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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,304 --> 00:00:08,274 [ominous music] 2 00:00:08,307 --> 00:00:15,079 ♪ 3 00:00:15,113 --> 00:00:16,881 I am tapping out. 4 00:00:16,914 --> 00:00:19,015 Doesn't matter what the outcome is. 5 00:00:19,049 --> 00:00:20,151 It's about the journey. 6 00:00:20,184 --> 00:00:22,719 Without that extra calories, 7 00:00:22,753 --> 00:00:25,921 I don't know if I can keep going on plants alone. 8 00:00:25,955 --> 00:00:28,158 33 halves of fish. 9 00:00:28,191 --> 00:00:30,559 That's two more months that I can be out here. 10 00:00:30,592 --> 00:00:32,594 Oh, my God, I got him. 11 00:00:32,627 --> 00:00:33,695 My dip net works. 12 00:00:33,728 --> 00:00:35,029 I'm so happy. 13 00:00:35,063 --> 00:00:37,098 When you're out here by yourself, 14 00:00:37,132 --> 00:00:38,866 you think about family and... 15 00:00:38,899 --> 00:00:40,534 It's so hard. 16 00:00:40,568 --> 00:00:42,703 This is the hardest terrain. 17 00:00:42,736 --> 00:00:45,104 Patagonia is a different environment entirely. 18 00:00:45,138 --> 00:00:47,039 Everything out here is so hard. 19 00:00:47,073 --> 00:00:48,675 Patagonia's no joke. 20 00:00:48,708 --> 00:00:49,942 Are you willing to give up-- 21 00:00:49,976 --> 00:00:52,244 -Oh! -Who you are... 22 00:00:52,278 --> 00:00:53,679 for what you will become? 23 00:00:53,712 --> 00:00:55,514 It's Patagonia, for God's sake. 24 00:00:55,547 --> 00:00:56,748 Patagonia! 25 00:00:56,782 --> 00:00:58,048 It's tougher than I ever imagined. 26 00:00:58,082 --> 00:00:59,317 Just missing home right now. 27 00:00:59,350 --> 00:01:01,552 You get a feeling of helplessness, 28 00:01:01,586 --> 00:01:02,787 like, "Why am I doing this?" 29 00:01:02,820 --> 00:01:04,754 Oh, my God! 30 00:01:04,788 --> 00:01:07,123 The last person left wins $500,000 31 00:01:07,157 --> 00:01:08,292 and is a badass. 32 00:01:08,325 --> 00:01:10,059 -Bam! -Ugh. 33 00:01:10,093 --> 00:01:11,059 [animal growling] 34 00:01:11,093 --> 00:01:12,428 What is that? 35 00:01:12,461 --> 00:01:14,062 It's just how far you can push yourself 36 00:01:14,096 --> 00:01:15,130 and what you're able to do. 37 00:01:15,164 --> 00:01:16,332 Yeah! 38 00:01:16,365 --> 00:01:17,666 You don't have anyone to lean on. 39 00:01:17,700 --> 00:01:19,167 Oh, my God, I got a fish! 40 00:01:19,201 --> 00:01:20,568 -Go to bed hungry. -Wake up hungry. 41 00:01:20,602 --> 00:01:21,836 ♪ 42 00:01:21,869 --> 00:01:23,638 -Can't believe I did that. -Ready, guy? 43 00:01:23,671 --> 00:01:25,172 It's gonna come down to mental endurance 44 00:01:25,206 --> 00:01:26,640 and food deprivation. 45 00:01:26,673 --> 00:01:27,908 [cries] 46 00:01:27,941 --> 00:01:29,476 Person'll be dead in a week at this rate. 47 00:01:29,510 --> 00:01:30,611 [animal growling] 48 00:01:30,644 --> 00:01:31,777 ♪ 49 00:01:31,811 --> 00:01:32,945 Whoa. 50 00:01:32,978 --> 00:01:34,280 That's a big cat. 51 00:01:34,314 --> 00:01:39,117 ♪ 52 00:01:39,150 --> 00:01:42,120 [dramatic music] 53 00:01:42,153 --> 00:01:49,159 ♪ 54 00:01:59,435 --> 00:02:02,504 [birds singing] 55 00:02:05,473 --> 00:02:07,675 Time to get up and stoke the fire. 56 00:02:07,708 --> 00:02:10,010 Get the day going. 57 00:02:10,044 --> 00:02:12,379 ♪ 58 00:02:12,412 --> 00:02:15,715 41 days of keeping the fire going 59 00:02:15,749 --> 00:02:18,717 without a fire starter, 'cause I bank the fire. 60 00:02:18,751 --> 00:02:20,753 ♪ 61 00:02:20,786 --> 00:02:23,422 Not burning the firewood all night, just burying it 62 00:02:23,456 --> 00:02:25,923 in coals so that it burns an entire night. 63 00:02:25,957 --> 00:02:28,293 ♪ 64 00:02:28,326 --> 00:02:30,462 Nice hot coals in the morning. 65 00:02:30,495 --> 00:02:36,066 ♪ 66 00:02:36,099 --> 00:02:38,602 All right, heading out into the world. 67 00:02:38,635 --> 00:02:41,237 Ahh. 68 00:02:41,271 --> 00:02:45,674 All right, time to get down to business. 69 00:02:45,707 --> 00:02:49,844 I gotta conserve my calories as much as possible, 70 00:02:49,878 --> 00:02:52,946 but it takes so much for me to live day to day. 71 00:02:52,980 --> 00:02:54,948 ♪ 72 00:02:54,982 --> 00:02:56,950 So today, I'm gonna head down the shore, 73 00:02:56,984 --> 00:03:02,088 and I think I might sit around by the fire down there. 74 00:03:02,121 --> 00:03:04,223 All right, all loaded up. 75 00:03:04,257 --> 00:03:06,758 I'm gonna go down and work on the fishing. 76 00:03:06,792 --> 00:03:09,728 [ominous music] 77 00:03:09,761 --> 00:03:16,767 ♪ 78 00:03:17,768 --> 00:03:20,737 I made it, only just. 79 00:03:20,770 --> 00:03:23,139 Picked the wrong fire stick. 80 00:03:23,172 --> 00:03:27,310 Doesn't wanna stay going. 81 00:03:27,343 --> 00:03:30,145 It's enough of a breeze that if I get my hands wet, 82 00:03:30,178 --> 00:03:33,348 I'm gonna be cold in no time, so I'm gonna 83 00:03:33,381 --> 00:03:36,150 get the fire going and then check to see if I got a fish. 84 00:03:36,183 --> 00:03:43,189 ♪ 85 00:03:47,327 --> 00:03:49,795 This is ridiculous. 86 00:03:49,829 --> 00:03:51,764 ♪ 87 00:03:51,797 --> 00:03:54,198 Screw it, that's [bleep]. 88 00:03:54,232 --> 00:03:58,202 ♪ 89 00:03:58,236 --> 00:04:00,003 Ah, I'm all messed up, discombobulated. 90 00:04:00,037 --> 00:04:03,407 Head's all ringing. 