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Oh, my God! Hi!
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Fuck,
it's fucking cold!
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Ahhh!
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- You made it!
- I made it!
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- I missed you!
- Oh, my God, I missed you,
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- I missed you!
- Yay!
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Help me, it's fucking cold!
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I cannot believe you
still live here.
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Yeah, well,
you say that every time.
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I can't feel
my fucking hands, ah!
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- Shit me.
- Let me take that.
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- Let me take that.
- It's really heavy.
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Yeah, fuck, it is heavy.
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Did you bring me presents?
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Oh, no, just like eighteen
pairs of socks.
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I have socks.
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Yeah, but your feet
are huge, babe.
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Ow! It's really heavy.
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Oh, my God.
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- This is what I think.
- Yeah.
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When you are having sex
with a guy...
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Yeah.
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- Sometimes--
- Mhmm.
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They are saying stuff like,
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"You like that."
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Mhmm.
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You like that.
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Mhmm. What is that, even?
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Right.
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Oh, that's deep.
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I think-- I think they mean
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you like...
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- That.
- That.
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- Yeah. "You like my dick."
- Or that.
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But it's like, they like,
it's like,
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also their dick
is their whole self.
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So they're like,
"Do you like the dick?
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Do you like me?"
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- "Do you love me?"
- "Do you love me!"
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"And I am fucking you--
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- with my dick."
- Right.
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And sometimes it's like--
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Don't.
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No, sometimes it's like...
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Oh, God.
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Sometimes it's like--
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Kinda.
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- No. It is.
- It's like--
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Sometimes it's like
you leave your mind
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and you're like,
seeing it from, like,
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- perspective behind.
- Inside their brain.
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Your butt looks weird.
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Sometimes it's like-- right!
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So, are you gonna
let me read it?
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Yeah.
But it's not done.
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It's not even a proper draft.
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But it's a draft.
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It's definitely
a draft.
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Is it still about
gay New York stuff?
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Yeah,
but now it's, like,
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dark and like psychological,
but also funny.
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I will need
to read that.
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Ahoy!
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Is that guy
talking to us?
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Ugh, I think
he just said, "Ahoy."
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Ahoy there, neighbor!
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Ahoy!
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Ugh, he's in our spot.
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Fuckin' hell.
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I wish
you still lived here.
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Yeah.
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Or closer, at least.
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Yeah, I wish you lived
closer to me too.
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I like it here, though.
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Are you sure?
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Why?
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It's a lot, right?
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Still being here.
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Well, it's a lot to be
wherever.
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Yeah. That's true.
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School was like--
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Ugh, Grad school was... Ugh.
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Exactly.
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Do you miss me even
though you're married?
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Yes, I miss you even
though I'm married.
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Married.
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- Ugh.
- So grown up.
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It's so grown up.
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Hey! Hey, you over there!
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I'm married!
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I'm in a union that
the state knows about!
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My dad is divorced.
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- Oh, that's sad.
- Um...
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That's okay.
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Well, what do we do now?
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You're alone.
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I don't care whether
I'm alone or not.
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It's my right.
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It's your right.
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What do you want?
I say he's guilty.
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I wanna
hear your arguments.
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I gave you my--
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Ew.
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Yes...
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Oh.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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- Can I help you?
- Uh, no. I'm sorry.
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Do I have the wrong house?
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No. This is the right house.
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- Are you...
- Wait.
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No. No.
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Oh, no. No, no, no, no.
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This is the house, yeah.
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- Are you looking for Agnes?
- Yes, yeah.
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Gavin!
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- Agnes.
- Lydie.
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Oh, you're Lydie. Oh, my God!
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Okay, I am so sorry,
this is the weekend.
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Yeah.
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- Ah.
- My mistake.
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No problem.
Gavin is my neighbor.
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Gavin, you actually
live over there.
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Oh, yes. I live there.
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- Oops.
- That's okay.
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Sweet dreams, Gavin.
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God bless your lost soul,
and have a good night.
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- It's nice to meet you, Lydie.
- You too.
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He's cute.
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- Who?
- You're fucking him.
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No, I'm not.
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- You're fucking your neighbor.
- No, I'm not.
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You're fucking your neighbor
named Gavin.
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You are.
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I'm not. I'm not.
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- No. I'm not.
- You are fucking him.
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- I'm not.
- You're fucking Gavin!
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- Agnes.
- Mhmm.
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I need to talk to you
about something.
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Okay.
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Okay. So it's about my body.
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Oh, your body is perfect.
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Oh, thank you.
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But, um, I didn't mean it
like that.
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Okay...
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So I have a baby in me.
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- You do?
- Yeah.
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What? Right now?
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Right now.
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- Yeah.
- What?!
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Oh, my God.
Your body is a miracle.
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Oh, my God.
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Are you scared?
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Yeah, yeah.
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Oh, but are you glad?
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Yeah, yes. It's good.
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Like, I wanted it, obviously.
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Like, we tried
a million times.
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Yeah. You did want it.
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- Yeah.
- Lydie...
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Are you gonna name it Agnes?
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Oh.
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Yeah. I don't know.
I don't know.
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Try and think about it.
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Wow.
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So it must have
been good sperm.
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Yeah.
Thank God for that
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random, tall white guy's
good sperm.
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Maybe I should
have his babies too
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and then they can be brothers.
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Well, he's pretty
hard to track down, so.
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Well,
we have his picture,
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so we could look him up.
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Can I touch it?
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Yeah.
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I don't really feel anything.
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That's because it's not
like a baby yet.
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How old is it?
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Ten weeks?
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So probably really small.
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Yeah.
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What, like a mouse maybe?
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How big is a mouse?
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Oh, it's smaller than that.
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Wow, smaller than a mouse.
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Don't tell anyone
tonight about--
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Oh, don't worry.
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I never tell secrets
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unless I feel it is a secret
I really wanna tell.
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That is not reassuring, babe.
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I don't wanna go.
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No!
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No, we have to.
Natasha will kill me.
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I feel like... I feel like
she's, like, rude,
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like, tonally.
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Oh, she definitely
has a very rude tone.
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Right?
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She's got a really rude tone.
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Are you afraid?
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- Yeah.
- For the pain?
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Yeah.
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But also because
it's like, a person.
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I wanna make
a really good person.
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You're gonna make
a good person.
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It's gonna hurt so bad.
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Oh, my God, it seems like
it hurts so bad!
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No! Don't say that.
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I'm allowed to say that,
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you're not allowed
to say that.
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Blah, blah, blah.
Doesn't matter.
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Short story is,
we got the house,
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but we had to pay, like,
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significantly more
than we wanted to.
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Do you like this house?
My house?
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I, I do. Yeah. Oh, my God.
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The wood-- it's gorgeous.
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It's rich.
Like dark.
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- Yeah.
- What are you gonna put in it?
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- In our house?
- Yeah.
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Uh-- our couch,
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our bed,
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Benny's parents' dresser.
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- All your stuff.
- Yes. Exactly.
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That makes sense.
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You're like a fully
fledged adult now.
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Guys, how long has it been
since, like, we've hung out?
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I'm just sort of like...
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Hi.
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Is it three years since
we graduated?
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- Four, I think.
- Oh, my God, is it four years?
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Yeah.
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Time really does fly.
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But not for me
or Agnes probably,
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since we're still here,
still at the school.
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You're still
at your same house.
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That little house.
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But time probably flies
for the three of you who left.
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- New York.
- Yeah, yeah. New York.
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Wow.
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Good for you.
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Um, but it's a trip
being back.
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I drove past the campus
on my way to Agnes',
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and I just got, like,
full body chills
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when I saw the library.
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The library. Lydie, no.
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- Please.
- You know what I mean?
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I have, like, deeply ingrained
stress from that place.
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Yeah, Grad school was wild.
I honestly feel like
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I worked on that thesis
for like, a decade.
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Yeah. This one time, um--
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on the third floor
in a private room,
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I almost paper cut
my face open with my copy
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of Little Dorrit just
so I could go to the hospital
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and have a good night's sleep.
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I didn't do it,
but I thought about it.
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Yeah, sometimes I have
nightmares
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where my thesis is like
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all blank pages,
and then I eat the pages.
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Oh, my God, that's so sad.
259
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Yeah. It is really sad, huh.
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So, Agnes, it was really
that easy for you?
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No story? Nothing to share?
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Well, it's not Agnes' fault
that Decker liked her best.
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No,
it wasn't her fault,
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but, um, it pissed me off.
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Um...
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This fish is amazing.
What's-- what's in it?
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Fish.
268
00:13:49,990 --> 00:13:51,620
Uh-- well, how is it,
you two?
269
00:13:51,620 --> 00:13:53,290
You're the teachers now.
270
00:13:53,290 --> 00:13:54,620
I am still part time,
271
00:13:54,620 --> 00:13:57,210
but I think I'm gonna teach
a class next semester--
272
00:13:57,210 --> 00:13:58,620
which they haven't said
273
00:13:58,630 --> 00:14:00,210
is what's gonna happen,
but it could.
274
00:14:00,210 --> 00:14:01,880
- Yeah, it could.
- No. It will.
275
00:14:01,880 --> 00:14:03,340
Yeah. Yes.
It, it will.
276
00:14:03,340 --> 00:14:06,090
Well, we have news
in the English department.
277
00:14:06,090 --> 00:14:08,220
Agnes? Agnes has big news.
278
00:14:08,220 --> 00:14:09,430
Bathroom. Sorry.
279
00:14:11,100 --> 00:14:12,720
Agnes is now
a full-time teacher.
280
00:14:12,720 --> 00:14:14,010
She took Wilkinson's spot.
281
00:14:14,020 --> 00:14:15,930
Filled the spot.
282
00:14:15,930 --> 00:14:18,940
Agnes is like super young
to be full-time faculty.
283
00:14:18,940 --> 00:14:21,520
Yeah, she's like the youngest
in fifty years, that bitch.
284
00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:22,570
I'm kidding.
285
00:14:26,110 --> 00:14:27,200
There's a bone.
286
00:14:28,860 --> 00:14:30,120
What?
287
00:14:31,950 --> 00:14:33,080
In the fish.
288
00:14:35,950 --> 00:14:38,870
There's, like, a bone in
the fish that you served me.
289
00:14:42,090 --> 00:14:43,210
Sorry.
290
00:14:43,210 --> 00:14:44,420
No, it's-- it's fine.
291
00:14:44,420 --> 00:14:46,300
It's just like maybe
you should, like,
292
00:14:46,300 --> 00:14:49,430
debone it a little bit better
before you serve it to people.
293
00:14:59,270 --> 00:15:00,980
Hello, my baby.
294
00:15:00,980 --> 00:15:02,610
Oh, you're a baby.
295
00:15:03,230 --> 00:15:04,980
I love you. I love you.
296
00:15:04,980 --> 00:15:06,570
Oh, you wanna get down?
297
00:15:06,570 --> 00:15:07,900
Okay. I'll put you down.
298
00:15:09,650 --> 00:15:10,950
You leave the house, right?
299
00:15:12,990 --> 00:15:14,280
Yeah. I leave the house.
300
00:15:15,120 --> 00:15:17,450
I go to work.
I have a job, Lydie.
301
00:15:19,660 --> 00:15:21,330
But--
302
00:15:21,330 --> 00:15:22,830
you're still
in the same office.
303
00:15:24,710 --> 00:15:25,800
Yes.
304
00:15:26,920 --> 00:15:29,800
Agnes, you said that
you were gonna switch.
305
00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:31,180
Well, I-- I didn't wanna
have to explain
306
00:15:31,180 --> 00:15:33,350
why it's weird for me
to be in that office.
307
00:15:34,930 --> 00:15:38,270
Maybe you should say
there's mold or something.
308
00:15:38,270 --> 00:15:39,310
Maybe.
309
00:15:39,310 --> 00:15:40,520
Do you want me
to call them and say
310
00:15:40,520 --> 00:15:42,060
there's a dead animal
in the wall?
311
00:15:43,400 --> 00:15:45,820
You are an angel
from heaven, but no.
312
00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:48,400
It's like, I just got the job.
313
00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:50,610
I don't even know
if I should have the job.
314
00:15:50,610 --> 00:15:51,660
Agnes.
315
00:15:54,820 --> 00:15:57,030
I don't wanna complain
about my office,
316
00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:58,660
which is technically huge,
317
00:15:59,330 --> 00:16:00,710
and there's a lot of light,
318
00:16:02,370 --> 00:16:04,080
and I can see why he liked it.
319
00:16:07,880 --> 00:16:09,760
Anyways, yes,
I leave the house.
320
00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:13,840
Agnes...
321
00:16:16,720 --> 00:16:17,760
don't...
322
00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:19,600
die.
323
00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:22,730
I'm not gonna die.
