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What do you do when your friends
think you’re the boy who cried wolf?
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Matt Kellner had gone missing in the dead
of night sometime in September of 1981.
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But oddly, no one in my social
circle was that concerned about it.
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Looking back, I realize that’s
the gift of youth.
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You think you’ll live forever.
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I bet Matt moved to Big Sur to
deal drugs, get out of the LA rat race.
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I agree.
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I mean, who wouldn’t? I hear
the Esalen Institute’s amazing.
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What?
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That’s lunacy. What about the
blood-stained backpack they found?
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Hon, I love you, but why are
you so drawn to worst-case scenarios?
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You didn’t even know him.
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Don’t mourn a death that
hasn’t officially happened.
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-Can we talk about happier things?
-Please. I need a cig.
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But then came October 1st,
the so-called first day of spooky season.
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October 1st was officially
The Day the Fun Died.
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Because that’s the day
The Trawler got Really Rhonda.
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Really Rhonda was in
our class, and everyone loved her.
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Everyone thought
she was hilarious.
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Her father was a big ICM agent
who represented Sally Kellerman.
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He paid the school
a handsome fee every year
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to assure that Rhonda
would be assimilated
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and not locked away in the dungeon
that was a special needs class.
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If X and B are both
positive real numbers...
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Today we would understand
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that Rhonda suffered
from a neurological condition,
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but back then we just thought
she was darkly and convulsively...
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Impulsive.
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Rhonda, please stop it.
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I wanna fuck Chewbacca, motherfucker.
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And a real truth teller.
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-Rhonda, do you want detention?
-Um...
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George Washington sucks cocks
in hell, motherfucker!
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Suck it, lick it,
fucking ass-face! Fuck.
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Really, Rhonda? Really?
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And from that moment on,
that’s what we all called her.
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Really Rhonda.
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I always felt an affection
for Rhonda.
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Because during one
of her outbursts,
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she could have easily
told the truth about me,
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called me a fag or a gayface,
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but she was kind to me.
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I felt she purposely edited out
my secret truth.
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Protected me somehow from the
pubescent cruelty of the other kids.
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My favorite thing about Rhonda
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was that she would not get off the
disco roller trend long after it was over.
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She just didn’t care
what people thought about her.
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Can you imagine
the gift of that?
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Really Rhonda is such a good
skater. She’s even better than Cher.
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Disco roller skating
is important to this tale,
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because that’s what she was
doing when she was taken.
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There was only one disco roller
derby place left in town in 1981.
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And Rhonda was the only patron
at Wheels that night of October 1st.
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The Trawler knew that,
the loneliness of the place.
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And on that night, he snatched
Really Rhonda from her happy place.
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♪ ♪ Young teacher ♪
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And out of all of our lives.
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♪ ♪ The subject of
Schoolgirl fantasy ♪
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♪ ♪ She wants him so badly ♪
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♪ ♪ Knows what she wants to be ♪
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♪ ♪ Inside her, there’s longing ♪
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♪ ♪ This girl’s an open page ♪
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♪ ♪ Bookmarking,
She’s so close now ♪
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♪ ♪ This girl is half his age ♪
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♪ ♪ Don’t stand, don’t stand so ♪
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♪ ♪ Don’t stand so close to me ♪
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♪ ♪ Don’t stand, don’t stand so ♪
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♪ ♪ Don’t stand so close to me ♪
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♪ ♪ Her friends are so jealous ♪
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♪ ♪ You know how bad girls get ♪
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♪ ♪ Sometimes it’s not so easy ♪
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♪ ♪ To be the teacher’s pet ♪
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♪ ♪ Temptation... ♪
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When Rhonda
missed her curfew...
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♪ ♪ So bad it makes him cry ♪
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her parents reported
her missing.
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The police immediately
checked out the scene at Wheels.
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-I’ll check around back.
-Got it.
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And that’s when
they found bloodstains.
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Over here.
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Telltale clues
of a violent struggle.
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I went to the scene
of the crime the next day,
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oddly, instinctively.