91 00:04:03,441 --> 00:04:05,242 [groans] 92 00:04:05,275 --> 00:04:07,877 ♪ 93 00:04:07,910 --> 00:04:09,879 Does not want to start up. 94 00:04:09,912 --> 00:04:14,015 ♪ 95 00:04:14,049 --> 00:04:17,519 Man, this blows. This freaking blows. 96 00:04:17,553 --> 00:04:19,988 Oh, I just wanna keep throwing a fit about it, 97 00:04:20,021 --> 00:04:22,156 'cause I'm just so frickin' pissed. 98 00:04:22,189 --> 00:04:24,892 ♪ 99 00:04:24,925 --> 00:04:27,193 So cold down here. 100 00:04:27,226 --> 00:04:30,397 Doesn't that just make a miserable afternoon? 101 00:04:30,430 --> 00:04:32,432 ♪ 102 00:04:32,466 --> 00:04:34,867 Forgive me for the temper tantrum. 103 00:04:34,900 --> 00:04:40,272 I am hungry and weak. 104 00:04:40,305 --> 00:04:43,875 At this point in the game, I'm just back and forth, 105 00:04:43,908 --> 00:04:45,877 back and forth, you know? 106 00:04:45,910 --> 00:04:48,712 Having fun, doing cool things, 107 00:04:48,745 --> 00:04:50,013 don't wanna be here, 108 00:04:50,046 --> 00:04:53,484 wanna be home with my family. 109 00:04:53,517 --> 00:04:58,621 I'm kind of going up and down like a bipolar roller coaster. 110 00:04:58,654 --> 00:05:02,857 Ha-ha! I got a fish! Whoo-hoo! 111 00:05:02,891 --> 00:05:05,494 I'm gonna eat tonight, yes, sir. 112 00:05:07,528 --> 00:05:11,331 Man, he really tangled my lines, little bastard. 113 00:05:11,365 --> 00:05:14,333 [water splashes] Oh... 114 00:05:14,367 --> 00:05:15,702 [pants] 115 00:05:15,735 --> 00:05:18,070 Oh, no! 116 00:05:18,104 --> 00:05:20,407 Aw, I never should have lifted him out of the water 117 00:05:20,440 --> 00:05:22,207 like that. That was so stupid. 118 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:24,576 I'm so... 119 00:05:24,610 --> 00:05:26,412 [sighs] 120 00:05:26,445 --> 00:05:29,079 ♪ 121 00:05:29,113 --> 00:05:33,751 Not my day. Not my day. 122 00:05:33,784 --> 00:05:37,186 That was the dumbest-- why did I-- 123 00:05:37,220 --> 00:05:38,988 The stupid lines were so tangled. 124 00:05:39,022 --> 00:05:43,692 I thought I'd just swing it over and--and get 'em ashore. 125 00:05:43,726 --> 00:05:46,895 Ah, [bleep]. 126 00:05:46,929 --> 00:05:49,063 ♪ 127 00:05:49,096 --> 00:05:51,933 I need a better way to mount these freaking poles. 128 00:05:51,966 --> 00:05:54,268 ♪ 129 00:05:54,301 --> 00:05:56,437 I can't walk in these boots. 130 00:05:56,470 --> 00:05:58,605 ♪ 131 00:05:58,639 --> 00:05:59,840 I can't walk anyways. 132 00:05:59,873 --> 00:06:03,576 I'm freaking exhausted and hungry. 133 00:06:03,609 --> 00:06:05,745 Things are not going well today, 134 00:06:05,778 --> 00:06:08,913 not having a good day. 135 00:06:08,947 --> 00:06:11,916 [ominous music] 136 00:06:11,950 --> 00:06:18,622 ♪ 137 00:06:18,656 --> 00:06:21,224 [wind whistling] 138 00:06:21,258 --> 00:06:24,594 ♪ 139 00:06:24,627 --> 00:06:28,297 [fire crackling] 140 00:06:31,132 --> 00:06:32,601 -I don't know why-- -I just started thinking 141 00:06:32,634 --> 00:06:35,770 about swimming in chocolate pudding. 142 00:06:35,803 --> 00:06:38,939 That's how bad I want desserts right now. 143 00:06:38,973 --> 00:06:42,108 Just thinking of dreams about swimming in the dessert, 144 00:06:42,141 --> 00:06:45,078 that's how much I could eat probably right now. 145 00:06:45,111 --> 00:06:47,346 [water sloshing] 146 00:06:47,380 --> 00:06:51,416 While I'm here, I'll just take a look at these fish traps. 147 00:06:56,488 --> 00:06:58,456 There's a fish. 148 00:06:58,490 --> 00:07:02,026 Crazy. Holy--this guy's a fighter. 149 00:07:02,059 --> 00:07:04,495 Yes, yes, yes. 150 00:07:04,528 --> 00:07:06,497 Oh, my goodness, a fish. 151 00:07:06,530 --> 00:07:07,864 Holy smokes. 152 00:07:07,898 --> 00:07:09,364 What a beauty. 153 00:07:09,398 --> 00:07:12,367 Ooh, yes, look at this rainbow. 154 00:07:12,401 --> 00:07:15,870 ♪ 155 00:07:15,904 --> 00:07:20,041 Well, the fish were feeding last night--oh, my gosh. 156 00:07:20,074 --> 00:07:23,210 A lot of meat on this fish. 157 00:07:23,243 --> 00:07:27,047 More gills for bait, which is great. 158 00:07:27,080 --> 00:07:29,882 I'll try to keep some of the eggs as well. 159 00:07:29,916 --> 00:07:33,886 ♪ 160 00:07:33,920 --> 00:07:37,856 This one looks kind of pulled tight too. 161 00:07:37,889 --> 00:07:40,225 Oh. 162 00:07:40,258 --> 00:07:41,560 [gasps] There's a fish! 163 00:07:41,593 --> 00:07:44,328 There's a fish just floating there, oh, my gosh! 164 00:07:44,361 --> 00:07:45,963 Wow, I caught one off this line. 165 00:07:45,996 --> 00:07:49,133 I've never caught one on this line. 166 00:07:49,166 --> 00:07:52,301 Two fish in a day, no kidding! 167 00:07:52,335 --> 00:07:53,637 Look at this. 168 00:07:53,670 --> 00:07:55,138 Another fish. 169 00:07:55,171 --> 00:07:56,539 I can't believe it. 170 00:07:56,572 --> 00:07:58,874 ♪ 171 00:07:58,907 --> 00:08:01,577 So maybe I'm finally getting the hang of fishing. 172 00:08:01,610 --> 00:08:05,246 ♪ 173 00:08:05,279 --> 00:08:06,714 Oh, my God, you gotta be kidding me. 174 00:08:06,748 --> 00:08:08,716 There's a fish out here. 175 00:08:08,750 --> 00:08:11,351 God, another fish. 176 00:08:11,384 --> 00:08:14,521 Yes, oh, goodness. 177 00:08:14,555 --> 00:08:16,522 ♪ 178 00:08:16,556 --> 00:08:18,858 Three fish in a day. 179 00:08:18,891 --> 00:08:22,094 Was not expecting that. 180 00:08:22,127 --> 00:08:29,133 ♪ 181 00:08:30,734 --> 00:08:34,037 There's a boat going by. 182 00:08:34,071 --> 00:08:37,206 May be one of these medical checks. 