324
00:16:25,020 --> 00:16:26,560
If I was gonna kill myself,
325
00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:29,110
I would have done it
like last year--
326
00:16:30,070 --> 00:16:31,360
or the year before.
327
00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:33,820
Ugh. Or, like, definitely
the year before.
328
00:16:33,820 --> 00:16:34,910
Agnes.
329
00:16:35,700 --> 00:16:37,030
No. I'm not gonna die.
330
00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:41,540
Let me return the sentiment.
331
00:16:42,410 --> 00:16:43,710
You please don't die.
332
00:16:49,960 --> 00:16:51,050
Lydie--
333
00:16:52,510 --> 00:16:54,130
You're having a little baby.
334
00:16:56,340 --> 00:16:57,430
I know.
335
00:16:59,180 --> 00:17:01,640
You're gonna take such
good care of your little baby.
336
00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:06,190
- I won't die.
- Please don't die.
337
00:17:06,190 --> 00:17:07,360
No, you please don't die.
338
00:17:13,650 --> 00:17:14,900
Do you wanna say hello?
339
00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:24,160
Hi.
340
00:17:26,370 --> 00:17:27,540
I'm Agnes.
341
00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,750
I'm your mommy.
342
00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:35,050
Lydie and Fran may tell you
otherwise, but heed my words.
343
00:17:35,050 --> 00:17:36,380
- I'm your mother.
- Agnes!
344
00:17:36,380 --> 00:17:38,050
- Do it properly.
- Yeah. All right.
345
00:17:41,510 --> 00:17:43,770
Hi. I'm Agnes.
346
00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:46,020
I'm not your mommy.
347
00:17:50,190 --> 00:17:51,570
I am your mommy.
348
00:17:51,570 --> 00:17:52,730
Oh, for goodness sake.
349
00:17:52,730 --> 00:17:54,030
I felt it kick.
350
00:17:54,530 --> 00:17:55,610
No, you didn't.
351
00:17:58,870 --> 00:18:01,030
Are you gonna-- Thank you.
352
00:18:01,990 --> 00:18:03,240
Don't go.
353
00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:05,120
Hey.
354
00:18:06,830 --> 00:18:08,290
I'll see you soon.
355
00:18:08,290 --> 00:18:09,290
When?
356
00:18:09,290 --> 00:18:10,630
Come to New York.
357
00:18:10,630 --> 00:18:11,840
I've got an extra bed.
358
00:18:13,510 --> 00:18:15,210
Tell Fran that I hate them.
359
00:18:15,220 --> 00:18:17,550
- No.
- No, I don't hate them.
360
00:18:17,550 --> 00:18:18,680
I know, babe.
361
00:18:19,680 --> 00:18:21,550
- Love you.
- Love you.
362
00:18:25,850 --> 00:18:26,890
Um, no.
363
00:18:31,940 --> 00:18:33,650
Come soon.
364
00:18:33,650 --> 00:18:34,820
Not because of, like,
365
00:18:34,820 --> 00:18:36,150
not because I'm gonna
kill myself, but just--
366
00:18:37,110 --> 00:18:39,070
Just...
367
00:18:39,070 --> 00:18:40,410
don't wait so long
to come back.
368
00:18:42,700 --> 00:18:43,990
Okay.
369
00:18:44,620 --> 00:18:45,700
Okay.
370
00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:32,190
Fuck!
371
00:20:32,640 --> 00:20:33,690
Fuck!
372
00:20:33,690 --> 00:20:34,730
What is happening?
373
00:20:34,730 --> 00:20:36,810
- What's happening?
- Oh, my God!
374
00:20:36,810 --> 00:20:38,610
I hate school!
375
00:20:38,610 --> 00:20:39,650
School fucking sucks!
376
00:20:39,650 --> 00:20:41,490
My brain feels like
it's on fire.
377
00:20:41,490 --> 00:20:42,950
Like I'm gonna fucking die!
378
00:20:44,490 --> 00:20:46,450
I just realized, babe,
379
00:20:46,450 --> 00:20:49,370
no one gives a fuck
about Ted Hughes.
380
00:20:49,370 --> 00:20:51,040
No, everyone cares
about Ted Hughes.
381
00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:52,580
No, no, no.
I can't believe this.
382
00:20:52,580 --> 00:20:54,920
I spent two years
writing about a guy.
383
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:56,750
I don't even fuck guys with
my eyes open anymore.
384
00:20:56,750 --> 00:20:58,500
I just close my eyes
and imagine women.
385
00:21:02,470 --> 00:21:03,680
Do you wanna talk about that?
386
00:21:05,050 --> 00:21:06,260
About what?
387
00:21:07,970 --> 00:21:09,100
Nothing.
388
00:21:27,070 --> 00:21:28,910
Okay, I'm here.
Sorry, I'm here.
389
00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:31,120
Did we do it?
390
00:21:31,490 --> 00:21:32,540
Barely.
391
00:21:36,290 --> 00:21:37,670
- Devin?
- Yes, I did.
392
00:21:38,710 --> 00:21:40,840
I am so sorry.
I don't really procrastinate,
393
00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:43,170
so this wasn't like
a whole thing for me.
394
00:21:43,170 --> 00:21:44,840
That's okay.
395
00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:46,510
Keep showing off,
it'll get you places.
396
00:21:47,800 --> 00:21:48,800
Lydie.
397
00:21:50,300 --> 00:21:51,760
I'm Lydie.
398
00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:52,810
Did you finish?
399
00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:55,230
Uh, yeah, um--
400
00:21:56,060 --> 00:21:57,140
Yeah, but the thing is,
401
00:21:57,150 --> 00:21:59,560
like, don't be mad.
I did finish it.
402
00:21:59,560 --> 00:22:02,820
The last page is, like,
a copy and paste extract of...
403
00:22:04,070 --> 00:22:06,990
"Slouching Towards Bethlehem"
that I didn't write.
404
00:22:10,370 --> 00:22:12,200
- Yates or Didion?
- Didion.
405
00:22:13,290 --> 00:22:14,750
Always Didion.
406
00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:16,160
Uh-- Hey,
you know what?
407
00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:19,170
I'm supposed to be your
mentor, helper, whatever.
408
00:22:19,170 --> 00:22:21,880
I'm just here to make sure
it happens.
409
00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:22,920
I did mine.
410
00:22:24,590 --> 00:22:26,970
Okay. Good. That's--
that's great, Natasha.
411
00:22:28,340 --> 00:22:32,220
Lydie, you think you
can finish by Wednesday?
412
00:22:32,220 --> 00:22:34,350
Get me your draft minus
the Joan by then?
413
00:22:34,350 --> 00:22:36,020
Yeah, again--
414
00:22:36,020 --> 00:22:37,060
Sorry about that.
415
00:22:37,060 --> 00:22:38,440
Are you gonna read mine?
416
00:22:40,020 --> 00:22:41,350
Of course. That's my job.
417
00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:43,230
Are you gonna ask
Agnes if she did hers?
418
00:22:45,230 --> 00:22:46,280
Yeah.
419
00:22:46,900 --> 00:22:47,950
Agnes...
420
00:22:49,820 --> 00:22:51,070
How'd yours go?
421
00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:54,080
Fine. I did it.
422
00:22:54,790 --> 00:22:56,410
Can't wait to read.
423
00:22:56,410 --> 00:22:58,040
But you're gonna read
mine too though, right?
424
00:22:59,960 --> 00:23:00,960
Yes.
425
00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:15,600
Why am I still working
on this?
426
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:17,220
Because you didn't finish it.
427
00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:18,270
No offense.
428
00:23:18,940 --> 00:23:20,350
Stop bragging.
429
00:23:20,350 --> 00:23:21,400
I'm not bragging.
430
00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:23,480
Your legs are on the wall.
431
00:23:24,860 --> 00:23:25,900
So?
432
00:23:25,900 --> 00:23:27,280
Well, if I'd finished it,
433
00:23:27,280 --> 00:23:29,280
my legs would be
on the wall too,
434
00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:30,280
but I haven't.
435
00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:33,030
So, my legs
aren't on the wall.
436
00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:35,620
Okay. I will take them down.
437
00:23:54,300 --> 00:23:55,350
What?
438
00:23:58,220 --> 00:23:59,310
You should fuck him.
439
00:24:00,140 --> 00:24:01,270
I don't wanna fuck him.
440
00:24:01,270 --> 00:24:02,770
- Really?
- Yes.
441
00:24:02,770 --> 00:24:03,940
Well, if you don't
wanna fuck him,
442
00:24:03,940 --> 00:24:05,150
definitely don't fuck him.
443
00:24:05,150 --> 00:24:06,190
I won't.
444
00:24:07,650 --> 00:24:09,110
I think he wants to fuck you.
445
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,110
- Really?
- Yeah.
446
00:24:14,410 --> 00:24:16,240
- Well, that sucks.
- Why?
447
00:24:18,580 --> 00:24:20,790
Do you think that's why
he's telling me I'm smart?
448
00:24:20,790 --> 00:24:22,330
No, I think he's telling you
you're smart
449
00:24:22,330 --> 00:24:23,710
because you're really smart.
450
00:24:24,670 --> 00:24:25,710
Okay.
451
00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:30,590
What would you say though--
452
00:24:31,550 --> 00:24:33,180
if he asked you to fuck him?
453
00:24:33,800 --> 00:24:34,930
I would say no.
454
00:24:36,300 --> 00:24:37,680
I would be upset if he asked.
455
00:24:39,430 --> 00:24:40,560
I get that.
456
00:24:42,190 --> 00:24:43,310
I get that.
457
00:24:45,100 --> 00:24:46,480
I would say no--
458
00:24:47,610 --> 00:24:48,690
but thank you.
459
00:24:56,370 --> 00:24:57,490
Come on in.
460
00:24:58,740 --> 00:24:59,990
Hi.
461
00:25:00,830 --> 00:25:02,000
Agnes, hi.
462
00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:06,420
Thanks for meeting with me.
463
00:25:06,420 --> 00:25:07,920
Are you working on something?
464
00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:08,960
I mean--
465
00:25:10,710 --> 00:25:12,760
No. Not, not--
466
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:15,840
not really.
467
00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:18,600
Well, now you have to tell me.
468
00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:21,010
Why?
469
00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:23,100
Because now I know too much.
470
00:25:25,690 --> 00:25:27,980
Uh, yeah, okay. Um--
471
00:25:30,690 --> 00:25:31,780
I'm writing a book.
472
00:25:33,070 --> 00:25:34,530
- A book?
- A book.
473
00:25:34,530 --> 00:25:35,570
A long book?
474
00:25:36,990 --> 00:25:38,450
- Medium.
- Good.
475
00:25:38,950 --> 00:25:40,080
Why?
476
00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:42,490
Well, long is like...
okay, we get it.
477
00:25:42,500 --> 00:25:43,660
Right. And short is like...
478
00:25:43,660 --> 00:25:45,290
Why did you even
write a book?
479
00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:51,380
Yeah, well, even though
this is medium...
480
00:25:51,380 --> 00:25:52,920
- The perfect length.
- Yeah.
481
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:54,710
I have to say it is horrible,
482
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,130
and every time I look at it,
I wanna kill myself.
483
00:25:57,130 --> 00:25:58,180
Mm.
484
00:25:59,550 --> 00:26:02,680
Well, there actually
have to be books like that
485
00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:03,770
so that we can distinguish
486
00:26:03,770 --> 00:26:05,480
which books are really
the good books.
487
00:26:06,190 --> 00:26:07,520
Yes.
488
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:10,110
I'm doing a public service
by writing a shit book.
489
00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:14,530
Well,
490
00:26:15,110 --> 00:26:16,240
if it helps at all,
491
00:26:16,990 --> 00:26:19,070
I liked your first novel.
492
00:26:19,070 --> 00:26:20,910
I liked how fucked up
it was and--
493
00:26:20,910 --> 00:26:23,120
how it made me feel
like there's a reason,
494
00:26:23,120 --> 00:26:25,120
even if I can't see it,
that I'm alive.
495
00:26:26,620 --> 00:26:28,080
And it didn't feel
like fiction,
496
00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:30,460
which I think is a compliment
in this case.
497
00:26:30,460 --> 00:26:31,750
And...
498
00:26:31,750 --> 00:26:34,710
I think about it all the time
when I'm doing other stuff,
499
00:26:34,710 --> 00:26:36,670
like eating ice cream
500
00:26:36,670 --> 00:26:38,050
or looking out the window.
501
00:26:43,010 --> 00:26:44,060
Thank you.
502
00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:46,680
Thank you.
503
00:26:49,980 --> 00:26:51,270
Okay, uh...
504
00:26:52,610 --> 00:26:53,770
Um...
505
00:26:54,730 --> 00:26:55,860
Enough about me.
506
00:26:57,950 --> 00:26:59,360
I read your thesis.
507
00:26:59,360 --> 00:27:00,910
You read it really fast.