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The place Rhonda had joyously
twirled the night before was deserted.
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The rotating disco ball, once a symbol
of joy, seemed sad to me, mournful.
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Slowly twirling like
a flag at half-mast
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to announce all the ends of
things that 1981 had taken from us.
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Matt.
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Roller disco.
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Really Rhonda.
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And our sense of security.
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Please, please.
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Please, please, help me.
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Eat it.
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It took about three days
for everything to go back to normal,
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and for everyone
to forget about Matt
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and Rhonda.
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Oh, my God.
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I love it when we skip lunch on
the quad and kick it at the Hamlet.
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Yeah, me too.
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Anyone want half my lunch?
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-Ooh.
-Oh.
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Okay.
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Okay, listen up.
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Don’t forget to take your
Flintstones vitamins this month...
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Or your diet pills.
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Saturday is Robert’s,
and next Thursday is Dance Off!
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And no one is allowed
to be hungover
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because on Sunday,
we all need to practice.
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Seriously?
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That Dance Off!
Thing is really happening?
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Oh, my God.
I thought you were joking.
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Does it look
like I’m joking, Bret?
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Dance Off! was a daily
televised cable access show
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that featured regular teenagers
dancing to the hot hits of the day.
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Teenagers like us.
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A Los Angeles institution,
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it had its heyday in 1974
and refused to die.
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♪ ♪ Toe to toe
Dancing very close ♪
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Debbie had been obsessed
with the idea
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ever since Corazon Cha Cha Rodriguez
had gone on and held the camera’s attention
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for the length
of an entire Blondie song.
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And not just any Blondie song.
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"Rapture," six minutes
and 31 seconds.
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Debbie saw that hot lava fame
and she wanted it for herself.
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Becoming a star was her secret ambition,
but she was too cool to ever admit it.
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♪ ♪ Stepping lightly ♪
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♪ ♪ Hang each night in rapture ♪
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I gotta say, I hate that show.
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Okay, well, it’s a rite of passage
classic in this town, and it’s happening.
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Guys, don’t you think it’s kind
of a bad look to be partying on TV
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-with classmates missing?
-Okay.
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Well, it’s what I want. It’s
done, and you’re all coming.
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You’re welcome.
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Okay, so that’s it then?
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We just don’t care anymore
about Rhonda or Matt?
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Look, Bret, I’m not trying
to speak for the group here,
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but I’m gonna speak
for the group.
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-Rhonda and Matt what’s-his-face...
-Kellner.
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They’re missing. They haven’t
been declared dead.
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Maybe they ran away.
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Oh, Bret, before I forget,
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do you want to go shopping with
me after school for homecoming?
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-Tuxedo Warehouse?
-Tuxedo Warehouse?
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-Is it too, uh...
-You guys have that on the coast?
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I don’t know, GQ?
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I think maybe not GQ enough.
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Homecoming.
I don’t even want to go.
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What do you mean you don’t wanna go?
W-Why do you keep saying that repeatedly?
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You have to go.
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You and Thom are totally gonna
win homecoming king and queen.
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Aren’t we a little old
for homecoming?
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I would agree
with that.
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Homecoming feels like a word
that’s, you know,
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partial to overweight
Midwesterners
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who make floats out of toilet
paper scraps and suffer from gout.
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It’s not like I even have
an outfit.
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You know what you would
look great in?
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A simple black slip dress,
something fresh, modern.
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-Hmm.
-No jewelry.
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Just décolletage.
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Décolletage?
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Maybe we should cancel
the party too, you know.
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It’s Robert’s
big welcome party, Bret.
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It’s my big welcome party, Bret.
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It’s gonna be like
Capote’s Black and White Ball.
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I’m so excited, thrilled.
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Et cetera.
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Bret’s right.
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We should do something.
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Maybe we should post flyers.
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That’s a great idea.
Do something proactive.
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Why don’t me and you
do it together, Susan?
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Waitress,
some more fries, please.
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We’re asking anyone with information
about Rhonda to please come forward.