183 00:08:37,239 --> 00:08:44,245 ♪ 184 00:08:47,916 --> 00:08:50,051 Let me just take my boots off. 185 00:08:50,085 --> 00:08:51,886 -The knife. -Oh, the knife. 186 00:08:51,919 --> 00:08:53,120 Yeah, and the knife as well. 187 00:08:53,153 --> 00:08:54,655 Yeah, all the heavy stuff, like-- 188 00:08:54,689 --> 00:08:55,723 Yep. 189 00:08:55,756 --> 00:08:57,123 -Yeah, these too. -Yeah. 190 00:08:57,156 --> 00:09:01,227 ♪ 191 00:09:04,229 --> 00:09:07,666 Sorry, my hands are all cold. 192 00:09:07,700 --> 00:09:10,002 [blood pressure cuff hissing] 193 00:09:10,035 --> 00:09:12,203 ♪ 194 00:09:15,139 --> 00:09:16,608 Breathe deep. 195 00:09:16,641 --> 00:09:20,143 ♪ 196 00:09:20,176 --> 00:09:22,145 Yeah, okay. 197 00:09:22,178 --> 00:09:25,147 [melancholy music] 198 00:09:25,180 --> 00:09:32,186 ♪ 199 00:09:34,488 --> 00:09:37,758 Yeah, I'm back down to, like, my marathon running weight. 200 00:09:37,791 --> 00:09:42,429 I haven't been that weight for a bit. 201 00:09:42,462 --> 00:09:43,931 I am so happy. 202 00:09:43,964 --> 00:09:46,032 I'm healthy. 203 00:09:46,065 --> 00:09:49,368 I'm so lucky to be here. 204 00:09:49,401 --> 00:09:53,739 This journey just has such a profound meaning for me. 205 00:09:53,772 --> 00:09:55,741 Just putting your own limits to the test, 206 00:09:55,774 --> 00:09:59,243 not being completely cocooned. 207 00:09:59,276 --> 00:10:02,046 I'm proud of myself to make it this far. 208 00:10:02,079 --> 00:10:09,052 ♪ 209 00:10:09,085 --> 00:10:11,620 Food definitely makes things so much better. 210 00:10:16,191 --> 00:10:19,160 [ominous music] 211 00:10:19,193 --> 00:10:26,199 ♪ 212 00:10:49,352 --> 00:10:52,188 Ooh, passed out a little bit there. 213 00:10:53,856 --> 00:10:55,024 Mm... 214 00:10:57,226 --> 00:10:59,160 Hmm. 215 00:10:59,194 --> 00:11:03,298 I'm feeling a whole new level of hunger. 216 00:11:06,333 --> 00:11:10,504 This is also an opportunity to understand that hunger 217 00:11:10,537 --> 00:11:15,308 and figure it out and to-- to be with it. 218 00:11:15,341 --> 00:11:18,044 ♪ 219 00:11:18,077 --> 00:11:23,181 I'm learning to be okay with hunger. 220 00:11:23,215 --> 00:11:28,219 Back home, I try to do vision quests every six months, 221 00:11:28,252 --> 00:11:31,022 two- or four-day vision quests where I won't eat anything 222 00:11:31,055 --> 00:11:34,290 and just go outside, learn from the land. 223 00:11:34,324 --> 00:11:35,391 ♪ 224 00:11:35,425 --> 00:11:38,895 I'm finding myself just... 225 00:11:38,929 --> 00:11:42,064 raw. 226 00:11:42,097 --> 00:11:45,434 Like, spiritually raw. 227 00:11:45,467 --> 00:11:48,302 Just, like, everything's vibrating. 228 00:11:48,336 --> 00:11:49,637 [hums] 229 00:11:49,670 --> 00:11:53,941 I can see, like, trees breathing. 230 00:11:53,974 --> 00:11:57,310 It's this bizarre place. 231 00:11:57,344 --> 00:12:00,179 ♪ 232 00:12:00,212 --> 00:12:04,016 All right, gonna go fishing. 233 00:12:04,050 --> 00:12:07,052 Haven't eaten for a while, my body needs nutrition. 234 00:12:07,085 --> 00:12:08,920 I get that. 235 00:12:08,954 --> 00:12:13,257 I mean, at this point, I have 33 fish fillets 236 00:12:13,290 --> 00:12:15,125 dried and smoked. 237 00:12:17,261 --> 00:12:20,029 33 halves of fish, 238 00:12:20,063 --> 00:12:22,165 filleted. 239 00:12:22,198 --> 00:12:25,501 I want to save fish, because if I can keep 240 00:12:25,534 --> 00:12:28,536 eating them the way I've been eating them, 241 00:12:28,570 --> 00:12:31,706 which is one every other day, I could be out here 242 00:12:31,740 --> 00:12:34,742 for a long, long period of time. 243 00:12:34,776 --> 00:12:38,245 Ideally, if I can bring home ten fish, 244 00:12:38,279 --> 00:12:40,914 then I'll actually have some for Christmas 245 00:12:40,947 --> 00:12:42,916 to make some stew. 246 00:12:42,949 --> 00:12:46,919 Is there a way to hide things going through customs? 247 00:12:46,952 --> 00:12:51,256 I can't put those-- I can't put 11 fish up my butt. 248 00:12:51,290 --> 00:12:54,258 Hmm, we'll see. 249 00:12:54,292 --> 00:13:01,364 ♪ 250 00:13:08,304 --> 00:13:11,273 [exhales] 251 00:13:11,307 --> 00:13:16,144 It's amazing how breathing can be so difficult 252 00:13:16,177 --> 00:13:18,479 when you don't have a lot of calories. 253 00:13:18,513 --> 00:13:20,981 ♪ 254 00:13:21,015 --> 00:13:22,382 [exhales] 255 00:13:22,416 --> 00:13:25,452 Just gonna move slow today. 256 00:13:25,485 --> 00:13:27,386 Nice and slow. 257 00:13:27,420 --> 00:13:30,389 [deep breathing] 258 00:13:30,423 --> 00:13:35,627 ♪ 259 00:13:35,660 --> 00:13:38,630 [heavy breathing] 260 00:13:38,663 --> 00:13:45,669 ♪ 261 00:13:55,177 --> 00:13:57,446 Ah! 262 00:13:57,479 --> 00:14:00,149 [groaning] 263 00:14:00,182 --> 00:14:01,582 Ah! 264 00:14:05,253 --> 00:14:08,221 [dramatic music] 265 00:14:08,255 --> 00:14:15,261 ♪ 266 00:14:21,033 --> 00:14:24,035 Ahh... 267 00:14:24,069 --> 00:14:26,337 Holy [bleep]. 268 00:14:30,807 --> 00:14:32,943 [sighs] 269 00:14:32,977 --> 00:14:38,781 ♪ 270 00:14:38,814 --> 00:14:41,449 God, I have no strength. 271 00:14:41,483 --> 00:14:43,285 ♪ 272 00:14:43,318 --> 00:14:47,622 I can honestly feel my body just deteriorating. 273 00:14:47,655 --> 00:14:51,792 ♪ 274 00:14:51,825 --> 00:14:56,429 I think I've lost about 1/3 of my body weight. 