All language subtitles for [English] Khasara Episode 23 & 24 - 7th August 2018 - ARY Digital [Subtitle Eng] [DownSub.com]

Afaq, what happened?

What is this?

I don't know

but you never got less marks in your tests, you always got A*,

but this time................

it's okay. You know what they say, soldiers fall off their horses during war.

You got less marks in the test, so what?

But from now your dad will prepare you for every subject in a way that, you will leave the whole class behind

papa I don't know. Whenever I study, I could not understand anything

yes son, these ups and down happen in life. We will get out of this unknowing, negative phase, soon.

We will hold each others hands and keep walking, keep walking and go way above with it.

And won't get tired at all, you know why?

why?

because guilt tires out a person, and courage never lets him get tired.

We have the courage, not guilt.

Come on now, open your books. I will be more of a teacher and less of a father for you from now on,

I am your friend already, but after studying

Arham

my sweetheart, my son. Look, I am back

you can go back, I don't want you

on, why are you talking like that?

I am angry at you, you went to the farmhouse with Mohtasim uncle, without me

come here. Who told you I was not feeling guilty? I felt guilty, you know how much I cried?

I told you that that you need to understand your mom's necessitate.

I have to do what makes your dad, Mohtasim feel good. Whether we feel good about it or not

okay why did not you obey papa?

enough Arham, how long will you be angry for? I am here with you now

on one situation, I need a big board and a big room like sherry brother

fine, agreed. I did all this for you, raised up from dead.

There is no use of this if I could not keep you happy,

I will do everything you ask for

but you have to make a promise with me too. You won't get mad at me ever, promise you won't get angry on me, promise?

hmm

my love

careful, be careful. Don't put much weight on it,

lay down here, careful, that's it. You fine now?

May I get you anything? Good boy

yes sila?

where are you Mohtasim?

I just brought sherry over, he got injured badly

ohh

this is really bad

yes it is bad, but what can we do

when will you be back?

I will call you before coming, is there any problem?

no, no there is no problem but Arham, he wanted to go out

you take him with the driver, Iíll stay here for a bit

yes I know but, he was insisting to go shopping with you and I told him we are going out today

Sila, Arham is a kid, you are mature enough so try to understand.

It's more important for me to stay here, Iíll be back in a bit

I can understand. Fine I will wait for you to be back, tell sherry I said Hi, and tell him that arham is missing him too

yes I will say, and I hope sherry will feel good about it. Okay bye

bye

listen Areeba, I am an evil, right? I hurt you a lot.

I used to disturb you and burned you, knowing that you are a pious and obedient wife.

I guess your malediction got me here

Azhar, you are everything to me. Acrimonious and harsh behavior of a man can only make a woman get free.

But a wife, can never give acrimonious wish for her better half. How diffident are you?

I want to confess something, I did hide this secret from you for so many years after marriage.

I want to tell you that I am such an evil person, bad person

bad person

I think someone is here

what is this Moonis brother?

nothing Areeba, just some fruits and house supplies,
what is this Moonis brother?

nothing Areeba, just some fruits and house supplies,

Azhar should consume a good diet so that he gets healed quickly.

Pardon me I came at this time, I did not want neighbors to see this

I get ashamed saying thank you even , this word is that small

it's true, that's why this word is irrelevant right now.

Areeba, you handled my house and Afaq in my dark days, you supported.

All of this is nothing in front of that

you are talking about measuring on a scale now

bye, take care of azhar

it was the last ball, and target was 10 runs. So I bowled and he got out, and we won the match

well done, should we get you selected in the cricket team then?

Okay son, I will leave now. I will get you to your room now

dad, please stay here with me tonight

my son, you know very well that your mom kicked me out of this house,

and now the doors of this house, for me are closed forever. I won't stay here, come

if it was like that, mom would not have given you permission to enter in this house.

she did not stop you from coming in, she won't mind your stay either. She wants to see me happy

I want to see you happy too, sherry. Okay let's do it like this, I will stay here as long as you are up. And I will leave as soon as you sleep, deal?

okay

I love you my son, I love you. Okay now give me 5 minutes I will be back. Should I send you something?

*caution! Smoking is dangerous to health*

what is this? Tears in linta's eyes?

