season 13
972
00:54:34,171 --> 00:54:35,973
little figure.
973
00:54:36,006 --> 00:54:39,476
So I could just see
my kids loving them
974
00:54:39,510 --> 00:54:42,312
and enjoy using them.
I know they will.
975
00:54:42,346 --> 00:54:45,048
♪
976
00:54:45,082 --> 00:54:49,720
So right now I'm gonna try
to check the snares.
977
00:54:49,720 --> 00:54:52,556
♪
978
00:54:52,589 --> 00:54:55,659
I still haven't pooped.
979
00:54:55,759 --> 00:54:58,462
Drank almost two quarts
of tilaaqiaq,
980
00:54:58,562 --> 00:55:00,197
Labrador tea,
981
00:55:00,230 --> 00:55:03,000
just trying to get
some type of poop out of me.
982
00:55:03,033 --> 00:55:05,736
Set more snares yesterday.
983
00:55:05,769 --> 00:55:07,805
I got plenty out now.
984
00:55:07,838 --> 00:55:10,541
I'm still eating enough
to where I'd have to poop,
985
00:55:10,641 --> 00:55:12,442
though, you'd think.
986
00:55:12,442 --> 00:55:14,878
I don't know if that means
I'm clogged up or what,
987
00:55:14,912 --> 00:55:17,815
but I'm getting
kind of worried.
988
00:55:17,915 --> 00:55:21,118
I have a fear that
my stomach can tear open,
989
00:55:21,151 --> 00:55:24,154
my intestine could tear open.
990
00:55:24,188 --> 00:55:25,956
Well, you got a rabbit.
991
00:55:25,989 --> 00:55:28,091
One ukalaitchaq here.
992
00:55:28,125 --> 00:55:30,394
Leave him right there
'cause we'll be back.
993
00:55:30,394 --> 00:55:32,196
♪
994
00:55:32,196 --> 00:55:35,199
I want to keep going.
Like, my mind loves it here.
995
00:55:35,199 --> 00:55:36,500
I could stay.
996
00:55:36,533 --> 00:55:38,902
But at what cost?
997
00:55:39,002 --> 00:55:42,973
Like, at the cost of
totally messing up my body,
998
00:55:43,006 --> 00:55:46,410
getting sepsis, and dying?
999
00:55:46,443 --> 00:55:50,280
Ukalaitchaq here.
Yeah.
1000
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:52,416
Living off of rabbit and fish,
1001
00:55:52,516 --> 00:55:54,685
and I can't really eat
either right now.
1002
00:55:54,718 --> 00:55:56,420
Like, I just don't have
the appetite
1003
00:55:56,453 --> 00:55:59,156
to eat rabbit or fish.
1004
00:55:59,156 --> 00:56:01,391
I hate to sound
like a picky baby.
1005
00:56:01,425 --> 00:56:03,393
I'm not picky
with my food at all.
1006
00:56:03,427 --> 00:56:05,896
There's almost nothing
I won't eat.
1007
00:56:05,929 --> 00:56:09,499
Last one here.
This is fresh too.
1008
00:56:09,533 --> 00:56:12,803
Oh, baby got chewed up
a little bit.
1009
00:56:12,836 --> 00:56:15,873
I want to be here.
Like, I don't want to go.
1010
00:56:15,906 --> 00:56:20,744
But I also don't want my kids
to go without a father
1011
00:56:20,844 --> 00:56:22,913
for the rest of their lives.
1012
00:56:23,013 --> 00:56:25,482
♪
1013
00:56:25,515 --> 00:56:28,819
A black bear walking through
my backyard again.
1014
00:56:28,852 --> 00:56:32,856
He came all the way
down the riverbank.
1015
00:56:32,890 --> 00:56:36,994
Came up right here
next to my shelter.
1016
00:56:36,994 --> 00:56:38,195
I'm not too sure where it went.
1017
00:56:38,228 --> 00:56:40,030
It might be back,
and I'll be ready.