508
00:27:00,910 --> 00:27:02,070
Yeah, well, I, uh--
509
00:27:02,990 --> 00:27:05,450
to be honest,
I couldn't put it down.
510
00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:07,580
Someone glue your hands to it?
511
00:27:08,620 --> 00:27:10,170
What?
512
00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:11,880
- Oh--
- I'm sorry.
513
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:13,340
Makes basically no sense.
514
00:27:14,130 --> 00:27:15,170
No, it does.
515
00:27:16,260 --> 00:27:17,590
Um...
516
00:27:17,590 --> 00:27:18,630
Yeah.
517
00:27:18,630 --> 00:27:20,800
- Anyway, so, uh...
- Yeah.
518
00:27:22,220 --> 00:27:23,680
This whole section
519
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:26,930
from page three through seven,
520
00:27:26,930 --> 00:27:29,190
I find to be absolutely just--
521
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:31,650
extraordinary.
522
00:27:33,690 --> 00:27:34,980
Really.
523
00:27:36,900 --> 00:27:37,940
Sorry.
524
00:27:41,070 --> 00:27:44,370
Sorry, my ex is a prosecutor,
which--
525
00:27:44,370 --> 00:27:45,990
Oh, wow, the law.
526
00:27:45,990 --> 00:27:47,910
Yeah. My ex-wife...
527
00:27:49,370 --> 00:27:50,500
loves the law.
528
00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:54,210
She's in court, my kid's sick.
I have to--
529
00:27:55,710 --> 00:27:57,000
I've gotta run.
530
00:27:58,010 --> 00:27:59,630
- Fuck, sorry.
- Oh, that's okay.
531
00:27:59,630 --> 00:28:01,260
You should have
my full attention,
532
00:28:01,260 --> 00:28:02,630
and frankly,
this paper deserves that.
533
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:05,010
- We can reschedule for later.
- Yeah, that's fine.
534
00:28:05,010 --> 00:28:07,680
All right, I gotta--
I'll text you.
535
00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:09,140
- Okay.
- I'll, uh...
536
00:28:09,140 --> 00:28:10,520
Sorry I have to run like this.
537
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:12,190
- Oh, that's okay.
- Oh, actually,
538
00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:15,480
you should look at this.
539
00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:18,480
I just got it.
540
00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:21,070
First edition
To The Lighthouse.
541
00:28:21,070 --> 00:28:23,490
Wow, wow. Thank you.
542
00:28:24,530 --> 00:28:25,620
Yeah.
543
00:28:26,120 --> 00:28:27,200
Can I touch it?
544
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:28,830
- Yeah.
- Okay.
545
00:28:28,830 --> 00:28:30,000
All right.
546
00:29:51,370 --> 00:29:53,700
We are asked
to reckon with the idea
547
00:29:53,700 --> 00:29:55,790
that taking his life,
548
00:29:55,790 --> 00:29:58,540
taking flight from
the corporeal existence,
549
00:29:58,540 --> 00:30:00,960
is perhaps for Milkman
550
00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:04,670
a transcendence
and not a tragedy.
551
00:30:04,670 --> 00:30:07,680
Milkman feels he is returning
to his ancestral home.
552
00:31:42,190 --> 00:31:43,310
- Agnes.
- Hi.
553
00:31:44,020 --> 00:31:45,820
Great. Okay. Uh...
554
00:31:45,820 --> 00:31:47,940
Thanks for coming last minute.
555
00:31:47,940 --> 00:31:49,440
Sorry, it's my house.
556
00:31:49,450 --> 00:31:51,490
- Hope that's okay.
- Yeah, yeah, no problem.
557
00:31:51,490 --> 00:31:53,070
Don't worry, my--
558
00:31:53,070 --> 00:31:54,620
my kid's with my ex.
559
00:31:54,620 --> 00:31:56,280
It's all good.
560
00:31:56,290 --> 00:31:58,000
- Uh, come on in.
- Okay.
561
00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:01,330
Oh, do you mind
taking your boots off?
562
00:32:01,330 --> 00:32:02,500
Oh, yeah.
563
00:32:02,500 --> 00:32:03,880
- Duh.
- No.
564
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:05,630
- Sorry.
- Don't be sorry.
565
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:10,090
Do you have my thesis?
566
00:32:10,090 --> 00:32:12,010
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
567
00:34:10,630 --> 00:34:11,920
Your shoes are untied.
568
00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:12,620
Ooh.
569
00:36:12,620 --> 00:36:15,380
Hey, I've been literally
waiting with bated breath.
570
00:36:15,380 --> 00:36:16,460
How did it go?
571
00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:26,010
Agnes, are you okay?
572
00:36:27,890 --> 00:36:28,930
What happened?
573
00:36:30,520 --> 00:36:31,600
I don't know.
574
00:36:37,770 --> 00:36:39,070
My pants are broken.
575
00:36:50,370 --> 00:36:51,960
And then we started kissing.
576
00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:55,040
And I thought, we're kissing.
577
00:36:56,210 --> 00:36:58,290
I was thinking we were
kissing the whole time,
578
00:36:58,300 --> 00:36:59,420
like in a bad way
579
00:37:00,630 --> 00:37:03,170
where you aren't having
a good time,
580
00:37:03,180 --> 00:37:05,050
and it's just like
someone's mouth.
581
00:37:07,300 --> 00:37:08,430
And then I said,
582
00:37:08,430 --> 00:37:10,470
"I don't really think
I'm ready to be kissing.
583
00:37:10,470 --> 00:37:12,060
I just got out of a thing."
584
00:37:12,890 --> 00:37:14,940
Which is something I made up.
585
00:37:14,940 --> 00:37:16,440
It's okay to lie about that.
586
00:37:18,070 --> 00:37:19,570
And then he said,
"That's okay.
587
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:23,490
We can just sit on
the couch and watch a movie."
588
00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:27,200
So he started
playing something.
589
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:30,280
It was animated,
which I thought was weird.
590
00:37:30,290 --> 00:37:32,410
But then I remembered
he has a kid,
591
00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:34,830
so that made it less weird.
592
00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:39,290
Then he started putting
his hand on my pants,
593
00:37:40,130 --> 00:37:42,380
and I was kinda
moving it away.
594
00:37:45,630 --> 00:37:47,550
But he kept moving it
back to my pants,
595
00:37:48,890 --> 00:37:51,060
and then he started putting
his hand down my pants, like,
596
00:37:51,060 --> 00:37:53,100
in between the pants
and my underwear.
597
00:37:56,350 --> 00:37:58,610
And I was kinda
squirming my body like--
598
00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:00,440
he was...
599
00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:05,110
his fingers were
really strong and hard,
600
00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:08,530
like, in the bad way.
601
00:38:08,530 --> 00:38:09,660
Like, it was too hard.
602
00:38:13,580 --> 00:38:14,660
Maybe it would've felt good
603
00:38:14,660 --> 00:38:16,160
if I wanted his fingers
to be doing that.
604
00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:17,370
But you didn't want that.
605
00:38:17,370 --> 00:38:18,500
No, I didn't.
606
00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:25,970
And then, I pulled
his hand out because...
607
00:38:28,140 --> 00:38:30,140
it didn't feel good,
608
00:38:30,140 --> 00:38:31,560
and it actually hurt, kinda.
609
00:38:35,270 --> 00:38:36,600
And then I started kissing him
610
00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:38,980
because I thought,
611
00:38:38,980 --> 00:38:41,860
"Well, if we have to be
doing something,
612
00:38:41,860 --> 00:38:44,740
"I'd rather it be kissing
than his fingers down there."
613
00:38:50,740 --> 00:38:52,120
And then I don't remember.
614
00:39:01,750 --> 00:39:02,840
And then at some point,
615
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:04,840
his hand was back
in my underwear.
616
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:06,090
But under the underwear now.
617
00:39:08,220 --> 00:39:10,470
And I was trying
to move it away again.
618
00:39:10,470 --> 00:39:12,680
Sounds like you were
trying to move it away a lot.
619
00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:14,260
Yeah. That's what
I kept thinking.
620
00:39:15,270 --> 00:39:17,810
Like, one more time
and he won't move it back
621
00:39:17,810 --> 00:39:19,690
because it's so obvious
I'm moving it away.
622
00:39:21,350 --> 00:39:22,860
But he kept moving it back.
623
00:39:26,690 --> 00:39:27,820
And then--
624
00:39:28,740 --> 00:39:30,110
he was pulling down my pants--
625
00:39:30,110 --> 00:39:31,740
Well, he was trying
to pull them down,
626
00:39:32,910 --> 00:39:34,120
but they have a button.
627
00:39:35,540 --> 00:39:37,290
So he was pulling, pulling.
628
00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:39,750
And I was pulling them
back up.
629
00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,750
And then they were
halfway down.
630
00:39:45,250 --> 00:39:47,920
And I felt something go in,
like, in me,
631
00:39:51,010 --> 00:39:52,510
and my spine got cold.
632
00:39:55,930 --> 00:39:58,230
And I reached down
to feel it and--
633
00:40:00,020 --> 00:40:01,140
It was--
634
00:40:02,350 --> 00:40:04,020
It was him-- you know?
635
00:40:08,780 --> 00:40:10,320
And then I jumped up and...
636
00:40:11,150 --> 00:40:12,740
I sat on the side
of the couch.
637
00:40:13,570 --> 00:40:14,740
I don't know how long.
638
00:40:19,580 --> 00:40:21,330
And I looked at his face once,
639
00:40:24,130 --> 00:40:26,550
and it was, like, scared.
640
00:40:27,710 --> 00:40:29,590
- His face was scared?
- Yes.
641
00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:37,640
And then I just got up
kinda slowly,
642
00:40:39,770 --> 00:40:41,310
and I grabbed my boots,
643
00:40:44,020 --> 00:40:45,190
and I drove home,
644
00:40:48,780 --> 00:40:49,990
and now I'm here.
645
00:40:57,030 --> 00:40:58,330
That sounds like...
646
00:41:00,910 --> 00:41:02,000
that.
647
00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:05,080
That is--
648
00:41:07,590 --> 00:41:08,670
that's the thing.
649
00:41:11,630 --> 00:41:13,300
I'm really, really sorry.
650
00:41:56,220 --> 00:41:59,010
I never know if I'm supposed
to get fully naked.
651
00:41:59,010 --> 00:42:00,600
- Like in the gown?
- Yeah.
652
00:42:01,430 --> 00:42:03,850
- Are you naked right now?
- Yes.
653
00:42:03,850 --> 00:42:05,940
Dude, I don't think you're
supposed to be naked.
654
00:42:05,940 --> 00:42:07,690
Hi. You're Agnes?
655
00:42:08,520 --> 00:42:10,770
- Yeah, hi.
- I'm doctor Evans.
656
00:42:13,900 --> 00:42:15,400
You were sexually assaulted?
657
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:16,450
Uh, yeah.
658
00:42:17,450 --> 00:42:18,780
Do you feel safe now?
659
00:42:18,780 --> 00:42:21,660
Sorry, before--
uh, we do that,
660
00:42:21,660 --> 00:42:23,370
I just want you to know
that I'm fully naked.
661
00:42:24,830 --> 00:42:27,120
- What?
- Under the robe. Is that okay?
662
00:42:28,250 --> 00:42:29,330
Yeah. That's fine.
663
00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:34,420
- Do you mind?
- Yeah, sure.
664
00:42:36,470 --> 00:42:38,180
So, when did this happen?
665
00:42:38,720 --> 00:42:40,470
The thing?
666
00:42:40,470 --> 00:42:42,010
- The assault.
- Last night.
667
00:42:42,010 --> 00:42:43,140
Last evening.
668
00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:44,720
Yesterday evening.
669
00:42:44,720 --> 00:42:47,310
- And have you showered?
- I took a bath.
670
00:42:47,310 --> 00:42:49,060
So it's usually best
to go to the emergency room
671
00:42:49,060 --> 00:42:50,810
right after something
like this happens.
672
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:52,690
Oh, okay.
673
00:42:52,690 --> 00:42:54,480
I will definitely keep that
in mind for the next time.
674
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:55,570
Well, that's when we would use
675
00:42:55,570 --> 00:42:57,150
a sexual assault
forensic evidence kit.
676
00:42:57,150 --> 00:42:59,030
Oh, okay. I feel
like you just need to...
677
00:42:59,030 --> 00:43:00,360
tonally shift away
from the tone
678
00:43:00,370 --> 00:43:02,280
you're taking right now.
679
00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:04,030
Like, we just need
a tonal shift.
680
00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:06,160
Just wanna make sure
he didn't give me anything,
681
00:43:06,160 --> 00:43:07,870
like, vaginally or yeah.
682
00:43:10,130 --> 00:43:12,540
Did your attacker
ejaculate in you?
683
00:43:12,540 --> 00:43:15,260
Um, well, I wouldn't
call him my attacker.