Pride looks good in these eyes though, thirst of revenge. Thrive of winning looks good, what happened today?

you wanted to see tears in linta's eyes, Sim? See.

Pride, thrive of winning, thirst of revenge, all this can be seen in your eyes, Sim.

You are a man after all, so you get a strange satisfaction seeing a woman lose

and what do you came to see?

I came here to see that when a setting sun, includes all of its gleam while shutting the doors of the day.

How disappointed does it look?

you, yourself are responsible for this dark night suffusing in your life. Don't blame anyone else

what was my fault, sim? That I wanted you madly? Only loved you,

just wanted no third person to come in between us, was this my fault?

this is the truth Linta. You wanted yourself, not me. Only worshiped your cast,

you just used me as a tool. linta, people who love, know how to bow down. Accept their defeat

I am doing that. The woman standing in front of you, who has tears in her eyes.

She is stepping on her ego and stubbornness, wounding herself, to want you back.

If this is not acceptance of defeat, then what is?

may I ask why am I forced to stay?

I could have said that I stopped you because of sherry, because he really misses you.

But the truth is that I can't lie to you, I stopped you because of myself. The love for you in my heart, was breathing its last on the ventilator of time.

I tried to remove the ventilator out of anger, a strange thing happened. My love yelled in my heart, and it came to life again.

Started breathing for one more time. If I kill this love by chocking it, I will die myself then.

My destiny, my life is in me telling you, that I am worthless without you, Sim. I can't live without you.

The rain of missing you, drowned all the raw colors of my pride, ego and stubbornness.

I became colorless, I need the colors of your love, Sim.

So that I can fill in those colors of your love in my colorless life,

will you give me those colors? Please Sim, I love you so much

I love you

Afaq, I don't want to listen anymore that you are not focusing on your studies.

These thoughts divert your focus, and I don't want to hear that. I feel you son, how these situations are affecting you. I

I am not unaware of your emotions and feelings, son.

But son, now we have to take care of each other. Take care of each others happiness and being supportive to each other.

Our prosperity lies in it.

But you have to promise me, that you will study hard, with all of your energy and focus. Prove to be a big, successful and well educated person.

You have to be your father's pride, the result of all of his hard works in his life. Promise me

yes dad, I promise I will never disappoint you. If you are brave, I will prove to be even braver

Mohtasim, where were you? Sim, I have been trying to call you since last night, where were you? A

nd when the call connected finally, you hung up. May I ask why?

what happened to you, sila? I don't expect all this from you,

I just came home. Ask some water, tea or breakfast. You came at me all of a sudden, ilinta enough for all this?

may I bring breakfast?

no, just tea. What you make the best

hmm superb

you stayed the whole night there

yes, I had to stay on sherry's insist

well

what happened, you did not feel good about it?

Mohtasim I left a lot for you, a lot.

This was your insist that I think of my past as some useless, unimportant and forgetting-quickly thing.

Although this was a very hard, or even impossible wish for me to fulfill. But for your sake, I tried my best to fulfill it.

It's my right that I tell you, Mohtasim to face away from your past.

It's important for the beauty and the power of our relation that we both favor this

Sila

sherry is my son, my blood, my blood. I won't leave him,

and I never told you that I will leave my child. Instead I fought for your children, I wanted Afaq to live with us and you know that

I am not talking about kids, I know you can't stay in that house without linta's permission or her concern

maybe you are forgetting something, Sila. Linta is still my wife

this was the only thing I could not forget the whole night

for God's sake Sila, what is the thing I have not given you? I gave you everything I promised you, but I never told you that I will leave linta

I left Moonis for you, on your saying Mohtasim

because you have to leave him to adapt me, that's why. But there is no restriction like this on me, I can marry 4 women if I want.

Sila, I am sorry I did not mean this, look at me.

Sila, if you want me to be yours then, you have to act like I want you to. Your innocence, that brought me towards you.

Just like you take care of me, that's what I like. Please, don't try to become linta.

Look it's not difficult what I am telling you, you can do it if you understand it.

Okay I have to go to the office, but I will come here tonight.