275 00:14:56,462 --> 00:14:59,933 Can't sustain myself on the diet that I had. 276 00:14:59,966 --> 00:15:03,402 ♪ 277 00:15:03,435 --> 00:15:05,204 I do want to be healthy, and-- 278 00:15:05,237 --> 00:15:09,373 and I've got 33 halves of fish. 279 00:15:09,407 --> 00:15:11,075 ♪ 280 00:15:11,109 --> 00:15:14,212 So just thinking about just starting to dig in 281 00:15:14,245 --> 00:15:16,846 to some of those and just starting 282 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:20,017 to take care of my body. 283 00:15:20,050 --> 00:15:25,521 ♪ 284 00:15:25,554 --> 00:15:27,489 All right, so the process of my stew, 285 00:15:27,523 --> 00:15:30,725 I just got the water to a boil. 286 00:15:30,758 --> 00:15:34,896 Plop the fish right in the stew. 287 00:15:34,930 --> 00:15:39,566 Now, that's gonna go quick 'cause it's boiling pretty good. 288 00:15:39,599 --> 00:15:41,902 Then we'll start putting ingredients in. 289 00:15:41,936 --> 00:15:44,003 Mushrooms and stuff. 290 00:15:44,037 --> 00:15:46,672 I like things boiled for a while 291 00:15:46,705 --> 00:15:50,675 just to make a really nice broth. 292 00:15:50,708 --> 00:15:56,847 [as Julia Child] You must boil in the nutrients 293 00:15:56,880 --> 00:16:02,086 into the stew to make a beautiful broth. 294 00:16:02,119 --> 00:16:04,020 [normal voice] Seriously, it's-- 295 00:16:04,054 --> 00:16:07,057 Ah, it's good. 296 00:16:07,090 --> 00:16:10,292 ♪ 297 00:16:10,325 --> 00:16:14,329 I came out here to go through an evolution. 298 00:16:14,363 --> 00:16:16,998 I want to go to the next step 299 00:16:17,031 --> 00:16:19,968 in my own personal evolution. 300 00:16:20,001 --> 00:16:22,303 ♪ 301 00:16:22,336 --> 00:16:26,439 Out here, I'm learning so much about myself. 302 00:16:26,473 --> 00:16:27,774 I don't want to leave here 303 00:16:27,807 --> 00:16:30,776 until I feel really, really ready. 304 00:16:30,809 --> 00:16:35,081 ♪ 305 00:16:35,114 --> 00:16:37,548 Ah. 306 00:16:37,582 --> 00:16:41,019 Oh, my. 307 00:16:41,052 --> 00:16:44,554 I needed that so bad. 308 00:16:45,655 --> 00:16:48,625 [ominous music] 309 00:16:48,658 --> 00:16:55,664 ♪ 310 00:17:10,310 --> 00:17:12,378 So people come every once in a blue moon 311 00:17:12,412 --> 00:17:14,180 to give you a med check, make sure you're okay 312 00:17:14,214 --> 00:17:16,681 and stuff like that. Not a big deal. 313 00:17:16,715 --> 00:17:18,850 That's just a safety precaution. 314 00:17:18,883 --> 00:17:22,687 ♪ 315 00:17:22,721 --> 00:17:24,055 Okay. 316 00:17:26,457 --> 00:17:28,126 54.9. 317 00:17:30,293 --> 00:17:32,595 -[speaking Spanish] -[grunts] 318 00:17:32,629 --> 00:17:34,597 Okay, you can put your boots on, if you want. 319 00:17:34,631 --> 00:17:36,932 Excellent. 320 00:17:36,965 --> 00:17:38,100 Sit down. 321 00:17:38,134 --> 00:17:39,401 Okay. 322 00:17:41,503 --> 00:17:43,738 -No. -Good. 323 00:17:45,406 --> 00:17:48,409 [blood pressure cuff hissing] 324 00:17:55,315 --> 00:17:56,550 Pull everything up. 325 00:17:56,583 --> 00:17:59,085 -Okay. -[sighs deeply] 326 00:18:00,586 --> 00:18:02,788 [speaking Spanish] 327 00:18:02,821 --> 00:18:04,456 Oh! 328 00:18:04,489 --> 00:18:06,358 Breathe deep with the mouth. 329 00:18:06,391 --> 00:18:09,394 [deep breathing] 330 00:18:16,400 --> 00:18:18,068 [chuckles softly] 331 00:18:19,735 --> 00:18:22,705 -Okay. -[sighs] 332 00:18:22,738 --> 00:18:25,740 [both speaking Spanish] 333 00:18:45,691 --> 00:18:47,226 No. 334 00:18:48,460 --> 00:18:49,761 I've got food. 335 00:18:49,795 --> 00:18:51,929 I've got food. I can continue to eat. 336 00:18:51,962 --> 00:18:55,100 You're risking organ failure, 337 00:18:55,133 --> 00:18:57,435 and so we need to pull you. 338 00:18:57,468 --> 00:19:00,170 No! 339 00:19:00,204 --> 00:19:03,240 You--you... 340 00:19:03,273 --> 00:19:06,575 I've got food. I can eat. 341 00:19:06,609 --> 00:19:08,277 I got food. 342 00:19:11,180 --> 00:19:13,315 I have food. 343 00:19:13,348 --> 00:19:14,982 I can continue--I can eat. 344 00:19:15,016 --> 00:19:18,086 I can eat higher percentages of the food that I have. 345 00:19:18,120 --> 00:19:21,422 You're too far gone. 346 00:19:21,455 --> 00:19:24,125 It's dangerous for you to stay here. 347 00:19:26,359 --> 00:19:28,794 We're taking you to the hospital. 348 00:19:34,733 --> 00:19:37,536 [sighs] 349 00:19:37,569 --> 00:19:43,307 ♪ 350 00:19:43,341 --> 00:19:45,109 'Kay. 351 00:19:45,143 --> 00:19:52,148 ♪ 352 00:19:55,317 --> 00:19:58,786 [sighs] Wish I would have ate more. 353 00:19:58,819 --> 00:20:01,789 I've got so much food. 354 00:20:01,822 --> 00:20:03,791 ♪ 355 00:20:03,824 --> 00:20:06,860 I thought, "If I store this food, then I have 356 00:20:06,893 --> 00:20:10,997 the ability to continue for a long period of time." 357 00:20:11,030 --> 00:20:15,501 But I pushed myself a little too far. 358 00:20:15,534 --> 00:20:17,703 It's frustrating. 359 00:20:17,736 --> 00:20:19,871 I feel frustrated. 360 00:20:19,904 --> 00:20:23,141 ♪ 361 00:20:23,175 --> 00:20:26,810 I had enough food. I felt that I could last 362 00:20:26,843 --> 00:20:29,613 two more months... 363 00:20:29,646 --> 00:20:33,583 being outdoors, playing, learning. 364 00:20:33,616 --> 00:20:35,285 ♪ 365 00:20:35,318 --> 00:20:39,621 I can't believe that I'm going home. 366 00:20:39,654 --> 00:20:41,290 I feel good at my life at home. 367 00:20:41,323 --> 00:20:43,024 Everything's nice, 368 00:20:43,057 --> 00:20:45,894 and I enjoy it, but there's moments 369 00:20:45,927 --> 00:20:51,599 where there's just something missing. 