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You won’t be in trouble.
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The only way we’re gonna
find these kids is if we look.
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Or if they show up.
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Right.
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All of us have been haunted
by the story of Etan Patz,
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six-year-old boy who disappeared
outside his home in SoHo, New York.
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Was he kidnapped?
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Was he murdered?
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We don’t know.
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What we do know
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is that because his picture appeared
on every milk carton in America,
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his face is burned into the minds of the
people who are going to bring him home.
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That is why we are handing out
bottles of Really Rhonda water
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to increase awareness...
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And hydration.
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If you can’t find a Perrier, reach
for a Really Rhonda bottled water.
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Thanks again to Rhonda’s dad
and all the heroes at ICM
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for sponsoring our flyer, hydration,
and the Rescue Rhonda Fund.
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Bravo, ICM.
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Now, AV club, hit it.
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Zero mention of Matt.
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-Unbelievable.
-I’m sure they’ll get to him.
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I think the line of awareness products
for Matt Kellner could be historic.
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I think the line of awareness products for Matt
Kellner could be historic. "Bring Matt Home" pencils.
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"Bring Matt Home" pencils.
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"Where Is Matt?"
terry cloth come rags.
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It’s not funny, Thom.
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I know,
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but my dad used to tell me
to look on the sunny side,
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and that’s what I’m trying
to do for you.
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♪ ♪ It wouldn’t take much time ♪
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♪ ♪ For you to help me, Rhonda ♪
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♪ Help me get her
Out of my heart ♪
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What are you wearing?
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Kouros.
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It smells so sexy.
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Thanks.
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It’s for men.
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Yeah,
you can really tell.
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-Hi. For Rhonda. Rescue Rhonda.
-Help Rhonda.
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-Let’s bring her home.
-If she wanted to,
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she could be such a slut.
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There’s nothing stopping her.
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I’ve always admired that.
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You’re a really good friend.
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I am.
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♪ ♪ She was gonna be my wife
And I was gonna be her man ♪
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♪ ♪ But she let another guy
Come between us ♪
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♪ ♪ And it ruined our plan ♪
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It’s sparkling, like Rhonda.
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You are really gunning
for homecoming.
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That’s not what this is.
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God, Thom, it’s the ’80s.
Don’t be so cynical.
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♪ ♪ Help me, Rhonda
Help, help me, Rhonda ♪
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So tell me what your script
is about.
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Oh, I dropped the treatment off
with Steven. Did he not...
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Oh, yeah, I received it.
I read it.
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Steven loves it, by the way.
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I just don’t know
what it’s about.
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I-I mean, why this story?
Why now?
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Well, the character is me.
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A version of me anyway.
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-His name is Bret Ellis.
-Hmm.
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Well, that makes it
interesting to you.
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That doesn’t make
it interesting to others.
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Listen, every great movie
ever made is about loss.
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The loss of love, friendship,
innocence, ideals, personal injury lawsuit.
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So what has Bret Ellis lost?
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Like, um...
245
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my virginity?
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Speak on that.
247
00:17:52,039 --> 00:17:53,340
Where are we going?
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Secret street. Connects
Beverly Hills to the Valley.
249
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I thought that was just
an urban legend.
250
00:17:59,513 --> 00:18:02,549
No, not an urban legend,
a suburban fact.
251
00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:06,754
And only three people that I know
of have the combination to the gates.
252
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Beatty.
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Nicholson.
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And me.
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8-1-7-0-6-6-6.
256
00:20:05,105 --> 00:20:07,474
Sometimes I come up here
to be alone.
257
00:20:08,074 --> 00:20:09,342
You could too, you know.
258
00:20:10,777 --> 00:20:12,412
Think about your script.
259
00:20:14,147 --> 00:20:16,683
To get inspiration as an artist.
260
00:20:18,118 --> 00:20:21,021
This view is so inspirational.
261
00:20:24,157 --> 00:20:25,526
We could, uh...
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We could come be alone together.
263
00:20:41,175 --> 00:20:44,611
I thought you said only three
people have the code to this road.