1018
00:56:40,063 --> 00:56:41,999
I got the bow and arrow.
1019
00:56:41,999 --> 00:56:42,966
♪
1020
00:56:42,966 --> 00:56:44,968
Keep an eye out.
1021
00:56:45,002 --> 00:56:47,471
♪
1022
00:56:47,471 --> 00:56:49,406
I am still
in this competition,
1023
00:56:49,439 --> 00:56:51,875
mentally and spiritually.
1024
00:56:51,875 --> 00:56:55,479
My body is giving up,
but I realize that
1025
00:56:55,512 --> 00:56:58,815
there's a chance
for that black bear.
1026
00:56:58,849 --> 00:57:02,519
Best rabbit day ever.
1027
00:57:02,552 --> 00:57:05,555
♪
1028
00:57:09,693 --> 00:57:12,596
[tense music]
1029
00:57:12,629 --> 00:57:19,670
♪
1030
00:57:24,107 --> 00:57:26,143
[Will] Just kind of laid
in bed all morning,
1031
00:57:26,243 --> 00:57:29,713
and, uh, I could just
lay in bed all day
1032
00:57:29,746 --> 00:57:32,950
if I want to,
1033
00:57:33,050 --> 00:57:35,552
which is what I might just do.
1034
00:57:35,585 --> 00:57:37,521
We'll see.
1035
00:57:37,521 --> 00:57:41,959
I just feel like my mind and
1036
00:57:41,992 --> 00:57:47,564
my spirit just can be here
for the rest of the winter.
1037
00:57:47,564 --> 00:57:52,302
But right now, my body can't,
just because
1038
00:57:52,402 --> 00:57:56,039
it's unable to accept food.
1039
00:57:56,073 --> 00:57:58,442
♪
1040
00:57:58,442 --> 00:58:01,745
And you need food for energy.
1041
00:58:01,845 --> 00:58:05,549
You know, if I stay longer
and longer and longer,
1042
00:58:05,582 --> 00:58:07,784
could be doing
irreversible damage
1043
00:58:07,884 --> 00:58:11,722
to my body
and my digestive system
1044
00:58:11,755 --> 00:58:14,191
and who knows what else.
1045
00:58:14,224 --> 00:58:16,626
Maybe my heart.
1046
00:58:16,727 --> 00:58:20,364
And that's all not worth
winning this
1047
00:58:20,364 --> 00:58:23,367
and worth half a million bucks.
1048
00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:30,440
♪
1049
00:58:36,513 --> 00:58:39,383
[sighs]
1050
00:58:39,483 --> 00:58:42,686
Can't believe I'm doing this.
1051
00:58:42,719 --> 00:58:44,054
30 days.
1052
00:58:44,087 --> 00:58:47,691
I mean, I barely have
enough energy
1053
00:58:47,724 --> 00:58:49,926
to get out of bed.
1054
00:58:49,960 --> 00:58:52,462
I mean, you know, I have food.
1055
00:58:52,562 --> 00:58:56,366
I have five, six days
worth of food,
1056
00:58:56,366 --> 00:58:58,969
but I just have not had
an appetite,
1057
00:58:59,002 --> 00:59:01,471
and I don't know why.
1058
00:59:01,505 --> 00:59:07,310
♪
1059
00:59:07,411 --> 00:59:10,180
[phone beeps]
1060
00:59:12,449 --> 00:59:13,683
Hey, it's Will.
1061
00:59:15,886 --> 00:59:18,255
I'm--I'm officially
tapping out.
1062
00:59:21,758 --> 00:59:23,760
[sighs]
1063
00:59:27,164 --> 00:59:29,132
The most--
1064
00:59:29,166 --> 00:59:32,869
♪
1065
00:59:32,903 --> 00:59:35,172
That was
the most difficult thing
1066
00:59:35,205 --> 00:59:36,973
I ever had to do, I think.