370 00:20:51,632 --> 00:20:54,767 And being out here, 371 00:20:54,801 --> 00:20:58,438 I feel like I'm living. 372 00:20:58,471 --> 00:21:01,473 Life has a higher resonance. 373 00:21:01,507 --> 00:21:05,143 ♪ 374 00:21:05,177 --> 00:21:08,646 It's been an honor. 375 00:21:08,679 --> 00:21:11,482 It's been beautiful. 376 00:21:11,516 --> 00:21:16,353 ♪ 377 00:21:19,922 --> 00:21:22,891 [dramatic music] 378 00:21:22,925 --> 00:21:29,931 ♪ 379 00:21:35,736 --> 00:21:38,705 [birds singing] 380 00:21:38,739 --> 00:21:43,709 ♪ 381 00:21:43,743 --> 00:21:46,479 I look forward to using modern technology 382 00:21:46,512 --> 00:21:50,014 when I get back, make phone calls, Skype, 383 00:21:50,048 --> 00:21:52,851 and FaceTime with my mom. 384 00:21:52,884 --> 00:21:54,518 Boop-boop, boop-boop. 385 00:21:54,552 --> 00:21:57,555 "Hey, Mom, here's my shelter. 386 00:21:57,588 --> 00:22:00,057 "Here's my fireplace. 387 00:22:00,090 --> 00:22:02,325 Here's where I sleep." 388 00:22:04,861 --> 00:22:06,329 That'd be pretty cool. 389 00:22:06,363 --> 00:22:08,364 [fire crackling] 390 00:22:08,397 --> 00:22:13,302 ♪ 391 00:22:13,335 --> 00:22:16,404 Definitely getting tired-er, 392 00:22:16,437 --> 00:22:19,707 but my focus is to stay busy 393 00:22:19,740 --> 00:22:22,809 and keep making things. 394 00:22:22,842 --> 00:22:24,244 ♪ 395 00:22:28,481 --> 00:22:30,449 [upbeat music] 396 00:22:30,483 --> 00:22:33,118 I really want to make a drum. 397 00:22:33,151 --> 00:22:40,157 ♪ 398 00:22:43,694 --> 00:22:47,030 Doing big projects is wearing me down 399 00:22:47,063 --> 00:22:49,799 a lot quicker than it did earlier on... 400 00:22:57,806 --> 00:23:01,575 I'm so thankful for the hide that I found. 401 00:23:01,609 --> 00:23:04,445 I'm using it as a drum beater head. 402 00:23:06,347 --> 00:23:09,215 This is so cool. 403 00:23:09,248 --> 00:23:12,018 Looks like a cow to me. 404 00:23:12,051 --> 00:23:15,321 Skull and the hide. 405 00:23:15,354 --> 00:23:18,657 I potentially could make something out of this, still. 406 00:23:18,690 --> 00:23:22,293 This is gonna be like my hardware store out here. 407 00:23:24,161 --> 00:23:27,097 As a teenager, my mom was really relaxed 408 00:23:27,131 --> 00:23:32,068 about letting me work on hides in the house. 409 00:23:32,101 --> 00:23:37,239 One time, she let me brain tan a deer hide in the bathroom. 410 00:23:37,272 --> 00:23:42,076 I remember having to clean up and sanitize afterwards, 411 00:23:42,109 --> 00:23:45,747 but she let me do it. 412 00:23:45,780 --> 00:23:47,114 Okay. 413 00:23:51,217 --> 00:23:53,987 ♪ 414 00:23:54,020 --> 00:23:57,990 I aspire to make a drum. 415 00:23:58,023 --> 00:24:03,227 I aspire to be the last person here. 416 00:24:03,261 --> 00:24:05,564 And my stubborn nature 417 00:24:05,597 --> 00:24:09,232 is helping me keep going. 418 00:24:09,266 --> 00:24:11,902 I've got a circle. 419 00:24:11,935 --> 00:24:14,772 I'd like to get the hide dried out 420 00:24:14,805 --> 00:24:16,839 as soon as possible. 421 00:24:16,873 --> 00:24:20,377 The next step is gonna be drum head lacing. 422 00:24:23,445 --> 00:24:26,415 [dramatic music] 423 00:24:26,448 --> 00:24:33,454 ♪ 424 00:24:41,428 --> 00:24:45,431 I had a touch of the insomnia last night. 425 00:24:45,464 --> 00:24:49,401 Like, the hunger and everything else created, 426 00:24:49,434 --> 00:24:54,906 like, a strange state of insomnia euphoria 427 00:24:54,939 --> 00:24:58,875 that I--I couldn't break. 428 00:24:58,909 --> 00:25:02,745 I don't need this. 429 00:25:02,778 --> 00:25:05,748 But I feel good now, so I'm gonna get up 430 00:25:05,781 --> 00:25:08,350 and keep on keeping on. 431 00:25:14,789 --> 00:25:17,691 ♪ 432 00:25:17,725 --> 00:25:23,029 I never thought that I would spend so much time hungry. 433 00:25:23,062 --> 00:25:25,565 I really didn't. 434 00:25:25,598 --> 00:25:28,067 Thought the baited traps would catch stuff, you know? 435 00:25:28,100 --> 00:25:30,135 I'd have rabbits, I'd have deer, I'd have, 436 00:25:30,168 --> 00:25:32,771 you know, a million different things. 437 00:25:32,804 --> 00:25:35,373 I thought my problem would be missing home, 438 00:25:35,407 --> 00:25:37,775 not starving, you know? 439 00:25:37,808 --> 00:25:40,745 ♪ 440 00:25:40,778 --> 00:25:44,581 I've been de--debating on whether to, you know, 441 00:25:44,614 --> 00:25:48,418 eat some of these roots. 442 00:25:48,452 --> 00:25:52,721 Plants here in Patagonia are my weakness, you know? 443 00:25:52,755 --> 00:25:55,958 So I'm trying to decide whether I should be saving all those, 444 00:25:55,991 --> 00:25:57,625 boiling them, and eating them, or do I-- 445 00:25:57,659 --> 00:26:00,728 is that just a risk I can't afford to take? 446 00:26:00,762 --> 00:26:02,296 Without seeing the tops, I don't know 447 00:26:02,329 --> 00:26:06,099 if they're dandelion roots. 448 00:26:06,132 --> 00:26:09,102 I don't trust just eating them just yet. 449 00:26:09,135 --> 00:26:11,203 ♪ 450 00:26:11,236 --> 00:26:13,405 So I'm gonna hold out on that. 451 00:26:13,439 --> 00:26:15,475 ♪ 452 00:26:17,509 --> 00:26:21,145 All right, gonna head down, see if I got a fish. 453 00:26:21,179 --> 00:26:22,714 ♪ 454 00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:24,715 Wow. 455 00:26:24,748 --> 00:26:29,019 The dock is under, like, two inches of water. 