264
00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:46,881
I said that I know of.
265
00:20:47,147 --> 00:20:51,284
Could just be Jack’s gardener
or picture hanger.
266
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Who knows?
267
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Terry?
268
00:21:07,434 --> 00:21:08,535
Yeah?
269
00:21:10,905 --> 00:21:12,272
Could you...
270
00:21:17,911 --> 00:21:19,279
take me home?
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Homework.
272
00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:24,551
Yeah.
273
00:21:58,418 --> 00:22:00,753
After Terry dropped
me off, I knew automatically
274
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that I would be heading
to Matt Kellner’s house.
275
00:22:08,528 --> 00:22:10,696
When I turned
onto Haskell Avenue,
276
00:22:10,697 --> 00:22:10,730
When I turned onto Haskell Avenue, I was suddenly
struck with a fear I had never experienced before.
277
00:22:10,731 --> 00:22:13,967
I was suddenly struck with a fear
I had never experienced before.
278
00:22:15,402 --> 00:22:19,005
It was an adrenaline that acted
as a warning for me to save myself,
279
00:22:19,472 --> 00:22:23,510
but also mixed with an overwhelming
compulsion to move forward...
280
00:22:25,078 --> 00:22:26,680
no matter how I felt,
281
00:22:27,681 --> 00:22:29,316
how afraid I was.
282
00:23:11,859 --> 00:23:14,461
This was the last place
I had seen Matt.
283
00:23:16,129 --> 00:23:17,464
I missed him.
284
00:23:18,965 --> 00:23:20,434
I wanted him back.
285
00:23:21,001 --> 00:23:24,304
I was on a mission to find
clues about his disappearance.
286
00:23:26,207 --> 00:23:27,774
I found them.
287
00:24:29,069 --> 00:24:31,471
As I sat there
in the soft moonlight,
288
00:24:31,772 --> 00:24:37,110
I realized that, at 18, I was
already staring into my past.
289
00:24:38,846 --> 00:24:41,681
I remember this being
one of my first moments
290
00:24:41,682 --> 00:24:44,684
when I realized how
powerful memory was.
291
00:24:49,923 --> 00:24:53,293
Or at least it was the
first time it hurt the most.
292
00:25:33,667 --> 00:25:35,768
Hello.
293
00:25:35,769 --> 00:25:35,801
Hello.-
294
00:25:43,677 --> 00:25:45,312
Where’s Matt?
295
00:25:49,482 --> 00:25:51,184
What have you done with him?
296
00:25:52,185 --> 00:25:53,653
Where’s Rhonda?
297
00:25:54,721 --> 00:25:57,591
Why are you doing this?
298
00:25:58,892 --> 00:26:00,360
Robert.
299
00:26:00,861 --> 00:26:02,062
Robert!
300
00:27:18,906 --> 00:27:20,407
Wow.
301
00:27:22,009 --> 00:27:23,710
Thank you.
302
00:27:25,078 --> 00:27:26,680
Thank you so much.
303
00:27:30,084 --> 00:27:32,052
Most people who win this award
304
00:27:32,519 --> 00:27:35,455
thank everybody that helped
them get to this moment.
305
00:27:37,524 --> 00:27:43,029
Instead, I’d like to take this brief time
I have here in the white-hot spotlight...
306
00:27:44,564 --> 00:27:47,434
to say what I really feel
about how I got here.
307
00:27:49,102 --> 00:27:52,506
How I clawed my way up
that mountain of success
308
00:27:53,273 --> 00:27:55,442
alone.
309
00:27:56,210 --> 00:27:58,512
To my first modeling agent
310
00:27:59,279 --> 00:28:01,081
who told me
I had an ass like a pear
311
00:28:01,314 --> 00:28:04,918
and would probably be a
Sears catalog model at best...
312
00:28:05,385 --> 00:28:08,088
fuck you, bitch.
313
00:28:08,288 --> 00:28:10,457
Look at me now.