1067
00:59:37,007 --> 00:59:43,280
And, uh, it wasn't easy, but
1068
00:59:43,313 --> 00:59:46,283
it was the right thing to do.
1069
00:59:46,316 --> 00:59:53,323
♪
1070
00:59:58,662 --> 01:00:01,965
I haven't anaq -ed
in weeks, pooped.
1071
01:00:01,998 --> 01:00:03,166
♪
1072
01:00:03,166 --> 01:00:04,701
Um,
1073
01:00:04,801 --> 01:00:08,205
starting to get stomach cramps
a week ago.
1074
01:00:08,238 --> 01:00:11,975
And, yeah, I don't have energy
to do anything
1075
01:00:12,008 --> 01:00:15,011
other than just lay here.
1076
01:00:15,045 --> 01:00:17,447
I know that my mind
and my spirit can.
1077
01:00:17,481 --> 01:00:19,182
Right now, my body can't.
1078
01:00:19,282 --> 01:00:20,917
So that's something I've just--
1079
01:00:20,917 --> 01:00:23,253
I've come to accept.
1080
01:00:23,286 --> 01:00:28,358
And it's been by far
1081
01:00:28,391 --> 01:00:30,193
the most amazing experience,
1082
01:00:30,227 --> 01:00:33,430
other than seeing the birth
of each of my four kids
1083
01:00:33,463 --> 01:00:35,198
and being there.
1084
01:00:35,232 --> 01:00:38,101
I mean,
this is right there with it--
1085
01:00:38,135 --> 01:00:41,071
just...
[sighs]
1086
01:00:41,104 --> 01:00:44,007
being a part of this land,
you know, being out here alone.
1087
01:00:44,040 --> 01:00:46,476
And just--
1088
01:00:46,510 --> 01:00:47,777
it was a beautiful thing,
1089
01:00:47,811 --> 01:00:50,714
and I hate to see it
come to an end.
1090
01:00:50,747 --> 01:00:53,750
♪
1091
01:00:53,783 --> 01:00:56,453
Coming out here,
I kind of thought,
1092
01:00:56,486 --> 01:00:59,189
I'm just a simple Iñupiaq man.
1093
01:00:59,189 --> 01:01:01,258
I'm willing to die
to win this.
1094
01:01:01,291 --> 01:01:03,460
But then you come out here,
and you just realize
1095
01:01:03,560 --> 01:01:07,197
how much more is involved,
including your kids,
1096
01:01:07,230 --> 01:01:11,234
including your wife,
including everything.
1097
01:01:11,234 --> 01:01:12,903
♪
1098
01:01:13,003 --> 01:01:16,039
You know, I didn't grow up
with a wealthy family
1099
01:01:16,039 --> 01:01:18,675
or a high school graduation.
None of that.
1100
01:01:18,708 --> 01:01:20,510
My culture is all I've had.
1101
01:01:20,510 --> 01:01:23,613
And kind of thought,
I gotta win this
1102
01:01:23,647 --> 01:01:27,083
to represent
the Iñupiaq people.
1103
01:01:27,083 --> 01:01:29,052
But within the last few days,
1104
01:01:29,085 --> 01:01:32,956
I kind of realized just
by stepping onto this land,
1105
01:01:32,989 --> 01:01:35,592
I've represented them.
1106
01:01:35,625 --> 01:01:36,993
The things that I've done,
1107
01:01:36,993 --> 01:01:38,395
the traditional ivrulik
1108
01:01:38,428 --> 01:01:40,997
that I've made,
the tools that I've made,
1109
01:01:41,031 --> 01:01:44,234
it was all based
on our culture.
1110
01:01:44,267 --> 01:01:49,206
♪
1111
01:01:49,239 --> 01:01:50,774
It was important to me,
1112
01:01:50,807 --> 01:01:54,945
and I would love for it to be
just as important to my kids.