We will take Arham out, buy him gifts. Have dinner and, get you something if you want

because you are happy today, right?

asalam alekum

my son is here

yes give me the key

no, wash your hands and face, have breakfast and then you may go

Azhar, don't lose this much of hope Azhar, as a result of this you will-

I will get fester and scabies infected, isn't it?

have some tea

I wanted to talk to you about something at that time but, you did not listen

I thought of not listening over listening

if you don't listen to what I want to tell you, how will this ulcer inside me will get better then?

How will the burden in my heart get lightened?

I promised you Azhar that I will get all of your burden on my shoulders.

If your burden gets lightened by telling, go ahead then.

I don't care how much burden my heart will have to handle after listening

just a year after our marriage, I got to know that I can never be a father.

But I hid this from you, I burned all of those reports.

All of your life, I taunted you for being diagnosed with infertility.

When you took those medicine, the evil inside me used to laugh out loud.

But you never wished anything negative for me, how can I seek forgiveness from you with this face?

I am really disappointed, Azhar. But I don't know why, but everything gets off my chest so quickly, this will get off too.

All of the emotions in my heart are cold now. Have some tea, it's getting cold

Areeba, Areeba forgive me

no I did not get the chance to talk with Sila, but I will figure it out.

Don't worry, she won't turn down what I say, she can't do it.

How is sherry? Yes I was calling him but he did not pick up, I guess he is sleeping.

Okay we will talk the rest tomorrow, bye

Mohtasim, this is strange right? You and Linta's arguments started because of me, and is now also ending because of me

Sila, the reasons for the differences between Linta and I were something else, and the reasons for the differences between Moonis and you were something else.

I want to say something honestly. Everything Moonis could not give you, I gave you all of those.

But what I wanted from linta, you failed in giving me that

what do you mean?

when Linta used to fight with me, made me remember my standards. I wanted her to cry, bow down in front of me. But she would not bow down, would not cry.

but then, when I met you, I wanted you to love me madly, smile happily in of me, spoil me, be around me but. In both situations,

I failed to get what I wanted.

When there is a wish, there is no will for it and when there is a will for it, the wish does not last anymore.

What is this stage of a person's luck is called, Sila?

deficit

one year after marriage I got to know that, I can never be a father. But I hid this from you,

I burned all those reports.

When you took those medicine, the evil inside me used to laugh out loud

what are you doing here?

I came to see your reality, and to remind it. You just wanted this much from life, only this much?

By the way this is such a strange deal Sila, the seller sold on such a low price.

And the buyer, made way too expensive deal. Sila, have you ever seen such a strange deal,
By the way this is such a strange deal Sila, the seller sold on such a low price.

And the buyer, made way too expensive deal. Sila, have you ever seen such a strange deal,

where the seller gets deficit, and the buyer too? I keep laughing thinking about it

the fire that you are burning in, Linta ma'am. Whose flames can be seen on your face,

whose smoke is coming out of your eyes, this fire was started by you, not me.

Whatever Mohtasim and I did, we did. But the stains you threw, what you gambled, what bets you put on, you earned no profit from any of them.

But you got more deficit than me. I don't know if this deal was strange or not, but this game was strange, in which no one won

don't talk about me, Sila. I know Mohtasim from way back, way better.

Actually Mohtasim's life roams around May dimensions. He never stays at one place, never gets satisfied.

And luckily, I know his ups and downs way better.

He is just mine, he can't get out of my circle. You will realize this soon

looks like you tried your best to come here and show me the mirror,

but all of this is not worth it because you are making your wounds deeper by doing all this

I did come to show you the mirror, and I will leave when I do.

Listen to me carefully, Mohtasim was mine and he is still mine.

He never ran out of women like you, nor is he still running out of.

What is your worth? A house, car, some maids roaming around, some hard cash, rich people often give these to the women they want to have fun with

you are crossing limits now. Mohtasim is my husband, I am his wife we got married

and who knows you as his wife? Your ex-husband?

The whole city, whole world knows me as Mrs. Mohtasim, recognizes me.

My wounds will get healed sila, but you will infect a mark every day, remember

Azhar,

come on eat lunch. Azhar, azhar wake up ,

talk with me

Moonis brother look at azhar

he is angry with me,

Areeba control yourself

you wake him up, he will get up

she abused me Mohtasim, and you are telling me to forget? No Mohtasim this is very difficult for me,

she slapped my face for the second time. I did not get out of the first one yet

you know she is like this, and this is why I got distant from her, and close to you.