314
00:28:13,193 --> 00:28:17,530
To my daughter
who’s watching tonight...
315
00:28:20,133 --> 00:28:23,036
you are the disappointment
of my life.
316
00:28:25,438 --> 00:28:27,307
And to my husband...
317
00:28:29,042 --> 00:28:30,443
To my husband...
318
00:28:32,612 --> 00:28:38,184
who regularly reminds me that
I am a worthless piece of shit...
319
00:28:44,124 --> 00:28:45,125
Lizzie.
320
00:28:45,792 --> 00:28:49,129
Are you still holding on to
that actress thing?
321
00:28:49,629 --> 00:28:51,431
How deeply sad.
322
00:28:56,670 --> 00:28:59,039
You go ahead
and make fun of me, Terry.
323
00:29:00,007 --> 00:29:02,509
I’m fucking used to it,
you know.
324
00:29:08,448 --> 00:29:10,617
But I know I could have been
more than this,
325
00:29:10,618 --> 00:29:14,088
more than just your stupid wife
rattling around this mausoleum
326
00:29:14,287 --> 00:29:16,323
like a fucking ghost.
327
00:29:18,258 --> 00:29:20,460
Sue told me I have
an "it" factor.
328
00:29:20,461 --> 00:29:22,395
Sue Mengers told you that
at a dinner party
329
00:29:22,396 --> 00:29:24,431
where she was stoned
out of her mind.
330
00:29:25,031 --> 00:29:27,802
Everybody feels sorry for you,
Liz, so they fill your addled mind
331
00:29:28,034 --> 00:29:30,303
with positive reinforcement
that you don’t deserve.
332
00:29:30,304 --> 00:29:33,673
Haven’t all the therapists I paid
for helped you understand that?
333
00:29:35,842 --> 00:29:37,411
If you would have let me,
334
00:29:38,144 --> 00:29:42,315
I could have pursued my dream
and been somebody,
335
00:29:43,216 --> 00:29:45,785
instead of your
fucking plus-one.
336
00:29:45,786 --> 00:29:47,620
Sure, absolutely.
337
00:29:47,621 --> 00:29:50,757
Keep practicing your speech,
babe, with one of my three Oscars.
338
00:29:51,258 --> 00:29:53,460
But don’t forget to thank
your coke dealer.
339
00:30:06,139 --> 00:30:09,309
I already knew
Robert Mallory was a liar.
340
00:30:10,878 --> 00:30:12,879
He was the only one at lunch
who didn’t show
341
00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:15,615
a flicker of concern
about the missing kids.
342
00:30:16,149 --> 00:30:18,417
Almost like he knew
they were already gone.
343
00:30:49,182 --> 00:30:53,052
♪ ♪ Hans plays with Lotte
Lotte plays with Jane ♪
344
00:30:53,053 --> 00:30:56,455
I committed myself to
the pursuit of a single goal:
345
00:30:56,456 --> 00:30:59,225
track Robert and prove
he was The Trawler.
346
00:30:59,226 --> 00:31:01,028
♪ ♪ Suki plays with Leo ♪
347
00:31:01,495 --> 00:31:03,764
♪ ♪ Sacha plays with Britt ♪
348
00:31:04,297 --> 00:31:08,568
♪ ♪ Adolf builds a bonfire
Enrico plays with it ♪
349
00:31:14,107 --> 00:31:18,311
♪ ♪ Whistling tunes we hide
In the dunes by the seaside ♪
350
00:31:24,051 --> 00:31:27,922
♪ ♪ Whistling tunes we’re kissing
Baboons in the jungle ♪
351
00:31:28,655 --> 00:31:30,390
♪ ♪ It’s a knockout ♪
352
00:31:31,391 --> 00:31:33,860
♪ ♪ If looks could kill
They probably will ♪
353
00:31:33,861 --> 00:31:36,397
♪ ♪ In games
Without frontiers... ♪
354
00:31:36,830 --> 00:31:38,330
Cielo Drive.