684
00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:17,260
It wasn't like, bah!
685
00:43:17,260 --> 00:43:18,420
But you were raped.
686
00:43:18,430 --> 00:43:19,550
- Whoa.
- Yeah.
687
00:43:19,550 --> 00:43:20,720
And well put.
688
00:43:20,720 --> 00:43:22,510
I know this is hard
to talk about.
689
00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:26,390
It doesn't feel
that you know that.
690
00:43:26,390 --> 00:43:27,770
These questions are protocol.
691
00:43:27,770 --> 00:43:30,100
Yeah, you're asking
them in a really freaky way.
692
00:43:30,100 --> 00:43:31,440
Calm down, ma'am.
693
00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:32,860
- Oh, she's calm.
- I'm calm.
694
00:43:32,860 --> 00:43:34,270
You can finish your questions.
695
00:43:34,270 --> 00:43:36,570
Did he ejaculate in you?
696
00:43:36,570 --> 00:43:38,240
Horrible word.
697
00:43:38,240 --> 00:43:40,400
No, the actual him being
inside me part
698
00:43:40,410 --> 00:43:42,030
wasn't that long,
it was like--
699
00:43:44,450 --> 00:43:47,080
- that long.
- Okay.
700
00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:51,120
So, we'll do a blood test
to check you for pregnancy
701
00:43:51,120 --> 00:43:54,210
and sexually transmitted
infections,
702
00:43:54,210 --> 00:43:57,050
and then we'll do
a cervix culture.
703
00:43:57,050 --> 00:43:58,970
- Yum.
- Excuse me?
704
00:43:59,920 --> 00:44:01,090
She said yum.
705
00:44:01,090 --> 00:44:03,010
I'll be right back,
and we can get started.
706
00:44:13,020 --> 00:44:14,310
- Agnes?
- Mhmm.
707
00:44:15,860 --> 00:44:17,520
He's leaving.
708
00:44:17,530 --> 00:44:18,610
Who?
709
00:44:20,030 --> 00:44:21,570
Decker's transferring.
710
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:25,160
He got a job in New York.
Upstate.
711
00:44:26,620 --> 00:44:27,740
He's leaving.
712
00:44:33,830 --> 00:44:34,960
Fuck.
713
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,130
What the fuck?
714
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:40,800
Is this good?
715
00:44:41,550 --> 00:44:42,680
No.
716
00:44:43,300 --> 00:44:44,680
Maybe. I don't know.
717
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:48,520
Did he say anything
about this?
718
00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:50,810
No.
719
00:44:53,650 --> 00:44:56,190
And yesterday his desk
was, like, really cluttered.
720
00:44:57,320 --> 00:44:59,280
Like he wasn't
packed or anything.
721
00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:02,570
So he's running.
722
00:45:05,910 --> 00:45:06,990
Fuck.
723
00:46:14,180 --> 00:46:16,190
- Hi, I'm--
- Agnes.
724
00:46:16,190 --> 00:46:18,600
Hi, I'm Elizabeth.
This is Claire.
725
00:46:18,610 --> 00:46:20,730
- Hi, Agnes. I'm Claire.
- Hi.
726
00:46:20,730 --> 00:46:22,690
Do you mind coming
back with us?
727
00:46:22,690 --> 00:46:23,740
Sure.
728
00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:32,530
We are so sorry to hear
this happened to you.
729
00:46:32,540 --> 00:46:33,950
We are taking this
730
00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:36,370
really seriously.
731
00:46:44,460 --> 00:46:45,590
Are you gonna do anything?
732
00:46:46,760 --> 00:46:48,550
We would
begin an investigation.
733
00:46:49,300 --> 00:46:51,010
But as you may have heard,
734
00:46:51,010 --> 00:46:53,680
he sent in his letter of
resignation yesterday at...
735
00:46:55,020 --> 00:46:56,730
4:18 p.m.
736
00:46:56,730 --> 00:47:00,900
And you reported this today
at 8:42 am.
737
00:47:02,270 --> 00:47:03,400
Okay.
738
00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:06,860
Unfortunately, he's no longer
under our employ.
739
00:47:06,860 --> 00:47:09,860
So we can't take the measures
that we would normally take
740
00:47:09,860 --> 00:47:12,830
such as suspending him
or letting him go or--
741
00:47:13,490 --> 00:47:15,290
things of that nature.
742
00:47:15,290 --> 00:47:18,460
These things are really hard,
743
00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:21,540
and the University
is unfortunately unable
744
00:47:21,540 --> 00:47:24,800
to take any kind
of responsibility.
745
00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:26,550
But he was my advisor.
746
00:47:28,720 --> 00:47:30,260
Former advisor.
747
00:47:34,100 --> 00:47:35,390
You have the option
748
00:47:35,390 --> 00:47:37,930
of going to the police station
and reporting this
749
00:47:37,930 --> 00:47:40,100
and issuing an arrest warrant.
750
00:47:47,650 --> 00:47:50,240
We know what
you're going through.
751
00:47:51,450 --> 00:47:52,700
We are women.
752
00:47:55,950 --> 00:47:57,160
What?
753
00:48:01,500 --> 00:48:02,830
We are women.
754
00:49:01,560 --> 00:49:02,560
Hi.
755
00:49:03,480 --> 00:49:04,520
Hi.
756
00:49:06,940 --> 00:49:08,320
You're my neighbor, right?
757
00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:09,530
Yeah, I live here.
758
00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:11,360
What's your name?
759
00:49:11,360 --> 00:49:12,940
Oh, uh, Gavin.
760
00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:14,530
Gavin, nice to meet you.
761
00:49:14,530 --> 00:49:15,780
- You too.
- I'm Agnes.
762
00:49:17,410 --> 00:49:18,450
Lamb of God.
763
00:49:19,580 --> 00:49:21,120
- What?
- That's nothing.
764
00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:22,500
It's all good,
I'm just, uh--
765
00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:24,120
Um...
766
00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:26,120
What are you up to
this fine evening?
767
00:49:26,130 --> 00:49:28,880
Oh, I was wondering,
do you have,
768
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:30,670
like, stuff that makes a fire?
769
00:49:30,670 --> 00:49:32,220
Oh, um...
770
00:49:34,300 --> 00:49:36,300
- Matches?
- No, like a liquid.
771
00:49:36,300 --> 00:49:38,970
- Is that a thing?
- Oh, yes.
772
00:49:38,970 --> 00:49:41,220
- Lighter fluid.
- Yes. Do you have that?
773
00:49:41,220 --> 00:49:42,350
Yes.
774
00:49:43,560 --> 00:49:45,060
Why do you need it?
775
00:49:45,060 --> 00:49:46,100
Um, my friends and I,
776
00:49:46,100 --> 00:49:47,770
we're gonna make,
like, hot dogs.
777
00:49:47,770 --> 00:49:49,150
Oh, hot dog sounds good.
778
00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,190
Oh, I'm sorry, we only
bought two hot dogs.
779
00:49:53,190 --> 00:49:54,860
Oh, no,
that's no problem, I'm--
780
00:49:54,860 --> 00:49:56,410
I have dinner plans
with my mom.
781
00:49:57,530 --> 00:49:58,570
That's not true.
782
00:49:58,570 --> 00:50:00,450
I'm sorry, I just wanted
to close myself off
783
00:50:00,450 --> 00:50:02,160
from the possibility
of being rejected.
784
00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:05,420
That's no problem.
785
00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:08,460
- I'll get the lighter fluid.
- Okay.
786
00:50:08,460 --> 00:50:10,090
Do you wanna come
inside while I look?
787
00:50:10,090 --> 00:50:12,000
Uh, no, sorry.
Can I wait outside?
788
00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:13,300
Yeah. Don't worry about it.
789
00:50:13,300 --> 00:50:15,010
Um, I'll be back soon.
790
00:50:27,730 --> 00:50:29,020
This should do the trick.
791
00:50:30,270 --> 00:50:31,520
Great, thanks.
792
00:50:31,520 --> 00:50:33,400
And so do I just pour this
on the thing
793
00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:34,570
I want to be on fire?
794
00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:38,360
On the barbecue?
795
00:50:39,660 --> 00:50:41,990
- Yes.
- Uh, yeah,
796
00:50:41,990 --> 00:50:44,370
don't put too much
of it on there.
797
00:50:45,370 --> 00:50:46,660
Okay.
798
00:50:46,660 --> 00:50:48,670
Do you-- do you want my help?
799
00:50:48,670 --> 00:50:49,880
No.
800
00:50:51,710 --> 00:50:53,130
Thank you...
801
00:50:53,130 --> 00:50:54,710
- Gavin.
- Gavin.
802
00:50:54,710 --> 00:50:58,090
Yes. Thank you,
definitely, Gavin.
803
00:51:00,640 --> 00:51:02,350
Uh, don't you live over there?
804
00:51:02,350 --> 00:51:04,970
Ha! Yup, I... yup, definitely.
Oops.
805
00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:36,340
Why do you have that?
806
00:51:37,260 --> 00:51:38,470
I got it from the neighbor.
807
00:51:40,380 --> 00:51:41,840
Why?
808
00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:42,890
It's definitely not, like,
809
00:51:42,890 --> 00:51:44,350
a good or normal
train of thought.
810
00:51:45,890 --> 00:51:47,850
Okay.
811
00:51:47,850 --> 00:51:50,270
I think I was gonna light
Decker's office on fire.
812
00:51:55,900 --> 00:51:57,070
Okay...
813
00:51:59,070 --> 00:52:00,280
Do you still wanna do it?
814
00:52:02,110 --> 00:52:03,280
I don't know.
815
00:52:07,910 --> 00:52:08,960
I will do it.
816
00:52:10,670 --> 00:52:12,250
That's really nice.
817
00:52:14,790 --> 00:52:17,000
- But no.
- No, seriously.
818
00:52:17,000 --> 00:52:19,670
If you need someone
to burn his office down,
819
00:52:19,670 --> 00:52:21,420
but you don't wanna
do it yourself,
820
00:52:21,430 --> 00:52:23,340
I will do it.
821
00:52:23,340 --> 00:52:25,430
No, I don't even
want him to die.
822
00:52:26,600 --> 00:52:27,680
I do.
823
00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:30,850
I don't want him to die.
824
00:52:32,940 --> 00:52:34,400
Well, if you change
your mind...
825
00:52:35,570 --> 00:52:36,650
Thanks.
826
00:52:39,490 --> 00:52:41,950
Maybe we could burn
something smaller,
827
00:52:41,950 --> 00:52:44,990
like his hair or his pens
or something.
828
00:52:45,660 --> 00:52:46,990
I'll think about that.
829
00:52:48,490 --> 00:52:49,620
Okay.
830
00:52:54,500 --> 00:52:57,040
I have
to make hot dogs.
831
00:52:57,040 --> 00:52:58,210
Oh, why?
832
00:52:58,210 --> 00:53:00,050
I told the neighbor,
it's like this whole big lie.
833
00:53:00,050 --> 00:53:01,380
I'm stuck in a lie.
834
00:53:02,430 --> 00:53:04,800
Okay. I will do it.
835
00:53:04,800 --> 00:53:06,600
- I'm sorry.
- No, it's fine.
836
00:53:06,600 --> 00:53:09,850
I was gonna, like, kill a man,
so this is much easier.
837
00:53:09,850 --> 00:53:11,520
Do we have hot dogs?
838
00:53:13,940 --> 00:53:15,230
I don't know.
839
00:54:30,470 --> 00:54:31,510
Hi.
840
00:54:38,020 --> 00:54:40,480
Okay. I'm going to get coffee.
841
00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:46,150
Do you want me
to pick you up?
842
00:54:55,790 --> 00:54:57,460
Well, fuck.
843
00:54:58,460 --> 00:55:01,130
This is really nice.
844
00:55:03,250 --> 00:55:04,420
I guess um...
845
00:55:05,590 --> 00:55:07,430
Yup. I love you.
846
00:55:12,560 --> 00:55:14,430
You wanna come get coffee?
847
00:55:15,930 --> 00:55:16,930
Salmon.
848
00:55:18,270 --> 00:55:20,940
All right, you're picky,
an excellent quality.
849
00:55:22,570 --> 00:55:23,570
Tuna.
850
00:55:25,820 --> 00:55:27,990
Maybe you're just
smelling the can.
851
00:55:27,990 --> 00:55:29,240
There's tuna inside.
852
00:55:30,660 --> 00:55:32,530
All right, one of each.
853
00:55:49,300 --> 00:55:50,300
Hey.
854
00:55:51,510 --> 00:55:52,760
Is this all for you today?
855
00:55:52,760 --> 00:55:54,220
Yes, thank you.
856
00:55:59,140 --> 00:56:01,520
Did you bring a cat
into the grocery store?
857
00:56:03,060 --> 00:56:04,320
No.
858
00:56:06,360 --> 00:56:07,400
Yes, you did.