And of course she won't like that I am with you, she got mad, stubborn.

And she can do anything out of stubbornness, it's good that she fell, facing down and realized.

She is flapping her wings out of injury, let her flap

no Mohtasim, this is an ordinary thing for you but not for me. Just because you are not giving importance to it does not mean I don't have to either

okay calm down, what do you want to do?

just want my place in your life, recognition.

I don't want Linta or any other person to come up and slap me that easily

okay, and what is required to do for all this?

a function, I want a grand function in which you invite all of your relatives

and introduce me as your second wife, and if you don't do this Mohtasim then,

then?

then I will think, that you are still buried under the favors of linta, her slave.

You are still going after her likes and dislikes. And I may even think that you did adapt me for your self-satisfaction, but did not value me

you are right, sila. We will do this, because I am not linta's property now.

The flag changed its colors, and she should understand this.

We will set up a great reception, we will invite everyone and I will tell everyone that you are my wife

yes Rizwan, come to my office.

Yes we were going to this side, you remember?

yes ma'am the team is ready, should we go?

okay lets go

sir Mohtasim is organizing a valima reception, and that too on such a big scale, he ordered for 200 cards

I see

the whole city, whole world knows me as Mrs. Mohtasim, recognizes me.

My wounds will get healed Sila, but you will infect a new mark everyday

shall we go

yes, you may go, I am coming

what kind of surprise did you gave me today?

I can't believe it, that you will take this step while having a wife like Linta

on this saying, I just recalled a childhood incident of mine,

and believe me that incident inspired me throughout my whole life. I did not know how to swim. Knowing this, I jumped in the river

oh really ?

because I knew there are people around in the river who knew how to swim, so someone would eventually save me.

I just wanted to impress everyone

you are making a new way for other men to think

okay sit here, Iíll look over the rest

Linta, you here, how?

congratulations sila, the start of this new relation.

May there be betterment between strangers. Sim, how are you?

what are you doing here?

how did I come here uninvited, right? You are asking this, right?

Who needs an invitation when there is a wedding in the house?

By the way looking really sharp, but not like the first time

why did you come here?

to see how good the function is, to congratulate you guys. Congratulate them, sherry

can we not create a scene please?

of course not, I am just here to enjoy. I will leave after enjoying

linta, how are you?

fine

I can't believe, even in this reception. I can't believe in this reception too and on the moment I saw from my eyes

that you are in your husband's reception for second marriage and looking this happy?

this is not something shocking by the way.

You know when the pigeon that you are holding in your hand starts chocking, flaps wings, stars swerving,

you should set it free for some time. That innocent comes back after flying around, isn't it?

yes

okay then, see you

now this side?

Sim! Just a second, may I take a picture with him? May I take a picture? Though I am your first wife. Hold me nicely.

why? I am your first wife, should I not be happy with you? Remember, together in every happiness, together in every sorrow.

Together in every happiness and every sorrow

you won't believe how their faces got, seeing me over there

I am sure they couldn't even imagine.

Never in their dreams they thought that you will be on their valima reception,

I salute you my cousin

you know Wamiq, everyone over there were focused on me

like they were feeling my face with their hands, finding something.

Any layer of sadness, any shadow of grief. But I acted so good that no one's curiosity came in work

and you are saying all this to yourself, not to the people. Motivating yourself,

right?

everyone were looking at me, everyone were around me. And he stood with her, being her's

Linta you, are getting off the track again...

there is only one wish now, Wamiq. One will, one pray.

That she gets stuck to his name, gets strangled in the chain of his relation.

And Mohtasim, Mohtasim should only look at me. He won't look towards her at all, just towards me

this will happen

insha Allah, (if god wills)

she came there just to look down at me, this was her only target and she succeeded

what should I do then? I did what you told me to.

I did not invite her there, she came on her own.

Now what would I have done? would Ask her to leave and make a scene?

she made a scene of me in front of everyone over there.

I don't know what stories she was telling to everyone and I was just standing there watching

what happened is already there, what would stressing over this do?

won't get anything but I want to get something

what?

lesson. I want to learn a lesson from all of what happened.