355
00:31:38,331 --> 00:31:41,068
This is where,
almost exactly 12 years ago,
356
00:31:41,234 --> 00:31:43,703
three members of the Manson
Family stabbed and killed
357
00:31:43,704 --> 00:31:48,008
Jay Sebring, Abigail Folger,
Wojciech Frykowski,
358
00:31:48,208 --> 00:31:51,378
Steven Parent, and
nine-months-pregnant Sharon Tate.
359
00:31:54,514 --> 00:31:59,019
I was obsessed with Joan Didion’s
account of the Manson murders.
360
00:31:59,353 --> 00:32:01,688
I read it over and over again.
361
00:32:01,788 --> 00:32:06,059
I retyped the sentences on my typewriter,
trying to understand their architecture.
362
00:32:07,260 --> 00:32:09,863
Like all aspiring writers
of my generation,
363
00:32:10,364 --> 00:32:12,532
I wanted to write like Didion.
364
00:32:14,234 --> 00:32:15,569
With restraint,
365
00:32:16,170 --> 00:32:17,571
economy,
366
00:32:18,672 --> 00:32:20,507
and total control.
367
00:32:22,108 --> 00:32:23,443
If I could write like that...
368
00:32:25,779 --> 00:32:27,414
I could be like that.
369
00:32:28,548 --> 00:32:30,150
Or so I thought.
370
00:32:32,352 --> 00:32:33,921
♪ ♪ It’s a knockout ♪
371
00:32:34,888 --> 00:32:37,524
♪ ♪ If looks could kill
They probably will ♪
372
00:32:37,525 --> 00:32:42,562
♪ ♪ In games without frontiers
War without tears ♪
373
00:32:54,474 --> 00:32:57,010
I didn’t know
what he was doing there.
374
00:32:58,578 --> 00:33:00,781
I only knew
what I was doing there:
375
00:33:01,882 --> 00:33:04,718
"Telling myself
a story in order to live."
376
00:33:09,055 --> 00:33:12,626
Part of me just wanted to knock
on the door or force my way in.
377
00:33:13,727 --> 00:33:15,763
What if Matt was
in there right now?
378
00:33:16,196 --> 00:33:17,697
Or Really Rhonda?
379
00:33:20,100 --> 00:33:23,337
Who knew what sort of
hideous agony he was inflicting?
380
00:33:24,972 --> 00:33:28,774
Were they lying there bloody
and beaten, mangled and mutilated,
381
00:33:28,775 --> 00:33:33,380
screaming out for someone,
anyone, to come to the rescue?
382
00:33:46,426 --> 00:33:49,696
Being afraid is so lame,
I kept telling myself.
383
00:33:53,700 --> 00:33:57,704
Being afraid is so lame
and you’re not a pussy.
384
00:34:17,123 --> 00:34:21,694
Eventually I would find out that
this remote mysterious house
385
00:34:21,695 --> 00:34:24,531
was a rental property
of Robert Mallory’s aunt.
386
00:34:26,499 --> 00:34:28,902
Later, when the police
interviewed me,
387
00:34:29,536 --> 00:34:32,606
I told them the truth about
what I suspected was in the bag.
388
00:34:34,140 --> 00:34:35,709
A human head.
389
00:36:18,445 --> 00:36:19,713
Hello.
390
00:36:21,581 --> 00:36:23,950
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
391
00:36:24,184 --> 00:36:27,054
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
392
00:36:27,220 --> 00:36:30,456
♪ ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
393
00:36:30,457 --> 00:36:33,125
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove
394
00:36:33,126 --> 00:36:34,159
♪ Sings a song... ♪
395
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:35,295
Hello?