456 00:26:29,052 --> 00:26:30,353 This is bad down here. 457 00:26:30,387 --> 00:26:32,689 I don't even know what to do. 458 00:26:32,722 --> 00:26:34,290 The waves are rolling in. 459 00:26:34,323 --> 00:26:36,125 And, man, some of them are big. 460 00:26:36,158 --> 00:26:39,394 It's like the ocean today. 461 00:26:39,427 --> 00:26:42,230 I could lose the dock completely, and then I'd be, 462 00:26:42,263 --> 00:26:45,132 like, up in the trees here throwing lines out, 463 00:26:45,165 --> 00:26:46,767 trying not to tangle them with the trees 464 00:26:46,801 --> 00:26:49,436 as I'm pulling them in. 465 00:26:49,470 --> 00:26:53,306 I don't see anything moving on any of my lines. 466 00:26:53,339 --> 00:26:57,276 This is really a big blow to my fishing capabilities. 467 00:26:57,310 --> 00:26:58,711 Just not what I needed right now 468 00:26:58,744 --> 00:27:00,813 when I'm close to burn-out, you know? 469 00:27:00,846 --> 00:27:04,882 ♪ 470 00:27:04,916 --> 00:27:08,920 I think the plan is, I'm going to lay a log 471 00:27:08,953 --> 00:27:10,722 all the way to the shore, all the way 472 00:27:10,755 --> 00:27:12,055 to the end of the dock, 473 00:27:12,088 --> 00:27:16,059 and it'll be 8 inches higher. 474 00:27:16,092 --> 00:27:17,594 Yee-haw. 475 00:27:17,628 --> 00:27:19,261 ♪ 476 00:27:19,294 --> 00:27:21,230 Whew, now I'm feeling that I haven't had 477 00:27:21,263 --> 00:27:23,098 anything to eat today. 478 00:27:23,132 --> 00:27:25,266 ♪ 479 00:27:25,299 --> 00:27:26,768 Oy vey. 480 00:27:29,971 --> 00:27:33,574 I'm at the end of my limit here. 481 00:27:33,607 --> 00:27:35,909 Feeling shaky, 482 00:27:35,943 --> 00:27:40,412 put a lot into getting this log out here. 483 00:27:40,446 --> 00:27:42,749 The dock lines are all rigged and set up the same way 484 00:27:42,782 --> 00:27:45,551 they always are, so there's no reason why 485 00:27:45,584 --> 00:27:47,385 they shouldn't catch a fish, if they-- 486 00:27:47,418 --> 00:27:50,288 couldn't catch a fish. 487 00:27:50,321 --> 00:27:53,123 So sick of the weak feeling in my muscles 488 00:27:53,157 --> 00:27:56,594 and in my legs. 489 00:27:56,627 --> 00:27:58,128 I'm gonna continue to go downhill 490 00:27:58,162 --> 00:28:00,296 if I don't get more into me for food. 491 00:28:06,869 --> 00:28:09,838 [dramatic music] 492 00:28:09,872 --> 00:28:16,878 ♪ 493 00:28:24,350 --> 00:28:26,819 I'm getting quite thin, 494 00:28:26,852 --> 00:28:30,823 and I need to work on eating a whole lot. 495 00:28:30,856 --> 00:28:35,526 I feel like if I can get some good animal protein, 496 00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:37,395 I could keep going. 497 00:28:37,428 --> 00:28:41,064 ♪ 498 00:28:41,098 --> 00:28:44,134 Plants have a lot of great nutrients, 499 00:28:44,167 --> 00:28:46,869 but I don't know how many calories they have to give me. 500 00:28:46,903 --> 00:28:51,007 ♪ 501 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,909 Right now, I definitely feel like I'm living 502 00:28:53,942 --> 00:28:56,745 each day here as if it could be my last day. 503 00:28:56,778 --> 00:29:03,718 ♪ 504 00:29:03,751 --> 00:29:08,822 I have to do some stuff to enjoy my time out here. 505 00:29:08,855 --> 00:29:11,457 I really wanna complete my drum. 506 00:29:11,490 --> 00:29:13,626 It's a good inside day. 507 00:29:13,659 --> 00:29:16,795 It's a good inside project. 508 00:29:16,829 --> 00:29:20,832 Go ahead and get the awl holes punched in. 509 00:29:20,865 --> 00:29:27,871 ♪ 510 00:29:42,083 --> 00:29:44,686 All the holes are in. 511 00:29:49,422 --> 00:29:56,228 ♪ 512 00:29:56,262 --> 00:30:01,032 I got about 40 to 50 feet of rawhide lacing cut. 513 00:30:01,066 --> 00:30:08,072 ♪ 514 00:30:12,943 --> 00:30:15,745 Sometimes I have to push myself to keep going, 515 00:30:15,779 --> 00:30:17,080 to finish it up. 516 00:30:17,113 --> 00:30:21,016 ♪ 517 00:30:21,049 --> 00:30:23,385 And it feels really good when it's done. 518 00:30:23,418 --> 00:30:30,424 ♪ 519 00:30:31,859 --> 00:30:34,494 Mentally, emotionally, spiritually, 520 00:30:34,527 --> 00:30:38,164 I'm still in it, still enjoying being here. 521 00:30:38,198 --> 00:30:40,833 I'm just really worried that my body's gonna be 522 00:30:40,866 --> 00:30:44,269 the Achilles' heel of this adventure. 523 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:52,410 [ominous music] 524 00:30:52,443 --> 00:30:59,449 ♪ 525 00:31:01,550 --> 00:31:04,153 There's still a lot I could make out here. 526 00:31:04,186 --> 00:31:06,122 As soon as I know that I have food and calories, 527 00:31:06,155 --> 00:31:08,957 I start brainstorming again about things to build. 528 00:31:08,990 --> 00:31:12,093 I could almost build a hammock, actually, 529 00:31:12,127 --> 00:31:13,494 with branches. 530 00:31:13,528 --> 00:31:16,396 ♪ 531 00:31:16,430 --> 00:31:20,567 Like, this branch might work. 532 00:31:20,600 --> 00:31:24,603 It's nice to actually do things that are a little bit artistic. 533 00:31:24,637 --> 00:31:27,140 I think that's part of-- half the battle out here, 534 00:31:27,173 --> 00:31:30,976 just keeping the boredom at bay. 535 00:31:31,009 --> 00:31:34,511 ♪ 536 00:31:34,545 --> 00:31:37,248 Keeping yourself busy. 537 00:31:37,281 --> 00:31:38,916 So I've cut down five saplings, 538 00:31:38,950 --> 00:31:40,952 and I'm just gonna cut them to length. 