859
00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:08,530
What did you say?
860
00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:10,450
You're lying.
861
00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:12,410
No, I'm not.
862
00:56:19,660 --> 00:56:20,830
Here's your cat food.
863
00:56:26,000 --> 00:56:27,460
We ran out of coffee.
864
00:56:27,460 --> 00:56:28,510
I got some.
865
00:56:31,010 --> 00:56:32,050
I got a cat.
866
00:56:37,220 --> 00:56:38,310
Whatever you need.
867
00:59:06,370 --> 00:59:12,090
Thank you for being here
and completing your summons.
868
00:59:12,090 --> 00:59:15,340
For those of you
who haven't done this
869
00:59:15,340 --> 00:59:17,300
and don't know what to expect,
870
00:59:18,010 --> 00:59:19,430
please come up
871
00:59:20,470 --> 00:59:22,050
and get a questionnaire.
872
00:59:23,220 --> 00:59:24,640
Fill it out
873
00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:27,560
and return it to us completed.
874
00:59:31,190 --> 00:59:33,020
We have little pencils
875
00:59:34,020 --> 00:59:35,650
if you need a little pencil.
876
01:00:00,050 --> 01:00:02,800
The following jurors
are dismissed.
877
01:00:04,010 --> 01:00:07,970
Juror one, three, five,
878
01:00:07,980 --> 01:00:09,850
seven, eight,
879
01:00:09,850 --> 01:00:12,980
30, 32,
880
01:00:12,980 --> 01:00:15,820
39, 25,
881
01:00:15,820 --> 01:00:19,150
42, 43,
882
01:00:19,150 --> 01:00:22,030
49, 59.
883
01:00:22,030 --> 01:00:23,620
You are dismissed.
884
01:00:24,370 --> 01:00:25,450
Thank you.
885
01:00:25,450 --> 01:00:26,490
You can go.
886
01:00:28,500 --> 01:00:29,910
And do you think,
Mrs. Fuller,
887
01:00:29,910 --> 01:00:31,330
based on that definition,
888
01:00:31,330 --> 01:00:33,880
you understand the meaning
of beyond a reasonable doubt?
889
01:00:34,500 --> 01:00:35,630
Yes.
890
01:00:35,630 --> 01:00:37,420
That to be convinced beyond
a shadow of a doubt,
891
01:00:37,420 --> 01:00:38,460
you must have been there
892
01:00:38,460 --> 01:00:40,130
and seen the crime
with your own eyes?
893
01:00:40,130 --> 01:00:41,840
Yes. I understand.
894
01:00:41,840 --> 01:00:43,220
And do
the rest of you feel
895
01:00:43,220 --> 01:00:46,050
you can apply that idea,
beyond a reasonable doubt,
896
01:00:46,060 --> 01:00:47,430
- to this case?
- Mhmm.
897
01:00:47,430 --> 01:00:48,890
How many of you
have children?
898
01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:52,270
Uh, Mr. Woguard.
899
01:00:52,270 --> 01:00:53,390
You have a child?
900
01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:56,230
Uh, yes.
Soph just turned four.
901
01:00:56,230 --> 01:00:58,150
Say you and your daughter
were at the park
902
01:00:58,150 --> 01:00:59,530
and she's playing
on the monkey bars.
903
01:00:59,530 --> 01:01:01,440
And you turned your back
for a few minutes,
904
01:01:01,450 --> 01:01:03,700
and then she runs over
to you with a broken arm.
905
01:01:04,530 --> 01:01:05,950
What would you think happened?
906
01:01:05,950 --> 01:01:07,280
She fell off
the monkey bars
907
01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:08,240
and broke her arm.
908
01:01:08,240 --> 01:01:09,700
Yes,
so that's an example
909
01:01:09,700 --> 01:01:11,620
of circumstantial evidence.
910
01:01:11,620 --> 01:01:13,210
That's what you can
reasonably infer
911
01:01:13,210 --> 01:01:15,330
based on the facts
that you have.
912
01:01:15,330 --> 01:01:16,920
Does this make sense,
Mr. Woguard?
913
01:01:17,500 --> 01:01:18,630
Yes.
914
01:01:18,630 --> 01:01:21,260
And if instead another
child ran over to you
915
01:01:21,260 --> 01:01:24,840
and told you he saw her
fall off the monkey bars,
916
01:01:24,840 --> 01:01:26,430
that's direct testimony
917
01:01:26,430 --> 01:01:28,720
because someone witnessed it.
918
01:01:28,720 --> 01:01:31,140
Does everybody understand
that difference,
919
01:01:31,140 --> 01:01:33,180
between
circumstantial evidence
920
01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:34,690
and direct testimony?
921
01:01:34,690 --> 01:01:36,100
Mhmm.
922
01:01:36,110 --> 01:01:37,560
Without direct testimony,
923
01:01:37,560 --> 01:01:39,610
we cannot be
positively certain
924
01:01:39,610 --> 01:01:41,400
a crime has been committed.
925
01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:42,900
As the prosecution,
926
01:01:42,900 --> 01:01:44,780
I must prove
the defendant's guilt
927
01:01:44,780 --> 01:01:46,530
beyond a reasonable doubt.
928
01:01:46,530 --> 01:01:49,910
Meaning, that there is no
other reasonable explanation
929
01:01:49,910 --> 01:01:52,120
that can come from
evidence presented.
930
01:01:52,120 --> 01:01:54,580
If any of you have
been victims of a crime,
931
01:01:54,580 --> 01:01:56,040
please raise your hand.
932
01:01:57,540 --> 01:02:00,250
Uh, Mr. Faber,
what was the crime?
933
01:02:00,250 --> 01:02:02,420
Uh, I was robbed.
At gunpoint.
934
01:02:02,420 --> 01:02:03,760
Do you have
any reason to believe
935
01:02:03,760 --> 01:02:05,510
that experience would make you
unable to serve
936
01:02:05,510 --> 01:02:07,890
as an impartial juror
on this trial?
937
01:02:07,890 --> 01:02:09,050
No.
938
01:02:10,970 --> 01:02:12,140
Miss Ward.
939
01:02:13,430 --> 01:02:14,520
What?
940
01:02:14,520 --> 01:02:16,560
When I asked who has been
a victim of a crime,
941
01:02:16,560 --> 01:02:17,560
did you raise your hand?
942
01:02:17,560 --> 01:02:20,150
No, I realized
I shouldn't share it.
943
01:02:20,150 --> 01:02:21,690
So...
944
01:02:21,690 --> 01:02:23,690
You're unable
to share the crime?
945
01:02:24,900 --> 01:02:26,200
Um...
946
01:02:27,070 --> 01:02:29,070
It is frankly
my worst nightmare
947
01:02:29,070 --> 01:02:30,620
to have to tell this
whole room of strangers
948
01:02:30,620 --> 01:02:32,080
about the thing
that happened to me.
949
01:02:32,830 --> 01:02:33,950
So--
950
01:02:33,950 --> 01:02:37,540
that is the reasoning
as to why I did not decide
951
01:02:37,540 --> 01:02:39,710
to continue having
my hand raised.
952
01:02:39,710 --> 01:02:40,710
Thank you.
953
01:02:42,460 --> 01:02:45,550
Do you think the crime
would make you unable to serve
954
01:02:45,550 --> 01:02:48,050
as an impartial juror
on this case?
955
01:02:48,050 --> 01:02:49,510
That is a good question,
956
01:02:49,510 --> 01:02:51,390
and one I've been
thinking about.
957
01:02:53,310 --> 01:02:55,600
Have you come
to any conclusions?
958
01:02:55,600 --> 01:02:57,190
You know,
I think I would be better
959
01:02:57,190 --> 01:02:59,650
not being on the jury
960
01:02:59,650 --> 01:03:00,690
and instead would do better
961
01:03:00,690 --> 01:03:02,770
fulfilling a different
civic role.
962
01:03:02,770 --> 01:03:06,070
And what kind of civic role
do you have in mind?
963
01:03:06,070 --> 01:03:07,570
So,
thank you for asking.
964
01:03:07,570 --> 01:03:09,660
I am actually a professor,
965
01:03:10,870 --> 01:03:13,780
part-time,
hopefully soon full-time,
966
01:03:13,790 --> 01:03:15,750
which, teaching
is important work.
967
01:03:15,750 --> 01:03:18,040
I think teaching is important.
968
01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:21,670
Some would say that a teacher
makes an ideal juror.
969
01:03:22,340 --> 01:03:23,460
Absolutely not, no.
970
01:03:24,420 --> 01:03:26,260
On your questionnaire,
you wrote--
971
01:03:26,260 --> 01:03:27,550
Oh, no, no.
972
01:03:27,550 --> 01:03:30,300
I did not know that we would
be reading those aloud, so.
973
01:03:30,300 --> 01:03:32,220
"How would your friends
describe you?"
974
01:03:32,220 --> 01:03:33,180
"Smart."
975
01:03:33,180 --> 01:03:35,060
Crossed out,
then the word "tall."
976
01:03:38,850 --> 01:03:41,190
If the crime you were
a victim of makes you biased,
977
01:03:41,190 --> 01:03:42,270
we will dismiss you.
978
01:03:45,070 --> 01:03:46,650
Can I get in trouble
for telling you?
979
01:03:46,650 --> 01:03:49,070
Why would you get in trouble
if you were the victim?
980
01:03:49,070 --> 01:03:50,320
I don't know.
981
01:03:50,320 --> 01:03:52,740
The law makes
no sense in my opinion.
982
01:03:58,410 --> 01:03:59,410
I...
983
01:04:02,750 --> 01:04:06,050
I haven't said it out
loud actually before.
984
01:04:06,050 --> 01:04:07,170
Well, that's okay.
985
01:04:07,840 --> 01:04:09,130
Did you go to the police?
986
01:04:10,430 --> 01:04:11,590
No.
987
01:04:11,590 --> 01:04:12,890
All I had was a button,
988
01:04:14,140 --> 01:04:15,680
and I don't want him
to go to jail.
989
01:04:17,220 --> 01:04:18,390
Why is that?
990
01:04:20,770 --> 01:04:21,900
He has a kid.
991
01:04:28,360 --> 01:04:30,990
I want him to stop being
someone who does that.
992
01:04:33,030 --> 01:04:34,320
And if he went to jail,
993
01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:36,580
he'd just be someone who
does that, who's now in jail.
994
01:04:44,750 --> 01:04:47,550
Your honor,
may I approach the bench?
995
01:04:54,970 --> 01:04:56,720
Agnes Ward, you are excused.
996
01:05:00,350 --> 01:05:01,890
I'm sorry.
997
01:05:01,890 --> 01:05:04,060
Clerk, you may call
the next juror.
998
01:05:06,610 --> 01:05:09,110
Okay. We'll now call up...
999
01:05:12,110 --> 01:05:14,030
Rex Haberman.
1000
01:05:15,870 --> 01:05:17,080
Rex?
1001
01:05:23,040 --> 01:05:24,120
Oh, my God.
1002
01:06:11,590 --> 01:06:12,800
Did you have a good time?
1003
01:06:13,920 --> 01:06:15,010
What?
1004
01:06:15,010 --> 01:06:16,930
Did you like the sex
we just had?
1005
01:06:17,890 --> 01:06:18,930
Mhmm.
1006
01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:21,810
Okay.
1007
01:06:22,430 --> 01:06:23,480
Good.
1008
01:06:25,980 --> 01:06:27,020
Thank you.
1009
01:06:27,650 --> 01:06:28,810
Thank you.
1010
01:06:48,880 --> 01:06:53,380
Agnes, we've gotten
incredibly positive feedback
1011
01:06:53,380 --> 01:06:55,170
from the students
in your discussion section
1012
01:06:55,170 --> 01:06:56,670
about your part-time
contribution
1013
01:06:56,680 --> 01:06:58,720
to this university.
1014
01:06:58,720 --> 01:07:01,720
From current faculty,
former faculty,
1015
01:07:01,720 --> 01:07:04,100
it's just all glowing.
1016
01:07:04,770 --> 01:07:06,850
- Former faculty?
- Yes.
1017
01:07:06,850 --> 01:07:09,690
You've been called,
let's see,
1018
01:07:10,610 --> 01:07:11,730
helpful,
1019
01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:13,360
supportive,
1020
01:07:14,650 --> 01:07:16,570
extraordinary.
1021
01:07:16,570 --> 01:07:18,570
We know there's been
talk about the open spot here
1022
01:07:18,570 --> 01:07:20,660
since Preston left,
we haven't--
1023
01:07:20,660 --> 01:07:23,660
well, we wanted to find
the right fit for the program.
1024
01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:27,540
And we are thrilled
to finally offer you
1025
01:07:27,540 --> 01:07:30,420
a full-time teaching
position here at Fairport.
1026
01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:32,040
Really?