Mohtasim she would never let us be happy.

She would always want our happiness to spoil, she would try to poison our happiness

everything will get better with time, sila

everything will not get better, Mohtasim

then what should I do?

you should divorce linta

what?

What did you say?

why?Did I say too much?

I did not ask for something big, asked my right.

You have to leave Linta if you want our life to be full of happiness.

You have to only be mine

I have to live, being only yours?

These are not your words, Sila.

These are linta's words, and these are the words that cause a crack between a relationship of a husband and wife.

I won't listen these words coming from your mouth again, and never ever ask for something like this, understand?

Linta told me that, being a wife this is her right.

That I should spend one night here and one night with her

what are you saying Mohtasim?

yes

and I think this request of her is right

I understand. I was a jackal's horn,

that both of you husband and wife used to remove the feud between your relationship. I was a tool,

an ordinary tool which you used to fix a princess like linta.

Now she is ready to be your slave

but the innocent tool, if gets in the king's quarter by mistake, its shape still doesn't change, nor does the luck. Instead,

they are picked up and thrown out of the boundaries

Sila

don't waste your time in this. I am here with you right now,

I may have to go there tomorrow. Should we not make good use of this time?

Areeba it would be better that we support each other in this bad time.

What will you do in this house alone? You should go to someone close to you.

Any aunt, uncle, you might have any blood relatives. Contact them and l will drop you off there myself

Moonis brother just get one relation of mine fixed, I will spend the rest of my life then.

Get me any job, any job done with respect. Any work I can do at home to make a living,

I have some jewelry if I can sell it to do something, and can you help me?

door is open come in

what happened, parveen aunt? What happened?

is there a problem?

there is a problem, but there should be a solution to this problem

what problem are you talking about?

Moonis you are not a kid anymore that you won't understand the problem.

Areeba doesnít have the shadow of husband on her head anymore, a woman alone in her house.

although you are a noble person but You are technically a stranger to her,

this is the neighborhood of respected people. You know how much we women take care of this

you are right,

people only take care of this in the world. How to support someone,

how to take care care of someone, no one knows about this

Moonis brother you may leave, I will talk to them on my own

no Areeba, let them talk in front of me

please Moonis brother, I am requesting you, please leave

say aunt

look Areeba, Moonis going in and out of your house is no new thing to us.

But since you don't have the shadow of your husband on your head anymore,

any stranger coming in your house and meeting you secretly is not right

you are right, and I can't disagree with you.

The truth is indeed the truth. Don't you worry, there is an uncle related to me in Pindi,

I will go there tomorrow

lets go

yes

one minute.

Arham, we are going out.

We will have dinner outside maybe, we will get late so you may order what you want to eat

I will order Chinese from my favorite restaurant

son you may order Chinese or anything else, just don't call and disturb us. Let's go?

shall we go

lets go

linta

where are you planning to go?

there's an exhibition in a hotel for jewelry,

Sila actually wanted to get some jewelry for herself so I thought of taking her there

it's good, do take her to the exhibition.

Of course after becoming Mrs. Mohtasim and moving to a higher class society,

she would need some good jewelry and clothes too

yeah nice jewelry was your weakness too,

let's go with us if you are in the mood of going

I am not in the mood and neither do I have time to waste.

Sim I actually wanted to ask if I can go to the farmhouse with some of my friends

of course go, why not. I don't mind and neither do I want to go

thanks

I knew you won't say no but I still thought I would ask you, it's your property after all, you know

no, no please do go. Have a good time

great, thanks.

And I wanted to leave sherry here with you

because I don't like him being alone in the house, security reasons you know. I hope you don't mind

no why would I mind, he is my tiger, my son, my sweetheart

okay great, it would take long to reach farmhouse so I may leave now

have a good time

thanks, take care

bye

bye. Bye sweetheart. Bye sila

shall we go now

dad, where are you guys going?

son, we are going for an outing. You stay here with Arham, play games and enjoy

Arham is too young, our interests are different too. So, may I go with you guys?

okay you can come with us

Mohtasim also take Arham with us then, what will he do alone?

Arham...

I actually read at the exhibition that they don't allow kids under 12.

Leave him here and come, come on guys let's go