539 00:31:43,954 --> 00:31:45,521 Hopefully they're flexible enough 540 00:31:45,555 --> 00:31:47,791 but sturdy enough to hold my weight too. 541 00:31:49,058 --> 00:31:51,360 ♪ 542 00:31:51,393 --> 00:31:54,695 So these will interweave between all the-- 543 00:31:54,729 --> 00:31:57,365 five structural pieces of the hammock. 544 00:31:57,398 --> 00:32:00,334 ♪ 545 00:32:00,368 --> 00:32:02,069 It'll give it more support. 546 00:32:02,102 --> 00:32:04,571 ♪ 547 00:32:04,604 --> 00:32:08,975 I have to adapt and stay positive, 548 00:32:09,008 --> 00:32:11,043 apply my skill set, and just keep 549 00:32:11,077 --> 00:32:13,379 moving forward every day. 550 00:32:13,412 --> 00:32:15,680 ♪ 551 00:32:15,713 --> 00:32:18,049 If you have the right mind-set, it's amazing 552 00:32:18,083 --> 00:32:19,818 what can be accomplished. 553 00:32:19,851 --> 00:32:26,490 ♪ 554 00:32:26,523 --> 00:32:29,425 I need to find two trees to hang this from. 555 00:32:29,458 --> 00:32:36,231 ♪ 556 00:32:36,264 --> 00:32:40,568 My hammock, made out of paracord and saplings. 557 00:32:40,602 --> 00:32:42,236 Let's see if this works. 558 00:32:42,269 --> 00:32:45,539 ♪ 559 00:32:45,572 --> 00:32:46,874 This'll be relaxing. 560 00:32:46,908 --> 00:32:49,709 ♪ 561 00:32:49,742 --> 00:32:52,412 Ahh. 562 00:32:59,919 --> 00:33:02,954 [dramatic music] 563 00:33:02,987 --> 00:33:09,993 ♪ 564 00:33:22,038 --> 00:33:25,306 Feeling pretty tired today, 565 00:33:25,340 --> 00:33:28,409 but I'm really excited about my drum. 566 00:33:28,443 --> 00:33:30,044 Finally got it made. 567 00:33:35,582 --> 00:33:38,351 [gentle percussion] 568 00:33:38,384 --> 00:33:40,820 [soft tapping] 569 00:33:40,854 --> 00:33:44,022 ♪ But you are awesome 570 00:33:45,357 --> 00:33:47,659 [fingertips pattering] 571 00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:49,460 I figured it'd make some sort of noise 572 00:33:49,493 --> 00:33:53,931 but didn't know if it would make a nice resonance or not. 573 00:33:59,903 --> 00:34:02,272 I'm loving being here, 574 00:34:02,305 --> 00:34:05,074 but what do I miss? 575 00:34:05,107 --> 00:34:07,409 I miss having a journal. 576 00:34:07,442 --> 00:34:10,811 So many things that I wish I could write down. 577 00:34:10,845 --> 00:34:12,313 I miss our cat. 578 00:34:12,346 --> 00:34:15,984 I miss Tyler a whole bunch, 579 00:34:16,017 --> 00:34:20,020 and I miss all my other loved ones and friends. 580 00:34:20,053 --> 00:34:23,023 [melancholy music] 581 00:34:23,056 --> 00:34:27,826 ♪ 582 00:34:27,860 --> 00:34:29,828 How long can I make it? 583 00:34:29,862 --> 00:34:33,631 ♪ 584 00:34:33,664 --> 00:34:36,301 Oh, that's the hard part. 585 00:34:36,334 --> 00:34:38,068 I do really want to win. 586 00:34:38,102 --> 00:34:40,704 ♪ 587 00:34:40,737 --> 00:34:44,140 I'd love to be the first woman to win. 588 00:34:44,173 --> 00:34:46,910 I want to be the last person here. 589 00:34:52,314 --> 00:34:55,283 [ominous music] 590 00:34:55,317 --> 00:35:02,389 ♪ 591 00:35:10,130 --> 00:35:12,264 I gotta do a lot of foraging. 592 00:35:12,297 --> 00:35:14,133 Always on the hunt for stuff. 593 00:35:14,166 --> 00:35:18,702 Berries, bait... 594 00:35:18,736 --> 00:35:21,739 Let's see if I can find some mushrooms. 595 00:35:26,876 --> 00:35:28,178 [laughs] 596 00:35:28,211 --> 00:35:31,747 I'm a girl that gets excited about "fun guys." 597 00:35:31,780 --> 00:35:33,582 The mushroom, that is. 598 00:35:33,615 --> 00:35:35,051 Pretty excited about finding these. 599 00:35:35,084 --> 00:35:38,553 I thought they were done for the season, but they're not. 600 00:35:38,586 --> 00:35:40,455 Mm, it's a good fungus. 601 00:35:40,488 --> 00:35:42,423 ♪ 602 00:35:42,457 --> 00:35:43,591 I'm gonna look for more. 603 00:35:43,624 --> 00:35:45,359 See if I can find some more. 604 00:35:45,392 --> 00:35:51,530 ♪ 605 00:35:51,564 --> 00:35:54,067 Dinner, rose hips. 606 00:35:54,100 --> 00:35:57,570 ♪ 607 00:35:57,603 --> 00:36:00,939 I would prefer a fish, but this'll have to do. 608 00:36:00,973 --> 00:36:07,144 ♪ 609 00:36:07,178 --> 00:36:11,481 The thing about foraging, 610 00:36:11,514 --> 00:36:12,983 it kind of takes my mind away 611 00:36:13,016 --> 00:36:15,485 from how much I miss my family. 612 00:36:15,518 --> 00:36:22,524 ♪ 613 00:36:24,493 --> 00:36:27,962 I got to be careful with these rose hips. 614 00:36:27,996 --> 00:36:31,132 Each of them have about 20 seeds in them, 615 00:36:31,165 --> 00:36:33,266 and they're hard as a rock. 616 00:36:40,339 --> 00:36:47,345 ♪ 617 00:36:58,288 --> 00:36:59,588 I just woke up. 618 00:36:59,622 --> 00:37:01,590 It's, uh... 619 00:37:01,624 --> 00:37:03,026 I don't even know what time it is. 620 00:37:03,059 --> 00:37:04,527 It's like the middle of the night, 621 00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:07,129 and it's raining hard. 622 00:37:07,162 --> 00:37:09,998 Uh, but what woke me up is, I have this... 623 00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:15,969 Pain in my tooth. 624 00:37:18,005 --> 00:37:20,473 I haven't had a pain like that for--I don't know when. 625 00:37:20,506 --> 00:37:22,375 I don't think I've ever had a pain wake me up 626 00:37:22,408 --> 00:37:25,211 like that in my tooth. 