1027
01:07:32,040 --> 01:07:33,420
Yes, yes.
1028
01:07:33,420 --> 01:07:35,710
The department
voted unanimously.
1029
01:07:36,300 --> 01:07:38,590
Wow. I accept.
1030
01:07:39,590 --> 01:07:40,800
Terrific.
1031
01:07:40,800 --> 01:07:42,760
You'll teach
our introductory course,
1032
01:07:42,760 --> 01:07:44,350
"The Twentieth Century Novel,"
1033
01:07:44,350 --> 01:07:46,520
which you've led a few times,
1034
01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:48,930
and you'll also create
your own elective.
1035
01:07:48,940 --> 01:07:50,810
We would love
for you to consider
1036
01:07:50,810 --> 01:07:53,400
teaching a class on the art
of the short story
1037
01:07:53,400 --> 01:07:54,730
since we all read your thesis
1038
01:07:54,730 --> 01:07:56,530
and frankly found
that fascinating.
1039
01:07:58,360 --> 01:07:59,610
Okay.
1040
01:07:59,610 --> 01:08:01,410
Or if there's another course
you'd rather teach, though.
1041
01:08:01,410 --> 01:08:02,660
No, no, it's just I--
1042
01:08:02,660 --> 01:08:04,070
I haven't looked at my thesis
1043
01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:06,120
since I published it,
but I will.
1044
01:08:06,120 --> 01:08:07,540
I can--
I can look through it,
1045
01:08:07,540 --> 01:08:10,120
and I will create a syllabus
for you to look at.
1046
01:08:10,120 --> 01:08:11,170
Wonderful.
1047
01:08:11,170 --> 01:08:12,790
We're thrilled to have you.
1048
01:08:16,130 --> 01:08:17,800
Thank you.
1049
01:08:21,760 --> 01:08:23,760
Agnes, I have
to tell you something.
1050
01:08:24,390 --> 01:08:27,350
I am in love.
1051
01:08:27,350 --> 01:08:29,520
- What?
- Yeah!
1052
01:08:29,520 --> 01:08:32,980
And like,
super, super gay.
1053
01:08:32,980 --> 01:08:34,400
Like, gayer than we thought.
1054
01:08:34,400 --> 01:08:35,770
Oh, wow.
1055
01:08:35,770 --> 01:08:37,150
Oh, my God.
With that person?
1056
01:08:37,150 --> 01:08:38,690
- Yeah. Fran.
- Okay.
1057
01:08:38,690 --> 01:08:40,190
- Yeah.
- Wow.
1058
01:08:40,200 --> 01:08:42,780
Wow. Okay, are you so happy
1059
01:08:42,780 --> 01:08:45,700
- being gay and in love?
- Oh, I'm like really,
1060
01:08:45,700 --> 01:08:47,990
really happy
being gay and in love.
1061
01:08:49,330 --> 01:08:50,960
Oh, my God,
you have to meet them!
1062
01:08:50,960 --> 01:08:53,170
Yeah, I totally do.
I do.
1063
01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:55,080
You-- Oh, Lydie,
1064
01:08:55,090 --> 01:08:57,380
you deserve to be in love
1065
01:08:57,380 --> 01:08:58,800
all the time forever.
1066
01:08:59,670 --> 01:09:01,010
Thank you, babe.
1067
01:09:01,010 --> 01:09:04,220
Well, well--
so I got the job.
1068
01:09:04,220 --> 01:09:05,260
What?
1069
01:09:05,260 --> 01:09:06,720
I got
the full-time position.
1070
01:09:06,720 --> 01:09:08,140
Oh, my God!
1071
01:09:08,140 --> 01:09:09,560
What? Agnes!
1072
01:09:09,560 --> 01:09:10,720
Yeah, well,
it's, it's--
1073
01:09:10,730 --> 01:09:12,140
not as good as being in love.
1074
01:09:12,140 --> 01:09:13,940
Yes it is.
This is amazing.
1075
01:09:13,940 --> 01:09:15,110
This is great.
1076
01:09:15,650 --> 01:09:16,610
Agnes.
1077
01:09:16,610 --> 01:09:17,980
Yeah, no, it's good.
1078
01:09:19,440 --> 01:09:22,360
You really, really
earned this, Agnes.
1079
01:09:30,410 --> 01:09:32,460
And here
is your office.
1080
01:09:33,370 --> 01:09:35,540
Let me know
if you need anything,
1081
01:09:35,540 --> 01:09:37,670
if a light bulb goes out,
anything like that.
1082
01:09:37,670 --> 01:09:39,050
- Thanks, Sophie.
- Mm.
1083
01:10:10,580 --> 01:10:12,490
"And it struck me,
1084
01:10:12,500 --> 01:10:15,870
as my automaton knees
went up and down
1085
01:10:15,870 --> 01:10:17,750
that I simply
did not know a thing
1086
01:10:17,750 --> 01:10:19,790
about my darling's mind
1087
01:10:19,790 --> 01:10:21,920
and that quite possibly
1088
01:10:21,920 --> 01:10:25,260
behind the awful,
juvenile cliches...
1089
01:10:26,050 --> 01:10:27,380
there was in her
1090
01:10:27,390 --> 01:10:30,180
a garden and a twilight
1091
01:10:30,180 --> 01:10:32,310
and a palace gate,
1092
01:10:32,310 --> 01:10:35,520
dim and adorable regions
which happened to be
1093
01:10:35,520 --> 01:10:37,690
lucidly and absolutely
forbidden--"
1094
01:10:37,690 --> 01:10:39,770
- Professor Ward.
- Yes.
1095
01:10:39,770 --> 01:10:41,980
I'm sorry, but I personally
found this book
1096
01:10:41,980 --> 01:10:43,650
really disgusting.
1097
01:10:44,530 --> 01:10:45,650
Well, Jeremy,
1098
01:10:45,650 --> 01:10:47,610
there's a world in which
that's a relief to hear.
1099
01:10:48,620 --> 01:10:51,030
How did you find
the writing itself?
1100
01:10:51,030 --> 01:10:52,410
Well, that's the thing is I--
1101
01:10:52,410 --> 01:10:55,080
I felt pissed off
because I...
1102
01:10:55,080 --> 01:10:56,410
really hated
the stuff happening
1103
01:10:56,410 --> 01:10:58,790
but I really liked the sort
of stuff he was saying.
1104
01:10:59,670 --> 01:11:01,960
- So I was pissed.
- Mmm, okay.
1105
01:11:01,960 --> 01:11:03,710
Was anyone else feeling
that way
1106
01:11:03,710 --> 01:11:05,050
caught between the form,
1107
01:11:05,050 --> 01:11:06,590
the presentation itself,
1108
01:11:06,590 --> 01:11:08,720
and the content
of that presentation?
1109
01:11:08,720 --> 01:11:12,640
Uh, professor...
that lady is back
1110
01:11:13,680 --> 01:11:16,600
looking through
the little window thing.
1111
01:11:22,110 --> 01:11:24,110
She is persistent.
1112
01:11:24,110 --> 01:11:26,400
Much like Humbert's desire
1113
01:11:26,400 --> 01:11:28,410
to freeze Lolita in time.
1114
01:11:29,530 --> 01:11:32,450
- Nice.
- Okay. Let's read.
1115
01:11:32,450 --> 01:11:37,290
"For I often noticed
that living as we did,
1116
01:11:37,290 --> 01:11:40,460
she and I,
in a world of total evil--"
1117
01:11:51,590 --> 01:11:53,430
- So...
- Hi.
1118
01:11:54,600 --> 01:11:55,770
Lydie got engaged.
1119
01:11:56,560 --> 01:11:58,020
Yeah.
1120
01:11:58,020 --> 01:11:59,270
When's the wedding?
1121
01:11:59,270 --> 01:12:01,230
It's in the summer.
1122
01:12:01,230 --> 01:12:03,900
- Do you like Fran?
- Oh, yeah. Fran is nice.
1123
01:12:03,900 --> 01:12:05,900
Reserved, kind of.
Really tall.
1124
01:12:12,950 --> 01:12:14,030
What's happening?
1125
01:12:14,030 --> 01:12:15,120
So you got the job.
1126
01:12:17,870 --> 01:12:19,120
Yes.
1127
01:12:21,420 --> 01:12:22,790
I wanted the job.
1128
01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:25,590
Okay.
1129
01:12:25,590 --> 01:12:27,920
- Do you feel bad at all?
- Yes.
1130
01:12:27,920 --> 01:12:30,800
But, for other reasons,
not because of this.
1131
01:12:30,800 --> 01:12:32,220
Okay, well, um--
1132
01:12:32,220 --> 01:12:33,550
just because things
come easy to you
1133
01:12:33,550 --> 01:12:35,140
doesn't mean that you
get to take things from people
1134
01:12:35,140 --> 01:12:36,510
who things don't come easy to.
1135
01:12:36,510 --> 01:12:37,720
Things don't come
easy to me.
1136
01:12:37,720 --> 01:12:39,980
Yes they do.
Everyone likes you.
1137
01:12:39,980 --> 01:12:41,770
- You're smart, you're hot.
- Thank you.
1138
01:12:41,770 --> 01:12:43,020
Ew, not like that.
1139
01:12:43,020 --> 01:12:44,770
Logan likes you,
Devin likes you.
1140
01:12:44,770 --> 01:12:45,900
Lydie likes you.
1141
01:12:46,480 --> 01:12:47,530
Decker likes you.
1142
01:12:51,360 --> 01:12:52,610
Well, you don't like me.
1143
01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:03,000
That's true.
1144
01:13:04,420 --> 01:13:05,590
That's true.
1145
01:13:11,970 --> 01:13:13,300
You know,
when I think about it,
1146
01:13:15,220 --> 01:13:16,890
I think Decker
actually hated me.
1147
01:13:17,680 --> 01:13:18,720
You were his chosen one.
1148
01:13:18,720 --> 01:13:20,220
That's a completely
insane thing to say.
1149
01:13:20,230 --> 01:13:21,180
No.
1150
01:13:21,180 --> 01:13:23,060
Because when you like
someone or, like,
1151
01:13:24,520 --> 01:13:25,860
when you respect someone,
1152
01:13:28,530 --> 01:13:30,190
there are some ways
people treat you
1153
01:13:30,780 --> 01:13:32,240
that are one way.
1154
01:13:32,240 --> 01:13:34,200
Respectful, and like,
1155
01:13:34,200 --> 01:13:37,660
you're a person
who lives and breathes
1156
01:13:37,660 --> 01:13:39,290
and thinks for themself.
1157
01:13:41,790 --> 01:13:45,040
And then some ways people
treat you are not that way,
1158
01:13:45,040 --> 01:13:46,210
and they're bad.
1159
01:13:52,220 --> 01:13:54,420
All right. Well, um,
I fucked him--
1160
01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:56,140
and, uh, he didn't
even take the time
1161
01:13:56,140 --> 01:13:58,850
to give me in-person notes
on my thesis. So...
1162
01:14:00,770 --> 01:14:01,980
You fucked him?
1163
01:14:02,640 --> 01:14:03,640
Yeah.
1164
01:14:05,770 --> 01:14:07,060
Did you want that?
1165
01:14:07,060 --> 01:14:08,270
Want what?
1166
01:14:12,690 --> 01:14:13,780
Was it on purpose?
1167
01:14:13,780 --> 01:14:15,110
Yes, it was on purpose.
1168
01:14:16,820 --> 01:14:18,530
We had, like, five minute sex.
1169
01:14:18,530 --> 01:14:20,370
It was just okay.
I've had better.
1170
01:14:55,530 --> 01:14:57,740
We're closed.
You can't park here.
1171
01:14:59,870 --> 01:15:02,080
Oh, shit. Oh, shit.
1172
01:15:02,080 --> 01:15:04,370
Look, I'm sorry
I yelled at you.
1173
01:15:05,540 --> 01:15:08,120
My kid, Hank, gets these
breathing attacks too,
1174
01:15:08,120 --> 01:15:09,290
real bad sometimes.
1175
01:15:10,170 --> 01:15:12,210
I know you're scared,
1176
01:15:12,210 --> 01:15:14,420
but you're off the road,
you're in your car,
1177
01:15:15,090 --> 01:15:16,420
and you're okay.
1178
01:15:17,720 --> 01:15:19,340
I'm gonna breathe
and you breathe with me.
1179
01:15:19,340 --> 01:15:20,800
Okay? You just follow.
1180
01:15:20,800 --> 01:15:22,310
All right? You ready? In...
1181
01:15:23,970 --> 01:15:27,940
Out... two, three, four, five.
1182
01:15:27,940 --> 01:15:29,270
In...
1183
01:15:31,110 --> 01:15:34,690
Out... two, three, four, five.
1184
01:15:34,690 --> 01:15:35,740
In...
1185
01:15:36,990 --> 01:15:41,280
Out... two, three, four, five.