396
00:36:35,795 --> 00:36:39,433
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
397
00:36:40,100 --> 00:36:43,503
-♪♪ He was no more ♪
-♪♪ He was no more ♪
398
00:36:43,670 --> 00:36:46,807
♪ ♪ Than a baby then ♪
399
00:36:47,841 --> 00:36:51,578
♪ ♪ Well, he seemed
Brokenhearted ♪
400
00:36:51,945 --> 00:36:55,716
♪ ♪ Somethin’ within him ♪
401
00:36:56,717 --> 00:37:01,087
♪ ♪ But the moment
That I first laid ♪
402
00:37:01,688 --> 00:37:04,623
♪ ♪ Eyes on him ♪
403
00:37:04,624 --> 00:37:11,364
♪ ♪ All alone
On the edge of seventeen ♪
404
00:37:11,365 --> 00:37:13,467
Being afraid is so lame.
405
00:37:13,567 --> 00:37:16,135
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
406
00:37:16,136 --> 00:37:18,972
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
407
00:37:18,973 --> 00:37:21,941
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
408
00:37:21,942 --> 00:37:24,777
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
409
00:37:24,778 --> 00:37:26,478
Don’t be lame.
410
00:37:26,479 --> 00:37:28,347
♪ ♪ It sounds
Like she’s singin’ ♪
411
00:37:28,348 --> 00:37:31,484
♪ ♪ Said, "Ooh, baby,
Ooh," said, "Ooh" ♪
412
00:37:31,485 --> 00:37:33,152
♪ ♪ Well, I went today ♪
413
00:37:34,721 --> 00:37:37,123
♪ ♪ Maybe I will go
Again tomorrow ♪
414
00:37:37,324 --> 00:37:38,724
♪ ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
415
00:37:38,725 --> 00:37:40,094
Hello?
416
00:37:40,260 --> 00:37:41,727
♪ ♪ Well, the music there ♪
417
00:37:41,728 --> 00:37:44,798
♪ Well, it was
hauntingly familiar ♪
418
00:37:45,432 --> 00:37:49,503
♪ ♪ When I see you doin’
What I try to do for me ♪
419
00:37:49,636 --> 00:37:52,005
♪ ♪ With the words of a poet ♪
420
00:37:52,006 --> 00:37:54,040
♪ ♪ And a voice from a choir ♪
421
00:37:54,041 --> 00:37:56,710
♪ ♪ And a melody ♪
422
00:37:57,377 --> 00:38:00,180
♪ ♪ And nothin’ else mattered ♪
423
00:38:01,816 --> 00:38:04,483
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
424
00:38:04,484 --> 00:38:07,321
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
425
00:38:07,454 --> 00:38:10,457
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
426
00:38:10,557 --> 00:38:13,159
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
427
00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:15,527
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
428
00:38:15,528 --> 00:38:19,232
♪ ♪ Said, "Ooh, baby,
Ooh," said, "Ooh" ♪
429
00:38:33,447 --> 00:38:35,849
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
430
00:38:36,082 --> 00:38:38,652
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
431
00:38:38,785 --> 00:38:41,855
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
432
00:38:41,856 --> 00:38:44,490
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
433
00:38:44,491 --> 00:38:46,926
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
434
00:38:48,395 --> 00:38:51,131
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
435
00:38:51,298 --> 00:38:53,033
♪ ♪ Well, then suddenly ♪
436
00:38:53,266 --> 00:38:56,870
♪ ♪ There was no one left
Standin’ in the hall ♪
437
00:38:58,471 --> 00:39:01,640
♪ ♪ Yeah, yeah,
In a flood of tears ♪
438
00:39:01,641 --> 00:39:05,745
♪ ♪ That no one really
Ever heard fall at all... ♪
439
00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:12,252
♪ ♪ Up the stairs
And down the hall ♪
440
00:39:12,385 --> 00:39:14,354
♪ And not to find an answer ♪
441
00:39:14,355 --> 00:39:16,956
♪ ♪ Just to hear the call
Of a night bird ♪
442
00:39:19,926 --> 00:39:22,862
-♪♪ Singin’, "Come away" ♪
-♪♪ Come away ♪
443
00:39:22,863 --> 00:39:24,930
Please, please, please,
just please let me go home.
444
00:39:24,931 --> 00:39:27,700
Please let me go home.
Motherfucker, cock, shit, cunt licker.
445
00:39:27,701 --> 00:39:29,936
Fuck. Oh, I’m sorry.