1113
01:01:54,978 --> 01:01:56,746
I think it's something
that they're gonna remember
1114
01:01:56,780 --> 01:01:59,883
for the rest of their lives.
They will, just as I will.
1115
01:01:59,916 --> 01:02:02,352
And they'll be telling
their kids about it
1116
01:02:02,352 --> 01:02:04,187
and maybe even
their grandkids about it,
1117
01:02:04,221 --> 01:02:07,157
that a young kid
from the tundra,
1118
01:02:07,190 --> 01:02:09,159
as I like to say...
1119
01:02:09,159 --> 01:02:11,595
♪
1120
01:02:11,628 --> 01:02:15,065
Came here on a worldwide stage
of survival
1121
01:02:15,165 --> 01:02:18,635
and represented
the Iñupiaq people.
1122
01:02:18,668 --> 01:02:20,437
And that's one thing
that I wanted to do
1123
01:02:20,437 --> 01:02:23,607
and one thing that
I feel like I've done
1124
01:02:23,640 --> 01:02:25,675
in the short amount of time
that I've had here.
1125
01:02:25,709 --> 01:02:27,911
♪
1126
01:02:27,911 --> 01:02:30,247
I kind of feel like
I found more of the person
1127
01:02:30,280 --> 01:02:31,715
who I'm supposed to be.
1128
01:02:31,715 --> 01:02:34,718
♪
1129
01:02:34,751 --> 01:02:38,822
Elders are extremely
important people,
1130
01:02:38,855 --> 01:02:41,591
and sometimes I don't think
they realize it,
1131
01:02:41,691 --> 01:02:43,994
but a lot of knowledge
1132
01:02:44,027 --> 01:02:46,496
has been passed down
to them, you know?
1133
01:02:46,596 --> 01:02:51,334
It's not written in books
or TV shows, none of that.
1134
01:02:51,368 --> 01:02:53,036
It's all just passed down,
1135
01:02:53,036 --> 01:02:55,205
person to person,
1136
01:02:55,205 --> 01:02:58,875
and I just absorbed it all.
1137
01:02:58,908 --> 01:03:01,978
I'm feeling really proud
about that.
1138
01:03:02,012 --> 01:03:04,748
And until the day that I die,
1139
01:03:04,781 --> 01:03:08,151
I'm gonna pass all that
knowledge down to my kids.
1140
01:03:08,184 --> 01:03:09,252
♪
1141
01:03:09,286 --> 01:03:11,288
This is our history.
1142
01:03:14,524 --> 01:03:20,764
♪
1143
01:03:20,797 --> 01:03:23,366
[Ziga] I can smell
some unpleasant smell.
1144
01:03:23,366 --> 01:03:24,868
[bleep].
1145
01:03:24,968 --> 01:03:27,337
Each piece of meat spoiling.
1146
01:03:27,370 --> 01:03:29,673
This weather sucks.
1147
01:03:29,706 --> 01:03:31,408
[Andrew]
I've been making a coracle,
1148
01:03:31,441 --> 01:03:32,409
which is a small boat.
1149
01:03:32,442 --> 01:03:33,777
Let's do it.
1150
01:03:33,877 --> 01:03:36,112
My concern is that
if I do get cold and wet,
1151
01:03:36,212 --> 01:03:37,514
at the very least,
1152
01:03:37,514 --> 01:03:38,848
it would mean having
to tap out.
1153
01:03:38,882 --> 01:03:41,284
At the worst, it could
put my life in danger.
1154
01:03:41,284 --> 01:03:42,752
Whoa.
1155
01:03:42,786 --> 01:03:44,688
[Jacks] My stomach is feeling
really funny right now.
1156
01:03:44,721 --> 01:03:46,890
Why would this
be happening to me?
1157
01:03:46,923 --> 01:03:50,193
Just pain.
1158
01:03:50,293 --> 01:03:52,028
I don't know why.
1159
01:03:52,062 --> 01:03:54,097
It just hurts so bad.
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