1186
01:15:41,280 --> 01:15:43,490
In... two, three.
1187
01:15:44,450 --> 01:15:45,490
Out...
1188
01:15:45,500 --> 01:15:48,620
Two, three, four, five.
1189
01:15:50,670 --> 01:15:51,670
I gotta be honest,
1190
01:15:51,670 --> 01:15:52,830
I don't really
breathe like that,
1191
01:15:52,840 --> 01:15:53,960
but it feels good.
1192
01:15:54,960 --> 01:15:56,090
You doing okay?
1193
01:15:56,920 --> 01:15:57,970
Good for you.
1194
01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:00,930
You want a sandwich?
1195
01:16:09,850 --> 01:16:12,810
I wanted to put tables
out here
1196
01:16:12,810 --> 01:16:14,860
so, people, you know,
wouldn't sit on the ground.
1197
01:16:16,230 --> 01:16:17,400
It's a good sandwich.
1198
01:16:18,490 --> 01:16:19,780
You shouldn't eat
a good sandwich
1199
01:16:19,780 --> 01:16:20,950
while you're sitting
on the ground
1200
01:16:20,950 --> 01:16:22,030
where the pigeons shit.
1201
01:16:22,570 --> 01:16:23,740
Whatever.
1202
01:16:23,740 --> 01:16:25,870
But they said, you share a--
1203
01:16:25,870 --> 01:16:27,700
a parking lot
with the guys at the dump.
1204
01:16:27,700 --> 01:16:29,620
So you gotta ask
the guys at the dump.
1205
01:16:29,620 --> 01:16:32,620
No fucking way I'm asking
the guys at the dump!
1206
01:16:35,500 --> 01:16:36,880
Fucking assholes.
1207
01:16:38,510 --> 01:16:40,220
This is good.
1208
01:16:40,220 --> 01:16:41,630
Yeah, of course it's good.
1209
01:16:43,140 --> 01:16:44,340
You don't have
a sandwich shop,
1210
01:16:44,350 --> 01:16:45,680
you don't make
a good sandwich.
1211
01:16:47,470 --> 01:16:48,470
Spicy.
1212
01:16:48,470 --> 01:16:50,730
Calabrian chili,
very expensive.
1213
01:16:53,190 --> 01:16:54,310
Agnes.
1214
01:16:55,270 --> 01:16:56,270
Huh?
1215
01:16:56,940 --> 01:16:58,940
- Agnes?
- Yeah.
1216
01:16:59,900 --> 01:17:02,650
- Ugh.
- Whoa,
1217
01:17:02,660 --> 01:17:04,610
you sound like the mean guys
from the dump.
1218
01:17:04,620 --> 01:17:07,330
Hey! I res-- I resent that.
1219
01:17:07,330 --> 01:17:10,120
Those guys are assholes.
I'm honest, not an asshole.
1220
01:17:12,830 --> 01:17:14,000
You have a son?
1221
01:17:14,790 --> 01:17:15,880
He's an asshole.
1222
01:17:17,090 --> 01:17:18,250
Hank.
1223
01:17:19,630 --> 01:17:21,970
- Hank is--
- Ugh...
1224
01:17:21,970 --> 01:17:23,880
You don't have to tell me.
1225
01:17:23,890 --> 01:17:25,850
Sounds too much
like the word honk.
1226
01:17:26,970 --> 01:17:29,060
- You have kids?
- No.
1227
01:17:31,140 --> 01:17:32,640
Want some?
1228
01:17:32,640 --> 01:17:36,060
Uh... Well, I can't really
imagine myself old.
1229
01:17:37,270 --> 01:17:39,320
You think I imagined
myself like this?
1230
01:17:40,690 --> 01:17:42,650
No, believe it or not,
1231
01:17:42,650 --> 01:17:43,990
I did not think I would end up
1232
01:17:43,990 --> 01:17:46,120
looking like a yam
with a mouth on it.
1233
01:17:48,280 --> 01:17:49,490
But here we are.
1234
01:17:50,790 --> 01:17:51,910
It'll happen to you.
1235
01:17:53,660 --> 01:17:55,120
You won't know what hit you.
1236
01:18:00,510 --> 01:18:02,670
Something pretty bad
happened to me,
1237
01:18:02,670 --> 01:18:04,800
so that's probably why
I'm acting weird.
1238
01:18:06,890 --> 01:18:08,010
How bad?
1239
01:18:08,760 --> 01:18:10,260
Um...
1240
01:18:10,260 --> 01:18:11,810
I guess really bad.
1241
01:18:13,020 --> 01:18:14,940
You don't know it's bad?
1242
01:18:17,150 --> 01:18:19,480
No, I know it's bad.
1243
01:18:21,280 --> 01:18:24,240
But mainly because whenever
I tell anyone about it,
1244
01:18:25,070 --> 01:18:27,570
they look really scared
for me.
1245
01:18:27,570 --> 01:18:30,240
Except for my friend,
but she moved away.
1246
01:18:31,790 --> 01:18:34,410
And then sometimes I feel
bad when I think about it,
1247
01:18:35,250 --> 01:18:36,460
because...
1248
01:18:37,670 --> 01:18:39,340
I remember moments of it,
1249
01:18:40,960 --> 01:18:44,800
and I can feel in my body
1250
01:18:46,220 --> 01:18:47,590
that it was really bad.
1251
01:18:50,050 --> 01:18:51,850
But then sometimes
I don't think about it,
1252
01:18:51,850 --> 01:18:52,930
which is weird.
1253
01:18:55,390 --> 01:18:57,560
And I feel guilty when
I don't think about it.
1254
01:19:00,860 --> 01:19:01,900
Did it just happen?
1255
01:19:01,900 --> 01:19:03,480
Is that why you were
huffing and puffing?
1256
01:19:04,190 --> 01:19:07,070
No, it was three--
1257
01:19:07,070 --> 01:19:09,820
a little over three years ago.
1258
01:19:09,820 --> 01:19:11,450
Well, that's not
that much time.
1259
01:19:12,120 --> 01:19:13,540
I mean, it's a lot of time,
1260
01:19:13,540 --> 01:19:16,580
but it's not that
much time, too.
1261
01:19:18,210 --> 01:19:19,330
Yeah.
1262
01:19:23,460 --> 01:19:24,630
Are you...
1263
01:19:26,510 --> 01:19:28,050
okay in your house?
1264
01:19:29,970 --> 01:19:31,010
I have a cat.
1265
01:19:32,310 --> 01:19:33,430
Okay.
1266
01:19:49,200 --> 01:19:51,740
Olga, what the fuck?
1267
01:19:53,370 --> 01:19:54,660
Olga, go to bed.
1268
01:19:55,830 --> 01:19:58,410
Ugh, Olga,
did you shit in my bed?
1269
01:20:03,250 --> 01:20:06,090
Oh! Olga, what the fuck?
1270
01:20:07,220 --> 01:20:08,590
Oh, my God.
1271
01:20:08,590 --> 01:20:09,630
Oh, if you wanted to kill it,
1272
01:20:09,630 --> 01:20:11,220
you should have
just killed it!
1273
01:20:12,600 --> 01:20:14,850
Okay. I'm coming back.
I'm coming back.
1274
01:20:14,850 --> 01:20:17,350
It'll be over soon.
Okay. Okay.
1275
01:20:17,350 --> 01:20:19,770
Okay. What do I need?
What am I looking for?
1276
01:20:23,900 --> 01:20:25,940
Oh! A bag, a bag!
I got a bag!
1277
01:20:25,940 --> 01:20:27,320
I'm coming back!
1278
01:20:31,240 --> 01:20:33,570
I'm back, I'm back,
I'm so sorry.
1279
01:20:33,570 --> 01:20:34,570
Are you okay?
1280
01:20:34,580 --> 01:20:36,490
No, no you're not,
you're dying.
1281
01:20:38,660 --> 01:20:40,370
Get in the bag.
1282
01:20:40,370 --> 01:20:42,040
Just go in the bag.
1283
01:20:43,630 --> 01:20:44,880
I'm sorry.
1284
01:20:58,020 --> 01:20:59,850
I'm so sorry.
1285
01:21:04,940 --> 01:21:06,650
Oh, God.
1286
01:21:21,870 --> 01:21:23,250
Gavin!
1287
01:21:24,920 --> 01:21:26,170
Gavin!
1288
01:21:27,500 --> 01:21:28,460
Gavin!
1289
01:21:28,460 --> 01:21:30,210
Agnes, are you okay?
1290
01:21:31,840 --> 01:21:33,550
Agnes? What--
1291
01:21:35,140 --> 01:21:36,180
Are you okay?
1292
01:21:38,510 --> 01:21:39,970
Will you come fuck me?
1293
01:21:41,390 --> 01:21:42,770
Yes.
1294
01:21:42,770 --> 01:21:44,480
Wait, wait. I need shoes.
1295
01:21:47,650 --> 01:21:49,860
I um-- I do need shoes.
1296
01:21:51,150 --> 01:21:52,280
One second.
1297
01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:13,020
Oh, hey.
1298
01:23:13,030 --> 01:23:14,110
Can I pee?
1299
01:23:14,110 --> 01:23:15,360
Oh, yeah. Definitely.
1300
01:23:41,350 --> 01:23:42,810
Can I get in?
1301
01:23:43,810 --> 01:23:44,970
Oh, in the bath?
1302
01:23:44,970 --> 01:23:46,060
Yeah.
1303
01:23:47,310 --> 01:23:48,640
Uh, sure.
1304
01:23:57,030 --> 01:23:59,240
I'm just gonna
turn around here.
1305
01:23:59,240 --> 01:24:00,360
Don't mind me.
1306
01:24:01,160 --> 01:24:02,280
You don't have to hide it.
1307
01:24:03,740 --> 01:24:05,910
It's small right now.
1308
01:24:07,250 --> 01:24:08,410
Men are so weird.
1309
01:24:10,170 --> 01:24:11,210
Thank you.
1310
01:24:19,180 --> 01:24:20,510
Oh, that's nice.
1311
01:24:21,840 --> 01:24:23,340
It's a good temperature.
1312
01:24:23,350 --> 01:24:24,470
Thank you.
1313
01:24:28,560 --> 01:24:30,480
I'm embarrassed that
I was hiding my dick.
1314
01:24:31,980 --> 01:24:33,440
That's okay.
1315
01:24:33,440 --> 01:24:35,230
I put my hair over my boobs.
1316
01:24:36,480 --> 01:24:37,690
So true.
1317
01:24:45,530 --> 01:24:46,990
I'm sorry the bathtub
is so small.
1318
01:24:48,290 --> 01:24:49,830
This bathtub?
1319
01:24:49,830 --> 01:24:51,620
No, it's good.
1320
01:24:55,130 --> 01:24:56,840
What if I sat behind you?
1321
01:24:58,590 --> 01:25:00,550
- Why?
- So, uh...
1322
01:25:00,550 --> 01:25:02,050
it could be like a hug.
1323
01:25:05,470 --> 01:25:06,850
Okay.
1324
01:25:06,850 --> 01:25:08,350
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
1325
01:25:11,770 --> 01:25:13,520
Oh, wait. Can I look at it?
1326
01:25:14,730 --> 01:25:15,770
At my dick?
1327
01:25:16,610 --> 01:25:17,730
Yeah.
1328
01:25:26,700 --> 01:25:28,540
Hmm...
1329
01:25:28,540 --> 01:25:30,870
I've never seen one
that soft.
1330
01:25:30,870 --> 01:25:32,960
Okay, I think that
just gave me nightmares
1331
01:25:32,960 --> 01:25:34,210
for the next decade.
1332
01:25:34,210 --> 01:25:37,000
No, I mean, you just never
get to see them like that.
1333
01:25:39,960 --> 01:25:41,170
They're better like this.
1334
01:25:44,470 --> 01:25:45,510
Hmm...
1335
01:25:51,020 --> 01:25:52,060
Okay, I'm done.
1336
01:26:03,990 --> 01:26:05,240
Mm.
1337
01:26:08,410 --> 01:26:09,450
Mm.
1338
01:26:14,540 --> 01:26:17,080
Do you think you want
the stuff that everyone has?
1339
01:26:18,340 --> 01:26:19,460
What do you mean?
1340
01:26:20,500 --> 01:26:22,130
Like, uh,
1341
01:26:22,130 --> 01:26:23,880
family or whatever.
I don't know.
1342
01:26:26,680 --> 01:26:27,970
Do you want that stuff?
1343
01:26:28,720 --> 01:26:30,050
With you?
1344
01:26:30,060 --> 01:26:31,060
No.
1345
01:26:31,930 --> 01:26:33,770
No, I mean,
it was your question.
1346
01:26:34,850 --> 01:26:36,440
Yeah. I want that stuff.
1347
01:26:37,940 --> 01:26:39,060
Nice.