627 00:37:25,245 --> 00:37:27,679 Uh-huh, it looks like there might be a piece 628 00:37:27,712 --> 00:37:31,016 of my back molar missing. 629 00:37:31,050 --> 00:37:33,351 [sighs] 630 00:37:33,384 --> 00:37:37,388 Feels like it's a bit swollen on that side too. 631 00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:39,822 I assume it's from rose hips. 632 00:37:39,856 --> 00:37:41,824 ♪ 633 00:37:41,858 --> 00:37:43,993 [groans] 634 00:37:44,027 --> 00:37:46,462 Even a small chip in your tooth can just lead 635 00:37:46,495 --> 00:37:48,364 to the biggest problem, 636 00:37:48,397 --> 00:37:50,999 'cause I don't have antibiotics. 637 00:37:51,033 --> 00:37:53,501 I don't want to be out here with a jaw infection. 638 00:37:53,534 --> 00:37:55,636 That's for sure. 639 00:37:55,670 --> 00:37:57,138 [bleep]. 640 00:38:03,943 --> 00:38:10,949 ♪ 641 00:38:16,121 --> 00:38:23,127 ♪ 642 00:38:24,961 --> 00:38:27,430 Wow. 643 00:38:27,463 --> 00:38:29,299 One choppy lake. 644 00:38:29,332 --> 00:38:33,102 ♪ 645 00:38:33,135 --> 00:38:35,804 Stripped hooks and nothing there. 646 00:38:35,837 --> 00:38:38,707 Man, this is starting to really tick me off. 647 00:38:38,740 --> 00:38:42,276 ♪ 648 00:38:42,310 --> 00:38:46,046 I've always caught stuff again at some point, 649 00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:48,881 and--just nothing. 650 00:38:48,915 --> 00:38:51,884 As many times as I've baited, in the past, 651 00:38:51,918 --> 00:38:56,021 I would've caught at least four or five fish. 652 00:38:56,054 --> 00:38:57,923 This is ridiculous. 653 00:38:57,956 --> 00:38:59,491 ♪ 654 00:38:59,525 --> 00:39:01,626 My consistent, persistent effort 655 00:39:01,659 --> 00:39:04,895 has always paid off, except for now. 656 00:39:04,929 --> 00:39:07,431 ♪ 657 00:39:07,464 --> 00:39:08,898 No fish. 658 00:39:08,932 --> 00:39:10,467 Ever since the water's risen, 659 00:39:10,500 --> 00:39:12,669 I haven't been able to catch a single fish. 660 00:39:19,808 --> 00:39:22,744 And maybe the chop will slow down. 661 00:39:22,777 --> 00:39:25,547 I don't know. 662 00:39:25,580 --> 00:39:29,516 I don't know--I don't-- I don't know what else to do. 663 00:39:29,550 --> 00:39:32,519 [ominous music] 664 00:39:32,553 --> 00:39:39,559 ♪ 665 00:39:41,092 --> 00:39:43,728 Grubs and roots for dinner. 666 00:39:43,762 --> 00:39:45,897 I know some of these are dandelion roots, 667 00:39:45,930 --> 00:39:47,565 and some of them are this other flower 668 00:39:47,598 --> 00:39:49,233 that's in here, and I don't think 669 00:39:49,267 --> 00:39:54,037 it's a problem, but there's not much to them anyway. 670 00:39:54,070 --> 00:39:55,972 But at least it'll give me something to chew on. 671 00:39:56,005 --> 00:39:59,776 I--I can't imagine it's more than a couple calories. 672 00:39:59,809 --> 00:40:06,782 ♪ 673 00:40:06,815 --> 00:40:09,317 Let's see if they're tender and juicy... 674 00:40:09,350 --> 00:40:13,120 ♪ 675 00:40:13,154 --> 00:40:14,954 Or even palatable. 676 00:40:14,988 --> 00:40:17,591 ♪ 677 00:40:17,624 --> 00:40:18,925 Hot. 678 00:40:18,958 --> 00:40:22,828 ♪ 679 00:40:22,861 --> 00:40:24,096 Oh, yeah. 680 00:40:24,129 --> 00:40:25,998 ♪ 681 00:40:26,031 --> 00:40:29,334 Tastes like carrots. 682 00:40:29,367 --> 00:40:31,369 Probably should have done that sooner. 683 00:40:34,905 --> 00:40:37,874 I don't know how much they can do for me, but... 684 00:40:37,908 --> 00:40:39,376 Aww... 685 00:40:45,548 --> 00:40:47,550 [voice breaks] It tastes like carrots. 686 00:40:48,917 --> 00:40:51,920 [sobbing] 687 00:41:04,231 --> 00:41:06,032 I'm so hungry. 688 00:41:06,065 --> 00:41:07,834 [sniffles] 689 00:41:07,867 --> 00:41:09,201 [whimpers] 690 00:41:10,236 --> 00:41:13,372 [sobbing] 691 00:41:13,405 --> 00:41:16,741 I don't know how long I can keep going like this. 692 00:41:16,774 --> 00:41:18,243 ♪ 693 00:41:18,276 --> 00:41:19,744 [sniffles] 694 00:41:19,777 --> 00:41:23,747 ♪ 695 00:41:23,780 --> 00:41:26,750 It is mentally crushing me. 696 00:41:26,783 --> 00:41:31,587 ♪ 697 00:41:31,620 --> 00:41:33,756 I wish the others would just hurry up and quit. 698 00:41:33,789 --> 00:41:38,893 ♪ 699 00:41:38,926 --> 00:41:41,028 I want to win so bad. 700 00:41:41,062 --> 00:41:46,032 ♪ 701 00:41:46,066 --> 00:41:47,734 [sighs] 702 00:41:49,269 --> 00:41:51,904 It tastes like carrots. 703 00:41:51,937 --> 00:41:54,807 [laughing] 704 00:41:54,840 --> 00:41:56,808 Oh, my goodness. 705 00:41:56,841 --> 00:41:58,510 Losing it. 706 00:42:01,145 --> 00:42:04,782 I don't think I've been so tired and so hungry ever in my life. 707 00:42:04,815 --> 00:42:06,784 I have this guilt as a mother, 708 00:42:06,817 --> 00:42:09,952 leaving my children for a very long time. 709 00:42:09,986 --> 00:42:12,289 Please, God, help me catch a fish. 710 00:42:12,322 --> 00:42:13,890 I'm getting so thin. 711 00:42:13,923 --> 00:42:16,892 I'm guessing I'm down around 100 pounds. 712 00:42:16,925 --> 00:42:18,694 Got another med check today, 713 00:42:18,727 --> 00:42:20,195 and I don't think it's good news. 714 00:42:20,228 --> 00:42:22,531 That's probably where it comes to an end for me. 715 00:42:22,564 --> 00:42:24,532 I gotta get my tooth checked out. 716 00:42:24,565 --> 00:42:27,067 I'm not ready to go home yet. 717 00:42:27,101 --> 00:42:30,069 [dramatic music] 718 00:42:30,103 --> 00:42:31,104 ♪ 46572

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