No, I’m sorry.
446
00:39:29,937 --> 00:39:32,071
Fuck.
447
00:39:32,072 --> 00:39:34,341
Please, please,
please.
448
00:39:35,475 --> 00:39:36,676
No, no, no!
449
00:39:36,677 --> 00:39:39,146
Get the fuck off of me!
450
00:39:42,015 --> 00:39:46,085
♪ ♪ Well, I hear you
In the morning ♪
451
00:39:46,086 --> 00:39:47,721
♪ ♪ And I hear you ♪
452
00:39:49,689 --> 00:39:51,258
♪ ♪ My love ♪
453
00:39:53,193 --> 00:39:56,529
♪ ♪ I’m a few years
Older than you... ♪
454
00:40:01,668 --> 00:40:04,104
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
455
00:40:04,337 --> 00:40:07,073
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
456
00:40:26,192 --> 00:40:28,761
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
457
00:40:28,762 --> 00:40:31,498
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
458
00:40:31,665 --> 00:40:34,868
♪ ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
459
00:40:35,135 --> 00:40:37,603
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
460
00:40:37,604 --> 00:40:40,373
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
461
00:40:40,374 --> 00:40:43,877
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
462
00:40:44,110 --> 00:40:48,481
♪ ♪ And the days go by
Like a strand in the wind ♪
463
00:40:48,482 --> 00:40:52,452
♪ ♪ In the web that is my own
I begin again ♪
464
00:40:53,253 --> 00:40:56,490
-♪♪ Said to my friend, "Baby" ♪
-♪♪ Everything stops ♪
465
00:40:56,623 --> 00:40:59,059
♪ ♪ Nothin’ else mattered ♪
466
00:41:01,929 --> 00:41:05,531
-♪♪ He was no more ♪
-♪♪ He was no more ♪
467
00:41:05,532 --> 00:41:08,702
♪ ♪ Than a baby then ♪
468
00:41:10,103 --> 00:41:13,607
♪ ♪ Well,
He seemed brokenhearted ♪
469
00:41:13,740 --> 00:41:17,778
♪ ♪ Somethin’ within him ♪
470
00:41:19,012 --> 00:41:22,749
♪ ♪ But the moment
That I first laid ♪
471
00:41:23,617 --> 00:41:26,519
♪ ♪ Eyes on him ♪
472
00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:30,323
♪ ♪ All alone on the edge of ♪
473
00:41:31,157 --> 00:41:35,029
♪ ♪ Seventeen ♪
474
00:41:35,395 --> 00:41:38,064
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
475
00:41:38,065 --> 00:41:40,534
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
476
00:41:40,667 --> 00:41:43,871
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
477
00:41:44,170 --> 00:41:46,505
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
478
00:41:46,506 --> 00:41:49,142
♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
479
00:41:49,143 --> 00:41:52,813
♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh, said, "Ooh" ♪
480
00:41:53,513 --> 00:41:55,414
♪ ♪ Well, I went today ♪
481
00:41:55,415 --> 00:41:59,452
♪ Maybe I will go
Again tomorrow ♪
482
00:42:01,521 --> 00:42:05,993
♪ ♪ When I see you doin’
What I try to do for me ♪
483
00:42:06,126 --> 00:42:08,262
♪ ♪ With the words of a poet ♪
484
00:42:08,395 --> 00:42:10,629
♪ ♪ And a voice from a choir ♪
485
00:42:10,630 --> 00:42:10,663
♪ ♪ And a voice from a
choir ♪ ♪♪ And a melody ♪
486
00:42:10,664 --> 00:42:13,333
♪ ♪ And a melody ♪
487
00:42:14,100 --> 00:42:16,436
♪ ♪ And nothin’ else mattered ♪
488
00:42:18,305 --> 00:42:20,740
♪ ♪ Just like
The white-winged dove ♪
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♪ ♪ Sings a song
It sounds like she’s singin’ ♪
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♪ ♪ Ooh, baby, ooh ♪
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