1348
01:26:40,320 --> 01:26:41,440
Do you?
1349
01:26:42,740 --> 01:26:43,990
Well...
1350
01:26:45,650 --> 01:26:48,320
You know, probably just
to keep Lydie closer...
1351
01:26:50,120 --> 01:26:52,540
but I don't see it.
1352
01:26:54,660 --> 01:26:56,040
See it where?
1353
01:26:56,040 --> 01:26:57,290
Like, in my head.
1354
01:26:59,080 --> 01:27:02,340
I don't see myself getting
older or having kids.
1355
01:27:04,050 --> 01:27:05,260
I don't see myself.
1356
01:27:07,680 --> 01:27:09,390
I think you'd be a great mom.
1357
01:27:11,600 --> 01:27:12,770
Why?
1358
01:27:13,970 --> 01:27:15,140
You're very nice.
1359
01:27:18,900 --> 01:27:20,230
I'm not that nice.
1360
01:27:25,190 --> 01:27:27,200
People always say
they don't want a kid,
1361
01:27:27,990 --> 01:27:29,910
but then things change.
1362
01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:33,330
What we want and stuff--
1363
01:27:34,290 --> 01:27:35,580
I think it changes.
1364
01:27:44,460 --> 01:27:45,710
It's too cold.
1365
01:27:48,550 --> 01:27:50,090
I think it's nice.
1366
01:28:26,880 --> 01:28:30,090
Hi! Yay!
1367
01:28:30,720 --> 01:28:32,760
Hey, hey, hey.
1368
01:28:32,760 --> 01:28:34,890
- I missed you.
- I missed you.
1369
01:28:34,890 --> 01:28:37,430
I missed you so much.
Oh, my God.
1370
01:28:37,430 --> 01:28:38,430
Is the baby here?
1371
01:28:38,430 --> 01:28:40,060
The baby's here.
The baby's here.
1372
01:28:40,060 --> 01:28:41,850
- Hi, Agnes.
- Hi, Fran.
1373
01:28:42,730 --> 01:28:43,770
Fran.
1374
01:28:43,770 --> 01:28:44,860
- Yes?
- Remember?
1375
01:28:45,900 --> 01:28:47,400
Oh, Oh!
1376
01:28:47,400 --> 01:28:48,570
Yeah.
1377
01:28:48,570 --> 01:28:49,780
Big day!
1378
01:28:50,320 --> 01:28:51,490
Definitely.
1379
01:28:52,280 --> 01:28:53,700
All right, sweetie...
1380
01:28:53,700 --> 01:28:54,820
So, you're glad you came?
1381
01:28:54,830 --> 01:28:57,330
I'm so, so, so, so glad.
1382
01:28:57,330 --> 01:28:59,000
And now I know
what an exploding vagina
1383
01:28:59,000 --> 01:29:00,080
looks like.
1384
01:29:00,080 --> 01:29:01,830
Mhmm.
1385
01:29:01,830 --> 01:29:03,630
- So be honest.
- Mhmm.
1386
01:29:04,540 --> 01:29:05,840
Do you like her?
1387
01:29:05,840 --> 01:29:07,050
- My baby?
- Yeah.
1388
01:29:08,090 --> 01:29:09,260
Yeah.
1389
01:29:09,260 --> 01:29:11,260
- I really like my baby.
- Well, that's really good.
1390
01:29:12,550 --> 01:29:14,340
And you still like me, right?
1391
01:29:14,340 --> 01:29:15,390
Yes, Agnes.
1392
01:29:15,390 --> 01:29:16,720
- I love you both.
- Cool.
1393
01:29:16,720 --> 01:29:18,140
- Lydie?
- Yeah?
1394
01:29:18,140 --> 01:29:20,180
- Babe, will you grab the baby?
- Yeah, of course. One second.
1395
01:29:21,020 --> 01:29:22,100
- Hey.
- Hi.
1396
01:29:22,100 --> 01:29:23,480
- You need help with the stuff?
- No, no, no.
1397
01:29:23,480 --> 01:29:24,690
- Okay.
- Hi.
1398
01:29:25,270 --> 01:29:26,310
Muah.
1399
01:29:26,320 --> 01:29:27,570
- Hi.
- Hi.
1400
01:29:28,860 --> 01:29:29,940
Look at this.
1401
01:29:29,940 --> 01:29:31,110
Oh, let me grab one.
1402
01:29:31,110 --> 01:29:32,650
No, I love holding them.
1403
01:29:33,950 --> 01:29:36,120
So, are you-- oh, yes.
1404
01:29:36,700 --> 01:29:38,870
Hi. Wow.
1405
01:29:38,870 --> 01:29:40,660
She has much more
of a face.
1406
01:29:40,660 --> 01:29:42,290
Mhmm.
1407
01:29:42,290 --> 01:29:44,210
Little freaky
baby Janie.
1408
01:29:44,210 --> 01:29:46,170
Oh, not Janie.
Just doing Jane.
1409
01:29:48,960 --> 01:29:51,010
Hi, nice to see you again.
1410
01:29:52,340 --> 01:29:53,670
Oh, oh.
1411
01:29:53,680 --> 01:29:55,260
Oh, it's okay.
1412
01:29:55,260 --> 01:29:56,550
- Oh, I didn't--
- It's okay.
1413
01:29:56,550 --> 01:29:57,600
It happens all the time.
1414
01:29:57,600 --> 01:29:59,100
Oh, really, does that happen?
1415
01:30:00,390 --> 01:30:01,430
Is it my face?
1416
01:30:05,730 --> 01:30:07,190
Hello, is it my face?
1417
01:30:29,880 --> 01:30:31,090
Lighthouse day!
1418
01:30:31,090 --> 01:30:32,260
Lighthouse day.
1419
01:30:32,260 --> 01:30:33,630
Fran. Fran.
1420
01:30:33,630 --> 01:30:35,090
Lighthouse day!
1421
01:30:35,090 --> 01:30:36,430
Lighthouse day.
1422
01:30:36,430 --> 01:30:38,760
Janie, Janie. Lighthouse day!
1423
01:30:38,760 --> 01:30:39,850
She actually didn't sleep
1424
01:30:39,850 --> 01:30:41,350
- super well, so.
- Oh.
1425
01:30:41,350 --> 01:30:43,680
Yeah, we're really, really
fucking tired.
1426
01:30:43,680 --> 01:30:45,520
Yeah, I don't think
she's gonna be in for,
1427
01:30:45,520 --> 01:30:46,900
like, a big thing today.
1428
01:30:47,600 --> 01:30:48,690
The baby?
1429
01:30:48,690 --> 01:30:50,980
Well, she's just a baby,
she could do whatever.
1430
01:30:51,980 --> 01:30:53,110
I mean, not really.
1431
01:30:54,190 --> 01:30:56,360
But you two go.
I will stay here.
1432
01:30:56,360 --> 01:30:57,660
Oh, really? Okay.
1433
01:30:57,660 --> 01:30:59,370
I really wanted you
to see it.
1434
01:30:59,370 --> 01:31:01,290
Babe, I will see it
at some point. It's okay.
1435
01:31:02,830 --> 01:31:04,040
Okay.
1436
01:31:09,500 --> 01:31:10,670
No.
1437
01:31:11,590 --> 01:31:13,710
No, you two go.
1438
01:31:13,710 --> 01:31:16,010
No, no, someone
has to stay with Jane.
1439
01:31:17,010 --> 01:31:18,220
I'll do it.
1440
01:31:20,350 --> 01:31:22,140
Really?
1441
01:31:22,140 --> 01:31:24,310
Oh, Jane is actually
really particular.
1442
01:31:24,850 --> 01:31:26,060
I will do it.
1443
01:31:29,520 --> 01:31:31,980
Oh, my God.
Agnes, thank you so much.
1444
01:31:31,980 --> 01:31:33,570
Fran, we're free! We're free.
1445
01:31:35,030 --> 01:31:36,360
The lighthouse
is very romantic.
1446
01:31:36,360 --> 01:31:38,610
You two should be
there alone together.
1447
01:31:38,610 --> 01:31:40,660
Make another baby
or whatever.
1448
01:31:40,660 --> 01:31:43,240
Like,
twenty minutes, that's it.
1449
01:31:43,240 --> 01:31:45,660
One question.
What if she kills me?
1450
01:31:45,660 --> 01:31:47,080
She's not gonna kill you.
1451
01:31:54,920 --> 01:31:55,960
Hey...
1452
01:31:57,260 --> 01:31:59,180
Don't drop her.
1453
01:32:00,010 --> 01:32:02,300
No. I won't drop her.
1454
01:32:07,390 --> 01:32:08,520
Okay...
1455
01:32:09,520 --> 01:32:10,770
Okay.
1456
01:32:11,610 --> 01:32:12,610
Okay.
1457
01:32:14,270 --> 01:32:15,400
Thank you.
1458
01:32:16,780 --> 01:32:17,990
Here you go.
1459
01:32:19,530 --> 01:32:20,570
Thank you.
1460
01:32:22,160 --> 01:32:23,740
- Here you go, babe.
- Thank you.
1461
01:32:23,740 --> 01:32:24,740
Lydie?
1462
01:32:25,290 --> 01:32:26,450
Yeah?
1463
01:32:27,040 --> 01:32:28,960
What do I say to her?
1464
01:32:28,960 --> 01:32:30,460
Babe, you don't have
to say anything.
1465
01:32:31,290 --> 01:32:32,500
Twenty minutes.
1466
01:33:04,990 --> 01:33:06,030
Hi.
1467
01:33:07,040 --> 01:33:08,250
I'm Agnes.
1468
01:33:11,040 --> 01:33:13,290
Pretty weird you're gonna
be a person someday.
1469
01:33:16,130 --> 01:33:18,460
No offense, but you
look insane right now.
1470
01:33:18,460 --> 01:33:20,800
Skin and just
a small amount of hair.
1471
01:33:22,550 --> 01:33:23,970
Don't worry.
1472
01:33:24,970 --> 01:33:26,680
It won't be like that
in a little.
1473
01:33:32,770 --> 01:33:34,650
Is this okay or...
1474
01:33:49,330 --> 01:33:50,540
All right.
1475
01:33:51,750 --> 01:33:53,330
I'll put you down.
1476
01:33:53,330 --> 01:33:54,830
Oh. I'll pick you back up.
1477
01:33:55,500 --> 01:33:56,840
Okay, okay, okay.
1478
01:34:22,030 --> 01:34:23,400
You're so sweet looking.
1479
01:34:38,960 --> 01:34:42,300
When you grow up,
you can tell me whatever.
1480
01:34:44,670 --> 01:34:46,090
Like, if you have a thought
1481
01:34:46,970 --> 01:34:48,600
and you're like,
that's a bad thought,
1482
01:34:50,720 --> 01:34:52,560
I probably had that
same thought but, like,
1483
01:34:53,600 --> 01:34:54,810
ten times worse.
1484
01:34:57,060 --> 01:34:58,270
So you can just tell me.
1485
01:35:00,110 --> 01:35:01,530
I'll never be scared by that.
1486
01:35:07,570 --> 01:35:09,280
If someone does
something bad to you--
1487
01:35:11,120 --> 01:35:12,950
If someone says
something scary...
1488
01:35:16,080 --> 01:35:17,960
If you wanna kill yourself
1489
01:35:17,960 --> 01:35:20,380
with like a pencil
or a knife or whatever,
1490
01:35:23,340 --> 01:35:24,630
you can just tell me.
1491
01:35:28,590 --> 01:35:30,640
I'll never tell you
you're scaring me.
1492
01:35:33,220 --> 01:35:34,520
I'll just say, yeah.
1493
01:35:35,270 --> 01:35:36,390
I know.
1494
01:35:37,640 --> 01:35:39,230
It's just like that sometimes.
1495
01:35:40,610 --> 01:35:41,690
Yeah.
1496
01:35:45,610 --> 01:35:46,610
I'm sorry
1497
01:35:47,700 --> 01:35:49,820
that bad things
are gonna happen to you.
1498
01:35:52,660 --> 01:35:54,910
I hope they don't.
1499
01:35:54,910 --> 01:35:56,660
If I can ever stop
something from being bad,
1500
01:35:56,660 --> 01:35:57,750
let me know.
1501
01:36:01,460 --> 01:36:03,380
But sometimes
bad stuff just happens.
1502
01:36:07,300 --> 01:36:09,050
That's why I feel bad for you,
1503
01:36:10,010 --> 01:36:11,140
in a way.
1504
01:36:12,800 --> 01:36:16,350
That you're alive
and you don't know that yet.
1505
01:36:25,650 --> 01:36:27,070
But I can still listen
1506
01:36:29,070 --> 01:36:30,410
and not be scared.
1507
01:36:35,620 --> 01:36:36,750
So that's good.
1508
01:36:38,870 --> 01:36:41,210
Or that's something, at least.
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